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Okay to explain further more, I am well aware that it happens to other fandoms, it’s just that I couldn’t explain properly since I kinda wrote this in the night plus I was kinda pissed off that people are willingly searching up porn drawings of a fandom they’re in and try to “fix” the drawing for their own sake, so that prevented me from explaining properly, so please excuse me I’ll probably edit this and specify on what I’m trying to explain here lol, I’ve gotten another person to say that it’s not only the Sprunki fandom so please if anyone else does see this and is about to say that it happens to other fandom, just know I’m well aware, no need to point it out I also did try to say that it happens to other fandom is in this line, “Why do you willingly search up rule 34 of whatever fandom you’re into and fix the damn drawing?” I’m sure y’all kinda didn’t think I was hinting that it happens to other fandoms and that I am AWARE, so please, don’t tell me that it happens to other fandoms, this little reblog should be enough, so please give mercy on me
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I always wonder how people who hate rule 34 function because I seriously saw a video on “FiXiNg SpRuNkI RuLe 34” and it’s like, why are you even trying to “fix” it when you know damn well at the end of the day the original drawing is still up for people to view and indulge in, and if you hate rule 34 so much then why the fuck do you even view it at all? You’re only making yourself more mad and being an idiot. I swear, I’m gonna question my life if I see another video that “fixes” rule 34. And the fact that I see “fixed” rule 34 drawings on some platforms(mainly DA) is ridiculous, and especially that the people “fixing” rule 34 drawing are MAINLY minors is just…Why do you willingly search up rule 34 of whatever fandom you’re into and fix the damn drawing? PLUS YOU'RE A MINOR! THE ARTIST THAT POSTED THAT DAMN PORN DRAWING OF A DAMN SPRUNKI WASN’T MEANT FOR YOUR OWN VIEWING! IT WAS MEANT FOR THE VIEWING OF 18+ PEOPLE RAGHHHH! anyways yeah this is my thoughts on artists that “fix” rule 34
#I needed to clarify this lol#I don’t mean to be rude to y’all it’s just that I kinda find it annoying that people are pointing out that it happens to other fandoms#When in fact I am very aware
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Wei Wuxian should be able to get drunk for once. I think he'd either be singing bawdy drinking songs on the roof of the Jingshi or he'd be getting irrevocably lost no matter where he is. He's found in the bushes behind the mountains like a cryptid, and then he's like "I can't believe you all got lost" (extremely slurred) as if he didn't get embarrassed by something Lan Wangji had said and just somehow disappeared when everyone looked back at him
oh ABSOLUTELY im walking with u and nodding and agreeing, i can see him becoming an absolute menace to keep track of at his drunkest.
anyway heres wonderwall The Gang (Wangxian & their fave group of ducklings) in a city known for its STRONG wine and wuxian being like well. ur all grown now, youre technically not juniors anymore. we have to see whos lasting the longest against this stuff!, smash cut to a suspiciously wei ying-less group of the worlds drunkest cultivators being wrangled through the woods by designated driver hanguang-jun, with at least 2 of them clinging to his robes at all times.
#i ALSOOOO LOVE the hc that wuxians just. very affectionate when drunk. bc he lowkey is that way in canon#we dont really know if the alcohols affecting him a lot when him n wangji r drinking but he sure is affectionate#but i think thats Stage One of drunk wuxian. like b99 with the 1-drink-amy system#he goes Unaffected -> lovey dovey -> musical -> fucking off into the woods#also THE IMAGES ARE LOADING IN WE DID IT GANG!#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#wangxian#wei wuxian#lan wangji#sketch#doodle#jin ling#lan sizhui#lan jingyi#ouyang zizhen#sizhui came back to life somewhere between the Petname Drop and the ensuing panic he felt the Anxious Dad vibes radiating off wangji#wangji Attempts to question wwx as to why the fuck he RAN AWAY???? when he sobers up and all wwx has to offer to the conversation is#'well to be fair im a fragile man'#as if that explains anything#except post-canon wangxian understand eachother far too well so it does in fact explain everything#wwx when lwj is nice to him: ???husband is unyielding???husband is cruel??? husband wants me dead??? husband wants me to have heart attack?#JAIL for husband! JAIL FOR 1000 YEARS! but first! self imposed exile!#i was gonna make this longer so it made more sense and was actually good but its 00:38 so u see why i dont wanna? anyway#wwx drunk out of his mind on the roof of the jingshi with wen ning: BIG DIRTY STINKIN BASS! DIRTY STINKIN BASS! DIRTY DIRTY STINKIN BASS#lwj who just got back from a solo nighthunt internally: i wasnt aware he COULD get drunk? am i impressed? i think im impressed?#also the stick in his waistband. very much not chenqing. he dropped chenqing at some point and just pciked up a random stick and was like#yuh thatll do#and fun fact it will not in fact do
