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Okay guys new challenge: stop thinking about ‘4d this, 3d that’ n just be

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My pizza was sooo good fr

Got it Saturday night and forgot to post

GROUP MANIFESTION

everyone that likes this post will receive pizza min 3 days

For anyone who haven't gotten results close your eyes and imagine yourself receiving pizza imagine the taste and the smell of it the heat of the pizza box imagine it in your head and hold that visualization repeat it over and over if you have to while in this visualization you affirm in your head or out loud "I'm grateful for my pizza","I literally just got pizza" "why is my pizza so good"

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It really is that damn phone (a rant)

(written nov 18th, 2024)

I was in my bed-rotting, depressed, don’t know what to do with my life nor do I care era up until this morning. And I’m starting to think it’s the people around me bc as soon as I’m not at work, I’m suddenly the most productive person ever.

I’ve been on a mission to become that dream version of myself (which for me requires some physical effort on my part) and shifting and I realized- wait the diff between the dream ver of myself and my dr self only have like slight physical differences. But overall, same mindset, same boundaries, standards & morals. Same person on the inside.

So I thought why make a big deal out of this stuff? Why make a big deal out of being in your dr physically. Stay with me now. Like I try to think of things to do and how to behave and react to stay aligned with my desired self which.. I think I try too hard and it ultimately burns me out. So then I have no discipline to continue- just little sparks of motivation every once in a while.

I’ve realized I feel most at peace when I let things flow without trying too hard. Like when I journal or have inner monologues, sometimes I think—why not shift my awareness to my DR? And suddenly, it feels so natural. Lately, I’ve been focusing on just moving my awareness there instead of worrying about proof or the physical. It’s really just about letting myself tune in, no overthinking needed. Of course, this can still be tricky sometimes (I get sidetracked a lot), but that’s exactly why I started this blog—to explore and share the process as I go.

Anyways, back to the title. It’s that damn phone. THIS IS WHY I SAY GET HOBBIES. I came off Tumblr—I’m not on it as much as I used to be. I queue up my posts when I find something I want to share, then I just focus on me. That’s why I love meditation. Because meditation can be anything. What I just said about inner monologues? You don’t even have to call that meditation—I don’t, most of the time. It’s just about shifting your awareness, and that can happen in a moment. No need for a long process. Just a shift in focus, and suddenly, you’re right where you want to be. I only recently started to grasp that actually.

My last shifting attempt. I’m gonna put the video for what I did and I felt soo close to my dr (the one I had back then) and like it just in reach of my fingertips until it wasn’t. I panicked I freaked out, I lost all hope and inspiration and I had no discipline because I thought “oh shit what do I gotta do now? Do I have to do something now? How do I do this more? How do I get this feeling more? Like what.. what to do… um shit..” and I never got close to that dr ever again. And I hate methods so.. imagine how shocked I felt.

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And then I never tried again, yk why? We get comfortable, we get distracted by the 3D and suddenly we’re forgetting we have desires and we wanna shift to different places

I used to hate reblogging a lot of LOA posts at a time because this community is just things we already know repeated over and over and over again. I also thought to myself.. hm.. what could I post (loa-related) on this blog? And I couldn’t come up with shit. Because it’s nothing new. Law of assumption is nothing new. It’s just recycled shit over and over put in different, pretty words so more people would understand it properly but I think we understand and we’re just not applying. But yet here I am making this post: saying what we know already (and I probably will keep doing that bc it’s how I remind myself)

yeah.

All of this to say what we’ve all heard a million times before: you don’t wanna be thinking too hard about your desire and then end up being consumed by negative thoughts of not having your desire. The more time you spend scrolling and reading about loa and shifting, the most pressure you put on yourself and you miss the one thing you have to do: change your assumption/move your awareness. If you come to the point that you’re spiraling, STOP. Take a breath. Remind yourself that everything is going to be great. Do something else.

(posting this bc i plan to actually take a break from tumblr and finally listen to myself. if you see posts, its bc they're queued. hopefully i actually take the break this time. ps i think im starting to move away from looking at shifting solely from a loa standpoint)

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Saweetie

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"what, like it's hard?"

productive youtubers that help keep me inspired !

