#You did this for what? Not for my sanity
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Please don’t leave…🤪😩
Do they not understand I’m fucking insane?
#WHAT DOES THIS EVEN MEAN?!#I know you have this man’s phone number?#You saw him on Valentine’s day#STAHP#You did this for what? Not for my sanity#Min Yoongi I will sue you#sope#yoonseok#yoongi#jung hoseok#min yoongi#just a sope archive#hoseok#hobi#suga#hobiuary#jhope day#bts vlive#I have to go lay down now
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he's so crazy we can't take him anywhere 😭🤣
#how atlus felt making the black mask design by far the most visually disturbing horrific thing witnessed by human eyes#what the FUCK is he wearing. what is that fucking OIL SPILL#didnt even BOTHER looking up a reference bc it was so hideous i didnt want to see it again.#“a persona users outfit reflects their desires and the manifestation of their persona” IS LOKI SUPPOSED TO BE A FUCKING ZEBRA??????????????#I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE THEY DID HIM SO DIRTY#ONLY GOOD THING ABT HIS OUTFIT IS THE SEXY SERRATED SWORD THAT COMES WITH IT#anyway i genuinely dont give a fuck if this isnt the canon design i refuse to draw that one#there is no way this bitch was the one behind all the mental shutdowns he looks like he cant even hold a sword 😭😭 stupid femboy twink😭😭#anyway i digress i loved watching his sanity rapidly deteriorate as he got the deer in headlights stare when he looked at you#anyway akechi flopped with this one 0/10 don't come back like this again#imagine dying in this fit not even the flames of hell would burn hotter than my unadultered rage 💀💀#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#goro akechi#akechi goro#lotus draws
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#xmen#avengers#xmen comics#avengers comics#wanda maximoff#scarlet witch#francesca the cat#ORGANIC FRANCESCA POSTING FROM SNAP ??more likely than you think..#snap sketches#did i doodle this just so i could rant in my tags. maybe.#i will talk about this doodle first tho ... cause i still like to ramble bout my own stuff....#uhhh i just wanted to draw wanda :) and fran :) yeah thats it jvAELKJEKLAJ#thought itd be cutesy ... they can be friends ... if mags will be apprehensive about the cat wanda will be the exact opposite#its only natural ..... ok Unrelated Vent/Ramble Time#i was very mad when i started drawing this but ive mellowed out considerably... still i love complaining..#ill delete my venty ranty tags in the morn .. for now i need my piece read .. or at least out there for my sanity ..#anyways tldr we all know i hate my mom and i very much do not like using 'hate' so lightly when i hate I Hate#like you know the hate speech from I Have No Mouth yeah literally me. literally me about my mom#most days i tolerate her because she barely exists in the same room as i for more than thirty seconds#but tonight. Ugh. note to self remember to never ask her for anything again. as is what ive said for years..#what a fool i was to think that would ever change. THAT in of itself is whatever yk her being irritating when it comes to. Being A Parent#but then she had the gall to start talking about my dad like oh my god see NOW im getting mad again#nothing makes me angrier than her talking about my dad like. UGH ill cap it there so i dont catch on fire somehow#also ill feel compelled to drop three novel's worth of lore and i dont have tags for that. also this is just supposed to be a cute doodlejV#i had plans to draw something else that was cutesy but then i got mad and couldnt focus on it#so now we're here... in any case bye bye. ill try to continue that other idea..#then i wanna focus on another thing.... if i make any progress on That afterwards it'll be a miracle
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VARGASTOBER - day 11 : yarn
" do you remember . . . when i took one of those skeins of yarn that gran keeps lying around , and i decided to make our entire room a huge spider web ? so i looped all this yarn everywhere , all over the chairs and beds and tables and doorknobs until you couldn't go anywhere unless you were crawling ? " a smile and edgar wondered for a moment that if scriabin did have a creative streak in him , how could that be expressed ? how else could he express it when he had no body of his own ? work to create a past , a life that he never and would never have , maybe even this whole time . . .
