#adhd is weird sometimes
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At one point Brennan said something like "witches are human, just like wizards." But my auditory issues ass heard "witches are humans, just like lizards." And I was like... wait what? That cannot be what he... oh WIZARDS!
#wbn pod#brennan lee mulligan#aabria iyengar#worlds beyond number#lou wilson#erika ishii#adhd is weird sometimes#picturing the lizard sky#cutie with a lil wizard hat#new familiar idea just dropped
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I jokingly thought before that reading Junie B. Jones as a kid turned me into a feminist, but unironically, it kind of did.
I honestly think it comes down to the fact that Junie B. was not only allowed to be "weird," but her character arc never concluded like other girl characters would. In other media featuring "weird girls," the girl always ended her arc tamed - by force or convince, she would be prettied up, she would smile and be polite, and she would never speak out of turn. She would be perfect then, and would shed her veneer of individuality with the freedom that is conformity. As a kid, I noticed that girls weren't permitted to be "weird" like boys were. So when I read Junie B. Jones, I loved that she was frankly just fucking weird. She said things out of turn, she was rambunctious and imaginative and she was a realistic portrayal of a little girl. I loved reading those books because the narrative taught her lessons without punishing her for being weird, if that makes sense. So often, narratives punished weird girls for the crime of being a socially unacceptable girl, not for any true wrongdoing like lying.
Anyway, I just think it's interesting, because I watched and read a ton of books and shows and movies featuring girls and women, but none of them truly empathized with (or even tried to empathize with) weird girls on their own merits and capabilities and terms, or embraced the idea of a "socially inept/unacceptable" girl without punishing her in some way for her supposed ineptitude.
#feminism#and like junie b. got in trouble A LOT but she wasn't punished FOR being weird (honestly i thought she was adhd as a kid)#i haven't read the books in WELL over a decade but this is what i truly remember liking about the books#and i felt as a kid it said something that she was a seeming rarity among the sea of other portrayals of girls#am i looking too deep into this? honestly i don't care#and it makes me wonder if all the pushback those books got was partially because junie b. wasn't an 'acceptable' girl#like she's no more 'out there' than the portrayals of little boys that are out there and there were lessons and things from what i remember#i'm not saying you HAVE to like the books by the way but i think sometimes other people can get really angry about GIRLS acting like kids#i was ranting about these books to my dad because he didn't like them but he did still let me read them so thanks dad 🫡🫡#i just remember them being a huge part of my personal library because of how realistic and relatable junie b. was#like i acted really similarly to her when i was a kid and i felt like i was being understood (which is why i hc she's adhd/audhd/autistic)
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what do you think about the charters (Nico, Percy and others) using mobility aids? (Especially after all the wars, fights, and other general injures they've probably got over the years)
I may be biased as someone who uses mobility aids, but I definitely think more demigods should have mobility aids in general. Nico in particular definitely could use it with how often he collapses and with how he generally exhibits some symptoms of low blood pressure at the very least if not POTS or EDS. I'm particularly biased to drawing him with my own crutches, lol (they have knee rests!!!!).
Also I always love seeing Grover with crutches. He was introduced as having a muscular disease - i know that's implied to be just cause he's actually a satyr, but also he's the only satyr to be described as "walking like every step hurt." So give him crutches!!!! He needs them!!!
I dont have any particularly strong opinions for other characters, except maybe usually giving Leo a prosthetic leg so he can thematically match his dad and sometimes crutches alongside that, and my friends and I have talked about Jason using a rollator before, particularly in Jason Lives!AUs. But regardless I always love discussing comorbidity between various other conditions and disabilities with ADHD and dyslexia and a not insignificant number of those comorbidities may require mobility aids. Functionally demigods are kind of more like intensive athletes with magic healthcare, and very few are on the level of like Nico where they've been through the wringer so much that it has lasting effects on them - actually very few in general seem to get a lot of physical damage that doesn't get healed quickly (i think in part cause most campers don't actually go on quests). mostly just psychological damage - so i don't think every demigod would need mobility aids, but like statistically there should probably be more just given the comorbidity stuff to begin with. Everybody who's come back from the dead should probably have more going on with them though imo.
