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Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies
#aaand i did it again#who would've thought#record time#quotes#love#clexa#clexaedit#clexa fandom#clexaforever#the 100#the100edit#commander lexa#lexa kom trikru#clarke griffin and lexa#heda lexa#heda leksa#clarke griffin#alycia debnam carey#alycia jasmin#eliza taylor#mine#i really can't let go
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oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh
so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.
why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.
and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.
so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.
it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.
like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!
and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns 🤨🤨 why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)
(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days 💀💀)
#man the way its lovely reunion but tjen ajax fucking ATTACKS IT ON SIGHT you couldve gotten married!!!!11!1 fucking unbearable i am in agony#anyway contrary to popular belief we still have no fucking clue whether ajax' link to the narwhal was innate#skirk saying the traces remain on him after meeting it isnt saying tht much. the parts he shares w it couldve well been innate but dormant#instead. also just the fact that he woke it up already shady#then like. monoceros caeli being his from the beginning is completely plausible despite ppl acting like its been confirmed his const change#and like them being halves of the same entity on some lvl would make the narwhal being so weak without him n until ajax found it again#make very much. sense. anyway ajax toxicity jokes aside if the narwhal was just trying to eat him point blank without even a hello#i do get why hed react aggressively. but also bros been telling everyone n their mom hes fighting his narwhal the seconf he finds it again😔#so i feel somewhat confident in assuming he started that 40+ days brawl#anyway if ajax Isnt the celestial narwhal on some level or possibly becoming it as their link grows.#riddle me this atheists. why is his 3rd phase boss theme. the song about His individual murderous rage at us#bc he thought he was outplayed by us. His personal wrath#whys the song for that called the wrath of the celestial narwhal. of the star swallowing whale. Hmmmge. his individual rage.#why does tusk of monoceros caeli speak of him embracing the narwhals innate qualities as embracing mere parts of Himself#funny how tjat goes!! (the OST n boss drop is not 100% serious theory but it does drive me insane. bc why would they phrase it like that)#anyway either theyre 2 halves same original entity or theyre soulmates idgaf . they should fold teyvat in half and eat it for brunch#aaand im going to be consumed by this realization for the next month wish me luck#WHY DID IT NEED HIM THERE SO BADLY???? HUH??????#i mean relatable dont we all. but its sooooooooo inch resting. Curious indeed#rambles#genshin#childe#childeposting#narwhalposting
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#YOU DID IT YOU RAYVIO STANS THIS WOULDN'T LEAVE MY HEAD SO HAVE THIS STUPIDITY!!#no really I prefer them being friends#but considering I saw every take on Ray and Violet's behalf regarding gender#this had to be done#aaand only now I realize how stupid this is because yes Emma can't see the difference XD of course not#and I'm so sorry Ray looks ugly as shit here. either he's the most beautiful person I did ever draw#or an ugly gremlin like here. no inbetween. sorry again#but the colouring process was fun! something relaxing for once#it's Pride Month you know what that means - Emma in the Goldy Pond outfit!#Snickers draws#the promised neverland#tpn#ynn#yakusoku no neverland#yakusoku no nebārando#tpn ray#tpn violet#tpn emma#ynn ray#ynn violet#ynn emma#the promised neverland ray#the promised neverland violet#the promised neverland emma#rayvio#pride month#love is love meme#gay couple#yaoi couple#yuri couple
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at what point should one go and get tested for ocd...................
