#adam groff one shot

[bumblesimagines]

“ if my mom comes in, tell her you're my boyfriend/girlfriend. “

“ it's only awkward if you make it awkward. so don't make it awkward. “

maeve wiley

“ if my mom comes in, tell her you're my boyfriend/girlfriend. “

“ it's only awkward if you make it awkward. so don't make it awkward. “

"I'm surprised you chose to stay the night. Is it possible that the Maeve Wiley's ice-cold heart is melting?" You nuzzled your cheek into the pillow, eyes still droopy with sleep and voice heavy with exhaustion. Maeve dropping by the previous night had been a surprise, but her willingly staying the night without being asked had been an even bigger shock.

"In your dreams, Groff," Maeve murmured just as tiredly and you finally parted your eyes to look at her. Her eye makeup was smudged and her blonde and pink hair stuck out in different places. You snorted softly and reached out to drag your fingers through her hair, feeling the soft strands slip through your fingers. Maeve pushed her face further into the pillow to hide the smile forming on her face. You could hear plates clinking and clattering downstairs, signaling your parents had likely woken up. 

"Want me to bring something up for you? An apple? Orange? Blood and tears of helpless children?" You moved up into a sitting position and gazed down at her, smiling at the way she giggled into the blue fabric. She slipped her arms around the pillow, far too relaxed for a girl who refused to let even Otis know she was banging the headmaster's kid, and tilted her head toward you to speak. 

"I'll get breakfast later."

"An apple then." You stood up and retrieved your pajama pants off the carpeted floor, slipping them on and walking around the bed. Grabbing the doorknob, you turned back to look at the blonde. "If my mom comes in, tell her you're my girlfriend. She wouldn't really understand this whole... benefits thing."

"What?" Maeve's head shot up from the pillow and she scrambled upward, the bed creaking heavily under her movements. "Why would your mom be coming into your room?"

"I don't know, Maeve. Probably to see if I have any laundry I haven't done yet." 

"I can't just have a chat with your mom while I'm in your bed, (Y/N). Have you seen me? I told you what happened with Jackson and his parents. She'll think you lost your mind!" Maeve slipped out of bed and collected her clothes, putting them on as quickly as possible. You watched her rapid, albeit frantic, movements and arched a brow.

"My parents may be old-fashioned but mom is a sweetheart. Trust me, raising Adam has made her very indifferent to things." You chuckled softly. "Besides, it's only awkward if you make it awkward. So don't make it awkward."

"Easy for you to say. You're not the one who was snuck into a house."

"Maeve, breathe." You chuckled, dropping your hand from the doorknob and gently cupping her face. "Come have breakfast with us. I'll ask Mom to tell Dad and Adam to behave. You'll be fine, I promise."

[babatunjixoxo]

Works Masterpost

in order of creation

besides honor, a compromise Erik/T’Challa [non-con]

pendulum Erik/T’Challa/Nakia [ot3]

this one is happier Erik/T’Challa [one shots]

bloody waters  Erik/T’Challa [Canon Divergence long fic]

A Traditional Breeding  Erik/T’Challa [a/b/o]

Mating Run  Erik/T’Challa [a/b/o]

in reverse T’Chaka/N’Jobu [canon divergence]

we change shapes Erik/T’Challa [shapeshifting]

two old panthers, in love  T’Chaka/N’Jobu [canon divergence]

foreign  Erik/T’Challa

horns like a devil Erik & Loki [character study]

rules of kingship and other rites T’Challa/Group

all men must die Game of Thrones [Time Travel Fix-it]

a knight and his queen Cersei/Jaime [Canon Divergence]

guest of honor  Erik/T’Challa [AU]

blame it  Erik/T’Challa

familiar  Carol/Monica

nine times out of ten  Erik/T’Challa  [Alternate Universe, Wakandan Empire]

All Hail  Erik/T’Challa  [Canon Divergence]

double date  Erik/T’Challa | Tony/Rhodey    [Canon Divergence]

all for us  Erik/T’Challa  [Alternate Universe, Wakandan Empire]

chance meeting  Erik/T’Challa  [Alternate Universe, BDSM Universe]

take care  Erik/T’Challa  [Alternate Universe, BDSM Universe]

heartbeat | love lies  Erik/T’Challa  [Alternate Universe]

long distance  Erik/T’Challa  [Alternate Universe]

fallin' (ai, ai, ai)  Erik/T’Challa [Alternate Universe, University Setting]

wretches and kings  Erik/T’Challa

Black Panther Ships (attempt) Map 

do-re-mi  Erik/T’Challa  [Alternate Universe]

praise for the mother (the third) Erik & Ramonda [Alternate Universe]

Brevity in Death Erik & T’Challa  [Time Travel Fix-It]

a game for 3 Erik/T’Challa [bloody waters omake]

heavy duty Erik/T’Challa

tell me why you gotta look at me that way Erik/T’Challa  [Alternate Universe]

Head of House Erik/T’Challa [non-traditional a/b/o]

Elevate Tony/Rhodey [a/b/o]

if hover-boards were wishes...  Erik/T’Challa

so, my darling Female OC/Female OC

Gatekeeper (Sing To Me)  Erik/T’Challa [One Shots]

school these kids (they can't read)  Erik/T’Challa [kid-fic]

homebound Erik/T’Challa [Canon Divergence]

night and day. Brunnhilde | Valkryie/Hela

S.I.H  Erik/T’Challa

the only thing to fear is never being scared Nakia/Shuri

this jackal doesn't need to hide Erik & N’Jobu [Time Travel Fix-it]

adjustment period T’Chaka/N’Jobu [Canon Divergence]

call Erik/T’Challa [kid-fic]

shape of you Erik/T’Challa [age regression AU]

Do You Trust? Erik/W’Kabi

Sorry for Now Erik/T’Challa

Nice To Have M’Baku/T’Challa

something sweeter Erik/T’Challa

fallin (temptation) John Walker/Lemar Hoskins

puzzle of us  John Walker/Lemar Hoskins

lost it to trying  John Walker/Lemar Hoskins

four letter words  John Walker/Lemar Hoskins

kneeling on broken knees (what's up danger?)  Erik/T’Challa

Broken Mirrors T’Challa [What-If....?]

fault line N’Jobu & Erik

pyre Erik & Rhodey

Not Friends Tony/Rhodey

longing T’Chaka/N’Jobu

dreamgirl Ramonda/Erik

stopping point  John Walker/Lemar Hoskins

one more time (walls down)  Erik/T’Challa [Resurrection U]

catch up (dangerous) Eric Effiong/Adam Groff [Sex Education]

two souls Lord Voldemort/Harry Potter [Canon Divergence]

look at this heart, can you see the floor? Erik/T’Challa/Erik [Dimension Travel]

[denimbex1986]

'There’s a scene in Andrew Haigh’s new film All of Us Strangers that felt a bit like watching my own life in flashback. It takes place in the Whitgift Centre in 1980s Croydon, south London, where key parts of the film were shot. Also included is Haigh’s actual childhood home in nearby Sanderstead, where he lived until around the age of nine, before his parents divorced and he moved away. The scene in question lasts only a few seconds as a young boy (Adam) crosses the sombre shopping mall. But it was enough to transport me back to my own experience as a young kid growing up in the same London borough, a few years after Haigh’s time there.

In the 80s and 90s, Croydon felt like an incredibly oppressive place to grow up in. Head down there today, and you’ll find that the shopping centre hasn’t changed much, save that it’s largely lined with discount stores rather than the popular high-street names that once filled it. Meanwhile, the sense of alienation that comes with being a young person in this incongruous suburb tacked onto the southwest of sprawling megacity London feels hauntingly familiar.

“It’s those English suburbs, they’re very, very conservative. They always were,” Haigh says when we meet for our interview in Soho on an unseasonably warm autumn afternoon. “Back then, they were not a pleasant place for someone that’s different to grow up.”

In All of Us Strangers, young Adam is beginning to realise that his sexuality is setting him apart from the comforting familiarity of his beloved parents�� world. Sadly, this is not an experience unique to the 80s, but one that resonates with LGBTQ+ people even now.

The grown-up, contemporary-era version of Adam is played by Andrew Scott. The Fleabag star plays a lonely gay man that is struggling to let go of the past in order to find happiness and move forward. One day, Adam meets the younger and far more outwardly free Harry — exceptionally played by Paul Mescal — who lives in the same apartment block. They begin an intoxicating affair that at last allows Adam a sense of connection and freedom he has denied himself.

You’ll likely know Haigh’s work from his 2011 breakout romantic drama Weekend, starring Chris New and Tom Cullen, which resonated with audiences on both sides of the Atlantic. Its frank depiction of an overnight affair between two gay men captured the attention of a community that responded well to seeing a sexual and emotional relationship being handled in such a refreshingly candid way on screen. The film’s commercial and critical success opened doors for Haigh in the US. HBO courted him to create Looking, the cult TV series starring Jonathan Groff, Russell Tovey, and Murray Bartlett. But it’s the intense and challenging All of Us Strangers that has propelled the director back into the spotlight.

“When I wrote [All of Us Strangers], I did feel like my intention was to tell an experience of a very specific generation of gay men,” says Haigh. “I think it’s been called by other people the ‘middle generation’, the generation of gay men that came into their sexuality, or came to understand their sexuality, while AIDS was affecting and killing so many people. So, you’re not in the generation before, who grew up coming into sexuality before AIDS, and you’re not in the generation who came after, where there is now medication, and it’s no longer a death sentence.

“Coming out in the 90s, in the shadow of AIDS and HIV, to be gay and to have gay sex equated with death, disease, and social isolation. I remember growing up thinking there was literally no future for me: ‘I cannot be a gay person in the world.’ That carries a lot of shame and a lot of self-hatred. It takes a lifetime to get rid of that,” he reflects. “You don’t have to scratch the surface very far to feel how you used to feel.”

While legislation may allow gay people greater equal rights, Haigh underscores that social attitudes are still a way behind. The wounds of growing up in the years post-AIDS are still raw. “Today, straight people have decided it’s OK now. They’ve decided that now we’ve got gay marriage, that it should be fine for us now. And they’ve forgotten how they used to treat us. We haven’t forgotten; we can still remember,” says Haigh, his calm and measured tone belying a defiant message. “We’re being told we should be happy. It doesn’t mean we are actually fully embracing who we are.”

