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🍎Apol Thieves🍎
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⬇️Background + various close-ups⬇️
#ah the fruits of my labor ^3^#this took so damn long#mainly the background#i was initially going to do a simple sketch-y type background#and then it turned into a fully colored/kinda shaded thing •_•#oh well#i think it looks pretty nice#im just really tired now and am not looking forward to hearing fireworks#welcome home#welcome home clown illustrations#welcome home puppet show#welcome home character#welcome home oc#welcome home wally#welcome home houi#welcome home howdy#wally darling#houi d tribbles#howdy pillar#<i forgot his name tag smh#artists on tumblr#oc artwork#oc art#background#digital art#digital illustration
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Levi x Accident Prone/Clumsy SO
💫 Accidentally hit myself in the face while opening my backpack and was inspired 😅
You won’t be chopping up any ingredients if Levi can help it: Don’t touch that.” “But I’m trying to helpppp.” “You can help me by staying safe, which means no touching.”
He’ll make sure you’re aware of what’s ahead of you when you’re not paying attention. “Watch out for that. I don’t want you to die.”
When the streets are busy, he’ll take it upon himself to guide you, his arm securely around your waist as he helps you navigate the people traffic.
Your apartment will already be organized because of Levi but he would try his best to organize things in a way that would make it difficult for things to be in your way.
Whenever you get packages, big or small, Levi will place them somewhere that is out of your way but that is also in your line of sight so you know where they are.
Levi’s already hyper vigilant so he’s aware of his surroundings, especially when you’re around. “There’s a step in front of you”, “Pole on your right”, “Move left”.
He’ll notice new bruises before you do. He won’t tell you directly, he’ll massage the skin near the bruise, careful not to hurt you, and ask “Now where did this one come from?”
With how often you get bruises, he’ll suggest iron supplements. If you don’t buy them, he’ll buy them for you, walking up to you and placing them in front of you. “Take them.”
Sometimes you don’t have the common sense to move out the way when Levi’s opening a cabinet or a cupboard. To prevent you from getting hurt, Levi will place one hand over your knee, thigh, or forehead (anticipated spots where you might get hit) and open what he needs to with the other hand.
When you do manage to accidentally bump into something when he’s around, letting out a yelp of surprise and/or pain, Levi can’t help but shake his head and let out a small chuckle. He doesn’t know how you manage to hurt yourself so often. It’s kind of adorable. “C’mere, are you okay?”
He does not let you try to find your way anywhere in the dark. If for some reason, after you both get in bed, you need to get a glass of water or use the bathroom Levi will make sure you have a light source. “Don’t move, let me turn on the light first.”
Again, Levi doesn’t understand how you manage to accidentally hurt yourself so often but he knows he doesn’t need to. What he does know, and do, is he does his best to mitigate it. Of course he can’t protect you from everything, but that doesn’t stop him from trying.
#for the accident prone/clumsy girlies or anyone really#I see you and hear you I am you lol#it’s a struggle#no one asked for this so if no one cares that’s fine 😅#Levi would be like ‘look at my idiot’ but do his best to help#he finds it funny and quite endearing since he’s the opposite#‘theyre a mess but I love them’ he would think#ugh the dream#okay I’m gonna stop now sorryyyy#levi#levi ackerman#levi aot#levi x reader#levi x you#levi ackerman x reader#levi ackerman x you#levi x y/n#levi headcanons#levi hcs
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The knowledge that a giant number of the people who made the b/y Fandom absolutely miserable by never shutting the fuck up about b/j were so fucking smug about getting their "owed" Laura/marisha pc romance only to have to swallow a functionally asexual relationship (and a plot heavy campaign that has allowed for very little of the character magic of c2 and even c1) genuinely makes me smile sometimes. Because there are some who took that very in stride and they're doing fine, they're here and going a little hard on the whole cottagecore thing because for some reason that's what fills any wlw space where sex is missing or downplayed, but that's no real big deal apart from the broader purity culture implications. The ones who think relationships should look a specific way, say, like beau and yasha did... Well those people left and we don't have to hear from them anymore and I think that's just beautiful. It's so peaceful.
