#We love SxF so much it hurts

[notallangelsaregood]

I just discovered your blog and had a lot of fun reading your Spy x Family reviews and analyses! The question I have is based on your review of Ch. 80. What do you think will happen if Yuri finds out that Yor is mentioned in the coded files?

Thank you! I'm remarkably glad, I'll use your question as an opportunity to say I appreciate everyone who has been supporting me on this blog. The amount of recognition is unbelievable to me, so thank you so very much! You guys are way too gentle.

About your question, that's tricky! I truly believe Yuri's first reaction would be denial (as I believe this would also happen if he one day finds out about Thorn Princess), but as soon as it kicks in, he in going to be so mad. Not at all towards her, but at WISE and Twilight, mostly. That would make him totally impulsive and unreliable. We all know the love he feels for his sister is Yuri's biggest weakness and probably SSS knows that as well.

However, I have to say, I believe it's truly unlikely that Yuri reads whatever is in these coded files. Actually, I don't believe these documents will be read at all by any of Ostania's organizations (the most likely for me would be the Garden, but still, chances are low) and I will talk a bit about why (spoiler alert: it was everything but short, again, sorry).

It shorts words, our story would be over if this comes to happen. Operation Strix would be over, Loid would probably “die” or vanish in order to Twillight to flee the country, Anya would be devastated knowing the truth and so would be Yor not knowing anything, actually thinking he died. Twilight would be immediately confronted by Yuri (if the spy doesn't flee first, which is more likely) and I doubt SSS would allow him to know the exact contents of the documents, specially because his sister is in it, so It's personal. My guess is that SSS would not risk it at all.

Furthermore, I find all of this I commented improbable to happen, mostly because it would provoke an enormous turn on the story progression, which I don't really believe it's Endo's objective right now. I suppose one of his goal with this arc is to bring out conflict between the organizations and reveal more about them, as this panel suggested earlier.

I assume it will bring more angst to an eventual revelation and, mainly, expose further information about Donovan, Melinda, the Garden, SSS, and WISE's objectives. We will probably see how much these organizations are eager to get intel and protect their causes, how far will they go?

80 chapters in, and we barely know anything about the Garden. We barely know anything about Melinda's thoughts and Donovan's. We are mostly aware of SSS and WISE, but, still, Endo is giving us subtle hints each chapter that we are trying to solve the puzzle with, but It's not quite ready yet.

So, yeah, I don't believe it's the timing at all for some major revelations, but, honestly, we will have to watch it unfold, as we can just speculate and suppose things. Thank you for the question, I absolutely loved writing about this! 🌹

[cantareincminor]

SxF Chapter 102 -- Love and War

As personally tragic as the current Spy x Family manga arc is, I feel it's one of the most powerful yet. To me, it's on par with Twilight's backstory, maybe even surpassing it. It encases the themes of the senselessness of war and blind hatred of the "other" within a tale of star-crossed lovers whom the audience has come to care about as secondary characters. It carries subtle foreboding for our main characters, Twilight and Yor, though it's never directly stated. I hold out hope that at some point in a future chapter, Twilight or Yor will have a life-changing conversation with one of these wise elderly mentor figures, when one of them is at a personal low point and has to decide whether their (hopefully almost real by then) marriage is worth fighting for.

That is good storytelling. Richly layered like a Lady M cake.

One of the messages that struck me was the non-love triangle between Martha, Henry, and Lucia. It could have easily become a love triangle in another author's hands, or in a different genre. Or in a fanfic written by Becky Blackbell, lol. The panels of Martha's heart and dreams shattering into pieces after meeting Lucia were utterly devastating. It was her lowest point.

But she didn't stay there. She didn't seek revenge or to be a homewrecker (that's a no-no, young miss), she didn't fall into bitterness and break off all ties with Henry and Lucia, she didn't stop living her life. She danced ballet again even though her injuries from the war hindered her. She danced in tears, with a broken heart, but she still danced. And she danced with Henry and Lucia as her staunchest supporters in the audience. She didn't push their kindness away or close herself off from them.

The panels below moved me so much. The detail is small, but Lucia is crying. Tears of joy are falling down her face as she watches Martha dance on the stage.

Lucia came from a privileged family, one of the so-called "elites" that Becky quite hilariously disparages, but they were a family that sought to rebuild the country and heal people from the war. And that healing starts with individuals like Martha. Lucia had to have figured out at some point, whether directly or indirectly from Henry or Martha, that the two of them had a history together. That if not for the war, Henry very well may have become Martha's husband instead. Lucia might even have felt sad or guilty for being "that woman," an interloper between star-crossed lovers. She too had the chance to push Martha away or distance herself from her husband's past so as to feel more secure about herself. But she didn't do that. She embraced Martha with open arms and supported her dreams. She loved her as a friend, so deeply that she cried at her ballet performance. Martha loved her so deeply in return that even 15 years after her death, she continues to bring flowers to her grave. Not even Henry brought flowers in the end panels of this chapter.

This is the kind of love that heals nations after a devastating war. Even though the three people in this scenario are all Ostanians, this is still the same kind of love with the power to heal the deepest wounds. What wound can be deeper than losing the love of your life to someone else? And yet all three of them make the best of the situation and find the courage to reach out to each other instead of turning away, lashing out, or living in denial or unresolved bitterness.

Endo is showing us through the heartbreaking, heartwarming stories of these individual characters what the path to prevent the next war is. To be wounded by others and have our hearts broken, whether romantically or through betrayal by friends and family or through the callous actions of the ruling class, is an unavoidable part of life. But how we choose to react to that hurt makes all the difference.

This is why I made forgiveness and reconciliation the core theme of my fic Orpheus. To me, it remains the most powerful theme of all in storytelling, because it is the hardest thing for a human soul to do. It takes incredible courage, and it requires metaphorical death. To die to oneself, as Christ says, to take up the cross, the instrument of your own execution, and to pay the cost of someone else's wrongdoing even if you had no part in it. The alternative is to make the other person pay---which feeds the cycle of violence and retribution, at the most extreme on a national level---or to bury it deep inside and cut yourself off from a chance at real human relationships. All relationships involve risk. The deeper the relationship, the greater the risk.

I am so grateful for this magnificent arc in the manga. I can't wait to see what Endo has in store for us next, and how he will tie in the broader story of our main cast into the lessons from Martha and Henry's love. Because it's still love, even if they never acted on it romantically. Given their circumstances, it's an even purer love for the fact that they didn't.

[whateversawesome]

Let’s talk about SxF Chapter 82

I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again; even though Yor is currently not involved in the confrontation between the SSS and WISE, this arc is about Twiyor marriage.

Somehow, it seems like they are in each other’s mind. Just take a look...

To me, this small panel is probably the most important in the chapter: Twilight the master of disguise, best spy ever, WAVERS (!!!)

In addition to quivering, WAVER also means to become unsteady, unreliable, and undecided. A spy should never waver, it could cost him his life. So, why did the best spy of the West hesitate?

The reason is very clear to me. He has something on his mind...someone...😉

Remember what he said when Yor kicked him on the chin?

We saw his dangerous assassin mode. He was ready to defend himself from the SSS agent, but then he saw Yuri instead. It’s funny that he called him by his full name: Yuri Briar, just like he did a couple of chapters before, when he was apologizing to his wife. It was almost as a reminder of certain other Briar (aka Mrs. Forger).

Twilight had the opportunity to shoot and kill Yuri. He’s more experienced than him, he’s been in dangerous situations and killed before. But upon seeing his face, a last minute decision halted his most basic spy instincts:

Yuri is his enemy, but he’s also family. (Btw, Yuri looks like a kid here).

Twilight has surely heard from his wife all the love and effort she put on raising her brother. For a long time Yuri was her only family and she married him to avoid worrying him. He KNOWS how much Yuri means to Yor.