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See Ya When I See Ya (Acoustic), Miles Kane @ The Caves Edinburgh 13/11/24
literal moments before this: a group of people in the crowd suddenly started chanting for miles to play standing next to me. he acknowledged it for a moment with the hint of a nostalgic/wistful smile, and then proceeded to level us all with reactionary, wry, raised-eyebrows look and launched immediately into see ya when i see ya instead. and this isn’t even my milex brain talking (the girl next to me literally went “oh wow”), the way he did it was genuinely SO loud. like it was an unmistakeable expression that so clearly showed he feels something about those two songs is inherently connected. it was such a from-the-gut, instinctive response and it spoke VOLUMES. i wish wish WISH i'd managed to catch it on video because i know my description is not doing it justice at all, but trust me. it really packed a punch. like there was this reminder of the most popular puppets song from the crowd (and one that’s particularly associated with all their milex antics at that) , and then this visceral expression from miles of "yeah, none of that anymore" or "look at where we are now" as he introduced see ya when i see ya. there were just. SO many emotional layers. and like yes, i know it's sort of an open secret that see ya when i see ya might be about alex and their creative/personal relationship, but god. this really felt so close to an open admission that that’s the case.
#also the fact he played shavambacu > see ya when i see ya > colour of the trap???#insanity#i did not cope well#also i am fully aware that this is just my personal interpretation of his reaction#i may of course be way off so please as always take with a pinch of salt#but it certainly felt very clear from where i was standing#and that was a sentiment shared by a lot of the people i spoke to at the gig#also#on a slightly different note#see ya when i see ya is actually one of my favourite songs of his and i was absolutely THRILLED that he played it#it's so gorgeous acoustic too 💖#anyway yeah#going to be thinking about this for a WHILE 🫠#(i’m also trying to hunt down footage but so far no success)#miles kane#omb era#omb winter tour#my show#lulu posts
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how was this monologue real
*EDIT: finn confirmed at a recent convention that mike had no romantic feelings when he first met el in the woods (he was only 12 years old, extremely worried about his best friend and did not have romance on his mind… he even compared finding el to finding E.T.) so the “love at first sight” trope is nonsense
#this entire video is just mike being called out on his lies/exaggerations so if you don’t wanna see that then don’t watch 😅#people can ship what they want i just personally don’t understand how anyone thinks this is good writing#byler#byler analysis#putting it in this tag because it’ll make sense if you watch the video 😭#mike wheeler#stranger things#and yes i do believe mike truly loves el as a person but the romantic aspect of their relationship has always felt off#also YES i am very aware that when you’re desperate and trying to save someone you need to tell them what they want to hear#and sometimes you have to lie or heavily exaggerate#it still doesn’t change the fact that it’s very strange AND he was only able to say it because of will’s monologue
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Voice actors are NOT the same as actors.
It takes a specific kind of skill-set and training to be able to warp and meld the voice. It takes a certain kind of talent and dedication to hone that talent into the ability to meld the voice and invoke emotion with one's voice alone. Actors are used to using their voice secondarily to their body language and their facial expressions. It's all mirrored back on camera. They do have nuance. But it's a different kind of nuance and a different kind of training to produce that nuance.
Voice actors might get their likeness transposed on their character's design, and maybe their mannerisms might seep into the character's animation. But when it's all said and done: their presence is in their voice. They are bringing a character to life, showing that emotion in their voice, trying to keep a specific accent, drawl, pitch, tone in that voice and keep it consistent for their recording sessions.
The voice actor is like a classically trained musician who can play first chair in a competitive, world-renown orchestra. The actor (who fills the voice actor's role) is like a moot who played violin in beginner and intermediate high school orchestra and thinks they can get into Juilliard with that 2-4 years of experience.
