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Lost In Control | Bad Omens | CHAPTER 07
adult content | minors do NOT interact.
â đđđđđđđ. Bad Omens X ex-girlfriend and singer!Reader.
â đđđđđđđđ. You and Noah had a difficult ending but you still need to support each other for the band.
â đđđđđđđ(đ). melancholy, ex-boyfriends, difficult relationships, alcohol abuse, swearing, drug addiction, violence.
It's okay to not agree with the characters' attitudes during the fic. It's good to remember that the story is fiction from the author's sick mind and of course they will make dubious decisions according to my fantasies. Nothing is done to be compared to reality.
Richmond, Virginia, March 20, 2015
âThank you so much for being here once again!â Gratitude seemed to pour from her voice and adorn her smile. Everyone at Pearlâs bar cheered whenever you stepped on stage and sighed in disappointment when you announced the last song.
It felt almost too surreal.
Gradually, a certain confidence began to settle, and the small stage of that barâbathed in cozy, colorful lights, walls adorned with posters of '90s bands, and a warm audienceâfelt more and more like home. Maybe it was a bit arrogant to think you were born for this, but what if you were?
âDid I tell you how good you are today?â His voice reached you just as your hand slid over the zipper after storing the guitar away. You didnât even need to turn around to recognize the presence that filled the space.
Heâd been here. Every single day. For a month.
With the uncanny ability to make the blood vessels in your face dilate, painting your skin crimson, and sending chills up your arms just by hearing the timbre of his voice. Turning around and meeting his brown eyes, sparkling like a precious gem every time they met yours, sent your body into an involuntary reaction.
There was absolutely no way you could stop yourself from smiling when he was by your side, even if the swarm of butterflies nesting in your stomach caused a slight discomfort.
âYou say that every time, NoahâŠâ you muttered so softly you thought he hadnât heard.
âThatâs because Iâm your biggest fan.â
After flashing a wavering smile and shaking your head to mask the flustered feeling creeping in, you went back to rolling up the sound cables. After every performance, it was your duty to tidy up the place and clean the empty bar before heading home.
Pearl had offered you a spot in the small house she shared with her son in the back of the bar. There werenât separate bedrooms or many rooms to keep you from bumping into one another, but to you, it was perfectâa place to sleep, eat, and shower.
âUhâŠâ Noah seemed to rehearse his words, hands buried in his pockets and shoulders hunched as he followed you around the stage. âItâs not that late, and I was wondering if youâd like to go out with me?â
Your body froze in place for a few seconds, cables coiled around your fingers.
âI meanâŠâ he rushed to correct himself. âDonât get me wrong, please. Itâs just an invitation to grab a drink or some food. I promise Iâll get you home before your parents notice youâre gone, or I can talk to them if youâd like, andâŠâ
âIâll go.â
Finally, he fell silent, his rapid string of words nearly robbing him of breath. Noah slumped his shoulders, and it was hard to tell whether he was surprised youâd agreed or just catching his breath after pulling an Eminem stunt.
âCool!â was all he managed to say, still looking dazed.
âI just need to finish organizing the sound equipment and cleaning up the bar. If you donât mind waiting.â
âNo. No. No! Of course, I donât mind waiting.â Noah assured, already glancing at the rest of the disorganized bar. âActually, Iâve got a better idea.â
It didnât take long for the place to become a true mess, thanks to Noahâs enthusiasm and the old jukebox in the corner with the help of a coin. Chairs atop tables, soapy water covering the floor, while you both wielded brooms, belting out a metal version of Love Story by Taylor Swift that youâd created. Noah handled the growls, and you performed the melodic verses, sliding across the slippery floor.
For the second time, it struck you how your voices complemented each other, even if it was just a silly game while cleaning a bar that reeked of stale drinks and cigarettes. He seemed to enjoy himself so much that, while pushing water across the floor, you couldnât help but steal glances at his perfectly aligned smileâa masterpiece framed in laughter.
With unsteady steps dodging the puddles of soap, your body suddenly lost balance. Noahâs quick reflexes allowed him to drop his broom and catch you just in time before you hit the ground.
If there was music still playing, you couldnât tell what it was anymore. A faint ringing buzzed in your ears as your eyes locked with his.
There wasnât a single scientific explanation as to why his eyes gleamed so brightly in your presence, and even after seeing him every day for a month at the back of the audience, it still felt like the first time.
âEasy there, little storm!â His voice was soft, carrying a breath of mint as strands of his hair fell across his face. âA hospital date isnât exactly on my agenda.â
Slowly, Noah helped you back to your feet, his laughter mingling with yours as you both steadied yourselves. Returning to your brooms, you remembered what you were supposed to be doing.
Pearlâs bar was finally back in orderâchairs down, floor spotless, stage organized, dishes washed. The strong scent of disinfectant made Noah sneeze, drawing a laugh from you when you saw his reddened nose from the allergy. He kindly helped you gather your belongings, but as you were about to leave, heavy rain poured outside, making him groan in disappointment.
âThis wasnât part of the plan,â he grumbled, gazing at the downpour with a less-than-pleased expression. Somehow, he looked adorable, pouting like that.
âDonât tell me youâre afraid of the rain?â you teased, shrugging off your jacket and tossing it to the floor by the door along with your bag and phone.
âWait! Where are you going?â Noah asked, furrowing his brows in a mix of concern, trailing after your mischievous smile as you walked backward into the rain. âI donât think itâs a good idea to get soaked for no reason. We could wait it out or reschedule, andâŠâ
âBoy, youâre soâŠâ
âBoring?â he offered.
âMethodical,â you corrected, raising a finger in the air for emphasis. âYouâre afraid of making mistakes, turning it into a constant competition with yourself to make everything perfect. But I have a question for you: When was the last time you felt free?â
The words seemed to strike him, and for a moment, you hesitated, fearing youâd overstepped, noticing how he froze in place. Life had always been a sea of opportunities to you, no matter what they were. Youâd always felt alone, even in a crowd, and nothing had stopped you from living.
Nothing had cared enough to cage you, and that made you free.
The trance broke. Noah shook his head, banishing his inner doubts. A smile formed on his lips as he shed his jacket, tossing his phone alongside your things, and sprinted into the rain, squinting against the droplets.
You instinctively began running down the long, empty road, your laughter tangling with his, filling the air. Noah made it a race; taller than you, his long strides were worth two of yours.
Rain clung to your skin, hair plastered to your face, strands obscuring your vision as you desperately glanced over your shoulder, afraid of being caught. With a playful grin, he bit his lip, struggling to see through the downpour.
His laughter was the best song youâd ever heard, and your heart longed to play it on repeat until it soothed the storm raging inside.
When your legs gave out, surrendering, Noah caught you in a surprise move, hoisting you over his shoulder. Your laughter spilled freely, your stomach aching from the joy. Spinning together in the rain, the cold seemed insignificant as adrenaline warmed your bodies.
A dance without music moved you both as Noah clasped your hand, twirling you, your toes barely touching the ground. Every time you lifted your face to the sky, feeling the raindrops and cool breeze, your lips and his curved upward simultaneously.
Attempting another spin, Noahâs foot slipped, sending you both tumbling to the ground. He softened your fall with his arm, and once again, your eyes locked, separated only by the strange-tasting water falling from the sky and dripping from your chins.
Every detail of his face was perfectly sculpted, a maze where you could easily lose yourselfâhis deep, hopeful, and fiercely brown eyes.
âDonât look at me like that, boy,â you whispered, almost breathless, as he propped himself up on one arm. âIâm still going to break your heart.â
âI dare you, little storm,â Noah said, his gaze fixed on you as though spellbound, his free hand brushing away a stray lock from your face to study it closely before claiming your lips in one swift motion.
Every ounce of turmoil that had knotted your insides over the past weeks washed away with the rain, as if a new sensation took over your body. Your arms looped around his neck, fingers threading through the damp hair at his nape. There was no other choice for him but to stay. You wanted him to stay.
Noahâs long fingers pressed into your back, gathering the soaked fabric of your shirt, pulling your bodies together with deliberate slowness. He cupped your face, deepening the kiss with an urgency that mirrored the moment heâd first crossed your path.
Noses brushing gently, you both smiled softly, his lips returning to yours. Tilting his head skyward, eyes closed as he murmured something unintelligible. Noah laughed softly, strands of his hair sticking to his forehead and the curve of his nose.
"Please, little storm, tell me I'll see you tomorrow," he whispered, almost like a plea, as his lips brushed against your skin, refusing to open his eyes.
"Absolutely, yes," your voice confirmed as you slowly lifted his face, your fingers tangling in the damp strands of his hair.
A second meeting in a dark basement isnât exactly what you imagined.
Noah had come down with a terrible cold after last nightâs adventure, and in an attempt to stop you from risking his life again, he suggested you come watch his band rehearse. His friends and bandmates were introduced as Folio, Jolly, and Ruffilo. The guys welcomed you with enthusiasm, and for a moment, you felt like youâd known them for years, so naturally did they make you feel part of their group.
âWhatâs with that face?â Ruffilo asked as soon as the first song ended, slinging his instrument off his shoulder. âDonât tell me itâs that bad.â
âYou have the privilege of seeing us play a private show, and thatâs the face you make? Noah, your friend here is kind of rude!â The guy behind the drums joked in an easygoing tone, and you couldnât help but laugh along with him.
Sitting cross-legged on the couch, you nibbled on your lip while munching on a bag of chips. It wasnât like you were a music expert, though youâd been breathing it in like air for as long as you could remember, but you couldnât shake the feeling that something was missing.
âI think it was badass!â As soon as you spoke, everyone slumped their shoulders in relief.
âI take back everything I said about her.â
âBut somethingâs missingâŠâ you added, standing up from the couch and brushing your fingers together.
âI take back everything I just said about her.â The guy on the drums simply couldnât stay quiet.
âFolio, let the girl speak!â Jolly interrupted, and Folio quickly mimed zipping his lips and throwing away the key. âWhat exactly do you think is missing? Iâve had that same feeling and would love to know Iâm not going crazy.â
You began pacing back and forth, your steps deliberate, your fingers curling inside your jeans pockets. Jollyâs question made you reflect on the current metal scene. All their references seemed focused on hardcore, where every song followed a single rhythm.
âHow about taking advantage of the fact that the band doesnât have a set direction yet and trying something different? Like metalcoreâit allows for a mix of guttural and melodic vocals, low tunings, and fast riffs. It keeps the sound fresh and avoids the songs blending into each other when the tracks change.â You finished your thought, and the guys exchanged looks as though a divine light had suddenly shone upon them. âDid I say something dumb?â
âActually, you said something interestingâŠâ Jolly seemed lost in thought for a few seconds, tapping his fingers on a wooden surface.
âNoah said you sing rock and punk at the bar where you work,â the guy holding an energy drink offered you some, but you politely declined. âWhy not try doing the melodic vocals on one of our songs? I promise itâs just a test, and weâll leave you alone afterward. But seriously, look at our desperate faces!â
Ruffilo made a dramatic pout, clasping his hands together like a kid begging for a new pet. Your body tensed at the idea of meddling where you didnât belong, and you regretted even opening your mouth. Your gaze met Noahâs, who simply winked and nodded, his lips silently mouthing, âYouâre goodâ over and over.
Suddenly, his hand appeared next to yours, holding a microphone. As much as you wanted to refuse, the words stuck in your throat as Noah took your hand and placed the mic in it.
There was no turning back.
âTHAT WAS FUCKING AWESOME!â Folio yelled as he struck the final cymbal.
âYou were absolutely right! We needed to combine guttural and melodic vocals!â Jolly, almost talking to himself, continued tapping his fingers on a wooden surface. He gave what looked like the shadow of a smile, and that seemed like a good sign.
âSo it seems my plan workedâŠâ
Noah surprised you by wrapping his arms around you from behind, planting a kiss on your temple and lingering as he inhaled the scent of your hair.
âPlan?â You turned abruptly to face him.
âI brought you here because ever since I first saw you at the bar and we sang together, I knew I wanted you to sing with me in my bandânow our bandâand I wonât take no for an answer!â he declared, pinching the tip of your nose. âYouâre good. Youâre really good!â
Your shocked gaze flicked from him to the other band members, who looked just as excited as he was.
âWelcome to Bad Omens, little storm.â
After saying goodbye to the boys, Noah promised to drive you home. While he finished grabbing his things from the garage, you decided to step outside for some air and take the opportunity to smoke a cigarette.
Becoming the vocalist of a band at this point in your life wasnât exactly on your bingo card for the year, and you had no idea how youâd balance it with your job at the bar, especially since saving money was still your top priority. But everything had felt so simple down there. There was no trace of her voice in your head telling you that your voice was as cursed as the abomination you were. There was absolutely nothing capable of stealing the feeling that coursed through you every time your voice and Noahâs harmonized.
It was impossible to predict where this would lead in the future, but for the first time, you felt happy. You belonged to something where you could be yourself without it costing you your freedom.
You were finally you.
Your thoughts were abruptly interrupted by the screech of tires on asphalt. Startled, you turned to see a car speeding toward you from the other side of the road, threatening to mount the sidewalk where you stood. In an impulsive move, you threw yourself to the side, landing hard on the rough, gravel-strewn ground, a gasp of pain escaping your lips.
When you looked at the carâone you knew all too wellâyour entire body tensed, frozen on the ground. For a moment, you forgot about the scrape on your arm as your eyes locked on the driver.
âFound you, little girl,â Seth announced, grinning beneath his scruffy beard.
âHey, whatâs going on out here?â Noahâs voice, muffled by his hurried footsteps, cut through the tension. As he approached, Seth rolled up the window and shifted into reverse, speeding away down the wrong side of the road.
When Noah got closer, his brows furrowed as he tried to make sense of the situation. He quickly crouched down, and you threw yourself into his arms. Without saying a single word, you clung to him so tightly that your fingers dug deep into his skin, your legs trembling uncontrollably.
âShhh,â he whispered, wrapping his arms even tighter around you to hold you securely. âIâm not going anywhere.â
But everything seemed to hit your mind all at once. In seconds, you werenât in Noahâs arms anymoreâyou were somewhere else, a filthy place as vile as your skin felt and as repulsive as the stench surrounding you. Your arms and legs turned immobile, locking up like a cramp, as the sensation of him closing in grew stronger and stronger. You wanted to scream, but nothing came out. He had severed your vocal cords because he enjoyed watching you cry.
Seth had stolen everything from you. And no matter where you tried to rebuild yourself, their shadow would always be there.
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#vent in tags#sort of?#i'm sick + my period is coming soon + it's tech week#also every time this specific friend talks abt food it makes me feels so uncomfortable#she'll talk abt the amt of sugar/calories in smth someone else is having#she doesn't mean it meanly yk but she's js bragging abt her knowledge#but it makes me feel like shit#even if i'm not eating it#because i feel like compared to her i eat way too much#(i have 3 well rounded meals a day đ and sweet treats obvi)#but it's like i'm alr insecure rn cz i'm bloated#& i haven't been exercising enough so i feel a little guilty abt thatttt#idk i js wish i could have the perfect weight distribution but i know my eating habits are ok bc i need to be healthy#but sometimes i js make myself feel sick#and every time she's like âonly had one meal yesterday âïžâ i feel so ugly#idk if she's bragging or js being awkward#but i can't stand it
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June Egbert is, and always has been incredibly fascinating to me because of just, how many factors have conspired to make Homestuck fans show their collective transmisogynistic asses.
The main character of Homestuck transitioning is a planned future plot point for the official continuation of homestuck, that was spoiled in advance by a fan making a joke about finding some toblerones Andrew Hussie the author of homestuck hid in a cave.
The current main writers of Homestuck: Beyond Canon have went on record in an AMA confirming that this was indeed always the plan, even before they took up the project.
In spite of these facts, the general consensus among certain homestuck fans seems to be that "June Egbert" is purely a headcanon for the original comic that was "made canon" by a "Toblerone Wish" (a concept that didn't even exist at the time)
For a variety of reasons, the "canonicity" of the postcanon official continuations of homestuck is a mattter of much debate, (though a debate that most homestuck fans seem to err on a side of "it's not canon at all in the slightest," something the writers have feelings on I'm sure.)
All of these factors combined leave the concept of "June Egbert" in a very nebulous place. It's assumed by most to just be an "ascended headcanon" that was shoehorned in, it's a spoiler so it hasn't happened yet in any official media, and the official media it will eventually happen in is regarded by some to be nothing more than glorified fanfic.
If someone is talking about June Egbert, and you don't like the concept of June Egbert, you have your pick of a million different excuses for why she's fake and gay and not worth discussing and bad writing and just the authors doing a gay dumbledore*, paying lip service to representation while actually doing nothing.
And of course, lots of people *don't* like June Egbert! Rather than being introduced as transfem from the start, she's in this nebulous position of discovery where people have to truly reckon with the idea of a "Pre-transition Trans Woman."
You can try to write off *some* of the backlash as transphobia, because obviously not everyone in this fandom is gonna be cool about trans people.