uncropped ver under the cut X3
#vargas#scriabin vargas#scriabin#zarla s#vargastober#vargastober2024#vargas zarla#vargastober 2024#sunny's art#you DON'T want to know how long this took 🔥🔥🔥🔥#i've been here since i woke up man#IT'S 3AM . GOD AAH . aaahhhh#i was so close to LOSE MY SANITY COMPLETELY#but hey it's a great piece !#ughh#will write an entry for this one . and also explain what happened to day 10's piece#i could just go to sleep and continue with it tomorrow but i won't be home until sunday#i didn't have to cook so hard but i still did ohgod#it was time to draw scriabin !!! it's been a while since he was in any of these .#that backpack is the size of his torso lmfao#wanted their room to look messier mmmeh#DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING MORE PLAYFUL i'm tired of mental illness and depression and
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By the way, did we ever talk about how stupid it is that they made Silco the reason Felicia died? I don't mean that he killed her personally, but that he jumpstarted violence on a peaceful protest. Because that's sooo who Silco is, right? A character who makes impulsive and poorly thought out decisions, right? A character who goes into a fight headstrong without carefully planning his moves and strategy and just YOLO-ing it, right? Right?? ......sigh
And don't even THINK about giving me the whole "wElL hE cHaNgEd SiNcE tHeN dUh" crap. Even s2 is smart enough to show us him writing something in a notebook in a flashback, which implies that he was the brains behind the Lanes' creation/revolution as a whole. And if he was he would never sabotage his own plans with something so stupid as throwing a single molotov at enforcers. Literally who does that???? Silco we know would probably organize an attack under the guise of a peaceful protest, but not just. Straight-up ruining just a regular peaceful protest. That's stupid. And Silco is the last character in arcane that would do something stupid. Literally the whole plot of season 1 relies on him being intelligent and sneaky with his plans are you kidding me.
#i mean. silco DID do something stupid. that being his attempt to kill vi and cait near the water tower#but i'll actually close my eyes on this one because writers just couldn't allow him to kill them because they're part of the main cast. but#if he wanted he would've killed them then#with the rifle cait gave to the pharmacist for example *twirls hair* yeah you get it#stop assassinating him for the love of god he's already dead#silco arcane#arcane critical#arcane season 2#arcane#also i remember a post comparing him to jinx like. they accidentally killed their family when they only wanted to help#but that doesn't work for several reasons. first is ofc silco's character as i wrote above. and not only he is a different character he's#much older too. jinx was what? 9? when she blew up the cannery. while silco was in his mid-late 20s. you don't think the same in this age a#a nine year old. second is the circumstances. jinx only built a bomb with whatever she had at her hands at the time because she needed to#act fast. otherwise silco would kill her entire family. silco on the other hand started the whole thing. it would make a little bit more#sense if he threw a molotov as a reaction to enforcers beating someone up/arresting someone but we don't have this implication iirc#so. please please please don't try to find reason in bad writing i literally lose my sanity
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Loved your Bertie! By chance...Wilde maybe??? Please?
smt smt please don't go where i can't follow.
hi!! thank you!! sketch for you!!!!!!! im sorry this isn't that clean but yay!!!!!!
#this is totally what you meant right#if you're after wilde SMILING.. well i did draw a lil bit of him before!!#this is from eerrr 207 when zolf gives breath of life after wilde gets SLAMMED by that dude. minus all the blood for my own sanity#rqg fanart#rqg spoilers#rqgaming#rqg wilde#zolf smith#rusty quill gaming#rqg#rusty quill#zoscar#sorta#in the qpr sense#you can see this in romantic styles i do not mind#anyway#i hope this was ok!!#i will give u another lil oscar if not :3#sorry this took a bit!! got slapped by art block#then thought abt that lotr quote and thought yeag they're traumatised enough for that#fish art tax
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do you ever just be existing normally then remember that we actually have no idea what charles and edwin's relationship was actually like since we only really saw their dynamic after crystal joins the agency?
