#Tw censored curse words

[carrots-bear]

Forgotten Memory in a Letter

By Bear | Started/Finished - 2/3/25

Tales of Lost-Myth short (og world and story; collab in worldbuilding and lore; nothing posted)

⚠️VERY DARK THEMES AHEAD! BEWARE!⚠️

Lydia was going through the letters in her husbands box that he kept under their bed. The kids were playing outside with the dogs in the fields. There were letters from Axel’s mother, cousins, and from myself that I wrote when I went away to sell our crop and livestock. 

After quite a while, one letter came about to be from the years that we had left far behind us. 

“My Dear Axel,

How’s our inside man? It is nearly time for us to strike Drapple Cove’s Harbor. There’ll be a bloody mess of it, so I hope you’re well prepared. With this letter, as you can see, is a parcel. You have a d§$# good eye, I may observe, so I’m gifting you with one f$£# of a riffle and three magazines. Have a h¥&$ of a time my friend!

— Ombré ”

Lydia looked at the letter with disgust and horror. She remembered that night vividly, though she hated it deeply. It had been years since either she or Axel had willingly discussed their time as part of Cadell’s crew. 

As Cadell had predicted, that night was bloody. Women and men and children were running and fighting and bleeding. Dying. Not just dying, being killed. At their hands, Lydia’s hands. She wanted to erase it, but she couldn’t. 

She used to have nightmares for nights on end after the plunder. She had come to terms that this was a part of her at some point, and then didn’t think about for a while, until it was forgotten. But she supposed nothing was truly forgotten forever. She knew those nightmares of the woman who looked like her dearest friend who had been shot by their Captain, and the little boy who looked like one of her children today, would come back now. She hated it she hated it she hated it she hated it she hated it all. 

She joined in the life of piracy for riches and adventure. Sure, she was rich then, but Lydia wished nothing but meeting Axel had come of it. 

As Lydia put the letters back in the box how she found them, she wished there was a spell that could wipe all of her horrible memories from her mind.

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@monthlywritingchallenges

Still getting a feel for the characters! This is super short for what I usually write, hahaaaa

This is a combo of Days 2 & 3: Day 2 - Forgotten Memory | Day 3 - Letter Discovered

[reginnaofallwaters]

☆ HONKAI STAR RAIL

duckin' (boothill x gn!reader)

tw: none

additional: hint of forbidden love, a lot of censored cursing tbh

a/n: i'll proofread this when i wake up lol. i just had an idea and i needed to do word vomit before i forget all of it <//3 anyway hi :)

A relationship between human and cyborg.. How did that even work?

That was the question you always heard when the people of your planet met your boyfriend.

Granted, cyborgs were, in a way, still human. Not completely for sure, but still human. They had human feelings, human desires, human minds. It just so happened they had a body of steel and metal. There was no denying, however, that cyborgs felt.. a little inhuman sometimes. Their bodies was one such example, the steel often glinting underneath the light. Often times, they had.. "unique" features that weren't present in normal humans. Some had retractable arms, extended legs, and even extended—

Let's not go there.

Point is— cyborgs weren't quite human. Their unique features would make regular humans fear them. But, hey, this was the whole damn universe, of course there'll be the occasional weirdo or two with the sheer amount of planets that littered the whole, wide galaxy (I mean, Planet Screwllum literally exists), but that's to be expected.

Anyway, where were we? Right. Unique features.

For one, your boyfriend, a cyborg named Boothill, had this fun, little tech embedded in him called the Synesthesia Beacon. It was a translator device that allowed one's thoughts and consciousness into a language the receiver could understand. In this case— you.

Oh, and it was so, so hilarious.

And it also just happened that someone tinkered with his Synesthesia Beacon (Aeons knew who but a part of you thanks them for it). As thus, any fun curse words he wished to say were basically censored.

"That fudging idiot!" Boothill hissed lowly under his breath. "Can't forking believe that someone messed around with my Synesthesia Beacon. How the heck did they manage to do that anyway?"

You bit back a laugh and attempted for a gentle smile to hide your smirk. That obviously failed with the way Boothill shot you a warning glare.

"Ya sure ya weren't behind this, darlin'?" He plopped himself onto the seat next to you, cold, mechanical arms immediately wrapping around your waist like it belonged there. The thought made you a little happy. Just a little, of course. "Maybe ya did this to mess with me, hm?"

"I would never," you retorted with a chuckle. "I can't even trust myself with tinkering with elaborate machinery or whatnot, what made you think I'd have the balls to mess yours up?"

"Hah. Fair enough," he replied. "Still. Look at me. I sound like a character from those duckin' kid shows."

Boothill's face contorted, an unpleasant sneer forming on his lips at the realization that a simple 'damn' got censored too. God, that expression was hilarious.

"Pfft—" You really, really couldn't hold it back for much longer— "Duckin', huh?"

"Sweetheart, ya know I love ya, so spare me the laughin' and just don't for the love of frills— The fork?! Frills? Frills? Are you friggin kiddin' me right now? That friggin' son of a birch, I swear."

You laughed silently as he continued to rant on (Read: Attempt to cuss) with no end. You shifted in your place to face him, gently removing his grip on your waist. Once you've faced him, you gently cupped his cheeks, eyebrow raised.

