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egophiliac · 3 months ago

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do skully have pokemon?

Pumpkaboo is the obvious one, but y'know, sometimes the obvious one is the right one! (we'll say SUPER SIZE Pumpkaboo, just for fun. big pumpkin for big skeleton boy.) and another person actually also suggested Greavard, which I somehow hadn't considered, but feels so perfect that I feel like I should have. dangit.

(they can also have little Nightmare Suit costumes :D)

#art #twisted wonderland #pokemon #poketwst #twisted wonderland spoilers #lost in the book with nightmare before christmas #hajimari no halloween #(sorry for leaving anon off for a while! i've gotten a rash of spam and i'm gonna wait it out a couple days before turning it back on)#also apologies for the rest of this not really being pokemon related #i don't have anything right now for part 4 of the event so i'm gonna use this space to go off about it #because. oh man.#a sad lack of the scullsman but a FEAST of everyone else #gotta love malleus and leona uniting in the common goal of hunting trey down for trying to game their whiny pettiness #(trey doesn't know what to do with someone he can't easily distract with cake)#also further confirmation that malleus WILL kill a small child and leona WILL point and laugh the whole time #also sebek's plans revolving around what he knows he's good at: screaming extremely loudly and hoisting nerds #and let us not forget what i consider to be the crowning jewel #which is jamil figuring out IMMEDIATELY where scully has taken his prisoners #only for everyone else to just. literally refuse to do anything about it.#jamil just standing there and going 'WE KNOW WHERE THEY ARE! WE CAN JUST! GO GET THEM!!!! WHYYY AREN'T WE GOING'#visibly losing his entire mind and it's beautiful #top 10 twst event moments honestly #also some delightful character consistency from jade being all #'actually my dicking around is a sign of my immense trust in your abilities to get things done :)'#'but also consider: there are currently two housewardens chasing a child'#'alternately angrily screaming poetry and begging them not to sue'#'and if you will pardon my city of flowers...there is no fucking way i'm missing that'#lock shock and barrel did not sign up for this. how did these idiots turn out to be somehow weirder than the three of them.#twisted wonderland must be a frightening place indeed

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linkemaus · 2 months ago

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Not to be that person, but if Kamala Harris were a white man with the exact same ideals, positions, and beliefs, it wouldn’t have even been a competition. Realising that the worst thing you can apparently be is a woman, is truly devastating.

#us elections #us politics #kamala harris #politics #if you want to read my little think piece just go on my page #and to the men who said this is a reductive take #you’re either too dumb or too ignorant to realise that it is a privilege that you can’t imagine people would refuse to vote a woman #simply because she is a woman #misogyny isn’t just a silly thing tumblr users complain about for the sake of complaining #it’s real and happening and dismissing its prevelance is just as misogynistic as the people refusing to vote a woman into the white house #and i‘m also not saying it was the only reason she lost but i dont think it’s wrong to note that misogyny as well as racism played a part #also fuck you if you can’t acknowledge that your fuckass country is full of white supremacists and violent misogyny #you can stay performative all you want but she did not lose because of policy america has always voted based on vibe #fucking trump got elected the first time because they wanted an authentic outsider #because in case you didn’t know he had zero political experience #plus #contrary to popular belief i actually do have a more nuanced opinion on harris than this #but i still stand by my very basic observation that america is a racist and misogynistic country #and anyone refusing to believe this is delusional xo

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lotus-pear · 26 days ago

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rewatched madoka magica again today bc i fucking hate myself and to absolutely no one’s surprise i went through all five stages of grief in a single evening

