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angryanimator · 1 year ago

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I just now finished reading dunmeshi and have so many thoughts bouncing around in my head like ping pong balls like how this manga is legit one of the most genuine representation of autism (in the form of not just one, but multiple characters!!!!) in media I've seen in... Ever, actually. There is so much rich depth in both worldbuilding and storytelling/plot. It gives you so many characters that you're sure you won't care about, for you to become attached after a couple chapters later. There is no character i wasn't at least a little interested by. This manga is also sooo uninterested in romance and gives you such a good example of an intensely interesting and powerful story without any of the characters being tied up in any (outwardly) romantic subplots. And yet - it maintains enough vagueness to hook a little suspicion over certain interactions and subtext, only to keep adding context to it as the plot moves along, allowing you to puzzle pieces together. God, i just have so much i wanna say about this story but i would literally have to write an essay and i don't have the confidence or attention span for that

#dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #Im in love with this thing #The take on the magic system is so refreshing and surprising #It makes you go “oooohh of course it would work that way!#With so much joy #The only other series I've seen tackling magic in a similar way #As in magic being inherently vague dangerous and otherworldly is ancient magus bride #Which is also one of my darlings #Sleep deprived rambles

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bittasol · 2 months ago

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smile, iruma! | hey ive been here before

#iruma suzuki #clara valac #azz alice asmodeus #love trio #m!ik #mairimashita! iruma kun #welcome to demon school iruma kun #irumas expression in the first one went through lotsa phases #lotsa extreme frusterated and sickly faces #which felt a little ooc to me cuz irumas someone who smiles in the face of despair #but also we’ve seen iruma at his most frusterated and fed up in reaction to his parents #(at least until kalegos brother told him he was disgusting which btw we should jump him for that)#(and SORTA when gyari calls him ugly but that was less serious lol)#anyway i decided to try going for a very tired forced smile for this #abuse mention #<just in case #to me this is irumas parents presenting iruma to a camera for a family portrait so they can show off their darling little boy to friends #meanwhile darling little boy has been eating trash behind the mall they found him at #so hes tired and hungry cuz the last time he saw em was two months ago otherwise he would have faked it a little better #i think in this moment hes frustrated and a little disgusted by them #enough to almost deny the treats they dangle over him #but rule one (1) is iruma suzuki that cannot say no #im not sure i conveyed the little micro expression kinda frusteration that i wanted to but its close nough #style change for love trio suddenly iruma has lips my bad LOL #suits the theme tho! i think irumas genre; art style; life changes when he met those two #clarazz would hate being compared to irumas dusty ass parents in any way even as foils sorry to them for this post actually 😭#ANYWAY…#did u know love trio have the same smile?#fanart #my art

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cometblaster2070 · 25 days ago

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i see ashlynn as the kind of person who injects 4 shots of espresso straight into her veins because she's unfortunately taken up the role of being the mom friend of her crack ass group and if she takes her eyes off of them for approximately 3 seconds someone will start crying and something will inexplicably be set on fire.

she hasn't slept in 2 weeks and she's starting to see things that aren't there now but she'll be fine enough in a while. Maybe.

#ever after high #eah #ashlynn ella #wish they let her be the chaotic mom friend in the show more but #shitpost #i see ashlynn as like #a person who reasonably has her shit together most of the time #yk she's doing alright for herself and all #but then there's literally ALL of her friends and dear god #these bitches would've died YEARS ago if she wasn't looking out for them #like briar is notorious for making bad decisions #and she's smart af BUT also a thrill seeker #and she's having all sorts of qualms about her destiny #and in my personal fantasy land she also likes FAYBELLE who is her VILLAIN which just adds another layer of complication #apple is a whole other case like #that girl needs therapy more than anyone #no one's even going try to unpack what's happening over there #because rn she's freaking out about darling #ashlynn's like raven quick get the tranquilizer darts

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caluupin · 10 months ago

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Finished TGAAC around 2 1/2 weeks ago but only finished the doodles today. but still, here ya go!