But there's no shortage of fans just dying to tell you about how much they like reading her as transmasc, or the idea of her being nonbinary or genderqueer or genderfluid, or literally anything besides a trans woman. And since they're fine with all those other interpretations, there's obviously no implicit biases driving their distaste for the concept! (if you want to try explaining the concept of "transmisogyny" to people like this you're braver than I.)
you can trust them when they say it's *just* a problem with whether or not it makes sense with the writing, or it just doesn't feel right somehow, or any of the thousands of excuses that this writing situation gives them to just Not Like It.
It's just, so interesting to me. There's not a lot of characters out there that get a trans arc in this way, that leaves room for open denialism and insistence that we have our trans cake and eat it too... Because Homestuck is a timeline spanning multiverse story, lots of people seem to want it to be an alternate timeline thing. Assuring us we can have this character share space with a non-transitioning version of herself and it won't be weird or imply gross things about trans people.
If you ask me it feels like a plotline that'd be really good for exploring some gender horror though, finding your true self and then being demoted to a footnote, an alternate version, because everyone around you likes your pre-transition self more....
Anyway I have no broader point beyond "hey look at this isn't this kinda weird. You don't get this kinda stuff often!"
*side note: it's a little ghoulish I think to compare "a future trans plot point that hasn't been given the chance to even happen yet, in an already famously queer piece of media, from a nonbinary author" to "some stupid shit done by the literal most famous transphobe of all time" but that's perhaps a discussion for later.
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Obviously the main contrasting narrative of the Harris campaign is (rightfully, the ads almost write themselves!) prosecutor vs convict. But I keep thinking about how, in one of her first campaign speeches, she had Biden on the phone and he said something like "I'm here, I love you Kid" and she said "I love you too" and just... That compared to the Jan 6th Mike Pence situation. Like this election is about democracy over fascism but it's also about love and kindness and sincerity on the level of person-to-person relationships.
Well... yeah. As Minnesota governor Tim Walz put it when he was doing the TV rounds for Kamala the other day, the Republicans are just weird people. They are mean, petty, reactionary, focused on revenge and retribution and making people suffer, their rhetoric is about shame and violence and punishment, they are all about Who Your Enemy Is, and their drift into ever more extreme fascist positions is a reflection of that. And strongman/fascist authoritarianism is often popular during moments of chaos and upheaval in the rest of the world, because the unknown feels so scary and people keep falling for the lie that a helpful dictator strongman will turn up and make it all better. It never happens, but it is a powerful lie and it can work for several years at a time, as we have (unfortunately) seen. (And Tim Walz is definitely climbing the list of Old White Guys I Like; supposedly he is on Harris' initial VP shortlist, and while I certainly have favorites of my own, she could very much do worse.)
However, and this is why fascist movements always plant the seeds of their own destruction, this constant garbage spew of hate and vitriol never ever works forever, and usually not even all that long. Because once you spend your time destroying everyone else on your mean stupid crusade of mindless bigotry, you lose friends, you alienate the ordinary people who are more interested in having something to be FOR rather than just constantly against, and eventually you eat your own. And while it will shore up your ever-dwindling cult base, it will not be able to expand beyond the people who are already fully indoctrinated, and it will lose more people than it attracts. As I have said before, one of the key tenets of fascist movements is presenting themselves as powerful, inevitable, and almighty: just surrender to them now before We Crush You (tm) later! But they are not! They are goofy, stupid, mean, and just plain (thanks Gov. Walz) WEIRD! Nobody wants to be those guys!
So yes. With the whole fact of a party where one guy tried to get his first VP killed and now has picked another reactionary loser who is the least popular VP pick in 50 years, and the other is joyfully supporting his VP, a woman of color (after serving loyally to the first Black president, Biden has set the way for the -- knock on wood -- second, and that is also amazing), it's really easy to see the difference, and very clearly, people do. Kamala offers something to rally FOR, and that is always, always more powerful than mindless hate. Sucks to be the GOP. (As usual.)
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Nothing Worth Saying Aloud
Logan Howlett x fem reader
A/N: This one is short n' sweet! Inspired by the song "Need 2" by Pinegrove which I had first heard because I read this one shot that used that song as inspiration! Theirs is much better I'll be real but I had this festering in my brain for too long every time I'd play that song on repeat
Summary: Misunderstanding and miscommunication makes for a terrible combination that leaves you feeling like you've had your heart ripped from your chest
Warnings: Angsty as all hell, a lil' bit of fluff at the end, that's really it!
Word Count: 2K
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Youâd gone through a couple break ups in your life, a handful of failed situation-ships that ended awkwardly - even a long term relationship or two - but all the heartbreak youâd experienced couldnât compare to the chest-crushing agony you experienced now.
The terrible moment of facing the music; accepting what couldnât be, even if you wanted it more than anything.
Logan was not into you and he was never going to be.
You had to confront that when youâd gone down the stairs of the mansion one night to get a glass of water, almost certain you were the only person awake. That was until youâd stopped short in the hallway, seeing Logan and Jean standing with their backs to you. You couldnât hear their conversation and didnât think anything of it until you watched his arm snake around her shoulders, pulling her into him for a hug.
Your stomach sank. You really should have known.
The way he talks to her, looks at her, is always there to help her; it must have been obvious to anyone but you. Youâd been friends for so long that you were almost dumbfounded that you never realized, probably too blinded by your own rose colored glasses.
You turned on your heel immediately, climbing the stairs to hide in your bedroom. Your chest felt heavy and your skin felt like it was on fire. You never ended up sleeping that night, too sick to think of anything else but Jean and Logan.
That was maybe two weeks ago now and youâd avoided Logan every day since as best you could. Youâd gone from being nearly inseparable to speaking only when you had to. Heâd try his best to get you to talk to him about anything at all but you only gave him one word answers. He even tried to keep you after training one day, gently having a hold on your bicep.
âHey, whatâs going on with you?â He asked bluntly. He tried to look you in the eyes but they were nearly glued to the metal floor of the basement corridor, your hair falling in your face.
âNothingâs wrong. Iâm fine, Logan, really,â you were able to mutter out, somehow keeping your voice from cracking. Before he could interrogate you further, you shrugged yourself out of his soft grip and speed-walked to the elevator, tears flowing the second you turned away from him.
You were not fine. Your eyes were always red and puffy from crying yourself to sleep and everyone could tell something was off.Â
Ororo even stopped you in the hallway outside your bedroom one night, begging you to tell her what was wrong and what she could do to help.
âItâs nothing, I - â you had started to dismiss her, but she was having none of it.Â
âStop with that! Enough! You need to tell me whatâs up or Iâm gonna have to force it out of you somehow and you know I do not wanna do that. Now tell me.â
You sighed, never picking your gaze up from the floor.Â
âCome here, I donât want anyone to hear me,â you beckoned her into your room.
She sat by your side at the edge of the bed as you confessed what you had seen and how badly it had torn you apart, rubbing your back gently when you choked out a sob.
âHoney,â she cooed, pushing some hair from your face and wiping a tear away, âI think you need to talk to him. This is gonna eat you up inside if you donât and I think maybe it couldâve been a misunderstanding.â
âI donât know, âro. I canât even look at him without feeling like Iâm gonna burst into tears,â you sniffled, wiping your eyes with the collar of your t-shirt.
âThink about it. I canât tell you what to do, but I think you really should. And if it was what it looked like, sweetheart, this is not the end of the world,â she reminded you.
âIt sure does feel like it,â you joked, tears still rolling down your cheeks.
âI know,â she sighed, patting your back gently, âtalk to him.â
You nodded and she left the room, reminding you to come find her if you needed anything at all.
You thought her words over and ultimately still hid in your room the next day, skipping training to rot in bed in sweatpants and a tank top. The thought of having to confess to Logan that you were really in love with him was far too paralyzing. It almost made you sick If you thought about it too long.
You knew it wasnât a good idea to keep shuffling sad songs on repeat and yet you did, keeping your CD player at a low volume so you wouldnât bother anyone and they wouldnât bother you. Your hair was a mess and you were glad that at the very least, youâd had enough energy to shower that morning after three days of not doing so. You held your knees to your chest while laying on your side, burying your face into your pillow to muffle your wailing sobs.Â
Logan was downstairs at the same time, making his way towards the stairs, only to run into Scott.
âHey, can I ask you something?â Logan spoke, stopping him with a hand on his upper arm.
Even through Scottâs glasses, Logan could tell he was glaring suspiciously.
âAbout what? Why?â
Logan said your name, looking around to be sure they were alone in the hallway.
Scottâs expression softened and he leaned against the wall, waiting for him to explain.
âDo you know whatâs up with her? She wonât talk to me, she hasnât in two weeks. She wonât even look at me. Has she said anything to you?â Logan spewed out, rubbing the back of his neck as a nervous tic.Â
âNo, your girlfriend didnât mention anything,â he teased, shaking his head, âbut hey, just talk to her. Youâve been close for a while now, you just have to confront her.â
âSheâs not my - okay, whatever. Yeah, Iâm gonna go talk to her. Maybe sheâs in her room,â Logan sighed.
âSheâs always in her room lately. If thereâs anyone that can pull her out of it, it would be you.â
He quickly thanked Scott and finally reached the stairs. He had been walking through the hall, finding your bedroom door and stopping when he heard a noise he couldnât quite make out. He heard you sniffle and his heart dropped.
You were crying.
He tried to give you your space, work through whatever it was that was bothering you, but it broke him to see you the way you were and his prodding didnât seem to help. Still, he didnât know how much longer he could let you dodge him in the halls or live with the fact that you wouldnât even look at him anymore. He had planned to talk to you that day, but you rarely came out of your room now.
So, he laid a hand on your doorknob, turning it slowly. He wouldâve knocked - he always did - but every time he had recently, you laid silent and pretended not to be in the room. He always knew you were, recognizing the smell of your perfume behind the door.Â
The door cracked open a few inches and he saw you, curled in a ball in your bed with your face in your pillow. Your shoulders moved up and down as you sobbed, gripping the pillow so hard that your knuckles turned white.
Thereâs no way Logan could leave you like this. He slid into the room and closed the door gently, but you could hear the click of the knob over your music.
Your head shot up and you saw Logan standing with his back to your door, an almost devastated look on his face.
âOh god, Logan, please, donât - â you choked out, turning your face so he couldnât see you and waving him away. Out of everyone you wanted to see right now, he was at the bottom of the list because this was humiliating.Â
Heâd seen your bloodshot eyes and pink nose, your cheeks wet with tears. There was no way you could tell him you werenât crying.
âYou have to talk to me. Please, what did I do?â
The last thing you wanted was for him to think it was all his fault. It wasnât, really. He didnât do anything to hurt you on purpose; He couldnât have known it would upset you in the slightest or that you were even in the hallway that night.Â
âNothing, Logan, please, just go away - â you begged, still facing away with your face buried in your hands.
âIâm not leaving till you tell me whatâs going on,â he said firmly, âyou wonât even look at me. I donât know what I did, but Iâm sorry. Whatever it is, Iâll make it up to you.â
You still had your face buried in your hands when you felt the bed dip as he came to sit beside you.
âI miss you, you know. You wonât train with me anymore, you wonât come out with me, you won't talk to me. Please, I donât know what to apologize for if you donât tell me.â
His voice so close to you made your heart ache. You wanted to just hug him, tell him you missed him too, but you sat paralyzed. He really wasnât going anywhere until you said something.
You removed your hands from your face, wiping away the tears with the back of your hand. You took a long inhale, closing your eyes and trying not to let your voice crack.
âItâs nothing worth me saying aloud,â you muttered, gnawing on your bottom lip. You felt like you needed to, though - like a lump in your throat that you couldnât cough up.Â
âPlease,â Loganâs voice was quiet, his hand arm coming to rest around your waist.
You squeezed your eyes shut and scrunched your face in an attempt not to cry even harder when he touched you. You had wanted him to for so long, but not like this.Â
You inhaled sharply, standing up as you did so to pace around your room. You couldnât sit still with his hand on you.
âI - â, you tried to speak, the words getting lodged in your throat, â itâs not your fault. Iâm not mad at you, itâs not that.â
âThen, what? Tell me. You know Iâd do anything to help.â
He would, and thatâs what made it all hurt so much worse; how sweet he could be to you. You reminded yourself that he was also probably like that with Jean and you shook your head in an attempt to rid yourself of the thought.Â
âItâs so stupid, Logan, really - â
âPretty girl, itâs not stupid if itâs making you cry.â
Pretty girl. He probably called her that too.
Fuck, you couldnât get it out of your head no matter how bad you wished you could.
âUgh,â you groaned, leaning your head back to stare at the ceiling. Maybe it would be easier to spit it out when you werenât looking at him. You took a deep breath, preparing yourself to get it all out in one go.
âA couple weeks ago, I went downstairs in the middle of the night and I saw you and Jean.â
You couldnât see his expression, but Loganâs eyebrows were furrowed, completely lost on what exactly it was that you saw.
âAnd itâs so fucking stupid, I know, but I - â, you choked back a sob, âfuck. Logan, I love you. Iâm sorry. Iâm in love with you, I donât know how to handle it, not when I know nothings ever gonna happen.â
When you didnât hear a response, you dreaded the moment you finally tore your eyes from your ceiling. Logan was still in the same spot at the edge of the bed, a dumbfounded expression on his face.
âSweet heart - â, he began, but it only hurt you more to hear him call you stuff like that.
âLogan, please, I know, just - I donât want it to be a big deal and you donât have to give me the rejection speech, trust me.â
âAre you gonna let me explain?â His tone was mildly frustrated, though he was still clearly worried about you.
You sighed, hands on your hips as you stood almost completely across the room. He got up to meet you where you were. He wanted to put his hands on your shoulders but he could tell you didnât want to be touched.
âExplain what?â You muttered, gaze glued to the floor when he stood in front of you.
âThereâs nothing going on between Jean and I.â
Seeing that your expression never changed, he continued.
âI think I know what you saw. I hugged Jean, thatâs what youâre talking about, right?â
You swallowed hard, dreading any details he wanted to spill. You still didnât believe that there was nothing, convinced he was lying to save your feelings. You nodded anyway, still looking at the floor.
âI gave Jean a hug because her and Scott got into a fight. She said she fucked up and wanted my advice, I hugged her and that was all. Honey, Iâm telling you, nothings going on.â
You were nearly turning pink at the realization that he was being truthful.Â
âAnd another thing,â he began again, tentatively pulling your hands from your hips so he could hold them in his, âyou think I donât love you?â
You finally met his gaze then and his heart broke when he saw your watery eyes. He brought a hand up to wipe your tears, leaving it there to cup your face while his other still held your hand.Â
âI love you. Iâm in love with you, too. I donât feel that way about Jean at all. I thought it was obvious, but I guess neither of us have the greatest communication skills, huh?â He laughed a little, nervously waiting for you to finally say something.
You were still soaking in his words, first about Jean and then about you.Â
âReally?â You squeaked, unable to say anything more.
âReally, baby,â he said sweetly, continuing to wipe away your tears.
You sniffled and leaned into his touch, happy to just be near him again.
âI missed you too, you know. I miss everything about you. I just couldnât look at you when I thought - I donât know, when I thought you couldnât love me like that. Oh god, Iâm so stupid, Logan, Iâm so sorry - â you began to apologize and he cut you off, shaking his head.
âNone of that, câmere,â he pulled you into him gently, wrapping his arms around your waist and leaning down to hug you.Â
You smiled into his t-shirt. You missed the smell of his cologne, the warmth of him, the way he called you sweet names. You had your arms wrapped around his neck, standing on your toes to do so.
âI love you, Princess. Iâm so glad I get to say it,â he mumbled into your hair, neither one of you letting go of the other, âand Iâm a dumbass for not saying something sooner and letting you think all that.â
âNo, Iâm a dumbass because I shouldâve said something sooner instead of assuming. I was just terrified, I guess.â
âNo more being terrified, right?â He pulled away a little to look in your eyes.
You nodded, a smile on your face for the first time in weeks. You both stood there in the middle of your bedroom, frozen in an embrace with your eyes locked on each other.
âCan I kiss you?â He whispered, his hand rubbing up and down your back reassuringly, âyou can say no if itâs too soon -â
You leaned up to press your lips to his, not wanting to waste any more time than you already have. He kind of grunted in surprise, relaxing into your touch when you ran your fingers through his hair at the back of his head. It was better than you could have ever imagined. His lips were so soft and he was so gentle with how he held you that your knees couldâve buckled. He pulled away reluctantly after a few seconds, planting a kiss on your forehead.
âI didnât wanna ruin anything,â he explained, tucking your hair behind your ear, âyou know, just being with you. I wouldâve swallowed it all down to be just your friend if it meant I wouldn't lose you.â
You brought both of your hands to cup his face, scratching lightly at his mutton chops, âReally?â
He nodded, kissing your forehead, your cheek and your lips again. It was sickeningly sweet, making you giggle into the kiss.
âWhatâs so funny?âÂ
âNothinâ. Just really happy.â
âMe too, pretty girl. Hey, you owe me a couple of movie nights, by the way.â
âRace you to the TV?â
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PRETTY BITCHES LOVE ME áŻâ
ââ â SHE A BADDIE, SHE SHOWIN' HER PANTY! â wc. 3.7k
ᯠâ€ïžââ§âș...synopsis : suguru is just as big of a show off as gojo, he's just more subtle about it. and he wants everyone in this damn club to know that you're his.
