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hey guess what...
"I... I don't think you should give your medical records to the Kaminoans," Tech confessed quickly. "What?" Echo sounded startled. "Why not?" "They- their... intentions are not always good," Tech fiddled with his goggles. "I'm- I worry, that the information would be used—" "Tech," Echo interrupted. "The Kaminoan's are a lot of things, but they're not downright evil." "But—" Tech fumbled. He should tell Echo the truth. Tell him about his worries of what the Kaminoan's wanted. Of their intentions. "This will help them," Echo told him firmly. "Don't worry about it too much, alright?" "I-... uhm. Okay." Tech agreed reluctantly, quietly.
Failsafe Prequel >:]
#actually cannot handle this#SO GLAD I GOT IT OUT BEFORE AO3 GOES DOWN TOO#sw project failsafe#tbb tech#tbb echo
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Fat people deserve mobility aids, too. No matter if it's connected to their fatness or not, because having a mobility issue that is connected to one's fatness won't change that they're still fat and still have the issue at hand. Fat people don't deserve to "tough it out" because fatness should be this divine punishment doled out to those who "deserve" it. Fat disabled people deserve to have the peace of mind that they can exist in whatever way is most comfortable and accessible to them
#disability#ableism#ableism tw#fatphobia#fatphobia tw#also if it's an issue solved by weight loss why would you want them to suffer until the weight loss helps wouldn't that DISCOURAGE them?#because if i were suffering the entire time i sure as fuck wouldn't want to keep going for the ~idea~ of it's gonna pay off!!!#also even if they 'made themself disabled' by being fat or anything else that doesn't matter. they're still disabled.#there is no 'good' disabled and 'bad' disabled and you cannot sort people into those categories#for every 'bad' fat disabled person there are multiple 'good' fat disabled people but you can't tell them apart often actually!#because you would have to know the intimate details of their medical history and familial lineage and tbh if you're...#...being a piece of shit to a disabled person because you assume they're guilty until proven innocent i don't blame others for being...#...weary of you and not wanting to be around you. because you've already proven you can't handle the IDEA of complex disabled experience
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I'm wondering if, as a society who cares about vulnerable people, we could stop saying "traumatize" when we truly mean "upset"?
I am sick of hearing sad books or movies "traumatize" their readers. I simply do not believe that happens. A traumatic experience might be adjacent to books (I have vivid memories of books I was reading around certain experiences and even how the contents of those books affected my processing of the experiences). But it's not caused by the book. And, y'know. The weather is Christofascist Censorship Attempts outside.
Meanwhile from the other side I continue to be surprised at just how badly people fail to understand trauma and traumatic experiences in general. Watering down the term isn't helping. Find other hyperbole to express that The Bridge to Terebithia gutted you, chewed on your heartstrings, and made you cry your first pair of contact lenses right out of your preteen eyes.
#I know I'm not the first person to say this but#a book cannot put you in visceral fear of your safety or someone else's safety#reading is not a traumatic experience#it may be a triggering experience if you are already traumatized by something else. that is different.#meanwhile actual trauma is not always experienced as consciously upsetting!#people may act extremely chill while being traumatized!#only to then be judged by a peanut gallery on how they handled things
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if you're warm, they're warm. let them in your fridge
Be sure to keep your insulated friends cool as the weather gets hotter :]
#PLEASE DONT ACTUALLY PUT WILD POKEMON IN YOUR FRIDGE UNLESS YOU KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THEM#I CANNOT EMPHASIZE THAT ENOUGH#rotomblr#pokemon irl#pkmn irl#pokeblogging#spheal#snorunt#swinub
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Your friend SHIGARAKI is online!
Masterlist
Tags: Sfw, Suggestive joke, Smau, Female!reader, Online friend!Shigaraki, reader likes to bother Tomura, she has cringy humour, I’m not a gamer idk da lingo
Texts between you and your online friend Shigaraki!
Truth is this was originally a written drabble intended to become a fic but that was like a year ago and it’s clear it was going no where… sooooo … now it’s a smau!! Yay!!
#smau#x reader#shigaraki x you#shigaraki au#shigaraki tomura x reader#tomura x reader#social media au#texts#anime texts#fake texts#mha smau#bnha smau#mha texts#mha fake texts#shigaraki x reader#shigaraki x y/n#mha x reader#bnha x reader#hai if ur reading the tags#this is actually modern au#I CANNOT HANDLE ANY MORE ANGST W HIM#there might be more#I just thought it would be funny#to pretend it was canon compliant#and act like he died
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My roommates nurse practitioner called me to lmk that his labs on Tuesday were supposed to have a whole additional blood panel that they forgot to put on the order. He needs to go back for labs this week. I am already stressed like hell over rent. Could we please get $50 to cover this? We don't even have the gas money rn. Dm for proof or details and check out my art blog to commission me @theartistrans
PP--$C--V--kofi
#its his celiac blood panel they forgot if anyone is wondering they tested his creatinine and checked for a few deficiencies the other day#and then forgot the actual major panel they were supposed to do#im glad they called this is just extra bullshit we cannot handle
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you were raised in comparison.