On shame, Haigh highlights how it never just vanishes. “We’re supposed to have got rid of it, but of course, it still lingers. It doesn’t go away, but you can soften it and deal with it. But I also feel like that’s not necessarily a queer thing. Any kind of difference can make you feel isolated and alone. And lots of people have things that make them different.”

In terms of realising his own sexuality, Haigh remembers finding other men attractive as a kid. “There was always something about boys that I wanted to be around. I’d see a teenage boy and be like, ‘Why am I staring at that person’s hairy legs?’” says Haigh of those early impulses. On a trip to London, he was confronted with a poster about HIV featuring a man and a woman. “It was like, ‘Which do you prefer?’ I remember thinking, ‘I definitely prefer that picture of that man.’ It was the first time I really realised. It’s of no surprise that those things became connected.”

Closeting himself through school and university, Haigh had girlfriends to hide his identity. After university, he found himself living in London. ‘I cannot do this any longer,’ he told himself. “I was wandering around Soho after work looking in the windows of sex shops and wanting to buy a porn video, finally plucking up the courage to buy one. Then, sneaking it back to my flat and watching it and being like, ‘Oh my God, I know what it is that I want.’”

With his newly accepted sexuality, Haigh did what most gay men in the 90s did: he hit the scene, from Heaven to Popstarz and Wig Out at The Ghetto. “I remember going to G-A-Y in the Astoria and seeing what felt like a thousand gay people all in one room, and I was like, ‘Fuck. Oh my God, all of these people are like me.’ It makes me a bit sad that some people maybe don’t experience that now, because those things don’t exist in the same way.”

It was through London’s gay scene that Haigh came across his first film subject: an escort named Pete, who would become the focus of his semi-dramatised 2009 documentary film, Greek Pete. The film’s naturalistic style was the perfect precursor to Weekend, which felt relatable to so many gay men for its forthright take on love-at-gay-sight, and the giddy highs that come with exploring somebody new, and how you can give of yourself to them so unreservedly. “You have a chance, don’t you, to redefine yourself when you meet someone new,” says Haigh, “and you don’t have so much baggage that you have with friends and family. You get a chance to be like, ‘Actually, I’m going to say this thing about me or express this feeling,’ which you might not have ever said to anybody before.”

Arriving over a decade later, All of Us Strangers is viewed by Haigh as having a conversation with his breakthrough second film. “I’m 12 or 13 years older than when I wrote Weekend. I’ve changed, and my understanding of my own queerness has changed and developed,” muses Haigh of the two films’ thematic connections.

“I wanted to expand things that I had been thinking about for a long time. People had always asked if I was going to do a sequel to Weekend, and it just never made sense to me. Weekend is crazy because I had no concept that that film would be seen by people. Or, I think if I did know, I probably would have been more timid at the time about certain things.” Where Weekend may have been audacious for its time, the years since have allowed Haigh to fully release the restraints in All of Us Strangers.

There are many complex, intertwining layers in his universally lauded new film, All of Us Strangers: addiction, shame, grief. While they all pull at the characters, it never at any point feels excessive. Striking that balance was pivotal to making the film feel authentic. “I knew that it was about a lot of things all working together, and all of those things come from a similar place, essentially,” says Haigh. “The grief of losing a parent, the trauma of that, and also the trauma of growing up in a time, and the grief that your childhood wasn’t what you wanted it to be. I wanted the film to feel like there were so many things wrapped up together that linked to other things that can lead to addiction, that can lead to pain, to someone shutting down and not allowing anyone into their lives.

“They’re wrapped up together in a way that you can’t tell where the edges of all of those things are. They’ve all become this knot, essentially. What’s driving the film is the only way to soften that is to find people that care about you. And perhaps, more importantly, how you do that for other people. Adam and Harry, they realise that they need to do things for each other. That being there for someone else is as important as them being there for you. I think sometimes you can be quite selfish with love, expecting that you need to be loved, without realising you actually need to make sure that you’re giving that to someone else.”

The uncanny isolation of the characters is even more tangible seeing as the film was written during the Covid pandemic. “There’s an element of that, of being locked literally inside your house, but also into yourself. And I think when you focus in on yourself, the past comes back. Relationships from the past come back,” observes Haigh.

Another way All of Us Strangers sets itself apart from the director’s filmography is the unnaturalistic cinematography and vivid lighting that fills many of Scott’s scenes with Mescal. “I knew that the only way for this film to work was if it felt slightly shifted from reality,” says Haigh. “I wanted it to exist on a slightly different plane. You had to feel like you were somehow suspended. I wanted to be plunged deeper into some kind of psychological state.”

The actors are similarly beguiling in their roles. Mescal excels as Harry, bringing an effortless toughness and tenderness in equal parts. “I wanted this character to be someone who you felt like his version of falling in love was caring for that other person. That’s what you see unfolding. His version of love is: ‘I care about you, and I want to help you, and I want to know you,’” says Haigh of messy Harry. “Paul’s a really compassionate person. He genuinely cares about people, and is emotionally engaged in other people’s struggle. You feel that. His performance is really beautifully judged in terms of that.”

Mescal was fully aware that the role would only work if it didn’t compete with that of his on-screen partner. “He’s a very generous person and a generous actor. He knew that this is a film essentially about Adam, and he’s a supporting role in that. That’s not easy for an actor. They know they are supporting, but they know they need their role to be important, too.”

Scott’s portrayal of Adam is similarly enthralling. The character’s inner conflict is tortured, and Scott pours himself into the role, but never once does it feel unwarranted. Scott plays Adam delicately in moments, then viscerally in others. “I know that he felt so connected to the material,” says Haigh of Scott. “When I started giving the scripts to people, they’d say, ‘This feels like it’s written for me and about me.’ And Andrew felt that. This is a film about the past bleeding to the surface. When you see it in Andrew coming to the surface, it’s genuine. It’s a beautiful performance, and it feels so real.”

Haigh applies a considered touch to the more intense scenes, which never feel like they’re being played for a reaction. In different hands, with a different actor, a different director, they could have failed. “There’s lots of sadness in the story,” says Haigh. “I was like, ‘OK, I want people to have an emotional reaction to it. But I don’t want them to feel completely manipulated into that emotion.’ You’re trying at every stage to work out, ‘Does this feel genuine?’”

From the older married straight couple played by Charlotte Rampling and Tom Courtenay in 45 Years (for which Rampling was Academy Award nominated) to All of Us Strangers, solitude and loneliness are consistent themes in much of Haigh’s work. If the British are renowned for their emotional reservedness, Haigh would be something of an auteur of the British condition on film.

Something the director is not shy to confront is how society also forces us to seek the comfort of others to mask loneliness. “We feel like that is the solution. But if you’re still hiding it, you’re still hiding it. And you can be very alone in relationships. You can be very alone with all of your friends,” he says. “But also the essence of being human is that we are essentially alone in the world. And our whole life is about dealing with that until the day we die, when you’re essentially alone again. It’s a greater existential question that will never go away, and we pretend it has. ‘Oh, no. I’m happy, everything’s great, we’re all good.’ We’ll buy things, we’ll do stuff, we’ll have fun. We’ll go and have a nice meal in a restaurant. It doesn’t escape the essential aloneness.”

On telling queer stories, Haigh is aware that LGBTQ+ people have been starved of on-screen representation for so long that people have a tendency to lash out at anything that either does not mirror their experience or presents them less than positively. “People can react with real vitriol, real hatred. I understand it when you’re desperate for representation, you want that representation to be you, essentially,” says Haigh about reactions to series like Looking or Russell T. Davies’ actually rather good Cucumber.

Haigh continues, “But it’s not you. It’s representing the person that’s made that show. It feels like that might be changing now. I feel like people are starting to be a little bit more compassionate to difference within the community, rather than it needing to be a strict representation of them.”

Part of these extreme reactions, Haigh says, is also down to the disparity between generations. “There’s a lot of anger from a younger generation against my generation. I’m like, ‘You’ve only just come out, please. We’ve dealt with our own shit.’ You just wish that everybody could realise that we’ve actually all been through the same fucking shit. We should as a community be supportive of each other. Even if we are very different and have different viewpoints on our lives.”

When it comes to those perspectives, there really is only one that Haigh can be responsible for: his own. It’s served him well. Over five remarkable films and his television work, he’s gradually unpicking what it means to be alone in a world that moves on regardless of our feelings, and what it also means to exist in the context of being loved in the same.

Haigh’s under no pretence that the medium of directing is a mirror through which he interprets his life. “It reflects my concerns, my ideas, my thoughts. I never want my films to be narcissistically about me. I’m not interested in that. But the films are an expression of how I see things,” he says as our conversation finds its natural conclusion. “It’s often what I find quite difficult, because [in terms of fame] I don’t want to be necessarily ‘in the world’. But I’m also making films that go into the world in a big dramatic way. So, there’s a tension there, and that triggers a lot of emotional things in me. But it definitely is, it’s a mirror, without a doubt.”'

