#YEAH THIS IS A THING NOW WTV IM POSTING IT

[dilfsuzanneyk]

no "none" option. choose one or give me an alternative. i'm pitting two bad bitches together and giving you the option of throwing an even badder bitch into the mix. they have 1 day to fight. i'll draw whatever wins.

[louismygf]

girls when they just finished watching aotv

[girldriveroscar]

CRACKS KNUCKLES heres some parasocial nonsense. pls dont take too serious im just being silly.

insp by @inchidentally the 814 essay GOAT… Hi.

Okyeah analyzing this video and recent posts.

So Like. oscar piastri being the normalTm guy whos still w his hs sweetheart, wears graphic tees and beat up af1s and still vacations w the guys he grew up w, who was actually kinda socialized (as well as any other well-off posh kid who’s parents could afford the luxury of fucking them off to boarding school i digress).. but like, he played pranks w the Lads and got congratulatory slaps on the back, his first crushes wer probs navigated in small talk during class and walking together in the halls? generally just a guy who balanced his social life and Career to Some relatively healthy degree so it’s not like Completely foreign to him how to talk to girls and make friends. and so he gets that building an intimate relationship w someone is mostly just hanging out, experiencing new food tgthr, new movies, walking around a new city, he just gives such a NORMAL GUY answer of a perfect date, and i think part of being socialized the way he was gave him the understanding that grandiose gestures of love kinda just come off as disingenuous. oscar jus reads as a guy whos never resorted to showboating bc his introduction to romance was just like anyone else, awkward shuffling and bonding on the weekends over pizza and homework. and even as a formula 1 RACE WINNER GUY W MONEY hiiiiii, he still has such a cute simple recipe for a perf date bc hes been through it. he knows how to court someone bc it worked and its been working!!!

then on the flip u have THE peacock tm, shirt unbuttoned so low might as well forgo it atp, lando norris whos perfect date idea is hi, (wtf.) YACHT. and sex (exhibitionist freak. sorry who said that…) like boyyyy oh my god shakes him by the shoulders u are so not normal. lando norris, who’s always ben a little comfier than his peers growing up. always out of place bc his dads pockets were Open and Ready to ensure he never had to worry about pinching pennies in a spar for some chips after class Yeah and he doesnt even know it bc thats NEVER been his life? yeaaa and add in a dash of Always being on the race track, never rly socializing w. girls or boys who weren’t in direct competition w him, turning 19 and immediately being sized up to his older hyper-masculine charming And sexy teammate. (getting carried away mb)

lando himself explaining that having to grow up so fast and be a good boy (His words.) prevented him from finding his footing in social settings and only now being able to experience these things at 23/24?!

i digress now also factor in his (alleged…) favorite movie is a silly romcom?! (also maybe just peacocking tho bc “girls love a guy w a soft side” and lando wld know bc he watched one movie about it…. like srsly u want me to believe the hangover and stepbrothers belong in the same category as Romcom u dont rmbr the name of okk weirdo)

so yea of course a boy who’s never passed notes to his crush in class, never asked anyone to a dance, never pulled pranks w his schoolmates, Understands intimacy thru cheesy romcoms an weekends emptying his dads wallet on flights to wtv racing event. LIKE OF COURSE he thinks romance is wtv he can mimic from A. how his dad showed him love (…$$..) and B. what the movies r saying ! (thats socially repressed twin.) AND THE GAG OF IT ALL!!!! is he thinks he is so suave so playboy, “i have sex and let me announce about it publicly in case u doubted it” when the reality of it is like? dude u are thirst-liking instagram models while oscar is Getting it every night ur such a loser omfg.

just Like. Ugh the juxtaposition of oscar whos so secure in himself in his dad shorts and ANKLE socks and lando who just grew out of his awkwardness in his early 20s and now Needs to slut himself out to make up for lost time.

(AND. the double gag is landos still so obviously not secure abt the fact he Doesnt Really Know what hes doing that every one can see it ouhmygodd lando x chernobyl levels of imposter syndrome u are so complicated and angsty U TEENAGE GIRL. holds a can of diet coke to his lips. there there girl. there there.)

[pwippy]

hi. what is this. 4th hand post? idk. anyways. reaching out in alien stage! literally and metaphorically! i had to cut out a lot of stuff because i reached the 30 image limit

mizi

she doesn't put on an act when she performs. the way she reaches out to sua is the same way she performs, but without! a glass wall separating them! she's first to reach out to sua and holds on tightly. she also reaches out in self defense (aka beating up luka or that cool gun scene I COULDNT FIT IN.) or in love/anger. for the anger part check out this cool thread @crustyfloor and @ivanttakethis analysing how mizi couldve been attacking sua as well

sua

once she connected with mizi she held on TIGHT. before mizi, she was treated as doll. just an object. with mizi (codependency) she actively reaches out, placing flowers in mizi's hair and reaching for the light. the light, being artificial, could represent false aspirations? she hopes for a better future but knows its doomed. alternately shes reaching for heaven. (SORRY I HAVE TO QUOTE IT- rage rage against the dying of light OK IM DONE) also mizisua picked up the 2 hands outstretched from each other. its like theyre halves of a hug its so cute

