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An independent Courier would actually hate being in charge or enforcing standards in New Vegas. At least in my mind.
They made Vegas independent but I feel like that playthrough/style so clearly makes it apparent it isn't for them. They are making Vegas a place where people can live freely, like how House genuinely didn't care what people did but without the behind-the-scenes Big Brother surveillance he did. Having every family, faction, and other influence group or person comes to them about alliances or rules would be draining, and boring, one note.
In an independent Vegas, The Courier is also Independent. They like getting rid of lines and borders that impede freedom, they like to help give people the tool but I don't believe they want to be the one to shape it.
#a lot of this is like how ncr started but then lost its way#the courier would like a democracy but like one that is truly run by the people like if public votes or letting people split off and embrac#their traditions instead of a universal standard like house changing the tribes caesar wiping out so many cultures and the ncr whole thing#with their money being worthless in territories they have not taken control over cause people dont want to#the courier doesnt want to be house 2.0 and i see that so often in peoples interpretations of that ending and I just dont think its the cas#like theyd stay to help it stablize for a but ultimately i think theyd leave to clean up any loose ends or just travel the mojave like#a lot of the dialouge good or evil is very much like the courier doesnt want the responsiblity to be placed on them rather they choose what#they want to take on that is not presented in sort of a scenerio where they losely rule NV cause everyone else would go to them even if the#say they arent in charge#i at least for the follower quest tell them their choices are theirs and no one elses so i see that as their outlook so im biased#cause im also good karma just for how nice I am and I like doing crazy adventure shit and its actually hard to have fun when everyone hates#you for being legion#anyway make of this what you will#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#the courier#courier six#courier fnv#the strip fnv#robert edwin house#caesar’s legion#new california republic#independent vegas
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One of my least favorite parts of how JRO wrote Optimus is that he wanted so badly to continue his dark and gritty world building making the Autobots problematic, but evidently couldn't reconcile this with Optimus being a Heroic Paragon, so instead he leaned way too hard into "oh Prowl was the one who did this and it was behind Optimus' back" which if anything I think makes Optimus look worse, not better. Because then it's like, okay I know Optimus trusted Prowl a lot as his friend but you CANNOT TELL ME that over the course of 4 million years, Optimus as the leader of the Autobot army who literally would have access to 99.9% of all the records they produce, would never notice or question where some of these odd/inconsistent details were pointing. It just seems really inconsistent with how a real military would actually function, especially regarding Optimus' character, who is incredibly thorough and responsible and wouldn't neglect to keep up with all the details of his army.
Hell, Optimus knows who the Wreckers are and had them on call for tricky operations when he needed them (Stormbringer) so he's literally not at all ignorant of/averse to the use of special wartime units composed of dubious individuals. He's the fucking commander of an entire army, of course he knows that War Is Hell (TM) and no one's hands are clean. That's not even getting into all the stuff he got up to in phase 2/3, I mean everything from the annexation of Earth to OP breaking humans out of prison against Council orders shows that Optimus is no stranger to immoral and/or unlawful means.
It also leads to a lot of annoying fanon where people write Optimus (sometimes unintentionally, sometimes not) as like some sort of ignorant fool who's unaware of the machinations of his own army or has some sort of naiveté of "b-but we can't use bad tactics against the enemy! I would never condone the use of morally gray means in war!" No, IDW Optimus knows perfectly well all of the bullshit he's enacted/condoned for the sake of trying to win the war. Some stuff is definitely out of character for him and was only machinated because of Prowl, but I think this fandom REALLY underestimates Optimus' personal agency/responsibility as the commander of a whole ass army and ESPECIALLY underestimates Optimus' capacity to condone morally gray Bullshit Of War while still being a good person individually as well as, comparatively, the lesser evil compared to Megatron/the Decepticons.