#neither of them are behaving “normally”#they still have an amazing dynamic#but edwin's jealous#charles is distracted#they're both having an identity crisis#charles is angry#edwin is gay#when you truly compare the way they are throughout the show#with the small bit of their life together from the start#you start to realize#that we did not actually see what they were like together#for thirty fucking years#crystal causes a massive shift#not negative or positive btw#just a big change#so all we see of them together is scrambled by crystal's presence#and i lose my sanity thinking about it#dead boy detectives#rambles: dead boy detectives#charles rowland#crystal palace#edwin payne#payneland
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#to buck eddie deserves alllll the attention and love LA gives eddie. like hellooo look at him? it’s eddie diaz#buck gets jealous but he also doesn’t want to stop eddie from soaking up all this praise bc yeah. :) eddie deserves it :)#which is why part of my heart still lives in buddie derangement buck helps eddie get ready for dates#Buck weirdly painfully obsessively loves to hear about eddies date. how handsome they said eddie looked (buck helped pick the outfit)#how much fun they had with eddie (buck planned a good date and who wouldn’t have fun with Eddie 😍)#and eddie will come home (bucks there)#and say he had a good time but there probably won’t be a second date (buck thanks god) but that it was nice. he’s just glad to be home#and bucks so glad he’s home too. and part of him is sick that someone was on eddies arm tonight#that they got to experience the warm addicting feeling of having eddies attention on you#but then part of him gets some warped sense of pride out of it#like. he had a part to play in eddie having a nice time#in Eddie getting doted on and admired like he deserves.#bucks white knuckling the edge of sanity during these date nights but he also kind of lives for them bc in some proxy way#he’s on the date with eddie. his touch is all over it. He picked the clothes the restaurant. and eddie is coming home to him#to regale him of the night and tell buck how good he did. how he chose the perfect spot#and chose the best outfit and buck is so good at this and thank you buck I don’t know what id do without you buck#and buck preens under this praise while eddie wraps an arm around bucks middle as the drift off to sleep#and it’s all very normal
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#did you know i love his hair#i love his hair<3#what remains of my sanity hangs from that curl at the front#and his eyes#sigh#the curls are killing me#ash#op#a. gifs#reasons why i need mental assistance
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it’s funny how things have gone full circle with malenia. she was so hated when the game first came out, but then people grew to like her. then the dlc came out and now people hate her again lmao
#i mean it’s hardly surprising given what we now know#she did all that awful shit and wasn’t even charmed#like i see people talk about how stupid miquella is because of this plan to essentially trap radahn#but that also makes malenia look stupid af too#‘go to caelid and kill radahn so i can marry him’ ans she was like sure#miquella wanted the one guy in the lands between who loves war and fighting to be his consort for his age of peace and compassion…#what a genius he is.#makes me wonder why he even needs some heavy weight to keep order for him when he can just charm people into submission#was radahn just there as a ceremonial position?#oh wait i forgot miquella thinks he’s super kind so that’s why he wants him#miq learnt about the gravity magic horse thing and swooned#honestly still can’t get over how incredibly stupid the twins look after the dlc#i think people like to imagine malenia was charmed just because it makes it all look slightly better on her part#like they are just making excuses for her#but holy shit the fact she was all but willing to fucking die so miquella could bag radahn..#what a thing to die for lmao#and he was apparently present after the battle? but didn’t do anything to help either radahn nor malenia?#instead he was helping a random redmane?#he obviously knew malenia had bloomed but ultimately didn’t care i guess#kind of like ‘oh well if she’s still alive when I get back i’ll deal with it then’#honestly wish miquella had just died in that cocoon at this point#tbh he doesn’t really do much in the dlc anyway they could have made it more about messmer and marika#hell bring melina into it please that would have been more interesting at this point#we didn’t need the dubcon incest plot micheal you could have left that one in the drafts#i gotta get this out of my head it’s driving me nuts#seriously need to move on from this game for my own sanity
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Greta Hofmann and Marcus order in a McDonald's, and they get a happy meal for the former and a black coffee for the latter. Yes, their orders got mixed up. Yes, they're going to try them anyways. Yes, this may be a reference to an ask I did a while back 😭
I remember, the Semmelweis and Lorelei ask 😭
This time it's the opposite, how very silly of you. Never fail to impress me, or concern me.
Hoffman wouldn't have a bad time eating the happy meal, though the toy does go to Marcus since she's not interested. She'd like the fries but had to give them to Marcus (she had the most pitiful gaze known to man), so she ended up eating the burger and nuggets by herself, very enjoyable.
Meanwhile you see Marcus enduring the taste of pure, raw, no milk and no sugar black coffee. Girl would look like you made her eat lemons, poor Marcus. The fries made the experience tolerable but once she walks out of McDonald's she learned a new lesson, she hates pure black coffee now.
Hey at least the toy was fun!
To anyone else this would be pure comedy, a grown woman eating out of a kid's movie themed happy meal and this young teenager drinking black coffee with a grimace.