ivan

man. where do i even start with him. besides the beating up scene which was more reciprocation? ig? hes actually kinda lowkey and gentle with how he reaches out. i cut out the club scene which would be the most obvious example but yeah !! he reaches back for till in the meteor scene. he does a hand twirl (which someone analysed on pinterest), he reaches out again when he's dying, closest thing we'll get to him opening up, in any collar scenes he like barely brushes tills neck. how does he know how to open those btw. in his 2 other freaky scenes he's. distracting till?? idk i've seen arguments for him distracting till by doing that blood thing but till did like. pay attention to him. he responded to wtv ivan said. idk it might be an unreliable narrator moment. ALSO THE WALL. THE SCRATCHES IN THE WALL. not sure if he's scared or interested or something else but hes holding back something man. idt he'd interfere tbh

till

he reaches out for mizi most of the time. its always indirect tho! chasing the flower crown. literally held back by glass. reaching out for fake mizi. AND most importantly reaching out with his music. i think the guitar fingering counts. he always can't or doesn't want to approach mizi. he straight up doesn't reach out to ivan besides the meteor scene. might be symbolically implicative of his fear of emotional connection!

hyuna

she reaches out to people to help them!! when she was younger she reached out to luka (theres also that one part in all in where shes brushing her fingers against his face) and acted as some support for him. despite her brother being audibly creeped out by luka she brushed this off and treated both of them like younger siblings (despite luka being older). she also picked up(???) the fist in the air thing from hyun woo! outside of anakt she looks like she wants to strangle or shoot luka. when she tried to stab him and was sent off stage she saw a hallucination of hyun woo but couldn't reach out since she was in handcuffs. she helps mizi out now too!! assists her in navigating around the alien stage premises (helps her up onto the scooter + gives her a gun) and distracts her from a mental breakdown

luka

off stage he's usually curled up (the official art rahh) but on stage he takes as much control as he can. illusion of freedom! he goes straight for the neck or for his opponents emotions and purposely gets into their personal space. the way he reaches out is like a taunt or a lure. towards the alien audience, his chest is bared to them. "i was made for your entertainment." etc.

also i think its interesting to note anyone who reaches for the sky is immediately cooked

[nijisanji-brain-rot-fics]

xsoleil boys x reader || wedding day

a/n: im bored as hell now guys 😭 im just gonna like post a bunch of headcanon stuff LOL i might post like fanfics, but thats a maybe wwww ALSO ALSO starting to reaaally like the later waves of niji, so ill prob focus on mainly xsoleil, noctyx, iluna, etc. ill dribble in some luxiem from time to time, but like the other waves need attention too 🙌 i might do some of the fem waves, but im not sure how to write those LOL

HEX HAYWIRE

bro this man's voice makes my brain go haywire

anyways uh

would definitely just be like very happy and stoic during yalls wedding

he'd treat you like his pretty princess/prince

anyways uhhh he would be that kind of romantic person to like take your hand and kiss it once you go to the front

oh my lord, im struggling to find his green flags when all i listen to from his asmrs are the yandere ones

UHM...... i mean like reception would be cute, like he'd dance with you

like beauty and the beast vibes ykkk

help im genuinely struggling w anything thats positive about marrying him 💀

DOPPIO DROPSCYTHE

AWWW HED BE SMILING AND LIKE EXCITED

LIKE HE WOULD BE WAITING FOR YOU EXCITEDLY AT THE FRONT

i feel like doppio would just be generally so excited and happy hes finally marrying the person he loves so much

he would fix his hair JUST FOR THIS

this is also the only event he will never be late to

oh god he would be so nervous when the ceremony actually starts

like hes worried he'll mess up his parts or someone will object

BUT it probably wont happen and itll be a great wedding!!

reception!doppio would be fucking lit

HE WOULD BE THE LIFE OF THE PARTY

he'd already be making dad jokes even if he isnt a dad yet

i swear, he would be kissing your forehead or cheek every few minutes

oh my goodness, drunk doppio would be so sweet

like i can just imagine him getting tipsy while like the maid of honor and the groomsman doing their little speech things and him getting really emotional

VER VERMILLION

honestly, i think he would cry at yalls wedding

like, he just screams 'emotionally fragile man on occasion'

the second he sees you in your wedding dress/suit/wtv, he'll start tearing up knowing that yall r gonna be married

and he loves you ya know

he'd hide the fact he was tearing up when you get to the front www

five bucks, doppio would be stifling his laughter when he sees ver crying

reception would be wholesome

ver would be whispering things to you while you guys dance

and not just random things

like i mean in korean

yeah his cute ass voice when he talks in korean

the voice where you want to keel over and throw up because it's really goddamn adorable and kind of attractive because people who speak more than one language is always somewhat attractive

tipsy ver is something to live for

it doesn't always happen but when it does its either hilarious as fuck or really cute and wholesome

like when he gets drunk, there's a 50% chance he starts to emote on the dance floor with an equally drunk doppio

or he could be holding your hand the whole time and staying by your side

a/n: WWWW im sorry i half assed hex's hcs LMAO i just genuinely cant see something that isnt overly explicit or kinky that wouldnt happen on ur wedding so thats why his is like the shortest lmao 💀 errhmm yeah, also ver is my #1 oshi thats why he has like the uh longest one LMAO UHHM yeah whatever lols have a good timezone