Anyways what I'm saying is JRO may be a good writer but he's really hesitant to make Optimus morally gray and does some asspulls sometimes to justify most of the bad things the Autobots did as "Optimus just didn't know," and since the majority of the IDW1 fandom only reads JRO's stuff they go running with this premise of ignorant/uninformed Optimus when there's evidence elsewhere in canon to show that Optimus is, in fact, very highly aware of the bullshit he's allowed "for the greater good" and the only stuff he was "unaware of" was the stuff he would literally never agree to the ethics of, like bombing innocent neutrals disguised as Decepticons to get them to join the Autobots.
#squiggposting#idw op love#i feel like part of the issue is that for a franchise whose entire premise is war#i feel like a lot of this fanbase. hasnt actually read a lot about war (fictional or nonfictional)#bc a lot of ppl here really seem to struggle with reconciling OP as a good person and OP#as a war leader who had bad things happen under his rule#and bc they dont know much about war in fiction or IRL they treat this as like. one extreme or the other?#when like if ur someone whos read a lot of war literature it's very easy to comprehend both of these as being true#like idk i think the 'OP was ignorant' defense isnt even how being a commander works#but it's also a cop out to make OP less interesting/morally gray than he could be#like idk how to explain that war is an inherently corrupt/immoral institution where in pretty much all of history#the act of waging war in itself is a moral compromise. war is literally about killing more of the other side than they do you#you are treating human life (and society and gov and the environment) as tools for victory#no matter how righteous your cause is or if you follow rules of engagement you literally are going to do bad things#so like this idea the fanbase seems to have where they like. want OP to be sheltered/ignorant of these realities#is SO not how reality works and wouldnt ever be in character for like 99% of optimi#i'm still trying to pull together my thoughts on this sorry the tags are so incoherent
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you can easily seduce the way i write letters just by looking at my handwriting huh
#assuming you can um read the letters#this is just cause i basically write in cursive#i dont follow the rules for like Ms or Ns though cause i think thats stupid#and sometimes i um. accidentally merge letters together lol#i do that a lot actually#i jsut realized i put seduce there instead of deduce. whatever you know what i meant
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Basically the entire character of Red at this point with everything Disney releases with her in it:
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#disney descendants#descendants#descendants the rise of red#the rise of red#like the lyrics in whats my name (red version) are just...so cringe and so clear they have zero clue what to do with a new VK character#like 'i dont follow rules with all disrespect'-'and im troublesome a little misbehaved'-'im a renegade'#hey disney does she have ANY character besides mal bootleg and rebel????#no??? yeah we can tell#also dont get me started on 'it was rough growing up' because lord i have thoughts on that one#plus still not over 'your vks are middle aged' cause cringe so much cringe#Youtube
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a lil doodle of Mora manifesting to the LDB using a dragon skeleton, because I love the concept of how horrifying that might be hehe
#🕮┆“out of character”╞ ᵗʰᵉ ᶜᶦᵖʰᵉʳ ᵇᵉʰᶦⁿᵈ ᵗʰᵉ ᵇᵒᵒᵏ#mun art#( listen i know mora shouldnt be able to manifest just anywhere but we dont do that here#cause its more fun this way#also mora barely follows those rules aways look at the septimus situation smh )#body horror //#ask to tag //
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rip Magnus Carter you would have loved causing problems for the general public and also not having mad cow syndrome
