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itsahotminuteinbetween · 20 days ago

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(shut up shut up shut up shut up-)

(they’d give good hugs…)

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lesbiansanemi · 6 months ago

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Was doing so good holding it together today but now that I’m laying down and trying to sleep I’m tearing up and I can feel that I’m about to burst into tears any second now

#my mom called me like ten minutes before I was off work today #and asked if I had talked to my grandpa lately and I was like yeah some why?#I’ve been showing what I’ve been cooking with him and my grandma because I was proud of myself #and she was like oh so you know about his potential surgery?#and I was like. his what???????#apparently his pace maker is dying and malfunctioning and he needs a new one #but this is the third time it’s had to be replaced and as he’s gotten older he’s had a lot more health issues #and they’re not even sure his heart can handle getting it replaced…. he has an appointment tomorrow to find that out #and no one told me. no one fucking told me it was that bad and I’m so #like man my feelings on my grandparents are so insanely complicated but I do love them #I love them so much and they practically raised me and loved me more and treated me better than my mother EVER did #they’re the only family members I’ve ever been legitimately terrified and upset over not accepting me cuz I’m queer #like my mom and siblings? I could not give a flying fuck if they hated me for my gender or sexuality #if my grandparents had a bad reaction I think I would fucking kill myself #and idk the point is I love him and I’ve barely seen him at all the past few years because we live far away now and I never visit because I #hate the rest of my family #but what if he can’t have this surgery?????#or what if he can but something goes wrong??????#what if he’s dying and I’m only able to go down and see him one more time #and he could be fine. it might all work out and he could be fine #but man I’m terrified that won’t happen because WHY WOULD NO ONE TELL ME ANY OF THIS #and yeah no I’m fully crying now I can’t do this #he taught me to draw and he built the house I grew up in and he got me into lord of the rings and would take me book shopping #and and and I’m gonna fucking throw up #kaz rambles

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nattikay · 7 months ago

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hmmmm think i'm gonna go play some afop

#been in the mood to play but haven't gotten the chance in like two weeks #because i was out of town for a few days last week and even when home most of my free time has gone to working on my paws #speaking of my paws i hoped to finish them today but yeah that's not happening 😩#utah and/or the airport must've poisoned my family cuz all of us except my youngest brother #have been down with some sort or other of cough/congestion since we got back #and needless to say that's put a damper on my productivity #i did get some work done on the paws today just not as much as i'd hoped #oh well #can't breathe through my nose and my head's been hurting so #yeah need a break to chill for a while gonna play a bit of afop #probably not even my new save file i can't brain that hard right now #just gonna log into my main and do kukulope's challenges and call it good #woo

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keeps-ache · 2 days ago

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good morning and merry christmas !! aesthetic photo of my cookies be upon ye

#just me hi #i put them on the plate and then the little devil and my shoulder said Hey what if we spent the next 20+ minutes editing it #and they were right that was fun lmfvshgh #Except for looking for a glitter brush on ibis! why are all the thumbnails so blurry it hurts my eyes Ghfksfjvk #yea the phone is working out good :) i'm gonna be taking pictures of everything now ehehehgh #also forgot to eat these for the 20+ minutes i was playing w/ the pictures #my breakfastttt: (went to go count but i have eaten some now. ouh) ✋10 🤚 christmas cookies :3 #they're little ones- oh hey these pretzel one are kinda salty! yaaay #i like the swirly/horseshoe ones the most though. nyum #/we have pozole my mom made last night but i think that has to be warmed up hfhsvh #we got back from christmas midnight mass and everyone- Everyone (crazy) went to bed as soon as we got home lmfhvshg #i don't think that's ever happened. usually a couple are still awake until dawn and Then they go to sleep lol #yea but we didn't even get to try to the pozole last night <//3 helped to strain it last night though :D it smelled kinda sweet+spicy so ou #//we're waiting til i think friday or saturday for presents this year because of the Events so noo wrapping cleaning today 🎉💥 kfsvh #and i've been asked what i wanted. see i don't have that trouble of suddenly not having a want in the world: i just kinda don't have that #already for some reason lmao ?? so yea default state. do you think i'll get socks kfshvfh #//do love having to go back into my tags and add the topic slash bc every topic is related All the time Forever lmfsh #//hey but i DO need socks HEY i'm not joking anymore. don't want any with patterns though they will bother me lol #cuz unless i like the patterns i am not going to wear them :/ that is unless i think they're silly then they pass #are they holiday-themed? i'll prolly still wear them during the fourth of july so we can guarantee 1 whole day of use lhfshvjg #however during the warmer days (anything above 55 degrees) i wear chanclas w/o socks. so maybe not so much guaranteed #and also if i can't find it's match i will just never wear it again. truly tragic #i'm painstakingly matching my plain white socks i can Not handle patterned socks again #/wait was this post about cookies. dude how did we get here Lmfjvskfhvahfhvj #//Okay i'm gonna ummm #Ummmmmmmm #uuuuhm. draw :3 Toodles !! merry christmas !! <3

