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#a shit i feel so awkward tagging this#like hey see thjs PIECE OF GARBAGE i want u to look at it#uhm no#whatever#my art#comic#comic art#stimming#< ??#tmvtm#the mitchells vs the machines#aaron mitchell#aaron tmvtm#tmvtm aaron#mitchells vs the machines#ALSO YES THIS IS MY SIMPLE SONA i FUCKING HATE IT#toki drawz
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you see price sitting like this when you walk into a room post mission- and you know exactly what it is he needs.
he's licking at you and holding your thighs open with his rough palms- and you can't take it. his calluses and his beard and the fabric of his sleeves are rubbing at your legs just right- but not enough for you to lose focus on his hot tongue rubbing on you and in you and you've never been wetter in your LIFE.
his only problem? you're still moving too much. he can't reach where he wants to inside of you because you keep wiggling out of his way. his hands want to touch you everywhere- not just hold your thighs still. this is when he begins to squeeze at you everywhere, and tell you to rest your thighs on his shoulders.
"b-but price- hhnngh ohmygod- i c-can't. they're too big. thighs are too big"
you whine at the loss of contact, but then you look down and see him staring at you with massive pupils and a wet face. "lovie- my shoulders are broad for a reason. rest your thighs on em and i swear they'll have enough room"
and you listen, and you're crushing his ears with your thighs, and he's never been happier. the next time you look down? he's rutting into the mattress and you see his hips stutter when he groans into you and your vision goes white
(@chamomiletealeaf and i had SUCH A HORNY discussion about this and she told me to post it so here i am- and also omg photo creds to her. we've gotta reign it in lmfao)
#if only you guys could see our chats. they're so so filthy#shout out to the first friend i've made on this lil side blog of mine- bless up!#i still don't know how to tag SHIT#but imma try my best!!#john price drabble#john price x reader#john price x reader drabble#john price smut#john price x reader smut#oh god how else do i do this this feels so awkward and weird#cod smut#cod x reader#cod drabble#task force 141#task force 141 x reader#task force 141 smut#uuhhhh#yeah that works enough#im gonna need to be someone's smut protege or something so i can learn LMFAO
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Concept: Just before FNaF 6, Henry sitting down with Michael to get him to sign some documents for the pizzeria or whatever. Henry keeps playing the audio test things (that you use in the salvage section of the game) at random points in order to record Michael’s reaction. Every time it happens Michael just looks around like, “what is that and where is it coming from?” And every time Henry just hums and writes something down. Neither of them address this any further.
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#michael afton#henry emily#this was almost a comic#but I didn’t think it would turn out well#oh wait#fnaf pizzeria simulator#FNaF 6#I think their dynamic would be so awkward#five nights at freddys#I never know if I should tag with or without the apostrophe#anyway I feel like Henry would be very weird to Michael#Michael doesn’t even notice but any other person definitely would#he keeps doing shit just to see how Michael will respond and Michael just accepts it
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mmm au where nico doesn't run away when he finds out bianca dies. he just starts sobbing and percy comforts him. and percy continues to care for nico. he doesn't leave him at chb during the school year but convinces sally to take in nico as well. they grow up together. percy doesn't let nico feel left out for being a son of hades. he talks nico through his grief over bianca's death.
nico looses his sister but finds his brother.
#shel says shit#nico di angelo#nico pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson#percy pjo#nico and percy are the best brothers#pjo#hoo#toa#heroes of olympus#the heroes of olympus#i feel so awkward adding so many tags bye#sally jackson#sally pjo#did i use the wrong loose i genuinely cannot tell
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Happy loser lesbian monday
#joining the panderverse#south park fanart#petes panderverse design is too good its giving me brain worms or whatever#also i dont usually color so nobody say anything... i know.#pip pirrip#pete thelman#i feel kindve awkward tagging them cause this isnt even me on my goth pip shit im just making things up now#pip pirrup#my art#south park#uhh#i dont think i usually tag anything else#blah blah blah my usual yapping#goth kids#south park goth kids#i forgot the acne scarring but. i am too lazy to reopen my art program
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Back to. What I do best. Which is low to no effort comics. I still feel like I should redesign my teatime Moe BUT... the mental image of this playing out was so powerful.
I've said in the past that a focal part of the dynamic is both of them managing to be extremely affectionate with each other while hesitating to act on their feelings -- however, I also think it's just as important. The fuck around and find out factor. The way Alfonse will just choose violence, sometimes. The way Moe can be really forward (jokingly or just completely forthcoming about it), but gets skiddish and jumpy when that affection is returned. AND. AND. The way Alfonse will just. Do The Most. MORE than The Most. He is returning the energy tenfold. One thing I believe in my heart is that if you think you're weird for something, Alfonse can and WILL prove to you that he can get Weirder about it. This here is a tame example all things considered, but it is an example!