ᯠâ€ïžââ§âș...cw : blk!fem!reader x g. suguru, suggestive content, alcohol mention, exhibitionism, voyeurism (?), fingerfucking, public fingering, little bit of breeding kink and talks of knocking you up, lots of kissing, suguru really loves his girl, suguru canât keep his hands to himself
ᯠâ€ïžââ§âș...lunar's note : suguru is just a slut for you i don't know what else to tell you. he's just as much as a mischievous little shit as gojo ! if you want to be tagged for the future posts, comment on the main post here ! enjoy baddies â€ïž (also yes nonblack readers can read and reblog too, idk why some anons try to gatekeep)
suguru's so touchy with you, it's sweet.
he can't keep his hands off of you whenever you go out. the poor man feels like he might just die if he's not having some sort of physical contact with you the majority of the day.
it could be the grocery store on a late night snack run in matching pajama bottoms or like now, a long night at the club for some celebration.
neither one of you remembers what or who the part is for, the alcohol in your systems causing you to focus on one another. the rest of your group is busy on the dance floor or bar, leaving you and suguru to cuddle up to each other in the VIP area like the lovesick idiots the two of you are.
your sitting across his lap, one hand in his hair and the other holding his shoulder, rubbing random shapes and patterns into the fabric of his shirt. it's so unfair, he just smells so fucking good and looks so damn handsome. you genuinely can't look at anything but him.Â
and he loves it so damn much.
"s'guruuu," you coo at him, nose smooshed against his cheek. if you could, you'd get even closer to him, but this would have to suffice for now. "you're so handsome tonight..."Â
the corners of his mouth tilt up into a smug smirk as he chuckles, his hand sliding from your knee to your upper thigh, stroking the exposed skin. you're so soft, could you really blame him for wanting to touch you all the time? compared to you, suguru is way more sober and is just eating up all the attention you're giving him.
not just because he loves you, but that was a plus.
no, it's because people are watching.
his sharp purple eyes flicker up, meeting with the group of girls outside of the VIP area that keep looking his direction.
their eyes are filled with interest and want when they look at him, and he can't help but chuckle to himself.
suguru knows he's attractive. hell, he's reminded of it every morning by the way you shower him in kisses and praises as part of your morning routine, making sure he knows just how much you love him and his 'stupidly pretty face,' as you so elegantly put it.
but what makes him laugh is how they look at you with disdain and confusion, as if they can't understand why you're in his lap instead of them.
it's disgusting, really, for them to even have the slightest thought that they could replace you. they must be lying to themselves, he thinks as your lips start to press kisses against his cheek, the soft curls and coils of your hair tickling his cheek.
you're just so cute, so adorable, so gorgeous, so beautiful. you're his pretty little angel, and seeing women jealous of you just fills him with so much pride, knowing you have other women jealous of you.
if only they knew how badly you have him wrapped around your little finger. if you so much as asked, suguru wouldn't hesitate to beat the shit out of someone for you, wouldn't hesitate to kill for you...but thankfully, it never got to that point.
yet.
"hmm, you think i'm handsome?" he leans in, his breath warm against your neck as he nips your ear. "nah, you look so damn gorgeous, angel. you're stealing the spotlight from me t'night."
his fingers trace circles into your thigh, enjoying your little giggles and complaints of it tickling. it only makes him do it more, your laughs and giggles making his heart squeeze a little bit.
fuck, suguru really loves how your skin feels under his fingertips, soft and smooth. it's all he thinks about. he wants to touch you forever, wants to feel you every second of the day. you are just so warm and soft, nothing would ever compare to the feel of your skin.
pulling away from your ear, he sees that those girls are still there, looking at you and him. the smirk on his face falters a bit, and his gaze hardens.
man, he really doesn't like how they're looking at you.
it's so easy for him to tell they have no cursed energy, just mere humans that could never even hope to be on the same level as you. it would be so fucking easy to just...snap his fingers and have them gone in an instant.
you steal his attention away from them and the dark thoughts swirling in his head by tilting his head your way, and instantly, his gaze softens.
jesus, the things you do to this man.
"sugu? what's wrong, honey," you mumble, worry etched into your features. you cup his face, thumbs stroking his cheeks to get him to calm down. "you don't look happy..."
the feel of your hands on his face, paired with the sweet concern in your voice, it washes away all irritation in him instantly. suguru hums, his eyes sliding shut. and the soft look in your eyes...he's so whipped for you, it's sickening.
you're so warm...
"no, baby, nothing's wrong,"Â he reassures you, his smooth voice a low rumble. if he could, he'd be purring incredibly loudly right now, nuzzling into your palms. just your touch is enough to make him melt.
"'m just thinkin' how lucky I am, havin' you all to myself like this. the prettiest girl in the world, and she's sitting in my lap...who knew i'd make it this far in life, hm?"
the low, purple lights of the club cast a soft glow on your face as your fluffy hair frames your face, and suguru sighs, looking at you like you were his everything. you are his everything.
a quick glance to the side and suguru takes note that those girls are still fucking there, looking at you both. instead of getting irritated again, suguru gets an idea.
with a smirk, his hand slides up further your thigh, his fingertips slipping under the hem of that pretty purple dress he bought you that contrasts against the dark color of your skin...so pretty.
"mm, babygirl, just looking at you is making me dizzy," suguru purrs, his gaze dipping to your lips before meeting your eyes again. "you know i love you right? an' that all i wanna do is show you off s' everyone knows how pretty you are, right?"
you know better.
you know better than to trust him when he starts making comments like this, when he starts cooing and praising you out of nowhere.
because you know that it means suguru is up to no damn good.
you still haven't forgiven him for making you squirt on his fingers while he was on the phone with nanami...even though it was kind of cute how nanami couldn't look you in the eye without blushing for about two weeks.
"mhm...i know, sugu, you're a little show off that likes to get us in trouble," you playfully scold, tugging his hair a little as you giggle, looking at him with a soft gaze.
suguru's head tilts back, and his eyes flutter shut for a moment, a soft grunt leaving him. he's always been a sucker for you pulling on his hair like that, likes when you tug him around to make a point...shit, he's getting hard just from thinking of all the times you'd use his hair to get his attention or make him focus on something.
and it doesn't take long for you to discover his thoughts are going south.
with an exasperated gasp, you feel the hardness of his arousal pressing against your ass, letting out a little scold of his name. his grip on you tightens when you shift to confirm your suspicions. his head leans to rest in the crook of your neck, a silent plea for more of your affection.
"but you like it when I show off," suguru teases back, pressing a kiss against your neck as your curls tickle his face again. even your hair was soft, it's like he's got his own little pillow pet in his lap. the thought makes him chuckle, knowing you'd probably swat at him playfully for comparing you to a plushy
"you get all worked up, it's so cute, angel...plus, i think y'like it when i cause trouble." his hand swaps thighs and creeps up higher under your dress, his fingers brushing the edge of your panties. he's playing a risky game. at any moment, someone could catch him and get you both kicked and banned from the club.
but where's the fun in life without taking risks?
"c'mooon, admit it, baby, you like it."
one glance up back into the crowd and suguru hums, his eyes glinting dangerously. still there, it seems.
they aren't staring as hard now, but looks of disbelief cross their face when his hand shamelessly goes right to the apex of your thighs, fingers running over the lace of your panties. suguru doesn't care anymore, if they wanna look so bad, he'll give them something to stare at.
"s-suguru...you're, mnh, gettin' close there..."
he doesn't give you a response, his hand sliding from your back up to your hair to keep your head in the crook of his neck. he may be fine with showing out a little bit to these bitches who tired to glare daggers into you, but no one except him gets to see your face.
the way your lashes flutter, the way your teeth dig into the plushness of your bottom lip...it's driving him crazy.
the faint scent of your perfume hits his nose, and he's gone. his cock is pressing against your ass in full hardness, and he has to stop himself from grinding up into you.
nah, right now, this is about you.
he's going to take care of you, going to make you feel good, going to make sure you know that you are his in every way that counts.
without wasting another moment, suguru's fingers slip under your panties, pausing when they touch the faint wetness gathering at your slit.
"fuck...baby, don't tell me you've been like this the whole night," he rasps, his breathing slowly starting to pick up. your soft cunt is hot to the touch, sticky and wet as he drags his fingers through your slick.
"i can't help it, you just...look, really good t'night, baby," you huff into his ear, gasping a moan when he doesn't hesitate to slip a finger into your slick hole.
he really does look good tonight, dressed in those black dress pants, sleek dress shoes, and that stupidly hot black button-up shirt. and he has the sleeves rolled up and the top few buttons undone so that you can get a nice view of that necklace with your name on it resting on his collarbone.
how can you not get soaking wet?
"shit." he's groaning, the sensation of you nuzzling your face into his neck to press little open-mouthed kisses into all the sensitive spots of his neck sending a shiver down his spine. it's so sweet and precious how you try your hardest not to make too much noise and not move too much as he stirs up your cunt with just one of his fingers.
he wishes you both were back at home, wishes that he had you spread open on the bed so that he can see how wet he's got you just from his attire, so that he can hear your pussy squelch around his fingers. not even the strongest in the world would be able to pull him from your pussy whenever you get this wet.
the thought of gojo trying to pull him away from you makes him cringe a bit...because he knows damn well that idiot would be shoving his face deeper into your cunt, grinning as he practically makes suguru drown in you.
on second thought, that's not a bad way to go....
another tug to his hair as him unintentionally groaning, eyes snapping shut at the sharp pang of pleasured pain that shoots up his spine. his attention is back on you, his face close to yours as he breathes against your ear.
if you want his attention, then he'll give you all of it with no hesitation.
"suguruu, more...please," you finally whine, the slow movement not enough for you. it's almost torture; the slow in and out motions of his finger making you feel good but not good enough. no, you need more, craved it.
"yeah? you gonna be a good girl f' your suguru and let him take care of this needy lil' pussy? hm?" one finger turns into two, and that familiar heat pools in your lower abdomen. now it's feeling so fucking good that you already know his fingers are gonna be coated in your juices.
this should be embarrassing, it really should. you both are in a club for fucksake! but you can't find it in you to care about it, his thick digits working your cunt so good that your brain is just melting.
one of your hands grips his button-up, fisting in the fabric to ground yourself from the pleasure. "m-mhm! I'll be good, I'll be s' good for you, sugu, promise!" suguru is becoming relentless, determined to make you crack and stop hiding those pretty sounds from him when he takes note of how you go right back to biting your lip after giving him that sweet, needy response.
however, he loves seeing your lips all swollen, knowing they were like that because he made you feel so good you had to force yourself to be quiet.
"sweetheart, don' hide it, lemme hear you, 's just you and me," he whispers to you, his other hand burying itself in your curls and giving a little tug. he knows it's not just the both of you, but right now, in this moment, it's all that exists for him.
the harsh pull of your hair has your lips brushing against his ear and choking on a moan, unable to keep it in. "thaaaat's it, let me hear how good it feels t' have these fingers buried deep inside this tight cunt."
you hate this, hate when he talks because it only makes you wetter. and that means he's gonna talk even more, and you're always right because he's cooing at how much slick is pouring out of you now, asking if it's because of his voice or his fingers.
suguru's so fucking annoying, such an asshole, but you can't help but let him get away with it when it means he makes your eyes flutter closed in pleasure.
you let him get away with way too much, don't you?
the song playing now is so loud, the bass making the ground vibrate. but suguru doesn't care, he's just thankful it's loud enough to cover that fucking beautiful moan you give him when he curls his fingers juuuust right.
"oooh, there? did i find it? fuck, baby, y'got so tight jus' from that."
your desperate nod of confirmation is all he needs before he speeds up his fingers, groaning when he can finally hear the wet schlicks of his hand coaxing more slick out of you.
one more glance up and suguru can't help but grin. the girls are gone, now mixed up in the crowd likely red and hot in the face.
seems like his impromptu little show finally got the message across: he is yours and yours only.
knowing he no longer had to show off, he's focusing on you, on you and that tight, needy little slit between your legs that's dripping down his wrist. it should be a crime for someone to be this wet, in public no less.
"c'mon, angel, don' hold back on me anymore, lemme know how it feels. wanna know 'm treating this gorgeous pussy good."
you let out the prettiest moan, breath hot against his ear. suguru coos, his hand not between your legs holding your neck to keep your head in the crook of his neck. âmhg, suguru, love it s' much, g-god, your fingers feel s'good, 's not fair.â
you can't stop yourself from trying to spread your legs more, giving him a bit better access. you know you can't open them too much ot someone might see.
but...would that be so bad? for people to see how suguru could make you fall apart so seamlessly?
if only you knew that's exactly what was running through his head right now. he's positive at least one person has caught on to what's happening, the repeating motions of his hand between your legs such a dead giveaway.
it thrills him, his cock throbbing in his pants at the thought. shit, he's learning things about himself he didn't know before...he might have to do this to you more often.
he leans in closer, his mouth grazing the sensitive skin of your neck, his hot breath sending shivers down your spine as he whispers, "y'gonna cum for me right here in this club, aren't you, babygirl? gonna show me how much you love my fingers playing with this slutty lil' pussy, right?"
he gets a sweet little 'yes, sugu' and he purrs your name, the mixture of your moans, the music, and the just barely audible sounds of your slickness being stirred by his thick fingers, making him feel drunk.
you're shaking in his lap, holding on for dear life as he makes it a point to curl his fingers with each thrust, not giving you a break anymore. you're spiraling, feeling the tremors of your impending orgasm building, your hot, gummy walls fluttering around his stupidly thick digits. you're praying silently between each pant and gasp, desperately hoping he doesn't make you squirt, not now, not when so many people are aroundâ!
"c'mon, baby, c'mon," suguru encourages, his fingers picking up their pace. you're so close, he knows it, he knows because he can feel it coming. the way you fist his shirt, the way your hips are trying to hard to not rise up to meet his hand, knowing it would make it so obvious what's happening.
but suguru, oh, he stopped caring so fucking long ago. he just wants to feel you soak his fingers, wants to hear your muted little moan of his name when you finally cum. he just wants to make sure you know you're his.
"b-baby, suguru, shit, i'm gonna cumâ!"
"yeah? that's it, baby, let got f'me, you can do it," he urges and coos, his voice bordering on needy and desperate, just like you. he's panting into your ear, whispering little praises as he listens to you pitifully try to keep your gasps and moans down. you're such a mess, it's so cute, you're so adorable, god, he loves you so bad.
your thick thighs are quivering and trembling as you teeter on the brink of release. you know it's going to be a mess, but you try, you try so hard to keep it in.
suguru noticesâhow could he notâand he's not having it, slipping a third finger inside your messy little cunt, curling deep inside right against that sweet spot, and that knot wound so tight inside you finally snaps.
"s-suguuuu, 'm cummin'â!"
he's reveling in how your hot, gummy walls squeeze and spasm all over his fingers, milking them for all they're worth as you cry and sob his name into his ear, tears caught on your eyelashes from how good it feels. he wishes he could look at you, wanting to drink up your expressions, but no, he'd be risking someone else seeing how pretty you are when you cum.
"yessss, good girl, good fuckin' girl, gimme everything, babygirl."
your cries of release are so damn sweet to his ears, and he continues to work you through it, ensuring your orgasm is as prolonged and intense as possible. if you were home, he wouldn't care about stopping or overstimulating, but he has to remind himself to stay calm and not go too hard.
if he did, he wasn't sure he'd be able to stop himself from fucking you on this couch in the middle of the VIP section in front of all these people.
once suguru feels you go slack in his arms and your hand weakly slap against his chest, he slows his hand, his own breaths heavy with the arousal and need you stirred in him...did you have any idea how sexy you were? if he wasn't as controlled as he was, he's positive he would've cum in his pants.
pulling his fingers out slowly, suguru's quick to pop them into his mouth, sucking off your juices like it would be the last time he'd ever get a last. fuck, you soaked his hand...he doesn't care how obvious he makes it when he licks at his palm and wrist to not miss a drop.
"hhmph, s-suguru, youâ"
"i need you, right now. can i take you home?"
of course, he has to ask. he knows how long it took you to get ready, to look so fucking perfect. but right now, he doesn't want anyone to look at you. hell, he doesn't want anyone else but him to be near you, he'd fucking wipe out this entire club right now if you asked.
the soft touch of your hands on his face brings him back, making him melt as his eyes slide shut. you're so soft, he loves you so much, he needs to stick his cock into you while groaning those words into your ear, needs to feel his tip kiss that soft, spongy spot inside you that makes your back arch off the bed, to fold you in half as he stuffs you so full, praying that his cum gets stuck deep inside you, praying that it takes and that he gets you knocked up, and thatâ
"take me home, sugu, please, i-i need you s' bad."
your words have him acting in an instant he presses a quick kiss to your lips, licking whatever is left of your lipgloss before helping you stand up with him, guiding you out of the club. if he stays in here for any longer, he's not sure he'll be able to control himself.
"i got you, baby, don't worry, 'm gonna give you what you need. let's go, princess."