- rebecca jay (motivation, habits, tips & mental health. my absolute fav.)

- breanna quan (stdy vlgs, productive days, study with me n one of my person favs)

- ava jules (productive days)

- phedra dee (uni diaries, study vlogs)

- alessya farrugia (reset days, tips, motivation)

- Lily릴리 (the titles of her vids alone make me wanna gtfu)

- lullablocks (study with __, comfy music, ambience)

- amiyah zhanee' (productive days)

- m a p l e (study vlogs, study with me, comfy music)

- yours truly, chloe (study vlogs, uni diaries)

- cosmic resort (ambience)

- caitlin lam (study with me, work with me, college diaries)

- moriah kaelyn (productive days, routines)

- studycore (study w elle woods & rory glimore)

- serena (uni diaries, study tips, motivation, productive days. for some reason tumblr wont let me like her acc & another one of my favs)

- via li (mental health & motivation. for some reason tumblr wont let me like her acc)

and there was this one girl, she would study with the pomodoro method i think and then she'd go outside and stretch and take the camera w her and istg that was the best ever for younger me. BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER HER CHANNEL NAMEEE

other:

9 study tips I would’ve K*LLED to know (no more gatekeeping!) ✏️

Rory Gilmore being my academic inspiration

study like ELLE WOODS - be a bad bitch like ELLE WOODS inspo

Study with Rory Gilmore 📒 Gilmore Girls 🏡 | POMODORO 50/10 | Rain

Study motivation from Elle Woods | Legally Blonde

i have these channels videos in bg when im working or studying and its such a help honestly. i also watch when im eating kinda like subliminally. ive said this b4 but the more you surround yourself with what you aspire to be even in social media- esp in social media when you use it a lot, it kinda works subliminally. i catch myself being sm more productive than i used to be, and i love that 4 me. don't forget to rest bc that's vv important.

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That was the plan when I had a jjk dr, yes

I panic when a non-shifter asks me, a perma-shifter what I planned to do with my future. Like wtf am I supposed to say? "Um literally shift to jujutsu Kaisen and homie hop?"

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how to shift ⋆·˚ ༘ *🔭

(i wrote this in someone's ask box so.. yuh)

If you're looking at it from an loa standpoint (the only one I use honestly), to keep it straightforward, you got two choices: decide you have shifted or decide you will shift. Assume you have shifted even if you see no proof of this. You are the proof—your mind n everything. So there's the 4D—it's like that place in your mind full of your beliefs and assumptions. then there's the 3D- the physical, everything you can see, touch, hear, whatever your 5 senses pick up on.

Your 3D is a reflection of your 4D. so if you keep telling yourself you can't shift, it becomes an assumption, a belief, a decision - your 4D. thus reflected in your 3D. so the question is why entertain that idea? why not tell yourself you can shift? why not tell yourself you will shift? why not decide you're already in your dr? even if you don't believe it. bc it will be reflected either way. why not have what you want be reflected rather than what you don't want?

you can actually be in your dr by simply deciding you already are. like why let anything but you decide if you've shifted when it's all up to you anyway.

"place your attention on what you wish to experience"

im ngl ive been looking for this explanation for myself as well bc sometimes i forget. so yeah. hope this helps :)

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when you really, really wanna shift˚ · .˚ ༘🦋⋆｡˚

there's no such thing as a waiting period, you either are or you are not.

with that in mind,,,

close your eyes. breathe. in and out.

i say "breathe in positivity, out negativity" for/as placebo (can't remember where i learned it from)

focus on your breathing and say "i have shifted"

as many times as you need

focus on those words and forget about everything thing bc you shifted.

and then you have free rein to live out any scenarios you may have, see your loved ones' faces & hear their voices in your 4d aka your imagination

you are the decider.

you either are or you're not.

have you shifted or not?

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i don't like tan line.. but i agree

Why do I truly believe Tamlin would not have hidden the pregnancy risk from Feyre just because Tamlin has always, always, put HER own safety first?