That last minute decision wasn’t that last minute at all. Even though he won’t admit it, he’d rather die before hurting his wife. AND he did promise he would never make her suffer that way again (even though he had no clue what she was talking about 😂)

Now, about Yor. To be honest, I thought that she would probably forget about the gripe, but thinking it through, those infidelity allegations are not so easily brushed off. It’s not like Loid has shown her he loves her explicitly and he is out all the time. (I think she misses him 💕 Look at those sad eyes!!)

In theory, Yor shouldn’t worry about this, since this is a fake marriage, right? The thing is Yor doesn’t see it as a fake marriage anymore. That’s why she wants to have gripes and welcome home kisses. She wants a normal marriage.

It was beautiful and heartbreaking to see her in the last panel. It meant so much, because right at that moment (probably) her husband was getting hurt. In marriage there’s a constant connection, especially when two people are in love (and these two are deeply in love).

I posted this before, but I’ll write it again, in case you didn’t see it:

This is marriage. 

When you hurt, I hurt. 

When you bleed, I bleed.

That blood wasn’t Yor’s. Since she mentions her husband and she's thinking about him, I think that last panel is Twilight’s blood.

Bonus: Yor doesn’t think about Yuri (who she raised like her kid) or Anya (who is her kid). She thinks about her husband!! I think she's finally stepping out of the role of mom to step into the role of wife/adult woman. In other words, Your honor, she’s in love 💖

Now, questions: Did Twilight get killed? No, I don’t think so. Severely injured? Maybe. But I believe it won’t be too severe, because he still has to confront Wheeler unless...(here comes the crazy theory): Who was Wheeler talking on the phone?

He didn’t show up at the appointment with the SSS. We don’t know where he is. So the crazy theory is that he could be involved with the Garden. Honestly, it’s a long shot. Unlikely, but it would also be a huge twist and you know l LOVE twists 😏

It could also fit, because if Twilight is injured and has to be pulled from the mission, WISE doesn’t stand a chance. AND it would leave Wheeler to appear at a later arc, now involved with the Garden and maybe our dear Thorn Princess (maybe, jealous Loid arc?) Unlikely, but fun it’s fun to dream.

My two cents: 

Twilight is the one who got shot, but is not deadly injured. He may actually have to go home early! 

Probably there will still be an encounter with Wheeler, but let’s hope he doesn’t have to fight him. Things are still very much in the air with Wheeler, so let’s just wait and see.

The arc is still very incomplete and could take a turn in any direction. I know a lot of you want some action/fighting between Twilight and Wheeler, but I would be happy if Mr. Spy just went home early to be with his wife and this turned into a complete Twiyor arc. We’ll see.

One last word about Yuri. Now, I think he’ll be the one who discovers Twilight’s identity. That kid is smart and if he starts putting the pieces together, he may end up discovering everything. This confrontation is one big piece and I’d like to believe that Twilight not killing Yuri will be a deciding factor in the end. I’ve said it before, at some point Yuri is going to have to choose between duty and his family and I believe he will choose his family (at a great personal cost).

But not only that, last time Twilight chose not to kill an enemy, something good has happened: When he spared Franky he began a transformation and stared working for peace. What will happen now that he chose not to kill another enemy? My guess is that he’ll become more human and it’ll have to do with Yor. 

Something tells me this is one of those chapters that will be VERY important in the future. So let’s keep an eye on it.

[itsmaferart]

About Yuri:

Funny thing is that most of us fans are expecting this arc to be the 'Yuri's redemption' arc…. And so…. was something like this…. or so. —I end up as a cry baby after being shot for saving the chihuahua girl- Honestly It's hard to expect that this arc was going to represent such an abrupt change. In SxF the characters suffer from a slow and steady process, at least the Forger's are like that…. So, Yuri will take a while to show the best (or worst) of himself.

One interesting thing about Yuri's character, —at least to me- is that you don't necessarily have to like him, in fact, it can be enjoyable to watch him squirm in frustration and pain when he fails (sabotaging Twiyor) because most of the time he's a huge jerk.

I think Yuri's purpose is to explore how negative country influences can brainwash vulnerable young people even if their intentions are genuinely noble. In the end they fill their brains with a bunch of propagandist garbage in exchange for them working for the government and helping them stay in power. That is, a person's genuine feelings about protecting a family can be severely influenced by the social and political context.

Seen that way, Yuri IS a victim of the war, and he is a rather weak prey, who instead of being seen as someone directly hurt by the government, works for them and is congratulated for his labor…. So, Yuri is not portrayed as a tragic being, with whom you feel sorry despite his bad actions (Like Billy with Red Circus), but on the contrary, you want to give him a good kicking.

However, despite all the negative things Endo exposes about Yuri (which is too much) he shows that he still has a good side to rescue: the love he feels for Yor (as twisted as it is) is a genuine love and superior to any order of the SSS. Because Yuri doesn't care about his government he cares about his sister, his only family.

The biggest problem… perhaps… is that the way Yuri sees his relationships outside of Yor, is very much influenced by the Ostanian mentality of gaining power, to supposedly protect his country (his sister)… when all he is really protecting is the stay of one group of people in control of a country

Endo always punishes Yuri for his bad actions, always looking for us to see him with a weirdo that causes heartburn because he....is very broken. But he also takes care to show us that underneath that mountain of awkward weirdness there is a good person…. even if he doesn't show it very often and so far it's only towards Yor

Yuri's head is full of garbage… governmental garbage and very wrong ideas about protecting

If we recall, a major basis for Yuri is his childhood, as he claims to "hate himself for feeling useless", for being a burden to Yor —Because, Yor doesn't work for her, he works for him— That's why he became obsessed with being an outstanding student and holding a position to repay all the work she did for him.

So Yuri's goal was to become someone important who has a lot of power to obtain the supposed power to protect his sister, (or so he wants to believe). But in Ostania the only way to be powerful is through economic and political means. Yuri and Yor were poor and orphans, therefore, being a military policeman gives him enough political and social power (from the shadows).

The lie is that the power of the SSS is not to protect its sister, not to protect its inhabitants, not even to protect a group of children imprisoned by terrorists. The SSS only protects the political leaders and their stay in power at the expense of the innocent.

Ostania's policy is repressive, violent and cruel -Violence is power, violence controls, intimidates and eliminates whoever crosses your path.. Creating the idea of the evil world outside and inside its borders, everyone is trash and that if something bad happens to them it is because they surely deserve it. The government is supposed to be the good guy, because it protects, but it only protects itself.

His intentions are genuine but his methods are going in entirely the wrong direction. Yuri wants to do what is 'necessary' to create a safer world for his sister but the power he has and is wielding does not create a more peaceful world, but a more violent, hostile and resentful one.

But he has not yet understood the difference

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The most interesting thing in Yuri's possible evolution is to find the difference between what he actually protects and the way he does it. He can't make the world safer for his sister if he can't even make the world safer for a child...And the SSS way is definitely not!!

So Yuri is a huge idiot Yes! …. but he still has the capacity to change for the better (or worse). Knowing that he felt a shred of empathy for the slanderer because he showed he cared about his family, and especially... He genuinely went to help save Anya (for Yor), his will for his niece is very weak, but at least I think it's a little seed change for the non-favorite uncle

[tare-anime]

SxF Mission 96

(Beware of spoilers)

Very late review 😅😅 (cause of works and all and... grumble grumble grumble)

Anyway, just like everyone else, I never thought the fiasco that make my tummy hurts from too much laughing will lead to the very first secret reveal!!!

Oh wow.... leave it to Endo to drop bomb like that when we were looking at other way. 😅😅

But, just like my (late) answer to annonie, this moments didn't actually came out of nowhere.