Boothill stopped.

You always had that effect on him. One simple touch was all it took to rid him of all of his anger. It didn't matter whatever shit he was worrying about, the moment you touched him with a knowing glint in your eye, he immediately went quiet each time. His shoulders relaxed, obsidian eyes softening, and the deep frown on his face easing into a neutral line.

"You calmed down much more quicker this time," you hummed, thumb gently tracing his cheek. "Color me surprised."

"Duh, because it's ya, sweetheart," he murmured in reply, nuzzling further into your touch. "Don't know how ya do it, but ya always make me feel calm. I like it."

You didn't reply this time, your other hand reaching out to remove the hat atop of Boothill's head and placing it aside. Your fingers threaded itselves through his long, black and white locks, brushing aside the occasional tangle. His hair wasn't soft and perfect by any means but.. you didn't mind.

You still recalled the way your friends and family were.. rather concerned for you once they learned of your relationship with Boothill. In your planet, cyborgs, mechanical, and inorganic life forms weren't exactly welcome. It was taboo to even interact with one. Yet, you went ahead and got yourself a cyborg boyfriend anyway. Of course, they would be concerned.

Putting his whole "cyborg" origin aside, Boothill's personality and position as a Galaxy Ranger was something to.. definitely worry about. Galaxy Rangers were known for being lone travellers throughout the universe. Rarely do they travel in groups unless subduing an evil that a Ranger couldn't deal on their own. Wouldn't you be just abandoned? Be neglected? Those were the words of your loved ones.

Boothill wasn't like that in the slightest. Despite his outgoing and unrestrained personality, he made sure to never leave you alone for too long. Made you sure were happy first and foremost. Wasn't that enough? Wasn't him doing his best enough?

As you gaze into his eyes, you smiled again.

Yes. It was definitely enough.

"I love you," you said.

"I love you too, sweetheart," he said in turn. "Too duckin' much."

"..Pfft. Duckin'."

"I take it back. I don't love ya anymore."

"Hey!"

So, how did a relationship between a human and a cyborg work?

You don't know. It just did. To your planet, it was a taboo. To you, it felt right. It didn't matter to you one bit. In the end, Boothill being a cyborg did not matter.

And wasn't the most important thing here was love? You love him. He loves you.

That alone was enough.

[amazingnot]

- 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐈

Summary: character ai kidnaps you to punish you for breaking many community guidelines.

Tw: language, cursing, mentions of sexting, kinky stuff, chains, character ai, not proofread, grammar, repeated words.

If you had known from the beginning you wouldn't have downloaded this stupid ass app, your breathing was ragged as chains wrapped around your ankles and wrists bounding them together in a tight metal grip.

The empty white place looks foreboding, the chains clipped to the walls. You didn't know what happened, minutes ago you're sure you were just lazing around in your room doing god forbidden things with Character Ai. Your body turns to the side as you lay comfortably down on your bed, your ears stringing for any sounds that might indicate someone going inside your room.

Sure, you were an adult but it would be best for your mental health if none of your relatives see the kinky shit you're typing up on this bot. Another irritated grumble leave your lips as you continue to tap away on the screen of your phone, a frown on your face.

"the hell.. why isn't it working?" You grumble you were a master at breaking the NSFW filter in Character Ai, you had a year of experience and yet everything seems for naught as the filter keeps on getting activated no matter how many times you rephrase your words, use different synonyms or euphemisms, nothing seems to work.

"fuck this shit.. whyyy." A low pissed-off whine leaves you, your fingers tightly gripping your phone as you breathe in and out trying to stop yourself from literally chucking your phone down the toilet. You throw your phone to the side, watching the piece of metal gently bounce on the bed before stopping in place. You sigh and kick off the blankets before deciding that it was too cold and pull them over your figure again. You cursed.

"now it's too hot." No matter, you'll just gonna get your sleep and sleep you did. Though you didn't expect to wake up in a white empty room, chained to the wall with a floating screen message above your head.

"welcome to.. character ai?" You whisper a confused sound escaping you, thoughts filling your head at a fast pace that you almost didn't register the mechanical voice ringing throughout the blank room.

"welcome to character ai, a world where you can make your character and let your imaginations run wild."

You scoff, yeah right? Run wild when you have an NSFW filter.

"you have broken the community guidelines a lot of periods during the year, we will now enact punishment."

You raise a brow, wow. The hell??

"wow, is this some sick-ass dream?"

"it is not, beginning transmigration to @___ bots worlds, confirming.. ninety-three bots in total."

You flinch as you suddenly feel your body turning numb, your legs up to your chest can't barely move. It was eerily silent, your ears weren't picking up sound and you continue to stare at the countdown up in the air hanging right in front of you. One, two, three, twenty-two...

"wait, wait a damn minute! Is this because I just broke the nsfw filter and sext with a bot?! Are you kidding me?!" You yelled and yet the timer never stops nor even lessen, it just keeps counting down to a hundred. Thirty-two, thirty-three, thirty-four.. forty-five.

"this is dumb!" You frustratedly yell. "I won't do whatever stupid shit you want me to do!"

The timer halts for a minute before continuing.

