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0809sysblings · 8 months ago

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Hi!

For the general questions! - 1, 7, and 8

For the trial questions! - 3, 4, and 5 for both trials

For the prisoner questions - 1, 2, and 4 for Mikoto, John, and Amane

hi!!!! sorry, this took forever to answer because my brain likes to fight itself over the most trivial things lol. also this got kinda long so a read more!

General questions

1) Which Milgram character is your favourite, and why?

how could you make me pick between my two beautiful children :(??

well if i had to pick between Amane and Mikoto+... i think Amane probably makes me lose it /pos more frequently ♡

as for why? well.

7) Which prisoner do you think you would get on with the most if you met them in person, and why?

hmmm..... this is a difficult question to answer because I feel like there really isn't one singular answer for me. the kind of people I get along with and the kinds of behavior I like or dislike changes and ping pongs around too much.

that being said, I'll try to pick at least someone I think I'd get along with at some point in some capacity.

I think I could possibly get along with Fuuta. mostly due to the fact that we could have interests in common, so it'd be easier to talk. if we like some of the same video games we could talk about those. and I'd maybe be able to contribute to conversations about soccer since I used to play for awhile.

8) Which prisoner do you think you would get on with the least if you met in person, and why?

same idea as above; there's not really a single answer for this, but I'll try to pick someone.

I think Muu maybe. I love her as a character, and I don't really feel any negative feelings toward her, but I just Know that I would struggle trying to get along with her. I can admittedly be very self-absorbed and egotistical, so that would not mix well with her tendency to make things about her.

Trial questions

3) Which [T1 and T2] song do you enjoy the most, and why?

for T1, MeMe !! i'm a big fan of how the genre(?) sorta switches up and back and forth throughout the song. and also just.. the struggle portrayed in the song is #relatable. i like to listen to it when i get into those moods.

for T2, The Purge March !!!!!!! forever and ever. song of all time. it's just so. AAOAOAOOUGUGUG.... it just hits so hard. it's so real. just like MeMe, it too is very #relatable, and i will listen to it on loop while in that mood.

4) Which [T1 and T2] cover do you enjoy the most, and why?

not to give both Ws to Fuuta but... i think both of his covers have to be my favs. his voice is just That good. god i love his voice so much... and also the redone instrumentals i like a lot too.

for T2, a very close second would be Yuno's Vampire cover <3

5) Which [T1 and T2] MV do you enjoy the most, and why?

for T1, I think it'd have to be Magic. I just really like how innocent and "perfect" it tries to look. it's a perfect way to show how much Amane downplayed the abuse, and I also think the way in which it was portrayed as a show was very good meaning and narrative wise.

for T2, another 'W' for Amane because The Purge March MV is my favorite there. I just really really love it a lot. the animation is great and I very much appreciate the fact that a lot of it is based in reality and is not buried six feet under a thousand metaphors. like, don't get me wrong, I love metaphors and when art uses them. but I'm glad they decided to put the visual and narrative metaphors aside for the big parts in Amane's MV because she really needed all the help she could get with securing an innocent verdict...

Prisoner questions

1) What do you think of [Mikoto, John, and Amane], and why?

oh god, I don't know if I can put most of it into words 😭.

well, I like all 3 of them a lot! i simply think too many things about them. i apologize for not being able to properly answer this 😔..

2) What are your headcanons about [Mikoto, John, and Amane]?

hmm i'm not one to hold many headcanons about characters, and if i do theyre usually not super serious or big. an exception here for Amane tho <3. my biggest headcanon for her is that she's a (poly-fragmented) DID system. i mean just look at her.

one i can think of for Mikoto thats just small but sweet is that he learned a lot of ~girly~ skills for his little sister. being a single mom after the divorce, i doubt Mikoto's mom was able to have a lot of time to do that stuff for her. and i feel like Mikoto would be the kind of person to try to supplement that himself. so maybe he learned how to do her hair and helped her with makeup and stuff like that...

i'm not sure if i can think of anything for John.. 😔

4) What do you wish more people understood about [Mikoto, John, and Amane]?

hm........ many a thing...... i'm not 100% sure what a lot of ppl say and think about these characters bc i dont really interact or see much outside of my handful of mewtuals. so take these with a grain of salt.

for John... i know i saw a bit of this around when Neoplasm and Double first released, so maybe it's gotten mostly cleared up since then idk! but... i guess i wish more people understood that just because John is self aware of being an alter and is aware of their DID... doesn't mean he actually knows whats going on and what he's talking about MFDLFLDS. i mean this mostly in regards to the comment he made in Neoplasm about how if Mikoto is forgiven, he can "disappear and take everything with him". i would like to trust that Yamanaka is aware that that's not really how it works. John is just as much of an unreliable narrator as Mikoto. and i also like that he's this way. i think it's realistic and makes sense. of course he wouldn't want to have people know he's pretty fucking clueless about what's going on. because then he couldn't get people to believe him and listen to him when he's trying to get people to vote Mikoto innocent.

idk a lot of ppl have this idea that it's the host in DID systems that are completely clueless, but all the other alters understand it and know what's happening and know who they are and who everyone is. and that if an alter who is not the host doesn't know something, or is god forbid mistaken about something, then something ~fishy~ is going on.

tl;dr John may know more than Mikoto about some things, but that does not mean his information is complete or even accurate.

for Mikoto... i guess it's kind of a pet peeve of mine when ppl talk and jokingly(?) complain about the other characters not telling Mikoto about his DID and continuing to leave him in the dark. i know it's all probably just lighthearted and that im just being pretentious, but its just.. not that simple.

also for Mikoto.. his negative feelings towards John and how he thinks about him. i guess i feel like ppl can be kinda quick to look down on Mikoto for it? or act as if it's just a problem born from lack of communication and misunderstanding, or even an unwillingness on Mikoto's part to communicate and understand. when like... just like the other thing i just mentioned, i don't think it's really that simple? idk i think there's alot of factors at play. a lot of which are pretty inherent to DID and trauma and are not things that can easily be overcome on your own.

i may make this into a separate post actually... who knows if i'll actually do it tho lol

now for Amane... dear lord (haha). just. everything. i feel like if i open this can of worms i'm going to break tumblr and crash my browser. so forgive me once again for not having an actual answer <3

tysm for the ask!!!! sorry for the uh. wall of text <////3

#asks #rainbowghostcat

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sowthesun · 4 years ago

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Favourite ONF mv shots : Hyojin edition

#ONF #Hyojin #onfnet #onfedit #fusenet #ONF MVs #Hyojin is too pretty for me #kim hyojin #i dont' know how i feel about it #might redo it #WHY is such a hard mv to gif oh god #only did title tracks might do bsides too #please be nice #im still learning #lightsonnet #my edits

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wayvlocks · 2 years ago

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Case #143

synopsis: there is a serial killer on the loose and your best friend is the cop in charge of the case. pairing: skz lee know x gn reader? word count: 2.1k genre: thriller au, yandere au, serial killer au warnings: maybe +18? idk, cussing, dark themes, tv news of victims' bodies, fake name, wall pinning, a knife---- if you are uncomfortable with any of the mentioned warnings, please do not read.

A/N: hello, this came to me in a dream after watching case 143 mv 20 times. this will not be a series, but rather just a oneshot? anyway since my brain has been imprinted with this crazy dream of mine - I'm putting it here for everyone to enjoy. :)

There you were, inside your cozy apartment, with your best friend, watching your favorite TV show. Suddenly, breaking news interrupts before your favorite character finishes their joke.

BREAKING NEWS: Killer is still on the loose. Two more bodies have been discovered. New reports on one of the victim's bodies. Gash wounds have been found on the face, with multiple stab wounds to the limbs. An "X" was carved into the victim's chest.

"Oh my god.." You were terrified. You've seen these killings all over TV in the past 5 months, all the same, but they finally reported information on the body after being discovered. You could only imagine how gruesome it would look in person.

"Don't worry Y/n. We will have this case soon I just can tell." Your best friend, Lee know, has been on the force for a year now. Even though he's technically considered a rookie, you know he's the best the team has. He passed his civil service examination with passing colors, he's super smart and always thinking of others. However, you felt that this case he was on, Case 143, is too hard and he can't get any closer to catching the killer.

"Lee Know, it's been five months. Why do I feel like your team can't get their shit together?" You said annoyed.

"Y/n," He chuckled, "I promise we're doing everything we can to catch the guy, okay?"

"Okay" You got up from the sofa and made your way to the kitchen to grab more snacks and a glass from the cabinet. Your phone chimes in the living room, Lee Know picks it up.

"What's the notif?" You asked him unbothered as you pour yourself some water.

Lee Know opens your phone to see a notification from Instagram. It's some random guy looking for "fun". He rolls his eyes, scoffing silently, and opens the guy's account. Single life? College life? Already sounds like dick He thought. Lee Know takes a screenshot, sends it to himself, then blocks the guy and deletes the guy's message the screenshot, and the text he sent himself. Quickly rushing out on the Instagram app, he responds to you, "Looked like it was just a spam text, about a porn site."

You laughed. "Gross I always get that shit. I hope you blocked the number"

Lee Know smirked, not enough for you to notice. "Of course I did."

A couple hours pass by, Lee Know already left your apartment. You’re just sitting on the couch about to wrap up your night and get ready for bed. You decide to check you phone.

You open Instagram to see if your other friends posted anything new today. Then, you see you have a hidden message request. It’s some random guy asking why you block his other account. You don't remember doing this and click the account tagged in the message. Sure enough it is blocked but you didn’t block him…

Lee Know… You roll your eyes. He’s so protective it's hilariously adorable.

It’s been a week since you last saw your best friend and a new episode came out. You call up Lee Know and as he makes his way towards your apartment you get out a variety of snacks for just the two of you. Lee Know arrives, and you rush to get the door as you slip on some fuzzy socks for comfort.

“Hi Y/n” Lee Know smiles.

“Hi Lee Know” you smile brightly, he pinched your cheeks unexpectedly. “Wha-“

“You looked dumb” you rolled your eyes and rubbed your cheeks. “Well it was mean”

Lee Know chuckled at you. “Yeah I’m mean and you’re clueless, so we’re perfect for each other”

“Yeah sure, whatever you say” You respond while flipping the channel to your show.

You and Lee Know are enjoying yourselves. Eating popcorn together and laughing at the wildest scenes on TV. Just then-

BREAKING NEWS: Another body has been found bringing the body count now to 27. The victim was found with his hands bound together and belt markings around his neck, indicating passing by strangulation. The victim has been identified as "Brad Johnson". His last known whereabouts were at a bar where he was said to be meeting a friend. If you have any information regarding his case please feel free to call at XXX-XXX-XXXX.

“Holy shit… that’s the guy who messaged me last night.” You were in complete shock.

“You knew about his message?” Lee Know interrupted your train of thought.

“Yeah he messaged me through another account asking why I blocked him, but then I figured out that ‘spam text’ was about you blocking him”

Lee Know just half ass grinned and rubbed the back of his head. “Yeah… He seemed like a creep to me and I didn’t think you'd want some shitty guy asking you to hook up”

“Well that's sweet of you Lee Know but now I know you’re my secret protector which is hilarious. I can fight myself ya know” You laughed at him. He looked serious though, like almost angry with you.

“Y/n there's a killer on the loose, I think I have a right to protect you from random guys. Plus you’re my best friend, I can’t afford to lose you.” You looked straight into his eyes and laughed.

“Okay, okay. But don’t be cringey like that. It’s too funny” You snorted. Lee Know smiled back and started to laugh a along with you.

Suddenly Lee Know gets a call, it’s the Chief. He gets up to walk out of the room for a second. You already know it’s about the case, and most likely information on the recent victim. The news is still on while he’s out of the room. There’s another report.

BREAKING NEWS: An Officer assigned to the case has been found dead in his home. His home was burned to the ground along with his personal key evidence and suspect list.

“Oh my god!” You stood up quickly turning towards Lee Know, who just got off the phone.

“Chief just called… about that,” he nodded towards the TV, “he also said that guy’s body was found a few blocks from your apartment.”

“Fuck…” You start to freak out and shake, biting your nails. Lee Know knows that you only bite your nails when you feel extremely anxious. He walks up close to you and takes your hands away from your face to keep you from biting any further. You look him directly in his eyes.

“How about I stay here tonight with you?” He suggested. “I mean I’m a cop after all and I know with all this news and that the body being found nearby, you’re feeling super tense and scared” He smiled brightly at you, trying to make you feel a little relaxed.

You barely managed to get out your words you were still a little shaky. Lee Know sat you back down on the sofa and turned the channel to some cartoons. “Hopefully they won't do a news segment during cartoons right?” Still smiling brightly at you, then walking away to grab you a glass of water.you we're trying not to bite your nails again, thinking of Lee Know’s smile, and how sweetly he’s taking care of you during what seemed like a possible anxiety attack. When he came back with the glass of water he sat next to you, handing you the glass. Then he reached around you to grab a fuzzy blanket, which he wrapped around your shoulders. He turned towards you.