#Maybe my meanest Fandom take but I love not hearing from those people ever again#But damn if it wasn't very earned#The shit b/j stans put everyone through#The way they were in every space where b/y was to talk shit about it and how theirs was the one true reading#Bitch Jester treated beau like she did literally everyone else. I have seen the campaign three times. There is nothing from Jester.#Anyway I hope they're all having a terrible time and I'm going to sleep now#Edit: I am in fact an asexual lesbian and I would be more excited about this c3 ship if the characters got meaningful time to grow#But whatever discontentment I might feel from the frame of this campaign pales at how mad it must drive that specific kind of person#I've also seen folks argue that Laudna is less ace and more traumatized and I won't bet against it#But as someone who's also both of those things I don't see a reason for there to be friction between the readings#Also why I said functionally asexual
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this is a test
#i’m bored i just wanna see how many words i can put in the tags like will it just keep going on forever or will they stop me like i know th#the tag limit is 30 ok so the iindividual tag limit is 140 characters that’s actually so rude i wanted to keep going forever and see how lo#g this could be but i guess we can do this 30 times ok what the flip should i talk about hm i was playing the guitar today but i rage quit#ause the song was hard and hurting my fingers! ermmmmm it was sunny ok this is boring let’s think of more exciting things to type hmmm acco#ding to all known laws of aviation- jk i’m not doing the bee movie script but can you imagine i think that would be funny hmmmmm words i lo#e podcasts so bad that’s a fact no one has ever know before my blog definitely isn’t all about audio dramas the people are definitely not a#ready aware of this jesus christ this is only the seventh one of these this is actually quite a lot of space i underestimated how much i ha#e to type btw there’s probably spelling mistakes in here somewhere or autocorrect has been annoying but i cba to retype anything so i don’t#care lolllllllllllll how do you feel about oscar malevolent i feel a normal amount actually (lie) yk what i really miss sam and colin alrea#y like i’m actually not okay i really hope we hear from sam again in s2 and also colin ngl i hope ur in the computers soz or not dead miss#im like a bastard my paranoid it king ok erm im running out of things to say um heartstopper s3 was crazy good i cried lmao i love gay peop#e so much it’s crazy i hope it gets renewed for s4 i need to reread the comics lowkey and the books they’re all so talented for being so yo#ng it scares me ngl !!!!!! the tmagp hiatus is getting to me slightly like february in reality is soon and not that far away for how podcas#ts go but seriously how am i supposed to live until then without knowing what happened. please colin be alive. ive only just realised i can#use fills stops. sorry that’s made everything a bit messy. i should’ve been doing this before. whoops. anyways. hi mutuals i love you all s#much i hope you enjoy my rambles and shitposts cause i enjoy yours very much! never think you’re being annoying i literally don’t care be a#annoying as you want posts as much as you want i am ur biggest fan <3 im getting a bit fatigued from typing like my mind is blank basically#now it’s just turned into a. stream of consciousness but i don’t really have any thoughts to put here idk if we’re halfway ermmmm omg it’s#lmost halloween how crazy is that time is flying by i kinda forgot it was october lmao. it’s wild how it’s basically almost christmas. like#what. that’s illegal. how is it wintertime again. what the flip. i miss summer already take me backkkkkkk. i hope my phone doesn’t crash or#smth cause i’ve not saved this as a draft and i cba to do any of this again. maybe i should save it. ok i will when i reach the next tag bc#ok it stopped me but i’ve saved it and holy jesus it’s a lot of text im just sat here giggling there’s really no point to any of this other#than me being bored sooooooooooooooooo (imagine if i just did the letter o for every character wouldn’t that be crazy) so wait there’s 140#haracters and 30 tags so what’s 30 x 140. someone