#i seem to have a bit of a thing with checking things#and when i say a bit i mean it's getting very annoying#i don't actually even want to tell what i need to check the most bc it's fucking embarrassing#BC I KNOW I DON'T NEED TO CHECK IT I KNOW THAT I KNOW#AND YET.#I STILL HAVE TO FUCKING DO IT#HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#i hate it#and anyway doesn't skin picking go under ocd too#idk#i did actually once bring it up already with my psych but aaand she did agree with me but that was literally like at the end of the session#buuut i don't go there consistently yk so i just didn't have the chance to talk more abt it#but ii don't know sometimes i think that oh but what if others do the same and i'm just overthinking it#but . unfortunately the thing i need to check the most simply cannot be a normal thing lmao i am finding it very hard to believe that#that's something you guys do aswell#but then again#maybe#IDKK#weird it's weird#but it does bother me so fucking much#hhhhhhhhhhh#mayor of loserville
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SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR KEVIN PHILLIPS
#aaand why this specific scene today? because according to the dates on Josh's caller ID unit—this was today! (well. 28 years ago today)#super dark times#sdt#josh templeton#zach taylor#flashing lights#tw flashing lights#btw i do think its so fascinating what they did here when filming because. in the script they're BOTH in cop cars (separate ones)#and they do not look at each other again after they're pulled apart during the fight. josh just 'sits staring off' then looks at the#seat in front of him. and zach looks at allison on the stretcher then his own handcuffed hands. LIKE idk it's just... a good choice i think#like i wouldn't have minded zach also being in a cop car but i do think them making eye contact like this again was Good. its so...#just... aughghghg...#i think i have more thoughts on this but i cant articulate them rn my brain is mush but just. eye contact btwn josh and zach is something#that feels often very intentional in this movie. overall. and us getting this sort of 'final nail in the coffin' look was a Good Call#sam edits
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You know that thing you mighta done when you were little where you write your full name ontop of your crushes full name and count how many coinciding letters you have and that somehow corresponded with how compatible you were??...
I mighta done... that thing... with F/O's... XD
And I recommend it! Because it's fun XD
#i also did it with the good day foe it thugs cuz we got full names for them.#apparently my most perfect matgh is wayne with a staggering 15 coinciding letters XD#(we both have a lotta a's and n's. and he also has the w from my last name that i struggle to find in any other matches XD )#then in second place is callahan which is nice- he has 11. (it was the a's and the n's again)#then Norman with 10.#Dale and Jim with 6 each.#aaand the least compatiblr for me is apparently otis and cruella who both got 5 XD#welp. i guess i gotta marry the creepy breeding kink grandpa. wish me well-#also fun fact! my name was gonna be aaron if i was born male. so i woulda had even more compatability with cal and norman. 😮💨#too bad i guess XD#F/O#F/O's#F/O x Reader#F/O x S/I
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vwoop gijinkas . in this world
design notes. these are mostly about hairstyles because this is the thing that they usually do not have
vwoop:
- wears a skirt! it likes skirts. regular vwoop really wants to wear a skirt
- would have worn its hair like proto when it was small. two braids is much easier to do. as well as the whole individuality thing. it isn't super neat about it, it does not take it very long to look a bit scruffy.
- un-diagetically a) Symmetry is important to be vwoopcore and b) bizarre association with twin braids as juvenile / innocent / pure little girl.
- tbh one day i just put my hair up like that to dry and was like Hmm. cVwoop wears its hair like this. all vwoop derivatives actually all wear braids bc it is the only way i bother to do my hair and they all began as the Vwoop Sona so :)
- also, Seren (vwoop sibling) wears their hair as a side braid, but not like in a normal way but that he's grown out one side like if you were to put your hair up in two braids . and cut the other side. this is not really factored in here (he is not shown) but together they would look nearly similar
- the outfit is exactly the same as usual cvwoop but i am not sure if i have given proper explanation; its cape is deeply unfancy and kind of just like a sheet. it made it itself. skull for the bone motif + finch :]. it wore a cape because Seren wore a cape (he wears a different style now but when i made them it was ripped directly from the skin), and now wears a cape bc all its friends wear capes . capes are cool. they remind em of people they like. It wears the exact same style of sweater as it was given when it was small, but it's remade them as ey got bigger / needed to repair it / etc.
- vwoop would wear combat boots to me. on account of the bias
proto:
- same deal w/ default outfit. wears a different sweater with an otherside disc on it. nothing interesting there i did not draw it
- fancy braided buns. most like The Vwoop Shape . it's like half up. They also looks very Cute (tm) on purpose. it's a fair bit of effort to get right. seren would have had to do it for them a lot.
- they don't do too much fighting or being active. they don't mind keeping their hair down about it, or having such delicate parts of their style :].
- also they have bangs. unimportant
RC:
- most different outfit. does not wear a sweater but a varsity jacket + a t-shirt (a modified blood symbol from h*mestuck, most of the time. made it itself to match w qpopcorn). also the witch hat
- scruffiest hair. tied back in a braid to keep out of the way. both changing into a more flexible jacket + an out of the way hairstyle r for movement. ey are a sweat. and also just don't like bothering with fussing over too much.
