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Really truly want to make an animatic for Paris The Musical.
I'm gonna do it. But... what an intimidating task.
Anyone else making/want to make an animatic for Paris? I feel like there's a lot of potential here!
#paris the musical#animatic journey#aahhhh i'm scared#but also excited#and i have a fever again but that's not gonna stop me#paris#helen
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AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH HEARTSTOPPER SEASON 2 TEASER TRAILER
STOP I'M NOT OKAY THEY'RE ALL SO CUTE :'DDD
BUT ALSO AAAAHHHHHHH 😭 BECAUSE I KNOW SOME OF THE SADNESS THE BOOKS CONTAIN
Help <33
#heartstopper#oasis's heartstopper chatter#I swear y'all never tell me anything xD /lh /j#I'm always finding out about trailers a couple days late lol#(okay just this and hsmtmts s4 that I can think of off the top of my head but shhh lol)#anyway AAHHHH I'M SO EXCITED 🥰🥰🥰#and scared xd#but also. angst 👀#but also 🥺 help#anyway XD#lovely <333#I love them all so much they're all adorable :'DD#like!! aahhh!!! nick and charlie!!! the running around and hBFUWM the KISS :))!!! tara and darcy!!! walking next to each#other and just their SMILES :'DD!! elle and tao!!! their little spin and the laughs just STOP it was so cute 😭 :D!!!#also was it just me or did nick and charlie's shirts kinda match at the end lol#like idk the sleeve stripes on charlie'd reminded me of the main stripes on nick's lol#to be fair I looked at it for exactly one second xD#but anyway lol#them all <333
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Hey! I'm here again!
Can I request EJ, Hobo Heart, and Liu/Sully(separately and feel free to not do any of them if you can't think of anything) with a human S/O that just... bites. When it's affectionate bites, they'll make a "aaaaa" noise as they go for it, but when it's just plain aggressiveness... they just pounce and bite as hard as possible. Just like a dog or something!
EJ:
It's incredibly amusing to Jack. It's amusing for the fact that, as a feline demon (making him a predator demon, one with extremely sharp teeth built to pierce), he got himself a human that likes to chomp. You can't really deal any harm to Jack as his skin is so tough and with your human teeth you'd have to really, really intend to cause harm, so he doesn't mind at all when you get chompy with him. In fact, he thinks it's really, really cute, and he often tells you as much. The second he can feel you raising up to nom him, an adorable "Aahhhh" leaving your mouth, a smile is already blooming on his lips, and once you make contact he's bubbling with laughter, snorting at your happiness as you gently tug at his skin. He always wraps his arms around you and pulls you close, burying his face into your shoulder as you nibble away, overflowing internally with joy at how cute you are. Whenever you randomly jump at him and latch onto him with cute aggression bites he thinks it's doubly amusing, often rubbing your hair and questioning you on who you think it is that's the predator between the two of you. He'll tease you, saying he'll remind you that you're the prey between the two of you if he needs to, but it's just empty teasing. You can feel free to nibble on him whenever you want to, so long as you don't actually intend to cause any harm. Just don't make him want to start nibbling you back, as that's a much more risky behavior.
Hobo:
If you want to fluster and embarrass Hobo, this is certainly one of your guaranteed ways to do so. He always gets flustered from it, as you're pretty much his first real, true long-term partner, and you're certainly the first one to ever do something like this to him. He's not used to closeness and affection in general, so when you cutely bite him, holding him close as you do so it always has him blushing and making surprised little noises from it, his eyes looking anywhere but you because he's too sheepish to make eye contact with you. You always find this to be incredibly adorable, and it often makes you want to tease him more, which just makes him whine and bury his face into his arms because he can't handle it. You've gotta be careful with pouncing at him, and I don't know if I'd recommend it unless he can see you going to do it. If you pounce from behind it'll probably scare him, and his wings will puff up and he'll probably jump into the air, and he'd feel really, really bad if he ended up hurting you on accident in the process. So, just pounce from the front or announce yourself first. Regardless, always make sure to press a bunch of kisses around wherever you were biting, and then to his face, as it reassures him you're doing it out of love and affection and not as some sort of punishment or way to cause harm. He finds himself shocked at how he comes to look forward to the little moments when you nibble on him.
Liu:
You bite the Liu, the Liu bites back. Liu thinks you're the cutest in the world when you bite him, but he can't let you have all the fun, can he? Nope! So every time you start to nibble him, he nibbles on you too, getting his teeth on whatever part of your body he can reach, even if he has to tug your hand or arm toward his mouth so he can get at something. I can see him also racing you toward it, trying to nom on you before you can do it to him, making it a little competition between the two of you. He'll scoop you up into his arms and nip at any part of you he can reach, and if he's feeling particularly teasing, he'll tickle you while he does so until you're laughing and squirming as you try and get out of his grasp. Sometimes though, he'll fakely act like you're being too much, sighing when you nibble on him and shaking his head, patting yours and asking what he's going to do with you when you keep being so troublesome, though you both know he doesn't mean it. Whenever you go to more aggressively bite him, he has one of two outcomes. Either he gasps really loudly or cries out, acting as though he's actually being attacked, sometimes putting on such a good show you actually have to check in on him. The other is that he attacks right back, playfully growling at you while he pins you down and chomps all over you. To Liu, it's a fun, cute little thing that the two of you can do together, and he always welcomes it.
#creepypasta#creepypasta headcanons#creepypasta headcanon#creepypasta x reader#eyeless jack#eyeless jack headcanons#eyeless jack headcanon#eyeless jack x reader#hobo heart#hobo heart x reader#hobo heart headcanon#hobo heart headcanons#homicidal liu#homicidal liu x reader#homicidal liu headcanon#homicidal liu headcanons
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right here, right now
pairing: jonathan byers x fem!reader
wc: 2.1k
summary: it's almost time to try and save the world, again. but before you do, you and jonathan have something to take care of.
cw: 18+ ONLY - SMUT some angst, unprotected piv, creampie, use of pet names
author’s note: aahhhh, nothing like some ‘i need to have you right now because the world might end and idk if i’ll ever get to have you again’ smut
You aren't really sure how long it had been. You aren't sure how long it would be, until Nancy patched through on the walkie talkies to give you the all clear to join the others or until something killed you, whichever came first.
You sit in the back seat of Steve's BMW, clenching and unclenching your fist around your baseball bat to ease your nerves. You're parked off the side of the road, close but not too close to the most recent gate that had opened up in Hawkins. Steve, Nancy, Eddie, and Robin had gone through, preparing to enact the first phase of the plan. You'd spent the last couple of days preparing, giving yourselves until the last possible moment to ensure everything was perfect. To ensure that you could seal up the contents of the Upside Down forever - lock them away, never to seep into your reality ever again.
But now, as you sit trembling on the leather bench seat, the details don't matter. What does matter, a fact gone unspoken but known by each of you equally, is that this is your last chance. If you fail this time - and the possibility of that is very real - it will cost you your lives. It will cost the lives of everyone in this town; Hawkins will fall.
Jonathan's breathing is staggered beside you, his body shuddering with each exhale. He's trying not to panic for your sake, but you know he's fearing for you and for Will, for his mom, for himself. For everyone.
The world is dark around you, nightfall having hit what feels like eons ago. Your teeth chatter although it isn't cold, and you startle momentarily when you feel Jonathan's hand come to rest on your thigh.
"Hey," he says softly, bringing your focus onto him and only him. "It's gonna be okay, yeah? We're going to get through this."
You're silent for a moment. "What if we don't this time, Jon?" You can barely look at him as you say the words, because you fear you'll burst into tears if you meet those soft honey eyes.
He can see your sturdy resolve beginning to crumble, and he drops his weapon and pulls you into his chest, pressing his lips to the top of your head. "Don't think like that, okay? We're going to do this, we have to do this."
You know that he's saying this to convince the both of you, you know he doesn't fully believe it himself, but you appreciate the reassurance regardless. You bury your face further into the soft fabric of his shirt, taking a long, deep inhale. He smells as he always has, like laundry detergent and his cologne and a faint hint of coffee.
You don't want to think about the fact that this could be the last time you get to smell his smell.
Before you can stop them, a few stray tears escape your eyes, rolling down your cheeks. You sniffle quietly, trying to collect yourself once more, but Jonathan's already alert to your upset.
"Hey, hey," he soothes, tilting your chin up with a gentle finger. "Baby, I'm here with you. I'm here."
You don't want to say what you're thinking - But what if you aren't always here? What if this is the last moment we have together? - and so you say nothing. Your lip wobbles as you take a shaky breath, more tears rolling warm and heavy down your skin.