[cedricssmile]

Break -  Adam Groff [ part 1 ]

summary: school dances, cigarettes', alcohol and a relationship that Adam is trying to get back on the right tracks, but it is a messy one. pairing: Adam Groff x Fem!Reader  warnings: smoking,  swearing, angst? and maybe just maybe a lil bit of fluff  word count:  requested: no this is one of my own  season: 1  [  PLEASE DO NOT TAKE OR TAKE CREDIT FOR ANY OF MY WORK ]  

[ MY GIF ] 

y/n didn't even want to go to the school dance but somehow Aimee was able to convince her to get dressed up and go, things used to be awkward between the two girls [ since Aimee was with Adam before y/n ] but as time went on their friendship became strong again and Aimee found herself a new guy.  Things between Adam and y/n weren’t bad nor great, Adam had been distant lately so y/n became distant too she could not deal him being the way he was.   “You are going to get out of this stupid robe and get that dress on and enjoy your time with me!” Aimee exclaimed.  “But I don’t want to go!”  “Too bad, I bought you this dress ages ago so you need to come there is no way of you getting out of this one.” Aimee pressed to her friend.   y/n looked up at Aimee and smiled slightly which made Aimee squeal with joy as she pulled y/n up from the lounge and pulled her towards the bathroom to get ready for the night a head.  **  “Nope, I change my mind I am going home.” y/n said as she went to put her keys back into the ignition.  “No, no you promised you would go. Steve is here and you promised.” Aimee said snagging the keys out of y/n’s hand.   “Now come on.”  “Fine.”  From what she could see the school was covered in gorgeous color light from head to toe, for once y/n actually thought the school was not shit which is a new thing.  The dress that Aimee had bought for y/n was meant to be a birthday gift but she said that she couldn’t wait until her birthday [ in two months ]. It was a beautiful lilac color that suited her skin tone so perfectly, she had somehow let Aimee do her hair make-up [ which didn’t turn out bad at all ]. y/n felt good about herself tonight she looked and felt gorgeous and it was true she look outstanding.  For the majority of the night y/n, Aimee and Steve spent their entire night dancing as much as the could, after the Otis escape of him saving a kids life and Adam doing what he does best apparently these [ pick fights with the guy y/n was dancing with along with his own father. ]   y/n hurried out of the hall needing to have a smoke to calm herself down, y/n hadn’t even said high to her boyfriend tonight, but after the scene that happened just now she knew it had to be done, she had to break it off with him.  “hello gorgeous.” Adam said as he walked over to y/n when he got to her, he wrapped his arms around he waist and pulled her body closer to his. She slightly smiled at the close contact that they had. y/n brought the smoke to her lips again.  “Hi.” She said back after she had blown the smoke out from her lips.  She threw the cigarette butt onto the ground and pulled herself away from Adam’s body. “What wrong?” Adam asked as he stepped closer to y/n.  “Don’t.” y/n said back  “Don’t do what.”  “You know what, what was that? Back inside of the gym, there was no need for you to punch that boy or your father.” y/n spat back, Adam visibly sunk after hearing y/n raise her voice slightly.   “Also where the bloody hell were you last night?” y/n asked again.  “Dad wouldn’t let me leave the house-.”  “Here we go again, more excuses. Not the first time.”    “Y/n, I’m sorry. I love you.” he said again and walked closer to y/n even more.   “What are we even doing anymore?” y/n asked  “We’re in a relationship.” Adam answered and grabbed y/n’s hands.   “Are we though, we haven’t seen each other properly in three weeks Adam.” y/n said sternly.   “So what is the point of keeping this relationship going?’ y/n asked as she looked Adam directly in the eye’s.   “W-what.” by now Adam had tears in his eye’s he didn’t want to hear what she had to say.  “I love you.” Adam said again and placed a hand upon y/n’s cheek.  “You can’t do this.”  “Well what else am I suppose to do then Adam! Wait until you think you can get over Aimee? Wait until you tell your father that you are with me? No I can’t do it anymore.” y/n said pushing Adam away.   He sighed and wiped the tears away from his eye’s. “So I guess this is it then?” Adam asked  y/n nodded her head with a yes slightly, she now had tears rolling down her face.  “S-so, everything that we have been through that’s just gone!” Adam yelled.  “After everything I have done for you!” He said again pointing at himself.  “You have made yourself so distant that I don’t even know what to do anymore Adam! And I am sick of it!” y/n yelled back this time.  “it’s not my fault that you are still in love with Aimee, it’s my fault that-.” y/n was cut off by Adam grabbing her cheeks with each hand and he kissed her passionately on the lips. “I love you okay and nothing is gonna change that, yeah Aimee and I we have out past and I still care for her but I love you! and only you.” Adam said once he pulled away from y/n.  “We have to take a break, and you know it Adam.”  “No, please don’t do this. I need you.”  “I love you.” He tried again.  “I’m sorry.” she said then kissed his cheek and walked away slowly from Adam.  “You okay love?” Aimee asked as she ran up to y/n.  “I told you I didn’t want to come, but yet you made me!” y/n yelled  “I want my keys!” Aimee gave the girl her keys and y/n ran off to her car leaving everyone that she cared about at the school.  

[untimelyambition]

i have SO MUCH TO TALK ABT WITH THIS TRAILER (sex education season 3)

it looks so fucking good??????

aimee and steve still together... jumping on trampolines together... if anything happens to them i will throw hands

aimee has a goat????

eric saying “otis what’s on your face” implying they haven’t seen each other all summer which is... definitely not something i believe

rahim is still there???

eric wearing makeup to school :’)

new headteacher and uniforms but we already knew this

lily and ola still holding hands i hope they’re ok this season :)

OTIS AND RUBY????? THEY’RE HOLDING HANDS IN PUBLIC??? THEY HOOK UP IN THE BATHROOMS??

ADAM AND ERIC???? look i am personally not the biggest fan of this pairing but as long as eric is happy i am too

also it’s nice to see adam smiling lmfao he’s never gotten to do that

ive spotted jackson... good to know he’s still alive i guess

in one shot anwar is wearing a fascinator... for some reason...

if isaac and maeve start dating i WILL be throwing hands. why is maeve walking into a house?? did she move out?? is she visiting isaac and he moved out?? who’s the woman with her??

every single character going through angst... i do NOT love to see it i want them all to be left alone

bathrooms got torn down... f in chat for the bathrooms

some fucking random scene including a hijacked bus????

aimee and maeve fighting >:( theyre GFS stop making them FIGHT

like a grand total of 1 second of jean screen time... did we forget that shes pregnant??? why are there no shots of her i bet it has something to do w the pregnancy (and her giving birth etc and losing her belly obviously)

new love interest for jackson???

groff family reunion in the local grocery store as you do

more new characters actually several new characters

lots of other bits and pieces im not going to comment on bc we have no context for them but like... i see them i will understand them when it comes out

the scene with otis hugging eric and adam is walking with them smiling at them... mayhaps i will cry this season

jean and jakob are just... back together again hopefully to raise their mcfucking kid

AND LASTLY... POSSIBLE MAEVE AND OTIS RAIN KISS????? if this drags on another season as a slow burn i will simply lose my mind

[happyandticklish]

Not Like That

Notes: I just finished Sex Education on Netflix and it was amazing! Highly recommend it, though it is a rather mature show, fair warning. In regards to the fic, slight NSFW only in that the act of sex is mentioned but there’s no actual description of it. 

Summary: Adam never smiles and Eric finally stumbles across a method of making that a reality. 

“You know, you’re really good at this for someone who pretended to be straight my first three years of high school.”

Adam grunted and gently bit his neck in retaliation for the comment. “You talk too much.

“You know, you’re not the first person to say that to me.”

The two were curled up in one of the many chairs they had rummaged out of the trash heap that was their meeting spot. It was rickety and falling apart at the seams, but Eric enjoyed the semi romantic aspect to it; a bed would have been too formal. Adam liked it because it meant he could tilt the chair back and Eric would let out a startled yelp that he found adorable.

Currently, Adam was pressed up against Eric, devouring him from the neck down. They had quickly discovered that Adam was a far more affectionate lover than he was person and often enjoyed doing most of the grunt work. Eric had tried to reverse their positions loads of times, but Adam would always turn it back on him by either pinning his hands above his head or physically biting him as he he had seconds beforehand, not that Eric was complaining really.

Eric slid his hands under the hem of Adam’s shirt, the soft material giving instantly. Adam closed his eyes, tightening his grip on the other boy. He moved down, softly sucking the delicate skin of his chest and down his stomach, causing Eric to inhale sharply. They only got so far before Adam stiffened, freezing under his hands.

“Adam?” Eric slowly opened his eyes, breathing uneven as he spoke the name. “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing,” he snapped immediately. Eric narrowed his eyes, opening his mouth to pursue the subject further, but Adam was already unbuckling the clasps of his jeans and all conversation was soon lost to him.

Nothing happened again until they were finished, Eric’s face buried in Adam’s chest while he listened to his gentle breathing. He traced light spirals up and down his back, the touch straying a bit too close to his sides at times. Adam hissed softly, goosebumps prickling down his skin. “Don’t.”

“Don’t what?” Eric raised an eyebrow in confusion. “Don’t touch you? We just had sex, I think it’s a little late for that.”

“No,” Adam clarified, clearing his throat. “Just not, uh, not like that.”

“Like what.”

“Like…” Adam picked up the other boy’s hands, maneuvering the fingers so they traced over his sides yet again. “That.”

“Why?”

Adam sighed in annoyance, not wanting to have to spell it out for him. Eric could be strangely dense sometimes, and that was coming from him. “It… tickles. It tickled, I mean. When your hand… yeah.”

“Oh.” Eric paused, letting the information set in for a moment, before a devious grin began to take over his features. “Oh.”

Adam jerked back instinctively, but there was really only so much room in the broken down chair and he quickly found himself trapped between the armrest and Eric. “No. Don’t. I know what you’re planning, Tromboner, and you’ll be dead in the morning if you so much as try it.”

“You couldn’t kill me,” Eric scoffed. “Not to mention, you can’t just drop information like ‘Adam Groff is ticklish’ and expect me not to do anything about it.”

“Yes, I can,” Adam said, glaring intently at him in an attempt to gain back any intimidation factors he had possessed before. “And you won’t.”

“I’ll be gentle,” Eric promised, shifting around so that he straddling the other boy. “I just want to see what ticklish Adam looks like.”

“Fuck off—”

“Two minutes,” Eric interrupted, leaning forward. The sudden proximity caused a blush to bloom across Adam’s features, despite the fact that they had fucked less than two minutes ago. “Just two minutes and then you can shove me off, get revenge, do whatever. I just want two minutes without any interruptions.”

Adam bit his lip, mulling it over. “And I can get you back for it?”

“Sure, sure,” Eric agreed hastily, pushing back his own nerves. He could already tell Adam wasn’t going to go easy on him afterwards. Still, it was too good an oppurtunity to overlook; he would just have to make sure every second counted. “Do we have a deal?”

Adam examined him critically, quickly weighing out the cost/benefits in his mind. Finally he grunted, reluctantly pulling his arms above his head. “Fine. Just two minutes though.”