hurry. i haven’t done maths lessons in two and a half years i’ve forgotten everything wai#let me get the calculator app ok im back it said 4100 characters so. i dont know how many words that roughly is but its. a decent amount. o#what the flip why am i wasting tag space with maths. i hate maths. my screen time has been actually soooooooooo bad recently like damn some#one put my phone in a block of ice please joshua gillespie style. my mind is running out of things to say. do i talk about myself. im james#im 18 which is weird cause wdym im an adult go away. ive run out of facts. i love podcasts and procedural dramas that stupid firefighter sh#w is my life unfortunately. i think chappell roan should be the queen of england instead of king charles. i dont like having a king cause#ho needs men in power not me. ok um this is the last tag equal rights for all. yolo. the time will pass anyways! thank u boredom ok bye gn:
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here’s to hoping that hw manages to correct their typo in noontea’s post-chorus bg lyrics in time for the full release—
#***not really a spoiler bc you can hear the lyrics in question in the crossfade itself#…though. i guess if it’s not a typo. um. it still makes sense… in a sense.#like. well. it could be a reason for why they seem to be speedrunning nghy’s story. um.#i really really love nghy but i do think their story’s a little rushed atm?? like slow downnnn let us see nagisa enroll in uni first pls—#ig i’d say that i love the ending but am a little unfulfilled by the journey…? if that makes sense…#man~~~~ *do* i have thoughts about this single lmao. i love seeing nghy canon but~~~~~~~ slow down plssss my aged brain cant catch up~~~~~#long story short: they p much yadda yadda yadda’d away nghy’s romantic development almost as bad as lxl’s falling for each other in meoto#and. aaaaaa. hiyori… wdym you’re only *now* thinking of yourself as a heroine once you got a bf…#said bf of yours has told you that you’ve always been his heroine… take his words to heart plsssssssss#**again; not really a spoiler: it’s right there in the description of the crossfade~~~#i do hope they release a nagisa answer song that covers his tokyo uni admissions + [noontea spoiler] moment and such…#give us more of their love story about the no. 1 most earnest love in the world!!!!!!!#they’re so stupid in love with each other p l s give us more of them auuuauauauauauauauaaaaaaaaaaaa#y e s they’re finally canon but i need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee#pls release the nghy merch hw~~~~~~~ stop forcing her to thirdwheel lxl and let her be happy with her bf~~~~~~~#a n y w a y s ~ ~ ~ let’s all tl herohero and noontea ✨together✨ the more interpretations the ✨merrier✨#(also bc herohero has some really confusing lines so i need confirmation bias lmaoooooo)#ahem. anyway. live laugh love nghy; nghy canon that’s all goodbye~~~~~~~~
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#oh god. just a tiny small rant but like. sometimes i wanna draw things for a particularly cursed fandom#and its like no nonononono no. stop. i literally cannot hear that name without a full body cringe. y tf would#u still wanna draw that stuff??? but like when i was 1st getting into drawing anime it was the 1st fandom i really engaged with outside of#bleach. so i have SO much nostalgia for it. god but its so cursed. and like its silly and thr ways i engaged with it#were fun and silly but like even when i got into hs i had some awareness that hm something feels weird abt the set up of this show... like#the perspective here is kinda fucked. and now as an adult i am so horrified and fascinated by this weird monstrosity of a series. HOLY FUCK.#i bet is still have one of the manga editions at home. oh GOD. i hate it.#here ill say something thatll clue u in on what fandom im talking abt and if u kno u kno (derogatory)#sometimes when im watching the english dubs of other anime. ill hear a voice actor and be like. this voice. this voice is so familiar. why#am i hearing this voice talk with an italian accent? and then i am hit by a wave of revulsion#but then i think of all the terrible fanart i used to draw and im like oh it would b fun to redraw that. but noooo. stop. stop it. i hate u#the curse of nostalgia for a wretched piece of media#unrelated