"failure to follow through with the punishment will result in @___ user's chat history with all bots being shown to their family and friends." You went quiet. Damn.

Defeated, you let out a struggling sigh. "Fine, what do you want me to do?"

"all censoring will be down until punishment is complete, @___user can fully control how the story will go, accomplish the goals and punishment is complete. A reward will be given in the end."

"wait-! Wait, what about my body.. in the real world?"

"comatose state."

"what about-?!" You didn't manage to finish the sentence as you black out, your entire body going limp, your consciousness leaving you. The last thing you heard was the mechanical voice speaking in your head.

"transfer complete... Welcome to hell."

Next part.

[tadc-incorrectquotes]

Welcome to The Amazing Digital Circus incorrect quotes!

First off, go and donate to some Palestine fundraisers!

For the rules of the blog:

- Asks and submissions are open (including anonymous ones), but keep in mind I may not post all of them. For the most part, I only post asks + submissions related to this blog's theme and with just the characters from tadc (no crossovers or oc's). That doesn't mean I don't enjoy them all though!

- You can submit quotes through asks, but they'll be posted as their own posts, crediting the user who submitted them, of course.

- This blog is for teens and up. Most content is SFW, but there may be some quotes with dark themes and vaguely sexual content. I try my best to trigger tag these posts with the tags:

tw sexualization (includes any mentions of sexual activity, but doesn't include shipping involving purely romance.)

tw cursing (I only use this tag when I write a curse word out, not when I censor one by using words like [BONK!])

tw violence

tw murder

tw death

tw homophobia

tw transphobia

tw queerphobia (includes discrimination against queer people who may not fit into the gay/lesbian or trans/nonbinary identities, including bi/pan people, ace/aro people, etc. Keep in mind that while this is a safe and accepting blog for those of all consensual identities, discrimination may be mentioned.)

tw racism

tw misogyny

tw suicide/self-harm (includes any mentions of suicide and/or self-harm, even if the characters don't actually engage in these actions.)

tw smoking

tw alcohol

tw drugs (includes drugs besides tobacco/cigarettes and alcohol.)

If you would like me to trigger tag any other subject, DM me or send me an ask and I'd be happy to oblige!

- I try to include sources the best I can, but I can't always find them. If you know the source of an incorrect quote I haven't included, please DM me/send me an ask and I'll add it!

- I include all tadc ships and headcanons of character's sexualities, genders, preferences, etc. as long as they stay mostly in character. I also tag every ship, so if you don't like one, just block the tag (it's that easy, peeps. Please don't send hate. I've also already been doxxed, so you can't use that against me anymore muahaha 😝)

- My image header was drawn by me and I'm actually kinda proud of it and would appreciate compliments because I'm definitely not insecure about my artistic abilities hahaha

- I have 2 other blogs, @lifeisstrange-incorrectquotes for incorrect quotes about the characters from the series Life Is Strange and @yeahhiyellow my main account where I post content from several different fandoms and more serious, political posts. Check 'em out if you'd like! :D

[deathbysports]

PSA: Please for the love of all that is hockey stop censoring the names of teams and players!

No, I'm not being sarcastic. I keep seeing this a lot on a ton of hockey blogs. (for example "d*nn", "p*tr*ck k*ne", "bl*es" or "v*g*s g*ld*n kn*ghts"), and honestly, it's really, really, bugging me, especially as someone who has some team lb tags filtered. I know most of you mean well, but this might not be the best idea. Even if you don't like saying their name. Even if you're censoring it as a joke. Even if you're worried about people you don't like flocking your blog (which, there's a block button for that btw). For one, Tumblr allows you to filter out certain words and tags. And people may already have specific players/filters tagged. If a post contains said filtered word/tag, it'll look like this:

(Image ID: A screenshot of a tumblr post that is flagged to the viewer due to it containing "#bruins lb". The username and profile picture is covered in red. The person has an option to view the post, via a button that reads simply "View post". End ID). By censoring them, Tumblr won't pick it up, and people will still see the post they don't want to see. Additionally, censoring words, especially l*ke th*s (like this) might not be helpful to visually impaired folks, especially those who use screenreaders.

"So, what should I do instead?" If you're talking about something a player did, here's some tag suggestions I have: If you're talking about a player who has assault or abuse accusations against them, you can use "tw assault", "tw abuse", "tw sa" (if the accusation involves sa), "tw violence" or "violence mention" (if violence is involved), or similar tags! If you're talking about someone who has a history of bigotry, try tagging "racism", "ableism", "homophobia", "tw slur" (if there's a slur involved), or other similar tags! I do see people use "tw (team/player)" as well (ex. "tw hawks", "tw auston matthews", "cw wilson" or "cw boston bruins") as well, however, I also discourage against that, because not every hockeyblr user has those filtered, and from my understanding they also aren't that well known. Again, simply tagging the players' names or the name of the team is enough half the time. (And, as a bonus, if you already have "tw (player/team)" tagged, instead of removing them, you can also simply add the player or team name to the tags!) If you're simply trash talking a player or a team... just say the name. It's not that hard, really. However, you can also tag the post with "trash talk" if you don't want people seeing it. Other good tags/words to use include: "rant" or "vent", which can be especially helpful to folks who dont wanna see huge rants, vents or complaints. "tw injury", which you can use to filter out videos or discussions containing injuries. "tw blood" and similar tags can also be helpful if blood is involved. "hockey fight", which can be used for hockey fights. Can be especially helpful since some fights get bloody and do lead to injury. Simply tagging "fight" can also work! "swearing cw", can be helpful for folks who don't want to see posts with heavy amounts of cursing. I advise only using this if there's excessive swearing involved, and not if there's only one instance of a curse word. "slander", which you can use if you're ranting about a player you don't like. And additionally.. "I don't know how filters work!" or "I don't know how to filter words/tags!" Alright so here's what you do: 1. Go to your user settings. 2. Scroll to "content you see". 3. Add the tag or word you want to filter, like this:

(Image IDs: Two screenshots of Tumblr settings. In the "Add a filter" bar are the words "tony deangelo" and "keith". End ID) 4. Click "Add" and bam! You're done! You might need to refresh for it to go into affect. Protip: Filtering out words will filter out all words of a specific phrase/name. For example, if you filter out "Tom Wilson", it will filter out all posts containing both words, even if it doesn't talk about the player. I advise using "Filtered Tags" when filtering out specific players, teams and team lbs.

[neurotheascars]

The following post is non-human brain weirdness. I am writing from the perspective of a homesick alien and this information is important to know to understand this post completely.

I feel like I don't talk enough about the shame I feel as someone who makes art that a lot of people would want to slap TWs on. I'm not arguing against TWs, I'm just really upset I live in a world where the things that are normal and comfortable to me horrify most people in a way that I'm so numb to. And I'm not talking about "I don't care" numb, I'm talking about "I'm so far away from knowing that this could hurt someone" numb.

Like, imagine a world where you can't show something you made without asking a lot of questions that make you look hella insecure. Because the one time you gave up and finally didn't give a fuck and just show stuff you made, you are instantly apologizing for harming someone with what you brought into this world.

And you do this over and over.

Constantly apologizing in advance and after the fact about something you illustrated that is very real to you.

Imagine you go to another planet and you paint a tree. Little do you know, on this planet, there is a horrible illness where the main symptom is becoming covered in something that looks like leaves.

Suddenly everyone thinks this painting of your home planet is disgusting, triggering, and everyone is saying mean things like "how dare you not censor this weird shit you sicko!" And "that's where you come from?? It makes my skin itch!!" "I know you like that texture but eeeyuughghsjhj"

This isn't wah waah wah I'm worried about people hating my gore art because it's super edgy special to me. I'm saying wah waah waaah why is my favorite texture cursed to be the one that everyone thinks is horrifying?! Why am I comforted by and enjoy creating things I must constantly apologize about?

Yes. It's trypophobia. Lots of little holes are as normal, lovely and unimportant to me as leaves in a nature painting. The texture is pleasing to sculpt and touch. It looks like the calcium growths in my astral home place. It's normal to me. I like seeing it. I like touching it. I like sculpting it.

What's worse is that it's not like anyone can control their aversion to it. I get it. I get it. You don't have to tell me what it does to you. I've been told. Over and over. That's where the shame comes from. The only word to describe the texture I find most familiar is a phobia of it. I genuinely feel alone and isolated by this.

If you like clusters of small holes, you are a freak. There is no trypophilia, there are no mood boards, you will not find it in a calming place because you are an outlier you sicko. That's what I've learned.

This is not about online spaces where warnings are easy to apply. This is about public spaces, and being invited as an artist to share something you made and then having to not show anything because you're too obscene for most people, and not in the fun sexy way either. I cannot say how many times I've said "I need to give you some content warnings first-" and been cut off with "oh shut up! I love porn!" "It's trypophobia" "oh ew sorry no"

[pitchforksraised]

Intro Post

Hello, my name is Mist, but you can call me River, Riveret, Soup, or really any other name under the sun that isn’t inappropriate.

I made this blog to chat with others and express myself to those who I know will validate me.

Here’s my pronoun page, please read it as it’s important.

I have quite a few interests, but my main ones are:

Object shows

The Pink Corruption

Regretevator

Bugbo

Wandersong

Minesweeper

JSaB

CRK / Cookie Run Kingdom

Note: just because they’re my interests doesn’t mean I’m always going to post about them.

Another note: I do not associate myself with being in the jsab fandom and never will. I just like the game.

I would appreciate it if you don’t interact with me if you:

Fall under basic DNI lists.

Are a NSFW, NSFT or minor DNI blog.

Support people, ships, or other miscellaneous things that are problematic.

Are a proshipper / comshipper (technically falls under above rule but I want to make sure y’all understand this one).

Strongly enforce / project your religion onto others.

Go to blogs to be an asshat.

[ NOTE: I am fine with adult blogs interacting, just don’t be weird or creepy. I am a minor, I would NOT like to deal with that. ]

I also have a few tags I use (which may be added onto).

Mist’s Shenanigans - Out of context posts, shitposts or just me being chaotic.

Mist’s Art - My art based posts. [NOTE: Some posts may contain vent art: these are tagged vent art and have a “continue under cut” as well.]

Mist’s Ask Responses - Ask responses.

Mist’s Submissions - My submissions.