Jonathan is quick to wipe them away, the pad of his thumbs so soft as they rid your face of the saltwater streaks.
"I'm so scared," is all you can say before he's hugging you tight against him once more, his grip on you firm and comforting.
"I know, I know," he rocks you back and forth, kissing your forehead. "Me too."
You pull back suddenly, feeling the need to look him in his eyes. "I love you so much, more than I've ever loved anything in my life."
"More than you love birthday cake milkshakes from Benny's?" he jokes, the left corner of his mouth tugging upward in a slight smirk.
You laugh, a watery sound through your ebbing tears. "Oh, on second thought, never mind..."
He joins in on your laughter, and for a moment everything is normal. For a moment you're on the couch in his living room and Joyce is making cookies in the kitchen, and you aren't about to fight monsters and try to save the world, again. You appreciate his willingness to try and make you smile, even in the bad moments.
"I love you too, you know that. I always will." he returns your sentiment once your giggles have subsided, cupping your face in his hands and pressing his lips to yours.
You kiss him back eagerly, his mouth a welcome reprieve from the constant terror your life has been lately.
You can't quite pinpoint the moment it goes from sweet and tender to needy and hot, but it happens quickly. One moment his lips move slowly against yours, his hands soft on your cheeks, and the next his tongue is prying into your mouth and your hands are tangled in his hair and tugging. You're pulling yourself onto his lap, knees bracketing his hips, both of you breathing heavily.
He pulls away only for a moment, his eyes searching your face. "You really want to do this right now?" he checks, waiting for your permission.
You nod quickly. "Yes, right now." There's a pause, and then. "I don't know when we'll get to do this again."
It's a devastating statement if you really think about it, but neither of you are planning on thinking too hard. He doesn't dwell on the undertones of it, instead he lets his hunger take over.
You thought you'd been desperate to have him before, like that time after he was sick for two straight weeks and you couldn't see him, or when you'd teased him so bad beneath your lunch table senior year that he'd dragged you into the janitor's closet and made you late for the next class. But this? This was new, this rivaled every time before it. You were primal, animalistic in the way you licked into each other's open mouths, determined in the way you undid his belt and pushed his jeans down his thighs.
It was a desperation that could only come from such a dire sense of urgency - the end of the world wasn't necessarily far away, after all.
He wastes no time helping you shed your pants, both of you knowing that this isn't the time for drawn-out foreplay or extensive teasing - you never know when Nancy's voice might sound over the walkie.
Good thing for him, you're already soaking through your panties, the severity of the situation only turning you on further in some sick, twisted way. You need to have him, there's no questioning it.
You let out a harsh whine when his lips latch onto your neck, sucking hard on the tender skin, his hands gripping your hips with a ferocity you've never felt from him before. He guides you over his cock, letting his shaft slide through your folds, your juices coating him. He hisses at the sensation, his cheeks flushing a deep pink that you can decipher even in the low lighting.
"Shit, baby," he rasps, letting his head fall back against the seat.
You give him a sly little smirk. "Am I losing ya already?" you tease, satisfied when he rolls his eyes.
"No," he says, and before you can process it he's completely flipped your position; you now lying down along the cool leather seat, his body hovering over yours. "Definitely not."
Your lips part in an attempt to say something, but no words can come out before he's kissing you once more. Your legs fall open easily, allowing him space to fully slot himself between them. He lets out strained whimpers when he licks into your eager mouth, your hands splayed across his back, nails digging into the skin through his shirt.
"Baby," you pant. "I can't wait any longer, I need you," your voice is breathy, impatient.
"Don't worry, sweetheart," he murmurs against your cheek. "I'm gonna take care of you."
In seconds he's got his hand wrapped around the base of his shaft, slowly guiding the tip into your weeping entrance. You gasp at the initial intrusion, the sound turning into something closer to a scream the more of him you take.
"Jonathan, Jonathan," you mumble mindlessly, drunk on his cock and he's only been inside of you for thirty seconds. In normal circumstances he may have teased you, made your face flush with heat as he taunted your desperation. But these aren't normal circumstances, and he's just as needy as you are.
"I know, angel, I know," he murmurs. "Feels so good, huh?"
You nod, pressing sloppy kisses to his lips as he starts to move inside of you. The drag of his length out and in and then out again has you nearly delirious, bringing every inch of your body to life, as if you're a live wire.
"Fuck, fuckfuckfuck," he curses, picking up his pace rapidly.
The car fills with the sounds of skin slapping against skin, heavy breaths and moans and sighs. You're able to almost forget, like this. With his weight on top of you and his cock hitting the perfect spot inside, you can almost pretend like you don't have a baseball bat and an axe sitting on the floor of the vehicle, signifiers of your impending battle. You try to ignore the way the street lights flicker outside, something you know to be a sign of more than just faulty bulbs.
His teeth nip at your earlobe, a weakness of yours, and you know that he's seen the flickering too. It's his silent way of trying to distract you as best he can. Paired with the relentless way in which he pounds into you, it works, your brain nearly shutting off as you zone in on his grunts and whines.
"I love you," he pants. "So fucking much."
He tugs your bottom lip between his teeth, and only when he lets go do you reply. "I love you, fuck I love you. Feels so good, Jon."
He chuckles lightly at this, satisfied with his ability to bring you such pleasure. "You feel good, too. You have no fucking idea," he praises, resting his forehead against yours as he maintains his steady pace.
There's something in your gut that tells you you don't have much time before your friends will page you, and as if reading your mind, Jonathan's right hand finds its way between your thighs. The pad of his thumb begins to rub quick circles over your clit, your breathing growing heavier. You feel electric beneath his touch, succumbing entirely to how good he’s making you feel.
"You gonna be a good girl and cum for me, angel?" he asks, knowing if he keeps up his actions, you'll be hurtling over the edge in no time.
"Yes!" you cry, "Yes Jonathan, fuck. I want to be a good girl, wanna cum for you."
He dips his head low, his mouth against the shell of your ear. "So do it, then," he instructs, his voice deliciously husky, his tone commanding.
It's all you need to fully reach your breaking point, and your legs shake as you cum around his cock. His name spills from your lips in a shattered cry, back arching off of the seat beneath you. Your orgasm seems to last forever, your walls squeezing him tight until he's spilling inside of you, moaning your name followed by a string of curses. He collapses on top of you, and it's so comforting to feel the weight of him. To feel and hear him breathing.
The euphoric haze you’d been caught up in, the primal urge that had taken control of you starts to fade. You don’t want reality to set in, you want to fend it off for as long as possible, but it’s too late. Fear creeps its way back into your throat, and you cling tighter to Jonathan.
He senses your unease and you know he’s feeling it again, too. So when he speaks, his voice slightly hoarse from use, you’re expecting him to say something serious. “Do you think Steve will be mad we fucked in his car?"
You snort, genuinely caught off guard by the lighthearted question. "Let's save the world first, and then we can decide if we're even gonna tell him."
Jonathan laughs, and the sound tugs at your heart strings. It's one of your favorite sounds, and you only hope you get to hear it for years to come.
You kiss him, slow and passionate before deciding you need to redress. You prepare your backpack of necessary tools, you hold his hand as you wait for Nancy's signal.
And with ever perfect timing, her voice comes through the static.
One squeeze of your hand. Two. Three.
I. Love. You.
#jonathan byers#jonathan byers x reader#jonathan byers x fem!reader#jonathan byers fanfic#jonathan byers fanfiction#jonathan byers smut#banner by cafekitsune
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treasure: eight (final)
synopsis: when y/n gets whooshed into an alternate universe, an adventure: one with pirates and monsters and much, much more
pairing: ot8! pirate ateez x fem! reader
genre: pirate au!!
!!warnings(per chapter)!! - [bellow cut!] the usual blood, gore, weapons, stabbing
notes: aahhhh finally we've reached the end~!! I'm so happy that we've completed treasure now and that so many of you have been enjoying it and reading it.. all your comments mean and meant the world to me!! so.. see you in the next series or oneshot??
word count: 3.4k
taglist: (if you want removed or added to the list please lmk)
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The faint red line of his scar.. smudged looking to your thumb you see the same red slightly staining the skin.. This hongjoong.. Has no scar.. Surely he’s not been lying about having a scar after all this time.. No.. he couldn’t even the last time he cried he cried..b-blood.. This hongjoong didn't.
Your heart begins to beat erratically in your chest. You feel as though any second you could pass out. You stand to your feet grabbing the extra blanket and holding it close to your naked form and if to solidify and mock your mistake and realisation.. Said man tosses on his side in his sleep and there, clear as day on his shoulder blade.. ‘HALA’ permanently resides there in black ink.