Eric grinned triumphantly and Adam felt his stomach flood with butterflies. He wasn’t super accustomed to feeling nervous, at least not this nervous. Scared sure, sometimes even downright terrified, but usually that was interspersed with feelings of anger and pain. This was… nice. Like having your first kiss or that feeling he would get whenever he caught Eric’s eye and the latter would smile back at him.

He interlaced his fingers at the back of his neck, locking them in place. He wanted to have a strong hold just in case he found it was more than he could handle and try to back out.

Eric’s hands rested on his stomach for a moment, lightly tapping his fingers. Adam watched him apprehensively. “Well?”

“Well what?” Eric asked innocently, every once in a while giving too firm of a tap and making the other boy flinch.

“Well,” Adam repeated irritably. “Aren’t you going to tickle me?”

“Yes, I just want to find the right way to go about it. You’ll know when I start.”

Okay, this was already more than he could handle. When Eric had first suggested it he had assumed he meant a quick rough and tumble kind of thing that he could grunt his way through and be over with. Now, with his body so stretched out and vulnerable and Eric’s eyes calculatingly roaming over him, he was beginning to regret his choice.

When Eric’s finally began, it was softer than he was expecting it to be. Starting at his hips, Eric slowly crawled his fingers up his sides in a way that was ever-so-gentle and undeniably ticklish. Adam inhaled sharply, his eyebrows drawing up helplessly as he fought to hold in laughter. Already every part of him wanted to shove Eric away and rub away the devastating sensations. Instead he just sat there, waiting in dreadful anticipation for Eric to reach his final destination.

Inches away from his armpits, however, Eric stopped his ascent and went all the way back to his hips. The sudden movement started a stifled grunt from him and Adam glared at him, quickly catching on to his game. Eric acted oblivious as he began the climb anew, this time digging in a little more with his fingers.

It only took three runs of the cruel teasing before Adam finally broke and stuttered laughter rose from his throat, a desperate edge to it. Eric’s eyes widened at the sound, one he had heard rarely in his life. His laugh was rough around the edges, like him, but there was a softer, more subdued side to it that made Eric’s heart melt. One of his favorite things about these secret meetings was getting to see these new, gentler sides to Adam, reserved only for him. He determined then that this would not be the last time he made him laugh like this.

“A-Ahaha, E-Eheric,” Adam stammered, legs trembling as he fought not to accidentally knee the other boy off of him. “T-Thahahat’s… heh, thahahahat’s—”

“What?” Eric asked curiously, but picked up the pace of his fingers so they raced towards his armpits before dragging back down his hips. “That’s what?”

Adam jumped at that, snorting. “Thahahat tihihihihickles!”

“I know man,” Eric agreed. “That’s kind of the whole point.”

The first minute and a half proceeded thusly, with Eric keeping Adam constantly on the edge as he tried to figure out what Eric was going to do. Soon his laughter became a mixture of breathy giggles and whines, a blush blooming across his features. Adam quickly regretted the decision to put his hands behind his head as it made it impossible to cover his expressions that he found dorky and Eric found adorable.

Finally though, Eric decided it was time to strike. He spidered his fingers around his hips for a moment, throwing the other boy off guard, and then jumped up to his armpits, drilling his fingers in viciously.

Adam shrieked. The bolt of electricity that shot through him sent fresh laughter tumbling from his mouth and instantly his arms came down and he shoved Eric off a bit harder than he probably needed to. This resulted in Eric falling out of the chair, eyes wide at the unexpected turn of events, and yelping as he hit the ground. Adam, skin still tingling slightly, quickly scrambled from his chair to see if the other was okay.

Eric, however, was laughing when Adam crouched over him, the sheer ridiculousness of the situation setting in. His concern quickly turned to embarrassment, and Adam crossed his arms petulantly as Eric sat up on his elbows. “It’s not funny.”

“It is funny,” Eric argued, shaking his head. “I never knew you were that ticklish man.”

“I’m not,” Adam insisted immediately, prompting Eric to fall into another round of laughter at the obvious denial. “Whatever. I get to get my revenge now, right? That was the deal.”

That shut him up. Eric sat up fully, subconsciously gripping his sides in preparation. “No, that was not the deal. The deal was that if you could last for two minutes then you could get me back. You only lasted for one minute and 45 seconds.”

“I rounded up.” Adam was grinning in a way that was wholly unsettling and Eric’s stomach dropped. “Now let’s see how you handle it, Effiong.”

Eric, as it turned out, was a screamer, and the two were quickly discovered and kicked out before anything serious could happen. When the two of them were saying goodbye, however, Adam managed to sneak a hand under Eric’s shirt when they were kissing and ghost his fingers quickly over his skin. It was a promise of a proper revenge yet to come, and between Eric’s nervous grin and Adam’s devious one, it was sure to be one he’d remember for a while.

[fever-parade]

I really hope that there will be a season 4 of sex education.

I understand that the characters aren't meant to be perfect and do have flaws but I wish for a season finale where everyone's arc feels completed. Yes some things should be left to the audience's imagination, but so many characters had just started to turn over a new leaf.

This season felt complete and incomplete at the same time. The ruby and otis plot seems to fall by the wayside in the last two episodes. The groff family plot picks up speed too late into the season. Certain scenes seem rushed or happen without any explanation of why those characters are interacting.

Adam groff probably has one of the best characters arcs over the course of the three seasons. I love that characters like adam, ruby and erin are not just pure evil but more gray. Otis and eric's friendship is everything. Jean's pregnancy and the way it is shown is very important. The family dynamic introduced between jakob, otis, ola and jean is extremely sweet. The writers again deal with issues of gender identity brilliantly.

The show is shot interestingly. The scenes never seem flat or dull. The shots are framed and lit brilliantly. The acting is amazing as well. The casting is spot on. And the animated segments are great.

The show is excellent. I just hope we get to see more of these characters and their journey in season 4.

[anthonybrxdgerton]

Litle moments in Hamilton I’ve noticed that make me love this musical even more, in no particular order

(I am going to use actors names if they do something not affecting the plot, otherwise I’m using characters’ names)

when Alexander says “If it takes fighting a war for us to meet, it will have been worth it” in Satisfied, the dancers are raising their hands and Anthony and Jasmine bow down and go under them together as a couple (which they are irl)

in Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story, when Eliza says “I speak out against slavery”, you can see Washington being confused and shocked because he was a slave owner, and then he bows to her

in Alexander Hamilton and WLWDWTYS everyone from main cast is dressed like ensemble except for Burr (who lives), Alexander (who dies) and Eliza (who tells your story)

king George in Adams Administration & Reynolds Pamphlet

in My Shot until Alexander calls Burr out, Lafayette, Laurens and Mulligan are singing acapella and it’s only Okieriete who is beatboxing for everyone and when it’s his time to sing, Anthony does it for him

in My Shot when Laurens tells Hamilton about his dream, you can see Daveed mimicing Okierete’s moves and later, in The Story of Tonight (reprise) he does the same

Lin winking at the audience while singing “Hey” at the very beginning of Helpless

Peggy’s dance in Helpless and Satisfied when she’s holding the letters

the repeated choreography in Winter’s Ball, Helpless and Satisfied told/showed from first Hamilton & crew, then Eliza and finally Angelica’s pov

and the repeated choreography in The Room Where it Happens told/showed from first Burr, then Jefferson and then Madison’s pov

the way Daveed runs to deliver the letter in Guns and Ships

Burr gave Hamilton the coat in Right-Hand Man, aka the first time Hamilton bested Burr in something

the little smile Jasmine gave Anthony at the beginning of Saitisfied

when Washington tries to catch a dancer jumping away from him in Right-Hand Man when he sings “BOOM we just the lost the southern tip” like he wanted to save it by himself (because the people he keeps leading keep retreating)

the girl who tells king George about John Adams being the next US president, how she mocks him until she realizes that George is not laughing with her (also, everything about her, she is astonishinng)

the light on Eliza looking at Alexander when she prays for him to Stay Alive

the camera panning around Washington during History Has Its Eyes On You

everything about Yorktown (The World Turned Upside Down)

everything about Jonathan Groff’s portrayal of king George

Burr praying for his daughter in Dear Theodosia

Hamilton seeing Lauren’s ghost in Tomorrow They’ll be More of Us and realizing he will never see him again - which makes him work non-stop like he’s running out of time himself

act 1 ends with Hamilton and Washington (on his side) standing on top of the stairs; act 2 begins with Burr introducing Thomas Jefferson in the very same spot, with Burr and Jefferson later becoming Hamilton’s enemies

David Diggs’ facial expressions in literally everything

Philippa and Anthony by the piano in Take a Break when focus shifts on Alexander and Angelica writing letters; I just love how they interact together and Pippa’s playing with his hair and they talk like they’re real mother and son

The Bullet. She celebrates with Laurens in Yorktown after they kill a redcoat, only to be revealed later that somebody shot Laurens to death. She tells Philip where to find George, the man who’s going to kill him. She gave Burr the quill to write the letterswhich will eventually lead to Hamilton’s death. 

Philip watching from the balcony when Hamilton tells Jefferson, Burr and Madison about his affair in We Know

the choroeography in Hurracine, it really looks like Hamilton is in the eye of hurricane

Jefferson’s reaction in Reynolds Pamphlet

Anthony portraining Philip’s death in slow-mo in Stay Alive (reprise)

Philip’s heartbeat in Stay Alive (reprise) as the music beat?????? how????? i love it so much???

