#The Shocks Just Make Things Worse
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Stanley’s shock collar runs at a whopping 4500 volts per shock. Each time Stan is shocked it kills more and more cells, and the increased threat of him going brain dead is similar to that of extended use of the memory gun.
If we look at Stan's claim that he was "Shocked 15 times in one day", the math says that, in less than 24 hours this man sustained approximately 67.5k volts of electricity.
Technically, he should be dead, but plot and his general stubbornness is keeping him alive.
#Gravity Falls#Monster AU#Werewolf Gene AU#These People Are Actually Actively Trying to Kill This Poor Man#Not to Mention He's Required to be Sedated as Well#So His Brain is Already Influenced#The Shocks Just Make Things Worse#No Joke; the Day He Mentioned Resulted in Stan Needing to be Seen by an Emergency Vet#His Heart May or May Not Have Stopped for a Few Seconds#CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW HORRIFIED HIS BOYFRIEND WAS?!?!?!?#Yay Trauma! 😃👍
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walter white from breaking bad
Walter Hartwell White (Breaking Bad) is an Anime Girl!
#my name is walter hartwell white. i live at 308 negra arroyo lane albuquerque new mexico 87104. this is my confession. if youre watching thi#s tape im probably dead. murdered by my brother in law hank schrader. hank has been building a meth empire for over a year and using me as#is chemist. shortly after my 50th birthday hank came to me with a rather shocking proposition. he asked that i use my chemistry knowledge t#cook methamphetamine which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. connections that he made through his career with the#DEA. i was... astounded. i always thought that hank was a very moral man and i was thrown. confused. but i was also particularily vulner#able at the time. something he knew and took advantage of. i was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. han#took me on a ride along and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. and i was weak. i didnt want my family to#go into financial ruin so i agreed. every day i think back at that moment with regret. i quickly realized that i was in way over my head an#hank had a partner. a man named gustavo fring. a business man. hank essentially sold me into servitude to this man and when i tried to quit#fring threatened my family. i didnt know where to turn. eventually hank and fring had a falling out. from what i can gather hank was always#pushing for a greater share of the business to which fring flatly refused to give him and things escalated. fring was able to arrange uh i#uess you could call it a hit. on my brother in law. and failed but hank was seriously injured. and i ended up paying his medical bills whic#amounted to a little over 177000. upon recovery hank was bent on revenge working with a man named hector salamanca. he plotted to kill frin#and did so. in fact the bomb that he used was built by me and he gave me no option in it. i have often contemplated suicide but i am a cowa#d. i wanted to go to the police but i was frightened. hank had risen in the ranks to become head of the DEA and about that time to keep me#n line he took my children. for 3 months he kept them.my wife who up until that point had no idea of my criminal activities was horrified t#learn what i had done. why hank had taken our children. we were scared. i was in hell i hated myself for what i had brought upon my family.#recently i tried once again to quit to end this nightmare and in response he gave me this. i cant take this anymore. i live in fear every#ay that hank will kill me or worse hurt my family. i... all i could think to do was make this video in hope that the world will finally see#this man for what he really is.#breaking bad#walter white#your fave is an anime girl#your fave is#hall of fame
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The far right scored 40% in France for the European elections. We're the second country with the most seats. And many other countries have the far right leading too. This is a catastrophe.
Because of tonight's results, President Macron decided to dissolve French Parliament. We're called to vote again in 21 days. The left is scattered and all parties have suffered an incredible defeat today. The only result of these new elections will be to give majority to the far right in the French Parliament too. We'll have a neo-capitalist president governing with a far right prime minister.
I don't know why he chose to dissolve. Like the entirety of the left, I hate Macron. He's been conducting the cruelest class warfare and the bourgeoisie received several victories thanks to him. But I still prefer his majority to a far right majority. He called himself the shield against the far right. It was already hypocrisy and I've been saying for a long time his policies were just giving power to the fascists. Now he's literally doing it.