#caluuart #art #dgs spoilers #dgs2 spoilers #tgaa spoilers #tgaa2 spoilers #ace attorney #the great ace attorney #tgaa #dgs2 #not tagging characters bc it's a lot #RAMBLE TIME. so ever since I finished dgs2 I have been listening to the soundtracks and MAN these bang so much #esp as a person who plays the piano and likes music. it's just. good. yeah. some of these do give me psychological dmg tho lmaoo #like kazuma's nocturne theme or his prosecutor theme. or the secret trial theme.... the partners - the game is afoot! theme.... I am normal #WHICH SPEAKING OF! man I love the sholmes + mikotoba partner twist so much even if i got a bit spoiled about it. i just think they're neat.#The partners of all time I think.#Also also the found family!?!?!? I am A SUCKER for found family. they fed me so well.#funny thing was the barok character development surprised me despite the fact that I also expected it since the first game lolol.#I do think he's an interesting character and probably one of the best character development in the game. And that I find his design cool.#oh yeah I didn't draw it but when I saw that albert mentioned that barok is “the darling of the van zieks family” I was genuinely like.#huh? wdym. like man at the time “van zieks” and “little darling” feels wrong in the same sentence. that was until I saw his pre-#-trauma pictures n well. albert isn't wrong. which was a slight surprise to me.#In conclusion: I liked it a lot. and now occupies parts of my brain along with my other brainrots.#They fight for priority in my brain whenever I try to sleep or disassociate lol. Well at least there's more material to think about.#off topic time: arlecchino animation. for the sake of the tag's length I'll just say a few things:#I am very very interested in her story and oh my god father.#My brain has stopped braining now; good night my fellows

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beatriceportinari · 1 year ago

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"A king's feast" origami, one square sheet of paper. The colors are based on the kingfisher Alcedo atthis

#mine #origami #original model is by sebastien limet!#you can find the diagram in 'just a simple base'#genuinely a very chill model actually and from my darling fishbase <3 #this is another one of those asymmetrical models but I think i can forgive this one because the illusion is fun #I met the guy who did the diagrams actually he was was pleased people were still folding the models that was very sweet #also (evidently) this model doesn't stand up which I found very funny bc I made perches for the alcedinidae shelf at the museum #and we had to stabilize their beak each time too

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weaponizedmoth · 8 months ago

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scene redraw from iwtv.

ko-fi | inprnt | commissions

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necrotic-nephilim · 3 months ago

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Hey there, are you ok?

hey! thank you for checking up on me, this was really sweet!

i SWEAR i did not die. i just got a bit busy doing SladeRobin Week (which i will finish so help me god-) as well as things in my real life. i'm still trying to find the balance of like. fandom creation and working. i am very lucky to have the living situation that i do rn, but it is the sort of schedule where i do have to be ready to watch a baby at really any given point so. it's a tricky balance right now, but i'm going to be active here again! maybe not as many asks answered a day as before, but i want to try to answer like, a few a day and whatnot.

i also think i got briefly overwhelmed, in that i got more asks faster than i answered them. which is the opposite of a problem and something i'm very lucky for! but it did make it difficult for me to keep up and know what to answer next. (this is *not* a discouragement to sending asks! i love them all and pls send as many as you want! i just am a little slow sometimes so i appreciate the patience! <3)

so! i'm back and i'm good, ty for asking! we are back to the regularly scheduled programming <3

#necrotic answerings #this was really sweet anon #like not asking for content. just checking in #made me so soft #also when I initially was going to come back there was you know.#the fucking us election.#and I think it's very fucking clear by the everything about me how I feel about that #I needed a few days to just. handle feelings on all that #also also I started a new show. my partner finally convinced me to watch 911.#so i've been thinking about those lil firefighters.#which. I did make a blog for 911.#haven't posted anything yet! but I made it.#bc godDAMNIT the dead dove scene over there is scarce. fandom full of antis Jesus.#I like a challenge tho. I'm bringing the dead dove to the firefighters not even god can stop me on that one.#I have almost 100 asks to work through.#AND I WILL FINISH THE WHUMP ONES I SWEAR ON MY LIFE PLEASE.#I just had a few weeks of adjustment to both my sister and my brother in law working full time again #I love my darling nephew. but I cannot type and play with him at the same time.#taking care of babies is like. easy until it isn't idk how better to explain it #he will sleep for 4 damn hours and I will be peacefully bored #then he wakes up and wants to fight Jesus.#I don't like kidfic but I could write a good one with this experience by now tbh.

