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Meloghia by request of Benny. Everything on here is just whiteboard doodles dude
#jjba#jjba fanart#meloghia#melone#ghiaccio#la squadra#Watching split right now#this movie sucks#hi Benny
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“Maître in the bedroom. Maître only when it's hot or convenient.”
Interview with the Vampire, S2E6, 'Like the Light by Which God Made the World Before He Made Light' (2024)
The Duke of Burgundy (2014) dir. Peter Strickland
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#the duke of burgundy#loumand#jacob anderson#assad zaman#peter strickland#ellisgifs#iwtvedit#filmandtv#parallellis#iwtv s2#iwtv spoilers#i finally watched the duke of burgundy this week so this parallel was all i could think about this scene#the apologies and the hollow comfort....#the one with the power in the relationship getting kicks out of playing the submiss ive#and their partner straining under the weight of their imposed masterhood...#trying not to yell 'the very stuff of my self is splitting apart right now and you seem to care more about playing your game'#eventually you can't role play your way through all your unacknowledged baggage.... eventually you have to actually TALK about it#iwtv parallels
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#no because fr#I KNOW that I shouldn't say that and that I could definitely be making better decisions right now#but that seriously does NOT stop me now I'm just sitting in front row seats watching my own collapse#actually bpd#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#bpd#bpd fp#bpd safe#bpd problems#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#bpd shit#borderline problems#borderline blog#borderline thoughts#black and white#bpd blog#bpd favorite person#bpd feels#bpd life#bpd mood#bpd meme#bpd tag#bpd things#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#borderline pd#npd vent
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macbeth soundtrack, my beloved
(voice removal is scuffed and i am very much guessing on some of these, i tried my best)
#macbeth#donmar macbeth#david tennant#cush jumbo#aly macrae#annie grace#kathleen macinnes#brian o'sullivan#ws#my edits#also if someone who actually owns the vinyl would like to tell me what the actual track names are i would owe u my life#as of right now the only one i actually know are the ones they name in the radio interview and the rest are titles i made up#also i have a GOLDFISH MEMORY and i DON'T REMEMBER WHERE A BUNCH OF THESE ARE IN THE PLAY#TAKE ME BACK TO WATCH IT AGAIN just for my GOLDFISH MEMORY#Youtube#edit: kind person w a vinyl named 7 of the tracks . thank u @heartinportuairk <33#i think i might have fucked up and split the first one tho because i have eight lmao
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good morning, i still can't believe (yes i can) that a legitimate nhl insider is out here saying . yes the greatest goal scorer has an agreement in place with his team about WHO he plays with and it's understood that they will be longtime franchise players for the leafs as a duo. that is the plan. that is am34's plan for the leafs.
like i jsut. i.... in this sport where these men get torn apart for even Saying they have a preference bc its a team sport and they need to just accept whatever position they're put in... it's THAT important to wannabe-chill and lowkey auston matthews (read: actual control freak who Wants to appear a certain way) that he gets to play with mitch marner after being denied for a while as a rookie............ his favorite guy.... his apple tree......... his bff since rookie year....
that's part of his reason for staying a maple leaf and his longterm plan for being in toronto.......... bro. like to have theories about it vs to have an insider saying it's something that's openly discussed w the leafs org. to think about all the times auston gets bitchy with the media after being split w mitch or when they try to pry about something mitch and auston got pulled to the side for specifically.... god DAMN. im so emotional over them like they really do love each other so fucking much
i didn't realize when auston said "we would never do this without you" he meant it so seriously
#1634#LIKE WHAT OD U EVEN MEAN!!! THERE ARENT WORDS FOR THIS KIND OF CONFIRMATION#LIKE AUSTON HAS WATCHED GOOD FRIEND COME AND GO BUT HE WANTS THIS WITH MITCH!!!!!#he wants to build a legacy with mitch. mitch makes it worth to be here playing hockey n he cant imagine Not Doing it now#they really HAVE built their futures n legacies around each other#n now i can start telling everhone who wants them split up for funsies to go to hell HCKSBFKDKD#im sorry but what ur franchise centerman wanrs he gets i fear#and hes right to want it . thats his fucking Guy#all the cherrypicked stats on why they dont work together is so funny .... like sorry but#i think They and the whole organization see it differently#toronto maple leafs