[girlreblogger]

and then there were 3 💿

don’t get mad. i’m saying what needs to be said and this the last time.

the blk yn “stereotypical” stories are self indulgent and the relationships are unfulfilling and unhealthy. yeah. 

i never mentioned fully the stereotype thing that’s associated with blk yn fics and that’s because i have never really understood what ppl meant by it. and this isn’t to be funny towards the ppl that say that abt those certain fics.

i somewhat? get what ppl mean by yn is written as a stereotype when it comes to the toxicity in fics but because these stories are written by blk women for blk women who feel comfortable with those types of behaviors, dynamics and relationships i feel it shouldn’t be seen as blk women writing themselves as stereotypes because the comfortability with that idea of relationships comes from somewhere and it’s not no stereotype. 

stereotype: 1. a widely held but fixed and oversimplified image or idea of a particular type of person

that word itself just projects an idea on those ppl and (not to use a buzz word but) dehumanizes them. it dilutes and dismisses the perception and character those women see themselves as and i don’t personally think that okay. 

lots of ppl are accustomed to or find comfort in certain dynamics and behaviors for so many different and very personal reasons. (whether extreme or not.) without even knowing sometimes we all do or have because we are still ppl at the end of the day. so chalking up someone’s humanness to a stereotype is unfair to me. it’s the same shit that ppl did to us back in the day and still do till this day and i find it unnecessary to do amongst ourselves.

that’s why i chose to say the relationships in those books and fics are unfulfilling. the dynamics, behaviors and all that ain’t healthy. if we being real. and that’s more than just a stereotype. i also dk what ppl mean by her being a stereotype in particular. maybe being extroverted? ion know. 

but ppl who want to write those things are going to do what they want but that doesn’t mean..

blk women don’t deserve or that it’s impossible for us to have more exposure to more fluffy and healthy dynamics in books with us as the main leads (also all blk ppl cause not just women read books obvi and want fluffy romance that’s another convo tho). it’s also important we showcase blk girls in various ways because we all are very different.

**we should keep in mind a fictional! character we call blk yn can be a ya (young adult) so mistakes and learning experiences in fics aren’t always useless. (though it seems we’ve had enough of it im just saying)

with different ways of thinking, with different styles, quirks, and personalities. right now it’s mostly coquettes, bimbos, and baddies being written almost similarly each time. and that’s perfectly fine but i think there’s something else that ppl are wanting to see but i would like to know what exactly.

do you guys want see her in different styles? talking differently? as an ambivert or a shy girl? someone who doesn’t talk much or someone who does? like what would be the opposite of the “stereotypes” you normally see?

and how can we as a community make some kind of change to see ourselves differently.

those few ppl when i said “as a community”

don’t get quiet now. 

but honestly, because of that maybe give writers prompts and requests with what you’d like to read. there are many writers who always have requests open and lots of times those asks are some of their most popular posts!

ppl started only reading or getting used to smutty and plug books cause that’s all there was, (there was an influx at the time) especially since 2020. that’s also when the blk fic community began to grow so there were more blk fics and writers than it used to be. so maybe we can try and do that with fluffy, fantasy and wtv other fics. 

**also there are some really good books on kindle for you guys to try with blk girls as the lead that might be interesting for you. here’s some of my suggestions: sunny disposition! and excuse me while i ugly cry! (these are just from the top of my head)

i personally have noticed so much about myself from reading more wholesome stories and stuff so reading other fics or books sometimes isn’t for me. it’s books i’ve read that i look back at and see how much i have grown from what i used to be into. that’s why i don’t reblog as much anymore too because i want to find more that is more personally up my alley.

so yeah let’s just try and find and create more books that are healthier. blk girls deserve love, kindness, to be treated gently not weak (or a like a child) and have sweet stories. stories and portrayals that heal us.

we can have suspense, drama, mystery, ups and downs, and even rain but i think a lot of us just want the sunshiney stuff. maybe that way we can digest the suspenseful and dramatic stories (that aren’t toxic) in a better way.

like i said in my last post we read and write for comfort so i think we can use this as a way to heal ourselves as well.

ps. (even some “healthy stuff” can be unhealthy lowkey but that’s another convo) 

muah

also thanks for all the likes on my previous posts! i was nervous ppl wouldn’t understand what i was trying to say but the good feedback has definitely given me confidence!

no bars

[sharkiiv]

mental update/trauma dump

You can totally scroll past this post i just need to get it out 😭

tw: mentions of suicide, self harm, drugs, medical hospitalization, etc.

ok so this is really weird to talk about actually and I don't really know how to talk about this. Guess i just needed to get it out. So I have been clean for about 10 months now!!! Holy shit I hadn't realized I just did the math 😭 anyways I missed Halloween last year because I was in the hospital since some of my stupid organs weren't working properly. But I was so upset about it. And when the nurses were checking my arm health, some of my sh scars were visible and she just said "arm health good" and I was like ayyyy that's what's up. But what I forgot was I still had some cuts on my legs that I had totally forgotten about. She didn't check them thank God because my parents didn't know about them. When I got home that night I had to take a shower cuz yucky and my arms weren't working so I had my mom help but I had to be so careful to not let her see the cuts. Anyways the last day I was in the hospital was the last day I had talked to my therapist since she was leaving company she worked for to be independent. She said she was going to reschedule with me later. My mom had sent so many emails only to get "no reply". My therapist recently started seeing my sister instead because of some issues. When I asked her about it she said that she had been trying to contact me for months. My mom lied (surprise surprise).