#ask#Anonymous#pjo#riordanverse#headcanon#headcanons#eds nico#disabled nico#disability#I WANNA TALK ABOUT DEMIGOD ADHD/DYSLEXIA COMORBIDITY!!!!!#i will say though as much as i love nico with mobility devices sometimes the fandom gets weird about it :(#i think mostly cause the fandom infantilizes nico a lot to begin with as an autistic/disabled character#(or at least more visibly disabled than his peers)#also i think just most of the fandom is unfamiliar with mobility devices in general and just kind of randomly throw stuff at him#(really the fandom is just kind of unfamiliar with disability topics in general and has some bad habits/oversights because of it)#(even when it comes to just adhd/dyslexic/etc stuff the fandom can lean pretty ignorant and etc which is kind of ironic)#ftr if people want explanations of stuff i am perfectly willing to talk about mobility devices and other medical stuff/assistive things#and how i think those would relate to pjo or specific characters within my realm of knowledge
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im so glad im not the only person that looks at seungmin and goes "❓tism❓" bc he is Way Too Relatable to me as a person w autism
yeah..... like I say it in jest but also..... well, yk. sometimes you notice something and you notice something and you notice something and you go Hmmmm
#enby-peep#lol its funny for me personally bc i see a lot of stuff that reminds me of my cousins daughter........ and shes autistic#but everyone in our family constantly and my cousin especially is like Shes you. You are her. Youre so alike.#So you were autistic and that explains your childhood#and i was like Um. I dont know :) i dont know........ i refused it and then i went to the psych for my adhd#he was like 🤨 can you fill out these sheets... and it was to see if i was hitting the markers#and i was hitting them. I was hitting them out the park but i also knew exactly what to answer... not to hear it#so i just answered it... incorrectly to myself. anyway that was 3 yrs ago and i still go ???? why did you lie ??? wtf#so. maybe my seungmin commentary is sometimes a commentary on myself also#but its the same reason being sent to therapy as a teenager didnt work on me bc i knew exactly what to say to be#told what i wanted to hear- youre a mature smart young woman- youre good. id just lie to hear that even if it wasnt actually helpful#and i succeeded. Im a great actress. i didnt want help i wanted to be perceived as normal and i was for a minute. incorrectly.#and probably negatively maybe if i didnt lie i'd be different now but I did and I did it again 3 yrs ago but..... I think ive finally left#idk. my weird obsession with being 'normal' behind- i dont follow the script as much as i did before and im much more honest about how i am#this is an insane set of tags LMAO#so sorry#i dont talk about this stuff often and its An Anniversary today i accidentally used this ask as an emotional dumping ground#some people have journals (seungmin) i have tags on a tumblr post#peace and love on planet earth
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As an alterhuman with aphantasia, sometimes I feel very left out
I don't get memories from past lives, I can't visualize my ears or tail, I find it hard to do shifts because I can't use most meditation audios (as a lot of them use visualization), I can't visualize me in my heart home
I can't visualize the real me. I'll never be able to know what the real me looks like. Every single piece of my identity is based on feelings, on what feels right. Not on what I already know (if that makes sense?). I can't see what my snow leopard self looks like. I'll never be able to see if I have a random spot on my paws or not
Of course I'm not saying that you aren't allowed to do these things and enjoy them, I encourage people if they want to! It's just kind of a sad realization for me about how much I'm missing out on
To my fellow alterhumans with aphantasia, you're valid and still an alterhuman! Even without some of the experiences
#alterhuman#nonhuman#therian#otherkin#alterhuman community#nonhuman community#therian community#otherkin community#therian things#therian thoughts#therianlucub#aphantasia#i talk sometimes#therianthropy#i also cant do meditations because of adhd#i cant even count to 50 without fucking up or getting distracted TwT#excuse me if anything sounds weird#it is almost midnight#and i am sleepy#vent#tw vent#vent post#← kinda#i meant for this to be more about my experiences but ended up kinda venting#ill make a less-venty post in the future
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My brain just hit an old hyperfixation (is this what it's called? I hope I used the word right) and oh dear am I losing my mind now. I need to write a story I think. About this one old guy. He's unhinged. There's so much information about him and yet not enough. I want to explore his character so much. He's definitely a criminal - at least he was one - and I'm 95% sure he can do actual real magic, and he's a musician and an artist and an actor and a magician and a philosopher and a traveler and a conman and so much more and also I think he's some kind of immortal. Maybe he just has a VERY long life. It's strongly implied he was a pirate at some point of his life. He started a cult by accident several times. My conspiracy theories about him include him being a secret god.