#let’s talk about sayaka miki for a second #genuinely the fact that her whole character is centered around tragedy almost to a shakespearean extent #she’s selfless and brave and values her justice and righteousness above all. calls herself an ally of justice #in fact i think it’s rather intriguing how her whole character is centered around “justice”#her story being a more twisted retelling of the original little mermaid #how she is initially portrayed as a very heroic and confident character even before becoming a magical girl. always shielding madoka #selling her soul to heal the boy she loved out of a selfless desire to see him well again #her being absolutely distraught abt being robbed of her humanity and betrayed by kyubey #she combats this harrowing realization by immersing herself in her duties not caring that she is slowly deteriorating in the process #becoming numb with pain and fighting recklessly and psychotically trying to drown out the pain #finally coming to the sickening conclusion that humanity doesn’t deserve her saving and she succumbs to a fate of her making #last words being “i was so stupid” which trumps her previous statement of “there’s no way i’d regret this”#ALSO? the fact that her costume and weapon are symbolic of a knight. she rly portrays this hero of justice who will protect and defend ☹️#i think abt the fact that homura said that sayaka’s wish was so selfless it was only a matter of time before she died #sayaka being the example of what happens to magical girls who go through the entire cycle and eventually become witches is so sad to me #genuinely just like. sick and twisted #very very fucked up.#characters who have their own misconstrued interpretation of “justice” or who are centered around justice in general.#you will always be dear to me.#sayaka reminds me a lot of akechi in some ways ngl #harboring an almost idealized vision of justice but it slowly rots and festers and corrupts their hearts the more immersed w it they become #actually losing their sanity when they fight bc of how much pain they’re in but refuse to acknowledge it until they break #refusing any help and wallowing in misery despite having ppl who love them and want to save them #last words are those expressing regret for being such a fool. for being ignoring #being used by yhe main villain as a stepping stone towards their true goal. they were merely a pawn #also doomed in every version of their reality. always doomed by the narrative no matter what choices they make #i have a type i fear #HAHAHAH ALSO the fact that they’re both dressed so regally compared to everyone else in their respective series #meant to portray them in a virtuous and princely light. only made more apparent by the sword being their weapon of choice #i’m gonna shut up now but they’re soo eerily similar its unnerving tbh 💀

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venomgaia · 10 months ago

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Yield That Thang

#driftoodles #limbus company #Meursault #Dante #ANOTHER ONE #i love all of meursaults ids but Blade Lineage has been the most fun so far #bc he refuses to actually do his job right and still loops around to being awesome #ik theres the joke of 'the manager told him [joke] so he did'#but in my situation im imagining dante weeping bc instead od losing a clash meursault has deemed it more efficient to just SQUARE UP #and start rockin people's worlds harder. i mean it gets the job done ig #i keep saying im done but i think ill be done for now.#i have. more important stuff to work on shortly.

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dreadfuldevotee · 1 month ago

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I feeeeel like I should say it in plain english but no matter what I say, I Dont Hate Sam Re*d. But, I despise how much this fanbase feels the need to step on every other actor/character to prop him up, and cry about bullying him when bringing up that he's barely in this season compared to the Four Other Principle Cast Members. I can love and appreciate his performance, and be excited for the next season, while also believing that he didn't deserve this nom over the rest of the cast. And that this nomination (and possible win) comes because the critics/academy/AMC themselves/general powers that Be, devalue the craft of people of color, whom the story would not have a foot to stand upon without.

#I could sing a slightly different tune in s1 since hes uh. Actually In It. but nah even Eric has more screen time without him #you could cut all the ghostat scenes and not lose anything vital to the story and lets remember that ghost lestat only exists #because amc are abt a bunch of cowards who did not believe in the cast to hold it down #I refuse to let white feelings distract from giving people of color their due. there will be no apology #char.txt #interview with the vampire

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wesavegotham · 8 months ago

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These fanon Tim Drake takes/fanfictions that paint him as the ultimate victim during the Morrrison era were always annoying, but if you're looking for a character to write fix it fanfictions about because they got abandoned by their family when they went through a lot of losses and lost themselves in the process, ran away from everything and only had the batfamily try to bring them back home ages after they had already run away and only after first blaming the kid and then not prioritizing bringing that kid back, then Damian from 2018 to 2020 is right there?

Where are my 1000+ fanfictions about that?