#i'm still shocked i think#the far right was predicted at 30% which was already atrocious#and now they got 40#the only time I was counting on this damn president's ego#to keep parliament as it is#and not make things worse#he concedes defeat#i just feel so powerless#the only thing that was keeping a horrible transphobic law to be voted#was the huge leftist block in Parliament#now it'll be gone#they're going to be even worse about immigration#climate change#every minorities' rights#yesterday was pride in my city#for fuck's sake#i was still on the pride hype#and now we're just going to have fascist government#here too#upthebaguette#i guess#nothing to be up about#french side of tumblr
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2012 Malaysian Grand Prix - Sebastian Vettel & Fernando Alonso
#it is like always palable shock whenever i notice how significant their height dif is#by significant i mean theyre both small to me so seeing that seb is actually noticeably taller is so ?????????#logically i know hes taller but still. it doesnt feel right#it just is not noticeable usually bcs theyre both often around taller men so to see proof of it breaks me#okay about these. they seemed pretty friendly with each other in early 2012 ngl 🥺#its one thing being friendly when youre on a podium or something bcs its courtesy even if theres tension imo#but them walking together randomly hehehehe 🤭🤭🤭#i wonder what they were talking about. i think they were prob going to the drivers meeting tbh#aaahh also there were other pics(but imago watermark ugh) and theyre just walking so close...pressed shoulder to shoulder#EEEEEEEEE seb always looks so pleased and happy and giggly to be talking to him#every day a catie in your area gets taken over by looking through vettonso pics. it is truly an epidemic.#you can only save her by talking to her about vettonso. ...might make it worse though.#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#f1#formula 1#formula one#we do a little bit of f1#2012 malaysian gp#I LOVE MALAYSIAN GP SO MUCH BRING IT BACK ALL MY FAV PICS ARE FROM SEPANG AAAGAHHHH
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It seems barrel tends to be the go to comfort-friend for stuff! How does it normally go when HE needs comfort? (Also I just love ur art it’s amazing)
Barrel is pretty good about not letting things bother him (nothing could be as bad the days when Boogie was upset, in his opinion) so he never gets too stressed about anything. If he's ever feeling bored or lonely or melancholy, Lock and Shock will cheer him up with a good ol' Prank the Mayor operation lol
#Lock is bad at comfort and feels like he'll just make things worse#Like he sees someone crying and panics#Scared of his own emotional vulnurability and everyone elses lol#Shock is alright though
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(more veilguard negativity sorryyyyyy)
literally cannot stop thinking about the skill up review veilguard clips i am haunted. like. how in the world did they write rook talking to the companions like they are toddlers when they’re having a problem. if you haven’t seen it and think i’m exaggerating i can assure you it’s worse than you think. worse than your usual therapy-speak, genuinely just how you would talk to a toddler. it’s insane. why. HOW. ???????????
#one of those things that shocked me in the moment and just keeps getting worse the more i think about it#just absolutely baffling and ridiculous#this in a party of companions that talks like hr is in the room with seemingly multiple scenes of them all#sitting around a giant table and just going ‘i have character trait x!’ one after the other#and just no actual opinions and conflicts going on whatsoever i’m just like.#idk man. i’m this 😟#romeo’s wretched rambles#meanest thing i’m going to say. no wonder they didn’t feel the need to make you be able to roleplay an actual character as rook if the#characters are like this. kills any urge to roleplay lmao#at least for me that’s the majority of the fun. anyways#sorry for being a hater. i will genuinely stop now
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animal jam is great as long as you dont find out about the racism
#guess who found out about the racism#tbf idk why it took me so long. genuinely i thought ppl were just unaware#as opposed to being culturally appropriative knowingly & simply not caring#i know its just a video game but doesnt it make it worse then if you are unwilling to avoid using a literally racist item#the justifications i have heard for trading or wearing it are INSANE#and also proof that even in a video game appropriation can do damage like. oh my god?#in case it wasnt clear im talking about headdresses in animal jam. You know.#the item removed bc it was appropriative#but golly gee gosh its rare guys. better trade it and wear it to prove ur rich#also somebody got passive aggressive with me in an aj based disc server when i pointed out it was appropriative#“you cant control people” im not trying to im asking that they stop being racist#also yes its just a video game but its a popular one and i would fully argue it is teaching ppl to ignore their actions if it benefits them#then again ig i shouldnt be shocked there#game with rampant hacking and scamming also has a tendency to teach players to benefit regardless of consequence?#who couldve predicted this#animal jam#vent#<- i guess?#it feels kind of dumb to vent about animal jam of all things tbh#but also. like. idk its a beloved childhood game#and im allowed to be kinda disappointed that so many ppl on aj are willing to be mildly racist
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was the tudors 'oversexualized', or was that just how tv was back then?