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what the fuck do you MEAN scott refused to tell steel wool the story of sb while they were actively making the game no wonder it’s a train wreck
#★ * OOC / brainrot for a sushi restaurant. )#HI. WHAT THE FUCK?#I’m like so mad hearing that literally what the hell#no wonder everything has felt so retcon-y and I don’t even mind retcons but the way they’re trying to pretend sb isn’t what it is#no! you have to play in the borders you set now because you fucked up!#listen I’m the first to admit sb is bad I am just soft on it#but it’s fixable. theres good bones on it. theyre just refusing to fix it
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sometimes you need to go back and listen to the music you liked when you were 13 because it's good for you. and no im not talking about like emo nostalgia in this case we have enough posts about that. im talking about dad rock. actually im just talking about barenaked ladies
#idk if i'd call barenaked ladies dad rock per se but every once in a while i'll hear a song and go MAN. I REMEMBER THAT#i had so many oc animatics in my head about this one....#anyway skrunk lore moment but i had a really intense bnl phase for like 8 months in early middle school which explains a lot about 13 y/o me#in a neutral way but like. yeah. anyway go listen to box set for me.#you don't have to listen to anything else even though i still have a great fondness for a lot of it bc it's one of those things where it's#so familiar to me that i don't even know if i think it's good or not. but box set goes hard and i'll stand by that#in the car and hello city and i'll be that girl and spider in my room AND CALL ME CALMLY and blame it on me and alternative girlfriend and#the flag and when i fall and the king of bedside manor and am i the only one.... ohgh#AND YES IT'S BASIC BUT IF I HAD $1000000 IS COZY. IT'S CUTE OK#OH and it's all been done for all your immortal/reincarnation ship needs. well. a certain vibe anyway#and alcohol. and OH MY GOD I FORGOT JANE. AND INTERMITTENTLY and break your heart.... waaaaaaa#man they have way way more albums than i thought they had#i can only really speak for gordon born on a pirate ship and maybe you should drive actually but. i like those#or i Did like them. havent relistened but even looking at the titles is making me giggly like... i forgot some of these#ALSO SHOEBOX IS A FRIENDS SONG?? WHUH?#or maybe it was used in friends? idk. no thoughts on friends but they did music for just the dumbest shit. ignore that for me please#ANYWAY. going to go listen to all of that now bc im having a moment. if you listen to it and don't like it um. don't think less of me lol <3
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guy who feels a reasonable level of excitement about a vocal synth announcement voice: yeah so ive been listening to the virvox anniversary video (where the voice providers sing in-character) on loop for the past few hours imagining in my mind's eye what Kotarou's AI voicebank might sound like
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#god that video is cute. the mixing is a little clunky but who i am to judge. i cant do much better LOL#specifically the pic for akashi.... hes so cute here. and i forgot how nice his vp's singing is#but anyway yeah listening to this year old tiny bit of kotarou's vp singing does make me realize...#you know i was struggling a bit for a second there imagining what an AI singing voicebank for such a character-y voice would sound like#because a lot of AI vocal synths aim for classically pretty and clean voices (especially in sv but also in cevio and such)#BUT now that im thinking about it. hes kind of a boyish equivalent of zundamon's voice in the sense that hes like#high pitched giggly and intentionally a little goofy and mascot-y. so i think i can picture it a bit more now... i am INTRIGUED#i think he'll be a really fun addition to a lot of peoples vocal libraries. he'd work for a lot of goofy and jokey songs i think#and if he's on a software i can use i'll probably put him on some emo shit LOL#because i love hearing cutesy idol-y mascot voices sing emo shit <3#Youtube
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they were crazy for this. btw.
#i am speaking#sorry i rbed tht one poll w my propaganda and now i cant stop thinking about this musical LMAO#it has been upwards of 7 years now and i am STILL thinking about the differences in the way tht denée and phillipa sing this song......#(IN A GOOD WAY. I LOVE ANALYZING THE WAY DIFFERENT ACTORS PLAY CHARAS ITS SO COOL TO ME. I LOVE U FOREVER MS BENTON)#anyways by GOD when the I FEEL LIKE PUTTING MY ARMS AROUND MY KNEES AND SQUEEEZINGG TIGHHTTT AS POSSIBLE#AND FLYYYYYING AWAY!!!!!#14 y/o me comes back w a vengeance everytime i hear smth from this musical LMAO#Spotify
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CHICA SOBRESALTO AT BENIDORM FEST WE MOVE
#benidorm fest#benifest#benidorm fest 2025#benifest 2025#now that i don't care about esc anymore (free palestine) i am more keen than ever on making benifest our own sanremo#we need it#anyways. i barely know anyone here#apart from my girl maialen i know kingdom and of course the ones everyone knows: melody and sonia y selena#extremely wild that those are the two 'celebrity' participants cause they both have songs that defined my early childhood#and i'm not even kidding#yo quiero bailar by sonia y selena is literally the first song i ever remember hearing. ever. in my life#it's the most nostalgic-inducing song for me#and i also remember dancing to el baile del gorila by melody as a little kid#vividly! and seeing her on tv and learning the dance !!!!!#so it's so wild that it's specifically them on benifest 2025#i've actually listened to some of melody's newer stuff sometime in the past and it's not bad sooo#anyways. not knowing people doesn't mean they'll be bad. we need to hear the songs first!!!!#but i can assure you one thing is 100% sure: chica sobresalto will deliver#and she will end in the top 3#that's just a fact
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non paralive moots im begging yuo listen to my wife singing
#i was behind the camera nd i never blinked once lookinf at him i will jeffthge killer style burnoff my eyelids so th better i can lookathimw#i need to put My oil in his pores#i woudl fry my food w his face oil i'll let him feed me cockroaches and set me on fire like the one vid of the guy w the cockroach as long#s i get to set him on fire back i hope they project this on time square toe curlinf music tha t makes me gag if i was a vampire and he was#n his period. strawberry jam im in the background of all the shots just watching him itmust be crazy goinf from ibuki imperialism#sitch to kenta character focus all rise for the anthem of every country ever united under one stupid greenfHIS EXTRA VERSE IS PLAYOING OAOO#kenta shimeji that deletes all my shit and only plays his songs#gonna recite thi slike a mantra to myself rock myself back and forth in a corner if i get out of a parakive concert itll look like attempte#murder but i did it all myself in will be the guardian angel to everyone who worked on this everything after gokuluck is opposite of peak#poo. opposite of peak is poodoodoo. imagine having to ppost yer music after peakuluck kenta solved all my problems ever I LOVE WHEN YOU#CAN HEAR KENTAS SNARKY SMILE his little Alrights and okays and buu!If the sneezing when someones talking ab you myth was true#he would be sneezy bc of me HANDSOME HIII HANDSOME how am i gonna talk to non paralive moots what do i even say Hello! How ar e you!#i cant do that anymore im the surprise man from freak month are you sure its alright are you sure UUGUHHHH THE LITTLE wikaioaiugh at beginn#ng i love music thanks for inventing music guys thanks for inventing handsome Lockjaw Parvo Tetnis Botfly kenta tetnis eerm i thought yousa#tetris ☝️‼️‼️‼️ EVERYONE SHUT UP HES SPEAKING. LISTEN LISTENthe world will be like that one scen e in the one movie where they all stop tal#EXTRA VERSE CUTIEBEAR I LOV E YOU YOU SOUND SO PRETTYYY WE FINALLY GOT PRETTY SOUNDING KENTA AWROOO BOW WOW !!!!!! ing when he heads upstai#and just look at him when claudio went how cute how fun how SWEET and also when claudio went i spit in it my saliva is now inside all of th#se peoples bodies thats me when kenta leaves his energy drinks unattended but dw itll add extra fizz Hi ryog A the only way to describe how#i feel about kenta is like claudio gregory shawn mendes you cast a Spell on me Spell on me! STILL ALIVE okau HES SO CUUUTE kenta i will hel#you dispose of every other groups bodies okau man i gotta draw salkenta after this day 1 of scarface I already feel my beast form taking p#HIIIIE KENTA RIDE ON RIDE ON INDEED WAUAUUAA WAUUAUAUUAUA WAUAUAUAUAU kachi toru made lets be like UTV and the archiver babydoll my face is#n fire and SOOOO ARE YOUUUU KENTA COVER OF EVERYTHING FOR APRIL FOOLS CROSSING MY FINGERSS NO POINT IN ACTIN LIKE I DONT LIKE HIM I FOOOOLD#IM YOURS cozmez long forgotten they can be locked in the dome forever for all i care salkenta time im going to sweep kenta off his feet pri#cess style MY PRINCESS YOU DID SO WELL I'LL REWARD YUOUUU youre right youre a musical genius my god my savior my everything you are light y#u are like a fallen angel to me im gonna go kiss him sloppy now and listen to His Own music and draw him GOD WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IM A GOKULU#K GIRL thank you for reading so far i really love kenta and he straight up changed my life i got rid of my ocd opened tabs so i could#watch the stream and i started drawing after 3 years and got back into music and made friends bc of him genuinely i love this guy so much#and no amount of content creation or words could ever convey it but i'll do s o either way i love this community i love my friends i lvoe m#paralive friends i love kenta. i lov ekneta i love kenta
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The lil corner of the Good Omens fandom that I generally see is getting more and more into publicly declaring that That Theory I Dislike Is Bad And People Who Ascribe To It Should Feel Bad, and I don't know if it's really new, or if I was just lucky enough to generally be missed with that shit the last four years.