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Sweet Treat
Pairing: Fem!Reader x Spencer Reid
Description: Penelope gives you aphrodisiac chocolates as a gag gift. Whenever you and Spencer have a movie night, you both donât realize what sweets you are delving into.
Content/Warnings: Awkward little banter between friends, mutual pining is mentioned, food/eating, aphrodisiacs, unprotected sex
Word Count: 2.4K
Kinktober Day Twenty Three: Aphrodisiacs
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âPenelope, what the hell is this?â You asked, a laugh leaving your lips as you looked over the container of what looked to be normal chocolate. âWell! I found it online and apparently itâs some of that chocolate that you eat and you just wanna go crazy on the first person you see.â She giggled.
A girls night meant all sorts of things but whenever Penelope pulled out presents, you knew exactly where this was going. You and the girls had met up at her place about an hour ago. After ordering Chinese takeout and having way too much wine, the night had taken a bit of a turn when it came to discussions. Women talk. Sex was a main topic between you and your small friend group.
âSo you are giving them to me?! P, I donât even have a boyfriend.â You laughed. âWho needs a boyfriend whenever you can have fun with anyone in the world. Just keep them.â
And so you did. It was days after the fact whenever you were inviting Spencer over for a marathon of your favorite show. It was going to be fun, you and your best friend from the office watching your favorite show together. Heâd offered to pick up food on the way, which heâd stuck with a good Thai place that you both had eaten at numerous times before whenever you got back from a particularly late case.
Spencer was your best friend on the team, the both of you being closer in age compared to the rest of the crew you worked with. Plus you had similar interests when it came to books, movies, among other things. Youâd greeted him with a wide smile the minute the door opened. âHey!â You grinned while moving to hug him. Despite his disdain for hugs or being touched, heâd slowly began to let you in more. He was happy to hug you or have you hold his hand whenever you needed to pull him somewhere else in a crowded room without losing him.
He enjoyed being by your side. Honestly, he was sure he was in love with you because of how caring you were. You listened to his rambles and even asked him further questions. You even laughed at the jokes that were complicated to understand. You were truly a light shining bright on the team. âI hope you have snacks because I didnât even stop.â Spencer groaned after returning the hug with one arm as his foot kicked the front door shut. âI do. I have a lot in the kitchen.â You assured.
You'd started the new season of your show together and gotten through dinner within a few episodes before Spencer disappeared into the kitchen as you paused the program on tv. âDonât take too long! I gotta see how this plays out!â You called while leaning back against the couch, pulling the blanket over your body while letting out a soft hum. Spencer had ended up grabbing some chocolate. Which he didnât read over the label as he grabbed a tab from the container and looked it over. âThatâs cute. Itâs got little shapes.â He chuckled to himself, breaking one in half as he was moving to take a bite from the rich milk chocolate. It was to die for, so he had to take the other half to you so you could try before you both tore into the bag together.
âTry this. Itâs so rich. I actually love it.â Heâd commented. You werenât paying attention to what the chocolate looked like, bringing it up to your nose and smelling it before you were pulling the piece in your mouth. Which it was delicious, your eyebrows raising. âWow, that really is good.â You laughed, watching as Spencer was sitting down and passing over snacks to you. âWe can eat the chocolate later. You know sweet stuff can either send me flying on the walls or I end up feeling bad to do anything.â Fair enough.
It was an hour later when you were on another episode, your body was feeling hot as you shifted uncomfortably on the couch. You wouldnât like to think that you were attracted to the program, it was a horror series and you were in the middle of a chase scene. So why else were you squirming?
Just as you were going to excuse yourself to take care of the heat in your belly, you noticed Spencer shifting uncomfortably, a pillow resting over his lap. Then you thought about the chocolate, your eyes widening as you were shooting up from the couch and rushing to the kitchen. Spencer watched you, turning slightly on the couch to watch you curiously through the doorway. Thatâs when you see the box, a soft groan leaving your lips as you lifted up the sex candy while bringing a hand up to rest against your face. â
Just great. You knew you shouldâve just put it in your room.
âSpencer.â The sound of your voice had him nearly jumping out of his skin as he quickly faced the tv again. âYeah?â He asked as his hand clutched the pillow harder. Maybe youâd caught him. Even someone who wasnât a profiler could tell there was something going on, not to mention the growing tension between the both of you.
Mutual pining was normal and you both werenât exempt from that. Spencer was an awkward rambler but you found it endearing. Just as he found you as equally as endearing even if you were quiet a good majority of the time and relished in his ramblings about whatever was brought up. You both enjoyed each other's presence, the two of you spending time together more often than not.
Those unsaid mutual feelings made this whole situation worse.
You approached the couch again as you slowly sat down beside Spencer again, body leaning back against the couch as you could feel yourself hot, face flushed as you couldnât sit still to save your life. Spencer had now taken notice, clearing his throat. âI-I uh.. I may need to leave soon. M-momâs facility called.â A lie but it would be a smooth getaway.
âOh, yeah. Uh, it might be for the best! I forgot that I have to..â Your eyes glanced around the room. âReorganize my bookshelf!â Less subtle. âR-right. Uh, This seems weird but can you close your eyes for a minute? I just..â His eyes were glued on the pillow, making you bring your eyes down as well. âO-oh.â
âItâs not because of the show!â He squeaked, face bright red as he was looking back at the screen. âI donât- I donât know why but I was looking at you and it just.. I donât know!â He whined. His awkwardness made it hard for him to admit why there was a pillow on his lap outright, however you had clocked the reasons why.
âYou know the chocolate..? Uh, Penelope gave me them the other day as a joke and they are.. They are essentially just sex chocolate.â Your face was hot, chest rising and falling as you were feeling the gush of slick in your panties from the heightened arousal. âWait. Aphrodisiacs?!â Spencer was looking at you with wide eyes, mouth agape in shock. Well, at least he didnât feel as bad from getting hard after giving you a few glances. There was a reason behind it.
The both of you stared at one another, faces hot and eyes blown out with lust. âSo uh.. How long does this last?â Spencer finally asked, his brain being too clouded over with lust as he stared in your direction. âI-I wouldnât know.. I never used them.â Your nose crinkled as the both of you couldnât seem to tear your eyes away from one another. âI, uh, I lied about my reason to leave.â He stated the obvious while you couldnât help but let a little laugh escape your lips. âI know..â You admitted, slowly pushing yourself to stand. âI um.. I donât actually have to reorganize my bookshelf either..â You laughed awkwardly while heading over to stand in front of your best friend, hand moving to gently rest over the pillow. âI donât want you to go.. Not yet. Can you, um, help me out a little bit? I trust you and you are here.â You rambled on as you put your hands together slowly. Spencer was looking at you with wide eyes as he nodded slowly.
âIâll help.â You were both a bit awkward at first, the male letting you move the pillow before you were straddling his waist, the show in the background continuing to run as your best friend was blushing nervously. âI gotta admit that Iâve only done this one time before..â He spoke while you offered a smile. âItâs alright.â You whispered as you let your head dip down to connect your lips with his. Your bodies were buzzing with electricity as you were deepening the kiss, your hands tangling in his hair while his hands were gripping your hips.
You never thought youâd be in this position, tongue in your closest friendâs mouth while your hips were grinding down against his. You felt a fire inside of you, your body desperate to be bare and touched. As you pulled out of the kiss much to Spencerâs dismay, you were tugging your shirt over your head before tossing it somewhere else in the room. The sight of your breasts in a white bra had Spencerâs Adams apple bobbing as his eyes were trained on the lace that accentuated your skin. âItâs pretty right? One of my favorites.â You comment while watching his eyes stare at your tits with a new sense of hunger in his eyes.
You took it as a great sign as your hand was reaching behind you, unclasping the top before letting it fall somewhere with your shirt. His hands were quickly coming up to cup your breasts before he was just diving right in, wet kisses being pressed against your skin before his lips were wrapping around your nipple, tongue flicking over the nub as your fingers tangled in his hair. âFuck.â You cursed while his attention was focused on your chest.
Your body was perfect.
As he had gotten enough though, he was pulling back to examine your chest that was covered in a few hickies and your hardened nipples. âYou look so pretty.â It wasnât akin to being called a whore or a slut but you honestly liked it. The way he complimented your body had your cheeks heating up as you were lifting your hips when he had gained enough confidence to work on your pants. Heâd tugged down your pants and panties before working on his own pants.
âEager?â You commented, a little giggle leaving your lips as Spencer looked at you as if youâd grown another head. âHave you seen yourself?! Of course Iâm eager!â He defended himself, causing the both of you to share a laugh. âI hate to rush this but-â He was cut off by a groan as your hand reached between you both to give his leaking cock a few tugs. âI know, me too. You can make up for the lack of foreplay later.â You wiggled your eyebrows as you pressed your lips against his once more, your leaking hole sinking down onto his cock.
The both of you had let out moans muffled in one anotherâs mouths as your hips rocked slowly, getting adjusted to the manâs thick cock. It was always the awkward nerds who had the best surprises.
Your head was falling on his shoulder as he held your hips with a bruising grip. He wasnât one to have sex often, not being lucky like Derek in the department of women effortlessly throwing themselves at him. He knew that this scenario was one he never imagined happening, your velvety walls clenching tightly around this bare cock while you essentially used him as a human dildo to get yourself off.
He wasnât complaining in the slightest, watching your face contort in ecstasy as his hips were thrusting upwards to slam into your leaking cunt, a groan falling from his lips as his head tilted back against the sofa. You were whining and moaning with each thrust that he matched with your movements, eventually pushing the one place you needed most. The impact had your hands clutching tightly to his shoulders as you let your mouth fall open with a soft cry.
âOh my god, fuck, Iâm gonna cum.â Your words were slurred, the effects of the aphrodisiacs heightening all of your arousal so you felt like you were going to burst at the seams. Your body was hot, hips surely bruised by Spencerâs rough grip as he slammed into you as well as your legs shaking from their position.
When you did hit your peak, you were tightly grabbing Spencerâs shoulders as your hips slammed down into his lap, ass hitting his thighs at an unsteady rhythm. Spencer however, was quickly flipping you both over, your body sprawled out against your living room couch as he was rolling on top of you.
Taking the opportunity, he wasnât skipping a beat as his hips slammed into yours, your sensitive cunt contracting around his cock as he was bringing himself to climax. As your moans and whines from overstimulation echoed in the apartment, his own whines of desperation were falling from his lips.
His cock twitched inside of your used pussy, quickly making the effort to pull out of you as he jerked at his leaking cock, a low huff leaving his lips as ropes of cum were now pooling in your stomach, glazing your bare skin as he let out a weak whine. As you lay there covered in his spent, your chest was rising and falling at a rapid pace as you made the effort to catch your breath.
âI think that chocolate needs to be thrown away to avoid incidents like this again,â his voice pulled you out of your post sex haze as you laughed a little. âAre you kidding? I think we need to do this every time we watch our show together.â You teased, making Spencer shake his head with a smile.
âAt least hide it for when you have anyone else over. I donât think Iâll survive if this mix up happens with someone else.â
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Yandere Short Stories:
Play Pretend
Yandere Past Stalker x Fem Reader
TW: unsettling themes, manipulation, stalking (mentioned), yandere behavior, and drugging
Sizzle. Snap. Pop.
The sounds of eggs frying on a pan filled (your name)âs ears while she sat at the mahogany kitchen table. No matter how many times her husband made her breakfast, she couldnât quite get used to it⊠(your name) couldnât help but feel as if there was something horribly amiss.
A little voice often cried in the corners of her mind that this beautiful man was not her husband. That he was an imposter. Yet she couldnât understand the voice⊠this man had to be her husband!
Desiderio was there by her side the moment she opened her eyes when she woke up from her coma. She recalled how his large hands held hers while fat tears rolled down his cheeks. That man clung to her like a lifeline, his lips fervently pressed against the top of her head the moment her eyes fluttered open.
And here she was today! In their house that still felt foreign to her despite the two months that had rolled by⊠a foreign home with no tv nor a radio. A home full of books, plants, and even six photo albums of her. Yet there werenât many pictures of the two of them together... Desiderio was an incredibly passionate man when it came to her. (Your name) had no doubt this man worshipped the ground she walked on.
(Your name) jumped when a neatly prepared plate was placed in front of her. Desiderioâs chocolate eyes scanned her face with a frown before he smiled brightly.
âCara mia, youâre lost in thought again.â Desiderio took a seat beside her, large hand now wrapped around hers. His dark eyes filled with concern. âYouâll get a headache if you think too hard about everything⊠how about you try some eggs? I prepared them just the way you like them!â
(Your name) smiled at her husband who gently pushed the plate closer to her. âArenât you going to eat too, darling?â
The large man shivered at the nickname, a dark blush now on his cheeks. âYes⊠but I worry more about you. Youâre still so weak.â
Desiderio pressed a kiss on the top of her head before he made his way over to fetch himself a plate.
(Your name) raised a brow at the slightly unsavory taste of the eggs. How odd⊠had her husband used a new kind of seasoning?
(Your name) continued to much away, blissfully unaware of the twisted smile on Desidedioâs face. The brunetteâs hands shook as he tried to keep his breathing calm.
Desiderio had loved this beautiful woman since university nearly a decade ago. He knew they were destined to be together from a single glance and Desiderio would have done anything to make sure that happenedâŠ
(Your name) was like a fairy tale princess who was kind to everyone, even someone like him. Desiderio was a loser back then. A nerd with little social skills and a scrawny body, he was half the man his brother was⊠all his life he was compared to his perfect brother. All because he wasnât athletic.
Desiderio always yearned for (your name) and her affection. It wasnât fair that his older brother was the one who swooped her up. His cold, neglectful brother who had the emotional capacity of a rock.
It wasnât fair! Sirius knew Desiderio loved (your name)! Sirius had everything growing up. The family business, the looks, the love of their parents, the money, everything. So why did Sirius get the girl too?
What could (your name) possibly see in Sirius? Sirius was dull and uninteresting, he was only handsome and the heir to a multi-generational company. He had no other redeeming traits! Desiderio was far more romantic and he always left her loving notes in the locker! Was his heartfelt emotion not enough for (your name)?
Desiderio went into a deep depression when the love of his life married Sirius. He threw himself into medical school and painstakingly climbed up the ladder until he made it to the position of medical director. Desiderio worked out until sweat would puddle at his feet, he grew out his black hair, and he became a beloved member of society to try to forget (your name).
It was pure luck (your name) had gotten hit by that car and ended up in a coma at his hospital. It was destiny that her workaholic husband ignored the frantic calls of the nurses and that he only left his last name down as her emergency contact. It was simply too easy to slip his fingers into the sweet honey pot he had always wantedâŠ
And it was even better that she had amnesia. Now Desiderio could mold her in the way that was always intended⊠as his wife. There would never be a day where sheâd feel unloved or neglected. Sheâd be pampered and endlessly doted on like the princess she was!
(Your name) let out a cute yawn as she stretched her arms above her head. The sweet sight snapped Desiderio from his musings. Goodness she was so precious⊠and she was all his.
Desiderio slithered forward to wrap his arms around her shoulders with a smirk.
âCara mia, it seems youâre still sleepy. How about I carry you back to bed?â Desiderio pressed a tender kiss to her temple. The softest of smiles on his plump lips. âWe can lay on each otherâs arms for a while longer.â
âYouâre always so sweetâŠâ (your name) nuzzled her head into Desiderioâs shoulder as the man gave her a bright smile. âI donât know where Iâd be without my darling husband.â
âYouâd just be cold and lonely.â Desiderio would play pretend until the very end.
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WHEN WEâRE OLD bf!Matt x Reader
no smut (nnn), fluff, a little upset but a happy ending, cutie matt, anon request
âHey⊠itâs okay. Heâs okay!â Matt hushed you, pulling you into his side with an arm over your shoulders. Tears rolled down your face at a rapid pace. And all for what? An old man eating alone across from your table. Matt understood where the pain was rooted. It was upsetting to see, only because of the vulnerability radiating off of the scene. But he was sure the man was alright. He was smiling at the waiters and enjoying his meal.
Although, you couldnât help but notice the image he was holding in his hand. An old picture of a beautiful woman, short curls falling just above her shoulder and a beret on her head. Her cherry-red lips painted a graceful smile across her face, one that seemed purely of joy. And it stripped your joy watching him stare at the rusty piece of paper with utmost wonder, grey eyes flitting between each crease on the surface of the worn-out material. âMatt heâs all a-alone.â
He shook his head, wiping the odd tears off your cheeks before leaning closer to you. âWhy donât we go over there, eat lunch with him?â You stared up at your boyfriend, eyes full of a new found hope. You didnât think heâd suggest such a thing, and you certainly didnât think youâd agree. But once you did, the two of you were making your way over to him quickly.
The man introduced himself as âErnieâ, he said he was waiting for his wife to return from the restroom. You let out a relieved huff. Despite your knowledge of his company, you and Matt decided to sit at the table with the couple. It was like a double date. Ernie and his wife, Marg, or fifty years and you and Matt, your boyfriend of almost fifty days. Didnât seem like much compared to the elderly couple, but it was a full month and more.