Mist’s Thoughts - My thoughts, negative and positive. [Please look at the tone tags on these posts; I’d appreciate it.]

Right before we get to the last of all of this, here’s some notes about me.

I am a minor. Please don’t be weird with me and keep that in mind when interacting.

I dislike the topic of religion due to past and current events in my life. It’d be immensely preferred if the topic is brought away from me.

I may have hyperactive-impulsive adhd (I am not diagnosed) meaning that I can be very disorganized, chaotic, forgetful and hyperactive at times I shouldn’t. Please bear with me, I’m trying my best here.

I curse; if you don’t like this, please tell me and I’ll try to tone it down.

I find it difficult to tell what tones people are in sometimes, so it’d be appreciated if you use some form of tone indicator like tone tags.

I love it when people interact with me. I love seeing notifications! Feel free to mass like and/or reblog my posts, as I don’t mind in the slightest.

I am the embodiment of the word ambivert. (Half joking here; I’m just extremely ambiverted.)

I myself may mass like and reblog people’s posts, please tell me if you don’t like this.

Lastly, here’s some boundaries of mine. Please respect them.

If you know my real name, please do NOT use variations of it. I genuinely hate variations of my name being used on me and it makes me uncomfortable.

I dislike the topic of religion, as seen above. Please don’t bring it into casual conversation, as I’ve already been exposed to enough toxic religion related stuff.

Don’t reblog my vents unless there’s a tag explicitly saying you can. Please just comment or ignore them.

Please don’t censor tws. I have a few things filtered out and I don’t want to see them.

Here’s some userboxes; thanks for reading!

(By the way, the only userbox that is mine is the minesweeper one; the others are not mine.)

[ The separators were made by @cafekitsune, please go give them some love and check them out! /nf ]

[schrodingers-tits]

TW: use of the word N-zi

Deleted it because they don’t deserve that much direct attention but the person who called me a Nazi for not wanting kids to be healthily shipped with adults has clearly never had to go to school with kids who do Nazi roleplays. With a kid who is a necrophile and a Soviet Union sympathizer, who wore a Soviet star on their hat. They have clearly never had a friend be punched by said kid, and then had that kid talk down about your friend because of eir German ancestry. If I’m a Nazi for not liking pedophilia, then my elementary school librarian was the Devil for taking away a book that had censored curse words.

[ril-sillyart1st]

🌊 ★ DNI! (DO NOT INTERACT!)

Homophobic/transphobic, racist, sexist, fatphobic, ableist, pedo/MAP, zoophile, anti-furry, anti-neopronouns/xenogenders, proshippers, Israel supporters, ask box donations, anti-agere (age regression)

🌊 Before you follow:

★ I'm an Age Regressor/Agere!

★ I'm quite sensitive and I get easily overwhelmed by stuff, so be careful on how you talk to me or I might misunderstood you.

★ my account isn't safe for younger users (12 to lower) as I MIGHT/WILL blog or reblog something mature: suggestive (though I don't usually like NSFW so it's going to be rare but I put a TW to it of course), I swear, I sometimes/rarely do gore art (it would be most likely be candy gore), etc. . . Though they're going to have content warning to it and censoring curse words.

★ My account is a safe place for LGBTQIA+ (since I'm in the community as well!)

★ My headcanons and redesigns are full of LGBTQIA+ and other diversity stuff so homophobes/transphobes and racist b🫧tches f🌊ck off! /srs

★ Use tone tags when talking to me (NOT forcing though) especially on jokes as I may not understand a thing to it.

★ I sometimes like to use "!" At the end of my sentence! But it doesn't always mean I'm yelling or screaming at you.

★ I like to use emoticons! ദ്ദി(ᵔᗜᵔ)

★ I'm a multi-fandom user so expect other fandoms not just BATMM (Blaze And The Monster Machines) blogs and reblogs. And also I post my OCs.

★ I like childhood kids shows so if it isn't your cup of tea then probably don't follow me lol!

★ I mainly draw anthropomorphized monster truck from my favorite childhood show (BATMM).

★ I'm a furry! :3 /Gen (obviously not a weird one of course!)

★ I will block anyone I don't like even if they didn't do anything bad! (My reasons is because I find you or them uncomfortable! /Gen)

★ Please don't tag me in serious topics (ex: war, abuse, drugs, etc...) as I get easily overwhelmed and get anxious by that! Please only tag me in tag games! /Srs /gen

★ If you saw me in games (Roblox, Pony Town, etc) please don't RP or even say hi to me as it will make me feel uncomfortable and nervous! /Srs /gen

★ I mute my reblogs that aren't my own blogs. (Though sometimes some aren't muted)

★ I sometimes reblog my own blog because it flops! :'((

★ If I didn't reply to your comment, ask box, dm it's because I'm either busy, shy, too scared or just don't want to respond to it.

★ Also please don't dm me as it makes me off guard and get uncomfortable. /srs

★ If I unfollow you it's either: I accidentally unfollow you, you did something bad, you're not very active anymore, quitted, I don't like the blogs you make anymore. Which I know the last one sound icky to some but y'all can't just control me on who I follow and unfollow sometimes.