#i heart that funky bisexual boy#fun fact he's a spiderman oc that got into some complications with cannibalism and morbius. those two things are unrelated i just wanted to#clarify. hes not a good guy lmao#imagine if spiderman wasn't really spiderman but he was some random ginger teenager living in the sewers 'communicating to the spiders' who#he feeds by dragging helpless strangers into the sewers and letting the spiders eat them ! so basically spiderman already kind of exists#in his universe but he's like. a weird freaky villain guy varient of them somehow? I couldn't think of any weird spide rvillain names so he#is just kind of known as The Spider or The Spider King but I'm also a big nerd for greek myths so I kinda wanna make him be known as Arachn#anyways the way that he's technically kind of like spiderman is because he was bit by these weird carnivorous sentient spiders that were#experimented on by some big company probably oscorp and they tried to eat him but when they bit him he got the silly powers and so they wer#like 'ooooh! he is the one we follow! please feed us human flesh little human boy!' and so he listened to them because the poison that gave#him the powers in the first place was already incredibly corrosive so it very much made him a lot more physically ill than he already was#but the spiders were like 'noooo what we have no idea whats going on just take some more of our acidic blood so you can be all powerful !'#even though that was killing him anyways eventually skipping over a lot of stuff i dont have time to yap about he figured out that he could#control the spiders kind of in a way? idk i made this when I was an emo middle schooler ignore this if it's cringe but anyways spiderman#kind of started realizing what was going on so he ended up kinda having to fight that guy and he ended up killing his Gwen Stacy and since#this spiderman doesn't have a no kill rule he kinda killed him :p theres more lore for him but that's just his universe's magnus#carter lore anyways sorry for infodumping I got excited and silly cause I haven't gotten to yap about him in so long#I really like it when villains are genuinely horror novel level disturbing if that makes sense for why he's so fucked up and weird#oh also the morbius thing is for a different version of him ! I may yap about that version of him at a future date
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btw i hope you guys know that even though i don't usually click like on personal posts i am liking them in my heart and soul. im just kind of neurotic about keeping my number of likes low and only liking things that i intend to come back to. i use it like a bookmark feature. so whenever you post a vent or a joke or whatever, just know that mentally and emotionally and spiritually im sending you a heart.
#the other day i scrolled through my likes for about two hours and deleted ones i dont want to keep#went from about 900 to 600#maybe thats weird idk i have rules in my head and if i dont follow them it causes me discomfort#<- guy who didnt know he had ocd until like two days ago
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i saw this meme format and i had to do it with them im not sorry
#my post#world of warcraft#wow ocs#wow meme#im goinna say their names in order btw idc#drynouth. mythaan. liline. bonepunk. warwick. zor'vua. vignette. koralei. ena#drynouth would hear someone say theyre gonna throw someone in a volcano as a punishment and would be like#'whats bad about a volcano?' cause like. he lives there. he loves volcano#mythaan works in a kitchen and likes his job a lot so he would wonder who would take food safety so unseriously#liline is just absolutely a lawful neutral. she follows what she believes is good and the word of good by those she follows#even if it means people will suffer. as long as theyre following the rules#bonepunk would do anything for her cause. and also she likes violence#warwick tries to act very civilized and normal but bro is still part wolf now and if he was hungry. he would not care lol#zor'vua is very selfish and if he wasnt getting his way he would cheat lol but he wouldnt plan on it because he would think he would win#vignette is a death knight so like. she needs to kill to live. but also you might as well have fun with it sometimes#koralei just doesnt give a fuck. if she was out in the woods and didnt have proper food she would just be like. yeah whatever#i dont know how to explain that ena is just like that. she would find it funny more than anything
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if i head the words "jesus" "sacrifice" and "himself" in a sentence again ill scream.