You stumble back at the realisation the room spins, your legs give way and you brace yourself expecting to hit the ground..
Only.. you don't. You fall into something soft.
“oh.. darlin’..” a voice quietly whispers out.
“oh.. darlin’..” a voice quietly whispers out.
Heat from his clothed chest sinks into the bare skin of your back and you feel yourself relax in the man's hold.
“H-hongjoong…?” you slightly whisper out
The man brings his head forwards to rest in between your neck and shoulder.
“Hmmhmm it's me darlin’” he breathes out
And you sigh out in relief.
He picks up your clothes and drapes his long captain's coat on you
“Ere wear this the now till i get you as far away from that man and these people as possible” the ‘real’ hongjoong whispers out
He gently guides you away from the tree and closer to the waters edge so as not to wake the sleeping imposter.. And carefully over the stones and across the water and back into the tunnels. Once he deems it safe enough he stops and hands you your clothes for you to change back into. Once you do that's when the waterworks start.
“Hey hey what's wrong?” hongjoong asks cupping your face in his hands as he wipes the tears away worried.
“i’m - i’m sorry” you stutter between sobs
“Wow wow what for darlin?’”
“Everything” your eyes fall on his shirt.. slightly stained red with a hole at the shoulder you can slightly see the bandage underneath, dirty and soaking up the blood from the wound underneath. “I..i hurt you and i.. He.. we”
“Hey” he says to you firmly yet soft, making you look at him “none of that now. It's okay. I'm okay. You don't..” he takes a breath and changes what he was gonna say “i- did he hurt you?” he asks
You shake your head, lip trembling “no.. I don't think he could..”
“It doesn't matter if you think he wouldn't, he's still dangerous y/n..”
“Come on, let's get you back to the other ey?” he adds at the end
You both walk through the tunnel going farther away from the other hongjoong and his ‘crew’
The walk is silent and somewhat peaceful as you walk beside one another though you can't help but think of yunho.. What his other self did.. You can't help but be nervous and a little bit scared.. Even though this one will be your yunho..
You're dragged out of your thoughts at the bustling sound of chatter up ahead and the light crackle sound of a fire..
You kinda freeze up and slow down as you both get closer, hongjoong notices this and gently squeezes your hand in his..
“It's okay.. You're gonna be okay now” he whispers.. And gently guides you with him.
You eventually reach the little makeshift camp they've set up in the tunnels..
Seonghwa, yeosang and wooyoung are all around the fire seemingly cooking a light something? Jonho rests on the stoney wall, his eyes closed. San seems to be rolling up his bed to put it back in his pack and Yunho and mingi are seemingly taking watch..
“Hey guys.. Look who i found..” hongjoong gets the guys attention as you approach
“y..y/n..” wooyoung is immediately up and pulling you into a hug
“Woo come on.. Don't crowd her..”
“S’okay joong..” you whisper out
Everyone seems to fall into a comfort around the quiet and peace of the fire..
Hongjoong has gone off somewhere..
Yunho and mingi still stand guard.. Though mingi sits sharpening his blade..
A bowl of the food passed to both of them from seonghwa.
Jongho still rests against the wall.. San now sits with Yeosang and rests his head on his shoulder lightly. Seonghwa sits down beside them after passing them their own bowls.
And wooyoung sits with you in his arms, his arms wrapped around your waist, holding you close to his chest as you sit a little ways away from the fire. His bowl sits on the ground beside him and you hold your own.. The heat coming through the material heating your hands in this cold cave..
“Yunho.. You need to eat.."San says to him as yunho hasn't touched the broth in his bowl.
“I'm not really hungry..” yunho responds.. Looking around the makeshift camp.. His eyes fall on you in wooyoung's arms.. His heart aches..
Seonghwa looks at him.. His own heart aching for the younger..
“I'm fine.. Don’t worry about me..” he says.
…
“Woo.. you not gonna eat the soup?” you ask him
“M’ fine pretty.. Just need to hold you in my arms.. Was so worried about you..” he says nuzzling his face into your hair at your neck..
You sigh out and pick up his bowl stirring the spoon inside it before turning in his grip to slightly face him. You pick up some of the now mild warm soup in the spoon..
“Here.. you need to eat..”
He sucks in a breath at your words and actions.. A light blush coming to his cheeks
“Y.. ye don't have to feed me pretty.. I got hands..”
He does however open his mouth to let you feed him..
You continue feeding him till the bowl is empty and hongjoong eventually comes back..
“Okay crew.. We can head that way.. I scouted ahead.. Seems to be not that much farther down..should be just behind the waterfall.. Pack up and get ready to head out.” hongjoong commands.
They all begin to pack up.. The fire is put out and you all continue down the winding tunnels of the cave you continue for a while.. Going further and deeper into the cave..
The walls begin to get moist.. And the sound of running water can be heard in the distance..
A waterfall falls at the end of the tunnel..
“Ugh.. it's a dead end hongjoong..” some of the guys complain
“Is it now?” hongjoong taunts and proceeds to walk through the water..
We all stand still for a few moments.. He pops his head back through..
“Well? You comin’?” he says
One by one we all make our way through the cool, cold water..
On the other side is a vast and open underground pocket in the cave.. Another yet bigger and fuller tree sits, its thick trunk.. Magnificent.. A moat surrounds it.. We get closer to the tree.. A chest rests at the bottom.. Homgjoong walks through the waist deep moat.. He walks towards the chest.. And sticks the key in opening it.. His eyes widened.. And he pulls the item out.. Holding the hour glass in his hands..
A gunshot rings out and hits the bark of the tree close to hongjoong.
“Not. so. Fast. I think that belongs to me.. Don't you think so?”
The other hongjoong and his crew…
back wearing their black outfits.. And hats.. He and the rest stalk closer to us..
“I have to say darling, I was quite upset to find you gone when I woke up.. I thought you enjoyed your night with me..” he taunts
“Shut up!! Don't speak to her” the real hongjoong snaps
“Oh? I touch a nerve? Pissed I got to her first? And her feelings? It doesn't matter.. Hand over the cromer. And this won't end with blood shed..”
“Like hell he’ll give it to you!!”
“Very well then.. I see what you've chosen.. Kill them all.. Keep y/n alive..” he says to his crew
…
Yunho moves in front of you, his sword drawn and keeping it pointed at the other hongjoong.
“I won’t leave till i have the cromer and my y/n!!”
Yunho shifts and positions himself to where he shields you more..
“And you think we’re just gonna give y/n and the cromer up that easily!?” yunho yells
The other hongjoong rolls his eyes
“Your loss..”
“Bring it on then!!” yunho yells more
The other hongjoong draws his sword, lets out a yell and runs towards the group. The rest of his crew following
The two hongjoong’s swords clash together and the rest of the crew starts attacking the other crew.
Seonghwa and wooyoung have put you behind them keeping you close as they still fight to keep the enemy away.
The cave is echoed with metal cladding against metal.. Grunts and groans.
Whist fighting his alternate self.. Another of the other crew members sneak behind hongjoong..
“Joong look out!!” you yell.. He catches the sneak attack.. In that moment of distraction.. I'm grabbed from behind..
Hongjoong is stabbed in the side.. Blood quickly seeping into his white shirt
“Captain!!!” the crew yells as hongjoong falls to his knees.
“Sorry about this… darling~” a cold blade is pressed to my throat..
“Everyone drop your weapons.”
In the moment of distraction the other Hongjoong has grabbed me.. pressing a blade to my throat
The group stops as this happens, and Yunho’s stomach feels like it’s dropped to his feet as he watches the other Hongjoong hold his sword to your neck
Hongjoong and Yunho are both filled with a mix of shock and rage
“Don’t even think about it…” He spoke, taking a few steps forward before stopping and letting out a hiss as the blade pressed further into your neck
The other Hongjoong lets a smirk form on his face as he notices the reactions, holding the blade closer to your neck
“And what makes you think you’re in a place to make demands?”
Yunho felt something inside him snap as he watched the smirk form on the other Hongjoong’s face. He was filled with a rush of anger as he gripped his sword tighter
“I swear to god if you hurt them..”
“or what… you already failed to protect her from yourself.. your other self..now. Drop your weapons!!”
Yunho feels those words like a punch to the gut, the grip on his weapon tightening more as he clenches his teeth
He stares at you and the other Hongjoong, letting anger fill his body.. slowly, he drops his weapon to the floor, eyes never leaving you or the other in front of him
The others reluctantly drop their swords too.
The other Hongjoong let’s a satisfied smirk form on his face as he looks at the rest of the group
“Smart choice.”
“jongho . here now!” he yells for his jongho.
The younger of the crew steps forward, a stoic look on his face as he follows his captain’s command
“Hold her.” he orders
Jongho reaches out and grabs you, holding your arms behind your back and keeping you in place
“now… the Cromer.. ah yes!!! In the chest…”
Seonghwa’s hands clenched into fists at the mention of the Cromer, clearly not wanting to hand it over, but not wanting you to get hurt either
“everyone better stay down or else shots will be fired.”
The group freezes, keeping still as Jongho keeps a firm grip on you.. The tension in the cave rises as everyone exchanges glances, unsure of what to do in the situation
He opens the chest.
His eyes land on the Cromer inside, and he reaches in and grabs it, holding it in his hand
“boys… we're going home tonight!!!”
The other Hongjoong’s crew cheered, excited about going home.. The real crew, on the other hand, are worried and anxious
“Sedna!!!!!” he yells for the witch
After a few moments, the witch appears a few feet away from him, blinking once before speaking
“You called?” she says
“the moon is full and at its peak.. activate this..”
Sedna takes a look at the Cromer and the full moon before nodding
“As you wish, Captain.” she says
She takes the Cromer from him and holds it in front of her, closing her eyes to focus as she twists and turns the cromer.
“Sedna!! You traitor!!!” the real Hongjoong yells coughing from the stab wound
Sedna ignored his yelling as a glow began to emit from the Cromer, it’s glow getting brighter and brighter as the ritual continues she places it in the stone on the ground
The portal opens
The other Hongjoong’s crew cheers, excited about finally being able to go home.. The real crew stays silent, watching the portal form in front of them
“Ahhh winning is nice.. Now men.. Go ahead.. Seonghwa you first..”
One by one each of the other crew enters the portal and disappears back to their own world.. Until it's just the other hongjoong and jongho who still holds you.
“Okay jongho you next.. Let her go, I will bring her." Hongjoong says.
Jongho reluctantly lets go.. And enters the portal not before looking back at his captain..
“Now.. you next love.. Hm?” he says
“Fuck!! y/n darling.. Don't go with him..” the real hongjoong gasps
The other hongjoong.. Seeing your hesitation.. Speaks.
“y/n. Love. I wish to use my prize, my wish now..” he says relatively calmly
“Surely you won't go back on your word.. After All.. We did shake on it..” he taunts
You sigh out..
“That's a girl.. Get in the portal..and come with me.. That's my wish.” he says..
“Nooo!!” the crew and hongjoong start yelling
The other hongjoong hold out his hand for you.. You reluctantly take it.
You stand closer to him.. And run your hand up his chest..
“Home?” you peer up at him..
He sighs out..
“Yes my love.. Mm home..”
You pull him in and kiss his lips..
The real hongjoong’s heart breaks.. As do the others..
However as you kiss him you're backing him up closer to the portal.. Your hand sneaks down
You pull away.. He’s exasperated
“But I'm sorry..”
He looks confused at you..
You suddenly stab the dagger into his chest blood pouring out he lets out a gasp
His face pained.. “L..love?” you push him into the portal and knock the cromer off the stone the portal closes over as you do so..
You fall to the ground.. The adrenaline, finally leaving you..
Hongjoong immediately pulls himself towards you.. His wet red stained hand shakily cupping your face..
“Oh gods.. I thought I lost you there darlin’...” he leans his forehead on your own.
“Ahem.. if i may..” sedna begins.. Hongjoong glares at her..
“Miss.. if you're wanting to go back home.. I suggest you do so as the moon is still at its peak..” she says
Wooyoung pipes up..
“Home? She is home.. She's back with us..?”
“Ah.. back to her own world..her universe”
And there it is.. The secret you've tried so hard to keep..
“W..what? What is she talking about darlin’?” hongjoong asks confused as he looks into your eyes..
Tears line your eyes..
“It's true.. Im.. I'm not from this universe.. I don't know how and it's crazy when i think about it but I got sucked into a painting.. And I was here..”
Hongjoong sighs out..
“Oh darlin’.. were .. were you ever gonna tell me?”
“Yes.. when the time was right..”
“Being here.. With All of you has been amazing and I've never been so happy..”
“Miss the moon is leaving its peak.. You need to make a decision.. It'll be many years before you can go back home after this blue moon..”
Hongjoong shakes his head and looks at you seriously.
“You don't.. You don’t have to go.. You can stay… with me..” he whispers the last part.
You weakly smile at him
“I wish I could.. But I've got my family back home..” you whisper
Hongjoong shakily sighs out.. Sedna knowing your decision opens the portal to your universe..
You look at it.. The portal looks like water but through the blur you can see the room..
You go to stand.. Hongjoong grabs your hand
“P..please..” he whimpers..
Your lips meet his own as you finally kiss him.. For the first and final time..
“Find me in my universe?” you joke through tears
“I will..” He says seriously. And he removes the necklace around his neck.. Attaching it around your own.. “I’ll find you..”
Your hand slips from his as you stand and walk towards the portal
You turn back to face them
“You all mean so much to me.. I'm so glad to have had you a part of my life.. You’re all so precious to me..” you say through your tears
“To me.. You're my.. My Treasure.” hongjoong whispers
Wooyoung rests on his knees sobbing..
“S..see you?” you wipe your tears and finally walk through the portal..
As you disappear hongjoong takes deep breaths and struggles to get up but he does and he staggers towards the portal still bleeding out
“D..darlin’ w..wait..i..” just as he reaches the portal.. it disappears.. The moon, no longer at its peak. He falls to his knees and his tears finally fall as he rests his head on the bark
“I love you..” he whispers..
…
Your eyes flutter open.. You scan your surroundings.. White sheets still cover the dusty room.. One lays on the floor from the couch you're sitting on.. Your book lays open upside down on the floor..
You gasp the memories coming back as you come to.. Your eyes shoot to the painting that.. Lays on the floor.. You stand and pick it up, hanging it back on the wall.. The ship’s not in the painting anymore…
Was it just a dream..?
You make your way to the door of the room and pull it open..
“97..98..99..10.. Okay ready or not here I come.."James' voice carries down the hall..
He soon rounds the corner..
“Ugh.. y/n.. The point of hide and seek is you’ve to hide? Don’t you wanna play?” he speaks..
“But.. i.. I've been gone for days.”
Your older brother ruffles your hair..
“Think you got too lost in your book again y/n..” he giggles
Mm yeah.. The book…
Your hands subconsciously fiddle with the necklace around your neck.. Hold on- necklace..??
You pull it out looking at the red gem tied with the string..
It was real…
..
The weeks go past and finally your time at your grandparents manor comes to an end.. You're all back home, your parents are home too, only you're packing up your large suitcase..
“I can't believe you’re leaving us little sis..”
You laugh “well I've got to go to uni don't i?”
“Well yeah sis.. But to a whole ‘nother country.. We’ll miss you..”
You hug james..
“I know but I'll come back during breaks.. Now get out so I can pack!!”
..
You pull your suitcase through the airport after saying goodbye to your family which was a tearful goodbye but you promised to come back during your unis breaks..
You check in and eventually you’re in the air..
The flight is long very verryyy long but eventually you land in the place you will call home for the time being.
You collect your bags and make your way to the train/subway
You sit and watch as the city goes by from the large train window
The train announcement goes off letting you know you're arriving at your universities station
You make your way onto the campus and check in and get shown to the student accom.
Once you lug your luggage to your room and get settled for a few hours and eat some food you make your way to the hall where orientation is being held.
You sit on the bleacher with no one really speaking to you as you are a foreigner.. Which is silly since you speak the language
“hi.. “ you say
“Sorry.. Don't speak english” they get up and move away with their group
You sit and watch everyone as they talk and make friends..
“Hey..” a deepish voice calls out
You turn a gasp leaves your lips..
He sits beside you on the bleachers clad in jeans.. Converse and a oversized hoodie
His bright coloured dyed hair stands out..
“Me and my friends couldn't help but see you sitting by yourself. Would you like to sit with us? What's your name darlin’?”
“I'm y/n..”
He stands offering you his hand.
“Nice to meet you y/n.. I’m Hongjoong.”
...
he laughs out loud.. the rest of them look at him as if hes finally gone mad.. perhaps he has.. he pulls the dagger from his chest and watches as the blood drips off the metal.. he laughs
"ahhh oh love... what have you done.. you've awoken the beast inside me"
he smirks.
#starrywooyo#starrywooyo fics#ateez x reader#hongjoong x reader#wooyoung x reader#yunho x reader#seonghwa x reader#yeosang x reader#san x reader#mingi x reader#jongho x reader#ateez fanfiction#ateez pirate au#starrywooyo treasure#starrywooyo au#ateez au#ateez series
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Just popping in to say I really felt that when you said you were scared to be the last person to lose interest and end up playing in your little sandbox alone. That'll be me, guaranteed. I always love reading your writing, I actually just went back and read all your Monsterlander fics from last year. The Dullahan one was my favorite and it's going to live in my head 5 ever now.
aahhhh this is so kind!! thank you so much! 😭😭 i'm especially glad you liked that one. alongside the angel one, i think it was definitely one of the weirder/more niche ones LOL
it's really scary feeling like there's an expiration date on your fandom. it makes me miss being part of larger fandoms that felt like they would live forever. that said, those fandoms definitely have their issues, too. i've become really, really protective of my peace and maybe a little block happy due to being in big fandoms where things could get pretty vicious. there are lots and lots of things i love about our little cozy corner.
but it makes me feel much better knowing there are others who feel the same way! if no one else got us, we got us 🖤
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Looped Sun 20
Loop #518
Grian was... Really tired. The last few loops have been stressful and he and Scar were the only ones aware for this one... Of course he had started the loop in a serious version of third life...
Scar: What if we just died?
Grian: Come again?
Scar: We have tried so many things but not just dying early.
Grian: I wonder why.
Scar: Do you think you could make us ghosts?
Grian: I mean, probably... Shouldn't be tko hard.
Scar: We could haunt the others! With like pranks!
Grian: Hmmm... Now that is an interesting idea.
Jimmy was scared, he had woken up in a weird world with only 3 lives and soon it had become scary with different factions forming and separating... He had decided to stick with Scott and now they were married which was... conforting in a way... And then Grian and Scar died... And didn't respawn...
Grian: Hello there Timmy!
Jimmy: G-Grian? You're a ghost?
Grian: Sure thing? Why so white?
Jimmy: ... I... What happened? How did you and Scar die?
Grian: Oh, we jumped off a cliff.
Jimmy: Why would you do that!?! You just...gave up!?
Grian: I-
Jimmy: That's not- ... It's - ... Ugh!
Grian had forgotten this wasn't the same Timmy who looped with him, he understood too late that this one was going to feel bad about it and he had to do damage control... Quick.
Grian: I... We didn't actually jump on purpose!
Jimmy: You didn't?
Grian: No! No! We slipped...and fell.
Jimmy: ... Oh...really?
Grian: It's just a bit embarassing.
Jimmy: Why didn't you respawn?
Grian: Who knows.
Scar loved this, it was one of his best ideas ever. Now he just needed to scare a certain king out of his skin... He would never expect this.
Scar: Reeeeeeeeeen...
Ren: Whom? Who are you? Show yourself!
Scar: Doooon't yoooouuuu reeemeeembeeeer me?
Ren: Scar!? How? You're dead! You can't be here!
Scar: Ohhhhhhh... You are half right.
Ren: U-uh?
Scar: I am dead!
Now was the time for Scar to appear.
Scar: Boo.
Ren: AAHHHH!?
Scar: Do you hear that sound?
(AHHHHHH!)
Grian: That beautiful sound!
(AaAaaaaah??)
Scar: That is the sound, of clean, white, shorts turning brown!
(Eeheeaeaa!?!)
Grian: Tortu- ...I'm going to have to stop this impromptu musical number because what kind of scream was that??? Who in the world screams like that?
Scar: Someone apparently...
Bdubs: Leave! I'm trying to sleep!
Scar: Hmmm...
Grian: Nah!
Bdubs: I hate you guys. Why can't you guys come back in the morning or something.
Scar: Booooring.
Bdubs: Hey!
Grian: If you think about it sleep is just a free trial of death.
Bdubs:...
They ended up giving Bdubs insomnia that time around...oops.
Loop #521
Scott understood that his actions toward Jimmy back in 3rd Life weren't... completely healthy. He also understood that Grian would say that that was an understatement. He was trying to be less pushy, he really was... and despite certain recent events he tought he truly was getting better. That was why this loop was like a punch in the face.
Jimmy: Scott what's wrong?
Scott: I... Jimmy your eye...
Jimmy: Oh? Oh! It's ok you didn't hurt me too much.
Why did the loop had to start after his unawake self had already done too much damage?
Scott: No! I did! This is a full on black eye Jimmy!
Jimmy: It's... I'm sorry.
Why was he sorry? It was non looping Scotts fault not...not his! He hadn't done anything!
Scott: Don't apologize... I... I need to go.
Grian wasn't helping at all.
Grian: And you chose to run?
Unless by help one meant making Scott feel worse, in that case Grian was helping a lot.
Grian: That is like, the worst thing you could have done.
Scott: I know. I panicked!
Grian: Jimmy is going to blame himself. You do know that, right?
Scott: I know!
Jimmy: Ehhh... Grian? Have you seen Scott?
Scott: He found me! I can't go talk to him.
Grian: Are you going to what? Hide from him? I tried that with Scar near the start, it really doesn't help.
Scott: ... No.
Grian: So?
Scott: ... I'll go talk to him.
Scott: Jimmy...
Jimmy: Scott! You ran off! Did I do something wrong-
Scott: No! I... I... We need to talk...soon
Loop #524
Pearl: Gods forbid women do anything.
Impulse: You turned ALL OF OUR MEGABASES 90°!
Pearl: So?
Impulse: How? It's been less then a day!
Pearl: Oh you know...
Impulse: ...?
Pearl: You know.
Impulse: Know...what?
Pearl: You know.
Impulse: I don't think I do?
Pearl: Sounds like a you problem.
Impulse: Wha- Hey!
Pearl: I can't believe you think a woman couldn't do this, wow. I tought you were better then that.
Impulse: I DON'T THINK ANYONE CAN DO THIS?!? Why did you even rotate it!?!
Pearl: Looks better.
Impulse: You even redirected the river!
Pearl: Looks. Better.
Impulse: I... Need to lay down.
Pearl: L.
Loop #527
Grian: This is the story of a man named Scar.
Scar: Grian? Who are you talking to? ... Where are you?
Grian: When Scar came to a set of two open doors he entered the door on his left.
Scar: But... What about the right?
Grian: What about it?
Scar: I want to see what's over there!
Grian: It's just a boring lounge Scar.
Scar: Oh...ok!
Scar: Grian, is this a prank?
Grian: What?
Scar: There is an arrow that says escape!
Grian: No no no no don't go there!
Scar: I'm going!
Grian: Scar! SCAR! You come back here right now.
Scar: Nope! I'm going all the way- AAAAAAHHHHH?!??
Grian: Well ...this is bad-
Scar: I don't want to be crushed! Grian do something!
Grian: I can't!
Scar: Gri-
Mumbo: Stop! I stopped it!
Grian: Mumbo?
Scar: Uh...?
Mumbo: I- I have a museum place to bring you to... I think?
Scar: Uh... Alright... Lead the way!
Grian: Ok... Now you are just ignoring me.
Scar: I'm not! I'm exploring!
Grian: Just be careful on that cargo lift- SCAR!
Scar: Sorry!
Grian: Scar, I swear to god.
Scar: I said sorry!
Grian: Why would you even jump down!
Scar: I wanted to see what was that way!
Grian: BY JUMPING FROM A CARGO LIFT!??
Scar: Grian? Can we take a break?
Grian: Hmm... I have this room in the game code... I could...
Scar: No, no. Just. Sit here a while?
Grian: Uh? Alright, I can do that.
Mumbo: So uh... What time is it for you?
Loop #530
Pearl: Sooo... We got a new expansion.
Grian: We did.
Pearl: Toughts?
Grian: Real Life huh?
Pearl: Scar is still motion sick.
Grian: Guess we got to add Cleo to the winners.
Tango: I explained to Anne a bit about the expansions and how they work.
Scott: Which meant I had to tell her about Termina since she is going to be a proper looper soon.
Grian: Oh... How did that go?Scott: Surprisingly well actually.
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RIU! RIU! DO YOU KNOW ABOUT THIS?!
https://www.tumblr.com/dear-massacre/764631795353403392?source=share
Aahhhh, yeah I was made aware lol
People are mass moving to Bluesky, which sure brings back a lot of 2017 Tumblr flashbacks lmao
Twitter keeps shooting itself in the foot, which sucks and is also so so stupid. Between this and the blocking thing, I understand why people just prefer trying on another site.
As for me, well, we'll see, I'll be honest I really hate opening up new social media and all that. The less I have the better LOL, so for now I'm not going to move there. There are scares like this every so often and I just kinda learned to sit back and let it play out for a bit until things develop a little more.
Taking art to train AI fucking SUCKS and is AWFUL, yes, but at the same time I... still don't quite understand how that affects *me* personally, you know what I mean? I'm not criticizing any artist that doesn't want it, obviously, this is a genuine question. If AI uses my art, does that harm my account? does that harm my reach? I understand how AI harms artists at large, I just wish I knew how it affects *ME* specifically, if that makes sense.
That being said, if Twitter is suddenly empty or whatever, that WOULD encourage me to move maybe, like I said, we'll see how it plays out
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hi sweet pea!! For the headcanon meme I’m thinking Asmo? (Yes he’s all I’ve thought about this week I can’t help it anymore 💀)
∇ - old age/aging headcanon
☠ - angry/violent headcanon
✿ - Sex headcanon
I hope you enjoy your days off!! 💛
Max my darling, I'm so sorry this took me so long. I have no excuses besides the obvious, I suck! 😭😭 I hope you like it! 🌻🌻
Warning: 18+ content below MDNI. I did try to keep the sex headcanon gender neutral for both Asmo and MC. Also consensual recording obviously. (I heard you the other day random anon with your clit and pussy Asmo so hopefully you can enjoy this too 💕)
Character Headcanons
Asmodeus:
Old age/aging headcanon:
Watching you grow old has been a privilege. He's loved every second of it. You are just as beautiful to him now as the day you met all those years ago.
He loves running his fingers through the streaks of grey in your hair. Kissing the wrinkles around your eyes, proof to him that he's made you laugh and kept you smiling your long life together.
If he could have had you for an eternity he would have, but he wouldn't trade the life he had with you for anything. Your soul will return to his in your next life, of that he is sure. He's been alive for a millenia, he can wait for you again.
Angry/violent headcanon:
"Holy shit, holy SHIT!" Mammon cries as he rushes into your room, slamming and locking the door behind him. "I've never seen him this mad before! MC please, ya gotta hide me!"
Mammon is frantically opening up your cupboard doors and throwing your clothes onto floor. Yes like that's not an obvious enough hiding spot.
"Mams what is-!" you're about to ask him what is going on, trying to pull him back out of the closet when you're cut off by the sound of your bedroom door getting blown off its hinges and smashing to floor.
It's Asmo standing in your doorway, looking deadly in his demon form. Gorgeous as always but the air around him is thick with fury. The look he's giving mammon would kill you out right if he was directing it at you. Speaking of Mammon, he's currently trying to shield himself with your body. Typical.
"MAMMON! THAT WAS LIMITED EDITION YOU IDIOT... Oh hi MC darling, you look absolutely radiant today... DOES YOUR PEA SIZED BRAIN EVEN COMPREHEND THE MEANING OF THOSE WORDS? THERE ARE ONLY THREE IN EXISTENCE!!" He pauses in the middle of his yelling to acknowledgement your presence in the room before continuing his tirade of abuse.
Mammon is quaking behind you, the fact that he isn't trying to speak up for himself, even at the dig at his intelligence, tells you everything you need to know.
"Asmo, STOP!" You command, you hate using your pact on Asmo this way but you have too protect Mammon, and your room!
Sex headcanon:
A delicate hand has a firm hold on your chin making it impossible to look anywhere but forward. The big lens in front of you recording every little squirm and wiggle you make while trapped in your partner's arms.
"Look at the camera baby, don't be scared." Asmo's soft voice caresses the shell of your ear causing a shiver to run up your spine.
"I-I'm not." You stutter in response, a fresh blush blooming on your cheeks. You're not scared, you're just nervous about the camera. It's the first time you've been filmed like this; fully naked while being pleasured by your lover.
You feel the answering chuckle against your shoulder in between kisses so sweet you feel like melting into a puddle.
The hand not gripping your chin has been slipping down your shirtless torso so slow it's like torture. You can't stop a high-pitched whine escaping your lips as asmo's fingers slide down your hip and caress your inner thigh.
"P-pleeease Asmo-aahhhh." Your plea turns to a moan of pleasure. Those pretty, expert fingers have finally made their way to your sex. One of your hands fists those rose gold locks as you try and ground yourself, those soft fingers making you feel like your floating away.
"Be a dear and cum for the camera baby, need to show you how beautiful you look when you come undone under my touch."
Hope you liked reading this as much as I did writing it! I haven't written for Asmo in a while besides script fics so this was nice. I love my pretty baby <3 <3
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for the ask game, how about rose?
MY WIFEEE YESS ROSSEEE.
Ik I obsess over that red twink but God. i love rose. I will gladly yap about her, thank you.
(this is the ask game they're referring to, might wanna sneak a glance at em so my answers make sense!)
Tons of words after the cut!:
1. My favorite thing about Rose is probably the way her photographic memory effects her, especially the uniqueness of it? Like, you'd expect a character with a photographic memory in a Danganronpa-like situation to be a mega genius who helps solve 80% of the case- but really, she's just here, man. Shes no master of deduction, she makes mistakes and misses things, she just wants to be as uninvolved as possible! she purposely tries to sleep through her life so she doesn't need to constantly be overwhelmed with information! aahhhh I could yap for a million years about that point more but let's move on.
2. Thing I don't like... uh... nothing? Like I don't think there's anything in particular I dislike about Rose, whatsoever.
3. "Has it really gotten this bad? I think my brain is falling apart... I can't even recall the day it was when that happened." AUGGHGHG. aughhh. ghgg. hejka. I'm sobbing
4. hahaha... I'd normally say... Nicorose... but... bad things are going down in that direction, so l'll say Whit and Rose actually seem like they'd be good friends (Whit was the first to point out she seemed out of it, and asked how she doing)
5. Terurose... i think that's the ship name. God I'm not normal about it. "It hurts me to look at you" and "everyone who gets close to me eventually dies" but they take comfort in eacgothers presence despite the pain it brings? chat... chat it's over for me... doomed Yuri...
6. Notp (I FORGOT TO DO THIS ONE FOR THE WHIT ANSWERS MY B) ... I mean... I don't have a ship I particularly dislike. I suppose I can't really see her with men, usually. but most is fair game, I don't really mind anything!
7. She used to paint portraits of people she cared about as gifts, but after her work wasn't her own, she obviously couldn't anymore. so she only paints negative things, and then destroys them!
8. I don't think I have one. I kinda like the idea of her being the mastermind, if that's anything...
9. Working for the Knife - Mitski. It's like... made for her, man.
10. Fav cg, and fav sprites!
aahhh!! she's so pretty!! also the way she grabs her hat in her scared sprite is so funny 🙏😭
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Okay I'm gonna hyperfixate on this anime for the unforeseenable future so bear with me but I can't stop thinking about Eiji going back to America after he hears the news to... "visit" Ash and telling him how much he misses him and how he wishes he could've made it to Japan AND I'M JUST NOW REALISING THAT HE'S NEVER GONNA KNOW THAT ASH WAS GONNA COME TO HIM THESE TWO ARE GONNA DESTROY ME AAHHHH T_T (as you can see, I'm coping well)
There are analysis that Ash wasn't running to go to Japan with Eiji. He was a criminal and assumed dead (it's been all over news), therefore a little impossible to leave USA without getting arrested.
He was running to see Eiji once again. He was ready to let Eiji go so he doesn't get hurt again. He needed to let him go because of the way Eiji made Ash feel. Ash felt safe with him, but he's never been so scared of himself until he became close with Eiji. He probably always thought that he wasn't enough for him, which is why he tried to hide his murderous life from him by not telling him anything, which bothered Eiji for the most of the series because he felt shut out.
But Ash didn't mean for Eiji to feel that way. He was just hiding a part of himself that everybody sees whenever he's supposed to be the great Ash Lynx, and wanted to be more of his normal self with Eiji. He longed for normal life with Eiji so bad, but he also was depressed. He wanted to die. So when he ran to see Eiji for the last time and got stabbed, he decided to be selfish for the first time in his life, went to the library (where he felt most peaceful), sat on Eiji's seat to feel closer to him, read the whole letter and let himself be finally happy.
#god im so sorry#banana fish#asheiji#ash lynx#eiji okumura#ash x eiji#gay#lgbt#banana fish the stage#bananafish#anime#bfish#eislan
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OH MY GOD WHAT IS SHE DOING HEREW!!?!?