Feyre’s life (dooming his people) >>> saving Prythian from Amarantha

Feyre’s life (choosing to lock her up well aware that it would probably make her hate him)>>> letting her come with him to a dangerous trap to please her

Feyre��s life (making a deal with the most despicable being in the world just to save her from the clasps of a daemati psychopath) >>> letting her stay with Rhysand and do nothing.

Feyre (blowing his cover and risking his life) >>> saving his double spy cover in the Hybern camp

This man has a track record of putting her safety first, ALWAYS.

He would have told her. He would have told her because he would have tried to convince her to risk the baby’s life but save hers. I don’t have proof obviously, just a hunch. Call it a headcanon if you will.

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things i've manifested

- moola

- a successful blog (then i deleted it cuz i thought i said all that i wanted to say until i realized i didn't)

- friendships

- s/p's to like me (and as soon as they expressed it i didn't ant them anymore.. yay.. emotional avoidance)

- books i really wanted

- shopping spree

- trips overseas

- moots

- angel numbers

- juicy couture bag

- my melody mug

- converse

- body care items

- hair care items

- passing my regulations test

- clearer skin

- thicker hair

- change in hair texture (looser curls)

- practising in a the car i want

- food multiple times including this

- lucid dreaming/shifting (it was a weird one tho like i can't tell if i shifted or lucid dreamt.. and it happened a while ago n im lowkey still disturbed BC I LITERALLY CAN'T TELL & I CAN'T REMEMBER MUCH EITHER and it wasn't some place i wanted to go.. it like.. here.. so maybe it was lucid dreaming... yep lets call it that.)

what's 'tricky' is that when these things appeared physically, i forgot i was consciously manifesting them. i only thought back and realized and then they happened in such a 'logical' way that i was like "...OH SHIT."

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One day I’ll wake up, and I’ll be exactly where I wanna be

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Halle Bailey

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i never got that bc why would i continue to do it if its never gonna be enough

Toxic Productivity and Academic Validation

Oh, studyblr, we love to romantize study and academic validation but are these actually good for our mental health and long-term academic goals?

Have perfect grades. Study a little a more. Work yourself to the ground. Only accept the best grade. Study until you cant anymore and then push to study more. Do it until it's perfect and then again because it will never be perfect. Study. Study tired. Study non stop. Dont stop study. Be productive. Everything has to be productive.

THIS IS BULLSHIT

Academic validation is one of the fundations of the study community. It has to go. At first, it sounds nice, it's motivation. Until you get a bad grade, then you are crying in the restroom stall and hating yourself. Until you dont understand a topic and want to bang your head to the wall because "i need to pass that test". Until studying is something to fear. Until your brain shut downs because it associates study with negative feelings.

Aim for good grades, study for good grades, but dont attach your self-worth to them. You arent dumb if you fail and bad grade isnt the end of the world.

"Study till [..] and then study a little more because it is never enough" REST for the the love of god. A tired brain doesnt learn, it just feels like shit. Health comes first and even if you wont listen and still decide to put study first, just keep in mind that being sick or feeling bad reduces the quality of your study and makes it harder to learn. Take care of yourself to make study easier and better.

Study for long period of times, but do it right. Stop when you need it.

All the toxic productivity, the pushing when your body tells you to stop isnt okay. Yes, we need to get rid of procrastination but taking breaks is a completely different thing but some are treating it as the same. Dont let a random tumblr post make you feel guilty for taking a much needed rest. Working yourself to the ground wont help you study any better, it will just lead to burnout, stress, mental health declive and bad grades when all those practices catch up. Taking a break is productive, and even if it wasnt, you dont need to be productive 24/7

And before anyone goes "dont encourage people with procrastination problems to countine that way" this post isnt about that. This is about not letting toxic productivity ruin your mental (and physcal) health.

We are in studyblr because we want to learn, not to ruin our health and well-being for the sake of a grade. There needs to be a balance with study and self-care.

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My problem was seeing shifting as a process

It’s not.

“I gotta affirm during the day, or think as if during the day.”

I don’t have to do any of that stuff.

Ever.

Sometimes I choose to but only because I literally forget I don’t have to.