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My pizza was sooo good fr

Got it Saturday night and forgot to post

GROUP MANIFESTION

everyone that likes this post will receive pizza min 3 days

For anyone who haven't gotten results close your eyes and imagine yourself receiving pizza imagine the taste and the smell of it the heat of the pizza box imagine it in your head and hold that visualization repeat it over and over if you have to while in this visualization you affirm in your head or out loud "I'm grateful for my pizza","I literally just got pizza" "why is my pizza so good"

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"what, like it's hard?"

productive youtubers that help keep me inspired !

- rebecca jay (motivation, habits, tips & mental health. my absolute fav.)

- breanna quan (stdy vlgs, productive days, study with me n one of my person favs)

- ava jules (productive days)

- phedra dee (uni diaries, study vlogs)

- alessya farrugia (reset days, tips, motivation)

- Lily릴리 (the titles of her vids alone make me wanna gtfu)

- lullablocks (study with __, comfy music, ambience)

- amiyah zhanee' (productive days)

- m a p l e (study vlogs, study with me, comfy music)

- yours truly, chloe (study vlogs, uni diaries)

- cosmic resort (ambience)

- caitlin lam (study with me, work with me, college diaries)

- moriah kaelyn (productive days, routines)

- studycore (study w elle woods & rory glimore)

- serena (uni diaries, study tips, motivation, productive days. for some reason tumblr wont let me like her acc & another one of my favs)

- via li (mental health & motivation. for some reason tumblr wont let me like her acc)

and there was this one girl, she would study with the pomodoro method i think and then she'd go outside and stretch and take the camera w her and istg that was the best ever for younger me. BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER HER CHANNEL NAMEEE

other:

9 study tips I would’ve K*LLED to know (no more gatekeeping!) ✏️

Rory Gilmore being my academic inspiration

study like ELLE WOODS - be a bad bitch like ELLE WOODS inspo

Study with Rory Gilmore 📒 Gilmore Girls 🏡 | POMODORO 50/10 | Rain

Study motivation from Elle Woods | Legally Blonde

i have these channels videos in bg when im working or studying and its such a help honestly. i also watch when im eating kinda like subliminally. ive said this b4 but the more you surround yourself with what you aspire to be even in social media- esp in social media when you use it a lot, it kinda works subliminally. i catch myself being sm more productive than i used to be, and i love that 4 me. don't forget to rest bc that's vv important.

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things i've manifested

- moola

- a successful blog (then i deleted it cuz i thought i said all that i wanted to say until i realized i didn't)

- friendships

- s/p's to like me (and as soon as they expressed it i didn't ant them anymore.. yay.. emotional avoidance)

- books i really wanted

- shopping spree

- trips overseas

- moots

- angel numbers

- juicy couture bag

- my melody mug

- converse

- body care items

- hair care items

- passing my regulations test

- clearer skin

- practising in a the car i want

- food multiple times including this

- lucid dreaming/shifting (it was a weird one tho like i can't tell if i shifted or lucid dreamt.. and it happened a while ago n im lowkey still disturbed BC I LITERALLY CAN'T TELL & I CAN'T REMEMBER MUCH EITHER and it wasn't some place i wanted to go.. it like.. here.. so maybe it was lucid dreaming... yep lets call it that.)

what's 'tricky' is that when these things appeared physically, i forgot i was consciously manifesting them. i only thought back and realized and then they happened in such a 'logical' way that i was like "...OH SHIT."

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i don't like tan line.. but i agree

Why do I truly believe Tamlin would not have hidden the pregnancy risk from Feyre just because Tamlin has always, always, put HER own safety first?

Feyre’s life (dooming his people) >>> saving Prythian from Amarantha

Feyre’s life (choosing to lock her up well aware that it would probably make her hate him)>>> letting her come with him to a dangerous trap to please her

Feyre’s life (making a deal with the most despicable being in the world just to save her from the clasps of a daemati psychopath) >>> letting her stay with Rhysand and do nothing.

Feyre (blowing his cover and risking his life) >>> saving his double spy cover in the Hybern camp

This man has a track record of putting her safety first, ALWAYS.

He would have told her. He would have told her because he would have tried to convince her to risk the baby’s life but save hers. I don’t have proof obviously, just a hunch. Call it a headcanon if you will.

