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Lazy Cuddles/ 2
Pairing- Yoongi x Named Reader
Word count- 1.9k
Includes- Soft cuddly boyfriend Yoongi, lazy sex from behind, cock riding, multiple orgasms, so much fluff
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Yoongi POV
"Jagi?", I call, coming into the living room
"Mmmm?", she answers
"Jagi, where are you?"
I walk around the couch to find her laying on it, her face buried in the pillows, blanket pulled up to her chin
"What are you doing baby?", I chuckle, sitting next to her
"Dying"
"No baby, you can't die", I joke, "I need you jagi"
"Yoongi", she whines
Something's wrong
She'd usually joke back with me
"Tell me what's wrong baby", I ask, running my fingers in her hair
"Bad headache", she whispers, "Hurts so much"
"I'm sorry jagi"
She gets bad headaches from time to time
Even with meds it still hurts
Sometimes they last hours, sometimes they're short
Sometimes she gets one every day for a week or two then none for months
She's been checked out and there's no explanation for them
"Did you take meds?"
"Three Advil"
"Three?", I gape
That's a lot but it's normally what she takes when the headaches are severe
"Very bad headache", she whines, "And it's not working anyway"
"I'm sorry baby. Did you drink water? Maybe you're dehydrated?"
"I did naekkeo", she answers, "I'm just trying to nap. Maybe it'll go away when I wake up"
Sounds like a good idea
I don't want to leave her alone though
"I'll stay with you jagi"
She lifts her head, squinting at me, "You don't have to work?"
"Yeah but I can do it here. Use my laptop and headphones and I'll be right next to you"
She nods, "Ok naekkeo. Thank you"
"Of course Jo"
Leaning over her, I kiss her forehead then get up to get my stuff
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Half an hour later, I stop the music to change something when I hear her whimper
Reaching out, I rub her back as I fix what I need to fix
Then I hit play and listen to the melody
She moves, turning around, her back to me, trying to get comfortable
She hasn't been able to fall asleep yet
I'm trying everything I can- play with her hair, massage her forehead, rub her back but nothing is working
I don't know what else to do for her
Once the music stops playing, I decide it's good and I open a new file to work on
"Yoongi", she whispers
"Yeah baby?"
"Can....you hold me?"
I smile at her back, saying, "Yeah jagi. Of course. I can use a break anyway"
I'll do anything for her, drop anything for her, to help her, to comfort her
Taking my headphones off, I put them and my laptop on the floor, then lay down under the blanket next to her
Wrapping my arms around her body, I pull her against me, her back to my chest
I cuddle into the back of her neck, pressing kisses to her skin there
"Better jagi?"
"Yeah naekkeo. Thank you"
"No need to thank me. I'll always jump at the chance to hold you"
"I love you Yoongi. So much"
"I love you Jo. More than anything", I tell her, "Now try to sleep baby ok? I don't want you hurting anymore"
"I'll try", she says softly
"Good"
Pressing a kiss to her neck, I hold her, my eyes closing as well
I'm not planning on sleeping as I'm not tired but I don't want to just stare at nothing
A few minutes later, I hear her even breathing and I smile
Seems like she just wanted me
Which is fine because she can have me whenever she wants
I'm not ready to get up yet so I just keep a tight hold on my jagi
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Movement against my dick wakes me up
She's moving around in my arms, her ass rubbing against my crotch
What time is it?
I don't even remember falling asleep
It's not a big deal
That's our thing
Naps
A nap with my jagi is never a bad thing
But her wiggling around is making my dick hard
"Jagi", I murmur, moving my hand down to her hips and stopping her movements, "Don't wiggle baby"
"Huh?", she asks sleepily
"Don't wiggle. Your ass is rubbing against me and making me hard"
"Mmm", she whines, still pushing against me
"Is your headache gone?", I ask, trying not to think about sex
"Yeah. Just needed a nap", she says softly, her body still pressing and moving against my dick
"No more wiggling jagi", I say softly, my cock fully hard against her
It'll go away, I just need her to stop moving
"Put it in naekkeo", she murmurs
"What?", I ask, not sure I heard her right
"I feel how hard you are. Want you. Put it in"
It takes a second for my sleep riddled brain to comprehend what she's saying
"Are you sure?", I ask, once what she says sinks in
"Yes naekkeo. Want you"
I definitely want her so I pull her pants and panties down as far as I can
She lifts her legs to her chest, pulling everything off as I pull my pants and boxers down
I pull her back against me, then align my dick to her entrance and start pushing in slowly
"Yoongi", she murmur, her tight pussy opening for my cock, sucking me in as I move
"Jagi", I whimper, my arm moving around her, keeping her body against mine, "Feels so good baby"
"Mmm", she moans, her cunt getting wetter, leaking around my cock with each inch in
I'm almost in and I shove my hips forward, burying entirely in her sweet cunt, feeling the hard clenching her pussy is doing
The pleasure rolls over me as we both moan
"So good naekkeo", she says softly
"Always good jagi", I tell her, kissing the back of her neck
I move one of her legs back, over mine thigh, spreading her legs open
Moving my hand in between her legs, I run my fingers up her pussy, collecting the juice she's leaking around my cock
Then I press on her throbbing clit, hearing her gasp, and start moving my fingers in a circle
"Yoongi", she moans, shaking against me
Her pussy tightens so hard around me, spasming so blissfully
With each massage of my fingers, her cunt creams my dick more and more
I keep my cock firmly buried in her cunt, starting to grind into her, making sure my head rubs her spot
I slide my free hand up her shirt, groping her boob, pinching her nipple
"Oh god", she cries, "Yoongi, don't stop"
"I'm not baby", I murmur against the back of her neck, pressing soft kisses to it, "Not until you cum all over my cock"
She whimpers, her pussy spasming wonderfully hard around my length
She's so fucking tight, it like her pussy is choking my cock and I'm living for every pulse
I play with her throbbing clit faster, her cunt a waterfall, soaking my pelvis and my thighs, her pretty moans music to my ears
She's close, I can tell from how her pussy's gripping my cock, how she's throbbing
And I know what she needs when she's right there
"Cum for me jagi", I murmur in her ear, "Want your pretty pussy coming all over my cock for me"
"Yoongi, oh god"
She falls apart at the next move of my fingers, orgasming all over me
"Yes baby. Don't stop", I murmur, her body shaking against mine, pleasure from her orgasm washing over me
It feels so fucking good and I wouldn't have it any other way
Her legs start to close as her orgasm continues
Letting go of her boob, I grip her thigh, holding it open
"Keep your legs open", I demand, "I didn't tell you to close them. I'm not done with you yet baby"
She nods, "Ok naekkeo"
"Good girl"
After she finishes, I hold her around her waist and keeping her leg over mine, I pull my hips back, feeling every inch of her pussy tug on my cock as I pull out to my head
"Ready for me jagi?"
She nods
I thrust my whole cock back into her, slamming her spot, her scream of pleasure sounding in the room
I move quickly, fucking her pretty pussy, incredible pleasure washing over me
Her pussy squelches with every thrust, the pornographic sound turning me on more
I pound into her, spreading her hole around my length, making her cunt cream every inch of my cock
She leans back, her arm moving around my neck, her lips crashing into mine
I throw myself into her kiss, my tongue against hers, kissing her hungrily as I fuck her pussy wide open
The kiss is messy, our tongues all over each other's and it's so right in this moment
She moves, pulling me out, then climbs on top of me, sliding down my cock to the hilt
"I need you baby", she murmurs, bouncing on my cock right away
Fuck, I need her
I move us, leaning against the couch cushion, my hands on her thighs
As she comes down, I thrust up into her cunt, going in so deep
"Yes, Yoongi", she cries, grinding on me when I'm all in
I watch her slide up my cock, her pussy cream coating my cock, making a big beautiful mess
She comes down, her pretty swollen lips wrapped around my length, her hole opening and straining as she takes me
Sliding my hands up, I push her shirt up and off, watching her pretty boobs bouncing in my face
She tugs on my shirt, whining as she rides me and I get the hint
As soon as my shirt is off, she leans her hands on my shoulders, fucking the life from me
The pleasure is exquisite and the view of her on my cock, the pleasure in her face is mesmerizing
I love this girl more than anything in this world
I start moving again, thrusting up into her pretty hole as she bounces down, the bliss increasing for both of us
"Yoongi, yes...yes baby", she pants, her gorgeous brown eyes on mine
"So fucking good jagi. Such a good girl for me", I murmur, the throbbing of her pussy becoming extremely hard and tight
We fuck each other, both sweating and the next thrust has her screaming as she cums
"Yoongi", she cries, her pussy squirting, soaking me, her head back, her hips rocking, eyes closed, her fingers digging into the skin of my chest
Ecstacy tidal waves over me, stars explode in my vision, my hand squeezing her thighs hard as I go over the edge, filling her cunt with my cum
"Joanne! Jagi!"
"Yoongi! Yoongi!"
I help her rock on me to prolong the bliss for both of us, my body shaking involuntarily
God, it's so fucking amazing
She's amazing
As we finish, her rocking slows down until she stops
Her eyes meet mine, a soft smile on her face
Her hand cups my cheek, her fingers stroking my skin, a loving look on her face as she gazes at me
"I love you"
My heart pounds in my chest, like it always does when I hear her say those words
"I love you", I tell her, smiling at her too
She leans down, her lips meeting mine
I immediately fall into her kiss, her arms moving around my neck, mine around her waist
As we kiss, we move, laying down, her body against mine, her soft skin against mine, our legs tangling together
Holding onto each other tightly, we cuddle and kiss each other with no intention to stop
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Video Game
Pairing- Jungkook x Named Reader
Word count- 4.6k
Includes- Oral, brief blow job, missionary, JK has sex while playing video games, argument, pussy eating, cum eating, sex, makeup sex, missionary, cock riding, from behind, multiple orgasms, fluff
Tag List- @mingtina @jaxminnie @yeosayang @delightfulmoonbanana @tannie13 @y00nzin0 @marsstarxhwa
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Jungkook POV
âC'mon Jo, stopâ, I say
âKookie!â, she whines
âBaby, not nowâ
She moves away from kissing my neck to sit next to me
âKookie! Youâve been playing that game for over an hour! Why did you ask me to come here if youâre gonna play that stupid game the whole time?â
âItâs not stupid. Iâm almost doneâ, I answer
âYou said that an hour agoâ
I donât answer her
I know sheâs right but I canât stop right now
She's pouting and sheâs so adorable
She comes back over to me and starts pulling at my pants
âBaby!â
âOh shush Kookie. Iâm not asking you to stop playing. Just take your pants and boxers offâ
I roll my eyes but stand, still pounding the buttons on the controller
She pulls down my pants and boxers
I step out of them then immediately sit down, eyes glued to the screen
Iâm just about to beat the high score and be number 1
Then I feel her mouth on my cock, sucking on me and I jump
âJesusâ, I yelp
âYou were already hard and Iâm boredâ, she says then goes back to sucking on me
Fuck
It feels so goddamn good
Iâm having a hard time concentrating on the game
I want both but I canât do both at the same time
She moves her head all the way down and my cock goes in her throat
God, sheâs so good at blow jobs. Iâve never had anyone give me ones like she does
She sucks and licks me the same time and I moan while trying to steady my hands to keep playing
After a few minutes she stops
âSeriously? I thought that would get get you to stop.â
âSssâŚsorryâ, I say, missing her mouth on me, âBut I canât stop nowâ
âUnbelievable.â, she yells, âWhatever Iâm going home.â
She walks around me, on her way to the door
Fuck
I donât want her to leave
I want her here, thatâs why I asked her to come
Shit
Then I get an idea and I pause the game
I get up and grab her arm
âWait babyâ, I say
âOh youâre finally done?â, she rolls her eyes
âUh no. But I have an ideaâ
I pull her to me and kiss her
Then I pull her pants and panties down
I pull her to the floor with me and lay her on her back
I open her legs and thrust inside her
We both moan
Fucking hell, she feels incredible.
I start moving in and out of her, our moans getting loud
I grab the controller and unpause the game, fucking her while I play
âYou have got to be kidding!â
âShh baby. It feels good right?â, I ask
âYeaâ
âI can do both at once, so let meâ
âSeriously?â
âYeah baby. Just hold your legs open and I can make you feel incredibleâ
âYouâre not even paying attention to meâ
âPlease baby? Just let me do thisâ, I ask
âFineâ
I move harder and she moans
God it feels so good, I just want to close my eyes and feel her
But I canât, I have to win
Iâm extremely competitive and I know itâs a fault
Because Iâll put winning a game over sex with my girlfriend
âHarder Kookie. I need moreâ, she whines
I move harder
I keep playing the game while moaning at the same time
Itâs getting more difficult in the game and I have to concentrate harder to win
âJungkookâ, she yells, slapping at my side
âHuh?â
âYou stopped movingâ
âWhat?â
âYou stopped moving!â
I glance down at her and she looks annoyed
âOh sorry babyâ, I say, then start moving again
âAlmost. Almostâ, I whisper
The pleasure from her is taking over but I just have one thing left in the game
I want to throw this fucking controller down and fuck her so hard but I canât
I need to win
I make the right maneuvers and I win just as I cum in her
âYes!â, I scream from winning and the intense pleasure, dropping the controller and grabbing her hips, holding her to me
After, I move back and pull out
âARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?â, she yells
I look down and I know I fucked up from her face
âUh Jo..â
âShut upâ, she roars, getting up
âJo, Iâm sorry, IâŚ.I..â
âDonât Jungkook. I donât care what you have to say.â
I fucked up really bad
She pulls on her underwear and pants
âWhere are you going?â
âTo get the fuck away from youâ, she snaps
âNnn..no donât goâ
She gives me a dirty look, opens the door and walks out
I scramble pulling on my pants and run after her
I catch up to her in the living room
âJoanne, waitâ, I call as I grab her arm and turn her around
âNoâ, she yanks her arm from me
âPlease donât go.â
âNo Jungkook. I came here to see you. I tried to get you to pay attention to me. But all you cared about was your stupid game!â
Sheâs right
She did try to get my attention
She tried to talk to me, hug me, kiss me and give me a blow job
But I ignored her
For a game
That is now looking more and more stupid to me
âIâm sorryâ
âNo youâre not! You fucking had sex with me while you were playing the game! You werenât even paying attention to me. Then you fucking cum and leave me laying there. Iâm not some whore who you can just use for sex and to get off while youâre doing something else. And the sex sucked by the way. You didnât even get me remotely close to being turned on.â
Damn that hurts
She usually screams from how good it is
But thatâs not the worse thing that bothers me
She canât really think I see her as a whore?
I mean I messed up but I would never think that about her
âJoanne..â
âNo Jungkook. Fuck you. You always do thisâ, she shouts, âYou always ignore me for some stupid game or sport or something idiotic that you can do later. Iâm sick of itâ
She turns and walks to the door
âOh and let me tell you something Jungkook. If you want to act like a kid and play video games all fucking day, then donât have a fucking girlfriend!â
She slams the door and in seconds I hear her driving away
Did she just..
Did she break up with me?
âDamnâ, I hear Tae say
I glance in the living room and I pale as I see the guys sitting there watching me
Theyâre watching a movie and we interrupted them
They heard everything
âYou fucked her while playing a video game and didnât even get her off?â, Yoongi asks incredously
âNevermind that, he picked a video game over her? Her?â, Hobi says in disbelief, âHave you seen your girlfriend Jungkook?â
âI think she broke up with you, manâ, Jimin adds
âI think so tooâ, I whisper, my eyes filling with tears
I walk away from them and to my room
I canât lose her
I love her
Sheâs everything to me
Weâve been together for six years, since we were sixteen, when we met at school and fell in love
She stayed with me through everything with BTS, even when it was hard and I didnât have much time for her
She's the only girl I love
The only girl I want
The girl I want to marry and spend my life with
Why did I have to be so stupid?
Sheâs right, I do do this all the time Sometimes I donât have a lot of time to spend with her because of how big we are
Our schedules are packed
So I should be spending all the time I have free with her and only her
But thereâs always a video game I want to play or something else and I donât spend as much time with her as I should
I havenât been a good boyfriend to her lately
And sheâs had enough
But the thought of not being with her scares the crap out of me
I want her forever
I love her so much
I canât see my future without her
I canât see me without her
I canât see her with someone else
Itâll kill me
I have to fix this
Somehow, I have to fix it.
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She hasnât answered any of my calls or texts in the last three days
And weâre so busy getting ready for a tour that I have no time to go to her apartment
Iâve begged her to answer me, to text me back or answer the phone
But nothing
I really fucked everything up this time
But today I asked Namjoon if I could have a few hours to go see her and try to fix this
He was cool with it so Iâm on my way to her apartment
Itâs Saturday
Sheâs a teacher and she doesnât work on Saturdays
I get to her door and Iâm so scared
I hope she talks to me
Iâve been miserable without her these past three days
I miss her so much
I knock on her door and wait
A minute later, the door unlocks
It opens and sheâs standing there
Rolling her eyes
âWhat do you want?â
I wince
Yeah sheâs still mad
âUh I wanna talk to youâ, I mumble
âOh now you want to talk to me? You done with youâre video games and now you want me? Yeah sorry but Iâm busy right now.â, she snaps
âOh uh, what are you doing? Can I just talk to you for five minutes?â
âNo. Iâm busy playing a video game, so I canât now.â
That stings
Thatâs how I probably sound when I say it to her
No wonder sheâs mad
âPlease Jo?â, I beg
Another eye roll
âWhatever, you can talk while I playâ
She turns and walks away into her apartment
I follow and close the door. When I get to the living room, sheâs on the couch playing a game on her Nintendo switch that I bought her
I sit next to her but she ignores me
âUh Jo? Can you talk to me?â
She waves her hand, âYeah talk, Iâm listeningâ
Her eyes never move from the game
I start talking anyway
âJoanne, Iâm sorry. I messed up and I want to fix it. I should of put the game away when you got to the dorm. I was just so obsessed with winning that I ignored you. Then trying to have sex while playing the game was a bad idea. I honestly wanted to throw the controller down when we were⌠but I couldnât. Itâs my stupid obsession that made me not do it and Iâm sorry."
She doesnât answer and when I look at her, sheâs still absorbed in the game
I donât know if she even heard me
And Iâm getting pissed
Iâm trying to make everything better and sheâs not listening
"Joanne!â, I yell
âHuh?â, she says, still playing
Not even looking at me
âDid you hear what I said?â
âWait what? Oh yeah, I heard youâ, she answers
âWhat did I say?â
âUh something about you wanting to win.â
Unbelievable
She didnât listen to a damn thing
Iâm fucking pissed
I reach out to grab the game and she says in a serious voice, âTouch my game and Iâll break your arm.â
I gape at her and she slowly looks up at me
âDonât fucking like it huh?â
âW..what?â
âYou donât like it when Iâm not paying attention to you or not listening to you while Iâm doing something else right? It bothers you? Makes you feel like youâre talking to a wall? Like youâre not important? Like something else as dumb as a game is more important than you?â
No, I donât like it
It hurts and itâs messed up
Then I realizeâŚ..sheâŚshe did it on purpose
She ignored me on purpose
âYou..you didâŚâ, I start
âYeah I did.â, she interrupts, âI did it on purpose so you know what itâs like. What itâs like being in a relationship with you. What it feels like to be constantly ignored.â
I donât have any words to say
She tosses me the switch and I look at it
Itâs not even on
âBut unlike you, I still listened to what you said. I heard everything. And you know what? Itâs too fucking late Jungkook.â
No, she canât mean that
âYou couldnât even last five fucking minutes of me ignoring you before you got pissed and tried to take the game away. Iâve dealt with that for years and Iâm sick of it. I donât need a boyfriend whose going to ignore me or make me feel like Iâm not important or choose a fucking game over me. Especially when he doesnât have much time to spend with me in the first place. I can find someone else who can treat me better than you.â
Those words are like a punch to my heart
Because itâs true
Thatâs the worst part
Sheâs not lying at all
And I feel horrible
I hated every second of her ignoring me and it was only for a short period of time
She must feel like I did all the time
I donât want her to leave me or find another person
I can fix everything
âSo you can leave now Jungkook. Iâm done.â
âNoâ, I finally say, tears threatening to spill from my eyes, âNo Joanne, Iâm not leaving. I love youâ
She snorts, âYou donât act like it. Words mean nothing Jungkook if you act the complete opposite from what youâre sayingâ
âIâm sorry Joanne. I can fix it. Iâm sorry it had to come to me feeling what you feel to make me realize that I fucked up but I can make it better. I wonât ignore you, I swear. I wonât pick a stupid game over you. I swearâ
She starts shaking her head and my heart is squeezing in my chest
âPlease Jo, please. Give me another chance. Please. Youâre the most important thing in my life and I love you so much. Iâm so so sorry I hurt you but Iâll make it up to you, I promise. Just please baby donât leave me. I canât be without you.â, I beg, tears falling from my eyes
Iâll do whatever she wants
I donât care
Iâll get on my hands and knees and beg her
I love her so much
There isnât any other girl for me
Just her
I donât want anyone else
âPlease baby. Youâre all I want. I donât want anyone else. Just youâ
I can see hesitation in her eyes and I pray that she agrees to stay
She takes a breath and the silence is fucking tearing me apart
âIf it happens again Jungkook, Iâm done for good. Nothing you say will make me stay. You have one chance. Thatâs it. Donât fuck up, donât make me regret this.â, she says quietly
Relief floods my body. I instantly move closer to her and pull her to me, hugging her tightly
It takes a few seconds but when she puts her arms around me and hugs me back just as tightly, I feel like I can breathe again
I got her back
And Iâm not fucking up this time
I wonât let myself
Because I wonât be without her
Ever
I pull away from the hug and look at her beautiful face
âI love youâ, I tell her
She smiles a small smile, âI love you Jungkook. So much. Thatâs why is hurts so much when you ignore me. I want you so much but you rather play a game than be with meâ
âNot anymore baby. I promise. I swear Iâll never ignore you again ok?â
She nods
I move her hair out of the way and I kiss her gently on her soft lips
Iâm so happy when she kisses me back
The kiss becomes more heated and I love the feeling of her tongue on mine
I push her back on the couch, my lips still on hers
I kiss the side of her mouth, her jaw and her neck
âJungkook⌠I donât think..â , she starts
âShhh baby. I messed up last time we were together. You said you werenât even turned on. So Iâm gonna fix that.â
She whimpers and I smirk against her skin
âIâm going to make you feel so good baby. Iâm gonna fuck you so hard, youâll be screaming for more.â, I say between kisses to her neck, shoulder, collarbone and chest
She moans
âIâm gonna make you cum so much, you wonât be able to move after. Iâm gonna make everything up to you. All I want is to hear you scream from how much you love it. Ok?â
She nods, little moans slipping out
I want to make her feel amazing
Ever since the last time, Iâve been feeling upset that she didnât enjoy any part of it
So tonight is all about her
Iâm just going to enjoy how she feels and listening to her
I donât need to orgasm, I want her too. A lot
And Iâm gonna make it happen
I pull her shirt off and unclasp her bra, running my tongue across her nipple and feel it get hard
I start sucking on it and she moans loudly making my cock hard
Fuck, I love listening to her
She sits up and rips my shirt over my head, kissing me hard
I kiss her for a minute then push her back down
I trail kisses down her body to her stomach, where I leave hickeys on her skin
Seeing the marks I give her get me off
I pull at her pants, kissing further down her body
When I get to the top of her pants, I kiss her skin as I slowly pull her panties and pants down
I lock my mouth on her clit the second her pants are low enough
âFuck!â, she cries
I suck on it and her body shakes
Jesus
I love her reaction to me
I keep sucking and licking her clit while I pull the rest of her pants down
I have to stop and sit up to get everything completely off
Then I tear her legs open and attach my tongue to her pussy
âKookie!â, she yells and holy shit, I love the way she tastes
I missed it so much
When I lay my tongue flat against her and lick, she shouts loudly
Her hands go into my hair and it feels good
My hair is super long now and I love when she plays with it
And pulls it
I wrap my arms around her thighs, holding her legs open wider so I can get more of her
Eating her out is one of my favorite things to do
âKookieâŚIâŚKookieâ, she moans
I clamp my lips on her clit again and suck hard
I know sheâs close and I get so excited
The way her cum tastes blows me away
Sheâs fucking delicious and I canât get enough of it
âJesus, Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!â, she yells as she cums
I move my tongue and lick her pussy, tasting her and moaning when her cum hits my tongue
âFuck baby, you taste so goddamn good.â, I moan
She whines as I keep going. My tongue slides up and I flick her clit with the tip of my tongue over and over
I know this drives her crazy
I know her body so well. I know what can make her insane
What can make her cum instantly
What can make her cum again and again
Within a minute, sheâs pulling my hair hard and moaning, orgasming again
I keep licking her in the same place and she cums again
So good
âFuck Jungkook, I love your tongue. It feels so fucking good.â
I smile
âYeah baby? I love tongue fucking you. Youâre pussy is my favorite place to beâ
Another cry comes from her mouth
âMake me cum again Jungkook. I want to cum again.â, she begs
God, itâs so hot when she begs
âWhere do you want to cum?â, I tease
I also want to hear her say it
It gets me off
âOn your tongue baby. In your fucking beautiful mouthâ, she cries
âYeah Jo. I want you to cum there too. So give it to me.â
I slip my tongue in her pussy and lick her there
She loves that
âJungkook!â, she screams, coming on my tongue and tasting fucking amazing
I move away, stand up and grab her, throwing her over my shoulder and carrying her to her room
I also sneak an ass slap in there too and she giggles
That sound is adorable
I throw her on her bed on her back, taking my pants and boxers off in record time and before she knows it, I have her legs open and Iâm slamming in her
âGod Jungkookâ, she yells
I start moving fast, in and out, feeling her tighten on me
Fuck
She feels so fucking incredible
I canât believe I chose a fucking dumb ass game over her
Over sex with her. I must have been fucking high or fucking brain dead that day
Iâll never choose a video game or anything over sex with her, especially if she wants it and wants to give it to me
Hell, Iâll never choose anything over her again
No matter what
I watch her breathing hard and sweating while I work her body good
âI want my baby girl to cum againâ
âMmmmmmmâ, she moans
âCome on baby girl. Cum on my cock. Nowâ
I watch her cum when I tell her to, her body arching off the bed and her screams music to my ears
âYeah baby. Keep goingâ
I feel her clench me again, coming right away
âFuck Jungkook.â
âYou feel so good baby. I love the way your pussy squeezes my cock.â
I hold her legs open and snap my hips, burying myself deeper in her
Iâm looking for something, something I can always find to make her go insane
I slam in again and I hit the place that can make her cum instantly
âYeah baby, I got itâ, I smirk, pounding that one area repeatedly, hard and fast
âYou ready baby because your gonna cum non stop nowâ
I thrust in again
âJungkook!â
She orgasms, her whole body shaking
I fucking love watching her
I pound in again, making sure I hit her where she loves, making her cum again within a few seconds
I slam again
She cums
Another thrust
Another orgasm
Another hit
More orgasm
Iâm not even tired, I can do this all day
Feel her all day
Listen to her all day
I pull out, sit back and throw her down on my cock
I lift her up and slam her down again and again, pound into that spot making her cum again, a second time and a third time in this position
âFuck Jo, how much do you love me making you feel this good?â
âA l..â, she starts but at that second I bring her down hard and she releases again, shouting my name
âA lot babyâ, she finally answers
âIâm the only one who can make you cum this muchâ, I yell
âYesâŚ.fuckâ, she shouts as her orgasm rips through her
âDo you want me to stop?â
âNo, Jungkook no! I wantâŚahhhhhhâ, she screams going over the edge
âI want you to kkkkkâŚ.keep making me cum!â, she moans loudly
âGood girlâ
I bring her down again and again she cums
I pull her off me and turn her around on all fours
Then I ram into her from behind
She puts her face into a pillow and screams
âOpen more baby.â
She spreads her legs open wider so I can get deeper
I find her spot immediately and continue to hit there, making her orgasm over and over
Her screams are muffled because sheâs screaming in the pillow
I donât like that
I want to hear her
âGive me the pillow Jo. I want to hear you scream from the fucking pounding Iâm giving youâ
I grab the pillow from her and her beautiful screams fill my ears
I reach around and use my fingers to play with her clit while I fuck her
I love playing with her body
âJungkook, Jungkook!â, she cries and explodes again
I move harder but this time I wanna tease her
Because the pleasure is astounding and I want to feel more
âDonât cum baby.â
âWhaâŚwhat?â, she chokes out
âDonât cum until I tell you. I wanna see if you can be a good girl and listenâ
âBbbbutâŚbutâ, she stutters
âBut what? Youâre not gonna be a good girl for me?â
âYesâŚyes KookieâŚIâll be a good girlâŚ.Iâll tryâŚâ, she answers
I slam in deeper, harder
Just after that one thrust, I feel her about to lose it
âNo babyâ
âHhhhhhhâ, she whines
She manages to stop herself
But after a few more rams, she starts tightening up again
âI said no Jo!â
âJungkook!â, she growls
âYou have to wait now baby. I let you cum so much already. You can wait a few minutes.â
I thrust in a few more times and she cries, âJungkook, I canâtâŚI canâtâŚhhh..â, she trails off
I feel her trying so hard not to cum
My poor baby
So I let her
âCum nowâ, I yell and she instantly orgasms
âJUNGKOOK!â, she screams
I watch my cock go in and out of her
She came so many times and my cock is covered with it
Itâs a fucking amazing sight and I canât hold back
The pleasure of her pulling and clenching me is too much
âBaby, can I cum? Please baby? Can you let me?â, I beg
I wonât if she says no but I hope she says yes
âMake me cum one more time Kookie, then you canâ
She looks over her shoulder at me with an evil smirk
Sheâs so evil and I love it
I pound faster in her, slamming into her over and over
She tightens on me, screaming as she climaxes again, causing me to cum in her right away
Itâs fucking fantastic
âFuck Jungkookâ
âGod, Joanne! Joanne!â
âJungkook, fuck , fuck, yes!â
I pull out and collapse next to her. Her body is still shaking, sheâs face down and sheâs breathing really hard. I pull her closer, kissing her shoulder, then laying my head on it
Her skin is hot so I blow on it, moving her sweaty hair off of her back and neck
âI love you Joanneâ, I whisper to her
âI Love you Jungkookâ, she says sleepily while running my fingers in her hair, putting her to sleep
Iâll let her sleep a little before I wake her up with another orgasm
I told her Iâd make her cum all night and I will
She turns her head to me, with her eyes closed. I kiss her cheek and she smiles
âSing to me Kookie. Please?â, she asks
âOk baby.â
I start singing, âEuphoriaâ to her.
For me, the song is all about her
Sheâs the reason for my happiness
Sheâs my everything, my world
And Iâm never letting her go
I watch her, as I sing my girl to sleep.
Then I lay my head on her back and fall asleep too
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Desperation
Pairing- Wooyoung x Named Reader
Word count- 4k
Includes- Wooyoung is horny and desperate, pussy eating, cum eating, cock warming, cock riding, missionary, multiple orgasms, so much fluff
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J POV
"Please Jo, please", Wooyoung begs, looking at me with desperation, "Please can I have your cunt wrapped around my cock?"
Ok what the fuck?
This is so not what I was expecting when I came over to hang out
"Are you on crack?", I ask, genuinely confused
He's never expressed a desire to have sex with me
Ever
He's never even expressed any attraction to me so what the fuck is this?
"No I just....I can't cum", he whines, "I haven't been able to cum in like three months"
I raise my eyebrow, not believing him at all
He has many fuck buddies he can use
Staff members willingly open their legs for him at the drop of a hat
"You're telling me you haven't fucked anyone is three months?", I scoff
"I...I did but I wasn't able to cum", he tells me, "I don't know why. I stopped fucking other girls three months ago and just jerked off instead but it didn't work either"
"You've been jerking off your whole life, what do you mean it's not working?", I ask in disbelief, "You forgot how to move your hand?"
"It's not working!", he cries, his body shaking, "Please, I'm so hard, I'm so horny all the time. I need some relief. I'm going insane"
I just raise my eyebrows at how desperate he sounds
Like he's about to lose it
"Let me see", I say, not knowing what the fuck I'm doing or why
He nods, standing up from his bed and pulling his sweatpants and boxers down
I look down at his cock and gape
I had no idea he was that big
Or that thick
And I can see what he means when he's saying he's desperate
His cock is so hard, straining, his head red and leaking so much cum, it's just crying from his slit
I don't think I've ever seen a cock that hard before
"Please help me", he whimpers
"What am I supposed to do Woo?", I ask
"Just help me"
I hesitate, "A hand job?"
He shakes his head, "I need to be in a pussy. Your pussy"
I mean it's not as if I don't want that
It's not as if I haven't dreamed of this from the moment I fell in love with him
But this...this isn't him wanting me
This is him wanting to get off because he hasn't had a fuck partner in three months
This is him being desperate to cum and I'm the only one available
"Wooyoung-", I start, not sure I should do this
A hand job is one thing, hell even a blow job is one thing but actual sex....
"Please Jo", he begs, "I'll make you cum too. I'll eat your pussy first"
I raise my eyebrow
Yeah ok that's something I've been dying to see
Him between my legs
But still, this isn't a good idea
This will just make me want him more and I can't have him
"I don't know...", I hesitate
"You don't have to fuck me", he says, distress in his voice, "You...you could just cock warm me. I just...I need to feel a pussy around me"
"So call one of your girls to come over"
He shakes his head, "No. I need your pussy"
Mine?
What the hell does that mean?
"It didn't work with anyone else. I just...I want yours. See if it helps"
Well that's not romantic at all
But at least he's being up front about what he wants
"Please Jo? Please?"
"Yeah fine", I sigh
He nods, dropping to his knees, my heart racing
His fingers hook into my sweat pants, pulling them and my panties down
He helps me take off all my bottom clothes then his gaze moves to my cunt
"Pretty", he murmurs
Without warning he pulls me to him, his tongue buried and licking in my cunt
"Oooh...fff...", I stammer, pleasure exploding in my body
I move beside me, my hand leaning against the wall to keep myself from falling over
"Fuck, you taste so good" he groans, his tongue licking along my slit, between my pussy lips
Fuck, his tongue is so wet, so long, licking in a way he makes sure I can feel all of it
He moves one of my legs over his shoulder, his tongue sinking into my hole and I clench around it hard
"Mmm", he moans, pulling his tongue out then dipping back in
"Wooyoung fuck", I moan in bliss, my hand threading through his hair, the stands so soft around my fingers
One of his hands is around me, gripping my ass and squeezing as he tongue fucks me
I'm so wet, it has to be all over his face
That thought makes me blush hard, wondering if his face will be soaked when he's done and I'll see it
His tongue pulls out, sliding up and licking along my clit, using the flat of his tongue first, then moving it so the tip is massaging it
"Fuck", I cry, blinding pleasure making my body shake, "Fuck Woo. Yes baby"
As his tongue lavishes my clit in licks, his fingers push into my hole, wiggling around, making me shiver
"So fucking wet for me", he groans erotically
Just as soon as his fingers are there, they're gone
Then they're back, then out again
I don't know what he's doing but he does this a few more times, almost like he's getting his fingers or hand wet with my juice
He whines in my cunt, his mouth wrapping around my clit sucking desperately immediately
I shiver, my legs shaking at how fucking incredible it feels
Through the bliss, I hear a rhythmic wet sound, him groaning and moaning as he sucks on me
It sounds like he's jerking off
I look down to find him desperately slurping around my clit, his eyes closed like he's in heaven
Looking further down, I get so tuned on seeing that he is indeed jerking off
His hand is wrapped around his cock, stroking himself, the veins in his beautiful arm popping as he moves
His cock is glistening and I realize that he's using my pussy cream to jerk himself off
That's why he kept putting his fingers inside my cunt
He wanted to use my cream as lube
I will admit that turns me on like nothing else, making chills run up my spine
I watch him suck on me and jerk off, the bliss getting overwhelming
The next tug of my clit has me falling into my orgasm, intense pleasure exploding in my body as I cry out his name
"Wooyoung. Oh god, Wooyoung!"
His eyes open and are on mine instantly, watching me cum as he sucks me through it, his hand letting go of his dick and squeezing my ass, pushing me as close to his face as I can be
I can't, he's so fucking hot, it's mind boggling
As the pleasure fades, his eyes hold mine as his tongue moves down to my hole and slowly licks up
Pleasure enters his brown eyes as he moans, "Oh fuck, you taste so sweet princess"
His tongue keeps licking as he eats my cum, swallowing again and again
"So fucking good. God fucking damn"
I'm shocked as he cleans my pussy, not knowing what to say
When he finishes, he stands up and my face heats up at how wet his face is
His lips, his mouth, his chin and neck are glistening in my cum
He smirks, licking his lip then wiping his mouth, my legs wobbly
He takes his bottom clothes completely off then sits on his bed, half leaning on his headboard
"Please", he whimpers
"You...you didn't cum while you were jerking off?"
He shakes his head, "I told you it doesn't work. Please princess, sit on my cock. Please"
Well here goes nothing
Climbing in him, I get in his lap, him already holding his cock up for me
I'm really doing this
It's kinda surreal
Leaning on his shoulders, I lower down onto his head, taking him in, moans immediately spilling from his mouth
I push down, feeling his unbelievably hard thick cock forcing me open so pleasurably
He's so big it's almost like he's too big for me and I have to push down hard
"Fuck!", he yells, his head leaning back against the headboard, "So tight, oh my fucking god, so tight"
I go down slowly, my pussy getting wetter and clenching harder the more inches I take
He feels so fucking good, it's insane
"Oh my god, I'm gonna...", he cries as I slide down his cock more, "I'm gonna blow my load, I'm gonna-"
His nails dig into my hips as I feel his cock throb hard, warm cum shooting in my pussy as I keep taking his dick, his body shaking under me
I'm so shocked
He really just came from me getting him in
And he's not even fully in yet
"Joanne fuck, yes baby", he shouts, lifting his hips and sliding his cock fully inside me as he orgasms, "So good. Fuck so good"
I clench around him, whimpering as his head nestles against my spot, my pussy involuntarily throbbing around him
I feel so full of his cock, so full of his cum and it's completely satisfying
Of course, leave it to him to feel the best inside me
His body stills, his eyes opening, gazing on me
He lifts his hips again, like he's making sure he's buried in my pussy as deep as he can be
And what I feel is surprising
"Are you...", I say gaping, clenching purposely around him, "Still hard?"
He nods, his eyes on me as he breathes hard
"Fuck me. Please"
That really wasn't what this was supposed to happen
I was just supposed to cock warm him
"Woo-"
"Please. Please. Don't I feel good?"
"Yes", I admit
He does, he feels really good, stretching me out so satisfyingly, his fat head nestled against my spot
"Please fuck my cock", he whines, "You can cum too. Used me to cum. I...I need it. I need your pussy. I need you"
I gaze down into his eyes, seeing want swirled with desire and it turns me on more
I mean I'm already this far, fucking can't be much of a stretch
Maybe I need this
Maybe I just need to fuck him once and I can get over these feelings for him
Probably not, but I'm already sitting on his cock, I might as well go all the way
I nod and he smiles his beautiful smile that takes my breath away and it's so not fair
His hands move up from my hips, pushing my shirt up my body as he sits up
I move my arms through the sleeves, letting him take it off, followed by my bra then I get his shirt off
I gently push him back and get my first close up look of my best friend shirtless
And I choke on air
Broad muscular chest, abs cut into his stomach, the tattoo on his ribs so fucking sexy
I slide my hands slowly down his body, starting from his shoulders, to his chest then to his abs, just feeling how soft and warm his skin is
I move my fingers to his tattoo, slowly tracing the words, his skin shivering under my touch, making me smile softly
"Fuck", he murmurs and when I look up at him, he's biting his lip, looking at me like how I must be looking at him
Like I'm everything he's ever wanted
But that can't be right
He's probably just shocked at seeing me naked is all
It's then I noticed his hands moving all over my body, touching my hips, his fingers trailing up my body, running over my sides, making my skin tingle
He cups my boobs, softly squeezing, his thumbs running over my nipples making me wetter on his dick
"You're fucking beautiful", he murmurs, shocking the fuck out of me, "Fucking perfect"
I blush but remind myself that it's just because he's never seen me naked before
And the fact that he wouldn't tell me I'm ugly
Wooyoung can be dense but he's not mean
"You're beautiful Woo", I tell him, his eyes meeting mine, his cheeks turning pink
"Ride me?", he asks shyly
Which is completely the opposite of the way he acts around me
He's always loud, at times obnoxious, funny, confident
Never shy
It's something completely new
I just nod, putting my hands flat on his chest, then moving my legs, sliding up his cock
The drag of his dick feels so good, sending shivers up my spine, my pussy desperately clenching on him to keep him in
"Fuck", he whimpers, his eyes glued to my pussy
When I get to his head, I squeeze hard, then push down, the feeling of his cock opening me up so delicious
"Woo", I moan, bottoming him out, his head rubbing my spot, making my body shudder
I move slowly at first, up and down his length, moving just a bit faster with each bounce
"Yes baby. Feels so good", he groans, his hands gripping my hips hard
I get a good pace going, bouncing on his extremely hard dick, enjoying the way he feels moving in my pussy
I slide my hands down to his abs, leaning on them as I slip up and down, moving my hips in a circle as I take him all in, grinding on his head
Each rub of his head against my spot zaps bliss and lightening up my spine and I can't help but softly moan his name often
"Wooyoung"
I increase my speed, leaning back on his legs, throwing my head back the more the bliss gets
"Fuck, I didn't know you knew how to ride cock", he murmurs, watching me move on him
I nod, "Yeah, I do"
Most guys are terrible at getting me to cum so I always ride them after a few other positions to make sure I cum too
I've gotten very good at it
"This pussy is so pretty, swallowing my cock like this", he whimpers, "So fucking wet, creaming my cock so fucking much. I didn't know a pussy could cream like this"
"Do you like it?", I ask, closing my eyes, falling into the pleasure he's giving me, my pussy spasming around him harder
"Love it", he answers, "Are you always this wet?"
I shake my head, "Not this much"
I do get wet but I'm completely drenched now, so much so that the squelching sound my pussy is making as I fuck his cock is so fucking loud
It's never been this loud before
"It's just for me?"
I nod, "Yeah Woo. You make me this wet. You make me this turned on"
"Fuck", he murmurs, my cunt choking the life from his cock
I'm so close, just a few more bounces
"Woo, I'm gonna cum", I mumble, moving my legs as fast as I can, riding him like I've never ridden anyone before
"Please cum", he begs quietly, "Wanna feel you cum so bad"
His begging with the next bounce does it and I explode all over his cock, shouting his name, the ecstasy washing over me
"Wooyoung", I moan, not knowing which way is up
All I can do is ride the pleasure, my hips rocking on his cock, his head massaging my spot and keeping me in bliss longer
"Yes, oh fuck, you feel so good! Princess I can't...it feels...fuck", he chokes out, pushing his hips up, making sure he's buried deep inside me
My whole body shakes and I have to lean forward, my hands on his abs as I ride it out on his amazing cock
As the pleasure slowly leaves, I slow down my rocking until I'm finished, so out of breath
That was a fucking amazing orgasm
Before I can say anything, he sits up, pulls me against him and rolls us over
He moves on top of me, my legs moving around his waist on their own, his soft, warm, sweaty skin against mine
It feels so fucking good
He looks down at me with an unreadable expression as he gazes into my eyes
I can't tear my gaze from his intense one, wondering what he's thinking
His finger runs along my cheek as he leans down, his lips capturing mine in a mind altering kiss
My entire body floods with fire, every atom alight and awake
I feel dizzy, my head spinning as I kiss him back, never wanting it to end
My arms move around his neck, holding him close as he pushes his cock back inside me
Burying inside in one stroke, he grinds against me as his tongue moves in my mouth, deepening the kiss
I'm in total heaven, never wanting this to end
He kisses me silly, his hips pulling back, the drag of his cock sending tingles up my spine
He snaps his hips forward, his cock sliding back in, the tip rubbing my spot
I moan in his mouth, clenching on his dick tightly
As he moves, he makes sure he goes in deep, his pelvis rubbing my clit, sending stars into my vision
His arm leans next to my head, his other hand softly playing with my boobs as he thrusts faster
His lips separate from mine but I shake my head, my hand moving to his cheek, "No Woo, kiss me. Don't stop"
He smiles softly, his smile so fucking dazzling, then his lips are back on mine, kissing me passionately
I begin moving my hips, meeting his thrusts, my arms wrapping around him, my hands on his strong back
His muscles move under my palms, his skin soft and sweaty
It does nothing but turn me on more
We move together, my legs tightening around his waist as the pleasure becomes more and more
We both moan, clinging onto each other and I never want this to stop
I want to keep his warm sweaty skin against mine, want to keep running my fingers in his soft hair, keep his lips against mine
That would be my dream come true
"Princess", he murmurs between kisses, his hand taking one of my hands, lacing our fingers and holding my hand firmly, "Princess, fuck, so good"
"So good Woo", I agree, kissing him, the feeling of his hand in mine so right
His cock plunges in and out, the feel driving me crazy, the bliss almost too much
I'm close, my pussy gripping and choking his length
"You're gonna make me cum princess", he groans breaking the kiss, his face moving into my neck, his hips rolling into mine, plunging his cock in at a dizzying speed, "Oh fuck, you're gonna make me cum"
"Wooyoung", I cry, ecstasy crashing over me as another mind blowing orgasm over takes me
I can't think, I can't tell which way is up, all I know is I'm in incredible pleasure, screaming his name
His hips fuck harder into me as I cum, yelling, "I'm coming. Fuck, princess, I'm coming, fuck!"
