#adhd got my ass
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I wanna draw more jaytims and other bats but I'm getting very busy, what a tragedy because I need then out of my system!! I don't even now what I wanna draw, just more of them!
#send prompts if you got them#im always so torn between sweet and tender or violent and angry or how to do both or maybe even sad and then i restart the loop#adhd got my ass
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building up the task of "make note card of notes for your speech" all day and i did it. it took me 2 minutes if that
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scheming bastard (2/11)
#noco family au#total drama#An Unwanted Replacement (OMG! Two Codies!!!)#total drama cody#dunno if ill finish this by halloween but hopefully by early november#I got my hands filled with this one#my adhd ridden ass leaving me to do these in like a day like what the fresh hell#i'll pull thru though
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sorry for being inactive, it will happen again!
since i'm terrible at focusing on one thing at a time, here's some wips! happy 2025!
#damn... adhd got hands#it's very possible i won't finish most of these and this is heartbreaking. why am i like this. minecraft spring drop go brrrr#months ago i started a wip of poolverine getting married and it involves a frilly bridal dress and unicorns and pegasi and a pink sky and#its so much work i just Know my ass will never get to finish it </3 frustrating#my art#fanart#wolverine#nightcrawler#logurt#bamf#logan howlett#kurt wagner#ghostlydoodles#marvel#artists on tumblr#x men#xmen#nightwolves#james howlett
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-The Seventh Dawn
#|| Screenshots#adhd getting me off my ass to do these before DT#I've got one more to finish today#|| Commissions#FFXIV#FF14#ffxiv hyur#hyur midlander#ffxiv gpose#final fantasy14#final fantasy xiv
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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when you're in a fic wip competition and your opponent is me. abbott elementary inspired jayvik teachers au, complete with mockumentary cuts! the sixth-graders he's in charge of are going to eat him alive
#it's the adhd#arcane#jayce talis#jayvik#moonsillies#type of fics where i barely try with making the wording particularly interesting because my brain is too fried#so excited to write this but alas. neurodivergence got my ass#moonwips#moonfics
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got distracted again nsfw will have to wait a second
#andro talks#ADHD IS BEATING MY ASS AAAAAA#good news its alloid#its mermay but i just got an idea for a different beast
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whe you, when You were just trying to put i n some extra effort to try adn improve yoursel f and it got misinterpreted as malicious n u get yell ed at
#i'm slow as SHIT at carving the wax when making the dentures#equally bc of time blindness and being meticulous#i am VERY aware of how slow i am and have been working my ass off to try and improve#so when i got told AGAIN that i needed to pick things up#i asked my sis who is also a lab tech how she carves her wax#so she vid called me on lunch to show me how she does it#SO TO TRY AND SHOW MY TRAINER THAT I WAS TRYING TO IMPROVE#i go#oh! my sister suggests i do this and that to improve!#and she gets SUPER MAD AT ME#she GROWLS#LISTEN#you can't keep calling your sister for every little thing#(i'd only done this one other time)#I'M your trainer NOT her#you need to STOP being so damn meticulous and just Pay Attention#and i've tried being patient with you but you need to pick it up#and i was just like#*see above image*#she did apologize later but i think she thought i was like....#trying to undermine her somehow??#by seeking outside help??#bc i'm neurodivergent and asking someone who knows how my brain works??#i know she was just having a bad day probably but having adhd means#Rejection Sensitivity Dysphoria#and so i went home like#aheem aheem whimper#nat chats#moi loif#neurodivergent
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gonna be so sad when tonight is the first preshow space with good audio and i'm asleep because i have a psych appointment tomorrow
#life update if anyone gaf we're now at the point where i know i'm getting the adhd diagnosis and yet i STILL HAVE TO WAIT#like she just isnt sure if it's adhd or add (its norway theyre not gonna update the terms any time soon just roll with it)#and im just like. girl i don't give a fuck#its been so many years i cant do this anymore#we've talked to my fucking kindergarten teachers like 😭 they've investigated my entire life atp#to make sure i did in fact have all these issues from birth#because my word and my mum's word just isn't good enough i guess#like lets rely on the selective memories of random ass people ive encountered growing up this is ASININE#anyway my godmother had a 4h consultation the other day and got diagnosed on the spot#so now my mum is mad at her LMFAO#cause my mum's like. that bitch doesn't even have adhd. shes fine.#which i feel like is probably wrong but i agree with the sentiment#where is the deep dive investigation into her wholeass existence 😭#its cause she got to go private but they refuse to refer me to a private specialist so i have to keep going publuc#public#and if i go private on my own its too expensive plus the waitlist is years long#so. whatever. i guess.#man im so tired.#i will never ever ever forgive my psychiatrist from when i was 15 who said i probably had adhd but because i did ok in school its fine#and they wouldnt set the diagnosis#because the fact that i have papers from when i was 15 saying i don't have it is what's making this all so difficult#even though if you read all the papers it says i hit on EVERY SINGLE POINT#which is why the One Psych who listened to me is absolutely fuming losing her mind cause she can't understand why any of this happened#man i hate my fucking life lol