“It’ll be okay Y/n. I’m here for you, okay? I promise to stay with you tonight if you want me to”

“Y-Yeah, I think I’d like that.”

“Okay, then it’s settled, I’ll sleep on the sofa tonight okay?”

“O-Okay”

After some cartoons and managing to get out a few laughs, you felt better. Eventually you were getting tired and started leaning against Lee Know without knowing it. He noticed this but didn’t mind. In fact, he thought it was cute. You did fall asleep on his shoulder, but then he moved your head to his lap. He started to stroke your hair, brushing it out of your face. Smiling while he stared intently at your pouty face as you slept peacefully in his lap.

I’ve waited long enough. I think it's time. He thought, smiling from ear to ear.

“I love you Y/n”

You woke up on the couch alone. You wondered what time it was, reading your phone it said 3:00AM. But more importantly… You thought, where is Lee Know?

You opened your phone about to text him and ask where he went. The last thing you remember was falling asleep next to him on the sofa during cartoons. Before you could even open the messaging app, you see another news article titled Officers Found Dead. You kept reading…

BREAKING NEWS: The team of officers leading the case were all found dead in their station, and all evidence of the case was burned at the scene. The officers were found after failing to appear for a call about a local disturbance. 6 out of 7 officers on the case were found. New security footage shows the other officer entering the station just before the cameras were shut off, an hour before the team of officers were found dead. Other police suspect that the remaining officer has a possible connection. If you have any information on this man’s whereab-

You scrolled further to see the picture of the suspected officer.

It was Lee Know.

You thought it was completely insane. What possibly happened in the last few hours while you were asleep. You immediately got back on your phone to call up Lee Know. He answered.

“WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED? A possible suspect? Lee Kn-“ Just then, you heard a light chuckle. It almost sounded close by.

Lee Know sighed. “Ah, Y/n…” You felt an odd presence behind you. You turned around slowly. A tall dark figure appeared out of the shadows of your apartment. Lee Know…

“Finally we can be alone.” He grinned.

“Lee Know, what the hell is happening? You left me alone and all the sudden I wake up to you being a suspect for murder?”

Lee Know stepped closely towards you, the light coming in from the window lit half his face. He looked crazy. He was smiling ear to ear.

“A lot has happened that's for sure. A lot to keep you safe.”

“You sound crazy Lee Know. What the fuck did you-“ He stepped even closer, his face is now completely lit. Blood splatter covered the other half of his handsome face.

“Only what’s best… for us”

You were scared. This wasn’t the Lee Know you knew. His presence was scary, not including the amount of blood on his face.

“Get the fuck away from me” You quickly stood up, backing away from him slowly to reach your room at the end of the hall. His smile grew, like he was a predator and you were his prey. It all seemed so fast, when you tried to run he ran after you, pinning you to the wall.

“Please don’t run from me Y/n. I’ve been protecting you from all those horrible bastards, don't you love me?”

Scared out of your mind as he holds your wrists to the wall, then it clicked. “W-Wait.. y-you…?”

“Mhm” He smiled playfully, tucking his head in your neck. “I killed them all…” He lightly brushed your neck with his lips. “For you,” he mumbled against your neck. It was a chilling sensation.

“You’re fucking insane!” You tried to twist your way out of his grip.

“On the contrary, you've always called me smart” He reached up towards your ear, nibbling at your lobe. Sending shivers down your back he continued, “I mean why do you think I even joined the force? My plan started long ago, a perfect plan to rid of those who stood in my way of you, and what better yet to become a cop myself to cover up anything and keep those dumbass officers in awe every time," he chuckled evilly.

You started tearing up, and suddenly his grip was weak as he laughed maniacally after revealing his plan. You escaped his grip quickly and slapped him hard on his blood-stained cheek. There was a still moment, his hand on his cheek with your hand still in the air. Then, he grabbed your free hand, tossing you to the ground. Lee Know was now standing above you. He reached into his back pocket, grabbed the butterfly knife you never knew he had, and twirled it open, finally pointing the blade down at you.

He squatted down in front of you, the blade still fixated on you. “Why must you be so difficult my love?”

#skz x reader #lee know #stray kids #stray kids x reader #stray kids fanfic #stray kids yandere #lee know x reader #lee know yandere #skz lee know #skz yandere #case 143 #yandere au #skz ff #stray kids ff #kpop ff #kpop yandere #stray kids oneshot #lee know oneshot

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ann-planet · 2 years ago

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Let's talk about Indigo

I absolutely loved Indigo by Kim Namjoon a.k.a RM-- the poet who speaks of dreams and personalities and philosophies that I never hear of until it comes from him.

Bear in mind, this will absolutely be long and full of unbridled love for Namjoon.

Track no 1-- Yun

This feels like Namjoon's thoughts on being an artist that comes at the crossroads of being purely artist with no obligations to humanity, and an artist that is flawed-- yet does not let go of humanity. A sleek, slow rap song with the gorgeous vocals of Erykah Badu's chorus that breathes spirituality into the lyrics. A song of beige visuals-- a color that is meek in presentation, but bare in its beliefs.

Track no 2-- Still Life.

First of all, the MV is a refreshing feat. The use of Liminal spaces without too many tacky or glittery decorations, gives more breathing space to the groove of this song. It's a song where Namjoon screams to the screen that one thing he'll never be is a passive person. A canvas can't contain, his own reflection cannot contain his actions-- he hops along and dances and vibes. The song has the potential to be a party song, or a hang-out song-- it's a song that makes you and your friends feel invincible. Anderson Paak's vocals give a lighter contrast to Namjoon's deep voice, and helps adding onto what Namjoon is trying to say. Oh Namjoon, you sure know how to pick 'em.

Track no 3-- All day

Namjoon and Tablo speak on two parallel enemies here-- but largely it's the bad faith media. According to doolsetbangtan, "They show cool people dancing in cool clothes, when in real life there are more people with two left feet" is a translation of one of the lines in Namjoon's verse. To Namjoon, misrepresentation annoys him. To Tablo, the subjugation to what is popularised annoys him. Both are valid reasons why they are annoyed with the media.From Namjoon's words and work being misrepresented on the media, to Tablo facing the massive hate train due to online haters because they felt he was lying about his education. The electric song however, stays strong above from getting too angry. Namjoon and Tablo realises that they see things through, and as a result, they must keep their heads above the water from muddling their music. And just like that, we get a bop ya'll.

Track no 4- Forg_tful

This might be a bit of a TMI (I'm honestly so embarrassed even saying this out loud just in case no one actually reads this)-- but sometimes my anxiety and my depressive thoughts do make me forget a lot of things. This song feels a representation of that. It's a song that asks for forgiveness because the speaker is trying-- they are trying so hard but demons still persist. Memory is a frighteningly becoming a privilege. First thing Namjoon does is re-affirm his age-- he's still young, and yet he feels so guilty. The simple acoustic of the song can make it sound light and not as memorable as its previous tracks, but it's a moment for Namjoon to acknowledge certain aspects of his life. And by god, I cannot tell enough how validated I feel by this track.

Track no 5-- Closer

Visual representation of this track-- fingers clawing at sheets with yearning. The smooth track sounds sensuous but it's also the speaker getting frustrated. They are at wit's end on how to get closer to their lover. How in hell can they show how much love overflows in them? Mahalia and Paul Blanco work as great collaborators on this as they help Namjoon weave an atmosphere to this story. It's a slight cheeky song at times, but underneath it all, is the simmering coals on the speaker's desire to feel the overflow of love from their lover too.

Track no 6-- Change pt 2

A sardonic hyper-pop track. Namjoon hates being boxed. He's not the same person he was a while ago, and he hates that nobody lets him change. Towards the end of the song, there's a slight indication of him condemning another person-- basically challenging them that they would have to live a life knowing that they never would love someone like how Namjoon does. Again TMI, but this sort of reminds me of my friendship with someone during my teenager years The friendship wasn't on basis of mutual respect, and became toxic. Once I left, and I changed for the better, my ex-best friend, even though she got the friends she always wanted, loved to remind me how different I was when I was with her. It was a sarcastic and bitter jab. I of course, can't assume the nature of the relationship between Namjoon and the person he is addressing, but I love how I understood this song from a personal angle.

Track no 7-- Lonely

This song was written in Vegas this year, when Namjoon felt lonely in his hotel. I love the neon-lights this song emanates. It's full of clicks and whistles-- the sound of someone just making sounds for the sake of making sounds cuz they can't stand the silence. I can almost hear Namjoon fidgeting just for the sake of passing the time. The line-- "and now I hate the cities I don't belong"-- makes me feel the speaker used to enjoy visiting cities purely as a tourist, but now, he feels the lack of belonging even more and abhors it.

Track no 8- Hectic

This sort of feels like a shout out to his previous song from mono-- Seoul. Namjoon claims his busy life isn't romantic, but the city pop rhythm of the song confuses the listeners into thinking he's singing something magical-- a trap he leaves to show much of a victim we could be to the idea that life of a busybody is more fun than a life of someone who's quiet. This song reminds of late night drives through the busiest parts of the city, where you are stuck in traffic and can't help but observe the people around you who are impatient to get where time dictates them to go.

Track no 9- Wildflower

this song is an allegory to a certain kind of life that Namjoon wants to live as for years. He's explosive in his exhales here, and those exhales get pumped up more thanks to the power vocals of Youjeen who belts into the mic the need to scatter into the sky. The song having the same intro and outdo signifies a full circle that rests as a crown on Namjoon's vision and plans for himself. The song makes me feel emotional (almost every single track from this album does tbh), but this one is the cathartic track. It's Namjoon finally leaving behind the guilt and pursuing for a better health of his mind, his career, and his self.

Track no 10- No 2

Funny thing, but this song sounds like a lullaby being sung by two parents sshvhsdvh. It's a slow acoustic again, but unlike forg_tful, it has a lot more strobe. After wildflower, it's the calmer end, a wistful end. "My felony" rhyming with "melody". This is a song where Namjoon tells to himself that yeah you are regretful of your interviews, of the boxes you have been caged in, of all the commitments you may have forgotten, but you have survived. You maybe cringing or embarrassed by your younger self, but that was because the young you was just trying to survive. It's best to no look back, and just acknowledge that those were the steps that you needed to take to get where you are today.

In all, Indigo feels like a very fully realised album made with care and discretion. I love the sound of it, the colors it exudes, the exciting new artists it introduced me to-- everything. Namjoon bared his soul for this, and yet, does not look back. I don't think anyone will read this extra long ramble piece, I am after all still new to Tumblr, but hey! No looking back, remember?

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whoawhoajaeristajaerista · 3 years ago

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hello? hello? testing testing? ok this is a fuckin test subject lmk how it is and if you guys like it i’ll make it longer cool? cool. never done this before watch me fuck it up somehow.

-not requested

- prompt : m/n is basically a fan boy for chan and it's comical

-warnings : none this is literally our test subject (lower case intended)

see m/n was basically what you would call a stay, he freaked out over comebacks, outfits, photo shoots, performances the whole nine yards. that's normal right? i mean who cares? a lot of people, especially when he's dating bang chan aka christopher bang the love of his freaking life.

m/n was currently sitting back stage while they preformed for mnet, why was m/n back stage? somehow he had secured a job as the boy's makeup artist, jyp honestly didn't care, the two had a connection and m/n was good at making the boys look good so, it's a win win in his eyes.

anyways, m/n was staring hard at the screen they had backstage to watch the concert, and currently the camera was zoomed in on chris, who he literally couldn't take his eyes off of. m/n's eyes flickered from his hair to his face, to his shoulders then arms. oh god his arms were so- m/n didn't even know the word to explain it, he knew chris was working out for the new mv but holy shit he was muscular and his veins were so prominent he couldn't get enough of them.

m/n was basically drooling, the song had ended and he didn't even realize too dazed out from staring for so long.

that was until the heat from someones body surrounded his, it took him a minute to blink back to reality before he realized his boyfriend was hugging him.

with his very muscular arms, m/n wanted to melt, right here in front of everyone.

"how was it? did you enjoy the show?" he asked in {hi, sorry to interrupt but if it's slanted that means it's in english} a whisper, m/n blushed a deep red at the raspy ness of his voice, it was always like this after a performance but he could never get used to it.

"mhm," m/n hummed bringing his hands up to his back, rubbing softly. "you did so well, all of you." m/n complemented with a smile, his heart was beating fast and chris noticed giving him a questioning glance.

"m/n couldn't stop gushing over bang chan's arms it was so funny!" another makeup artist called sending m/n a wink, his face couldn't have gotten any redder then it was at that moment.

the boys laughed it off but chan, he stared at m/n with a knowing smirk.

the younger male scoffed and waved him off. "don't look at me like that, what did you expect? walking around like that, i'm surprise the stays are alive." m/n crossed his arms to his chest, turning a way from his boyfriend.

he only came up behind him, wrapping his arms around m/n from behind, flexing his muscles a bit, his veins protruding even more, closer then before, right in front of m/n's eyes.

he gulped down the lump in his throat as m/n's face got even redder then before, if that was possible. "you could've just said something love, if i knew you had a kink for this i would've used it more in the bedroom." he let out dangerously low in your ear, kissing right below it, leaving it with a nip before backing away from the youngers stiff figure.

m/n's face was so red and he was so flustered he couldn't even comprehend a sentence. "i-i wha-what.." he struggled and chan only laughed, sending him a wink before exiting to changes

m/n slowly brought his hands up to his cheeks, rubbing the redness away.