Some close ups of my fave panels/sequences, hopefully less grainy 🧍
Realizing I probably could have taken close ups of all of them tbh..... too late now! It's dark outside. 😔💔
#fire emblem#feh#doing these types of impulse comics is a really fun exercise tbh. for my bigger projects i def plan them out#i esp get meticulous about the paneling. so. it's nice to just have an idea and a dream sometimes LMFAO#i feel like maybe my paneling has gotten better too actually!#i do apologize for those hands though i fucked myself out of taking the easy way out.#i'm trying SO HARD. to mind handedness. moe holds the teacup w its right hand. so it dips its finger in w the left#and alfonse reaches out w his right hand. so. it just made the posing of it all w no refs really awkward 😭😭😭#he does cover the cup w his left hand but now we're just nitpicking. be nicies to me. i take the convenient way out SOMETIMES.#also sorry it's the funniest thing in the world to me. that moe confidently will do a bit#and suffer immediate consequences for it. but it is so committed.#this shit ain't nothing to me. but owwewewwew....... 😞😓#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#moe alts#my comics#my art#okay final thought i need to say. the 'i implore you' alfonse. is SUCH A FUN EXPRESSION ON HIM#one of the alfonses ever..... he's gonna blow up and die. unless. UNLESS....
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I don't know why but I keep having this crazy urge to stream osomatsu-san drawing/working on ososan art that most half of it being hanichi on my part... But I also do have like refs I am working on and I am insane wanting to draw some of the ososan cast of characters but any stream would be on the weekend! Saturday at most and my time zone is Central Daylight Time (edit: I stream on twitch)
check tags for my insane thoughts of chaos!
#smore rambles#tag ramble#i've streamed before but my mic sucks AND YOU WILL HEAR EVERYTHING and I feel weird having mic off cause it would be silent unless music#i've done mic and play music on all past streams#like i use my drawing tablet to redo mistakes and you will hear the clicks i think? and also me drawing on said tablet#i have two wolves one: needs mic on so its not awkward two: mic on forces me to talk which also kills me cause I can't draw and read chat#wait would i get copyrighted if i played ososan music as background noise? Im gonna say yes....#i feel i might also overthink about drawing in front of people who i don't know? but I still do it and hope for the best cause im crazy#hanichi is my safe zone so I know what to draw but I also could just draw the neets and pratice expression or draw shitpost dumb shit?#i am now seeing im complaining about how my stream will go wrong LMAO#I'd probably do a stream on the weekend cause it gives people time to be able to see it and I'd be able to stream for hours without worry#but im just doing this to see cause im crazy guys I just need to know#a stream about drawing ososan WHAT COULD GO WRONG?????
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i love having autism. i wouldnt want it to change. but like....., damn that sense of social isolation has got HANDS
#sitting in a board room meeting bc we have new hires and everyones going around introducing themselves#and its just. You Do Not Fit Here.#i dont know how much of that feeling is just *me* versus like. the actual Vibe In The Room#but i just... i dont work like them as a person. i WANT so badly to be friendly and nice and im TRYING#but what they do isnt natural to me and i fear that everyone can tell#. also does not help the room and convo was VERY heavily 'girl' talk and like. listen#between growing up fat and growing up autistic i am very aware that i did not/do not experience the same gender as them#because i couldnt meet their criteria im just... not USED to it. i end up echoing the ppl around me#and when im also trying to Make Friends i try to be more ME than full fake/mirroring and then theres an awkward lull and the Worries strike#(aka this fuckin post LOL)#who needs a journal when you can very publicly write all that shit in the tags of a tumblr post#anyway. dont misconstrue this as all bad like i said i LIKE it in the end#bc the joy of similar autism 2 autism can NOT be understated
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im sick