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problem with wanting to paint-- even in a sketchbook you try to carry with you all the time-- is that SO often the thing that specifically makes me go 'ooohh maybe I should paint that' is a lighting condition that has changed completely by the time I can even finish retrieving my supplies from my bag
#usually the sky doing Something#today it was the sunlight coming through the window and shining through the mini bottle of fireball I got in my stocking last night#and then left on the counter#'sunlight exists' is GENERALLY! NOT! so ephemeral as specific lighting and color in for example the sky in the evening#which keeps changing very quickly#but in this case the sun went behind a cloud and then I looked out the window and it was completely overcast 😭#life painting is not a reactive game I fear#terrible news for my adhd ass#like the good news about 'sunlight coming through at an angle' is that the sun's gonna be at that angle for awhile yet#so I could try again a different day if it's sunnier#bad news is now we're talking about Planning Ahead and then Following Through and oooouuughhhh#about me
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As a person with ADHD who forgets to drink water a lot n' such: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE BIRD BREAKS IN THE TURBO VIDEO!!!!!!!!!! I LOVED EM SO MUCH!!!! thank you for the bird breaks <3
Ur welcome :) I’m glad they served their purpose ❤️
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[11052023] Bot Practice: V1
I really wanna get into drawing robots so I can draw my characters but lack experience. Decided the best way to go about it is to draw fanart of existing bots so I can learn like, what everyone else does. Lol
First bot to my mind was V1. I've drawn him before but never really drew with the intention of learning. Went ahead and took the first image I found and heavily ref'd it as I lazily sketched, allowing myself to make mistakes because hey, here to learn, not stress over perfect details.
_ Art // myself, @kqltlc V1 // ULTRAKILL (New Blood Interactive) Don't use in anyway whatsoever, thnx
#kqltlc#my art#digital art#digitalart#krita#krita art#krita drawing#fanart#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill#v1#v1 ultrakill#ultrakill v1#I know v1 doesnt have a gender but I default to he/him pronouns bc Im gae as fuck and read it as male#prob doesnt help the image I refd reads more as male than feral gremlin twig with a gun snrk#on that note I need to get my undiagnosed adhd ass to catch up#I only got as far as the end of act 1 despite loving the game and story so so much LMAO#...I say as I also wanna draw more bots#and my friends are trying to get me to play minecraft with them#I wanna do alllll the thiinnngggssss
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whoever the fuck reminded me that the onetab browser extension exists: i am sending you SO MUCH platonic love right now holy shit
#this is a fucking game changer#tech support#my computer was starting to chug and i was slamming tabs closed and getting nowhere fast#one little click tho? boom suddenly cpu usage is REASONABLE#and yes i DID have a frankly upsetting number of tabs up#shut up i got adhd#this is unfortunately normal for us dopamine starved peeps#ass don't have dopamine disorder
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When you start writing a post about your new Spidersona and it somehow becomes an essay on psychedelic indigenous plant medicine, the spirits they contain and the basics of Andean spiritual ceremony-
Y'all I sincerely apologize
#I'm genuinely not joking that's what happened#I CAN'T TAKE THIS ADHD SHIT ANYMORE!!!!!!#I'M SO EXHAUSTED AND I DIDN'T DO WHAT I MEANT TO DO WHICH WAS GETTING TO ASK#in sorry I did nothing today the ADHD got my ass#:(#it's a nice post though but fuck my executive disfunction is killing me#actually adhd#adhd
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Dragon Noodle Soup :3
#world of warcraft#dragonflight#dragons#I both adore the kalimdor racing event and also am highly frustrated cuz advanced gold is always 1-3 seconds off#most fun ive ever had in WoW#also worst time ever#maybe second to the mage tower cuz that shit was NOT MADE for my ADHD ass#im joking the worst times in this game is trying to convince strangers to let you join endgame content#and then get bullied by them#i dont do dungeons anymore#seriously tho the dragon racing is some of the most fun and engaging wow content ever give me moreeeee#I need more single player content that feels like this#that is highly rewarding and i dont need to suck up to assholes to achieve#((desperatly begging for a solo story version of dungeons and raids so i can experience the story without getting abused by other players))#i DID THE MONK DMG MAGE TOWER IN LEGION. I HAVE TRIED THE NEW VER 100 FUCKING TIMES#AND ITS HARDER THIS TIME SO I FUCKING CAN'T#ASLDKHADOIHADIA#I have to be on top of every fucking thing for like 12 minutes straight due to my dmg output and following guides dont help me#I got him down to 20-30 percent and then ditched the game to play FFXIV for a full ass year#this was jan 2022#I havn't attempted since i probably should.#sorry forgot what this post was about
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