Anya and Damian's relationship is indeed full with child quarrels and misunderstandings, but at the end, Anya does see that she has the same problem with Damian.

That is, seeking their father's approval.

And in this heat of moments, Anya finally slipped out her bigest secret ever.

It didn't feel out of place, cause the hints are there. Scattered throughout the Eden kids chapters.

Well played, Endo.

Now, where will we go from here??? I can't wait to see what Endo prepare for us.

Other than this big wow moments, I also love the crumbs of Father daughter relationship in this chapter.

I love how Loid is so protective/supportive towards his girl.

Like seriously, that "for the mission" denials is so strong here. Sacrifying one arm?? Oh shush... so dramatic are we?

My favorite part is the fact that Loid only can do that much to help Anya, and at the end, he can only watched and cheered for his daughter as she claimed the victory of her own.

See that, Loid??? Anya is growing. She can handle herself (most of the time). So stop being a worry wart.

And how I am glad that Loid finally realize that. And thus he turned his back and let the kids enjoy the party as kids.

"Papa made me practice with him a lot" hmmm??? *squeaaaalllssss* let me see it let me see it let me see it!!!!!!

My favorite panel of this chapter:

🤣🤣🤣🤣👏👏👏👏

Anya also practice a lot with Yor, apparently.

"If you can't use your limbs, you can always use your chin!" Yor, probably.

4 more chapters till chapter 100. I wonder if Endo prepares something special for us or not.

[everythingloveandanimated]

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#5

Once Camilo gets more comfortable around Bruno, they decide to team prank the family. They do pretty good until Isabela and Mirabel team up to retaliate (and/or compete).

Camilo and Bruno use Bruno’s visions for ideas and to see where opportune prank moments will be (?). Of course they use Camilo’s shapeshifting. Maybe objects the Bruno keeps in his room. Maybe they swap sugar for salt?

Isa and Mirabel use plants and casita for ammo. They Also use various everyday items.

Thought maybe this could be taken out to the town, but that would get them in trouble with Abuela and others in the town. Or the teams could prank each other while they’re out.

There would be a point where they are told to knock it off.

At the end, the four of them are lying in Isa’s room or on the lawn thinking and talking about the day. Bruno’s soaks in the moment with his nephew and nieces.

46 notes - Posted January 16, 2022

#4

I was remembering the scene where Katara yells at Sokka for being sexist. "Ever since Mom died, I've done all the work around camp while you've been off playing soldier!"

Sokka isn't playing soldier in the form of playing pretend or even entertaining delusions of grandeur.

Ever since their mom died, Sokka probably took his role as a tribal warrior more seriously, and much sooner than if there hadn't been a war.

During the raid that took their mom from them, Sokka made a choice to stay with the warriors. He watched the fight happen from behind a snow wall until he gathered up his courage to join. He thought his place was with the warriors to defend from the front with the homes, women, and children behind.

BUt when he finds out his mother was killed, he may have internalized it and wondered if he made the right choice.

"It's not a day I like to remember."

"I was so relieved when it was over... but I didn't realize that we had lost our mom."

Sokka is a warrior who is supposed to protect his family...and he failed to do that. As a son, he failed to protect his mother. As a warrior he failed to protect the sanctity and safety of his household. As a warrior, he failed to protect his chief's wife. Admitting that failure to himself hurts. It may make him doubt his ability to be the warrior and leader he is meant or called to be. If he can't protect the people he loves, he own family, the people most precious to him, who will trust him to protect their loved ones?

Which could be why Yue's death hits him so hard. He failed to protect his mother, and now the Northern Chief is entrusting the life and safety of his precious daughter to him. Even though Chief Arnook knew that his daughter could become the moon spirit, it's still another person that Sokka took into the deeper parts of his heart.

He failed to protect his mother, and now he's failed to protect someone he had deep feelings for. This is one of the reasons he tears up when he sees Yue's ascension in the Ember Island Players. It reminds him of his loss, but it also strikes like a lance at his insecurity and biggest regrets.

This has been said (I don't have the link for the post right now), that Suki telling Sokka that she "came to make sure [he] got through the serpent's pass safely" was a relief for Sokka to hear. He doesn't need to protect Suki the way he thought he had to, and he finally has someone looking out for him! His father and older warriors are away at war, so he's on his own. Even though Katara will defend her brother in battle, in Sokka's mind, she is his responsibility. Suki is in a similar position that Sokka is. A leader and warrior tasked with the duty to protect her village and the people she loves. She is a capable warrior who can protect herself but also those around her.

Sokka will protect Suki, come hell or high water, come Fire Nation soldiers or malignant spirits, but now, he has someone watching his back. Someone, an equal, who can help him protect the people he loves.

46 notes - Posted July 15, 2022

#3

Got this idea while at work today. When the Steambabies are little, they go to the Southern Water Tribe with their parents and see the Otter-penguins. They imitate the way the penguins walk while on the ice. When they learn how the mommy and daddy penguins carry their babies it starts a phase of the kids grabbing on to their parents and calling them “Mama Penguin!” or “Papa Penguin!”. Meaning they want their parents to waddle a short distance while they hang onto their legs, or while they stand on their parent’s feet and hold onto their hands. The latter provides opportunities for Zuko and Katara to have a waddle race to see which team wins.

60 notes - Posted July 18, 2022

#2

Is it just me or does Twilight/Loid look younger when his hair isn't combed back?

62 notes - Posted August 24, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Post Reveal:

Twilight will sometimes come home exhausted and still insist that he’s fine. Anya and Yor eventually come up with Operation Pillow Fort and Operation Couch. (formerly Operation Knock Out)

Operation Pillow Fort is guide tired target to bed. Agent Anya guides target by the hand to bedroom while Agent Mama guides target from behind by his shoulders. Once target is on bed, Agent Anya plants herself on the mattress to watch the target. Maybe she has drawing supplies or a school book. Yor makes some calming tea and brings it in. Head rubs maybe needed for extra relaxation. Mission complete when target is relaxed, comfortable, and not insisting that he be busy.

Operation Couch is for when target is being stubborn. If pushing from behind and pulling forward doesn’t work, Agent Mama carries target to couch. Either over the shoulder or bridal style. Agent Mama sets target on couch, then Agent Anya places thin pillow on Target’s lower legs and sits on them. Agent Anya is is serious mode. Target tries to bribe her to get off. When cartoons and outings don’t work, he tries peanuts. Agent Mama hears bribery and reminds Agent Anya that a good sentry never leaves her post, no matter what treats she’s promised. Banter might ensue between target and Agent Anya until Agent Mama comes over with tea. Mission is considered complete when target relents to rest.

(Sometimes Agent Bond is asked to fetch things around the room to bring to target. Book, remote, etc. although target does comment that asking agent bond to fetch things could damage objects being brought over. So this only happens a handful of times.)

