#a shitpost an a vent i guess
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i joined some osomatsu san fan discord servers to interact more w peeps who like the show, but im like?? so goddam? fucking spooked and socially anxious over it??? i dunno what the fuck is wrong with me but i guess i just unlocked a new form of social anxiety for myself (doesn't help that i just kinda joined via a link and wasn't like invited, it felt like i'd just walked into someones house, i feel so outta place man o((⊙﹏⊙))o.)
here some extremely shitty doodles of my sona i did to vent some of this weird anxiety
i dunno... anyway.... can anyone relate?
#ill overcome this#eventually#lol#what even is this post#a shitpost an a vent i guess#im not gonna tag this under my art tag cuz honestly this is just barley anything#the human brain is dumb#mine in particular#why the fuck am i so neurotic#this is why it took a solid year for me to make friends a while back#my brain be fucked and funky#vent#shitpost#idk#i should be doing my course work rn
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Mc: 😠
Demons: 😥
Luke: ... What's going on?
Solomon: Mc is upset at the brothers, Diavolo, and Barbatos because they "didn't come home."
Mc: Correction, I'm upset at the brothers, Diavolo, and Barbatos, EXPECT for Lucifer. Cause at least he comes home to me!!!
Lucifer: *standing with a smug look on his face*
Demons: But Mc 🥺
Mc: *turns back to them* I don't want to hear it. If yall don't want to come home that's fine, guess I'll just only ask for Lucifer from now on.
Demons: BUT MC!!! 😢
#Definitely not upset that I didn't get any of the ur+ cards available rn#Even though I did quite a few summons#definitely not#... why don't my boys love me ;-;#Guess Lucifer is my main man now#At least he loves me#obey me#obey me shall we date#obey me nightbringer#obey me!#obey me mc#obey me brothers#obey me x mc#obey me imagines#obey me lucifer#shitpost#venting#I know I'm being dramatic#I'm channeling my inner asmo#No hate to asmo of course#I still love all the boys#obey me diavolo#obey me barbatos#I know this ain't that good
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me when im forced to remember that the autism isnt just a fun secret way to like my fav band more than everyone else and that ill actually never be able to navigate social situations normally
#desire mona#media#i dont entirely know what this means but its the closest image i can think of the convey the feeling#im so tired im so fucking tired im tired IM FUCKING TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#this is so exhausting and i can never turn it off#no fucking wonder we're more prone to alcoholism id drink enough to need my stomach pumped if it meant i didnt have to second guess every#fucking word i say to anyone ever#but alas. the other mental condition#sorry for the vent post this isnt very haha mona shitpost of me im just frustrated beyond belief with myself even tho i know its stupid#how do i turn it off. id kill to turn it off#i dont wanna get rid of my autism but fuck i just wanna know the feeling. i wanna know what its like more than anything#its getting darker earlier and earlier and winters coming so. the bad feelings#apologies#should i tag yttd spoilers#yttd spoilers#feedback loop - chris thile#< im not looping this song i just keep happening to make posts when this song is playing. im looping thanks for listening tho#thoughtsing
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i fucking hate school omfg i might just drop out and become a cowboy at this point
#i want to kill myself so bad#whats stopping me#realistically#vent#kinda?#idk#shitpost too i guess#there comes a time where every man must try not to kill himself#AHHH#i hate it#kill me at this point
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Things that trigger my anxiety, such as "what if my friends secretly hate me" and "thought about bees too hard"
#was feeling bad but then my brain formatted it into a shitpost so here you can have it i guess#vent tw#syl speaks
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things done in the last two days to keep myself from getting mossy
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oh my god. oh my fucking god. i'm so fucking grateful i'm currently reading radio silence in the safety of my bedroom and not at school rn because i just got through pages 295 - 306 and i'm actually fucking crying, like sobbing, what the fuck, literally no book has ever made me do that before, is this what a panic attack feels like, my god i just dodged a massive bullet by not reading that section in school i would be an emotional wreck the entire day
#charlie stfu#vent post????????? i guess????????#i wrote this thinking it would be a shitpost post#then it just wasn't#and that's fine#i think#lmfao just realising how bizzare of a post this is to make as someone who constantly posts about a 'fuck shit piss & cum' podcast#and also smiling friends#so yeah hi guys who followed for litwtc ww or smiling friends im outing myself as an alice oseman fan#radio silence#alice oseman#osemanverse#radio silence alice oseman#radio silence spoilers#do people even add spoiler tags to oseman books
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Last of my posting spree before I disappear never to be seen again. This one is more of a dump or stuff that no one wants to see ig. Lmao get a load of this guy
The first one is actually a digitalization of the weird fuckers all over my sketchbook. Notice how didn’t open this sentence with the word funfact, because this is, in fact, not a fun fact
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it’s in times like these that i show my inner child to the world and get hurt yet again.. i just always think it’ll be a better experience “this time” and life always proves me wrong.. but will this time be different? only time will tell
#i let my bio dad buy me work shoes a jacket transfer me money and give me weed#because why not#i need those things why not let the person who was supposed to provide for me as a child provide for me now#i’m gonna get hurt again#i KNOW it#but i guess i’ve decided i’ll deal with it#bpd shitposting#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#actually borderline#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd mood#bpd problems#daddy issues
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they should make a murder drones april fools episode where all the character voices are replaced with their respective va's pet
#idk if elsie has a pet but i guess we can just hsve nolas other cat voice uzi 😭#murder drones#murder drones shitpost#chia vent
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When would it come? It has taken 21 years of my life….and I feel shittier by the minute. It’s this it? Is this all life has to offer me? After all I’ve been through?
Embarrassing it what it is, that I just keep holding on to this stupid and pathetic fantasy.
Life was not meant for everyone. And I understand that now more than anything.
Pls someone just end me already.
#cvtaddict#self h@rm#s3lfharmm#shblur#baby cvts#hitting styro#988twt#heartstopper#sad thoughts#sad quotes#sorry for being depressing#depressing shit#shitpost#my shit#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#988blr#i want to ⭐️ve#i wanna ⭐️ve#i guess#i hate everything#i hate this#i have no mouth and i must scream
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hey tumblr, quick question, are you allowed to have had a day filled with fun stuff you loved and genuinely had fun at, but then say you had a bad day because while you loved what happened you felt horrible the whole time because of mental health shit
like, say a spent the day at the beach, and i love the beach, but you've been feeling really sad lately, so even though you enjoyed the experience it was a bad day
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Anyone interested in my life and who seen my previous post about trying to quit caffeine, I did quit it fully in the last month in a half!
Did it help me in anxiety, fatigue and insomnia department? Not at all actually! Not even a little I don't think! It was a solid try on my part tho!
#not gonna go back to drinking caffeinated stuff much#but like#i did such and effort#it was pretty fricking hard to stop altogether drinking things i drunk literally every single day for the last two years#and most of the days for the rest of my life since being like little#(i drunk so much fucking black tea in my childhood you don't even know)#and i didn't get almost any positive results if any!#i guess i feel a little more energised sometimes when i get enough sleep#its not very often tho so its not much really#absolute betrayal to be completely honest#guess i cant chuck my sleep issues on caffeine anymore. maybe i should actually like see someone about this stuff#shitpost#vent#a bit
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how life has been feeling lately for the past few weeks
#shitpost#doodles#mostly just wanted to draw my fursona stupid looking#vent art? sure i guess#kibblemaniac
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POV: How my aunt feels after yelling at me and forcing me to drink expired liquids then playing the victim after I throw up:
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Priest- If you’re disabled in any way, then God made you like that so you would stay dependent on him because he knew you’d stray away otherwise!
Me- …what the fuck
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