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rosiegames · 6 months ago

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whatever Apex has in it … is doing something to my brain …

#text #gamers #gaming #psn #ps5 #apex #apex legends #playstation #addictive perhaps?#reward for doing well?#coming back n being better than usual?#has anyone consistently played since the start or?!#was going to play the sims medieval but forgot I hadn’t installed it 🫣#could’ve played another sims game I guess or pc one .. so much choice .. idk why I have some games installed when I don’t play them 🫣#seems like such a waste #perhaps I should’ve played Skyrim or read my book instead 👀#too much choice #audhd #the fall is always harder after a few good games #got some good clips to edit #really getting into triple take #been meaning to try new shooters n complete others games 🙂‍↔️#no point having them installed if I don’t play them tho 🙄#gaming truly messes up my sleeping pattern more than anything else

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canon-gabriel-quotes · 1 month ago

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(non gabe related clip)

voted most informative stream on twitch

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#im posting this not only to inform #but to implant the idea of gabe in short shorts #thank you in advance to any artists who are receiving this subtle messaging #sorry for the lack of posting. my coworkers are addicted to standing behind me which means i cant edit much #also sorry if the subtitles are a bit weird im using davinci's auto subs #because i really do not have the time to do it by hand anymore #I do go through and fix them a little cause the timing is usually a bit off #perhaps one day people will get bored of standing behind me for no reason #smiles.#non voice post #video

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an-established-butt-dent · 9 months ago

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'Dreamers' A quiet evening

Solas x Lavellan, available as print here.

Mixed media on paper

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rocketqueen1989x · 16 days ago

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i wanna feel his serpentine

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mari-lwyd-cryptid-blog · 25 days ago

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Loumand fight scene BOOPS!

#I am perhaps addicted to making silly memes about BOOPS #iwtv #iwtv meme #loumand #the boopening #tumblr boops #boop boop #boop #iwtv crack #amc iwtv #happy halloweeeeeeen #interview with the vampire

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xxpinktrapphonexx · 5 months ago

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#hws america #aph america #🎵call me when you wanna get hi-i-i-igh🎵#men in heels are my addiction…. it could be the lesbian talking #implied rusame? perhaps…#kikidoodlez #wfsn #spotify

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viramixu · 3 days ago

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uhh tomizawa + chitose if they served

#haiiiiiiii..... OTL LOL #i started playing judgment (got addicted) then rune factory 5 (got addicted)#so i stopped drawing .#i experimented (read: did random shit) a lot esp w colors here huhu im so pleased w the end result i had so much fun #there was supposed to be ichiban too but i couldnt make him look right. perhaps someday he will serve too. but not today #VRMX_art #yakuza #ryu ga gotoku #like a dragon #eric tomizawa #chitose fujinomiya #fanart

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thatneoncrisis · 4 months ago

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i started using tumblr so little i actually had to force myself to start blogging again i think this is the beginning of the end of my chronically online era

#hiiii #at first i kept doomchecking my inbox so much i had to find a way to block the entire webpage on my computer #so perhaps i am mildly addicted to feeling like shit #anyway now i can open it without feeling a spike in the pit of my stomach #to my mutuals if you want my discord ask for it now because i might just start using this blog as an archive #kicking my heels. maybe i dont like fandom #maybe i like 6-12 guys i can talk to about a rotation of interests #aka friendship

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thebirdandhersong · 5 months ago

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literally spent nearly an hour today looking at options for doing an online degree in Classics because I was like oh yeah that would be so much fun and I want to study Latin and Greek tragedy properly all the way through this time. girl you just graduated why are you looking for reasons to be in SCHOOL AGAIN you literally have a full-time job lined up for you in the fall ?????????

#also money-wise i cant afford a lot of the options but i was like oh man think about it. an online diploma or BA that would be so cool #maybe like. 1-2 classes at a time during the year? maybe?????#edit: or perhaps i just need help and/or am addicted to the study grind and/or am simply aching to be learning regularly again

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nobodys-reblogs · 1 month ago

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*stares into the abyss of the corner in your room*

#kre I know u are big and massive and strong and powerful and full of love #but I am addicted to drawing you as a small being. a creacher perhaps #look at ur lil paws <3 <3 #I speak #I answer #kredenakrejn #I doodle #friend tag #I'm gonna put this on my art blog too since it's apart of the pumpkin thing going on lmao

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corpusprion · 6 months ago

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This bastard won't leave my house and has now fully acclimated with my environment. He refuses to pay rent, he won't get a job. Help me.

#20cm dolls are my new addiction its so bad #sampo #sampo koski #plushblr #20cm doll #pluto's stuff #honkai star rail #hsr #beanie babies #is the worm an aha reference? perhaps

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dollsome-does-tumblr · 1 month ago

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rewatching txf has made me dig up some of my oooold fanfics -- ff.n old! 😱 -- and oh my god. while i feel like i've had a pretty solid handle on character voices from a young age*, my younger self's frequent use of adverbs was frankly insane. just off the rails. terrible. psychologically distressing. i can't post these on ao3, not even in the name of historical preservation. they need a thorough de-adverbing first. and honestly, when i finished de-adverbing, there might only be like five words left.