Marg looked gorgeous. Secretly, you hoped youâd age like her, still rocking the classic red lip.
Lunch was a pleasure, with the four of you chatting away. From stories to jokes to debates, all of you were engaged in conversation for a few hours. And after you left, you told Matt how happy you were. âThose were some of the best hours of my life.â You spoke as Matt helped you into the car. He nodded, closing your door and making his way to the driverâs side of the vehicle. You could tell he wanted to say something but he was struggling to let it out. âMatt, are you okay?â
He nodded, clearing his throat. âYeah- um, yeah I was just thinking.â
âAbout what?â
Matt turned in his seat to face you. âI just hope we can eat lunch together when we get old.â
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Awww, this one was a short one but it was just as cute in my opinion. May this love find me! I feel like Matt would say this shit too. Anyways, send in your requests and go to my f-ing MASTERLIST ik you want more you sap. And @sirenedeslily since you needed a cleanse!
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Part 2 of this | shout out to @slut4jeon who made this happen part of the prompt game pairing: metro inhabitant!Jungkook x survivor!female reader genre: apocalypse!AU, S2L warnings: survival after nuclear fallout, foul language, basically just smut, jealous JK, oral (f. receiving), a bit of handjob, boobplay, fingering, squirting, a bit of eating out and finger sucking, unprotected seggs, a bit of cock warming, spanking, body worshipping, they are just whipped for each other, rough possessive seggs, JK's a bit whiney, cum shot, lmk if I forgot smth word count: 1.336
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Living in the Metro is, to say the least, completely unexpected. Itâs like stepping into an alternate universe compared to the outside world. Not that itâs entirely safe here, with certain stations better avoided, especially when youâre on your own, but itâs still so much safer than anything you could have ever wished for.
Whatâs also otherworldly is living with Jungkook. Itâs not only a luxury but like living in a constant dream. Youâd never have believed youâd find someone like him, not even when the world was green, and the skies were blue before everything fell apart. But here you are, living the dream because Jungkook is the best partner you could ever hope for.
There isnât a single day that passes where he isnât more than willing and eager to please you to the best of his abilitiesâabilities that are beyond heaven. If youâre sad? He fucks you. If youâre happy? He fucks you too. And if youâre angry with him for reasons you canât even recall? Heâs usually the one responsible for making you forget in the first place.
Youâd never complain, though, and never would you deny him or the multitude of orgasms he grants you day in and day out.
Like right now. He saw a seller at Riga Station, the trading hub of the Metro, being a bit too friendly with you. The man even gave you a rare flower, despite everyone knowing you belong to Jungkook. Hoseok just wanted to wind him up, and you suspect he did it on purpose.
âSit down,â Jungkook orders, pacing the small room while his jaw ticks dangerously. You obey, clutching the flower tightly, not at all scared but rather anticipating the âpunishmentâ you know is coming.
âSo now youâre collecting gifts from every man inââ
âIâm not collecting anything, Kook, he gave it to me voluntaââ
âVoluntarily?! You didnât just say that.â
You nod, biting your lip to suppress a smile as you watch Jungkook spiral further into frustration.
âAre you still looking for someone better? Is that it?â
âYou never give me flowers,â you pout dramatically, and when Jungkook gestures with both hands to the wall overflowing with flowers and other gifts, you almost feel guilty enough to stop the game and tell him how good he is to you.
Almost.
But you donât, because his next words are exactly what youâve been waiting for.
âMaybe I need to remind my girlfriend whoâs worthy of her.â
And as Jungkook strides towards you, ripping his army shirt off, you toss the flower aside you donât care about. In seconds, heâs on you, crushing his lips against yours, his lip piercings digging into your lower lip as his hands grip every inch of your body.
Youâre both naked in the blink of an eye, Jungkook alternating between sucking and licking your nipples while you jerk his perfect, hard cock. The sight of him worshipping your body like this never gets old, and his touch is never the same twice.
âIâm going to make sure Iâm the only one on your mind.â
Jungkookâs fingers glide down to your cunt, pushing two fingers inside once youâre wet enough. The way his thick fingers stretch you sends stars exploding behind your eyelids, and the pace he sets, combined with his mouth and free hand still working on your tits, is utterly intoxicating.Â
Itâs insane how he can fuck you so perfectly with just his fingers, knowing exactly where to touch you. When he adds a third finger, thrusting as deep as he can, you know heâs not messing around this time. The burn from the stretch only intensifies when he rasps into your ear, âIâm going to fucking ruin you.â
âKook!â you cry as he presses particularly hard. You didnât know he could be this possessive, but God, itâs everything youâve ever wanted in a man.
âScream my name, love! Let everyone in this forsaken hellhole know who owns you.â
âJungkook!â you moan as his fingers thrust relentlessly into you, his wrist occasionally grazing your clit, sending you even higher.
âFuck yeah. My goddess.â
Your tits and neck are littered with hickeys at this point, and youâve forgotten all about his cock in your slackened grip, but he doesnât care. He never caresâhis sole focus is your pleasure.
Itâs when Jungkook leans back, looking down at you with his lips swollen and shining, that it all undoes you. Your orgasm crashes through you, fast and hard, and even though heâs made you squirt before, it never fails to shock and slightly embarrass you.
But Jungkook doesnât let you dwell on that. He pulls his fingers out, licks them clean, and then dives straight between your legs, licking up every drop like always.
Youâre spent, completely worn out, but you know itâs far from over. His cock is standing proudly, angrily red and ready for its well-deserved attention.
Youâd like to give him head, but you know you wouldnât survive it after what he just did to you. Jungkook, knowing you too well, simply lines himself up and pushes inside without breaking eye contact.
Every inch of him makes your head spin, especially when he bottoms out completely, filling you in a way that makes you never want to be without him.
Youâre confused for a moment when he doesnât move, and then you catch his lazy, wicked smirk. His hands run up and down your thighs before hooking them under your knees and pushing you further into him, making you moan involuntarily.
âYouâre going to accept gifts from other men?â
You hesitate. Should you tease him further or stop while youâre ahead?
âYes?â you test, but itâs clearly the wrong answer.
Jungkookâs hand smacks your ass, making you yelp, moan, and clench around him, only causing that smirk to grow.
âWhat was that? I didnât hear you.â
âI said yes.â
Another smack, another moan.
âYou think this is funny?â
Thereâs something about a jealous Jungkook that hits differently, and despite knowing not to push him too far, you also know whatâs coming is exactly what you both crave in this doomed world.
âYes.â
Again, his hand strikes your ass, and this time you canât hold back, your cunt squeezing so violently around him, coating his abs and thighs with a new wave of arousal.Â
âHow about I fuck that âyesâ out of you, huh?â
Thereâs no time to answer before Jungkook slams into you without mercy, stealing any possible words from your lips.
âWhereâs your big mouth now?â
Itâs gone, completely useless. You can only pant in time with his brutal thrusts, his fingers digging deeper into your legs as he forces you even closer, higher, as you cling to his wrists, tears forming from the overwhelming pleasure.
âScream my name, ____.â
He thrusts harder, but your voice is stolen, only broken cries escaping your lips.
âScream!â Another slap across your by now red ass, the only thing holding you together is his massive cock.
âJungkook!â you finally cry out, so loud you swear it echoes not only through you both but through the entire Metro as well.Â
âAgain.â Smack.
âJungkook! Yes!â
âThatâs right.â
And with that, youâre gone, chanting his name with every thrust, every drop of sweat that falls from him onto your body. Your next orgasm washes over you without mercy.
You know heâs close, too, when he abruptly pulls out like he always does and starts jerking himself off.Â
With his eyes locked on you, he comes with a desperate whine, spilling white all over your body like a masterpiece.
Heâs beautiful, your gorgeous, perfect boyfriend.
Jungkook collapses onto you, and your fingers instinctively find their way into his hair while he catches his breath.
âYou know thereâs only you, right?â
He grumbles in response.
âI love you, Kook. Donât think otherwise.â
âI love you too,â he grumbles again, voice still muffled, but you donât mind. It just makes him even more endearing.
âGood, because youâre not getting rid of me.â
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something nice â sub!fem!reader x dom!yeonjun x servicetop!kai
cw. reader is in an established (open) relationship with yeonjun, cucking? (kai eats reader's pussy while yj watches lol), cunnilingus ofc, nipple play, orgasm denial, edging, pet names (baby, jjun), begging, mention of "punishment" but nothing's ever done, yeonjun and kai talk about reader and what they're gonna do to her (without her understandingâeverything is consensual in the beginning, but read note below), let me know if there's anything else. notes. IMPORTANT: ok so the tea with this one. the idea here is that the reader doesn't speak korean well and kai and yj are speaking korean to kinda talk about the reader and what they're gonna do to her so she doesn't understand. nothing aggressive, just describing what to do to her body so she's kinda surprised? SO!! anything in italics is in korean. thats important!! also idk how i feel about this???? smut under cut. wc. 1.5K
âDid she give you a reason or did she just break up with you?â Youâre eavesdropping on Yeonjun and Kaiânot that theyâre being very secretive. Theyâre talking about a woman Kaiâs been seeing while you play video games and attempt to translate in your head, but you're not being too successful, catching a few words here and there.Â
âShe did say one thing,â Kai says hesitantly. âBut itâs kinda embarrassing.â
âWhat is it?â
âWell,â he starts, scooting closer to Yeonjun to awkwardly whisper something to him, twiddling his thumbs, running his fingers through his hair.
âOh,â Yeonjun chuckles. âThatâsâŠman, if you get really good at that, you could date anyone.â
âWhat are you talking about?â You finally pause your game, curiosity getting the best of you. Looking up, Kai looks like you caught him stealing cookies from a cookie jar while Yeonjun tries to hold back a chuckle. The three of you exchange looks until Yeonjun rolls his eyes to bluntly sayâ
âEating women out.â
âYeonjunâ!â Kai says, shoving his arm.
âWhat?â He chuckles, returning the shove. âI eat her out all the time. She knows what it is. She knows you eat pussy too.â
âBut thatâs why that woman broke up with you?â You ask. âBecause youâŠyou're bad at eating pussy?â He blushes, averting his attention to the floor while he clasps his hands together, nodding shyly.
âBe honest, babeâam I good at eating you out?â
Looking between the two of them, you sit up and say, âYeah, youâre probably the best Iâve had, but weâre super compatible, you know? Weâre, like, super in love. That makes a big difference sometimes.â
Holding back a cocky smile, he asks, âBut, objectively, Iâm pretty good, right?â You shrug and nodâreally, he probably is the best youâve ever had, but thatâs another story.Â
âWhat makes it good?â Kai asks.
Humming, you think before saying, âFirst, he doesnât go straight for it.â Turning red and ears getting warm, you gush andâ âOh god, Kai, donât look at me when I tell you this.â
âAh, this is ridiculous,â Yeonjun exasperates. âDo you just wanna practice on her?â You both whip your heads in his direction. âIf youâre comfortable with it, of course,â he says to you. âJust thought it might be helpful.âÂ
Oh, how did you end up here? Laying in Yeonjun's bed, clenching your thighs together out of nervousness. âRemember, this is kinda specific to her. Pay attention to what whoever youâre with wants.â Kai nods, kneeling at the foot of the bed.
âShe already said thisââ Yeonjun says. âI donât go straight for it. I kiss her first, then make my way down there.â
âYou want him to kiss me?â
He shrugs and says, âIf youâre alright with that.â
âIf you are,â you say, looking Kai in the eyes. Both of them canât help but notice the confidence you seem to be exuding, especially compared to Kai. Trembling fingers reaching for your cheek, he looks at you for permission one final time. Finally leaning in, his lips press to yours.Â
Youâd forgotten what it was like to have a first kiss with someone. Kaiâs kisses are different from Yeonjunâs. Kaiâs are much more cautious, more carefulânot necessarily shy, but careful. It quickly turns hot and heavy. But you remember Yeonjun is watching you, suddenly overtaken with bashfulness, you break the kiss to glance over at him.Â
Him and that sinister smile.Â
Turning back to Kai, you crash into his lips again, humming into his mouth and smirking to rub how much you're enjoying this in Yeonjun's face. Â
âTouch her,â Yeonjun says. âKinda slowly, but then a little more intense.â Kai does as heâs told, his hand dragging up your hip to squeeze your tits. âUnder her shirt.âÂ
His hand on the outside of your bra feels new and exciting. Reaching around your back to unhook it, you break the kiss to take your shirt off, pulling at the hem of his.Â
âSlow down for a second,â Yeonjun chuckles and Kai listens, placing gentle kisses to your collarbone. âLick her nipples.â Swirling his tongue around your nipple, you gasp, reaching for his hair. âPay attention to which one she likes better.â
Kai tests both, slyly licking between the two. After testing the waters, he picks correctly. You chuckle thinking about Yeonjun sitting on a chair across the room, smirking in approval. You could look for yourself, but you canât bring yourself to open your eyes.Â
âKeep licking her until her hips roll.â This is a bit crazy, isnât it? The guy you love telling another man how to fuck you the way you like. âNot yet.â Yeonjun switches to Korean, making you roll your eyes. If you didnât have the energy to translate in your head earlier, you definitely canât focus enough to translate now.
Lips trailing down your body, he tugs at your shorts, but keeps your cute pink panties on. Yeonjun talks him through every moveâto lick his thumb and rub your nipple, to press his nose to the outside of your panties, to skate his lips across your inner thighs.Â
Your hips roll uncontrollably, practically begging him to taste you.Â
âKaiââ You whisper, your body instantly burning at the sound of the both of them chuckling. Pulling your panties down and off your legs, he throws them to Yeonjun who happily wads them up to sniff them and smell how delicious you are.Â
Licking his thumb again, he keeps rubbing circles over your nipple as he finally licks your clit, your back arching as soon as he touches it.Â
âFuckââ You say breathlessly, looking down at him as his eyes sparkle up at you, your head dropping to your pillow with a thud. âWho the fuck is this bitch that says youâre bad at this?â He shakes his head, digging deeper into your pussy.Â
Smiling cockily, you look over at Yeonjun, trying to control his breathing. He canât help itâthe two of you are just too hot together. He's never been able to enjoy this kind of view before. Seeing how every part of your body reacts to being touchedâit's an incredible view.
âPlease tell me heâs allowed to make me cum, baby,â You beg.
âOf course,â he chuckles smugly. âIf he can.â Kaiâs eating you out like heâs absolutely starving. And itâs trueâhe canât help it. You taste too fucking good.Â
Your eyes squeeze shut as you start squeaking, throwing your head back.Â
âOkay, that sound means sheâs gonna cum soon. Try to bring her as close to the edge as possible and then stop.âÂ
âFuck, Kai,â you breathe. âRight thereâyes.â You canât believe how good he is at this, especially given the reason you're under his tongue right now. Heâs supposed to be bad at this, right?Â
Youâre so fucking close and he can feel it. âDonât stopââ he brings you right there. And then he does it. He stops. âAgh, fuck you,â you groan. Looking down at him, his smirking at you, eyes flashing between you and Yeonjun.Â
He doesnât waste too much time before getting back to your pussy, flicking his tongue over your clit.Â
âTake it away from her for a bit. Lick her nipples again.â He does just that. Youâre aching, bucking your hips over and over, desperately trying to relieve some kind of tension. But his tongue does feel amazing on your tits. Threading your fingers through his hair, you tug at it hard. He groans, his mouth dropping open like you just unlocked a new kink of his.Â
Now he canât take it anymore. Hips jutting forward, you feel the roughness of his sweatpants drag against your center, relieving some of that tension. You gasp, resorting to begging him to get back to licking you.Â
âNo, donât,â Yeonjun says sternly.Â
âBut I want to,â Kai whines back, looking at your pussy hungrily, sticking the tip of his tongue out, giving his best begging eyes. But Yeonjun just shakes his head, satisfied with watching you uncontrollably rolling your hips up toward Kaiâs mouth. Kai compromises, wrapping his hands around the backs of your thighs to yank you closer to him and presses his lips to the skin right around your clit, teasing you even more.Â
âBabeââ you breathe, begging Yeonjun with your eyes to let him continue licking you.Â
âI know, baby, I knowâŠâ he responds, his voice low and rough. He finally lets him lick you again. But he doesnât show much mercy. He repeats the same tactic over and overâhaving him bring you right to the edge, even to the point of tears, then he stops right in his tracks.
"I'm gonna tell you to stop, but I want you to keep going, okay?" Kai nods, agreeing to his instructions. Bringing you to the edge again, you're begging for mercy, begging to cum. "Don't let her cum, Kai," he says, making tears form in your eyes. "Stopâ"
And he does.
"I told you to let her cum that time."
"Sorry," he smiles up at him, licking his lips. "It's so fun to see her beg like that though." Tilting his head toward you, he says, "Look at her...she's got tears in her eyes. Isn't that the hottest fucking thing you've ever seen?"
"It's okay, baby," he says, fingers flowing through your hair while Kai's mouth finds your clit again. You're moaning, gasping for air, swearing, screaming, anything to try to find a release. "Not yet. Don't let her fucking cum, Kai." You don't think you can handle this much longer. Edging is nice, yes, but this? This is bordering torture.