Alexander’s face when Eliza takes his hand in It’s Quiet Uptown

how that one girl delivers Burr a letter from Hamilton in Your Obediant Servant

[superrslut]

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[sunshinesteves]

my favorite hamilfilm moments:

groff doing the intro as kg3..."enjoy my show" klasfjskfd

everyone except burr is wearing all white in alexander hamilton...probably some metaphor in there (alex gets his brown coat at the end of the song tho)

the lil punching motion lin does at "i may have punched him"

"you punched the bursur?" *snappy finger gun* "YES"

I LOVE THE REVOLUTIONARY SET THAT IS ALL

oak's beanie

the fact that my shot is just hamilton yelling about the revolution in a bar and everyone's like "what the fuck is happening"

at "i think your pants look hot" when oak puts his leg on the bench and swooshes his cape back and anthony and daveed start CACKLING...idk if it wasn't scripted or if they just laugh at it every time. either way it's incredible

the lil woah woah woaaaahhhh encore between my shot and story of tonight

lafayette's "let's have another round tonight" is. so funny

peggy is PISSED OFF. mood

EVERYTHING about burr and angelica in schuyler sisters. renee's facial expressions. her shoving the paper at him and then pushing him away. SO GOOD

literally everything about farmer refuted. lin's smile like "w-what the fuck-" seabury moving the box to try to be in front of hamilton. them trying to push each other off the box. burr RUSHING in to stop hamilton sfjslfksf

"why so sad?" *sad face*

that one shot from the back of the stage of chris right before he turns arond and enters in right hand man

LADIES!!!

the lil grapevine "hey, hey" dance at the end of winter's ball...and also anthony's smile when he's doing it

during helpless jazzy and anthony are just chilling talking on the staircase in the back...BEST COUPLE

HAHAHA PEGGY'S DANCE AT "ONE WEEK LATER" WITH THE LETTERS

eliza saying HA right to the audience

HAMILTON'S DANCE AFTER GETTING ENGAGED AND ELIZA KINDA GETS INTO IT TOO

eliza’s face at “angelica tried to take a bite of me” alkfjaslfaj

FLOWER GIRL HERCULES MULLIGAN

all right all right that's what i'm tawwwwwkin aboutttt

alskfjaa alex is just standing facing the audience and the whole male ensemble comes up and turns him to face eliza

DEBBY RYAN FACE

PEGGY DOES THE DANCE AGAIN. ICONIC

the take a break outro plays right in between satisfied and story of tonight (reprise) for a seconds...UM

oak’s headband

this fuckin thing (best moment of the whole show no cap)

and when laurens stops, lafeyette and mulligan keep dancing and they’re like. flossing?? idk but it’s so good

anthony’s face at “on the siiiiide buuurrr” DLSKAFJ

and oak starts grinding on him while making kissy faces. incredible

leslie odom jr....god damn

idk why but lin’s face at “but every day he dismisses out of hand” is so fucking funny

THE WAY LESLIE SAYS “OK SO WE’RE DOING THIS” ALDKFJASDF HE’S SO DONE

there are so many moments where lin just smiles when like. he probably isn’t supposed to?? it’s v pure tbh...i think he was just happy to be there which. mood. 

burr just JUMPS on the ledge during guns and ships lmaoooo

DAVEED DIGGS WAS HAVING THE TIME OF HIS FUCKING LIFE

the dance daveed does at “sir he knows what to do in the trench”

when oak blows the audience a kiss and sticks his tongue out at them after his part in yorktown 

“i’m so blue” *stomps* *lights change to blue*

lafayette and mulligan reading their letters from mr laurens in the back while eliza reads alex’s...haha i’m in pain 

“i practiced the law, i practically perfected it” SWOOSH

the way alex introduces the constitution like it’s the next big tv show or something asjfklasf

jefferson waving to the audience and sauntering down the staircase

oak as madison is so funny to me just because the clothes just...look small on him. like i get that they technically do fit him he’s just a huge dude so they don’t. look like they do

AKSLFASF there’s one part where jefferson just runs over to madison and tries to put his leg up on his shoulder or something? and madison just pushes it down like “thomas. no” alsjfas iconic

hamilton sticking his hand IN BETWEEN jefferson and washington to introduce himself

daveed is just. prancing. like a pony

in cabinet battle 1 jefferson drops the mic into madison’s hand

whatever the fuck lin is doing at “whatever the hell it is you do in monticello”

how does anthony pull off playing a 9 year old boy so well akldfjasd

ELIZA BEATBOXING GO OFF PIPPA

philip finishes his rap, hugs alex aggressively, throws his hands up, then RUNS off stage. mood

angelica and eliza in take a break..........pure

JASMINE CEPHAS JONES. GOD DAMN

love how alex just has a whole ass woman in his lap

the “talk less, smile more” in room where it happened...ily lin

“i’ve no where else to turn!” LEAVES

THE TABLECLOTH THING

saklfdf jefferson literally prances (PRANCES) over to madison and puts the mic to his mouth and he just goes “...france” SO QUIETLY

hamilton holding up king louis’s head

burr walking up behind jefferson for washington on your side and jefferson’s like ????? where the fuck did you come from what

WHICH I WROTE

whatever the fuck they’re doing at “southern motherfucking democratic republicans” askfjasdkf

CHRISTOPHER JACKSON. SIR.

washington and kg3 just. lookin at each other for a sec.

“country”

ariana debose telling kg3 about adams...she starts laughing and the look he gives her....queen ily

kg3′s dancing in adams administration. why is he even there lol

maria on the side of the stage during we know

jefferson’s “whaaAAAAAA”

and also jefferson’s "my god”. daveed ily

ariana debose being the only ensemble member in an act 1 revolution coat during hurricane...there’s a metaphor there. i think

maria handing hamilton the quill for the reynolds pamphlet

jefferson’s lil dance when he’s sitting on the table klsfjasld

jefferson making it rain. king george is. there. what is happening

PHILIPPA SOO. MY QUEEN

anthony’s hands at “the ladies say my brain’s not where the resemblance stop” SIR

philip’s just yelling up at the ledge from the stage which is. so funny to me. 

EVERYTHING IS LEGAL IN NEW JERSEY

philip goes flying...but in slow motion....fuck

props to anthony for being able to sing like that while lying on his back

THE SCREAM NO

poor madison is so choked up over philip awwwww

at “to get hamilton on your side” jefferson is just shaking his head aggressively. i mean mood

how excited burr looks when hamilton makes his decision because he assumes he’ll choose him...and then the look of shock + disappointment

“as your vice president! “MMBLAAAAA” daveed WHAT was that noise

the ensemble handing burr like 7 letters from hamilton in a row

anthony playing both laurens and philip in the world was wide enough...he just kinda turns around to switch characters alsdfja

EVERYONE IN ALL WHITE AGAIN EXCEPT ELIZA, ANGELICA, BURR AND HAMILTON LIN

ik people have different opinions on the end with lin taking her hand and everything, but i heard someone say that it’s lin as himself (not hamilton) showing eliza that he’s telling her story...tears.

THE GASP OH MY GOD

that is...a lot. it was so good. FUCK–

[snarkwrites]

-- about my writing --

I’m currently taking requests / asks for headcanons [ can be either NSFW or just in general or a specific idea ] or fluff/filth Alphabet letters. These are the only requests I plan on taking. If you send me prompts / one shot ideas.. I won’t do them, sorry.

To see what the questions are for the fluff / filth alphabet, see [this post]

[ To my thots anon whomst I love with every cell in my body... Your thots are all going to fall under NSFW headcanons so please.. By all means.. Feel free to send me all the thots you want because I really really really really really enjoy writing them!!! Also, you can find the thots you’ve sent me on my nsfw masterlist, they’re not going anywhere. They were so good I had to add them to a masterlist somehow, I couldn’t resist. At everyone else out there, the same applies to you guys.]

So.. Here’s the thing.. I’ve decided that I’m going to be taking 3 kinds of requests. Those are as follows: Headcanons { filthy, fluffy or themed specifically at your choosing }, fluffy alphabet and filthy alphabet letters. These are the only kinds of request I answer so don’t send me prompts / one shot requests or ideas unless I specifically say otherwise.

Bearing the above in mind, I have some guidelines.

I’m only accepting headcanons (nsfw / fluff / specific theme &/or reader), fluffy or filthy alphabet letters. If you send me one shot ideas or prompts, I’m going to delete them because I don’t do one-shots.

One character per ask. I don’t care how many asks you send. But I ask that you only send one character per ask because that makes things a lot more simple for me.

You can send up to 4 letters in each ask if you’re asking for either version of the alphabet. Be sure to let me know whether you want filth or fluff or a mix of both. IE, you could send me something like this; character name - a, b {filth} & j v {fluff}. I’m not saying your ask has to look exactly like this but it does need to clearly state which version you’re asking for. The format I just did above was just the easiest way that came to mind for me.

The more precise you are with the headcanon requests you send, the better I can tailor them to you. If you just want an overall NSFW headcanon or overall fluff, that’s totally fine. But if you want a specific scenario ( friends to lovers, date night, weddings, the sky is the limit here) you need to tell me that. The same goes for if you want a specific reader (POC, plus size, sick, shy, virgin, imprint, etc) then I need to know that. It’s like I said.. The more specifics you give me, that’s more I have to work from.

As far as headcanons go, the things I won’t write are rape, incest / huge age gaps between reader / character. I’ll only write abuse if someone is getting their just desserts at the hands of character on readers behalf. Any asks containing rape / incest / huge age gaps are going to be deleted.

All asks must come to my inbox. I don’t take requests through DM or in comments on a post. If it helps, my anon is on, so you can request to your hearts content.

If the ask box is closed, this means I’m currently not taking headcanon or fluff/filth alphabet requests. This will also be noted on my blog bio and possibly a post stating why/for how long. Anything sent in after the ask box is closed will either be gotten to the next go around or it’ll be deleted, depending on the situation.

First of all... My content is meant strictly for adults. I do write some things that people underage can safely  read, but that is not always the case. I realize that I can’t stop minors from reading my work, but I can tell you outright that I’d rather you skip over it if you’re underage and it clearly states that it’s not written for anyone underage. Again.. I can’t do anything to stop minors from reading my NSFW content beyond just choosing never to post writing on the internet. And I don’t plan on stopping, so.. yeah.

I put warnings on everything. Reading those will definitely save you time and upset. If you keep reading something I’ve written and it upsets you in any way, I’m sorry but I can’t help. I warned you. You chose to take the risk -and most likely, you chose to skip the warning I gave before the post even started... It’s strictly on you now. It’s out of my hands. Any complaints or things of that nature are gonna be laughed at and deleted out of my inbox because I’m not here to argue or censor myself. I’m not your parents, just a peer. If you as a minor choose to look at me, an adult adjacent person, as an authority figure of any sort... First of all, why? Ya’ll.. no.. please don’t. I’m a hot mess, okay? To look at me like any trust worthy authority figure is... A huge error on your own part. Secondly, please don’t. I’m here to enjoy my favorite fandoms / post content for them. I’m not here to please people / censor myself and my content to make everyone else happy... Let me repeat. I put warnings on everything I post. If you keep reading and you read something you’re not supposed to this is now solely your own problem. Sorry, I guess?