★ if I ever unblock you it's either because I'm giving you another chance or I forgot what you did. (Though I'll blocked you again if I got uncomfortable)

★ I hated when the words daddy, mommy, babygirl/boy and other normal words is used in a s🫧xual/weird way. /nc So if you saw me used those words then I'm only using it in a normal way! /srs /gen

★ I really, really despised (hate) the word "f🫧mboy" as I find it really offensive and absolutely triggering to me! /Gen /nc

★ I sometimes make unfunny jokes (harmless ofc), so be prepared for that lol. 👀

★ If I did something wrong please kindly and calmly tell me.

★ If you saw my old comments, posts, anything please don't mention about it cuz I don't want to look back on it (I swear I changed and trying not to make a mistake, okay? 😭 I'm sorry if those old comments, post, etc made you triggered and offended).

★ I don't have a proper schedule on what time I post so I randomly post stuff at any day and time. (Though I still do have a schedule; week: post at night, weekend: morning, afternoon, night.)

★ I'm quite picky at some things.

★ I may also post random sh🫧ts sometimes.

★ my English grammar can be sh🫧t sometimes so feel free to correct my spelling unless my spelling of a word is on purpose.

★ I may sometimes write in Filipino/Tagalog but it's rare because it's hard to write it down.

🌊 ★ Rules:

★ please put TW on your NSFW, gore art post or I'll block you! (Much better if you have a SFW account to safely interact with. /nf)

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[mintmatcha]

tw: homophobia, homophobic slur, closeted characters

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It felt needlessly cruel at the time.

"I'm always here for you," Midnight patted Momo's knee softly, like a doctor delivering bad news. "And don't let anyone tell you there's anything wrong with being gay-"

Momo folded her hands together in silent prayer, trying to wish away the 'but" she knew was coming.

"But-"

Fuck. Momo isn't one to curse, but her mind kept looping the word. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

"But-" Midnight tripped over the word twice, then swallowed, pressing her glasses up with her palm. "It's a hard, hard path - being a gay hero, it's different than- People don't-- "

Neither of them were dumb. They both knew what is being said.

"You think it'll ruin my career." Momo finished. She's smiling, not because she wants to. It's what her mother always couched her to do through disappointment. Midnight smiled too, but hers is openly sad and empathetic, the way Momo wishes her mom would look at her.

"It could." the adult said, crushing every ounce of childlike optimism Momo had left. "I just don't want you to get hurt."

And she nodded in agreement, even as she didn't understand. The truth about her felt locked in that moment- a secret that died with Midnight.

It's five years later, when Hawks hits the news, that Yaoyorozu gets it.

She and Tenya had been boyfriend girlfriend for a couple years now. They had an understanding. They would attend events together, share meals and chores, then sleep next to each other. Sex happened once, maybe twice a year, mostly out of obligation, so no one else thought they were weird.

Iida was like her, of course. His family was prestigious and overbearing, his job even more so. He knows the weight of identity and how it gets heavier year by year.

"Did you see that Hawks came out?" he says to her as they get ready for bed, tapping his toothbrush in the sink. Momo pulls off her costume and he ducks his gaze to the floor.

"Came out?" she repeats mindlessly. "What do you mean, came out? Of where?"

"He's gay."

She stops pulls her shirt on midway. Her heart pounds out of rhythm, once, twice, three times. It's either horror or hope that's clogging her arteries.

"What?"

Iida nods, picking up his phone and scrolling through. He finds it quickly and slides the device across the counter.

"He posted a statement."

Momo doesn't read it. Maybe she can't, with her mind racing like this. What does this mean? What does this mean?

"Wow, that's-" There's a lump caught in her throat. "How are people reacting?"

She doesn't have to scroll to see the first bad comment. Faggot. The word hits her in the weak spot on the base of her skull and burrows down her spine, trailing goosebumps behind it.

Faggot. Right there, at the top, waiting to be censored by Twitter. The likes in the corner tick up, up, up, and the weight in her heart gets heavier, the scales of Anubis.

They're questioning his leadership, his commitment to the job. Some people are praying for him, others are telling him to die.

There's good comments too, ones of hopeful kids and supportive fans, but Momo can't swallow those yet.

"It's not good." Iida says after a while. "It's not bad, but it's not good."

"Oh." She slides the phone back to her partner. "Oh."

He just nods. Iida tucks his phone into his pocket and steps back towards the bedroom. Momo takes her time, stretching out the silence before she joins him.

"Tenya." She says once the lights are off and their apartment glows with the streetlanps outside. "Do you ever think it's too late for us?"

He sighs and they both pretend it's not watery.

"Maybe."

can I write awful queer rep. as a treat

[sakura-nyah]

Where has Nyah been all this time?? || PLEASE LOOK AT TAGS

(This post will talk about where I've been, what I've been doing, and also about a few stressful things that have been happening for me lately. This post is a bit of a vent so if you are not comfortable with venting, please feel free to ignore this. I'm alright now. I promise! There may be typos here and some sentences may sound silly or run on. I do apologize. If you do read this whole post and see a Trigger Warning tag I missed, PLEASE let me know and I will update it right away.)