75 notes - Posted September 8, 2022

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[ruanbaijie]

hello again hanyiii💖 your work sounds tiring😭 but hopefully next month is more relaxed so you can take it easier!

omgg what's your cat's name? i've always had a dog at home but i'd love a cat too!! they're always so funny and lol i can imagine it being shy about strangers 🤣

excited to see all your edits!! simple or not i bet they'll all be beautiful😍 your lastest levi gifset looks stunning! he looks so good in that uniform!

are you watching any seasonals anime now? and what are your plans in the holidays? only a few more weeks until Christmas and i'm soo excited ❤️❤️

-animanga secret santa

hello santa!

sigh there are good days and bad days but recently it's just been a stretch of bad days _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_ the first two days of this week especially, but today wasn't that bad so I'm hoping for the best for the last two days of the week {{ (>_<) }}

his name is mika! we were trying to decide on a name, my mum suggested a few names starting with "m" (since he has an "m" on his forehead - very typical cat pattern). mika was one of them and my brother picked it for the singer while i picked it because of owari no seraph ▓▒░(°◡°)░▒▓ our family never considered getting a cat but now a couple of years later we're all cat slaves (/ =ω=)/ what is your dog's name and what is it like?

thank you so much! (´｡• ᵕ •｡`) ♡ I was trying to keep my gifsets for that challenge (the fashion week one) as simple as I could since it's 7 days of posting in a row so thankfully he only wore that uniform for a couple of episodes which made finding scenes so much easier ┐(￣ヮ￣)┌ I've also just started on my set for my secret santa giftee! I did like 2 gifs and my arm started hurting and went well ok this is gonna take a while and gave up for the night ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

I'm watching chainsaw man, sxf's second cour, and blue lock! I'd only started blue lock over the weekend but I already need more ( ~*-*)~ I don't know if you're watching it too (or have read it) but my god chigiri's scene in episode 7 had me SCREAMING - I was equally excited during that tsukki scene in haikyuu (if you don't or haven't watched blue lock and/ or haikyuu I'm so sorry aklalkdflkkl just skip right past this but my FEELS oh my god it's been four days and a few months respectively since those scenes but they still evoke such excitement lkkldlklalkd) *incoherent screaming*

I'll be going to cambodia with my family for a few days, then off to korea by myself! we were supposed to go to turkey for our family trip for a couple of weeks but my brother had other commitments at the last minute so we had to plan for something shorter and nearer. I'm counting down to it! what about you, do you have any plans you're looking forward to?

[sunfoxfic]

3, 4, and 12, please! ❤️

3. Most tender

i promise, i'll do better which is a SxF fic but it's about Loid apologizing to Anya for what happened in Penguin Park and it just. Makes my heart happy <33

4. Fewest brain cells

Oh this is a fun one. I think it has to be 5 Times Marinette Dupain-Cheng Confessed to the Wrong Twin (and 1 Time She Didn't), honestly. So few brain cells to go around <3 Felix ate them all

12. Best crying scene

God how many crying scenes did I even write ajsdfkhdsja

I'll sample a few

from Blood Will Tell:

She still hugged her arms in front of her chest, and Adrien quickly wrapped her in a bear hug, channeling his inner Tom as best as he could. Burrowing her head into his chest, she made herself smaller, as if to better fit in his arms. "It'll be okay, Kagami. That's the deal, right? We're okay, Chloé and Zoé are okay, Félix is okay, and we all get to openly talk trash on our parents when we're on the other side?" She sniffed. How rare her tears were — Adrien knew he had to pay attention, so he'd be able to help her better next time she cried. "I'm... scared, Adrien." He could vaguely feel the vibrations from her throat on his chest. "It's scary," he said. "That's why you're scared. But you're handling it — we're handling it together. Hope is not lost, Kagami. Hope is just getting started."

From Strangely Familiar:

They kept walking on. Rena wouldn’t have thought twice about it. Clouds were beginning to gather in the sky above them, she noticed. October rain was the worst — just as cold and miserable as summer rain, but without any respite afterwards. The terrible period between summer showers and winter snow was the worst part of autumn, but even so, she would live. Her train of thought was quickly moving toward the idea of the cold season and what she’d get her roommates for Christmas — not Nino, she reminded herself — when she heard a sniffing noise. When she looked over at Carapace, he was trying to peel his goggles from his face. “Damn supersuit,” he said, clearly crying. “Can’t even wipe my tears with my mask. Well, ‘mask.’”

From breaking me down to my knees in the dead of night:

"I'm sorry," he said, his voice still cracking with tears. "That I didn't tell you. But after today, when you stormed off like that — I thought —" "I'm sorry," she said, "I'm so sorry, I wasn't actually mad, I was only joking —" Tears began to well in her eyes, too, and she leaned her face into the crook of his neck. "It's okay," he said, stroking along her back. "You were going to propose?" She nodded into his shoulder. "I promise that I want to be with you," he said. "Every day, I look forward to being around you. Which is why it hurt so much that I thought you were mad — because I want to spend the rest of my life with you, so much, and I don't want to waste any of those days with you being mad at me. It's not like — it's not like him. I love you — I love you so much."

[baekhvuns]

10 DOLLAZ? Would you buy 🩲👀

Literally everyone is fighting their bankruptcy era I guess, actually the differences between prices depending on cities in the US is also sus

NCT's bodyguard what an icon truly, he took no prisoners, just straight up assassination

My friend needed holy water after her concert as well, you can share! What mass, what are you saying, WHAT are you implying Miss Baeksussy........ 🙏🏼🧎‍♀️

Right of course if they're doing it for Taem's privact I get it, but making a statement wouldn't hurt, because people are confused. Noooooo, I don't know anyone who owns Taemin's albums, wdym.

Yes, this is night club dancer Seonghwa. Y/N would not stand a chance

I like to joke too, but people who are always like "OMFG IT'S FOR THE LAUGHS, SMILE A LITTLE, IT'S NOT SERIOUS" maybe you should stop smiling sometimes and realise your silly little jokes are cringe. Some people are 100% serious, but they will never admit it

Yes, bestie fox TY I'm wheezing

GORDON OPPA?!?! I saw the photobooth pics with Giselle and Johnny?!

HELLOOOOO TODAY'S SELFIES DDEONGHWA VS SEONGHWA, he's crazy... how can he look so cute with his hairband but also sinful because the arms, the cleavage. 😳 The mirror literally says "you look good" it knows kaisisgdjscsjdhsksjs. I also adore Hwa's love for fluffy things, he's so precious 🤧 (tell me not to set one of the bed pics as my wallpaper...)

Truth

Ahhh, so if people demand Seonghwa it would be good to buy from different stores (less possibility of pulling dubs) or perhaps ask buyers if some of them would be cool with other members just in case. I always have a few rounds to make sure the pulls are good enough for everyone

Which one looks more intimidating, I think platinum blonde cause long-haired is also MILF, so he gives off sweeter vibes (and vampirish), but blonde is just angelic (and vampirish) and stands out much more, it's literally BLINDING

Honestly, why expose arms, collarbones and legs if I can't bite and why skinny waists if I can't grab :///// San build like a Roblox character, huh

Oh there's for sure a step brother Seonghwa fic... speaking of SxF - the way I spammed him about it

That Wooyoung guy? I don't know him, looks cocky as hell though

We'll be closing the survey next week, but so far it's going well and according to my tastes hahahaha. This one and skirt are leading, which pleases me

Look at both of them imagine nerd Hwa coming back to uni after a break and this is the difference in his looks 🥴

Heeeeey, how about you never go to the gym ever again alright, that's enough. No, but him talking about his dislike for exercising <3 me when I used to play sports and dance, loved it, but exercising? Yikes

Princess Diaries 3?!

Wonho, looks intimidating but he does not suit the military, lmao. But I think he's doing public service? Also Hui is back!

Uber driving in Paris again? He seems to have a lot of free time, hmmm

Oh, he's an artist

Got Doyoung, I'm a mean tsundere who likes money and spits into people's coffee sjshdhshwysuabshs. You? - DV 💖

hi hello!! this is super late but i had to watch the crown fbndd

10 DOLLAZ? Would you buy 🩲👀 /// Literally everyone is fighting their bankruptcy era I guess, actually the differences between prices depending on cities in the US is also sus

ABSOLUTELY NOT I DONT WANT HIS CELLS FBWKBDWKC 😭😭 no bc what rate system they be using and why is it so sus 🤨 ik the blackpink concert like the last seats at the very end were 500$+ aND the ateez end ones were 85$+ the difference is mENTAL ????? their floor is 250$+ but bp’s???? 800-1,000k+ 😭😭😭

NCT's bodyguard what an icon truly, he took no prisoners, just straight up assassination

YOOOOO FRRRR that man should’ve gotten a big fat raise, straight up assassination 😭😭

My friend needed holy water after her concert as well, you can share! What mass, what are you saying, WHAT are you implying Miss Baeksussy........ 🙏🏼🧎‍♀️

LMFAOOOO MAYBE WE SHOULD GO TO ONE TOGETHER 😭🤚🏼 “what are you saying, WHAT are you implying Miss Baeksussy........ 🙏🏼🧎‍♀️” ☺️☺️

Right of course if they're doing it for Taem's privact I get it, but making a statement wouldn't hurt, because people are confused. Noooooo, I don't know anyone who owns Taemin's albums, wdym.

yeah! like just a small little statement “lee taemin of shinee will be discharged from the military on ____” JUST A SENTENCE SM JUST A SENTENCE 😭😭😭 oho?? u don’t??? i must definitely be hallucinating bc i know someone’s a really big fan

Yes, this is night club dancer Seonghwa. Y/N would not stand a chance

ANON.