This doesn't mean that the HS orchestra moot can't play. They can even be really good at it. Maybe they won competitions and sat first chair. But they are not in the same league as the person who's been training their whole lives and lives and breathes to hone their craft using the instrument and all of the training they've ever acquired to perfect it. They are not meant for the same roles. They are not in the same caliber. You do not hire the HS equivalent when you want to play complex music in a competitive orchestra.
Actors are not the same as voice actors.
And furthermore, actors - especially big name actors - taking the roles of animated characters for big budget films or TV pilots makes no sense anyways when - at least in the case of TV pilots - there's not a point to hiring a big budget actors anyways. That money could be used elsewhere (like paying your animators), and the talent that is brought onto the screen for X character could then be hired on to voice said character no recasting required.
I wouldn't say voice acting as a profession is in danger exactly, but it's certainly being disrespected and overlooked for celebrity clout, and this has ALWAYS been an issue. Shoot, even Robin Williams knew that much - which is why he tried so hard not to be used as a marketing chess piece for Aladdin and got royally pissed off when it happened anyways. People shouldn't go to any movie (but especially not animated films) because "oh famous actor is in it". People should go because it's a good movie and the voice acting is good.
People who honest to god think that voice actors are replaceable because "oh well anyone can voice act" or "I like xyz celebrity so naturally it'll be good" ... Honestly I just wish you'd reassess your priorities because you're missing the point and are part of the problem.
Voice Actors ≠ Actors.
#(i am incredibly passionate about this)#(and seeing celebrity voice actors in what should be a voice actor's role completely burns my buns it doesn't matter WHO it is)#(hemsworth as optimus? someone tell me one good reason why they couldn't get a good v/a to replace mr. cullen properly for the future)#(ben shwartz as sonic? dude literally isn't even a good voice actor OR actor anyways-)#(- A N D jason griffith AND my boy roger craig smith are still RIGHT HERE)#(jason griffith IN PARTICULAR would have pulled back SO many sonic fans that went to watch the film anyways. if not /more/.)#(and on top of that he has the same tonality and energy they tried to force this moshmo to try and emulate anyways so GET THE REAL THING)#(chris pratt as mario? i can at least defend /him/ and say that barring his failure to do a NY accent consistently he wasn't terrible)#(but mario's new voice actor could've been used instead and people would've clearly appreciated that WAY more)#(vanessa hudgens as sunny starscout in mlp g5's pilot movie? literally why. they replace her and hitch's va in the show.)#(don't even get me started on the concept of hiring celebrity singers to do musical theatre roles or not letting musical theatre singers-)#(-dub the celebrity voice actors you just HAD to hire for your film bc you're so worried about not getting enough clout to get ppl in seats#(that you're putting it all in this (1) big name hire bc turns out that you have no faith in your writing ability much less-)#(-animation as a medium.)#(and no before anyone says anything : no this is not me saying that ALL celebrity voice castings are bad.)#(there are some that aren't that bad and others that are actually pretty good.)#(i especially appreciate it when actors are damn well aware they aren't voice actors and try to LEARN from voice coaches-)#(-and/or their va predecessors if applicable.)#(that does not change the fact that the celebrity shouldn't have been hired just because the film wanted to have bragging clout-)#(-oh look at this FAMOUS PERSON we were able to hire — yeah ok. sure wendy. i want to know if this film is quality or not.)#(and 9/10 times the SECOND there is money spent on a non voice actor to voice the main character especially)#(that usually means somewhere along the way animation IS going to get shafted. if not w the animators themselves then in the way of-)#(-the actual animation itself and ESPECIALLY the screenwriting because it's especially been so dogshit lately even before the strike.)#(a celebrity being hired to fill a voice actor's role is such an immediate red flag to me and it is VERY rare that i get to be proven wrong
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stacy is sooo interesting because she's in love with house but knows that they will never ever be able to have a healthy, stable, sane relationship because they're too similar so. she finds house-lite instead and marries him and. essentially moves on with her life! and is successful in this because she's a moderately well-adjusted person!
