#acid babbles

[bubblingacid]

Ever since i was a little girl, I wanted to be a cunty dude with a wierd haircut

[acidhighorgasm]

God i need Louis to fuck old man Daniel so hard his hip dislocates, he deserves it tbh, he's been waiting so fucking long

[bubblingacid]

Thanks for tagging me gobs <33

Don't do this to me...

Yeah, I am the anxious friend who tries to vare of everyone 😔

Tagging: @bnesszai @squidsandthings @osameowdazai @pinkished @theclearblue @ethercain @irritablepoe and anyone who wants to

Another quiz for if you were a fictional character how would your fandom treat you (if you think your life is too boring to have a fandom just think of yourself as living the domestic!au of some sci-fi or fantasy)

reblog with your results

[bonefall]

if something is an agonist to glutamate receptors, that means a clan cat would think it tastes good, right?

Oh no, honey, that's not taste buds that's neurotransmitter stuff. That's brains

You're thinking of glucose. Glucose is sugar. Glutamate is from glutamic acid and related to "umami" flavors, but in the form you said, you're talking about its use in biochemistry

An agonist is a chemical that binds to a receptor and produces a similar response. Like.... ADHD meds! If you're taking an agonist to dopamine receptors, the medication will act LIKE dopamine. Even though it is not dopamine.

Glutamate is used in a ton of nervous system processes, so if you're talking about a glutamate agonist, you're talking about memory, nerve processes, motor functions, etc. Not taste buds.

That's where my knowledge ends tho, I know basic medicinal chemistry just enough for funny cat herb guides but not to give you an in-depth lecture on glutamate. A chemist is what you're looking for! But no, glutamate doesn't work that way.

[ceescedasticity]

I like reading whump and h/c, but I am just — really bad at writing it. I set things up for a character to get terribly injured and then chicken out unless it's essential to the plot. (Not as much lately since I realized I seldom carry through, but I think you can probably see never-fulfilled setup in some of my older stuff.) After I write the plot-essential character torment the comfort tends to be — abstract. Not from inside a character's head (e.g. all-dialogue as in the andoairon chapter), or worse, just kind of stated to have happened (e.g. all the House of Olwë is doing much better now and presumably a lot of that is due to interpersonal support! Do I describe this? Not really!).

Sigh.

[ghostsinthecellar]

got myself a new little carry-everywhere bag and now I'm enjoying thinking of things to put in it and on it outside the realm of like. the essentials of phone and money.

[bubblingacid]

Thanks for the tag squish 💕

First ever blorbo:

As far I can remember, my first blorbo was Kai Hiwatatri from beyblade (the old 2000's anime)

My obsession with sad depressed men started early.

Current blorbo:

Sanji from One Piece

He's my princess, my darling, my wife, the one I bestow all my trans headcanons on, she's my everything

My darling in the anime (do not mention the artstyle)

And in fanart by our amazing and incredibly talented @squidsandthings

Tagging; @mocha-blossom @imsogayhelpme @irritablepoe @theclearblue @pinkished @kavennnn @ethercain @emery-reblogs @udiudijaye @ettaevie and anyone who wants to join in <33

Fave/Blorbo tag game

I wanna see if I can successfully start a tag game so here's the rules yay :3 :

��� Reblog this with two pictures

☆ The first picture being of your first ever favorite character/blorbo

☆ The second picture being of your current favorite character/blorbo

☆ Tag some people!! (Preferably at least five)

Spider-man (SPIDER-MAN 1994)

Osamu Dazai (Bungou stray dogs)

Taglist: (no pressure ofc :D)

@theproblemcallednight @caffeiiine @im-a-chunky-potato @flowerofbuffoonery @creatorbiaze @teddymochi @squidsandthings + all the moots I didn't tag (sorry) and anyone else who wants to join!! :3

[capitainecorbeau]

Well, it was the wheat/gluten. I'm having normal consistant bowel movements. Now to figure out how sensitive I am, like if I eat pizza every once in a while will it kill my gut with hammers or can I have a little wheat/gluten as a treat sometimes

I'm gonna ask my gp for advice but honestly I'm starting to think she might not be good for much besides renewing my prescriptions and sharing weirdly personal details about her life. (Not that other gps I interacted with were much better mind you. Doctors kinda suck. At least she's isn't condescending like the majority of her colleagues)

[heythereimbodie]

Highly recommend simply looking at the mud and rocks and such today if you have some free time on your hands. You might find something super cool!

(I did some poking around just yesterday, found a bunch of acorns, moss, and even some deer tracks!)