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One day I’ll wake up, and I’ll be exactly where I wanna be

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my reminder to myself that manifesting isn't just about seeing the physical world around me change but more importantly, accepting that my reality has already changed and living by that. i have the freedom to do whatever i want whenever i want internally. when, where, and how it shows isn't any of my business. the physical isn't my business bc i don't control that. i control me. my internal. my imagination. my beliefs. and it reflects, that's just life. and THAT is how manifestation is instant.

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i never got that bc why would i continue to do it if its never gonna be enough

Toxic Productivity and Academic Validation

Oh, studyblr, we love to romantize study and academic validation but are these actually good for our mental health and long-term academic goals?

Have perfect grades. Study a little a more. Work yourself to the ground. Only accept the best grade. Study until you cant anymore and then push to study more. Do it until it's perfect and then again because it will never be perfect. Study. Study tired. Study non stop. Dont stop study. Be productive. Everything has to be productive.

THIS IS BULLSHIT

Academic validation is one of the fundations of the study community. It has to go. At first, it sounds nice, it's motivation. Until you get a bad grade, then you are crying in the restroom stall and hating yourself. Until you dont understand a topic and want to bang your head to the wall because "i need to pass that test". Until studying is something to fear. Until your brain shut downs because it associates study with negative feelings.

Aim for good grades, study for good grades, but dont attach your self-worth to them. You arent dumb if you fail and bad grade isnt the end of the world.

"Study till [..] and then study a little more because it is never enough" REST for the the love of god. A tired brain doesnt learn, it just feels like shit. Health comes first and even if you wont listen and still decide to put study first, just keep in mind that being sick or feeling bad reduces the quality of your study and makes it harder to learn. Take care of yourself to make study easier and better.

Study for long period of times, but do it right. Stop when you need it.

All the toxic productivity, the pushing when your body tells you to stop isnt okay. Yes, we need to get rid of procrastination but taking breaks is a completely different thing but some are treating it as the same. Dont let a random tumblr post make you feel guilty for taking a much needed rest. Working yourself to the ground wont help you study any better, it will just lead to burnout, stress, mental health declive and bad grades when all those practices catch up. Taking a break is productive, and even if it wasnt, you dont need to be productive 24/7

And before anyone goes "dont encourage people with procrastination problems to countine that way" this post isnt about that. This is about not letting toxic productivity ruin your mental (and physcal) health.

We are in studyblr because we want to learn, not to ruin our health and well-being for the sake of a grade. There needs to be a balance with study and self-care.

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SZA @ Hyde Park June 2024

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i am a doll 🎀

i'm so pretty & perfect. 🎀

i'm more doll than a doll 🎀

yes i'm a spoiled princess, and what about it 🤨 🎀

luv bein a divinely protected goddess 🎀

i'm definitely sweeter than strawberry cheesecake 🎀

my beautiful soul attracts all the right people in my life 🎀

i'm the face of lucky girl syndrome 🎀

i'm the girliest girl ever 🎀

i naturally attract other like-minded, sweet, loving people in my life 🎀

i embody love so naturally, it's not just a set of emotions, it's who i am 🎀

there's no one in the universe like me and i take pride in that. 🎀

slow down by bobby valentino was written about me btw 🎀

i love being my own muse, it's so enchanting 🎀

i'm so intelligent and independent and soft and deserving of the love i want 🎀

my presence is so tantalizing, i can't help but continuously fall in love with myself 🎀

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how i manifest...

to assume means to accept something to be true without question or proof

"what's 'tricky' is that when these things appeared physically, i forgot i was consciously manifesting them. i only thought back and realized and then they happened in such a 'logical' way that i was like "...OH SHIT."

"the world i see, smell, touch, taste around me filled w unwanted circumstances -> the past"

"one thing i realized is to literally just be present. Stressing about whether you’ll be in the future is literally counteractive. Just assume now."

i took all these from my posts.

what i did: decided i had {desire}. assumed i had it whenever i thought of it even if i didn't feel like it bc that's what assuming is. detached from negative thoughts surrounding {desire} & only focused on the assumption of having whenever i thought of {desire}. focused on whatever positive was going on in my life -hobbies, friends, wtv. then the physical manifestation came and as the cherry on top, sometimes i just wanna feel my desire. i wanna experience, i wanna live it. so i do. i meditate and i imagine and imagine and imagine everything i want to.

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