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#well!#this is in fact a backburner by niki reference#iykyk#actually wrote this for my gf so#im so sorry babe#pynch#trc#the raven cycle#ronan lynch#adam parrish#osi excerpts#writing
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I have been so cooked for this man lately that I need to talk about him— I genuinely think that with a ADHD/autism/AuDHD partner Ford takes notes on your stims and quirks, even before any serious relationship. Just little things like “waves hands when excited :)” and “prefers baggy sweaters” just like a little way of understanding you better 🥺💖
yesss definitely! as an AuDHDer who stims a lot myself, this is everything!! jfskhfshsk
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"Aaaahhhhh oh myy-" the rest of what you were saying was incomprehensible because the words slurred together in an excited squeal. A gleeful expression upon your face, you waved and shook your hands in front of your body, then pressed them over your mouth, to stifle another squeal.
Ford smiled to himself as he watched you from the other side of the room, where he propped his notebook open to scribble something down.
"Heeyyyyy Grunkle Ford, watcha got there?" Mabel's voice rang out right beside him.
He snapped the book shut and whipped his head around.
"Mabel!"
"Waves hands when excited." she cited what she had just read, "Were you talking about-"
"No, I was certainly not!" Ford said, while his cheeks started to turn a deep red colour.
"Are you suuuure? Because to me it looks like you diiiid." she said, a cheeky grin on her face and dragging some of the vowels.
"You are mistaken, dear child. Now, if you'll excuse me, I've got work to do." he excused himself and stood up, holding the notebook close to him.
Without letting her get another word in, he moved past her and made his way into his study.
There, he propped open the notebook to the page he'd just added a new note onto.
- likes to hum when no one is around - seems to prefer more loose fitting clothes. possibly because the don't restrict movement as much - will subconsciously play and fidget with any jewellery they're wearing - sorts and eats their food in a particular order - would rather not eat at all than something not appealing - skin irritating clothing causes great discomfort. remove tags!! - wants to talk but holds back. encouraging them has positive effect - avoids eye contact but will look at faces when the person isn't looking at them - do not touch without warning and do not force contact! expressed great discomfort to me after being forced to physical contact by someone else - repeating phrases and noises (quite endearing) - easily startled by sudden and loud noises, as well as irritated by high pitched ones, almost too quite to hear - shows behaviours similar to felines. has stated that they would be delighted to posses the ability to purr (he would be delighted too)
Ford smiled as he looked up and leaned back. He really hoped Mabel hadn't seen too much, otherwise she might figure out how interested in you he really was. And we wasn't sure if he was ready for that.
For now he would be very much content continuing to dreamily gaze over at you and notice all the little things, so he could understand you better.
Maybe one day he could work up the courage to ask you out.
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#i'm sorry if this is too ooc - i haven't read journal 3 or tbob#his notes are in no particular order#he didn't necessarily notice or wrote them down in this order#is it unconsciously or subconsciously? english isn't my first language so please pardon any mistakes#did anyone ever knew about the word 'interlocutor'? because this is the first time i'm seeing it#asks#anon ask#requests#stanford pines#ford pines#stanford pines x reader#stanford x reader#ford pines x reader#gravity falls#gf#my writing#stimming#stims#adhd#autism#audhd#actually autistic#maybe i went a bit overboard... anyywaayyy#not proofread#it's late#i need to go to sleep but i wanted to post smth today#requested
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Obi-Wan knows he’s being rather old-fashioned about this.
Cody Fett is his own man, and he certainly doesn’t need his father’s permission to get married. But Obi-Wan figures it’s still the courteous thing, to at least make his intentions known before he proposes.
After Obi-Wan tells Jango as much, the man stares at him silently for an unnerving amount of time, before he sighs.
“You don’t need my blessing, if that’s what you’re asking… it’s the rest of them you need to worry about.”
Obi-Wan blinks. “The rest of them?”
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“So,” Fox starts, sitting down on the chair across from him. “You think you’re good enough to marry my brother?”
“Fox, please,” Obi-Wan says, pained. “You know me. I’ve been dating Cody for years. Is this all really necessary?”
Fox just raises a brow. “I hope you cleared your schedule. You’re going to be here awhile.”
Obi-Wan looks to the door, behind which he knows the rest of Cody’s brothers are waiting. All nineteen of them.
He turns back to Fox, who takes that as his cue to fully launch into what’s likely meant to be a speech, but feels more like an interrogation.