#damian wayne #seriously #nobody in the batfamily gave a fuck when Damian stopped living with Bruce to be with his Teen Titans team #Damian losing Dick then Jon and then Alfred got retconned in as his reasons to turn dark only at the end of the book #when DC finally realized that maybe turning Damian into their next big bad/baby Hitler is freaking stupid #after city of bane they tried to blame Alfred's death on Damian even though he had just been following orders #Alfred had also been absolutely not been helpful during their last conversation cob and compared him to Ra's #All these things people project onto Tim for some reason actually happened to Damian and I don't see tons of fanfictions about that #on top of that the only character that ever apologized for letting him down was Bruce but in ways that pretty much still blamed Damian #I'm sorry you felt the need to save Alfred alone #you asshole ordered him to become a hostage and told him Alfred had gotten away. Damian didn't try to save Alfred alone.#I never blamed you for Alfred's death. Yes you did you refused to comfort him when he ran away crying from the wake #and a hallucination of Alfred confirmed you held him failing to stop Bane from killing Alfred against him #like what the hell #all the mistreatment people think Tim went through happened to Damian yet nobody cares

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likeshipsonthesea · 13 days ago

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love love LOVE what matthew is doing with this portion of the campaign and how it mirrors how organizations like the ruby vanguard recruit people who were actually deeply wronged and gives them an outlet, and how a lot of the time their motivations are understandable, and wanting to get rid of the gods is not, in itself, the worst thing ever to many of these characters

but then you have orym there who is a widower with no living father because of the ruby vanguard, and no matter how the world/matt/the ruby vanguard justifies their actions, there will never, ever be a good enough reason to convince orym his family had to die for this cause

#eb watches campaign 3 #i don't remember what my tag for this is #eb watches critical role #i'm on episode 63 and the whole thing w bor'dor is *chefs kiss*#orym of the air ashari #the ruby vanguard #critical role #idk man i can't articulate it but it's something about how #innocent people end up dying for grand ideas #and even IF a world without gods would be better #which is debatable #and IF predathos would stop at the gods #which is also highly debatable #it's that if ludinus is allowed to continue on this path #more people will lose husbands fathers children etc. etc.#and orym refuses to let that happen #who benefits from war?#bc that's what it would be if predathos was released. war.#ppl want this grand rebellion #with no care for who would actually be hurt #idk obviously this all feels so fucking relevant to the world rn #it's just so GOOD

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mrmeepsmadmind · 28 days ago

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SOCIETY KEEPS KILLING ONE OF THEM BCS THEIR FRIENDSHIP WOULD BE INCAPABLE FOR GALAXIES TO HANDLE !!!!!

#theyre actually the same height but cliffjumper's pedes are made for climbing leaping causing pain to others #so he has spikes that sheath and unsheath from the soles and he keeps them out pretty much all the time which gives him height #fuzzy fat bumblebee and ANT #cliffjumper #i want cliffjumper sounds just like Miss SecondOpinionson but monotone & says everything like it's a fact #he keeps a permanent judgemental and suspicious expression and will tell you all of his surface level judgement of u #which js A Lot as he is Very observant and skeptical of Everything #mirage loves him bcs he doesnt play nice. he tells u how he sees it when he sees it #meanwhile bee is mewing from the amount of hatred secretly boiling inside him & is constantly changing himself for others #when they have time to reunite as old best friends .. the girlies have fun which means cliff is smiling for once & bee is not #everybody feels bad for bee when they see this bcs they think cliff is boring him or something & ruining his good mood #but actually bee is having the time of his life venting finally abt all his 'mean thoughts' which are just His thoughts but he cant say that #and cliff loves violence & is uncomfortable with social etiquette upkeep so of course hes indulging #i need the world to stop pitting my girlbosses against each other like just get creative with their designs lol #characters can have depth without merging personalities together into 1 and killing off the other half to cover up ur stealing lol #bee def has anger issues too but it's an after effect from his overthinking backfiring #while cliff has anger issues that flares b4 actions due to not wanting to think in favor of pure Doing #i think they are lovely foils which should be explored and can be done rlly interestingly if they were friends #who keep getting pit against each other by life but refuse to lose that friendship .. it's just a little cracked now.. & keeps cracking #bumblebee #transformers #maccadam

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ganondoodle · 2 months ago

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watched a video of someone reacting to skittys totk video and it really reinvigorated my hatred for that game- HOWEVER i am gritting my teeth and am not writing about it bc i feel like whatever rant i will write is gonne be wasted time since the stupid book exists and can change it all (from what i HAVE seen for the worse lmao) so i feel like until i get my hands on it (be it physical or digital though i do not want to spend money on anything with that name attached ever again) i shouldnt write anything ...

