#Xue Yang x reader

[asumi2020202]

A Family

Pairing: Xue Yang x reader x Xiao Xingchen

Summary: After escaping from a haunting past, you're found by some unknown people whom you have never seen in your life. It is as if fate brought you all together.

AU: Xue Yang doesn't betray Xiao Xingchen and A-Qing.

About Reader: You have been described as a female. You have heterochromia which is basically having two different eye colors. You come from a clan called the Zenin clan. { not the one from jjk........ Exactly the one from jjk (⁠ ͡⁠°⁠ ͜⁠ʖ⁠ ͡⁠°⁠) }

A/n: I know I haven't been writing anything for a long time but now that i'm back, I shall enlighten you all again.(⁠๑⁠´⁠•⁠.̫⁠ ⁠•⁠ ⁠`⁠๑⁠). I'm sorry it's a bit cringe .

T/W: abuse, traumatising past.

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Chilled Breezes came and blew away, people laughed and strolled through the path they were walking.

Children chasing each other playfully.

Suddenly all seemed silent, as a child's cry filled the atmosphere. A h/c haired child stood under tree, getting scolded by a man while a little boy, a year older from her perhaps, stood beside the man crying.

Tears slowly started pouring from the h/c haired girl, but the man paid no mind to it. She had a cut on her arm and blood dripping from it. Yet the only thing the man cared for was the tiny little scrape that the little boy had on his hand.

That man was no other than the father of both the children. The leader of the Zenin clan.

The leader of the Zenin Clan was known to be a cruel man. Only caring for his sons and mistresses.

His wife on the other hand, was a gentle lady. She cared for everyone around her and helped them. She loved all her children equally yet she was not allowed to be with her only daughter, her little Y/n.

Y/n was the only daughter of Lord Zenin. Everyone was delighted when she was born, but that was until she opened her eyes, her adoring and curious eyes.

It was as if everything stopped for a time. She was born with two different colored eyes. One was a fierce e/c eye whereas the other was a bright and shine filled gold eye.

Her father ruthlessly took her from her mother's embrace to further inspect her. He was... shocked. Unable to accept his daughter being different he called her cursed.

She was seperated from the rest of her family. Her mother was heartbroken that her child was taken from her by none other than her husband. As Y/n grew older, her mother would sometimes gaze outside only to see that her daughter was either bullied by other children or framed by her brothers about something and getting scolded and hit by her husband. That poor child was mistreated and abused.

Time went by as y/n grew older. By now she was 17. She had been busy all day with work. She was treated no more than a maid, sometimes even worse.

She sat down to watch her brothers and their companions train . She was suddenly called by a servant, asking her to follow him as the lord was asking for her presence.

Upon her arrival Lord zenin's face turned into a disgusted one. Without any further discussion he told her that she was to marry a lord of another clan. Perhaps it would have been easy to bear if the lord has been somewhat around her age. But no he wasn't rather he was almost like a uncle to her.

"you have never been useful for me ever since you were born . You are a cursed child, atleast marrying you off to the lord would strengthen the bond between our clans and I would be able to get rid of you." Said Lord Zenin as y/n stood frozen.

After a second, she replied "How could you do this to your own daughter?! I have done everything i could just to be acknowledged by you, just to get the love my brothers get too. Yet you try to marry me off to someone who almost as old as an uncle to me. I won't! I won't do it!" To which Lord Zenin replied " I have no daughter. You are just a curse living inside the Zenin household. Hence you will agree to what I say, you have no will of your own! Your marriage will be held the day after tomorrow, so be prepared."

Later that same day, when all was silent and night had fallen, she planned her escape. Yet after a while she had fallen asleep without even noticing.

The dreadful day came, she woke up early when it was still dark. The gates were all closed and guarded so she had no option but to climb over the walls.

While climbing, a guard had noticed her, instantly informing the lord. Y/n tried to run as fast as she could. On the other hand, lord zenin ordered that the guards catch her by any means even if it's violence.

Y/n ran and ran when suddenly an arrow was shot at her , piercing her upper back. She ran near the town and tried to disappear between the crowd to which she was successful. She sat down near a broken house and took the arrow out of her back. She was loosing blood . She fell and her consciousness started to fade as she saw a figure crouch down above her.

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Y/n POV

I opened my eyes slowly, trying to focus my vision. I sat up and noticed that my back and chest was bandaged. I was about to get up when someone said " don't move too much, your wounds might open." I got startled. It was a man in full white, he had a piece of cloth cover his eyes. He later clarified that he was blind.

He started to converse with me when two more figures entered the room. This time it was a girl and behind her was another man. He was wearing all black.

After sometime, I got to know the names and identity. The white clothes man was called Xiao Xingchen. The girl was called A-Qing and the black clothed man was called Xue Yang.

Xingchen offered that I live with them when I healed after sometime and opened up to them. The four of us grew closer and closer.

It was as if I found my family. Not the one who threw me aside because I had different eyes, not the one who called me a cursed child. It was a new feeling to me.... Being loved, feeling loved.

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1 year later

Slowly and slowly, Xue Yang and Xiao Xingchen felt a connection towards each other and y/n. Xue Yang even shared his story with the two. Both felt the need to comfort Xue Yang.

The two men had figured their feelings for each other. Both deciding they would confess to y/n together and ask her to be their second mate.

Love certainly effected them both. Xue Yang forgot about the murders and crimes he did. He was mesmerized by his lover and y/n. Though he would certainly stab anyone if they give too much unwanted attention or make his mates uncomfortable anyway. He is the most jealous one out of the trio.

Whereas Xingchen offered to help y/n whenever Xue Yang left to get food and requirements with A-Qing.

A-Qing had become a little sister to y/n. Y/n had found out that she was not blind, but that remained a secret between the two.

A week after their discussion, the two decided that it was finally time to confess. They took the girl to somewhere quiet . They confessed to the girl who actually had been in love with the both of them ever since they saved her.

A-Qing was both worried and happy for y/n. She was delighted because y/n finally felt loved and worried because she thought y/n might get hurt knowing that both the men are cultivators.

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Years Later

Over the years their bond grew stronger and unbreakable.