He's also a freaking round blue raven. Someone save me from my mind.
#seriously why is he so cool#he's like. a ball.#he's ROUND#if no one stops me I'm gonna make an au and introduce all my mutuals to a russian cartoon that lives in my head rent-free#it has an obviously mysterious old man and an old woman who seems to be very normal but actually has some weird past as well#and they're in love you can fight me on this THEY. ARE. IN LOVE.#there's a disastrous scientist who keeps forgetting to sleep and is kinda cute in a nerdy way#there's a mechanic guy who lives a bit away from everyone surrounded by tech and he's actually unhinged#he's a single father btw. he made a robot baby because he was lonely. it's very important for his character.#I WILL ship the scientist and the mechanic because no one can stop me <3#there's a local farmer who was a famous disco dancer an archeologist and a VERY famous actor in the past. he doesn't care about it anymore.#he was like. Captain America actor kind of famous. or Superman.#and then he just committed a bunch of crimes for his new friends and left to live in a village far away from big cities#all those people with very suspicious past raise a bunch of children together#absolutely inseparable adhd and autism best friends boys who I think are capable of destroying the world#and toxic teenagers couple:#a girl who honestly needs to figure herself out first before dating anyone and a poet boy who is SO deeply in love with her it's not okay#the farmer dude also has a rebellious teenager niece who visits him sometimes#and the mechanic's kid is usually in space but sometimes returns and I am not ashamed to admit that I cried during some of those episodes#I am going to think about them. they are so important to me.#I am going insane.#also yes they are all round animals. if you're wondering.#someone just tranquillise me already or something. it's 5 a.m. and I am losing my sanity
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My back and neck hurt like HELL so you know what? New headcannon just dropped. Jeremy Heere has scoliosis. That's one of the reasons why he slouches. He's just like me, fr! 😍😍
#i've been cracking my neck over and over and over and over again#im losing it chat#i have mild scoliosis but my back muscles are really weak and my umotivated adhd-ass does not have the energy to do my PT exercises 😭😭#and i look insane cracking my neck over and over in public 😭#and sometimes I'll get caught in a loop of cracking it a bunch of times in a row and I only stop when people look at me all weird#icyhot save me#biofreeze save me#wth was this post about#oh yeah#be more chill musical#be more chill#bmc#jeremy heere#jeremy heere has scoliosis
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I follow around 363 people, and i'm followed by around 354 people. That means my follower count is beginning to match up with my following count again. And for some reason, I really don't seem to like that. I get bugged when the follower count (which is lower on my screen) is higher than the following account (which is higher on my screen). And i know it's just a weird habit, but i hate when the bottom number eclipses the top one. So when they get close to each other, i get all weird about it. It's like the only time i feel any type of incentive to go out and seek out new blogs to follow.
#this is one of many weird habits i have online#this is why i sometimes wonder if social media is good for me#but that's a topic for another post (that i'll hopefully make someday)#autism#asd#neurodivergent#autistic#adhd#actually autistic#audhd#my thoughts#random thoughts#thoughts#vents#vent#venting#vent posts#mini rant#following#followers
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Me after a 50 hour week at work: oh noes, I'm so tired and yawny and drowsy, the anti depressants for my SAD mustn't be working, I'm failing at being medicated.