#ganondoodles talks #zelda #i am being very petty and refusing to even google when its releasing/released (i think i saw it in a store?)#i dont know if the right choice would be to write whatever i think out anyway and then revise it once i know more #or to wait and have it all in one spot #i might be shooting myself in the foot keeping all that energy locked up and risk losing that when it actually matters #if it IS out ................#there wouldnt be anyone reading this that would know where to get a totally not free version of the german translation would there #yes i am also not googling it #idk where to get anything like that and with modern google its so much harder #ALSO im being petty and dont want to poison my search results- youtube is already STILL recommending me shitty totk videos #EVEN THOUGH I HAVENT SEARCHED FOR IT IN HALF A YEAR AT LEAST

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camgoloud · 7 months ago

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he still has his tonsils. by the way if you even care

#sorry this is fucking UNINTELLIGIBLE but unfortunately i’m still on my bullshit about dr. daddyissues. yeah it’s gonna be all month #i am rotating episode 2.8 ‘the mistake’ in my head at breakneck speed. i am gnawing on it i want to swallow it #oh he’s such a lying liar who lies. charming little bastard. would rather die/lose his license than express one wholly unaffected emotion #‘he thinks not giving a crap makes him like house. like it’s something to aspire to’ quick question HOW serious do the daddy issues have to #be before you start latching on to fucking GREGORY HOUSE as a paternal figure and role model. really #even cameron is not down this bad. even WILSON is not down this bad.#the daddy issues of it all are very understandable though because even setting aside whatever went down back in childhood that shit his #father did to him in seasons 1-2 is SO messed up. jesus #imagine traveling all the way across the world to the hospital your son works in for a consult which confirms what you already knew: you’re #going to die of cancer in like 2 months. making a whole point out of stopping by to visit your son. not telling him what’s going on.#letting him spend a whole episode’s worth of time gradually coming to terms with his complicated feelings towards you (complicated on #account of a whole childhood of objectively awful parenting). the kid finally is able to try reaching back out to you. after YOU initiated #the contact in the first place. how do you react? well obviously by telling him ‘oh sorry i actually have to get in a taxi right now’ and #fucking back off to the other side of the world without giving him a chance to actually talk to you at all and resolve any of the emotions #you just dredged up. oh by the way you still haven’t fucking told him you’re about to die and in fact actively mislead him into thinking #he’s going to have the chance to try meeting with you again next time he visits your home country.#especially fucked up given that the whole reason it DID take your son so long to come around THIS time is that he feels like every time #he’s tried reaching out to you in the past you’ve just disappointed him by refusing to put in the effort to meet him there.#And Now Here We Are Again.#rowan what the FUCK is wrong with you. i want to dig you up and kill you again #house md #robert chase #caseyposting

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makorragal-312 · 3 months ago

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The only way I can think about Eddie's storyline without having a panic attack is if I think of his whole storyline in parts instead of a whole collective arc.

As in:

Part 1 is the Shannon aspect.

Part 2 is the catholic guilt/religious trauma aspect.

Part 3 is the queer awakening itself.

#911 #911 abc #911 on abc #911 show #911 thoughts #911 season 8 #911 s8 #911 s8 speculation #911 spoilers #eddie diaz #911 eddie #shannon diaz #gay eddie diaz #demi eddie diaz #gay/demi Eddie diaz #gay #demisexual #maybe it's from the early morning epiphany that I had #but this is the only way I can function without losing my shit #just hear me out #I feel if we consider Eddie's arc to be one thing and it ends up being something completely different #we're gonna be disappointed and we're gonna feel baited #and I refuse to believe that old and the cast would drop all these hints and jokes knowing buddie wasn't endgame #especially since queer baiting is the LAST thing Oliver wanted to do #so I feel like I have to look at Eddie's arc realisticaly #as in his storyline is gonna be multiple things instead of one consecutive thing #he's gonna remember Shannon wanting the divorce and move on from her #then he's gonna confront his religion guilt and the trauma that came from it #which in turn is gonna lead to him learning that he's actually gay #and everything else buddie is gonna happen afterwards

