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(shut up shut up shut up shut up-)
(they’d give good hugs…)
#minute doodles#delete later#fnaf moon#fnaf sun#daycare attendant#fnaf dca#my sona#minute sona#shut up no one say anything just stop talking#(we like hugs and there was no one around)#(also our emotions have just been all over the place lately and this was one of many results)#anyhow#these are from september i think#We need them today cuz#things are#hard for us rn#The thoughts and the#Yknow#(Sorry for venting like 12 times on main this week folks)#Delete later#sun fnaf#moon fnaf
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Im soooo weak to when Bond is like casually being used or exploited at his expense for some ostensible Greater Good except the situation doesn't HAVE to come to that, not really, and he's so inured and even numb to it that he barely pays it any mind; meanwhile, Q absolutely minds and is very indignant on his behalf and works overtime to like either try to avert or forestall the situation before it gets to the point where Bond has to dig his own claws into more of his soft underbelly to offer up on the sacrificial alter of politics of all tawdry things, or to manufacture a way in which he does the needless "needful" so as to spare Bond at least one unnecessary additional wound upon his psyche.
bonus if Bond finds out and maybe after being angry or indignant about it - I don't need you to do my job for me, Q, this is what I'm here to do - and either Q tells him/lets slip or he deduces that like, this isn't Q thinking he can't get the job done, this is Q finding him precious and worthy of protecting, and like. he's just very in awe of that and does in fact feel very safe and cherished within the cradle of his Quartermaster's regard
#00q#of like... yes it's constant surveillance. but also it's like. constantly having a companion & constantly having an all-seeing eye#looking out for you and reaching out to influence your life#I'd imagine it's very like religion (*puts a Bond thought bubble on this*)#it's the Take Me to Church-ism of it all#lmao I didn't start this off as a web-weaving but now I'm weaving it into a web#but yeah in this fic - looked it up it's Playing the Part - this other rando agent is like. is he in your ear rn? the Quartermaster?#and the guy is like. I don't know how you handle it‚ being under his watch all the time. I know he's supposed to be your guardian angel but#I hope I never come to his attention‚ I don't want him to care enough to know a thing about me.#and it's sooo so interesting in the context of Q and this like. pathological need for omniscience we often assign him#cuz yeah it COULD be very oppressive and overbearing#but like. I think it complements Bond's Ambiguous Disorders a lot bc it WOULD read to Bond as Caring#like so much of his life doesn't belong to himself anyway so a lot of the puppeting is old hat#but what a novelty to have someone who does it not because they want something from him or because of what he can do for them#but because they care so deeply about *him* as to want to do right by him and look out for his well-being#also sidebar'ing back but like there's a lot stupid about Business English but 'do the needful' is probably one of if not THE dumbest thing#I've ever heard or seen in my life. like. absolute epitome of garbage bullshit bureaucracy-speak nonsense and I know I'm getting into dicey#territory cuz despite whatever origin it may have had it's seen more today as an Indianism. but still like in and of itself it's such#a dumb phrase. and speaks to such a height of bureacracy & it's like. you don't have to say it like that. there are other words you can use#okay anyway. back to 00q#somehow I've brought this into 'blasphemy but make it sexy. as a treat' lmao but yeah... Q as Bond's wrathful & jealous God....#WAIT another web weaving. Ulysses when Bond is like. no not a guardian angel. Q is his patron deity his household god. mm yes *chefs kiss*
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I have too many WIP ideas and I feel a bit like I’m drowning
#no time to write them#haven’t worked on black sweatshirt since I posted the new chapter#feeling scared I’m gonna drop black sweatshirt cuz I keep wanting to work on other things#but I want to finish it so bad#stress stress we don’t need this#I also know my terumob ideas will be more popular probably#I dunno#I’m also trying to buy plane tickets today that I want to buy but also makes me anxious#anxious Friday
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I'm probably not gonna respond to people for the next few hours uh. I'm not. Doing too great jsjsjs
#i didn't have school today and everyone has just been fighting and arguing all goddamn fucking day#and we went out so i could grab some things i needed to cook something my sister's been wanting and 1. we didn't even end up going to the#goddamn store and 2. she's probably not even gonna fucking eat it anymore. and my family has been so fucking mad at eachother for hours#and i was trapped in the car with them while everyone was fighting and i was on the verge of tears cuz i hate it hate it HATE IT when i#can't escape their constant fighting and oh my god im fucking. so stressed out right now. crying as i write this actually#and i hear my dad wandering over to my room and he's gonna pressure me and bother me until i talk and he's gonna make it worse how fucking#wonderful. sorry for rambling i just. idk. don't be worried about me please I'll be okay i just had to vent a bit#vent#<- just in case#lolipop ramblez
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Getting sick and tired of the job application process. I.E; Applying, calling to get an update on said application, getting told the place isn't hiring, repeat.