AAHHHH
Why are you so scared? I though she was your friend.
If she's here, that means something huge is gonna happen...
It means.... HE will appear....
Who is he exactly?
He was conjured up by two of the most twisted minds on their planet. He is a creature far beyond morals, instinct, consecuence...
Sli- i mean, Wand's arch nemesis and ex....
I'm afraid he'll find us if she's here so soon!
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Aww thek passing along what he says :'((
He just wanted to be there for you man <333
I get it :'( :')
Awww yeah Owen :'o :'((
Now get him out guys <33
Ahh guys crap 😬
I do totally see what he's saying but- yeah, they would never leave someone behind :'(((
No matter how far gone they might be
Wait like him and TK and Nancy go look?
Ohhh you main you stay here
GIRL NO
Be so for real xD
Yeah exactly, they're never leaving you :'))
Yeah <33
My guys <33 🥰
Oof :((
Hopefully it doesn't somehow mention them specifically xdd that would suck for y'all lol 😬 (👀 xD)
He's like "you shouldn't be watching that" and exactlyyy honey xdd
Yeppp
Yeah, maybe some music :'))
It's not good for you honey
Yeahh exactly xd :(
Yep, the perils of dating a first responder xD
Oop the tea o.o
I mean we knew but yk telling Carlos
Carlos just casually making dinner too lol
OOP spilling even more tea!!!
Aww Carlos's reaction :))
Bro's happy but knows there's more to it lol
Yeeepp 😬
Hmm kinda seems like it
I see what you're saying but- yeeeah kind of an ultimatum xD
I really want Carlos to say something specific about how he gets it but I don't think he will
I mean yeah I totally see you Trevor, she's Melody's mom and allowed this huge move, but it's still just tough :((
Yeahh exactly that's it!! It's that you waited so long to spring it on her
I do see what you're saying but it's been serious for a while now man xdd
O o p o.o
That's the tea now ain't it?
Anyway AAHHHH she's the love of his life :'DD
Exactlyy brooo, tell her that :'))
I think she'll hear you out :'D
As long as she lives through this lol 💀
Awww y'all <3
They're a fun pair :D
Okayyy y'allll
GUYSSS
I don't like how close that is 😬
Wyatt's like "these idiots 😭😭" xD and REAL, FAIR 😭😤 XD
Ohh nooo guys
No you'll find her-
OH CRAP
Dang that poor lady o.o
Oh dang okay go off TK with the jump and slide lol
Oh NOO look at her, she looks awful D:
Run TK run TK run!!
OHHH CRAP
Y'all this is not looking good o.o
Yeah grabbing extra stuff good idea, because you're getting trapped here 😬😬
I'm trying to think of how they're possibly going to do this - in another situation I would say they send the patient off and then get distracted by something and get stuck or whatever, like go back for each other or something (just thinking of the promo not seeing the patient), but they're alone here and pretty much stuck here 😬
AGH so many problems xdd
RunnnnNNN TK
Ohh crapp
Y'ALL GO GO GO
Gooo go go go go gooo
PHEW OKAY GOOD
Yes Nancy block off those windows 😭😭😬😳
Ohhh no y'all this ain't looking good
Oh noo this poor lady :'((
Y'all i know they do miracles but. . . I don't think this one's happening :'((( I think she's going to die :'((
Hmm no I think she's trying to say something but I don't know what it could be D:
Ope, is that a "let's keep her comfortable" not super safe amount 😬
Yeeppp :(((
Just do it honey :'( <3 she's not making it through this
Ope??
See I swear she's trying to say something
Ope :o boy? Ohhh yeah the boy :O D:
No it's okay honey they got him out <333 they know about him it's alright :'))
Ohh she's asking if he is okay :'OO 🥺😭❤️
Awww yes honey, they got to him in time <33
You, yeah saved me, by warning and scaring him away :'))
Awww this poor lady
She made a dumb decision but we don't judge the people who end up in awful positions because of dumb decisions (mostly) on this show :'((( it still sucks and is awful and no one deserves that
Gosh just. . . look at how white her clothes are 😳 :( it's horrifying
Ohh gosh
Ohh nooo :'((
This poor girly D':
And there she goes 😭😭💔🥺❤️
I'm so sorry honey :'(((
Rest easy now
I'm glad Tommy's wearing gloves but I'm also glad she did that, even if it might be a little dangerous (even with gloves on) :'(( <333
That poor woman
You guys did everything you could <333 you have her some physical and emotional peace, and you let her know she wasn't forgotten <33
Imagine being in excruciating pain, lying unable to move as you're encased in chlorine fog, thinking no one's looking for you and your warning wasn't worth it, didn't do anything, everyone's hurt and dying like you anyway. That's absolutely horrifying :((
I'm glad they saved her from that date <3
Gosh guys 😭 that sucks :(( but I'm glad you're okay
Problem is now you're here 😬
OOOOPE NO NANCY CLOSE THAT DOOR
NOOOPE
I thought y'all knew you weren't getting out of there 😭 o.o
Never hurts to check I guess 😬
But in this case it might actually hurt if you hold that door open for much longer so xD CLOSE THAT DOOR
Good lol
Ahhh crap 😬😬😬
Anything else?? Like backpacks or blankets or towels or rugs or anything in the room??
:OO Ohh your jackets!!
But then you won't have anything covering you/your arms 😬😬
Okay phew they're in long sleeves at least there's that
Ahh crap guys 😬 :(
Yeah, like a tornado, get as far away from any windows and doors as possible :((
Ohh no y'allll
I mean yeah I suppose, last ditch effort, might as well 😬 could be the difference between making it and not <3
Sorry I'm just imagining a horrifying scene where they're sitting there, yellow chlorine gas is closing in, just trying to not to frantically, not to erratically, move the fan to blow it back (but not up, not around) in different areas, trying desperately to survive until the wind blows it away or help gets there
Terrifying and super sad and angsty thank you xdd :')
Gosh xD anyway
My poor babeys :(((
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My live reaction I sent my friend starting with How to Break a Dragon's Heart cause that's when I started doing this
P.S: It's a mix of images of text and text because I sent some through the notes app and some through text messaging. I know, I'm weird. There's also a bit about Miraculous Ladybug I didn't take out, lol.
Oooohhhh the clock has everything! It can show where the crown is! That's awesome. I was wondering why the witch didn't take Hiccups stuff.
I'm worried about the dragon in the crown...
I KNEW HYPNOTIC STUFF BY DRAGON EYES WOULD BECOME PLOT RELEVANT
Oooohhhhh you're telling me Hiccup from the movie follows the mixture of Hiccup the first and Hiccup the third? Oooohhhh
This is both so sad and so cool. The story of every hiccup being best friends with dragons: the first ending the war, the second raised by dragons and tried to liberate them, the third needing to send them away.
The green death was the one that tried to kill hiccup the first? Whoaaahhh. And I'm glad that Hiccup the first treated the dragons good and the promise was kept until he died, he wasn't evil. None of the hiccups were mean! That's very interesting! And makes this feel a lot better.
"Those little betters become a larger good" ohhh I love this so much! I love this whole series! I'm cryinggggggg!!! Ohh my goodness!!!!
OH NO FURIOUS DON'T DO THIS NOOOOOO HE'S A GOOD PERSON
Yesss I love the old dragon he's so cute! Take him!!! I'm sorry toothless he has to take your spot for a sec elders rights.
Flashburn, you deserve this humble experience. Also AAHHHH BRAIN PICKERS!!! I love that. I love that so much. And fishlegs we love you so much. Hhehehehehe
Flashburn. You really are gonna call yourself a jelly fish because your upset the chosen one was able to do his chosen one duties?
"Do you think I'm stupid?" obviously they do hiccup for SOME reason.
OH NO TOOTHLESS DID YOU JUST GIVE AWAY HICCUP BY LIFTING UP HIS HELMET????
Oh that sounds horrible. Even if it's not poisonous, scratches hurt. VORPENT POTATO YEESSSSS!!! MITHRIDATES LUCKY CHOSEN ONE!!!
WAIT VORPENT POISON STOIC ISN'T IMMUNE DON'T REALIZE THAT WITCH Oh thank goodness
Hiccup. HICCUP. H I C C U P!! You're so cool. Checkmate! CHECKMATE!!!
Oh no. Not the helmet. Don't do the helmet. I'm not taking the helmet.
I don't trust chapter 15's name. I will never trust their names, though they have never lead me astray. Although I'm glad flashburn won't be coming back.
STOIC YES BE PROUD OF YOUR SON!!! Awww the toothfang admiring the colors of the earth I love it so much.