Xue Yang had slowly started to accept the revenge isn't all and tried to be forgiving even though his past still haunted him but with his lovers by his side, he felt at ease.

Xue Yang, Xiao Xingchen and Y/n Zenin had gotten married to each other. It was not known by many as not many people came to the coffin house. A-Qing acted as the priest and witness of their love.

They had re-constructed the coffin house . Xue Yang and Xiao Xingchen helped heal injured people, A-Qing as their helper. The physical part is mostly done by Xue yang under Xingchen's guidance.

Y/n on the other hand would take care of their household. Cook them meals to eat and create a warm place for them to return to.

Xue yang, tho difficult, tried to forget his past and move on. He would sometimes get nightmares of them. During those time, Xingchen would sit up supporting y/n, while she held Xue Yang close to her chest as both of them comforted him.

Same with the others when they would get nightmares of their past.

Y/n learned different sweet dishes, even chocolates, knowing both of her lovers love sweet things, especially Yang.

Xingchen loved to lay on y/n or Yang's lap when resting or napping. The way their hands moved through his hair , lulled him to sleep. He could rest at ease with his mates by his side.

The three of them could never be separated from each other. Even while sleeping, all took turns to be in the middle and hold each other close. Even while making love, they would appreciate each other making no one feel left out.

So, even if any of their past comes to haunt them, they know that the other two would give their life to protect them. After all.......

......They are A Family. One that they always craved to have.

[lordhelpme0-0]

Xue Yang w/ shy F!Y/n:

Context: you both are disciples at the Jin sect and got paired with this gremlin abomination so yeah, enjoy ^^

How did this happen

You put a snarky psychotic teen with a shy quiet female

Xue Yang will ignore you for a few weeks, merely interacting if he needs to

The only way to break ice is by you somehow having trouble with a talisman

Begrudgingly, he helped you

And observed you the little creep

He will find your stuttering and meek behavior amusing

So this set off a chain of events where he teases and prank you

You will pout at this which he doesn’t mind at all

Only after you got scared by a fake contraption of Xue Yang being “attacked” by did you snap and “protected” him

He would look in shock as you hold him and check him over

Yeah, he never got this treatment…

Blinking dumbfounded at you already having tears streaming down did he realize a thump

Afterwards, he was more better towards you, though still teasing

“Hey hey [y/n]-guniang! Why don’t you speak more~!”

“Xue-shixiong, we must focus..!”

He gonna poke you a lot, even squeezing it as he coos

You guys soon grow even closer, both seeming to flirt unknowingly as everyone stares at the dog food being lended

“Oi! I like you alright, accept my offer”

He gonna be flustered as he looked to the side while Jin Guangyao sigh

Poor Jin Guangyao, having to play matchmaker again-

Once you accept, expect a softer side from him

He gonna lean his head onto your shoulder and maybe nip the ear time to time

Huge teaser now, your gonna have a load of ego streaming out

Will eat candy dangoes from your hand, even though you bought it

Will hug you and glare at any unwanted attention

He is jealous, so jealous, he almost stab a poor guy

Okay with PDA, but save it for behind the scenes

Once your two alone, he will lay his head on you lap as you calmly stroke his hair

Somehow he pulled a card, much to the surprise of the other disciples

He will always keep his neck near the crook of your neck when he silent

If he do this, just accept it..he having a angry sad boy moment

Kiss him on the cheek, you will get a flustered Xue

So red, don’t do it in public

Maybe in front of Jin Guangyao just for the fun of it

[drama--universe]

Bad boy and his girl

Requested by anonymous: Hello! I was wondering if you could do a modern ah with Xue Yang? Maybe something along the lines reader rebels against parents and dates him with a fluff ending? Thank you!🥰����

Word Count: 2223 words

Warnings: toxic parents, cliché, Xue Yang's a bit OC-ish (sorry)

A/n I also want to say that the parents could be considered toxic but I wasn't sure if I should label them as toxic or overly strict, but just to be sure I put it in

You slammed the front door behind you, hoping your parents would hear it loud and clear. You just had another fight and at this point you were sick of them seeking trouble with you. Everyday was a new argument, you could never do something right for them. Your usual points never got praise, but once you had one lesser points and you were a mistake of the family. Unlike your brother, wo's grades were lower than the bloody sea, yet he was the best thing in the world. After all, he would get the family business while you would simply marry a rich man that your parents chose (not like you were going to, but they didn't listen).

The bus arrived and you got on, sitting on the back next to the window. After 10 minutes, you got of and walked to school. You were still in a bad mood, but it just got worse when a motorcycle zipped in front of you. You stumbled before glaring at the person, which you already knew to be Xue Yang.

He was the infamous bad boy of your school. Tattoos, motorcycle, smoked and had a general bad attitude towards school, which was surprising when you realized that he was friends with Xiao Xingchen who was a pretty good student. You didn't necessarily hated him, but rather you were just jealous. He could live the life he wanted and you were jealous because of that.

You shook your head and continued to walk to your class. You entered and suddenly all eyes were on you. You frowned, looking behind you and there stood Xue Yang. He was on time... Xue Yang who never bothered to show up to class and hung around on the roof, was 10 minutes early.

"Am I that good looking, sweetheart?" "In your dreams." You sneered back and he scoffed, walking past you and sitting down in his seat at the back. You sighed and walked to your own seat. Laying your bag on top of your desk before grabbing your phone. You scrolled the news as you waited for the bell to ring. When it did, you put your phone into your bag.

Class started and before you knew it, lunch approached. The bell rang loudly and most students ran out of the classroom as soon as the bell rang. You just waited for a bit before you stood up as well, grabbing your food card and phone before you walked out. You didn't notice the eyes that followed you nor did you hear them following you until you heard the whispers. Then you noticed Xue Yang following you and you bit your lip, turning around and marching his way. You then grabbed his arm and dragged him along to an empty hall.

"Why are you following me?" "Can't I?" He said, leaning down to meet your height and to stand face to face. You sighed, looking away before looking back at him. His face was inches from yours and you noticed his face tattoo. A small moon with a constellation next to it (the cancer constellation). You also noticed a few freckles.

"What do you want?" You sneered and he gave you a smirk.