I've had that happen a total of FOUR TIMES today. I've gotten to the point where I'm calling first to see if they're even applying before sending in an application because I don't wanna get disappointed.
#I applied to walmart- Indeed said they had multiple positions open- only to be told they're not hiring now but they will be in 6 months :D#I DON'T NEED A JOB SIX MONTHS FROM NOW#I NEED ONE /NOW/#jfc#get me out of this small town hell hole#I can't work in fast food- my anxiety literally cannot handle it#and I'm super limited with stores and shit cuz all we have here is walmart and kroger#both places aren't hiring I literally called both today#tried five below#not hiring (even tho I sent an app 3 days ago)#tried gamestop; not hiring (sent an app 2 days ago)#I've called all of them today#dollar tree said they MIGHT be but it's iffy#sent an app to them today before calling so maybe I'll get one there? (fingers crossed)#tjmaxx is hiring but good lord is their application process weird#there's a smoke shop in town that's hiring but they do paper applications only and I don't have the ability to go out rn#ugh why is this shit so hard.
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ok wait i might have woken up at 12 but imma try to make today productive 😣😣
#i love weekends#but i hate that i have nothing to do#but then when i have plans#i hate them#so idk#but i feel like i always just rot and feel useless on weekends#and i hateeee that feeling#but idk what to do!!#so imma try do be productive today#im gonna go shower#and then clean my room#and then EAT#CUZ I NEVER DO THAT#and then probably do some writing#then maybe walk the dogs#bc i never leave the house#one of my friends asked if we could hang out today#but idk if that'll happen#then read#oh! and do my laundry#i need to do that#and i have to remember to drink water#ugh why is living so weird#why cant i just exist and be fine#i have to DO things#whatever#eunoia annoys '♡'
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cleared the fridge out so that we don't have a dozen condiments that expired last year ... we rarely make food waste anymore but some of those random sauces get pushed to the back and never thought of again
#[static]#i need to do a big shopping trip today cuz we finally got through all our eggs and hearty vegetables#and I gave a couple of bags of pantry items to a coworker who just moved and was struggling to have food at home#im gonna try and make a few different meals this week just based on what i have left in there#looking like chicken stuffing casserole. enchiladas. crunch wraps and mandarin orange chicken#im trying to be a lot better about my fiber intake ... because even though I rarely have stomach troubles i just know that i should be-#-eating way more fiber than I do. beans and legumes forever (and I'm perfectly alright with that ... I love them)#i got some beef chuck that i need to use in the next couple weeks ... maybe some stew for the start of september
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love the invalidation when u openly express ur concerns 🥰
#no bcs my dog had surgery 12 days ago#been telling everyone and i mean EVRYONE neighbors included that her wound is looking a bit open and off#the only one who was worried as much as me was my mom#my dad brother neighbors and friends kept saying we were ‘overly anxious’ and ‘overthinking’ and that her wound was fine#anyway big fuck u to them cuz i took her to the vet today and i was right she had a small opening and needed to be re-stitched#she could’ve gotten an infection if I hadn’t brought her in#the way i almost cancelled my Uber bcs they kept saying i was crazy HAH thank god i put my foot down#anyway#trust your guts babe#ok bye!#chatter#nonsims
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LOOK AT MY SPOON VESSEL ON CWB'S LIVE BAHAHAHAH 😭‼️
#context ofc:#cwb on tiktok was celebrating her 3 year anniversary#and shared with us her emotional support spoon#then she opened orders for emotional support spoon cuz she thought we needed them#and i rushed to order vessel as one. AND IT WAS ON TODAY'S LIVE AND NOW I CAN'T BREAAATHE LOOK AT IT BAHAHAH#can't wait till he gets home hehehe <3#sleep token
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supposed to be getting a call abt the apartment today. how late do i wait before calling THEM
#.txt#called them yesterday and they said i should hear back today. but its almost 2 pm and i havent heard anything.#nervous.#if we didnt get this apartment i need to know NOW cuz our lease ends at the end of april#i need to be able to apply to more apartments#considering no one will schedule a showing with me cuz i already have a current app with one of the only leasing places in town 🙄
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I am really living in the least serious most idiotic timeline. we’re having a joke with this one. everything is stupidity forever.