#reverse 1999#defining sanity#i see what you did there#Marcus to Greta: How could you ever endure this horrible thing?#No really I never found the charm in coffee it's bitter and it tastes low-key like sewer water#errr don't ask about that last part#many things no one should have eaten have ended up in my mouth and the taste is ew#anyways if you ever see Greta asking for a happy meal for herself after this... no you didn't#she'd still have to give the fries to Marcus tho#wouldn't wanna make her cry
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girlhood
#i have to fly out to capetown to see mother and im literally debating if i could land in the morning and leave at night on the same day#like. anything longer than that is going to ruin my year.#when she called and did her “katherine. you have to be here on the 10th” i literally sobbed in my bed for the rest of the day 😍😍😍#not dyeing my hair black for a year and its getting lighter and lighter everyday and i look like her again#and my therapist telling me “you need to do things for yourself.” but like can i? sorry that woman traumatised me and i actually cant :)#like everything i do is informed by her#I'm going to go and just like everytime the only way to keep my sanity is to mirror her. talk and sit and speak and read and eat like her#and its such a terrifying experience bc i remember that im capable of emulating her viciousness and maybe i am my mother's daugher 🤢🤢🤢#and im going to come back and its going to take fucking months for me to feel like myself again#“oh you look so beautiful just like your mother” i hope you DIE lol !!! the fact that my conception of beauty was shaped by her#growing up with this cruel beautiful detached woman and realising that at the intersection of beauty and wickness is a lifetime of pain#and still being so desperate for her approval- for any metaphysical proximity to her that i felt elated when#people would tell me i look like her. that it meant i was also beautiful like her and maybe she'll love me a little for it#but now i know for a fact that i do look like her and it makes saliva swell under my tongue - that moment right before you throw up-#when people mention it 😍#last time i was in capetown my optic neuritis flared up (and i know for a fact it was that it was ms-stress related from having to see her)#and i thought i hid it so well even though i had near constant headaches & lethargy until she said “katherine give me the red notebook”#and i knew that she knew all along. it was so acutely humiliating standing there and knowing she knows i cant see which one is the red one#and she tilted her head and said “whats the matter? do you not know what red looks like?”#im never going to have kids. my mother and i read eachother so well it can only mean im never too far removed from becoming her#lol!!!!!!!!!
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Betty is so relatable I would do the same shit for my wife
#simon petrikov#original#at#the moment where she declares that she's jumping into the future to save him. just pure save-husband impulse#and maybe she made the wrong choice but I felt the emotion in my gut and that's good tragedy baby#I would do the same thing and then be in the future and realize I probably fucked up but also what else could I do but#devote my entire life and sanity to saving her after I have destroyed every other option??#it's not healthy necessarily but a fucking apocalypse happened and her wife is in eternal torment. what else could she possibly do??#I'm just obsessed with the attitude she has towards saving him and how it turns from joyful heroism to unhealthy obsession#I have a much healthier relationship with my wife. but also she's never been driven mad by a magical crowd for a thousand years!#and Betty did it!! y'all can argue about whether Ice King was better than Simon and I think he must make peace with every part of himself#but it is extremely consistent in the original series that being Ice King is basically this existentially horrifying Eternal torture#so the fact that someone who loved him decided they would save him from that at all costs is very sad and very beautiful#beautiful because no one deserves to suffer forever. tragic because she was far to willing to take his place if she had to.#betty grof#fionna and cake#golbetty#golb#*driven mad by a magical crown#you forgot your floaties#edit: upon rewatching every episode with betty in it i will say i don't think i would be so hellbent on murdering the person she had become#betty does act selfishly and it makes her character more compelling#but i like to think if my wife went banana-pants ice-king-level bonkers i would be able to love that version of her too#but who's to say whether this story would be the reason I responded differently?#it's a good story
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if I'm lying... then kill me now
originally I was going to draw the background too since there wasn't much behind them in the screenshot I used
buuuuut not only is it a MAJOR pain in the ass to translate those paintings in the background into pixel art but OH MY GOD I COULDN'T FIND A CLEAR PIC OF THEM FOR THE LIFE OF ME
so I gave up lol (I mean it would have maybe cluttered the drawing a bit so you know what? I'm counting it as a win)
below the cut is the og sketch (since it's been a bit since I last shared one)
this sketch right here is actually the last one in my beloved doodle/rough sketch notebook I've been drawing in since around early july of last year?
it's sad to say goodbye to it but I'm glad to send it off with a bang
#mentally I'm still watching this scene for the first time#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#wwdits fanart#guillermo de la cruz#nandor the relentless#nandermo#*funny tag for my art*#bun stuff#of anyone needs me I'll be in the corner screaming#not just because for the fact I had to watch this scene again#but because this drawing while I love it did cost me part of my sanity#TALKING TO YOU STAKE#WHY TF WERE YOU SUCH A BITCH TO DRAW!?!?!?!?!