Different people's brains work differently, which means they will notice things, form interpretations, maybe come to extremely firm conclusions, all different from each others'. Different from mine, different from yours.
I get that some people think that they have the brain which produces the Objectively Superior theories (and/or which can easily determine which other people's theories are the Objectively Inferior ones). I just really missed the memo where Your Interpretation Is Not My Interpretation (And That's Okay) was dragged out back and fucking shot.
Anyway this blog is an "I may not agree with your theory but you may trust that I won't publicly heap scorn upon the very idea of having it" zone if anyone was wondering.
#negativity#discourse type stuff#apparently i can't turn off replies to a specific post? but i am Not Interested in discussing why that kind of behavior is okay actually#also Not Interested in hearing about how i'm overreacting#unless you are prepared to prove that you have personally catalogued everything that I have read/seen/etc on this topic#this is not about any one specific post just about the bizarrely judgemental zeitgeist#also not about any of the posts where someone is like 'huh i know people like this theory but i'm not sure here let me tell you why'#i've always seen posts like those and those are great because YTINMTATO remains intact#JUST. yeah. Not Interested in discussing this at all really#but i've seen some posts that made me feel bad for being so unthinking as to ever find merit in this or that theory#and i'm probably not the only one feeling bad?#so you can think x character is fake or y character is secretly running everything from behind the curtain or z object was drugged#(or none of these things at all!!)#and i 100% promise i am not scoffing at the foolishness of falling for such a completely unsupported idea#i PROMISE i am not going to be mean#because if i wanted to *reduce* the amount of kindness in the world then i wouldn't have created the fucking Soft Zone now would I
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Recent things.. mostly just writing screenshots lol
#There's a water problem in the apartment so thats been taking most of my attention lol.. the way maintenance happens here is just#this big long vague wait with no clear communication. You just send in a request to the apartment building and then you might hear from the#any weekday from 8am - 4pm any time after that. Sometimes it's quick but sometimes its like days before you hear anything. So then#you just have to be operating under the assumption that at any time during working hours you might get a call or a knock at the door#Like if you were expecting company at any time for a week straight ghjhj.. ANYWAY.. I've been working on making a little discord#server thing for the game maybe for playtesters to communicate in initially i guess but then also after it's out or... something like that.#no idea how all of that works. but you hear about people doing it. or something... Still not entirely sold on the idea since I'm not really#a big user of discord format speaking (like little chats and stuff) but.. again idk.. seems like.. common.. for things...(< socially odd#hermit fumbling through trying to imitate what '''normal''' people do/enjoy/desire lol..). Since I think my biggest issue is I am very bad#at socializing and thus marketing since a lot of that is social. The type to just google ''what do people do about games once they've#made them'' and just go after whatever the top 10 things apparently are hjbjhbjh... But like I said. still unsure it will be utilized. it#all feels very awkward to me. then again most things do. But that's what the ''overall progress'' screenshot is from. the little channel#where I've been posting updates to myself lol. Also ''coding'' in that being used very lightly consdering it's ren'py and I'm only using#the very bare bones most basic functionality of it lol. Extremely intense highly daunting master level coding such as ''if x then y''. gbjh#slacked on writing a lot due to the evil maintenance and such things... and just general... appointments... events... aughhhhhh#I think it's Goose Time here or something because nearly every day I hear big V shaped rows of geese flying by like multiple#times a day and they're so pretty and neat to watch. They've really inspired me somehow. Today it was rainy and gray skied and high winds#and cold (some of my favorite most beautiful weather) and I went out to check the mail and like 6 or 7 rows of geese fluttered#by in the air. I felt like that meme image of that guy that looks kind of weird (william dafoe??) and its like black and white and#he's looking up at something almost teary eyed wide eyed in awe.. The goose... those are my goose.. the universe sent those gooses just#for me and the high speed winds blowing my coat open and chilling my face... a tender platonic kiss from the world is often delivered#by way of chilly weather and bird formations.. peace and love on planet earth truly..#OH and of course.. boy with boy!!!! shout out to those little mcdonalds toy animal plushies from like 2006 or something. I found the#gray cat one and was like.. hrmm.. I have one of those as well (a real life gray cat). surely they're friends now.