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itspileofgoodthings · 4 months ago

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if a confident and articulate young man with a pleasant look about him asked me out I would say yes btw

#I say along with every woman ever #but listen I really do mean it when I say that I won’t lose sleep over the ones who won’t ask me out directly #like I just. you totally don’t have to like me or be interested #lots of men. most men! aren’t #but I refuse to be and actually just am not interested in the ones not interested enough in me #to make a simple intelligible and direct step towards getting to know me on a date #like I am not just saying it. I will gladly die alone #because I don’t know if this feeling is particular to all women or just to me #but how would I even know if I liked you if you didn’t like me enough to ask directly #no one asked me but akdkskdkekekke #here ya go #anyway to go back to the original point: every woman ever would do the same (I believe)

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doomdoomofdoom · 24 days ago

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Every now and again I wonder if maybe all trans people face roughly the same amount of bigotry and one just gets more attention, but then i have to read terf posts and.

wow.

obviously every group of trans identities faces their own struggles and unique oppression but there's this incredibly vitriolic kind of hatred reserved for transfems and its sickening.

#ramble #trans #i have a lot of thoughts about terfs i wrote them down somewhere at some point but really theyre just misogyny all the way down #transmascs are poor misled little meow meows who dont realize they just have internalized misogyny. transfems are the embodyment of all evi #nonbinaries are... not talked about. because they ruin the bioessentialism if you think about it critically #to be fair any amount of critical thinking ruins bioessentialism #if gender isnt a social construct why do different societies have different versions of gender. do you never sit down and think for a momen #and like so much of the ideology is wasted hating individuals rather than the actual systems that produce them.#the sex worker thing pisses me off so much. how can you claim to protect women while you shit on the most vulnerable.#“sex work bad because no woman actually wants to do it” like even if that were true (it isnt) the problem wouldnt be sex work #the problem would be capitalism and people having to do things they dont want to make a living.#dismantle capitalism not gender neutral bathrooms #being a man isnt genetic and neither is being evil. the former at least has a genetic predisposition.#whether some people are born evil is like a massive philosophical debate on top of the socio-biological #and like. dont you have anything better to do in your feminism?#like actual problems to fight rather than someone down the street? what progress are you hoping for here?#were losing access to reproductive rights but hoo boy good thing we get to share a scapegoat with our oppressors? really?#theyre not gonna give you equal pay just because you refuse to engage with biology past the 6th grade.#actually im pretty sure we already covered some rudimentary sex/gender stuff in 6th grade but my school mightve been an outlier #definitely compared to the us school system but whatever the point stands #crimes against the gender convention #long ramble in the tags apparently #transgender #queer

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harvestmoth · 1 year ago

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more rejuv things but its. its just this guy again, im sorry shes all i can draw

#everyday im like i wanna draw :] and then i just end up with this thing on the page #i refuse to draw hands holding. because i cannot and im too lazy to figure it out #oh yea a couple of these i havent posted before because theyre lame to me but ill put them here for now #anyways!!#i was gonna say something about a couple of these but i forgot #oh well #pokemon rejuvenation #does she. lose her ribbon in blacksteeple. i forgot #she still has it to me..#to me her c15 hair tie is a torn part of the ribbon #anyways again. yesterday i finally figured out what the rejuvrp is. very cool stuff im so incredibly intrigued by it #i have no idea whats going on! but it looks so cool ill try to read it more later.#oh right again about the rejuvrp thing. the character designs ive seen are so so so cool i want to draw them so bad #i think i have to ask about that first though and there is! no way i am going to do that!!! i do not want to bother them #and i think my heart would explode from the fear of it all before i even typed the message.#that and im very lazy! theres a very good chance i wouldnt even draw it in the first place #anyways unrelated but i think if i get another comment from someone on something i Will Actually Explode.#i see someone said something and it kills me on the daily. what is happening... thank you.. i appreciate it very much...#sorry to whoever read all of that. um. hi youre really cool and i hope you have a good day/night #i think being on twitter has done something to me i have to leave it immediately. anyways back to twitter #wait actually i should go back to playing rejuv. im still in the grove from when i first posted the gym leader melia au. im afraid to leave #also play pokemon rejuvenation no i will not stop saying that everytime i post one of these