I’ve seen other adults saying that they block minors on here. While I’m not gonna do that.. I will not tag minors in my NSFW content knowingly. If I find out you’re a minor and I’m posting something NSFW for a fandom you’ve asked to be tagged in, I will not be tagging you. Sorry. As much as I say I’m not here to parent you and I’m just your peer and you need to think of me like that instead, I’m also not willing to risk anything, either. I’m truly sorry in advance.

While I’m talking about tagging people / my taglist...If you want me to tag you in my writing, you need to be on my taglist. The taglist can be found [ here ] or you can dm / send an ask telling me you want to be added and I will be more than happy to do so. Don’t be afraid to ask me. I don’t mind at all! 

Every now and then, I’ll tag my friends in things I write. If I tag you in something and you don’t want me to, let me know. I won’t do it anymore. I’m not here to overwhelm or annoy anyone and I don’t want to come off as pushy, either. SO.. if you’re getting tagged or whatever and you want me to stop tagging you, all you have to do is let me know.

If you’re not on my tag list (or I don’t know you well enough to know whether you’d potentially want to read something) I will not be tagging you. If you’re a minor and I know for sure/think  you are and it’s smut, I will definitely not be tagging you.

Content I’m not willing to write or  you probably won’t find here: Incest and Rape. Those are my hard no’s. Just the thought of writing something like that makes me feel gross. I’m also not going to be writing huge age gaps in romantic stories either. (the closest I’ll come is like.. 18/19 and up to 24...) I mean absolutely no offense against people who can and do write things like this, I just can’t? 

American Horror Story; tate langdon, ben harmon, kit walker, kyle, dandy mott, jimmy darling, james patrick march, michael langdon, xavier plympton and night stalker.

Arrowverse; oliver queen, john diggle, slade wilson/deathstsroke, barry allen, cisco ramon, ray palmer, mick rory.

Bands / Celebrities; ask before sending because I haven’t done many of these and I’m still adjusting… Off the top of my head I’ve written for / feel comfortable with Nick Groff (ghost adventures), Jon Bernthal.. There are lots of others but alas, I’d stretch this out so badly if I added too many more names.

Boondock Saints movie; Connor Macmanus Murphy Macmanus & Rocco.

Breakfast Club movie; John Bender.

Castle Rock tv series; Dennis Zalewski, The Kid.

Criminal Minds; Derek Morgan, Spencer Reid, Hotch, Tobias Hankel & Adam/Amanda.

Crybaby Movie; wade walker.

CSI tv series; Greg Sanders, Nick Stokes, Warrick Brown, Gil Grissom, Tim Speedle, Ryan Wolfe, Eric Delko, Danny Messer, Don Flack, Mack Taylor.

Dazed & Confused movie; Randal Pink Floyd, Mike Newhouse, Ron Slater, Fred O’Bannion and Kevin Pickford.

DC Cinematic; Digger Harkness.

Detroit Rock City movie; Tripp, Lex, Hawk and Jam.

Fast & The Furious series; Dom Toretto, Han.

Four Brothers movie; Angel, Jack or Bobby Mercer

Friday Night Lights tv series; Tim Riggins, ,Matt Saracen, Landry Clarke, Bobby Riggins, Vince.

General Hospital tv series; Sonny Corinthos, Jason Morgan, Johnny Zacarra, Dante Falconeri, several other of the guys on here…

Ghostbusters 80′s version movie; Ray Stantz, Egon Spengler , Peter Venkman, Winston Zeddemore.

Gotham tv series; Jerome Valeska, Jim Gordon, Joker, Riddler.

Harry Potter movies; Sirius Black, Severus Snape, Fred Weasley, George Weasley, Neville Longbottom.

Horror movies various; Billy Loomis/Scream, Charlie Walker/Scre4m, Wade/ House of Wax, Tom Hanninger/My Bloody Valentine + others. Trust me, there are... So many others. I just didn’t have the brain power to think of them all at the moment.

Law & Order tv series; Barba, Carisi, Stabler.

Lucifer tv series; Lucifer Morningstar.

Luke Cage; Luke Cage, Shades Alvarez.

Marvel Cinematic; Bruce Banner/hulk, Captain america/steve rogers, bucky barnes/winter soldier, eric killmonger, hawkeye/clintbarton, thor, loki, pietro maximoff, venom/eddie brock, starlord/peter quill, ironman/tony stark, wolverine.. I’m a marvel ho.

Mayans MC tv series; Angel Reyes and Ez Reyes.

NCIS tv series; Anthony Dinozzo, Timothy McGee, Marty Deeks, Greg Callen.

On My Block tv series; Spooky Diaz.

Punisher tv series; Billy Russo, Frank Castle.

Riverdale tv series; Jughead Jones, FP Jones, Reggie Mantle, Sweetpea, Archie Andrews.

Shameless tv series; Lip Gallagher.

Sons of Anarchy tv series; Jax Teller, Chibs Telford, Clay Morrow, Juice Ortiz, Opie Winston.

Stranger Things tv series; Jonathan Byers, Billy Hargrove, Steve Harrington, Jim Hopper.

Star Wars movie series; Han Solo, Kylo Ren, Ben Solo, Poe Dameron, Finn.

Supernatural tv series; Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester, Crowley, Benny Lafitte, Kevin Tran.

Teen Wolf tv series; Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall, Derek Hale.

The Crow movie series; Eric Draven and Jimmy Quervo/Wicked Prayer.

The Lost Boys movie series; Edgar Frog, Allen Frog, David, Michael Emmerson, Sam Emmerson.

The Outsiders book/movie; Two Bit Matthews, Dally Winston, Darry Curtis, Soda Pop Curtis, Johnny Cade, Steve Randle.

The Walking Dead tv series; Daryl Dixon, Shane walsh, Rick Grimes, Negan, Glenn Rhee.

The Vampire Diaries tv series; Klaus Mikaelson, Kai Parker, Kol Mikaelson, Jeremy Gilbert, Damon Salvatore.

Twelve Rounds 3 movie; Detective John Shaw.

Twilight movies/books; Jasper Hale, Emmett Cullen, Jacob Black, Paul Lahote, Embry Call.

I’m gonna be honest here. I post on my own time, at my own pace. Some days I post constantly, sometimes it’s days or even weeks, and occasionally, a month before I post anything. So.. Now ya know.

If I’m not on and posting, odds are I’m busy, taking a break or whatever. But I’ll come back! I always do. 

Basically, what I’m saying here is I have no set posting schedule. At all. I post what I want when I’m in the mood to do so. Just something to keep in mind when you’re asking for headcanons / nsfw alphabet letters with characters.

[vostokovasmelina]

whom i write for.

here are all the characters i enjoy writing for (and/or don’t write for on any other blog)

italics - characters i feel most comfortable writing for

mcu

steve rogers

peter parker

bucky barnes

sam wilson

thor odinson

wanda maximoff

natasha romanoff

yelena belova

carol danvers

hope van dyne

maria hill

mj

star wars

rey

finn

poe dameron

leia organa

han solo

cassian andor

bodhi rook

luke skywalker

obi-wan kenobi

padmé amidala

jyn erso

peaky blinders

thomas shelby

arthur shelby

john shelby

michael gray

isaiah jesus

ada shelby

alfie solomons

shadow and bone

kaz brekker

jesper fahey

inej ghafa

mal oretsev

nina zenik

matthias helvar

genya safin

les misérables

enjolras

marius pontmercy

éponine thénardier

harry potter

harry potter

cedric diggory

draco malfoy

hermione granger

luna lovegood

remus lupin

sirius black

james potter

george weasley

fred weasley

ginny weasley

game of thrones / a song of ice and fire

margaery tyrell

daenerys targaryen

cersei lannister

jaime lannister

robb stark

the witcher

geralt of rivia

yennefer of vengerberg

jaskier

queen calanthe

tissaia de vries

triss merigold

miss peregrine’s home for peculiar children

jacob portman

emma bloom

enoch o’connor

alma lefay peregrine

itv’s endeavour

endeavour morse

peter jakes

sex education

maeve wiley

aimee gibbs

jackson marchetti

ola nyman

adam groff

killing eve

villanelle

eve polastri

kenny stowton

bodyguard

david budd

julia montague

note: if you miss someone from this list, you can recommend them, but i might refuse to write for them for certain reasons! thank you for understanding, have a great day xx

also note:

i do NOT write smut/inc*st/p*dophilia

i only write for a female reader because that’s what i feel comfortable with, even though i try my best to make the reader gender neutral

i am okay with discussing dark subjects and mental health in my writing, but i definitely will NOT glorify any of these issues

bigotry is NOT welcome on this blog

i write:

headcanons

one-shots/imagines (i still clearly don’t know the difference; everything that is not a headcanon or preference and is longer than a blurb counts as a one-shot for me lmao)

preferences (a maximum of 5 characters per request)

blurbs

song drabbles

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Requests Open

Requests Open

Hello!

These can be pairing with Reader, OC (fanfic or one-shot) or just one-shot without pairing (just the character).

I do dates special (b-days, Christmas, etc)

Smut (Only in some cases), Dark themes: Allowed.  I like polemic, yes! Feminism, Gender questions, Politic, Health. All of it. The world is a lot of things, writing has to be too. Plus, art is here to help.

I value things that run from stereotypes or cliche. So your character can be LGBTQI +, Black... Anything really. I don’t wanna just white perfect characters. I want different.  Because different is far more challenging and fun to write.

I am taking requests with the following characters:

TV Shows

Daredevil: Foggy Nelson; Benjamin Poindexter, Matt Murdock, Vladimir Ranskahov

The Originals: Kol, Klaus, Elijah

Vampire Diaries: Damon, Kai Parker

Vienna Blood: Max Liebermann

The Punisher: Billy Russo.