Obi-Wan bites back a groan. For Cody, even this particular brand of torture is worth it.
#codywan#star wars#the clone wars#tcw#modern au#meebles writes#pls don't take this seriously#my brother just proposed to his gf so it inspired this goofy little ficlet#that i wrote last night instead of working on my actual fics oopsie
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Had a lot of fun using the template by anikiri._.6 on insta and my most recent comm from @sunflowerpin to show off my baby more 💕
#our life#our life now and forever#olnf#ol2#ol mc#olnf mc#mc nova#i love her dearly my precious baby <3#also loooook at her art!! she's so beautiful and perfect and charming and sweet and-#her step 3 is just gorgeous too but I'm gonna wait until the full game comes out to make one of these for that age#sunny killed it as always 💕🫶🏾#the encyclopedia they're holding in step 1 is a ref to another comm from them!!#and of course she's a fucking nerd so they're holding journal 3 from gf and my fav hoo book in step 2 <3#one thing about me is I'll sneak in refs to my fav books games and shows whenever I can hehe 😌#yes their bday is during the step so she's actually 9/13/17 during the prologue and has their bday after 2 or 3 moments#imagine they skipped a grade or something idk. really I just wanted to give her my bday#and yeah i wrote chubby as their body type in step 2 bc I couldn't remember the word used in game and was too lazy to check 👍🏾#nobody say anything i swear... chubby is not a bad word!! it's just a descriptor and the word i thought fit best!
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I contemplated writing a oneshot for this, who knows maybe I will in the future
#my art#fanart#art#this kinda sucks#also incase you didn’t know I actually wrote a thing on ao3#no one saw the post I made for that so i’m advertising for it here#au#gravity falls#gravity falls au#promoting myself feels really weird#i don’t like it#drifting stars au#portal au#mabel pines#gravity falls mabel#gf mabel#portal mabel#ford pines#stanford pines#gf ford#gravity falls ford#portal ford#ford and mabel bonding
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actually stunned by how gay The Beatles has been all this time and I just never knew
#like its always just been there in my life but i just never paid attention#my university roomie was obsessed w them and had several beatles posters that i looked at every day#so stuff like the pictures of them from the let it be album are like engrained into my brain#and yet i never knew the lore??#nor did i know until recently that they were actually all high school buds nor did i know they wrote their own music#nor that they genuinely basically invented modern bands n using the studio the way they did etc. so all that was very impressive and cool#but THEN on top of that omg the angsty gayness of john and paul#like all i knew previously basically was that john was a thing w yoko ono and paul had a young wife recently#i had at one point heard of people shipping j&p together and was just kinda like wow i guess people will ship anything#I DIDNT KNOW#that they were actually like that cute and that insane together and that their song writing together was like an actual marriage#anywayz the old pictures and videos of them are just like jesus look how they look at each other i dont think it was just being bros#i am sort of in the camp of they prob didn't act on it for real but there was def some insane tension/chemistry going on#and then ofc once youre aware of this their songs take on so many possible meanings outside of just singing about their gfs and wives....#anyways i just have to vent about this somewhere bc im actually shocked at how this has just passed me by all these years#and it definitely was not on my bingo card for 2024 to fixate on the beatles but here we are lol#more proof to me that my ultimate fave trope or wtv is 'besties to enemies when really they actually probably wanted to be lovers'#gets me every time!!!!#whats been fun about this rabbit hole is how just every single one of my expectations has been reversed as well#i went in assuming i would like them best in this order:#(1) george (2) ringo (3) paul and (4) john#i was sure i would hate john i thought he sounded so pretentious and like such a douche#but no actually he is my fave one and it's literally in reverse order for me i find george my least fave#(i like his music and feel bad for how he got ignored in the band but i like him the least)#and then i literally am john paul ringo george in order of faves now#i just love when i get surprised like that idk it keeps me on my toes and keeps things exciting and fresh#and yes john is indeed pretentious and a douche but i didn't know he was also funny and vulnerable and that i like his voice and songs#the most in the bunch almost every time as well#the beatles#p
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The things I do for the people i love.