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camellcat · 1 year ago

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thinking about angel!Liam just absolutely fucking decking demon!Theo

Liam is, at first, completely horrified, right? like, oh, dear heavens, he just punched someone! that's not very holy of him! ...but also, Theo is a demon... surely he's just... acting within his angelic duties... to thwart demon wiles... yeah...?

and Theo cannot decide whether to laugh his ass off because he just got an angel to punch someone or start panicking that maybe he's pushed Liam too far and he'll be discoperated or smth. which ofc he won't be bc Liam (as much as he loath to admit it) does not hate Theo, but they are not at the stage in which Theo is certain of that!!

but once Theo gets him back it (dreadfully, in Liam's opinion, and cruelly giddily in Theo's) becomes a Thing.

#oh yeah that's right Liam threw the first punch #Theo talked big game but never actually put his hands on the angel for fear of being smited(? smut? smitten.)#Liam? Liam tried very very hard to talk no game and then came out swinging (literally)#and Theo was absolutely overjoyed to take advantage of that #they both have caused their fair share of bloody noses #only one has to hide it and the other gets to revel in tempting an angel to such a petty violence #at first it starts off as Theo egging Liam into fights so he can sock the stupid angel #but when Liam starts getting attention from Upstairs after a few centuries of this back and forth they've got going on #Theo quickly tries to spin it into something positive for the both of them (thinking of 6x16. you are too. we all are)#forces him to realize he in fact does not want to lose his only... whatever Liam is to him #I think Liam would warm up to Theo first even if he will not say it #Liam fell first Theo fell harder blah blah blah such and such and the likes #being creative is exhausting sheeesh can someone make my au for me LOL #anyways this was another exercise in “I wanted to draw this but the drawing was refusing to happen so here it is in words instead”#thiam #theo raeken #liam dunbar #teen wolf #good omens #so sorry go people but I need to find this later and it IS a go crossover au so... I mean it counts... I think

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the-first-spinjitzu-master · 10 months ago

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Okay it’s 3am and I have to be at my first day of work at my new job in seven hours.. but I just had a THOUGHT.

So hear me out- Jay can control electricity. Obviously.

But has anyone else considered the idea of him being able to basically mind control other people?? Or hack their bodies?? Since humans literally run on electrical impulses??

Now I know Nya can’t draw the water out of his lungs, but that doesn’t mean that using your element inside someone else’s body is impossible. Maybe that’s just confined to other elemental masters. And of course I haven’t seen DR yet (two episodes away from finishing Crystallized!! I’ll have caught up with DR by this time next week for certain), but I’ve heard a lot of discussion about Jay coming back as a villain in S2… can you imagine how absolutely batshit of a villain Jay concept would be if he came back and just mind controlled people?? And it would totally tie into his cult leader antics as well (I’m still so sad that the League of Jays was pretty much abandoned after the first couple episodes… it was such a funny concept and could’ve actually been used for some fantastic plot/character development … but… alas :( )

Anyway. Basically all that to say I just got smacked in the face with a new Villain Jay idea and I’m soooo going to start using him for fic stuff. Maybe I’ll even tie it in to the AU concept I’ve been working on for a while.. maybe..

#Ninjago #lego ninjago #Jay Ninjago #jay walker #villain Jay walker #I haven’t talked about my AU concept yet but I’m really in love with it HAH #we get lots of angst.. and it primarily focuses on Zane and Pixal since they’re the only two left for like a thousand years #basically all the rest of the cast merge with their elements for plot reasons #but Zane either can’t cause he’s a robot #or refuses because the people of Ninjago still need a protector #so he and Pixal stay #and the other former ninjas become old deities/gods #no one believes they actually ever existed #but they worship them as divine beings #they’ve passed into myth and legend and Zane and Pix are pretty haunted by losing them and being the only ones to remember their lives #eventually they will come back but they wil probably be wrong and my Nindroids won’t know how to feel or handle it #I can’t wait to write that actually #but Jay getting reanimated as a villain would be sooooo rad

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