The Witcher: Jaskier, Cahir, Lazlo

The Order:Hamish Duke, Randall 

Justified: Tim Gutterson

Limitless: Bryan Flinch

Ragnarok: Fjor Jutul, Laurentis

Dark: Jonas, Magnus Nielsen

Peaky Blinders: Thomas Shelby, Michael Gray

Amazing Spider-Man: Ben Reilly (Scarlet Spider), Peter Parker, Alistair Smyte, Miles Morales

A Discovery of Witches: Marcus Whitmore 

Merlin: Merlin, Arthur, Mordred, Gwaine, Lancelot

Grimm: Nick Burkhardt

Good Wife: Cary Agos, Finn Polmar

Star Trek: Spock, Khan, James Kirk, *Data

Dusk Till Dawn: Richard Geko, Seth Gecko

Glee: Sam Evans

Scream: Noah Foster, Gustavo Acosta, Eli Hudson, Will Belmont

Hannibal: Hannibal Lecter

Money Heist (La Casa de Papel): Berlim

The Good Doctor: Shaun Murphy, Neil Melendez, Alex Park

Castlevania: Adrian Tepes, Trevor Belmont

Clone Wars: Obi-Wan Kenobi, Anakin Skywalker

Sex Education: Otis, Adam Groff, Eric

Movies

Marvel: Loki, Bucky (Winter Soldier), Peter Parker, Sam Wilson, Bruce Banner, Doctor Strange, Quicksilver, Black Panther, Harry Osborn

DC: Bruce Wayne, Scarecrow, Joker

Ex Machina: Caleb Smith

Riot Club: Miles Richards, Dimitri Mitropoulos, Guy Bellingfield, James Leighton

1917: Blake, Scholfield

Narnia: Edmund Pevensie, Peter Pevensie, Caspian 

Hobbit: Legolas, Thorin, Thranduil 

Fantastic Beasts: Newt Scamander, Theseus Scamander

6 Underground: 4, 6, 7

HP: Draco Malfoy

Game of Thrones: Robb Stark

Maze Runner: Newt, Gally

Characters 

Iron Fist Austen: Mr Darcy, Mr Tilney, Sidney Park, Frederick Wentworth

Noah Centineo

PS: Here are listed only man but you can ask woman too (I don’t know which ones to put, there are much more than these ones).

Ships

Crossover ships are accepted too!

Davina x Kol

Mr Darcy x Elizabeth

Mr Tilney x Catherine Morland

Anne x Gilbert

Sidney Park x Charlotte

Matt Murdock x Karen Page

Billy Russo x Krista Dumont

Amy March x Laurie

Rich Gecko x Kate Fuller

Anastasia x Dimitri

I love AUs and crossovers: like HP meets Narnia, or something like that. Ask about Actors are good too. 

Free Stories 

These ones I pretend to write more of it or remake it. These will be long fanfics. Feel free to share ideas. If you want a one-shot involving these TV shows or movies is good too. 

Obs: Some of them may be only in my Wattpad account. * @lucy_beau

The Alienist; Dirk Gently; Northanger Abbey; Sherlock, Sanditon; The Adventures of Tintin; Chained; Fallet; Ripper Street; Byzantium, Jumanji; Carrie Pilby; Vallerian; The Name of The Rose, Crimpson Peak; Revenge; Red Sparrow; Hookup Plan; The Ottoman Lieutnant

Free Ask:

Saw a thing and want a fanfic? Send me the idea. The movie is bad but could be good? Let’s write it. Want a prompt but can’t write? Maybe I can do it. Send it to me!

Free fanfics or stories have a limited number of chapters: 20.

Obs: I don’t do terror. Horror? Yes. 

SEND!!!!

If you want to be in my TAGLIST, say.

Need some help getting ideas? Look here: Prompts

[cedricssmile]

nice to see you again - adam groff

summary: y/n had been away from Moordale after the first semester of school, which lead her to no see Adam a lot. She \just missed him when he was been drived away from his home and taken to the military school. But she didn’t even know where he was going or if he was going to be back. So when she she’s him in his driveway six months after him leaving she is happy but not happy to see him.  pairing: Adam Groff x Fem!Reader  warnings: swearing, smoking, fluff (and a stubble slap across the face from y/n)  word count: 1929 requested: no one of my own  season: 1 & 2 [ slight backstory ]  

[ PLEASE DO NOT COPY OR TAKE CREDIT FOR ANY OF MY WORK ] ( NOT MY GIF BELONGS TO NETFLIX ) 

After Aimee dumped Adam he was pretty broken up about it, but he knew that he still had a girl in his life and that was y/n. They have been best-friends since primary school and just stuck by each other ever since, she saw how he treated people sometimes and she knew that it was bad and she tried to get him to stop but Adam being Adam he was stubborn and a ass and didn’t listen. But for some reason she never gave up on him and that is why she was his bestfriend, through all of the bullshit with his dad and school she was the one person who didn’t treat him like utter shit.  After the first semester of the new school year y/n never really turned up to school due to her own family drama and problems, with every town there will always be the shit show part and that was where all of the caravans where, but this shitty little caravan that y/n lived in, she had lived in it her entire life [ was even born in it ] her mother and father were full time junkies who had no time for their two kids and y/n never understood why but as she grew older she learned more to how selfish her parents are and were when she and her brother were growing up.   *  It was a tradition that y/n would come over to Adam’s house on a Thursday night to do their homework [ well y/n to do hers then do Adam’s as well ]. The air had a cold crisp to it the afternoon that she rode her bike to the familiar house, she turned the corner sharply and was now in the Groff driveway but was confused when she saw the military cadet in the car and watched Adam put his bag into the car.  “Adam?” y/n asked as she got off of her bike,  “Shit, y/n’.” Adam cussed to himself. “what’s going on?” y/n asked  “I can’t explain, I have to go.” he said as he turned to the girl.  “N-no you can’t just leave I need you here.” Adam sighed then kissed his friend on her forehead and got into the car.  The car started up and began to roll out of the driveway.  “You could've said no to him, Maureen.” y/n said to the woman behind her, his mother had become like another mother to her but this move was low, even for her.  “It was what Michael wanted, it’s the best for Adam-.”  “He was doing perfect.” y/n said as she grabbed her bike and peddled away from the house that once felt like home.  *  “So you got a girlfriend?” one of the boys asked Adam, the three of them were sat high up in a tree not too far away from the grounds of the military school, Adam smiled slightly as he thought about y/n.  “yeah, Yeah I do.” he said before taking a drag from the joint  “Her name is y/n.”  “Big tits?” Adam slightly smiled and nodded at the ginger so that he would shut up.  “Tell me are you a tits or ass guy?”  “I like elbows.” Adam retorted and all three of them laughed.  “Go on tell us, what she like?”  “I’ve known her since primary school, she’s my bestfriend that’s all there is to say.” Adam stated “she a good fuck?” Adam chocked at this question of course he was going to have to lie, he had never slept with y/n before at all, well they have both fallen asleep together on his bed on a Thursday night whilst watching a movie but he had never fucked her.  “Yeah, Yeah she is.” Adam said and sunk back a slight bit knowing that he should not have lied. * “Oh would you quit moping around.” Eric said to y/n as they worked on their calculus homework. “I am not, I am just simply studying for the calculus test that we have soon.” y/n stated back.  “Shit, I got to go to work.” y/n said as she rushed to get all of her things into her bag. “Okay, bye!” Erica yelled from the top of the stairs.  “So sorry that I am late, lost track of time.” y/n said to Ola as she rushed into the store throwing her smock over her body.  “There is no need to be sorry, but you are lucky that you called me saying that you would be late.” Ola said back with a laugh. y/n smiled at her friend as she started to stock up the shelves of medication.   “So how are things with Otis?” y/n asked  Ola smiled shyly at her friend before talking “Yeah, it’s going good, I mean we are taking it slow but it’s what we both want and I like that.” she replied to y/n  “Awe, that is fantastic Ola. I’ve known that sweet kid since I was five he has always been so awkward and closed. Since he has been with you he has become this whole new person and it’s great.” Ola smiled at what y/n said  “Thank you that means a lot.”  “Anytime.” y/n said with a laugh.  -  “Imma head home straight away.” y/n said to Ola as she was declining her friend’s offer to drive her home.  “Okay then, see you tomorrow! Text me when you get home!” Ola said before winding up her window and began to drive off. y/n sighed before placed her bag around her shoulder and hoped onto her bike and began to pedal off away from the store.  Eric was right y/n was still mad and sad about Adam not telling her anything about leaving, which is why she decided to go by his house on her way home just to see if he was home or not. Before getting onto Adam’s street she dismounted from her bike and walked it along the pavement.  As she made the turn to go turn onto his street she could hear the yells of his father.  “Adam!”  “Fuck.” y/n cursed to herself, she waited until she heard his dad leave before showing herself.  “Adam.” she said and Adam just stood there he looked different then what he did last time that she sw him, his long hair was gone but he had more shape to his body.  “Hey y/n-.”  “You asshole Adam Groff!” y/n yelled before slapping him in the face.  “What the fuck y/n!”  “Where were you?” y/n yelled again.  “Y/n please, calm down-.”  “No I will not calm down, you left me for six months with no note, text or fuck Adam not eve a letter! I needed you-.” Adam cut her off by pulling her in for a hug, it was a bloody thight one too he wrapped both of his arms around her shoulders so that she couldn’t let go or leave.  “I’m sorry okay, I didn’t want to leave.” Adam mumbled to y/n as she tried to calm herself.  “It’s okay, I’m here now.” he said again. “I’m gonna let go now, so don’t slap me again.” Adam joked and he felt y/n laugh slightly. “Yeah, I promise.”  Adam looked down at y/n and used his thumb to rid of the tears that were under y/n’s eye’s.  “I just I didn’t know where they took you. I didn’t know if I would see you again.” y/n said as she took ahold of one of Adam’s hands.  “Well I’m here now.” he said with a smile.  “Walk me home?” she asked and he nodded with a smile.  “Of course.”  he said then kissed the top of y/n’s head before grabbing ahold of her hand again.  **  “Have you seen your mum or dad recently?” Adam asked as the two walked dow the street.  “Don’t make me laugh Groff.” y/n said back to her friend.  “I’m serious y/n, what happened while I was gone?” Adam asked.  y/n didn’t answer all she did was grab the key’s out from her pocket and unlcoked the tralier door.  “What happened?” Adam asked again as he followed y/n into her home.  “Mum died okay! There you happy!” y/n snapped  Adam visbably sank into his own body.  “She died they day you left Adam, that’s why I couldn’t let you leave.” y/n said through the tears. “And you didn’t stay you left!” y/n said and pointed her finger at Adam.  “You left and I had no one!” y/n yelled one last time before Adam placed his hands upon y/n’s face. “If it makes you feel better, I had a photo of you with me the entire time I was there.” Adam said trying to get her to smile and it worked for a second. “Don’t try and smooth talk me Groff, you’re still an ass.”  “I love you, I should’ve told you the day that I left for that school but I didn.t But I should’ve but now I am glad that I didn’t, because I knew how much preasure that would of-.” y/n cut Adam off by placing her lips upon his [ finally ] her hands wound themselves around his neck pulling him closer to her body, both of his hands placed themselves on her waist.  “I love you too, you dumbass.” she said as she ran one of hands throw his short hair.  “I have to tell you something.” Adam said and y/n pulled away from him, she opened up the fridge door and grabbed two cans of soda and threw one to Adam before sitting on the counter top.  “Tell.” she said as she opened her can od soda. “So the school I was at, two of the guy’s asked if I had a girlfriend, I said you were..” Adam said bracing himself for another one of y/n’s slaps but it never came along.  “I thought you would of been mad.” Adam said truthfully  “But it just fet wrong saying Aimee even thought we are’t together but neither are we so I don’t even know why I-.”  “Yes I’ll be your girlfriend Adam.” “Really?”  “Yes really, well I mean if you think about it we have been ‘dating’ for just over a year, just with no sex.” y/n said  “really?” Adam asked dumbfoundedly  “Yes really, what did you think that all of hand holding, firehead kisses, arms around shoulders, movie dates and me coming over to your house every Thursday night to study and dinner with your family was then? Your mother has treated me more like a daughter than my own mother did at all throughout my life.” “Wow.”  “Yeah wow, you are so oblivoius Groff. I’be been waitimg for almost a year for you to make it offical for us but you never did, I mean wow I stayed a virgin becuase of you-.”  “Fuck, I wasn’t meant.. to say.. that. Fuck.”   “You’re a virgin?” Adam stated more than asked.  “Yes, I am. Go ahead make fun of me why don’t you.” y/n said before she started to bite her fingernails slightly.  “But you told me that you slept with Jackson-.”  “I lied, he did too. we tried to but I just had a panic attack before he could even get my bra off.” “I’m sorry.” Adam said as he moved to standin between y/n legs. “Not gonna lie, I am really suprised that you waited for me though. I’m not that-.”  “Shut up. and kiss me Groff.” she said as she wrapped her legs around his and pulled him closer. “Whatever you say y/n.” he said with a laugh before closing the gap between the two again. 