"Please, please, please, Jjun..." you trail off. "Just please let me cum. I can't take it anymore."
"I know you can take it, baby. Fucking taking it so well..."
It's building again. That knot in your stomach that gets tighter and tighter with every second. That white hot fire in the pit of your stomach waiting to explode.
"Don't stop, Kai," you blurt. "I'm gonna cumâ" Slamming your palm over your mouthâyou shouldn't have said that. He's gonna make you regret saying that.
"Don't let her cum," he orders.
But his grip gets tighter. His tongue licks furiouser. His face digs deeper. You're so fucking close. Closer than you've ever been tonight.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, Kai..." your orgasms crashes over you like a bolt of lightning. "Yes, fuck yes, that feels so fucking good." You feel like you're having an out of body experience. It's one of the best fucking orgasms of your life. "Don't stop, right there." You chest heaves with heavy breaths.
Coming down from one of the best orgasms of your life, your vision clears up and all you keep thinking is how much Yeonjun's gonna make you pay for this. You came without his permissionâwhat's he gonna do now? Everything flashes across your mind: not letting you cum for a week, spanking you until your ass had his hand print on it, tying you up for hours, you're not sure.
But he doesn't do any of that. His hand caresses your cheek as he smiles down at you, "Did that feel good, baby?"
Confused, you nod, "Mhmm." You're still nervous, looking around at everyone's reactions. Kai's smirking while he wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. "Bad at eating pussy my ass," you say, shoving his shoulder with your foot.
"Ah, I knew you a had a little crush on him...I've seen how you look at him." Your face turns beet red. He's noticed that? Oh god... "I just wanted to do something nice for my baby."
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Moms Friend
warnings: age gap (reader is 19 and Nat is 39), mommy kink (N), blow job, eating out, fingering, p in v, dirty talk, unprotected sex, breeding kink, cockwarming, a little bit of jealous Nat. That's all!!
Summary: You come home for a bit, and your moms best friend finally makes her move in you.
A/n: This is my first fic iâm posting here!! I apologize if itâs not great!
You had just pulled into the driveway of your childhood home. A few weeks ago you had planned to surprise your mom and come home. Grabbing your bags from the trunk, you walk to the door knocking. You hear your mother shout something incoherent.
"Oh ĐĐ”ŃĐșĐ° you're home!" Pulling you into a big hug, you catch a glance of your young brothers inside. They see you too running to the door. "Y/n you're home!!" You smile as Billy and Tommy pull you into a big hug.
Vision, your father, steps out into the hall. His smile fades as he sees you. Your relationship with your father is not the greatest, but with your mother it's amazing. Wanda had treated you better than any other mom you could've asked for, her best friend Natasha as well.
It then dawned on you that you haven't seen Natasha in while, so you figured maybe invite her over or ask her if she'd like to plan something. You pulled out your phone, searching for her contact.
After texting her, it was only a matter of time before she answered. You both decided you'd come to her place for lunch while you're mother and father were at work and your brothers at school.
"Y/n honey, tell me how school has been." Wanda asked with a smile. "Just like always, I'm top of most of my classes." You look at her, a proud smile plastered on her face. "Well isn't that just amazing, Vision." She ask him. He returns nothing but a nod, causing a small frown to creep onto your face.
"Oh, mom I'll be having lunch over at Natasha's tomorrow!" You say excitedly. "That's great! She's been asking so much about you, and I just don't know the answer to everything. My girl is a busy girl." She smiled.
Your evening consisted of catching up with your mom, listening to your brothers and all the things you've missed, and your father ignoring that you were even there. You honestly don't know why your mom is still with him, but you know it's probably for the best.
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The next day arrives soon, and you're on your way to Natasha's house. Your nerves creep. You love Natasha, but there's always been this feeling towards her. A yearning for her. You know you can't act on it, because it's nothing but a silly childhood crush thought something tells you it's more.
You pull into her driveway, the front of her house being decorated with cute fall decor.
Stepping out of your car, the cold air hits your face only making your shivering nervous body worse.
You knock on her door, waiting a few seconds to hear for footsteps. Then you hear them, and Natasha telling you to give her a second. "Y/n!! Gosh I've missed you." She pulls you into a hug, kissing your forehead softly.
She pulls you inside, and quickly helps you remove your coat. Her eagerness to see you makes you smile wide, and laugh. Oh how you've missed her. Nothing or anyone, even your own mother, compares to how Natasha makes you feel.
You catch up with her on everything, while eating the food she prepared. You were interrupted by your friend Kate blowing up your phone with text then a call. "Hold on Nat, let me get this."
"Y/n I am going to hurt you!" She shouts into the phone, "Why the fuck didn't you tell me you were in town!!" You giggle at her, "Hey don't you fucking laugh at me!" Only causing your laughter to worsen.
Natasha on the other hand was not laughing, more jealous that her time was ruined with you. She hated that she got this way, but she couldn't help it. She tried to stop, you're her best friends daughter. You're also 20 years younger than her. Her thoughts were interrupted by your words.
"Sorry Natty, that was Kate. She wants me to come over as soon as possible." Her face like stone as she replies with, "So you're leaving?" Your nerves taking over again, leaving you silent. You don't wanna leave Natasha, you'd stay there forever with her. "Well not now, but probably soon. I'll make it up though, we can have dinner sometime."
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Soon, the two weeks of being home quickly passed. You still hadn't made it up to Natasha, so you decided you'd show up to her house.
She opens the door, shocked to your arrival. "Y/n what are you here for?" She asked confused. "Well I never made up time lost with you, so I brought a desert and figured I'd spend some time with you and watch a movie or something." She felt a smile creep onto her face.
You settled down quickly on her couch, her following behind. You had both decided on watching (insert wtv movie).
Time had passed fast, she knew if she didn't act then she'd probably loose her chance. "Y/n come here, sit in my lap." You quickly scurry onto her lap, only to be stopped in your tracks when you notice her hard-on. "You feel that baby? It's all for you." She attaches her lips to your neck, kissing softly.
"Nat, what are you doing? We can't do this." You say nervously. "Says who? You're an adult sweetheart."
Within minutes she has you on your knees, pulling down her boxers. Her dick springs out, your face pulling a shocked look at her size. She brings her hand to your face, guiding your mouth into her length. You bob your head up and down on her. Gagging noises and her moans fill the air.
You bring her to her orgasm, swallowing everything she gave you. "Such a good girl for mommy. Now get up on the couch." You follow her orders and she helps you remove your clothes. Her lips attach to your nipple, while her hand gropes at your other breast.
"How's that baby? Is mommy making you feel good?"She asked in a sultry tone. "So good." She smiles at your weaker state, as she kisses down your stomach. Her mouth reaching your core, and her noise brushes your clit causing your hips to jolt. She attached her mouth to your pussy, sucking and licking.
As she works her tongue, she adds her fingers to the mix stretching you out. Your orgasm crashing in, in full speed.
She stands up, then aligns her tip with your entrance pushing in slowly. Once you've adjusted to her size, she shows no mercy on your pussy. "That feel good baby? Mommy's gonna fill you up. My little bitch to breed." You can't even form a sentence in your fucked out state.
"Aww poor thing is too dumb, can't even form a sentence. Tell mommy you want her to fill you up with her babies." You tried to spit the words out, but it just came out as an incoherent mess and moans. "Cmon baby tell me or else I won't." You still didn't speak, not until she pulled out of you. You gasp and quickly spoke out. "Please mommy fill me up!"
She smirked, then thrusted herself back into you. In only a matter of seconds you could feel her cuming inside you. She continued her thrust, your orgasm quickly washing over.
She placed a soft kiss on your head, then pulled herself out of you. Laying down behind you, she slid her cock back into you. "No mommy! I can't-" she quickly shut down your please. "Don't worry baby, I have you. Mommy just wants to be in you." She kisses your shoulder as you drift off to sleep.
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Riding off of the Sej teaching Coryo how to finger you, Sej teaching Coryo how to eat you out? Pretty please with sprinkles on top????
I have a request for Coryo x Sejanus x fem! Reader where it's kinda like the teaching Coryo how to finger but instead of fingering maybe it's Sejanus teaching Coryo how to eat a girl out?
Like the Sej teaching Coryo how to finger youâŠbut itâs how you eat you out instead??? and Sej gets shocked because Coryo is doing it like he already has experience and reader likes Coryo more than him?
I knew this was coming, here you guys go :)
mdni
Okay, I think this would have a different approach compared to when Sej taught Coryo how to finger you.
Coryo has seen Sej eat you out at this point and I think the idea comes up because Coryo just blurts out how badly he wants to taste you on his tongue and not his fingers. When it's finally his turn to try it out, Sej doesn't demonstrate it for him.
You're in a position you've gotten used to since Coryo has joined you guys, your back to Sejanus' chest and your legs spread.
Sej is rubbing your sides soothingly as Coryo lays between your legs, kissing your inner thighs.
"I thought you were desperate for this, Snow, what's taking so long?" Sej laughs at your attempt to make Coryo go faster and the man between your legs can't help but laugh a little too.
"I'm savoring it," he winks at you and you roll your eyes. Sej would grab onto your jaw, whispering, "hey, none of that...Coryo's learning, remember? Let him enjoy it." He gives you a kiss before letting go of your jaw and you return your gaze to Coryo.
I think he'd spend an agonizingly long time, kissing and nipping at your thighs, watching the way your pussy is left untouched and begging for him to do something.
Coryo would look to Sej, awaiting some sort of instruction. "wrap your lips around her clit," he says, his voice almost in a whisper as Sej feels himself growing harder.
Coryo does not take his eyes off of yours as kisses your clit gently, mockingly before wrapping his lips on it and sucking ever so lightly.
It's different from Sej. His eyes would be closed, completely lost in the taste of you, but Coryo's gaze bores into you and you can feel his lips quirk up when you let out a whine.
"Oh, she likes that, keep going," Sej would trail kisses on your neck as he watches Coryo, feeling just as turned on as you are.
"Swirl your tongue." Coryo listens, his tongue swirling a few times against your clit. He puts as much pressure as he could, realizing the more he does, the more you moan and your hips move. His hands hold them down and he takes his mouth away, using one of his hands to spread your lips open, licking a long, fat stripe up against you.
Your hands make their way into his blonde curls and that's the first time you see Coryo close his eyes, moaning against you as he licks sloppily like a puppy.
His own hips press down into the mattress to relieve some of the tension in his cock.
"You can fuck her with your tongue, too Coryo," Sej moves his hands to cup your breasts, his thumbs rubbing against your nipples as Coryo licks around your hole before fucking his tongue into you.
He does that for a bit, watching Sej play with your tits, using his fingers to rub at your clit.
At some point he removes his mouth from you and you let out whine, tugging hard on his curls and his nose bumps against your clit.
Coryo growls and dives back into you, mumbling something, but neither Sej or you can make it out.
"Sweetheart, let him say what he has to say." Reluctantly, you let him and Coryo is smirking wildly, his lips redder and wet.
"Do you ever spit on it?"
Sej raises a brow, "on her pussy?" Coryo nods and you whimper as the two men talk like you're not even there.
"I haven't, but it's already all on there, so...what harm could more do?"
Coryo's smirk grows and he looks back into your eyes, spitting directly onto clit before playing with it with his tongue again.
Your back arches against Sej and he groans, his cock rubbing against you. "Coryo, fuck, how're you so good at this?"
He chuckles. "mmm, I don't know, you tell me what's so good about it?"
And you do. You hold onto his curls tighter, pushing his head against your pussy, his nose rubbing firmly against your clit as his tongue does wonders in you. "Y-your...your tongue is j-just...perfect..."
"mhm, keep going," he mumbles. "a-and, you're...you're looking at me like...oh god, I don't know," you moan loudly, almost forgetting that Sej is behind you until his fingers pinch your nipples.
"mmm well you gotta tell me, sweetheart or you won't cum." You whine, Coryo's tongue making it's way back to your clit.
"You're l-looking at me like you're starving..." you trail off into a strained moan and Coryo groans against you, his hips slowly grinding into the bed.
"L-look at you, you're...fucking yourself on the bed, Coryo, it's just...it's so fucking hot." Coryo growls and tries to pull your hips even closer against him if possible.
Sej is speechless, still playing with your tits and giving your neck kisses, but he's transfixed on the way Coryo is making you fall apart despite this being the first time he's ever eaten a girl out.
"is it better than sej?" You gasp, your hips squirming even more. You feel Sej hold onto you a little tighter, maybe it's even in a protective way.
Coryo spits onto your clit again, looking up at you expectantly.
Under your breath you say, "yes." Coryo hears it but he shakes his head slightly.
"Louder, baby, c'mon."
"yes...y-yes it's better." And when Coryo moans against you, it hits you in the right spot to where your orgasm overtakes you and you're pushing his face into your pussy so tightly, you're not even sure he can breathe.
But he takes it. He lets you do it and he's moaning the entire time, licking you up and savoring the taste, feeling his own release, hot and sticky against his thighs and the sheets.
You become too sensitive as your orgasm dies down and Sej pushes Coryo's head away from you, but he stays close, leaning his head on your thigh and rubbing the other one.
Sej checks in with you to make sure you're okay and you nod, but the embarrassment from how hard you came and the fact you admitted that Coryo ate you out better than your boyfriend was still haunting your mind.
This is also the first time Coryo feels an overwhelming sensation to be the one comforting you and holding you in his arms and he doesn't know if he should.
You whisper something to Sej that Coryo can't hear, but Sej looks content.
It's only when you move, Coryo realizes that Sej had also released during the little session and he uses the tissues you reached for to clean it off of you.
You offer one to Coryo and he cleans himself, starting to get up off the bed when you grab onto his hand. "stay...please," you look at him, still flushed and dazed.
He moves closer to you, hesitantly holding you in his arms as Sej gets up to grab water. "Was that all okay? Did I upset him?"
"It was more than okay. And no. he liked it. Trust me," you look at him with a smile and Coryo returns it, moving his hand to your thigh and rubbing it soothingly.
"You were so good," you tell him, running a hand through his sweaty curls. He blushes and kisses your shoulder, the gesture making you feel warm inside.
"Thank you for letting me do it. You tasted wonderful by the way." You snort and hit his chest.
"You sound so formal." Sej joins you two in bed, laying on your other side.
"You sure you've never done that before?"
"I swear," Coryo laughs and he feels more at ease when he sees Sej smile. You snuggle into both of them, whispering, "You'll have to step up your game to compete with that, Sej." You smile and Sej playfully bites your shoulder.
Coryo is soon laughing, feeling truly content and happy for the first time in a long time.
That night, the three of you cuddle, with you sandwiched between them. It's the first time Coryo's stayed in your bed and you all begin to realize you'd like to keep it this way.
let's chat about coryo, sejanus, or both, here :)
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Here's some silly little metaphors that I think the dragon tribes would use
SkyWings
âDonât count your clutch before they hatch.â (Don't plan too much too soon)
âGold is better than silver, but silver is better than nothing.â (If you can't do it perfectly, still try your best. Most dragons forget the second part.)
ââSorryâ can't suck the fire back in.â (The damage is done and now you're dead to me.)
âYou been eating too much burnt meat or something?â (Are you nuts?)
âStop all this smoke and use your fire.â (Stop rambling and get to the point already; or stop complaining and do something)
âDoesn't know his tail from his wings.â (Stupid or clumsy)
âYou fly like a depressed pigeon.â (Slow flier)
âThere's no fire in a rainstorm.â (Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get to work.)
âNighttime is for the NightWings.â (What are you doing up? Go to sleep.)
SandWings
âSheâs all rattle, and no strike.â (Like all bark no bite)
âA diamond in a pile of quartz.â (Like a needle in a haystack)
âYouâre watering the cactus and ignoring the sapling.â (Youâre focusing on the wrong thing; barking up the wrong tree)
âEveryone thinks the camel looks silly until the dry season comes.â (Don't listen to them, they don't know how unique and strong you are)
MudWings
âCrocodile tears.â (Fake crying in order to gain sympathy)
âYou can only catch a trout if your mouth is open.â (Be open to new experiences)
âIf the tree gives away too much, it ends up as a stump.â (Don't let people take advantage of your generosity)
SeaWings
âHappy as a clam in high water.â (Very happy)
âThe flying fish feels like a fool when it sees an osprey.â (Don't compare yourself to others, run your own race.)
âPlenty of fish in the sea.â (Plenty more opportunities to come.)
âYouâve got ink in your eyes.â (You're blind to something important)
âLobsters only die when they don't leave their shell.â (Keep yourself busy with new experiences and you'll life a long life)
NightWings
âSleep is for the dead.â (Why waste your time sleeping when you could be productive)
âSeaWings know their fish and SandWings know their cactuses, but we NightWings know everything else.â(NightWing supremacy propaganda)
âBeing nice to a deer never got one in my mouth.â (Other dragons don't matter, only your goals.)