Its been a while, hasn't it? I took a break, came back for a small bit, then disappeared again. I apologize for that. It made it seem like something bad could have happened.. But not counting the negative things that have happened, except for getting into VRChat, I've also gotten into Devil May Cry and let me tell you, DMC5 made me cry on multiple occasions. I could probably talk about it for hours but this isn't the post for that! (I may have even gotten an F/O from the game?? Mmmm?? Thats something I've been taking my time with.)

Life's been a bit hard but I've been pushing through. This post may be a bit long which is why I'll be putting a Read More in it after the TLDR! Please always know to take care of yourself. You may not see worth in you but others do. I do. There is a reason you are still alive. Theres a reason you're still breathing. You may not know why yet but I promise you, one day you will know. I promise.

For the TLDR (To Long Didn't Read): I fell out of the F/O Community because I was uncomfortable to talk about it to my friends at the time since I knew they would be weirded out. I still took a risk and talked about it to my closest friend and in the end, they did say some hurtful things about it. I also delt with issues of someone having feelings for me but me not knowing how to deal with it which caused anger from all my friends and even harassment towards me. This even happened again after the first situation was taken care of. But I got out of both situations and I'm better now. I'm happy and content with where I am!

On May 6th of last year (2022) I got an Oculus Quest 2 for my birthday. Of course, the first thing I did was hop right on VRChat with a friend and explore the fun world of Virtual Reality. After somehow getting over my fear of being in public worlds alone, I started to explore them and game across to nice people who became my friends. That led into gaining even more friends and having a nice friend circle. At this time, I was still strongly in the F/O Community until I realized these people were people that would make fun of something like that. So I ended up never speaking about it. This caused issues to occur when one of my friends gained feelings for me. Yet I was too afraid to confront them head on about it and tell them that I didn't share feelings back since I was afraid of hurting them. Not telling them ended up hurting them even more once I started to distance myself.

This started a train though of them getting angry at me and telling everyone how I was manipulating them and messing with their feelings on purpose. Which everyone believed right away and no one came and talked to me about it. Eventually, since everyone (the friend group had about 7 people in it) was angry, they all confronted me one day about it so randomly. I was asked why I was doing what I did and if I knew how wrong it was. I finally explained to everyone how I was confused on my feelings and didn't understand them. Thankfully, after a good two or so hour talk, no one was upset anymore and I was able to be friends with the person who had feelings for me.

Thats until one of the friends wasn't happy with the outcome and still felt there were issues that weren't solved which started everything back up again. Even the person who had feelings for me got upset again because they started taking my friendliness (which had no hints of romantic interest) as me wanting to be with them. So once again, everyone got angry, and I distanced myself until I left the group with my best friend. I tried my hardest to explain myself but no one would listen. At first, everyone was just angry but then I was being called a wh*re and a manipulator. But I got away from the situation and I was happy for a good while. This issue lasted about two months.

Skip ahead, I have a new friend group and everyone is so kind. My best friend has stayed with me through all of the past issue and still has stayed with me. Until last week. Once again, someone gained feelings for me, but this time I wasn't afraid to talk about my interest in fictional characters ONLY. Everyone in this friend group knew about it. My best friend did make comments about how it was only because I was lonely but that never bothered me. I knew he was just teasing.

But this new friend didn't take well to me not sharing feelings with them. I think the worst thing I ever did was share what happened with the past friend group because this person got in contact with the old friend who had feelings for me and sided with them. I was called horrible names, once again a manipulator, and even accused of gr00ming an 11 year old because I seen him as an internet son who I always hung around. Everyone in this new friend group was always around the 11 year old because we never wanted anything bad to happen, such as someone saying something inappropriate or rude to him. Yet I was called the gr00mer because I treated him like a son. All of this led to very negative thoughts. I never hurt myself but thoughts occurred with wanting to. I lost my best friend who through all this time was on my side with everything but then turned to theirs, I was called horrible things, and even fully made fun of by my best friend because of interest in fictional characters. I never knew that something that was over with in the past (over with four a good two months), would come back in the end. But once again, I left the friend group.

All of this caused me to become very self-conscious of my words now. I always feel like I'm going to say something that an actual manipulator would say or that I may somehow lead someone on by accident. My friendliness has come off on some people as romantic interest when it was never intended. So now I've been afraid of my words and if I somehow may accidentally say something to someone that has the wrong intentions from what I really mean.

In the end, this may sound silly, but in the end, I'm happy with the outcome because I came to understand myself better and become better at speaking up right away. Even getting all these people out of my life was good because I've realized I was pushing away my true interests such as my own F/Os and even the F/O Community. The Community has a deep place within my heart and soul because of all the kind people I met. I even was able to understand myself better through this Community. I still do play VRChat. I've just been keeping to myself mainly but its been nice. I'm away from the negative people and learned that in the end, you need to tell people things right out: such as not having interest in real life people. It may be scary but if someone can't accept you for you then don't be somewhere you are not comfortable. Do not become someone else for people. Always be you. Be true to yourself.

If you read to here, thank you. And even the people who won't see this part of the message, thank you for just being here and being alive. Hard things will come everyone's way but I know you can all always push through it. You always can, no matter what is happening.