"Go on a date with me." He said and you glared at him before thinking it through. It would piss your parents off if you did... and it was not like he was that bad looking. Worth it.

"Sure, after school of course." You commented before turning around to walk back, but freezing when you heard him whine.

"Fine~" He whined and you chuckled before continuing back to the cafeteria to get some food. He followed you, like a guard dog, as the other students started to whisper once again. You ignored it and grabbed your food.

The rest of the day went the same way, mostly with Xue Yang hanging around you. When the school day ended, instead of going to your after school lesson, you waited for Xue Yang by his motorcycle. After only 3 minutes, he reached, leaning against his motorcycle as he looked at you.

"Where are we going then?" You asked and he smirked before handing you a helmet. "You carry an extra helmet?" You asked and he scoffed again before putting his own on and throwing his leg over the motorcycle. He looked your way and you got on behind him, wrapping your arms around his torso. He drover off and your grip tightened slightly. You drove for about 15 minutes before he stopped driving. You looked around before spotting a fair. You took your helmet off as you got off of the motorcycle before looking at him again.

"A fair?" "I'm good at shooting games." He shrugged and you chuckled, handing him the helmet before turning to the fair. It was small, but it looked fun. Xue Yang locked his motorcycle before grabbing your hand and leading you to the fair. He then stopped, looking at you.

"What do you want to do?" He asked and you looked up before looking around again. You didn't know anything and looked at him sheepishly.

"I've never been on a fair, so I don't really know anything." You admitted and he raised an eyebrow at you before smirking.

"Well, first time for everything." He said and you nodded. He leaded you to what looked like a shooting stand. He paid before grabbing a gun and handing it to you. You looked at him confusingly and he chuckled again as you took it in your hands. He stood behind you and showed you how to hold the gun before helping you aim. You pulled the trigger and one of the balloons popped. You smiled brightly, turning to face him only to jump back when your noses touched.

"Thank you..." You mumbled before aiming again and hitting 2 more balloons. You paused, glancing at Xue Yang to see his reaction. He was just smiling and you bit your lip to hide your own smile before aiming at the balloons again. You shot 2 more balloons before looking at the owner of the stand.

"You can choose one of these." The man said and you looked around before spotting a black panther plushie keychain. You pointed at and the vendor smiled, grabbing the plushie and giving it to you. You thanked him before turning to Xue Yang. You held it out to him and he looked at it with a raised eyebrow.

"For you." "It's usually the man who gifts something to the girl." He said and you frowned, taking his hand and placing the keychain in it.

"I don't like gender roles. Now take it." You said and he chuckled again before placing it in his pocket.

"Attraction next." He then said and you frowned as he dragged you along to what seemed to be the tallest attraction of the whole fair. As you waited in line, you couldn't help but feel nervous as you heard the screams. You debated for a few seconds before grabbing Xue Yang's shirt and clinging to him. He turned his head to look at you before grabbing your hands and removing them from his shirt. You pouted until you felt his arm on your shoulders. You looked at him again before getting a bit closer to him. The line moved quite fast and before you knew it, you were sitting in the front row with the bars already down over your shoulders. You had already grabbed his hand to hold on too and waited for the countdown.

"Ah, couple in the front he? I don't like couples!" The announcer of the ride spoke before you were suddenly launched off into the first loop. You screamed loudly for the whole ride and when you arrived back in the loading station, your hair was a mess and Xue Yang was most likely in pain.

"Oh, someone's getting dumped!" The announcer joked as the bars lifted. You quickly got out of the ride and waited for Xue Yang before leaving the attraction.

"I hate that... I need food." You said, looking around for a food stand. Once again, you were dragged to another stand. The food seemed very greasy and unhealthy, but you could care less as Xue Yang ordered the food. You waited at the table and Xue Yang made his way back with the food and you smiled, thanking him as you helped him put down the food. Just then, your phone rang and you pulled it out of your pocket.

"Ah, it's my mom..." "Take it, I don't mind." He said as he took a bite out of his own food. You nodded with a smile, sliding the icon to the green phone thingy and then put it on your ear.

"Where are you?!" She screeched and you pulled the phone away from your ear, hissing in pain. The smile you had was already gone as you tried to think for an answer. Xue Yang looked at you before grabbing your phone.

"Don't worry ma'am, I'll get your daughter home safely after our date." And then he hung up, handing you your phone like he had not just done that. You took it, turning your phone off before taking a bite of your food.

"Wah, this is good." You said, taking another bite happily. "You learn something new everyday." He said before taking his own phone, holding it out to you.

"Put your number in." He said as he continued to eat. You took another bite before putting down your cutlery and taking the phone. After putting your number in, you handed the phone back and continued to eat.

You went to a few more places, winning a few more plushies (whish Xue Yang gave to you this time) and then came the time to go home. It was already 10 pm by now and 10:30 pm when you arrived at your house. You could see your mother by the door, glaring at the two of you. You got off and gave him the helmet you wore.

"Thanks for today, it was really fun." You smiled and he smirked, sitting on his bike.

"Tomorrow as well?" "Sure." You said before acing on impulse again and kissing his cheek before going to your house, dragging the bag of plushies behind you. You entered the house, ignoring the stares from both of your parents and going to your room. You closed the door and laid on your bed.

Yeah, you were grounded for 2 weeks the next day. You had already sent the info to Xue Yang, but he had only read it. You on the other hand, were literally locked in your room by your parents (and you had no key or inside lock yourself) and you were just laying on your bed. You didn't want to study and you had nothing else in your room besides your phone, yet had no internet since your parents had blocked you from the network. How you had survived until 3 pm was a miracle.

You were pulled out of your thoughts as you heard a knock on your window. You jumped up and stared at the window. There was Xue Yang, his famous smirk already making you feel happy as you walked to the window and opened it.

"What are you doing here?" "Picking you up of course. Saving the princess from her locked room." He teased and you looked at him for a few seconds before nodding.

"I need to change, wait down there. And hide!" You whispered and he nodded, climbing down the tree again. You quickly changed into your favorite outfit (which might have matched a bit with Xue Yang) and pulled some shoes on before taking your wallet and phone. You turned off the light of your room and climb out of the window and down the tree. Xue Yang was waiting there with his motorcycle. It was then that you noticed the panther keychain that hung on the motorcycles key. You smiled before grabbing the helmet he held out. You got on before flinching when you heard your mother screech once again, hanging out of your window as she screamed at you.