#stray kids #stray kids x male reader #bang chan #christopher bang #stray kids felix #i.n skz #hyunjin #changbin #lee know #seungmin #han jisung #skz #jeongin #x male reader #bxb

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bteezxyewriter12 · 3 years ago

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Pairing- Hongjoong x Named Reader

Genre- Smut

Word Count- 3.8k

Includes- Numb mv Hongjoong, oral, riding, sex, multiple orgasms, squirting, Daddy Kink

*This scene is from another fanfic I'm working on for Hongjoong. I have no idea when that will be out so I'm posting this scene*

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J POV

"Oh my God", I whisper, as Hongjoong walks over to me. They put him in that for this video?My god he is fucking sexy. My boyfriend is the fucking hottest man alive. And he's mine

"Hi baby", he smiles

"Hhh...hi", I stutter

Concern blooms all over his face, "Jagi are you ok?"

"I uh no. No I don't think so"

"Why what happened?"

"You". I can't stop staring at him

"Me?", he asks confused. I nod

"I don't understand-", he starts

"You...so....fucking...christ.... hot", I blurt. God I can't think in sentences. I just want to fuck him. Realization dawns on his face and he smirks

"Oh you like the clothes?"

I shake my head, "Yes but it's not just the clothes Joongie. It's you. Everything...fuck"

"Me jagi?"

"Of course Joongie. The clothes are hot on you but you're hot all the time. The clothes just bring out your hotness baby"

He smiles, touching my cheek softly, "Thanks jagi"

"There nothing to thank baby"

"Yes there is. You always make me feel better, feel confident. You always help me in so many ways you don't even know. Any little thing you say and do, all your love helps me."

I'm a little surprised hearing this. I didn't know the normal things I say and do affect him so much. I smile at him, "I'm happy I can help you baby. I'll always do anything for you. I'll always be by your side Joongie"

"Thank you Jo. I love you so much"

"I love you too Joongie". He leans down, giving me a soft and gentle kiss. "You need your makeup done right baby?", I ask. Duh, that's why I'm here. He nods. "Ok baby, let's go"

I take his hand and lead him to a chair where the makeup is

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"C'mon jagi"

"Uh where?" I finished his makeup fifteen minutes ago and then he went to get his hair done

"I need you to come with me while I do this video"

"Uh what?", I ask confused

"C'mon jagi. I need to act sexy and I can't do that without looking at you". Is he serious? He does it all the time

"What bullshit baby. You do it all the time when your on stage"

He shakes his head, "On stage it's different. The music is there and I have to dance and it just happens. But you know I'm a huge dork and now I need to look at you to try and act sexy"

He's insane. I think he's just trying to say that to make me feel special or something. I mean I know I am to him but he doesn't need to go over the top like this

"I'm not lying Jo", he says queitly. Looking up at him, he's gazing at me, completely serious. "I need you. Please?"

I can't say no. Never to him. "Ok Joongie. Let's go". He smiles, kisses my cheek and take my hand, leading me to the set

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I'm standing in complete shock. Hongjoong is doing a cover of Numb by Linkin Park. I love them. And he fucking nailed it. The song is so good. His voice. Oh fuck his voice. Whoever said he can't sing is deaf

He has me mesmerized as he's filming the video. He's nailing that too. He just has that metal rock look that goes so well with him. He finishes lip syncing, then looks directly at me, licking his lips and smirking

And I just feel my panties get drenched. Fucking bullshit. I'm at work and it going to be so uncomfortable staying in soaking wet underwear. I bet he planned that. Jerk. He's so getting fucked hard and good tonight. He's not sleeping, not after he put me through this

The director calls cut and Hongjoong drops the sexy persona and comes over to me immediately, hugging me. "Was it ok jagi?"

He's literally going to be the death of me one day, "You know it was Joongie"

"Yeah?"

"Please Hongjoong don't bullshit me. You know that little tongue move you did and the smirk is going to get so many panties and boxers soaked. That fucking laugh or giggle or whatever that was will add to it too"

He smirks at me. Fuck him, seriously, "All I care about is if your panties are wet"

I snort, "Drenched you jerk. I'm going to be so uncomfortable all day"

He fucking laughs that sexy little laugh that he did in the video and fuck me, I get more wet. I didn't think that was possible. "Did I just get you more wet baby?", he says lowly, moving closer to me, "I saw your thighs clench together"

"Fuck you Hongjoong", I whimper

"You know baby, I only did that tongue thing because when I looked at you all I could think about was eating that pretty pussy of yours". Fuck. He's trying to work me up. And it's working. "I just wanted to run my tongue all over you, have you in my mouth, taste you. You know how much I love to eat you out"

"Ssss....stop it Hongjoong", I say breathlessly. God I'm so fucking horny for him. Who knew that the cute shy guy who asked me to show him how to fuck would turn into this...this...sex beast? Because no one gave me that memo

"Panties soaked baby?" I nod. "Then we just have to take them off. I don't want my jagi to be uncomfortable"

"Uhhh". My brain is dead. I can't think right now

"Next break jagi. I'm going to take you into a room and eat your pussy so good you won't be able to think except to scream my name." Oh my God. I want it now

"Then I'm gonna fuck your tight cunt hard and make you cum on my cock over and over until you're so sore you'll need help walking"

Jesus christ. "I....I.....". I can't fucking think. All I can think about is him

"And I'm gonna cum in my pussy, fill you up so much, that it's going to run down your pretty legs. You like when that happens"

I nod. He's right. I love it. I don't know why but I love feeling his cum leak out of me, getting everywhere. He smirks, then kisses my lips so gently, "But you have to wait jagi"

He kisses my cheek, then smirks, walking back to the set just as the director calls him. And he leaves me there, a horny, sloppy wet mess. What an asshole. But he's my asshole. And I can't wait until he drags me to a room and has his way with me

I focus back on him, waiting for him to pull more shit so I get hornier

---------------------------------------------------Hongjoong POV

I can't take my eyes off her. The entire time, I've only looked at her and the director has to keep telling me to look at the camera. When she told me how wet I made her, I just wanted to slam her against the wall and take her right here

As it is I'm dying over here. Being stuck in wet panties isn't anything compared to being rock hard and having to film a video. Moving around is so uncomfortable and my head keeps rubbing against my pants

I'm trying to move around, grabbing the mic but I can't tear my gaze from Joanne. From her standing there, watching me, biting her lip. That habit turns me on so fucking much. It can make me hard in under a second. And she does it all the time, without even realizing it. So naturally I'm hard all the time. That's why we have sex so much

"Hongjoong! Can you pay attention to the camera!", the director yells. I snap my gaze to the camera and try to focus. The director tells me what he's looking for for this scene and I just nod. Soon though, my mind wanders, imagining being in between her legs, licking and sucking on her

Then I imagine the feeling of her around my cock, all wet and warm and so tight. I fuck her all the time but she's still so fucking tight on me, it drives me insane

"Ok I think you may need a break", the director says

"What?", I ask, snapping out of my fantasy

"You're just standing there staring into space Hongjoong. Take a break for awhile. Eat something, rest. Then be ready when you come back"

Shit. I feel bad. I'm messing up and wasting people's time. Fuck. I'm angry at myself until I glance at her. And I remember why I'm so distracted and what I want. Right now. I walk towards her. "Joongie what happened?", she asks, completely unaware of my thoughts about her

I grab her wrist and keep walking, dragging her behind me. I go into an empty dressing room, pull her inside and lock the door. Turning her, I push her up against the door, my mouth and tongue in her mouth in a second. She kisses me back, hard, her arms going around my neck, pressing herself against me. I drag kisses across her cheek, down her jaw and to her neck, kissing and sucking on her skin where she loves. "Fuck Joongie", she whimpers

Sucking on her skin, I move my hands to her jeans, getting them undone. Moving my lips down her neck, I keep kissing her, going lower the more I pull her jeans down. I pull off her sneakers and get her jeans off

Maneuvering her, I push her until she's sitting on the couch in the room. I kneel down, opening her legs, kissing her pussy through her panties. Damn she was right. They're completely drenched. "Mmm", she moans

I keep kissing her and sucking on her clit through her soaked panties. "I want you to cum in your panties baby. Then I'll eat you so good", I demand

"Oooo...ok"

"Good girl". I keep going and I guess she was really horny because she cums in under a minute

"Hongjoong yes fuck". I immediately pull her panties down, getting them off in a second. Her pussy is covered in her juice and cum and looks so good to eat. I move closer and dive into her, my tongue moving all over her, everything all over my face

"Oh my God!", she yells. Her hands instantly bury in my hair and she starts moving her hips, fucking my face. Yes. This is everything I love about eating her out

"Baby tastes so fucking good", I groan, pulling on her clit over and over

"HONGJOONG, yes HONGJOONG!", she yells, coming in my mouth, body shaking and pulling my hair. Greedily, I lick up everything she gives me

"Again jagi. You came so fast. I want to keep my tongue on you". She nods, moaning loudly. "There's my good girl". I pull her up and I lay on the couch

"C'mon baby. I want your legs around my head, I want you to fuck my mouth. Now"

I position her over my mouth, pulling her down by her hips and burying my tongue in her pussy. "Joongie!", she moans. I moan into her, her juice all over my face. She's gonna have to fix my makeup later. I move her hips, rocking her against my mouth, my tongue, showing her what I want. She gets the hint and rolls her hips slowly as my tongue drags between her pretty lips to her clit

God she tastes so good. I can never get enough of her. She's fucking perfect. I move my gaze to her, watching her above me, pleasure all over her face. My god she's stunning and she's all mine. "Bounce baby", I tell her, then slide my tongue inside her cunt as far as I can

"Oh fuck", she cries, her legs shaking around my head

"Bounce. Fuck my tongue jagi", I insist, putting my tongue back. I feel her lift herself a little then slide back down on my tongue. God that feels good. Her little pussy pulses and clenches my tongue sending shock waves of pleasure down my spine. I squeeze her thighs over and over while she rides my tongue

She moves a little faster, bouncing on my tongue, her juice covering it and dripping in my mouth. "Joongie", she breathes hard, her pussy pulsing fast. Yes yes yes fuck yes

"Hongjoong yes baby", she yells. Her cum covers my tongue, so fucking sweet. Swallowing, I dive back inside for more, making sure I get everything. Licking along her cunt, I suck her clit into my mouth, playing for a few seconds. She moves off me and I need her now

"You're all messy baby", she giggles

I smile, "Just how I like it jagi". She blushes and it so adorable. "C'mon jagi, I need you on my cock"

She smirks, "Oh yeah?"

I nod, "Fuck yeah. I need to feel your tight pussy on me, making me soaking wet."

"Fuck" she whispers

"You're gonna fuck my cock and I'm going to watch you", I say, pulling my pants and boxers down. She bites her lip and nods

----------------------------------------------------J POV

Hongjoong is smirking, laying on the couch with his hands behind his head, his pants and boxers down, his cock hard and straight up. He's already leaking from his slit and I just want him in me

"Now jagi", he demands. I climb on top of him and push his shirt up so I can touch his skin. "Get on baby. Don't tease me"

I nod, moving until his head is in, then I slowly slide down. "Yes fuck", he moans, his eyes on where we meet, "Go ahead jagi. All the way down". I keep going, loving the way his cock stretches and fills me up so fucking well. Once he's all in and I'm sitting on his pelvis, my body trembles slightly. "Fuck jagi, you always take my cock so well"

I nod, "Yes daddy"

He smirks even more, "Good girl. Go ahead baby girl, fuck daddy's cock". I immediately begin bouncing on him, feeling him stretch me out over and over. He's watching me, lust all over his face and in his eyes. He licks his lip over and over, his eyes running up and down my body. But his eyes always stay on us, on him going in and out. I know he loves watching that. "Like what you see daddy?"

His eyes move up to mine, "Of course baby girl. I love seeing your pussy juice all over my cock, watching your pretty lips suck me back inside every time". Jesus christ he turns me on so fucking much . "Baby's cunt is hungry for my cock huh? You keep swallowing me over and over"

I nod, "Always daddy. I love being on your big cock, feeling you fill me over and over"

"Hmm. Good baby. Go faster", he demands and I oblige

"Yes baby girl. Harder. Bottom daddy out". I listen, slamming down his whole cock, then sliding all the way up, just his head inside. Then slam all the way down again. "Yeah just like that. Keep bottoming daddy out jagi"

The pleasure is insane and it brings me closer and closer. "Baby's gonna cum already?" I nod

"Not yet baby"

"Daddy-"

"I said not yet", he says sternly. I pout but nod. "That's my good girl"

I move faster and hit my spot with his head. "Fuck YES!", I cry out from the blinding pleasure

"Oh baby found her spot?"

"Yes daddy", I pant

"Good jagi. Fuck your spot on my head". I take that as a cue to go harder and I fuck his cock so hard and so fast, slamming my spot every single time. God his cock is amazing. So fucking good. "Yeah baby. Look at you, such a slut for me"

"Yes daddy! I'm your cockslut"

"Yeah you are jagi". I feel my orgasm coming and it's so hard to hold it back

"Daddy, wanna cum"

Her smirks at me, "Oh yeah jagi?"

I nod fast, "Wanna cum on your big cock"

"Hmmm....I don't know if I should let you"

"Please", I beg. God I want it so much

"You were a bad girl baby, telling me how wet you were. You distracted me and all I could think of was eating your pretty little cunt and having you around my cock. You made me mess up the video"

"Sssss....sorry daddy. I'll be good. I promise."

"Will you now?" God his teasing is driving me insane

"Yes!", I wail. He laughs and it's so sexy

"Ok baby. Go ahead and cum". Yes fuck yes. Slamming on him, stars burst in my vision as pure fucking pleasure overtakes me "DADDY! HONGJOONG oh my fucking God"

"Good girl, keep bouncing". I can't think, I can't speak, the pleasure- it so much and I love it. I feel him slap my ass, "Fuck yourself through it baby, ride my cock now". I don't know how but I started moving on his cock again, my orgasm lasting longer feeling his cock thrust against my spot. I'm gonna cum again. Right now

"Fuck HONGJOONG!", I shout, more pleasure crashing over me as I cum again

"Feels so fucking good baby. Keep fucking me jagi. Don't stop until I tell you too". My legs and thighs are aching but I listen to him and keep fucking him. "Good girl, getting so tight on me. That's it baby, keep going"

I can't breath, I'm panting so hard and sweating so much. I'm so hot but I want more. I can never get enough of him. The effect he has on me is insane and the pleasure is so fucking intense. "Cum baby"

"FUCK!", I cry, coming hard again

"Such a good girl". I'm so fucking tired but I know if he wants more, I'll give it to him. His hands grip my thighs and pulls me off him

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Hongjoong POV

I pull her off me, slamming her hard on her back and ripping her legs open. Getting on my knees, I shove my cock back inside. Then I lean down and kiss her harshly. "I'm going to ruin you jagi."

"Yes please yes", she cries

I chuckle, "So eager to get wrecked huh?" She nods

"I'm gonna fuck your little hole open wide, until you can't fucking walk"

"Yes do it. I want it"

"Ok jagi but remember, you asked for it". I get her legs on my shoulders and lean down, pushing her knees to her chest, my hands on either side of her head. Then I start slamming her cunt

"Yes fuck HONGJOONG!", she yells. Her eyes close as I hold her down, drilling my cock into her spot. Her body shivers uncontrollably, making me smile. She grips my arms so hard, panting fast

"Such a good girl, letting daddy spilt your small hole open"

"Yes daddy. Want you all the time. Want your big hard cock fucking me open"

Fuck, she's such a turn on, "I will baby. Always". Her pussy is so wet, constantly soaking me, making it so easy to fuck her. God the pleasure is out of this world. Her cunt is perfect for me, takes me so good, wrapping snugly around my cock. "Need my jagi to cum"

She whimpers. I fucking love that sound. "Need you're cream all over my cock princess, soaking me so good"

Her body shudders just as I fuck her spot and she screams my name coming. "Oh fuck", I gasp, my brain shutting off for a second. Her pussy sucks on my cock hard, massive pleasure running all over me . "Good girl fuck", I whimper. She finishes and I pull out, turning her over

"Hand and knees baby. Gonna fuck your cunt this way now". She listens, getting up for me and I plunge back inside

"Yes Joongie. Fuck baby". I pound inside her rough, hard and fast immediately, listening to her screams for more

"More?", I tease, "Didn't I fuck you enough?"

"No daddy, want more of you", she babbles. Not a problem. I love making her cum. It's such a rush for me. I move my eyes down, watching her pussy lips suck me back inside her with every stroke, leaving me completely drenched. It's so pretty, her cum and juice all over my cock. It gets me off so much

"Daddy, I'm.. I'm...", she cries

"Go ahead baby", I tell her. She screams wordlessly and I watch her pussy throb on me. Liquid gushes from her hole, all over me, my pelvis, legs and the couch. Oh fuck me, she squirted. "Fuck jagi. Look at you, squirting on my cock"

"Www..what?"

"You're squirting baby. So much. It's so pretty", I murmur, mesmerized

"Sss...sorry", she breathes

What? "Don't be sorry baby. I love it"

"Yeah?"

"Yeah jagi."

"Ok", she answers sounding so fucked out

"Did you cum when you squirted?"

"I...I don't....I uh"

"It's ok jagi. I'll give you another one ok?". She nods, her arms shaking hard trying to keep herself up. "Down baby, keep you're pretty ass up"

I help her lay down on her stomach, then grip her hips and fuck my cock into her hard. She whimpers, her hands clutching the couch cushion hard. "Feels good jagi?"

"Yes", she whispers

"Good baby. I like making you feel good"

"You aaa..always do Joongie". I smile, fucking her into the couch, her hole dripping and throbbing. She's close again and this time I'm gonna cum. "Give me baby"

"Joongie", she whimpers. I watch her cunt cum on me, her cream overflowing all over my shaft. The sight pushes me over and I slam her again, burying my cock all the way in her as I shoot my cum deep inside her, screaming her beautiful name

"JOANNE, jagi, yes baby"

She moans, her cunt milking me for all my cum. Pulling out, I sit back on my knees, watching my cum leak from pretty hole, onto the back of her thighs. "Fuck jagi, so pretty", I mutter, holding her hips

"Mmmm", she murmurs sleepily

"Baby's tired?" She nods

"Come baby, I'm still on my break. We can take a quick nap ok?"

She nods but doesn't move. I help her lay down then get my boxers and pants back up. Looking around, I grab a box of tissues and clean her up. She's already asleep. My baby. After I dress her, I pick her up, lay on the couch and settle her on me. Playing with her hair, I close my eyes, holding her tightly

"I love you", I whisper, closing my eyes

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defcravings · 4 years ago

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show me - | im changkyun

wc: 4.4k

genre: suggestive with sexual mentions

synopsis: y/n is a makeup artist on changkyun’s ‘god damn’ MV shoot, when the rapper takes a sudden liking to her; she becomes more involved in the shoot than she anticipated.

pairing: changkyun x reader

5am was not the ideal start time for y/n, especially in the cold and with no coffee. In hand carrying 5 alarmingly large cases of makeup and costume through the staff entrance of the set for the shoot; silently assuring yourself that you ‘would get coffee or so help her god.’ Being the first one here you flicked on all the lights and threw down the cases of makeup that were slowly making you feel like your fingers were going to fall off- with a clatter on the table you exhaled and rubbed your now very sore fingers. you loved her job as a makeup artist, but it was hard to like it this early in the morning; and once again, without coffee.

you began shoving boxes round the room to clear space for the fitting and hanging the clothes up on the railing beside the mirror until you heard a familiar voice singing a very joyful ‘good morning y/n.’ You flashed a look in the direction of the door to see Jules, the head stylist in her puffy jacket (which looked like it would swallow the entire 5ft1 woman whole) duffle bag on one shoulder and gripping 2 cups of what looked like Starbucks coffee.

You stood up throwing your hair back behind your shoulders, taking the cup from Jules who extended it towards you. ‘You ready for today?’ Jules questioned, taking a sip from the cup she hugged in her hands. ‘I am now’ you said gesturing to the coffee you’d been thinking about from the moment you sat in the car on the way here. ‘Thanks for filling in by the way, Soo was really worried about leaving us without a makeup artist but her little one is really sick. I really owe you one’ Jules chuckled, setting her jacket down and picking up the makeup case and opening it. Soo was the whole reason you got into makeup, she was the head makeup artist at the company you worked for- granted you were a little nervous to be deemed ‘head makeup artist’ for the day, but with her daughter being as cute as she is, you could forgive her for being ill. ‘No no it’s fine, call it even for the coffee’ you smiled rolling out the makeup brushes.

A few more members of the team came into the studio and began to help you set up. 8am rolled around and your client was expected to arrive anytime, in the meantime you went over the makeup brief and sat on your phone scrolling aimlessly. ‘Morning everyone’ a deep voice said from the doorway. Your head whipped round to see the unfamiliar face smiling towards Jules. His black long hair draped over one eye; as he stretched out his arms to hug the little too excited Jules. ‘Oh good morning love!’ she sang, grinning from ear to ear. ‘Changkyun, this is y/n’ she said extending her arm out, gesturing towards you who was now stood up, coffee cup in hand for comfort. ‘Soo had to look after her little one, so y/n is going to look after you today. she’s well on her way to being head makeup artist’ Jules sang like a proud mother. You just stood there and chuckled at her. Changkyun paused for a moment, looking you dead in the eye before slowly putting his hand out for you to shake. You uncomfortably swallowed before shaking his hand back and gave a closed mouth smile staring him back in the eyes. ‘Nice to meet you, y/n’ he replied slowly, with a hint of sultry. His eyes dropped slowly over your body, not unnoticed, but somehow not unwanted. Hands still touching, Jules clapped, pulling you both back into the reality of being in a room with other people. ‘Shall we get you changed then?’ Jules said, ushering Changkyun over to the clothing rail. You began to feel your ears burning red and your hands run cold. He knew exactly what he was doing. And my god, it was working.

Watching his take off his jacket while Jules held up countless outfits against his chest, deciding which one would capture the concept of the shoot. After much deliberation they settled on a mesh shirt with a beige jacket over the top. Changkyun cast a look over in your direction where you leaned against the makeup table trying to act as casual as you could; as he pulled his oversized black shirt over his head revealing what can only be described a the body of a god. his gaze never leaving your’s. your breath hitched as his shook his hands through his hair; leaving everyone in the room making noises of approval and gawking at his body. ‘we need to draw the tattoos on you before we put this one though’ Jules said hanging the shirt back up and looking over towards you. ‘y/n do you want to get started on that before we dress him? just do whatever you think would match the theme’ Jules continued, Changkyun smirked, knowing exactly how this was going to go.

‘oh, okay yeah.. um, come sit here’ you said awkwardly motioning over to the couch that was placed in the middle of the room. he flopped down spreading his arms over the back of the sofa, as you slowly walked over; tattoo pens in hand. you couldn’t even bring your eyes up to meet his yet you could feel his stare casting itself over your entire body. suddenly wishing you wore a bigger shirt. softly you pulled the cap off the pen and cleared your throat, desperately trying to look him in the eye but failing miserably. ‘so um.. I was thinking, maybe something on your neck? is that okay?’ you uttered quietly, playing with the cap of the pen to ease your nerves. ‘I like that.’ changkyun replied, his gaze still running over your upper body. somehow it didn’t feel like he was talking about the tattoo. ‘okay.. can you um just..’ you trailed off as you gently turned his face away by his jawline and shuffled in a little closer to get a better handle on his neck. you cold hands touched his warm skin, immediately repeating the feeling of blood draining from your face as you placed the pen on his neck. your eyes flicked over to the mirror that faced the couch; where you saw changkyun looking directly at you, smirking as he saw your eyes meet. your heart felt like it was beating out your chest, becoming very worried he could hear it the same as you heard it in your ears.

around 10 minutes passed and you’d finished the first tattoo and you moved onto the next one; on the upper side of his bicep. this job was becoming a bit of a gift and a curse. the rest of the staff carried on organising, which should have made the situation feel much more relaxed, yet it didn't seem to make any difference, you still felt like your heart was about to burst out your chest. until he spoke. ‘do you have any?’ he murmured. you almost didn’t hear it. you shifted your eyes from your work to his face to see if it was directed at you. his dark gaze was staring back at you, taking you by surprise. ‘any what?’ you murmured back at the same level, looking back at his arm. ‘any tattoos?’ he responded. you swallowed slowly, how on earth did his voice make you so nervous? it cast goosebumps all over your body yet made you feel like you were burning up; it was almost repulsive as he knew what he was doing, but you didn't want it to stop.

a moment passed as you replied ‘yeah.. I have 3′ you steadied you breath trying to sound relaxed, like you weren’t going to explode. ‘what are they?’ he questioned, his voice beginning to sound softer as the conversation began to flow. you pulled away from the tattoo and gently pushed your hair over your left shoulder; turning your upper body the same way. ‘so.. I have one here’ you said softly, showing the back of your shoulder to him. his eyes were low as they took in all of your back, not leaving the mark on you until the last moment when you turned back to face him. his gaze flicking back up to meet yours as you turned to the other side to gesture to one on the side of your ribs, pulling your shirt up just a tiny bit to reveal the next trace of ink. his now hunched over body dangerously close to your exposed skin; causing you to suddenly stop, lowering your shirt back down and locking eyes with him. ‘and um, I can’t show you the other one..’ you trailed off, picking your pen back up. you could tell he was still looking at you. ‘why?’ he queried, in an extra low, extra sultry voice. the smirk on his lips growing larger as he began to guess as to why it was something you couldn't show him. he thought seemed to excite him. and equally, it excited you. ‘its um, in a place I can’t show you..’ you chucked softly, hoping it would break his intense gaze. to your dismay, he remained his harsh look. ‘show me’ he practically growled, his voice as low and the pit in your stomach. your eyes quickly shifted round the room, noticing that everyone had now left. ‘I can’t..’ you replied with a little chuckle. this response seemed to peak Changkyun’s interest in the matter. ‘show me where on me then’ he whispered slowly reaching for your hand and pulling it towards his body that was now shifting to his slouched torso and parted legs. your heart began to race, with the knowledge of where the tattoo was and knowing where you were going to have to touch him. this was less than professional, but somehow you didn’t care. he placed your hand on his chest trailing it down towards his abs. your fingers lightly leading the way until he reached the base of his stomach.