#4evetalks#4everambles#so#my gf bday is soon! like next next week#And you know what I'm making?#Reasons why I love you because you're turning ** years old!#A big ass paper for each reason#and I'll put them in a letter thing#and uhm yeah#i made a journal page and small encouraging notes in the gift as well#and I actually wrote a letter#and uhm#let's hope she likes it 🙏#I'm making a similar gift for my dad!#like#reasons i admire you#reasons why i love you#reasons why i want to be like you#reasons why i appreciate you#so uhm yeah#PRAY FOR THEM TO LIKE IT
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Persona romance routes are all pretty bad but damn they really hit rock bottom with p3p femc route like the misogyny is very blatant and it’s almost hilarious like look at the Shinjiro romance. When you do his social link he’s like very clearly respectful of Kotone as a leader and explicitly says stuff like "oh yeah you’re clearly the best fighter we have, I don’t really know much about fighting like you do, I hope I’m not dragging you down, you’re doing a good job as leader just remember to take care of yourself, everyone looks up to you I know you can rely on them" etc. like he has faith in her leading abilities. But then when you romance him he’s like got dialogue like "bwah bluh i gotta look after you because you’re a GIRL and you need to stick by me, a big strong MAN so you don’t get hurt" and "don’t wear that revealing outfit in front of other guys 👺" and it’s like. Does he respect her or not and also like it doesn’t make sense for him to look down on her for being a girl cuz he literally has never not been led by a girl leader during his time in sees and Mitsuru in particular really has her shit together when it comes to being responsible and a good fighter and she’s always known the most about Tartarus
It’s also like. Idk maybe its just me I’m not a girl so FUCK IF I KNOW but to me the appeal of romancing Shinji is the fact that he’s sweet and sensitive and gentle and has respect for you despite the fact that he acts all scary. That’s like, what made me like this character in the first place. But the writers seem to think what women want is for a BIG STRONG MAN to protect them because they are just DELICATE WOMEN who are inferior in every way it’s like. Shut upppp thanks
#persona#persona 3#shinjiro aragaki#this is soooooooo obviously not the only romance route that sucks in this game yall know which one im referring to 🤨#and i actually tend to think of the shinji romance as the best one in the series cuz at least his confession scene is the only unique one#that really highlights who he is as a character and goes with the story#but ughh just idk its so annoying how the writers cant decide if hes sexist or not its really weird and its like#really shows how poorly the writers think of women playing their game its like all the romance options are trash and then your boyfriend is#sexist to you and its so clearly done in a way thats supposed to be romantic which is. ew#like idk if my partner was like talking about how i need to stay close to them because im a weak girl and they are strong man#especially when im literally the leader of the team and have been doing perfectly fine thus far and am clearly the strongest here#id simply run him over with a bulldozer#and its like this will all the guys in this game its like girl shut up and eat glass#meanwhile when youre a male protagonist your gf will kiss your ass to the point its infuriating#and their character arcs can never be too grand cuz then they might not wanna fuck you if they realize they have worth#uh sorry my brain is all over the place basically i hate persona romances lol and i hate how they wrote shinji in his#like dammit i dont want him cuz hes gonna protect me like a man i want him cuz he isnt great at fighting and prefers cooking and puppy dogs#and has respect for me and trusts my judgement and asks me to talk about my life and interests and smiles sweetly#but god forbid a woman in this series be respected i guess
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so i was thinking about shigegou again [794 dead, 93829 injured]
#taylor.txt#remember like a month ago when i said id update entanglement tomorrow#in my defence i thought the chapter was finished by i actually just never wrote the ending. and for a reason. im still stumped#anyway ive been really into gf and its been good for me to take a break from pokemon but once i get into the swing of the school year i’ll#get back to it im just you know. drowning in new job anxiety and everything#also idk if i ever mentioned my ongoing cockroach infestation but thats been a thing for most of the year and yeah#this weekend im taking myself snd my cat to a friends place so that they can treat my whole unit again#im so desensitized at this point but i think theyve been really sapping my energy just like. in general will to live and exist kinds of ways#im like the spongebob meme of the guy looking at the toilet like oh thats blank. every day. with cockroaches#this has nothing to do with shigegou but if anyone has the right to clog the tag with life musings its me i think#haha just kidding. theyre so allergic to feelings in all my fics it took them like 100k words to kiss
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how will we ever get the spark to wonder, question, and think deeply about art when someone says a prompt or two into a generator, and out comes a painting that doesnt mean anything, because nobody took the time to tell a story within it? how can anybody do that if the art has no meaning like with ai art? when it isnt meticulously crafted by the complex mind of a creative human?
you cant tell an ai to convey the hurt and betrayal of a mortal against their own hubris as they fall off of the high horse they pitched themselves upon the way that a human would, because ai isnt human. it will never be human. and to compare ai art to human art and call them equals is dehumanization, and it strips art of every power it has ever had across the whole of human history.