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wish-i-were-heather · 3 months ago

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ok wait i might have woken up at 12 but imma try to make today productive 😣😣

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famewolf · 4 months ago

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cleared the fridge out so that we don't have a dozen condiments that expired last year ... we rarely make food waste anymore but some of those random sauces get pushed to the back and never thought of again

#[static]#i need to do a big shopping trip today cuz we finally got through all our eggs and hearty vegetables #and I gave a couple of bags of pantry items to a coworker who just moved and was struggling to have food at home #im gonna try and make a few different meals this week just based on what i have left in there #looking like chicken stuffing casserole. enchiladas. crunch wraps and mandarin orange chicken #im trying to be a lot better about my fiber intake ... because even though I rarely have stomach troubles i just know that i should be-#-eating way more fiber than I do. beans and legumes forever (and I'm perfectly alright with that ... I love them)#i got some beef chuck that i need to use in the next couple weeks ... maybe some stew for the start of september

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silentgrim · 1 year ago

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love the invalidation when u openly express ur concerns 🥰

#no bcs my dog had surgery 12 days ago #been telling everyone and i mean EVRYONE neighbors included that her wound is looking a bit open and off #the only one who was worried as much as me was my mom #my dad brother neighbors and friends kept saying we were ‘overly anxious’ and ‘overthinking’ and that her wound was fine #anyway big fuck u to them cuz i took her to the vet today and i was right she had a small opening and needed to be re-stitched #she could’ve gotten an infection if I hadn’t brought her in #the way i almost cancelled my Uber bcs they kept saying i was crazy HAH thank god i put my foot down #anyway #trust your guts babe #ok bye!#chatter #nonsims

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duckzz · 9 months ago

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LOOK AT MY SPOON VESSEL ON CWB'S LIVE BAHAHAHAH 😭‼️

#context ofc:#cwb on tiktok was celebrating her 3 year anniversary #and shared with us her emotional support spoon #then she opened orders for emotional support spoon cuz she thought we needed them #and i rushed to order vessel as one. AND IT WAS ON TODAY'S LIVE AND NOW I CAN'T BREAAATHE LOOK AT IT BAHAHAH #can't wait till he gets home hehehe <3 #sleep token

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stonedopossums · 9 months ago

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supposed to be getting a call abt the apartment today. how late do i wait before calling THEM

#.txt #called them yesterday and they said i should hear back today. but its almost 2 pm and i havent heard anything.#nervous.#if we didnt get this apartment i need to know NOW cuz our lease ends at the end of april #i need to be able to apply to more apartments #considering no one will schedule a showing with me cuz i already have a current app with one of the only leasing places in town 🙄

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lizlemondyke · 10 months ago

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I am really living in the least serious most idiotic timeline. we’re having a joke with this one. everything is stupidity forever.

#in a directing class and we have auditions today for all four of our short plays #YESTERSAY I asked the (very young not always responsible) group if anyone needed help printing their sides #cuz I was at the library.#crickets. absolute crickets.#this morning half of them: ‘ohhh I can’t get to the library in time can somekne PLEASEEE print my sides’#I don’t want to be anyone’s mom I don’t enjoy it either but I DO have to scold now!!!!!