wilson, in contrast, never manages to escape the inevitable, in spite of his best efforts to find a house-lite of his very own, because he's an absolute fucking freak and ends up glued to house to the bitter. bitter end
#yeah im too sleepy to revise this. UNFILTERED posting wooahh#some may b shocked but i do actually read thru most of my posts several times to make sure i didnt accidentally write mein kampfe 2#recently ive come to the realization that i am in fact not an incredibly chill person#and that the constant paranoia and fear in which i live my life is actually PROBABLY a symptom of severe anxiety#like damn. ive always known that im pretty prone to depression but ive preetty much always been aware of that#my mom is a chronic depressive so i know the symptoms i know the signs i have a pretty good arsenal of healthy coping mechanisms#UNFORTUNATELY mommy's mental health problems did not help her not abuse me as a child#so i ended up being a terribly anxious kid who was constantly being screamed at and told i was overreacting (because i was. because i had#a severe anxiety problem that was making me react irrationally.) to everything all the time#which is you know. it is VERY difficult to deal with a mental health problem when you arent aware you have a problem!#its incredible how much. better. my life has gotten since i figured this out and started actively trying to work out what triggers it#and being able to like. realize 'oookay. there is an Issue here and it needs to be overcome'#instead of just beating on myself constantly for not being able to do things without feeling sick or getting breathing problems!#anyways. trauma dumping in tags is over now!#house md#hilson#greg house#james wilson#stacy warner
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This has probably been already said but what about Raven!Neil in an AU where he escapes with Jean. They are on the run for a little while and amidst the chaos of two Ravens missing, Kevin's hand is broken.
Nathaniel gets word that Kevin is taking sanctuary with the Foxes' very own Coach Wymack. Nathaniel, being the shit he is, concocts the plan to get Wymack to sign him and Jean to make it look like their disappearance was intentional.
Jean hates the plan. Kevin hates that he can't get away from Nathaniel. Nathaniel doesn't give a shit at long as he is away from Riko and is on a court.
#shut up capt#callum rumbles#aftg#i am aware of the amount of holes this concept has in it but *waves hands* look at them#nathaniel having little empathy for kevin besides the fact that his hand prevents him from playing#and being more focused on Jean#andrew coming in later and still taking in Kevin#eventually andrew figures out that his deal with kevin means little when nathaniel has all the resources to keep riko away from them#andrew and nathaniel fighting for a hot moment before realizing theres something more to their bickering#jean becoming very close to renee and by extension the upperclassmen and eventually andrew#nathaniel and jean learning that they can survive being apart and deviating from the buddy system#nathaniel embracing his new number 10 instead of his 3#but jean feeling ill when he realizes he has to be 11 instead of 4 now#thats enough rambling#aftg au#the perfect court#neil josten#kevin day#jean moreau#coach wymack#riko moriyama
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Not to be a downer and this isn't an indictment of people celebrating this, but I remember watching an as-it-happened documentary (my favorite type of documentary tbh) on the fiftieth anniversary of the Moon Landing and then halfway into it the spell it had over me snapped and I just started thinking "What did the people fighting in Vietnam, both sides, think of all this? Where was that 'moment of global unity' everyone has been talking about for the last fifty years that was allegedly during this moment? What about the people slaving away in factories or in fields or prison during this? What about the people who couldn't afford a TV because of rampant wealth inequality? There was so much vitriol in this moment just for people who wanted to be treated equal but I'm told the world as a whole and America in particular had come together."
I love as-it-happened documentaries because I love putting myself in moments that witness history in the making, good or bad, but I couldn't reconcile this idealized version of what I've been told my entire life and the historical truths I knew were going on as Americans landed on the moon
#the very next day I came across the poem 'Whitey On The Moon'. which full disclosure I am whitey but it still stuck with me#also I had a smaller realization in high school astronomy class that we. America. really didn't win the space race because of this#like don't get me wrong human scientific achievement woo one small step for man#we powered thru this particular stretch of the race but that didn't really win the marathon when USSR did everything else first#also I always hated how this supposed monument of human achievement and ingenuity was always just one nuclear power flexing on another#one giant leap for mankind fuck you ruskies U-S-A U-S-A back to proxy wars U-S-A U-S-A kill kill kill#but like I said the proxy war in question didn't really end while this was going on#no magic moment of a Moon Landing truce as far as I'm aware#anyway the fact that the fiftieth anniversary occurred during the trump regime prolly had no bearing on my cynicism I'm sure
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feeling the overwhelming urge to write a deeply self-indulgent doctor who/star trek crossover fic right now, because you know who else would fall so fucking hard for the master's goofy little spy schtick? julian bashir, that's who.