But schools been really tough recently and I'm starting to have suicidal thoughts and self harm thoughts again and I don't know where to go since I don't have a therapist anymore. My mom was going through my stuff to clean up and I didn't really care cuz yk wtv. But she found some pills that I had in one of my jewelry boxes in case I needed to yk... but the thing was I had totally forgotten about them. She just goes "oh! I'll take those. I want them." I was like okay? I don't want them. I forgot they were there anyways. But now I'm kinda like damn. I know that I need to stay strong bc I'm still trying to deal with my ed and friend problems but I just don't know If I can anymore. It's getting really hard. I bought some sensory necklaces off of Amazon to help with my sensory and those are helping but it's just not enough. I just feel so awful all the time. It might be depression? I dunno. I'm trying not to distance myself but it's so easy to just doom scroll all day and do nothing. Getting up early for school when I can't even think is so rough. I didn't even plan on living this long so i have no idea what the hell im doing. I want to talk to someone but I also know that I can ramble and rant for hours and I don't want to do that to my friends. It's hard enough for them already and that would just be cruel of me. My friends can't fix my problems. I just don't know what to do. I see my friends doing better, yk the ones that have really had it rough and i feel great for them. But I also see some friends doing worse and I'm just like, yeah. I get you. I dunno I might be yapping but my stupid brain thinks that sometimes my friends don't really like me. Like if I were to kill myself that I'd turn into one of those jokes like " you should commit [my name]!" Or "i hope you end up like [my name]" because that would fucking suck. Kids are so mean.

I dunno what to do man. I might delete this or smt.

[d00medyur1]

intro post yeah yeah

hii!!! im momo!!! ^_^

i use they/xem pronouns, but some gendered terms are okay!!!

im a lesbian, im asexual, im non-binary(?), and i have a wonderful girlfriend named theo who's @ is @gr4vityfallss !!! she's very silly i love her :))

i have lots of interests, usually wtv my theme/most recent post is, is my hyperfixation for the next little while!!!

i am autistic and have ADHD (and other stuff) so tone tags and stuff are a necessity bc i am stupid <33

i realize now a largely important thing is I AM A MINOR!!! i seem very cool ik but trust me i am not as old as you think i am.. unless you think im like 11 in which case I AM OLDER THAN THAG

uhh i make a lot of stupid and unfunny jokes so befriend me if you like bad jokes and angry rants about the least important things ever

yeah that's all i can think of !!! :3

[cherubofthenight]

sunday 27th october 2024

Dear Diary,

im so proud of who ive become. my confidence is getting higher each day. and yeah ive been doing better even before i started this blog but i also feel like doing this really helped me. im able to say what i want say more, i do more of what i wanna do and i focus on my future now more than ever. its all coming together, i just know it. i made this blog just for me but some other people find it entertaining, and for that im grateful. its helped me in sm much ways like im actually finding more things i love thanks to it. i enjoy writing about topics that i care about and affect or used to me. and honestly posting wtv i want when i want. this feels all over the place, so mwuah

[sukirichi]

Holy shit. Im usually at work when you post the updates so i got quite the scare when i saw your tag. I legit believed today was monday 😭😭😭

Dhshdhbsbbabbfbsnna in a way im so happy we're with rin but it breaks my heart how he keeps trying to push us away thinking we would be happier without him and how scared he is that we'll despise him later on for choosing him

😭😭😭😭 Baby, rin ill never despise you, love your stubborn ass too much

Team rin till the end uwu

The part where he thought we wanted to have sex made me snort so loud 🤣🤣🤣 poor baby, waking up to that 🤣🤣🤣

Kinda annoys me we keep saying 'that we' re leaving cause he's the only thing we have now' i understand his reaction its like we're saying 'oh if we had a choice we wouldnt pick you' i know we genuinely picked him and we even tell him but the insistence of keeping on saying 'because youre the only thing i have left' doesnt sit well with me

Also sorry omi stans but i felt absolutely nothing seeing him crushed and crying. I agree with the person that said it was really toxic of him saying rin never loved us and even 'manipulative' to an extent when he truly didnt know what was going on in rin's head and heart. So he can suffer a bit too 🙄

Hope he has his closure of wtv 🥱 i just want a happy ending with rin 🤣🤣🤣🤣 where we can finally have a genuinely calm happy life even without riches. Just us, rin kids (since he wanted some) and a dog (cause he also wanted one and honestly im more for the dog than kids ahahahha) like i dont need wealth just rin uwu

AFGHJKAA I get the confusion, I don’t even follow with my schedule anymore either because life’s just out of control *sobs* LMAOOO rin thinking we randomly wanted sexy time even after running away from the cops and him being game for it was like the only lighthearted scene in that chap AGHJSKA. and oooohhh that quote… I think we said that to reassure him that we do value him, like he’s still important to us and because he’s the only thing we have left, we’ll cherish him even further because we can’t afford to lose one more thing that’s precious to us </3 (in all honesty tho!! you’re right lol. if the situation had been different and if we had a choice, we probably would’ve still chosen kiyoomi if it meant rin was still safe. but he wasn’t. so.)