Oooh I would've loved to see the sword fights for each one for Hiccup. But oh no the mark is going to become something isn't it. I'm so scared of that mark. I don't know how it's gonna come up.
Oh goodness is the other guy norbert or something? Is it stoic? IT'S STOIC OH GOODNESS
Uh oh. The witch is back! Oh no!!! How is it gonna go wrong?! OH GOSH IS SHE GONNA REVEAL THE MARK???
"Go read Hiccups memoirs. How many times must I tell you?" love it. Yes! Absolutely!
OH NO I WAS RIGHT SHE DID SEE THE MARK DIDN'T SHE!!! OH NOOOO
Oh stoic. No, Hiccup has to fight. He HAS to fight. Ooohh he's never fought hiccup? Ooohhh this is going to be interesting!
Growing up sucks. But it's so nice when it works in your favor! Accidents??? ACCIDENTS?? NOOO FISHLEGS!!! oh. NOOO STOIC DON'T KILL HICCUP ON ACCIDENT!!
"You can't fight time himself" yeah. It's true. HICCUP WON!!!! YEAAAHHHH!!!
THE CROWN!!! He has to put the crown on. THE MARK! Oh goodness. I'm so scared. I'M SO SCARED!!!
THE HARD PART? Please be just public speaking. Oh, it's the setting free of the dragons. Ok.
That was such a good speech Hiccup. I really liked it. IT WORKED?!? YEESSSS!!!
This isn't the end you have an hour left. And that mark is going to hinder him in some way.
"Unfortunately this is a hiccup story" yeah... True. THE WITCH! NO! NOT SNOTLOUT!!! OH NO!
I KNEW IT NOOOOOOOOO THE MARK BECAME SOMETHING NOOOOO
HICCUP IS THE NAME OF THE RUNT NOOOOOOO HICCUUUUPP!
Oh. No. Oh. No. OH NO!!! Snotlout!! THE WITCH!! NOO! Gober. Camackazi. FISHLEGS!!!
Fishlegs... I love you so much. That's so sweet. I love you. I see now what the lobster claws were from the fanart I looked up.
Alvin. Alvin the treacherous. Of course, he's the "king". Oh no. Also just check, witch. Not quite mate yet my friend.
He handed the things over... Oh goodness... Wait- the jewel isn't in the sword is it? I don't think it is...
Alvin.... No. NO! How in the world will Hiccup win??? Noooo!!! NOOO NOT CHAINED NOOOOOOO TOOOOTHLESSSSS
One eye please just... Kill alvin and his mother. This is the one time I want someone to DIE-NOO FRICK YOU ALVIN! ONE EYE NOOOOOOO DON'T DIEEEEE
YESS!!! WHATEVER IT IS RUMBLING UNDERNEATH KILL ALVIN PLEASE
FURIOUS!!!! I don't know if I should be glad or not. Kill Alvin?? 👀
He was so close!!! He was soooooo close! Five more seconds he would've been fine!! (Talking about Hiccup)
Oh my gosh all of this is only David Tennant I forgot about that and I only just remembered. He does such a good job!
Oh poor dragons. I know they're attacking, but goodness. Just a few seconds! Just... Human constructs are keeping Hiccup from fixing things! "Oh you can't rule us you have a mark that we arbitrarily gave meaning to that means lesser than being even though it was just as arbitrarily given to you"
TOOTHLESSS!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Oh wait it's a hypnotic thingy. he's back! Awww I love him so much. WINDWALKER YEEEESSSS HE'S ALSO NOT AFFECTED YEEEEEESSSSS!!! HE'S THE CHOSEN ONE!!! This series is so good.
Oh that's why they're getting the sword. To get the jewel, right? Also WHERE IS FISHLEGS AND CAMACKAZI THEY'RE ALRIGHT CORRECT?
Oooohhh thats a good plan, tell them that you have the powerful dragon jewel, that'll work out great for lie detecting dragons. Goodness, I sound like fishlegs!
CATCH?? WHAT IN THE WORLD?? I'm assuming not KILL but what??? Ooohhh I love prophecies!!! What does that dragon see in that Hiccup? Ooo!
This is getting too long so I'll send this and then start a new one. :)
They put a character limit, so one sec-
#pine posting#httyd books#how to train your dragon#how to train your dragon books#hiccup httyd books#httyd book spoilers#liveblogging#how to ride a dragons storm#httyd livebloggin
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HIIII BESTIE :D how r u??? and how’s banana fish going???
BESTIE!! HIII!!!
Well, I just watched ep 22 of BF AND LET ME TELL YOU I AM NOT OK WTF T_T Ash and Eiji were being so cute and Eiji was teaching Ash Japanese and THEN ALL WENT TO SHIT AND I'M SO SCARED OF THE FINAL TWO EPISODES!!
This show is so good but so messed up! Like, why are all these grown men so disgusting and just... ugh, I hate them.
BUT ASH AND EIJI OMG!! The way they care for each other! Ash is literally just willing to risk his life for a guy he's known for such a short while! And Eiji refuses to see Ash's horrible past and realises that the bad things he's doing now is to create a better life for himself in the future and-- Aahhhh!!!
I'm still holding out hope that we get to see them live a happy, peaceful life in Japan (yes I'm in denial about things let me be ;_;)
#I kinda want to finish it this weekend but I also don't want it to end so idk what to do T_T#Banana Fish#Replies
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all the time? that isn't normal.
i know that already and it's fine. every day i hear it. when i walk on the sidewalk, while i sit in my room, and while i watch the sun set.
it's like that most days. not bad, just kinda there. it isn't overwhelming or anything! it is just there. it's like when you have a rock in your shoe but when you take it off and try and shake the rock out nothing is there?
it isn't bad. it just is.
i heard it again! i recorded it this time so that i know i'm not just hearing my air filter.
see? well i guess, hear? it is just there! no it isn't my microphone. it is like silence but weighty. i recorded my room normally and you can hear that right? it is different and has like the noise of the room. there is the air filter, the sound of the building's vents, and all of that. but in this one it's just not there? like somebody but the whole room on mute.
it just is.
now it's there all the time. i can't stay in my room for too long before i start getting anxious and feel like something is peaking over my shoulder. not in like a "AAHHHH OH GOD A MURDERER" way more in like a "mom waiting for me to come down to dinner" way? i recorded it again but it sounds the same as before.
I am not going back in there. I'm just not.
i tried sleeping in there last night and i couldn't relax. it was just so loud. no not like actually loud just sorry i sorry. yeah i know, i know, you don't have to do that you know? i can deal with it myself. okay. yeah, yeah. . . thank you. sorry.
it is bad.
we tried to sleep in there. they actually fell asleep but they looked so scared. i might just be projecting. i tried falling asleep but my eyes wouldn't rest. i kept seeing a mosaic whenever i closed my eyes. like an oil slick that was dancing. i didn't hear anything.
they don't want to leave. i tried to wake them up and they were upset at me. when i asked if they wanted breakfast they didn't answer and just stared at closet. i checked in there already, it doesn't come from there.
i think they are okay now, after they cried and i brought them water they just wanted out. i got their stuff and drove them home.
i know. i know. shhh it's okay. you don't have to be there anymore. yeah i have. yeah, all the time. i usually just don't sleep or pass out on the couch. i don't know. . .why are you apologizing? no you didn't do anything, it's okay. i'll be fine. i'll see you later okay? i'm always here for you. don't beat yourself up okay? see you later
It isn't normal.
my whole place is like that now. i haven't slept in a while. i don't think i can do anything. my room isn't right anymore. the lights turn on but the light makes everything hurt, not stabbing but aching. sometimes when i'm hiding in the bathroom, i'll hear a step and start crying.
hearing anything is not good. whatever this is messes with the sound. i kept recording for the first few weeks but now i can't hear the video in the apartment.
I can't. What if I can fix it?
my room isn't mine anymore. my entire apartment is wrong and nobody will come to visit anymore. i don't blame them, i don't know why i'm even here still. i've tried everything. i even stayed in my room for a night but i still haven't stopped checking over my shoulder. i don't know if i can do anything. i have to try, right?
it is so quiet. i can't hear my breathing. it doesn't even feel like i'm me anymore. i don't remember where the door is. help
i can't hear myself i can't see anything i don't know if anybody is out there anymore it's been in here too long i can't see outside
Hey Babe, I am so happy you are feeling better! It was soo draining to see you like that! Now we can go out and I can introduce you to all my friends! Oh, sweetheart. You don't have to worry about them, they can't hurt you anymore! I made sure of it!
all the time. it's bad.
help.
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