Also me (at the same time): oh wow, I just got up and went to the kitchen and did the washing up simply because I remembered it needed doing and it was easy to get up off the couch and simply start.
Also also me, 5 minutes later: Welp. The executive function pills ARE doing something I guess. Maybe I'm not failing being medicated after all.
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It's nice to know that even comedic music legends have these kinds of moments, too!
#weird al yankovic#weird al#al yankovic#alfred yankovic#as a gal with adhd this is incredibly relatable#Al is a huge mood#his poor wife though 😂😂😂#i too sometimes have these unhinged moments
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using the complete marvel cinematic universe playlist to do homework.
#peak ADHD culture#there’s just something about the winter soldier score that really gets you going#it’s like im fighting for my life but it helps?#also sometimes you gotta switch it up and go to DC but specifically the shows#get some Blake Neely in your life#but if you go there then you gotta down the hole of his discography that man has been AROUND.#from the mentalist to Elvis and Annabelle to that weird show about the little detectives#peak. PEAK!
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When Sam makes references:
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When Dean makes references:
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And Jack is doomed to be this:
#and yes it's the convolutedness of dean's ADHD-style brain#thing A made me think of thing B which led to thing 567489-ZBA#jack is a raised by tv who likes fairytales and disgusting scary zombie movies so he's naturally doomed to speak in tv lingo#cas is already speaking in *scanners 1-2-or-3* by season 14 so i think he's doomed too probably on account of dean#make no mistake... sam knows a lot of weird shit that he shouldn't lol and has a fair amount of references#just...dean's are so convoluted and out of left field sometimes i can't help but giggle
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I hate when I’ll be complaining about some stupid bullshit a coworker does to other coworkers and half the time their response is to lower their voice and go “well…. You know…. I’m pretty sure they’re… on the spectrum, you know?” And every time I have a split second when I have to consider saying “you know I’m autistic, right?” just to make them vaguely uncomfortable for a few minutes and actually think about what they’re implying but of course I do not do that because the gratification is not worth a large sect of shitty coworkers knowing that about me and then talking about me like that every time I do something vaguely annoying or dumb but man…. It does get tempting sometimes
#like idk!!! sometimes the coworkers in question DO display some common autistic traits#but that is NEVER what is being complained about (at least not by me) so WHY are we bringing it up like that el oh el#like when I say ‘yeah I don’t like this coworker because of the shitty fucking things she did to my friend’#the response should not be ‘well I think she’s autistic isn’t that so funny she’s so obsessive about stuffed animals it’s annoying’#shut up shut up SHUT UP AND DIE#I don’t CARE that they talk too loud I don’t CARE that they’re bad a social cues I don’t CARE that they do ‘weird things’#and it’s so. HFDJSJKSKSKS AAAGGHHHHH#whether they’re autistic or not MAYBE that’s not what should be getting brought up during a conversation like that when it has NOTHING to do#with it#also maybe we shouldn’t be doing shit like whispering ‘on the spectrum’ like its some awful terrible thing#just thoughts idk#and the thing is too is that even if I told these ppl I was autistic#they would 100% be the types that are like ‘oh? but you don’t ACT autistic I don’t think you are’#like actually I got very good at masking for these reasons thnx#also you think autism = Sheldon from the Big Bang theory and nothing else#but I already learned my lesson cuz I told a coworker that I wasn’t sure about exactly twice#one of them went ‘oh THATS why you’re so dumb and don’t realize when other ppl don’t like you and take advantage of you’#and then the other one went on a mansplaining spiel about how me being autistic was why adhd meds didnt work on me??????#so yeah. never doing that again. haha. hahahaha. hahahaha……#this actually happened a few days ago but it’s been Bothering me so much#I hate my fucking job….#kaz rambles
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I Very irresponsibly stopped taking my SSRIs around Thanksgiving (in my defense it's a very low dose. I didn't really have any bad side effects and it was mostly because I forgot it for a few days and then just gave up) and I was kind of enjoying being able to feel Actual Emotions and The Sadness for a couple of weeks but now. Oh no. Actual Emotions and The Sadness™️
#i fear that my meds prevented me from properly processing my grandma's death#and boy am i processing that now#among the Other Stressors#perhaps..... perhaps i should start taking them again.....m.#sometimes i feel like I dont really need them because a lot of my issues are more autism related than anxiety#and also the adhd makes emotions weird#but also i think i suspect that more when im on the meds and falling victim to that false confidence medications bring lmfao
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Do you know this (noncanon) ADHD character?