AS A KIYOOMI DEFENDER let me clear my man’s name HAHAHHA he said rin didn’t love us because to him, that’s not how love should be!! kiyoomi is a very simple guy. if you love your partner, you would never lie to them or cheat on them or do anything that you know would hurt them!! if you do any of those things, then maybe you didn’t love them at all – that’s how kiyoomi thinks, but you’re right, he didn’t know what was going on in rin’s heart. and YES rin did love us despite being horrible. he isn’t a black and white character at all. but yeah omi deserves his closure!!

[domjaehyun]

"everything happens for a reason"

that hit me harrrdddd. i just hope everyone heals overtime and i hope they can like throw each other an olive branch like i think its fair and rightful for winter not to be back at the friendgroup but just you know clear the air and i hope jeno can hang out with them again completely healed. AND MOST OF ALL i hope haechan and mc will continue to love each other endlessly ohhh the kiss the ending kiss was everythinggg and more i love it so much

AND NOW THE RANKING (if you remembered me from the previous ask but it's okay if you dont)

i feel like the ranks are still the same

1. pussy fiend (this is sooo self explanatory i dont even know what to say i believe you will be able to out do yourself with this one in the future but notttt at the moment and taking into account personal preferences this is the best thing you've ever written)

2. tangerine love (ive mentioned this was somewhat comforting to me and your explanation made it make so much sense bc haechan knew from the get go as you said and the way he treated mc from the start is just sooooo ykwim? i think that's why this fic is a bit mellow to me because maybe that's how i wish to be treated by my crush deep down or maybe it's just haechan but wtv i love tangerine love either way)

3. the boy is mine (i love the ending i love how you portray every character like the series of events made so much sense and it's not all over the place and it felt so fucking real that i thought about my irl friends and their partners and i started crying (even more) and yeah its lovely. i didn't mention this in the previous ask but before tbim ily(id) was 3rd place. and the way i felt bad for a mere fic like it has feelings because it got dethroned likeee im so attached to all your writings do you know im insane?)

last but not least i just want to thank you like trulyyy deeplyyy thank you for the hard work and all the brains and thoughts and feelings you put into making this fic come alive. i will continue to support you morally from behind the screens. ill be here as long as you want to continue writing. so lets keep the good work!!!

I HOPE SO TOO i mean i do think jeno would return to the friend group after some time !!!! THEY WILL KEEP LOVING ON EACH OTHER :3

omg pussy fiend still reigning supreme we love to see it :3 and TANGERINE LOVE MY BABY :')))))))))) YEAH I LIKE WHEN THEY'RE JUST OPENLY INTERESTED IN EACH OTHER IT'S CUTE TO ME :')

and omg not u crying,,,,,, im so sorry 😭 THANK YOU POOKIE ILY <33333333333 if youre insane what does that make me..................... *fear*

and you are SOOOOOOOOO welcome i adore messages like this it reminds me why i love posting my writing fr :') WE WILL KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK IMMA GO WRITE RN I JUST FINISHED MY SCHEDULE FOR THE DAY :3 (well until midnight but then i make another schedule depending on what i got done today)

[0-bra1n-r0t]

HIHIHI

Anyways yes im still alive and going a bit feral <3 so if anyone who actually pays attention to the hellhole known as my posts has seen dodozois (RF!Wally’s creator) recent posts on either tiktok or discord, you’d know theyre changing, a lot. See now, me and a friend of mine really dont like this. I can only speak for myself, but with a severe hyperfixation, these changes are irritating to say the least and may or may not have caused emotional breakdowns. Now, theres also BTR!Walden. That man. I do not like him. He is not walden, the lore is not what i know and love. So that friend and I are now kinda just creating a. AntiBTR thing. Cause screw that guy. Kinda just tryna find people who adore the original RF design like we do, but hate the recent changes. So uh, let me know if you agree with that and what not, i dunno if we’re creating a server if we find enough people or not, but whatever. We just feel a little silly and wanna know if other people agree…. Without dodozoi knowing.

So again yeah, comment or reblog or wtv if you’re interested i guess??

[m1ckeyb3rry]

Ok cue my memory loss moment part 5 I can’t tell if I sent this reply in or not before so if this is a dupe I SINCERELY APOLOGIZE hsvshshs but anyways

OMG EVERYONE CHEER!!! Guys the moment is finally upon us…another mira banger about to drop….

LMAOO fwtkac was the gateway…once you start you can’t stop its just how the Karasu rabbit hole works! Bro hollyhock is actually so good…I can’t even put it into words properly but just the whole setting giving a new depth to a diff side of otoyas characters ugh so good

True!!! I’m ngl I’m a little surprised that for marketing sake they didn’t try to throw in some like popular character bait…maybe it’s because most of the actually popular bllkers are already out and as opposed to merch I guess book sales would be a bit diff? Like fans would buy to read even if their absolute faves aren’t in but yeah…the stories were fire though LMAO new appreciation for Barou fr

And IM ON IT o7 very happy to serve the miraverse and honestly it’s good for me too because if I wanna reference something quickly I can just go command f it or if I wanna read something fast I can just read my tl LMAO I also just like having my own TL/interpretations written down just for my reference too…which is part of the reason why I also ended up TLing Hioris too even though there was a TL already out! I remember reading the TLd version that got posted and some wording kinda threw me off so I was like let me just look at this myself…LOL Also I’m kinda a lore nerd so I wanna make sure I get to see any intricacies or in between the line messages that can get lost in translation! So yeah TLDR I will most definitely be here for tabieita LNs!!!

