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septemberpdf · 11 months ago

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AUGHTHGHFF

#txt #no okay im fine its fine IM FINE #(screaming bloody murder and ripping my hair out)#ITS FUCKING FINE IT DOESNT MATTER #🎹#yeah i dont… think he likes me #actually i dont know. but if he did i think hed #do something. and hes just SO hot and cold ALL THE TIME #and it drives me CRAZY. what do i DO. (nothing) AUGHHFHDHHSHEHEHEHEH #he makes me want to bash my head in. and hes not very nice all the time. and he has a dumb sense of humor and hes always on his phone and #yet I LIKE HIM #i dont know idk i dont know. its driving me batshit crazy. i think hes awful. but god i dont want to give up on it because things could be #GOOD. they could be so good. and theyre not but they COULD BE #idk i feel like im losing it. maybe i fully have

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atoriv-art · 1 month ago

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older designs for my specialest guy

#you actually could pay me to watch boruto the payment is reviving any of madara-obito-itachi in a cheap fan service moment. itd work on me 👍#neji hyuga #hyuga neji #art #fanart #naruto #2024 #i think konoha would love to project the will of fire shit onto neji after what he did. ya know. trying to give your life 'for the village'#in that way hed probs have a lot of respect from others but respect has never been enough when your life still isnt yours 😛#the pessimism would likely take a bit to return to him but it Would return hes just like. less interpersonally volatile #the realization you had two whole very public meltdowns and no one that matters cared will do that to you #anywayfor the happy ending one. i think while neji is always going to be a little bit bitchy hes bound to soften up a lot when he's not #under constant stress and has to micromanage his every thought #i like to think that if he were allowed to hed grow into a very outwardly warm person. sunflower :)#and my general opinions of neji and boruto are:#1. yes it is a blessing to not be made to be straight married #2. however consider: what if i wanted to see neji be a dad. i dont care for romantic njten but i do not hate it. it would be acceptable #when i think abt this guy in boruto hes chronically single but still.talking about what CANON could be. it would be acceptable #3. yes hiashi shouldve gotten his ass killed in the war but i would be lying if i said the awful family reunions #are not fun as a concept #are they fun on purpose? no #but the rule is: A situation can suck if it sucks on purpose #and 4. i know about the time travel episode i have mixed feelings on it.#anyway no hate if you like boruto i like being hyperbolic for fun but its just anime. the kids seem cute #but if any other hyuga-brained person ever wants to get unimaginably angry you should also watch the hiashi birthday episode of boruto #thats my special recommendation from me to you

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dykedvonte · 21 days ago

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Jimmy killing himself because he knows he is incapable of living an life without Curly and knows that in the miracle chance they were found and saved they would not let him have contact with Curly and he hates the idea he'd actually have to take responsibility.

Even if he lied, its only a matter of time before Curly is capable of showing or telling what a monster he really is, no matter what delusions tell Jimmy Curly would never do that to him.

He understands that he was the monster in everyone's worse moments but refused to accept that at the end. So he made sure that he died without the possibility of it being actualized as he's the only one that saw death as an escape rather than a release. Jimmy truly didn't believe Curly had anything to escape from even after everything and let him have what he perceived as glory as the sole survivor and thus Captain of the Tulpar.

#like he goes from knowing the the system in place ergo Curly will protect him from consequence even if unitentionally at first which #motivates him to take the measures he does but when that system also loses the ability to effectively stop him he drags the corpse around #like a memento of what he's achieved that slowly warps into a worship as he realizes how much it actually did and that even he struggles #without it cause i believe in light of the crash that the thought of losing Curly's unwavering support because he'd eventually protect Anya #over him when Curly's head was yanked from the clouds at either the baby's birth or just the way he was slowly putting things together as #the big picture became less appealing to look at like Curly was slowly realizing it and i think he knew at the crash scene but it was too #late if he stopped Jimmy or the crash their relationship would've forever been changed by the revalation and part of me wants like a dlc #spin off that deals with some psychological metaphorical horror dealing with that but also like I need jimmy dead.#then again none of this is new or even unique ive seen this explained but i also dont think its addressed that Jimmy's refusal to take #responsibility with Anya avoiding it A N D his envious codependency of Curly made him crash the Tulpar as there was not a way he could fix #the what he did to Anya in his mind without getting rid of her and or the pregnancy in a way that Curly wouldn't leave him and thats so #important like he only viewed Anya through his relationship with Curly and hed rather die than acknowledge her as a person and his assult #on her as something that could realistically get in the way of their relationship and taking advantage of it.#mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #jimmy mouthwashing #i hate talking about this dick fuck but he also is like being fascinated by a venomous spider like stay away but i will study you

