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BIG MADD ANNOUNCEMENT: FIRST NONPROFIT LAUNCHED
Dear all, We are so excited to announce the official launch of the International Society for Maladaptive Daydreaming (ISMD)! A non-profit organization dedicated to improving the lives of people with MD and created by a committed Board of Directors and consultants who are experts in the field, including Professor Eli Somer. Please come to our new web home to learn more, become a member, volunteer, or contribute in other ways to the mission: https://maladaptivedaydreamingsociety.com/the-international-society-for-maladaptive-daydreaming-launch/. This is a powerful step for the MD community and I am so grateful to be part of it with you all.
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that sickly sweet feeling you get when daydreaming a love scenario and it almost makes you a bit nauseated at how sweet it is >>>>>>>>
#maladaptive daydreaming#maladaptive daydream#maladaptive daydreaming disorder#daydreamer#daydream#immersive daydreaming#neuronarrator#neuronarrating#actually MADD#actuallyMADD#MADD
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Just now realizing that if I die, my paras die. Like. They aren’t real. They only live in my head. If I die. They won’t be there to mourn me.
#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming disorder#madd humor#mental illness#madd memes#actuallymadd#madd problems#paras#parame#madd paras#my paras
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That feeling when you're finally in the daydream headspace and the vibes are super perfect only for someone to interrupt and completely ruin it<<<
#I'm in a mood now#everything was perfect#I finally thought of a plot after struggling!!#only for it all to be taken away#:(#maladaptive daydreaming#immersive daydreaming#actuallymadd
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Narcissist w/ MaDD culture is…… living a celebrity's life in ur daydreams. Complete with an interactive twitch chat and drama that u don't forget about for days 🥹
#it speaks#narcissist culture is#npd culture is#actually npd#actuallynpd#actually narcissistic#actuallynarcissistic#actually madd#actuallymadd#maladapting daydreaming disorder#madd culture is#endo safe#tulpa safe
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Do you or did you have maladaptive daydreaming prior to DID? If you still have it, how does it affect your DID today? (Thank you if you answer this!)
Technically after, because I technically have had DID / the early developmental signs of DID since I was a kid (and honestly probably since shortly after being born and coming home since my house was extremely hostile during the time I was an infant), at least enough so that my first memory was experiencing heavy depersonalization and my sisters and family took active humor out of my inability to parse my dreams from my experiences and my memories.
With that said though, I was aware of my maladaptive daydreaming before I was aware of my DID by the nature of DID being a pretty covert disorder to the individual and because I used to write off having DID as something that was IMPOSSIBLE because of how sensationalized and dramatized a lot of the depictions of DID I was seeing around.
Presently, both my maladaptive daydreaming and my DID are actually considered in "remission".
For maladaptive daydreaming that means that I basically have a lot more control over when and how much I daydream as to make it so that it doesn't interfere with my life and make it so that I don't seek out real relationships. I still have a very detailed, complex and immerse way of interacting with my creative worlds, but that I find to be more of a long lasting trait of having spent a lot of my years being so deep into maladaptive daydreaming that it probably was getting into a territory some people might call psychosis.
For my DID, I'm what I like to call (@hiiragi7 for the term since I like the phrasing of a concept Ive been dancing around for a while) "fully fused multiple"; as in, for the most part day to day I very much operate as a singular whole, but I freely and openly express my parts as versions of myself and when its beneficial to me, I can choose to be one part so much so that I am basically just that part; all without really loosing time, or any dissociation. In this sense, my parts are a form of my self expression and way of interacting with my own identity and not a matter of something I can't control. Its an intentional engagement with my parts.
That said, my maladaptive daydreaming and my DID were surprisingly very disconnected in the experience I had with them, but disconnected in the way parallel lines are disconnected. Save for specific parts that you could argue went so deep into the maladaptive daydreaming that they went dormant, most of my maladaptive daydreaming ran independent but next to DID with limited interaction since most of the daydreaming was lead by Riku (primary host for most of our teen years and early years of adulthood) and sometimes engaged with by introjects related to the daydream, but otherwise just kind of watched and passively observed by other parts.
For us, our maladaptive daydreaming really branched off as a second seperate-but-parallel dissociative coping that kind of only connected to our DID through the Riku (and theoretically we hypothesize itd probably just be whoever was the most frequent fronter, unfortunately we never tested that as Riku stayed the primary host from age 13 to fusion). For us our maladaptive daydreaming actually kind of operated as an alternative way of exploring parts of ourselves, our feelings, our experiences by taking parts of ourselves (memories, personality traits, experiences, world beliefs, etc) and letting those specific parts grow into characters. I find honestly that the way a lot of my characters are parts of myself to be very similar to how my DID parts are parts of myself, but in two VERY different ways and different mechanisms.