"Go, go, go!" You exclaimed and you drove off again to your next destination. You arrived at an arcade.

"Let me guess, you're good at shooting games?" You asked and he shrugged as he pulled the keys from his motorcycle. You went inside and the happy music made you happy immediately. You started to game, Xue Yang showing you how to do everything as you moved from game to game. By the end (5 hours later), you had about 300 tickets and you had probably wasted tons of money. Now it was to decide what to get with the tickets. You didn't want another plushie, so the plushie section was excluded, and the other side was mostly kid stuff. The only thing that you could see was jewelry. And most wasn't your style, but you didn't get to choose as Xue Yang handed the man the tickets. You looked at him as the man handed him a box and he nodded before pulling you out of the arcade.

"What you get?" You asked and he looked at you before telling you to turn around. You did before smiling when you saw a necklace in front of you before he locked it around your neck. You looked down at the necklace, it being a small panther cub necklace.

You smiled again and turned back around. He rolled his eyes at you bright smile before handing you the helmet. You put it on and sat behind him again. He brought you back home like before and once again, your mother was once again at the door. You could care less as you dismounted the motorcycle and handed him the helmet once again.

"Keep the window open." He whispered and your eyes widened in shock.

"You're going to get me end up with bars on my window." You joked and he chuckled. You then leaned up, quickly kissing him before walking to your house and leaving behind a shocked Xue Yang. You once again ignored your mothers screeching, locking yourself in your room once again. You could hear the door lock from the outside and sighed, quickly changing into sweatpants and a hoodie before opening your window. You leaned out of your window, looking down to see Xue Yang. His motorcycle was parked behind your house and he was hiding behind the tree.

"Xue Yang!" You whisper-yelled and he looked up before smirking, starting to climb. Once he reached your window, he climbed inside your room and you closed the window again. You didn't lock it, so that if necessary he could escape quickly. You laid on your bed and after taking his choose and jacket off, he laid next to you. You turned to face him and he laid his arm underneath your head. You laid your head on his arm, still looking at him with a small smile. You staid like that until you fell asleep, not caring if your parents would find you like this as you hugged the man next to you.

[tangledinmdzs]

fated - mdzs character hcs

the red string of fate brings you here or,

a modern soulmate au with xue yang

Xue Yang

Xue Yang had never actually believed that he had a soulmate, 

being a convict and all

love was not something that he was especially worrying about

since it would only hinder him,

hold him back

so Xue Yang had ignored the red string of fate when it first appeared on his finger 

and continues to do everything that he can do go in the opposite direction of its pull

but there’s a reason that the strings are fated

because one does not get out of it once it’s made

since Xue Yang had spent so many year running around and around the string that had tied him so closely to his soulmate,

he’s unintentionally made a knot

one that he’s never going to be able to unravel

and once he meets you, 

the detective assigned to his case, 

your strings are intertwined forever

you don’t figure out that Xue Yang is your soulmate at first, 

you’re too busy trying to figure out the next crime spree that he’s planning 

but Xue Yang does, he figures it out pretty fast 

he confirms it when he’s narrowly escaping the crime scene 

with you and your team hot on his tail, 

and he runs down an alley way, unknowingly leading to a dead end 

when he gets to the fenced in place, he breathes hard, looking around and about to find an exit

and as he’s desperately trying to find something, some way to leave,

he feels a hard tug on his string

he looks up, surprised, concerned that his soulmate was so close

what were they doing here? 

were they wrapped up in crime too?

but then a shadow turns down the open alleyway that he’s standing in

he locks eyes with your hand first, the end connecting to his, 

and the knot tangled in between your strings 

[demonictales]

BITTERSWEET - XUE YANG X READER

this wasn't requested but i got this idea shortly before i fell asleep so i figured I'll give it a try and see where I'll land with it. let me know what you think, aite? characters briefly featured: nie huaisang, nie mingjue, wei wuxian, lan wangji about 3k words

TW: MURDER, CHILD ABUSE, DEATH

It was a bright day in Yueyang as you walked quietly next to your father, only sweet eight years of age. You were the youngest of clan leader Chang Ci'an's children, your older brother Chang Ping, at home complaining why you were allowed to follow your father to Yueyang on this day while he had to learn swordman ship. It was your birthday, so you begged your father to let you come along and you did. Looking out of the window of the ox cart you were riding the eyes of the young child were looking left and right, dazzling items everywhere. But the toy stall was mostly what caught your attention.