âA prophecy always comes true.â (I told you so but more cryptic)
"You're counting the stars." (You're doing something tedious towards an unachievable goal)
RainWings
âGrayâs her favorite color.â (She's a huge bummer)
âA lemon is yellow on the outside, doesn't mean they're not sour.â (Referring to someone who is two faced or fake)
âI love honey, but Iâd rather not get stung by the bees.â (I could do this, but it requires effort so I don't wanna)
âNobody likes a rotten banana.â (Nobody likes a bummer/downer)
âDon't tie your tail in a knotâ (don't get all upset)
âI have all my berries in a basketâ (I have everything sorted out)
âYou couldn't sneak up on a pineappleâ (insult to one's camouflage skills, popular among children)
IceWings
âThe seal who asks why the orca is chasing him is the first to get eaten.â (A favorite of parents telling their kids to shut up)
âNot the sharpest icicle on the roofâ (kinda stupid or slow)
âClear as polished iceâ (i understand or see it very well)
âYou're looking a little pink in the faceâ (you look sickly. IceWings can turn pink from eating too much krill; a symptom of malnutrition. This line can be applied to any illness.)
âBlue blood kills, red blood spills.â (Patriotic propaganda implying that IceWings win every fight
âThe SkyWings toss their blue eyed hatchlings because they're worried they'll be as strong as an IceWing.â (More propaganda)
HiveWings
âPretty is for the SilkWings.â (Vanity is stupid and impractical)
âIf it buzzes like a bug and bites like a bug, it's a bug.â (Don't ignore the obvious)
âClearsight works in mysterious ways.â (I don't know the answer to your question, now go away)
SilkWings
âIt's not always good to know how the honey gets made.â (Don't stick your snout where it doesn't belong)
âShe's got a couple of threads loose.â (Calling someone a little crazy, threads refers to weaving)
âThe bee minds its flowers and the spider minds her silk, it's when they mix that bad things happen.â (Mind ya business)
LeafWings
âFlytraps only trap because the soil doesn't feed them.â (Dragons don't get angry out of nowhere)
âLooking like a leaf only hides you in the forest.â (Time and place)
âIf a branch doesn't bend, it breaks.â (Be flexible)
âEven the corpse flower attracts the flies.â (Even someone who seems ugly to one dragon they can seem irresistible to another)
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every road i know
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pairingâŠellie williams x gn!reader
in whichâŠellie thought it was time to solidify your relationship. she might have been wrong.
before you readâŠinspired by the strangers, minus the killing n stuff. modern day fic. angst with comfort <3
the autumn night is silent, save for the occasional creak of the old millerâs cabin settling into its nighttime routine. you listen to the wind whistling outside, through the tall pines surrounding the small wooden home.Â
itâs a lonely town, the nearest house a few miles down the road, something vastly different from your shared apartment in the city.Â
ellie started bringing you here after joel had let it collect endless dust and cobwebs, the woman cleaning it all up for you. whenever life got too busy, chaotic, or hard, this way your getaway. peace. just you and her and the nature that surrounded you.
now, it feels as though itâs purgatory.Â
the fireplace flickers softly, its glow dancing on the wooden walls, but the warmth couldnât seem to comfort you. not right now. ellie sits in front of the flames, her silhouette outlined by the orange gentle light.
she has yet to utter a single word to you. the car ride here was silent. even the radio on mute, because ellie couldnât find the simple strength to turn it up.
the moment is replaying in her mind, over and over, the sad smile you had given her burned into her memory. the thing sheâs had anxiety about for the past month. proposing, to you.
the dark velvet box holding the special ring, now lying on the coffee table beside her. a stark reminder of the event.
youâre sat on the couch, chewing your lip, a rose petal in your hand. itâs soft, you find yourself stroking the smooth flower. they cover, nearly, the whole cabin. ellie had thrown the petals around before you had arrived together, trying to make it appear as romantic as possible.Â
itâs not her strong suit, her appreciation toward you shown in much different ways than typical lovey-dovey things you see on television, but tonight it felt right. long candles garnish whatever surface she could put them on, yellow and smelling like vanilla. theyâre not lit.Â
she assumed sheâd spark them when you came back from the long day you had. one that started with your favorite breakfast, ellie waking up extra early to make it as perfect as she could. and she did, you made sure to compliment her repeatedly.
then she took you downtown, viewing places you rarely visited, spending more time admiring you than the other pretty views. what occupied most of your time, was going to a museum she took you to on your first date, reminiscing on how awkward you two were compared to now.
she swears thatâs her favorite place, and not just because sheâs a nerd, because she now associates it with you.Â
ellie had took you out to dinner, to your favorite restaurant, hardly eating and claiming she just wasnât hungry. that was a lie, she just didnât think she could keep food down. her nerves were washing over her, multiplying when you had finished, and you took a walk near the river, beneath the red trees that blew softly above you.
you had felt her pause in place, holding her warm hand, and you thought maybe the tie had come undone on her sneakers. she had washed them the day prior until her fingers pruned, you found it odd for ellie but didnât say anything. but that wasnât the problem. she stared at you like she saw a ghost, and it worried you.
you almost thought this was the end, she was about to tell you those four dreaded words. we need to break up. oh, the idea terrorizes you. that, however, also wasnât it.
she had whispered inaudible words to herself, then mumbling âokay, okay, okay.â
you thought the woman was breaking before you, concern in your eyes, holding her hand tight. then she gulped, trying to get out the rehearsed words that seemed to vanish the longer she stood in your presence.Â
how much you mean to her. from the very moment you two got paired up for a project that she insisted sheâd do all the work for, but you fought back, finding yourself in her bedroom the entire week, the girl studying you more than the work laid out before her.
she found herself by your side all the time afterward.
she needed to be by your side.Â
she doesnât know how she lived before you, and if she could live without youâ no, insisting she could not live with you. she simply wouldnât have the will. waking up to a bed you didnât occupy, not hearing your genuine laughter to her most idiotic jokes, not being able to hold you when you experienced the hardest day of your life.
she couldnât have that. she needs thisâŠyou and her, to last forever. so, she asked those four words that you werenât prepared for. will you marry me?
to which, you didnât say yes.
you couldnât. you love ellie, more than you could ever put into words, you swear on your life that you do, and it didnât at all reflect your feelings for her. you were justâŠparalyzed. by fear, uncertainty, and the weight of expectations that you couldnât hold up to for her. every single insecurity, hitting you at once, in the worst moment it possibly could.
you had said her name in a weak whisper, and ellie gulped, realizing what was happening. a tear slipped from your eye, that she quickly wiped away, reassuring you it was okay. that youâre okay. putting you before her, a habit of hers. bits of her broken heart being blown away in the cool wind that hits you, while she cradles yours.Â
you walked to the car together in silence, a suffocating fog. a silence that seemed to last forever.
the tension between you two is almost palpable, both of your minds are currently a whirlwind of heavy emotions. a gentle crackle of the fire and ellie shifting in place, makes you finally turn your attention to her. âellie,â you say her name softly, voice strained as you finally break the unbearable quiet. âcan we talk?â
her gaze remains on the fiery flames, her shoulders tense. âwe donât have to,â she replies quietly, âi get it.â
âi donât think you do,â you lowly say, heart aching at the mere thought of all the negativity running through her precious head, doubts about herself and your relationship. thatâs the last thing you could ever want.
ellie swallows thickly, âit doesnât matter.â
you watch her get up, turning her back to you as she leaves the room. your eyes trail her to the kitchen before you follow her. she doesnât glance at you as you lean against the nearby counter, watching her grab an expensive champagne bottle.Â
you assume she bought it just for tonight, she wouldnât drink it any other time. she wonât even touch a glass of wine. she pops it open, pouring it into one of the two glasses beside it. âi donâtâŠâ you begin to say as she hovers over the other glass, ellie nodding in response. youâre afraid if you drink it youâll throw up all the nerves inside your system.Â
âi got your favorite ice creamâŠif you want that instead,â ellie mentions, tapping her finger on the glass, âwent to likeâŠ3 different stores. couldnât find the brand you like.â
she ends the sentence with an attempt at a laugh, finding it so silly now. all the effort, for what? humiliation? pity? she sips on the disgusting drink like it would make her feel better. the only other thing that helps her in trying times, is you; and thatâs not exactly possible in this scenario.
âdo youâŠâ she pauses, staring at the liquid as she swirls it around, âdo you want thisâŠus?â
âof course i do,â you answer her without hesitation, taking a step closer to her, but still out of reach. âitâs not that, ellie,â you tell her, trying to figure out how to inform her itâs you and not her, without sounding like a poor cliche overused excuse.Â
âitâs justâŠweâre youngâŠim scared youâre making a mistake,â your voice wavers near the end, ashamed to admit such a thing, that you are her mistake. ellie looks at you like you just spit in her face. she doesnât know how to interpret the comment, she slightly feels insulted that you would think that sheâs making a âmistake.âÂ
this isnât putting a shirt on inside out. this isnât forgetting to turn the light off when you leave a room. itâs not tripping over your step. itâs her committing herself to you, after five beautiful years attached to you, something she wants hundreds more years of, if that were possible. nothing about that is a mistake.
youâre the love of her life. cementing that is not a fucking mistake.Â
âis that how you feel?â she flips the script, putting the spotlight on you, feeling like youâre burning beneath it at the accusation. âwhat?â you whisper, ân-noâŠno ellie.â
you canât read her expression, sheâs swallowing the rest of her drink, blankly staring ahead.Â
she ignores your response, âiâll drive us home in the morning. you should get some sleep.â
she turns away, placing her glass carefully in the sink, resting there for a moment. your eyes are boring into the back of her head as if you could read the thoughts inside it. so many bad thoughts.Â
you push yourself forward, taking a few quiet steps to her. you plant your feet behind her, wrapping your arms around her body. her breathing is slow, her figure painfully stiff, hugging a tree and not your person. so solid despite the endless embraces where she would melt into you.
you murmur her name, holding her tighter.Â
ellie canât resist you.
her hands reach for yours, resting against the center of her torso. her fingers brush against you softly, her breath hitching slightly, before letting out a sigh sheâs held in for hours.Â
just for this moment, the tension settles beneath the old floorboards of the cabin, giving you air to breathe instead of holding in. your hug is so tender, ellie could be lured to sleep by it. and her body is so warm, youâd rather die than pull away.
you wish it could last forever, and the hours prior could be forgotten.Â
then her phone rings from her back pocket, vibrating against you, and she shifts. you let go, biting your lip, watching her fish the device out. joel. assumingly calling to congratulate her. ellie wishes she never told him, because fuck, this is going to be awkward.Â
âi uhâŠshould take this,â she whispers, not sparing you a glance when she walks away. you hear the front door open, then shut. you canât help but walk back into the living room, standing before the window and peeking at ellie, who sat on the porch steps.Â
you canât see her face, her head down, a glow from a cigarette, and grey smoke surrounding her figure. itâs clearly not a happy conversation, there was no sugarcoating what had happened. it pains you.Â
you turn back around, following the rose petals that scattered the floor, all the way down the hall, and stopping at the bathroom. you open the door, turning the light on, eyes falling on the several small candles on the edges of the bathtub. red, grey, and purple, they decorated the space.Â
ellie really tried to make tonight special.
you stand idly, taking a glimpse of yourself in the mirror, staring at yourself with shame. a dog with its tail tucked between its legs, knowing it did something so drastic, that the only person they love, finds it hard to look at them.Â
you quickly turn away.Â
you run the bath and wait, tugging your top and pants off, kicking them to the side. you strip naked when it fills up completely, steam radiating from the water. you step in, adjusting to the high temperature, before sinking into it. it almost burns you, but not in a way that you mind. you just donât care right now.Â
ellie is the only thing on your mind. you wonder if sheâs talking about you, openly questioning where your relationship lies, if she thinks itâs even going to last after today.Â
before you know it, a single tear is falling down your face.
you hug your knees, turning your head and laying your cheek against them. you stare out the open bathroom door, to the wood paneled wall, a framed photo of a deer hung on it.
you forget to blink, spacing out, not noticing the creaking of the front door or the floor. not until ellie is within your view, pausing in the doorway, looking down at you. youâre crying to yourself.
her expression softens, not saying anything when she joins you, kneeling beside the bathtub and touching your face. her thumbs wipe the salty tears from beneath your eyes, but they donât stop.Â
âiâm scared, ellie,â you say just above a whisper, ellie only hears you because of how quiet the cabin is. besides the repetitive dripping from the sink. âiâm gonna fail youâŠâ you continue, your voice now giving up on you, âscaredâm gonna ruin thisâŠruin usâŠyouâre so good, ellieâ i just âi couldnât say yes.â
you choke into a sob, her green eyes now glistening with unshed tears. âoh baby,â she says so softly, giving you the time to process your emotions, to let the tears fall while she holds you.Â
âi canâtâŠâ she stops, gulping and sighing, âi canât change what you thinkâŠbut i can promise you that nothing could ever change my mind about you.â
her grip on you is firm, reaffirming, as she continues to speak, âwe can waitâŠiâm willing to wait forever for you. i will show you no matter what happens, i will still love youâ i will always love you. i just neededâŠneed you to know that.â
very faintly, your lips twitch upwards slightly, ellie mirroring you the moment she notices. âyouâre enough for me,â she says, âjust you. thatâs all i want.â
ellie is, unfortunately, right; it doesnât change the tainted mindset you have. that, however, has nothing to do with her. you donât doubt the things she tells you, youâve never felt more love from someone in your whole life, and you know for a fact that you never will.
and thatâs why it brings you relief, to listen to her, understanding her point of view rather than your own, and the cruel demon on your shoulder whispering harsh words into your ear.Â
ellie williams is the angel.Â
itâs not the first time sheâs eased the anxiety taunting you, and it will not be the last. she will always be there, rain or shine, you pushing her away or letting her in. she truly means what she says. youâre enough for her. and soon, you will accept that for yourself.
âi really want to hug you right now.â
ellie chuckles, a lightness in the air as she gets up, grabbing a beige towel. you stand, letting her wrap it around you, shivering at the coolness in the air. not caring about the water droplets still coating your body, ellieâs arms are quickly around you, her palm on the back of your head, cradling it gently.
you instantly feel warm again, at peace.
after the moment of serenity ends, ellie is leading you to the bedroom. she grabs your pajamas from your still-packed bag, letting you put them on while she does the same. your eyes fall on her pale back, watching her throw a white tee on, looking away when she turns her head at you.Â
âwas thinking about leaving at 8âŠwanna beat the traffic,â she says, hoping the statement doesnât go back to making things awkward. just in case, she adds, âcan stop at that pancake place you love.â
you canât ignore the glum undertones of the suggestion, but you still give her a smile, barely modding your head.
you sit in bed, ellie exiting the room to turn off every light in the lonely cabin, leaving you with your thoughts. you hate it. thinking about how happy the two of you were coming here, compared to you leaving. you donât even want to leave. you want to shut out the rest of the world, but more importantly, your mind.
how differently things would be right now, if you could just do that.
your eyes meet hers when she enters the room again, and you debate what youâre about to ask her. you canât help it. âcan i see it?â
âhm?â âthe ring.â
ellie looks at you, freezing for a moment, stuttering, ây-yeaâŠsure.â
again, she exits the room, grabbing the velvet small box on the table, the one she avoided even sparing a glance at just a minute ago. then she jogs back, scratching the back of her neck. sheâs nervous as she approaches you, placing it in your open hands, like itâs a baby.Â
itâs the first time youâre getting a decent look at it, having been unable to observe it during the moment, and itâs beautiful. itâs simple, yet the green sapphire is so elegant, resembling the way ellieâs eyes look beneath the sun. you smile at it.Â
âiâŠcanât return itâŠif thatâs what youâre wondering.â
âiâm not,â you tell her, âitâs gorgeous, ellie.â
you donât want to give it back to her. it feelsâŠso right, in your possession, that you canât help but nervously slide it down your finger. thereâs a bittersweet smile on your face at how perfect it is. how when you look at it, ellie is the first thing to come to your mind.Â
your lover, for eternity. your lover that swears to you, that your need for her is as mutual as her need for you, no matter the circumstances, it is permanent. that your worries are just that. worriesâ self-doubt, and bitter thoughts about yourself, that are only present in the moment. they won't last forever. not like you and her.
with hesitance, you take it off, avoiding her gaze when you give it back to her. âiâll be ready,â you promise, your finger oddly feeling so lonely despite only wearing it for a minute. âi willâŠi will be,â you find yourself mumbling, ellie getting closer and grabbing your hands.
âhey, i meant what i said,â her thumbs stroke your skin, reminding you once more, âi can wait forever for you.â
and she means it.
#-đââŹ#ellie williams x reader#also wanted to end this with a knock at the door for spooky szn but im a good person kind of#ellie williams fanfic#the last of us fanfic#ellie x reader#ellie x gn reader#tlou fanfic#wlw fanfic#why are you still reading this? do you want me??
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More to Love
Pairing: Bucky x f!reader
Summary: Bucky wants to take care of you in every sense of the term; so what if you gain a bit of extra fat because of it?