#ok you have to trust me this is not about anything /gen.#i just. could not make her face work in my first sketch so i gave up =w=bb#and then i couldnt be bothered to shade her body so. glitch.#also do you like the background. its been my ipad wallpaper for like two years.#i like clouds as wallpaper theyre so perfect =w=bbb#sillyposting#my work#do you think were deep enough in the tags to talk about it?#anyway i dont like talking about it but it is nice that theyre there.#somehow this turned into a neutral/sad drawing bc i couldnt fucking do her face justice and so.#also yes the reason were naked is bc i didnt want to do clothes. which has lead us to our current situation.#ig im glad some parts of my body werent visible bc thatd be worse.#also bc i dont fucking want to draw my fishy or teeth tats. =w=b#anyway anyway i realized after making this that i have two other significant scars that i didnt do.#OH SHIT actually i forgot about more of my significant scars.#ig something about being on the lower arms and getting used to them makes you forget. which is nice#anyway anyway anyway yeagh i havent had top surgery yet but fuck me if i cant give it to my sona.#also im not yet dead set on starnipples but i do like the idea =w=bb#aughh as soon as my mom realizes i already have tattoos and i feel comfortable getting them on 'visible' places ill get stars on my knees.#grr i still feel so awkward even talking about tattoos bc. somehow theyre still tabboo to me??? idk why.#maybe theyre still too personal to me bc :/ despite a few friends (2) having seen my fishy.....#waugh#ok.#its nice to have a sona =w=b i like my scars but it is still hard to be proud of them bc. reasons duh#also yes those were an attempt at diy surgery. no not a serious one but yes about the frustration of it all. its somewhat reassuring.#ok no more nitpicking or thoughts about things ive gotta eat lessgoo#o7
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🧟♀️ <- me rn
#vent in tags#sort of?#i'm sick + my period is coming soon + it's tech week#also every time this specific friend talks abt food it makes me feels so uncomfortable#she'll talk abt the amt of sugar/calories in smth someone else is having#she doesn't mean it meanly yk but she's js bragging abt her knowledge#but it makes me feel like shit#even if i'm not eating it#because i feel like compared to her i eat way too much#(i have 3 well rounded meals a day 😭 and sweet treats obvi)#but it's like i'm alr insecure rn cz i'm bloated#& i haven't been exercising enough so i feel a little guilty abt thatttt#idk i js wish i could have the perfect weight distribution but i know my eating habits are ok bc i need to be healthy#but sometimes i js make myself feel sick#and every time she's like “only had one meal yesterday ✌️” i feel so ugly#idk if she's bragging or js being awkward#but i can't stand it
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Just found out Demisexual is a word, sorry yall
I learned a new English word thanks to my bestie(who has taught me many lol) and it's called Demisexual. And he told it to me explaining how this whole time I've been feeling weird person when in reality I'm just a Demisexual Lesbian.
Like I would tell myself maybe it's trauma that I don't want to have sex but I was having a convo with him today and said, "I try to be respectful of women and not look below their neck but even if I did I don't feel I could be intimate unless I knew them and had a genuine romantic bond, so its not that i dont desire sex right now it would just take a long while for me to want it from a person " and he said that sounds like Demisexual and I was like what...and he told me and I googled it....
And I've ranted on here before about "I don't want sex unless I know they can care for me or have genuine romantic feelings with them etc."
And nobody told me there was a word for that lmaoo and here I thought I was just being an arrogant bitch💀 here i thought i was weird. Like I literally have been mean to myself for being "weird about sex" I've gotten ppl mad at me for them not believing I just couldn't be sexually attracted to someone unless I had a romantic bond and knew them for a long time. I've gotten sooooo shitted on and laughed at because I would tell ppl "look I know you may find her sexually attractive but i cant, not just cuz i want to be respectful towards a woman but even if she had her titties out"
Even before I came out as a lesbian years ago this has always been an issue even before the trauma and I just didn't fucking know lmaoo daaaamn. I use to explain "it takes me a long time to feel sexual attraction towards someone" only to be told I'm weird when really it's a normal thing.
Anyway, turns out i should be nicer to myself and since I haven't ever got me a Lesbian Flag I should get me that and a Demisexual flag :) [side note: this is a reminder to surround yourself with ppl who are not gonna laugh at you and instead give you reassurance]
#demisexual#coming out#lmao whatttt thats crazy i dont feel so awkward and out of place now#lesbian#bro the way i use to get so shitted on for being a lesbian and not automatically wanting to have sex with a woman#personal#txt#long tags
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You ever sit in a fandom space for so long that now looking at it kind of makes you want to rip your nails off.
Yeah.