THIS ONE TOO and in this fit?? but is this the same guy

I like to joke too, but people who are always like "OMFG IT'S FOR THE LAUGHS, SMILE A LITTLE, IT'S NOT SERIOUS" maybe you should stop smiling sometimes and realise your silly little jokes are cringe. Some people are 100% serious, but they will never admit it

FHWKDWK STOP THATS A PET PEEVE ATP 😭😭😭 EVERYTIME ON THE TL THERES SOMEONE LIKE THAT AND IT BE ONE OF THOSE BIG ACCS TOO 😭😭😭 no bc they never admit it but at the same time they make those posts criticizing others who dO THE SAME THING 😭😭😭 and uh

Yes, bestie fox TY I'm wheezing //// GORDON OPPA?!?! I saw the photobooth pics with Giselle and Johnny?!

LMFAOOOO NO BC IT WOULDVE BEEN HILARIOUS 😭😭😭 GORDON OPPAR FMQKHDKW APPARENTLY HE OPENED A PIZZA RESTAURANT AT SM THATS WHY HE WAS THERE BUT KEY??? HE SHOULDVE BEEN THERE

HELLOOOOO TODAY'S SELFIES DDEONGHWA VS SEONGHWA, he's crazy... how can he look so cute with his hairband but also sinful because the arms, the cleavage. 😳 The mirror literally says "you look good" it knows kaisisgdjscsjdhsksjs. I also adore Hwa's love for fluffy things, he's so precious 🤧 (tell me not to set one of the bed pics as my wallpaper...)

no bc ban the gyms and the oils they use on them 🔫🔫🔫 BESTIE IT WAS SEONGHWA VS A WHOLE HWASEONG (pls set that bed one as ur wallpaper pls do it) NO BC THIS MANS WRITTEN BY A WOMEN A LOVE FOR FLUFFY THINGS AND NOT BEING ASHAMED OF IT WHILE AT THE SAME TIME UR SEXC?? YES.

Truth

i need his phone taken away

Ahhh, so if people demand Seonghwa it would be good to buy from different stores (less possibility of pulling dubs) or perhaps ask buyers if some of them would be cool with other members just in case. I always have a few rounds to make sure the pulls are good enough for everyone

she looked up hmart, olive young, some local stores and a few sites where she’s gotta use a kr address so that’s a lot of work fbfbf ill pass that on! but she’s got a few varieties now so its not only hwa pc’s!

Which one looks more intimidating, I think platinum blonde cause long-haired is also MILF, so he gives off sweeter vibes (and vampirish), but blonde is just angelic (and vampirish) and stands out much more, it's literally BLINDING

I AGREE THERES SOMETHING SO VERY COLD ABOUT HIS PLATINUM BLOND he’s the ice prince 🤚🏼 ceo silver hwa in theatres near you soon <33

Honestly, why expose arms, collarbones and legs if I can't bite and why skinny waists if I can't grab :///// San build like a Roblox character, huh

bestie what is this gonna bite that collarbone <3 BUT HE LOOKS LIKE HES IN SOME HISTORICAL DRAMA LIKE GOT OR SOMETHING,,, he’s so unbelievably handsome

Oh there's for sure a step brother Seonghwa fic... speaking of SxF - the way I spammed him about it

i think i’d deteriorate reading it fhwjfkkw U SPAMMED HIM ABOUT SPY X FAM BUT HES TALKING ABOUT INCREASING HIS SHOULDER WIDTH TO MORE?????? WHAT THE FUCK

That Wooyoung guy? I don't know him, looks cocky as hell though

he really does no? he’s got some cocky dances too and the way he looks at the camera? cocky man 🤚🏼 yeah here too?

We'll be closing the survey next week, but so far it's going well and according to my tastes hahahaha. This one and skirt are leading, which pleases me

omg i hope u get lots of answers !! OH UR INTO ARMS HWA ICIC 👁👁 omg the SKIRT ONE I FORGOT FHWMFJWK ILL GO REVOTE

Look at both of them imagine nerd Hwa coming back to uni after a break and this is the difference in his looks 🥴

hear me out, it’s a twins au….

Heeeeey, how about you never go to the gym ever again alright, that's enough. No, but him talking about his dislike for exercising <3 me when I used to play sports and dance, loved it, but exercising? Yikes

this man’s shoulders are as wide as the seven oceans ayo 😭😭😭 BAN THE GYMS JUICE AYO KAYQ 🤲🏼🤲🏼 no bc everything >>> exercise tbh exercise just ruins the hype to do something, like in gym classes where u had a really exciting game to play BUT NO U HAVE TO MF EXERCISE FIRST 😭😭😭 our school used to do workout wednesdays and they had the whole gym set up with different machines from planks to skipping ropes and my soul would leave wirh every step i took that day

Princess Diaries 3?!


YES

Wonho, looks intimidating but he does not suit the military, lmao. But I think he's doing public service? Also Hui is back!

HE REALLY DOESNT FBFB AND HE IS!! imagine getting pulled over and it’s wonho standing with a ☺️☺️ “hello~” face dbwndbsn HUI IS BACK???? WHAT

Uber driving in Paris again? He seems to have a lot of free time, hmmm

a lot of free time to DRIVE INTO UR DREAMS AGAIN 🔫🔫 PT 2 TO THV DREAM WHEN ANON WHEN

Oh, he's an artist

he’s an artist but what the fUCK is this

Got Doyoung, I'm a mean tsundere who likes money and spits into people's coffee sjshdhshwysuabshs. You? - DV 💖

I GOT THE SAME BDMWBDK gave very devil wears prada vibes tbh dbdb here’s a trope one!

bestie what

opened twt to see jongho grinding wHAT IS GOING ON

HE SAID EUROPE SEE U LATER BESTIE START SAVING

[hanniejji]

Do u watch spyxfamily??? I have an idea about Maple but with Modern au!

That episode where a guy tries to let his comrade know to unalive someone because they that he's a criminal but Maple knew what he's gonna do so they grabbed on to him while running. The guy tries to get Maple off of him but Maple won't let go, they ran pass Kazuha ( who was panicking, trying to find Maple) and Lil' maple just screamed " Zuha, I'm being kidnapped!!!" (ya know to get the guy arrested cuz he a bad guy wink wonk). What would Kazuha's reaction be?