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lonely-night · 1 year ago

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Janeway/Seven in 6.08 “One Small Step”

#voyageredit #janeway x seven #j7 #voyagereditmine #those lines kathryn said them with a silent 'darling'#'lets just say im encouraging you to volunteer，darling'#'you read my mind， darling'#but also thoughts when i made this set #clearly seven is annoyed with this mission which she doesnt it as important with that borg efficiency thinking of hers #janeway haters would say 'see thats janeway forcing seven doing smth she hate!!!!! molding seven to her own view'#yada yada yada u know the usual #seven is an ex borg drone yes but she is seven!!#when she made up her mind of not doing something #no one is able to force her do it if shes not willing #not even the captain #you think she is gonna just obediently do smth just because janeway order her to do so??? are we watching the same show lol??#how many times we've seen seven actively contradicts the captain lmao #in this ep is seven willing to get out of her comfort zone to do smth janeway suggests her to do #not bc janeway order or want her to do it #hence at the end seven realizes not all exploring is about gathering useful data for the sake of efficiency #its the episode i believe that made seven considers to join starfleet because of this mission

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boxwinebaddie · 2 months ago

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uncle neen!!! welcome back omg i was so sad to see u disappear </3 hyh !!! i had a question i asked last time but i was wondering since ur rewriting ur fics, are u planning on posting them on tumblr? or on ao3? pls be kind to urself too<33

good MORNING, lovie!!!!~ <3 c':

( or whatever time it is, where you are at the moment! )

i'm very excited to announce that you are my very FIRST new ask message on my brand new blog!

( teri is my first follower; ly ter. <33 o//3//o )

***long overdue UN ramble-bramble under the cut. xx

i /do/ miss my six hundred bajillion ask memes and am mourning the loss of all my online creations and great joys as a deranged southpark fanfiction author and the legacy i built with my tiny, gay weird hands

( i will go into it another time, but i had a very, very frightening bipolar episode surrounding my blog and my role on here as a writer, friend and mentor to you all, deleted all my things in a horrible panic, was able to recover them...but in the -- what i hope is the *very last* -- after shock of my episode...i got very scared, very sad and deleted both my dearly treasured and beloved, beautifully cult followed by many of you and other ghosts of sp style fanatics past ao3 account**

**( with peppermint on it at 13k likes which...oh my god, please be gentle with me, that was a very, very hard blow and rough realization for me and i am sorry to everyone who loved that fanfiction and wanted to go back and read it for posperity and personal comfort...i miss her too; rest in peace, pep, my first born. my sweet girl. </3 )

...and most tragically of all, i deleted my tumblr blog, with over one hundred pages of carefully curated content surrounding my sp aus, your lovely, insightful and thoughtful questions and inquiries, also typed with your tiny, weird gay hands answered, in turn, with mine, torched the ev. of those memories in the final blast and lost my window into your world through that medium...

...which is literally heartbreaking to me, because more than even my silly fanfictions or my blog, what i loved to do, was talk to all of you and read your wonderful messages each day and remind myself of why i should be here and continue to do what i do. </333 :'''c

BUT! my darlings, as ravenstan would say, 'it's always darkest before crimson dawn', for the very first time in several weeks ( which, i fear, and i was, full of fear and horrible self loathing/dread every waking and nightmarish moment ), last night, i cried for a very, very, very, long time, held myself together in the broken places -- told myself and the girl i was that i loved her and i was going to take care of us and be brave -- and broke the fever ( a little off key like jersey kyle, but very lovely nonetheless; love you tone deaf king. x my sboyf. )

today, i woke up this morning and slept...PEACEFULLY and woke up PERFECTLY HAPPY AND RESTED...