#dw#it would have to be early seasons bashir though#bc he's like 'oh boy an evil bisexual alien that's exactly my type'#whereas later seasons bashir would be like 'i already have multiple morally ambiguous secret agents gagging for my dick'#'plus there's a war on and i'm busy. pass'#it practically writes itself#while escaping from the crashing plane the master accidentally teleports himself to some random human occupied space station#crashes to the ground in a flash of white light and knocks himself out. he's wearing his tux from the party fucking OBVIOUSLY#gets carted in to sickbay. they may or may not be able to identify him as an alien but he sure LOOKS human#and when he wakes up he's like. i'm agent o from mi6. from the year 2020. i'm very confused but harmless for sure!#and dr julian 'james bond fanboy' bashir is like I RECOGNISE THAT ACRONYM‚ IT'S MY TIME TO SHINE#this mysterious time displaced 'human' is my new best friend and also there's someone i've GOT to introduce him to#there's a bit of a hiccup when it turns out o is very well aware of aliens and in fact keeping track of aliens is his whole job#seems like he's from an alternate timeline where first contact happened WAY earlier#but julian 'geek social fallacies' bashir introduces o to garak like you guys are both spies so you'll get along right?#and garak (who knows a liar when he sees one) picks up on some bad vibes immediately#and is like doctor i can't get a read on what his deal is but do NOT trust this man#plot twist though the master talks him around and it's actually garak who sews that plaid suit of his.#anyway. this is very silly#under no circumstances am i actually going to write this i'm just rotating it in my mind
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Wrote over 1,600 words while recovering from a procedure yesterday, somehow. This is the most I have ever written in Faded Daisy in one day ever.
I don't know how much of what I wrote yesterday I will have to change though. I'm feeling iffy about some of it. (The fact that Tievis is trans has finally been confirmed in Faded Daisy, and I'm afraid I didn't do it tastefully enough. But I think I did it as tastefully as possible considering the circumstances. But maybe I should change the circumstances. The fact I have a trans villain already means I have to be very careful in how I write him to avoid upsetting people, and it's very easy to accidentally slip into potential transphobia.)
#unfortunately he had to get naked for plot reasons. which is what i mean by “the circumstances.”#i think i did it as tastefully as humanly possible. but still. i am aware that this is a very very bad way to go about it#probably when i try to find beta readers i'll try to seek out another trans man/transmasc person to sensitivity read that part#i mean i am in fact a trans man myself. but that doesn't make me infaillible in writing them#wip: faded daisy
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i genuinely genuinely love when someone sends me an ask on bearotonin telling me about katmai fat bear week
#like 'hey did you know there's this thing called fat bear week?!?!'#or 'hey just wanted to let you know the dates for fat bear week'#it's genuinely so cute and hilarious#like i wanna act all surprised like when a small child tells you a basic fact and you pretend it's the most amazing brilliant thing ever#and i had no idea wow that's so amazing so cool you're so smart amazing!#it just makes me laugh so much#in a very good way#lol#it's just endearing#like yes#yes honey#i am aware of fat bear week#bearotonin international's origin story is fat bear week#i mean#it's a little longer than just fat bear week#but fat bear week played an intrinsic part in its birth and creation#anyways. people are cute#posts about bearotonin#that should be a tag lol
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fun fact, when you heal from insomnia, you'll actually get SOOO mad at a good night's sleep because you don't get the unbridled joy of waking up at 2 am and 4 am etc etc (more than that) and checking your phone and rolling back over with a smile because you have several more hours before you get to wake up. i went to bed and then woke up at 6:30... what is this bullshit 'healthy' sleep
#ftr ive been working on this for a long time i am aware that just waking up a lot in the night is not very insomniac of me#trust me. i know. ive been working on this problem my ENTIRE life and the last stretch of recovery was the wake up every few hours thing#it used to be much much much much worse#lol fun fact when i first saw fight club i was like yeah i get this . because of the insomnia stuff.#god it sucks. im so glad i can sleep now. i love sleeping. top five activites.
