#aching heart

[slwasabila]

“My dear, how tragic it is to love someone whose heart remains a locked door. Maybe we were never meant to be the key, just a hand that kept knocking.”

[x-press-it]

Don't mind me, just pouring things out of my brain.

“I wish… I wish there were more words to describe how much I love you. ‘Love’ isn’t enough to hold the weight of what I feel for you.”

“I wish we could be one. But at the same time, I don’t—because I’m not sure I could love the person we’d become as much as I love you.”

“Is there such a thing as too much love? Because that’s what I feel right now. I feel like I love you too much—and that it will be my undoing. And yet... it’s also my salvation.”

“I see the truth, love. You don’t have to believe in it—it simply is. The truth doesn’t need anyone to believe in it to exist. Yes, you’ve done things you’re not proud of, terrible things. But that doesn’t erase the good you’ve done. It doesn’t take away the protective instincts that live inside you. You may still need to make peace with some of those choices, but you made them out of love. And that… that makes you a good man.”

“I know you think of yourself as a monster sometimes, but you’re not. You just drew the short straw one too many times, and now you carry the blame for everything you endured. But none of it was your fault. You were a pawn in the hands of cruel Fates. But now… I’m here. I’ve got you, and I’ll never let you feel like a monster again—because you’re not.”

“-You believe in me so damn fiercely… even when I can’t find it in me to believe in myself. When I’m with you… I wanna try. Try to be the man you see. -You already are the man I see.”

“- You see me as I am, Darlin', flaws and all. - You have no flaws, my love, save for the one that blinds you to the truth.”

“You are worthy, my love. You are a good man. And I will tell you those words over and over again until the day we die.”

“- You're mine and I'm yours. - Always, Darlin'. - In this life and the next. Until the end of everything. - Until the end of everything.”

[mypersonalventaccount]

my heart is aching in my chest, my throat feels tight and tears keep forming in my eyes. i'm hurting so bad and i keep feeling so alone, so out of place. i want to sob into my pillow and numb the pain with medication. the sadness is eating me alive.

will i ever get better?

[midnitetears]

Shared Our Last #166

In the stillness of the moment, a heart heavy with sorrow,

The final hug, the last kiss, our time borrowed.

I hear your voice, so tender and dear,

See your face, etched with memories clear.

Your scent lingers in the air, a bittersweet scent,

As I hold your hand, a bond so fervent.

Our last meal shared, a silence that speaks volumes,

Our last conversation, like fleeting autumn blooms.

We speak our last words, a symphony of goodbye,

A chapter closing, a heartfelt sigh.

Knowing it's the end, no turning back the hands of time,

It's time to let go, to start anew, to climb.

Thank you for the love, for the years we've shared,

For every part of you, for all you've cared.

The good, the bad, the tears and the smiles,

Each moment engraved in my heart's aisles.

Seven years of love, of joy and pain,

Now it's time to release, to break the chain.

I appreciate every part of you, no regret, no sorrow,

As I bid farewell, looking towards the morrow.

Yours Faithfully🌻

[ryskyourheart]

It’s past my own, and getting close to yours. I’ve just remembered this, and it hurt me to realize.

I saw your note again and saw that it said ‘friend.’ I know at the time it was for secrets and safety, but I can’t help but wonder.

I never thought I would be the villain in anyone’s story but my own. But now I’m scared that I’ve been yours. Maybe I should just disappear.

I don’t know how I’ll make it another year. I didn’t even make it a few months before ruining it all.

When our hearts are tied together, you cannot just cut the string and expect me not to fall. But I suppose I can’t try to hold onto the fraying ends either.

It’s always September. It’s always the beginning of autumn. Maybe that’s why they call it fall.

[juniperandjustice]

Want so badly to be held (but only by him).

[zen-91]

[shiorimunakawa]

Before I met you, I was a vulnerable child. Masking my sadness with a smile on my face so people won't bother looking at me. I had no purpose in living. It's like, letting the wave lead you. To nowhere. I was confused.

And then, you enter my life. For some reason you're my reason to live. It's like being reborned. It feels nice. I wake up and all I think about is you. You're my sunlight on a breezy summer morning. All the time, when people and I are dying, I would tell them to leave me. Run, run as fast as they can. Safe yourself. But I don't want you to ever leave me. Even when I'm dying. I want to die in your arms, without you going anywhere. I hope death feels like waking up in a field of clovers in your arms.

After you. I had no idea I would continue my life without you. All the tears, all the love I gave you, you threw it away without even looking. My heart aches. It hurts so much I can't cry. Seems like my tears have withered by the time I loved you. Please come back. I'll teach myself to love how you want to be loved.

[alwaysagathario]

Dare I say

[felucians]

Nex Benedict's death wasn't just for being transgender, it was for being native too. 2 Spirits are revered in many native cultures and it is a native-specific identity. This wasn't just a hate crime against trans & NB individuals, this was also a hate crime against Natives of Turtle Island.

You cannot separate Nex's trans identity from their native identity - this is a case of MMIWG2S (Missing and Murdered Indigenous Women, Girls, and 2 Spirits).

Native children being killed at school is nothing new, so it's equally important to talk about Nex's native identity and being intersectional, this is a devastating tragedy for indigenous people, the queer community & especially those of us who are both indigenous and queer.

May Nex rest in peace 🪶

[nouverx]

GET LOVED AND CHERISHED IDIOT

I can't wait for TriStamp season 2 I miss it so much I wan't these three reunited so bad

[herhurthoneyheart]

I will forever be the person who says "it’s okay, I understand.." even when my heart is breaking into pieces..

[contact-guy]

THE FINAL PROBLEM - part 10

THE FINAL PROBLEM - a broken promise - part 10 of 11 - part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 5 - part 6 - part 7 - part 8 - part 9. This is picking up a few days after Part 1, and there's one more update after this.

I've wanted to redraw this little scene from way back in a Study in Scarlet for ages. That part is all canon, as well as Watson's final line in his account of Holmes's death.

This is in the Watson's Sketchbook series!

[mattmonss]

old art

the duo ever <3

[midnitetears]

Aching Heart #120

In the depths of my soul, a storm does rage,

A tempest of pain, as I turn the page,

Of a love once cherished, now torn apart,

Leaving wounds in my fragile heart.

You stand before me, a stranger's face,

As I reach out for comfort and grace,

But you look through me, with vacant eyes,

Ignoring my cries, my tear-filled sighs.

Do you not see the hurt I bear?

The weight of sorrow, the burden I wear,

Yearning for love, for reassurance sweet,

As I stumble, broken, at your feet.

I long for your touch, your gentle embrace,

To feel your love, your warm embrace,

But you remain cold, distant, aloof,

Leaving me stranded, lost in this rueful proof.

Oh, how I ache for the love we once shared,

For the bond we forged, the moments we bared,

But now I stand alone, in the shadow of your gaze,

A stranger to you, lost in this maze.

Yet still I hope, that you'll see me true,

And offer the comfort I seek from you,

For in my darkest hour, I need your light,

To guide me through this endless night.

Yours Faithfully🌻

[overh0l]

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