#YOU WONDER WHY I’M BITTER

[nooripoori]

[yawnpill]

I want to wear the marks you leave on me like a necklace, the etches of your beautiful figure are a sight and a privilege I will forever hold dear to me like our skin pressed against each other so silently, I crave to trace my fingers down the 3 moles of your spine once more, to swish you in my mouth like the sweet wine you tasted of, and I miss your hands at the small of my back again, to look behind me knowing for certain that your smile was waiting back for me is all that I hope for, and I know that your heart is full of love, I just yearn for the possibility of a love that was meant for me

[sarafangirlart]

Has anyone made an Optimus and Megatron edit with Casual by Chappell Roan? The song was stuck in my mind the day I was watching the movie lmao.

[shima-draws]

Grips my shirt and tears it apart so that all the buttons go flying and SCREAMS I love Law and Cora so much what the FUCK!!!!

[poutycowboy]

you wonder why i’m bitter.

you. wonder. why. i’m. bitter.

you wonder why i’m bitter?

[wonysugar]

hey guysss can’t sleep so i’m taking this as an opportunity to let y’all know that i’ve been working on my wips and that i am in fact NAWT dead💗💗

[nickfowlerrr]

i love chappell roan 🫶🏻

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

One of the main reasons why I silently freak out so much after talking to people in a group setting is because I listen to them (or at least try to act like I’m listening to them) but the very instant I open my mouth to speak, they start talking to someone else, or someone else talks right fucking over me even though they know I‘m trying to speak. Every. Single. Time.

And it’s not just so-called “neurotypical” people. Oh no. It’s neurodivergent people too. And the neurodivergent people I understand; but they also have to understand that not all of us are fast talkers and some of us need people to be patient or we will never get our information out. My brain-to-mouth processing speeds are extremely extremely slow and I cannot talk quickly to save my life unless I am reciting something I already have memorized. If someone cuts me off in any way before I am finished, my brain gets stuck in a buffering mode for three seconds at the very least, and more if they continue to cut me off when I’m trying to communicate “No that’s not the end of what I’m saying and that’s not what I even meant by that. Stop making hasty generalizations about a point you haven’t even heard through yet.”

But no matter who I am talking to, right before I am able to finish my extremely well-thought-out point that I’ve been formulating in my head for months or years prior in the mirror, I always, without fail get cut off because everyone gets impatient with my long pauses and doesn’t even want to attempt to listen to what I have to say because they think what they’re about to say in reaction is more important. And it’s not like I’m taking over the conversation or talking more than I listen; I’m just taking more time than they are comfortable with to say a typical amount of words.

And then those same people always tell me, in a somewhat patronizing tone, “You’re so quiet! You’re such a good listener!” Yes because that’s what you’ve made me. Why should I talk to you if you won’t fucking listen to me for three seconds. And no, after a certain point I stopped listening to you because why should I listen to you if you don’t ever listen to me?

Everyone’s nice to me and says they want me there at their social functions but they still subtly exclude me. God damn.

I suppose they want to look at me, or perhaps inhale my aroma. Like I’m a house plant.

[here-am-i-sitting-in-a-tin-can]

brb crying to casual

[17-gnomes-inmypockets]

screaming the lyrics to casual as if i’m not in a happy relationship

[chrollogy]

i want to rant

[ratboylucius]

sitting in my parked car reciting the lyrics to ‘casual’ like it’s a spoken word poem

[yawnpill]

I want to say that in another life we would be happy and that I wish you’d chosen us but truthfully I don’t. Your betrayal was not a blindsided one, it was my heart that was bloodshot blind. In fact truthfully I wish in another universe to never have even crossed to your path the treatment you gave me still makes my skin itch years later, I have changed in ways you wouldn’t be able to fathom. I can now proudly say i’m not the same person that you had left behind, do you remember her fondly? would you recognize her if you were to look me in the face now? i found my way out of the disaster you made me into while burning the bridges of what once was. your awful treatment and carelessness towards me clouded my lungs, slowly poisoning me, ill never forget your suffocating smoke. though I can breathe clearly now I still find myself coughing up those lingering hurtful words you’ve said to me once before.

[favroitecrime]

god send the flood they’re on twitter and tiktok calling people pleasing harmful manipulation and comparing icing in a cake to sexual assault. and they’ve got licensed therapists agreeing with them. no no, they’ve got licensed therapists making these analogies for them. i hope that man chokes on the next cake he bites into.

[telekinetic-issue]

gotta love that my father can’t give me a single good reason to not accept trans folks. it’s not “denying science” it’s been around since the dawn of humanity, expressed in every culture and celebrated in some, modern science and psychology has legitimately proved time and time again that biological sex and gender are two different concepts and that genitalia doesn’t equate to gender (nor sometimes to sex!) and yet he refuses to acknowledge that maybe HE’S the one with his eyes closed and his fingers in his ears going LALALA while a mountain of evidence is proving him wrong.

[pastel-rights]

I absolutely hate writing essays I myself personally wouldn’t even read.

If I, the AUTHOR, wouldn’t even read my essay… what makes you think someone else would lmao

It’s boring, unentertaining, it doesn’t grab my attention and it sure as hell doesn’t keep it.

But oh, whatever you say is “right” teacher 🤷‍♀️