AND SMILED. QUITE. WIDE!!!!~ :D

and that is a baby step, but it is a step in the right direction and also almost wanted to make me weep like a baby again because i literally have not felt happy or like i do not hate myself for like, i shit you not, over like 15-20 days...it was frightening and fucking horrible! SLAY!

nevertheless ( or the most, finally ) i am excited to welcome in a new era/year of change on my blog and within myself; which is an era of peppermint flavored 'hope i'm healing' in a delicious rem(ember) font.

unfortunately, because i nuked my ao3 account, i do not currently one atm, but am in the process of recovering it.

( i'm not condoning any kind of rude/uncivilized behavior bc people are allowed to do anything they want -- but i'd really like to get my user back and would appreciate it a lot if no one used it to create another ao3 account just because it would be confusing for my readers and disheartening to me to not be boxwinebaddie anymore. )

until then, i will be writing/drafting rem(ember) in my messy google docs, am storyboarding everything to the best of my ability ( which is not perfect, but nothing is -- except stan and kyle to each other -- but god loves a trier, which is why he hates me: i prefer hell where it's drier -- that way my girlfail guylinea will not run. xx )

KALE SEITAN! ;)

posting little snippets of it on here for all of you, probably put it here on my tumblr and post it up to ao3 if i can regain my account/one in general ( i am a little worried that because of how long it's been, the loss of all my followers and, what i assume, is a decreased public or tiktok generated interest in sp, it will do poorly; rip </3 )

-- but the point is...that i want to start doing stuff for myself now. and not because i think i should or create unnecessary stress/sadness surrounding my strength or weakness as a writer or person ( or like, beat the living shit out of myself every single day anymore )...

...so i am writing it slowly, carefully, synthesizing all the info i gathered from over a year of answering your questions ( which helped me develop my sp au styles and their worlds into the lovely, seemingly breathing paper machslayed things they are now ), am going to write the fanfiction i always/wanted/ to write ( i’ve always wanted to rewrite RM, but was so busy and overwhelmed with my blog/my irl stuff that i couldn't )

and i'm calling it...

<3

p.s. ( i love you ): i am going to give my grandmother a copy of the first chapter of peppermint for christmas because i wanted to do something special/sentimental for her and secretly push the gay middle school style agenda ( she is actually very woke and thought my uncle might be gay for a while when he was younger, haha xx ), but i want to give them different names, so that on the off chance it gets passed off to my mom, my dad or manages to travel by world of mouth ( my grandma has a tendency to gab, but i love her a lot ) that it can't specifically be traced back to my dead ao3 or my blog.

so if any one has any ideas for silly interesting names i could give my sons, names for other characters or south park in gen. hit me up! <33

thank you for your interest in my work -- and in me, in general. i love you all dearly, i hope you heal ( i know you will ) and smile, pendejos because got a lot coming up on that crimson dawn and a lot of crazy shit coming down on that *jersey i won't say i'm in luh megara vc*

~SCHARLET sLUt~

cheers! mazel! ;) xx

-uncle nina, in her healing era <3

#hello my friends #it's really good to hear from you again #specifically whatever friend sent this message in! thank you my darling! i am sorry for the fright #but i am VERY EXCITED to start writing again #slowly but surely; baby steps #i want to fill in the tags more but even tho i did sleep very peacefully last late nite bit i am running on almost NO sleep #and not to be baby asf i cried a LOOOOOT last night and this past week/past weeks ( i have no conception of time )#its my slayolay cursed ravenstamulet demonic kennygal curse #and my eyes hurt A LOT so i will leave it at this! i hope you guys are as excited for it as i am and tbh i am actually thinking #that nuking my blog and starting over was a good idea bc i was a little too overwhelmed and i am excited for the fresh start #and now i can write my fanfiction with all the new information i gathered and was able to process and plot out using your #messages and questions! which makes i can now craft the most updated slightly unplugged better longer and uncut vers #of my fanfiction yet! ( i might consider rewriting pep after if i have the strength of will and the time to kill -- i am also going to #start going to regular 4 day a week multi hour outpaitent therapy and my medications were just upped and seem to be #...beginning to work? me thinks? YAY???!!!! <333 either way i am going to take things slow and do what makes me happy #i want to post snippets on here when i can and it is almost my birthday! t-minus two days! wooo! and my final thought is #if you rem(ember) anyone or have a pal you know was interested in my stuff/wants to refind me/tell em i'm not dead #you can direct them to this blog and this post ( all i ask is that no one make a large post or large deal about it because i am #very skittish and all that attention is WHY i had that bipolar episode among other irl things so i hope you heal i love you #smile pendejo and its good to be back ( even if its with one foot in the void and the other in a hellokitty roller blade ) xx