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liquidstar · 1 year ago

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honestly does anyone else think that the what:if routes are perhaps telling us that some sort of collision between subaru and reinhard is just inevitable in nearly every route

#re:zero #my game theory. i mean. light novel theory... is that somewhere somehow down the line subaru will have to face reinhard #and when that happens he will be his worst obstacle yet like in most alt routes #made worse by their relationship at this point #but also maybe perhaps UNLIKE in all the alt routes something will be different #and i dont mean that in a good way. im thinking maybe subaru could finally figure out The Trick to beating the strongest man alive #somehow.#and it might involve garfiel based on some stuff thats been foreshadowed who knows #what exactly would beating entail though? he cant die bc of the divine protection of the phoenix #but that being said if he somehow had all his divine protections taken away i mean... hed actually be relatively weak imo #his body would still probably remember how to move like a sword saint (like therisia's did in arc 5)#but like that can also be a bad thing like #would his body perhaps also forget that he has to ACTUALLY DODGE PROJECTILES bc they wont just magically miss him anymore?#will he try to walk on water only to sink like an idiot?#will he not check the label on the sugar only to find out its salt?#either way he wouldnt be the strongest man alive anymore hed just be a skilled swordsmen. julius could probably match him at that point #which im sure would be surreal to juli after years of admiration+envy+being gay about it

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faaun · 6 months ago

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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ajdrawshq · 4 months ago

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i can almost guarantee ive said it before but. he would thrive in a zero escape game

#an octopath ze au would be kinda fun actually.. especially the octo2 party #would love to see these guys in an escape room . it would be so awful #temenos would fit in perfectly and might even make a good mc given his 'truth lies in the flame' segments..#i could see partitio doing well bc of his creativity and general demeanor #osvald is great at math but idk how trusting hed be of everyone in this situation.. especially if they assume zero is one of them early on #throné . girlie im so sorry #i think shed do fine for the most part (hard to say how much her thieving skills would be of help here) but she did not deserve this </3 #do not let ochette into any pantry or food storage room. i dont trust any of that food #i wonder if shed have her partner(s) here tho.. how do u handle an owl and/or jackal in this situation..#she would be great for morale tho #same for agnea tho i worry for her emotional state a lil bit . help her #who am i missing .. CASTTI #shes good at managing stress (both hers and others) in awful situations . thank god #and shes there if anyone gets hurt 👍#not that its likely outside of bad end situations ? tho i may be thinking of the 999 map too much..#would it be more fun to use that as the setting or something else altogether.. more modern or more like octopath 2..#how the fuck would someone even make an escape room in . what is it like the industrial revolution. steam era #would it make sense to be able to use magic in universe to pull off something similar..#the canonicity of some ingame mechanics is dubious so its hard to tell how malleable magics uses and effects are..#itd probably be easier to place everyone in a modern setting but i have no idea what some of them would be that way #.. modern fantasy setting ??????#what if they had smartphones in octopath. would that be fucked up or what #also who the hell would be zero . would anyone be in kahoots w zero.. or at least Know Things but be unable to say smth abt it #i straight up forgot to mention hikari earlier but hes prolly like. fine #his intrusive thpughts would probably Suck Bad here but hed want everyone to get out alive as much as everyone else combined #wait who would even be the 9th person. would it be zero. but who..#if it were octo1 id say kit but its harder to get a good octo2 equivalent of him.. hm..#oh god im out of tags . tho what would the game style be like.. nonary game ab game etc etc.. what would be unique but fitting..#am i gonna look into actual scientific theories for this . and how would the morphogenetic field come into play.. and Why..#octotag

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triglycercule · 2 months ago