IM CRYING they’re gonna have to scroll through our manifestations and convos just to get to the chapter like imagine the link gets passed around and the first thing people read is us screaming about mariokart in yuki’s novel or anri getting done dirty (I clicked on the links just to see what they’d have to go through and oh my god chapter 2 LMFAOOO there’s like a whole minute of scrolling worth of convo before you even reach the LN part it’s so funny)

We’re truly just built different sorry this is exclusive content gatekept by the insanely long convos we have

-Karasu anon

HAHAH this time you did in fact send this in already 😭 but it’s okay i will delete the copy!! but no worries 😋

FINISHED ROUND ONE OF PROOFREADING!! heading to monaco for my mother’s birthday dinner soon hehe but once i’m back tn i will get on round two and hopefully i’ll be able to post it by tmrw!! lowkey idk how i feel about it but at least it’ll be out in the world after i’ve been talking abt it sm 😭

you came to my inbox and showed me the ways of karasuism and i’ve never looked back since 🙏🏻 jkjk but fr though i love writing him sm now he’s so good at the one sided pining thing which i loveee in a male lead 🤩 like YESSS be absolutely sick over this girl who doesn’t even know she likes you yet YESSS 🤤💖

hollyhock otoya is so fun i love him and i cannot WAIT to write more of him and y/n…idk if you’ve heard that one tik tok sound that’s like “you belong with me” from taylor swift and then it transitions into “you belong to me” from house of balloons / glass table girls from the weeknd but that’s literally hollyhock y/n + karasu’s dynamic vs her dynamic with otoya 😭😭😭 like with karasu it’s all sweet innocent besties (they are platonic soulmates coded eventually like they end up loving each other SOO MUCH but not romantically??) vs with otoya she’s literally like “i want you to belong to me” (exact quote from chapter 2: “you wanted this ninja to belong to you”) FHDKSJSJ man atp free otoya 😰🙏🏻 but he matches y/n’s freak so well he probably doesn’t even WANT to be freed

i feel like the people who would buy light novels would buy them no matter what + they probably thought barou would be popular enough to carry it?? who knows…agreed though the stories were all rlly good (well aryu’s was a little goofy but wtvr)

LMAOOO THAT’S WHAT I WAS THINKING people will be like “why are they freaking out over mario kart??” FJSJDJS but ykw if you want to read you have to go through the trials and tribulations of our massive convos 🤩 we are elite though…carrying the bllk fandom with our translations + fics 😋

[heyharoldsboo]

Hey everyone, Im gonna assume mama duckling has been getting some very depressive asks lately. Where is Percy, why is Percy not posting, we need to see Percy?!

I understand all of you so much. He has remained silent and as we have discussed many times why, that was the right choice. But I know probably everyone would like a bigger sign of life and would like for him to go out there and pretend like nothing happened. I too think its time for him to "rip off the bandaid" as we speak and face the music. But the truth is that no matter what we believe, what matters is what he feels.

Let me put it into a list for everyone to see. This boy has : been the victim of an online smear campaign, got called a rapist a pedo and a groomer when we all not know he is not one, got made fun of for his appearance. Nude pictures from when he was a legit child, 13 years old, leaked and were shared online and people made fun of his body... he became a victim of sexual abuse himself, do you all realize how messed up that is? people (in the hundreds probably) send him message to kill myself, how his mother should have aborted him and how he is a waste of space and should die. His entire social media likes and history got microanalyzed, so many things he has said or done got twisted into horrible things. His friends and family got harassed. There were petitions to get him fired. Did I miss something? I missed a lot I'm sure.

It has been 3 months, thats it!!!! Some people need a lifetime of therapy to get over what I just listed. Think about it, how would you feel if it happened to you? Would you be ready to face the world so soon? From experience, he has had it rough mental heath wise, no way around it! But slowly, it gets better. What he needs now is support from his fans, friends and patience. GIVE HIM TIME! wtv time he needs. Please dont loose hope and dont be negative. The wait will be worth it, I am sure of it.

And as for duck mom, please don't flood her asks anymore with negativity. Send in positive messages. Im sure she has her own life, work, family, problems to deal with. She's human like all of us! But she's still here supporting Percy whenever and however she can, probably more than any of us do. So be kind to her please, she has done so much! Stop with the gloomy depressive asks and also the asks about Percy's personal stuff. I think its pretty obvious none of his defenders are in the business of spilling his personal info that they most probably don't even know.

be kind and positive everyone please! This will be over at one point and there are many great days ahead! trust that please!

And thanks Ana for all you do xox

Percy is who is important in this story. How he is feeling and how we can better support him. Not us.

We all miss him like crazy because he CHOSE to share his life with us before.