#in a directing class and we have auditions today for all four of our short plays#YESTERSAY I asked the (very young not always responsible) group if anyone needed help printing their sides#cuz I was at the library.#crickets. absolute crickets.#this morning half of them: ‘ohhh I can’t get to the library in time can somekne PLEASEEE print my sides’#I don’t want to be anyone’s mom I don’t enjoy it either but I DO have to scold now!!!!!
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CHLOE BDAY HIP HIP HURRAY
#stardust speaking !#saw the preview with chloes lines. oh hes so endearing#im highly in the 'thats akiras lil bro' corner but congrats to the chloe fans#(thinks of lennox bday card with the whole 'the one who wins can ask the loser to do something' ->akira asks leno to bend down#so they can PAT HIM ON THE HEAD......................ure so tall so it probably doessnt happen often right.....#......#????????#lenoaki is so tender it makes my head spin#<-person who cried during lennox chara story so is biased#shakes everyone listen the wizard are ssooooo important to akira and for akiras development and building selfconfidence and selflove this#is why i will nvr ever shut up about them here cuz they have such a massive role- <-just likes them a lot#T_^#okay anyway i actually wrote a lil thing for myself today HURRAY ive been in a more. oh i can do things. mood lately#theres a selfindulgent thing i wanna write a lil bit off but aside from that i wanna. do something here#inb4 itll be a tiny teeny thing ive been thinking about lately before tackling 2 para+ stuff. WE WILL SEE eventually#not tonite for sure i am zzzzzzzzz#but i missed writing tiny things for myself so im gonna try to keep at this.#one day ill do that for akira things too. i need to write down my silly postmhyk aus and my silly dramatic modern aus for me myself and i#i dont talk about it a lot here cuz its embarrassing but wizards in akiras world is always a funny concept to me#5ever thinking about INTERNET IS SUGOI figaro from that one figaaki comic#actually that one where figaro memorized akiras name when its written makes me dizzy I WANNA TALK ABOUT STUFF LIKE THAT AGAIN.....#T_T akira learning how to write the wizards names. yknow. at least. since they cant read the language at all#okay its way past my bedtime#i cant get into akira & their language at this hour itll be too much#tldr while i think its difficult for akira to rly pick it up (cuz they understand everything they say!??!?!??!?!)#recognizing words u see commonly....................happens..........+ akira making an effort to learn certain words
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ok y'all, as of tonight I've temporarily set the queue to post once a day instead of twice! this will affect the time it posts as well, and I'll definitely go back to twice a day once I'm done with this batch of requests
(tho... to be 10000% honest, I'll most likely peace out for a bit after I do that, half to focus on other fandoms/content and half because it'll probably be near the start of NaNoWriMo or slightly into it by the time I finish this batch, and NaNo will obviously take a lot of my attention lol)
BUT, we're getting there! I currently have 31 requests left, and when I get to about 25 I'll redo my list one last time (because I just can't help myself XD) and I'm really really close, I'm super hoping I'll be at 25 by tomorrow night!
love you guys so so so much, thank you for sticking with me even tho I'm really slow and scatterbrained!!! <3 <3 <3
#mod post#girl help I'm TIRED#the store wasn't open by the time I left today cuz of our big truck dropping off a ton of shit we don't need#I worked my ass off but guess what........ it's still there!! XD#n e way don't come at me but I still got them Dabi hoe vibes going#MHA is tightening its grip every day and I just wanna get this batch finished before I give in completely |D
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need to be exploding something but i Can't for some reason. just Can Not. my ability to do is just. Nay
#just me hi#GOUHHH#okay so I can't go back to bed rn cuz I was So tired earlier I went to bed at 7#Bad move !! But I also didn't have anything to do so kind of the only one lmao#So I slept for 4 hours and here I am now. At 2 am. Vibing [<- this is untrue]#I have Energy that I Need to dedicate to SOMETHING but I can't figure out what so I'm just vibrating really aggressively and pacing kfvshf#I could funkin writeeeee but I don't know what and i don't think I'll be able to focus so lmaoo 💥#// 💥🎶NONSTOP AUTOMATIC LIVIN IN DELUSION🎶💥#anywho loll--#//i could draw but that's Slow and Caramalizing work. Like when I want to evenly toast my thoughts you know what I'm saying kfshf#Or when I'm just trying to be Thourough. Or just rotating shiz so fast I gotta slow down lol#And then if I draw what should it be? The things in my brain ??? God forbid#What I'm just sposed to pick between the 3+ projects I have blasting at full volume in my head rn ?? That's crazy talk man#//mnm i want. a Snack#Snack tiymeeee#If only we had those kfshvfh#Ik where to get marshmallows (thought they could hide them from me. Impossible) but that's not a good choice for the hour or the craving lo#//what's the point !!! What's the pooooint !!! 🎶#i love you music hfvsh#/speaking of i took my mp3 player w/ me to skate w/ and played oldies and you know that was pretty good man I gotta do that again#Meant to do it last time but I didn't charge her :( and I don't want to stress her battery by killing her so </3#//oh also we went to the movies today !! Part of the reason I'm tired lmao#I always forget to bring smth to plug my ears (it's so funkin loudddd man oTL) but you know what I Didn't forget? Mp3 player w/ the noise#Canceling earbuds. Which worked insanely well I had Zero discomfort :D#Usually the theater experience starts to suck hard at abt the 2/3rds point cuz everything gets loud ;w;#but i forgot abt the sound thing w/ my buds in so :D yay yippee !!#We watched gladiator 2 :) watched the first one the night before so full context let's go 💥#It was good! I think anyway! I'm not sure i was completely clocked in kfshfh#//ooou I'm running out of tag space..#I'll say ciao right here loll :> toodles !!