"Diē diè, can I have some toys?" The angel like soft tone of your voice making your father laugh heartily. " How much more do you want today ? " He responded patting the place next to him. "Pretty please? It's my eight birthday. -- " You argued. "After I am done with my business here we'll walk the market." It was his final word and you were more than happy. Perhaps you'd even bring something for your brother. Not long after spoken words and a few hours after midday you finally enjoyed the market running from stall to stall until a sweet scent filled your nostrils. Your eyes became big when you spotted the freshly baked sweet pastries on a stall, running for it and it seemed you weren't the only one being lured by the sweetness flowing through the air of the Yueyang market. Next to you stood a boy, probably around your age, a bit taller than you and not as clean. His clothes were ripped apart and dirty, a beggar you concluded. It kind of made you sad but you couldn't do anything about it. One of the servants had caught up and you ushered him to buy you some pastries, delightfully taking a bite as you saw the boy next to you eyeing them. He could take them off of you if he'd ran fast enought but fate had different plans. You handed him some, two pastries, because you wanted too. He seemed hungry and you hated the feeling of being hungry to an extrend that made your eight year old body angry in a different way. You'd throw quite the tantrums. Perhaps that came from being to spoiled by your father. And speaking of the devil here he came, voice rough and loud. " Boy, do you want some pastries? " Ci'an asked, but you knew his tone, he wanted something in return. Your father did not even let the boy speak at all while pulling out an envelope. " If you can deliever this letter, young boy, I'll buy you the pastries. Find me afterwards." That was something nice you thought to yourself. Making him word but giving him food as payment. What your naive little mind did not know was that your father had other plans in mind and simply kept walking away from the pastries stand, leaving you to walk around on your own for a little while longer before asking you to hop onto the cart again to leave for home as it was soon dinner time. Xue Yang did gladly do as he was told for he could have some sweets and finally some food in his stomach. Yet the encounter didn't go as planned, instead he was angering the recipient of the letter and the boy had to deal with the consequences. Being dragged to the nearby liquor shop next to the stall where pastries were sold Ci'an and his daughter were long gone, leaving a young naive boy hungry outside, waiting in despair for trusting people. All the boy wanted was something to eat, so he roamed the streets until he found the man and his ox cart, a girl's head looking out of the window excitedly as she spotted the boy. "Diē diè! Diē diè!" You spoke loudly, rushing your father to stop the cart as the boy was running behind. " The boy has returned. You have to buy him pastries now." Though, as naive as you were you saw another side of your father that day, changing moods from being so generous to annoyed and angry. You had never seen him like that. And he did not stop the cart, not until the boy ran in front of it, halting it on his own terms. The scene played in front of your innocent eyes, making you cry. This was not how you knew your father to be, not in your eyes. The sound of the whip beating flesh making you fall back onto the ground of the cart, begging your dad to stop as it scarred you. Crying like a coward, just like the display of your father made your anxiety well up. For far you enjoyed your day, your birthday. Getting more toys, even finding something for A-Ping, your older brother and even sharing pastries with the boy outside just to see it all turn into a small nightmare during day. The sudden movement of the cart made you fall back again onto the ground until you heard a scream from underneath. It was not something you wanted to ever hear again. But the yells from people

around reminded you of what your father had just done. 'How cowardly to hurt a child. ' ' He really has no shame. ' 'Chang Ca'in you bastard.' 'Stop involving others in your quarrels. ' Peaking outside, you only saw a small group of homeless people gather around the boy who's name you never learned. Lying on the ground bleeding in pain and agony, holding his hand while crying. If you could only help him as you rode further away from the scene, back home. The past few days did not change a lot, you practically begged your older brother or any servant to take you to YueYang to find the boy and eventually one servant gave in. It took you a lot of convincing but you tried your best to find the boy. You had packed a small bag with bread and cheese and fruit. It wasn't a lot but it should be enough for a day or two. You even stole money from your father, hopefully it was enough to let a doctor help him. Ever since that day you saw your father in different eyes and learnt quickly he wasn't as great as you thought he was. You were only eight but you grew up faster than you wanted it to be true. You had spent all morning trying to find the boy until noon, you asked any beggar on the street, any stall owner, anyone you could probably think of and find until you found him dozing near the liquor shop next to the pastries. Their sweet scent filing the air around you once more. Carefully you approached the young boy, afraid you might scare him. He looked peaceful lying there and you did not want to wake him up. He sure had to be in pain. As quietly as you could you put down the small bag with food next to him, along the way you even bought a small bottle he could fill up with water. You wanted to apologize for your father's actions but you did not want to disturb him so you whispered something while being crouched down next to him. "I'm really sorry, little brother. Please eat well and get treatment or medicine. I wish it would not have happened.. Hopefully, you can accept my sincere apology." Little did you know he was listening as your eyes scanned his hand, you could not imagine the pain he had gone through, but there wasn't much more that you could do. You knew you were in trouble if your father found out you apologized to a beggar, especially to someone he caused harm to. Yet no one but Xue Yang knew that the two of you would meet soon again.

THIRTEEN YEARS LATER

You had soon learned to leave your home as fights with your father became bigger and more unbearable. You were ashamed to be a part of his cowardly behaviour and did not tolerate it. So eventually when you turned eighteen, you left the manor and roamed the cultivation world, working on yourself, getting to know yourself and making aquaintances. One of your aquaintances was Nie Huaisang. He was a refreshing young man you'd enjoy drinking with, leading you to meet Wei Wuxian, Jiang Cheng and even the most famous Lan Wangji along your journey. Nie Huaisang had become a good friend of yours, eventually you were a welcome guest at Qinghe. It was rare but welcomed, you saw him as family, a brother you enjoyed spending time with. Even now, you resided at Qinghe having Nie Mingjue talking sense into you for going back home on your mother's birthday and visiting her. Your father's reputation had spread wide and far over the years, making you embarrassed to even carry the last name of Chang but here you were, bowing to the clan leader and biding your farewell. Qinghe might never be your home nor would the Nie Clan ever be your family, but at least you had a place to stay and you were more than thankful of it. Many times had you spoken to Mingjue and expressed your thanks and all you could do was to repay his hospitality with loyalty. Hard to earn but easy to give and be accepted. Leaving at dawn it took you about two days to arrive at Yueyang. At the gates of a place you called home, though the atmosphere around it did make you shiver as you tigthly held onto your sword. Something seemed terribly off and it was a feeling you hadn't felt in years, nothing except one thing could compare to it. The hair on the back of your neck stood up, as you slowly approached the gates of what was once your home. Unbeknownst to you, someone was watching rather excitedly from the rooftop, ready to attack at any given moment. The quietness drove you mad as you kicked the door open, being greeted by hanging corpses yet the scenery of mass murder unfolded behind them. There was you clan, wiped out from existence. Elders, children, servants and anyone you once knew, lying in their own poodles of crimson colored blood. What happend? Who did this? Where was your brother? Where was your mother and your father? All security forgotten you run forward, looking for your parents. " Mother! --- Mother! " Unwillingly your vision became blurry as you stumbled through the corpses of what once belonged to your name. The stinging smell of death making it hard to breath. How many days were they laying there for already? A loud dull thud was heard as you fell to your knees, tears running silently down your pale cheeks as you cradled your mother's cold body to your chest, sobbing without content. Oh how he enjoyed the drama unfold in front of his eyes, better than any theater you could see at the market. Though even he did not let one person live, something about her seemed familiar. He could not pin point it, all he wanted was the revenge for what this man had done to his hand. It was worth the massacre and the now free show as he landed quietly a few feet behind her. She must've been the last remaining person of this god forsaken clan and his last victim to get full revenge. "I should never have let home in the first place. I'm so sorry, mother. I'm so sorry.." Your words were swallowed by your mothers dark hair. You would mourn her for a long time, she was a gentle lady. A few feet away you saw you father, nothing but anger welled up in you as you placed your mother down onto the cold ground, your robes stained by her blood. You had never felt this much rage or anger inside of you as you grabbed your sword, ready to hit whatever flew into your way. Standing above him, you could not hold one piece of respect for him. It was his fault again, for you to feel so painfully lost once more. " What kind of father are you? --- You cannot even protect your own wife. " Broken words had left your lips. " All because you were so cowardly, playing bigger than what