#feeling this with Omori#ill look at my recommended tags and see some shit and immediately think “thats enough for today.”#granted alot of the community is children so of course theres gunna be cringey posts and that's fine#but then theres times its just weird and i realise i am far to tired for this shit now#i wanted to try and get into fandom spaces to be myself more and open up but i have now just gotten tired#but ultimately this was also the point in my life i was having an identity crisis and i like to think i have changed alot over the last year#im tired of everyone being called out as a predator or twelve year olds fighting over stupid shit#id rather focus my energy into my real life problems and not the latest “blorboscimbosimp24” drama#christ sometimes i regret getting into omori which is sad because its a game near and dear to my heart#but everyday theres some new shit that happens that sends people fucking feral#and also omocat herself is just a whole can of worms i just cannot be assed with.#that's not to say i hate everything about fandoms. ive met and talked to some really nice people and i enjoy their stuff#but still i have so little patience for peoples bullshit#sorry for ranting but im done with everyones horseshit and people being predators and wether or not omocat is a creep#i dont know i sort of dont care because god knows i have far more pressing matters in my personal life that need my attention#also this doesn't mean im not talking or posting about omori. i still like it but fuck man sometimes it feels awkward saying i like it#rant#random rambles
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Mag 81 my beloved episode of all time
#number 1 Jon appreciator finally gets to hear Jon backstory thank you for my life mag 81#the magnus archives#mag 81#flowers listens to tma#Georgie and him are sweet I line their dynamic. also the acting on their stuff was real good. definitely got down the familiarity#while also still being a little awkward (I am aware of their backstory just from accidental spoilers#also uh yeah it’s not a crush anymore I’m fucking in love with him. sad boy let me fix you#little the smallest line but the way he delivered “he literally just sleeps on the radiator’ when he’s talking about the cat#did some soft shit to my heart he’s so cute#anyway anyway hiding this in the tags because I feel insane
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Its 11:45 pm, I've just cooked a pizza and now sitting on my bed with a pizza and watching another horror movie before I channel my emotions into some new art work. Party animal I know 😂
#been playing red dead redemption 2 since 5pm#I've started a new save#needed that escapism#just to get lost in a game and not worry and overthink#who needs a social life lol#just had a low key day anyway#can't feel like I can be upbeat and happy when my family are going through shit#so yeah#anyway I'm rambling and no one reads my tags so I'm basically talking to myself right now#awkward lol#personal#movietime#movie night#horror#rdr2#rdr2 community#pizza#pizzalover
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meanwhile my experience with being asexual is just like. constant self hatred and apologizing about it
#it's just. idk it's ace week and no one is talking about it#and i go in the tags and it's just. ace culture is basically all memes#and it's fine but like. i enjoy having serious conversations about it#i never get to talk about it because it's such a non thing#ace culture is like it's filling the hole that comes from not having a sexuality with jokes about bread and cake and dragons for some reason#but like. i want to talk about how sad and lonely it is a lot of the time. but it's a thing where it feels so self imposed#like of course no one wants to be romantic with me in any sense when i am so awkward from past trauma#combined with the fact that i will never be able to give them what they actually are aiming for#like. high school was fucking miserable.#i mean i'm already crying so why not make it worse here#it's just. i feel like i am missing out on so much and i hate that i am made to feel like this#and no one fucking takes me seriously when i try to talk about it#it's a big part of who i am and it's always a shadow because it just doesn't matter#i just... i want people to see the beauty not in filling that void with other memey shit and just. acknowledge the void#internally and externally and in every way possible being asexual is so crushingly lonely and no one ever talks about it#we're not in ba sing se we can talk about it please#and now i will apologize#and i will lay down because i have a headache and i need to calm down
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Wee ha
#Arright here I go again I gotta do some of these when I gotta vent#posting this on the 17th of August#So the elestral thing is going alright. My focus has shifted a LOT there but I'm still working with em#But the majority of my work comes from another client now. It's another one of these things that I'd love to make by myself#But someone else is making it and wanting me to do the art and music. It's gonna be huge. What a life it is. Anyway#This gif is from yet another project I started recently. Separate from Smile More HoaM and anything else. I keep fucking doing this#But this one's strange. It reflects my current working skills I've built up all these years. A multimedia experience that has a start n end#featuring all your favourite elphame characters in a new style. I'm enjoying making it but there's one problem#I haven't worked on it in like a month and a half#Work is piling up. Pixel art is something I don't do for myself anymore#It's not even a case of “as soon as I have time to myself my fingers can't move" it's that I just do not have any spare time lmao#I meet Ashley once or twice a week. We still play digimon a lot but we're taking this month off since she's petsitting and can't go out lat#My flatmate has basically taken the summer off work since his job pays well enough for him to do so#so having him around to play games with is nice. Feels awkward taking baths with him in the house tho lmao#He is kind of the only reason I take breaks. I got pikmin 4 and it is incredible. Genuinely might have replaced Digimon World as 1st place#Mum took Andy and I to Netherlands recently. It was incredible. I played in a local digimon tournament and ate shit#Have just been so excited about travelling lately. Ashy taking me to manchester soon and I think we'll go london next spring or sooner#Worried I'm overdoing it with the tags so I'll sign off here. Work is stressing me out but it looks like big things are happening.#OH MY GOD I HAVE STOPPED BLEEDING BTW. Like almost altogether. Haven't in like a month. The trick is in the big box I rest my feet on.#It's too tall. I tried replacing it with a pile of folders half as tall and my bleeding fucking stopped. No crohn's disease or anything.#Just a big stupid fucking box. Anyway see you
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