#tdahbposting#why should be care about ai art when nobody cared to actually make the art in the first place#i got in a heated argument with my dad about ai art and it really hurt me as an artist#so here is basically what my thoughts where. i wrote a lot to my gf but these points summarized it#if you couldnt tell i hate ai art#also the piece i was referencing was the fall of icarus#ai art#fuck ai art#anti ai art#ai art debate#ai art is not art#i had a lot more rambling about if ai art tried to make a bunch of historical pieces of art and writing based off of what i argued about#earlier with my dad- mainly the bible and many pieces of art that are from that side of the religion sphere#because we have a 3d textural piece of the last supper passed down in our family from germany and he was. rambling earlier#but ai art could never recreate the human experience of wonder and love and dedication in and through art#you cannot begin to compare the inhuman art of ai to human artwork and beginning to do so is unbelievably awful to do#every stroke of story put into human art is something that only humans can continue to recreate- not ai or any other robot#the only way that the robot that scoops its own oil back in endlessly has that effect is because a human made it#the only way that robotic art effects us is because a human made it. a human made that robot do that. a human programed that robot#the robot didnt program and make itself the way that humans do#and when a human makes ai and that ai makes art#its only an imitation of humans#that ai cannot think cognitively or critically enough- or at all- to create its own Actual artwork#saying that it can and that it is equal in value to real human artwork is the most out of touch take#and if you have that take? you should be ashamed
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Help, I think I'm getting sick :,))
#journal entry ᝰ.ᐟ#can't keep my eyes open :') my nose is runny and my throat is itchy :')#welp at least I have managed to write a little today#I'm 600 words in and I think it's good so far!!!#It'll be a short and sweet fic. maybe about 2k words? idk either way it's such a balst so far#I've had some trouble with my Hanma wip djsbjdhsjdhdhdhdh yk the crazy gf thoughts I had. I even wrote 1.6k words only to delete them all 💀#but that's unfortunately just the way the writing process is. it comes with 100 ideas and one of them being actually good#anywho I will make the banner for it and figure out a titel bc I'm a freak for aesthetics I fear#stay away! 🧿
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I think the thing bout me and my own OCs is that I'm like, a stranger to em with my own preconceived perception on how they are but the longer I spend time with em, they turn out completely different so even if I'm the creator, I can't even tell if my ideas are final until I look at it again and the OC in question just goes: I would not say that.
#aria rants#lemme just tell yall bout how in the beginnin alec is straight. and after awhile i was lookin at him some more and was like:#this man... is actually so gay. i didnt know that. happy for you and im so sorry (created an oc just to be his gf)#and that same oc turned out a lesbian (who i so far think has a crush on his sister instead and like: im happy for you as well)#ray also. like i wrote him as a happy go-lucky character and i myself been fooled that hes just rainbow and sunshines#me. i been fooled by my own oc. that i wrote as someone whos a good actor to fool nearly everyone. which included me apparently#and i have a transfem oc. same process. i was like lookin at him and then i was like: should i change your gender?#and i was thinkin of just changing it from birth but it just doesnt seem right at all and then i had a thought: wait youre... trans#now i have a happy trans woman oc and im out here wondering which one of my ocs are next on the:#''i would not say that'' or ''i would not do that'' line cuz i dont know em much rn so they better speak up
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 204
Adjective: Halting
Noun: Bow
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Halting: slow and hesitant, especially through lack of confidence, or faltering
Bow: a knot tied with two loops and two loose ends, used especially for tying shoelaces and decorative ribbons; a decorative ribbon tied in a bow; a weapon for shooting arrows, typically made of a curved piece of wood whose ends are joined by a taut string; a bowman; a long, partially curved rod with horsehair stretched along its length, used for playing the violin and other stringed instruments; a single passage of a bow over the strings of a violin or other stringed instrument; a curved stroke forming part of a letter (e.g. b, p); a metal ring forming the handle of a key or pair of scissors; (North American) a side piece or lens frame of a pair of glasses; an act of bending the head or upper body as a sign of respect or greeting; the front end of a ship
#i love this prompt#it seems pretty simple and not like something that would necessarily be up my alley based on appearance#but this reminds me of a short story i wrote in high school titled 'with all righteousness'#and i would LOVE to write about based on it or about something similar#so im super excited!#im actually so caught up in excitement that i forgot to do my little diary entry thing at the beginning#but my gf and i made earl grey lavender lemon cookies and potato mochi (respectively) and they all turned out amazing#we havent been able to cook much lately so it was nice to be able to spend an evening cooking together#and the food being delicious is a major plus#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least#*to write a poem based on (geez i really did get too excited huh)