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#I went to a brewery with some friends this evening#And as I was getting ready I found myself suddenly remembering an outing from a wintry college evening many years ago#There was a bar on a quiet street near campus that served beer towers (100oz glass tanks that you could split with a group)#And they’d add orange slices if you ordered Blue Moon‚ which felt very sophisticated to cornedbeefhashtwink and his Hollister flannels#Later that night‚ a woman who had left the bar earlier marched back inside and sidled up to my table clutching a slip of paper#Unbeknownst to me‚ she had been sitting with a young man who had spent the evening shyly watching me sip my Blue Moon#And she had his name and phone number in hand#This was bewildering on several levels#I had never actually seen this guy‚ so I had no idea who was hitting on me#And if I was unprepared to be hit on‚ I was even less prepared to be hit on by proxy#More importantly… I was fully closeted at that point in my life#And a stranger had just materialized out of thin air to make a Gay Announcement#I accepted the paper with a rising sense of flattered panic‚ doing my best to casually play the whole thing off#And then I went straight home and Googled#He was very cute‚ as it turned out#I was in no position to reach out to him (and he was from out of state anyway)‚ but that slip of paper felt like a lifeline#And I’m just feeling very tender thinking about it right now#Almost a decade and a half later#I wonder if he remembers putting his friend up to leaving his number all those years ago whenever he sees an orange slice floating in beer
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I'm so glad they made up the idea of a corrupt con-man posing as a populist leader who scapegoats minorities in order to maintain complete authoritarian control over a country of easily-fooled rubes who are all too happy to jump on the chance to hate people for Wicked. It would be so scary if that was real
#solidarity between all the countries going through this right now#anyway wicked was a good movie! i liked it a lot#i initially thought splitting it in two was a bad idea but after watching it i think it was for the best#looking forward to the second one
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i think they would have a lot to talk about :')
#(OPENS MY MOUTH AND SCREAMS AND SCREAMS AND SCREAMS)#amelie strand#death stranding#helly r#severance#<---- those are they. sorry if i confused any severance fans with this random blonde lady. she tends to do that to people#please play death stranding though shes the most important girl in the wooorld#implied spoilers for both series ahead but i want to talk about them ok? ->#girls with gruesomely split identities carrying the weight of the world on their shoulders-#trapped in the most dogshit no hope unwinnable situations u can imagine are so in right now. wails#anyway hi i had a very stupid january that kept me from art. But if everything that happened didnt i prob. wouldnt have watched severance
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stop being so goddamn cute /s
#Finally watched the second movie. The filmmakers did a really excellent job again.#I've hammered out and deleted several walls of text here and I'm going to try (and fail apparently) to be actually brief this time#the films really do the characters justice#and they benefit SO MUCH from allowing themselves to be an AU like the cartoons like the comics like the original games and like Sonic Boom#I love how they aged down Sonic so as to actually play out his backstory onscreen - he is very believably like 10 or 12#and the obligatory kid stuff in the film - the memes and references- largely came out of the characters believably being That Age#(and Robotnik being immature. I really like how they went the way of the cartoons/games split and made film!Robotnik his own thing#he's not having to live up to literal cartoons so he can kind of be his own brand of malicious and that was absolutely the right move)#The human characters have a tangible role in the story on multiple levels#and I think the family situation helps to differentiate this continuity from the others#Sonic Tails and Knuckles' relationships feel organic as they develop in the condensed runtime of the movie#The beats from the games and the cartoons and comics are either plot-relevant or worked in to where they don't seem out of place#also. SHADOWSHADOWSHADOWSHADOWSHADOW okay Sonic is such a delight in the films (and in general)#But Shadow is MY BOY okay? I'm probably going to see 3 pretty soon#depending on where it is between the normal theater and the late discount theater by now#Sonic#Sonic the Hedgehog#Miles Tails Prower#Sonic (Film)
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I am a nobody
You and I will never meet
I live 15,000 miles ,and probably more, away from you
But god do I wish I could give you a hug,a firm handshake to help ground you in the moment
I'm sorry you're scared, I'm so sorry for the pain that's holding you down like this
From one pained soul to another soul , I hope this blue lit screen can properly help me express how I genuinely feel about helping you
I hope and wish this reaches you in better health and peaceful mind ❤️❤️❤️
#anon.... i wish we could watch a movie together and share a bowl of my burnt quinoa salad and you could laugh it off with me#thank you so much for saying this#'its just a breakup' my mind says all the time. but the fact is that it was way larger than that#i was stuck in that rut for YEARS just pining to get out. and now that i am i feel like i did everything wrong because it kinda became a#split second decision after revving up my courage for weeks#and now. it feels like im doing everything wrong and everything right at the same time#it will pass. but god it sucks so bad right now#thank you for lending me some courage. even though i have no idea who you are. i really appreciate it
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Sometimes venturing onto the For You side of Twitter sparks joy.