Evidence below the cut!
struggles with being on time to important events, particularly school has a serious ego problem — is under the belief he is the most important and valuable person in the room at all times has the tendency to make things about himself butts into situations unrelating to him gets himself into trouble way too often has a habit of procrastinating struggles in school tends to ignore or not listen to other people gets extremely attached to the people he loves exaggerates a LOT gets offended very easily holds grudges to the extreme was EXTREMELY hyperactive as a child, some of those hyperactive tendencies still being present when he’s older often misremembers situations blows the severity of a situation out of proportion is either completely unmotivated or VERY motivated refuses to quit doing something no matter how hard it gets if it means he will get what he wants in the end stupidly stubborn compulsive liar can be incredibly lazy at times misinterprets situations for better or for worse (usually for worse) very clingy and protective of loved ones generally considered a troublemaker rarely thinks before he speaks unless he’s plotting something makes a lot of bad decisions, most of them on impulse hates when people are better than him, always needs to be the person who is right in the situation has the tendency to ramble gets distracted pretty easily, will completely derail some conversations very quick to make a judgement on certain people or things will fail to see when he’s in the wrong in a situation doesn’t understand how his actions may affect other people all the time goes ‘a bit too far’ WAY too often irrational will go to great lengths to prove himself
#poll#noncanon adhd character#gumball watterson#tawog#the amazing world of gumball#tawog gumball#gumball tawog#i watched gumball a bit when i was a kid#and yknow what#i never made the connection then but you are so right#also idk why google forms keeps the newlines when copy and pasting the evidence only sometimes. often i have to put them back in myself#but this one just pasted in with all the newlines#weird
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dating an art student was so crazy I'm just thinking abt that one birthday I had where my ex got me stickers from the etsy of the person they were cheating on me with....
#they made them address the thank you note to me and everything ajskfjfkfb. i didnt know they were cheating at the time but wow...#every time i break out my sticker collection and see them im reminded of it. but i cant throw out the stickers theyre deltarune ones 😭#like they were a rly cool artist.... just unfortunate that happened 💀#the drama was insane. my ex only wanted to sleep with them but they (other person) wanted them to break up with me so they could date#but my ex dumped them rly harshly for suggesting that i guess 'romantic' cheating was a step too far even for them lmaooo#i heard abt their breakup secondhand and god could they be cruel sometimes. they made fun of the sex theyd had w them#to all their mutual friends n everything i actually felt so bad for the other person when i found out. at least our breakup wasnt that bad#i only finally got that cruel side of them directed towards me like a year after when they wanted us to stop being friends#but yeah. its also funny in a way bc my ex only suggested i had adhd bc the other person did too + struggled a lot with rsd#which i guess they found out when they broke up with them. and then looked at that and thought huh my gf is kind of similar...#and this was like. 2 years before i even considered i had adhd myself and sought diagnosis ahdkfidjcjdjfjfjfkdbfnf#this made me go look the other persons art page up on instagram + then i recognised some of their friends/flatmates art pages and i found#their (my exs that is) grad year film which is still being shown at animation festivals... good for them good for them#i dont think they have an art page themselves tho cuz they were always v shy and weird abt sharing art on social media#like everyone else except them is tagged on things... shame i wouldve liked to see what they were making now. even if we're not friends#also one of their old roommates made some REALLY similar squid game fanart to mine like a month after i posted it huh..#not mad abt it or anything i think its cool i just didnt realise they showed my art to their friends. thats cute#ah this was years ago anyway. getting my head out of the rabbit hole#im gonna go play some elden ring and then maybe do smth fun in my sketchbook we shall seeee#.diaries
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