it wasn't always obvious (well. except for the times that it was), but you internalized it young. you had to eat what you didn't like, other people are going hungry, and you should be grateful. you had to suck it up and walk on the twisted ankle, it wasn't broken, you were just being a baby. you were never actually suffering, people obviously had it worse than you did.
you had a roof over your head - imagine! with the way you behaved, with how you talked back to your parents? you're lucky they didn't kick you out on your ass. they had friends who had to deal with that. hell, you have friends who had to deal with that. and how dare you imply your father isn't there for you - just because he doesn't ever actually talk to you and just because he's completely emotionally checked out of your life doesn't mean you're not fucking lucky. think about your cousins, who don't even get to speak to their dad. so what if yours has a mean streak; is aggressive and rude. at least you have a father to be rude to you.
you really think you're hurting? you were raised in a home! you had access to clean water! you never so much as came close to experiencing a real problem. sure, okay. you have this "mental illness" thing, but teenagers are always depressed, right. it's a phase, you'll move on with your life.
what do you mean you feel burnt out at work. what do you mean you mean you never "formed healthy coping mechanisms?" we raised you better than that. you were supposed to just shoulder through things. to hold yourself to high expectations. "burning out" is for people with real jobs and real stress. burnout is for people who have sick kids and people who have high-paying jobs and people who are actually experiencing something difficult. recently you almost cried because you couldn't find your fucking car keys. you just have lost your sense of gratitude, and honestly, we're kind of hurt. we tell you we love you, isn't that enough? if you want us to stick around, you need to be better about proving it. you need to shut up about how your mental health is ruined.
it could be worse! what if you were actually experiencing executive dysfunction. if you were really actually sick, would you even be able to look at things on the internet about it? you just spend too much time on webMD. you just like to freak yourself out and feel like you belong to something. you just like playing the victim. this is always how you have been - you've always been so fucking dramatic. you have no idea how good you have it - you're too fucking sensitive.
you were like, maybe too good of a kid. unwilling to make a real fuss. and the whole time - the little points, the little validations - they went unnoticed. it isn't that you were looking for love, specifically - more like you'd just wanted any one person to actually listen. that was all you'd really need. you just needed to be witnessed. it wasn't that you couldn't withstand the burden, but you did want to know that anyone was watching. these days, you are so accustomed to the idea of comparison - you don't even think you belong in your own communities. someone always fits better than you do. you're always the outlier. they made these places safe, and then you go in, and you are just not... quite the same way that would actually-fit.
you watch the little white ocean of your numbness lap at your ankles. the tide has been coming in for a while, you need to do something about it. what you want to do is take a nap. what you want to do is develop some kind of time machine - it's not like you want your life to stop, not completely, but it would really nice if you could just get everything to freeze, just for a little while, just until you're finished resting. but at least you're not the worst you've been. at least you have anything. you're so fucking lucky. do you have any concept of the amount of global suffering?
a little ant dies at the side of your kitchen sink. you look at its strange chitinous body and think - if you could just somehow convince yourself it is enough, it will finally be enough and you can be happy. no changes will have to be made. you just need to remember what you could lose. what is still precious to you.
you can't stop staring at the ant. you could be an ant instead of a person, that is how lucky you are. it's just - you didn't know the name of the ant, did you. it's just - ants spend their whole life working, and never complain. never pull the car over to weep.
it's just - when it died, it curled up into a tight little ball.
something kind of uncomfortable: you do that when you sleep.