#sorry im back in my anti organized religion specifically white nationalist christianity arc#im always there ofc#but i remembered if any spiritual/religious label applies to me its satanist#with zen and jungian mystic elemts#i use zen as a catchall for the perceived commonalities btwn buddhism hindusm and taoism#but at the heart of it all#im frsure a satanist. not that i necessarily align with tst in every way but#call it my aquarian nature enhanced by my capricorn elements buuut#(my mecury and moon are cap)#(enhancing my aqua sun venus uranus neptune)#but the heart of satanism is the contrarian nature of it.#it is literally an idea that combats common christian interpretation of the bible and the institutions that follow it in the U.S#ultimately jesus didnt sacrifice himself and lucifer did not want to be controlled paternally. even yahweh is flawed. he is an archetype#personally i feel in the human consciousness yahweh/father god/jupiter ETCCCCC learned from that#and his golden child... he probably didnt want to lose another child. JS. probably less of a jesus died so we dont go to hell and more of a#father was sick of losing children#this has strayed from bible concretism bc i do not believe in that#i believe its possible anyone and everyone in the bible was a real person maybe#but ultimately all religious text are archetypal and metaphorical stories#like its sooo funny when ppl say the bible says something or the other and its super literal#like the point... woosh#anyway.#satanism is my jam cause its contrarian and at its core sympathizes with those cast out of privilege#plus the whole i desire an abortion for relgious reasons is not only hilarious trollwise but also like#some peoples bodies are their temples yk?#not me personally but like its valid and that pisses christians off so bad!#and i love pissing uppity nonspiritual christians off!!#i dont hate christians or members of organized religions i have a distaste for the institutions imposing its rules upon nonconsenting people
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I forgot theres like 3 schools that all let out where I had to go lol getting a forced break/snack time until all the busses and cars from them are gone lol
#a much better choice than getting frustrated bc highschool drivers who are nervous or over aggressive drivers#and smol kids who just dart into the street or middle school kids who just stare you in the eye and walk into the street#and i dont know the area the best so its v stressful. save everyone a headache and have a warm drink and a break lol#i am a nervous driver lol it doesnt usually show outwardly i dont think#besides a little more caution and hesitation in new places because of a lot of practice#but i also follow Road Rules; Strictly. i dont play those little house rules games of oh its a one way but everyone treats it like a 2 lane#or oh its a 40mph but everyone goes 60mph#unless i am IN the flow of traffic (bc here there is basically a law add on that if everyone is speeding you need to too which is stupid)#(but alas it is a rule. lile i get it if youre doin 80 and everhone elde 120 that could cause issues and its mostly a freeway only rule)#anyway im rambling im bored and would rather be drawing
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Like they really gave him NOTHING not even a major penalty not even a fine not even a pity hearing they said nah fuck that
#idk what the reason is#if its to do with game 7 being next#or just that its based off of what they assume the injury to be on the day of the game#or just that they want the expansion teams to do better#or just that they dont care#(all strong points imo but this last one is feeling too real)#but that there was NOTHING not a peep not a whisper#is unacceptable and inexcusable#you get PAID to PROTECT players or discipline those that don't follow the rules/cause injuries#im so sorry for cogs#and i hope his recovery is successful no matter how much time he needs#and im LIVID#avs lb#colorado avalanche#avalanche hockey#stanley cup playoffs#andrew cogliano
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#sometimes. most times. if i cant articulate things properly i feel like my heads gonna explode. which is unfortunate bc i have the#language is hard brain problems. my neurology makes articulation difficult. but i try reguardless. which is sometimes. most times.#exhausting. that words gets thrown around a lot when i describe the patterns of my thoughts. exhausting. and it is i guess. tho id say its#more annoying and frustrating. but maybe its also exhausting. hard to tell when its how u think. but ive been reading a lot of papers this#weekend. enjoying the papers i read. papers about photosynthesis at the edge of habitability. about genetis and the structure and functions#of proteins. and the learning curve is steep but im learning bit by bit. and it just sorta makes me sad bc the way that my brain works has#so damaged the way that i interact with the world and i can see it at every step of my academic career. i dont even kno what to say abt the#past 2 years of my life. from where i stand now its just a black hole of self destruction. y did i do that? i dunno. at the time i was just#following the arbitrary rules and restrictions laid out for me within my head. did these rules have a rational basis? no. not usually. but#thats how it had to be. exhausting. but even then i coukd sometimes see thru to the wonder. and it was agony bc i wasnt allowed to think#abt it. its still agony now but i can feel it more often. maybe that's what happiness is to me. to be so full of wonder that i cant take it#i cant exist in that state or id b nonfunctional. its too big for my chest. it makes me want to scream and weep and pull at my hair. and#and its maddening bc i cant articulate it properly. except to call upon media short hands. there is wonder here. a nightmarish description#but not always. sometimes it was beautiful. theres a reason ive read annihilati0n 5 times despite hating the book. theres a reason i rewatch#the terror nearly once a month. to find beauty in a thing that causes you such terror and pain. theres something about it i can't find the#words for and its driving me nuts. exhausting. but so it goes#unrelated