Let’s celebrate him. Show him the love. It’s what I have been trying to do.

And yeah, I’m not in the business of spilling his info. I have shown this day after day here, that if somehow I have information, it won’t leave my hands. It’s a promise I make to everyone who comes to my inbox messages, to every anon that asks me not to share. And it wouldn’t be different with Percy.

So yeah. Thank you duckling. Truly, thank you for your words.

[alex-turners-world]

Im sorry but louises whole “career” at this point revolves around arctic monkeys. during the car tour she would be incredibly active on instagram (posting on her story) but now the tour is over we haven’t seen her once. she always seemed to post about ameila (matts daughter) and her birthday recently passed and she didn’t even post anything for her birthday, what a thoughtful aunt. sure, she could be just enjoying her time not being so busy with travelling but you’d think she would post more when she isn’t so busy. i guess thats not the case for louise! she also could be avoiding social media because of all the recent hate she has been getting, her responses to said hate made her a lot more controversial than she was before. she seemed to love responding and acknowledging the hate she was getting, yet she would never reply to comments that were complimenting her. i am just confused on where she has been. back to the career part. she talks about how she is a music artist (or wtv she is) but never ever posts about it, other than that piano photo maybe, which i don’t doubt she plays, since there are older videos of her playing instruments. her instagram bio says “Musician/Band” but her posts do not show that she is a musician/band. she is trying to achieve that groupie rockstar girlfriend lifestyle by only posting on her stories stuff that revolves around arctic monkeys.

Well, of course, she's all silent now. What's there to post when you have a boring life without your famous boyfriend? The tour is over, so there's nothing to brag about anymore. She's probably in Paris all alone now, otherwise she would have definitely posted something if she was with Alex.

About being the best aunt. Uhh she's not, Amanda just likes to exaggerate.

And yeah she's not a musician. Her first and only album is a flop, she does nothing to promote her music, she just posts her green piano now and then, which I ,personally, doubt that she plays it. She can't find a label, which is not that hard when you have a famous musician boyfriend who could help you with that. She also now has many "friends" from the industry who could help her with that too. But I guess real musicians see that she has no talent and ambitions.

Oh and her Instagram screams "groupie", not even a rockstar girlfriend. She even deleted things that could somehow tell you that she's a "musician".

But I'm enjoying the silence by the way. There's only so much cringe and stupidity one can handle.

[littlekittenfairychubbybunny]

Princess of Hawkins, ST x gyaru!Reader

honestly idek what im doing, its unfinsihed but i spent too much time on it to toss it away, give me compliments or something so i can continue. this is just one FAT big insert like literally this girl is revolving sround me, she’ll go by y/n and will be written with no specific skin color, but she will have blonde hair and will be really short (im sorry my precious tall girls, ilysm but i cant) as well as there will be usage of tagalog (filipino language) but oh well, theres going to be translations at the bottom, im not gonna make this character a mary sue but i will make her a lover girl and most characters if not all will love her platonic and or romantic so it wont be just billy that wants her. some ideas are just random bc i wanna write her to be just like me, i age regress, and stuff so that will be incorporated or wtv

It was 2 am when we got to the new house. My dad unlocked it and me, my step mom and step sister head inside. We looked around a bit and it wasn't the best, but it wasn’t the worst. Although the neighborhood doesn’t seem as homely as my old one, I’ll get used to it at some point. Not like I have a choice anyways. My dad walks into the house and sets down most of our carry-on bags and suitcases. He sighs contently and looks at our house proudly,

“Looks nice! Right Nak?” He says with a proud smile 

I grab my backpack that I brought in, looking for my slippers, I find them and take off my shoes to put on my inside slippers. I get back up and smile. I look around the empty voids of rooms and space “Yeah, It is. So much space too! Definitely an upgrade from our apartment!” I say with a smile, running around what will be our living room. I look around some more, looking at the kitchen and the bathroom. My dad leaves to bring in more of our belongings as I grab my things and head upstairs. Unsure of what room will be mine, I set my things down in the hallway and look around. There were 3 rooms. A master, a normal and, what the previous owner had said, an office. I go back out to the hallway and grab my things, putting them down in the room that was adjacent to the bathroom. I look around the room once more, envisioning where my bed and other furnishings will go. 

I squeal excitedly as I look out the window to the uhaul truck pulling into my street. I hurriedly went downstairs almost tripping and falling but catching myself at the last moment. I kick off my inside slippers and slip back on my outside shoes, bouncing excitedly anticipating the truck, I run around my dad in circles. He tells me to calm down as the truck pulls up and the guy hops out. He waves to me and my dad, as another man comes out, who also waves. My dad greets them and they start talking while they open the truck. I look at the truck with stars in my eyes and squeal as it fully opens. I see the boxes that were labeled with my name and shake my dad to get them for me. He pushes me off and tells me to wait with an eye roll. I pout and wait IMpatiently if I do say so myself, as they bring out boxes one by one or two by two I see that mine are now being brought out. I jump up and grab one that was light enough for me to carry, I bring it upstairs to my now claimed room and set it down in the corner where all my boxes will go for now. 