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thinking about mtt literally physically dragging eachother down and being restrained to eachother because theyre genuinely that fucking ass for eachother but then it means i'd have to decide which of them to humiliate by putting a collar on them. and i can't choose. if they dont all equally suffer than whats the point man 🙁🙁🙁

#i think they'd all have interesting reactions to it 2 #like a permanent collar that cant be taken off. to make even more gruesome what if it were like built into the BONE????#or it could just be something less extreme like bone carvings. killer would absolutely do that shit #anyways i think horror would be the most reactive to it. anger is the most intriguing emotion #and also dog horror real. anyways he'd hate to be demeaned and disrespected like that. he has an ego and honor man and this is cutting it #dust drags him around constantly. killer pets him and disregards his boundaries. like a fucking DOG #because horror hates kist enough that he'd never let them get vulnerable enough. not that it stops killer LMAO #dust thinks some of horrors hatred towards them is a projection of his own self hatred (and hed lowkey be right)#loser. dust i think would be unique because to me he'd be a bit fine with it #i mean i think itd be hidden under paps scarf so it wouldn't be a constant reminder of horror n killer #but he lets the two hold the leash at least a bit. give him an eensy bit of touch and let a few insults slide #but the second he decides that even the smallest thing is enough he gets ticked off and then yk. someone has to put bunny back in his place #because dust is chill enough to let normal things in his eyes pass. he's not very reactionary or the type to immediately bite back #(since dust would just avoid horror and killer if he did meet them. means he has some sort of tolerance for them. keeping his peace fr)#but the moment hes reminded that god these two do suck and i shouldn't be letting this happen all of the held back anger comes out #killer would seek out the force and stuff. horror would treat him like shit because it makes himself feel good and killer look like an idio #dust doesn't even glance at him though and it pisses killer off. both of their actions do actually #like WTF DUST you guys literally put this on me. treat me like the piece of shit i know you think i am #but also STOP HORROR!!!! dont pull me around and demean me im not a pet i dont want to be treated that way even tho i say it do #yeah hes caught in a standstill. AND SO AM I do you see my issue. cannot pick one specific #all the trio would have such interesting reactions i cant just choose one to solely suffer......... anyways mttpoly am i right #should i tag this. like majority of the interesting stuff is in tags. but also i didnt post today i have a duty #dust sans #killer sans #horror sans #murder time trio #utmv #tricule rant #this just ended up being me thinking about mtt with collars. maaan what about handcuffs and chains and other restrictive things #having them have restraining relationship isnt enough i need them to PHYSICALLY RESTRAIN EACHOTHER

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queernarcissus · 4 months ago

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thought abt irl ethubs too hard im gonna lose it

#mine #sorry i just think. if they lived closer.#they would be fucking every other like weekend.#like itd chnage a bit when he got his wife & kids and hed swear off it. but hed always give in #and he always will give in.#i think his wife would strongyl suspect. but. shes not gona bring it up. and neither is he. but they are fine tigether in their relationship #so they both just dont talk abt it.#b sometimes tells e hes gonna leave them for him. e knowd its not true. but as they lay there in the afterglow they discuss their plans.#what their house would be like. the cute pet cat that e says he wants. its all a complete and utter fantasy. e is allergic to cats.#b doesnt know that.#theyre just. so. together but apart.#after all these years? b still doesnt know es name. he doesnt think he wants to. e is like his fantasy. itd never really work. hes never #actually gonna leave his wife but. yeah.#sorry those tags got outta hand i did not mean to say that much.

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lunar-fey · 3 months ago

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ohhhh my god. okay. so. my aunt does like, she buys random junk in bulk from retail wholesalers and then resells it on like, facebook marketplace and ebay and stuff. whatever. so my mom works for her. makes a flat $50 a day, regardless of the fact that shes disabled and doing hard labor for at least 8 hours a day, often 10+. and min wage here is $10 an hour but mom argued that $50 a day is still more than what she would make working the same hours at an actual job because of taxes...like girl that would be 50% taxes. you do not pay that fucking much. so thats already Bad.

but today mom shows me a video of a knife theyre gonna sell, and i watch 2 seconds and i realize its an automatic knife, and i tell her hey. thats illegal to possess in this state. let alone sell! and mom is like ohhh [aunt] knows what shes doing itll be fine.... we sell knives on there all the time she just doesnt put pictures and calls them something else on the listing to get around fb/ebays policies :)

LIKE. HELLO. THATS NOT BETTER. YOURE COMMITTING MULTIPLE CRIMES. *AS YOUR JOB.* and she was just like "its not a big deal she knows what shes doing." folks, this is the same aunt that, very illegally, paid me to sort through her clients confidential tax documents and bank records and stuff. because she works for a bank. and took the records home to sort them. i dont think she DOES know what shes doing, actually!

#why do both of my parents need to be so impressively incompetent. i like. cannot find the words for how . i feel about this #like. idc about crimes. go forth. be free. but maybe. just maybe. you should not make your job #“hi today i will post about how i am selling illegally possessed objects on a widely used public forum”#dont do crimes STUPID. yanno.#in other parent news. its now like. month 6 or so of dad refusing to get his insurance reinstated.#hes been on the same step (taking his paystubs to the dhhr office) for like 3 months?#anyway apparently he found out today/last night that when he was a kid he was diagnosed with gastroparesis !#which is like ! cool! you have a diagnosis AND ive been living with that for 16 years and can help you 🥰#but we were sitting there with mom (this was right before the knife thing) and she was like “well you gotta get your insurance now so you #can get on the right meds“ and dad was like yeah ill go....#and mom was saying well go in the morning when they open etc etc and he was like i will #and i pointed out that just two weeks ago i told him that too. and he didnt want to. bc hed lose money due to not being able to work #and mom was like well he doesnt work at 8am. and i was like yeah i know but i told him to go at 8am two weeks ago and that was his response #and then he proceeded to claim that this whole time he didnt know they opened at 8am.#folks. he doesnt start working until like...usually 10 or so. WHAT GOVERNMENT OFFICE DOESNT OPEN UNTIL 10.#PLUS. WE LIVE IN A RURAL HOUR. *BUSY* TAKES LIKE AN HOUR. MOST OF THE TIME YOURE IN AND OUT WITHIN 20 MINITES.#ive been fucking considering PAYING HIM to go get it.#and then he claims he didnt know it opened at 8am. when i have told him that. MULTIPLE TIMES.#WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE LIKE THISSSS THEYRE THE MOST IMMATURE ADULTS IVE EVER MET AND THATS IMPRESSIVE!!!#IVE KNOWN PEOPLE WHO PAY THEIR RENT IN COKE OR WHO ARE ESSENTIALLY PROFESSIONAL PARTIERS. AND *THEYRE* MORE RESPONSIBLE AND MATURE THAN MY #PARENTS. SO WHAT GIVES.#also theyre 50 like cmon yall. youre not even 20 or 30. i think you should know how to not like. get your job shut down or die of lack #of medication.#did i tell yall one of the times a few months ago i was nagging dad abt getting his insurance #his response was literally. no exxageration.#he was like oughhh i dont wanna see doctors because then theyll find out somethings wrong with me #and ill have to go on a bunch of medication.#and then he actually for real. said.#“being on too many medications killed my grandma”#even mom was like cmon man. thats not even true. they misdiagnosed her and put her on WRONG meds. she wasnt even on that many.

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vamprnce · 2 years ago

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is the only responsible and mature person to wield a gun safely: Kaitlyn

is okay/safe w a gun but still give them supervision: Ryan, Laura and Nick

never ever hand them a gun: Jacob, Dylan and Emma

would never hold a gun in their life: Abi and Max

#text #the quarry #after seeing how everyone handles a gun i can safely say kaitlyn should only be the one to hold one #ryans close but some options he'll fight ppl abt the gun and you can shoot your friends w/o knowing so lol #laura WOULD be responsible too but she is gun crazy cmon #and emmas on the the never give a gun is bc how she handles it in a goofy way lol i dont think she'd shoot it actually but y'know thats why #shes there #nick couldve been on the responsible spot but he did fight jacob abt the gun stuff but he is a good shot so #realistically he'd be in the middle of those two #abi and max are babies and i can never imagine them w a gun lmao #jacob and dylan are explanatory sjfkdkf dylan would be w the baby crew but hes really annoying abt wanting the gun even tho hed prob #wouldn't be good at shooting in general (he only shoots once in the whole game in one possible scene but overall he doesn't)

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tamaharu · 1 year ago

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did you know that theres a boot of the legally blonde pre-broadway tryouts????

#the master's only got it up for trade or purchase which whatever but LUCKILY for ME they uploaded CLIPS OF SOME OF THE SONGS.#did you know originally elle didnt tell emmett what happened at the end of legally blonde????? thats CRAZY.#theres a little bit before the remix they showed in the video (for ME!) where he confronted her and told her hed expect her at the trial #i overall prefer the broadway vers (a little less accusatory) but i can appreciate aspects of the tryout vers.#in legally blonde he doesnt do his little love confession! dont enjoy the miscommunication though or his 'dont you care??' line #what i DO think interesting is how in the tryout vers legally blonde shes like 'i cant be legally blonde..' while bw is 'just let me be' et #different framing! thats intriguing! i really enjoy that framing actually!#and you know what i DO LIKE??? elles goes 'goodbye' and heads behind her door and theres this swell of dramatic orchestral music #and the door turns and. ah! its very very good. if youve got a stage that can rotate then use it to its full advantage!#i think that bits cool and emmett talking to elle before the remix may have paved the pacing a little smoother but nevertheless.#i still prefer open communication and him. yknow. not inadvertently blaming her for her own reaction sort of.

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hirookouji · 2 years ago

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social media aus are lame until i say so. for example, kagami would definitely be popular in america when hes in the nba

#hq social media aus? lame bc idk abt volleyball #and i don't interact w it in my daily life #KNB social media aus???? yeah okay fine. ur right. they would trend on twitter #the thought of kagami speaking japanese and everyone losing their minds momentarily is hilarious #ppl going 'wait did he learn that in college' 'no dumbass he's literally japanese'#the thought of kagami going live in the middle of the night to join kurokos live or something #'whos this guy' 'whys kagami up at this hour' 'u literally have a game tomorrow go to fucking bed we need this win'#even more hilarious!!!!!#tkagamifan273617 on twitter going 'guys wtf is he doing'#bc hed have a cult following #bc its american basketball #great!!!#like. normal everyday americans would know him #i also think mura and mido def get in nba #theyd all have slight beef and their fans would fight but then they post a selfie together while they do a pickup game #and everyones like hey wtf i thought they hated each other #and then midorima would be like i hate whatever muras sign is #and then the beef would start up again #my main beef w no timeskip knb is we dont know how tall they get or what other skills they develop #so we dont know if they could actually get in the nba #the one thing that could be the downfall of the social media au #hinges on whether or not they're in the nba and like. actually good #also. in this vein. i concede ppl in bllk when/if they go pro would def outtrend knb and hq characters #its fucking soccer

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toytulini · 1 year ago

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I saw Barbie last night, I dont think i have a long film review of it for yall but idk I'll put some thoughts under a readmore I guess?

-Right off the bat, I enjoyed it, it was fun. It was a fun pink poppy romp. Thats about what I expected of it, and thats pretty much what I got

-Its not particularly radical in its gender/feminism takes, its very basic, which, I saw a number of ppl mention that before I saw it so I wasnt expecting anything radical. It couldve done better. it was. fine. im shrug about it i guess.

-My mom enjoyed it and was apparently not expecting any sort of emotional depth or story at all so it caught her off guard. I heard her crying. she cries easy at movies. I'm glad my mom liked it. Maybe she'll absorb some of the very basic feminism it drops idk.

-I knew the Kens adopted patriarchy and introduced it to Barbieland but it felt lile that happened very fast, idk.

-The ending....I. is her going to a gynecologist supposed to be like. shes gotten a vagina by deciding to be human?? or is she trying to schedule a surgery or something? that felt pretty weird to me if im honest, i thought it was gonna be a job interview or smth... Especially with how everyone was like "Barbie is ace (heheeh i agree) cos she has no genitals! (sorry what. excuse me. wanna run that by me again?)" like okay that makes that headcanon reasoning even more dewply uncomfortable that it already was?

-I enjoyed weird Barbie. i wish theyd cast someone else cos iirc ka/te mckin/non was a transmisogynist? unless she apologized or said she changed her mind on the topic since like 2017?? but i havent seen anything? idk. just. annoying to keep platforming these ppl. i guess theres probably other actors involved that have shit views of trans ppl. whatever i guess.

-I did dress up a little. i feel like my outfit had Weird Barbie Vibes. maybe ill post a pic.

-I did enjoy it and it had a number of shots and or transitions i liked, i think the one with the disco ball to the moon or whatever was enjoyable.

-god we really are so weird about barbie

-it just feels factually incorrect that all dolls pre barbie were baby dolls? idk. im sure it was the most common kind. but idk. not to be weird about The History Of Dolls but like. the porcelain dolls from the Victorian era. idk if those count as baby dolls. iirc those were to help young girls practice prepping dead bodies of loved ones for funerals or smth??? but i guess porcelain dolls have a sort of babyish look about them. and are fragile so you cant play rough with them.

-Like i Know its a 2hr long toy commercial for mattel but also god that cant be right. even if they werent filling the same niche as barbie as idk basically a fashion doll? there had to be other dolls right?

-I know the flat foot thing is Supposed to be over the top and silly for them all to get upset about but also tbh. as a bitch with falling arches the way some of yall make jokes about flat feet still is uh. well. rude. but also lmao man. the day my arches started hurting for no reason while i was barefoot did sorta feel emotionally like her feet falling to the ground lol.

-i want to introduce barbie to margot robbie's harley quinn owo. i think that would be Fun :3

-i want Ken's job. how do i do Beach as an occupation.

-I actually liked how they handled Ken and Barbie's rship til the end. i feel weird about that ending overall and also it feels weak wrt her dynamic as Ken. they make him grapple w her not reciprocating his feelings the same way but then she just leaves barbieland anyway?? and ig they dont get to explore a friendship or qpr dynamic. ok. its fine i guess.

-her saying she has no genitalia felt so transgender in a way im not sure it was intended to. ken saying he has all of the genitalia felt even more transgender. headcanoning them both as extremely transgender in fun weird new ways and no one can stop me.

-Allan is my favorite character i think. bro me too

-bibbleless movie. add bibble.

#toy txt post #barbie spoilers #barbie movie #everyone kept trying to get my dad to come see it and like.i get it.but genuinely he would hate it even if not for his conservative bullshit #he hates goofy fun movies. OR. he wouldve actually enjoyed it a little bit and been REALLY ANNOYING ABOUT IT bc he would never admit it #and insist he hated it #and hed enjoy the ken patriarchy thing too much #basically im very glad we didnt drag my dad along cos i have to live with him and i think he would be insufferable about it #he has no appreciation for any kind of whimsy or fun! he would hate this silly movie #also this was the first time id been in a movie theater since pre2020.#i enjoyed dressing up in a silly little outfit. but i think i wouldve been happier to wait for it to be out of theaters tbh. theaters teste #tested my patience even before covid like oh im gonna sit uncomfortably in this chair and crane my neck up at this screen and i cant pause #it and theres no captions and people are Eating all around me and now i go and its all the same but im the only one wearing a mask so i dont #get to have a lil snack either and i still have to hear ppl eating around me and part way thru the movie someone across the aisle was making #some kind of horrible very wet and loud gulping noise with their drink or Something?? and i did feel violent about it #i would never be violent about it but my god do i feel like biting. you know. anyway. not sure if ill bother seeing any more movies #in theater now. i just would like them at home. idk #i will give props to barbie. it was like kovie theater loud but at least it wasnt giant major booms and inaudible ass dialogue

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leowifefang · 2 years ago

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whys red fc zeons arm not in a sling

#did she dodge the wholeass. shufraken thing #if so. how is she a vers of awk zeon if awk zeon relies on. getting his ass beat by shu and then getting saved by schmid??#maybe she kept training under schmid.? i guess??? hm.#but that would make it so that she never awakens her dragon blood...?#i know its a red fc so. i shouldnt be thinking too hard about it but still #cause her swords different too... so...?#i mean if she didnt take athlons. sword. that means schmid still has it but i Cant Tell because. he doenst have a fc in the same universe #also if shes traveling with schmid still . does she not meet iris? and so? she never gets stuck in the whole plot thing by accident??#bleh. wish we had more info about it #also want to see athlon in this but . hes probably still ghosting them or hes actuslly dead #cause i feel like hed have already heard about it and visited at least once if he wasnt dead? in the red fc universe #he heard about it in canon but didnt check it out bc he was like lmao schmids weird kid i Dont Think So #but. if theyve been travelling together this entire time theyre bound to gain enough traction for athlon to actually be like #Oh Shit thats my kid . guess theyre not dead.#hm.