Honestly though, both have been a large part of my life and have a lot of interactions between the two so theres probably a lot I could say beyond this if you have any more specific questions.
#feathers speaks#sysconversation#actuallydid#actuallymadd#actually madd#maladaptive daydreaming#ask#asks#dissociative identity disorder
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I’m sure this has been discussed more than a million times but TikTok learning about maladaptive daydream has probably been the worst thing ever. So many people are confusing it just for “daydreams before bed” or “me winning a fake argument in the shower” and it makes me want to explode. Somebody said they would rate it 10/10 as a coping mechanism??? U MEAN THE DISORDER??
it makes me wanna cry and throw up knowing that I probably won’t ever be taken seriously about this if I ever try to tell anyone
#bitch came back from the dead just to cry and scream and throw up#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#maladaptive daydreaming disorder#my post#actuallymadd#maddnegative
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alright maladaptive daydreamers, it's time to admit that daydreaming can be tiring and even exhausting, and if you catch yourself feeling tired even though you have not done much today, ask yourself: how many mental arguments or lore building have you done today? you might need to rest from that too.
#this is targeted towards myself#i am not joking when i say im a maladaptive daydreamer#this shit is ADDICTING#do it in moderation#maladaptive daydreaming#actuallymadd
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~ hello everyone <3
I'm returning to tumblr after a long hiatus, is this community still active? Thinking of regularly sharing resources again :)
#madd#madd advice#maladaptive daydreaming#actually madd#actuallymadd#daydreaming#daydreamer#para#original character#og character
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Paracosms where there's two people who Need each other and should Never Be Seprated under any circumstances and then they are forced to be separated. That's the good shit
#i have 3 paracosms that do this#best angst fr#and the reunions#>>>>>#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#actuallymadd#maladaptive daydreamer
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When paras in a specific paraverse make a guest appearance in another paraverse
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Calling the tune in maladaptive daydreaming: The impact of music on the experience of compulsive fantasizing - Eli Somer, 2024 (sagepub.com)
NEW PAPER PUBLISHED
Abstract
This study aimed to shed light on the role of music in maladaptive daydreaming (MD)... A thematic analysis yielded three themes describing the role of music in MD. Two homogeneous themes pertained to outlier experiences: Music necessary and Music not desired. The third theme, Music enhances the MD experience, encompassed most of the data retrieved in this study and was further divided into five subthemes: Music avoided in “low energy” daydreaming scenes, Music as white noise, Music enhances MD creativity, Music as an MD trigger compromises the sense of agency; and Music as a powerful immerser that sets MD’s emotional “soundtrack.” The results led to the conclusion that music might be instrumental in MD by distancing the person from the external reality, triggering complex visual storylines, deepening the altered state of consciousness, and intensifying the vividness of the daydreamed plot by invoking an emotional response.
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im not sure how to talk about my para's! i have (what seems to me) an extremely elaborate blanket paracosm that is constantly being re-written and adapted-- both present and future. it's hard to even begin explaining the plot especially when i've got multiple subparacosms happening that are so similar just slightly different deviations or alteration to the main plot line.
theres SO much going on in my head.
#maladaptive daydreaming#maladaptive daydream#maladaptive daydreaming disorder#daydreamer#daydream#immersive daydreaming#neuronarrator#neuronarrating#actually MADD#actuallyMADD#MADD#paracosm#para
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intro post!!!! 🩷💕
hi you can call me hattie, and i'm a maladaptive daydreamer! i'm 22 and i use any pronouns!
the content im gonna try to curate on my blog is mostly focused on paracosms without paraselves. i personally do not appear in any of my paracosms, nor does any version of me. i'm simply not there! my daydreams revolve around the fact, even, haha.
i'm hoping to find other daydreamers like me, who don't have paraselves! but anyone is welcome to follow me <3 i'm new to the community and don't have any friends yet i can talk about this stuff with!
i'm not gonna be online all the time since i have a busy life but i hope we can become friends anyways!
#intro post#madd#actuallymadd#actually madd#actually maladaptive#immersive daydreaming#paracosm#maladaptive daydreaming#maladapting daydreaming disorder
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when youre daydreaming about being comforted by one of your paras and then you come out of the daydream and there is no one there for you irl. lord
#i am going through it tonight!#madd#maladaptive daydreaming#maldaptive daydreaming disorder#maladaptive daydreamer#madd things#madd memes#actuallymadd#actually madd
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