#writeblr#warm up#my dad was actively doing bad shit to us and we STILL were told we were lucky . and to a point i do think im lucky#i just think also there's somethin to be said about like. how about we stop using comparison to dismiss ppls individual struggles#yes there are people who have no perspective. for the reference tho having perspective actually made me really unwilling to get help#for what was a serious and debilitating mental health issue. bc i thought i didnt DESERVE IT#and i would rather have 600 ppl who aren't THAT bad get help and get heard and get seen#than make any 1 kid. do the math that i did: look at the world that is dying and the people who are hurting and say#''oh. okay. others have it worse. they are probably better people than i am. i am being unreasonable. i cannot ask for help#i am not good. i am taking too much space. i am not worth saving.''#bc our WHOLE lives we are taught a scarcity mindset - that you can 'steal' from someone. so that instead of changing a system that doesn't#actually offer fair support to everyone#we put the impetus on the individual to just... demand less.#and here's something - there are probably ppl who think i DIDNT deserve to get help#bc i DID have it better than other people#and something about that is ... so sickening. bc i think all of us in some way at some point WILL need help.#we were supposed to make communities. we were supposed to offer our hands. we were supposed to raise the barn#instead we said: it could be worse. now handle it yourself
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mark & haechan nct127 japan photobook: mark ensuring haechan is bear
#i Actually can't handle rhis#I canNOT OHHTMGKFOFJFJFNF#THEYRE SOOOO CUUTEEE 😭😭😭😭😭#MY BABEHRHHRBDFBDBFBSFJSJD#I ACTNTNEKFNQKFNKSKFKDKFJFJG#markhyuck#mahae#mark lee#haechan#lee haechan#mark#nct mark#nct haechan#nct mark lee#lee donghyuck#donghyuck#nct#nct127
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succumbing to the summer weather out here
#my art#chonny jash#cccc#cj heart#cj mind#cj soul#i cannot handle heat its actually sad#AND ITS ONLY STARING TO GET HOT IM GOING TO PARISH#funfact i spent a hot second researching fans but yet didn’t even think about looking up bird behavior when its hot#but it was like 2am so…#i give it a pass#maybe i can look up bird behavior later.. sounds interesting
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WE ARE (2024) | EPISODE 6
#satang kittiphop#toey thapakorn#aou thanaboon#phuwin tangsakyuen#marc natarit#poon mitpakdee#jj chayakorn#qtoey#we are the series#we are series#we are#*gifs#so you're telling me that#the reason why toey calls q “p'q” and not “hia q” is because he's his special someone#and he wants to differentiate him from everyone else even in the smallest ways#he's so in love i actually cannot handle this#i love this precious boy and his love so much#also peem and matt falling over please
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I have a small vision… in my rarepair obsessed brain… (I’m insane)
#I don’t think she can match his freak since he is… an actual freak#but they can match eachothers crazy and intelligence I think#they would be fun#though I don’t think they would last long 😭#edward cannot handle all that#the batman#the penguin#sofia gigante#sofia falcone#the hangman#edward nashton#the riddler#dano riddler#dc
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i will never be normal about the you wear fine things well scene. i will pause that shit five times and rewatch it again and again and rant at my screen about every single thought going on in ed's head and how fucking perfect the music and taika's acting are
#actually no kidding i have gone insane over this scene every time i watched it#the fucking little piano melody when ed looks up at stede is just AAH perfect#our flag means death#ofmd#god i just watched it again and#someone take away my space bar. i cannot be trusted with the space bar. i WILL pause it right after ed looks up bc the music in sync with#the acting is just too much for my little brain to handle#im losing my mind over this
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fuck off they’re fucking everything <3
#lucy bronze#she is so down bad#they’re basically married idc#actually losing it I cannot handle this#my faves are so so so in love
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Deleted Scripty Bits that Drive Me Wild
Crozier's hands are shackled. He walks behind Armitage, Manson, Des Voeux, Golding, and Hodgson. He's been beaten. Manson drags Hartnell's uncovered corpse on a small sled beside him. Hartnell’s arm has come loose and his hand drags on the ground alongside the sled, becoming frayed. ... Hodgson finally sees Hartnell’s hand and steps over to put it right. He sees Crozier watching him. Crozier: What do you have so say for yourself, George Hodgson?
#Oh I'm unwell#Cannot stress enough that this is only the second time in ten episodes that Crozier actually addresses Hodgson by name#And the last time was also in relation to Hodgson handling a corpse - that of poor Morfin in E07#Dave K said that this was deleted because it felt too sadistic and might cheapen the meaning behind Hartnell's death#And as much as I think it would've been absolutely fascinating for Hartnell to be taken as a sort of grim prize#For him to have escaped Hickey's clutches in life only to be unable to escape in death#At the end of the day I agree that wee Hartnell deserved better than that#The Terror#The Terror AMC#Tom Hartnell#George Hodson#Francis Crozier
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I re-read the one shot of Bill going home after walking in on someone having a raunchy dream about Dipper, and now my mind is thinking what would happen if Bill decided dipper wouldn't last a single day in his shoes (ie reading people's minds all day), so they make a bet to see if Dipper can last 24 hours with a mind reading spell, only for Dipper to realize just how many people are thinking weird things about him
That's an interesting premise! And you just know Dipper's going to think it's all great and fascinating - right up until he doesn't.
#answers#Man was not meant to know everyone's secrets within hearing range#Good thing Bill's not human and has a stainless steel ego! Otherwise it'd be way too much#Dipper makes a very valiant attempt but I don't think he gets through the day#Actually you know what'd be funny#If Bill himself is usually immune to mind reading but the bond gives Dipper a loophole#Now he's listening in on all of Bill's inner commentary#Which is rambling and weird and very very fast but surprisingly *less* dirty than Dipper was expecting#The kind of things Bill thinks when he sees his husband could be downright *flustering*#This poor mortal and his many complexes cannot handle the flood
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I don't usually actually laugh out loud when I'm watching stuff on my own, but the image Rheka seemed to have of a baby slipping on a banana peel and SHOOTING forwards is so utterly ridiculous I had to pause just to think about it and then uncontrollably snort about it for several seconds
#Brennan just adding 'yeah they famously shoot off'#literally cannot handle this season actually#dimension 20#never stop blowing up#d20 nsbu
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