Based take. Shoujo and Josei are fucking top notch, both in characters and art style (how can you not think they’re beautiful?)
“Ruined the JJK and MHA fandoms” is WILD. I avoid fandoms for the most part (except perusing tumblr for the occasional fucking thesis women write about character motivations i love you women <3) because they usually suck. Seriously, I kept up with OPM for a bit because it was entertaining but holy shit the subreddit (very much full of men) is literally just… sexy woman. More sexy woman. Memes about artist constantly drawing sexy woman. Memes. Occasional power scaling arguments. Low quality page colorings of the exact same page. There is NOTHING. How the hell can women ruin the fandom when the fandom IS the women?!
It’s the women creating in depth analyses on characters; it’s the women writing fanfiction, creating doujinshis; it’s the women creating fandom centered accounts; it’s the women buying every new merch piece that comes out AND giving free advertising by posting about it online. And then men will go on and rag on women for doing all these things. It’s infuriating.
Longevity of a series is also something these idiots ignore. Seriously, look at Katekyo Hitman Reborn. The manga ended in 2012 and the creator is working on a different series. Katekyo Hitman Reborn still gets regular merch releases. This is a series that ended over a decade ago and still has an incredibly dedicated fanbase of, I wonder who, that regularly spends enough money to keep it consistent. You cannot look me in the eyes and tell me that series is supported mainly by men. I do not care how hard Amano Akira tried to alienate her female fans with her treatment of the female characters you know exactly whos spending the money based on who is constantly getting merch (minus the titular character, because of course he has to be there.)
Honestly I don’t give a damn that fandom can often be absolute insanity; you get a group of people together and it’s always going to be a shitshow, that isn’t unique to fandom, people just like to pretend it is because as always, there’s an undercurrent of misogyny because people know women carry that shit but they only want to acknowledge it when they can use it to criticize them.
I love that she came for the JJK fandom as well. I’ve been following the series because honestly it is really fucking funny because it is the epitome of shounen tropes. The author literally baked them into the world. Explaining your abilities to the opponent makes them stronger. So this entire series you get giant pages of just white with text explaining every little fucking thing like theres a narrator standing over your shoulder making sure you can’t possibly miss anything on the first read. Fuck dude, I don’t mind exorbitant amounts of text in my manga, but you cannot be serious in pretending that is good writing. There’s a deus ex machina that every character can pull out of their ass called a binding vow. Black flash also falls into this category.
Hell, the latest arc has literally just been flashback after flashback playing during the battle of the characters forming a bunch of plans in preparation for the fight we currently are following. This is genuinely one of my most hated tropes. The characters just get off screen power ups that then get handwaved as “well we showed you the flashback right?” there is NO anticipation, any excitement you feel for the battle is purely manufactured rather than genuine. It’s not “I can’t wait to see how the growth I followed of these characters affects the battle” it’s “wow, what cool ability will they pull out of their ass next?” I hate it I loathe it and it’s even worse with emotional moments. Why couldn’t you write this into the story in the first place? Why are you giving it to me in a shitty flashback?
Maybe I didn’t explain it well enough because I launched into a rant. The reason I hated it so much is because it forced the reader to be an observer rather than an active participant in the manga. Everything is spoonfed to you. You don’t need to reread the chapters over and over to put together the pieces on how, where, and why each action took place, the author does that for you. You don’t see everything from a new perspective when you read it a second time, catching lots of things you may have missed because you’re not allowed to miss anything the author deems important.
I enjoy this manga. There is good things about it. But it is nowhere near the god manga (“kamige” would be the term if it was a visual novel; I don’t know a manga equivalent) men like to pretend it is. It genuinely seems like they think everything being explained every page is good writing.
Based and succinct.
Anyway, you shouldn’t restrict yourself from experiencing specific genres because they’re for “the lessers” because that’s actually fucking cringe and maybe you should touch a Josei manga, or even a Shoujo manga. Maybe it’ll open your eyes and you’ll realize, hey, women’s media is actually- oh who the fuck am I kidding just pull the trigger.