I go back down to grab the rest but leave the heavier ones for the workers and dad. I wait for them to bring the boxes inside and as they do they start asking where each of them go. My dad tells them where and while this continues I wait upstairs in my room. I lay down on the floor and whip out my phone, opening instagram and posting my new room on my story. 

(the room size is a bit bigger and the wallpaper is different, floral type) I smile and sigh contently as I hear my dad yell out my name. (ik instagram doesn’t have the black bar thingy for stories but shh I wish it did) 

“Y/N come down and take a picture!” I huff and sit up, feeling a little dizzy afterwards, I get up, now feeling even more dizzy, I stumble out of my room and down the stairs. I see my step mom and step sister huddling in the living room arranging the boxes. My dad calls me over and tells me to take a picture of him and them. I agree and take his camera, they pose and I give him back his camera. After a quick look he puts his camera down and says “I’ll get the guys to bring your furniture up okay?” I nod and go up, I hear my dad and them talk as they start going up the stairs. My dad yells out my name asking me where I was.

“I’m in here!” I yell out. The moving guys come in and bring my bed and I tell them where to set it down, adjacent to the window, so if I wanna get up and look out the window I can. I clap happily and it hits 7 am as dad tells me to get out the house and take my sister over to Hawkins high and middle school. I sigh and agree as I head downstairs to retrieve her, I grab my keys, our documents, my bag and head out. I pull out the map dad handed me and look for Hawkins High and Middle School to find directions and start heading our way there. 

this is what ur wearing btw bc i said so with a backpack that matches the fit

After 20 long minutes me and my sister finally got to the parking lot and we headed inside of the school. I look around the school confused and we start aimlessly walking around. It hits 8 when the students start coming in one by one, and that’s when I panic. First of all I’m not dressed crazy, but I’m dressed not typically normal, but whatevs! In my pink princess dress and crown I rule. I see this guy with the beautiful hair I’ve seen on a man, it was swooped in all the right angles and it was angelic. I wanna walk up to him, maybe talk him up a bit, but looking at the people around him doing that would make me a joke. 

So I keep my distance and as they pass by me they give me a nasty side look, I stare back with a glare and until they pass, I keep staring. I sighed until some other girl walked in. She had brown curly hair and doe eyes that I could get lost in. She looked sweet, like a chocolate milkshake. She stops at her locker and, pushing away my social anxiety, I walk up to her. 

“Excuse me?” I say wearily, tapping on her shoulder, she turns to look at me with a kind smile

“Hi!” She says with a smile, I smile back and reply 

“Hi, sorry, I’m new here and I’m looking to get enrolled. I have no idea where to go.” I say sheepishly

“No worries! I’ll show you to the office!” She says, closes her locker and takes me to the office. I call out to my sister and she trails behind us. We get to the office and I start talking to them, getting enrolled blah blah blah. She leaves because class is starting and as I’m left alone there with my sister I feel a bit awkward. I start pestering her to ease the tension in the office and as she is swatting me away the lady at the desk calls me over. 

“Alright Y/N and Candace, here are your schedules and the middle school is over that way” She says pointing to the right. I nod and thank her, dragging my sister along with me to leave the high school to get to the middle school. I put our documents in my bag, making sure they are safely tucked away in order to not get ruined. Once we get outside I start heading to the middle school and as we reach the front, she stops me. 

“Do NOT go in with me Ate!” She says angrily, I roll my eyes with her and ask her why. She huffs and says that “I’ll embarrass her” So I sigh and pass her her schedule. She takes it and leaves but not without giving me a hug and an

“I love you” I smile and pat her head, I hug her back and say

“I love you too smelly, at the end of the day I’ll wait for you so we can walk back okay?” I look down at her and she nods, she runs inside and waves at me while I wave back. I wonder how she’s gonna fend for herself in there. Just a couple of months ago we were in the same school and I was showing her where to go. I feel bad ripping her from her friend group just because I graduated, but I have a feeling she’ll like it here. 

I make my way back to the high school as I look at my schedule and psigh. I don’t know how I’m gonna survive since my old school was all I knew, but oh well. New beginnings I guess. I head inside and look for first period, math, the subject I was best in. Took me 10 minutes to look for the room and as I walked in, the lesson had already begun. I stood there, sweat dripping down my face as the teacher snapped his neck to look at me. 

“So, you must be the new student, everyone greet Y/N!” He says with a smile, I look to the class and suddenly I regret wearing this outfit. I see some people giggling, whispering to each other, as if I wasn’t there. He tells me to sit in the middle, right next to some guy who I saw that had the perfect hair. I sit down and he eyes me. The lesson resumes and as I’m spacing out, I feel something hit me and I look and see him. His eyes point down and I see a tiny paper ball, I grab it and open it to read. 

“Welcome to Hawkins sweetheart” it read, I looked at him putting on my doe eyes, the name sweetheart makes me swoon, but I know I shouldn’t be so open. I write back “Hi :3” and pass it back to him. The teacher looks at us so we stop passing notes. Class ends and as I get up and grab my things he grabs my arm. I look up at him with a pouty look and he lets go. 

“Sorry Y/N, I just wanted to say that you looked cute” he says with a light blush, I thank him and smile 

“Obviously you know my name, so what’s yours?” I ask

“Steve, Steve Harrington” He says smiling, I look at the clock on the wall and notice that second period is starting