[asexualbookbird]

i wish polar seltzer would release a line of water flavors thats just whatever they do to flavor their seltzers because every single WATER FLAVOR ENHANCER NO SUGAR CALORIE FREE KETO FRIENDLY flavoring still has sugar in it its just. sugar alcohol or stevia or some other fake shit that i hate the taste of. I just want water to taste Not Like Water is that too much to ask

[bubblingacid]

Thanks for the tag!

We match <333

Tagging: @bnesszai @ethercain @andromeda-absurdity @pinkished @udiudijaye @bunnikida @irritablepoe @irritablepoe [no pressure ofc]

Which fruit are you? Find out here!

Tagging: @actuallysaiyan @beneathstarryskies @akiraiscute @randoimago @multi-fandom-imagine @iambilliejeanok @icycoldninja @abellaheart-blog @terabyteturtle @philistiniphagottini

[bubblingacid]

Its so funny that Mycroft told Sherlock he need to 'beware of women', when the only 'woman' he might have needed to be wary of turned out to be a man.

Like, Mycroft, he doesn't need to be wary of women, he needs to be wary of blond men with beautiful eyes.

[our-inspire-verse]

Kiba: realizing that microdosing on cbd is helping me hold a front for long, solid periods.

Realizing that I've been rapid-switching and struggling with anxiety, delusion, and other ptsd related symptoms, which is dragging me into a depression and making me unable to be there in ways i would like to be. For myself and others.

Realizing that i had opportunities to stock up. Didn't. And thinking with a headshake at all those times Mitten's hubristic nature made her laugh in the face of gentle waste. "Another hit won't hurt. I know what you're thinking, 'save it!' I tell you, we are living, my love!" She would cackle.

(Bout to be a long ish post. Meant to just check in briefly but i like to talk. )

Tisk tisk. This is why occasionally we tell her no. No, we will not get drinky drink. We are saving money. "It is only 2 dollar!" Yes. I am aware. How many 2 dollar have you spent? How many are we making? When will we make more?

And the quastion circles back, my little feathery feline. When can we start properly dosing on cbd again? Mitten. When will we have more.

Her stupid little cat smile. Silly little masochist. She knows it could be some time. She knows what we are feeling, and sure it could be good to suffer and feel what she so missed: the very low and agonizing sensations of being in pain. We have a perspective that controlled, healthy pain, is very necessary for healing. However: we could simply dose for sleep, for tummy problems, and unsolvable brain scrambles. Meditation could not save us on the porch, or in the office(references to things.) Water, walking, calm and nature cannot always be the only solution. As I've lived for a long time, I've solved on my own. I have fought and clawed and suffocated. All alone.

And Mitten and the others, of course, have always been there, but together we are isolated. But cbd, preferably thc and flower, hopefully one day edibles mostly, have always made us feel closer. More real, together. Louder. Warmer. Clarifies us, makes it so i can hold a front. So a switch does not hurt and feel dizzying. I just wish it did not come at such a harm to very specific parties. I just want to be a comfort and helpful, but things strain, and i am weak in my little dog knees.

I'm so so weak lately and my mind is faltering. Headaches, pretty regularly if i fight too hard against the dying of my light, if i rage against my self loathing and succeed especially, as I've successfully and painlessly done this past year, i falter and fail now. I cannot hold front, none of us can. We cannot see who we are, and even the most formed and solid headmates find themselves half there and floating away and possibly regressed or scared. I do not fear that i am addicted to cbd, i know who i am and how i am processing and what addiction does feel like. I've avoided it with this successfully this far.

My issue is that others may perceive it that way if i reveal what desperation i feel. Truly, it is the mark of a man who found a very helpful, consistent and aquirable remedy, and a man who took his rest from it for health, as well as for proof of his comfort in lifestyle as one who can regulate and self care. It is the mark of someone, long past the promised date of return to the substance, and unable to come back. Unable to ground, or process, or meditate the way i need to be doing to stay stable in an insanely unstable environment. I'd pay a dollar per hit at this point. Give me 1 boof off a boogn. Please.

[yourfirstnamealoud]

ok how poorly I've taken to convalescing from getting my gosh darn tonsils out is not giving me much hope for how I am going to handle become old and infirm. So over the next few decades I just need to get really good at staying indoors and not doing anything or eating anything that gives me joy

[jellybeansmud]

i think i need a second brain. and a few pairs of arms. and perhaps another five hours in a day. and also a ton of chill pills.

wanted to write a fic all day, got home, procrastinated on doing anything, ended up painting pictures for april birthdays. i need to be capable of doing at least two things at once. i think that would fix me

[emmajeanned]

Why is finding solid color mid thigh shorts that don't make get the Ick from the fabric so hard to find???