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trans-estinien · 2 months ago

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i gotta actually start cooking this paper i am imagining on how demonizing masculinity makes it harder to achieve equal rights but i dont think the internet is ready for that conversation yet

#i still stand by what i said the other day. women should be allowed to exist in gaming spaces without fear of harassment.#anyone should be allowed to exist in their hobby without being harassed for their gender.#but im getting real tired of people immediately turning around and hating all men for just. existing #yes! men should be held accountable for their actions!#but we also have to address the issue that makes them think its okay do be like that in the first place.#and we also have to be aware that hostility towards eachother only serves to make everything worse!!#because it alienates the men around you and just pushes them harder into their bad behaviour #i know this is the internet and everyone gets flayed alive here but god im. so exhausted #and like. if you saw a guy going “i hate all women” hed clearly be misogynist. like what the fuck are these double standards #and i know its because of the entire human history of men having all the power but.#hot take. i really think being mean to eachother on the internet just makes it worse.#nobody (including myself) is actually helping to solve the problem by ranting and raving on the internet #the real way to solve the problem is to shut these guys down. especially other men. a simple “dude what the fuck did you just say?”#works wonders #and also parents! really need to step up and teach their boys that this behavior is not okay! and to treat everyone with kindness #that is how you solve this problem #dont be a bystander and parent your fucking children #thank you for coming to my ted talk im going to go explode now #<<< his ass gets anxious whenever he expresses his own opinion that doesnt align with the general opinion on things #but. im not surprised im the guy who wrote an essay on mens mental health in grade eleven #toxic masculinity hurts everyone. regular masculinity does not.

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nomairuins · 3 months ago

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i am going to try watching a show i never got 2 finish. not telling u what it is incase i actually am not able to

#ive seen a bitchy guy so ive been bewitched and i want 2 try it again #i was watching it with ykw but obviouslyyyyyyy we stopped wtchingggg bc . LOL #if yr aware of my life u may know what it is since there were just a couple shows i watched with him #well it isnt spn. ill tell u that. if i ever watch spn again itll probably be with lamp #but also idk if theyd actually have fun. but i think its very funny especially the first season the editing is sooo sillay. so yes #but anyways thats not what im watching so strike it off your list... there r like. 2 other options i think KJADNBKJWA #we watched That show 2gether (its getting another season soon and i genuinely dont know if ill like. Be Able to watch it or not. bc of.#gesture...)#but then theres the show im watchig which like even tho i watched it with him it was like. i think we started watching it when we were #already on a break LOL #so. itisnt rly a him show. so i think ill handle it better #its like allergy shots ill watch this and if i handle it ok i can try and watch That show. but also i still might not be able to #bc that one. ugh. im not getting into my stupid fucking kindating trauma thats Actually humiliating. whatever. suffice to say it was a much #bigger part of the relationship (the relationship went in phases of dumb fucking kin shit and that show was one of them)#no offense to kinnies . love u guys. i just have a very very very unstable sense of self and was pressured into acting more like characters #who were dating characters he kinned. and it like. idk ik its Sillay but it did rly mess with me like hed call me by the characters names #and stuff and Other details and idk. kinning just is not for me LOL it was honestly a big delusion for me and i will nott be returning. but #that doesnt mean im anti kinning even when it is a delusional thing like yk. Just for me it was very unhealthy and also i was pressured int #it. soo yes. sorry i got serious. shaking my fist #its so embarassing to have such tumblrcore trauma like. ok. i cant even talk abt it with therapists bc its so embarassing]#<- the kinning isnt the stuff its just like. Ok. how do i explain to a therapist in a way that isnt humiliating that i met a groomer bc i #drew fucking bmc life is strange crossover fanart on tumblr.com and then he invited me into a discord server that ruined my life.#like i cant say that. humiliating.#ANYWAYS. its show time. im just gonna start from. well ull never believe. The start #bc idr where we stopped lol...

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