Word Count: 3.7k
Warnings: Slight angst, mentions of past relationships, kind of told in flashbacks, shitty ex boyfriend who forces reader to lose weight (not Bucky), Bucky is so in love it hurts, Bucky takes care of his woman, body insecurity, weight gain because of a healthy relationship, smut, CMNF (only for a little bit), looking in the mirror while on Buckyâs lap (yes, that needs a warning), crying during sex, daddy kink, soft!dom Bucky, so much fluff, no use of Y/N, Bucky calls reader love, p in v, unprotected sex (donât do that), implied creampie, Bucky loves his girlâs tummy, emotions.
A/N: This is NOT fetishizing weight gain, nor unhealthy habits. Bucky is not forcing the reader to gain weight to make her attractive to him; he loves his girl at any weight and just wants to take care of her. I made this fic because I want to feel like the parts of my body that Iâm insecure about can still be desirable. Also this turned out way softer than the drabble, but there is still smut going on. Thank you to the amazing @buckys-wintersoldier for beta reading; however, any and all mistakes are my own.
Ever since you started dating Bucky, you have noticed how different he is compared to your previous partners. Not just because he is a 6 foot something brick house, but also in the way he treats you. Youâve never experienced such raw and untamed love directed solely at you, or the way his eyes seem to bore into your soul, memorizing every quirk and tick you possess. Itâs almost overwhelming how much he loves you.
Never before have you felt so comfortable in a relationship. Previous boyfriends never really felt like boyfriends, rather personal trainers. Maybe you were bad at picking them out, but your last partner was a gym rat, constantly obsessing over what he was eating and how many hours he put into the gym that week. The obsession he had for the gym followed through into your relationship. If you wanted to spend time with him, it had to be at the gym.Â
He would construct fitness plans for you, saying that the softness of your stomach needed to go to make him happy, and you let him. You donât know why you let him weasel his way into your head, but he did. Eventually, it went past the gym, and he would only allow you to go to a certain restaurant to eat because the others had way too many unhealthy options, side-eyeing you for ordering a side of fries instead of a salad. Cooking at home became a battle since you werenât supposed to eat anything fatty or fried, nothing you did was ever good enough for him.Â
Over the course of that relationship you did end up losing the extra weight you had, but also weight that you didnât need to lose, and soon you were âtoo skinnyâ and âdidnât have enough meat on your bones for him.â He left you soon after - over text. It was something along the lines of, âI wanted to see if I could make you attractive, but you donât look good, fat or skinny.â It crushed you. The man that you thought you were in love with, and who loved you, broke your heart. You never gained the weight back, hoping against hope that he could come back and realize he was wrong about you. He never did.
It took you a long time to get over that piece of shit, but what he said about your body never left - you were still terrified to gain weight. But then you met Bucky, and for a while you forgot about that asshole. You had the sweetest, sexiest, kindest man that you were able to call yours, so why would you even think about your past? It started so slow you didnât even notice until it was too late.Â
You groaned, stretching out in bed, arm reaching out for your boyfriend, only to find his side of the bed cold and empty. Squinting, you try to open your eyes, sunlight forcing them to close. After a few tries, you get them open and look at the time - 7:19. Bucky must be back from his morning run. Searching the floor for his henley, you walk into the kitchen to find Bucky cutting up your favorite fruit in a bowl, shirtless. The both of you know that he can hear you walk up to him, hell he probably heard you the moment you woke up, but he humors you when you wrap your arms around his waist, resting your head on his shoulder as he jumps in surprise.
âWhatâcha doing, honey,â you murmur into his back, peppering it with kisses.
âMakinâ something to eat after runninâ with Steve all morninâ. Hope I didnât wake ya up, Love.â You feel the shiver that shoots up his spine at your touch.
âNo, I was just about to get up anyway, just so happens that I woke up to this sight.âÂ
Bucky turns only his head to look down at you, a crooked smile adorning his scruffy face, âAnd you can wake up to it every day. Now how about you go sit your pretty little ass down on the couch and get our show ready? Iâll be there in a minute.â
You place a chaste kiss to his cheek before slapping his ass on the way out earning a glare from him. Bucky knows that you donât eat in the morning but he has devised a plan because you not eating in the morning will follow to you only eating at dinner tonight.Â
You hear his heavy foot fall as youâre getting comfy on the couch only for him to pick you up and rest his back against the arm of the couch, setting you down in his lap, his chest to your back. He ignores your squeals and settles down.Â
While you are watching your show, Bucky is watching you, and before you know it, a piece of pineapple is passing your lips. Chewing happily, you donât even notice that Bucky has you eating until the deep rumble of âgood girlâ is whispered in your ear. A deep throb settles in your core as you continue to eat each piece he puts in your mouth, desperate to hear his praise again and again.
That was how it started, Bucky feeding you in the mornings. But it slowly progressed from that. He was always making sure that youâve eaten your three meals a day, no if, ands or buts. You were an Avenger after all so of course you needed to eat to stay healthy with all the missions and training you go through. Bucky noticed the pudge on your belly coming back way before you did.
âLove, what is this movie even about? Iâm so confused.â The smile in his voice was impossible to miss. With him against the headboard and your back resting against his chest, you couldnât see his face. Whatever explanation you gave, Bucky didnât hear a word of it. As you repositioned in his lap, you sat up, just a bit, but his hands on your stomach felt it, the small bit of fat soft and warm in his hands.Â
To this day you have no idea why Bucky stripped off both of your clothes and pounded you for hours, but he did, and that little bit of soft flesh made him go a little crazy.
During this time you didnât even realize that you were gaining your weight back because for the first time since you met your last boyfriend, you had so much more energy. You didnât need extra naps throughout the day, or feel dead tired after doing absolutely nothing. Now, your body had enough nutrients to function properly, the hump of your belly was there because you were healthy. Youâve had it all your life, nothing getting rid of it. To you it made you feel like you were fat, but to Bucky, oh, it showed him that you were a strong, healthy woman.
Everyday after training, you would boast to him about how much better youâve been doing in training, claiming Natasha said so. Of course you have always been a very capable agent, but now that you had enough fuel to support the vigorous Avenger training, youâve been doing better than ever, and Bucky couldnât have been more proud; however, it all came to a head when you finally caught on to your weight gain.
Fresh out of the shower, you head over to your closet. It was no special occasion but Bucky being the perfect boyfriend that he is, wanted to take you out on a date, just because. After finding Buckyâs favorite pair of lingerie and putting them on, you huff. You donât remember the bottoms feeling so tight. You passed it off however, thinking that maybe you did something to them in the wash.
But what you couldnât ignore was how your favorite dress wasnât fitting. It took way too much wiggling to get it past your hips and waist. What really set you off though, was that you couldnât zip it. Already too tight on you before zipping, now you couldnât get the damn thing to move more than an inch. Looking in the mirror you found the reason why the zipper refused to move. The small pocket of fat on your tummy that you thought you got rid of, was back, and larger than it ever was.Â
Turning to the side, you saw just how much it was coming out. You couldâve sworn you were a few months pregnant. How could you have missed this? It took a while, but you got the dress off so you could investigate the fat on your stomach. Gasping, you tried to suck in, in the hope that it would disappear. It didnât.
Tears sprung in your eyes. How could Bucky find this attractive? Why hasnât he said anything about this? How could you let yourself go like this? All these horrible thoughts raced through your head, before you heard Buckyâs sweet voice through the door asking if you were ready.
All of those little moments lead you to where you are now, standing in front of your mirror crying, while Bucky patiently waits on the other side of the door, thinking all is right with the world, as yours is falling apart right before your eyes. Before you can hide yourself, Bucky opens the door. Immediately, you move to cover yourself up, disgusted with the shape of your body hoping that he doesnât look at what you canât cover. Bucky, however, looks directly into your eyes first, seeing the pain and tears.
In two steps he reaches you and his strong arms envelop you, hands running up and down your back. âLove, whatâs wrong?â You only bury your face in his chest further. He walks back to the bed, pulling you in his lap as he sits. Your naked body pressed up against his fully clothed one. Buckyâs right palm slides down your back and he tries to squeeze your waist when you jerk away from him.
âNo! Donât touch me there!â Bucky feels his heart crack in his chest at your repulsion, not understanding why you donât want him to touch your waist. He doesnât let you leave his lap however, keeping you in place.
âWhy, Love? What did I do?âÂ
âYou didnât do anything. Look at my stomach, Buck!â You bite back another sob when he does, confusion written all over his face, not understanding what youâre trying to convey. âItâs FAT!â You all but scream, failing at trying to escape when his arms pull you down once again.
âLoveâŠâ He gets cut off by another sob falling from your lips. Instead of trying to talk you down, Bucky brings your lips to his and keeps your head in place. The only movement is the wobble of your lower lip as you try to contain your sobs.Â
A few minutes pass by before Bucky canât stand it anymore, and he tilts your head and moves his lips. The kiss tastes of your tears but neither of you care. Clawing at his back, you try to get closer to him, wanting him to consume you.Â
When his hands trail down your sides, you pull away. Strong arms spin you around, naked back to clothed chest. The warm palm of his right hand forces you to look at yourself in the mirror.
âBuc..â
âNo, Love. Look at how fucking sexy you are.â With his right hand still holding your chin, his left trails down your body, stopping over the swell of your tummy. âSo goddamn pretty, you know that?â He whispers in your ear, kissing down your neck, cock twitching under your ass.
He spreads his legs, forcing yours to open as well and he groans deep and long at the sight of your pussy. âGod, Love, donât you see how pretty you are, so soft and strong and all mine.â You try to pull away, the feeling of looking at yourself too much, but Buckyâs strong hands donât let you move an inch. âFeel what you do to me? Feel how hard my cock is?â
 Itâs too much, all of it. His praise, his touch, the sight of you. More tears well in your eyes and a pitiful whine leaves you. âCanât, Bucky. I-IâŠâ You have to close your eyes; you can't look at yourself any longer.
âShhh, Love, you can, baby. Let Daddy take care of you. Let him show you how pretty you are. Open your eyes for Daddy.â At his request, you open your eyes, only to find his already on you. With tears still pouring from your eyes, Bucky wipes them away before laying you down on your back.Â
If there was anyone who knew your limits better than yourself, it was Bucky. He knows that having you look at yourself right now would only do more harm than good, but showing you how much he loves you is a whole different story. Before laying down with you, Bucky takes his clothes off, needing to feel you against his bare skin. âI love you so fucking much, you know that? Never met a stronger,â Bucky plants a kiss on your cheek, âmore beautiful,â another kiss, âsmarter, sweeter, perfect woman in all my life.âÂ
With each kiss you can't tell if your erratic heart is slowing down or speeding up. This is such a foreign feeling for you, such unbridled love. Your head falls deeper into the pillows, Buckyâs scent enveloping all your senses, and you canât think properly, your brain feeling fuzzy at the heedy stare Bucky is giving you.
âDaddy, I donât, I canât.â You donât even know what you are trying to say, words no longer coming to you, but Bucky does, he always knows what you need.
âI know, Love. You just need Daddy to make you feel better, make you see how perfect you are for him.â Wrapping his arms around your back, he pulls you in closer to him, both of you gasping when his hard cock presses up against your naked core. Without thought, you grind your hips up, chasing the friction of his silky skin.
âAll those tears, and all you wanted was Daddyâs cock, huh? Just want Daddy to fuck you dumb, turn that little brain off for you? Donât worry, Love, Daddyâll take care of you.â You wrap your arms and legs around him, pulling him closer, not leaving any space between the two of you, the hard planes of his abdomen pressed against the soft swell of yours.
Bucky doesnât wait for you to beg, he canât, not now, he needs to be inside of you, lining himself up, he pushes in, inch by perfect inch.âShit, Love, you feel how perfect you are for me?â
Your lips part, letting a breathy whine out. Bucky doesnât wait, slowly pulling out until only his plush tip is still inside, just to roll his hips back in. âFuck. Look at Daddy, look at what you do to him.â It takes everything in your power to open your eyes and look at Bucky, the pleasure almost too much just after one thrust, but when you do, the sight that meets you is glorious. Face flushed, brows drawn together, lips parted, Bucky looked debauched.Â
âGood girl, see that wasnât so hard, was it?â Without warning, Bucky rolls the both of you over, with you on his lap. âSince you listen to Daddy so well, why donât you ride his cock, let him look at his pretty girl bounce?â This snaps you out of your stupor, thereâs no way youâre going to let him see your stomach jiggle.
âBucky, I canât, not this way. What about the other way?â You try to turn around, but his left hand grabs your waist while his right lands a harsh slap to your ass causing you to clench around him.Â
âAh, ah, ah, Daddy wants to see your face. You hear me?â Before you can complain again, Bucky thrusts his hips up, hard. You both moan, caught up in the sensation of his cock inside of you. Your hands fly to his chest, trying to balance yourself before you tumble off. Bucky doesnât let up, thrust after thrust, pounding into your pussy.
âOh, fuck! Daddy, right there, shit, please!â You donât know what youâre begging for, just that you donât want him to stop. The room is filled with the salacious sounds of your combined moans along with the clapclapclap of his thighs meeting your ass.
âSo fucking good, Love, you know that? This pussy was made for me. Fucking perfect. Look at this little belly jiggling while I fuck you, shit, gonna make me blow my fucking load early. Youâre. So. Fucking. Gorgeous.â Each word was punctuated by a vicious thrust. Ice pours down your spine, in the midst of pleasure you completely forgot why you didnât want to do this position. Heâs fucking staring right at your belly, hands gripping at your extra fat, just watching it ripple with each brutal thrust of his hips.
âBucky stop, donât look there, I donâtâŠâ The rest of your sentence gets cut off when Bucky somehow fucks you even harder, effectively making your tummy move more. Itâs too much: the feral look in his eyes, the perfect angle of his cock, and his beautiful moans. Despite your best efforts, you feel your orgasm building up. The little coil hidden under the small hump of your belly pulls tighter and tighter, and Bucky can feel it. He can feel your pussy pulsing around him so he moves his hands from your belly to your hips, grinding them against his coarse hairs with sharp thrust.
It pulls tighter and tighter until it snaps, dragging you under, blood roaring through your ears. You vaguely hear Buckyâs voice, âThere you go, give it to Daddy. So good for me, soaking my cock. God, I fucking love you.â Bucky stops moving, giving you time to come down from your high. Still gasping for air, you fall down onto his sweaty chest, basking in the afterglow of your orgasm. Youâre pulled out of your haze by Bucky. âThink you can give me one more? I think you can.â
He flips you over, back landing on the bed while he throws your legs over his shoulders, effectively causing your stomach to roll up, small pockets of fat pushing out. You whine, not wanting Bucky to see it, but he fucking loves this. Loves the bit of extra fat that has found its way under your chin, the soft flesh around your strong thighs, and the belly that fits perfectly in his hands. He loves it because it proves your healthy, that heâs feeding you well, well enough that you can train to your full potential, have the energy to do what you want to, not always be so tired you donât want to do the things you love to do, that you arenât afraid to eat what you want. Thatâs what he fucking loves, taking care of you and the way your body has changed has absolutely zero affect on his attraction to you. He will always think you are the most beautiful woman in the entire universe.
âLove, you donât understand how fucking sexy you are, do you? Look at how well we fit together.â He cups the back of your head, making you look at your stomach as he enters you again, making your belly bulge more. âDo you see this, Love? See how pretty you are, and it's all for me, isnât it?â The adoration in his eyes was almost too much, the swell in your chest threatening to burst as tears welled up in your eyes, feeling his love with every stroke. Bucky wasnât fucking you anymore, he was making love to you, showing you how much you mean to him.Â
Bucky takes one of your hands in his, lacing your fingers together, placing your hand on your tummy, feeling the bulge of his cock underneath your softness. âDaddy, feels so good. Fuck. Love you so much.â Buckyâs hips stutter when you say you love him, it has always been his weakness, the utter devotion and vulnerability that you allow him to experience is something he will never take for granted. Tears were streaming down your face, eyes probably red and puffy. Leaning forward, Bucky places his forehead on yours, eyes locked into yours.
âI know, Love. Canât even begin to describe how much I love you.â Bucky can feel you getting closer again, pussy clenching around him, hands scrambling to grab onto something: his hair, back, hands, sheets, you canât decide, the pleasure coursing through you too much. âGive it to me Love, make your Daddy proud and cum on his cock. Know you want to, just let go.â With two more thrusts, your eyes roll back, another orgasm rolling through you. This one shorter than the last, but no less intense. Bucky finds his release right after, burrowing his face into your neck, holding you to him, wanting to be as close as possible.Â
It takes a few minutes, but the both of you calm down, hearts returning back to normal. Youâre the first to speak, breaking the comfortable silence. âYou knew I was gaining weight, didnât you?â With his softening cock still buried deep inside you, Bucky lifts his head up a small smirk adorning his face.Â
âOf course, but this little pudge,â he grabs your tummy and almost kneads it, âis because youâre healthy. You have so much more energy recently, and I fall deeper in love with you every single time I see how fucking happy you are now. You make me so proud to be able to call myself your boyfriend. You're so beautiful and I promise you that I will spend everyday for the rest of my life proving that to you.â
You donât have any words to respond, so you just wrap your arms around him, breathing in his scent. And of course Bucky keeps true to his promise, and you believe him when he tells you that you are the most beautiful woman because he proves it to you everyday, in and outside of the bedroom.
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