you could pay for. " Quietly those words left your lips, " Now we are no more. There is no more Chang clan, all because of your greed. " Out of nowhere someone started clapping, as if he waited for just the right moment. Faster than lightling you pulled out your sword, facing the young man in front of you, close to where you kneeled moments ago next to your mother's body. "What a tragedy! But brilliantly spoken. ----- It was indeed his fault. " Xue Yang crossed his arms behind his back as he came closer, step by step. " It seems I have not yet fully killed every single member of this clan. --- Who might you be? " He smiled mischieviously at you, but you answered either way. " Chang Y/N. -- Only daughter of clan leader Chang Ci'an. --- " "Today must be my lucky day then. I will for once and all end all of the clan members life. -- " Xue Yang dashed forward, a devilish smile as both of you fought amidst the chaos created by him. Usually something like that would excite you, you could flaunt your skills thought it was a different matter as you landed on the roof, holding him away from you. "What have we done to deserve being slaughtered?" You questioned him, not even bothering asking for his name in return. All you knew was that he had to die today, for the sake of your clan and that they may rest in peace. "Fine with me. " He grinned. as he held up his hand, turning it to look at it at every angle. Silently you watched as he turned around, voice raising. " Once upon a time there was a child, all he wanted was some food. ----- He met a men on the marked here in Yueyang, saying that if he'd delivered a letter, he'd buy him the pastries. As young and naive as the child was, he did so, the only thing on his mind was the food he would get. " The story seemed awfully familiar to you as you remembered the day, your eight birthday. "Though, he did as he was told, Chang Ci'an left without ever paying his debt to the boy. Instead the boy was beaten up, kicked out of the liqour shop and left hungry on the street. Dumb as he was, he confronted the man just ----" "--- just to get whipped and his hand crushed by an ox cart. " You finished his sentence as Xue Yang whipped around in curiousity, wondering how you knew. "You're the boy I met back then. The boy my father hurt. ------ " It was a moment of carelessness from your side, letting your guard down bit by bit. A change of attitute in your behaviour. " I came looking for you, to apologize. I left food and drink and even money to get yourself treatment. " Xue Yang's head was slightly tilted, oh he did remember, but that did not still his urge to have the clan burned down to ashes for what they did to him. She had shown him care indeed, but that was long forgotten he had no mercy, not the elders or children, not even you. "Why? --- Why di------" The sound of metal falling on the bricks of the roof filled the early evening. You had lost the grib on your sword when you looked down, the blade that pierced your back turned red with your blood dripping down, stopping you mid sentence. He had taken advantag of you being distracted, but could you blame him? No, you couldn't. Falling forward onto your knees, you started coughing up blood until you were kicked down, landing onto the stairs of the entrance, feeling the hit of the stone underneath you in your bones, shattering you into pieces from the pain you felt. Turning onto your back in pain, you saw him looking down at you. A huff left your lips, coughing again, quietly choking on the blood that filled your lungs. " What--- what is your--- name?" Words came out in pieces, all you could do was lay there, barely able to move as your own blood colored your robes in dark wet liquid that was warm. "Xue Yang!" "I'm sorry, little brother Xue Yang.." Your words were barely above a whisper as your head fell aside, your vision becoming darker by the second, all you remember was a young boy you once handed two pastries too because he seemed hungry. What you did not see was the smile that had left Xue Yang's features, the agony that

he enjoyed before hearing your words, the same words but with his name, the same words you'd spoken as you thought he was sleeping. In the end, you had the last word, not him. And your friend had to witness you and your clan being whipped out of existence, reporting to his brother that you had passed away at home being murdered.

For Xue Yang hearing those words being spoken lastly, it was everlasting terror.

[the-untamed-obsession]

Candy | Xue Yang x Reader

Ok, wait. Hear me out. I know he’s terrible BUT in our little fantasy world here on my blog, he’s decent :’)  Warning: EXTREMELY OOC XUE YANG. Word count: 1.2k

Summary: One day, while Xue Yang was lost in his thoughts, you gave him two pieces of candy. He rejected them, but you kept coming back. 

How long had it been? Since his death? Since he’d been looking for Wei Wuxian? Since Xue Yang left? He didn’t know. It was getting harder and harder to deal with it as this overwhelming sense of loneliness sank in.

What could he have done? Well… a lot of things, but it’s just the way he thought. It’s just the way he played this game. A game, that’s all it was. Who knew it would cause so much tragedy? Xue Yang played himself like the fool he was.

The man sat at a table, sipping some tea while staring at the piece of candy in his hand. That was the last piece HE’D given him. It was only a matter of time before he’d come back, so there was nothing to worry about. Then why did that little ache in his heart stay?

Xue Yang was about to close his fist over the candy, when two more landed in his palm. He immediately looked up and glared at the person, who only gave him a smile.

“You looked sad with one piece of candy. Now you have three.” He carefully held the piece he already had, dropping the other two. The person frowned and sat in front of him. “Oh, what’s wrong? You don’t like candy?”

“What do you want?”

“Nothing.” The answer surprised him as the stranger sat down in front of him. His dark eyes scanned their features and he opened his mouth again.

“You must not know me.”

“I don’t,” you responded, looking out into the distance, “but that shouldn’t matter. I only came to give you the piece of candy. If you don’t want it, you can throw it away. I just didn’t want anymore myself.” You looked at him, your eyes glancing over his face. He was handsome, young too, but clearly on edge. You didn’t want to make the situation worse, so you opted to just leave for the day.

Neither of you said anything as you stood up and left, but Xue Yang did look at the candy you gave him. He picked them up and scoffed before standing and leaving.