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ppl will go “i’d notice if society was going to sacrifice a marginalised group of people and if they said that it’s ok that a bunch of people would die then i would stand against it” and then they’ll hear people saying “well only disabled and vulnerable people will die of covid” and go “yes this is normal and ok and fine”
#first of all it’s not only disabled people who are dying and also covid can disable you real quick and make you part of that group that#people are fine with dying#but also do y’all hear yourself bed sometimes. the amount of people who claim to be allies but with throw others aside as soon as it#interferes with their comfort#also there have been so many studies and reports and articles on how covid disproportionally affects poc. not to mention inequalities in#healthcare that come into play too when you’re dealing with a pandemic#but as soon as y’all have to stop going to parties or restaurants or isolating for two weeks when exposed or confirmed positive or even if#you suspect you have it. or any of the millions of other things that at this point are important facets of community care and protecting#yourself and others from a disease that has been proven and continues to be proven to do a lot of damage to the body#y’all just balk. you don’t drop your claims but that doesn’t mean you’ve dropped your allyship#I’d love to go back to normal. i’d love to go out without a mask and eat in restaurants and do all the things i did before covid#but i won’t. because i know that isn’t safe for me or my friends/family/community and also quite literally isn’t possible now because we’re#still in a pandemic. if you claim to be an ally to disabled people then prove it and mask#I can’t speak as fully on allyship to other communities who are disproportionately impacted but not masking harms everyone and if anyone#does want to speak on allyship to their communit(y/ies) feel free to go ahead#covid tw#fired up about this because i’m doing radioactive iodine treatment in a few weeks and my mother is taking no precautions. not only am i at#risk if i catch covid but if she gets sick i either have to postpone my treatment to care for her (which risks giving my cancer more time to#metastasise if there are cells left) or i have to figure out another plan for treatment since my current plan hinges on her help since i#have to isolate#im just tired and frustrated. a pandemic doesn’t stop just because you get bored#vent tw#this is not as eloquent as i wish it was and the lack of punctuation and tone can make parts confusing but i think y’all get my point
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Not me having a breakdown past midnight because I have to go back to work Monday and I don't want to.
#misc#what if the concept of working didn't exist uh?#joke aside#i hear older people close to retirement saying they don't want to work anymore#and im like that in my early 30s lmao#and i can't publicly that i don't want to work#cause it's not socially acceptable#but it's the truth#i haven't done shit to find any other job#because in all honesty#i feel no desire towards any work whatsoever#i don't care about discovering x or y#it's all shit#anyway#this just hit me randomly right now#my brain reminded me of that#i mean every time it's hard#it's hard when it's after a break week where i did absolutely nothing whatsoever and come back with guilt#but it's hard after travelling too#starting to think travelling is just the more expensive adult version of escapism#like i don't want to kill myself anymore#but i like to absolutely forget i have a shitty life anyway for a few days#and i had a good time#(well not this week I'm just sick for the whole week)#but i am hitting the wall of reality#and the guilt will come too cause yeah i haven't cleaned my shit#and i absolutely don't want to come back to work#but i haven't done shit to put myself out of this situation#cause this requires working somewhere else#short story long story there's no possible escape road
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