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not me finding the maria insta tribute page and falling into another round of shambles-
the photos & letters she sent home while traveling, the one addressed to ana, the mentions of johnny, the fact one of the captions notes she sent them not only to family but also to her friends, their last little pieces of her,
also not one of them mentioning how shes been a cold case for 49 years- sobbing
#and yet in petals she clearly hears his laughter / footfalls and barely blinks like- girly please😭#and granted - i dont take the later part of petals as canon cause i mean.. i write her alive fbkhds but also cause i feel it kinda#fights with the voicelines? on how long she was there? (specifically johnnys fond of her / nancy & draytons) cause i dont#believe johnny being 'fond' in any capacity translates right by just. following her? hunting? cause he does that w anyone fsdksd#(and idk how johnny says those lines - he /does/ somewhat sound genuine? at the end? to a point.)#regardless - my canon of her being Alive is Correct i make the rules sorry not sorry gun.#i now return to crying now with this while putting away laundry-#[ 𝟎𝟎 ] ── * 𝐎𝐎𝐂. { renee. }
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So I've finally gotten around to making my Nessie Cullen blog 👀 fair warning there's no rules or proper links sorted but I'll work on that later tomorrow after work 😅 (it'll also be a little while before she's fully set up to write) but if you want you're welcome to follow mylittlenudger ❤️
#outofinnocence#although i will say my main rule with nessie is ill only follow/interact with those#who interact with me on my female ocs#cause i dont wanna be suddenly given attention by those who ignore my female ocs 😅
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I understand thinking people complaining about never getting Lumine content is annoying, even though I don’t agree with it but like.... hating Lumine herself?? What the fuck?? Why are you like that actually??? My girl has only been wronged and you think shes in the wrong??? I am anti YOU!!!
#this is a lumine stan account#aether would NOT stand for this#he loves his sister and he DEFINITELY thinks she should be in more promotional material#also this came from a 'profic' account that i was following#i really need to look at ppls rules more#i just assume ppl are like#normal#which is actually not a thing on the internet#why i dont have a dni filled w shit like dont be a terf#cause like#that should be obvious#anyways#tw discourse
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Tho ex assistant manager aka miss bitch, her boyfriend came in. Or ex boyfriend at the time, except he used her rewards account & I had to see her name (ughhh), so I'm like. Are they back together? Who fuckin knows
Anyways I had to make a drink today that possibly went towards the person that holds the #3 spot for most hated in my personal life. I was Slightly tempted to spit in it, but I did not.
#speculation nation#number 1 is my bad ex number 2 is my mom's shitty boyfriend. number 3 is my old assistant manager that id thought i was friendly with#but who was probably the primary reason for my general alienation amongst the workforce#causing misery to me. & then eventually coming clean about how much of a fucking BITCH she was#ok the times i have cried this year. 1 time in january that i dont remember aside from that it happened#THREE times in february bc of her. and then one Kind of cry in like. idfk. the summer. bc dorian was leaving critical role#i dont fucking cry. like. Most of the time. as a rule.#but this bitch had me full on bawling for like an hour the first time#then the 2nd was after she followed me around the store yelling at me and i just. had to go into the storage room to cry for half an hour#i n e v e r struggle to not cry as thoroughly as that#even when my fuckin grandma died i managed to get through my classes without crying. and then cried when i got home lol#but i just couldnt Not. she was so fucking awful to me.#and yes we 'made up' aka sent apology messages for shit. but imma b real im the type who never forgives and never forgets.#if you truly wrong me im gonna b YEARS down the line. remember u. and be momentarily filled with contempt b4 moving on#i dont care if youve apologized lol. my blood is made for malice.#not gonna let it rule my life but UGH anytime im reminded of her i just get so angry.#dont ask me what the other top rankings are bc i dont know lol#these r just the ppl that have personally slighted me. and so they are in my stink book indefinitely.
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