‘here?’ he paused the motion and looked up towards you, a smirk plastered over his lips. a smirk that transferred onto your lips too. ‘a bit further’ you whispered, earning a breath from changkyun. his hand continued down past his stomach, onto the waistband of his jeans, causing him to exhale gently. just as both your hands approached the bulge that had now appeared under his jeans, you took control, steering his hand to the side next to his hip. ‘here’ you whispered cheekily, earning a loud yet disappointed exhale from his bitten lips. ‘I see’ he said, releasing your hand from his grip and placing his hands behind his head and leaning back. his eyes moving up and down your body as you stood back up and put the pens away. ‘I'm done’ you taunted, leaning against table looking at him with low eyes. sticking his tongue in his cheek pausing for a moment before pushing himself up; he walked slowly over to meet you. feeling the heat from his bare chest inches away from your small frame. his height looming over you made you feel tiny, and he liked that. he thrived on it.

his now tattooed bicep curled up following his vascular hand towards your neck, goosebumps coated your arms from top to finger tips. his fingers trailed over your exposed shoulder, hooking his finger under the single strap from your top and and pulling it towards him. the inches between you two vanished leaving your body pressed against his taught chest. he leaned down, his breath trailing over your neck until he stopped at your ear. ‘no we’re not’ he said in a low breathy tone. your heart was beating a million miles per hour, your lips burned to touch his but you couldn’t move. like your entire body had stopped working.

changkyun pulled away, leaving your stunned body stuck in place. finally giving you a chance to breathe. his back muscles moving with every step it took away; making his way over to the clothing rail and putting his mesh shirt on without even looking at you. as if on queue; Jules entered clapping at changkyun in his outfit. ‘oh doesn’t he look great!’ she sang holding his face in her hands. ‘right lets get you on set!’ she said, pulling his hand out the door and onto set. leaving you in the dressing room, trying to rationalise everything that just happened. unsuccessfully. suddenly her head poked back into the room taking you by surprise. ‘aren’t you coming?’ she queried. ‘yeah, yeah I'm coming’ you replied pushing your confused body off the desk and following her out.

the set looked insane, the lights were low and red creating a really sultry vibe. almost dingy. the room was full of extras talking quietly and milling around, the crew on the other side of the room looking like they were getting ready to begin. a rather tall looking man wearing a directors hat clapped to the room of people and shouted ‘right everyone, we are going to get started! we are going to get the second scene out the way first then we shall start shooting the dancing! okay! changkyun and ara come over here.. changkyun sit down and ara if you could get on top of him please’ he said motioning them to a green couch that was placed in the middle of the room. a tall black haired woman lead the way, she was gorgeous, her short hair grazed her shoulders and her makeup was sexy and sultry. bothered wasn't the word you would use to describe the description, but curious was. you wanted to see how this would unfold. changkyun shot a look over to you, once again a smirk on his face. you desperately wanted to keep your face neutral, knowing what he wanted you to react and not giving him the satisfaction was far more important. with that he flopped onto the couch, his arms over the back. this looked alarmingly familiar. ara gently straddled him, placing her delicate arms over his shoulders, awaiting further instruction. ‘okay great! so your basically just going to be touching him, hands on his neck, chest, hair, things like that. just make it look natural’ the director instructed. the 2 nodded in response. the discomfort this brought you was really beginning to settle in. you sat down on the crew chair behind you and crossed your legs, just watching.

a lull of whispers filled the room as the crew got into position, leaving changkyun a few seconds to look over at you, hoping this would make you jealous. you wouldn’t give it to him. you couldn’t. pulling your phone out your pocket seemed like the best option. so you did, and began mindlessly scrolling, trying to ignore the very uncomfortable scene that was about to play out before you. ‘aaaand, action!’ called the director, the smoke machines began to spray thick fog throughout the room, a deep bass began to play only adding to the atmosphere. a few seconds passed of you scrolling on your phone trying to ignore it. but you couldn’t help but flick your eyes up from your screen. her hands were all up in his hair and trailing down his neck, her head thrown back leaving her exposed chest and neck to his gaze. wow this was uncomfortable. the discomfort was interrupted by the booming voice of the director ‘CUT’ he shouted, immediately the lights came on and the lull of quiet voices resumed. the pair looked confused, as the director strode over to the two on the sofa. the words exchanged were quiet, making sure that no one else heard. with that he made his way back over to the crew. ‘okay lets go again. aaaand action!’ he called. the atmosphere fell again. and so did your eyes to your phone. this time it lasted a little longer, until the director called cut again. the director lifted his hat to wipe sweat from his brow as he chatted to ara and changkyun. ara nodded strongly and apologised to him and got back into position.

the interruptions continued another 2 times; causing the previous lull of whispers to become louder from the crew. Jules was stood talking to the producer who was looking rather disgruntled; making you wonder what the heck was going on. A rather worried Jules shuffled back over to meet you sighing as she sat down. ‘what’s going on?’ you queried, trying to sound as disinterested as possible. Jules leaned over to you, trying to make the conversation as unheard as possible. ‘well.. she’s just not quite getting the direction. it looks awkward on camera. I think they're going to call for a break and try again later’ she whispered, eyes flicking over to the now departed duo on the couch every few words. ‘okay guys, go grab yourself a drink and something to eat and we will start again in 20 minutes, sorry guys’ the producer called to the extras who are shared the same confused look as they walked out the room to the snack room.

the director and producer walked over to ara and changkyun who were now looking over the directions on the paper in front of them. ‘grab your brushes, lets go listen in’ Jules said cheekily dragging you over to the group, to touch up their makeup. you pulled a powder brush out of your waist pouch and some a compact and began to power changkyun’s face. the conversation sounded intense. ‘it’s just that it’s looking a little awkward on camera. you’re both very farm apart, your bodies need to be closer together. more intimate looking.’ he director said awkwardly. changkyun didn’t even seem to be listening. he was looking back up at you, even though you weren’t looking at him, you wouldn’t. not right now. ‘sorry I don’t want to be a pain.. I just can’t imagine what you're asking’ ara said shyly, fiddling with the hem of her shirt.

‘come here’ changkyun demanded, not breaking his gaze at you. you shifted your eyes up to meet his. ‘what?’ you questioned, lowering your brush from his cheek. ‘like this’ he said calmly, taking your arm and pulling you down onto the sofa. suddenly you were straddling him, brushes still in hand and very confused. before you even had chance to object, one hand was trailing up your thigh to your hip while the other one travelled from your shoulder to your neck as his mouth made its way to meet it. his hot breath marking where you longed for his mouth to plant itself. his lips stopping centimetres from your sweet spot. the crew erupted with praise and woah’s. wishing he would stay there for a few more seconds was too much to ask as he pulled away, leaning back on the coach and removing his hands from your hip and neck. his eyes meeting ara’s shocked face, ‘like that’ he smirked. slowly you stood up, fixing yourself as you tried to come back to reality. ‘yes yes like that! lets go for a take while the extras are eating’ the director said running back to the camera followed by the director. Jules dragged your stunned body back to the crew area as your legs wouldn’t seem to carry you, before you could even say anything to changkyun about how he firstly shouldn’t have done that, or apologise to ara.

you watched as they got into position again, ran the scene, still as awkward as the last. the sighs and quick cut from the crew told you that they felt the same. ‘okay guys go get a drink and we will see if we can re work the scene’ the producer announced, very deflated. ara apologised and left the room, you couldn’t help but feel bad for her. this was uncomfortable, getting that intimate with someone in front of a whole crew. lord. you pulled your phone out your pocket to check the time. they were running behind. badly. as you locked it and put it back in your pocket you saw the director power walking over towards you. never good. ‘y/n will you do us a favour’ he asked you, sounding a little desperate. this could go one of 2 ways you thought. coffee run.. or something you realllly didn’t want to do. ‘umm.. what is it?’ you asked cautiously. ‘would you just do the scene with changkyun? we are running really behind and don’t have time to keep refilming’ he pleaded. you suddenly realised the entire crew was looking at you. including changkyun. ‘um.. I'm sure ara will be fine after she has a drink just give her another shot, please’ you whispered trying to not be heard by anyone else. ‘please y/n we don't have time, it’ll take 5 minutes max, please i’ll owe you one..’ he said, clasping his hands together pleading. you shifted your gaze over to changkyun who was stood in eye line behind the director, the corner of his lip curling into a smirk. god I hate him, you thought. ‘um.. yeah okay fine’ you said running one hand through your hair trying to calm yourself down. ‘yes okay amazing, get into positions please!’ he shouted turning back towards changkyun. your chest was burning like you were on fire as you watched him walk over to the couch, knowing exactly what was going to happen made it so much worse.

slowly walking to meet him at the coach and standing over him as he looked up at you with burning desire. you adjusted your shirt slightly before gently straddling him, keeping you distance still. feeling the discomfort erupting. changkyun was obviously enjoying your awkwardness, chuckling as he reached one arm around your hips and pulling you closer to him so your core was now directly on his bulge. your throat hitched as his cool breath trailed down your cleavage, never breaking eye contact. the burn in your chest was spreading through your entire body, every part taking turns to be set on fire. ‘I told you we weren’t done’ he whispered gruffly, knowing exactly what he meant. the moment was interrupted by the director ‘okay right lets go, very natural, just like earlier, y/n just follow the lead okay? right aaaand action!’ he called, causing the entire set to fall silent, waiting for whatever was about to happen. it took a moment before anything happened, soaking in exactly where your bodies connected. the music boomed low as you both became engulfed in a spray of smoke. it felt far more comfortable than before, like no one could see you.

changkyun’s hand spread flat travelling up your thigh, curving to the contours of your hip, leading up your side. your body froze outwardly, but inside you felt everything. his hand on a path to your breast, taunting you with the feeling he redirected his graze to gently trail over the top of your breast and up your neck. forcefully gripping the back of your neck and planting soft kisses up it, starting at the base and slowly working his way up. taking his time on every spot, missing non of it. earning a soft blow of air from your mouth are you arched your back to meet his hard chest. a breathy ‘knew it’ escaped his lips between harsh kisses up you neck as he reached your sweet spot.

you couldn’t let him have all the fun. you thought to yourself as you reached down to his belt loops, pulling your cores closer together taking him by surprise. a quiet low groan left his lips as you reached one hand into the back of his hair; gently tightening your grip, keeping him in place. his hands fell from you neck, holding his grip on your hips. you knew this was the reaction you wanted but you couldn’t stop there. taking the opportunity to snake your right hand up his chest to meet his jawline, holding it lightly, leaving his neck exposed. his eyes connected with yours, letting you have full control of him. his rosy lips slightly parted as you leaned towards them. grazing your nose against his, lips inches away from each other. the torment was well received, noticing a small smirk on changkyun’s lips. ‘kiss me then’ he whispered, just loud enough for you to hear. you let out a breathy laugh as you removed the inches between you two, grazing your lips against his. you felt his entire body relax beneath you as he moaned into the kiss; allowing you full control. or so you though, he quickly wrapped a strong arm around your waist, flipping you over so he was on top. his torso baring weight down on you, pulling your legs to wrap around him. hands either side of your face to keep you exactly where he wanted you, leaving you completely submissive to his grip.

‘aaaand cut!’ the director shouted, pulling you both out of the complete state of euphoria you were just in. ‘fantastic guys, wow that was great. I think that’s it, take 10 minutes and we will start the next scene’ the producer continued, clapping as he stood up out of his chair. leaving the crew to continue to their lull. you slowly looked up at changkyun again who hadn’t seemed to look away. his once perfectly tousled hair now a mess, reflective of yours. you pushed yourself to sit upright on the couch, releasing yourself from his arms. silence. from you both. desperately trying to think of what to say; changkyun began ‘I knew you weren’t done’ he smirked. causing you to chuckle awkwardly, ‘whatever’ you replied running a hand through your hair, putting it back in place. ‘the shoot finishes at 5, I'll see you after’ he said flopping back onto the couch next to you. he wanted you to say yes. you knew that. and you couldn’t have that. not yet. you leaned towards him, watching him think you were going to kiss him again. stopping just inches away from his lips you whispered; ‘we’ll see’ standing up and walking away before he even had a chance to open his eyes. catching a view of you before you left the room, realising his trousers were now getting uncomfortable..