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i literally hate my job i want to quit i’m so done with this
#having kids literally attack me day after day with no support from the directors and also feeling awful because i don’t want to upset the#kids either but like today the one boy he had to wash his hands cuz he literally put them in the urinal and he was punching me and stuff#that he didn’t wanna do it so i closed the door so i could get some hand sanitizer or wipes instead and he got upset (maybe he felt trapped)#which i understand but like nothing else i can do so now this kid hates me but i’m the one who is getting punched and scratched and whatever#literally every day and i know they’re kids but im really fckjjnf tired of this#have them scream and throw things at me and the other teachers and take them to the directors only for them to be sent right back to class#and I’m literally not trained for this and they don’t tell their parents anything so we get literally no help like if a kid is having a hard#time and acts out aggressively I understand it’s maybe not something they can control but then they should maybe be at a school that can#give them the help they need because I’m doing my best but I can only do so much and I didn’t want to make this kid upset or angry but also#he can’t go eat food and touch the other kids and so on with hands he put in the urinal 🙃🙃🙃#I want to quit I’m so f king tired of this sjir#delete later
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So glad I put the bed in there for her tonight
I felt so bad not having one in there last night but I dont wanna wash that bed if I don't have too. It's kind of a pain cuz if you don't get something else in there to balance out the weight the washing machine starts walking around the basement (which is true of all laundry but that bed is HEAVY when it's wet so it's more likely to cause problems)
Shes not waking up every 30-40 minutes crying. She wasn't shivering when I took her out to go potty just now. And she didn't even wanna get up when I took her out. Without the bed she was rushing the door the second my hand was near it.
#obviously this all makes sense. who wants to sleep on a pee pad on top of a hard piece of plastic?#with a fan blowing towards you#she had a blankie but it wasnt enough#im feeling much better than i did this morning#we're figuring shit out now#my mom bought her some toys at sams club that are just for her (cuz theyre soft and chewby would destroy them. also chewby is#being a tiny bit resource guard-y about her toys. shes doing better than yesterday but we thought val should have some#that the big puppy cant take from her (and doesnt even know about cuz i waited til my parents went to bed to get them out of my moms trunk)#chewby had big zoomies trying to get val to chase her around the yard today#val also had big zoomies#once theyre closer in size i think they'll be buddies#chewby is just a little too big for val rn. like she WANTS to play with chewby. but when chewby got zoomies val was like “oh fuck”#and hid in a bush#omg. also. the cutest fucking thing. val saw chewby jumo on my parents bed#and i dont think shed realized that was a possibility before cuz sort of leaned back and had her front paws up on her little tippy toes#and then turned to look at me and my parents like 😯#i need to draw it#i wish i had it on video cuz it was the funniest fucking thing#then i had to run to scoop her out of my parents room real quick cuz she ran in there after chewby#and i knew chewby wouldnt be too happy with her trying to get into my parents bed#since my parents have already been putting her on the couch with them lol#i was just gonna bring a dog bed up for her to lay in#while me and my mom were at sams club my dad let her out of her kennel cuz he couldnt take the puppy crying#and just stuck her up on the couch with him and chewby#and when we got home they were all out in the backyard. i was not surprised tbh lol. i only put her in the kennel cuz my dad wasnt sure#how well chewby would take to sharing him for a little bit. and he also has been kind of anti getting a puppy#like he was fine with ME getting one cuz it would be my problem and was adamant that hed just leave all that to me. yeah thats not happening#hes a big softy when it comes to puppies. he cant help himself. he melted the second he met her.#IM GETTING BED TIME HARLEY SNUGGLES#THE BEANS IS HERE
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