-<3 (I keep forgetting to put my nonnie name ndjdnxn)

yes i did watch sxf!!! i fucking loved that anime so much im so excited for the next half, i already miss my child damian :'( ALSO I LOVED THIS SCENE AAAAAHHH

kazuha would instantly turn to the sound of their voice, a vein popping on his temple the moment he sees this man taking his precious maple well it's more like maple's hanging onto their coat very tightly but if maple says they're being kidnapped, then that's that! so he sprints to their direction at the speed of light with the intention of murder saving maple

"LET GO OF MY LITTLE MAPLE!" he'd shout while swinging a twist kick to the man's head you can't convince me that kazuha doesn't do taekwondo or kendo in modern aus

the moment the man lets go more like maple lets go acksks of maple, he's scooping them in his arms while still glaring down at the unconscious man

"touch maple again and i will do more than just kick you," he'll grumble under his breath before turning to check all over maple like the doting brother he is :'>

"are you ok? did he hurt you? oh maple, you must be so scared, let's get you out of here after we report this man to the authorities, yeah? we'll get some mochi after this, mkay? it's alright little leaf, don't be scared, onii-san's here to protect you."

we don't talk about how he turned a blind eye to maple holding onto the man's jacket 😌

[notallangelsaregood]

My thoughts on Spy x Family Chapter 79

So, as I've been more active on the SXF fandom and specially here on Tumblr, I thought I could make a short (spoiler: it was everything but short) post of every new chapter coming out. It's not really an in depth analysis, rather a personal view on the chapter as someone who is amazed by this manga and everything related to it, so let's go.

Quick disclaimer, before we start. I'm doing this in English, as I believe it's easier to reach out to others (rather than in Portuguese, my mother language), so, if you encounter some grammar or spelling mistakes, it's probably due to me being a bilingual mess, sorry about that.

I absolutely loved the fact that it was Sharon who noticed about Yor being more communicative with them (and it was her the one doing a lot of other things I will be mentioning here later) which really surprised me. It's really fun to see how the relationship of Yor and her colleagues are improving (and considering chapter 1 and 2, that was a hell of an improvement, specially Camilla).

Okay, I relate to Yor a lot. Mainly because I recognize someone with low self-esteem when I see it. And the fact that she believes it's a bother to be more communicative with others and apologized has got me, but I'm glad Sharon said what I was thinking (girl, you are a precious baby, why a bother?). It's also nice to see Sharon worrying about Anya.

This part is absolutely awesome. Sharon asking if Yor was coming with them, leaving Millie and Camilla surprised. It was definitely a first, as Millie said, so it got me even sadder when I realized that Yor was not at all expected to be invited, which makes me believe it's something that has happened before. And it happened a lot, her being left out by her colleagues. Totally breaks my heart (cause I believe Yor is a peanut and deserve to be protected, if you haven't noticed it yet), so I'm really glad to see some improvement.

I love the fact that she worries about calling Loid. Specially because she doesn't need to pretend for him, okay, sure, she wants to appear normal, to not be seen as an assassin, but with Loid her guard is getting down and down, which is very good (ship wise). I truly believe that her calling him wasn't for the looks, but due to her actually worrying about him or Anya waiting for her to have dinner. It's really cute.

She is so adorable, what the actual heck? Okay, moving on.

Someone pointed this out (I don't know who, I'm really sorry) about their drink glasses. While Yor has a quite small cocktail-ish glass, Millie, Sharon, and Camilla have big beer cups, which, again, is a detail. However, I absolutely love Endo's sense of detailing on this manga, to show Yor's weak for booze in subtle ways.

Yor immediately blushing after Camilla simply asks if her and Loid are getting along is pure gold. I truly believe it is not solely her drunk blushing (since it goes all over her face and chest sometimes, while on this she is blushing only on her cheeks). Then, Millie realizing it, puts more fire on it (poor Yor, yet go Millie, at least this time).

And Yor coming up with something that I value her for thinking about, which is a child perception of intimacy in her home, is awesome.

It's cute how she thinks that about Loid, it's actually quite cute. Something NOT CUTE is Camilla and Millie still thinking crap about Yor's marriage. Specifically Millie, she wants to tell Yor to dump her hubby, why tho? Is everyone in freaking Berlint wanting Loid? (can I judge them? Yes! But also no!). Girly Yor, I'm ready to be jealous and defensive for you.

Yes, Yor, he is absolutely perfect, he does everything. Can we, please, talk about the "why don't you take a hot bath?" part? No? Overreacting much? Okay.

Please, Yor, no one believes you hate everything about Roid. Opsie, Loid. It's pretty much the opposite, actually. Who are you trying to fool, girl?

I believe this bit is self-explanatory. I laughed so much my tummy hurt. No much else to say here. The incoherency of Yor's drunk mind had me rolling.

LOOK. AT. THAT. MAN! Woof. Is this how Loid is 24/7 on Yor's head? Cause, girl, I'm worried about you. Truly. Other than that, can we please talk about how comic is her with that knife? How non-threatening it looks? (I mean, kinda, look at those eyes).

No comment, they are being so nice here. I'm surprised by Millie, mostly. They can be good friends, it just takes a while and more intimacy to be built around them, I believe, hope I'm not wrong.

Poor Yor, not even a welcome home kiss? That's a valid statement, Sharon. You rock! Sharon is the number 1 twiyor fan and nothing can change my mind about it.

Her mind is so fried. Again, poor Yor!

Too many things happening here! First, Yor's colleagues recognizing she is actually fun to be around and probably Sharon suggesting that they should invite her out again some time. I'm truly happy about the end of this chapter, her co-workers wise, because It's such a big improvement. Yor would not communicate with them, and they would be so bitter with her (specially Millie and Camilla). Look how far we've got! That's some major improvement and I'm proud.

Now, to the most important thing ever of this chapter, the kiss attempt! Okay, a little before that, when Loid asked if she had a good time. Am I overreacting to the bare minimum, or there is something else about him? He is so adorable and such a great husband (for the mission). Look at that confused little face.

I bet all the 25 cents I have that Endo was cracking up drawing this face. I laughed way more than I should, oh, poor Yor

It's been 79 chapters, my folks, and we got a tiny bit of happiness. They are so adorable! Look at them? Kiss NOW. One thing I noticed is how big Loid is compared to Yor, look at his body, at that hand size difference. That's… Quite nice, it's all I'm going to say about it. (Is it hot in here? No? Okay).

The second bar is up and rising!

Even though Yor has a tremendous high tolerance to pain, I would not be surprised If she woke up to a big bulge in her head in the morning. And worse, probably she won't even remember a thing, which takes us to the scale zero again. Damn it, it's hard to see these two idiots realizing they are so in love for each other. However, this chapter was all my heart needed. We begged for twiyor, Endo laughed at us and prolonged our suffering. I want more of that, sir, if you don't mind.

My hope is Anya bringing up this on the breakfast morning. That would be quite interesting.

That's all, folks. It ain't much, but it's honest work. This turned out to be way longer than I expected, but also incredibly fun! Hope you guys had fun reading as well.

[strabuzov]

AU where Kusuo Saiki is the son of Anya and Damian from SXF.

Ok, I give you the lore I created: if we assume that Anya was 4/5 years old during the 60/70 years, at the beginning of 2000 she will have been around 30/40 years old. So surely she could have a 17-year-old son.

The reason they live in Japan may be due to the fact that unfortunately Operation Strix failed to avoid a war, and with the country even more divided, an increasingly pressing spy hunt began and the Forgers were forced to flee. I like to think that Loid would do anything to stay, but the Handler told him to think about his family first. By then clearly both Forgers knew their identity, and Yor wanted to stay too but received the same comment from the Shopkeeper. Damian decides to follow them out of love for Anya, and also because the situation with her family gets even worse with the war.

Returning to the main theme, Saiki is the fake surname that Damian and Anya have adopted in place of Desmond to avoid any problems. Kusuo inherited the powers from his mother, the cones that Anya has in her head are power limiters. They began to manifest after Damian took it off once as a joke. Over the years they have gotten worse, so now Anya wears glasses like her son and the cones have been updated by Franky to keep things under control. Yes Franky, because Kusuke doesn't exist here so he's the one who invented the objects that Kusuo wears. He managed to survive the war, stayed behind to help WISE, and only reunited with the Forgers many years later in the late 1990s. Loid and Yor then returned to their nation, finally reunited. They usually prefer to visit the Saiki family by ship, they find it more romantic. Probably both Anya and Damian here insist with Kusuo that he have friends, as they were separated from Becky and the others because of the war and know how much it hurts to be alone.