- they wear shorts + running shoes also!
+ an old cvwoop doodle bc i can't think of anything else
#and the universe said you are not alone!#did i have a proto tag#and the player dreamed again#< rc tag#aaand. yeah i lost thinking power once it turned 3am#Vwoop Gijinkas. Ive thougjt about them. Mainly differentiators which would be hair#Since they are all supposed to have rhe same if not incredibly similar faces#Technically Proto should be taller and maybe slimmer but i didnt have the heart to do that lol . No#Heart.
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Me: wanting to spend my last days of freedom vacation time lazing about and gaming for the fun and good relaxed feels
Also me: unable to decide if I should play BG3 or Skyrim
How do I even choose?? 😭
#personal#this is so stupid#its actually funny#but for real#I know BG3 plot and quests a bit too well so it feels like Im just gonna be a repeat yknow?#feels like Id need to do those yt vids thingy where I roll a dice to make my choice for it to feel new#then again I Am quite excited for the character I made both the build and the fact its a Durge#so itd be nice to see the differences in overall plot#but Im kinda torn between trying the evil route and wanting to see the redeemed Durge#+ the differences in Astarion's romance since there are some apparently#Ive wanted to ascend him on one playthrough too but that feels more appropriate for an evil run so rh#aaand I got the thought of maybe romancing Gale this time but the differenre lines for Astarion didndjdndn#so I guess the decisions are a hold up for BG3?#and then there's Skyrim#where I never did the main quest fully and what I did do was years ago#so it'd feel fresher + I have my beloved Kaidan and I could finally start his quests too 🥺💗#and I have modded the thieve's guild quests so Id like to see that too#+ just the ambience and atmosphere and freedom of Skyrim is just really unparalleled#so I guess it comes down to what experience Im after and Im... actually not sure#there's the freedom and ease of roaming Skyrim#and then there's the more structured storytelling and exciting character build/combat of BG3#I... I may be having decision fatigue actually...#welp Im gonna eat my pasta and see if that helps#I can always start one and then switch to the other I guess?
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I stayed up all night reading dps fanfics. I'm not okay
#I shouldn't have done that#i know#dead poets society#i did fall asleep at almost like#5am???#and school starts again tomorrow#aaand i have to study#oh well#shit#the bad habits never leave ig
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Wrote down a little bullshitted up lineage of primes thing as a treat, and I threw in a few of primes for a gap in between Prime Nova and Nova Prime, the latter is in my list as "Nova Prime 2: electric boogaloo" which is hilarious.
The oc primes:
Prime Proxima, Prime Plerion, Caerulus Prime, Cepheidis Prime, Asterism Prime, Luminus Prime, and Theta prime
#i am aware Luminus Prime is luminous minus the O. that was on purpose because i wanted another –minus prime#I've thought so much about calling a character theta btw#most of these guys and gals in my mind had relatively short reigns as primes and the majority did not have the matrix#(if any)#yes 5/7 use she/her pronouns bc i ran with the first pronouns that popped into my mind with their names#it's an interesting idea that for a while the title of prime came before the first half of the name rather than after#on my list you can also tell when either the primes started to become shittier people or at least when history recording the shitty stuff#i am aware that Caerulus means blue. he is the blue prime.#some of them are named for astronomy terminology!)#Proxima is named for Proxima Centauri#Cepheidis is named for Cepheid Variables / Cepheids which are a type of star#an Asterism is a star formation smaller than a constellation#aaand a Plerion is another name for pulsar wind nebulas!#... the name Imperator is calling to me again though.#again a word i like the sound of and i just think it's bullshit it's wasted on an invalid taxon#maccadam#transformers#ocs#basically all ocs for the sake of ocs#nova prime
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I don’t think they film debriefs that fast (i.e. the bulk of the discussion was Tuesday) but it is so unbelievably funny that they ended up addressing the demons. The universe works in funny ways.
oh no they almost definitely shot it on friday lmaoo but literally i love that they must have gotten wind that the demons were lurking.