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flovverworks · 1 year ago

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CHLOE BDAY HIP HIP HURRAY

#stardust speaking !#saw the preview with chloes lines. oh hes so endearing #im highly in the 'thats akiras lil bro' corner but congrats to the chloe fans #(thinks of lennox bday card with the whole 'the one who wins can ask the loser to do something' ->akira asks leno to bend down #so they can PAT HIM ON THE HEAD......................ure so tall so it probably doessnt happen often right.....#......#????????#lenoaki is so tender it makes my head spin #<-person who cried during lennox chara story so is biased #shakes everyone listen the wizard are ssooooo important to akira and for akiras development and building selfconfidence and selflove this #is why i will nvr ever shut up about them here cuz they have such a massive role- <-just likes them a lot #T_^#okay anyway i actually wrote a lil thing for myself today HURRAY ive been in a more. oh i can do things. mood lately #theres a selfindulgent thing i wanna write a lil bit off but aside from that i wanna. do something here #inb4 itll be a tiny teeny thing ive been thinking about lately before tackling 2 para+ stuff. WE WILL SEE eventually #not tonite for sure i am zzzzzzzzz #but i missed writing tiny things for myself so im gonna try to keep at this.#one day ill do that for akira things too. i need to write down my silly postmhyk aus and my silly dramatic modern aus for me myself and i #i dont talk about it a lot here cuz its embarrassing but wizards in akiras world is always a funny concept to me #5ever thinking about INTERNET IS SUGOI figaro from that one figaaki comic #actually that one where figaro memorized akiras name when its written makes me dizzy I WANNA TALK ABOUT STUFF LIKE THAT AGAIN.....#T_T akira learning how to write the wizards names. yknow. at least. since they cant read the language at all #okay its way past my bedtime #i cant get into akira & their language at this hour itll be too much #tldr while i think its difficult for akira to rly pick it up (cuz they understand everything they say!??!?!??!?!)#recognizing words u see commonly....................happens..........+ akira making an effort to learn certain words

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blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk · 1 year ago

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ok y'all, as of tonight I've temporarily set the queue to post once a day instead of twice! this will affect the time it posts as well, and I'll definitely go back to twice a day once I'm done with this batch of requests

(tho... to be 10000% honest, I'll most likely peace out for a bit after I do that, half to focus on other fandoms/content and half because it'll probably be near the start of NaNoWriMo or slightly into it by the time I finish this batch, and NaNo will obviously take a lot of my attention lol)

BUT, we're getting there! I currently have 31 requests left, and when I get to about 25 I'll redo my list one last time (because I just can't help myself XD) and I'm really really close, I'm super hoping I'll be at 25 by tomorrow night!

love you guys so so so much, thank you for sticking with me even tho I'm really slow and scatterbrained!!! <3 <3 <3

#mod post #girl help I'm TIRED #the store wasn't open by the time I left today cuz of our big truck dropping off a ton of shit we don't need #I worked my ass off but guess what........ it's still there!! XD #n e way don't come at me but I still got them Dabi hoe vibes going #MHA is tightening its grip every day and I just wanna get this batch finished before I give in completely |D

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keeps-ache · 1 month ago

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need to be exploding something but i Can't for some reason. just Can Not. my ability to do is just. Nay

#just me hi #GOUHHH #okay so I can't go back to bed rn cuz I was So tired earlier I went to bed at 7 #Bad move !! But I also didn't have anything to do so kind of the only one lmao #So I slept for 4 hours and here I am now. At 2 am. Vibing [<- this is untrue]#I have Energy that I Need to dedicate to SOMETHING but I can't figure out what so I'm just vibrating really aggressively and pacing kfvshf #I could funkin writeeeee but I don't know what and i don't think I'll be able to focus so lmaoo 💥#// 💥🎶NONSTOP AUTOMATIC LIVIN IN DELUSION🎶💥#anywho loll--#//i could draw but that's Slow and Caramalizing work. Like when I want to evenly toast my thoughts you know what I'm saying kfshf #Or when I'm just trying to be Thourough. Or just rotating shiz so fast I gotta slow down lol #And then if I draw what should it be? The things in my brain ??? God forbid #What I'm just sposed to pick between the 3+ projects I have blasting at full volume in my head rn ?? That's crazy talk man #//mnm i want. a Snack #Snack tiymeeee #If only we had those kfshvfh #Ik where to get marshmallows (thought they could hide them from me. Impossible) but that's not a good choice for the hour or the craving lo #//what's the point !!! What's the pooooint !!! 🎶#i love you music hfvsh #/speaking of i took my mp3 player w/ me to skate w/ and played oldies and you know that was pretty good man I gotta do that again #Meant to do it last time but I didn't charge her :( and I don't want to stress her battery by killing her so </3 #//oh also we went to the movies today !! Part of the reason I'm tired lmao #I always forget to bring smth to plug my ears (it's so funkin loudddd man oTL) but you know what I Didn't forget? Mp3 player w/ the noise #Canceling earbuds. Which worked insanely well I had Zero discomfort :D #Usually the theater experience starts to suck hard at abt the 2/3rds point cuz everything gets loud ;w;#but i forgot abt the sound thing w/ my buds in so :D yay yippee !!#We watched gladiator 2 :) watched the first one the night before so full context let's go 💥#It was good! I think anyway! I'm not sure i was completely clocked in kfshfh #//ooou I'm running out of tag space..#I'll say ciao right here loll :> toodles !!