[fandom-susceptible]

Highlights of watching Hamilton with my parents for their first time:

- Mom, at Jonathan Groff's intro: That's him right? The creator?

- Dad being startled at all the swearing

- Dad, seeing Daveed as Lafayette: that dude looks cool

- Dad, again about Lafayette: he looks fun

- both of them unable to look anyone in the eye during Mulligan's solo in Aaron Burr, Sir

- I forgot them snickering at "You punched the bursar?" "Yes"

- In "My Shot", Mom: oh gosh the floor moves I didn't notice that that's cool

- Dad v. quiet during The Schuyler Sisters while my mom laughed out loud and nodded to Angelica's expressions and dialogue

- Mom snickering at Alex and Seabury's shenanigans during "Farmer Refuted"

- Dad, the moment Jonathan Groff started singing: oh he's good

- Mom, seeing The Walk: *cackling* that's great

- Both, at my trivia about how heavy the crown was and how Jonathan almost yeeted it off the stage when they switched to a lighter one when he was gone: laughter, then Mom "Couldn't he feel the difference?"

- Washington: "Close the door on your way out." Mom: "Oooh"

- Mom shaking her head in disapproval at the Lee/Laurens duel and laughing at Burr's exasperated tone when he said "Okay, so we're doing this."

- Mom almost cried at "Dear Theodosia"

- Dad, anytime Daveed was onscreen: he's cool though

- He went buck wild during "What'd I Miss" and Mom was amused by Daveed's antics then too

- Dad, at Jonathan Groff again: He has a really good voice

- Both humming disapprovingly at "We Know" through "The Reynolds Pamphlet"

- Them giggling at George's antics during "The Adams Administration" and "The Reynolds Pamphlet"

- Dad fell asleep but Mom almost cried during the end of "Blow Us All Away" and "Stay Alive (Reprise)". I did cry during "It's Quiet Uptown" so I didn't notice their reactions to it but Dad was awake by the end

- Dad was just really delighted by Daveed Diggs and Jonathan Groff the entire time he woke up every time he'd driftedoff the moment they took the stage

- Mom loved the set design, pointed out that Alex probably cued Chris to stop holdingthe final note in "One Last Time" because the instruments couldn't keep up their crescendo any longer

- Mom's awed smile at Eliza's final gasp, when she sees the audience and sees that yes, it was enough

[tabloidtoc]

Star, June 29

You can buy a copy of this issue for your very own at my eBay store: https://www.ebay.com/str/bradentonbooks

Cover: Brad Pitt dumps Jennifer Aniston again 

Page 1: Matthew Perry falls into a funk after his recent breakup leaving loved ones frantic about his well-being 

Page 2: Contents, Joe and Melissa Gorga work out in their home gym 

Page 4: Hayden Panettiere’s Fresh Start -- coming out the other side of a toxic relationship she has hope for the future -- in addition to improving her relationship with ex-fiance Wladimir Klitschko she wants to get her career back on track 

Page 5: Kate Winslet fell in love with New Zealand while filming Avatar 2 recently so much so that she’s seriously contemplating moving there, even after Lea Michele issued a mea culpa about her diva behavior the comeuppance kept coming so she’s reached out to costars like Emma Roberts and Jonathan Groff but so far no one’s vouching for her good name and she feels betrayed, stepping out as lockdown restrictions eased in California Maria Shriver’s newly smooth face comes from Botox and filler and laser resurfacing and skin-tightening procedures but she needs work on her neck and decolletage so the contrast is less apparent 

Page 6: Now that Justin Hartley has been flaunting his new romance with Sofia Pernas his This Is Us sister Chrissy Metz who considers Justin’s ex Chrishell Stause a friend can no longer keep quiet because Chrissy isn’t one to not express her opinion especially when she feels someone’s being hurtful, The Real cohost Amanda Seales announced her departure from the show saying people at the top aren’t respecting the necessity for black voices to be at the top too, Star Spots the Stars -- Lily Collins, Justin and Hailey Bieber, Emmy Rossum, Kylie Jenner using Luxie’s cruelty-free beauty brushes, Tim McGraw sharing a passionate speech about ocean pollution, Lucy Hale, Cedric the Entertainer 

Page 8: Star Shots -- Heather Graham and Odessa Rae at the beach, Brooke Burke leaving the exercise studio, Winnie Harlow on a hike in Big Bear Lake 

Page 10: Kiddie Care -- Kylie Jenner and daughter Stormi, Molly Sims tows her kids Grey and Scarlett while on a bike, Chrissy Teigen and kids Luna and Miles sifted through their many costume options 

Page 11: Jason Biggs and sons Sid and Lazlo, Brigitte Nielsen and daughter Frida 

Page 12: Machine Gun Kelly and Mod Sun enjoy a boys’ night out at Craig’s, January Jones, Kerry Washington 

Page 13: Gavin Rossdale, Ariel Winter 

Page 14: SNL’s Michael Che hosted a comedy show from the flatbed of a pickup truck in Long Island City, Mario Lopez showed his support for Mark Wahlberg on his 49th birthday, RHOBH Dorit Kemsley taking out the garbage 

Page 16: John Boyega gave a powerful speech about racial injustice and inequality at a Black Lives Matter demonstration in Hyde Park, Adam Sandler at the beach 

Page 17: Scout Willis and her dog Grandma, Kim Zolciak-Biermann and husband Kroy Biermann 

Page 18: Normal or Not? Lucy Hale put her dog Elvis in a backpack for a hike -- not, Justin Bieber multi-tasked while riding a bike barefoot -- not, a dressed-down Christina Milian pumps gas -- normal 

Page 20: Fashion -- stars charm in puff-sleeve minis -- Madeline Brewer, Ali Larter, Millie Bobby Brown 

Page 21: Lucy Boynton, Naomi Watts, Camila Cabello 

Page 24: Kelly Clarkson and Brandon Blackstock are over 

Page 25: Khloe Kardashian was worried about going public with her being back together with baby daddy Tristan Thompson because of the backlash it would create but she’s been spending a lot of time with Tristan and really believes he’s changed and she’s throwing caution to the wind and making it official and has already been spotted openly getting cozy with him at a friend’s birthday party, Denise Richards and Aaron Phypers’ marriage continues to be rocked by former Real Housewife Brandi Glanville’s allegation that she and Denise had an affair, Hayley Erbert is patiently waiting for Derek Hough to propose but Derek is skeptical of marriage and worries that they are both children of divorce and he fears that he and Hayley could repeat the pattern 

Page 26: Cover Story -- Brad Pitt dumps Jennifer Aniston again -- after reuniting during lockdown the onetime golden couple are over as Brad gives Jen her walking papers

Page 30: Kim Kardashian and Kanye West together but alone -- the fighting’s gotten so bad that Kim and Kanye can’t stand to be under the same roof and now friends fear the pair are at the breaking point 

Page 32: Jennifer Garner wants her old life back -- as Ben Affleck and Ana de Armas take their romance to the next level Jen is eyeing them with envy 

Page 34: Blamed & Mom-Shamed -- they can’t even breastfeed in peace! For famous moms there’s no end to the flak they catch from the parenting police -- Shay Mitchell, Amy Schumer, Alicia Silverstone 

Page 35: Chrissy Teigen, Shawn Johnson, Hilary Duff, Jessica Simpson 

Page 36: Health -- staycay essentials -- Brooke Burke 

Page 38: Beauty -- PRIDE yourself 

Page 40: Entertainment 

Page 41: Q&A with Joel McHale 

Page 48: Parting Shot -- Nina Dobrev does a cartwheel at the Welcome to Utah sign on her QuaranTrip