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having big thoughts about Sideshow's first two arcs that will mean having to majorly rewrite both of them despite being almost finished w/ the games first draft script......but also these big thoughts are making me recognize fucking HUGE plotholes that i had conveniently ignored the first time around, so again, it feels like needed changes
#os: sideshow#every time im like 'im gonna record some of what ive coded into the game so far to show ppl'#i come to some huge revelation that fixes plotholes that flew right over my head before#🤟😔 siiiiigh#i mean its absolutely worth having to scrap arcs 1 & 2 if it means a more concise story#that ACTUALLY addresses the points i want it to address in a realistic way ya know?#like this game is so heavily about mental health of various flavors#if as a person who has 3 of the 4 main mental illnesses discussed....i dont feel like the way i wrote it is realistic#then maybe its time to revisit those parts and figure out which bits made it feel less personal once they were scripted#also life is not going to allow my gf to be able to heavily work on the game's art any time soon#so there's no point in me holding onto this lackluster script like 'but i want the demo to be playable this yeaaaar 🥺'#rewriting major parts of it not only fixes consistency but also means not accidentally rushing my gf#to draw a bunch when she already has a fulltime job#which like. i wasnt bugging her anyways but this means even less of a chance that i do that without realizing
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got 2 new books today (esc&ctrl by steve hollyman and boy parts by eliza clark) and im ngl the first one especially was a cover buy like the summary sounded good but i coulda picked up any other book and bought that instead if it wasnt for the cover, but omg i just started reading it and the summary which sounded intriguing is DWARFED by the PREMISE of this book which has me shaking & crying & clawing at the walls of my fucking enclosure
#so the summary is basically smth along the lines of 'some guy wakes up in a different country without knowing how he got there#his gf has been murdered in their home country & now a sextape they made once is going viral bc someone else entirely posted it'#which like !! sounds interesting !! & the book is incredible to hold too like the weight of it & the binding quality is like#its a super floppy book basically its very nice so thats why i bought it#but i just read the foreword and OH MY GODDDDDDD MY GOD MY GOD. idk if its true & also thts not the fucking point but#the foreword is the author talking abt the manuscript for a novella he wrote on a typewriter & didnt have any other edition of#getting stolen & then all these years later getting an email from some guy who found the manuscript & sending him the scan#-ned in pages of the manuscript to make sure its the actual manuscript & theres been chapters added#by someone who seems to know the author (bc of injokes and what not) and OHHHH THAT IS SO#SO GOOD TO ME IDFK. IM BUZZING. IDK IF I SHOULD READ THIS NOW OR SAVE IT TO READ TOMORROW#BC I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A SINGLE SITTING TYPE OF READ#ough ough ough so exciting. also the impact hashtag impact house of leaves has had on the courier font industry.#im joking of course but like its partially explained in footnotes which are of course partially written in courier#to be fair part of the book in general is also written in courier but like idk its funny
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started outlining that one angsty fic ive had floating in my head for like a year now.
#radfem moots do not read these tags please god i beg you#ok so basically its a billdip fic bc obvvvvv#so either mabel just has a crush on pacifica or theyre actually dating i cant decide yet. regardless; paz actually sneaks off to find dippe#at the party and brings him back to her room to show him some ghosty shit and he's like oh damn the ghost came back that's weird#only to get the moves made on him.#he either drunkenly kisses back or drunkenly tries to refuse; either way mabel comes in and catches them in the act. in a moment of panic#pacifica blurts out 'he made me do it!' and plays the victim.#mabel in her devastation cant believe her brother would betray her like this knowing shes into pacific and sides with paz; everyone sides#with paz. stan; ford; soos; wendy; their parents--- everyone#dipper is full on shunned from the town and family for being a supposed rapist and is brought to trial for his accused crimes#it makes it even more confusing when an extremely well known and a-list lawyer shows up unannounced saying he's taking dippers case#on pro bono.#my gf girlie moots plz lmk how you feel about this plot idea#i know the rape accusation part is pretty on the nose and happens so rarely#which i will be highlighting the entire fic; how rare false accusations are and how the accusers have literally nothing to gain from it#but ive had this idea in my head for soooo fucking long and the way alex wrote pacifica is misogynistic enoug hthat she would actually#do this in character.
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