#i know they used shoot postmortems on mondays and toward the end switched to fridays after the ep went live.#and mystery files airs earlier in the day than bfu did so there's a good chance they shoot on fridays.#aaand this monday was a holiday so again probably friday.
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Oh yeah I know it's been more than two weeks since I updated ultraviolet. I have been writing it but unfortunately it was not the seventh chapter-- I now have parts of chapter 9 and 11 done x,D it's a-coming
#according to my recap Michael did basically nothing in 107 so I'm making up a lot again#I forgot what I typed in the tag oops#uhhh so there's more powers focus. more malex obviously. malex are gonna go see his mom and greg on the Rez#aaand Alex is going to narrate their outing to Michael :)#...so I'm only halfway through it lol
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it's been long enough that i can say this again, i firmly believe there was NOTHING holding michael there when he got scooped
#discussion of suicide in tags //#no restraints. no force. nothing.#besides ennard outside who.. obviously wouldn't have let him escape had he TRIED to run#doesn't matter though bc he Did Not Move At All#i bring this up mostly bc the version in ruin DOES have that restraint but... no!#the end of sl was fully a suicide attempt on michael's part and it makes me so UPSET#first of all i think going back to his hometown and old place and the warehouse REALLY fucks with him .. it just unearths so much trauma#that he's been trying to shove away and triggers him into an even worse mindset than usual#that message from william .. hoooo boy it fucks with his head (and the fact that he FOLLOWS it is a whole other thing that makes me gnaw on#concrete but i digress)#yes he tried to get out yes he told himself he wanted to be done with all of it but he never TRULY unpacked anything#he's just been living with this huge weight that he never tries to heal from or shoulder with someone else bc he either never lets himself#try for the chance or sabotages everything before he can#an again it comes back to the sheer amount of GUILT he carries with him..#he knows what his father has done he knows liz or whatever is left of her is DOWN THERE he knows she wants to escape#and he thinks she truly deserves so much more of a chance at the life she was robbed of than he ever did...#he is just so exhausted and has struggled with suicidal ideation for A Long Time that he realizes what they are doing and just... resigns#himself to it... there is still that innate fear as it happens but he was Ready to die#aaand then he gets to live way longer with nothing left besides one goal that just will not rest... excruciating!#it's one thing to discuss his exhaustion with Living when he's. a literal corpse. but the fact that This is a thing makes it even more :((#suicide tw#suicidal ideation tw#suicide attempt tw
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@nightcrawlerzincorporated Exactly the point i was making with this post thank u 🥹💛
Season 6 // Season 16
#ive been fixated on this 4ever cuz i think its such a fascinating aspect of their dynamic!!!#but also to be fair like Tai said the twins couldnt even pull the plug on a nazi so BSJDBSNHS#i still think charlie manipulating frank and against the twins specifically is Very much baked in tho even now… and the PROGRESSION of it?o#watching Dennis Looks Like a Registered Sex Offender w this pov makes it SO interesting#i mean they also just straight up confirmed this in s11 w charlie changing the prescription on franks glasses#and i will bet u 100% that that is NOT the only case of this#like all the things where ppl are like ‘awww charlie does this for him…’ like the navigation tapes#cuz i think Yes it is coming from a genuine place. but also manipulative place of making frank dependent on him#and i dont want ppl to get it twisted like w the charden resentment stuff..cuz im not saying the two feelings CANT co eixst#they DO and thats what i find interesting but not a lot of ppl wanna talk abt the manipulative side nd thats fine but i rllyrlly do#doesnt mean the sweet genuine side isnt still apart of this. i just wanna talk abt this side of it Too#but also thats the whole subtext… how long until doing that for manipulation purposes becomes Genuine#its why they mirror macdennis!!! just different dynamics#im serious i think when frank moved in all of the bonding was initially a part of a still ongoing long con to get franks money#cuz that would fit w robs original vision of sunny HOWEVER i think its only gotten more interesting#bc charlie is now GENUINELY so emotionally entangled in frank that its way more complicated now for him#and thats GUT wrenching to me i want it so bad#i made that one post paralleling charfrank to [redacted] and no one needs to see that but i still stand by the general sentiment NSJDBEJ…#aaand… part of me wondered if Inflates was foreshadowing for The End..#charlie does this shit and bc hes loyal like a dog he did this for not just him but FOR THE GANG#and so theyre all excited abt that but charlie is just sort of lagging behind#i can see the scene so clearly in my minds eye#cuz yknow. charlie has come to represent the gangs Conscience in a way#s15 ily sm#[queue that post someone made post s15 finale abt charlie being the foundation ..yeah]#which is so interesting how far hes come from s1 to THAT#again i think there should always be room for both the sincere charlie and how generally manipulative he is#i think both can and Should coexist#esp since manipulation comes The Most naturally to him compared esp to someone like dennis#dee is much better but charlie is still The Best at it… thats why frank loves nd believes in him the most LOL
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#struggles to get tumblr to show me recommended blogs that actually have sr content#refreshes page over and over and over and over#oh finally it's someone who did a sr art...aaand it's marastruck jing yuan#NOPES out of there#/sigh#time to make myself watch the rubicante ex guide again since that's what the fc's doing tomorrow night#i guess#if tumblr's just gonna be depressing
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She makes very interesting points. Language is a very powerful tool for influence and we should better equip ourselves to decipher manipulation attempts, and to recognize the intent behind the words used, because that will tell you just as much about a situation, as the actual words will.