***

This had become a bit of a daily occurrence for you two. You’d see Xue Yang sitting at a table by himself and always went to him with the excuse of candy. For the first couple of days, it was pretty much silent. About four days later, he finally asked your name. After that, every time you two met, you would make small talk.

He’d often ask about your day and what you’d done to which you’d respond truthfully. However, Xue Yang still refused to tell you anything about himself. Not even small details and you especially didn’t know his name. You didn’t think it mattered that much, though. Not in the beginning anyway, you just brushed it off.

Xue Yang had just been a way to kill time, nothing else. But overtime, as you two interacted more and more, you found yourself looking forward to meeting the stranger. You’d go out of your way to buy candy and different ones so you could find the ones he liked. You hadn’t realized how bad it got until you were walking by yourself one day and saw a couple flirting. The first thought in your mind was what if it was you and your stranger friend.

That’s when you knew it had gone too far. You weren’t sure what to do because you were almost positive he didn’t return any of your feelings. The thing was, no matter what Xue Yang never revealed anything about himself. It hurt because you didn’t try to hide much from him, save for some rather personal details. Yet he wouldn’t even tell you his name. Even after almost a year of knowing him. Believing you meant nothing to him, you decided to avoid him. It didn’t matter much anyway because in a few days he’d just forget you.

***

“Hey. What the hell?” You looked up and your eyes widened when you saw your stranger friend walking towards you. Your first instinct was to run, but he’d caught up way too fast.

“What?” You asked, looking away awkwardly. He glared at you and crossed his arms.

“We always meet by the tavern every day. Where were you today?” That was true. Ever since the first day, you’d met at that table by the tavern every single day. You hadn’t even realized it turned into a habit, but you didn’t hate it.

“I.. got busy.” You lied, looking away. Great, he knew where you worked so you’d have to find some other excuse. Maybe work somewhere else or take a few days off. Either way, you needed to stay away from him.

Xue Yang knew you were lying and moved closer to you. You kept backing up until you’d hit the wall behind you. You realized you were now trapped and didn’t have anywhere to go.

“What? You plan on leaving me too?” What? You looked up at him when you heard those words and saw something you didn’t expect to. He… was sad. You could see the broken look in his eyes. He’d never let you see his emotions before, so why now? All because you didn’t show up to give him candy today?

“What?” He scoffed but didn’t look away. He placed his hand above your head and leaned in closer.

“I said, do you plan on leaving me too?”

“No one said that.”

“Then where were you today? We’ve known each other for a year now and you’ve never missed a single day. Even if you only had a minute, you still showed up.”

“If you want candy that bad, just buy it yourself.”

“It’s not about the candy!” He stopped before he got too loud and took a deep breath. “It’s… not about the candy.” His other hand came up to gently touch your cheek.

“I… what are you doing?”

“It’s about you,” he answered truthfully, “I don’t care about the candy, I can buy as much as I want now. I came there every single day to talk to you.”

“Why?”

“Isn’t it obvious?” He didn’t mean… no, he couldn’t have.

“I don’t even know your name.”

“It’s Xue Yang.” He answered without hesitation. You slowly repeated it, engraving the name in your mind and heart.

“Xue Yang…” you whispered, your eyes falling down to his chest. Your hand came up to touch his chest and you drew small circles as your eyes filled with tears. “You’re a jerk you know that?” He chuckled weakly and nodded.

“Yeah… I know.”

“I expect you to tell me everything now.”

“Ok.”

“And you owe me candy.”

“Ok.” You looked up at him again and sniffled as he wiped away your tears. He finally leaned in and gently pressed his lips against yours. His soft, sweet kiss rivaled his brash personality, but you didn’t hate it. 

You still felt the warmth on your lips, even after he’d pulled away. Your eyes met his and before you could say anything, he held out a piece of candy. Of course… he always had candy on him.

“Start explaining.” And he did. He told you everything about himself from beginning to end. He’d hoped even after you heard everything, you’d stay with him. He was a terrible person and he knew that, so it was up to you. It would hurt if you left, but he’d understand. He could only hope you’d see past it all and stick with him until he became a better person.

[tangledinmdzs]

kiss it better - mdzs character hcs

mdzs character reacting to you having a paper cut

-ˋˏ ༻✿༺ ˎˊ-

Song Lan

the only person that you can be remotely dramatic to,

especially with something as small as a paper cut

would quietly shake his head at you,

though he would pause the reading that he was doing

take your hand gently and lead you into the bathroom

the paper cut isn’t even anything too big

or serious, 

since you did put it in your mouth to suck the excess blood when it first happened

out of habit

Song Lan is quiet when he’s rinsing your hand gently under the light flow of water

and then patting it dry with a towel

he gingerly puts on the bandaid for you that he’s taken from the cabinet

being a lot more gentle than he has to be

but you appreciate it

it’s quite sweet

especially,

when he presses a soft kiss on your finger

when he’s finished his work

-ˋˏ ༻✿༺ ˎˊ-

Xue Yang

would really look at you and ask if you were actually in pain

because

well

Xue Yang can’t believe that something as small, almost unnoticeable like the paper cut on your hand could be causing any kind of discomfort

to be honest, you hadn’t even known that you had a paper cut until you put some hand sanitizer on and felt a stinging somewhere on your hand 

and it didn’t hurt per say, as much as it was just an annoying kind of sting

and you were having a hard time pinpointing where it was

which was the only reason why you were enlisting Xue Yang for help

but Xue Yang was looking at you like he thinks you’re lying

“it hurts, Xue Yang...” you tell him, pouting next to him on the couch, your hand still out stretched between the both of you

he’s narrow his eyes at you, do this half eye roll but would hold your hand and press around random spots until you hissed or found out where your paper cut was

“y/n, i can’t even see that,”

“It’s there! can’t you see that little thing there”

“i think that’s just how your skin is naturally supposed to look...”