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unfortunately i have become aware of my own body at the age of 30 and the result has been gender
#this very strange this has happened#wherein i have realized that i have actively suppressed thinking about my body in any meaningful way when i was growing up#because it was uncomfortable and didn’t look right and i never used it right#but then i read a book that hit too close to home#and now i am so aware of my body i would like it to stop please#and it’s very strange bc like#i love boxes#i love labels#and yet the older i get the more i have to come to terms with the fact that i don’t fit anywhere#trying to reframe this as freeing is a challenge
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love using my knowledge of the bible to write fics. don't so much love having to look up every verse i want to reference in king james version instead of whichever of the three other versions i memorized verses in because if this character is 27 in ~2012 he definitely didn't grow up reading the berean study bible
#one thing about me is i did in fact memorize a very large amount of bible verses growing up#but they span from old niv to new niv to esv to bsb when it comes to which version it was in#and sometimes i had to memorize them in more than one !#unfortunately i just KNOW nathaniel is a kjv girlie through and through#which is fine for the most part but ugh some of these verses just flow so much better in other versions#not that the prose style matters for the actual bible but i'm trying to make MY prose sound nice#and then i have to stick a clunky kjv verse in there when i know esv sounds so much nicer 😔#i AM aware this is such a hyperspecific problem to have and no one actually cares but i'm still going to complain#also you can quote me on hawthorne being a kjv girlie#i am definitely the only one assigning specific bible translations to characters. but i'm RIGHT#hello grace here
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You ever just. Feel like you don’t quite fit anywhere in particular
#like everyone around you falls into these nice little groups of good friends and you. just kind of stand off to the side#like a reoccurring side character?#and everyone you consider your group has other groups (usually with each other) that doesn’t include you?#idk ignore me. I’m being whiney#people are allowed to have things that don’t involve me even if they talk about it in front of me and have no intent on including me#this isn’t something that happened tonight just. something that’s been on my mind recently#it’s kind of like I’m the straggler. my talent lies in writing not art. so. you can’t see my worth#idk this is probably imposter syndrome#but I am kinda just#hovering off to the side hoping that I’m not being annoying by breathing too loudly#I also am very aware of the fact that I am a little bit of an attention seeker. it’s mild but I really like it when I get to be included#delete later
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#Fifteen episode 2. Mmmmmmhhhhhh#The animation quality DOES get worse. This episode shows it lol#So many static frames stretching for so long... I feel so sorry for the animators.#I still stand by the fact that if studios can't provide enough budget or time to their animators seasons simply shouldn't be released.#But after all who am I to talk...#The scene of Dazai shooting at the soldier makes my blood freeze. Rimbaud throwing books in the fire is equally upsetting#Like I /know/ it's an anime about literature with constant metafiction references–#and that this too has a symbolic meaning and is *supposed* to be upsetting but that said.#Seeing whole books being thrown in the fire is such a disturbing sight that calls for such a visceral response in me 😭😭😭#The amv opening is nice! Makes me even more bitter about season 5 one lmao. Of the kind#“not only we had to get a amv opening (((while we deserved a wholly ss/kk focused opening)))‚ we even got a bad amv ending at that”#Mmmmhhhh I hateeeeeee how they handled the Sheep 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Seriously this is just another bug instance of#“me and the author have WHOLLY different views of what human nature is like”#I just... Don't think... Children joining together in an hostile environment would act like that. I'm so much more of a t/pn kind of guy.#Children who come together to survive would protect each other and especially would trust each other. Why is there such a big lack of trust#Why doesn't Shirase trust Chuuya? Why doesn't Chuuya trust Shirase (with handling more information)? It's just dumb#It's dumb. It sounds stupid from the very plot aspect that Chuuya would act so shady and suspicious with the Sheep instead of being open–#about what his course of action is. It's like he was trying to have them turn on him. It's stupid of Shirase to mistrust Chuuya–#when in eight years he never gave them any reason to doubt of him.#And I know right as I'm writing this that someone is going to read it and think “you're completely missing on the unbalance of power that–#creates these dynamics of lack of trust” but the thing is exactly that I don't see why that unbalance of power would ever come to be!#They're all just kids. They're aware of that. If Chuuya never had malicious intentions towards Shirase‚ I don't see why he would ever fear–#his betrayal. Likewise‚ I don't see why Shirase and the other Sheep members would ever be so manipulative and disrespectful towards–#Chuuya if he's been nothing but kind to them (and we have no reason to think otherwise)?#It all comes down to: I think people are inherently good and willing to help each other. The author thinks not lmao. It is what it is#But I wish you could see t/pn. Where kids are constantly trying to outwit each other in order to OUT-SACRIFICE THEMSELVES for the others lo#I love t/pn it's my life... I miss it#random rambles#And if anyone would like to argue that Dazai specifically set them off to betray each other... Yes I DO understand that's what the story–#is suggesting. I just don't think Dazai - for how good. and infallible he is - is enough to scrape long-term relationships of trust.
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