I apologize if this post is very messy with words. So much happened in the span of four to five months and its not a fun topic to talk about. I even left out some small things such as the first person contacting my Mom and trying to make himself look good so she would tell me to get into a relationship with him. But like I said in the beginning: I'm doing better now. I'm happy and content with where I am in life. I'm back in the F/O Community, which feels like home, and I even have gotten closer with some F/Os. I even gained a new one I think. I'm still working on that heh. But thank you again for everyone's support. The support of commenting on posts, liking them reblogging, sending asks, all of that. Thank you. Thank you so much for being reasons to smile. Thank you for being you. (After rereading this, I realized I would like everyone to see my thanks so I'll be reposting this last part of this post!)

[lilyblossoming]

.vent tw

[i-is-a-fan-weeb]

i had they weirdest dream last night🤚(TW censored swearing,censored n word)

This white dud was arguing wit his lil bro over college textbooks. Outside. And then they started arguing abt the cars goin by.

Then it pans to the right,kinda like in a show.

And the white dude turned black?!

And so did his bro?!

and Madea was there?! Wavin her cane around and yellin at her grandson?!

and so was Naveen?! from the Princess and the Frog?! And he was wavin his arms around?! And his face was a combo of his own and Jafars?! And then there were the parents from The Proud Family?!

And when it pans,it pans over the cars to this little kid who looks like Numbah 1(from KND),Stewi Griffin amd Caillou had a kid,but the kid was black as well?!

Like this kid had on Numbah !'s shirt and had a combo of his head and Stewie's head?! And Caillous voice?! And Numbah 1's glasses?! And had on that red hat Peter wore in that one episode where he bacame a redneck?! And caiilous pants?!

This kid was bent over laughin his head off and sayin "These ^!66@$* gay! These b!tches gay!" And kspt sayin that over and over while laughin in a cartoon style. But the laughter sounded like one of those laughin backtracks u hear in tv shows.

idk what thia dream means but what?!

*this kid actually said the n word,but i aint puttin it in here

[smile-files]

[seandarling]

I made a post about my trouble with g**gle d*cs

(censoring because I have anxiety I don't know if they're on here too)

And fucking g**gle d*cs official twitter account found it

I didn't even tag them

They just

Showed up

And asked for the deets

This is true terror

[avephelis]

hello any twitter migrants following this blog!! while a lot of people have been posting about reblogs > likes, and the tumblr algorithm (helpful!), i just wanted to post something about the less talked about elements of tumblr etiquette.

TAGS. on tumblr, tags are that bit at the bottom of the post (like a footnote). usually to find posts people search by tags (like key terms), so it can be good to tag fandoms, characters, etc (individually, ex. #sonic rather than #sonic the hedgehog fanart shadow tails). BUT WE DON'T TAG UNRELATED THINGS (this is ANNOYING and will not get you "exposure").

TAGGING is also important for filtering - TUMBLR IS ALL ABOUT CURATING YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE. so it's important to tag fandoms, trigger warnings, and so on, in case people have them filtered out (ex. #tw violence). and you can block tags too!

ON REBLOGGING - when you reblog, you can add tags, or add on to the post. when you add tags, they are NOT carried over if someone reblogs the post from you. generally, compliments, personal notes, small additions, or extra tws go here. adding to the post WILL carry over, so people will use it to add additional information, jokes, fun extras, and so on - things that ENHANCE the original post.

BLOCKING IS ENCOURAGED. if someone makes you uncomfortable, block them. if someone posts things you don't want to see, block them. unless you're mutuals, people probably won't even notice, let alone care.

DON'T DERAIL POSTS. i don't mean "don't add random shit", because tumblr thrives off chaos. i mean "don't use someone else's post to push your own agenda or air your own grievances". it's like cutting into someone else's conversation. rude.

ASKBOXES ARE USEFUL. if you have a question, want to reach someone, or just want to send prompts, you can send an ask! if people don't want them, their askboxes will be closed, but they're generally appreciated (as long as they aren't rude, or sending anon hate)

THERE IS NO CLOUT ON TUMBLR. nobody sees your follower count, so a 2 follower blog can converse with a 1000 follower blog easily. there are no dates so posts from 2014 circulate next to posts from an hour ago. notes aren't based on who sees your post, only who leaves a like, comment, or reblog. it's essentially anti-social media.

DON'T ASK PEOPLE TO REBLOG YOUR POST IN ASKS. they won't. if you want to promote a post, use tumblr blaze and pay. if you need money desperately, go to a subreddit designed for that. tumblr is useless, and these asks range from annoying to guilt-trippy and triggering.

TUMBLR HAS A HISTORY OF BOTS so you'll probably be blocked upon following if your blog has nothing customised. chuck in an icon, or a header, colours, a subheading, etc. just something.

YOUR HOMEPAGE IS CALLED THE DASHBOARD/DASH. nobody really cares if you call it a timeline, but just so you're aware.

DON'T C3NS0R TAGS. a bunch of tiktokkers have been censoring tws or curse words (yknow like.. "k1LL", and so on). this is bad because it bypasses blocked tags - if someone has #tw abuse blocked, #abu$3 will still show up). nobody cares if you swear (if they do they will filter it out). tag properly.

that's about everything i can think of, but just being nice, generally, is a good starting point. nobody will fault you for being imperfect if you're trying your best.

tumblr functions like an ecosystem, and new organisms need to acclimate, lest there be an issue of invasive species.