#taking the bait and getting mad about things that dont matter dot rtf#i would genuinely love to write actual well thought out well written and well researched essays on the shit im into#but going on barely edited rants is easier and gives me those feel good chemicals faster#i started this with twitter sparking joy then proceeded to go on a rant about how much hate fills my heart#i hope my ranting is at least somewhat coherent because my thought process is incredibly scattered right now#i also rant about JJKs writing because i was going to do that one of these days anyway but i read my sleeper activation phrase in a tweet#basically im mad at how much men ignore womens contributions to the series they claim to enjoy#no evidence is ever good enough for them either#you have a japanese study showing the sex division for a popular series has an even 50:50 split?#it doesnt fit the exact parameters that i believe it should! (angry mention about ‘the gays’ when they werent even brought up)#also yeah im sure when theres an even amount of both women and men watching something ONLY the men actually contribute right#ask me about my opinions i dont bite ;^)#also i need a nap because i have been awake far too long hello insomnia#was about to go to sleep then i was provoked and had to fight (opened twitter and then rant on a blog out in nowhere)#goodnight (its noon)
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oh goodness it’s debate time
#^ girl who has wasted all day very slowly watching the fanmade warrior cats danganronpa trial#I AM INVESTED#they kept it canon up til now#its diverging now#the actually killer in the books is likely innocent i am so curious as to who its supposed to be in this au#THIS IS SO WELL MADE?? OBSESSED with blixemi’s voice acting here. love her singing and her videos and now he danganronpa hollyleaf#rambles#i forgot what its called but leopardstar being the one to say “theyre split right down the middle” and initiating whatever that minigame wa#called is very fitting
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Hoping against hope that DD reads "The House of My Mother: A Daughter's Quest for Freedom" and brings Shari Franke on his podcast to discuss the dangers and horrendous, soulless incentive of family vlogging.
#life#DD#podcast#hopes and dreams#a mission close to my heart#I was there watching people pick apart Ruby Franke (the mother)'s content before her arrest#as in two years before at least#and have been there every step of the way#from her little son escaping from his bonds to run to the neighbors for help#because he was afraid his siblings would die#and Ruby Franke's husband effectively abandoning his kids because Ruby moved in with a “marriage counselor”#(who liked to split up couples and move in with the wives-- wink wink “this isn't what it looks like 'cuz we're holy Mormons”)#((note: it was exactly what it looked like))#then had his daughter Shari arrested after she tried to retrieve her laptop from his property#but now claims he suPoRts HeR wHolehEaRtedLY (to escape the hot seat)#Child Protective Services failing that family even though Shari kept calling for help after she was forced to move out as an adult#Shari's brother right under her (Chad) was so abused that he still hasn't accepted the full truth#(at least he can make a living playing games on Twitch-- good for him)#all of the kids' hormones and body changes and fears and struggles and diaries were put on YouTube#Ruby punished and terrorized her children in her videos (and off-camera) years before the abuse escalated#the kids-- and all family vlogger kids-- were incentivized to let their parents use their lives as content#because A. they don't understand the ramificiations#B. they are told it's good for them-- and they can go on vacation to Disney with the money!! (which is a business write-off anyway)#C. they might be deathly afraid of their parents anyway#and D. if they're even given a choice to decide regardless#none of these kids were (or are) usually paid#if they are their privacy is still exploited for profit#it used to be an innocent pastime... but now it's mostly haunted by predators making playlists on YouTube (yes-- a real problem)#or more and more family vloggers sell privacy in exchange for advertisers or thumbnail clicks#it's. appalling.
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A thing about me is if im gonna use a notebook for something it's going to get a Dedicated Notebook for that purpose and which i cannot use for anything else. Which means I have so many notebooks. Five of which are currently actively in use
#i need to go through and like just get rid of some of my old stuff#especially the notebooks that i used for like.. really old d&d campaigns#anyway my five current notebooks:#- jack rabbit notebook containing the entire first draft + notes#- notebook for the vampire story ive been picking at#- notebook purely for grocery lists + other random reminders and notes#- film journal#- book journal#as of right now only the vampire story notebook + the smaller grocery list notebook get carried with me everywhere#its kind of a lot but also... it keeps my brain feeling organized#when everything can get split up into their specific spaces#like the physical separation keeps it from all getting cluttered in my head too#its hard to explain! but especially like..#so many of my hobbies AND my job now revolves around creating and consuming media#but if im reading a book in the same time frame im watching a show and also playing a video game#i get like...overwhelmed. it starts to feel jumbled and like i cant retain any of it#it gets worse if ive also tried to write at all within that time frame#but ive found writing my thoughts down about media im reading or watching + keeping myself from binging#+ separating it all into different physical spaces (or tumblr tags! hence my 'q plays' or 'q reads' tags)#helps like...#a whole lot
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pertaining to the idea of tenax’s band of strays i do think it’s touching that the kids are the ones who saved him and waited outside the door to make sure he’s okay. for all tenax claims to be harsh and cruel it’s a fine indicator of his character that the kids won’t rest without him and are there every time he’s in danger.