#like; there were some scenes i could have done ... without#however i did recently watch the bbc tobg and was SHOCKED at how blue it was#hviii 2003 was probably worse (mainly bcus of the SA scenes; not to mention the 08 tobg movie had that too)#so that's like...all the context of its premiere#i think it was probably viewed more by showtime as staying competitive (rome hbo was just before)#but also arguably it wasn't a genre deviation. at the time .#i find it weird that wolf hall bbc was praised (sometimes solely; it seemed) for lack of nudity#esp when you know the source material#and i'm not even talking about sex persay i'm talking about things left out in the translation of the adaptation#that are like...oh this would push the 'rating'#in the book anne's 'i'm jezebel you see' speech is bookended by her snorting about how catherine couldn't be pushed out a window#bcus she's too f a t#and just his internal dialogue does not make it into script by version of it being...that#if they gave him the line of 'splayed cunt' from the original would it have received the same accolades? who knows#but yeah blue#in dialogue in the books where the adaptation it's not#dark and blue. arguably#shelton saying thomas boleyn would've sold his daughters naked at a 'barbary market'...#etc.
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Dawntrail has been putting a lot effort into upskirting and focusing on Ieeha's legs in almost every single cutscene and to say that that has been distracting is an understatement—
Bonus:
#THE CAMERA TILT KILLED ME#i feel like ive talked more about the angle shocks in cutscenes more than the actual story on discord with others#i mean ive talked about story too but listen.#i wanna make it very clear also that i have NOT modded anything in these screens#and therefore if you notice the pussy shadows thats visible in certain angle and shows up in some of these screens#i did not put them there. this is the literal vanilla look for that gear. built in.#i aint complaining though i love not having to mod the IC things—#what do i even tag this as#feels wrong somehow to use the general tags LMAO#ieeha de verral#ieeha#my screenshot#nabaath-areng#dawntrail spoilers#dt spoilers#ffxiv spoilers#7.0 spoilers#just in case#and also these are just the ones i got on my desktop#whats worse is that i have so many more but i HAD to choose a select few#got so much more from when i played on my laptop-
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#controversial slightly radical political take incoming#im so sorry but i cant stand the 'vote blue no matter who' crowd like yall are the reason why we are in this mess in the first place#pushing unpopular centrist genocide supporting candidates and then acting shocked that they lose and blaming liberals not voting-#when republicans would NEVER push a candidate as far left as biden and hillary are right and thats why they keep winning#and acting like committing genocide being a red line to not vote for someone is a bad thing be so fucking serious#they would vote for someone who supported the holocaust in the 40s as long as they called themselves a democrat while doing it#the fucking tactic of vote for our guy because the other guy is ~worse~ instead of giving people something to actually care about#ISNT WORKING OUT SO WELL HUH who would have thought#genuinely that is why bernie made it so far in 2016. because he made people hope that things could even start to change.#and unfortunately trump also did that for his base. and even more unfortunately. the dnc saw that and stomped it out. and then THEY lost.#fear mongering fascism to people watching protesters against genocide getting beaten by cops under the administration youre pushing#isn't exactly that convincing. sorry.#like yeah. we need the majority in the house and senate for sure. but president wise? you cant convince me there is a 'less' evil option#like how dare you even insinuate that after all that has been done in these past nine months tbh#i think its the fucking sugar coating that really pisses me off more than anything#like. you do not have to make biden out to be a good man in any way just to make trump seem like a bad one. thats already established.#youre voting for evil. either way. just accept it. there is no 'less'. trying to absolve yourself from that is what pisses me off.#and 'voting blue no matter who' is what got us all here in the first place. convincing ourselves that here is a less evil in every situatio#sorry. im done now. i just hate seeing all those guilt tripping 'well now you HAVE to vote' posts on my timeline.#politics