*yes, this is meant to evoke a certain connor roy & politics vibe

#my adverb addiction's something i like to think i have gotten something of a handle on over the past 20 years #though i still treat myself to perhaps one adverb too many.#i can't HELP IT!#i feel like a perfectly placed adverb can be so god damn funny #but oh it's a delicate dance #dollsome's deep thoughts

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apocryphics · 1 year ago

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what is poetry to most of you? i get the sense that for some it’s about the cutting, the search for the visceral, the re-membering (or perhaps reopening) of the wound. i ask this because these days i wonder if people read poetry for the music of it all. the sound. the enchantment that comes primarily via the aural element of poetry. no judgement, just curious—i feel as if reading has shifted to becoming a mostly visual act, which could in the long run amputate poetry in some respects. would love to hear some responses, thank you and sending love.

#interesting to consider in light of the fact that most poems written today are ones i don’t feel compelled to memorize.#they like other media have fallen into the trap of being disposable?#and it also seems like the way to find audience is to not build sound or voice but to provide the fastest thrill?#it rewards the ones that go for the jugular in favor of all else #perhaps we are addicted to the sensation of brief yet intense pain #of being seen. but what is under it all? i fear without form or music it will collapse

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plounce · 8 months ago

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maybe it's because ive never argued with overenthusiastic 15 year olds on twitter about bnha and/or voltron but perhaps some moderation and nuance in thought is necessary

#chirps #i really do feel like perhaps im just not seeing the presumably-teens being argued against wrt certain things lmao #but hey maybe im addicted to my personal principles. who can say

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moruboru · 1 month ago

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having the time of my life rn

#im just gonna dump this here bc i srsly cant go with this anywhere else cause my veins are about to pop #going on bsky really making me realize that my art simply got carried by the algorithm and not bc ppl actually like it i feel lol #i crawl back to twt bc im so addicted to the notification pop up there at least there i can feel like i actually matter #everyone has been getting serotonin from bsky but for me it was the exact opposite most friends also dont care for bsky so im just alone #maybe its also just the realization that perhaps there is nothing left for me on this earth #i put so much of my selfworth into the stupid numbers online and now im paying the price for it #my mental health is so bad rn i cant go a single day without feeling like i wanna end it today or i wont live past my 30s nor that i even #WANT TO live past my 30s my passions are gone dont have goals in life anymore like whats even the point maybe this really is the final #nail in the coffin for me lol i dont even think anyone cares for me beyond a personal surface level not even my family im so done with lif #im so eaten up by jealousy in every aspect of my life and i have had to bottle it up for so long bc nobody actually gives a shit even if i #openly talked about it to whoever how its making me miserable but its always the “just think about the good in life :)” there is none #i honestly wished for several years i shouldve been dead or at least not exist physically anymore and it was only the clout online that kep #me alive for better or worse but now im starting to believe this was all jsut lies too lol ngl i just wanna crawl into a hole and never ge #back out of it anymore i dont think anyone would even miss me anyways lol

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 2 months ago

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Interesting. Don’t necessarily think I’m autistic but I have more going on than just ADHD and I’m not sure what that is.

#I’m not even sure if the ADHD is actually ADHD either or if it’s just technology addiction #Gonna get a REAL neuropsych evaluation at some point out of sheer curiosity as to what the fuck is wrong with me #I relate to a lot of autistic things and I relate to a lot of ADHD things; but I don’t entirely relate to the majority of either population #and I don’t relate to people with both enough to think I have both #I’ve begun treating myself as if I am autistic just for Kicks and using things that help them and it’s helping in some ways #but I know it’s probably not autism because even though I struggle socially; it’s not because of the same reasons #I understand social cues; I was only accidentally perceived as rude as a kid (and most kids are kind of blunt)#(Mostly a moderate amount of “Stop correcting me! It’s disrespectful!” from my parents)#And nowadays because of how much psychology and acting I study; I can perceive shrimp social cues #And I’m purposefully doing all the right things but it still feels like I fail social interactions because of my lack of assertiveness #which I KNOW come from being raised in a cult #so perhaps my odd social behavior is from CPTSD from being raised in a puritan doomsday cult as an only child #Because I was NOT introverted or sensitive to others as a child #I did not have routines as a child and the ones I did have were for fun and did not distress me if I strayed from them #But now I need structure as an adult because I don’t know what else to do with myself if I have nowhere to be #But at the same time everyone feels worse when they have no routine or expectations #And is it actually inattentive ADHD or severe derealization and an itch to do as many things as possible #because I spent my childhood being raised in a boring doomsday cult by disabled older parents who couldn’t physically do much?#(And I don’t fault my parents for being disabled but I do fault them for the whole doomsday cult thing)#So I spent my whole childhood doing mentally tedious things when really I’m more wired for physically spontaneous things #Because I was not allowed to walk around the neighborhood alone until I was sixteen #And I couldn’t hang out with friends I wanted to hang out with because they were bad association #So of course I got really good at drawing even though I don’t even like drawing that much #Of course I got really good at writing even though I don’t like writing that much #Now that I don’t need to escape from anything I find I actually hate drawing and writing because it’s such a chore #they make my heart rate accelerate in a way I don’t like to feel #(I hate writing less than drawing)

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