“Xue Yang!”

he laughs,

but he still holds your hand later

-ˋˏ ༻✿༺ ˎˊ-

Wei Wuxian

if you happened to be whining to him about your paper cut he would probably tease you to the ends of the earth

“aww, do you want me to kiss your boo boo better?” Wei Wuxian would jest 

and you’re out here trying not to roll your eyes too hard

but he’d still be very caring, 

pats your hand when he’s done wrapping the bandaid around your finger

a bit of a sloppy job,

just because he’s a little bit disorganized, naturally lol

but you appreciate the sentiment

and he’ll take to kissing your hand at random times during the day

like when you guys sit down to study together

or just sitting on the couch, relaxing 

maybe it’s just another excuse to kiss you

but nonetheless

it’s working

[demonictales]

Can I ask for headcanons with mdzs boys reacting to reader's bad habit of sleepwalking? Imagine just boys wondering what the hell are you doing up so late, only to discover you walking around asleep and doing bizarre stuff, and also muttering some funny jibberish. You also running out of the house, in occasion and waking up in a bizarre places.

here’s to your request. enjoy! hope you liked it. wrote for my boys that I have barely anything yet. ♥

TW: SLEEPWALKING

XUE YANG

Xue Yang thought the first time he caught you up in the middle of the night that you were plotting something.

Apart from that he was hella confused.

It would become a weekly trip for him to follow you around when he had figured out you'd be sleepwalking and stealing chicken from the villigers.

He did not complain as it meant you had food the next day.

He did not know how to act, since you always forget you did so.

Xue Yang tried to keep you from it one night, but you climbed out of the window instead.

He also tried waking you up, ending in him getting hit with a shovel and a very angry, sleep deprived you.

He learned to not do that anymore.

He wondered why he cared in the first place.

Eventually he just let you wander around.

Fun fact: He enjoyed teasing you about your criminal record in stealing chicken the next day.

NIE HUAISANG

The first night Huaisang noticed that you were up this late was when he came home from drinking with friends late at night, wondering why you're still up.

When checking in on you he saw you were fully dressed, ready to run.

Huaisang tried to stop you but you bolted out of the door.

Him comepletely overwhelmed calling the servants to follow you

He eventually caught up on a horse, when he noticed you'd ran into the woods without any sense of direction

At first Huaisang thought it might have been the blade spirit and had his brother check you out the next day. It wasn't.

When it happened again, he followed you trying to guide you back to their manor. He managed to do well in this case.

The third time he had a doctor with him, turns out you were sleepwalking.

Huaisang wanted to wake you but did not know how. He thought touching you would be a good idea, though the doctor just recommended not to do so.

A loud gong was running through your room, which woke you and scared Huaisang just as much as it did you.

He ended up staying with you until you had established a good bed routine for you to no longer walk around.

LAN SIZHUI ( ft. LAN XICHEN )

Sizhui was woken when he heard the guqin play in the middle of the night. Everybody was supposed to be asleep, yet the song of clarity was loud and softly heard in the quarters.

He wasn't the only one pulling up to the scene. The Juniors and Lan Xichen were there too, wondering what happened.

But as quick as you had played, the faster you came to a halt when Lan Xichen asked you what you were doing. Your response: " Love and respect yourself. " It was the 74th rule of the sect. It did not make much sense since you just broke the 15th rule.

Everyone was taken aback, but Sizhui noticed the glassy and confused look on your features, knowing something is up. He waved a hand in front of you but you did not react to his action. You were awake but didn't fully register what happened until spoken to.

He soon figured you might be sleepwalking and told Zewu Jun.

You had been known for not being able to sleep as well as you wanted to, but this was a first for both him and Lan Xichen.

Punishment would not take place, but they both tried to wake you up.

It worked. You woke up wondering why you were there, no idea why you were dressed and had your guqin in front of you.

They explained and Sizhui escorted you back to your chambers.

He'd been instructed to make sure it's not happening again.

But at least they knew you knew the sect rules.

[demonictales]

Hello! 

I’m K. I’m not particularly new to writing but I wanna pick it up again because I’m currently unemployed due to rona and don’t know what to do besides sleeping and trying to find a job so hit up my ask box.

I’m writing for THE UNTAMED/MDZS, ASHES OF LOVE & LEGEND OF FEI.

Anyway, hit the ask box up, but drop by the rules first please. Thank you.

[tangledinmdzs]

Hello! Hope you're well! If you still write the song requests, could you do a 10? And I'm not sure if I'm allowed to request the song as well, but if I am, could it be I Knew You Were Trouble by Taylor Swift? If not, that's fine too. Thank you! I really enjoy your writing!

hi there! that song is such a throw back, i love it. unfortunately, i don’t write song fic requests with a pre-reced song, as the song comes from randomized and shuffled through the hand of life (aka. YouTube, lmao). 

but thank you for sending in a request

here’s my take on it~

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

you’re mine, you you are mine completely

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

“where are you going?”

you almost want to stop breathing, thinking the dumb idea that maybe if you held your breath you could blend into the afternoon shadows in the small hut

but Xue Yang would know it was you

truly, he would know you anywhere

any way

and although that was something that flattered you in the first blossoming of your relationship

now...

“i’m going to the market,” you say, quietly, to the wall

you can’t look at his face

you don’t want to

you feel Xue Yang’s shadow creep up behind you, and you almost lose your breath with how quickly the man spins you around and slams you into the wall

your closed eyes open in surprise, a mild puff of air coming out of your lips

when you lock eyes with him, you know what he knows

he could always read you so well

“what time will you be coming back?” he asks, calmly

though his voice sounds more like a second chance

to be truthful to him

“later,” you lie, blinking a bit before looking away

you hear the gentle sigh, a puff of warm air beside your cheek

and then a finger, tilts you chin up to meet the eyes that you had avoided

in the sunlight that spills through the small cracks of the open window, his brown eyes sparkle in a light, boyish way

and he looks as if he could love

but you’ve just learned that he doesn’t

not when he had tricked his savior into killing so many 

you swallow at the idea, that he might kill you

but Xue Yang simply lifts the edges of his lips, a mini smile before leaning in for a kiss from you

his lips land on yours, for a moment, a blissful second that you fall into ignorance

and when he leaves your lips, you open your eyes to look at him again

“i’ll see you later,” Xue Yang bids you, and you nod lightly

even though you won’t be coming back

Xue Yang watches you leave, eyes trailing after your form

though you get smaller and smaller the farther you get from the hut

Xue Yang doesn’t worry

he can always find you 

again

and 

again