But I can't agree with the journalists bashing. Because while I do agree that some journalists are bad and some are maybe getting manipulated or not seeing (and so presenting) the real situation, the work journalists do is very important. They are just as much a part of the truth as the people on the ground. It’s just that you have to be aware that you shouldn’t trust them blindly. You should never trust anyone blindly, because no one has the whole story.
Even people on the ground.
Of course it’s very important to listen to them to know what’s happening. What it’s like. How Israel is treating them. But they don’t have the whole story, just like you don’t have the whole story of your life. You make assumptions and sometimes those assumptions are wrong. Again, I’m not saying dismiss what people on the ground are saying. I’m saying listen to everybody and compare notes. Compare what the people on the ground are saying to what the journalists are saying to what the politicians are saying to what your moral values and compass are telling you is right and acceptable. And then you’ll have your truth (but it will still not be The Truth, although this is getting philosophical).
What she says about Palestinians being hostages is very interesting too, but I don’t take issue with the word prison like she does. I’ve never seen it as "they are there so they must have done something wrong". I’ve always seen it has "prison is a place were you are denied most of your rights (most of all your right for freedom) and this is the situation they are in". And because I know they are here because of the people they were born into, and not for anything they ever did, I can tell it's unjust. So the term has never presented the Palestinians in a negative way to me. Rather, it's presented the Israeli state as an abusive state that doesn't respect the right to freedom and free ownership of their land of the Palestinian people. (But I can understand that to someone completely uneducated about the situation, "prison" could present the Palestinian negatively.)
Finally, the last thing I take issue with is "when they start writing this, that's because they want you to disconnect". I feel like this is akin to the academic bashing that we've seen in recent years. Because hiding from the complexities of a situation can never be the answer. The issue is not that media going into specifics will make people turn off their brain. The issue is that we don't go into specifics enough, as individuals. The issue is that we turn off our brains in the first place. Expecting media to just give you simplified, ready to consume "truths" will not help us prevent this from happening again. Going into the specifics, and understanding Israel's history, and the history of the Jewish people, and why the state of Israel says to have claims on Palestine is how we can identify the warning bells in future similar situations to prevent history from repeating itself. So next time the media goes into specifics, don't just assume they are trying to send you to sleep. Turn your brain on, dig in, think, and research using varied sources.
#sorry#these were supposed to be tags#but then tumblr informed me that there was a 30 tags limit#and I did want to put my thoughts somewhere#just remove the commentary to reblog!#and I do want to say again#that she makes very important points#we need to learn to understand the intent beyond the words#and regarding journalists#you /need/ to be wary of what you read and be aware that nothing is ever neutral#and call out any individual journalist/media that you think is spreading bullshit#that's called having a debate#that's how you get to the bottom of stuff#but journalists are critical to democracies#and the next step after assuming they are all trying to manipulate you#is banning them#and that's how you get dictatorships#so be critical#but don't go assuming our democracies can survive journalism bashing#aaand I'll stop now!#thank you if you've read all through here!#vidéo
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