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Pray, listen. Though I return not from mine unnounaced hiatus.
Nor shall I swiftly resume mine Jacaerys agenda come next month, yet here I sit right now upon an 8K word draft of a meta on Mel fucking Medarda, because she might be my favourite fictional character. Ever (even with the treatment she suffered in the second season). Any gender. Any media. Yes, I am aware Athena, Katherine Pierce, Elizabeth Sloane, Thomas Shelby, book!Petyr Baelish, Maeve Millay, Beth Harmon, and Henry WInter exist.
Meanwhile, rather than ply my fingers to editing said meta—or dare I say, to sleep—I hath decided to use my gloriously evolved DaVinci Resolve skills and edit myself an explicitly Mel/Jayce/Viktor rendition of Arcane.
Lo, the fruits of my labor! 'Tis my brain—corrupted inadvertently—but also! combining all their scenes: • in s1 amounts to exactly 1:54:52 h • in s2 amounts to exactly 1:54:25 h
Mine mind hath gone unhinged over it, so I deemed it only just to bid thee join me in the unhingedness.
PS. Fortiche (save for that one animator—yall knowest who), you have my eternal love. My INTJ brain is climaxing over the message hidden within the pattern. You and your bajillion (142 and counting—should I make a series of posts/mini meta-s about them—I have the spreadsheet ready) parallels between these three give me life in the abyss that Saturn and Mercury have hewn for me recently (ngl, I'm real sym/em—pathetic with Jayce).
#shall the tags bear a semblance of sanity thou might inquire—well not on my watch#what they shall contain is the utter absence of mine wits after a 50-hour insomnia episode#i do not even repent anymore—'twould seem I am not fated to remain a keeper of but one fandom's chronicles#plus the grand ignoring of s2 act3#i know they did them dirty aye i do yet in my mind they are handled most perfectly#featuring#mel medarda#mine one and only cerebral iconoclast#the truest baddest queen to reign o’er all while robbing me of mine very vocabulary#jayce talis#mine one and only visionary iconoclast#my most beloved my bestest boy i love you to the moon and sun and back mine most cherished#them be mine roman empire#viktor#by my truth it doth be wondrous fair glorious evolution#i hold my privacy in too such esteem i cannot say why i relate to you so thoroughly#meljayvik#i guess#when i said i am a bisexual intellectual and i need to be served i knew not this is what I sought#interrupting my irregularly scheduled 24/7 jace propaganda to bring thee#no i am not back from my unannounced hiatus
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Posting this by itself because :) I just feel like he should have gotten to wear the mech pilot suit at least once..
(my AU black version and the og green)
#Legend of Korra#Baatar Jr.#LoK#WIP#[ since this is from something silly I wanted to post this bit because he is serving very cunty#even if you know he's talking about accidentally ingesting caustic chemicals lol#this was def self indulgent but also why couldn't he have worn the suit at least once sobs#we had one chance#I don't actually think he uses the mech suit hardly ever even though he has his own personal one#but on rare occasions he does and gets in this outfit and Kuvira are you okay? Are you good? Has anyone checked on her?#I feel like this outfit is what causes her to take a serious sanity hit LOL#she just drags him away by the hood and no one sees them again for like 4 hours#or she's just like “You know what I think he could use my help :)” and proceeds to be everything but helpful#idk how anything in this regime gets done I swear#the most Baatar ever used the mech suits was when they were first being built#idk dude I love a man in a working uniform sobs#I knew someone would recognize the mech pilot suit hehe that made me smile because yeah :)))#it felt good to draw Baatar again sobs I love him so much I've missed him#I do kinda wish this sketch was cleaner but I wanted to at least post it now in case I never did lol#I should to a proper illust of him in the pilot suit one day just for the pure self indulgence of it all#give myself a lill treat you know? ]#Neon Ocean Art
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