#monsta x #monsta x imagines #changkyun #changkyun imagine #i.m changkyun #i.m imagine

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stormblessed95 · 4 years ago

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I am afraid some jikookers are on the way of becoming more and more delusional like some taekookers . I just read a comment on a you tube video that" why is there no interaction between jk and jm. Does bighit trying to hide them from us??(with some sad emojis)". I was like NO PLEASE Don't talk like some taekookers now.

I mean whyy whyy whyyy are some people are like this?? Do they think life as some kind of K-drama or something??

There are lot of people saying whether they have broken up. Some are saying jimin seems kinda worried. Why some army thinks that something bad is always going on in BTS. They get worried for ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.!

The kind of delusional people we saw in some taekook army the same kind of delusional people I discovered in this comeback in Jikook army.

I want to tell people that No there is nothing going wrong in BTS , Jimin Is NOT SAD for god sake , No jk and jm haven't broken up and Nor Bighit is trying to Hide ANYTHING from us. Can you stop being such a paranoid. This attitude will give other shippers a chance to attack on jikookers. PLEASE BE PATIENT , PLEASE DONT SPREAD NEGATIVITY , PLEASE DON'T GET WORRIED .

And moreover , even though its been like what one week only since their comeback??? IF lack of interaction between Jikook is making you anxious tensed sad and more delusional , take it as a sign and leave this shipping thing because It's harming your personal life and health.

BTS doesn't want Army to be sad or anything.

And for the last time NOTHING IS WRONG WITHIN BTS.!

Hello!

I think that while for the most part, jikookers are more mature and level headed with our thinking, there will ALWAYS be people who take it too far or thrive off drama and insecurity in every part of every fandom. Its unfortunate, but this is not new to this era. There have been people who said "oh they broke up" when they didn't ride in the same care once, when they snuggled up to another member, whenever they aren't all over each other constantly on camera.... I never put too much stock in it. There will be insecure jikookers or other shippers pretending to be jikookers under a video in every single era trying to convince people that jikook have broken up for whatever reason.

And for people who were said over the lack of jikook moments in the MV? Well thats silly for many reasons... one, its a BTS music video, not jikookery time. Sure, sometimes we get cute interactions and sometimes we don't. How they behavior in music videos is NOT what are indicators of if they are in a relationship or not. And now we have the Butter Hotter version, which is FULL of cute jikook interactions. And this one is more laid back, more BTS having fun and being themselves and acting up. THIS is more the real them. And jikook were jikooking all over the background. Plus we got jinjikook, vminkook, Yoonmin doing Sugas iconic dance, Jimin falling off his chair, the tidal wave of jacket trading, Namgi rapping, Hobi crazy dances.... idk what more people want. But this was filmed at literally the same time as the first MV so it makes it very obvious there was and is nothing wrong with anyone in BTS.

We also saw that they were fine through their interactions within all their butter interviews so far. Tae saying smooth like Butter meant like a jimin and JK immediately agreeing and saying yes, soft and smooth. Jimin saying that he worked hard on his vocals and Jungkook helped him with it,, insinuating that they spent extra time together practicing, learning and growing together. How we saw in the dance practice that jikook probably practiced extra together, their moves were extra in sync. They are so smooth together. We also saw them giggling and bickering together behind the scenes. I really never understand where the insecurities come from.

Other peoples insecurities, jikookers, taekookers, or anyone else, doesn't change the fact that BTS are happy, Jikook are happy and in love, and all is fine. You also can't judge behavior and emotions of an entire era off a 3 minute MV.

Hope you have a good day and everyone make sure you are still streaming Butter! We are going for longevity here! Thanks for the ask!

#jikook #jimin #jungkook #jikookers #kookmin #ask #answered asks #thanks for the ask!#joker insecurities #jikook butter mv

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sugar-petals · 4 years ago

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Hey Caro ☺️ I just took your super m quiz - thanks for making such a fun quiz, I feel like it helped me get into super m! I know nothing about them yet but I thought it fit soo well that I got Kai bc I’m a full time dancer - now you have me super curious about him 👀👀

KAI :: INTRODUCTION MASTERPOST (dance focus)

so you wanna know about the god of k-pop choreo? oh yeah, i’ll talk to you about fucking kai! if you dance, this guy is the #1 must-know. once you see him move, there’s no going back. i don’t exaggerate: kai is the gold standard. brace yourselves, i’ll show you why.

kim kai aka kim jongin (27) is a solo artist and super m’s plus exo’s main dancer — est 2019 and 2012 respectively — heading either group with a passionate, hyper-physical style that roots in his early practice of of jazz dance and ballet. the influence definitely shows.

learning choreography, he’s become the gorgeous fusion of emotional grace and explosive power that unites both tension and extreme accuracy. while at the same time: never sacrificing his interpretation. and HOW MUCH HE BLEEDS FOR HIS CRAFT. he enjoys it so much.

and he’s communicating it 100%, jongin’s dance is so interactive and raw, luring. i swear to god, put the seatbelts on for this one. it’s never just him, it’s you as well. you’ve never seen this before. he’s like “yes, i meant you, i’m looking at you”:

he’s even gonna modify the choreography to point right at you to underline that very thought. he’s so good, he can learn it, ace it, epitomize it, and do his own thing anyway. even the person in the last row will get whatever point kai wants to make. this is dance that belongs on the biggest stages.

even when he films without a crowd, it’s like you’re literally standing opposite to him. he focuses on two people: his moves, and the viewer. he has it look like you made him smile and self-aware, or you made him determined. INCREDIBLE. he shows his charisma, BUT he also shows your own (!) impact on him. it’s a duet. he wants you to join him on the dancefloor. this is from exo’s call me baby mv where kai does his famous come-hither:

he flirts and he encourages. he values the audience and wants them to be confident as well. i think it’s the reason why he’s so outstanding and addictive, kai thinks beyond himself. it’s a tango he involves you in with his eyes and how he opens his body, interprets a lyric.

it’s not about imposing himself going one way. instead: he plays the back and forth ALL. THE. TIME. in any context. whether it be frivolous, or fun, or gloomy, or sweet. even with a simple little smiley wink it’s happening. and he acts like you had a reaction to it. there’s literally just a camera.

this guy’s physique, strength, elegance, feeling for the beat, character portrayal (!), and control is unbelievable. he’s destroyed it in every fancam out there. he can’t switch it off even if he tried. your eyes would go toward him in the largest group formation still. put him in the center, that’s his spot, he showcases it.

because he doesn’t just show learned moves, he makes it radiate something dynamic and animalistic (he embodies superm’s ‘tiger inside’ all the way).

jongin’s dance says: i love this, you love this, let’s do this, the feeling is right. he makes bodies and unrestrained touch the opposite of wrong, he pronounces it a source of having fun and being instinctual. and he never breaks the tie with you throughout, and uses his shoulders and lips to put the oomph into it.

he uses innuendo and a ‘we both know’ sentiment perfectly as an invitation rather than just going through his routine. that’s how he can make each move fascinating. you can tell kai knows exactly how to make everyone scream their lungs out. i bet somebody held their breath just reading this post already.

exo’s most famous choreo is ‘monster’ (kai focus linked) with good reason: jongin can turn himself into nothing short of a roaring beast. it’s one sharp, complex move after the other. kai can bend any gravitational law he wants to show any feeling and pose he wants. a glimpse:

now, how to spot him in general if you’re new to him? here are some pointers. kai’s execution is clean, fast, and powerful. those are two decades (!) of experience showing. kai is an all or nothing dancer, he plays no games. he treats every group and solo stage like his best and last. his work ethic is beyond words. yeah, he’s a capricorn. his style is direct as can be, working every axis.

as you can see, jongin is hard to overlook anyway: he’s a 182cm giant made of steel. he strives to acutely visualize impact in his style and it is always successful. in fact, it’s his signature. it’s like he creates invisible objects and pushes through them. boom, he just burst another bubble.

when the song gets to his part, i guarantee you won’t miss him and all the boldness and expression he brings to enrich the performance. hell... he carries it. jongin can handle the center, i’m telling you. (look how fast he rotates here)

talking features — this is what to look for when he dances in a group setting: you can recognize kai’s face by how wide, bluntly structured and sensual it is. jongin is a sight. he has such an aura, serious, sultry, and smiling alike.

with a very recognizable silhouette (like... holy hell!):

he’s very cute as well ♡ the fandom and kai himself have an adorable analogy going on. jongin calls himself a teddy/nini bear and we joined in on it. (i made a thread about it here, it talks more about his offstage life) — hence kai’s fans are called eri-gom, eris as in exo’s fanbase and gom meaning bear.

and i mean. look at him. what an attractive guy. he’s that handsome. strong brows, teddy eyes, square jaw, swept hair, glorious lips, tan skin.

now yes, something important concerning his appearance and a serious topic: i don’t want to list you the endless instances of colorism that kai has to endure but it has to be mentioned. jongin has been called every name in the book and people agonize him over his skin incessantly. it goes on and on and on. every day a new terrible comment about him emerges because some pitiful person thought it was funny and would elevate them.

he’s had to deflect, ignore, reframe, defend, remotivate, assert, harden, prove, denounce, and push himself, protect his confidence, decline skin bleaching constantly, laugh along, dance and practice thrice as hard to get the respect, and still see his dignity torn to pieces all day. i’ll just give it to you straight, that’s all fucked up. kai’s skin is perfect, he’s amazing and wonderful.

in his own words:

— exactly right. say it even louder.

having him at the bottom of every joke is weird and messed up. this man is an utter beauty and nothing has to be fixed. it is up to him to define himself rather than get called ugly for his skin’s appearance by default, and get whitewashed at every opportunity. it’s been going on for 27 years, he scrunitizes himself all the time and doesn’t look at himself fondly because he hears these beatdowns daily.

it’s heartbreaking that this happens literally with no end in sight (’kai is just a stripper!’... ‘he has bad vibes’... ‘darkest guy jongin!’). for his skin, and how he decides to show it, too. jesus christ his skin looks fantastic, end of debate. they just can’t handle him, kai couldn’t be any more immaculate.

♡

jongin has vigorously protected fans from discrimination, bullies, and shaming himself whenever it came up. in a very straightforward and deadpan manner because he knows exactly how it damages you. (”J” in the subtitles = jongin, he’s wearing the plain white top at the very back)

we need to protect and praise him that way right back. it’s important.

so, needless to say. all in for jongin getting the center stage he deserves. because he has the wow factor in every regard. kai usually opens an MV because there’s no better way to get people’s attention with that level of presence. with kai, you can’t go wrong. if you get the center in a an all star group like superm, you are the king.

being part of that presence, kai’s stage alter ego has reached levels of infamity you can’t even imagine. it’s great to see him being sovereign without apology.

and it doesn’t stop there. he shows time and again that acting, props, and commanding the audience has to be mastered to be an exceptional dancer. kai owns his sex appeal. sometimes, he even dances a portion of choreo with his eyes closed because he’s feeling it so much.

he is a pro in using his surroundings as well, superm’s stages are a glorious opportunity for kai to show how he comfortably ‘lives in’ the 3D space around him.

which makes the viewer do the same: watching kai makes you feel amazing, energized, but also serene and enjoying the moment.

there’s always balance. it’s the magic of it. e.g. he comes along with so much impetus and decisiveness but eventually, he halts to offer himself. here i am — take me. i’m yours. closed arms, open arms. walking, kneeling. looking down, looking up.

kai goes every extra mile there ever was and makes each eye contact count. involving the audience, one grin at a time. it works. it’s about establishing contact. he connects to the onlooker with so much nuance.

kai’s smirk is notorious and you can see why it’s so raw and real: he makes it linger. it’s such a duality since his dancing says i’ll come over, while his message is come and get me, i know what’s on your mind.

with a hilarious twist – kai expertly uses humor. you don’t get that in many dancer repertoires. i love it. all those quick expression changes. his smile! 😊 what a man.

so — what makes him so good and known: yes, his style doesn’t deny that dancing and eroticism are one in his business. that takes courage. kai has it. iconic performances have been his reward. point dance/killing part: exo’s love shot choreo.

that suit has swept the nation. what’s more: kai shows you it’s more than just good hip movement that a good dancer needs. he does everything at once, he puts the pleasure on his face, all his limbs are following the template he chooses.

the thing is. kai couldn’t be any shyer, but when the music starts he becomes a oscar-winning madman. he emotes constantly (!) and stays in character. this is gold.

jongin always plays it up. he knows how to use that face and does a lot of power posing. this is how visceral looks like. he’s interpreted exo’s aggressive concepts to a T.

and he has so. much. fun. it propels him. on every beat.

past every hurt, heartbreak and injury, man. if you know about his genre you knew this was coming, kai does all of that with 4 herniated discs. since debut days, never recovered. every gif in this thread, he dances with a battered spine. wheelchairs, stage collapses, relapse-recovery-schedule tales, the dilemma of injuries being inevitable, limping, kai falling into depression during breaks, constant pain killers, countless tears on stage, we’ve seen it all, the extreme end of it.

kai works out like hell to literally keep his body from falling apart. but it doesn’t help the nerves in his back that are impacted. doing choreo you can sometimes literally see the pain kicking in and he pulls himself through with force for the last minute. once you know how strained his back is, you can see it.

at the end his expression goes fuck now it’s coming when the adrenaline fades. he takes every second-pause he gets to rest but still finishes each move. even when he holds back, he keeps it together and executes each turn. sometimes, he has to restrict himself and soften his movements to protect his health (especially in hard choreographies such as lucky one which is universally disliked by exo — still jongin makes the very best of it smiling bright and dancing so hard his sleeves come off).

he frequently states he ‘dances in any case unless his legs are affected by something’. all torso injuries are fair game, this guy is hardcore. and people claim he’s just pretending. chen (a fellow exo member) says not a single part of jongin’s body is intact. he has paid every price to get this far to follow his love. he’ll step on stage with crutches. he works SO HARD.

that being said: exo being called the official nation’s group, i say kai is the nation’s dancer. period. he has had his great moment at the korean olympics flawlessly dancing in a hanbok with traditional instruments and fulfilling his dream.

i love the tension and drama he can bring. he can also thrill with slow, vulnerable movements alike.

kai’s is called a legend, he’s all that and even more. the facial expressions alone are feared by any kai stan because they hit home.

this guy is a sex icon and goes off like a gun, messing around was never kai’s incentive.

while at the same time being incredibly nuanced and so, so descriptive with his movements.

point dance: baby don’t cry. yep, kai has danced in water. must-watch.

this man loves what he is doing. he said he wouldn’t regret to die on stage because dancing is his destiny. boy, it shows. this guy has found his purpose. he can tell any story he wants. he’s a complete artist.

he’s perfectly portraying his incentive and he couldn’t look any more like a god on earth.

long story short, kai is dance and motivation goals. if you dance professionally, you can easily look toward him for the right words.

if you want to further your study and knowledge: he released a self-titled solo album recently. highly recommended. he worked forever on it, and he’s really dishing it on there. you get to hear his soft voice plus sizzling footwork. and he isn’t even getting started yet. you’ll hear from kai, i promise. he constantly achieves new levels of artistic perfection.

a last remark. jongin is amazing for a myriad of reasons that go beyond what i show you here given the post focuses on his work on stage. but the point stands, while other people have tried to break him, he broke through every barricade instead and stood up for himself. we can be extremely happy to have him and witnessing his unreal dance is an exceptional pleasure. here’s to jongin continuing his passion and confidence, healing, and getting the sweeping respect and acknowledgement that is his.

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bisexualhobi · 3 years ago

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Hiii bisexualhobi!! I'd like to know your opinion on these july releases! Love your opinions and reaction gifs 😂 they're so funny. What's your favorite july release so far?

https://youtu.be/0m0w1wEReOI

https://youtu.be/lDV5cM9YE4g

https://youtu.be/z7H4ZTeVHxk

https://youtu.be/I02ULETFESI

https://youtu.be/mvk4SnE2Tmo

https://youtu.be/z0YLZmcARRU

https://youtu.be/vJvX9L6FCWI

lmfao dude please don't give me homework 😭 i appreciate you liking my reactions and opinions but this is like a school assignment sorry.. i'll pick three at random and give my thoughts

youtube

oh DUDE this is so fresh and fun this is literally pop perfection tbh. I wasn't super crazy about the last apink full group comeback but this one is a hit for sure - this is a great subunit. I love bomi and I think chobom has great chemistry as a duo. this just hits every note a pop song is supposed to. and the mv is so camp and FUN I urge everyone to watch this mv right now. yes apink SLAY!

youtube

on god icb i'm reacting to a suju song but i picked them at random so like.. ok fine i couldn't really watch the mv bc everytime fucking shindong or siwon or fucking HEECHUL with extensions popped in i cringed so hard i had to look away 💀

i'm a little confused as to why they dropped such a summery feel good song now instead of two months ago when it could've ridden a longer wave that way but man.... what can i say this is a bop dude. like I'm SAWRY but this is a bop and you gotta give it to them... twenty years in the business and like IT'S SM man... what did you expect they're gonna give it to you!! SM JUST GETS IT 😭 that post chorus lalala refrain is sooo good it just WORKS...... idk yeah i'm gonna have to give it a toot

#asks

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ficsforeren · 3 years ago

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Ok but that last chapter was heart-wrenching in so many ways. Damn this new chapter was an angsty one.

Fucking knew it that Porco had feelings for Pieck. But poor thing is subjected to hearing Pieck moan someone else’s name. Also isn’t he in his mid 20’s like the reader and Eren? How many of his ex’s did him dirty? I mean if his argument is that he’s too young to be committed, idk Porco but maybe you were so young then that your past partners weren’t ready for how amazing you are🤷🏻‍♀️

Also oh my god the reader getting fucking hate comments. It really is sad how possessive fans get of idols/celebrities. I mean I guess it does take a certain maturity to recognize that there’s more to their lives than what they show the public. But still, it’s so awful to send hate to the reader when she was just out and about with Eren. I know the reader is technically us, but I’m so proud of her for doing the mature thing and not fighting fire with fire. Personally I talk a lot of shit and I’m too much of a wimp to actually fight. But when push comes to shove, if anyone was a bitch to me, I can definitely be the bigger bitch once I reach that point 😂😂

Ok and now onto my baby Armin. AWWWWW getting a physical copy of a book we didn’t have. He’s so thoughtful. And he seems like a popular model. Wouldn’t the reader also be getting hate or maybe paparazzi would be following her around since she seems to be well acquainted with not only one of the hottest musicians out there but now a big time model? Aww I hope Armin gets his happy ending since it’s inevitable the reader ends up with Eren. Right? Please tell me the happy ending involves us ending up with Eren.

I think a while back you replied to my long-ass reblog (super sorry for that word vomit again) but I feel like the angsty ending is either Eren giving up his music career or him just handing over the song writing reigns to the company after he ends up with Mikasa because (Y/N) is no longer his muse.

And then last point I want to address is I can’t believe Eren wouldn’t tell us about him shooting an MV with Mikasa. It’s not actually his fault either. And I mean I guess we’re not exclusive but oh my god I was hard broken reading the last two paragraphs. How Pieck is suggesting to go back to being friends with Eren. And also the way you described the feeling of being hollow instead of crying. God everything was just hitting (Y/N) all at once with missing Eren, then getting threatened by his fans, and then the insecurity and jealousy over seeing how intimate Eren was with Mikasa in the MV even though she knew he was just doing his job. And how there’s going to be more jobs like this to come. It really does wear away at your self-esteem.

Yikes for the next chapter. How is Eren gonna take it once he sees Armin around you with how he reacted to you being so excited to see Floch perform…? Eren was right about to knock Jean’s two front teeth out for flirting with the reader.

Poor baby Armin. Have courage, my love.

And poor baby Eren. please for the love of god just speak up and tell the reader of your undying love directly. DIRECTLY AND TO OUR FACE PLEASE! No more hinting at it. Say “I love you more than anything in this world, (Y/N). You’re everything to me and more.” Please don’t tell me once Y/N starts hanging out more with Armin that Eren will sleep with Mikasa. I don’t think my heart could handle that.

And a couple final notes. How did Provo’s date with that other co-worker from a different floor go? Why is Jean following you on Instagram? Why isn’t Reiner following you on Instagram? That’s kinda cold in my opinion. Is it because the reader and Eren don’t go to church enough??? 😤😂😂

Will we get to see more interactions between the reader and Christa? I mean she did say she wanted to be our friend… And Connie as a YouTuber is such an interesting concept. I feel like you would have to do an article on his rise to fame and then him investing on the side and becoming a multi millionaire by accident.

Just wanted to remind you that you’re an amazing writer, Kana. Like this chapter made me so mf sad and also excited to see where you take the rest of this series.

But please remember these things. Please don’t ever feel pressured to pump out works as fast as possible. Your health should always be your first priority. And you’re super super talented and thank you so much for sharing this story with us.

THIS MESSAGE OMG

dude you're the best i swear like how long did it take you to write this long ass message? I FUCKING LOVE EVERY WORD YOU PUT IN THANK YOU SO MUCH

okay now let me answer your questions

yes porco is 25/26 years old in this fic. he has dated three times before, and they all left him because, in their words, "I feel like you're getting too attached? and no, Porco, I'm not seeing him, he's just a co-worker--could you stop being so unreasonably jealous all the time?!" i feel like his character is a bit similar to eren, but a bit more aggressive sometimes. he's more possessive too. but he's learned his mistakes and he's a precious little baby boi okay i love him

armin's not a big time model. he doesn't have his face shown everywhere like Eren. he doesn't even have social media accounts, never made one. he only got the job as one of those ferragamo's models because his dad has something to do with it behind the scenes. he's so different in real life than how he is in front of the cameras too so he's almost unrecognizable. he's going to quit his modeling job once his contract is over because what he wants to do in life is actually to become a writer.

and yes the reader will end up together with eren because this is an eren x reader fic lol but will they be happy together? hmm... we'll see...

your prediction about eren giving up his music career or writing songs about mikasa? close, but no, baby.

you'll get to see y/n asking eren "why didn't you tell me anything about the mv?" in the next chapter so you'll see his response then

eren's gonna be so jealous, yes, but friendly reminder here, eren is actually quite fond of Armin. he's one of the few people eren enjoys having conversations with. he finds armin to be genuine and kind. he considers him as a friend, though he wouldn't admit it out loud.

please read the beginning of chapter 7 again to see eren's POV. there's a reason why he can't say "I love you, i want to be with you, please be with me," he's too afraid of making decisions.

porco's date with the cute girl went well. they had sex, but that's just about it cause he's not into relationships.

reiner doesn't have IG account, or twitter. Jean is the only one in empire who does.

aww man i would love to bring historia back into the story but i don't know where to fit her in. i'll think about it

connie as a youtuber hahaha yeah i remember you mentioned that. I have some ideas but i don't think i'm gonna add him into the story (cause this is already too long 😭😭😭) but we'll see

THANKS SO MUCH for this message, love, as well as these sweet compliments you gave me! you made me so happy! i look forward to seeing you in my inbox again!

#take care of yourself baby!#have a great weekend!#you're so precious I LOVE YOU #the last song #The Last Song Canon

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getitinbusan · 4 years ago

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Show Me Your Room -

Jeongguk established relationship

Fluffy smut : Part of the GCU

The studio sat abandoned, the call of dinner pulling everyone away for the evening. The last two cars in the parking lot, you presumed belonged to security.

"I can't believe I forgot my airpods. I'll just run in and grab them."

Leaning over to the passenger side he kissed your cheek. "Sorry I'm cutting into our date time."

"Can I come see?"

"Yeah? You really want to?"

"Of course! You think I'm not interested in what you do all day?"

The long halls of the warehouse were lined with huge doors but only one had the BTS logo across it. The bright yellow sign read, "CLOSED SET - credentials must be shown for entry."

"Am I going to get in trouble for being here?"

"I think it'll be okay, but you'd better stay close." he winked reaching for your hand.

"This is where the magic happens!" He pushed the door open for you to enter. "Welcome to my room."

It was amazing, it could have been in anyone with a teenage boys' house. Your jaw hung open in awe at the details.

"A Surfboard? Clothes, look at all these posters. This is seriously cool!"

He laughed at your excitement.

"So is this what your room at home looked like?"

"Are you kidding, my mom would never let me be this messy."

He slid his arm around your waist kissing the top of your head.

"And, she'd kill me if I ever had a girl in my room."

Pulling away you looked at him seriously. "Jeongguk? Are you telling me you never had a girl...over?"

He shook his head, "never"

"We need to fix that, baby that's sad."

"Yeah? I'll drive, it'll take a few hours and my parents might be suspicious as to why we just showed up…" He dangled his car keys playfully. "but let's go."

You punched his shoulder, "I'm not kidding Guk, let's take care of it." You looked towards the bed, "right now."

His face was dumbfounded but it held an open mouth grin like he was processing the scenario.

Gently taking the car keys from his hand you threw them on the wooden desk.

"Now's your chance, you've got me here, we're alone, I want you to show me your moves."

"You're such a wild girl."

You kissed his neck, "tell me you don't like it," you could feel him hard against you.

"I love it, I love you."

Your mouths met halfway, hard and needy against each other.

"What about security?" he got out breathily while pulling his shirt off.

"I'm trying to fulfill a fantasy here Guk...isn't part of it the fear of getting caught?"

Grabbing for the waist of his jeans you tugged him around to the bed and pushed him back.

A loud bang and a string of expletives filled the air as Jeongguk's head hit the steeply sloped ceiling.

"Oh my god! I'm so sorry are you okay?"

You lay on his chest and pushed his hair back, "Want me to kiss it better?"

He nodded in full pout until your lips were almost touching his. Quickly blocking you with his hand, he playfully pushed your head back laughing, "uh uh...lower."

Leaving trails of kisses down his abs you smiled, "You say it like it's a punishment."

It had only been a few weeks since you became a couple, but you couldn't see yourself ever getting tired of Jeongguk.

He moaned as you reached into his boxers and wrapped your hand around him. The soft honey skin taught over his hard swollen shaft in beautiful juxtaposition always made you desperate for him. He looked down at you smiling, Your cheeks flushed with colour.

"What?"

"Nobodies ever made me feel the way you do."

"I guess I'll take that as a compliment since your cock's not even in my mouth yet."

"I'm serious."

Your tongue ran around the outline of his tip, "so serious…"

Sliding your lips down his shaft he groaned, "seriously in love with you."

Wetness grew inside your panties as your mouth worked him over. Your hand slid easily up and down his saliva covered cock.

"Have I told you how pretty your cock is Guk?"

He grabbed the pillow and held it over his face, "Stop, you're not supposed to say things like that." It was muffled but you could tell he was smiling.

Sitting to straddle him your hands creeped under his down filled hiding place and lifted the corner.

"Why? It is pretty."

Pulling your shirt over your head you pressed yourself against his bare chest.

"What should I say instead? Should I tell you it's huge and manly and I love how it ravages me?"

"YES!" he flipped you quickly onto your back, "That's exactly what I want to hear."

His face was lingering above you and he wiggled his eyebrows, "We should probably hurry before my parents come home and catch us."

He slid your panties to the side and let his fingertip linger at your entrance.

"Jeongguk, do you think if we met in high school you would have liked me?"

He took a pause, "I think," he kissed you softly, " That we are destined for one another in every lifetime and no matter where or when we continue to meet I will immediately recognize you as my soul mate."

Your eyes locked and he tilted his head cutely at you.

"Jeongguk,"

"yes baby?" he wiped away the tear that had snuck out to roll down your cheek.

"I'm gonna need you to ravage me with that pretty cock now."

He sat up and hooked his fingers into your panties. Sliding them down your legs and over your feet he tossed them across the room.

Meeting back together you laced your fingers through his hair kissing him wildly as he entered you. Moaning in unison as he bottomed out you both giggled.

"Do we do that everytime?"

"Everytime," he worked his hips into you. "and I hope it never stops."

His lips slid over your neck sending every nerve ending into a frenzy that made your toes curl. He felt so good filling you that your brain turned off and all you could see was a kaleidoscope of colours behind your eyes.

"Jeongguk, I'm so close, don't stop, please don't stop…"

You could feel yourself fluttering around him. In such a short time he'd already figured your body out. No matter how excited he got for his own climax he always made sure to keep his pace steady until you cried out his name.

Sweat soaked skin slapped together as lips and hips synchronized to the grand finale.

"Jeongguk," you cried out as he spurted into you collapsing in exhaustion.

Laying together wrapped in the thin plaid blanket you held on to one another catching your breath.

"That was amazing," he kissed the top of your head.

"You know what else is amazing?"

"What's that?" he asked.

"Food. I think we can still make our reservation if we hurry."

He squealed in delight and jumped out of the bed.

"Girl of my dreams prioritizing sex and food."

Almost dressed you could hear footsteps getting closer. The door pushed open and security tentatively approached your scrambling figures.

"Everything okay in here?"

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Laughing all the way to the car he wrapped his arms around you.

"Jeongguk...I don't have my panties…"

He kissed the back of your hand. "I'll find them when we come back to shoot tomorrow."

But he never did.

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Months later you sat in living room as he hurried up the hall towards you."

"They just sent the finished Dynamite MV babe are you ready to watch?"

Pressing play he stopped about 40 seconds in to point excitedly. There, beside the backpack on the floor, your panties peeked into the frame.

The untrained eye would have no idea, but he spotted them just a little too quickly and with just a little too much glee for it to be a coincidence.

"Jeongguk, did you leave those there on purpose?"

Read the other Golden Closet Fics

#jungkook #bts jungkook #bts dynamite #dynamite #jungkook smut #nochu #guk

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rj-s · 4 years ago

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As If It’s Your Last

Reader x Yeji

Requested by anon

Genre: fluff, high school au, friends to lovers

Words: 1.8k

A/N: Hi I’m so sowwy this took so long. It’s currently four in the morning and this is quite long compared to my previous ones. But I really liked this one uwu. Me did got into kpop because of AIIYL soooo yeahhh. Again, I didn’t really got into the high school part? I hope you still like it tho. Thank you for requesting!

22 Jun 2017

It was just an ordinary school day, doing English in maths, chit-chatting in VA, and sneaking phone out in Science. Yes, very typical.

Your friend, Chaeryeong decided to bring you to her dance studio after school. You were never really into Kpop. You were more like a "Twinkie" who seems intimidating to others. However, you and Chaeryeong knew each other since forever, she knew the real you.

Sometimes, she felt like you just hanging out with her and her sisters is not enough. She wanted you to have more friends and join more activities but you just said it's fine. She was hoping bringing you to the studio will help.

Entering the studio, you sat down at the back.

"You're not going to join?"

You looked up at her. "Nah... I can't..."

"Well, okay. I hope you will change your mind though..."

"괜찮아..." (It's okay...)

She nodded and went to warm up.

You started scrolling your phone until you heard footsteps, and you looked up. A cat-eyed girl ran in, hands on her knees, breathing heavily.

"Hi... I... I'm sorry I'm... late-"

She looked at you and froze, with her eyes wide open. You started to worry, 'Is there something on my face? Do I know her? Oh my God-' Your thoughts were cut out by your best friend, "Oh right, Y/N, this is Yeji unni, she is from school. And Yeji unni, you know Y/N." She said with a smirk, the cat-eyed girl started to blush and looked away.

'Oh, she is from school.' You thought.

You caught her staring at you a few times through the mirror's reflection, she looked away quickly.

'Cute' You thought.

They started the practice when Chaeryeong's sister, Chaeyeon finally arrived. It was not the first time you see the Lee sisters dance, but Yeji, she is something else. The way she looked at you through the mirror when she was dancing gave you chills. It's like her glances can kill.

'Oh wow.'

When the practice ended, the four of you stayed because the Lee sisters suggested a get-to-know-each-other-more gathering. Well, they ordered chicken, you can't say no to chicken.

As you guys were waiting for the food, Chaeyeon suddenly pulled her phone out, "Have you guys listened to the latest Blackpink song yet?" 'Blackpink? As in black and pink???' The three of you said no. She signed and played the mv. It was like just Kpop at first, but when you listen to it the second time, you started to get addicted. The Lee sisters knew you way too much, "Y/N si, do you wanna learn the dance?"

"What- No-"

"We saw you nodding your head to the music, also the rap part!"

It's not a secret that you like raps but the girl with bangs just did so well and you're obsessed already.

"Come onnnnnnnnnnnn, you love to danceeeee."

Chaeyeon said and Chaeryeong pulled you up. Even though you acted like you didn't want it, you were glad your friends knew you that well. All of you picked your parts and started to learn the dance.

Chaeyeon saw you were struggling and got behind you to help you with the moves. Little did you know, someone was watching the both of you.

"Ohhhhh, okay. I got it now, Chaeyeon unni. Thank you."

"It's okay, haha." She said as she petted your head before hugging you.

Yeji watched with a pout, "Are you jealous, unni?" Chaeryoung teased. "Wha- No-" The cat-eyed girl got flustered again. Was it love at first sight? No. You were the "Twinkie" of the school which amazed her, you and the Lee sisters are best friends, it's hard not to notice you.

"They look good together..." She mumbled.

"THE FOOD IS HERE!!!" Chaeyeon screamed.

"Yah, unni! We're just right here." You said as you rub your ears.

"Awe, I'm sorry, my poor baby." She said as she hugged you and kissed you on your forehead.

Yeji pouted again, not knowing how to react. She wanted to get out of here and cry, but she can't. It'd be weird, and she wanted to get to know you. Maybe not as a love interest, but at least being friends would be nice. She held herself together and sat down on the floor with you all and ate.

7 Aug 2017

Three had turned to four, now that Yeji knew that you and Chaeyeon are just good friends made her relieved. You four hanged out even during summer, and Yeji finally dared to ask you to hang out with her, just the two of you.

"So."

"Yeah?"

"Where are we going?"

"Oh right, sorry haha. We're going to the carnival!"

"Wait, really?" You've been talking nonstop about the carnival but the Lee sisters were just too busy to get there with you while Yeji wanted to impress you by showing you that she did listen.

She nodded.

"OH MY GOD, I LOVE YOU!" You screamed as you threw yourself onto her to gave her the best hug she's ever received. She hugged back softly, cherishing every second of it.

24 Dec 2017

You and Yeji had grown extremely close in the past few months. The Lee sisters had been teasing the two of you being wives as you two weren't separated from each other.

"I think I'm losing my best friend to Yeji unni..." Chaeryeong said dramatically while having a hand on her chest, faking a pain. "I'm losing my baby too! Oh, this is so sad!" Chaeyeon said as they pretended to cry together.

"You guys... We're literally just here..." You said as you held Yeji closer.

"And you two are cuddling in our living room!"

"It's cold, and she is soft," Yeji said as she snuggled into you more.

"Get a room already!"

'These two... Aish...' Well, you love your best friends. Even when they tease you.

With all the teasing, this had made you wonder what would it be like if you two are actually something. It would be... Nice? It's quite hard to picture as you've never imagined anything like that. A few months ago, she was just the shy girl you didn't know, and now, she's one of your best friends that you're cuddling with on Christmas Eve.

"What are you thinking?" She asked and you snapped out of your thoughts.

"Nothing just got distracted."

"Awe, okay."

You wondered why she was so shy the first time you met her. And was she... Blushing? But that also brought you back to how she dances. How her body moved so smoothly, and those glances. They're just wow.

Was it love at first sight? Probably not, but you definitely had a little crush on her when you saw her dance.

These thoughts kept you up all night, wondering what would it be to date your best friend, holding hands, cuddling, and going out, as a couple.

5 May 2018

It was the game season, Yeji invited you three to the game. You've never watched her play before so you were very excited. On the other hand, she was as nervous as hell. She wanted to impress you but she also didn't want it to be too obvious.

"You're gonna do great, I just know." You said to her with a smile before hugging her.

She really needed that kind of support at that moment, from her "future" lover.

"Y/N..."

"Hm?"

"Can I get something if I am the MVP of the season?"

"Sure, is there something in particular that you want?"

"Yeah, but I will tell you once I am the MVP."

She's always so determined, and you love that about her. It's one of her charms.

"Mhm, okay. Well, good luck!" You gave her a peck on the cheeks, not thinking about her awkwardness.

The cool air hit the baseball player's face yet her cheeks were still burning. 'But no, Yeji. You have to get your head in the game.' She thought to herself.

17 Oct 2018

The day before the last game. She was practising hard. Seeing her so serious always amazed you in all the ways. You decided to bring her lunch as she probably forgot to eat due to being so focused on practising.

"Hey there, champ."

She stopped and looked at you with a smile. That smile you adore. So pure and just pure happiness to see you.

"Hey!" She said as she wiped her sweats away.

"I brought lunch!"

"Ah, this is why I love you more than the Lees."

It's not like they don't bring her lunches during practice. It's just someone who has a favourite.

18 Oct 2018

It's the final game. Yeji tried her best to get as much point as possible. And her posture looked so good. Seeing her efforts really impressed you. You also started to wonder what was that something she wanted.

"Hwang Yeji! Hwang Yeji!"

"SHE WONNNNN Y/N!!!" Chaeyeon screamed.

You waved happily to her and she waved back.

You guys met at the changing room after everyone was gone.

"So, unni. What was that something you want? Is it a shirt? Or you want me to treat you-"

"You." She stopped you.

"It's always been you. I just want to hold you and kiss you as my girlfriend. I'm in love with you, Y/N."

Oh... That's why she acted so awkward sometimes...

"I mean I get it if you don't feel the same, but like I can't hold this any longer. Before actually knowing you, you were this cool kid that everyone secretly admired. But after knowing you, you actually have a soft side. A loving side. You're so much more than just your looks. I am so in love with you..."

"Yeji... I think I'm in love with you too... I love how you put so many efforts into everything. I love your smile and your eyes. I adore them."

She looked down after hearing that.

"Please never hide your eyes, I know how you feel insecure about them, but they're so pretty, so unique, so... You. You're you and I love you for that..." The two of you stared into each others' eyes, slowly lent in. When your lips touched, there were like fireworks inside your stomach. Your heart was skipping like crazy.

The kiss was soft. You pulled away and rest your foreheads against each others'. You both closed your eyes with a smile, just enjoying each others' company. Until one of you finally decided to break the silence.

"So... Y/N..."

"Yes... Unni?"

"Do you... Wanna maybe go out with me?"

"Of course I do!"

You hugged her tightly and she hugged you back. You still didn't let go for a while. "Y/N? Are you okay?" "Mhm" "We've been in this position for a while now." "I know." You held her as if it's your last.

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