His cock barrels in, throbbing hard as his warm cum fills me for a second time, his hips pressing against mine, keeping his length inside me
My pussy can't help but pulse around him, milking his cock for all his cum
"Yes, Wooyoung, fuck", I moan as he moans, "Joanne, princess, so good baby, fuck, fuck, fuck"
I finish first, coming back down to earth, holding him as he finishes, running my fingers in his hair and kissing his shoulder
He shivers against me, lifting his head, his gorgeous brown eyes on mine through his wet sweaty hair
He smiles, then leans down, kissing me so softly and in this moment I'm utterly happy
He moves off me, laying down next to me, cuddling into me, his face nuzzling in my neck and I'm surprised
I thought he'd just get up and want to hang like nothing happened
"Mmm princess", he murmurs, his arms wrapping around me, holding me firmly against him and I just can't help but turn into his embrace, snuggling into him too
If he wants to cuddle, I'm going to take it
He sighs contently against my neck, his fingers running in my hair and it feels so good
"Baby", he sighs, "I love you"
I stop breathing, wondering if he knows what he's saying
Wondering if he's joking
Wondering if he knows he just upended my world
"Princess?", he says, a nervous tick to his voice
"Woo...what...what are you doing?", I ask
"I don't understand-", he starts
"Are you playing a joke on me?", I ask quietly, hoping he's not because that would be unforgivable, "Are you just saying-"
"No!", he exclaims, lifting his head, his eyes on mine, "I'm not playing a joke! I would never do that"
"So...you...mean you actually....", I trial off, almost afraid to believe it
"Love you?", he asks, his fingers trailing down my cheek softly, "Yeah Jo, I'm stupidly in love with you"
My heart skips a beat, it taking a few seconds for it to sink in
"Yeah...why do you think I was begging it to be you?", he asks softly, "If I wanted to fuck, I could of gone to the club and picked any girl. I could of called any fuck buddy like you suggested"
I mean yes, he could have
"I just...I couldn't be with anyone else. Anytime I tried, I just wanted you, kept thinking about you and my dick...wouldn't work with anyone else. I couldn't get hard with anyone else. And if I did...I didn't stay hard long enough for sex"
My eyes widen at that
He's never had a problem fucking anyone else before
"I'd just....lost interest because it wasn't you"
"You're kidding", I gape
He shakes his head, "No princess. Once I realized I love you, no other girl did it for me or held my interest. And yeah while I was desperate tonight, I wanted just you. I knew it would only work with you. It had to be you"
Me
I'd have never thought it would be me
Or it'd be more than sex
"I just...I didn't know how to tell you", he says shyly, breaking eye contact and looking down, "And right now, having you in my arms, finally cuddling with me, it felt right and I just said it"
I lift his face to mine, stroking his cheek softly, looking into his eyes
"I love you Wooyoung", I tell him, his eyes widening as a smile forms on his face, "I have been in love with you for so long you don't even know. I thought you'd never see me"
He shakes his head, "I did see you princess. I just didn't know how to tell you how I felt until tonight"
I smile, "I'm glad you did baby. All I ever wanted was you"
"You have me princess", he assures me
"You have me baby", I tell him, "I love you"
"I love you baby", he whispers, his lips against mine in a sweet loving kiss and I melt into him
After, we settled back in each other's arms under his blanket, my fingers running in his hair
"Mmmm princess", he coos, against my neck, "Tomorrow I have a photo shoot. You're coming with me right? I know you don't have work tomorrow"
I giggle, "Yeah baby, I'll come with you"
"Mm hmm. And you'll come to more performances? I need my girlfriend watching me on stage and waiting backstage for me to shower me in kisses and tell me how good I did"
I laugh, kissing his soft lips, "Of course my high maintenance baby"
"And I need to be with you every night, to see you and fuck you and cuddle you and tell you I love you and sleep with you in my arms", he continues, "It's non-negotiable"
I smile, so fucking happy, "That can definitely be arranged baby"
"Good", he says, snuggling closer, "We can start tonight. You're staying with me"
"Yes sir", I laugh, holding him tighter
"I love you princess", he whispers, kissing my neck
"I love you baby", I answer
I close my eyes, ready to fall asleep in my best friend and boyfriend's arms
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J POV
"I found my soulmate Jo!", Elena gushes
"Oh yeah? That's great!", I answer, getting jealous and disappointed
I'm glad I'm on the phone with her instead of in person. That's way she can't see my face
"Yeah! He just came into the Starbucks and when I asked his name he said Stefan. I was so excited and I asked him his last name. He said Salvatore. It's the name that's been in my head since I was born! I had a feeling when I first saw him"
"Did you tell him your name?"
"No he asked if I was Elena Gilbert before I could tell him! It was him!"
"That's crazy. And so out of nowhere", I reply
I'm trying so hard to stay cheerful for her
"It's just like they say Jo. You can feel that they're yours. You just know. The love is there and it's like everything wakes up in you."
Sounds amazing. Too bad I'll never find mine
"I'm happy for you Elena. You're so lucky"
"Don't worry Jo. You'll find yours"
I hold back a snort. Yeah right. Not with the name I'm stuck with
"Yeah I hope so."
"I gotta go. Stefan is coming over and he'll be here soon"
Already? That's quick. I mean I know he's her soulmate but she doesn't know him like that. What if he's a serial killer? But it's her life
"Ok Elena. I'll see you soon"
"Yeah Jo. Ok. Bye!"
"Bye", I answer and hang up
I sigh. It's so not fair
"Urgggg", I whine
That's my last friend who didn't have a soulmate. Now they all have one and Elena's gone. Once they get their soulmate, my friends all drop off the face of the earth. They're with their soulmates 24/7. So now I'm alone
I haven't found my soulmate. I don't think I ever will. The name in my head is not something that anyone would name their kid
The name of my soulmate is "V"
One letter. One fucking letter. Never going to happen. I've had people contact me because they had my name in their head
Joanne Summers
Easy. But when they tell me their name, it's never V. Never. And I've given up
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I close the door to my apartment, sighing. I just got off of work and I'm dead tired from the commute. I just want to eat, watch TV and then sleep. After showering and getting into my pjs, I flop on my couch, turning the TV on. Opening the Uber eats app, I order some food, then watch TV
Looking up I see I'm watching Jimmy Fallon. Eh he's ok and I'm too tired to care what I watch. I'm just waiting for food. I scroll through Twitter, glancing at the tv now and then. Screaming comes from the tv and I look up. What the hell?
A group of Asian men come onto the stage and the crowd gets louder. A group of very handsome Asian men. Who are these people?
"We have the biggest kpop boy band here tonight. BTS!"
BTS?
Who the hell is that? And what is kpop? Jimmy asks the guys to introduce themselves and I grab the remote to change the channel. I don't know who they are and I don't care
Pointing to the tv, I'm about to change the channel when I hear, "Hi guys, I'm V"
I stop dead in my tracks and look up at the tv
Did he say...V?
Which one said it? I don't know. The last one speaks and says his name is J-Hope. Which one is V?
I sit on my couch, my mouth hanging open and eyes glued to the TV. Jimmy is asking them questions and one of them keeps answering and talking. Is he the front man? Is he V?
Five minutes later, Jimmy asks another question and the one who keeps answering hands the mic to the one next to him saying, "Suga, answer"
Suga? What are these names? I'm guessing their stage names like Avenged Sevenfold has. Suga answers and hands back the mic. I find out the one who talks a lot is RM and that they other ones aren't that great in English. Some are better than others. Jimmy asks certain members something and they answers. There's three that haven't spoken yet
"V, what do you think?", Jimmy asks
RM hands the microphone to V. And I see him for the first time. And hear his voice. He's fucking beautiful. More beautiful than I am, hands down. And his voice is so deep. Can the name in my head be his stage name? He's the only person I've ever heard call themselves V. His English is alright.
During the commercial, I Google BTS and find out kpop is Korean pop music. So he's Korean. I don't speak Korean. I don't live in Korea. He does. Because of course he does
When Jimmy Fallon comes back, BTS performs a song, it's called "Butter". It's in English. I watch V and he has a beautiful singing voice. And he can dance. All seven of them are amazing
When the show ends, I grab my laptop and go back to Google
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I've been up for hours. I'm going to have to call in sick tomorrow. It's almost four a.m.
I've fallen into a BTS hole
I really like their music. They're videos are amazing and their dancing is incredible. I read all about them and I found out their real names
What V's real name is
It's Kim, Taehyung
The members call him Tae, Tae Tae and Tayhungie
Adorable
All the members seem like kind, generous and honest people. They care and love their fans who are called ARMY. They're really all just big goofballs having fun
V is a year younger than me. He's twenty six and I'm twenty seven. BTS is huge, bigger than the Beatles used to be. And I instantly know, there is no way I can ever get in contact with V. Not unless I go to Korea and basically go broke buying albums for the chance to get a ticket for a fan meet. So I found my soulmate, maybe, but I'll never be with him. He'll never know me
I can't even guess how many fangirls tell him they're his soulmate. He's one of the maknaes, the younger members and he is the bias of so many girls. He's voted the most handsome man and he's the most popular member. Why would he believe me?
And how many Joanne Summers are in the world who are his fan? My name is common. My chance is zero . Still I have to try
I'm in the middle of writing a message to him. I'm going to send it through Weverse. I read that the members answer their fans more on there. And my post will be public but I don't care. If he sees it, then I don't care what anyone says. I can't think of anything else to do
So I post a simple message and hope he reads it
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Tae POV
I'm eating breakfast with the guys. We came back to Seoul after the Jimmy Fallon show. I crashed on the plane and all day yesterday
Thank god we have today off
I check my phone while I eat. Instagram, Twitter, Weverse. So many people messaging us. I scroll through the "to V", messages on Weverse. Some are in English, Korean and other languages. I try to answer as many as I can
I see a long message from someone and it catches my eye because her name is Joanne
The first name of my soulmate
I basically have given up on finding my soulmate. There are so many girls messaging me that they're my soulmate but it's never true. I don't know how I will ever find her or how I'll know it's the right girl. But I can't just not read her message especially since she has my soulmate's first name
She wrote the message in English. I can read and understand English but I rather read it in Korean. Taking a bite of my sandwich, I hit the translate button and start reading-
"Hi. My name is Joanne Summers and I think you might be my soulmate. I just saw you on Jimmy Fallon tonight and heard you call yourself V. The name of my soulmate is V. I know you may not believe me and have lots of girls say they're your soulmate but I swear I didn't even know who you were until tonight. I basically have given up finding a V, and I'd like to meet you to be sure if you are my soulmate or not. I know I sound insane and I'm sorry. I understand if you never answer me. I don't even know if you'll see this. But if you do thanks for reading.
-Joanne
I gasp and drop my sandwhich
"Tae what's wrong?", Jimin asks
I hear him but I can't answer him
I can only stare at the message. And I know it's real. I know it's her. Because she said that the name of her soulmate is V. Every other girl whose ever messaged me says my real name is in their head
Kim, Taehyung
But this girl....she said V
And her name is my soulmate
Joanne Summers
"TAE!", Namjoon yells
I look up to see the guys looking at me
"I...I found her", I whisper
Yoongi raises his eyebrow, "Found who?"
"My soulmate"
"Uh ok, how?", Hobi asks skeptically
"She messaged me on Weverse"
"Seriously Tae? You can't believe that", Jin answers
"It's true.", I insist
"C'mon Tae, we all get so many messages from girls and guys saying that they're our soulmate but they're really not.", Jungkook scoffs
"She said the name in her head is V", I blurt
They all stop and look at me
"V. Not Kim, Taehyung. V. No one ever said the name of their soulmate is V. They always use my name."
"That's different. I don't think anyone has ever used our stage names before.", Jimin muses
"What's her name?", Hobi asks
"Joanne Summers"
"The name of your soulmate", Namjoon realizes, "Maybe it is real."
I nod. I think it is. I have to meet her to see
"Be careful Tae. I see that look on your face. You want to meet her. Just be careful", Jimin warns
I just nod. I'm not dumb, of course I'll be careful. Now I have to think of a way to contact her. I can't do it on Weverse. Everything there is public. I have to use Twitter or Instagram and message her privately. But how am I supposed to know which Joanne Summers is her?. I log onto Instagram and search her name . So many profiles come up
I sigh and click on the first profile
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Oh my god I found her. I've been on this goddamn app for over an hour, looking at every profile with her name. I know this is her because in her small profile description the only thing there is V. And a link to her Twitter
I take a few minutes to look at her pictures since her profile is public. She doesn't have that many. I click on a picture of her. And my breath catches in my throat
She's gorgeous
Beautiful deep eyes, stunning smile and long hair dyed pink
Going back to her profile I click on her Twitter. I decide to follow her. But first I change my private Twitter bio to include, "It's me. V", in English. Then I click follow on her profile and wait
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J POV
My alarm clock goes off and I want to die. I want to sleep more. But I have to go to work. I called out yesterday but I can't today. It's just the commute to the city that kills me. Over an hour going and coming back. It's exhausting but there's nowhere else I can do my job in New York. And I don't want to move. Not yet anyway
I sigh, forcing myself up and into the bathroom I get dressed quickly and grab my phone, throwing it in my bag without looking at it. I'll get some tea and food on the way to the train
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I hate being on the subway. Weird fucking things happen on the subway. I avoid eye contact as much as I can. Which means I look at my phone. Which I'm going to do now
Taking out my phone, I look at it for the first time today. Nothing much.nBut I assumed as much. Like I said all my friends are with their soulmates so no messages for me. The only thing I have is a Twitter notification. Someone followed me. I click on the notification. I want to see who's following me, hoping it's not a weirdo
The name is in Asian characters. I have no clue which language, so I can't read the name. And the picture is of a painting. I scan the bio and my heart stops
There in English, it says, "It's me. V"
Is it really him? I have no idea. But I need to take the chance. So I follow him back. I know that if he's in Korea it's a twelve hour time difference. It's 9:30 am here, so there it's 9:30 pm there. Hopefully he's still up
So I send a message
"Hi. Is this V? For real?"
Hopefully he'll answer. Maybe I found my soulmate
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My phone buzzes as soon as I get into work. It's a Twitter notification for a message
"Hi. Yes this is V. I saw your message on Weverse. I think you're my soulmate too. The name of my soulmate is Joanne Summers. You're right that many girls tell me they're my soulmate. But you are the first one to tell me the name in your head is V. That's why I think this is real."
As I'm reading, another message appears, with a phone number
"This is my cell number. Can I have yours?"
I'd usually say no but he spoke about the message I sent on Weverse. And said my name is the one in his head. And that he thinks this is real. I hope I don't regret it and I send my phone number
I'm about to send another message when my phone starts ringing. A video call. From the number V sent me. I rush into my office and sit down, picking up the phone
The guy on my phone is the guy I saw on the tv the other day
And my god he's gorgeous. He's staring back at me and I'm aware that I have to talk
"Hi"
"Hi", he answers
Fucking hell, his voice
"Are you V?", I ask
He nods, "You are Joanne Summers?"
I nod
"I uh sorry. I no speak English well", he says
"Oh, that's ok. I don't speak Korean"
Then I think of something
"How did you write the message to me in English?"
"Oh. Uh I write in Korean. Namjoon uh write what I write in English"
Ok, he got RM to translate. I don't have anyone to translate what I write into Korean except Google translate. And that is known for being wrong a lot
"I'm sorry I don't have anyone to translate things to Korean", I tell him
"It's ok. I can uh read and uh... understand English. But writing and uh talking no much"
He makes a writing gesture to show me what he means
"I uh want talk to you more. Are you work or school?"
I want to talk to him too. Get to know him and see if this is real
"Yeah I'm at work now. I just got here."
"Ok where you live?"
"New York"
He nods, "Twelve uh hour time, not same"
I get what he means. He's talking about the time difference. I nod
"When work done?"
"Five", I say, holding up my hand with five fingers up
"Oh. I sleep then"
"Yes ok. When do you wake up?"
"Different times. Sometimes six, but a lot eight or nine"
I nod, "It's night time here then. I can talk to you then"
"Ok. And I can talk to you when night here"
That sounds great
"Ok", I agree
"I come to uh U.S. in May. For Billboard awards and tour. I have uh show in New Jersey. I want to see you", he tells me
He wants to meet me? I want too as well.
"Yeah that sounds good", I answer
"I uh want to message too. Is that ok?"
I nod, "Yeah"
He smiles and shit it's beautiful
"Ok. I go now and you can work"
"Yeah ok V."
He shakes his head, "Tae. Call me Tae"
His real name. He wants me to call him by his real name. I feel so fucking giddy
"Ok. Tae", I agree
"Bye Joanne. We talk later"
"Ok Tae. Bye"
He smiles at me, waves and I wave back. Then he hangs up. And I sit stunned
He got back to me. He actually called me. And he wants to keep talking to me. And meet me
This idol, this famous singer, wants to meet me. And he thinks I'm right, that we are soulmates. He's coming in May. In two months. It seems so far away
But I've waited for him for years, I can wait two months
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2 months later
Tae POV
"So I can see you tomorrow?", I ask her
She nods, "Yeah. Just tell me where you want to meet and I'll be there"
"Oh, I come to your job? I like museums"
"You wanna come here?", she asks
I nod
"Well ok. I can meet you here.", she agrees
"Good. At one?"
"Yeah that's good for me", she answers
I smile, "Ok. I see you tomorrow"
"Ok. Bye Tae", she says
I love the way she says my name
"Bye Jo"
She smiles, then hangs up. I'm so excited to finally meet her. After the first day I spoke to her, she's never left my mind. I think about her all the time. We text all day and night. We video call twice a day. We talk about everything. I've been practicing English and having Namjoon teach me more so I can speak to her. I've gotten better over the last two months. I still have a lot more to learn but at least I can talk to her. And I've fallen in love with her. She's an amazing person, she's beautiful and she's everything I want. And I know that even if she's not my soulmate, I'm going to ask her to be mine
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I scan the area as I walk to the New York Museum of Natural History. She works here but took today off so we could meet. I hope she's not annoyed that she had to come back to where she works. She's told me she's a paleontologist
I didn't know what that was and she explained she works with and studies prehistoric life, mostly dinosaur bones in the museum. That's amazing. I never heard of someone doing that. I'm hoping maybe she can take me to the back where she works and show me some cool stuff
I get to the stairs and look for her. She said she'd be by the stairs, behind the statue. Scanning the area, my eyes land on a girl with light purple hair. She changed her hair since I first spoke to her. To light purple. I did too
Mine is black now
The girl has her back to me but her head is moving like she's looking around. Maybe looking for me. I pull down my mask, take off my sunglasses and cap, so she can see that it's me
The girl turns around and I see that it's her
The second our eyes meet, something wakes up inside me and I know. She's mine. I found her. I feel unconditional love for her and the need to be with her. Everything around me fades away until I'm just focused on her
"It's you", she says, "I found you"
I nod and walk straight to her. I need to be near her.When I get to her, I pull her to me, my lips on hers in a second
Fireworks blast in my body and I feel like I'm complete
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J POV
I see Tae standing in front of me and I know. Everything that all my friends told me happens when you see your soulmate in person for the first time is true. I know he's my soulmate. I don't know how I know but I do. Honestly I fell for Tae these past two months
I love him
But the love for him that bursts in my body now is more powerful than what I felt before. He's mine. I belong with him
"It's you", I say, "I found you"
I can't believe I found him. He walks straight to me, pulls me in his arms and kisses me
The second his lips touch mine, fire races through me
I slide my arms around his neck, getting as close to him as I possibly can. He deepens the kiss, slipping his tongue in my mouth. Oh my god. His kiss is fucking incredible
When it ends, he pulls back and looks down at me. He's everything
He moves hair from my face and tells me, "I love you"
Complete happiness bursts in my body from hearing him say that
"I love you", I tell him
He smiles and I find his ARMYS are right. He has a boxy smile and it's stunning . He leans down again and kisses me. I know he's going to have to keep kissing me all the time because I'm addicted
He pulls away and asks, "Want to go inside?"
I nod and he takes my hand, lacing our fingers together and we start walking to the entrance
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Tae is so much fun. He loves taking pictures and is constantly snapping pictures with a camera he brought. He keeps his hat, mask and sunglasses off, telling me he doesn't care if people recognize him
"Jo", he calls and I turn around
He holds up his phone this time and I smile. He's been taking so many pictures of me with both his phone and his camera. I didn't want him to at first but then he told me that he wants pictures of his beautiful soulmate on his phone so he can look at them anytime he wants. And I couldn't say no after that. But I know what he means, I'm taking a lot of pictures of him too
"Come Jo, selfie", he says
"Ok Tae", I answer
I go next to him and he holds out his phone. We smile for the first, make silly faces for the second and then he kisses me for the last one. Turning to me, he runs his fingers in my hair
"You so beautiful baby. I so lucky", he murmurs
I'm completely floored. He's lucky?Yeah right. I'm lucky
"No, Tae I'm lucky to have you. You're the best man I could ever ask for"
He smiles so widely, "Thank you Jo. You the best girl. I was scared I don't find my soulmate ever. Because I am idol. I'm so happy I found you. You make me happy"
I can't, he's the best guy ever. The things he's saying to me, it makes me happy that I can make him happy
I touch his cheek gently, "You make me happy Tae"
Smiling, he leans down, his lips against mine in another sweet kiss. God I love his kisses. I want them all the time. I'd be happy just sitting together and kissing all day
He takes my hand again as we walk around. He always wants to be touching me somehow. Holding my hand, having his arm around me, moving my hair. And I fucking love it
We walk around the dinosaur exhibit. He was so excited to come here since he knows what my job is
"Wow", he says, looking up at the T- Rex skeleton
He takes a picture, then holds my hand again, walking to the next dinosaur. He lifts my hand and kisses the back of it. I blush and smile. He's been doing that also. Just kissing my hand. He's so romantic
"Jo, can you uh show me where you work?", he asks
"You want to see that?"
He nods, "Yes"
I shrug, "Ok. Come on"
I lead him to an elevator and we go to the floor where I work
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"This is a what?", Tae asks confused
"A Utah raptor claw", I repeat
I find the picture of the dinosaur online and show him
"This uh claw from that?"
I nod and point to the claw on the picture
"Can I hold?"
"Sure. Just be careful."
He slowly lifts it up, his eyebrows raising
"Heavy"
"Yeah. The bones are a lot more heavy than you'd think"
He places it back down
"More?", he asks excitedly
I just smile at how cute he is. We've been here for about half an hour. He wants to see everything and honestly I don't mind at all. No one really cares about what I do so it's nice to have someone interested. I close the drawer with the raptor claws and open the one under it
"Teeth?", he questions
"T-Rex teeth", I correct
"T-Rex?", he gasps, "Dinosaur king? Big one yes?"
God he's so fucking cute. His English has gotten better but sometimes he still speaks in broken sentences. I think it's fucking adorable. I can't speak Korean for the life of me so I have no place to judge his English
"Yeah Tae. The big one we took a picture by"
He nods, picking up one tooth and looking closely at it, "Have you uh dig up dinosaur too?"
"Once. I had to take a class that sent me to Colorado to help dig up a dinosaur that was found"
"Was fun?"
I nod. It was but it was also nerve wracking. I had to make sure I didn't break any of the bones while digging
"What dinosaur you dig?"
"Uh it was a triceratops"
He just looks at me, "I uh don't know name, just what look like"
"Hold on", I say going back on my phone and finding a picture
"This one", I say, showing him the picture
"Oh yeah. Three horns. We see that too in museum"
We did, he took a selfie in front of it
"What is your favorite dinosaur?"
"That's easy", I answer, pulling up a picture of the dinosaur, "Velociraptor"
"Ooo like the movie? Jurassic world?"
"Yeah like the movie. But they weren't that big"
"No?", he asks, confused
"No Velociraptors were the size of a chicken"
His eyes widen, "That little?"
I nod, "Utah raptors were the size of the ones in the movie"
"Oh. That the claw in the drawer yes?"
"Yeah baby"
He nods, putting the tooth down and I open the last drawer in this cabinet
"What is that? Not bone"
This drawer has small to large lumps in it
"Uh no. That's dinosaur poop"
Shock fills his face and he looks over at me
"Poop?"
I laugh at his expression
"Yeah Tae. Dinosaur poop"
"Why poop?", he asks disgusted
"Because Tae, the poop tells us what the dinosaurs ate"
"Oh I see. But still, yuck"
"You don't want to touch it?", I tease
"Ah no thank you", he day, shaking his head
"Ok baby", I giggle, closing the drawer
I turn back to him, "What do you want to do now? See more back here or go back to the museum?"
He doesn't answer, instead he comes closer and kisses me. My whole body is shocked as soon as his lips touch mine. I love how my body reacts to this kiss. I just get so happy
"I don't care. I want to be with you. Whatever you want, I go", he whispers to me
Pulling him back for a kiss, he puts his arms around me, holding me against him. God, I love being in his arms
"Do you want to go somewhere else?", I ask
"Yes. I go with you"
Should we go somewhere else in the city? Or should we go back around my apartment? There are parks there but it's not central park
"Do you want to stay in the city?"
He shakes his head, "You no like city. I know you come to work. We go somewhere else"
"No Tae. We can stay. I don't want to ruin anything for you. Whatever you want we'll do baby"
I don't want to take him away if he wants to be here. He doesn't come here often and it's not fair for me to be selfish
"I want you. I see New York before. I want see where you live"
"You want to go to my apartment?", I ask surprised
I'm worried that'd be boring for him
He nods, "I want"
Well if he wants to, I guess it's fine
"Ok. We can get a Uber or take the train"
"Can....can we take train? I already drive everywhere. I never go on train"
Right, of course he can't, he's an idol
He'd get swarmed on trains or buses
"We can go on the train baby but aren't you worried people will recognize you?", I ask
He shakes his head, "I have hat, glasses and mask. I'm ok"
"Ok", I answer and wait for him to put everything on. He's right, all the stuff hides who he is. As long as he's safe, I'm good. I take his hand and we leave the office
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Tae POV
The New York subway is.... interesting
So far, there have been people asking for money and a group of people dancing and performing in the train car. Joanne told me not to look because they'll expect me to give them money. I kept switching my gaze between her and the performers
It's crazy that they do this in the subway
Once it was done, they did ask for money. Some people gave them some but most didn't. I don't care about giving them money but Joanne told me not to. I don't know how things are done here so I'm going to listen to her. After awhile, the train stops and everyone gets off
"Uh"
"It's the last stop baby", she says, taking my hand and leading me out of the train
"Ok pumpkin. We go to your apartment now?", I ask
"Yeah. We're going to my car and I'm gonna drive home"
I nod. I know she has a car. She told me she drives to the train station, parks her car, then takes the train. It's a lot just go get to work. I don't know if I could ever do that every single day. We get to her car, get in and she starts driving
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"So this is my apartment", she says
She showed me all of her apartment and we're back in her living room, sitting on the couch
"I like it", I answer
"Yeah? It's probably kinda smaller than you're use to"
"Oh no. It's great. I share with seven people. You get all space by yourself"
She smiles at me, "Yeah but sometimes it gets lonely. You have the rest of the members with you if you need to be around someone"
She's not wrong. I do have my own room when I want to be alone and I can go into the living room when I want to be around people. Everyone is always there
"What about you family?"
"Oh uh yeah I don't talk to them. I don't have any brothers or sisters. Just my parents and they're not nice people"
That upsets me. I can't imagine being without my family. They're one of the most important things in my life. But she had no one for so long
"You have me now", I answer
Her smile widens, "Yeah I do. And you have me"
God, I love hearing that. I do have her. And I'm never letting her go.
Moving closer to her, I crash my lips to hers. She throws her arms around my neck, pulling me closer. I can't stop kissing her. It's like after the first one, I just can't stop. And I love the feeling I get from her kisses. I pull her on my lap and she comes, still kissing. Her hands go in my hair and it feels good
I cautiously run my hands up and down her body. I want to do more but I don't know if she wants to. If it's too soon. Keeping my hands by the hem of her shirt, I play with it, lifting it a little but not too much. She moves her hands from my hair to my shirt and she pulls it up and off
Leaning back, her mouth drops open as she looks at me, "Fuck Tae, you're perfect"
The look on her face tells me she's telling the truth. I'm so happy she thinks that about me. I don't have abs like Jungkook or Jimin. I actually have a little tummy and I was self conscious about it around her. She touches my chest and runs her hands all over me
I close my eyes against her touch and just enjoy it. Her hands are soft and warm against my skin. She slides her hands up my chest, up my neck, touching my face as she leans to me and kisses me softly
When she pulls away, I open my eyes and just tell her, "I want you. So much"
She smirks, "Yeah baby?"
I nod rapidly
She kisses my cheek, then whispers, "Well you're in luck baby because I want you so much too"
"Yeah?", I ask
She nods, "Don't stop"
I pull her to me in a kiss, sliding my hands up her shirt and finally touching her skin. Fuck, she's so soft and smooth, I absolutely love it. Pulling her shirt up, I take it off and throw it somewhere, her lips back on mine in a second. I unclasp her bra taking it off as well
Touching her boobs, I moan against her lips. Kissing down her neck, she leans back as I get to her boobs, holding them up. Putting her nipple in my mouth I suck on it, feeling it get hard right instant. And her nipple isn't the only thing that gets hard
She moans, gripping my upper arms tightly. Going to the other nipple, I lick it over and over, it getting hard against my tongue. Fuck I'm so turned on. When I move back, she stands up, grabs my hand and pulls me with her
I follow her and we go in her room. She leads me to her bed and she sits on it, moving me in front of her. Her hands move fast on my jeans getting them undone and pulling them and my boxers down right away. I watch her lick up and down my hard cock, pleasure slamming my body
"Fuck", I whisper
She takes me in her mouth, sucking right away
"Oh my god!", I yell
I can't, it feels so good
And watching her turns me on so much more. I feel her tongue licking me all over as she sucks harder
"Baby oh god", I moan
She sucks on my head while jerking me off. I don't know which feels better, all I know is that I'm in so much pleasure. She takes her hand away and moves down my cock more, putting all of me inside
When she starts sucking, my body shivers from the pleasure. She nods her head, up and down, burying me in her tight throat each time. My god, it's amazing. Each thrust into her throat brings me closer and closer until I snap
"Joanne oh fuck, baby, baby!", I shout, coming, bliss crashing over me. I feel her swallow on my cock over and over making the pleasure last longer
"Mmmm", she groans, "So good"
My mouth drops open
"Ggg..good?", I stammer
She moves off me, looking up and smiling, "Yeah Tae. Good. You taste good"
Jesus Christ, I can't wrap my head around that. Instead of thinking about it, I gently push her back on the bed and pull off her pants and panties slowly. I take a second to look at her naked body. Oh my god, I can't fucking breathe. She's fucking so beautiful, so hot, so perfect
Running my hands up her body, I lean over her, kissing her again. I love how her arms immediately go around my neck, holding me close to her. Getting on the bed, I lay on my back and pull her to me
"Up", I tell her, moving her on top of me until she's right over my mouth
I can't wait to eat her out. Pulling her down more, I lift my head up and lick her
"Ttt... Tae", she whimpers
I keep going, licking all over, just feeling her on my tongue. And she feels good. She's already so wet and it tastes good. I move my hands on her ass and squeeze
"Mmmm", she moans
Stopping for a second, I look at her pretty pussy, her clit throbbing hard. I want it in my mouth so badly, so I wrap my lips around it and start sucking hard and fast
"Oh my god Tae!", she screams
I can't help but smile at her scream. I'm so glad I can make her feel so good. Still sucking on her, she moans, grabbing my arms tightly. Her clit throbs against lips, sending pleasure down to my hardening cock. I groan, slurping on her clit, her moans getting louder and louder
"Taehyung!", she screams, coming and shaking above me
I lick her cum and I'm so surprised at how good she tastes. I've gone down on girls before but I never really liked the way they taste. But her....I love it. And I know I'm always going to want it. When she finishes I keep licking her to get her to cum again. I swipe my tongue on her over and over, feeling her get more wet. Sliding down to her hole, I push my tongue inside, feeling her pussy squeezing, making both of us moan
I move my tongue in and out of her hole, fucking into her, her sweet juice drowning me. After another minute, she yells my name as she orgasms again and I lick up all her cum
"Mmm so good baby", I murmur
When I finish, I grab her hips, I move her down my body until she's right over my cock
"Please baby", I beg
She bites her lip, nodding at me. Pushing her down on me, my cock gets so wet and warm from her, her pussy the tightest I've ever felt
"Oh shit", I moan as pleasure slams right into me
"Are you ok?", she asks worriedly
I nod rapidly, "You just....fuck...so tight....feel so good"
Jesus I just went in and I already can't talk
"You...you like it?", she asks
"I love it", I gasp
She leans over me, kissing my lips softly. God her kisses are everything. I bury my hands in her hair, sliding my tongue in her mouth. Hers touches mine, sending chills down my spine. I feel her hands slide in my hair and touch my face. Goddamnit I love her so much
She moves back and smiles at me, giving me a quick kiss. Then she sits up and starts moving up and down my cock slowly
"Oh god", I moan
The pleasure is so intense and I've never felt this good before. Moving quicker, she bounces on me and takes my hands, putting them on her body
"Touch me Tae"
Hell yes. My hands slide up and down her body touching her everywhere I can
"You're hands feel so good baby", she whimpers
God she's everything. And she loves me. That's the best part. She loves just me. She just wants me. I'm so fucking happy
"Tae", she moans
She's going to cum. I can feel her throbbing hard. And I've never been more excited for a girl to cum on me
"Tae"
She's right there, so I thrust up into her
"Oh fuck", she cries
"Come on baby", I whisper, moving up into her again
"Taehyung oh fuck", she cries, getting so tight on me as she orgasms
Pure fucking pleasure washes over me as she cums on me. Oh my god, it feels amazing. But I knew it would. I knew being with her would be the best. I had no doubt
The pleasure on her face makes me happy and makes me want to give her more. Holding her hips, I thrust into her while she orgasms, making her scream louder
"Baby-"
"It's ok baby. Again"
She starts moving slamming down as I thrust up. I hit inside so much deeper and I love the feeling, the fast pulsing her cunt is doing around me
"There Tae. Oh shit right there", she moans
I slam up and she shouts
"There?", I ask
"Yes!"
She likes it there, in that spot and I'm going to give it to her. I move faster, making sure I slam into where she wants, her pussy covering my cock in so much cream, making a huge pretty mess
"Fuck!", she cries, orgasming again and holding onto my cock so tightly
"Fuck", I gasp from the pleasure
She shakes on top of me so I just hold her until she finishes. I sit up, holding her to me and rolling her over so she's under me. Kissing her lips hard, I push back inside and start moving slowly. Her hands are on my hips and she slides them up my back slowly, touching everywhere and her fingers leaving fire all along my back. I shiver from her touch and I feel her smile against my lips. I pull away from her, touching her face softly
"I love you"
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J POV
Looking up at Tae, he tells me, "I love you"
Happiness explodes in my heart. I can never stop hearing him say that
"I love you", I tell him
The smile he gives me is so stunning, it takes my breath away. I'm so lucky I have him. I'm extremely lucky I found him. I would never have expected my soulmate to be famous. And everything that led to me finding him was pure luck. I know this . But I'm glad luck was on my side
He kisses me again, still moving slowly
I can feel every move, every thrust, every touch and I absolutely love it. He kisses down my neck, whispering to me as he does
"My baby."
He kisses another spot on my neck
"My Joanne"
Another kiss
"My soulmate"
I can't, he's everything
"My Tae", I whisper to him
He looks at me and smiles before pressing his lips to mine. He moves a little bit harder and it feels so good, his cock going so deep, hitting my spot every thrust. His cock is huge, spreading me wide open, the drag of his cock sending bliss through every inch of my body . He's getting me right there, just a few more thrusts
"Tttt.....Tae baby", I whimper
"Yeah baby", he answers, kissing me more
He thrusts again and I snap, ecstacy washing over me as I orgasm
"Oh god Tae!", I moan, clinging onto him, my body pressing into his
"Joanne, oh fuck, baby", he groans, coming inside
I feel his cock move and throb as he cums, his warm cum filling me so perfectly, feeling so fucking pleasurable it prolongs the bliss
"Fuck Tae!", I cry, shaking in his arms
"Jo, oh, so good", he moans, burying his face in my neck
Wrapping my arms around him, I keep him on top of me, running my fingers up and down his back and playing with his hair. Turning my head, I kiss the side of his face and his shoulder
"I love you", I tell him and keep kissing him
He lifts his head, looking at me, "Marry me"
I blink in shock. What? Which is what I say
"What?"
He kisses me, then gets up and leans over the bed to the floor. What is he doing? Did he really just ask me to marry him?. Is he being serious?
He comes back, laying down next to me and I move so we're facing each other. He holds up a ring to me. Oh my god he's serious
"I love you. You are mine. I am yours. I don't want to wait anymore. I come and know if you are my soulmate, I want to marry you. And you are. I don't want to be without you", he says softly, moving hair from my face
I take in his words and I already know my answer
"Marry me?", he asks again
"Yes", I answer with no hesitation
"Yes?"
"Yes", I confirm, nodding, "I love you Tae. I don't want to be without you either"
I don't. I already loved him before I met him today. And the love I feel for him now that he's my soulmate is so much more than before. I don't want to be away from him
It's going to kill me when he has to leave tonight to go back to the hotel. And he has a whole tour to go on. But I want to marry him. He's my everything
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Tae POV
She said yes. I'm going to marry my soulmate. I'm so elated. I came here knowing I was going to propose to her if she was my soulmate. I didn't want to be apart from her if she was. And she is
I don't care about being too young or being famous for marriage. I'm ready as long as it's her. I was scared to ask, worrying about when the right time would be. But it came so easily. I just asked. And she said yes
I kiss her softly, just feeling her lips on mine. She cups my face, deepening the kiss. I love when she touches me. Her hands are so soft against my skin
When we pull away, I take her hand and slide the ring on it. She looks at it, smiling so widely
"Do you like it?", I ask
She nods, "I love it. It's beautiful Tae. Thank you"
There's more I want to ask her but this I'm scared about. But I have to
"Uh Jo. Can we uh talk?", I ask
She lifts her gaze from the ring to me
"Sure Tae"
"Uh Jo, I want to ask if you uh come with me. To Korea?"
"You want me to move to Korea? Don't you live in the dorm with the members?", she asks
"Uh yes but if you come, I move. I live with you"
"And you want to get married in Korea too?"
That I don't care about. We can get married here or there. Wherever she wants
"Whatever you want Jo. That does not matter. But I have uh stay in Korea. Because BTS is there. If I'm not in BTS, I move here with you. But I cannot now. Maybe later but not now"
"I get it Tae. I know you can't leave Korea", she answers
I'm worried she's not going to come. I know I'm asking a lot in a short period of time. She takes my hand, lacing our fingers and kisses the back of mine
"I'll go with you to Korea Tae."
"Yes? You will?"
"Of course Tae. I love you and we're going to get married. I'm not going to stay here when you're in Korea. Wherever you go, I go", she says softly
I can't hold the smile that bursts on my face
"Thank you baby", I thank her
"There's nothing to thank Tae. I'd do anything for you"
"Me too. I do anything for you", I repeat
"Uh I guess this is happening after your tour?"
"Yes we move after tour. I come help you", I confirm
She's moving for me, the least I could do is help her pack and ship everything
She nods, "I'm going to miss you when you're on tour"
I've thought about that too. I knew if she was my soulmate, I wouldn't want to be away from her so quickly
"You uh can come with me", I say lowly
Surprise falls on her face, "I can?"
I nod, "Yes. Before I leave Korea, I tell manager um about..you. I told them you maybe come with me. I told my members the same. They ok. Manager no ok but I don't care."
"Oh, Tae I don't want to get you in trouble if your managers said no"
I'm not explaining this right. I take a few seconds to think
"Uh they no say no. They say it's not a good idea. But not say no. And anyway, I don't care. You come. Please?"
I hope she understands
"Oh, uh but my job Tae."
Oh right. I forgot. She may not be able to get off
"I forgot", I answer
Then I get an idea, "Uh Jo. When you move to Korea, you quit job here, yes?"
She nods
"So uh, you quit now and come with me", I suggest
"I mean I guess I could but I kinda need to make money Tae. I'm going to have to spend a lot of money to ship my stuff to Korea."
I shake my head, "No think about money. I have money. I pay for everything"
"What?", she exclaims, "No way Tae. No"
"Yes", I insist, "I don't care, I pay for you. I take care of you. I want you to come with me. You don't need a job."
"Tae-"
"Jo, only for a little time. When we go to Korea, you find a job if you want. If you don't want work, it's ok. I pay"
She hesitates
"Please baby", I beg
I want her with me. I'll be able to relax on the tour if she's there instead of thinking and worrying about her. I'll perform better if I know she's backstage, watching and waiting for me .And I tell her this, her face softening
She nods, "Yeah Tae ok fine. But, you do not spend a lot of money on me. And I will get a job in Korea. I'm not a moocher"
Moocher? What's that?
"What is moocher?", I ask
"It's a person who just takes people's money, spends it and doesn't work or do anything to help the person who's giving them money"
There is no way I'd ever think she's like that. I know she's not. I know she loves her job and I know she doesn't like just taking things from people
"I know you're not like that baby. Don't worry."
She just nods
"So you come?"
"Yes Tae, I'll come"
Relief floods my body and I pull her to me, her lips on mine
"Time to sleep baby?", I ask after the kiss ends
"Yeah Tae if you're sleepy"
"I am", I nod
"You don't have to go back to the hotel?"
I shake my head
"No, I stay with you. We pack your suitcase in the morning and go to my hotel. I have a show tomorrow"
"Ok baby. Whatever you want"
"You, I want you"
"You have me Tae. Always"
She kisses me again, then lays in my arms, holding me tightly. Playing with her hair, I put my baby to sleep, then I close my eyes
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J POV
"C'mon aegi", Tae says, pulling me behind him, "Don't be uh...nervous"
Of course I'm nervous. I'm meeting his group members. We had to wake up early today because he has to go to sound check and practice for the concert tonight. He asked me to come with him. While I agreed, I'm still nervous. I'm meeting the people who have been his family for the last seven years. What if they think I'm not good enough?
Tae leads me backstage into a room. There are six guys sitting around on their cell phones. Tae starts talking in Korean, making the guys look up. I hear my name in there somewhere
"Hi Joanne", one says to me and I wave, smiling
Tae introduces me to each guy, telling me their real name and stage name. He brings me to a couch where we sit down and I end up sitting next to Jimin on one side
He smiles at me, "You love him?"
I nod and I feel Tae put his arm around my waist
"Yeah a lot"
"Nice but he is a pain in ass", Jimin jokes
I burst out laughing as Tae says, "Hey!"
"Yes big pain and very silly", Jungkook adds
Tae glares at him
"It's ok. I'm a pain in the ass too"
I glance at Tae, smiling and a huge smile bursts on his face
"And anyway he's not a pain."
"Thanks pumpkin"
"Pumpkin? Oh boy he's whipped", Namjoon laughs
"Shush!", Tae growls making me giggle
"It's ok baby", I tell him and kiss his cheek
We stay in the room for awhile while the guys hang out and eat
"Here pumpkin", Tae says, handing me a breakfast sandwich and some juice
"Oh no baby, that's for you guys"
"No Jo, eat it. It's for whoever wants it", Namjoon tells me
"Eat. It's fine", Hoseok says
Tae smiles at me encouragingly and I take the food from him
"Thank you", I say to all of them
Most of them nod, some smile. As I eat Tae is constantly giving me little kisses, little touches and I fucking love it. When we're done eating, Tae tells me that they have to rehearse
"You come baby"
"But your fans"
He shakes his head, "Not yet baby. They come for soundcheck later. Now just us and staff. You can come. Please"
I nod. I want to go with him, see what he does. He takes my hand and leads me down a hallway. The guys are staring out a window and Tae brings me to it. I look outside to see a huge line of people waiting outside
"Is that ARMYS?", I gasp
Tae nods. There are so many people just waiting for them. It's 10 a.m. The concert is at 6. These people are going to be here all day. Just for them. That's amazing
"Wow that's incredible. They love you guys so much"
"Yes. We love them too", Yoongi says
"If not for them, we wouldn't be here", Namjoon replies
I can get that. I think it's so sweet how much they love their ARMYS and everything they do is for them
"Come pumpkin", Tae says, leading me outside to the stage
Tae is handed a green mic and some ear things that he puts in. He takes my hand again and leads me on to the big stage. Music starts and the guys start rapping and singing. Tae leads me down the catwalk while he sings. His voice is so fucking amazing. Both his speaking voice and singing voice is so deep and it turns me on
I move away and watch him during certain songs when they have to dance their choreography. Tae moves gracefully and he's fucking sexy as hell. He's always licking his lips, biting his lip, smirking, acting sexy . And it turns me on so much.
When they finish, Tae comes over to me, "Come Jo. Last song. Then we relax then soundcheck"
"Ok Tae", I answer, taking his hand
We walk to the middle of the stage and he pulls me close to him. He kisses my forehead while the other guys are rapping and singing their part. He smiles at me, then when his part comes, he moves his arm around my shoulder and starts singing
I put my arms around him, looking up at this beautiful man that's mine. When he finishes singing, he smiles down at me, kissing me softly. My heart pounds harder with absolute love I have for him
After the kiss, I hug him, putting my head against his chest. He moves his arm around my waist, keeping me against him. When he sings, I can hear his voice reverberate in his chest. I smile and kiss his chest. I feel him kiss the top of my head when his part is over
When the song ends, he just hugs me while we stand on the stage
"I love you Jo. I'm so happy I found you"
I nod, "I love you Tae and I'm so happy too"
I look up at him and see him moving towards me. I meet him in the middle, our lips meeting in a kiss
Three months later
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J POV
I step out of the plane and into the airport, Tae holding my hand as we walk
"Welcome to Korea", he smiles
I smile back. I'm excited to be here but I'm also so nervous. I don't know Korean that well. I've been practicing Korean more and I'm getting better by talking to Tae. While I can speak it a little, I still can't read it. So I have no idea what's around me, what the signs mean, what the stores are
Tae promises to help me and be with me but I also know he always has a packed schedule. I saw that from spending three months with him and BTS while they were on tour
Constant travelling, constant practicing and concerts. Tae was always tired and I did whatever I could to help him. I'd give him massages, lay with him, hold him, play with his hair. Whatever he wanted, I did
He of course wanted to have sex all the time and of course I wanted to too. I love him and he's sexy as fuck, no way I'm going to say no. And he wants me. He loves me. That still blows my mind
After the tour was over, he came back to New York with me and helped me pack up my apartment. Like he told me, he paid for everything- boxes, tape, shipping costs, even though I yelled at him for it. He'd just smile and kiss me. He's the sweetest thing ever. After everything was sent here, he got on a plane with me and here we are
"You ok pumpkin?", he asks
I nod, "Yeah Tae. I'm good"
"Ok. I call BigHit to get us and we go to our apartment"
"Our apartment", I repeat, smiling at him
He told me he got an apartment last year when the rest of the BTS members were buying apartments but he still lives in the dorm with them. But now that he has me, he wants to live with me. Tomorrow we're going to the dorm to start moving Tae's stuff too
The guys are really nice and they understand that Tae would want to move in with me. They're ok with it. I'm glad. Even though Tae is my soulmate, I don't want to get in the way of his friendships. But everything is going great
"Pumpkin! Car is outside"
He leads me out of the airport right into a car
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"No way Tae!", I gasp as he opens the door to the apartment
The apartment is huge. Well what I've seen so far. Which is the huge living room. With the flat screen tv, game systems, couches and table
"What? Is it not good?", he asks confused
I turn to him
"What? Are you kidding me? I love it", I exclaim, hugging him so tightly, "Thank you baby"
"No thank aegi. I love you. Everything is for you"
"I love you Tae"
Standing on my toes, I press my lips to his. He wraps his arms around me, kissing me back
"Come baby. I show you apartment"
Tae leads me around, showing me the large kitchen, dining room, and bathroom. There's five bedrooms- Tae said one is for me for my books, one is for his art studio he wants to set and the other is for a baby.
"Baby?", I ask laughing
"Uh yes. No now. Baby later. After marry. Few years", he answers, turning red
We're planning to have our wedding for next November and Tae is already thinking and planning things. He's already going all out. It's adorable. I'm glad I found someone who wants to get married and have kids
"Ok Tae. Babies later", I nod
"Babies?", he asks
I nod. I know he wants lot of kids. That's general info on BTS' V. I'm not opposed to it. I like kids and I always wanted my own
"Yeah Tae. Babies. We're having more than one right?"
"I...I want more but I don't know if you-"
"I do Tae. With you, I do"
The smile that bursts on his face is so beautiful. He takes my hand again and leads me into the last room
"Our room", he says
I move into the room looking around. There's a huge bed, dressers, tv, huge walk in closet and a door that leads to a huge bathroom
"Wow Tae"
"You like?", he asks
I look at him, "I love, baby"
He comes over to me, pulling me into his arms. Laying my head on his chest, I just stand with him with our arms around each other, in our room
"Are you tired? It late. You didn't sleep much on the plane"
I didn't. I can't sleep on planes. It's so uncomfortable
"Yeah ok. Are you going to stay with me?"
I want him to but I'm not going to force him
"Of course. I'll always stay with you", he tells me
I kiss his cheek and then we both change. I get into the bed and wait for him to come. As soon as he gets in, he automatically comes closer to me, wrapping me up in his arms
Snuggling into each other, I give him a kiss and tell him, "I love you Tae"
"I love you Jo", he answers, kissing my forehead
I close my eyes, laying in Tae's arms
I'm happy I'm in Korea with him. It's a huge move but as long as I have him I'll be ok and we'll get through anything together
I finally found my soulmate and I get my happily ever after with the best guy I could ask for
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I Still Want You
Pairing- Yoongi x Named Reader
Word count- 4.8k
Includes- Angst, smut, fingering, pussy eating, cum eating, missionary, soft sex, love making, multiple orgasms, fluff
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J POV
She stands against the barricade looking up at him as he performs
She sings along softly to the song, tears falling slowly down her face
He's smiling, happy, having so much fun running around on stage and performing for his ARMYS
And while she misses him so much she's glad he's happy
Even if she's miserable
She was going to surprise him by coming to this show in Seoul, the last leg of his tour
She was going to scream his name, be like a fan girl, hold a stupid sign so he could see her
Then she'd go backstage after the concert was over
She used her own money to buy floor tickets so it could be a total surprise
But she was the one surprised when he broke up with her right before the tour started
Two years together and he just ended it, saying he doesn't feel like the relationship is going anywhere
Saying he wasn't feeling her anymore
It came completely out of left field because up until that point he was acting normal
Then he dropped the bomb
She thinks he met someone else
She suspects he cheated but she doesn't have any proof
But she wouldn't put it past anyone
Doesn't matter anyway because the result is the same
She's heartbroken and without him
She couldn't return the ticket and she didn't want to
She came super early and scored a spot in the front right against the barricade so she can see him clearly
She watches him come down the stairs near her section of the floor, making his way towards them
She knows this is part of his concert when he comes close to ARMYS, high fiving them and taking one lucky fan's phone for a selfie
The ARMYS around her are screaming at the top of their lungs, holding their hands out for him to touch
He smiles as he jokes around, going to reach for their hands then pulling back, then reaching again, laughing the whole time
He's right there, so close to her
She tries to make herself as small as possible, moving her head down so he doesn't see her
She knows that him seeing her will change nothing and she doesn't want to deal with the awkwardness of the momentary recognition
That's not why she came
She came to silently support him and see him in his element for the last time
He just had to pick her section out of all of them
Out of the corner of her eye, she sees him take the phone of a girl literally two people away from her
If he turns his head he could see her face and she's panicking, hoping he won't
He takes a selfie with the phone, hands it back then continues to touch ARMYS hands
She moves her arms, pulling her hood of her hoodie up, trying to hide her face as he goes along the line of ARMYS, blessedly passing by her
She lets out a sigh of relief, then finally moves her gaze up
He's climbing back on the stage, holding the mic and rapping into it
Hugging her body she just watches him perform
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Yoongi POV
'She's here', he thinks as his heart beats into overdrive, his staff drying his sweat, handing him clothes to change into
She came
He knows her from anyone, recognizes her anywhere
He didn't notice her until she started putting her hood up
That caught his eye because he wondered why she was doing that
It's sweltering in the area
And he noticed she was the only quiet one, the only one not holding her hand out
The only one not looking at him, her head down
So as he passed her, he tried to get a good look at her
It's her
His jagi
The girl he regrets leaving
The girl he realizes he loves with all his heart and can't live without
He thought his feelings for her changed
After all they weren't seeing much of each other, especially with him working so much on his album and getting ready for the tour
He didn't feel like he missed her, didn't feel the need to drop everything and see her
He thought he didn't need a girlfriend and he broke up with her the day before he left for the start of his tour
He remembers her crying but she didn't put up a fight
She asked him to stay, to try to work it out, but when he said no, she left it alone
She told him she loves him and he didn't say it back
And he's regretted everything since that day
He fooled himself
Because total communication shutdown is completely different from the way their relationship was going
He still called her everyday, still heard her voice, sometimes video called and saw her face
And he still saw her, maybe twice a week
It wasn't much but it was something
Physical contact, kisses, hugs, sex, cuddles
Then it went radio silent because he made it that way
After the first show, he realized he couldn't call her to share his excitement
He wouldn't hear her asking him to tell her all the details, wouldn't see her face on the video call as he told her all about it
He wouldn't hear about her day and how she was with him gone
He wouldn't hear her beautiful voice he loves so much
He panicked, completely regretting what he did
That he hurt her
That he gave away the best thing in his life
He was waiting to come back to Seoul so he could talk to her
Apologize and beg her to take him back
He had to do this show and two more for the next two nights then he was going to text her
But she's here now, she didn't give up on him and he can't wait
He has to try to get her back tonight
Stepping on stage, he immediately goes to her side of the arena as his song D-Day starts
He sings into the mic, scanning the crowd for her, trying to remember where she was
He has to go back to the center of the stage to rap the first verse but once he's finished, he runs back to the side of the stage, pretending like he's hyping up the crowd when he's really looking for her
He spots her and his heart pounds, clearly seeing her
She's looking up at him, sadness in her eyes but she's still mouthing the words to the song, her head moving to the beat
She's the only one not going crazy, not screaming or trying to get his attention
But she has it
She has all of it
He just has to get through the rest of this song, the next and the vlive back at his apartment then he can run to her
And he will
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J POV
I wipe my eyes as Yoongi says bye on the vlive
Of course I watched it
I wanted to see him, hear him for the last time
Shutting the computer off, it's done
It's over
He's really not part of my life anymore
That though brings a fresh wave of tears
I thought that maybe there was still a chance that we could get back together
But it's clear that's not happening
From watching clips of concerts, seeing the way he was on stage today, how happy he is in the vlive, it's clear he doesn't miss me
And why should he?
He's everything, I'm not
I just wish it didn't hurt so much, wish I didn't feel like I was dying without him
I don't know how to even begin getting over him
I love him with everything in me and I can't stop
I wish I could just turn it off
But unfortunately I can't
Standing up, I leave my bedroom and go into my living room, grabbing the remote for the TV
I'm not tired and I just need something mindless to watch
It's not like I've been sleeping well for awhile anyway
I took off tomorrow because I didn't know how long the concert was gonna be so I have all night to be awake
Sighing, I turn the TV on and start channel surfing
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My doorbell startles me awake
When did I fall asleep?
What time is it?
Checking my phone, I see it's only been half an hour since I sat on the couch
I must have just dozed
Stupid bell, I could of gotten a good night's sleep if it hadn't woke me up
The bell rings again and I stand up, grumbling to myself about who the fuck it is so late
And getting ready to ream them
Unlocking the door, I twist the door knob and pull the door open, my insult dying in my throat
I blink my eyes to make sure I'm seeing what I think I'm seeing
"Yoongi?", I whisper, confused
Am I still dreaming?
He looks at me, sadness in his eyes and his whole demeanor, a stark contrast from how he was on stage and in the vlive
"You came", he says softly
I am so confused
"Uh, what?"
"You came", he repeats, stepping inside, his arms moving around me as he hugs me, his face burying in my neck
My arms immediately go around him, it feeling utterly good to hold him again even though I'm completely baffled
"You came"
"Came where?", I ask, wanting to know what he means by that
He lifts his head, looking down at me, his fingers pushing my hair back from my face, "To the show. You still came. After everything. After hurting you. You still came"
He saw me?
How?
I went through great lengths to make sure he didn't see me
I didn't want to be seen
"I knew it was you", he says, "You were the only one standing still, the only one pulling a hood up in a sweltering crowd, the only one not trying to touch me"
Well shit
"I'd know you anywhere jagi", he whispers
My eyes meet his at the name he used to call me all the time
The name I loved to hear
"I...I didn't want you to see me", I whisper, "I just...I bought the ticket before we...to surprise you when you came back from tour. I still wanted to go, so I could see you perform one last time"
He shakes his head, leaning his forehead against mine
"Not the last time baby. Please, not the last time"
"Uh Yoongi", I start, "I'm uh...really confused. I haven't heard from you for months and you just show up, acting like....like..."
Like he loves me
Which is impossible as he made it clear his feelings for me changed
"Can we talk? Please?", he asks
I mean yeah
I kinda want to know what's going on
"Yeah", I answer, "Come to the living room"
He let's go of me so I can close and lock the door, then follows me the few feet to the couch
He sits right next to me, taking my hand, holding it tightly
Uh ok
"Jo, I'm sorry", he says softly, "I'm sorry I hurt you for no reason"
No reason?
Not loving me is a reason
He can't help how he feels
"I'm not following", I say slowly, "What do you mean for no reason?"
"What I mean is that I was so wrong jagi. So wrong", he answers, his eyes on mine, "I love you so much"
My heart starts pounding in my chest, a million thoughts in my head
The main one is 'what?'
"I just, I took you for granted baby. I thought I didn't need you because we weren't seeing each other much", he explains, "But I was so wrong. When I realized I couldn't call you, couldn't talk to you, couldn't hear your voice, couldn't see you, I knew I fucked up. I knew I was wrong and I love you with all my heart"
I take all this information in, shock entering my system
"Why...why didn't you say anything before tonight?"
"Because Jo, I didn't have the right to. I hurt you, made you cry, walked away while you were crying for me. You deserve so much more than a phone call of me apologizing and asking you to take me back. You deserve to have that in person. I deserve to beg you to take me back"
I shake my head, "You don't deserve that Yoongi. You don't. You don't have to beg for anything"
"But I will", he whispers, "For you, to be with you, I will"
"I don't want that Yoongi", I say
He never has to beg, I would never make him do that
While it hurt like hell, I understand where he was coming from
If he felt like he didn't love me, then what was he supposed to do?
Force himself to be with me?
That's wrong and would be so selfish of me to want that
"What do you want jagi?", he asks, "I'll do anything you want. Give you anything"
I hesitate
There's a few things I have to know
"I want you to be one hundred percent honest"
He nods, "I can do that"
Ok, here goes
"Did...did you meet someone else? Is that why you thought you didn't love me?"
"No", he says, shaking his head, "There was no one else. Just my stupid brain"
"Did you cheat on me and feel guilty?"
"No!", he exclaims, "Never jagi. I would never do that. I've never done that before. And I'd never hurt you like that"
I nod, satisfied with his answer for that
"How do you know what you're feeling now is real? How do you know you won't wake up tomorrow or in a few days and realize you were wrong again and you don't love me?"
This is what I'm scared of
Him leaving again
I don't think I can do that again
My heart can't handle it
He shakes his head, "My love for you is real jagi. I missed you so much while I was on tour. You were all I thought about, all I wanted to run home to. I felt like I was dying without you. I was going to wait until I finished the next two concerts to talk to you. But when I saw you in the crowd, I just....I couldn't wait. I need you Jo, I love you more than anything. You'll never know how much baby because stupid words can't encompass what I feel for you. You are my everything and I swear, I'll never be that stupid to let you go again. I swear"
I believe him
He has always been honest with me, never sugarcoated anything, never lied
Even when he was breaking up with me he was brutally honest about his reasons
So I know that when he says something, he means it
"Please jagi, please take me back", he whispers, "I swear, I'll do everything to make it up to you. Please jagi"
I reach out, moving my fingers in his hair, pushing it back off his forehead, "Yeah Yoongi. Of course naekkeo. I love you so much"
He gives me his gorgeous gummy smile, then his lips are against mine in a searing kiss
And I'm happy
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Yoongi POV
Her arms wrap around my neck, her lips kissing me back and I'm in heaven
I have my jagi back
I meant what I said to her
I'll never let her go again
I was an idiot once, never again
"Can I stay?", I ask, when the kiss ends
She nods, smiling softly at me
"Please naekkeo. I can't sleep without you"
I nod, knowing exactly what she means
"I can't either baby"
My sleep is always disturbed, tossing and turning when she's not next to me
I've never been so exhausted on a tour as I've been on this one
"C'mon baby", she says, taking my hand and leading me to her room
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"Yoongi", she moans, as I kiss her neck, her naked body trembling under mine, her hands tangling in my hair
As soon as we got into her room, I kissed her, our clothes went flying and here we are, touching each other everywhere
I missed her so fucking much
"Jo, jagi", I murmur, moving my lips down to her neck, kissing her
I'm so fucking happy to be in her arms
I feel like I'm right where I belong
With her
Spreading my kisses down her body, I lick her nipple, then take it in my mouth, sucking on it
"Yoongi", she moans, her hand squeezing my shoulder
I wrap my hand around her other boob, squeezing it, my fingers pinching her perky nipple
"Fuck", she groans
Switching to her other nipple, I suck on it, sliding my hand down to her cunt, running my fingers on her, feeling how wet she is
She's soaked
As I play with her nipple, I push two fingers in her cunt, feeling her suck them in
"Mm so tight baby", I groan, starting to pump my fingers in her pretty cunt
"Oh god Yoongi", she cries, shaking as I move my thumb against her clit, rubbing it as I fuck my fingers into her sweet pussy
I live for the feeling of her cunt throbbing around my fingers, hell, the feeling of her throbbing on anything on me- my fingers, my tongue, my cock
Every thrust I make sure I slam my fingers into her spot, making her cry out each time
I move back to her other nipple, licking and slurping around it, her hips moving, meeting my finger thrusts, taking them deeper
Her cunt throbs quickly and I know she's gonna cum soon
"Cum for me jagi", I murmur, thrusting my fingers in, flicking her clit and sucking her nipple at the same time
"Yoongi!", she cries, coming all over my fingers
"Yes baby", I urge her, watching the beautiful sight of her coming, "My best girl"
When she finishes, I pull my fingers out and move them immediately into my mouth, sucking her off them, moaning as I taste her again
So fucking good, I need more
I start kissing and licking down her body, wanting to get to her cunt quickly
I open her pretty legs more when I get down to her pussy, slowly sliding my tongue up between her slit
I moan, finally tasting her again and it's even better than I remember
She shivers when I lick up her cunt again
"My girl's so wet already", I murmur, her cunt soaking my face just the way I like it
"Yeah naekkeo", she moans, making me so happy to hear her call me that again, "You make me like this baby"
I know I do
And she makes me rock hard all the time
I take my time, going slow with long licks, making sure my tongue touches every part of her pussy, all the way to her clit
"Oh my god", she whispers, her legs shaking around my head
"Good baby?", I ask
"Mmmm hmmm", she moans, "So fucking good. I missed your tongue baby"
"I missed your pussy baby", I say between licks, rolling my tongue over her clit, the throbs sending pleasure down to my hard cock
As I eat her sweet pussy, I move my hands along her body, touching her soft skin, feeling it tremble under my fingers
"Yoongi", she whines and fuck, I didn't know how much I missed hearing my name in her voice
Sliding my tongue down, I dip into her hole, feeling her cunt suck my tongue in and clench down around it
"Mmm", I groan as she whimpers, "Fuck"
I fuck my tongue into her hole, her cream spilling into my mouth and I swallow the sweet cream greedily
Her hips move up on their own, pushing into mouth more, her hand plunging in my hair, holding on tightly
Her hole is so tight and throbbing, I can't wait to feel it around my cock again
Pulling my tongue out, I wrap my mouth around her clit, sucking softly
"Oh my god", she moans, her body shuddering on the bed, "Don't stop naekkeo"
I don't intend to
I suck faster on her pulsing clit with each move until I'm slurping on it, relishing having it in my mouth again
Her clit is hands down the best thing to suck on her body
"Yyy..Yoongi", she moans
She's close
I know how she sounds when she's close
"Gonna cum baby?", I ask, sucking desperately around her swollen clit
"Y...yes", she gets out, twisting my hair around her fingers
I want it now
"Good baby. Give it to me", I plead
"Yoongi, fuck Yoongi", she cries
"Fuck jagi", I moan, sliding my tongue in her coming pussy, her cream dousing it as I swallow, "So fucking good"
I keep slipping my tongue in and out of her hole, her pussy creaming around it so I can swallow all of her cum
I make sure her pussy is completely clean and I get every drop of her delicious cream before moving away
I move away, getting on the bed, on top of her
Pressing my lips to her neck, I kiss her slowly, into the spots that she loves and keeps her shaking as I run my fingers up and down her body
"I love when my jagi is sensitive", I mutter, "Love feeling your skin tremble jagi"
"Mm Yoongi", she whimpers, "Kiss me naekkeo"
I immediately crash my lips to hers, kissing her desperately
Her arms fly around my neck, as she kisses me just as desperately, her tongue down my throat, her body presses against mine, her legs wrapped around my waist
"Please jagi, can I be with you?", I ask between kisses
"Yes baby. Fuck yes", she answers, making me happy
Holding my cock to her hole, I push inside her slowly
Breaking the kiss, I drop my forehead on her shoulder and moaning so loudly as I push in
The familiar pleasure of her pussy sucking me in washes over me, making me shiver against her
Her tiny cunt spreads open just enough for me to slide in, clenching repeatedly, making the pleasure so intense
"Fuck Yoongi. Oh my god", she whimpers, her body arching into mine, her head pushed into her pillow, bliss all over her face
I groan as I bottom out, my head pressed against her spot, her hole spasming so good around me
Goddamnit she always feels so fucking amazing
So tight and so wet
Pressing my lips to hers, I kiss her as I slowly pull almost all the way out, then move back in
"Fuck", she moans
Moving slowly but hard and deep, I plunge into her pussy, making sure I hit her spot with each stroke, rubbing her clit with my pelvis, making love to my jagi
Showing her that she means everything to me
Her arms move around me, her hands running up and down my back slowly, feeling amazing, heat flooding every nerve where her fingers touch
"Yoongi", she whimpers
"Jagi", I murmur, running my fingers in her hair
I kiss her soft lips, loving the warm feeling that spreads through me from her kiss
She starts moving with me, her hips going up when I slide back in, making me go in deeper
Pleasure spikes through me as she squeezes my cock tighter than before, her pussy making pretty wet sounds as she takes me, creaming my cock so good
I slowly plant kisses all along her neck, touching her body everywhere as I give her deep stroke after stroke
Her arms tighten around me, holding me close, her hand sliding in the back of my hair, pulling softly and I moan from how good it feels
She lifts my head from her neck, pulling me to her, her lips crashing into mine in a kiss
Sliding my tongue in her mouth I touch hers, kissing her hard
I let go and let myself get lost in her
Everything fades away until it's just her- her touch, her scent, her kiss
Her
My jagi
The love of my life
We move together over and over, with her starting to throb on me harder and harder
Oh my god, it feels fucking incredible
I fucking love it
She kisses me harder, both of us clinging to each other
She's getting closer and so am I
"Please Jo. Give me", I whisper
Our kisses become more desperate, hands touching and squeezing each other everywhere
She's right there and the next thrust makes her cum, clenching me so fucking tightly
Her body shakes in my arms, her mouth still kissing me, moaning my name softly between our lips
"Yoongi"
The pleasure is outstanding and I let go, coming hard, my cock throbbing in her orgasming pussy as I shoot my cum deep inside her
My body trembles too as her pussy milks my cock so fucking good, her arms holding me so tightly
When we both finish, I pull away, looking down at her
She looks up at me, her beautiful eyes scanning my face
I gently touch her face, her eyes closing and her hand reaching up, holding the back of my hand
She turns into my hand, kissing my palm
"I love you Yoongi", she says, her eyes opening, the love in her eyes taking my breath away
"I love you Jo", I tell her, "So much jagi"
"So much", she whispers
Laying down, I hold her tightly, loving the feeling of her cuddling into me
She buries her face in my neck while I play with her hair
After awhile, I hear her soft snores, smiling as I kiss the top of her head
Close my eyes, I fall asleep, so happy and grateful I'm back home
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The next night
Yoongi POV
"Jagi", I call as the stylists put the finishing touches on my makeup and hair
"I'm here naekkeo", she says, moving in front of me
Taking her hand, I lace our fingers, squeezing softly
"Oh baby you look so pretty", she giggles, making me smile
"Not as pretty as you jagi", I chuckle
She shakes her head playfully, "Uh uh naekkeo, you are prettier. And so hot. ARMYs are gonna go crazy"
That makes me laugh, "Yeah well that doesn't matter as long as you think I'm hot"
She smirks, "You know I do. I think last night proved it"
It sure did
I don't think I ever had so much sex in one night
It was like we had to be with each other, making up for the months we were apart
It was sex then sleep then sex then sleep on repeat
Finally around 8 am, she told me no more, that I had to sleep to be rested for the concert tonight
She held me, playing with my hair and I swear I never had such a good sleep even though it was only for a few hours
But I'm rested enough and I'm energetic because I have her back
She's with me, like she should of been the whole tour
"Yeah jagi", I smirk, "Gonna prove it again tonight?"
"You know it", she smiles
"I'll prove to you too baby"
"I know you will Yoongi. I know"
After a few minutes I'm done and up, getting my mic, inner ear pieces and everything else I need
Taking her hand, we walk towards the back stage, hearing the chants of "Agust D"
The show starts in three minutes
I turn to her before I have to leave her back here
"Thank you for coming tonight jagi"
She smiles her gorgeous smile, her arms moving around my neck, mine moving around her
"Always baby. I know you're going to do an amazing job naekkeo", she says encouragingly
I smile at the confidence she has in me
She was always so supportive
"And I'll be right here watching and waiting for you"
I sigh happily, feeling so much better knowing she here
This calm feeling, this assurance I have was what I was missing the whole tour
She's my everything, my support, my inspiration and I'm never letting her go again
"I love you jagi"
"I love you naekkeo", she answers, smiling widely
Leaning down, her lips meet mine in a sweet kiss that feels amazing
I know I'm one lucky son of a bitch to have her back
"Yoongi, it's time", one of the staff calls
I reluctantly pull away from her, gazing into her beautiful eyes
"Go baby. I'll be here", she assures me
I nod, "Thank you jagi"
She shakes her head, "Don't thank me baby. I'll always support you"
I know she will and I have to work better at appreciating her
I will
"I love you", I tell her
"I love you Yoongi"
Pressing a quick kiss to her lips, we let each other go
"Have fun", she smiles, making me smile back
I turn from her, walking to the stairs leading to the stage
I check that I have everything, turn back to her, smiling
She nods, I nod, then I go up the stairs to the screaming ARMYs
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Pairing- Namjoon x Named Reader
Word count- 4.9k
Includes- Angst, apocalyptic setting, Sort of Buffy the Vampire Slayer AU, monsters, demons, magic, fluff
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J POV
I stand watching the men with magic try to frantically fix the spells that keep the barrier around our city
We are one of the great sanctuaries left where humans can survive
People of all races, ages, backgrounds live in cities like ours
Until the beasts get in
Outside our city is where the beasts live
Vampires, werewolves, all sorts of other demonic creatures I don't know the names of
I just know they have claws, teeth, horns and nails for killing
And they feed on humans
I whisper the incantations along with the men
For some reason it's fine if men have magic but it's not for women
It's like ever since the end of world happened, women were knocked back down in society
Stupid
I have magic but I can't tell anyone
And mine is stronger than any of these men
But I don't say anything because I don't want to be killed as a witch
Stupid right?
I'd think anyone with magic would be welcomed to help but no
The men took over and the dumb women ran to them for protection
And now it's seen as a waste if a woman gains magic
So they're executed
Like the fucking Salem witch trials
These stupid decisions were made before I was born when my grandparents were alive
It's like we went back to the middle ages
My grandparents survived the apocalypse
My grandmother remembered how the world used to be and she raised my mother to be strong and independent
And my mom raised me the same way
My grandpa had magic and my grandma was something called a slayer
My grandpa passed down magic to my mother and my grandma taught her how to fight
And mom taught me
As my mom's power grew it became out of control and she was killed before she had learned to control it
And my dad was executed for not telling the authorities about her magic
My grandma took over raising me and had her first Willow teach me how to control the magic if it grew
It did and mine is stronger than my mom's was when she died
But I can control it
Mostly
If I get upset or emotional or sad then the control slips but I've managed to stay hidden
And I'm stronger than most humans, faster too with hightened senses
I'm a slayer
My grandma told me and it makes sense since she was one
There only used to be one slayer at a time but my grandma changed all that that so there were many slayers all over the world
She was a famous slayer who defeated the first
Buffy Summers
But she couldn't stop this apocalypse
Because it didn't happen in our dimension
Pure demons in another dimension, a demon dimension, opened all the gates between dimensions causing a demon apocalypse
And the death of nearly the whole population of humans
I don't think there are too many slayers left either
Since humans are scarce and almost extinct
Every time I see the men fixing the spells that hold up the barrier, I come to watch and secretly help
It's gotten worse over the last year
Because he's on the beasts side now
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I see a huge army of beasts coming towards the city
My grandmother told me that a slayer is supposed to fight all the demons and vampires
But that was when she was able to take one threat at a time
Not an army of them
There's no way I can do it alone
Walking closer to the gate, I see the leader in the front
It's him
Kim, Namjoon
My husband
It kills me to see him especially like this
A vampire
Here people marry young
I was twenty two and he was twenty four but we were together since we we're fifteen and seventeen
We were married for two years when he was chosen as part of the group that goes out into the city to try to find some more food, medicine, other people, anything we could need
I remember begging him not to go
I knew he wouldn't be coming back
Most of the groups who leave either don't come back or one or two come back with horror stories of how the rest of the group was killed
He didn't want to go but he had no choice
I knew he didn't
They'd drag him with them or execute him for refusing to go
That's seen as an act of treason here
He left and never came back
Until a year ago
But he came with the monsters
He had strong magic too
That's why he was sent with the group to leave the city
It was the first time a man with magic went and they thought for sure he would be able to protect them and come back
They were wrong
And now he's using his magic to destroy the barrier
He knows I'm here and he knows I have magic and I'm a slayer
He knows my job is to protect people and I will have to kill him if he gets in
I was taught all about vampires
I don't know if they are still the same all these years later or if they changed or evolved
All I know is that I'm supposed to kill them
But I don't know if I can do it
I love him more than anything in this world and I don't think I can kill him, vampire or not
But I will kill the beasts he's bringing with him
That I guarantee
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Namjoon POV
As we get closer to the gate, I see her
Standing just behind it, staring out at me
My world
My everything
My Joanne
My wife, the girl I love more than anything in this world
She's the one I'm coming to get while I pay back this stupid city for what they did
They tore me away from her, gave me no choice but to leave her
Refusing or going ended up in death either way
It wasn't fair
We were only married for two years and there were other more advanced men with magic who could go
But they picked me to protect the other six men who were going
I still remember her crying hysterically as I was pushed outside the gates with the group
I remember crying hysterically too
I remember our last kiss, the last time I had her in my arms right before I was ripped from her
We didn't even make it twenty minutes before we were surrounded by demons
I was able to keep a barrier around us for awhile
But magic takes all you're energy away
And mine was draining out
That's when a vampire came out and asked me if I wanted to be one of them
I refused but then he told me that he was trying to get into the city
He talked me into getting revenge on the people for forcing me away from her
And get her back
It was either that or die
And I didn't want to die
So I bargained for the group's life as well and we were all turned into vampires
But different kinds of vampires
Not like the ones that her grandmother used to fight
I can think and I know right from wrong
I'm not evil
I just want revenge
I just want her
I stayed away for a year, getting my magic stronger and getting used to being a vampire
Then I killed the vampire who made me and took over
I came back last year and have been trying to get into the city
But I know it's because of her that I can't break the barrier
He magic was always stronger than mine
But the constant attack from me is weakening the barrier everyday
After all, I don't need to sleep
I can but I don't need it
And they do
"That's the girl?", Hoseok asks
"Yes", I answer
"She's off limits right?", Jimin questions
"Yes. If you or any of them hurt her I will kill you"
The entire army knows she's off limits
They can kill whoever they want
But no one touches her
Not even if she tries to kill them
Which I know she will
The slayer in her will force her to kill
That's why I need to get to her immediately as soon as the barrier falls
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As we stand in front of the city, I keep repeating the spell and incantations to break down the barrier
"Joonie", I hear her call
I stop speaking and look up at her
She's looking at me with such a sad look on her face
"Stop Joonie"
I walk closer until I hit the barrier keeping me out
"Don't do this Joonie", she whispers
"Why not? They tore me away from you"
"I know baby but I can't let you kill everyone in here. There are so many innocent lives here Joonie"
"No they're not. They all were there when I was forced out of the city. Remember? They were all yelling at me to go and protect the group. They didn't care that I was leaving you behind. They didn't care that I was going to die."
"Joonie...I can't let you do it. If you come, I'm going to have to....", she trails off, "Kill you"
I raise my eyebrow
She won't kill me
"Don't look at me like that Joonie. I don't want to kill you but I'll have to"
"No you don't baby. I'm coming for you."
"Namjoon you can't. I don't belong out there. I'll die"
I shake my head, "No you won't. I won't let you"
"Namjoon please don't", she begs
"Don't you want me?", I ask
Maybe she doesn't anymore
Maybe it's been too long
"Of course I want you Joonie. I love you with all my heart. That hasn't gone away even a little bit"
I'm over the moon to hear that
She wants me just as much as I still want her
"But you can't kill people just to be with me Namjoon."
"That's not it baby. I'm coming for you and I'm getting revenge at the same time"
"Joonie-", she starts
I have to go
I need to get this barrier down so I can be with her
"I love you Joanne", I tell her as I turn and walk back to the army
When I turn back, she's crying and it's a stab to my heart
But I'll be there soon to comfort her
I start the spell again, calling my power.
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J POV
He's not going to stop
And he's going to get in
By nightfall he'll be in
I can feel it
He doesn't sleep so he can chant the spells all night and day
The people don't know this
They think the magic will hold up because it always does
But it won't
And I have to get ready
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Running into my house, I go to my supplies
Opening the trunk, I grab stakes, putting, one in my boot, one in my jacket sleeve and one in my jacket pocket
I put my belt on and start putting knives in the loops around it
Going to the wall in the living room, I take down my grandma's sword
The one she used to slay and put it in my bag
Then I grab my crossbow and load it with arrows
The rest I shove in a quiver and sling it over my back
Hauling the bag and holding the crossbow, I leave my house and make my way to the gate
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I stand there, watching the spells fail
I picked a spot in the center of the square a few feet from the gate
People are running away and trying to barricade their doors
The men have given up and are hiding
I'm the only one here
I heard the people talking as they left
That I'm the reason why he's here
Why he's doing this
They know he's coming for me and they blame me
They've been blaming me for the past year, asking the leaders to throw me out to them
They hate me
But they don't know he hates them more and is coming for them too
Some people hope I die or hope that he takes me and leaves
They're in for a surprise
The barrier crackles around the city
It's almost gone
I'm ready
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There's a huge flash of light and the barrier fails completely
I watch as the beasts come running towards the city
Picking up my crossbow, I aim for the big demon running on all fours
I press the trigger and the arrow flies into it's eye stopping it in it's tracks as it falls
I hear cawing and look up to see flying demons
They look like skeletal humans with wings
I aim the cross bow and just start shooting
I kill three but the rest fly off into the city
And I hear the first of the screams
Quickly loading the crossbow, I fire arrow after arrow into as many beasts as I can, killing some and wounding others
When I'm out of arrows, I bend down and take out the sword
They're almost here
I stand my ground as they enter the city
Swinging my sword I attack the nearest demon cutting it's head off
That one was surprised
The others won't be
I turn to the next demon and attack it stabbing it in the chest
That....was extremely easy
As I keep killing the beasts, I notice that none of them are fighting me back
They're just letting me kill them
And I notice none of them are running towards me
They just go around me and avoid me
What the fuck?
It has to be because of Namjoon
He's leading them and he probably told them not to hurt me
Well I'm not going to let them go so easily
Turning around, I run into the city following them, killing all in my path
"Help! Help me!", I hear a girl screaming
Taking off in that direction, I see a scaly demon trying to get to a young girl holding a baby
Oh hell no
I thrust the sword into the demon's back until it comes out it's front and pull up, splitting it down the middle
"Oh my god!", the girl screams
The demon falls to each side and I look at her
"Run. Stay to the side and out of their way"
She nods, "Thank you", then runs into the night
Looking around I find a person on the floor screaming as a spider demon walk closer to them
Running I grab a knife from my belt
Jumping on the spider's back I bring the knife down into it's head
It collapses right where it stands and I get off, getting to the person
I help them up but to my surprise the woman pushes me off her
"Get the fuck away from me"
"What?", I as so confused
I just saved her
"It's your fault this is happening", she yells
I stare at her in complete disbelief
"You're the reason they're here. It's your husband doing this. He's here for you. You should have been thrown out of here months ago"
Is she serious?
She's seriously blaming me to my face after I killed the demon?
Which in my book is insane and I am not ok with this
She glares at me before running away
What a bitch
I shake it off because I don't have time to stand here and be offended
Taking off I aim for the next demon to kill
As I slay the demons who are attacking people, I notice that the people I save glare at me in disgust
Some scream at me, blaming me for this like the other woman did
Other wish death on me or tell me they hate me
Right after I kill the demon and save them
I'm stopping their deaths and they're cursing me
Other outright refuse my help and yell that they rather be slaughtered by the demons than saved by me
You know since I brought this upon them
They don't even think to blame themselves
Besides the first girl with the baby, a total of maybe two other people thank me profusely before running away
Still, I can't let people die
So I kill the demons and let them yell at me
There's just so many
It's like after I kill one, three more come
It's neverending and I'm starting to get tired
"There she is!"
Who?
I look around and see a group of leaders running towards me
Uh what the fuck?
"Grab her"
"Stop", I yell and hold up the sword as they get closer
They stop in front of me, eyes on the sword
"What are you doing?", I yell
"Killing you", one sneers
What?
Are they kidding?
Do they see what's happening around them?
"Me? I'm the one saving your asses and killing the demons!"
"It's because of you they're here!"
Oh god really?
I can't believe this
"I don't have time for this", I snap, starting to walk away
One of them comes out of nowhere and punches me in the face
I stumble dropping the sword
Turning my head back to him, I growl and slam my palm in the center of his face
I hear a snap as his nose breaks with him screaming
What the fuck?
More of them come at me grabbing my arms to hold me as another slaps me, then punches me in the stomach
"Stop!", I shout, "I don't want to hurt you!"
One laughs and comes at me
Lifting my leg, I slam my foot in his stomach and as he doubles over I kick him in the head
He goes flying to the side and I take the chance to jump and flip over the space between the two that are holding me
My arms twist in theirs and they're forced to let me go
Once I'm free, I slam my fist in one leader's jaw, then punching the other in the cheek, both of them going down
"Doesn't mean I won't hurt you", I snap
The rest of the group of five men come running at me
Seriously?
I have to fight humans?
The demons aren't attacking me but the humans are
This is insane
I get into a fighting stance and wait
I don't have to wait long as the first leader comes running to me
He swings and I duck, punching his stomach as I straighten up
He doubles over and I grab his head, slamming it into my knee as I bring it up
He falls back and I spin kick the next leader whose coming at me
"I don't have time for this! I have demons to kill!", I shout
"The only one dying is you"
"Why? I didn't do anything!"
"They are here for you! He is here for you. If you're not here, if you're dead they will leave"
Is he stupid?
Does he really think that would work?
Does he think Namjoon will accept my death and call off his demons?
"You're a fucking idiot. That will just make him more angry"
"No. If you aren't here then he has nothing to fight for and he will leave"
Oh my god, they're delusional
I can't stay here arguing with them
"Fuck off", I snarl and start walking away
There's still screaming and I need to help those people, not arguing with morons
I hear footsteps behind me and just as I turn I'm tackled by three leaders
They hold me down while the rest circle me
One leader comes closer slowly, holding up my sword
Oh shit
I move, pulling my arm up
"Hold her!"
Four more leaders help the other three holding me
Fuck
I still try, struggling against them
"Don't do this! It won't do anything. I can help. I can kill the demons! I killed a lot already"
"Shut up"
God I can't stand stupid men who think they know everything when they know nothing
"If you kill me, you are condemning all the people who live here a certain, violent death. He will not stop"
"It's so sad to see you beg for your life like this. Take it as an honor because you are saving your city"
Jesus Christ
Well I tried
I watch as he raises the sword
And fuck it, I'm scared
I don't want to die
I wish I could of seen Namjoon one last time but I guess it's not meant to be
It's not fair
They took Namjoon from me and I still helped save people, why am I being punished?
The leader starts bring down the sword when suddenly he's pulled back and I hear him scream
The other leaders are pulled off me, screaming as well
What the hell is happening?
Someone looms over me and I look up
"Joonie", I whisper
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Namjoon POV
Looking down at Joanne, I'm so relieved she's alive
The fear and rage that took over me when I found her being held down with an asshole leader holding a sword over her was immense
The guys followed me once we got inside the city and stayed close to me as I looked through the city for her
They were told to help me find her, then they could kill whoever they want
When I saw the group of leaders, I let the others go and they attacked the ones holding Joanne while I killed the one with the sword
She sits up, glancing around at the guys who are drinking the leaders blood
"You can go when you're done", I tell them
"Joonie", she whispers again, struggling to stand up
I bend down and help her stand
She stares at me, her hand reaching up and gently touching my cheek
"Joonie"
I put my hand over hers, holding on and whisper, "It's me Jo"
Tears well up in her eyes and slowly fall
"Joonie, I missed you so much"
She moves right into my arms, hugging me tightly, "I thought I'd never see you again."
"I'm here baby. I'd never leave you. I'll always come find you. I told you I would when we were married I'd always come back to you and I'm keeping all my promises to you"
"I love you Joonie"
"I love you Joanne. Always"
Leaning down, I press my lips to hers in a kiss I waited two years for
After the kiss, she pulls away and says, "Joonie what are we going to do? I can't kill all the demons"
I shake my head, "You don't have to baby. Just leave them. We can just leave and stay together"
"Joonie I can't do that. I'm a slayer. I kill demons. And you're a vampire, how can we be together?"
I knew she'd question that but I have a plan
"Jo, I can make you a vampire"
She furrows her brow and moves away from me
No, I need her back in my arms
"No Joonie. I...don't....no", she answers
"I can Jo. That way we can be together forever. I'm not like the vampires you're grandmother taught you about. I'm not a demon or evil. My soul is still here, no demon has taken over. I don't burn in the sun, crosses and holy water do nothing to me. I still have feelings, I know right from wrong. I'm still the Namjoon you know"
She shakes her head, "The Namjoon I knew would never release demons into the city to kill people."
She's right about that
But after what I went through they deserve it
"Ok so one thing changed. But that's because of what these people did to me. What they did to us. They signed my death certificate the second they told me I was going with the group. They forced me to be apart from you."
"I know Joonie. And I missed you every single day. But this is still wrong"
"Joanne these people just tried to kill you. They hate you. I know they do. I have super hearing, I can hear them when I was standing outside trying to break the barrier. They wanted you dead. They wanted to throw you out of here to die. They want you gone. Why are you trying to save them? Because it's your job? Who says that? There's no more slayers baby. That was in the past. That was when there was a fair chance between the slayer and demons. Not now when the world is overrun with demons"
She bites her lip and I hope she's listening to what I'm saying
"All I want is you Jo. You are what I came for. I don't care about anyone else, demon or human. Just you. I can't live forever without you"
She lifts her gaze to mine
"Does it hurt?"
I blink, "Does what hurt?"
"Turning. Does it hurt?"
God I hope she's changing her mind
"A little baby. Not to bad though", I answer honestly, "You uh feel your body stop working but it doesn't hurt much"
"What uh what do you drink out there? If there's no humans?"
"There are some human groups still out there. But you can drink animal blood and demon blood. And you don't need to drink a lot of it. Once every few months. You don't have to kill the human either. I don't"
"You don't?"
I shake my head, "No baby. And believe me the humans are surprised when I let them go"
She nods, then takes my hand, lacing our fingers together
"Ok Joonie", she says softly
Ok?
She said ok?
She'll be a vampire?
"Ok?", I repeat
"Yeah.", she says looking up at me, "I just want you Joonie. I can't live without you anymore. And forever sounds good to me"
"Yeah baby?", I ask excitedly
"Yeah", she confirms
I pull her right to me, kissing her hard
"I love you baby", I say then kiss her again
"I love you Joonie", she answers, kissing me right away
"When do you want to-"
"Now. Right now"
"Are you sure?"
She pulls away, looking right in my eyes, "One hundred percent baby"
"Ok"
I can do it now
Not a problem
I move her hair from her neck, exposing it
I don't want to just bite her right away
So instead I kiss down her neck like I used to do all the time
She moans softly and I love it
I kiss to where I need to be, then I make my fangs come out and I bite her
"Joonie", she cries
Her blood flows into my mouth and holy crap it tastes so good
I keep drinking
I've never done this before but I know when I have to stop
I don't know how I know, I just do
I drink a little more then pull away
Biting my wrist, I put it to her mouth
She looks very sleepy but that's because of the blood loss
"You have to drink my blood baby", I tell her
She holds my arm to her mouth and I feel her sucking and drinking my blood
Why does this feel good?
I don't know but I like it
I pull away when she's had enough to change her
"Shit", she cries, falling to her knees, doubling over
I bend down to her and rub her back, knowing exactly what she's going through
She's changing
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J POV
I feel a tightness in my chest
My heart is beating overtime and I hear it in my ears
There's a burning sensation but it's not too bad
I gasp for breath, not getting enough air
I feel my heart slow down the more it beats and I feel cold
Namjoon is next to me, holding me to him and whispering to me
"It's ok baby. It's almost over"
I feel my heart stop and my lungs stop working
It's painful
The burning sensation leaves and I feel fine
"Joonie....I think it's over"
He helps me stand up and I look around
Everything is sharper and brighter
I can hear everything- the wind, the demons, the screams, the whispers of the people hiding
"Joonie....wow"
"I know baby", he smiles at me, "Are you hungry?"
Hungry?
Now that I'm thinking about it yeah I am
Really hungry
But that means I have to drink blood
I don't want to
But I have to get over it
I need blood to survive
"Yeah Joonie. I'm hungry"
"Ok baby. C'mon"
He takes my hand and turns to start walking
"Wait Joonie.", I say
Stopping, he looks back at me
"Yeah Jo?"
"After...where are we going to go? Where are we going to live?"
He smiles, "At home baby"
Home?
Does he mean our house?
How can we live here?
The people will never let us
"Home? As in..."
"Our house baby"
"But Namjoon....the people.... how-"
"There are no more people baby. Most of them will die tonight. The others are forced out of the city. The city is done for. It's no place for humans anymore. It's for vampires and beasts. We can live here just fine"
He's...right
There are no more men to hold up the spells
Not that it could work against Namjoon's magic
Or mine
And these people proved to me that they hate me for no reason
Namjoon and I can finally live together peacefully
Forever
I smile at him, "Yeah ok baby. We can stay.
He smiles back, leaning over and kissing me softly
"I love you Jo"
"I love you Namjoon"
Hand in hand we turn and walk in the direction of our home
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Never Let Me Go
Pairing- Seonghwa x Named Reader
Word count- 7.7k
Includes- Angst, mean girl co-worker, pussy eating, blow job, deep throating, cum eating, cock riding, missionary, love making, multiple orgasms, fluff
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J POV
I separate a section of his hair at the side of his head, then use a clip to hold the rest back
"Tilt your head this way a little Hwa", I tell him, slightly leaning his head to the right
He does and I take the section of hair, spraying it with hair spray
I separate that section of hair into two and start the tiny twist braid on the side of his head
As I twist the silky strands, I add more hair into the braid, making a sort of Dutch twist braid
Stopping when the braid is just past his ear, I take a small black elastic hand and tie the braid off, making sure it's tight and flat against his head
Then another layer of hair spray
I do three more tight twist braids, then another looser one, leaving hair out to frame his face
Moving behind him, I tilt his head back and start the Dutch braid where his part is, braiding the hair back off his face
"It feels good jagi", he murmurs, "You do it so gently"
"Well I don't want to hurt you baby", I tell him
As a hairstylist for ATEEZ, I definitely don't want to hurt any of the members when I do their hair
That'd be disastrous
I know some of the hairstylists are rougher than me sometimes and I see the guys grimacing in the mirror
I make sure I do the job right and as gentle as I can, especially with my boyfriend
I remember my mom pulling my hair when she brushed or did mine when I was a kid and I hated it
I'd run when she came near me with a hair brush
When I started cosmetology school for hair, I vowed never to be rough with someone's hair
"It never hurts jagi", he smiles at me, taking my breath away
He's so fucking beautiful it's a crime
Barefaced or made up like he is now, he is the handsomest man I've ever seen
I smile back at him, then continue to work on his hair, making another Dutch braid next to the first one, then five more twist braids on the other side of his head
Once those are done, I turn on the flat iron and section off his hair again to straighten it
I go slowly so I don't accidentally burn him, making his soft black hair pin straight
Moving in front of him, I run the flat iron over the pieces of hair framing his face, then spraying it again
Finally I walk around him running my fingers in his hair to mess it up slightly, then strategically "mess up" the hair framing his face
"Done Hwannie"
He nods, standing up, "Thanks baby"
"Yeah Hwa", I answer, turning the flat iron off and putting it on the table
"Jagi", he says softly, his hand on my arm, turning me to him
I look up at him just as he leans down, his soft smooth lips against mine in a gentle kiss
My head spins, my heart pounding just like it does every time he kisses me
All too soon the kiss ends, a smile on his face
"I'll see you later ok?"
I nod, "Yeah baby, ok"
He kisses my cheek, then goes across the room to the tables with makeup
I watch him sit down, one of the make up artists, Eun, glaring at me
I just raise my eyebrow
I don't know what her problem is
She's always been mean to me since I started over a year ago
She was never nice, gives backhanded compliments and is just rude
Like a popular mean girl except the other stylists and staff don't really like her
I stay away from her, I don't engage in her bullshit
She's never said anything directly to me but when she does, I'll shut her down, no problem
Ignoring her, I call Mingi over for his hair to be done
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I watch my baby dance, sweat pouring down his face as he smirks and sticks his tongue out
A group of us staff are watching the guys perform on a monitor in the dressing room
He's so beautiful, everything he does so effortless
He's amazing to watch
"God, Seonghwa is so hot", Eun says, when a close up of Seonghwa breathing hard after the performance ends appears on the screen
"Eun!", Rose shushes her
"Oh what?", Eun rolls her eyes, "Joanne knows she's dating an idol. A hot idol at that and she knows girls are going to talk about him, lust after him"
Eun looks right at me, smirking haughtily, "Right Jo?"
I just nod because she's right
I know Seonghwa is lusted after by lots of women and some of those women work with me
I'm used to hearing people talk about him
Wishing they could have him
He's not only hot but he's the whole package
Sweet, kind, so caring, so affectionate, so gentle, so loving, attentive, supportive
He's honestly the perfect guy
"His duality is insane. How he goes from hot to freaking adorable is crazy", Eun continues
Again she's right
And its such a turn on seeing it happen during sex
How he can go from a cute cuddly baby to a dominating rough demon in seconds can give someone whiplash
Not me though
Not anymore
I'm used to it
"I wish I could fuck him"
Ok that's a new one
"Jesus Christ Eun! His girlfriend is standing right there!", Kamou snaps
"Please, I'm just saying what everyone is thinking", she answers, "Every woman here wants to fuck him"
Again, she's not wrong but really she doesn't have to say it in front of me
"I'd do it too", she says, looking at me, "Nothing against you Jo, but if Seonghwa came on to me while he's with you, I'm going for it"
I guess that's supposed to be a warning but I'm not worried
I made Seonghwa swear up and down before I agreed to go out with him that he won't cheat on me
I'm not dumb, I know he's around beautiful idols and beautiful ATINYs all day, almost everyday
I know he'll be hit on, he'll be tempted
But I made him promise to break up with me if he wanted to fuck someone else or just fuck around in general
I was cheated on before, I told him about it and I made sure he knew that was a condition of me saying yes to him
Do not cheat
So the only time Eun would ever get him is after he breaks up with me
By then he's free and it doesn't matter who he sleeps with
"Goddamn Eun. Rein it fucking in and stop talking to her like that", Kamou growls
"Please Kam. I'm just giving her a reality check", Eun says pompously, "Seonghwa is twenty five years old. He knows he's a hot guy who millions of girls want. He can have his pick of anyone and he chooses Jo? C'mon"
What she's saying is insulting and I am offended but she's also right
I often wonder why he did pick me
I'm definitely not the prettiest staff member here, not the smartest, not the most outgoing
In fact, when I was first hired, I didn't speak to any of the members for months despite them trying
I was just nervous and I knew I'd make a fool of myself
Seonghwa was the one who actually got me to start talking
He was just so sweet, trying to make conversation and I didn't want to hurt his feelings
But once I opened up to Seonghwa it was easy to open up to the other guys too
Four months after I started talking to Seonghwa, he asked me out and we've been together for almost a year
But really if you look at us, it's clear we don't belong together
He's way out of my league
Anyone can see it
"That's so fucking rude", Kamou snarls
Eun scoffs, "The truth is rude. She's definitely not his type. Not with her tattoo sleeves and that weird piercing on her face. They don't go together. They look weird together. He should be with a girl who's classically pretty, whose skin isn't all inked up. That's probably why he hasn't gone public with her. Because of how she looks. He's probably ashamed of her"
I hate how she's talking like I'm not here
Like if you're gonna talk shit, talk to my face
"That's so out of line", Rose tells her
Eun just shrugs then actually turns to me
Finally she's not being a coward
"Not for nothing Jo, you and Seonghwa aren't end game", Eun says snottily, "He'll leave you eventually, probably for an idol"
"Eun what the actual fuck is wrong with you?", Rose gapes
"Nothing. I'm telling her reality. Her and Seonghwa aren't going to last"
"I know", I say, all of their eyes landing on me
The thing is Eun is telling me this shit as if I don't know it already
As if I haven't painstakingly thought of and worried about every single thing she said
I know me and Seonghwa aren't endgame
There's just no way
I don't look like a "normal" girl
I have lots of tattoos
Visible tattoos
I don't have sleeves on my arms but I have a lot along the length of my arms
I have more on my thighs, my ankles, my calves, my body
And I have an anti eyebrow ring, a barbell on my cheekbone under my right eye
Big no no's, especially in the idol world
I figured Seonghwa would never go public with me
I'm not exactly idol girlfriend material
And it doesn't help that I told him I love him a few weeks ago and he said nothing
We had just finished being together and were cuddling and I just said it
I don't know what I was expecting but it wasn't complete silence
It wasn't the look on his face like he wanted to be anywhere but with me at that moment
And that moment confirmed what I already knew
He doesn't love me
After two minutes of complete silence, I had to get out of there
I kissed his cheek, disentangled from him and went right to the bathroom
I cleaned up and desperately hoped he wouldn't bring it up ever again
When I got back to my room, he acted as if I didn't say anything to him
And I just went with it
He went back to acting normal, never bringing up my love confession again
And I just let it go
I decided to just enjoy the time I have with him, however long that will be
"Jo?", Kamou asks
"Look, I know Seonghwa and I aren't going to last ok? I know he'll probably end up with an idol or even an ATINY. I'm not stupid", I tell them, "I know how lucky I am to have the chance to be with him. I know I'm not good enough for him. But I'm just going to enjoy being with him. However long that is. And when he's tired of me and wants to break up, I'm gonna let him go"
I'm not about making someone who doesn't want to be with me stay
I can't make him love me, I can't make him want me
And I don't want to be with someone who doesn't want me
It'll hurt but I'll just have to find a way to get over it
"So anything you think you have to say to let me know about Seonghwa and my relationship, save it", I tell Eun, "You can't tell me anything I don't already know or thought about"
Eun just shrugs, "Well just know that once he dumps you, I'm going after him. I'm at least going to fuck him"
I snort, glaring at her, "Why wait? Why don't you go after him now?"
She sneers, "Because I don't get into girl fights and I know you're the pathetic type to fight for a guy who won't want you soon. Seeing as how I know you two won't last anyway, I can wait a little while longer"
"I'm pathetic?", I snort, "You're the sad desperate skank who's pining over someone else's boyfriend"
She huffs, glaring at me, "We'll see how much of a smart ass you are when your boyfriend is with me"
God, she's so full of herself
I know Seonghwa would never go for her
He doesn't go for bitches
And she's a mega bitch
"Whether Seonghwa is with me or not, it won't stop me from shutting your fucking ass up", I growl, "It won't keep my mouth shut when you're acting like a bitch. So how about you go fuck right off?"
She sneers but doesn't say anything, instead walking away to the other side of the room
She's a fucking coward, all talk with nothing to back herself up
"Don't listen to her", Kamou says, "She's an idiot. She's just jealous"
I shrug
I don't care about her
As long as she stays away from me and keeps her mouth shut, there will be no problems
Now that ATEEZ is done performing, I take my phone and sit on one of the chairs, starting the long process of waiting for the show to be over so Seonghwa and I can go home
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Seonghwa POV
I stand outside the dressing room completely horrified at the conversation I overheard
I came to find my jagi after the performance when I saw she wasn't backstage
I heard everything Eun said to her
The fucking audacity she has saying those things to my baby
As if I'd ever be with Eun
Not a chance in hell
Eun can chase me to the ends of the earth, I will never be with her
She's nothing I'd ever want
She's mean and nasty to all the staff and it's a huge turn off
I'm so upset hearing everything Joanne said....everything she thinks- how she "knows" I'm going to get tired of her, that I'm going to break up with her...that I'm out of her league....that she thinks I'm ashamed of her....it breaks me that she thinks she's not good enough for me
Because it's completely not true
She's out of my league not the other way around
She's my everything
I love her with all my heart, she's my one, she's all I want
I hate how clear it is that she thinks I don't love her
It's because of what happened when she told me she loves me
I was completely shocked, I was happy but also unsure if I heard her right and I choked
Badly
I didn't say anything and then she ran away
I was horrified and yelling at myself when she left her bedroom
I don't know why I just didn't say it back
I just froze like a dumbass
And when she came back, she had a look on her face, almost like she was begging me not to bring up what just happened
So I didn't and acted normal
But I've been kicking myself ever since that day
I've been trying to find the right time to tell her that I love her more than anything but every time seems wrong
It's like that moment was the right time and I blew it
One thing is clear though, I have to tell her that she's wrong
Tell her everything she's thinking is so wrong and I love her so much
I will
Tonight when we get back to her apartment
I'm telling her everything I should of said that night
I walk into the dressing room, looking for her
I spot her in a chair, scrolling through her phone, lost in her own world
I smile watching her
She's so oblivious sometimes and it's adorable
"Jagi", I call when I get to her
She looks up at me and gives me her gorgeous smile that takes my breath away
"Hi Hwannie", she says, "What are you doing here baby? Shouldn't you be in the viewing room with the guys?"
I nod, "Yeah but I wanted to find you first"
"Oh. Well here I am"
I smile at her, reaching out and running my fingers in her hair
God, she's so fucking beautiful
I can stare at her all day
"You still want me to come over after?", I ask
She nods, "Yeah. Unless you don't want to"
"No I do jagi"
"Ok Hwa", she smiles
Leaning down, I kiss her soft lips, my head spinning just like every time I kiss her
I love that feeling
"I'll see you later jagi"
"Ok Hwannie"
Kissing her forehead, I reluctantly leave her in the dressing room
I don't want to go back to the guys, I want to stay with her but I can't
'Just a little longer', I tell myself as I enter the viewing room
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I follow her into her bedroom watching as she kicks her shoes off in the closet
"What do you wanna do baby?", she asks, "Are you hungry? We can order food"
I am hungry but I want to address what I overheard first
"Jagi, can...can we talk?", I ask
She freezes, a look of fear on her face
And I mentally palm myself in the face when I realized what I said
What it sounds like to her
Those words are the words everyone who's going to break up with someone uses
She swallows, then nods, forcing a smile on her face, "Yeah sure Hwa. I uh ...I'm just going to change first ok?"
"Yeah jagi, ok", I answer, hoping that by using a pet name she realizes I'm not breaking up with her
She faces her dresser as she changes, her body slightly trembling, her breathing increasing, her nose sniffling
I immediately get up and get to her, knowing that she's either crying or trying not to cry
Taking her arm, I turn her to me and wrap my arms around her, holding her tightly
She clings onto me, her face buried in my shirt, her fingers gripping the fabric hard
She's standing stiffly in my arms as if that will protect her from any hurt she thinks is coming
"Jo", I whisper, needing to tell her how I really feel, so she knows she had nothing to ever worry about, "I love you"
I feel like a weight is lifted off me now that I told her
Silence fills the room and she doesn't move a muscle
It takes a minute before she moves her face away from my shirt, slowly looking up at me, confusion in her beautiful eyes
"What?", she whispers
I push her hair off her face, looking in those dark brown pools I drown in every time I look in her eyes, "I love you Jo. So fucking much jagi"
"You don't have to say it just because I did Hwa", she says quietly
"I'm not jagi", I assure her, "I...I'm sorry I didn't say it before. When you said it. I was just shocked and I froze. I...I was worried I was hearing things. But baby I love you so much. I never fell in love with anyone before but fuck, I love you so much"
"You're....you're serious?", she asks hesitantly
"One hundred percent", I answer
I breathe in preparing to talk to her about what I overheard
"Jo....I heard....what Eun said to you. And what you said to her"
Her cheeks turn pink as she looks away
"Baby", I say softly, touching her cheek gently, her eyes slowly moving back to me, "Everything she said, everything you think, it's not true"
"It's not?"
I shake my head, "Jagi, I'm not ashamed of you baby. I never would be. I think...I think you're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen"
"C'mon Hwa", she says, clearly not believing me, "That's not true"
"Of course it is Jo. The second I saw you, I was mesmerized. All I wanted was to be near you. To get to know you. But you were so shy and I backed off, giving you time to get adjusted to everything. Until I couldn't wait anymore. That's when I started talking to you. From the moment I saw you, I wanted you. Only you"
Her cheeks turn an adorable shade of pink and I smile softly, running my fingers in her long hair
"You're stunning to me Jo. And I absolutely love all your tattoos. I love looking at them, I love tracing the lines, I love how they look on you", I confess, "And I love your piercing too. It's unique and interesting and looks so fucking good on you"
Leaning down, I kiss her cheek where her piercing is
She is honestly the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen
Like an ethereal angel
An ethereal tattooed angel
"I happen to think we look incredibly good together", I tell her, smiling
"Yeah?", she asks, giving me a small smile
"Oh yeah", I confirm, "We are definitely a hot couple"
She giggles, the sound warming my entire body
"We look perfect together", I tell her honestly
"I...I thought we did too", she whispers, "But I could be wrong"
"You're not, baby", I say, "Jo, I know that you think I'm going to leave you eventually but I'm not"
"You don't know that Hwa"
"I do", I say firmly, "See jagi to me, we are endgame. I went into this knowing you're my one, knowing we're endgame. The only way we're not together is if you walk away. If you leave me because I'm never going to walk away from you. Never. Of that I'm sure"
I can't be without her
I don't know how I lived without her before
And I know if she ever left me, I'd break completely
Just thinking about it makes my heart pound, makes tears spring to my eyes
"You are more than good enough for me baby. Too good", I tell her, "I'll never get tired of you Jo. I'll never hide you like you think I will. I was waiting to tell you I love you before I go public with us"
"You were?", she questions, surprised
"Yeah jagi. I actually can't wait to show everyone the beautiful girl I love with all my heart. To have the world know I have an amazing girl", I answer, looking in her gorgeous eyes, "I don't want you to ever let me go baby. Please don't"
She shakes her head, hugging me tightly, whispering in my ear, "I never will Hwa. I love you more than anything Seonghwa. You are the one I want, always. I was scared you weren't going to want me"
"Don't be afraid jagi", I whisper, "I'm never leaving you. I'm never letting you go. You're my everything"
"You're mine too Hwannie"
I breathe in relief, holding her tightly
"I love you", I tell her
Now that I said it, I don't want to stop
"I love you Hwa"
Leaning down, I kiss her softly, pouring all my love into it
She kisses me back, her arms moving around my neck where they belong
Picking her up, I carry her to her bed, laying her on it, kissing her desperately
I need her right now but what's more, I need to show her how much I love her, how much I want her
As her tongue plays with mine, I move my hands down her body, pulling her pj pants down
Sitting up, I get them off her, her panties and the rest of her clothes following
She sits up, taking my shirt off, then tugging on my pants, whining a soft "off"
I do as she asks, taking everything off, then gently pushing her back on the bed
"Fuck jagi", I murmur, my eyes and hands roaming her body, her soft skin under my fingers, "How could I ever want anyone else when I have you? You're perfect baby"
Leaning down, I press a kiss to the skin between her boobs and keep going, making my way down her body, giving kisses along her pretty tattoos
She whimpers, her body pressing up into my lips, her skin trembling
I open her legs as I kiss her lower stomach, forcing myself to go slow and not just bury my face in her sweet cunt
Finally I get to where I want to be and give her little pussy a kiss, then run my tongue up her cunt eagerly
We both moan at the same time, her from pleasure, me from how utterly sweet she tastes
I swear I can never get enough of eating her pussy
I can eat her out every day, for hours
The whole rumor about me loving to eat pussy is right
I love it and I love hers
With every lick I give her, I move my tongue faster and faster until I'm swirling it around her cunt, pushing my face right into her
I grip her thighs hard, keeping her wide open for me as I eat
"Seonghwa", she moans, her voice sending shivers down my back
I can never get tired of hearing her call my name
It turns me on like nothing else
My tongue runs down her pussy and I dip just the tip into her hole, feeling her trying to clench on it
I pull away, listening to her cute whines
"Mmm jagi, want me to tongue fuck you?"
"Yes Hwa", she whines, her hand sliding into the back my hair, pushing my face right against her cunt
"Anything you want baby", I promise her
"You, I want you"
"You have me baby", I answer, "Always"
I kiss her pussy again, then slide my tongue all the way in, moaning as she squeezes my tongue hard
I moan in her cunt, pulling my tongue out then slipping back in
I thrust in and out of her hole, slowly increasing my speed with every thrust
Her pussy soaks my face, drowning me just how I like it
I swallow her juice over and over, so much of it filling my mouth, while her pussy creams my tongue
"Mmm jagi", I moan, lost in her cunt, "So good baby. Fuck, taste so good. Love eating your cunt"
"Hwannie", she whines, her hips moving against my face as I pleasure her
"Good girl", I praise her, continuing to fuck her little hole
We move together, her cunt throbbing around my tongue faster with each stroke, with each grind against my face
"Seonghwa", she moans,
I thrust my tongue as far as I can inside her cunt just as cums, her legs shaking hard around my head
Her pussy spasms so tightly around my tongue, her cream coating it and pouring into my mouth
I moan as her delicious taste fills my senses and I keep swallowing until I get it all
God, she's the best tasting thing I've ever had in my mouth
As soon as I get it all, I slide my tongue up, flicking her clit
"Yes Seonghwa!", she cries just as I wrap my mouth around her throbbing clit, sucking harshly on her
I close my eyes, reveling in the way her clit pulses against my lips, each spasm sending pleasure down to my already hard aching cock
I alternate between licking her clit, flicking it and sucking on it, her cunt getting even more drenched, it's dripping down my neck
She cries my name as she squirms on the bed, the pleasure in her face so fucking pretty
She's fucking perfect
I slip my tongue down, just to taste her cream and swallow it, then I return to massaging her clit
"Seonghwa", she moans, "So good, fuck"
"Mm, gonna cum for me again?"
"Yes!", she yells, "Yes. Please...need...need"
"I know what you need baby", I murmur, sucking her clit in my mouth and slurp hard on it
"Oh my fucking god yes, Seonghwa!", she screams and I watch the gorgeous sight of my jagi coming
So fucking pretty
I suck her through it, not wanting to let go but wanting to be buried in her cunt at the same time
I reluctantly let go, then lick up her cum from her hole, reveling in the sweet taste
I make sure I clean her pussy up completely before sitting up
She reaches out for me and I take her hands helping her sit up, her chest heaving
"Good jagi?", I ask, tucking some hair behind her ear
Her beautiful brown eyes meet mine as she nods
"Good baby", I smile
"Come lay down baby", she says
I comply, laying against the headboard, waiting for her
She moves on top of me, kissing me and I eagerly kiss her back
There is no time where I will not kiss her
Anytime she's willing to give me her kisses I'll gladly take it
After awhile she breaks the kiss, her lips moving to my neck, making me whimper from how good it feels
Her kisses keep moving down, spreading all over my chest so slowly
It feels amazing and I feel so loved, so wanted
She's the only girl who's ever taken the time to kiss my whole body, like I do to hers
"I love you", she murmurs into my skin, her fingers running along the side of my body
"I love you Jo"
I feel her smiling against me, her lips moving lower, kissing along my abs and lower stomach
She moves lower when I stop her
I don't need a blow job
Tonight isn't about me, it's about her, about me showing her how much I love her
"You don't have to jagi", I tell her
"I want to", she says
I shake my head, "I don't need it jagi. I-"
"Please Hwannie. Wanna suck your cock baby", she pleads, making her eyes big and innocent
Fuck, those eyes, they can get me to do anything
"Are you sure baby? You don't have to if you don't want to", I assure her
"I want to Hwannie. I love blowing you just as much as you like eating me out"
Huh, I didn't not know that
Now I do
"Can I?", she asks
I nod, "Yeah jagi"
She smiles and it blows my mind that she's happy to go down on me
Her head dips down, her lips pressing kisses along my hard length, my body shivering with pleasure
God it feels so fucking good, it's insane
She kisses my head, her tongue pressing against it, licking and getting my leaking cum on her tongue
She swallows, her eyes looking at mine, smirking, "So good Hwannie"
I swallow hard, so turned on
My girlfriend is the hottest girl on this planet
Her tongue runs up and down my cock, wetting me, then swirls around my head, pleasure creeping into my veins
I watch her mouth wrap around my head, sucking softly, sending bliss exploding into me
I groan, watching her move down my cock more and more, her sucking getting faster
Harder
"Oh god jagi", I moan, her mouth feeling utterly amazing
She bottoms me out quickly, deepthroating me, it feeling so good in her tight throat
Her mouth sucks desperately on my dick, her hands holding my hips hard
I can't tear my eyes from her as I move my hand in her hair, wrapping it around into a ponytail
She bobs her head, going up my cock, then back down fast, taking me in her throat hard, stars blasting in my eyes
She moves quickly, up and down, tears filling her pretty eyes
She moans loudly, spit all over, making the blow job so messy, just how I like it
"So good", I whimper, my body tense with bliss, "Doing such a good job, sucking my cock like this jagi"
"Mmm", she whines, her teary eyes moving to my face
It's too good and my body has a mind of its own, my hips lifting up as she comes down, meeting her bob and sliding in her throat faster
"Oh fuck", I cry
We start moving together, my hips lifting and thrusting into her mouth while she slides up and down, meeting my thrusts, a mix of throat fucking and deepthroating that feels phenomenal
With each move, we go faster and I'm right there
She takes my cock deep in her throat, bliss tsunaming over me as I cum
"Jo, baby, fuck", I cry, her mouth sucking and swallowing as I shoot cum in her mouth
"Mmmm", she moans, sending shivers up my spine, her mouth sucking all the cum from my dick
"Don't stop baby", I moan when I finish, oversensitivity hitting me
I can get past it soon, I want her to keep going so she can get me hard again
After a few minutes, I'm hard and I stop her
"Baby, come here"
She moves off me and I pull her into my lap, kissing her, my head spinning
How can her kiss always make me feel so good?
How?
She slides her hands in the back of my hair, her tongue playing with mine while my hands move up her body slowing, tangling in her hair
One of her hands slowly moves down my body, her fingers running along my chest, then abs, my skin on fire from her touch
Her hand moves between us, grabbing my cock, holding me up
Without breaking the kiss, she moves up then sinks down on my cock, her arm wrapping around my neck again
She moves down slowly, her pussy splitting around my hard cock, soaking me completely
God, it feels so fucking good
I lift my hips up, helping her get me inside her, her hips moving as she wiggles down my length
Once I get all in, we both moan from how tight of a fit we are
Fuck me, she feels so goddamn good
Always
So fucking tight, so wet, latching onto my cock and pulsing hard
She gently pushes me back until I'm laying down, looking down at me
Bouncing on me, she moves slowly but hard, taking my cock in deeply, her pussy squeezing along my length as she moves
Taking my hands, she puts them on her body
"Touch me Hwa", she murmurs
"Always jagi", I whisper, running my fingers up and down the sides of her body, her skin trembling against my fingers
She closes her eyes, biting her lip as she moves and I'm completely hypnotized
The way her boobs jiggle, the pleasure on her face, the way she rocks on my cock when she takes me back inside
She's so fucking gorgeous
"Hwa", she moans, when she rubs her spot on my head, shivers running up my spine
God, I love the way she moans my name
Screaming it, calling it, moaning it, saying it, I love hearing my name in her voice
The next time she comes back down, I thrust up, right into her spot, watching her pretty body shiver
Gripping her hips, I thrust up every time she comes down, my cock slipping in deeper, making her stomach bulge with each move
That's such a fucking turn on
"Fuck", she moans, her gorgeous pussy lips petaling open for my cock, her pretty hole slipping up and down my length, straining as it gets down to my base
As we move together, I keep hitting her spot over and over, stretching her wide open, her pussy clenching my cock in a vice grip, cream pouring out of her, soaking my cock and lap in it
She's close
"Look at me jagi", I call, wanting to see her cum
Opening her eyes, she looks down at me, meeting my gaze
"Cum jagi. I want to watch you", I say softly
Bringing herself down on me again, she explodes, shaking on top of me, her legs quaking around my body the sight of her coming so fucking ethereal
"Seonghwa, Seonghwa", she moans softly
"Fuck jagi, you're so fucking beautiful", I whisper, intense pleasure coursing through my body from her orgasm
I don't know how or why her orgasms give me so much pleasure, but they do and I'm fucking addicted to them
When she finishes, I sit up, wrapping my arms around her waist and turning us, getting her on her back, going on top of her
Slipping back inside her welcoming cunt, I begin thrusting in and out, slowly, feeling every inch of her pussy stretching for me
As I move, I can feel everything- every clench, every drop of her cream all over my shaft, every move of her fingers running along my back, her fingers running in my hair
It feels so fucking good
"Seonghwa", she moans softly, clinging onto me tightly as I make love to her
I bury my face in her neck, kissing her, breathing in the scent that is just her
"My jagi feels so good for me. All the time", I praise her, feeling her pussy pulse rapidly
She close
"Almost baby", I whisper, lifting my head
I kiss her jaw, then down to her boob, knowing what will get her over the edge
Taking her nipple in my mouth, I suck lightly and gently, loving how her hard nipple feels in my mouth
That's just what she needed because the next thrust and suck have her climaxing around my cock, her body arching into mine
"Seonghwa", she cries, squeezing my length so hard, over and over, throwing me into ecstasy
"So good jagi. Fuck me. I'm coming, I'm-", I moan, burying my throbbing cock in her pulsing pussy, shooting my cum deep inside her, "Yes, yes, yes Joanne, yes!"
"Hwa, baby", she moans, holding me tightly, milking my cock for every drop
"Yes jagi", I groan, the bliss so fucking amazing
As the pleasure slowly leaves, she pulls me on top of her, my head on her chest, her fingers playing with my hair
"I love you Jo", I tell her
"I love you Hwannie"
I smile, snuggling into her, so unbelievably happy
I stay in her arms for awhile, feeling sleeping as she runs her fingers in my hair
"Hwannie, don't sleep yet baby. I have to take your hair out"
"Mmm. Ok", I murmur
She giggles, "Lay on the pillow baby"
She helps me move, putting my head on the pillow, turning so I face her
I feel her sit next to me, her fingers gently taking out the rubber bands and undoing the braids, then finger combing my hair
It feels so good, she's always so gentle with my hair
She finishes one side, then turns my head to get the braids out of the that side, making me sleepy
No wonder she loves when I play with her hair
It's relaxing and feels amazing
"There baby", she says, "All done"
"Yeah?", I yawn, "All done?"
"Yeah", she confirms
"Good jagi", I say, then pull her down to me, cuddling her
"Hwannie", she giggles, settling in my arms, pulling the blanket over us
"Sleepy time baby", I murmur, "We have another performance tomorrow and we both need sleep"
She needs to be up at the same time with me since she's one of the hairstylists
"Yeah ok Hwannie", she says softly
Leaning down to me, she kisses me softly, her kiss full of love
I pour all of mine into the kiss, hoping she feels it too
"I love you Hwa", she smiles, touching my cheek softly
"I love you Jo", I smile, "So much jagi"
She nods, "So much Hwa"
She kisses my lips again, then lays her head on my chest, her arm around me
I move my arm around her, holding her as I play with her hair, relieved that she knows I love her more than anything in this world
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J POV
Seonghwa holds my hand tightly as we walk into the dressing room
Whispers begin, every one looking at us, Eun glaring at me angrily
Uh what the hell?
"Hwannie", I whisper, "Do you notice people are looking at us and talking?"
He looks around, "Yeah"
Uh ok, is he not worried?
"Don't you care why?"
"I know why jagi"
I blink in surprise
"Ok well why?"
He takes his phone out, presses on it a couple of times and hands it to me
It's his Instagram
I look at the picture and my mouth drops in shock
It's a picture of me and him
Standing by a pool
Him in his swim shorts and me in a bikini
That shows all my tattoos
I remember Hongjoong took this picture of us a few months ago when ATEEZ went to perform in Japan
The comment under the picture is- Me and my jagi. She has my whole heart. I love you jagi"
I look up at him, shock in my body
He smiles softly, taking my hand, "I told you I was waiting until I told you I love you before announcing us"
"Well yeah but so soon?"
He just told me he loves me yesterday
He nods, "I didn't want to wait jagi. I told you I was excited to show the world the girl I love"
My god, that's so sweet
But I'm also worried
"Baby, this isn't going to get you in trouble?"
I'm worried about ATINYs giving him and ATEEZ hate
"No jagi. I cleared it with the managers. They're ok with it"
Ok that's a relief
But there's still ATINY
"And ATINY?"
"They're ok baby. If you look at the comments most are supporting us. Of course there's some hate but we can just ignore those"
I look at the post, clicking on the comments, reading them
He's right
Most are positive, congratulating us, saying how good we look together, wishing us happines, praising Seonghwa for being brave and going public with his relationship
There are a few mean comments, mostly about my tattoos and scolding him for dating but they're certainly not the majority
"Are you...are you mad?", he asks quietly
"No baby", I answer right away, shaking my head, "I was just surprised that all"
"Is it a good surprise?", he asks shyly
The fucking best
I nod, smiling, "The best surprise baby"
He smiles, leaning down, his lips against mine in a kiss
"So how did you do it?", Eun growls
I turn to her, rolling my eyes
I'm on a break, waiting for the guys to finish with their outfits before retouching their hair
"Do what?"
"Get Seonghwa to announce your relationship"
"I didn't do anything", I snap, "He did it on his own"
"Yeah right", she snorts, "You had to do something. He'd never announce you"
God, I want to punch her in her bitchy face
"I didn't-"
"Did you beg him? Ask him to post the photo?", she says snottily, "Did you fuck him in exchange for the post? Blow him? Let him do whatever he wants to you like the whore you are? That's the only way I can see him posting this career ending post"
Clearly she didn't read the comments
"She didn't do anything of the sort", a growl coming from behind me
I turn to see Seonghwa standing being me, an angry look on his face
"She didn't beg me, she didn't have sex with me to get something out of it. She didn't even know I did it. It was a surprise", he snaps
"A surprise? For what?", Eun asks, giving me a dirty look
Seonghwa steps in front of me, blocking me from Eun's line of sight
"Because I love her"
"You...what?", Eun splutters, "You love her? You can't"
He snorts, "I can and I do. Not that it's your business but I told her I was waiting to tell her I loved her before I announced us. I told her last night and I announced us today"
"ATINY-", she starts
"Is happy for us", he cuts her off, "Read the comments instead of guessing. This is not a career ending move. And if it was I don't care. I love her more than anything. She's worth it"
My mouth drops at his words, my heart warming at his love for me
"And by the way, I heard all the things you said to her yesterday", he snaps
Eun's face pales, worry on her face
"To be clear, I would never date you", he says coldly, "You're very rude and just a mean girl. That is not attractive in the slightest. So they're is no way you'll ever have me or fuck me. So you can get that out of your head for good"
Oh my god this is amazing
The shock on Eun's face is hilarious
She really thought she had a chance with him
Even I knew she didn't but I let her talk
"I love Joanne more than anything. We are end game. I'm going to marry her and spend the rest of my life with her. She's my one and only. That's the end of it"
Oh my god, I have the best man in the world
I mean I knew that already but hearing him makes me so happy
Eun nods, her face so red, looking as if she's gonna cry
Seonghwa turns away from her, to me, looking down at me, "Are you ok jagi?"
I nod, "Yeah baby. I'm fine"
"Ok", he nods, "I'm sorry I cut you off from answering her but she just got me so mad. After what she said to you yesterday, hearing the shit she said today was the last straw"
I smile, moving closer to him, my arms around his neck, "Thank you for defending me baby"
"Always jagi", he smiles
"Oh and by the way", I tell him, looking in his eyes, "You're my one and only too Hwa. I'm gonna marry you, spend the rest of my life with you baby. My perfect man"
His smile brightens as he looks at me, "My perfect girl", he says softly
Leaning down, he kisses me in a searing kiss that has me seeing stars
I feel his love for me and bask in it
"I love you", I whisper after the kiss
"I love you jagi"
Smiling, I take his hand, "C'mon baby, let's go make sure your hair is good"
He nods, grinning, "Ok jagi", then follows me to a chair
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Jin POV
"Jin!", I hear Jimin yelling for me, "Jin! Help me!"
I groggily lift my head, pain shooting in my head Where am I? I look around and see I'm in the back seat of a car. What? Memories slam in my head
Letting Jimin drive my car. Joanne in the passenger seat. Me in the back. Seeing the other car coming towards us fast. Feeling the car get hit. My head flying to the side and slamming on the window. And now I hear Jimin screaming for me.
I have to get out of the car. Pulling the door handle open, I fall out of the car
"JIN! She's not waking up!", Jimin screams
Fuck. Forcing myself up, I search the area for Jimin. He's sitting in the grass, holding his girlfriend, Joanne, crying hysterically. I take off to him, landing on her other side when I get to them
Her whole right side of her head and face is covered in blood
"What happened?", I yell
"The car.....she flew through the windshield....Jin...she's not waking up", he sobs
I hear sirens in the distance. Help is coming. Still, I press my fingers to her neck, praying for a pulse. Jimin loves her so much. I find her pulse and relief fills my body
"She's alive Jimin"
"She....she is? You're not lying?"
I shake my head, "No Jimin, I'm not"
I grab his hand and press it to her neck
"Do you feel that?"
He nods
"It's her pulse Jimin. She's alive"
The sirens get unbearably loud as the ambulance and police arrive, causing the headache I have to get worse. The paramedics come running out with a stretcher
"Sir, I need you to move", one says to Jimin
"I...I...."
"Please sir, if you want us to save her, you have to let us work"
"Jimin", I call, nodding when he looks at me
He places her on the ground, then moves away. I pull him up, hugging him while he cries. The paramedics check her and put her in the stretcher.
One turns to us, and says "She needs surgery immediately. You need to come with us to answer questions"
We run, following them to the back of the ambulance
They put her in first, then we climb in the back. One paramedic works on her, trying to slow down the bleeding on her head while the other questions us
"What is her name?"
"King, Joanne", Jimin answers
The paramedics types her name in the tablet he's holding, "Ok who are you to her?"
"I'm her boyfriend, he's her friend", Jimin says
"Ok she's going to most likely need some blood. You are her soulmate correct?"
Is he? I don't know
"I...I...don't know."
The paramedic looks up at him
"You do know that the only one who can give her blood is her soulmate right?"
Of course he knows. We all know that. That's why our blood and picture is taken every two years and medical profiles kept up to date
"Of course I know that! I just don't know if we're soulmates. That doesn't change that I love her!", Jimin yells, getting upset
"I'm not saying you don't love her sir.", he says, looking back at the computer, "Let me find her profile"
Jimin glares at him
"Jimin relax. They're just trying to help her", I whisper to him
"I can't relax Jin. Not until she's ok", he sobs
"Found her. What is your name?", the paramedic asks
"Park, Jimin"
"I'm sorry Mr. Park but you are not her soulmate"
"Fucking hell", he yells
"Her soulmate is Kim, Seokjin", the paramedic replies
"WHAT?", Jimin yells
What?
No, it's not me. It has to be another Seokjin. The paramedic clicks on something, then looks at me, then back on the computer
"It's you", he says, turning to the computer to us
My eyes widen when I see the picture of me with my information on the screen. And in red it says:
Soulmate: King, Joanne
Oh my god, she's my soulmate. How is this happening? How could I not know? I mean I only met her a handful of times and I don't really know her that well. Just through Jimin
But I never felt what other soulmates said they feel when they met each other. No love. No need to be with her. Not feeling like I just woke up from a deep sleep. No need to protect her. No feeling that she's mine, that we belong together. Why didn't I feel that? Why didn't she?
"Jin!", Jimin yells
"Wwww... what?", I ask paying attention to him again
"He wants to know if you're going to give blood to her", Jimin yells
"What? Yes of course. I don't want her to die. She's...", I trail off
She's what? She's not mine Jimin glares at me and I look away
"We're at the hospital. Come with us and we'll let them know you're giving her blood. Are either of you hurt?"
"I hit my head on the window but I'm ok"
"I'll tell the nurses to check you out"
They get her out of the ambulance first then we all get out and we run into the hospital. The paramedics transfer Joanne to a bed and tell the doctors what happened quickly
"Who's the soulmate?", A nurse asks
"Me", I whisper
"Come with me now"
The doctors and other nurses wheel her to surgery while I follow the other nurse
"You stay here", she tells Jimin
"But she's my girlfriend", he cries
"I'll be back Jimin ok? Call the guys"
He nods, pulling out his cell phone, still crying as I follow the nurse
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The nurse put me in a chair in a small room and immediately started taking blood. She checks my head and my reflexes. I'm ok, I'm just going to have a bruise and she gives me ice
I feel so bad for Jimin. His girlfriend almost died, he found out he's not her soulmate, found out I am and now he's alone in the waiting room. And I don't know what to do
Joanne is my soulmate
Do I go after her? I can't hurt Jimin though. He loves her so much, how can I take her away from him? But how can I let her be with him when she's mine? She was made for me and I was made for her. She's mine, I'm hers. That's what soulmates are. Absolutely perfect for each other
I don't know what to do
The nurse asks, "So you're this girl's soulmate but you let her have a boyfriend?"
I scowl at her, "I didn't let anything happen. I didn't know she was my soulmate until five minutes ago"
"Oh I see. So what are you going to do now? You can't let her be with that other guy"
Who is this nurse think she is to give me advice on what to do?
"Why not? I don't feel anything for her. Nothing like other soulmates described"
She scoffs, "It's because you're in shock. No one knows who their soulmates are until they need blood. It's not like other places where if you touch your soulmate you know or everything turns colorful and you fall instantly in love or something silly like that. You could know someone for years and not know they're your soulmate."
"Then what's the point?"
She shrugs, "I don't know. But I know once they find each other, once they know for sure, the feelings come. Slower than other places. It's not instant here but you will start to get feelings sometime today. You won't be able to stay away from her. You won't be able to see her with someone else. Just the thought of someone touching her will enrage you. I've seen it plenty of times to know what I'm talking about. I've seen soulmates try to stay away from each other and be with the person they were with before finding their soulmates. It never works and soulmates always end up together. So just listen to me"
I'm a little skeptical . I've never had those out of control emotions that she's describing. I could never imagine getting enraged at Jimin touching her. I see him touch her all the time and it doesn't bother me
"Talk to your friend. Tell him you want your soulmate. His is somewhere out there too. He'll find her or him and forget all about yours"
Yeah I don't know. Like I said, Jimin is completely in love with her. He's been with her for four years. I don't think he's going to give her up that easily
The nurse takes out the needle and tells me to go back to the waiting room and if Joanne needs more blood, she'll call me. I nod and leave the room, all these thoughts in my head
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Walking into the waiting room, I scan the room for Jimin and the guys. I spot them on the other side, their backs to me, probably comforting Jimin
When I get closer I hear, "He's her fucking soulmate. I still lost her"
I freeze in my place. Jimin sounds so angry
"Wait Jin is her soulmate? His blood matches hers?", Tae gasps
"Yes. He fucking came up on her profile. His picture and everything", Jimin snaps, "He's going to want her. She's going to want him. I can't fucking deal with that"
"Do you think Jin really will take her from you?", Hobi ask, "I can't see him doing that"
"It's not something he's doing to Jimin", Namjoon answers, "You guys don't know what it's like. He's not going to take her to hurt Jimin. He's going to do it because he loves her. Unconditionally. And not just love. He will be madly in love with her. He won't be physically or emotionally able to stay away from her without being in pain. He will do anything and everything for her, to protect her. It's in him, in his DNA to be with her. If he can't be with her, it will consume him"
I'm completely shocked at what. Namjoon is saying. I can't imagine myself being like that
But...he's the only one of us who's found his soulmate, so he knows what it's like. He knows what he's talking about. He knows the feelings, he knows what I'm going to feel. What she's going to feel
"And it's not just him. She will feel this way too. Even if she stays with you Jimin, he will be all she wants. He is who she'll be in love with. He will always be in her mind. She will hurt if she's not with him. It can't be helped. And I know that even if you don't care how Jin will feel, you will care about how she feels. You wouldn't want her to be hurt because you want to be with her", Namjoon says gently
"No I don't want her to feel that way. I love her, I never want her to be hurt"
I clench my teeth hearing him say he loves her. It bothers me. Oh shit, it's happening already
"Jin", Yoongi calls
I glance over at him as all the guys turn to me. I walk over to them and sit down
"You gave blood?", Hobi asks
I nod
"How much did you hear?", Jungkook sighs
"All of it"
Jimin glares at me and I do feel bad. But it's not my fault
"I'm sorry Jimin. I didn't know. It's not my fault", I say
"I know", he cuts me off, "But that doesn't mean I can't be upset and hurt about it. You know how much I love her"
I frown but push back the angry feeling
"I know", I answer
"Look, I'm letting her go ok. So you two can be together. But I can't watch you two together. Not now. Not for a while. So please, just don't be touchy and kissing when I'm in the same room. Don't tell each other how much you love each other in front of me. It's already hard to know you two will be together, I don't want to see it too"
I can do that. I don't want to hurt him. I don't want to rub it in his face
I nod, "That's fine. I won't."
"Fine", he repeats
Silence falls as we wait to hear about Joanne
I'm getting antsy and worried. I want to know she's ok. I need her to be ok. I need her
Jesus it's starting already
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After what feels like a year but is really about five hours, a doctor in scrubs comes to us
"She's alive. She had a subdural hematoma and we needed to perform a craniotomy to get it out."
A what? What the hell is that?
"She broke her right forearm, her right shoulder and a few ribs when she went through the windshield. She will be here for a few days so we can monitor her for any side effects or complications. Unfortunately we are not sure if she will wake up. If she does, it will be on her own. We can't do anything else but wait."
Fuck. She has to wake up. She can't die. I can't just find her to lose her in the same day
"Aside from that she has a few cuts and bruises that are minor. She was just moved into intensive care. I'm sorry but only one of you are allowed to be in the room at a time"
The guys turn to me
"You should go Jin.", Jungkook says
I nod . I will but first I want to ask Jimin something
"Do you want to go see her first? To uh...I dunno see she's ok and say...uh...goodb-"
"Yes", he stands cutting me off, "I only be five minutes"
I watch him follow the doctor
"That was really nice of you Jin", Tae answers
I shrug, "He was with her for four years. He should be able to see her too"
Jimin comes back ten minutes later . I stand, say goodbye to the guys and follow the nurse to see Joanne
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J POV
I feel like shit. And I haven't even opened my eyes yet. My body hurts and my head is killing me. What happened?. I remember being out with Jimin and Jin. Jimin was driving. Then that's it
I start to slightly panic. Why can't I remember? I slowly open my eyes. Fuck, everything is so goddamn bright
"Jimin?", I call
Where is he?
"Joanne?"
Who's that? It's not Jimin's voice. I hear someone moving to me and I move my eyes to see them. Jin is looking down at me. Jin? Where's Jimin? Oh god did something happen to him? Why isn't he here?
"Where's Jimin?"
"He's at the dorm", Jin answers
"The dorm?", I repeat confused
Why is he there? Shouldn't he be with me? And where the hell am I?
"Yeah Joanne. Do you remember what happened?"
"Uh no. I remember being in the car with you and Jimin. Then nothing"
"We were in an accident. A car hit us. I hit my head, Jimin is ok but you uh, you went through the windshield"
I raise my eyebrows. I went through the windshield? I don't remember anything. How am I still alive?
"An ambulance came and we were brought here"
He explains the broken bones, the surgery I had and I'm horrified. They took some of my skull out? And now it's back but being held with pins and plates. They shaved a small part of my hair to do this. And I've been unconscious for two days. But....that doesn't explain why Jin is here and not Jimin
"Not that I'm not appreciative Jin, but why are you here instead of Jimin?"
"Oh uh when we were in the ambulance, the paramedic said you might need blood for the surgery. And you know that your soulmate is the only one who can give you blood"
Yeah I know that. I guess that means Jimin isn't my soulmate if he isn't here
"So Jimin isn't my soulmate?"
He shakes his head. That has to hurt Jimin and I'm upset too. I love him
"I am"
My eyes snap to him
"What?"
"I'm your soulmate. You're mine", he whispers
I thought that's what he said. Jin is my soulmate. I..I don't know how I feel about that. I don't know him. And I don't feel anything for him except friendship. And what about Jimin? I love him. He's been my everything for four years. How can I just give him up and be with Jin?
"I...I know it's a lot to take in", he says, looking down, "I didn't expect this either"
He's right. It is a lot to take in
"Does Jimin know?"
He nods. Fuck. I can't imagine how he feels. Not only is he not my soulmate, but one of his best friends and group members is
"We uh found out in the ambulance. Jimin wasn't a match to you but I came up as your soulmate in your profile. And in my profile, your name is next to the soulmate category"
That's how Jimin found out? Sitting next to me with me bleeding after being in a horrific car accident? I can't imagine how upset, angry and scared he must of been
"What....what did he say?", I ask
"He said he's letting you go. To be with me"
He said what? How can he make that decision for me?
"Jin...I..."
"Don't worry. I'm not asking for you to be with me now. I know you need time to get better and process everything. And maybe you'd want to try then", he says sounding hopeful
I don't know what to think. What to feel. Being unconscious was so easy. I know I wouldn't be so confused if I didn't have Jimin. I just don't see how my feelings can change from loving. Jimin to loving Jin in such a short time
I know what soulmates say when they find each other. The feelings, the love, the need to be with the other person. All these things I don't feel towards Jin. I don't know
"I'm going to get a nurse ok?", Jin says
I nod, wanting a minute to myself. I just can't believe this. My life was going so well and I woke up to chaos
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Jin POV
I watch the doctor check her out. She didn't respond so well to finding out I'm her soulmate. I understand but it still stung. Her asking for Jimin bothered me but I reminded myself that she didn't know I'm her soulmate. She was with Jimin when the accident happened so of course she'd ask for him
But spending the last two days here, all the things the nurse and Namjoon said would happen, happened
I love her. Unconditionally. I'd do anything for her, protect her from anything, kill for her. I just want to be around her, touch her. And I don't want anyone around her. Even now, the doctor touching her is pissing me off
I'm so in love it scares me sometimes. I talked to Namjoon about what I'm feeling and he said that the feelings are most intense right in the beginning because we just found each other and are still insecure. He said that we'll relax as time goes on
I can see that. He was super jealous and protective of his soulmate when he first found her. God forbid someone even looked at her, he would flip out and want to kill them. And if she saw a girl near him, she went nuts. But now they're together for three years and they are like a normal couple. No jealousy, no flipping out, they're both calm
The doctor moves away from her, "You are responding well. Nothing seems wrong. You've had no complications or side effects from the surgery or medications. Now that you're awake we are going to monitor you for today and tonight, then you can go home tomorrow"
"Ok", she answers
"Do you have anyone at your home to help care for you?", he asks
"Uh n-"
"Yeah, me", I answer before she can
She turns her head slowly to me, her eyebrow raised
"I'm going to take care of her", I tell him
"I see. And you are?", he asks
"Jin"
"Ok. What's your relation to her?"
"Soulmate"
"Ah ok. So I know you'll take good care of her"
I nod
"Alright. I'll send a nurse in with some food for her. Make sure she eats"
I nod again
When he leaves, she says, "You're taking care of me?"
I look at her, "Yeah Jo. Of course I'm going to take care of you."
"How? Don't you have to go to practice and recording and everything for BTS? And you live in the dorm"
"I'm not going to practice or do anything for BTS until you're fully healed. And if you say it's ok, I'll stay at your apartment."
"I...what?"
"I'll sleep on the couch. That or you come to the dorm with me"
She just stares at me
"Please Jo? I want to help you", I ask
Her face softens and she gives in
"Yeah ok Jin. You can help. You can stay with me"
Thank God she's agreeing. I don't know what I'd do if she said no
A nurse comes in and brings some food. Pulling the chair next to her bed, I sit, staying with her while she eats
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I'm standing outside Joanne's room door with the doctor. He's telling me what I have to do to care for her. It's going to take a month to two for her to heal completely
"I'm prescribing her two medications. An antibiotic, which she has to take all of. The pain medication can upset her stomach so make sure she takes it after eating."
I nod. That's easy, I can do this
"She can wash her hair and shower in three days. Wash the wound with warm soapy water and pat it dry. Do not swipe the towel back and forth on it. Keep it dry and clean. Make sure you change the bandage every two days after that. The stitches will dissolve on their own. For the first two days you can use ice to help with the pain every 10-20 minutes"
Not a problem
"She needs to cover up her shoulder and arm cast when she's showering. Cast covers are sold that you can buy. Or use cling wrap. She needs to come back in two months to get them removed"
Ok I can get that for her. Or one of the guys can
"Make sure she gets a lot of rest. She's going to be very tired, so she can take naps as much as she needs to. Obviously no sports, no driving, nothing strenuous. Walking is good for her but don't push her too far. Prop her pillow up so she's not completely flat on the bed"
"Ok", I answer
Makes sense
"If there is anything wrong or you think anything is wrong bring her back or call an ambulance. Seizures, fever, severe headache, her wound opens, infections, pus, red streaking around the wound, pain isn't lessening or she has a headache that makes her throw up, bring her back. If she's sleeping more than she's awake, bring her back. Anything you're uncomfortable with bring her back"
I swallow hard. That's a lot of bad things that can happen. I have to take really good care of her
"Ok. No problem"
"Ok. Once you're ready you can go to the nurses station and sign her out. Make an appointment for her to come back in two weeks for a check-up. Then you can leave"
"Thank you", I answer
I knock on her door and she says, "Come in"
I go inside and ask, "Are you ready?"
I left the room so she can change. Hoseok is waiting outside for us and he brought her a change of clothes to wear. My car is totaled and I have to get a new one. Or maybe she'll let me use hers for now, until she's ok and I can actually go look at a car
"Yeah", she answers
"Ok. I'm going to sign you out then come back to help you"
"Ok Jin.", she answers, smiling at me softly
She's so beautiful. I can't believe I never noticed her before
"You ok Jin?", she asks
I need to stop staring
"Yeah I'm good. I'll be right back."
I turn and go to the nurses station. I need to chill out. I can't just keep stopping what I'm doing to stare at her. I sign all the paperwork, then go back to get her
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J POV
"Are you sure you're ok?", Jin asks
"Yeah Jin, I'm good", I repeat
Once we got to my apartment, I changed into PJs while Jin fixed my bed. He double stacked my pillows telling me I shouldn't lay flat on the bed. He got me into bed and gave me the remote for the TV
"Are you hungry? I can cook for you"
He's going to cook? Fuck yeah, I love his food. But I'm not hungry right now. I ate the shitty breakfast at the hospital
"Maybe in a little", I say
"Ok. Hoseok went to get your prescriptions and he'll drop them off soon. I'll get you ice in case your head hurts."
He disappears and I hear him in my kitchen. He's taking care of me really seriously. It's sweet. I turn on the TV and just flip through the channels, lowering the volume so I don't get a headache
"Here", he says coming back in my room with ice in a baggy and a paper towel around it
He gently places it on my head wound. It's so cold but it's supposed to make me feel better
"Are you tired?"
I am. I'm exhausted. I feel like I can fall asleep in a second.
"Yeah Jin. I'm tired"
He nods, "Ok. You should rest. I'll be in the living room in case you need me ok?"
"Ok"
I would nod but it hurts my head when I do. He turns the TV off and leaves the remote and the ice on my nightstand. I lay down on the pillows while Jin puts the blanket over me. He smiles at me, then leaves the room, turning the light off and closing the door
As I lay in my bed, I think about everything that's happening. I was in a car accident. I was hurt badly. And I lost Jimin
I still love Jimin. I woke up and everything is different. And Jin is my soulmate
Jin
I mean there's nothing wrong with Jin. He's gorgeous, he's funny, and he's so sweet. But...I don't feel anything for him. I never thought about him being my soulmate. I thought Jimin was
And I honestly don't know what to think or feel. I can't imagine not loving Jimin, not being with him, not kissing him or having him with me. I miss him. But I understand why he's staying away. Why he's hurt. I just want him here with me
I close my eyes waiting for sleep, hoping everything will make sense soon
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Three days later
J POV
"Do you need help washing your hair?", Jin asks me
I mean I do but how is he going to help me with showering? He told me that I had to wait three days from when I woke up before I can shower and wash my hair. The three days have passed but I have no idea how I'm supposed to shower with a cast on
"I can help you"
"How?", I ask
No way am I letting him see me naked. Not yet anyway. Over the past few days my feelings for Jimin have gone away. I can't believe it actually happened. I actually feel a little guilty about it
I also started to notice my feelings for Jin. Noticing how beautiful his smile is, how adorable his laugh is, how much I like hearing his voice. How I want him around me all the time. How I wish he would hold me at night. But I'm not ready for him to see me naked yet
"You can put on swim suit bottoms while I do it. Then you can take it off when I leave and shower", he suggests
"What about my cast?"
I have a stupid cast from my wrist to my elbow. Not to mention broken ribs that hurt when I breathe. And kill me when I sneeze
"Hobi got you a cast cover for your arm"
Oh. I remember him saying that Hobi was getting my pills. I guess he got the cast cover too
"And this shoulder one?", I ask
This thing is a pain in the ass. My upper arm from my elbow and shoulder are in a plaster cast as well as my chest and body, stopping right above my belly button. It's like I'm wearing a one shoulder shirt. But it's heavy and itchy. And it's pressing my breasts tightly against my body. I saw myself in the mirror and I look like an idiot. I also have a sling I wear when I'm not laying down
"Cling wrap", he answers
I guess that's as good as it's going to get
"Fine", I relent, "Can you get the cling wrap while I put on my swim suit?"
He nods and leaves my room. It takes me a few minutes but I manage to get my pj pants and panties off, then get the swim bottoms on. Jin knocks on my door asking if I'm ready
"Yeah", I call
He comes in and helps me up, walking me to the bathroom. While I'm glad Jin is here and I'm grateful he's taking care of me, I hate feeling like an invalid. I'm used to doing everything on my own. I'd never imagined I'd need help with showering or the many things Jin has been helping me with. We get to my shower and he opens the door. As I walk in I see a small stool that hasn't been there before
I glance at Jin and he says, "I thought it'd make it easier for you if you sat while I wash your hair. So you don't get tired"
That's so thoughtful
"Thanks Jinnie"
He smiles at me and my breath leaves my body. It's so beautiful. I need to stop. I go and sit on the stool. Jin comes inside the shower with me, closing the door. He slides my arm into the cast cover, then takes out the cling wrap. He wraps the entire cast, making sure to double wrap it so it doesn't get wet
"Ready?", he asks
"Yeah"
Jin turns the water on, holding the shower head and gently puts the water on my head
"Tell me if it's too hot or cold"
The water feels fine and I tell him that. I feel his fingers start to run in my hair and I have to admit it feels good
"I'm going to leave the bandage on your wound ok. I'll clean it and change the bandage after you shower"
"Ok Jinnie. Thanks"
"Not a problem", he replies
The water leaves my head and I hear him opening a bottle. He moves his hands in my hair slowly, making it soapy with shampoo. He gently massages around my head, avoiding the wound
Damn, I didn't know he was so good at this. Or that it'd feel so good. I close my eyes as he rinses the shampoo from my hair. I hear another bottle open, then his hands back in my hair. I guess he's putting conditioner in
"I'm just going to leave it for a minute ok?"
"Yeah Jin. Thanks"
He puts my hair to the side of my shoulder cast. Then I feel him touching my neck, back and shoulder that's not covered with the cast
"I'm just gonna soap you up here since you can't reach ok?"
"Ok", I whisper
His fingers and hands run along my skin, sending shivers down my spine. Closing my eyes against his touch, I just feel him
"Fuck", I hear him whisper
Oh god. I want him right now
'Stop it', I tell myself
I can't do this now even if I want to. My body is still in a lot of pain. Jin gets the shower head and rinses my skin and then my hair
"I'm uh..I'm finished. Call me when you're done and I'll fix the bandage ok"
"Yeah", I say softly
He leaves and I take a deep breath. I need to stop. I can't let my emotions get out of control. I manage to get the bottoms off, soap myself up, shower and get a towel around my bottom half without slipping and killing myself
"Jin", I call, hoping he can hear me
I step out of the shower slowly and fix the towel before I sit on the toilet cover
"Jin", I call louder
"Coming", he answers
I hear him walking and he comes inside
"You ok?", he asks
I nod slowly
"Ok", he answers coming closer to me
He raises his hands, moving my hair, then slowly takes off the bandage
"Is it gross?", I ask
"I...uh...", he trails off
I guess it is
"Just say it Jin. It's ok"
"Yeah Jo. I'm sorry but it's gross. It's a little bloody and puffy. Does it hurt?"
Not right now. But I know it's going to hurt when he cleans it
"Uh not yet"
"I'm going to be as gentle as I can ok. I'm sorry if it hurts"
"Ok", I whisper
I hear him turn the water on. Then I feel him press something on the wound and I shriek
"Ow ow ow!"
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry!", he cries
He's not even pressing hard. He's being gentle and it's still so painful
"Just keep going", I say through my clenched teeth
"Are you sur-"
"Yes"
He pulls away the towel and reapplies it. Pain shoots through my body and I can't help the tears that start falling. It hurts so much. When he uses soap it stings and burns adding to the pain
"Almost done", he whispers
I just keep my eyes closed tightly, tears still escaping. I feel more water on it, then a patting motion on it. I suck in a breath, sobbing from the pain
"Done. A new bandage is on"
I let out a breath and open my eyes. It still hurts and it's throbbing. Jin kneels down in front of me
"It still hurts?", he asks sadly
"Yes", I whisper
He reaches out and wipes my tears, "I'm sorry"
He pulls me to him in a hug. I put my face in his neck, wrapping my arms around him. Being in his arms feels so good and it's comforting. He rubs my back, holding me tightly. I stay in his arms until I've calmed down. Slowly I pull away from him, even though all I want is to stay
He smiles at me, "I'll get your clothes ok?"
I nod slowly. He stands and leaves for a few minutes, coming back with pj pants and a shirt
"I uh didn't want to go in your drawers for underwear so..."
"It's ok Jinnie. Thanks"
He nods, "Call me when you're dressed. I'll help you back to bed"
"Sure"
He leaves again and I dry myself then pull my pants on. I need help with my shirt. Jin helped me last time
"Uh Jinnie?", I call
He comes back inside, "Yeah?"
I hold out the shirt, "Can you help me?"
"Of course Jo"
He takes the shirt, putting it aside. He unwraps the cling wrap from my body and shoulder, then takes off the cast cover. He gets the shirt over my cast, then pulls it over my head, as I put my other arm through the sleeve
"Thanks", I say as he pulls the shirt down
"Don't thank me Jo. It's ok. I'm happy to do it"
I just give him a small smile
"Can I have my hair brush?", I ask
"I'll do it", he offers
"Alright"
I tell him where the brush is and he gets it out. He helps me turn so my back is to him. He gently runs the brush through my hair, avoiding the wound area. Again it feels so good when someone else is touching my hair
"You have beautiful hair Jo", he says softly
I do?
"It's so soft and long. And such a bright pink. I like it"
"Thank you Jinnie", I answer
I like that he likes my hair. It makes me happy. And I need something to be happy about right now. He finishes, then helps me to my room. Getting me into bed, he sits next to me
"Do you need a pain pill?", he asks
"No", I answer
I hate those things. I always get sick from them, no matter what I eat with them. It doesn't hurt that much to need one yet
"But Jo, you have them for when it hurts. You haven't taken any yet"
"I know Jinnie. But I don't need it. It doesn't hurt that much"
He looks at me doubtfully but he doesn't say anything
"Are you tired?"
"No. Not right now. I'm just gonna watch tv"
He nods, "Ok. I'll be outside"
I hesitate. I want him to stay with me. I don't want to be alone. But will he stay?
"Uh Jinnie, you can uh stay here with me and watch tv. If you want?"
A gorgeous smile spreads on his face, "Yeah Jo ok."
He gets up and moves to my other side where there's empty space. Sitting, he leans against the headboard. I'm happy he's here. Turning the tv on, I flip through the channels until I find 'The walking Dead'
"I love this show", I say
"Then let's watch it", he answers
"Ok"
I decide to take a risk. I move my hand and take his. He doesn't look at me but I see him smile as he laces our fingers together, holding my hand tightly. I smile to myself and turn my attention to the tv
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One week later
Jin POV
"My head is fucking killing me", she says
After a week of taking care of her, I know that if she's complaining then it really hurts
"I'll get you something to eat and you can take a pain pill ok?", I say, getting up from the bed
She hasn't taken any pills yet and I don't know why. It'll help her
"Yeah I guess", she answers
Ok, she must be in a lot of pain to say yes, "I'll be right back"
"You don't-"
"It's ok Jo. Don't worry about it", I smile
Walking into her kitchen, I go to the fridge and take out some food for her. I cooked a lot of food, so I can just get it easily for her instead of having to make something every time. When it runs out, I'll make more. I put the food in the microwave to warm it. I like taking care of her. I feel extremely protective of her and just want to be near her
Thank God she lets me stay with her while she watches TV. I only leave when she's sleeping because I don't want to be a creep. I wonder if she has started to feel for me what I feel for her. I know it may take longer because she's in pain and is preoccupied with that. I hope she does feel that way soon though. I love her so much and I just want her
The beeping of the microwave goes off. Taking it out, I grab a pill from the bottle, a bottle of water and carry them to her
"Here Jo"
"Thanks Jinnie", she says, as she moves slowly
She still gets headaches if she moves too fast. I put the food down on her nightstand and help her up. Handing her the food, she starts eating
"God Jinnie, I love your food. The guys are so lucky they get to eat the food you make all the time. I'm jealous", she smiles, "It's so good"
I smile. I'm so happy she likes what I make for her. I'll cook for her anytime
"Thanks Jo"
She nods, "Come and sit Jinnie. We can watch more 'Walking Dead'"
I grimace. I like the show, the storyline is cool but I can't stand the zombies, blood and gore. It's gross but I don't want her to think I'm a baby. But she loves the show and I'll watch it with her as long as I can be with her. And as long as she wants me to stay with her
Walking around the bed, I sit next to her and she presses play on an episode. She eats everything while we watch, then she takes the pill. I'm glad she's eating more. She wasn't hungry the first day we came here
"Thanks Jin. It was so good"
"I'm glad you liked it"
She smiles at me, then turns back to the tv. I take a second to stare at her beautiful face, then because I don't want her to catch me, I look back at the tv. Just in time to see someone get their leg chopped off
Great
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"Jinnie, I don't feel so good", she tells me about an hour later
"What's wrong?", I panic
"My stomach hurts"
Oh god did my food make her stomach hurt? I'm such an idiot
"Jo, I'm sorry-"
"No Jinnie. It's not the food. It's the stupid pain pill", she says
She looks so pale and she's holding her stomach
"What do you need Jo?"
"I....I think I'm going to throw up"
Shit. I jump up and run to the garbage pail that's in her room. I give it to her right as she throws up
"Oh fuck", she moans, then leans into then pail and throws up again
I don't know what to do, so I just stand next to her and rub her back
"I'm sorry Jinnie", she says, starting to cry
"No Jo, it's ok. It's fine", I assure her
I hate vomit but I'm not going to make her feel bad about it. And I'll help her anyway I can
"Do you feel-"
I get cut off when she throws up again. Jesus. That pill really made her sick. I thought it was supposed to be fine with food. Guess her stomach is more sensitive
"I hate throwing up", she cries
I feel so bad for her. She's in pain, she has to deal with getting better and now the medication that's supposed to help her is making her sick
I gently run my fingers in her hair and tell her, "It's ok Jo. You'll be ok"
After a few minutes of not throwing up, I ask, "Are you ok?"
"I...I'm still queasy but I don't have to throw up. Not right now"
I nod, taking the pail from her
"I'll uh throw this away"
"No Jinnie, I'll do it. It's gross", she says, slowly standing up
"No Jo, I got it. It's just throwing out the bag that's in here. I'll replace it with another and you can keep it by your bed in case you need it.", I suggest
"Are you sure?"
"Positive"
"Thanks Jin. I don't know what I'd do without you"
I smile at that, "No problem princess"
I realize what I said and I freeze. Shit, shit, shit. It just slipped out. Fucking hell
I take a chance and glance at her. She's blushing and biting her lip but she doesn't yell at me or anything
"I'm uh I'm going to go to the bathroom. I have throw up breath", she jokes
I chuckle, the weirdness broken
"Sure. I'll be back with this", I gesture to the pail
As I empty the pail, I kick myself for calling her princess. It's just a name I always thought I'd call my girlfriend. But I don't even know if she'd want to be called that or if she even likes princesses. But she didn't say anything when I said it. I don't know. Maybe I should try calling her that one more time. Not today, maybe tomorrow and see how she takes it. I decide that's what I'm going to do
When I get back to the room, she's in her bed again. I set the pail next to her, then go sit down again
"What do you want to do? Are you tired?", I ask
She nods, "Yeah. I uh think I'm going to take a nap"
I nod. That means I have to leave. I don't want to but I will so she can rest
"Ok. I'll be in the living room if you need me", I say
As I move to get up, she grabs my hand. I look over at her, my heart in my throat
"Can....can you stay with me?", she asks
Oh my god yes. I'm so fucking happy. But I have to play it cool in front of her. I don't want her to think I'm desperate
"Yeah Jo, if you want"
"I want you to"
"Ok"
She lays down and I move under the blanket with her, laying down on my back. I don't know what to do and I feel so awkward. She moves closer to me and she puts her head on my chest. Oh my god. She cuddles close to my side, her arm across my chest. I slowly wrap my arms around her and start playing with her hair. My heart is pounding so hard and I know she can hear it. I glance at her just as she closes her eyes
This is really happening. It feels so good to finally have her in my arms. And she fits perfectly with me. It's the best thing in the world. I play with her hair until I'm sure she's asleep. Only then do I close my eyes
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Ten days later
J POV
I open my eyes to Jin's handsome face. And I can't help but smile. Ever since we took that nap, a week and a half ago, I just want him next to me. I don't think I can sleep without him anymore. He always lays down with me whether he's sleepy or not
He just pulls me in his arms and plays with my hair until I fall asleep. And I either wake up to him sleeping or him sitting next to me doing something like reading or on his computer. And he always smiles at me when I wake up
Always
I love him. I'm so in love with him, and I want him near me at all times. I remember how crazy Namjoon and his soulmate were when they first got together. How insanely jealous, protective and territorial they were of each other.nAnd honestly, now, I get it. Just thinking of another girl looking at him enrages me
'Stop', I tell myself
I reach up and run my fingers in his soft silky hair. He dyes it so much, I'm amazed it's still soft. It's bleach blond again, like it was during BTS' save me era. I really love this color on him. I have this overwhelming urge to touch him all the time. Just feel him, make sure he's here
He moves a little, then opens his eyes slowly
When he sees me looking at him, he smiles, "Hi princess"
Ever since he called me that once he's been doing it all the time. And I absolutely love it.
Leaning closer to him, I press my lips against his. This is the first time we kissed.
He hasn't been overly affectionate and I think that's because he wants me to get better first. I haven't done anything because I'm still in pain and I'm just scared. But I don't want to wait anymore
When I pull back, he's look at me so confused
"I love you Jin", I tell him
He looks so shocked a second before the biggest smile burst on his face. My god, his smile is everything
"I love you Joanne. So much"
"I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner Jinnie"
"No princess it's ok. I understand. You went through so much and you woke up to everything being different. You needed time to get used to everything and get better. But Jo, I just want you to know I was never going to go anywhere. I'd wait for you my entire life if I had to"
He's amazing and I'm so glad he's my soulmate
"You don't have to wait Jinnie. I'm here and I love you more than anything. I just want you baby"
"You have me. Always"
He comes closer, kissing me softly
I'm in heaven
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I squeeze Jin's hand as we walk in the park. It's a nice day and we decided to go to the park today. Jin and I walk everyday since the doctor told him it's good for me while I'm getting better. We started slow, just going around the block the first week and increased the walk everyday. But today is the first day I'm holding his hand
I love how big his hand is, how it engulfs my little hand and how tightly he's holding my hand. Like he doesn't want to ever let go
"You have to go back to the doctor tomorrow princess."
"I do?"
"Yeah. When I signed you out I was told that I had to bring you back in two weeks so they could check your head"
"Ok. Are you coming with me?", I ask
"Of course princess."
I smile and lean my head on his arm
He kisses the top of my head and I love it. He's been kissing me non stop, giving me soft touches, touching my hair. It's the best thing in the world
We walk a little farther, when Jin asks, "Wanna sit princess?"
"Ok baby"
When I glance at him, he has the biggest smile on his face. I think he likes when I call him that. And since I love his smile and always want to see it, I'll do whatever it takes to get him to smile. He leads me to a bench, pulling me down next to him. His arm moves around my shoulder and I lean into him, cuddling close, my arm around his body. I just love being close to him
"I love you Jinnie", I tell him
"I love you Jo. You make me so happy princess"
"You make me happy Jinnie. Just being near you. Seeing you smile. Hearing your voice. I love everything about you baby"
"Oh princess, I love those things about you too. And so much more. It'll take me all day to tell you all the things I love about you"
I know he loves me. I knew from the first day he took care of me. He's always loving, gentle, always wanting to be near me, helping me. He's the best and I'm so lucky he's mine
"You want ice cream princess?", Jin asks
After sitting and talking for an hour, we got up and kept walking around. We're by shops now and there's an ice cream shop here. I love ice cream
"Ok Jinnie"
"I'll get it princess. Can you sit at the table and hold it for us?"
"Of course baby"
He walks with me to the table
When I sit down he asks me, "What do you want princess?"
"Mint chocolate chip on a cone please baby"
He makes a face. I knew this was coming
"Mint princess? Really?"
I giggle, "Yeah baby. That's my favorite."
"You're favorite?", he says, his eyebrows shooting up
"Yes Jinnie. I know you hate it but I love it"
It's annoying that all of them except Jungkook and Hobi hate mint chocolate chip. Jimin used to make faces to me too when we've gotten ice cream
"I...uh...ok princess. If that's what you want", he answers, sounding unsure
"Yeah Jinnie, that's what I want"
"Uh ok"
"Do you still love me?", I tease
"Yeah princess of course. You're taste in ice cream just sucks"
I stick my tongue out at him but he just laughs and kisses my cheek
"I'll be back baby"
I just nod and watch him walk inside the store. I look around and people watch while I wait for Jin. A few guys walks past me, one of them looking at me but I don't make eye contact
"Hey", one of them says and I don't answer
The rest keep walking but this guy stops in front of me. Oh god, now what? Can't he just go with his friends?
"Why are you by yourself? You're too pretty to be alone"
I hold back a snort. Did he really just say that to me? Does he think that shit really works?
"What's your name?"
"None of your business", I snap, crossing my arms and looking away from him
"Ooo I like sassy girls. It's hot just like you"
"Oh my god are you for real?", I ask, surprised
"I got you to talk to me."
Shit. He's right
"Go away"
"Oh c'mon baby. What's your name? You're really pretty. We should go out"
I raise my eyebrows in disbelief. Yeah right. Doesn't he know what go away means? I'm just about to tell him off when he's spun around
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Jin POV
I'm so fucking angry
I was waiting on line and I looked outside to check on her. And I see some guy talking to her, smiling at her and I just lose it. I immediately walk outside and towards them
"Go away", she snaps, her arms crossed
"Oh c'mon baby. What's your name? You're really pretty. We should go out"
She looks at him in disbelief, while I see red. I grab this asshole, turning me to him
"Back the fuck off!", I growl, getting in his face
He looks at me and laughs, "Who the fuck are you? Why don't you back off?"
"She's my girlfriend", I snap
"So? You don't own her. She can do whatever she wants"
He starts turning back to her but I grab his arm, turn him back and punch him right in his face as hard as I can. His head snaps back and he stumbles backwards
"Get the fuck away from her before I kill you!", I shout
"What the fuck?", the guy yells
"If you fucking look at her again, I'll tear your eyes out. If you fucking talk to her again, I'll rip your throat out"
I'm so fucking angry. How dare he fucking look at her. Talk to her. She's mine
"Get fucking lost before I fuck you up more", I snarl
I guess I look crazy because the guy turns and runs away. I feel crazy. I turn to her and she's looking at me in shock
Immediately going to her, I ask her, "Are you ok princess?"
"Yeah Jinnie. I'm ok. Thanks for making him go away baby"
"Of course Jo. I'll always protect you baby."
She nods then kisses me softly and I melt into her kiss
"Are you ok Jinnie? You were so mad", she asks when she pulls away
"Yeah Jo. I don't know why I got so angry. I just saw him talking to you and I just lost it. I guess this is what Namjoon was feeling anytime a guy went near his soulmate", I mutter
That was the most intense anger I've ever felt. I would of killed him if he came at me. I wanted to rip him apart. I just lost control and the thing is I didn't want to get it back. My brain just said to protect her and I went with it
"Jo...I didn't scare you did I?", I ask, just thinking of that now
I hope I didn't
"No Jinnie. I actually liked you defending me. It makes me know you'll always be there for me. And...", she trails off
"And?", I prompt
I'm glad she wasn't scared and that she knows I'll always keep her safe
"It was really hot", she blushes
I blink in surprise. Is she serious?
"It was?", I ask
She nods, "Yeah"
I don't know what to say to that. But I like it a lot
"Do you still want ice cream?", I ask
She tilts her head, "Yeah Jinnie. If you want"
"Yeah but you're coming with me this time"
She nods, "Ok baby."
She stands up and holds her hand out to me. I take it, standing and we walk to the ice cream shop together
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"That's disgusting princess. I don't know how you can watch this show", I say
We're watching the Walking Dead again and some person just got ripped to shreds by the walkers
"It's just a show baby. And it's cool."
"Cool?", I ask in disbelief
"Yeah baby. When I see that, I'm trying to figure out how the makeup artists did it. That helps so I'm not grossed out"
Huh. I know she wants to be a makeup artist for stuff like that. She's still in school for it and she works to pay for it. So it makes sense for her to think of those things while watching the show. But to me it's just fucking nasty
She picks up the remote and shuts the tv off
"What are you doing Jo?"
She shrugs, "I don't want you to be grossed out baby. I can watch it another time. It's not a big deal"
Shit. I didn't want her to think I didn't want to watch it with her
"No princess, it's ok. You can turn it back on"
"It's ok Jinnie. I know you're a scardey cat", she smirks
"Hey!", I protest
I mean it's true but still
"Oh shush and kiss me", she requests
Not a problem
"Fine but don't watch the show without me"
She nods, pulling me on top of her, her lips on mine, arms around my neck. Fire races through my body at her kiss. I love that I feel this way every time I kiss her
I slide my tongue in her mouth, making her moan and hold onto me tighter. I make sure I'm not hurting her arm, her ribs or her head wound as I kiss her and wrap my arms around her body
I love her so much. She's everything to me and I was so happy when she told me she loves me this morning. I didn't expect it and I didn't know if she would ever love me since she didn't say anything for awhile. But I'm over the moon she loves me as much as I love her
She slides her hand in my hair, running her fingers through it. And shit, it feels so good. Moving my kisses, I trail them down her neck, slowly and softly
"Jinnie", she whimpers
Fuck, I love that. Her hands slowly move down my body, making me shiver against her touch. Shit, I can't stop my body from trembling. I've never had this reaction to anyone. She stops at the top of my pj pants for a few seconds, then she hooks her fingers in the waistband and starts pulling them down. I stop kissing her and look down at her
"Jo, I don't know if it's a good idea right now"
I can't believe I'm saying this. But I don't want to hurt her. Her health and safety is so much more important than sex. She looks away from me, biting her lower lip
"You....uh....don't want to?", she asks quietly
Is she insane? Of course I want to
"That's not-", I start
"Is uh is it me? Do I make you not want to?", she asks, avoiding my gaze
What? She can't actually believe that? That is so untrue on so many levels
"No Jo, it's not that princess. Of course I want you. I promise. It's just I don't want to hurt you. I'm worried I'll hurt your ribs princess. They're still not healed yet", I explain
She lifts her eyes to mine, "You won't hurt me Jinnie. I know you won't. I trust you"
I hesitate. She trusts me and she really believes I won't hurt her. I'm scared but I want her so much
"It's ok Jinnie. If you're worried we don't have to ok? I was just scared you didn't want me"
I shake my head fast, "No princess, I want you. I always want you, since I found you."
She smiles at me, taking my breath away, "Then I'm ok Jinnie. It's ok. We can wait"
Do I want to wait? No I really don't. I want her. Now
I don't say anything, just kiss her soft lips again. She immediately kisses me back which I love. She has no hesitation, she just wants to kiss me too. I move my hands down her body while I kiss her. When I get to her pants, this time I start pulling them down
"Jinnie-"
"Shh princess. I want to so much. I'll be careful ok. If anything hurts tell me and I'll stop", I tell her
She nods, "Ok"
She puts her hand on the back of my neck, pulling me to her lips again. Slowly, I get her pants and panties off in one go. Her hands pull my pants and boxers down, then I help her and get out of them.nHovering over her, I pull her shirt up and gently take it off her, being careful around her broken shoulder and arm
"I'm sorry that you can't uh touch some of me because of this stupid cast", she apologizes
I shake my head, "Don't apologize princess. It's not your fault. We have the rest of our lives to do anything and everything ok?"
"Ok", she whispers, leaning up and kissing me
Her hands grab the hem of my shirt and pulls it off me
"Jinnie", she breathes, eyes on my body, hands touching me all over
I close my eyes, just feeling her touch. Suddenly I feel her lips and my eyes fly open. She's kissing up my chest, pulling me against her the higher she goes. I love her kisses. She's making me feel so loved, so wanted
I gently lay on her, feeling her kiss my neck and making my body tremble. Fuck, it feels so good. Her lips land on mine, her arms around my back
Opening her legs, I wrap them around my waist, push my hard cock inside her
"Fuck", I moan as I slide through her tightness, feeling her clench around me as I get all in
"Jjj.....Jin", she cries, her legs squeezing me, her body pressing hard against mine
"Jo, fuck Jo"
I can't fucking think from how good she feels. I start to move, in and out slowly. I don't want to go hard tonight. I want to make love to her and I don't want to hurt her. We have our whole lives to go hard, fast and wild. I want to feel everything now
"Oh my god Jin", she whimpers, clinging tightly onto me
"Feels good princess?", I ask
She nods, "Yes Jinnie. You feel so good"
"Good princess, I want to make you feel good", I whisper, kissing her cheek, then down her neck
I love the feel of her hands running up and down my back. Her hands are small and soft; they're the best. I love how her small hand fits in my big one. How her whole hand can wrap around my finger. How it feels when her fingers are intertwined with mine. Goddamn it, I can spend days just thinking about everything I love about her
Moving a little harder, pleasure spikes through my body. Her pussy opens just enough for me to slide in, pulsing so blissfully, my head hitting her spot every stroke
Her noises and moans are music to my ears and makes me want to make her feel even better. Her body shakes under me with every thrust, my name falling from her lips again and again
I feel her getting tight on me as I move and I'm so excited to make her cum
"Jin, Jin, Seokjin!", she cries, throbbing hard on me as she cums hard
"Oh my fucking god", I moan, my face in her neck, just feeling the fucking pleasure I'm getting from her orgasm
I can't believe it feels this amazing. How does it feel this good? I don't know. All I know is I want to feel it again. I keep moving as she orgasms and she gets so fucking tight, pleasure coursing through my body
"More princess ok?", I ask
She just moans in response
"Please baby, be my good girl"
She nods, her hands on my upper arms, squeezing me so tightly
Her hips move with me, taking me in deeper as I slide into her making sure I get her spot every time
"Jin....oh god Seokjin!"
She squeezes my arms so fucking hard as she explodes on me again. Her body crashes up into mine as she screams. God damnit I love everything about her orgasm. I don't think I could ever get enough. When she finishes, she pushes against me and I panic
I move away, sitting up and asking, "Are you ok Jo? Did I hurt you?"
She shakes her head, sitting up too
"Then-"
She just leans to me kissing me hard. And I forget everything I was going to say. I feel her pushing me backwards, so I just go and lay on my back. She moves on top of me and I get so fucking excited as I realize what's happening. She's going to ride me. Fucking yes. I've been fantasizing about this for the last week
She sits on me, her hips grinding in a circle as she wiggles down my length
"Ffff ...fuck", I groan, grabbing her hips, holding on as she bottoms me out
And fucking hell, my body shakes from the pleasure
"Oh god baby", I yell, closing my eyes, reveling in the feel of her cunt throbbing around me
She starts moving, up and down, pleasure blasting my body so fucking hard
"Fuck, fuck, fuck", I whimper
I open my eyes and I moan from what I see. Her perfect body moving on me, her hair around her beautiful face, biting her lip and looking right at me. When she sees me looking at her, she gives me a small smile, making my heart burst in love. I love her so much, I can't even put it into words. My hands roam all over her body, just watching her
"Fuck Jin, you feel amazing baby", she whispers
Not as amazing as she feels. I'm one hundred percent sure of that
"You feel incredible princess. I've never felt this good before", I admit
She smiles at me, making her even more beautiful. She bounces up and down, her cunt creaming my cock so much. It's so fucking pretty. Everytime she takes me in, she grinds on me rubbing my head against her spot, making her cunt spasm and her body shake.
"Jinnie", she whines
She gets tight on me and I know she's going to cum again. Her eyes close and I watch her body start to shake on top of me. My mouth drops as I watch her orgasm, calling my name. Goddamn, she's gorgeous. She keeps bouncing as she cums and I lose it
"Fuck Joanne. Oh my god", I yell, coming so fucking hard as pure pleasure hits me hard
"Jinnie", she whimpers
"Princess, yes baby. Fuck yes"
When we finish, she moves off me and I pull her into my arms. She comes automatically, her head on my chest, cuddling into me. I love having her in my arms. It's like she belongs there
"I love you Jinnie", she whispers
"I love you Joanne. So much princess", I whisper back. I hold her and start singing to her. She asked me to sing to her to sleep a few days ago and I've been doing it every nap and every night. After awhile, I hear her even breathing, telling me she's asleep.bI just smile to myself, kiss her forehead and settle in for the night, holding the love of my life
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Two Months Later
J POV
I watch the makeup artist smile at Jin and laugh at what he says. She touches his shoulder and I'm seething. To Jin's credit, he glances at her hand and shakes her off his shoulder. He's not engaging in her flirting and I'm thankful for that . But still, the jealousy hasn't worn off yet. For either of us
Jin is super protective and I love it. He even yells at some of the guys if he thinks they're flirting with me. Or if they've been talking to me for too long
I am too especially because of his ARMYS but I'm trying to deal with it. I get that he has to interact with the ARMYS. He has to talk to them and while he tries to avoid touching them as much as possible, he can't always do that especially if an ARMY wants to hold his hand. But he explains that he doesn't want to do it and he doesn't like it. I believe him. The way he is with me and his jealousy prove that he's not lying
But watching this bitch flirt with him is getting me fucking pissed off. Especially since everyone knows him and I are together. I'm mostly healed now and Jin went back to BTS last week. I got all my casts off, my head wound full healed. My chest is free now and Jin has a new area of my body to touch, kiss and lick. He's kind of obsessed with my boobs but I get it. He wasn't able to see them before
Anyway, I just have to be careful and Jin wants me with him all the time. He wants to make sure I'm ok and doesn't want me to be alone. I'm fine with it because I still don't want to be away from him
"You're upset right?", Aera asks me
Aera is Namjoon's soulmate. She knows what I'm feeling since she's been through it before
"Yeah"
"I get it. And not for nothing that girl has balls. She knows Jin is yours"
I know. Everyone knows Jin and I are soulmates. The makeup artist smiles at Jin, and moves her body close to him
"What the fuck?", I mutter
"Jo relax", Jimin says sitting next to me
"Oh shut it Jimin. You give everyone, death glares when they look at Tae, even ARMYS
Jimin found his soulmate while Jin was at my apartment. He demanded the hospital to tell him who his soulmate was after he found out I wasn't his. And it ended up being Tae. They've been together just as long as me and Jin. So he needs to shut it because he gets just as jealous. Jimin scowls but doesn't say anything
"Look Jo, I know how you feel. But Jin loves you. He's not even looking at her or acknowledging her. He keeps looking at you in the mirror", Aera informs me
"I know. But it's just fucking enraging. I don't want to sit here and watch her try to get him"
Aera nods, "I know Jo but really getting upset isn't going to help. I remember how I used to fly off the handle and it honestly wasn't the best way to deal with it."
I can get that. I remember her yelling and screaming whenever any girl even looked at Namjoon. But it's easier said than done. Looking back at Jin, the girl tries again, talking to him and this time she runs her fingers in his hair, beaming at him
Fuck this
That's my hair that I play with. I'm going to cut her fingers off. I stand up and make my way there
"Oh shit", Aera whispers
"Ten bucks says she decks the stylist", Jimin says
"No way. Jo is so sweet! She couldn't hit anyone"
Jimin snorts, "You've never seen her mad"
"Fine, bet", Aera agrees
The girl looks up at me as I come towards her
"Get your fucking fingers out of his hair before I fucking cut them all off", I growl
Her eyes widen and she pulls her hand behind her back
"Do you're fucking job and stop flirting with my boyfriend"
She narrows her eyes. She wants to fight? Bring it, I'm so ready
"And what are you going to do about it? I can flirt with who I want to"
"Wrong", I snap, pulling my arm back and punching her across her face
She falls back, hitting the table behind her
"I win!", Jimin cheers while Aera grumbles
"Princess", Jin calls but I ignore him
"If you ever, ever fucking look at him again, I will kill you. You do not want to mess with me. Do you fucking understand?"
She looks at me, holding her face, tears running down her face and she nods
"Get the fuck away from him. You'll never do his makeup again."
"Ooo...ok"
"Get lost", I snarl
She moves quickly to the side and runs out of the room
"Princess", Jin whispers
I turn back to him
"Why didn't you tell her to get her hand out of your hair?", I ask quietly
Why didn't he? Did he like it? Does he want her instead of me? He's supposed to love me
"I was princess. I was just about to when you came over. I promise"
I just look at him doubtfully, "Are you sure? It didn't look like you were. Did you like it?"
"No never baby. I would never like it unless it's you. I swear baby, I was going to tell her to back off. I didn't let her leave her hand on my shoulder. I wasn't talking to her or smiling at her. I can't do that princess because it's not you. I don't care about anyone but you.", he says, taking my hand, "I swear it's only you. For the rest of my life"
I nod, "It's only you for me Jinnie. For the rest of my life too. And after. Forever"
He smiles and nods, "Forever"
I smile back and go into his arms when he puts them around me. Leaning down he kisses me and I melt into him. I'm so lucky I have him
Forever
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Wake Up
Pairing- Yoongi x Named Reader
Word count- 5.7k
Includes- Waking up Yoongi- dangerous lol, fingering, cock riding, pussy eating, face riding, cum eating, 69, blow job, deepthroating, cock riding, multiple orgasms, fluff
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Hobi POV
âAre you guys for real?â, Joanne asks incredulously
âUh yeahâ, Jungkook nods
âNo wayâ
âYesâ, Jimin insists
âYouâre all seriously scared of him?â
âYeah Jo, heâs fucking scaryâ, I add
âI canât believe it. Youâre all scared to wake up Yoongi?â, she cracks up
âYeah itâs not funny. Waking him up is like a death wishâ, Namjoon says seriously
âI really canât with you allâ, she laughs
Joanneâs been my best friend since she moved to Korea from the U.S. when we were 13
We just clicked and stayed friends after high school
Sheâs been with me through everything for BTS
She convinced me to go back when I quit before our debut
Sheâs really good friends with the guys too
âHey. Heâs scary ok. He glares at you and yells when you wake him upâ, Jin argues
âOh my godâ, she rolls her eyes, âIâve woken him up before and heâs never yelled or been mean to meâ
âYeah thatâs because-â, Tae starts
âItâs you Jo. Youâre so nice he canât yell at you. None of us canâ, I cut Tae off, glaring at him
âUh yea. Thatâs what I was gonna say Hoseokâ, Tae answers
Yoongi doesnât get mad at Joanne because he has a thing for her
I donât know what it is about her or how much he feels for her but he never gets mad at her
He gets really shy around her and I always catch him looking at her
He says yes to anything she asks him, which isnât much but he does whatever she wants
Heâs even gone clothes and make up shopping with her when none of us wanted to go
She was gonna go alone but he volunteered to go with her
Heâs so whipped
And she has no clue
She thinks heâs just really nice and easy going
And Tae was gonna blow up his spot
I doubt Yoongi wants anyone to tell her about his thing for her
Unless itâs him
âSo youâre just gonna let him sleep even though you need him forâŚ..whatever it is you need him for?â
âUh practice. Weâre supposed to have another practice for the performance we have in two daysâ, Namjoon answers
She just shakes her head
âYou guys are crazy. Iâll wake him up.â, she says
Which is what we all want
Heâll be fine if she wakes him up
âUh are you sure?â, Jungkook asks
âYeah. He doesnât yell at me. And if he does Iâll just yell backâ, she shrugs
Sheâs not lying
Sheâs just as savage as him
And just as hard to wake up too
The times sheâs slept over here, no one, not even Yoongi, wakes her up
We let her wake up on her own
âIâll be backâ, she says and walks towards his room
Once sheâs out of earshot, Jimin sighs
âThank god sheâs going to wake him up. I didnât want to lose rock, paper, scissors againâ
âYou could of just asked her and sheâd say yesâ, I point out
âYeah but then sheâd think weâre pussiesâ, Jungkook says
âShe already does! You guys made it look like we areâ, I answer
âYeah wellâŚshut upâ, Jungkook says
I roll my eyes
âI guess we should get ready since heâll be up soonâ
âYeahâ
We all get up and go to our rooms to get ready
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J POV
I walk to Yoongiâs room
I canât believe the guys are scared to wake him up
Itâs ridiculous
Bunch of pussies
I open his door, walk in and close it
Iâve woken Yoongi up before so itâs not a problem
I walk closer to his bed
Heâs laying on his side and heâs snuggled in his blankets
Heâs so beautiful
Iâm so head over heels in love with him
Heâs just perfect
I love his personality
I love how hard working he is and heâs gorgeous and sexy
His voice is amazing, his smile is breath taking
And his eyes
Fuck me, I love his eyes
I love looking into them and just stare
But I donât want him to know
Or anyone
He wouldnât want me anyway
Iâm nothing special
At all
Iâm not an idol, Iâm not particularly talented
Iâm not Korean and I know the Korean ARMYS will have a huge problem with that
Iâm just a boring teacher for four year olds
No one knows how I feel about him
Not even Hobi
I just keep it to myself
I canât handle the rejection that would definitely happen
So I just love him silently
Itâs fine
Iâve been ok so far
I sit at the edge of his bed and call him
âYoongi. The guys need you.â
He doesnât move at all
I reach over and shake his arm a little but nothing
I sigh
I reach out and touch his hair
Itâs so soft and silky even with all the dye jobs they get
I run my fingers in his hair and call his name again, âYoongi. You gotta wake up. The guys need youâ
He grunts and moves a little
âYoongi, c'mon. Wake upâ, I say a little louder
He opens his eyes, tiredly
âThe guys need you for practiceâ, I say, my hand still in his hair
He shakes his head
âYeah Yoongi. You gotta get upâ
He shakes his head again, then grabs my hand and pulls me to him
His lips touch mine in a kiss
Fireworks explode in my vision just from his kiss
His lips feels so soft, so smooth and so good
His tongue slides in and I moan when his touches mine
Shit
I need to cut it out
I have no clue whatâs going on but heâs kissing me so I kiss him back
His shifts and Iâm laying next to him, facing him and still kissing him
His arms go around my body, while mine go around his neck
He pulls me up against him and his body feels so hard, so solid against mine
I fucking love it
I feel his hand in my hair and he pulls, pulling my head back
His lips leave mine while he starts kissing my neck
Holy crap, it feels so fucking good
âFuckâ, I whimper
âI want you Joanneâ, he says between kisses
Jesus, heâs saying exactly what I wanted for such a long time
âPlease. I wanted you for so long. I promise Iâll make you feel so good. Pleaseâ, he pleads
Fuck yes, I want him
If this the only time I can be with him, Iâm taking it
âYeah Yoongi. I want you too. So muchâ
I feel him smile against my skin
He moves his hand down my body and hooks his fingers in my pants and panties
He slowly pulls them down and when he goes as far as he can, I use my legs to push them off the rest of the way
I canât believe this is happening
Itâs what I dreamed of for so long
Yoongi keeps kissing my neck, while he opens my legs with his hand
He touches me and I fucking moan so loudly
âFuck. So wetâ, he murmurs
He starts moving his hand on my clit, playing
Pleasure shoots through my body
âOh shitâ, I cry
He moans and kisses my lips again
He slides his fingers inside and starts moving them
âOh god, fuck Yoongiâ
âYeah babyâ, he murmurs and his voice is such a turn on
He puts his thumb back on my clit and plays with it while he keeps moving his fingers in and out
God itâs so fucking good
Heâs so good with his fingers
âI want you to cumâ, he whispers in my ear
Holy shit
Heâs getting me so fucking close
âPlease jagi. For meâ
He flicks my clit and his fingers go in the right spot
âFuck Yoongi!â, I moan, coming on his fingers and my body shaking
I havenât done anything sexual in a long time and it feels so good
He pulls his fingers out and whispers, âI want you on me so bad jagi. Please. I want to be inside youâ
Him begging is such a turn on too and I instantly get so wet again
âYeah baby ok. I want that tooâ, I answer
I get up and push him on his back, kissing him
I move down and pull his pants and boxers off
Jesus, mother of god, his cock is fucking huge
Iâm going to have so much fun with him right now
I climb on him and swing one leg over his body
I lean over him and kiss him
Then I slide down his cock, reveling in the feel of him opening my pussy
Oh fuck he feels so good
So fucking hard, so thick and so big
He fits perfectly
âGod Joanne, oh god, oh god, yeahâ, he moans loudly
I slowly start moving up and down, listening to his cries of pleasure
I steadily move faster and harder every time I come down on him
âGod Yoongi, you feel so goodâ, I whimper
He sits up, while I keep moving and pulls me for a kiss
Then he pulls my shirt up and off
Reaching around me, he undoes my bra in a second and throws it somewhere in his room
I suddenly feel his mouth on my nipple and it makes me so wet
âFuck yes Jo. God youâre fucking soaking my cock jagi. You feel so goddamn goodâ
I moan from his words
Looking down I watch him suck on my nipples and it makes me so much more horny, my pussy leaking around his cock
After a few minutes, he lets go and I manage to get his shirt off
My god heâs fucking beautiful
My perfect everything
âGod Yoongi, youâre fucking perfect. Youâre so beautiful. And so fucking sexyâ
âNo Iâm not. Iâm nothing compared to you Jo. Youâre fucking gorgeous. Fucking amazing.â
I snort
Yeah right
I like hearing him say that but itâs not true
âJagi, look at me right nowâ, he demands
I stop moving and look at him
He reaches up and puts one hand in my hair, his other on my cheek
âYou are so beautiful and you donât even fucking know it. Your smile takes my breath away and makes me happy. Youâre eyes jagi. God theyâre my favorite physical thing about you. Theyâre so gorgeous. Everything about you is fucking amazing. Donât ever think youâre not because you areâ
Heâs surprising me so much today
Looking in his eyes, I know he actually feels like that
I just canât wrap my head around the fact that Min, Yoongi, Suga from BTS, who is around gorgeous idols all the time, thinks Iâm beautiful
Me
Mind blown
I blush, âThanks Yoongi. Youâre beautiful too baby. I meant it when I said it. Itâs so funny that you said my eyes are your favorite thing about me because your eyes are my favorite things about you. Physically at least. And I absolutely love your smile. When I see it, it makes my day betterâ
He smiles at me
âFuckâ, I breath, looking at him
I lean to him and kiss him
âIâm so lucky I can be with youâ
âIâm the lucky one. Iâm lucky you want me jagi. Do you know how much the guys want you? But Iâm happy itâs me you wantâ
What?
The guys?
No way
What?
âYeah Jo. They all want you. Even Hobi. But youâre with me and Iâm so happyâ, he smiles
He really is the perfect man
I kiss him passionately and he kisses me back, his hands running up my body and into my hair
Heâs still hard and heâs still inside me, so I start moving again, bouncing up and down
My pussy is so wet, his cock makes a pretty squelching sound as I pull him inside me
âFfffâŚ.fuck jagi. You feel goodâ, he groans
His eyes watch me ride him, his hands roaming all over my body, feeling so good
As I take his hard cock in again, I grind his head against my spot, bliss rushing in my body
My god the pleasure is so fucking amazing
I feel another orgasm coming
âYeah Jo. Cum jagiâ, he asks
Fuck
âYes, Yoongi, yes!â, I yell, clenching his cock tightly and coming on him, stars bursting in my vision from the pure pleasure
He sits up, kissing my chest and my shoulders while I cum, holding me close to him
I donât stop moving
I want him to cum too
But Yoongi lifts me off him by my hips
Before I can say anything, he lifts me up and lays down putting me over his mouth
Christ, heâs so strong
He puts his mouth on my pussy and starts to lick with his tongue
âOh my fuck!â, I shout
His tongue is fucking amazing
I look down and watch him
His eyes are closed and heâs making moaning sounds
His arms are around my legs and holding them open
Heâs so fucking hot
He moves his tongue and licks my clit over and over, making me tremble and yell
âMy jagi likes it there huh?â, he teases
âYes naekkeo. Yes. I like anything you doâ, I groan
âGood. I like doing everything jagiâ
He puts his tongue on my clit then closes his mouth and starts sucking
âOh god Yoongi fuckâ
His hands start moving all over me- my legs, my thighs, my ass, my sides, my stomach
And he keeps slurping on my clit, the sound so erotic
âYes Yoongi donât stop. Oh shit please donât stop.â
He keeps going and Iâm right fucking there
He sucks hard and I cum, screaming loudly, âYoongi. Yes. Yoongi!â
He keeps licking and I hear him moan, âJesus, tastes so goodâ
Seriously?
He likes it?
âYou taste so fucking goodâ, he whimpers
Fuck
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Yoongi POV
She moans after I tell her how good she tastes
She really fucking does
I can eat her out all day
I donât fucking know how this happened
How I ended up being with her
I woke up to her voice calling me
I felt her fingers in my hair and I opened my eyes to her gorgeous face
And I just wanted to kiss her
So I did
Iâm so tired of pretending I donât love her. I love her so much
Iâm so fucking in love
Sheâs all I think about
I never felt like this for anyone
Iâm so fucking whipped for her and weâre not even together
I just want her, just once if thatâs all I can get
She climbs off me
âHey!â, I protest, âI want moreâ
âI want youâ, she answers and licks her lips
Oh fuck thatâs so hot
I nod, âOk. Come hereâ
She comes over and I grab her, moving her into the 69 position
I still want to lick her and she wants me so itâs the perfect solution
I instantly feel her take all of me in her mouth and pleasure explodes in my body
I feel myself slide down her mouth in her throat
How is she not choking?
Not that Iâm fucking gigantic or anything but most girls usually gag or choke if they deepthroat someone
She starts moving her head and sucking
âOh shitâ, I moan
Sheâs so good with her mouth
And sheâs still not gagging
Shit, that turns me on so much more
Looking at her pussy, I see sheâs wet again and I want her
I pull her to my mouth and lick her
She shivers over me and I love it
Itâs so hard to concentrate because of what her mouth is doing to me, licking me up and down
âGod damn fuckâ, I yell
She giggles
Itâs so fucking cute
âMy Yoongi likes it?â
Her Yoongi?
Hell yeah, Iâll be her Yoongi
âFuck yeah jagiâ, I answer
âGoodâ
She starts sucking on my head and jerking me off with her hand
The pleasure is fucking immense
I go back to her and lick her clit
She fucking loves it there
She moans loudly on my cock and it feels fucking good
âOh god baby girlâ, I moan
Taking her clit in my mouth, I suck on her
God she tastes so good
I love my tongue on her
Pleasure shoots all over when she starts licking the underside of my head
Itâs fucking really sensitive there and it feel fucking amazing
I can cum so easily from being pleasured there
âFuck Yoongi, youâre cock got so fucking hard when I lick you thereâ
âDonât stop jagi, please donât stopâ, I beg her
She kisses my head, âDonât worry Yoongi I wonât. I like making you feel goodâ
Fuck sheâs the best
Feeling her tongue slide on that area makes me shake and all my nerves are on fire
Iâm trying to eat her out too, but I canât do it well because I canât do anything but feel what sheâs doing to me
I lick her but I have to stop again
She licks that spot again and I fucking lose it
âOh fuck, Joanne, fuckâ, I shout, coming hard down her throat
As soon as I start to cum, she slides all of me in her mouth again and starts sucking
âOh my god!â, I yell
I feel her swallow over and over and it feels so good on me
As soon as I finish, I pull her to my mouth again and suck on her clit
She screams on my cock since Iâm still in her mouth
God I love it
She takes me out of her mouth and puts her forehead on my thigh
âGod babyâ, she moans, her hands clutching my thighs tightly
Fuck, I want her to cum
Letting go of her clit, I slide my tongue up and down her wet pussy
She starts to shake and I know sheâs closer
Stopping, I kiss her pussy and she moans
âC'mon jagiâ
Another kiss
âI want you to cumâ
I kiss her again
âYouâre so good and I want to taste you againâ
âShit Yoongiâ
âSo cum for meâ
âYes Yoongi. Yesâ, she agrees, âPlease, I want your tongue on me baby. I love it babyâ
Fuck hearing her beg is hot
Putting my tongue on her, I wait
âYoongi! Please!â, she begs
Fuck her legs are shaking so much
Finally, I move my tongue, sliding up and she fucking explodes
âYoongiâ, she screams, âYoongi ahhh fuckâ
Yes
I taste her as she cums and I moan from how good she is
Holding her hips, I keep her on my mouth, licking everything and fucking loving it
âYoongi oh fuckâ, she yells
Yes
Fuck yes
I let her go when she finishes and she climbs off, laying next to me
I turn to her and kiss her
She puts her arms around me, pulling me closer
âYou taste so good Yoongiâ, she whispers to me
Oh my god
âIâŚuhâŚreally?â
âYeah Yoongi. Iâve never uhâŚswallowed before but I just love the way you taste and I wanted to. And youâre so goodâ, she murmurs, kissing my cheek, then my jaw
Jesus Christ, sheâs trying to kill me
And making me hard
She kisses me down my neck and her lips feel so good on my skin
âI love how pale you are Yoongi. Youâre so beautiful babyâ
Fuck she makes me feel so good
Even with just words
No one has ever said anything like that to me or been as affectionate as sheâs being
She runs her hands up and down my body, touching my chest, stomach, my back and arms
Her hands on me feel amazing
I want to tell her how much I love her But I canât
Iâm too scared
Her hands go lower and she palms my hard on
âAgain Yoongi?â, she giggles
âYeahâ, I say shyly
âOk naekkeo. I want you again tooâ
Thank god
I want her on top of me but Iâm nervous to ask her
She kisses me again, her tongue sliding in my mouth and feeling so good
I just need to ask her
âJo, uh, can youâŚâ, I trail off
âCan I what naekkeo? Just ask meâ, she encourages
âJust do itâ, I tell myself
âCan you uh ride me again? I uh really love it and I can see you and you look so fucking hot and uhâŚâ
She smiles at me and my heart bursts with love
âYeah Yoongi. Okâ
I let out a breath I didnât know I was holding and smile at her
âFuck youâre smile Yoongi. I love itâ, she blushes
I canât help but keep smiling and pull her to me for a kiss
She pushes me on my back while she kisses me and climbs on top of me
She sits up and slowly sinks down on my cock, her tight cunt opening just for me
âYes Joanne. Oh god. Yesâ, I yell
God she feels so good
So tight on me
So fucking wet
She gets all of me in and my hands automatically go on her hips
âIâm gonna make you feel so good Yoongiâ
I fucking know she is
I have no fucking doubt
She slides up my cock, then back down, pleasure exploding all over me and I yell from the feeling
âYeah baby. I love hearing youâ, she moans
Fuck
I donât usually make too much noise but sheâs making me feel so good I canât help it And if she likes it, Iâm gonna give it to her
I donât care how I sound
Not with her
Iâm not embarrassed
I want her to know sheâs making me feel amazing
She keeps moving and every time she moves harder and faster
âFuck Joanne, youâre fucking amazing. You make me feel so goodâ
She smiles at me
Sheâs so fucking breathtaking
She moves up and I feel her tighten on my head, so fucking tight and then she slides down
âOh fuck! Oh shit!â, I scream
The pleasure Iâm feeling just fucking shot though the roof
âJagi, oh my god, you feel so fucking good. Fuckâ
âHmmmmâ, she cries
I watch her and my breath is knocked from my lungs
Sheâs looking down at me, her hair over one shoulder, and sheâs biting her lower lip
I feel her pussy squeezing me
Sheâs close and I want nothing more than for her to cum again
âI want you to cum on me jagi. Please Jo, I want it so badâ, I plead
I donât care about begging her
Itâs her and I feel safe with her
âYoongiâ, she moans
âPlease jagi, cum on meâ
I feel her get so fucking tight when she cums
âYoongi oh godâ, she screams
Her body shakes and her back arches
So fucking sexy
âYes jagi, yesâ, I yell too
God I love when she cums on me, it feels so good
She keeps moving on me, bouncing, her pretty boobs bouncing in my face
âOh Yoongi, fuck yes, you feel goodâ
I want more
When she comes back down, I thrust up and slide in so deep
âOhhhhh ffffuuuuccck!â, she cries
Yes
Fuck yes
âScream for me jagiâ, I ask
I keep slamming up in her and she screams with each thrust
God, I love her screaming
âYoongi, Yoongi, Yoongi!â, she screams my name
Sheâs gripping my wrists thatâs on her hips so tight
I keep thrusting in her cunt, splitting it wide open
I feel her clench on me over and over, so fucking tightly, sucking my cock inside her every time
Sheâs just shouting wordlessly and breathing hard
I want to get her to cum again
She stopped moving, so I lift her by her hips and slam her on me when I thrust up
âAgain jagi, I want it againâ
She moans
âPlease Jo, please, cum on my cock. Now!â
âYoongi!â
She cums so hard and I have to grab her to keep her from falling
âGood girlâ, I yell, âFuck my good girlâ
âYoongiâ, she gasps, âOh naekkeoâ
âMy good girlâ, I moan
She starts slamming herself down on me again
The pleasure Iâm feeling just fucking increases
She holds on my cock so tightly while she moves
Fuck Iâm right there
She just has to move a little more
âJagi, IâmâŚfuckâŚâ
âYes Yoongi. Cum baby. I want itâ, she yells
Fuck, I want to cum so bad
âJagi IâŚIâŚI wanna cum inside. Please Jo, c..cccccâŚ.can I cum inside?â
âYes Yoongi, fuck yes!â
She bounces again and fuck, thatâs it
âJoanne, fuck, fuckâ, I scream, holding her on me and releasing so fucking hard inside her, ecstasy blinding me
Itâs the best orgasm I ever fucking had, the pleasure lasting for a little longer than normal
Sheâs leaning over me, her hands on my shoulders, trying to breath and her eyes are closed
âCome here Joâ, I call, when I finish
She opens her eyes and I lift her up, laying her next to me on the bed
I turn to her and cuddle into her side, laying my head on her chest
Iâm so happy when she wraps her arms around me
I feel her hand slide in my hair
I love that, it feels good
I felt her playing with my hair when I was sleeping and I loved waking up to see it was her touching my hair
I close my eyes and just feel her arms around me
After a little while, she says, âYoongi, the guys need you for practiceâ
Iâm half asleep and just barely hear her
âSleepâ, I murmur
âUh Yoongi-â
âNo, Jo. Sleep. I want you. Stay with meâ
I just want to stay in her arms
I donât want to be anywhere else
Fuck practice
I finally have her with me
I want to stay with her as long as possible before I have to let her go again
âBut theyâŚâ
âPlease Jo. I love you.â
Fuck fuck
Why did I say that?
Why?
Itâs because Iâm half asleep and I just fucking blabbed
This is bad but I should just fucking admit it
No matter what I say now, her answer will be the same
Rejection here I come
âUh Yoongi-â
âI love you Joanne. So much. I wish you loved me tooâ, I murmur
Sheâs silent
I donât want to look at her and see the rejection sheâs going to give me
âI want you. Iâve wanted you for so long. I wish youâd see me and want me too.â
âYoongi IâŚâ, she trails off
Here it comes
I brace myself
âYoongi I do love you. In love with you. And I do want youâ, she says quietly
My eyes snap open, Iâm instantly awake
WHAT?
Is she for real?
Please donât let her be joking
I canât handle it if sheâs joking
âIâm in love with you tooâ, I answer quietly
âHoly shit, I canât believe itâ, she whispers
I lift my head and look at her
She looks at me with wide eyes and I just spill everything
âYeah Jo. For a long time. Iâve wanted you to be with me for a long time. I was so scared to tell youâ
Her mouth drops
âWereâŚ.were you serious when you said youâre in love with me too?â, I ask quietly
I need to know if sheâs serious
Because if she is then Iâm making her mine right now
She nods immediately
âYes Yoongi. I am. I love you so much. For a long time too. I uh was never going to tell you. I thought youâd never want meâ
âWhy not?â, I ask, completely confused
âBecause Iâm no oneâ
Is she fucking kidding?
Sheâs no one?
Sheâs so wrong
She doesnât know sheâs my everything
For years
âWhat? Yes you areâ
âNo Iâm not. Iâm not an idol. Iâm not talented. Iâm not Korean. Iâm boring. Plain. Ordinary. Iâm nothing specialâ, she answers
âStop. You are special. To me. You donât need to be any of those things. You just need to be you. Thatâs what I want. You. Youâre everything to me.â
The shock in her eyes makes me sad and upset that she really thinks those things about herself
âYouâre my everything too Yoongi. For so long and you didnât know itâ
Fuck I could of had her all along if I wasnât such a scared baby
Iâm gonna fix that right now
âJoanne, be with me. Be mine. I love you so much. All I want is you.â
âYes Yoongi. Yes. I just want youâ
Smiling, I kiss her lips softly
âYoongi the guys still need youâ, she says after the kiss
âI donât care jagi. I want to nap with my girlfriend"
The smile on her face when I say that is beautiful and I love that I make her smile like that
âCan we?â, I ask
âYea anything for my boyfriendâ, she answers back
I feel a huge smile break on my face
Iâm her boyfriend
This is what she probably felt when I called her my girlfriend
Like Iâm on top of the world
She gives me a quick kiss, then lays her head back down
I lay my head back on her chest, loving being in her arms
She runs her fingers in my hair
It feels amazing and Iâm starting to get really sleepy
âI love youâ, she whispers to me
I hug her tighter
âI love youâ, I tell her
I finally fall asleep with the girl that I love
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Hobi POV
âWhere the fuck did she go?â, Jin demands
âItâs been almost an hourâ, Tae complains
Weâve all been waiting in the living room watching some movie thatâs playing on the tv
Joanne should of been able to get Yoongi up by now
âGo check Hoseok. She might be having a hard time getting him upâ
âAw c'mon, why me?â, I whine
âBecause sheâs your best friend dummy. And I donât want to be anywhere near Yoongi when he wakes upâ, Namjoon answers
âFineâ, I grumble and get up
Fucking ridiculous
I get to his room and open the door
âHoly shitâ, I gasp
When did this happen?
How did we not hear this?
Joanne is still in his room
But sheâs asleep
And Yoongi is laying on top of her, on her chest
Asleep too
And theyâre both naked
Her arms are around him, one around his neck, the other in his hair
One of his arms is around her body and I know his other is too
The blanket is pushed down, just barely covering them
I just stare with my mouth dropped open
TheyâŚ
WhatâŚ
How?
When?
They hadâŚ.then laid downâŚ..and fell asleep
I canât wrap my head around this
I see Yoongi move and I quickly hide behind the door
Shit, I forgot to close it
Hopefully they wonât notice
âYoongi?â, I hear her call groggily, âWhere are you going?â
âNo where jagi, Iâm just movingâ, he says sleepily
Jagi?
Did he really call her jagi?
He always said he would never call his girlfriend any cute pet names
But heâs calling her jagi
I canât
âNaekkeoâ, she whines
What the fuck is going on?
Sheâs calling him naekkeo?
Are they together?
âCome here jagiâ, Yoongi calls
I hear them moving around
Then, âGo back to sleep jagi. I love youâ
Oh my god, no fucking way
He loves her?
I thought it was just a thing he had for her
Like a crush
I had no idea he was in love
âI love you naekkeoâ, she answers
Iâm so shocked
Sheâs my best friend and she never even hinted that she felt this way for him
Why didnât she tell me?
I would of helped her
Itâs quiet for a few minutes
Then I dare to move to close the door and I pray theyâre asleep
I glance back in as I close the door
She's cuddling into Yoongiâs side with her head on his chest and her body half on him
Theyâre both holding each other so tightly
âHoly fuckâ, I think ask I close the door
Iâm jealous but Iâm happy that they found each other especially since they love each other
I walk back into the living room
âWell?â, Jimin asks annoyed
âYeah, heâs not comingâ, I answer
âWhat? He has toâ, Jin argues
âHeâs asleepâ, I say
âThe fuck Hoseok? Heâs getting up right nowâ, Namjoon yells, getting up
âI uh wouldnât go to his roomâ
âWhy not?â
âBecause he uh and Joanne are asleepâ
âWhat? Sheâs sleeping too? She was supposed to get him up!â, Jungkook exclaims
âYeah well uh I guess she got tiredâ
âFrom what? Walking to his room?â, Tae says sarcastically
âUh noâ
âHoseok what the fuck? What arenât you saying? Just tell usâ
This is so not what I want to do
I donât want to tell them
âThey uhâŚtheyâre sleepingâŚuhâŚwithout any clothes onâ
Silence for a few seconds
Then
âWHAT?â
âYouâre not serious?â
âReally?â
âWhat the fuck?â
âUh yeah.â, I answer blushing
I really donât want to talk about my friends being together
âThey had sex?â, Jungkook asks
âNo they played cardsâ, I roll my eyes, âOf course Jungkookâ
âHeâs so fucking luckyâ, Jimin sighs
What?
âYeah. I wish it was meâ, Tae adds
âWhat the fuck?â, I ask
âOh please Hoseok. Sheâs hot and we all want her. You too, donât deny it. But Yoongi got her firstâ
âYeah I donât think itâs just sex to themâ
âWhy do you say that?â, Jin questions
âBecause they woke up to move around. Because he called her jagi and she called him naekkeoâ
âWHAT? He called her jagi? Holy shit, thatâs big! He always said heâd never do thatâ, Namjoon exclaims
I nod, âAnd uh, before they went back to sleep, they uh told each other they love each otherâ
âNo shit. Yoongi found someone he lovesâ, Jungkook says astonished
âWow. He fell in love. And heâs so lucky she feels the same. Iâm actually happy for themâ, Jimin says
âLooks like heâs not coming to practiceâ, Jin mumbles
âNo. Heâs not. I wouldnât risk waking him up when heâs with her. Not when theyâre naked together. And itâs suicide to wake her up on a normal day. Iâm not dying todayâ, I shrug
âOk well, I guess we should just go. We still have to practice. Let them have a night togetherâ, Namjoon says
I nod and we all get up, leaving them in the dorm to sleep
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Together
Pairing- Jimin x Named Reader x Tae
Word count- 4.9k
Includes- Dom Jimin, Dom Tae, Sub reader, sub Tae, MxMxF, MxF, MxM, blow job, deepthroating, pussy eating, cum eating, daddy kink, voyeurism, dirty talk, sex from behind, threesome, missionary, cock riding, double penetration (3xs), so much cum, multiple orgasms for all, fluff
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J POV
I moan, in so much pleasure, looking down, watching Jimin and Tae in between my legs, licking me all over
As soon as I walked in Jiminâs room, they ripped my clothes off, took theirs off, pushed me against the wall and attaches their tongues to my pussy
I love the feeling of both tongues on me going at different speeds
They love eating me out together
And I fucking love it
Jimin is my boyfriend for three years
A few months ago he told me heâs bi
He was so scared to tell me, thinking I would leave him
But I love him and for me thatâs not a reason to leave anyone
I accept him and he was so happy
He loves me just as much as I love him and he was scared heâd lose me
A little while after he told me, he asked me if I would have a threesome with him and Tae
Apparently Tae is bi too and theyâre attracted to each other and to me
I agreed and it was fun
Jimin and I decided that we would keeping being with Tae if Tae wanted to
He did
Jimin and I agreed that we would only be with Tae together- he wouldnât sleep with just Tae without me and he didnât want me to sleep with Tae without him
Jimin is very jealous and heâs scared Iâll love and want Tae more than him
I told him that would never happen but I agreed anyway
He assured me that he wonât love Tae or want him more than me but Iâm not a jealous person like he is
Since then, the three of us have sex a lot
I donât know what Tae is to us
I guess heâs our boyfriend too?
I mean Jimin and I love him but Taeâs never asked us to be with him like that so I donât know
But if heâs ok with how things are, Iâm ok too
I watch Jimin take my clit in his mouth and suck
âFuck Jimin!â, I moan
I also feel Taeâs tongue sliding in and out of my pussy
Jimin pulls my clit then lets it go slowly, making me moan
He pulls away, lifts Taeâs head and presses his mouth against my clit
âSuck Taeâ, Jimin orders
Tae obeys and starts sucking my clit
âJust once Tae. Weâre taking turnsâ, Jimin says
Tae lets go, then Jimin sucks my clit once, the Tae goes back to suck once too
They keep going, back and forth and I fucking love it
The pleasure from them is running all over me
âGood boys. My good boysâ, I praise them, running my fingers in their hair
They make moaning sounds while they keep using their mouths on me
It turns me on so much how much they fucking love doing this
Jimin sucks again and pleasure takes over as I cum, yelling their names
âJIMIN, TAE, Fuckâ
Jimin licks my pussy, moaning, âTastes so goodâ, while Tae licks my cum that runs down my thigh
âGood right Tae?â, Jimin moans
âYeahâ, Tae answers, his tongue starting to lick me with Jimin
They pull away, kissing my body as they stand up
Each one sucks on a nipple, making me wet again
When they move away, I go and sit on the bed
Tae turns to Jimin, pulling Jimin to him and kissing him
Fuck me, I love watching them together
I never thought Iâd get turned on seeing two guys together but I do
All the time
But then again itâs Tae and Jimin And theyâre fucking sexy as hell
Tae pushes Jimin against the wall, kissing his neck and down his body
He stops to lick and suck on Jiminâs abs
Heâs waiting for Jimin
Jimin is always dominate over Tae and Tae loves it
âC'mon baby boyâ, Jimin moans, âI know you want to suck my cock so just do itâ
âOkâ, Tae murmurs
Jimin tugs Taeâs hair, making Tae look at him
âYes what?â, Jimin growls
âYes daddyâ, Tae answers
âFuckâ, I whisper
Jimin looks at me, smirking
âLook Tae, our baby likes watching us together. I bet sheâs soaking wet right nowâ
Tae looks over at me, smirking too, âAre you baby?â
I nod
âGood girlâ, Jimin says smugly
He looks back down at Tae
âC'mon baby boy, suck daddyâs cockâ
Jesus Christ
This is so hot
I watch Tae go down on his knees, wrap his mouth around Jiminâs cock and start sucking
âFuckâ, Jimin moans
Tae loves sucking Jimin off and he loves Jiminâs cum
Just like Jimin loves mine
Tae can blow Jimin over and over, all day
Tae takes all of Jimin in his mouth, deep throating him
Jimin has a big cock and I know what itâs like to get him all in
Good for me, it doesnât bother me and I enjoy it
Tae had to get used to it
But since he loves blowing Jimin, he got used to it real fast
Taeâs moving his head back and forth, sliding Jiminâs cock in and out of his mouth
Jimin has such pleasure on his face, making him look so beautiful
âDaddy can I touch?â, Tae asks
âIf you put your pretty mouth back on my cock you can baby boyâ, Jimin tells him
âOk daddyâ
Tae licks Jimin, running his tongue up and down his cock, and running his hands up Jimin legs, stopping at his hips
Tae licks up Jimin again, then takes him back in his mouth, pulling Jimin by his hips, sliding his cock all the way in
âGod Tae. Your fucking mouth feels so fucking goodâ
I canât tear my eyes away them
Iâm so fucking wet, I feel it sliding down my legs on to Jiminâs bed
Jimin slides his hand in Taeâs hair with Tae staying still and starts moving Taeâs head along his cock, sliding in and out of Taeâs mouth
âSuckâ, Jimin commands
Tae starts sucking while Jimin keeps moving Taeâs head
âFuck, good boy. Such a good boyâ, he praises Tae
Tae makes a moaning sound
He really loves this
And thatâs a fucking turn on
âBaby boy stay still. Iâm gonna fuck your mouth. Would you like that Tae Tae?â, Jimin asks
Tae nods his head rapidly
âGood boyâ
Tae stays still and Jimin snaps his hips, burying his cock in Taeâs throat
âYou ok baby boy?â, Jimin asks, going out of Taeâs mouth
Tae nods, âMore daddy. Moreâ
Tae opens his mouth again waiting for Jimin
Jimin nods, going back in Taeâs mouth, thrusting hard
Tae closes his mouth, sucking while Jimin fucks him
âJesusâ, Jimin moans
He stops moving, pulling Taeâs head back until just his head is in Taeâs mouth
âGo ahead baby boyâ
Tae licks the underside of Jiminâs head, tongue stroking him quickly
âFuckâ, Jimin whimpers
Tae sucks once on his head, then keeps licking
âSuck on my head baby boy. It feels goodâ
Tae obeys, sucking quickly
âYes Tae, fuck, moreâ, Jimin asks while Tae sucks harder and faster
âIâmâŚIâmâŚOpen Taeâ
Tae opens his mouth, tongue out
Jimin rubs his cock along Taeâs tongue, faster and faster
âTae, fuck baby boyâ, Jimin yells, coming on Taeâs tongue, his body shaking
Fuck me, this is amazing. Jimin is so fucking hot when he cums
Thereâs so much and since Taeâs mouth is open some of the cum runs down his mouth and chin
I watch Tae swallow all of Jiminâs cum, then sucks on Jimin to get it all.
âFuck Taeâ, Jimin moans, pulling away and looking at him
He wipes his cum from Taeâs face, who grabs his hand, sucking it off Jiminâs fingers
âYouâre a good boyâ
Tae nods, âI like being daddyâs good boyâ
Jimin nods, âSince you did such a good job, do you want to play with our baby?â
Tae nods his head rapidly, âWant to fuck baby. Love her pussy. Want her to cum on my cockâ
âI know you do Tae. So go ahead, play and make her cum. But you canât cumâ
Tae gets a confused look, âI canât?â
âNo baby boy, I want you hard ok?â
âOk daddyâ
Tae gets up and comes over to me
âHi babyâ, he smirks, pushing me on my back
He looks down and laughs, âDamn, baby made a mess on your bed, Jimin. She soaked the sheets watching us.â
âGoodâ, Jimin answers, coming over, looking at the bed under me, âThatâs hot baby girl. Taeâs gonna play for awhile, then Iâll fuck you good and hard ok?â
I nod
Tae grabs me roughly and turns me on my hands and knees
I love when heâs rough
Tae is submissive to Jimin, but he likes to be dominate over me
I donât care, I love it
âFuck baby, you canât wait to have cock in you huh
Youâre so wet itâs running down your legsâ, Tae comments
âYea Tae. I want your cockâ
âGood girlâ, he answers, then he thrusts into me. Hard
âFuckâ, I yell, pleasure hitting me all at once
âShit, babyâs pussy is so fucking tight. You feel so goodâ, Tae moans
He grips my hips tightly, pounding into me so hard
âC'mon baby, scream. I want to hear you screamâ, Tae urges
He opens my legs more, slamming harder than before
âC'monâ, Tae demands
He goes so hard and deep in the next thrust, making me scream just like he wanted me to
âGood girl.â, Tae growls, âFuck, get tighter, nowâ
I clench and tighten on his cock hard
âYes fuck.â
He keeps going, pleasure running through me, getting me closer
âOh yeah baby, you want it bad. I feel youâ, he moans, âBe my good slut and cumâ
Tae likes being rough, dirty talk and name calling
I donât give a fuck, I love it too
And after he always kisses me and hugs me, calling me his good girl, so Iâm fine with it
He slaps my ass hard, âNow slut, cum on my cock now!â
Slamming again, I lose it and scream his name when my orgasm hits, âTAEHYUNG, oh godâ
âYes fuck, yes! Good whore. Againâ, he commands
He thrusts, hitting my spot, making pleasure explode all through me
âOh god Tae, yes, right there Tae!â
âYou want it there slut? Right there?â, he teases, ramming right into my spot
âYes Tae, I want it thereâ, I beg
âThen beg for itâ, he demands as he keeps thrusting but stops slamming my spot
âTae, please, donât stopâ, I whine
âWho?â, he demands
âTaaaaeee!â
Slapping my ass again, he growls, âWho?â
âDaddy!â, I scream
âThatâs right slut. Beg daddy to hit your spot, like a good whoreâ
âPlease daddy. I want it. You feel so good. Your cock makes me feel good, makes me cum so hard. And I want to cum on your cock daddy. Please let meâ, I beg
âYeah baby? You wanna cum?â, Tae asks
Oh I do
So much
âYes daddy, please. Make me cum. Please slam your cock in my spot daddyâ, I moan
âOk slut. You did a good job begging. Iâll give you want you want. If you screamâ
âIâll screamâ, I promise, âI willâ
Iâll do whatever he wants as long as he lets me cum
âOkâ, he says simply and thrusts hard into my spot again
âOh god yes!â, I scream
Tae can always find my spot easily
How, I have no clue
âCumâ, he demands and my body obeys
I squeeze his cock so hard, releasing all over him
âFuck yesâ, he moans, âAgainâ
A few more slams have me coming again
âDaddy oh god daddyâ, I shout
âMoreâ, he yells
âYes oh god yesâ, I moan, orgasming again
âAgainâ
âTae, IâŚIâ
âNow slut. You do what I say, when I say!â, he yells, âAnd Iâm telling you to cum. NOW!â
He thrusts right into my spot causing an automatic orgasm
âThere you goâ, he murmurs, âCum again babyâ
âTaeâ
âShh my baby, one more time. For meâ, he asks
He leans over, kissing my back, my shoulder, running his hands all over me
âBaby?â, he asks
âYeah Taeâ, I answer
âGood babyâ
He starts thrusting harder again, sliding into my spot again.
âFuck Taeâ, I moan
âYeah babyâ
âDonât cum Taeâ, Jimin reminds him
âFuckâ, he mutters
âAre you listening baby boy?â, Jimin asks
âYes daddy, yes. Iâm listeningâ, Tae confirms
He slides in again and my body shakes on him, climaxing again
âFuck baby, let me out. Iâm gonna cum, let me goâ, Tae pleads
I force myself to unclench him and he slides out
âFuck fuckâ, Tae yells, trying to control himself
I turn to face them, laying down, tired
âLet me see baby boyâ, Jimin says
Tae turns around and I move so I can watch
âMmmm Tae Tae, your cock looks so good with my baby girlâs cum all over itâ, Jimin teases
I look and Taeâs rock hard cock is standing straight out with my cum on him
And heâs leaking his own cum too
âWhat does my baby boy want?â, Jiminâs asks
âWant daddy to suckâ, Tae whimpers
âYeah. Do you want our baby to watch?â
Tae nods
Jimin looks over at me, âC'mon baby girlâ
Jimin pushes Tae down, making him sit on the edge of the bed
I move, going behind Tae, wrapping my arm around his body, pulling his head back on my shoulder by his hair and kiss his neck where he likes it
Jimin moves closer to him, kissing him, his tongue in Taeâs mouth
I keep licking and sucking Taeâs neck while he kisses Jimin
Jimin moves from him, then comes to me, moving my head from Taeâs neck and kissing me
When he pulls away, Tae reaches up, pulling me to him, his lips on mine
I kiss him, while Jimin goes down on his knees
Tae moans in my mouth and when I look down, Jimin is sucking on Taeâs cock
Jimin and I love playing with Tae together
And Tae fucking loves it just as much
âFuck baby girl, your cum tastes so good on Taeâs cockâ
Fuck me, he just made me so wet
Again
I pull away from Tae and whisper in his ear, âBaby boy wants to watch daddy suck his cock?â
Tae nods, so I push his head off my shoulder and down so he can see Jimin
âMmmm baby boy, look at your cock going in and out of daddyâs perfect mouthâ
âOh godâ, he whimpers, his eyes glued to Jimin
Jimin sucks on Taeâs head, making him shiver against me
âOh baby is shaking.â, I tease, kissing his shoulder, âHow does daddyâs mouth feel on your cock baby boy?â
âSssssâŚ..so gggâŚgoodâ, he stammers
Jimin takes all of Tae in his mouth and sucks hard and fast
âFuckâ, Tae shouts, closing his eyes
âNo baby. Open your eyes. Watch daddyâ, I order
Tae opens his eyes again and looks down at Jimin
âWhere does baby boy want to cum?â, Jimin asks him, smirking and licking up his cock
Tae moans, âInâŚinâŚin..â
âAww baby boy canât talkâ, I giggle
Jimin smirks and starts licking the underside of Taeâs head quickly
âSsssâŚ.shitâ
âAnswer daddy Tae. Where do you wanna cum?â, I ask
âIn dddddâŚ.ddâŚdaddyâs mouthâ, he gets out
âYeah baby boy?â, I tease, sucking on his neck, leaving a hickey
He nods rapidly
I look at Jimin and he nods
âOk baby, you can. Daddy said yesâ
Jimin sucks all of Tae in his mouth, going hard at it
Tae starts shivering, screaming in pleasure
âOh god, Oh god, Jimin, daddy, fuck!â, he shouts, coming hard
I watch Jimin swallow on Taeâs cock and it turns me on so much
Jimin keeps swallowing and Tae trembles every time he does
Jimin pulls away and I let go of Tae
Tae moves back onto the bed fully, then falls back, laying down, breathing hard
âAww, Tae is tiredâ, I laugh
âIâm notâ, Jimin says, grabbing me off the bed
He moves me on top of Tae, my back on Taeâs chest and ass on his cock
Jimin opens my legs and thrusts inside hard
âFuck!â, I yell
Jimin starts moving at lightening speed, pounding away hard
And it feels fucking amazing
âOh god Jiminâ, I moan, my head against Taeâs shoulder
This is new
Jiminâs never fucked me on top of Tae before
I feel Taeâs hands touch all over my body, and stay on my breasts, playing with my nipples while Jimin slams into me
âFeels good baby?â, Jimin asks
I nod, âYes Jiminâ
âGood baby. You feel so good tooâ, Jimin praises, âYou always feel so goodâ
I feel Tae get hard again under me
Jimin leans over and kisses me, tongue in my mouth
I wrap my arms around his neck, hands in his hair and holding him close to me
âI love youâ, he whispers to me
âI love youâ, I answer back
When he pulls away, he moves to Tae and kisses him too
Tae moves one of his hands to Jiminâs neck, one hand holding Jimin close, the other holding me to him
âTae Tae is hard againâ, I moan
âYeah?â, Jimin asks when he pulls away from Tae
Tae nods
Jimin smirks, then opens my legs more, putting them over Taeâs
He reaches down and from Taeâs shivers, I know Jimin is touching his cock
He pulls me down a little more
The next thing I know, I feel Tae push in with Jimin
âC'mon Tae, get in. Help me fuck our babyâ
I feel Tae raise his hips against me, pushing himself more into me
I gasp from the pleasure
Iâve never had both of them in at the same time but it feels so good
âFuckâ, Tae whimpers
Tae starts thrusting up at the same time Jimin slams in
âOH SHIT!â, I scream
âBaby likes our cocks in her Tae Taeâ, Jimin murmurs
âYeahâ
Tae moves my head towards him so he can kiss me, while Jimin leans down and starts sucking on my nipple
Pure pleasure explodes in my body and I canât think straight
âFuck daddy, your cock feels so good on mineâ, Tae moans
âYeah baby boy. You feel good on me tooâ, Jimin answers
âYeah. I love feeling you and baby at the same time.â
âI know what you mean Tae. She feels so goodâ
âShe doesâ, Tae agrees
Fucking hell, their talking and thrusts are getting me so close
âFuck Tae, you feel her throbbing?â, Jimin asks
âYeah, feels so good. Sheâs gonna cumâ
âGo harder Taeâ, he urges
They both start moving harder and the pleasure is so fucking intense
Iâm right there and the next thrust from them makes me go over the edge
The pure ecstasy I feel shuts my brain off completely and I just scream wordlessly while I grip Jiminâs arm and Taeâs hip, hard
My body starts shaking hard in between Jimin and Tae and I canât control it
âFuck Tae, look at how much pleasure our baby is inâ, Jimin whispers
âSheâs so beautifulâ, Tae says
âYeah she isâ
My orgasm lasts longer than normal but when it tapers off, I feel so tired
I feel them both pull out
I close my eyes and I feel two pairs of lips, kissing all over my body
My body shakes against their lips
I canât help it
âBaby is so sensitive nowâ, Tae says softly, kissing my shoulder
âBabyâ, Jimin calls
âMmmmm?â, I answer
âCan I go back in? I wanna cum in my baby. You donât have to do anything baby, just feel meâ, he asks
âYeah baby, okâ, I agree
They both move me so that instead of laying on Tae, Iâm laying on top of Jimin, my legs open around his
He moves me down by my hips, sliding me on his cock
I sigh, happy heâs there
Jimin fits inside me so perfectly and I love him inside
âOk baby?â, he asks
I nod
He thrusts up, starting slow then getting harder and faster with each one, pleasure slowly taking over
âJiminâ, I moan
âJo, babyâ, he whimpers
I feel a tongue on my clit and I look down to see Tae licking me
âTaeâ
âCan I baby? Please? I want toâ, he asks
âYeah Taeâ
He smiles then goes back to licking
Shit, it feels amazing
I move my hand and slide it in Taeâs hair
âFuck baby. I need you to cum on me. I need to feel youâ, Jimin pleads
Tae starts sucking my clit the same time that Jimin thrusts up so hard
âFuckâ, I moan
Both sensations push me closer and I moan, coming
âYes baby oh my god baby. JOANNE!â, Jimin shouts, holding me on him while he cums
Jimin pulls out when heâs done and Tae pulls me down Jimin, tongue in my pussy
Jimin gently moves out from under me, putting me on the bed
I look down, watching Tae pull his tongue out of my pussy with Jiminâs cum on it and he swallows
Then he slides his tongue back in and does it again
Holy crap, heâs licking Jiminâs cum from my pussy
ThatâsâŚ..so hot
When heâs done, he continues to lick me all over
âWant babyâs cum tooâ, he moans
His tongue slides up, flicking my clit before he does it again
God his tongue feels so good
âPlease babyâ, he whines, âDonât you like my tongue?â
âYes Tae. I love your tongueâ, I whisper
âThen gimmieâ
He runs his tongue on my clit in the same spot over and over again and I feel the need to release the pleasure
Swiping his tongue up again, I lose it and cum, moaning his name
âTaehyung, fuck Taehyungâ
âMmmmmâ, he moans, sliding his tongue back in
âTaeâ
When I finish he moves away, then hovers over me, putting my legs around his hips
He leans down, kissing my neck and whispering, âWant to cum in my baby tooâ
âYes Tae, I want you toâ, I answer, putting my arms around him
He slides inside and I tremble against him
This time Tae goes slow, keeping a steady pace and kissing me everywhere
âSqueeze me baby. Pleaseâ
I nod, tightening on his cock, making him gasp in pleasure
Jimin comes up behind Tae
âWant it baby boy?â, he whispers in Taeâs ear
âYesâ, Tae answers, âWant you and babyâ
âIs that ok baby?â, Jimin asks
I nod
If Jimin wants Tae then itâs fine with me
I donât care
I feel Tae grip my hips hard when Jimin goes in him
âOk baby boy?â
Tae nods
When Jimin moves, Taeâs body shakes
âYou feels so good baby boyâ, Jimin murmurs, âTight like babyâ
Tae moans and starts thrusting into me again
They both move at the same time together, all three of us moaning in pleasure
Iâm getting there, slowly, just loving the feel of Tae sliding in and out
âTae you feel goodâ, I praise him
âYou feel good. So goodâ, he moans in my neck
âAnd Jimin?â, I ask
âJimin feels good tooâ
Tae moves a little bit harder and I yelp in pleasure
âGood baby?â, Tae asks
âYeah Tae, real goodâ, I agree
âMake you cum?â, he gets out
âYeah baby, soonâ
He nods and keeps moving
A few more thrusts and he causes another orgasm
My body arches into his, pressing against him and I moan loudly
âGggggâŚ..good girlâ, he stammers, still moving
âOh fuckâ, he moans and I feel him cum
âShit Joanne. Fuckâ
âGood babyâ, I praise him
âFuckâ, Jimin moans
Tae stops moving, collapsing on top of me and Jimin moves away
Iâm fucking exhausted, my body so tired and sore
I close my eyes, putting one arm around Tae, holding him
Iâm almost out when I hear Jimin say, âYou ok Tae?â
âNoâ
What?
Whatâs wrong?
âWhy?â, Jimin asks
I feel Tae sit up
âIâŚIâŚâ, Tae trails off
âWhat Tae? Tell meâ
âIâŚI love herâ
What?
âWhat?â, Jimin asks, disbelief in his voice
âI love her. In love with herâ, he whispers
Then, âAnd with you tooâ
âIâŚuhâŚIâ, Jimin stammers
âI donât want to just have sex with you both anymore. I want to be with both of you. I want her to be my girlfriend and you to be my boyfriend. I want to go out with her on dates and with you too. I want to have sex with just her and me, and with just me and you.â
Oh shit
âBbbâŚbut we live together Tae. We would be together a lot more than you and her would be. Or me and her. Itâs not fair to her.â
âAsk her to move in. Or we can move in with herâ, Tae suggests
Iâd be ok with that
âIâŚI donât know Taeâ
âDo you love her?â, Tae asks
âOf course I love her. Sheâs the love of my life Tae. I canât imagine my life without herâ
My heart fills with happiness when I hear him
Heâs the love of my life too
âDo you love me?â
âYeah Tae I love you but not the way you love me or her. Iâm not going to lie, I have feelings for you or I wouldnât keep being with youâ
âCould you love me, like in love?â
âIâŚyeah Tae, I think I can over timeâ
âCan she?â
âI think so. She already loves you, just not how you want her to too. But she canâ
I definitely can
Just like Jimin, I do have feelings for Tae
It can turn into love if I let it
âBut you donât want this do you?â, Tae asks sadly
âNo Tae itâs not that. Itâs justâŚ.Iâm scaredâ
âScared of what? That youâll love me more than her? Because you know that wonât happen. I know how much you love her and nothing can get in the way of thatâ
âNo thatâs not itâ, Jimin says quietly, âIâm scared that sheâll love you more. That sheâll want just you and not me. And I canât live without herâ
Never going to happen
âJimin give her some credit. She loves you just as much as you love her. I have no doubt that sheâd instantly choose you over the both of us. I also have no doubt youâd choose her. Iâm not stupid Jimin. I know how much you two mean to each otherâ, Tae explains, âI just want you two to have room to love me tooâ
âI do have room for you Taeâ
âI do tooâ, I answer, opening my eyes
âJo? Youâre awake?â, Tae asks
âBarelyâ, I smile tiredly, sitting up too
âYou heard-â
âYeah, all of itâ
âSo uh what do you think baby?â, Jimin answers
âI think yesâ
âYou do?â, Jimin asks
âYes baby. IâŚI have feelings for Tae too. And I know you want to do this too. If you didnât you would of shut him down immediatelyâ
âI do but-â, Jimin starts
âI know youâre scared baby, but I swear, I will always love you Jimin. Thatâs never going to change. You are my everything and I canât live without you eitherâ, I explain, taking his hand, âSo you dont have to worry about that ok?â
He nods and I turn to Tae
âBut I can also love Tae too.â
I reach out and he immediately takes my hand
âYou can too Jimin. And itâs ok. I know youâll always love me.â
âI will Jo. I swear, donât ever doubt thatâ
âI wonâtâ, I smile
âSo uh is this ok?â, Tae asks Jimin
Jimin glances at me, then says, âYeah Tae. Itâs okâ
The smile that bursts on Taeâs face makes me happy.
âYou guys can move into my apartment if you want. Or we can get another oneâ, I offer
âI have an apartmentâ, Tae says, âI bought one a year ago. A big one and it more than fits the three of usâ
âYeah okâ, Jimin answers, âWe can move in this weekâ
âIâŚuhâ, I start
âWhat baby?â, Tae asks
âIâŚuhâŚdonât have as much money as you guys do. I canât pay you for living there. I can help with the bills but-â
âNo baby. You donât have to pay for anything.â, Jimin answers
âBut-â, I protest
âNo Jo. Itâs ok. Youâre our baby. We can take care of youâ, Tae says
What?
âNo Tae-â
âWe can talk about this later ok baby?â, Jimin suggests, âYouâre tired baby and if you donât take a nap, youâre going to be so cranky laterâ
âHeyâ, I protest
âShh baby, itâs ok. Weâll figure everything out. I promiseâ, Tae says soothingly
âC'mon baby, Iâll sleep with you and Tae will tooâ
âYeah babyâ, Tae agrees
I pout, âFineâ
Iâm still exhausted so I let them talk me into laying down
But I am going to fight them later about them paying for everything
Iâm not a moocher
Iâll just argue later
Right now, both of them kiss me, then snuggle into me, one on each side
And it feels so good, I canât resist
They have to be exhausted too because right before I fall asleep I hear Jimin breathing evenly and Tae snoring lightly
I smile to myself, so happy I have the best boyfriends in the world
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Drunken Luck
Pairing- Jongho x Named Reader
Word count- 6.3k
Includes- Drunk conversation, fingering, pussy eating, cum eating, cock riding, dirty talk, squirting, multiple orgasms, fluff
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Jongho POV
"Jongho", Wooyoung calls for the one hundredth time
I sigh, smiling at the girl I'm hitting on and asking her to hold on
"What?", I growl, when I turn to him
He scoffs, "Go get your best friend. She's drunk off her ass"
I glance at the dance floor of the club where Joanne is, dancing in the middle of a group of guys, a drink in hand
"She's fine", I say starting to turn back to the girl I hope is still there
I need to get laid tonight
"She's not fine Jongho", Wooyoung insists, "Go before she goes with all those guys and gets gangbanged"
"Why don't you go get her?", I shoot back, annoyed
I thought inviting her to the club with us was a good idea
She doesn't drink heavily so I thought she'd be good
Maybe dance with one of the guys
Not flail around like she's doing now
"I tried. She told me to fuck off and pushed me away from her", Wooyoung snaps, "She'll listen to you"
I snort
He has to be kidding
She has to be one of the most headstrong and stubborn people I know
She almost never listens to me
"Just go get her. Tell her she has to go home and I'll take her", Wooyoung answers
I sigh
Turning back to the girl, I smile at her
"Sorry but I have to go"
She frowns slightly but nods, "I'll be here tomorrow so come back and we can pick up where we left off"
I grin, happy my luck is holding up
"I'll be here", I tell her
She nods, "See you tomorrow"
"Tomorrow", I repeat
She smiles then she heads to the dance floor
Looks like I'm getting laid tomorrow
I'm not going to lie I'm a little annoyed that Joanne cost me this girl tonight
She's normally fine when we go out
Of course tonight is the night she has to freak out for some reason
Looking for her on the dance floor, I finally spot her again and I head towards her
I push through the crowd and as I get closer to her, I glare at the guys surrounding her
They stare at me for a second, then move out of my way
I have to get through a throng of guys until I finally get to her
She doesn't even notice I'm here, dancing, shaking her ass and waving her hands over her head
I roll my eyes although I admit her ass shaking is hot
Grabbing one of her arms and turning her to me
Her drunken gaze meets mine, a smile on her face as her arms move around my neck, "Hwannie"
I scoff, shaking my head
She doesn't even know who I am
She's blitzed
Removing her arms from my neck, I grab one of them, turn and start pulling her with me, off the dance floor
"Hwannie, dddddd...on't you wanna...wanna....wanna dance?", she slurs
I don't even bother answering her, annoyed she called me Seonghwa again
I get her off the dance floor then back to the table that we scored
"Where's her shit?", I ask Wooyoung
"I got it", he says but I shake my head
"I'll take her home", I tell him, "She came with me anyway"
He shrugs, handing me her jacket and her bag
I help her put her jacket on, not trusting her to do it herself
Holding her bag, I take her upper arm and start leading her towards the exit
She stumbles next to me on her ridiculous but sexy high heels
Another sigh escapes as I move my arm around her waist, half carrying her
Once we get outside, I start leading her in the direction of my car
"Where....going?", she asks
"You're going home", I tell her
"Nnnn", she starts, as she tries and fails to pull me back, "No..no"
"Yes", I insist, "You're drunk and you need to sleep"
"Don't...I don't...want...", she stammers, struggling to get out of my grip
"Doesn't matter. You need to go home. You can't drink anymore or you'll pass out"
"Don't...cccc...care", she whines, planting her feet, stopping and forcing me to stop, "I want...to ....to go back"
"What the fuck is your problem?", I shout, finally losing my temper
"I want....want...uh...dance", she slurs, swaying on her feet, "Drink"
"Why? Why are you so pissed faced drunk!", I explode, "You never do this shit! Why tonight? Why did you have fuck up my night tonight?"
I'm so pissed off that she cost me that girl
Besides getting laid, I was starting to like talking to her, flirting with the girl
But she had to fuck that all up
"I...uh...I"
"Why?", I yell
"I...I ..drink....because.... because...."
"Because why?", I shout
"Because Jongho...because Jongho is....is..", she whimpers, starting to cry, "With....another girl"
I raise my eyebrow, wondering what the hell she's talking about
"So what?", I snap
"I...I...love...love...love him", she sobs, "He...he doesn't kkkk...know. Nnnn... never see...mmmm...me. Only...only other....girls"
What the fuck is she saying?
Is she really saying she loves me?
Like romantically?
"I..I...even.....wear.....stupid clothes...", she says, pulling at her low cut lacy crop top, "He still...no..no...notice....me"
I was wondering why she was wearing this outfit when I picked her up
A crop top that has her boobs showing, a mini skirt hanging low on her hips and those fuck me shoes
She has never shown so much skin in her life
And I've never seen her body like this
Of course I noticed her
How could I not?
And yeah, she looks hot
But I had no idea she wore this for me
"I...I drink...to...for...for...", she struggles to get out, "Forget him. Other...other guys pay attention. I....I like...dance...with them"
"They were looking to get in your pants", I say
Surely she had to know that when she started drinking
"So? Jjj....Jonghie don't care...", she mutters, wiping her eyes, "He flirt. With girl. He want...that...girl. And...and I want...forget"
I don't say anything, all of this new information sinking in
"So I go bbb..back", she says, glaring at me, "You home"
I shake my head, "No Jo. You need to go home"
"No", she whines, stamping her foot, "I back. You go away. And no...no...tell.... Jonghie...I love. No tell. Shhhh"
She tries to turn back around but her legs get tangled and she ends up falling flat on her face
"Jesus", I mutter under my breath, hurrying to her
Scooping her up, I hold her, looking her over as best I can
From what I can see she has bloody scrapes on her knees
Wonderful
"C'mon Jo. Time to go home"
She shakes her head, "Nope, nope, nope"
I don't say anything else, just start carrying her to the car
As I walk in the parking lot, she lays her head on my shoulder and for some reason it feels so right
Shoving that thought away for now, I finally get to the car and get her in the passenger seat
She's already asleep
So much for partying more
Buckling her in, I close the door, walk around to the driver side and get in
Starting my car, I head in the direction of her apartment
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Carrying her into her room, I plop her down on the bed
Leaving her there I go to the bathroom and grab some wet paper towels and bandaids
Getting to her room, I sit on the bed next to her and gently wipe away the blood on her knees, then put the bandaids on
After throwing everything away, I go to her drawers and pull out a pair of PJ pants
Going back to her, I take her shoes off then slide the pants on her
Once they're on, I get the skirt off her, although it's hard with her pants on but I manage
Gently pulling her to a seated position, I pull her jacket off and lay her back down
I'm not changing her shirt
I can't get one on her while taking the crop top off so I'm just leaving it
I'm not looking at her body without her permission
Getting her pj shirt, I sit her up and with great difficulty put the shirt on her, over the crop top, then lay her back down
Then I take out the two clips in her hair and undo her braid, running my fingers in her surprisingly soft hair to loosen it up
For some reason I can't stop playing with her hair, so I continue, looking down at her, all these feelings swirling inside me since she confessed
Surprising feelings that I don't know what to do with
She stirs, her eyes slightly opening and I take that as my cue to leave
I start pulling my hand from her hair when her hand holds mine tightly, her eyes half open
"Stay", she whispers
I shouldn't but I'm surprised at how much I want to
"Please Jonghie", she murmurs, her eyes closing, "Don't... don't wanna be .......alone"
I don't know what I'm thinking but I decide to stay
She asked me and she knows it's me this time
Granted she's so out of it I doubt she would of asked me to stay if she was sober
I take my shoes off and get out of my jacket then lay next to her on her bed, pulling the blankets over us
"Jonghie", she murmurs
"I'm here Jo", I whisper, her sleepy eyes opening to look at me for a second before they're closed again
She moves unexpectedly, turning to me and pressing her body against mine
Her head slots under my chin, her face in my neck, her fingers in my shirt
Instinctively, I move my arms around her and hold her
And it feels so right
So unbelievably right, like we're supposed to be like this
I haven't felt this way holding any other girl and it's shocking
I haven't really thought about her as more than a friend in a long time
I have considered asking her out years ago as I did like her at the time
But I wasn't sure if I wanted to ruin our friendship
And she got a boyfriend like a week later so I got over those feelings
Or maybe I didn't and I just thought I did
Yeah I'm not delving into those thoughts and feelings at three thirty in the morning
Closing my eyes, I lay with her in my arms, her soft snores reach my ears, a smile forming on my face from the cute sound
I relax, cuddling her and wait for sleep
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She stirs next to me and I glance over at her to see if she's awake
I've been up for awhile, just sitting next to her on my phone
Waiting for her to wake up
I didn't want to wake her up because honestly she needs the sleep
So I got up, used the bathroom and got her some Advil and water, keeping it on her nightstand for when she wakes up with a hangover headache
And she's gonna have a big one with all the alcohol she downed last night
She turns around to face me, moaning, her eyes slightly opening
"Uh my head is pounding", she whines, her hand moving to her forehead
"You drank a lot", I tell her, "Like a lot"
"Yeah I figured from the sledgehammer hammering against my skull", she snaps
"I got you Advil"
"Thanks", she says, trying and failing to sit up
I hold back a laugh, moving my arm around her and helping her sit
"Oh god", she moans, leaning her head against my shoulder
Handing her the Advil and water, she takes it, her head still against my shoulder
"What happened last night?", she asks
"You...you don't remember?"
I want to see what she remembers before I bring up her confession
"Not much. I remember getting to the club. Taking two shots, a few cocktails. Going to the dance floor. Drinking more. Then nothing"
"Well you kept on dancing with a group of guys"
"Uh huh. Sounds like drunk me", she says, her hand against her head, "That's all?"
"You called me Hwannie", I tell her, "Twice"
She laughs, "I must have been pissed faced drunk. You look nothing like Hwa"
"Yeah. Was annoying", I admit, "Anyway after that, I tried to take you home, you threw a tantrum, fell on your face and I carried you to the car. Brought you home, put pj's on you and got you into bed. You asked me to stay and I did"
"Thanks. I can always count on you", she says softly
I hesitate, wanting to tell her what else happened but not knowing if I should
If I should just let it go
"What?", she asks, sitting up slowly and leaning against her headboard, "What else did I do? I can see it in your face, I did something else. Probably something stupid"
I take a second to think about how I want to word this
"Just say it Jonghie"
Alright then
"You uh....you told me you love me"
She raises her eyebrow, expressionless
"Why is that a big deal? You know I love you. So I love bombed you when I was drunk. No biggie"
She is so not understanding what I'm saying
She thinks I'm talking about love as a friend
Not romantic love
"No Jo...you were crying. You said you love me. And you got drunk because I was flirting with another girl. I wasn't noticing you and you wanted to forget about me"
She avoids eye contact with me, as she laughs nervously, "Oh c'mon Jonghie. People say stupid shit when they're drunk"
They also say truthful things and I think she's trying to cover for herself
"Jo, you said you wore the outfit last night for me. To get me to notice you. And when I didn't, when I flirted with the girl, you went to drink and dance with other guys. You thought I didn't care"
"Look Jongho, I don't know what to tell you. I guess I just said some stuff out of my ass. You also said I called you Hwannie so clearly I wasn't in the right mind", she says, avoiding eye contact
She's lying
I always know when she's lying
She has a tell
Her right eye twitches
And it's twitching now
"Jo-"
"It didn't mean anything Jongho. Of course I love you ok? You're my best friend"
I raise my eyebrow, "And that's it? You don't have any feelings for me other than friendship? Is that what you're saying?"
She nods
"Bullshit", I respond
"Excuse me?", she says, her eyes lifting to mine
"I said bullshit", I repeat, leaning closer to her
Tilting her head up to face me, I don't think, I just press my lips against hers, kissing her for the first time
My head spins, my body coming alive, her kiss absolutely perfect and I'm so thrown at what I'm feeling
And at how much I want to keep kissing her
I move my arms around her, her hands sliding slowly up my chest, arms cautiously wrapping around my neck
I lick her lip, sliding my tongue against hers, shivers running up my spine
The kiss deepens, a soft moan coming from her that turns me on like nothing ever has before
Kissing her feels right, being in her arms feels right and I don't know how I didn't see it before
The kiss ends with her leaning back, her eyes wide as I breathe in
"Liar", I say softly
Then I crash my lips back to hers, kissing her hard
I pull her in my lap, her coming willingly and kissing me, her tongue playing with mine
Her fingers move into my hair, bunching the strands, her body pressed right against mine
I fall into her, wanting nothing but her
I move my hands under her shirt, slowly pulling it up, giving her time to stop me
She doesn't, moving her arms from my neck and through the sleeves
She separates from my lips for the few seconds it takes to get the shirt over her head, then for her to get my shirt off, that I so willingly help her get off me
Then her lips are against mine again, her hands around me and on my back, slowly trailing up and down
Fire bursts in every cell on my body just from her touch alone
It's insane
I turn us, laying her on the bed on her back, her arms keeping me on top of her, her skin against mine
Moving my lips from hers, I press kisses to her neck, feeling her skin tremble against my lips, hear her soft moans
I trail my kisses down more, to her chest, her crop top still on her
"Fuck baby, I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw you in this flimsy little shirt", I groan, pulling one side down, groping her boob, "Of course I noticed you. I have fucking eyes baby. How hot you look, how pretty your body is. Fuck I had no clue you looked like this"
"I...I wore it for you", she murmurs as I pull the other side of the crop top down, squeezing both boobs, kissing the tops of them
"Mm I know baby. I'm so lucky", I murmur, wrapping my mouth around her hard nipple, sucking
Fuck, her nipple is so good to suck on
Nice and hard, easy to get my mouth around
"Jonghie", she moans, her body pressing into me as I play on her perfect nipple
I slide my hand down her body, right into her panties, feeling how wet her cunt it
She's soaked
She opens her legs slightly, my fingers running along her slit, spreading her juice all over her pussy
Switching to her other nipple, I suck on it as I rub her clit, her body jolting against mine
"Fuck", she whimpers, her fingers digging into my back as she holds onto me
Sliding two fingers into her, I start pumping then in and out, feeling her tight cunt squeeze hard
Goddamn, I wanna feel her cunt latch and squeeze my cock like this
I bet it'd feel fucking incredible
I suck on her nipple as I keep my fingers buried inside her, searching for her spot
Pressing my fingers down, she yelps, her fingers twisting into my hair, pulling hard
Smirking around her nipple, I add another finger, then fuck my fingers right into her spot, flicking her clit with my thumb
"Jongho"
"Mm yeah baby", I groan, still playing with her pussy, "Moan my name jagi"
Each slam to her spot has her cunt watering my hand and clenching my fingers in a vice grip, her legs shaking
"Is my pretty girl gonna cum?", I smirk
"Yes", she whimpers, her cunt spasming uncontrollably, her fingers tugging my hair hard
"Then cum baby", I order, sucking her nipple hard at the same time as I flick her clit and stimulate her spot
"Jongho, on god", she cries, coming and squirting around my finger, soaking her panties and pants
I sit up, still moving my fingers to get her through her orgasm, watching the wet patch on her pants get bigger and bigger as her squirting continues, that sight turning me on so much more
"Good girl", I murmur, getting her through it
When she finishes, I grab her flimsy crop top and rip it off her, the tearing sound of the material so satisfying
I get it off her, her soaked pants and panties following
I'm hit with her naked body and oh my god she's stunning
Perfect
And right now, all mine
Leaning over, I press a kiss to her neck, her skin shivering under my lips
And it's like I'm addicted, my lips kissing all over her body, making my way down her gorgeous body
I kiss lower, opening her legs and moaning at her small pretty pussy
Moving closer, I press a kiss to her cunt, her body jumping
"Jonghie, what-"
"Shhh baby. I want to kiss you here", I tell her continuing to kiss her over and over, "I want to lick between your pretty lips, kiss and suck your cute little clit"
"Fuck", she moans, her hand going in my hair, playing
Her breath catches when I give her clit a small lick
I drag out a few licks along her clit, watching her get wet and it running down her thighs
God, she got so wet for me so easily
Running my tongue on her thighs, I lick up her juice and fuck it tastes good
"So good jagi"
I put my tongue on her, slowly sliding up between her puffy lips
"Oh god", she cries
I lick her again and again, slowly, feeling her soft cunt against me
"Open more for me", I ask, pushing her legs open
"Jongho"
God, I love hearing her say my name
Gripping her ass, I bury my tongue in her cunt
"Yes Jongho, oh god", she cries
I glide my tongue on her clit, feeling her whole body shake, making me smirk
I move my tongue faster, lapping at her pulsing clit, listening to her moans
Her cunt gets so wet, leaking all over my face and I fucking love it so much
Moving her clit into my mouth, I suck on her softly at first, getting faster with each suck
"Jongho, oh fuck, oh god"
"Mmmm baby. Your clit is better to suck on than your nipples", I inform her
"Fuck Jonghie"
"Baby's clit throbs, making it better"
Sucking her clit back in my mouth, I suck fast and hard, feeling it throb against my lips
Her hand is in my hair, twisting and pulling hard
It doesn't bother me
I like it
Her thighs shake, getting closer
"Wanna cum baby?"
"Yes", she croaks out
"Then gimmie", I say, sucking hard
"Fuck Jongho!"
Her body shakes hard as she cums, my tongue sliding down and tasting her for the first time
"Fuck", I groan, "So fucking good"
She tastes so fucking good, I'm blow away
How?
How does she taste this good?
"God Jonghie"
I want more
"Wanna eat this pussy more", I murmur
"Fuck", she moans
Spreading her lips, I run my tongue in between them, listening to her moans and increasing breaths
"More Jonghie. Please. Don't stop"
"Oh I'm not going to stop. Not until you cum again and again so I can eat your delicious cream"
"Fuck"
"Tastes so fucking good baby. Never had pussy cream as good as yours"
I'm not lying
It's insane how she tastes and I'm already fucking addicted
"So creamy baby, so sweet, feels so good going down my throat. I've never wanted to eat a pussy as much as I want to eat yours"
Her pussy is perfect
The taste, the feel of her against my tongue, the way her pussy looks, the scent
It's taking over me
I move my tongue faster up and down, flattening it against her as I go
"So good Jongho. You're tongue feels so good", she cries
"Good enough to cum on?"
"Yes!"
"Then cum jagi"
"Fuck Jongho!", she yells, coming again
"Yes baby", I groan, swallowing
Jesus, it's like I'm a fucking addict
I just want more and more
Pulling away, I look at her, watching her cum leak out of her pretty hole
Fuck
Putting my tongue there, I lick, relishing in her taste
"Please Jonghie. More"
I snicker, "More jagi? Like my tongue licking you?"
"Yes Jonghie. Yes"
"Good baby. I can eat you everyday"
"Shit", she whimpers
"My baby's such a good girl. Coming for me so much", I tell her as I lick around her slit, "Such a good pussy for me. So pretty"
I look up watching her cute boobs heaving, her breathing hard
I slide my tongue inside her, hearing her breath catch and her cunt throbs on my tongue
Shivers run down my spine and straight to my cock from her pulsing
Fucking hell, I had no clue I'd enjoy this so much
Licking inside her, I pull my tongue out then shove it back inside, again and again, fucking my tongue into her hole
She moans, her hips moving into my face, fucking my mouth as I tongue fuck her
"Oh my god Jongho, I'm gonna cum", she screams
That only fuels me to go faster
"Jongho!", she screams, coming hard, her body arching off the bed
I greedily lick her more, swallowing all her sweet cum, making sure her pussy is completely clean
I need to be inside her right now
Sitting up, I get my pants and boxers off, wanting to feel her around me immediately
I pull her up and get her in my lap, straddling me
"Please fuck me", I ask, pressing my lips to her neck, "I want to be inside you. Feel you. Make you feel good."
"Are you sure? You...you were with that girl yesterday..", she stammers, her eyes closed while I continue to kiss her
"Fuck that girl, I want you", I beg, looking in her eyes
I don't know where this desire, this desperation for her is coming from but I'm going with it
I want her and I'm not going to deny it
She touches my face, stroking my cheek so softly, "Yeah Jonghie"
I cup her face and crash my lips to hers, her kiss completely and utterly blowing my mind again
Ho-ly shit
Her tongue against mine feels so fucking good, sending shivers down my spine
He small hands immediately touch my back, so very slowly moving up, every nerve she touches on fire
I've never felt this way before
She touches my shoulders, her hands feeling my upper arms
Pulling away from my lips, she kisses my neck by my ear
Oh fuck me, so good
"Fuck, you're so strong Jonghie", she whispers
I moan, getting even more turned on
"So many muscles. Fuck so hot"
She's driving me insane
I had no idea I like hearing her say how strong I am
No idea
My hands slide up her body, her skin soft and trembling against me
"Mm Jonghie, you're hands feel so good", she whimpers, "Fuck, you don't know how long I wanted you to touch me"
She's right, I didn't know that but now that I have touched her I don't ever want to fucking stop
I wrap my hands around her boobs, her hard nipples under my palms
Squeezing softly, her boobs feel so soft, so smooth
Squishy
Big
Perfect
Pushing her boob up, I latch onto her nipple again, sucking hard and fast
I just can't resist
"Jongho oh my god", she moans, her hands squeezing my arms hard
And I feel her soaking my lap
"Please baby, let me inside you", I beg, wanting that so fucking much
Pressing her lips to mine, she gently pushes me back and I go willingly, laying down on her bed
She kisses my cheek, then sits up, looking down at my body, biting her lip, trailing her fingers along my abs
"You're so fucking beautiful Jonghie", she whispers
Beautiful?
Me?
"I...uh.."
"You don't have to say anything Jonghie. Just take the compliment", she smiles
I nod stupidly
"Are you sure you want this Jonghie?", she asks hesitating, "I don't want you to do this because you know about my feelings and feel like you have to"
I shake my head, "That's not happening jagi. I want you so fucking much"
I lift my hips so she can feel my cock, feel how hard she made me
"You feel that baby?"
She bites her lip nodding
"You made me this hard"
"Really?"
I nod, "Yeah Jo. I fucking want you so much. Please baby, can I have you?"
She nods, whispering an ok, then moves on her knees
Her hand wraps around my length, holding me straight up
Lowering herself, I feel my head slide inside her
Oh god she's so wet
She pushes down, taking me in more and more
"Fuck fuck", I groan, pleasure hitting me hard, "So fucking tight"
It's unbelievably tight inside her, pussy opening just enough for me
"Goddamn Jongho, you're cock is huge", she whimpers, still getting me in My brain is shutting off from the fucking pleasure with every inch she takes
She bottoms me out, sitting flush against my pelvis
"Are you all in?"
My eyes wander down to us
"Ffff...fuck", I gape
Her cunt looks so pretty wrapped around me
So goddamn pretty
I can't help but reach out and touch her, opening her lips to see more
Her hole is completely stuffed
With my cock
That thought alone blows my mind
"Jonghie?"
I remember she asked me a question
"Yyy...yeah jagi. I'm all in"
"Ok", she says softly, "I'm gonna ride you"
I nod my head so much, I feel like a bobble head doll
She slides up my shaft, just my head inside her
Then she goes back down quickly, taking me all in one stroke
"Fuck", I yell, immense pleasure washing over me
She bounces on me at a good pace
Not too hard, not too light
Not too fast, not too slow
Bottoming me out every time
She moans softly and my gaze snaps to her
Her eyes are closed, pleasure all over her face as she moves, her boobs jiggling with her bouncing
My god she's stunning
How did I not notice before?
How did I not see how fucking attracted I am to her?
"So fucking beautiful", I breathe
Her eyes open and she gazes down at me, her cheeks pink but a small smile on her face
Her pussy throbs on me hard, fast, feeling out of this world
Her hands lay on my stomach, leaning while she fucks me, her bounces getting faster, her cunt creaming my cock like I've never seen before
It's so fucking pretty
Her breathing is getting so rapid, a sheen of sweat on her perfect body
"Jonghie", she whimpers, going harder, clenching my length over and over
"Yeah princess. Cum for me. Please", I urge her
"Jongho!", she cries, pleasure all over her face, her body shaking and arching as she cums
Unbelievable pleasure hits me as her cunt gets the tightest it's been so far
Holy shit
How does it feel this amazing?
How?
When she's done, she starts bouncing again, the pleasure non stop
I close my eyes for a second, gripping the sheets hard
I can't...she's fucking amazing
I never thought I'd get the best sex I ever had with my best friend
Her pace changes and I open my eyes
Moving on me slowly, I look up at her, watching her in awe
She clenches me tightly, pleasure blasting in my body
I feel her hands move along my stomach, up to my chest, touching me so gently
I didn't know touching could feel so good
Her hands move to my shoulders and down my arms to my hands
She lifts my hands, putting them on her hips while she increases her speed
It feels so fucking good
Not just the sex but everything
The touches drive me crazy, making me want her hands, her finger on me so much more
She leans forward, kissing my lips so lightly, it's barely there
And all it does is make me want more of her kisses
Only her kisses and in this moment, I will do anything to get them
When she sits back up, I do too, sliding my hand from her hips, up the sides of her smooth body
My hands move to her back on their own, my fingers tangling in her hair
I pull her closer, my lips against her, kissing her desperately
When I slide my tongue in her mouth and touch hers, both of us moan loudly, her arms wrapping around my neck, her hands burying in my hair, tugging softly
She's the one
My one
I know it
I knew from the first kiss
Everything feels too good
Feels like I belong with her
Feels like she's mine
She drags her kisses along my jaw and I just close my eyes, feeling her perfect lips on me
As she moves along my shoulder, my skin trembles with every kiss
So good
Moving her hair back, I give her kisses of my own to her pretty neck
Bouncing in my lap, I feel her get tighter on me, both of us kissing each other's skin
Her fingers tighten in my hair, her other hand flat against my back, her body against mine
My arms around her, in her hair, on her back, holding her, her skin right against mine, our sweat mixing together
It's fucking perfect
Her breaths become faster, her little body shaking in my arms
"Jongho", she moans as I nod, asking her to cum on me
She orgasms, throbbing so hard, soaking me
And the pleasure is fucking out of this world
I keep kissing her neck, my mind blanking from feeling her orgasm
"I'm...I'm..", I whimper
"Yes", she whispers, still bouncing and I moan loudly letting go, coming inside her
She pulses more, clenching me over and over, milking my cock as her cunt takes all my cum, making the blinding pleasure last longer
I never came this hard before
It's never been this pleasurable
All I can do is feel
"Joanne fuck, baby", I whimper, hugging her close
"Feels so good Jonghie", she whispers
When I finish, I feel so tired
So satisfied
I've never felt that way with anyone before
And I love that feeling
I lay down, taking her with me, nuzzling into her
I feel her arms go around me, cuddling me, her fingers playing in my hair
"You're mine", I tell her
Her eyes move up to mine, "Is that what you want?"
"One hundred percent jagi", I murmur, "I want to be with you so much. I didn't know how much I wanted you until now. I'm sorry I didn't see it before. But if you'll be mine, I'll be all yours. Only yours"
I hope she says yes
I was stupid before, blind but I'm not anymore
She's the one I want
"You really want that?", she asks hesitantly
More than anything
"Yes jagi. I do"
She smiles, taking my breath away, "I think that can be arranged"
I smile back, "Good jagi. That makes me so happy"
"Me too baby", she whispers, cuddling into me
I hold her tightly, running my fingers in her soft hair, "Are you hungry baby?"
"Mmm hmm but I don't wanna get up yet", she says, "I wanna cuddle with you more"
Thank god, because I want that too
I just thought she may be be hungry because of her hangover, that seems to be over
"I think that can be arranged", I grin as we get comfortable under the blankets
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Later that night
"Hey", I hear behind me, someone tapping my arm
I turn around, mindful not to spill the drinks I'm carrying
"Hi", the girl who was at the club last night smiles at me
Shit
I forgot about her
The guys wanted to go out to party again
Me and Joanne decided to finally get out of bed after spending all day in it together and tag along
I completely forgot that this girl said she would be here
And honestly I don't care
Looking at her, she has nothing on my jagi
I'm not even slightly turned on by her like I was last night
However I am turned on just by looking at my jagi
She let me pick her clothes for tonight and it's another skimpy outfit, that drives me crazy
But it's ok, I'm the only one who gets to touch her
"You came back", she smiles
"Uh yeah but it's not gonna work out between us", I tell her
"What? Why not?", she asks
"Because I have a girlfriend"
Her eyes widen in shock, "You had a girlfriend the whole time?"
I shake my head, "Uh no. I got one this morning actually"
She raises her eyebrow, "Oh so it's new new. You can blow her off. You told me you'd be here for me tonight"
I look at her in disgust
She can't be serious
She can't really believe a guy would blow off their girlfriend for her
"Well I'm here with her tonight. And I'm not blowing her off for you. I'd never do that. She's the one I want so it's not happening"
"But I came here for you!", she snaps
I scoff, "You said you were coming here anyway. Not for me"
"I came expecting to see you"
Ok, I'm done
I told her no and she keeps insisting
I just need to leave
I shrug, "I'm sorry but it's not happening. Have a good night"
"But-", she starts
I just turn around and make my way back to Joanne
"Here jagi", I smile, handing her her drink
"That girl-"
"Means nothing jagi", I say, sitting down, putting my arm around her, "I told her I have a girlfriend"
He raises her eyebrow, "Did you?"
"Of course jagi.", I assure her, "She has nothing on you baby. You're the one I want"
She smiles softly, lighting up her whole face, "Yeah?"
I nod, smiling, "Yeah baby"
I press a kiss to her soft lips, my head spinning
"Wanna dance?", she asks
Normally I'm not a dancer but that could also be because I didn't have a girlfriend to dance with
I do now
"Yeah jagi", I answer
We both take a sip of our drinks, then leave them on the table, telling Yunho to watch them
Taking her hand, I pull her up and lead her to the dance floor
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Jungkook POV
"Do you have to go?", Joanne whines, wrapping her arms and legs around me, keeping me in bed and against her
I laugh turning to face her, "I don't want to baby but I have practice"
"Kooookkkiiieeee", she calls, shaking her head
She's so cute
I put my arms around her, holding her close, kissing her forehead
"Don't leave. Stay with me Kookie."
"Aww is my girl clingy today?", I chuckle
She nods her head, "I want my Kookie"
"You got me baby. Since the day I saw you."
She looks up at me smiling, "I know baby. You tell me all the time."
Smiling at her, I move closer, kissing her
She snuggles closer to me, her head on my chest
Her arms and legs are still around me
It's so cute
I run my fingers in her hair
"Baby"
"Nope", she answers
"Jo"
"Kookie"
"C'mon baby"
"Kookie can't you just stay? Just this once?"
I feel bad
She never asks me to stay
She deals with my schedule and everything that comes with being an idol
I want to stay with her so much
She needs a lot of love and affection after everything she's been through.
And I love that I'm the one to give it to her
That's why anytime she asks me to stay I do, especially because she almost never asks
But we're going on tour in two weeks and we're practicing non stop
It always gets so much more busy when we have a tour coming
"I want to baby. You know I love being with you. But we have the tour coming and I can't skip out on these practices. I'm sorry."
She pouts and it's the fucking cutest thing in the world
"Fine", she sighs, letting me go, rolling on her back
"I'm sorry baby. But I'll cuddle you and hold you and kiss you as soon as I get home. All night."
She glances over at me, "Promise?"
"Promise"
She gives me a small smile, "Ok"
Kissing her again, I get up and get ready
Joanne stays in bed
She had off today
I don't want to go, I just want to lay down with her, be with her
I always want to be with her
We've been together for two years and after all that time all I ever want is to be near her.
"I'll see you later baby. I love you"
She sits up, "I love you Kookie. So much"
She hugs me tightly, then kisses me again
Fuck she's really making it hard to leave
"Bye Kookie"
"Bye Jo"
I kiss her on the cheek, then I turn and leave our apartment
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The elevator opens at the lobby of our building and I step out
As I leave the building, I get the feeling that someone is watching me
I look around, scanning everywhere for any threats
Before Joanne, I shrugged of these kinds of feeling but not anymore
I'm very aware of my surroundings
I have to keep her safe
I met Joanne at a fan meet
She was one of the workers at the venue
She was the only girl I ever approached
We went out a few times but she was really quiet and always looking around anywhere we went
I still liked her a lot, and I asked her to be with me
She said that she had to tell me something before she says yes
That's when I found out about her horrible past
She moved here, to Busan, with her aunt from the U.S. after her parents died at the age of 15.
She kind of rebelled and was a wild kid
She met a guy, Jacob Zhou, who she went out with
He abused her
He separated her from her aunt, made her believe he was the only one who cared about her
Then he beat the crap out of her
All the time
I was horrified at what she told me
All the broken bones, cuts, punches, the things he used to hit her, the dozens of times she ended up in the hospital, all the scars she has that she thinks makes her body look gross
I told her she was crazy if she thinks that matters to me, that there was no way I'd believe she was gross
I saw them the first time we were together
She was worried but I told her she was beautiful
And she is, I love everything about her
Her scars don't make her gross
Not at all
She told me that she finally left him
She ran away one day, came to Seoul and she's been hiding from him ever since
He told her that if she ever left him, he'd find her and kill her
I told her I'd never hurt her, I still wanted to be with her and that I'd protect her
And I have done everything to keep her safe
ARMYS know I have a girlfriend but I've never posted pictures of her
We don't go out much, in case an ARMYS take pictures and post it
If we do go out, I do everything possible to shield her and keep her hidden.
No one knows where we live, only the necessary people like the guys and the managers at BigHit
I never leave her alone overnight
I never leave her here when there's a tour- she comes with me
She works at BigHit
I made my schedule so that I can take her to work and pick her up everyday
She's only ever alone for awhile when she has a day off
But she just stays in the apartment when she's off so I don't have to worry
I had to change a lot of stuff in my life for her but I love her more than anything and she is absolutely worth it.
After scanning the area three times and not seeing anything, I finally walk to my car to go to practice.
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On the first break from practice, I look at my phone
One missed call from two hours ago
From Joanne
She left me a voicemail
She never does that
I dial my voicemail and hold the phone to my ear
"Jungkook!", she screams, fear in her voice
I immediately start panicking
"Kookie he found us. He's here."
She shrieks as I hear a banging
He found her
How?
How the fuck did he find her?
"Jungkook, I love you. I love you more than anything. You make me so happy. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. You're my world Kookie. I love you, forever baby. I swear", she sobs
My body is shaking as I start running to the door of the practice room
"Jungkook where are you going?", Hobi calls
"Kookie, I'm scared"
She lets out an ear splitting scream as I hear a crash
"You bitch", I hear him yell
"No, stop, please st-"
Then the voicemail ends
I need to get home now
He's dead
I'm going to kill him
I've never ran so fast in my life, getting to my car in record time
Getting in, I start the car, and peel away to my apartment
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It has to be less than five minutes before I pull up to my building
I sped all the way
Pounding up the stairs to our floor, I slow to a stop when I see the front door open
I'm so scared
But I'm ready to kill him
I walk slowly to our door, opening it more
I wait to listen for any sounds but I don't hear anything, so I quietly make my way into the apartment
I walk quickly to the kitchen and grab a knife
I do a sweep around the apartment but nothing
No one here
Not even Joanne
My muscles are still tense, waiting for anyone to try and attack me
The door to our bedroom is closed
I don't want to open it
But Joanne could need help
I make myself walk to the door and open it
I hear a scream and it takes me a few seconds to realize it's me screaming
I run to the bed, to where she is
There's so much blood
She's on her back, her eyes closed
Her face is bruised everywhere
Her eye is swelled shut, her lips are split in a few places, bruises along her temple, cheeks, forehead, jaw
But the worst is her chest
Her shirt is soaked with blood
Crying, I move her shirt and shriek when I see the dozens of stab wounds
Her arms have wounds on them too
The bed underneath her is drenched in red
"No baby. No", I sob
I pick her up and hold her to me
Her skin is so cold
She's not breathing
I put my hand to her chest, choking back a sob when I don't feel her heartbeat
"Jo, no. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry I wasn't here. I'm sorry he found us. I should of tried harder baby. I'm sorry", I cry
I thought she was safe
I made sure to get an apartment in a high security building
How the fuck did he get in?
How did he find us?
Her name isn't on anything- no credit cards, no leases for cars or the apartment.
Her mail is always addressed to resident
Her paychecks are made to my name, her account in my name
Everything is in my name
I made sure
So how?
Holding her tighter, I will her to hug me, to kiss me, to tell me she's ok
But her body is limp in my arms
I never told her I loved her one last time
I didn't get a chance to say goodbye
I'm never seeing her again
She'll be taken away and then she's going to be buried
I'll never hear her voice, her laugh, her anything again
That realization breaks me
I start sobbing hysterically
"I love you Joanne. I love you so much. I'm sorry. I miss you so much already"
I don't know what I'm going to do
I can't live without her
I feel so lost
But before I give up completely there's one more thing I have to do
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I stay with her for a few hours
I can't let her go
I just want to die and be with her
But I can't
Not yet
"I'll be back baby", I whisper to her, kissing her forehead
Laying her back in the bed I grab the knife and leave the apartment
I follow the gps on my phone
I know where he is and I'm driving to him
I called a close friend of mine, a cop, and asked him to find him for me
My friend asked questions but I didn't answer
He doesn't need to get in trouble
He found out where he's is staying
Some dump hotel for the scum lowlife he is
I get to the hotel and out of the car, just as he's leaving
Perfect luck right?
I follow him
Idiot doesn't even look behind him
Walking faster I get closer to him
He turns the corner
When I get around it, he's standing in the middle of the sidewalk, his back to me
"Do you fucking need something?", he snaps
"You killed her", I say trying not to cry
He turns to me, "You have to be more specific. I killed lots of hers"
Bastard
I step closer to him
"Who are you?", he asks
"You know who I am", I snarl
He looks closer at me and recognition filles his eyes
"You're that idol. The bastard that kept Joanne from me. You took her from me."
"She left you after you almost killed her. She was already far from you when she met me. She loved me and I love her. I protected her from you", I shout
"Yeah well you didn't do a good job did you? Because I found her. And she had to pay for leaving. She knew that if she ever left I would find her and kill her. And I see you have her blood on you.", he smirks
Rage is boiling in my blood
"And now you have to die for killing the love of my life"
He laughs
He actually laughs
"What are you going to do? You're just an idol. You have too much to lose"
He couldn't be more wrong
"No I don't. She was everything and now she's gone. I have nothing to lose", I shout
Then I move closer and punch him right in the middle of his face
His head snaps back and he stumbles backward
I don't give him a chance to recover punching him in the side of his face, his body, then kicking his legs out from under him
He crumples to the ground
I hover over him, punching him in the face over and over, my rage out of control
But I don't care
He killed her
He killed Joanne
My baby
My everything
My world
And I don't care about any thing anymore
He's yelling and trying to fight back
He punches my jaw hard, knocking me off him
He gets up immediately and starts running
I shoot up, chasing him
He had a few seconds head start but I'm faster
I get to him, grab the back of his jacket and swing him into the wall of a building face first
Taking out the knife, I turn him over and stab him in the chest
He screams as blood runs down his shirt
I pull the knife out
Then drive it in again
He falls to the floor, on his hands and knees
I don't give a fuck
Kicking him in the face causes him to fly on his back
Walking over to him, I hear him begging me
"Don't kill me. Please don't kill me"
"You killed her! Did you listen to her when she begged you not to kill her!", I scream
"I'm sorry! Ok I'm sorry"
He's sorry?
Is he fucking kidding?
He took the only girl I ever loved
He took my future away, my reason for everything
I'm nothing without her
"Not good enough", I spit, then plunge the knife in his stomach
Lifting the knife out, I stab his side
"How do you like it? How do you like being stabbed like you did to her!", I scream
There's blood everywhere but I don't care
He gurgles while breathing
I keep stabbing over and over and over
Rage just takes over
And I let it
I keep seeing her laying in the bed and it's killing me
By the time I stop, he's already dead and I'm sobbing
Not for him though
For her
Joanne
I strangely don't care that I killed him
Maybe I will later but I doubt it
He murdered Joanne
Her murdered the love of my life
I could never care about him
I know I'll be arrested
I'll be sent to prison
I don't care
I'm already in prison
I have to be here without her
Nothing worse can be done to me
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I unlock the door to the dorm
"Jungkook? Is that you?", Jimin asks walking to the hall
"Where did you go-", He questions as he turns on the light
He looks at me and screams
"Jungkook what happened? Oh my god are you hurt? NAMJOON, come here!"