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tonyglowheart · 2 years ago

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last night in this house... sleeping on air mattresses... still have leftover bits of stuff to move out in the morning.... so odd

#personal #rip bc the other house we were gonna move into is uninhabitable lmao #the tenants uhh lowkey trashed it 8)#like. the walls are coated in mysterious residue #all floors are dirty some are weirdly sticky #just random weird things are broken- they fucked up several blinds one of which looks like. some animal chewed on the string or sth 8)#so yeah we were gonna like clean and lightly redo some stuff but it needs a full remodel #so we don't know where we're gonna live for a bit 8)#maybe a hotel but all of the larger extended stay suites are apparently already booked #and the former tenant is after my parents to return their full deposit. bro the place looks like a before in a fixer upper home remodel sho #they were like we lived here 7 yrs paid you xxxxxx in rent probably paid half your mortgage (as a reason to return their full deposit)-#bro that's just the agreement you made when renting not a favor you're doing... like you left the place nowhere near same or similar #condition. and the sheer amount of damage canNOT be 'regular tear and wear'#it's a fuckton of tear and wear at best #like. random shelves and bits inside the fridge are broken too #we lived in our current house like 9 yrs or sth and yeah it's worn down but there isn't trashed blinds and gross residue everywhere #they apparently paid a cleaner but there's only so much a cleaner can do lol like you gotta just knock it back and redo it #the buyers of this place were being annoying too lmao they came on Monday for what we thought slash were told was a walkthru #but like obv we hadn't finished moving out yet cuz today was the big move...#and they brought their agent and a contractor and we like let them look around and answered q #and then today. they had the gall. to insist they be let in for a 'real' walk thru tmr at 7am #7am??#also bro we're not done moving out fully yet and tbh we won't be at 7am tmr!#anyway we pushed back bc wtf they literally already came thru several times the guy even wanted a second inspection and he came here for it

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nicholasmillergf · 2 years ago

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i literally hate my job i want to quit i’m so done with this

#having kids literally attack me day after day with no support from the directors and also feeling awful because i don’t want to upset the #kids either but like today the one boy he had to wash his hands cuz he literally put them in the urinal and he was punching me and stuff #that he didn’t wanna do it so i closed the door so i could get some hand sanitizer or wipes instead and he got upset (maybe he felt trapped)#which i understand but like nothing else i can do so now this kid hates me but i’m the one who is getting punched and scratched and whatever #literally every day and i know they’re kids but im really fckjjnf tired of this #have them scream and throw things at me and the other teachers and take them to the directors only for them to be sent right back to class #and I’m literally not trained for this and they don’t tell their parents anything so we get literally no help like if a kid is having a hard #time and acts out aggressively I understand it’s maybe not something they can control but then they should maybe be at a school that can #give them the help they need because I’m doing my best but I can only do so much and I didn’t want to make this kid upset or angry but also #he can’t go eat food and touch the other kids and so on with hands he put in the urinal 🙃🙃🙃#I want to quit I’m so f king tired of this sjir #delete later

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blueslight · 2 years ago

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NAH MAN THE WAY OME SINGLE PERSON IN A GROUP NOT LIKING YOU CAN IMMEDIATELY MAKE YOU NEVER BE COMFORTABLE.IN THAT GROUP EVER AGAIN... and its weird for.me cuz I donr really care a lot if individual people like me but ik this person like says stuff about me behind my back and it just makes me think probably what if the whole group doesnt really like me anymore and so then whats the purpose in engaging with them . And like thats not fair cuz im way cooler than the other guy and he shouldnt get to make me feel unwelcome among my own friends. So realistically I think we need to settle this like men and beat each other up about it but hes got like a single meter of height and half a gram of muscle.mass so itd be the most unfair fight ever

#Hes a weakling though for saying shit about me behind my back thats 12 year old girl behaavior and its alll cuz my.dick is longer than his #today in class we had to like be in a group together and i was like asking him if i can join the group cuz it was the only free one and he #stayed like awkwardly silenr even tho i specifically asked him and for a split second i wanted to fucking KILL him cause hes got no good #reason for dislikmg me enough to pull the same shit the ppl who bullied me as a kid did ( act weird as fuck about having to work in a group #with me)#and to this day i kmow its not nice but anytime.someone acts weird about having.to do a group project with me i SERIOUSLY want to kill them #like violently not cause it bothers me tjat they dont wanna work with me cuz i donr wanna work w them either but cuz its so fucking dumb #and immature #anyways I think the combination of bullying ptsd and trans male my mind needs my body to be stronger than it is type bullshit has led me to #be sort of . angry. so im sorry about that bur you cant be too mad its just my babrbarian rage

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