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echthr0s · 3 months ago

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your guess is as good as mine as to why it took me -- me! -- so infernally long to play Cult of the Lamb, but while I expected to enjoy it for obvious reasons, what I didn't expect is how much divine euphoria I would get from micromanaging my cultists' little lives

#this is especially funny because i hate games like sdv and animal crossing which have similar gameplay loops #me: no i don't want to do mundane chores in a video game. this is boring and insulting. fuck off #also me: yes i absolutely will clean up your oddly-glowing waste‚ my little ducklings‚ my sweet morsels 😌🧹#devotion goes both ways idk what else to tell you !!#(and yes the roguelike part does balance out the micromanager part as well. going out hunting and gathering for my lil darlings <3)#the only way this game could be more ideal for me is if they put orgies in it.#like... keep the cute aesthetic 100% but just add sex magic. does no one see my vision #(we all know what actually goes on during the mushroom brainwashing ritual--)

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avian-hearts · 20 hours ago

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choco ball stimboard #3 with cleancore themes this time!

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#selfship stimboard #choco ball cookie #choco ball // tbd #caw caw #it's a little silly but i find cleancore and stuff kind of comforting............................#which is also prolly why i like this one a lot too! ^v^#wash! wash! darling; wash your heart!#< lyrics from the song 'wash' by miki matsubara that pop in my head everytime #art o'clock

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firstroseofspring · 1 year ago

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memory, death and life as komerex zha, the perpetual game; klingon culture as depicted in the final reflection, by john m. ford

#star trek #web weaving #klingons #im normal about this. i swear.#please read the final reflection. 99 cents on kindle right now. i read it in one sitting very fun very entertaining very insightful #and spocks in it. if you even care #is that last quote not soo sarek coded. 'im gonna destroy you in this game son. every time until you learn not to lose so badly #but you will still lose. <3'#house gensa forever house rustazh foreverrr #klingonaase my darling i love you you're sooo latin coded #i really liked the singing and the idea of like gestures vaguely house gensa being three hundred kids with no formal houses or lines #to belong to. <- and so you will all be together. yayy new family!#i also liked the acknowledgment of like. other cultures existing on klinzhai (qo'nos) vulcans and orions living with klingons and such #this book really had it all im not done posting. theres more songs and looks at their food; daily life; clothing and how they decorate #houses. more examples of klingonaase lol of course cuss words and such. they also talk about battle language which if i'm not mistaken is #like clipped tlhIngan?#but they call it battle language and translate it for the reader. fun!#and of course the klingons end up on earth so theres insights on how they feel about coffee and human food. apparently the air on earth is #very thin and dry to them; every scene where they talk about klingon comfort standards they mention making it dark and humid and hot.#red lights and such! for inside #and they say the thin air on earth makes it hard to hear for klingons! i thought that was very cool #nobody:#me: they like salt water baths and dark ale and they wear silk and they eat pastries with butter. if you even care.#they mention human chair designs being uncomfortable for klingon anatomy too; there was a description i remember of house khemara #having cushions on the ground around a fireplace instead of chairs #its such a pretty description too; they have high ceilings and wooden beams along the roof and and sky lights for an indoor garden #iron railings for the staircases. mwah i love this book i really recommend it #theres something (gestures) here that reminds me very strongly of worf but i cant put my finger on it to be honest with you. not even like #the komerex zha specifically either like the vibes of the whole book.....

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jazzzzzzhands · 1 year ago

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It's time to go Back to School!! So I wanted to redesign my Kidcore outfit !!! Wally has a very important Lesson for Us to Learn!!! Without my handwriting ahahah: