#WE GET IT YOU GOT TOP SURGERY
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doodle + adam in that one part of the og saw script where he just starts stripping in front of lawrence. i giggled a little
#saw 2004#saw#adam stanheight#sawposting#dicks out for lawrence gordon i guess#we see you. disgusting little 25 year old drowned nyc sewer rat#WE GET IT YOU GOT TOP SURGERY#quit asking if he can see your scars his sexually confused ass has had enough!
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Considering yesterday was one of the worst days I've had all year, and then today is hands-down the BEST day I've had all year, I now think literally anything is possible.
Guys please keep pushing forward. Your ray of sunshine could be a lot closer than you think it is.
#i'm being so serious#if you're looking for a reason to live right now think of what makes you happy#could be literally anything. ice cream; video game; your pet; grass; ect#hold onto that#it doesn't matter how stupid it sounds if it's keeping you alive#yesterday i was boarderline s//dal and today i feel like i'm on the top of the world#and it was all pure circumstance. yesterday my pet was at the vet and work sucked and people kept disrespecting me#and today i got confirmation i can get top surgery and i finally achieved a goal in a game i've been working for for months now#AND TWO old friends stopped by and we got to hang out for a while!#literally anything is possible okay you just gotta hold on#i promise it will get better. i can't promise when but i can promise you it will#but not if you give up#keep pushing. i love you. i see you. i support you. don't give up.#dimond speaks
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also i am going to the dr tomorrow so please can you send some spare good vibes my way if you have them thank you
#new drs surgery so guessing completely unfamiliar dr who will know nothing of my complicated medical situation. 👍#and a place i don't know At All.#and the DOCTOR. on a SATURDAY.#god on top of everything i've gotta deal with more med changes too coooooooooooooooool! can a guy just be well for a while.#and i've got like 3 separate things that i've needed to bring up for months but appointments are so short and so hard to get that i just#haven't been able to so they're getting worse and worse and i'm like. what's a guy supposed to do for real!!!! i need like. Real medical#care that simply does not exist in this current system!#like i'm so grateful that we're trying to work to figure my migraines out but i have more to discuss and they're fully like 'you gotta book#another appointment for that bud we're out of time' and i'm like 'i don't HAVE time! like i have the calendar but i don't have the wellness#' ARGH. anyway. this too will be resolved. i have written myself a note i will try to see if they can book me another appointment when#i'm at my appointment tomorrow. it will be fine. it will be fine! it's unlikely to be anything serious anyway it's just another layer of#yuck on the already abundant layers of long-term unwellness you know. BUT we stay silly :3#hahaha no wonder i've been increasingly unhinged all week when you actually have to think about the problems it's like. woag.#BUT we stay silly :3 in 24 hours it will have happened so. whatever.
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I’m so tired of ppl making art of trans characters and they literally just look 100% cis but with different genitals like how are we not grasping the problem here
#I see it A LOT with the kny fandom which is what inspired this post#like first of all you’re drawing characters from fucking taisho era japan….#no one is on hrt or getting top surgery like it’s just not happening#and like on the one hand I kiiiinda get the ‘but it’s wish fulfillment!’ argument but. when that’s ALL the art that there is of trans#characters…. yeah it’s. not great#i also don’t like the implication that the only conceivable way a trans person could be happy is if they pass perfectly/look 100% cis#even in a fictional setting#ALSO ALSO the fact that y’all seem to be allergic to bottom surgery????#or if you’re using some hand wavy magic thing nobody is swapping their vagina for a penis or vice versa???#like you make them look 100% cis somehow someway but then…. no change to genitals at all….#it feels fetishy imo lmao like idk#there’s a lot of layers to this and my point is that it honestly feels kiiiinda transphobic in a lot of subtle ways#like the fact that we can apparently only depict trans ppl existing if they look cis BUT not their genitals cuz genital change = bad or w/e#and again no even if it’s a trans artist or writer I really don’t think that absolves you from thinking about why this is the only type of#trans character you depict#wish fulfillment or ‘personal representation’ or whatever aside#I think this is a pretty good indicator that you’ve got some internalized things to unpack one way or another idk#kaz rambles
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very anxious about tomorrow. i’d really like to have my rights protected. lol. vote or whatever
#asclexeposting#wish i could vote fuck my life 😔#but yk. i’d like to be able to get top surgery and take hrt when im old enough whatever.#im scared but also. i think we got this. convinced my parents to vote idk about some of my grandparents but#one of my grandmas is a very big leftist and actively helps count votes etc so shes good#i know my mom is voting harris but i dont want to ask my dad#he voted trump in 2016 and 2020 but i think me and my mom’s woke mind virus might have gotten to him.#again im not gonna ask him#anywho. adult mutuals please please vote if you didn’t do it early. let’s win this 🔥🔥
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#these past two weeks have been so intense that ive just.. not spoken about it once i got home from work#blocked it all out#my beloved colleague whose desk is next to mine has cancer#breast and uterus. she needs two major surgeries#they just diagnosed her two weeks ago#so we've been trying to deal with that as colleagues and friends#because we love and miss her and i am so deeply sad as well#but i feel like i couldn't process that at all bc two days after the news of her diagnosis i was asked to take on half of her work#on top of my fulltime#which i agreed to do bc i like her tasks and i want to help her and i also know i can do it#but it does feel very off bc i know i don't earn enough money for this workload to be long term and it is def like this#for the coming four months at least#so i did tell my manager that i would like a raise and. that bitch told me to BUY MORE SECOND HAND SHIT.#i seriously thought i saw my life flash before my eyes#then the day after she asked one of my colleagues who's been with the firm for over 30 years whether she was looking for another job maybe?#which caused that colleague to instantly go home in tears and be home from basically a nervous breakdown the past 1.5 week#which is her full right and i support her with all my heart but bc my management sucks it meant that we had to also carry her tasks ofc#i felt soooo spread thin and super super angry actually but i didn't even realise how angry i was until last thursday my colleague w cancer#came by the office. and talked about all of it. and i suddenly realised how sad i was but then also how angry#but i was just blocking it all out trying to stay afloat#bc we told her about what the manager had said and she said “i hope that i get the chance to really tell her how it is someday.”#“because the stress she causes with people can actually kill you. just look at me.”#and the rest of the day i felt so ready to be done with everything actually#but seeing her anger made me see my own anger#and released me of my own pent up emotions bc i had actual leg pains this week and it was purely psychosomatic#i then managed to tell some friends yesterday about what was going on and their outrage spurred me on even more#so today i emailed hr. demanding a raise#doing this amount of work while constantly feeling like the house is on fire while also struggling financially seriously makes me suicidal#and i am not joking#so.. if nothing comes of that im leaving that job and not looking back
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#day six death and dying over here due to kidney stones#pain meds really give u false sense of security briefly but overall difficult to concentrate on anything#cos when they run out they really fuckin run out level 8-10 pain#and the first hour after taking another dose is mostly waiting for the pain relief to kick in again#hour two maybe into three feeling like a normal person again wow i can exist normally#then it starts runnning out again and it goes from like 3 to 9 real quick#really trying to make the full 4 hours between the tylenol and ibuprofen so that the range between doses of the same are well past 6 hours#on top of still having to work 11.5 hour days and getting yelled at by customers and having them wish ill heakth upon you#and i still got 2 full days before my surgery wed morning#having a real fuckin struggle#ursa speaks#i knwk they prescribed me the oxy if i really need it but i really dont want to have to take it#really wish theyd done the scan when i first went jn to the ER the week before instead of being like#well we ruled out a UTI so it's probably a kidney stone ok go home now bye#then week later when i get whammoblammod by crippling pain theyre like ok now that we know its a 10mm stone we should schedule u with a uro#arg arg arg 5000 im just ranting bye#ohhhh youre a bit young for kidney stones says the urologist#ok tell that to my bitch ass kidney
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my new manager is gay and trans!
#I knew he was gay#and I… suspected he may be trans#yknow. he mentioned his legal name was different#he went for surgery recently and his recovery timeline seemed very similar to my other coworker who just got top#that sort of stuff already had me like ??? are we the same#and then today he was clarifying my pronouns (I told him he could use she/he/they but that I’m like. not out to my parents#and that most of the folks at my other job in the building use she/her for me and that I was fine with that for them)#and we were discussing pronoun use and he’s like ‘yeah I get it as trans people we…” blah blah you get the picture#and I was like ‘yes!! another win for the queers! (the queers being me. who is happy to discover how many coworkers are gay)
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I deserve a smoochy kiss from all my f/os to deal with The Horrors™ <- The Horrors™ being multiple medical appointments
#i had a surgery consultation at 9am#and i got home at like 10am and had to schedule two more appointments relating to my consultation#and for one they were like oh we had a cancellation so we can book you in for 2pm today ! ☺️#and im just sitting there like thats fine 🥲#cause i wanna get these done quickly but also its like an hour bus trip there and back and oooough#but on the bright side i might get top surgery out of this#so at least i got one transmasc win today#also getting sushi later cause i deserve a treat :)#cw vent#not really but just in case !#vent tw#medical talk tw#medical mention#surgery mention#ask to tag#< for blacklist#jasper.txt 💬
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Covid fucking sucks. Why do so many people want to keep getting it over and over
#yeah I've allegedly got a mild case and it's still awful#I'm not writing why do ppl want to keep giving it to other ppl because we've learnt that egotism rules#but why would you want to keep doing this#it sucks#Covid#Coronavirus#hey and it's even worse on top of surgery recovery!!!#BLERG#sickness#disease#failed states#we should get fucking Nuremberg trials for all the politicians who've let this happen#Actually just line 'em up and shoot them
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#still mad about the whole “god made us trans so we could partake in creation” quote. like. bro#sure that's all well and fine now that we have things like bottom surgery and top surgery and hrt#but what about the decades and millenia where we didn't have the technology to “partake in creation” or whatever.#I'm sure everyone living with severe body dysphoria had a great time not being able to truly partake in the glorious act of creation#the idea that a god would create us to suffer just so that we can get better about it is ludicrous#I'm going to create a state of existence that has a stupid high suicide rate#just so that the ones who survive and successfully transition/adapt feel massive relief and joy#and somehow that would balance out the people who are murdered or kill themselves or live miserably closeted/repressed their whole lives#like. yeah I'm going to break your arm on purpose just so you feel super happy when it's finally healed#rip to all those other people whose arms I broke but they didn't have access to medical care#or they were in the middle of something dangerous when I broke their arm#sucks to be them I guess. they don't get to partake in the glorious act of healing the harm that I caused deliberately#if a god exists it really is like us. playing with toys and stuffed animals and causing pain because it's not real.#I made my stuffed panther a tactical vest and all sorts of guns and laser swords. he was my favorite. he won every fight he ever got into#but one day I forgot him outside and our dog tore him open and his vest and weapons didn't save him. was it is#was it his fault I forgot about him?#God knows about every sparrow that falls. but the sparrow still falls.#if there is a god. it does not love us. how could it? we are not real.
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tmiposting but I’m on mobile so it can’t be a read more so it’s in the tags
#hooked up with my boy and it was the last time im gonna get off in the body I was born with - bottom surgery on wednesday#so I asked him to touch me for the first time (usually I’m a bit stone-ish and he’s a gold star gay with no prior trans experience)#and he did and I noticed he was loving it. and he held me. and I thought ‘it’s okay. he’s got you. You’re safe and cared for’#and finished as I was having that thought#and afterwards he topped me but only lasted like 2 minutes because he said getting me off drove him crazy#this was after a weekend of him sitting on my lap (despite being an actual foot taller than me) and talking for hours and#making me laugh til I couldn’t breathe and showing me songs that reminded him of me and whimpering when I pet his hair and#laughing while I kissed his stomach and wearing matching holiday sweaters while we went grocery shopping before baking together#these things usually don’t last forever but Christ if this one didn’t arrive at the perfect time. What a gentle goodbye to the body I was#born with#this is what I deserve and I don’t ever want to accept anything less again
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[ordering from a new york city deli]
hi, um, can i get a man?
yeah, man, awright. tits or no tits?
no tits. and, uh, hold the top surgery scars.
hold the- AY TONY! WE GOT A MAN WITH NO TOP SURGERY SCARS?
[voice from back] A MAN WITH TITS?
NAH, NO TITS, NO SCARS.
[voice from back] NO TITS AND NO SCARS? WHAT IS THIS GUY, FUCKIN’ STUPID?
YOU HEARD TONY GO GET OUTTA LINE
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I do get tired when I see popular trans solidarity art and they always depict the transmasc person/character fully passing with top scars slapped on, EVERYTIME. and while this isn't an inherently negative or problematic thing, I do get a feeling of being left out or just not really acknowledged, well because I kinda understand!
depicting trans men/masc folks with breast can be seen as "taboo" or "confusing" for some trans folks but the reality is that we just, exist... we're real people too.
I'ill be honest and say I get tired of the default trans man image being skinny-muscular guy who already got his top surgery. and anyone else who looks different from that is a nasty transtrender or whatever transmed garbage people spew. trans men/masc can be fat, and or curvy too, but I feel like people are terrified to acknowledge that over the fear of being labeled a fetishsizer. truthfully as a trans person no matter what people will label you as negative shit so you gotta push through the fear. it's why I draw what I draw.
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I'm ngl I'm pro self diagnosis but a lot of you just do not have DID!
#buzgie ❁#love seeing people with absolutely every aspect of their system clearly defined#and then people ENTERTAINING THAT SHIT???#reminds me of when this ''trans woman'' talked about how she got top surgery. to ''give her the boobs''#and said estrogen did absolutely nothing didn't grow them she needed to get top surgery. specifically said top surgery#and when i said she wasnt trans i got a warning lol#just say this shit is a game to you bc it clearly is. cannot fucking stand those ''gender is a silly little game'' fucktards either#oh my silly little system and 50 neogenders as a method of self expression on par with cutting my hair!#i have DID because i was raped so young my brain couldnt process it without splitting into multiple personalities but ok#I have been assaulted over being visibly transsexual but ok#do get mad at me for not wanting to be called a slur because its your ''identity'' though!#slur reclamation is intensely personal which is why we should use it as the word for the whole community & people who personally say not to#in fact if you dont reclaim it its because youre regressive and basically a conservative#god this post went on a tangent#im not entertaining obviously fake DID because its ''respectful'' FUCK OFF#a faker is a faker is a faker I think all the mental illness faker communities are evil and hate everyone w DID but people have faked#illnesses since the dawn of time and right now DID is on trend
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Alfred gains an unique apprentice after his arm got fractured.
Most of the batfam has been causing a ruckus in the Wayne Manor for the past 4 months that even Alfred was feeling a bit worn out.
To the point that his personal favorite market friends suggest getting a trainee, or a ward to help him out epecially because Alfred isn't getting any younger, no matter how well he took care of his own health.
Helda got herself a ward herself, a sweet little girl, name Ellen who help her keep the lil Duckling candles shop in order especially after her hip surgery went through, and will be taking over for her considering helda had no descendents, but Ellen make her feel young again.
Alfred merely delined, but ended up getting the card still by persistented friends. A card with a purple GrandFather clock symbol and a number on it. He left it in his draw as he was not rude enough to throw away.
Then came the prank war 13 on June 15th in the Wayne Manor that Alfred accidentally ended up being targeted by pure coincidence which ended with him with a fractured arm..
Both Bruce and Alfred was majorly disappointed with how far escalated the prank war went that got immediately stop when the batfam saw Alfred gotten injured during it.
Except now Alfred is stuck for 6-10 weeks without using his right arm until his personal doctor said it ok to take the cast off then have a arm sling..
Alfred was immensely stubborn for 3 days, 3 days of trying to do all his duties.. before he gave in..
And called the number on the card, and received a lovely blue letter with a couple of oddly specific paperwork on a type of help he need, what is your age, your job occupied, have any illness or arthritis, needs in case of meta or superpower sudden surprises appear, how dangerous is your and your family lifestyle, etc
By the time he finished the paperwork and hand it sent back in the return blue letter. It was by day 5 on a Friday when he received a letter back, stating that that a ward been selected and will be coming from Amity Park to help him.
Alfred was expected a teenager, but a 7 year old boy with blaring light blue eyes, starlight like freckles, black hair with a medium space designed suitcase and a very old and worn out bearbert plush on top of it.
"Good morning, You must be Mr. Pennyworth, and I'm Danny." Danny beamed a soft smile with the eyes of wisdom and understanding. Alfred pause for a mere second before a soft smile bloomed and open the door wide for him.
"Hello there Danny, do come in. Alfred said softly as he watch danny a bit with curiosity.
Would you like a snack before we start the day?" Alfred ask as he escorted danny to the kitchen to help him with today breakfast along with a list of the breakfast dishes with ingredients.
"That ok, what would you like to help you do, cut the vegetables, stir the pot, help lift the food into the oven, or clean the dishes, because you aren't going to try and do that all with a broken arm, right?" Danny said as he look at today breakfast list, going to the sink and cleaning his hand thoroughly first before touching any fresh ingredients already put out while Alfred pick the frying pans, cups, dishes and utensils for the batfam.
Alfred notice right away that danny was floating a bit to pick the heavy large pot full of marinated food from the fridge that was supposed to be on the stove for slow brothing for later today dinner, considering alfred couldn't well take it out himself since his arm was broken..
Smiling softly to himself that it was a good idea to have a ward of his own as he teaches danny the best techniques to make a Benedict.
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#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc#dc x dp#danny phantom#dp x dc#dc x dp prompt#danny is the ghost king#dcxdp#de aged danny#alfred pennyworth#Alfred get an apprentice#bruce developed the adoption gene by Alfred influence#elle phantom work for Helda in gotham#danny is well prepared for EVERYTHING#Jazz give danny BearBert for comfort since this is technically his first job out of Ghost duty
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