"What Jimin?", Namjoon sighs coming into the hall
His eyes widen in shock when he sees me
"Jungkook what the fuck happened?", he screams, "Whose blood is that? Is it yours?"
I shake my head
"Why is everyone scre-", Yoongi complains but stops mid- sentence "Jungkook are you hurt?", he yells
I shake my head
"Why are you holding a knife? Why is there blood on the knife?", Jimin shrieks
"What knife? What happened?", Jin asks walking in with Hobi and Tae
They take one look at me and start yelling with everyone else
There's too much yelling
I can't deal with it
"Shut up. Everyone shut up", Namjoon orders
He looks at me, "Jungkook what happened?"
"He...he killed her. So I killed him"
"WHAT?", Tae screeches
"Jacob. He found Joanne. That's why I ran from practice. But when I got home...she was already dead"
"Oh my god", Hobi cries
"There's so much blood. He...he beat her. Then he stabbed her over and over in her chest and stomach. He left her on the bed", I whisper, tears rolling down my face
"The blood is hers?", Yoongi asks looking as pale as a ghost
I nod, "Most of it. On my shirt and pants. I...I held her for a long time. I couldn't let go"
"I'm so sorry Jungkook", Tae says gently, "But what do you mean most of the blood is hers?"
"Some of it is his"
"Jungkook", Namjoon says slowly, "What did you do?"
"I found him. I followed him. And I killed him. I stabbed him like he stabbed her"
"Oh my god", Hobi gasps
"Is that the knife you used?", Jin asks
I nod
"What are we going to do?", Jimin asks desperately
"I don't know. Let me think.", Namjoon replies shakily
"There's nothing to do. I killed him. I'm going to prison"
"You can't", Yoongi yells
"I don't care. My life was over the second she died. I'm living in hell. Prison doesn't scare me"
"Jungkook", Hobi says
"I just came to tell you what happened. I don't need help. I don't want you involved. If the cops question you tell them what I'm telling you. Tell them I was here. Don't lie, don't deny it, don't hide it", I say
"But-"
"I'm going now. I'm going back to her, to stay with her a little more before I call the cops. Just leave me alone. I know what I did and I don't care that I killed him. I just want to be with her a little more before they take her from me"
"Jungkook-", Jimin starts
"Goodbye", I answer then turn and walk out of the dorm
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Walking back into the bedroom makes me feel like I'm dying
She's still there where I left her
I lay next to her and put my arm around her, holding her to me
"I killed him baby. I found him and I stabbed him. He's dead. He'll never hurt anyone again. He'll never hurt you again."
I know I have to call the police
I will soon
I want to stay with her just a little more
Before her funeral
Before I'm arrested
Before I'm sent to prison
I just want to be Jungkook and Joanne for a little longer
"I love you", I whisper to her
I close my eyes as the tears take over
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Far Away
Pairing- Hongjoong x Named Reader
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Includes- Based on the song Far Away by Nickelback, Angst, couple fight, Joong is a jerk but then he makes up for it, sex, missionary, love making, multiple orgasms, fluff
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Hongjoong POV
"What do you want from me Joanne?", I snap, "I have to go on tour! I can't opt out because you want to whine about it"
I don't have time for this
She showed up at my studio, wanting to talk, taking me away from my work
I don't have time
She glares at me, tears in her eyes, "You haven't been home at all in the last two years, Hongjoong. You've been on tour after tour, traveling for other events and even when you are here, you're locked in your studio. You sleep at the dorm, never coming home. I never see you"
"I have to work!", I shout, so upset she's bringing this shit up again, "What do you want me to do?"
"I miss you Hongjoong! Don't you fucking get it?", she yells, "I love you and I miss you. I'm always alone! I want to see my boyfriend! Spent time with you! Why is that so hard for you to do? You don't have to be at your studio every second of every day!"
"You knew", I snarl, "You knew what it would be like being with an idol. I told you. I told you all the schedules, the things I'd have to do, that I wouldn't have much time. I told you it wouldn't be a normal relationship and you agreed to it"
I never hid anything from her about my career
She knew the ins and outs before agreeing to be with me
I made sure
"You have zero time!", she says, "You used to make time! You used to want to spend time with me. You made sure you took breaks so we could see each other. You used to try! You don't anymore!"
"I'm working", I snap
She shakes her head, "It's like you don't want to see me. I try everything to see you. I offer to come to your studio while you're working, to stay with you so I could be near you. You used to want me here all the time, now you don't. You always tell me no. I ask you to come over after your practices for an hour or two but you say no. You go to the studio right after and don't talk to me for the rest of the night. I'm trying and you're not"
"I'm busy! We're more popular now and I have more work! I have more responsibilities. We're getting ready for a tour, I can't be hanging out with you when I have work to do!"
"What about taking a break?", she says, "You never take a break. And it's not just a break to see me Hongjoong. You're overworking yourself, stressing yourself out and you're going to have a breakdown if you keep going like this"
"And you're not helping!", I explode, "You're here complaining, taking me away from my work, wasting my time!"
She's adding to my stress
How can she not see that?
"I miss you!", she shouts, tears falling down her face, "I fucking miss you! I'm lonely! I haven't seen you in a month! I feel like I don't have a boyfriend anymore!"
"You won't if you don't cut this shit out!", I roar, "You know I will see you when I can. I just can't right now! The album is dropping next week! Then we have two weeks of performances! Then a tour! I don't have time to see you every fucking day!"
"How about any day Hongjoong? How about even face timing me or calling me? I only get short texts from you and nothing else. I don't even know what you're doing or where you are and I can't help you with anything. You used to ask me for help, you know I'd do anything for you, anything to help you"
"What you can do to help is leave me alone!", I yell, "Just leave me alone and let me do what I have to do! Stop whining! Stop trying to guilt trip me! I'll come to you when I'm fucking ready! Just stop!"
She doesn't say anything, just stands there, looking at me while she quietly cries
"Ok", she finally says, "I'll leave you alone Hongjoong"
"Good", I snap
She just nods, coming close to me, kissing my cheek, "I'll see you around"
"Yeah", I answer, as she heads to the door
She opens the door and walks through it
She looks at me and guilt hits me in the chest when I see how utterly heartbroken she is
"I love you Hongjoong. Don't forget that ok?"
Before I can say anything, she closes the door and she's gone
I slam my fist on the table and scream
I do not need this right now
I do not need to feel guilty
She knows my life and if she really doesn't like the time I need for my job she can always break up with me
She didn't so she has to deal with my schedule
I take a breath in, calming myself
Then I put my headphones back on and continue working on the song I need to finish
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Two months later
Hongjoong POV
I click on her Instagram, opening the picture she posted earlier today
It's of her at the beach
She apparently went with a few of her friends
I didn't know
I'm away on tour and I haven't spoken to her much
Not since we had the fight
I wasn't able to see her after that day and I haven't talked to her on the phone much either
I'm just too busy
I text her though and that's how we've been communicating
That and looking at her Instagram to see what she's doing
She doesn't post much, just a few times when she's been out with her friends
I stare at the picture of her
She's sitting on a beach towel and smiling at the camera
But the smile doesn't reach her eyes
Her eyes look sad
I know it's because she misses me
And I miss her so fucking much
I realized I was so stupid and she was right
I've been a terrible boyfriend
I've neglected her big time, taking for granted that she'll always be there
She's right, I haven't been trying
I used to want to be with her all the time, I used to find ways I could see her, find time to spend with her
And I haven't been doing that, for awhile now
Once we became popular, I just threw myself into work and forgot about her
Always leaving her, never being there for her like I should be
Like she always is for me
I should of been trying to see her, I should of been a better boyfriend, I should of shown her how much I love her, how much she means to me
Because I can't live without her
Everything hit me last week
When I was doing a vlive after a concert
I was reading the message ATINY was sending me
And a comment caught my eye
It said, "I love you so much Joongie. I'm so proud of you baby. Good luck on the rest of the shows. I love you"
I knew it was her
And it completely devastated me that she was writing it on a vlive
That she didn't feel comfortable texting it to me because I made her feel like she didn't matter
I texted her and asked her if she saw the vlive and she said yes
Then I asked if she messaged me on it
She said yes
When I asked why she messaged me on there she said because she didn't think I would read the text message from her
It hit me that she thinks I'm ignoring her
I read all her messages but I do leave her on read alot
I guess she took it to mean I'm ignoring her and not reading her messages
I felt horrible and I decided after the tour I was going to fix everything
Then yesterday happened
Yunho's girlfriend came
She surprised him on the tour and showed up to the hotel
I was so jealous when I saw her run to him, when he picked her up and hugged her
I'm jealous seeing them together, seeing them happy
I found out that Yunho's girlfriend was talking to the guys and they helped her plan when to surprise him
They told her the best time to come, where we were staying and helped her get here
And I wished Joanne was here
I wished she surprised me, wish she came
But she won't
Because I told her to leave me alone
It's no one's fault but my own
I told her I'll decide when to see her
As if I'm the boss
Who the fuck am I to make her wait?
No one, I'm no one, I shouldn't make her wait for anything
I'm definitely not a deserving boyfriend to get anything from her
And I can't say a damn thing because she's giving me what I told her I wanted
She's leaving me alone just like I told her to
Because she'll do anything for me
She told me she would and I'm making her do something that's hurting her
Yunho's girlfriend told me she talked to Joanne before she came, asking her if she wanted to tag along
And Joanne said no
She made up some excuse for not being able to come but I know it's because of what I said to her
And honestly why would she come?
Last time she tried to surprise me I yelled at her
I was so mean to her, taking all my stress out on her, saying such shitty things a boyfriend should never say to his girl
She took it and still told me she loves me
I truly don't deserve her
And I'm ashamed it took me so long to wake up
To realize what I'm doing to her
How much I'm hurting her
And I'm going to fix everything
I made a decision
After tomorrow's concert, I'm going to go get her
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Three days later
J POV
Laying on my couch, I change the channel on the TV
I don't want to watch a romantic movie
I want to watch something with violence in it
I glance at my phone while I flip through the channels
Nothing
No texts, no calls
Radio silence from him
Tears fill my eyes but I wipe them away
There's no use crying
It won't do anything
It won't bring him here or make him change the way he is
I've tried to accept that Hongjoong just may not love me anymore
As it is he hardly says it
And he sure as hell doesn't show it
I haven't heard from him in three days
Not even a text when that's his chosen form of communication with me
I know he had a show the other day
But I have no idea where he is for the last two days
I should be used to it by now
It's been this way the last two years
Even worse these last two months
Since the huge fight when I tried to surprise him
I didn't expect him to get that angry
I thought he'd be happy I came to see him
I wasn't going to bother him
I just wanted to be in the same room as him, wanted to actually see him instead of always reading texts
But he blew up and I never heard him yell like that or get that angry before
I'm worried that he's stressing himself out too much but I can't do anything to help him because he doesn't want me to
I told him I'd leave him alone and I'm keeping that promise even though it's killing me
It's what he wants
I was so upset when Yunho's girlfriend told me her plan to surprise Yunho
It's something I would have planned for Hongjoong in the early years of our relationship
But I had to say no when she asked me to go with her
Truthfully, I'm scared Hongjoong would get angry and send me back home
My relationship's a mess and honestly I don't even know if I have a boyfriend anymore with the way it's been
I love him and I miss him so much
But he's always so far away
Even when he's here he's far away
I don't want to give up but I don't know what else I can do
I turn my phone off
It's not going to ring anyway
I stop the TV on some superhero movie and toss the remote on the coffee table
Pulling a blanket on me, I lay on a couch pillow, trying to watch the movie and not think about Hongjoong
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"Argg", I whine, waking up to a loud noise
What the fuck is that?
The pounding gets louder, mixing with the ringing of the doorbell
My groggy brain realizes that someone is here
And it sounds like they're trying to break down my door
Making myself sit up, I push the blanket off and rub my eyes
What fucking time is it?
The noise is getting really annoying now
Standing up, I stumble to my door, unlocking it and grabbing the doorknob
"What?", I roar as I swing it open
My heart leaps in my throat as my brain registers what I'm seeing
Hongjoong?
I rub my eyes again to make sure I'm not seeing things
I'm not
He's still there
What is he doing here?
He's on tour, how is he even here?
"Hongjoong?", I ask, so confused
"Jagi", he says softly, stepping in my apartment
He closes the door, locking it then facing me
What is going on?
Is this really happening or am I dreaming?
And panic sets in
"Are you ok? What happened?", I ask anxiously, "Did you get injured on the tour? Is that why you're here? Do you need a surgery or something?"
I remember the times Jongho and Mingi had injuries
They were sent back to Korea to heal
An injury would make sense as to why he's here
He shakes his head, tears filling his eyes
He's crying?
What the fuck dimension did I wake up into?
"Jagi, I'm sorry", he chokes out
What?
He sinks to his knees, his arms moving around my waist, holding me so tightly, his head laying against my stomach as he cries
"I'm sorry Jo"
"Uh...I...I don't...I don't understand", I say
He's acting so differently from how he's been lately
Cold, distant, aloof but now he's hugging me, apologizing and crying
I'm so bewildered
"I love you", he sobs, "I love you so much jagi. I'm so sorry for being such an asshole. I'm so sorry for yelling at you, for telling you to leave me alone. I'm sorry baby"
"I uh...it's...it's ok-", I start
He shakes his head, "It's not ok. I should never yell at you jagi. I shouldn't have said those things to you. I shouldn't have neglected you. I'm sorry for being a terrible boyfriend. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm so sorry"
I move my arms around him, softly running my fingers in his hair to calm him down
I really don't know what to say
It's like all words left my brain
"Please give me another chance Jo. Please. I swear I'll fix everything. I promise I'll never hurt you again baby. Please forgive me Jo. Please forgive me for hurting you, for being away from you. I'll give anything to be with you. Please"
I move him back slightly, kneeling down too, looking in his eyes
I can see regret, sadness, fear swirling in his eyes and I know he's really sorry
And I can forgive him for this
I can forgive him for the fight, the yelling, the months of being away
As long as he keeps his promise, I will forgive him
I wipe the tears from his face, telling him, "I forgive you Joongie. I forgive you for the fight we had, for being away, for everything. I love you, I just want you. I always just wanted you"
He nods, tears still trickling down, "I know jagi. I'm sorry I was such an asshole. I'm sorry I took everything out on you. But I swear, I'm not leaving you anymore Jo. I love you and I'll make everything up to you. I'll never leave you, I'll never give up on us baby. I'll never let you go"
I smile softly, leaning my forehead against his, moving my arm around his neck, his arms around my waist, "I'll never let you go either Joongie"
"Promise?", he asks worriedly, "Promise you'll hold onto me and never let me go?"
I nod, "I promise Joongie. Do you promise?"
"I promise Jo, I swear, I'll hold onto you and never ever let you go. I swear"
"Ok baby", I answer, relieved that I have my Joongie back
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Hongjoong POV
Relief surges in my body as I hold her tightly, so thankful she forgives me and she still wants me
And I swear, I will never be the way I was again
I will never hurt her, never leave her again
"I love you Jo", I whisper, "I love you so much"
"I love you Joongie", she breathes, "My Joongie"
My heart fills with love for her and I pull her closer to me, kissing her
The second her lips are against mine, I feel like I'm where I belong, melting into her
I'm home
When the kiss ends, I stand up, picking her up at the same time
She hugs me tightly, her face buried in my neck and keeping a tight hold on her as I carry her to her room
I lay her in her bed, putting the blanket over her
Then I go to the other side of her bed, take my shoes off then climb into bed next to her
I just want to be near her
I don't care what we do as long as I'm next to her
She comes right into my arms, cuddling into me and I hold her securely, so happy she forgave me
I don't deserve it
I really don't
I deserved a door slam to my face and a 'fuck you, don't come back'
I know how fucking lucky I am to have her
To have her understanding and her love
I'm never being stupid like that again
"Joongie?", she says softly
"Yeah jagi?", I answer, running my fingers in her hair
God, I loved playing with her hair
It's so long and soft and I lived for running my fingers through it
I haven't done it in a stupidly long time
"What's going to happen tomorrow? You have to go back for the tour don't you?"
"Yeah baby", I tell her, "And I want you to come with me"
She moves her head back from my neck, surprise in her eyes when she looks at me, "Are you serious?"
"Yeah jagi", I nod, "I don't want to be so far away from you anymore. I told you I'm not leaving you again and I'm not. I have to go on tour and I want you with me"
"For how long?", she asks
"For all of it"
"All of it?", she gapes
I nod, "I'm serious about not leaving you baby. I want you to come with me whenever I have to go. If I have to leave the country for performances or events, I want you with me"
"But I have to work baby", she says
"You can work while you're with me", I answer
She works from home, a software engineer and she can do that anywhere as long as she has her computer
"I mean yes, but I have to bring all my equipment with me"
"There's room jagi", I assure her, "Do you want to come?"
I hope she says yes
I can't go back without her
I can't
"Yeah Joongie. I want to come. I want to be wherever you are"
I breathe out in relief, "Ok jagi. We can pack all the stuff you need and we can leave tomorrow night ok?"
"Ok", she answers, her fingers softly running along my cheek, "I love you"
"I love you", I tell her
"Kiss me Joongie"
I nod, moving closer, "Always"
Pressing my lips to hers, I kiss her deeply, vowing to be the man she deserves and to never hurt her again
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J POV
Opening my eyes slowly, I feel kisses all over my neck, soft caresses down the side of my body
Hongjoong's kisses make me whimper, especially since he's kissing in the spot he knows feels amazing
I move my fingers in his hair, running through the now black strands
He lifts his face up, smiles at me then kisses me so softly
A shiver runs up my spine
Fuck his kisses always have a huge effect on me
He deepens the kiss, his tongue in my mouth
He's still on top of me from when we fell asleep last night after we snuggled and kissed for a long time
I feel his hands on my legs and I move them around him, while I wrap my arms around his body, holding him tightly
I know what he wants and fuck, I want it too
His cock is right there and I move getting his head inside
He whimpers, then begins to move in, slowly filling me up
Once he's all in, he moves in and out, slowly, gently, so blissfully
There's no talking, just his lips on mine, kissing me senseless and our hands roaming and squeezing each other softly, making love
He increases his speed and force just a little, his head right against my spot
Moaning in his mouth, his hands tighten around me as he makes sure he hits my spot over and over, his pelvis rubbing against my clit
The pleasure is so much, it takes over and I kiss him hard as I cum
He moans loudly, his hand gripping my thigh hard, holding it against him
He keeps going, fucking me through my orgasm, and when I finish he still moves, pleasure filling me again
His mouth moves from my mouth to my neck, kissing and licking
"Joongie", I moan
His hand moves up from my thigh to my breast, which he holds up
I feel him kissing his way there, then he finally puts his lips around my nipple and sucks gently
"Hongjoong!", I cry, my body arching up into his
"My baby girl, cum for me. Please jagi", he whispers, his pretty mouth on my nipple as soon as he finishes talking, his hips rolling into me, his cock plunging inside, opening me up over and over
It feels so good
"You feel so good jagi", he murmurs, sucking on my nipple hard, throwing my body into pleasure
His other hand squeezes my other boob, his perfect fingers pinching that nipple
"Hongjoong", I whimper, his next thrust makes me shake, ecstasy all over and I explode on him again
"So good jagi fuck", he whimpers
I can't answer, it feels too incredible that my brain is shutting off
"One more baby. Can you do one more for me?", he pleads
I can, I definitely can
I nod and he smiles, "Ok baby"
His lips kiss me again, his cock continuing to give me so much pleasure
I run my hands up and down his back, feeling his muscles move as he does
My hips move, meeting his thrusts, taking in him deeper
"Yes jagi", he moans, leaning his forehead against mine
I keep my arms around his neck, holding onto him hard as we move together, his soft sweaty skin against mine
God, it's such a turn on
I can't stop the throbbing on him as I get closer
He breaks the kiss, leaning his forehead on mine, his eyes closed
"Cum with me baby"
"Yeah", I murmur
His breathing gets heavier and I feel his cock throbbing and twitching
It pushes me over and I orgasm, moaning his name and clinging on to him
"Hongjoong, oh Hongjoong"
"Jo, oh god, Joanne, jagi", he moans, coming inside me, his cum warm and filling me up just right
"Mm yeah Joongie, fuck", I groan, moving my arms around his body, holding him tightly
When we finish, he lays his head on my chest and I just hold him, playing with his hair, so happy he's here with me
"What ...time is it baby?", he asks
I glance over at my alarm clock
"Noon"
He nods, cuddling into me, "We can sleep a little more jagi"
"Mmmm ok. But then we have to get up baby. I have to pack"
"Ok jagi", he says sleepily, "I love you"
"I love you Joongie", I tell him, kissing his forehead
He smiles, kisses my chest, the closes his eyes
I smile, closing mine, playing with my Joongie's hair, excited to be going on tour with him
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"Aisle seat", I tell him as we get on the plane
"No window?", he teases, his hand holding mine
"Joongie", I giggle, "You know I can't sit at the window"
It makes me sick sitting there, feeling like I have to throw up
And also I like the aisle so I can go to the bathroom easily
"I know jagi", he laughs, "You need the aisle so you can get up to pee like a million times"
"Oh shush", I laugh, letting him lead me to our seats
Luckily this private plane has two row seating so I can still be next to him
He gets into the window seat and I plop down next to him
His arm is immediately around me and I lean closer, my head on his shoulder
"You didn't tell me where we're going", I ask
"Hmm, Georgia"
"Are you sure?", I tease, as he sounds unsure
"Ah no", he chuckles, "But my manager bought these tickets and he knows where we're going. I trust him"
I laugh, "Well if we get lost, it doesn't matter because I'm with you"
"Yeah jagi", he says, looking at me lovingly, "Nothing matters as long as I'm with you"
We both lean in at the same time, our lips meeting in a sweet loving kiss
The plane begins moving, our kiss breaking
I cuddle into him, saying ,"To Georgia. Or wherever"
"Yeah", he laughs, his fingers playing with the ends of my hair, "I love you"
"I love you Joongie"
He kisses the top of my hair, both of us snuggling as the plane takes off
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Finally
Pairing- Tae x Named Reader
Word count- 5k
Includes- Fingering, voyeurism, sort of threesome?, Blow job, deepthroating, pussy eating, cum eating, cock riding, missionary, multiple orgasms, fluff
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J POV
âK..kkkookieâ, I moan
âFuck baby, youâre so fucking wetâ, he murmurs in my neck
âMmmmâ
He starts kissing my neck and I love it
He moves his hand on my clit, making every nerve in my body come alive and feel so good
Jungkook and I are best friends
Since we were kids when I moved next door to him from California
Since we were seventeen weâve been fucking each other almost daily
Weâre both 25 now
I donât know what it is about him but Iâm so attracted to him
But I only have platonic feelings for him
He feels the same
We just love to fuck each other
We weâre each others firsts and since then weâve gotten to know each otherâs body really well
Itâs handy for when we just have five minutes to fuck
He can make me orgasm in a minute and I can make him do the same
Itâs also handy for when we have a lot of time too
Multiple orgasms are fucking amazing
Right now we have hours
All of BTS went out to go fishing
He wanted to stay and they all knew why
The guys know about me and Jungkook
He makes me scream loudly all the time
âYou like it baby?â, he whispers, sucking on my neck and I know heâs leaving all his marks on me
âI like anything you do to me babyâ, I answer
Right now weâre in the dorm, in the living room
On the couch
Jungkook and I have fucked in every room in every dorm they ever lived in. We really only use his room when the guys are here. He put me on his lap, facing away from him, so that my back is to his chest
He leaned my head back on his shoulder so he could kiss my lips, my face and my neck
He spread my legs wide open so that theyâre around his
And right now he slides his fingers in me and starts moving them in and out
And it feels so fucking good
âI want you to cum right nowâ, he whispers in my ear
Fuck fuck fuck
âNow Joanne. Donât make me tell you againâ, he growls, âI want it now!â
âJungkook fuck!â, I yell and cum
âGood girlâ, he whispers and kisses my cheek
He keeps pumping his fingers in and out
I love it
I love when he doesnât give me a break and makes me orgasm over and over
He loves doing it to me too
Iâm getting ready again, when I hear the door open
Fuck
I snap my legs closed
âNo. Openâ, Jungkook orders
âBut..â
âOpen nowâ
I obey and open my legs again while he keeps moving his fingers and giving me so much pleasure
âJjjjâŚJungkook someone-â
âI donât care. I just care about you and making you cum over and over.â
My body shivers from his words and fingers
âJungkook where areâŚwhat the fuck?â
Jimin and Tae came into the living room and are just standing there now with their eyes wide open and mouths dropped
I know I should be mortified but I canât be because of how Jungkook is making me feel
âCum nowâ, he orders and my body obeys him again
âFuck!â, I moan and cum, clamping down on his fingers and shaking
âJesus Christâ, Jimin exclaims
Tae is just staring at me
Jungkook doesnât stop, still fucking me with his fingers
âWanna play?â, he asks them and I know heâs smirking
âI..uhâŚIâ, Jimin stutters
âYesâ, Tae says immediately
Wait?
What?
âJo, can Tae play too?â
âI..uhâŚâ, I say still lost in pleasure
âMe too!â, Jimin adds
âJimin too?â, Jungkook asks
I canât fucking concentrate
Then Jungkook stops his fingers and the pleasure leaves my body
âWha?â, I say
âCan Tae and Jimin play too?â, Jungkook repeats
âWhat?â, I ask stunned heâs asking me that
âThey want to play and fuck you too. Can they?â
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Tae POV
Iâm waiting nervously for her answer
I canât believe Iâm agreeing to this
But I want her
I want her so much and I have for years
But itâs so much more than sex
For me anyway
I fell in love with her from the moment I saw her
And once I got to know her, I was done, I knew she was the one
Her personality, her gorgeous face and body, just her
A threesome or foursome isnât ideal but I want her
To finally be able to kiss her, touch her is all I ever wanted
I hope she says yes.
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J POV
I donât know what to say
Iâm not a slut but I have to admit, sex with the maknae line sounds fun
Iâve only ever had sex with Jungkook
But should I do it?
I glance at Tae, then Jimin, then up at Jungkook
If I do I can be with Tae
I love him
I fell for him a few years ago
But he never showed any interest besides friendship
So I gave up
I forced myself not to think of my feelings and Iâm able to be around him without feeling sad or feeling anything really
Itâs not good but thatâs the only way I know how to deal with strong unwanted emotions
But do I want him this way?
Obviously itâs just sex to him
And Iâm gonna have to turn off my feelings for him to do this
Fuck it
I do want him
Yesâ, I answer
âGood girlâ, Jungkook answers, âTae come here.â
Yes
Fuck I feel myself get so wet
Tae comes over
âTake his clothes off babyâ
I sit up straight and pull him by his belt closer to me
âKneelâ, I say
He does
I lean forward and pull him to me, finally kissing him
His lips touch mine and my body shivers
Fuck, itâs everything I wanted and more
I kiss him and he slips his tongue in my mouth, touching mine with his
It feels so good, I moan. His hands go in my hair, grabbing onto me. My arms go around his neck, holding him tight to me
âBaby take his clothes offâ, Jungkook repeats
I tear my lips away from Taeâs
Reaching down, I grab his shirt hem and pull it off him
I have to hold back a gasp
Taeâs body is beautiful
Jungkook is toned with abs for weeks but Taeâs body is the one I want
His chest, his shoulders, his sides and his cute lil tummy are all I ever wanted
Iâm so much more turned on by Tae
I bite my lip, reach out and touch him
His eyes close as I run my hands over him
I lean forward and kiss his neck, his shoulders, his collarbone and his chest
âStand up Taeâ, I whisper in his ear
When he does, I pull him closer and kiss all over his stomach while I unbuckle his belt
Still kissing him, I undo his jeans and slowly pull them down with his boxers
Going lower I kiss his thighs letting his pants drop from my hands
Pulling away I glance down and fuck his cock is huge
And I just want it in my mouth
I want to drive him crazy
I want to make him want me like I want him
I move closer and lick him from base to tip
He moans softly
That sound turns me on
I pull him by his thighs, putting all of his cock in my mouth
He hits the back of my throat and goes down a little more
Starting to move my head, I suck on him
âFffâŚfffâŚ.fuckâ, he says
My hands grip his hips as I keep licking and sucking
While Iâm enjoying doing this to him, I realize how messed up this can be seen as
Iâm still sitting on Jungkook, naked with my legs open like a whore
Jungkook is undressed except for boxers and he and Jimin are watching me give a third guy a blow job
But itâs Tae so I donât stop
Until he gently starts pushing me off
âSsssâŚstop Jo. III..I canât hold it back anymore and I dddâŚdonât want to cum yetâ
I nod and let go
He kicks his pants and boxers completely off
While heâs doing that, Jungkook pulls me back against him
He opens his legs, widening my legs and slipping his fingers back in
âCome and get it Taeâ, he teases, âSheâs right hereâ
Tae kneels down and I feel him lick my clit
âFuck Taeâ, I moan
Between Taeâs tongue and Jungkookâs fingers, Iâm ready to cum right now
Tae sucks on my clit and itâs over
I grab his hair and shout from the pleasure coursing through me from my orgasm
And I shout Taeâs name
âTaehyung, Taehyungâ
Jungkook takes his fingers out and Tae instantly attaches his lips and tongue to all of me
The feel of his whole tongue sliding up and down is driving me crazy Jungkook shifts and slides me on the couch, getting up and moving away, standing next to Jimin
Tae hasnât let go and fuck heâs so good with his mouth and tongue
Now that Iâm not on Jungkook, Tae moves away, pushing me back on the couch
He gets on the couch on top of me and kisses me again
God I love his kisses
âI love your kisses Joâ, he breathes and my heart fills with joy
He kisses the side of my mouth, then my jaw, then my neck
I wrap my arms around him, just wanting to hold him close
He lifts his head, looking at me
I reach up and touch the side of his face
He leans into my hand, putting his on top of mine
He turns his face and kisses my palm
I blush
He takes my hand and presses kisses to each of my fingertips
God heâs everything I want
Heâs so gentle and sweet and loving
He smiles, looking at me again
âI love youâ, I whisper
Then I realize what I said and I panic
Fuck fuck shit!
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Oh my god, Iâm such an idiot
What do I do?
How can I fix this?
What do I say?
As I panic both internally and externally, Tae just smiles a huge smile and says, âThank god because I love you too.â
WaitâŚ..huh?
Is heâŚ.serious?
Iâm scared to believe it because I donât know if heâs just saying it so I donât feel like a moron
I donât meet his gaze
I canât until I know for sure
âHeyâ, he touches the side of my face, âJoanne, look at meâ
Slowly I raise my gaze until Iâm looking in his eyes
His loving eyes
âJoanne, I love you. So much, for such a long time. I didnât know how to tell you. I was afraid you wouldnât want me. I thought you may have fallen for Jungkook. But I fell in love with you the second I saw you and I was done for the second I got to know you. Iâm sorry I was such a chicken but I never felt more happy than when you just said you love me.â
Him saying everything I want to hear and the best is that itâs him saying it The one I wanted for so long
âI love you so much Tae. I fell for you a long time ago too. All I want is you.â
âYou have me Jo. You have me. If youâll be mine, you have me forever. I swearâ
I nod, âYes Tae yes.â
His face bursts into that huge boxy smile, I love
âKiss me Tae. Just kiss meâ
His lips are on mine instantly, his hand still holding my face
I bury my hand in his hair and wrap my other around him
I canât get close enough to him
âFuck Joâ, he says in between kisses, âI canât get enough of your kissesâ
âDonât. Stop.â, I answer, âI love your kisses Tae.â
His tongue touches mine again after I stop talking and oh god I love it
His kisses are heaven
We kiss for a long time and honestly, I can spend forever just kissing him
He eventually pulls away, âWe uh donât have to if you donât -â
âI want to Tae. Iâve wanted you for so long. Unless you-â
He shaking his head, âI want to, so muchâ
I smile and he kisses me
Then he starts kissing down my neck and body, stopping to lick and play with my nipples
He kisses lower and when he gets to my legs, he opens them wide and lays between them again
My body trembles when he licks me again
He moans, âFuck Jo, Iâve wanted to do this to you for so longâ
âTaeâ, I whimper
I feel his tongue and lips all over me, kissing and licking
Then he moves his tongue to my clit and the pleasure shoots through my body
âTae fuck, youâre fucking amazingâ, I cry
âJust for youâ, he says
He wraps his lips around my clit and sucks
âTaehyung!â, I shout, coming immediately, pleasure running through me
âMore Jo. Moreâ he pleads, rubbing his tongue up and down my pussy
âFuck Tae, your tongue drives me crazy!â, I yell
Moving up again, his tongue flicks my clit again and again and again
I feel an orgasm coming and right before I explode, he slips his tongue inside and I cum on his tongue, screaming his name
I still feel him moving his tongue inside and the sensation has me coming again in a few seconds
After a few more seconds he pulls away, sitting up and licking his lips
âYou taste so fucking good Joâ, he murmurs
I sit up, so ready to blow him again but he asks shyly, âCan you uh,âŚâ
âWhat Tae? Tell me. Iâll do whatever you wantâ
âCan you uh ride me?â
I smile at him
Heâs so fucking adorable and sexy at once
I push him back so heâs half sitting, half laying down against the couch armrest
Climbing on him, I hover right above his cock
I lean over, kiss him, then slide on his shaft until all of him is in me
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Tae POV
âOh god!â, I yell as she slides down me
âFuck Tae, you feel fucking amazing. So fucking hard and so fucking bigâ, she moans
She is absolutely incredible
She starts moving and pleasure explodes in my body because sheâs so fucking tight
Sheâs so damn wet, soaking my cock and making it so much easier for me to slide in and out of her
I grab onto her sides tightly and hold myself back from coming immediately
She starts going harder, slamming herself on me and fuck itâs so good
âBaby, fuckâ, she says
I love hearing her call me baby
I always wanted her too and Iâm so happy itâs me sheâs calling baby
âCall me that again. Pleaseâ, I beg
âBaby? You like that?â, she teases
I nod, âFrom you, yesâ
âOk babyâ, she smirks
As I watch her ride me hard, I still canât believe sheâs mine now
I wanted her for years and now sheâs finally FINALLY with me
Iâm so fucking happy
I get to be with her now.I get to be inside her, I get to eat her out, I get to make her cum, I get to cum in her
But more than that, I get to be the one who holds her, to sleep with her in my arms, to kiss her, to look in her eyes, to spend time with her
I get to be the one she says I love you too, the one she wants, the one she loves
And that means so much more to me than anything
She slams down hard and yells when I rub against something inside her
âYes baby.â, I whisper
While she moves, she starts kissing my neck which just increases the pleasure sheâs giving me
She clenches my cock, while I still slam into that one place
âTae. Taehyung!â, she shouts in my neck
The feel of her coming on me blows me away
Iâve never felt this much pleasure at this intensity
Still gripping her hips, I pick her up and slam her back down on me
âFuck!â, she screams
âGod Jo, youâre so fucking sexy.â, I moan
I slam her again and she cums again
Holy shit I didnât know she could do it that quick
Her hands are around my arms and her eyes are closed while she screams my name
My mouth drops open
Sheâs fucking beautiful
I want to watch her again
So I thrust up this time when I bring her down and I hit her so hard and deep right where she likes it
And she instantly orgasms
Again
Within a few seconds
Wow
âBaby, youâre so incredible. I can watch you cum all dayâ, I groan
âTtttâŚ.Taeâ
âAgain baby. The way you feel when you cum drives me insaneâ
I continue to pound her so damn hard
âCum Jo. Please. I want itâ
As soon as I finish asking her, she screams my name again and she explodes all over me
âYes yes yes!â I scream
God, the pulling, the screaming, the shaking, the tightness is driving me so fucking insane
I want to hold back but I canât
âJoanne! Baby! God!â, I scream, coming the most intensely Iâve ever cum before
She slumps against me, her head on my shoulder
I instantly wrap my arms around her, holding her close
After a few minutes she moves back and looks at me
She smiles and reaches up to move my wet hair from my face
âYouâre so sweaty babyâ, she giggles
âYeah. Sorryâ, I smile back
âI donât care Tae. I love feeling your skin against mine, sweaty or not.â
I smile, pulling her to me and kiss her
I love feeling her skin on mine too
I dreamed of being able to hold her and feel her against me
Now I can
âYou uh want to go to my room?â, I ask
âYes baby.â
âLetâs goâ
We stand and I get my clothes from the floor
âWhere are yours?â, I ask
She looks down, âIn Kookieâs roomâ
âHey.â, I say to her softly and she looks up
âItâs ok Jo. You didnât know how I felt and I know about you and Kookie. That doesnât matter. That was before us. What matters is from now on. Youâre mine now.â
She nods, âOnly yours Tae.â
I smile and take her hand leading her to my room
While Iâm not happy about her clothes being in Jungkookâs room, Iâm not mad
I know they were together for years
They were together before I got here
But what I said was true
All that doesnât matter to me
I care about now and the future
And Jungkook needs to know sheâs mine
She wonât be sleeping with him anymore
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âI love you Tae.â
âI love you Jo.â, I answer
Iâm holding her in my arms tightly, with her head on my chest and body cuddled to mine
And Iâve never been happier
Weâve just been laying down, kissing and talking about everything
And how weâre going to make this work
We decidedâŚwell I decidedâŚ.that Iâd spend all my free time with her
And Iâll take her to practices, appearances, recordings and of course on tour
She giggled and agreed
She lifts her head, her lips against mine in a kiss
I never want her to stop kissing me
I love them
The kiss becomes heated and she moves down my jaw and starts kissing my neck again
Her kisses cause me to shake and she giggles again
She runs her hands up and down my body and it feels so good
Her hands go lower and she touches me
Iâm already so hard
âBaby. Again?â
âYeah baby. It's just you Jo. You always make me like this. You donât have to do anything. You can just sit there and you can turn me on.â, I say blushing
âThatâs funnyâ, she says, âBecause you can make me wet just by looking at me.â
Jesus
I love hearing that
Itâs nice to know I wasnât the only one who was turned on all the time
I move so that Iâm on top of her with her on her back
Sheâs just looking up at me
She reaches up, running her hands in my hair and says, âYou are so beautiful Tae. Iâm so lucky.â
Sheâs lucky?
No
Nope
Iâm the lucky one
I get her
âNo baby. Iâm lucky. I have the best girl in the world. Youâre everything I want Jo. And Iâm so lucky you want me and are willing to be with an idol.â, I tell her
âIâd do anything to be with you Tae. I love you so much.â
She pulls me to her and she kisses me hard
She opens her legs so I can lay between them and not crush her while I kiss her
We just kiss for a long time
I have a feeling that this is going to be our thing
So far today, weâve kissed more than anything else
I just can get enough of her lips, of her arms around me, of her holding me close
Itâs better than sex
Just feeling that close to her
I start kissing her neck and she moans
God, her sounds are such a turn on
âBabyâ, I say between kisses, âCan I have you? I want you so much right now.â
âYes Tae. I want you baby. I always want you Tae.â
I smile
Sheâs the best
I wrap her legs around me and I push in
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J POV
I moan when Tae slides inside me.
The sex we had before was fucking amazing and out of this fucking world.
I loved every moment of it
And I canât wait for more
Tae starts moving and it feels fucking incredible
Tae is huge and he fills me up perfectly
Itâs like he was made for me
Heâs so goddamn hard and that makes it so fucking good
âHarder Taeâ, I beg
âYea baby.â
He starts thrusting hard and fast while sitting up on his knees and holding my legs wide open
God the feeling of his hard cock, slamming so hard into me drives me crazy
Heâs going so deep and thereâs a little pain from how far heâs in but it mixes with the pleasure, making it fucking phenomenal
I fucking love it
âYou like it baby?â
âYes Tae.â
âScream for me baby girlâ
He slams so hard and a scream rips out of me
âYes babyâ, he moans
He slams into that spot and another scream leaves my body
âThere it isâ, he smirks
He moves so fast, making sure he rams that spot over and over
âTaehyung! Fuck fuck fuck, Taehyung!â, I scream so loudly the back of my throat hurts
The fucking pleasure is so intense and my body canât fucking handle it
I cum the hardest Iâve ever have, my body shooting up from the bed and shaking uncontrollably
I clamp down so tightly on Taeâs cock and I canât let go
"Yes baby girl, Joanne!â, Tae screams just as loudly and releases inside me.
My pussy is still holding onto Tae when he cums
âDonât let goâ, he cries
I couldnât even if I wanted to
My body just wants to keep him in
He collapses on top of me, in a sweaty mess
I force myself to let go of his cock and when I do, he pulls out
Taeâs breathing hard but he still says between breathes, âThat. Was. The. Best. Sex. I. Ever. Hadâ
I giggle and answer him
âMe too Tae. I think thatâs the best orgasm I ever had.â
âDefinitely the best I ever hadâ, he answers, sleepily
âYou wanna sleep Tae?â, I ask
âItâs the middle of the day thoughâ, he yawns
âUh naps are a thing babyâ
âUh huh. Ok baby. But I need to hold you and cuddleâ, he answers
âYou betterâ
He lifts his head, smiling and kisses me
He moves next to me and pulls me in his arms, cuddling and holding me tight
He falls asleep right away
I take a few minutes to fall asleep and I just listen to Tae breathing and feeling so happy
This is the happiest Iâve ever been
I close my eyes and slowly fall asleep
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Tae POV
I open my eyes to her beautiful face
Iâm confused for a second but then I remember
And I smile
Sheâs finally mine
My girlfriend
I still canât believe I finally have her.
Sheâs still asleep and sheâs hugging me tightly
We moved around during our nap but we never let go of each other
I run my fingers through her hair, just happy to be holding her
Her eyes flutter open
When she sees me, her face breaks into a huge smile
âTae Taeâ, she whispers softly
She reaches out and touches my face so lovingly and softly
God, I love her
I kiss her softly
âYou know that now I wonât be able to sleep without youâ, I tell her after kissing her
âMe too Tae. Donât worry, Iâll spend every night with you.â
Iâm so happy and I smile at her
âIâll spend every night with you too Jo. I promiseâ
She leans forward and kisses me again
Fireworks burst in my vision from her kiss
That happens every time she kisses me
I donât want that feeling to ever go away
After the kiss, she says, âTae. Baby, Iâm uh kinda hungryâ
I laugh, âOk baby. C'mon, lets see what we have here. If we donât have anything, we can go out.â
âGo out?â, she asks confused, âBut people will see us. Isnât that bad for you and BTS?â
I thought of this
The short answer is, I donât give a fuck
And I tell her
âI donât care Jo. I really donât. Let people see. I love you and I finally have you, Iâm not gonna hide you or us. I want everyone to know you're with me. I want everyone to know I have the best girl in the world.â
Her smile is so bright and she pulls me to her in a giant kiss
âI love you Taeâ, she whispers
âI love you Jo. So much. C'mon babyâ
I get up and pull on sweatpants and a t-shirt
When I look back at her sheâs still in my bed
âBaby?â, I ask
âUh, I donât have clothes Tae.â
Right
Theyâre in Jungkookâs room
âYou can wear my clothes babyâ
âOkâ, she answers
I give her a shirt and shorts
Theyâre huge on her and itâs the cutest thing in the world
âBaby you look adorable.â, I giggle
She smiles, âThanks baby. Youâre so big, I feel like Iâm wearing a dress.â
I canât help it, I go over to her and kiss her again
I take her hand and lead her to the kitchen
Jungkook and Jimin are there eating when we walk in
âOh heyâ, Jungkook smirks
âYou guys finally done?â, Jimin asks
I remember that we were all supposed to have a foursome
Thank god that didnât happen
âWhere did you guys go?â, I ask
Jungkook shrugs, âWe went to play video games
âYouâŚyou planned this!â, she says
âWell duhâ, Jimin says
âI got so tired of Tae and you looking at each other with lovesick looks on your faces when the other wasnât looking. I knew you liked each other, so Jimin and I planned to get you together, at least for sex.â, Jungkook explains
âSo did it work?â, Jimin asks
âYesâ, she answers
âWeâre uh, together nowâ, I say, nervous at how Jungkook would react
âYou are?â, Jimin asks
I nod, âYeah. I love her.â
Jimin widens his eyes as he looks at us
âI love Taeâ, she answers
âThatâs greatâ, Jungkook says
âYouâre not mad?â, I ask him
âNo. Why would I be mad? I know Jo and I canât do what we were doing forever. And Iâm happy she found you and got the guy she loves. I would never stand in the way of her or your happiness. Iâm happy for you guysâ
Wow heâs such an amazing friend
âThanks Kookieâ, she smiles
He smiles back at her
Then he looks at me, âYou hurt her Tae, I will murder you.â
âNot gonna happen but I hear youâ, I answer
âBy the way, thereâs no more food. The guys are going shopping before they come home.â, Jimin answers
âLooks like we are going out babyâ, I tell her
I turn to Jungkook, âShe needs her clothes.â
He nods, gets up and disappears
He comes back a few minutes later and hands her her clothes
âIâm gonna change Taeâ, she says
âOk baby. Iâm gonna change too. Iâll be right thereâ
She nods and walks to my room
I turn to Jungkook
âYou know sheâs not going to be sleeping with you anymore right?â, I say
He rolls his eyes, âYeah Tae, I got it. I knew that when I planned to get you two together. But Tae, sheâs still my best friend and Iâm not gonna stop talking to her or hanging out with her. Iâm not sleeping with her anymore but Iâm not going to stop being there for her.â
âI donât want that. I want you two to stay friends. Just no sexâ, I answer
âI got it Tae. Donât worry, I would never do that to either of you.â
I nod, âOk.â
âNow go to your girlfriendâ, Jimin shoos me away
When I get into my room, she's pulling her shirt down, already dressed
âHi babyâ, she says smiling
I love that she smiles at me all the time
I love how happy she looks when she sees me
I change quickly
âReady baby?â, I ask, holding my hand out for hers
She puts her hand in mine
âYeah Tae.â
Gripping each other's hand, we leave the dorm
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