To top it all off, this whole wall of text kicked off because I noticed Kaidou's mother resembled Fiona Frost. So I decided to make it worse by making them mother and daughter, with Fiona having her from Yuri, and then making Shun related to Kusuo through a complex genetic path that confuses me too.

[nonokoko13]

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#5

While I love Suselle and Ralsei getting flustered over Kris and I want to imagine they might be a thing since Noelle have feelings for Susie (which I believe her feelings are reciprocated) and Ralsei may have feelings for Kris I can't help but think Kris flirty/romantic *optional* gestures towards Ralsei are chosen by the player, therefore it would be a one-sided crush because the player's decisions doesn't matter.

However, it's possible Kris might be developing feelings for Susie because, along other reasons, answering about who would you take to the festival with you Ralsei and Noelle options are said, according to Susie, like Kris is doubting but choosing the Susie option seems a choice made by Kris. Also we don't know how Kris really feels about certain characters because what we think is their opinion is built by our choice, although it's almost clear Kris likes Susie as a friend regardless what we choose

So when Suselle becomes a thing Kris is gonna be hurt, even if they don't love her that way they still have a strong bond with Susie so they could feel like the third heel whenever they hang out with Susie and Noelle

PS No related but being impossible that Ralsei is Kris' brother I want to see Asriel to know if he's similar to the Asriel we meet in Undertale or not

157 notes • Posted 2021-09-30 11:43:05 GMT

#4

SXF NOVEL COVER

Some images and info from the novel undercut

The novel will contain four stories, including:

× Yor trying to hide her identity when a famous artist chooses them to make a draw

× Anya with a friendship plan to get closer to Damian

× Frankie interacting with a blind girl

× Yuri taking Anya to a practice center

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171 notes • Posted 2021-05-31 05:31:07 GMT

#3

Kris remind us of the previous kids we meet in Undertale: Chara and Frisk. It's not a coincidence to say Kris is likely a mix between them

For example, in the "light" world Kris has Frisk's palette regarding skin and hair, while their clothes are similar to Chara's. In the Dark world, however, Kris appearance's color scheme is similar to Frisk sweater's colors

Like Chara, they like chocolate, they use knives and they are a dremurr; with the hinted dislike of the player's actions when we decide to use violence, the quietness, and the like of Toriel's pies much like Frisk, not to mention Kris is the anagram of said name. There might be more similarities, but those are the most remarkable ones

And with all the thing of being a mix of Chara and Frisk in some aspects, Kris is their own person, if we have to say they might be closer to Frisk than Chara but still.

The biggest difference is that they're not supposed to be controlled by anyone: in canon Frisk is a mysterious kid of unknown belongings that has little to any personality of their own, without any information about their previous life or relationships.

Kris, however, has an already defined life. Most of the relationships and traits that define Kris are already established when we starts controlling them. They're being used like a puppet, with us pulling out the strings, choosing what we would like to do and yet with Kris having the ultimate decision on the story

They didn't choose this, and what they want don't matter. It's not our fault though; we never chose to control them and our desires don't matter either, because Kris is not supposed to be who we should be playing as. Kris' soul is not theirs, but ours. And Kris' body is not ours, but theirs.

The vessel is the person we are or better said who we want to be, it's the body of our soul and who would choose what we choose, not Kris. Without the player's soul is just a body. Perhaps the creation doesn't reflect the creator's real being, but it's the reflection of our persona

Someone else made the decision of stealing us our body and steal Kris' life in result because according to them

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192 notes • Posted 2021-10-01 09:38:35 GMT

#2

1980s mode rivals

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249 notes • Posted 2021-10-10 20:13:10 GMT

#1

Loid's 1 week coordinated translated

+ Yor's

Credit for u/panic_thunder on Reddit for the edit

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[anarchistbitch]

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jhdskjahsd glad to see you enjoyed spy x family, it's so damn good, I would die for Anya, have some stuff i thought was great too dkjad

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im finally replying to eeeeeeverything so brace yourself lol

Simone Ashley real life disney princess?? Yes. couldnt agree more, HER EYES JESUS CHRIST HER EXPRESSIONS AHHHHH i admire anthony's strength and resolve bc i wouldve asked her to marry me right after that first meeting

i mean, daphne did try to interfere but her dumbass of a brother went and proposed to another girl, at that point they just had to let them be, it was a lost cause

i felt edwina's half sister right in my fucking gut, that one hurt so badly

i would guess that the carpet moved while eloise was throwing everythign around, but yeah, it was an awful scene to watch even tho we all knew shit was going to hit the fan eventually

did you get to finish watching cbaw??? at this point im a little confused as to what i had already replied and what i had yet to do so dksajhdjk sorryyyy

what book did emily remind you of?? ive been in a slump and im only now getting out of it by reading vermillion bird (i hope i dont jinx it by saying this cause rn ive only read one chapter ksdjf)

i watched shubh mangal zyada saavdhan a bit ago and it was so fucking hilarious, when kusum ran away with the jewels i could not stop laughing and had to pause the movie, that woman is seriously crazy, and ahhhhh the scene where aman and kartik are dancing before goggle's wedding was so much fun, i wanted to join in bc they just seemed to be having such a great time (ignoring papa Tripathi's homophobia) and the music felt so good too ahhhh it was great, so great

as of right now my friend and i are halfway through heartstopper and i just ahhhhh its so perfect oh my god, i do have to wonder why they decided to add imogen but im not too bothered by her, tao is such a drama queen and i love him bUT WHAT DID THEY DO TO WILLIAM GAO'S HAIR OH MY GOOOOOD NOOOOO my friend is fascinated by Tori (as she should be) jhfsjhf I refuse to believe that Kit Connor went to audition for Charlie, I just refuse to believe it, he literally looks like Nick was pulled out of the comic itself and he went to audition for Charlie??????

yoongi is such an icon and my inspiration in my life but i do have to laugh at him getting roped into these things jdhjdhksd gotta love him

idk if i asked before but are there any other kpop groups youre really into??

hmmm since you only watch anime youve been recommended, do you have a specific genre you prefer or just about anything?? also, have you heard of jujutsu kaisen and owari no seraph?? i think owari no seraph is a bit more low key but it's great, im def recommending them both as well as doukyuusei, that one is a gorgeous movie that i have probably watched a million times

hmmm, in the end this didnt really end up that much a monster of an ask so i wonder if i left out anything, do let me know please!

have a great day, eat plenty of delicious food and stay hydrated!!

tons and tons of love and hugs,

-M<3

hi hi HI first of all thank u for reccing sxf cause i LOVED it and i finished the manga today and i cannot wait for the animated scene where [redacted] happens

praying everyday for anya's back cause she has the biggest responsibilities more than anyone in the world[academia & world peace]

YOR & LOID!!! lowkey hope the author pulls an arc where they both find out what the other does but dont say anything so anya is just there like(←_←) (→_→)

i think one of the reasons i enjoyed s2 more than s1 was mainly cause the writing pulled a lot more inspiration from bollywood, like even the kabi khusie kabhi gham rendition??? lokwey showing off

also! i watched mina le's review of s2 and apparently the way mrs featherington is dressed is to show that shes from new money and doesnt have the "grace" of ppl from "distinguished" families 😒

and so many other things but i also watched a video about simone's makeup for the show and how the makeup actually looks good on dark skin instead of just looking like makeup and i thought that was neat

the half sister line was so gut wrenching but seeing edwina burst out in anger was kinda satisfying ngl. when rewatching the final episode i kinda realized that kate did always have the anxiety of being viewed as only a half sister and felt like she had to take care of everything to even be viewed as family

i like the character of theo but was fully expecting a queer romance line for eloise & penelope like i wasnt the only one who thought they were fully hinting at it??right??