#AND I CAN’T FUCKING BELIEVE I HAD THEM STEALING THEIR WAY OMTO#THE PLATFORMS WHAT DO YOU MEANNNNNNN oh i love being right#also that all the kids are there watching when he kills the guy whose name i forget because i simply cannot hold names in my brain but the#evil one. who i was like oh thank GOD he died i was so sick of this plot he kept killing everyone & i screeched when he almost got claudia#something something calla saying ‘you’re not a child anymore’ about tenax’s cruelty to the brothers (which in my twisted narratives. sorry.#there’s only one scorpus who KNEW the child tenax was. the child he’s still healing and caring for. all of the children whose eyes he looks#into and sees a hurt that’s just like his? the children tenax saved whether he’ll admit it or not? scorpus saved him. and that’s all)#(also this is a terrible thing to say i knew it about but like. oh i knew it about the master of the house. tenax making sure NO ONE#touches the kids or does anything with them really but Claudia and him—the people he trusts which also now includes calla but he makes sure#it’s someone he knows. also do we have a claudia backstory??? or would i just get to invent a reason why she’s there and what she’s doing#and why she’s so loyal to tenax. did she also see the child he was and that’s why she’s so protective of him but also why she gets along#with calla so well because the two of them see how he’s festered in that. like calla fully has the rights here i think she should rip him a#new one for his lack of decency and good qualities he can be corrupt without being cruel y’know. and he should be called out on his#peter pan ass behavior you’re not a child!! there are such consequences!!! dream a little bigger a little kinder!!! change the dream you#made up with scorpus when you were a young angry teenager and make it fit who you are NOW. the life you want NOW not the life you thought#you should have & deserved. what did you learn from growing up. what changed. what do you need now & what do you want. not the same things#and i too wish that this was 30k and covered their entire backstory#BUT IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION of i also need it to be 100k canon-divergent (presumably. i’m only through episode eight. but i can’t imagine#that they will follow the plot EYE would write because they need to have a second season & you can’t have that without conflict which means#titus overthrown scorpus is gonna die metaphorically or literally etc etc the gold faction in shambles but technically triumphant with#domitian on the throne and tenax in a position of patrician power accepted into their society but still not equal and happy. whereas lmao#domitian you’re getting shipped off to some other city because your plot to overthrow titus failed and yet he is merciful enough he won’t#kill you he just sends you and hermes together (at which point over the months long journey you forgive and re-learn each other bc titus#didn’t know of the betrayal he thought it would be kind to send your (ex-)lover with you. do we see how this works perfectly) & tenax falls#back into the underworld where he now knows he belongs because blood is everything except when it isn’t. when he realizes what he has is#worth more. no matter if the blood he has is tainted or patrician the blood oath he swore with scorpus iron on their tongues means more.#calla’s split lip defending him and their winnings. kwaame’s blood on the hard packed sand of the arena fighting to stay alive and to come#home to them. the fire in aura’s cheeks when she laughs at ivy. SURPRISEEEE EVERY NARRATIVE IS A FOUND FAMILY I GUESS IT SPRUNG ON ME TOO.#and tenax doesn’t mind a little dirt and bribery every now and then. doesn’t aspire to former heights and shining brilliant out of shadows.#the gaudiness of gold &flash of fools’ dreams. YES CAN I FINALLY PLS GET MY BLACK FACTION TO REPLACE THE ILL-FATED GOLD THATLL COLLAPSE W/D
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i love my mom ......
#shes in town rn and im hanging out with her#and we went to get burgers and chicken tenders and curly fries and a malt to split#and we were planning to just eat inside but we pulled into the parking spot and i was like god.#i dont think i can hang out in there can we get it to go#and IMMEDIATELY she was like oh okay! do you want to write down your order in my phone and i can go inside and order for us both#and well she's in there right now. and we're gonna go back to her airbnb#and we're gonna watch the tv show we like#and she's gonna help me with my taxes#abd frankly im gonna cry probably. and maybe make her listen to the new chappell roan song
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