im still putting off watching cbaw😭😭

emily reminded me of this one horror book called what moves the dead by t. kingfisher[i only read a bit but similar vibes yk]

duude my reading slump got so bad i ditched my goodreads challenge. ive been trying to get back on track but . life

YESSSS ANOTHER ONE FOR SMZS!!! smzs was so good right?? the train scene (the one where karthik helps aman board the train not them making out) is so fking iconic😌 another thing i loved a lot was the metaphor of the cauliflower for homophobia [like parents thinking that "saving" theyre kids from queer stuff is good for them but it causes more damage than they think]

heartstopper was literally the best like the montages , the flowers and leaves from the comics edited into it?? the cast?? the kiss in the rain?? yasmin finney[special mention cause her outfits were fire]

i fully believe that the hairstylist had some kinda agenda against tao cause what was that hair😭😭 /j

kinda wanna see kit connor's audition for charlie👀 and speaking of! charlie spring!! i looved joe locke's portrayal like thats charlie spring

ik that some stuff that idols say is to keep up their image but some of the stuff yoongi says doth impact me. like him saying that he doesnt want to rework songs because he has made peace with completions of projects is part of the process[im paraphrasing but its from the how well do bts know each other project]

bts is the only group that im a proper fan of like theyre the only group whose comebacks i tend to follow while im a general fan of other kpop groups if that makes sense? i'd love to have a few recs cause i usually only find songs from insta edits

just about anything! ive started both owari no seraph and jujitsu kaisen![put them both on pause for a while tho] u cannot tempt me away from vampire and fantasy settings lol oooh ive heard of doukyuusei and def moving it up my list!! thanks for the rec😊😊

guess the only monster thats gonna be here is the huge hug im enveloping u in then

ur wishes are too kind and i wish the same and more for u💜💜💜

love, hugs and everything cool(for the temperate and also swag😎),

yrs

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SxF Mission 79

(Beware of spoiler)

Finalllyyyyy!!!!! Yesh!!!

I miss you so much, Yooooorrrr 😭😭😭

And TwiYor crumbs!! Yesh!!

So after..... 200 more days without TwiYor interactions, we finally get it 🥰🥰🥰

Anyway, this chapter made me LoL-ed with the way Endo trolling with us 🤣🤣🤣

Yes, I know the policy of Mangaka (or any of professional writters) may not read fanfics to avoid copyright things yada yada....

But it also a common thing that professional writters/publishers to have social media/internet team to monitor fans reactions or fandom in general.

And I have to give kudos to Endo's team here. It seems to me that they managed to summarize current sxf fandom favorite tropes, and give the reports to Endo. So Endo can troll with us 🤣🤣🤣(this purely my speculation. Let's just treat this as joke and something fun, ok?).

Let see how many fan-tropes Endo been using in this chapter:

1. Yor interact more with her coworkers

This character develooment of Yor is good. Because she interacts daily with Anya and Loid, her social skill is improving. Good work, Yor!

2. Yor's coworker invites her to diner, only to gossip about her marriage life

Honestly, I didn't expect Yor to finally have a common chatty chatty office life with her coworkers (I always see them as not good). But look at that, they finally warm up to Yor. Good things start to happen to Yor and I couldn't be more happy! Well, these three still has intention of humiliating Yor, but less intense? So that's a development there.

3. Her coworkers giving ideas of welcome home kiss

Endo said: not now 🤣🤣🤣 But buuuuttt...maybe sometime in the future?????

4. Nest? ABO reference? I'm not a fan of this tropes but.... hmmm.

5. Thorn Princess vs Twilight!!! One of fans favorite!!

Endo said "Only in Yor imagination"

6. Identity reveal!!! My beloved!!!

Again Endo said "Nope. Not today" 🤣🤣🤣 darn it, Endo!!

7. Yor is sick. She passed out and Loid catch her.... sick fic my beloved!!!!

Endo said "badumb o meter is back, and thus..... no hurt/comfort or sick fic for ya!" Darn iiiittt Endo 😭😭😭😭 🤣🤣🤣

8. Anya can't sleep because her parents are too noisy being lovey dovey

Endo said "yeah, different kind of noisy. Those are just Anya's imagination".

🤣🤣🤣👏👏👏👏

Amazing work Endo sensei!

I love this chapter so much. 🤣🤣🤣👏👏👏

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Finally I finished reading Eyes Only the english translations.

The highlight of this book for me? Endo and Lin's commentary 🤣🤣🤣👏👏

It is very interesting to see that I get the impression that out of all Forgers, Endo loves Yor the most (but it's highly probable that I'm biassed. Duh!!)

I mean, we know that Endo loves strong female - fighting heroines. Especially if we look at Endo's previous works. Like the two serialization: Tista and Gekka Bijjin. Both has strong female heroines as the leader. And then, his one shots also featured female leads. Perhaps only his latest one shots: Ishi ni Usubeni (the one with Medusa kid which later become Anya's prototype) and I spy (the prototype of spy x family) that featured male character as leads.

No wonder Endo can creates so many amazing female characters in spy x family. (Not that the sxf male characters are bad. Far from it!)

But it warm my heart when Endo shows that Yor was the longest he took in creating the character design. (And I also notice that Endo loves to draw Yor in so many cute outfits and accessories 🥰 and also seems to get hurt the most for my whumpy needing souls delightment #ahem)

At the same time, the badass yet cute and naive Yor is the one character that he got trouble the most to develop!

I still remember back then, when we were still at chapter 38-39 ish, Endo did have more breaks than usual, chapters that is focuses on side characters like Damian, Bond, Yuri, Sylvia (short mission), Frankie, all that make the small fandom fans 'restless' for the "too many fillers chapters"

And then there was a tweet of him telling the fans to be patient, because he was planning something.

And then, BAM!! Chp. 43 dropped. A Franky and Yor chapter, that end with Yor getting a call from Shopkeeper. Yes, the chapter we just got the anime episode (ep. 29!)

The small fandom at that time was going ferall over "Garden" name drop. And keep chanting "Yor arc Yor arc Yor arc Yor arc!!"

And then BAM!!! We got one of the best arc ever: Cruise Arc.

With that one gorgeous Yor ilustration that make the small fandom around the world decided 4-6th April to become Yor's day. On the spot.

It's one amazing experiences, ngl.

So if one asked me whether Yor has been pushed to the back, I dare say no.

It's just writing an interesting assassins plot is difficult.

Especially in a story where everything is grey.

WISE is described as the "good" guy who tries in all their might to stop the war. (But are they really? Why are they snooping around inside other country? And why are they badmouthing Ostania?)

SSS is described as the "bad" guy cause they oppressed their own people and manipulate young energetic talent as Yuri to serve them. (But what if it is needed to keep 'peace' from the rebels which of course can be found everywhere in a freshly stopped war country?)

A good story can work with two opposing sides going head to head.

But then there's Garden. Where are their position? A story about three way "war" can be difficult to tell, overly complicated, and too much. On one side, Garden can't be the "good" side because they murder people. But they can't be "bad" either if the people they murder are the bad guys. However who to tell which one is good which one is not?

And most important, how to make Yor as a protagonist that is not a villain.

That's hard.

So, judging from the past experiences (when Endo took more breaks than usual), plus this amazing detail analysis by @itsmaferart, I dare say Endo is cooking another Yor or Garden centric arc, after the Eden and SSS vs WISE.

I have high hope for this. 😁😁😁😁

So we shall wait and see.....

Tldr; I think Endo loves Yor. He is preparing for something awesome for her. and I'm not complaining. 🤣🤣🤣🤣