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Not to be a greedy gremlin but I want the Peter demo so badly because I also suspect it’s pretty much as is and that she composed it too because it sounds so much like her playing on the album and I know it would punch me in the gut
#Taylor just has a very distinctive style compared to Aaron or jack’s playing#and from the very first listen I was like ‘this sounds like Taylor on the b stage’#and it’s in her cadence among other things#like I’d be shocked if she weren’t the one playing it on the album although I don’t know if the production credits are out for it#that’s how much it is identifiable to me#Aaron’s playing usually has a little more of a… lilt#like his style is also very distinctive#ANYWAY#(to be clear when I say that her style is distinctive compared to theirs I don’t mean in that it’s better or worse)#(I know jack and Aaron are classically trained musicians!)#(i mean in that they each have their own signature sound when they play that makes them more identifiable)
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second night of not being able to fall asleep since the new semester started. now im remembering why i stopped taking my adhd meds
#look im a fan of staying up late when it's done voluntarily but this is NOT voluntary#i need to get actual sleep bc i need to actually use my brain for school shit tomorrow and i only got like 2 hours of sleep last night#does my body care about that tho? noooo absolutely not no sleep for you for the rest of your life#even the benadryl isn't working anymore and I've already had 150mg#i need one of those chloroform soaked rags they use in movies when knocking someone out to kidnap them#just. im not fucking doing anything. this would be a much better use of my time if i used it to actually do shit like homework#but nooo i was too tired and wanted to go to sleep early but the sleep never came and the task is firmly stuck in tomorrow mode#and i don't even wanna do the tasks bc i never wanna do anything ever except when i take my adhd meds#but when i do take the meds i can't fall asleep. fucking fantastic#in the words of laura jane grace: i need a week long cocaine binge#wait that would probably make my sleeplessness worse tho nevermind#just. i thought this shit was supposed to be addictive. i just keep not wanting to take them#like the opposite of compulsive redosing or something#ugh ykw maybe i should just try fighting fire with fire#just keep going with the meds to see how long it takes until the lack of sleep is enough to overpower the insomnia#maybe i just need to be harder on myself. stop thinking about what i do or don't want#bc i keep getting stuck in this cycle where i try to find a way to convince myself why i should do a task#but end up only thinking of how i absolutely do not want to do the task#and decide to try being more constructive by asking myself what i do want#only to find that the one single thing i want is just to Not#and coming to the inevitable conclusion that i really just need to kill myself#except that's also a task i need to do that takes energy and i don't rlly wanna do that either so that's one bright side ig#ugh i hate this i hate complaining like if you don't like something abt the situation then fucking do something about it or suck it up#and here i am. doing neither.#i swear i need to be put down like a dog. where's that post abt getting into puppy play so you can be euthanized#welp. i guess it's a good thing i got a therapist before the semester started. he's gonna be in for a shock#mine#vent
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i feel like a part of my soul has been ripped from my chest and i dont know why.
#is this a bad time to mention i dont even believe in souls?#i really dk why.#no this isnt abt jiro somehow apparently having a loving family#(ok like. at least 1/4 of it is BUT STILL. NOT THE POINT)#(part of me feels awkward abt it bc just. huh? youre telling me. this guy. that i basically am the irl version of. has a loving family???)#(/j and all but just. idk part of me feels awkward now? it just. a guy who blew himself up for most of the same ideals i have)#(gets to have the one thing i yearn so very hard for. everyday of my life. but can never have.)#(ill get over this in like. 2 hours. hopefully. most of thats just shock anyways.)#just. for the past some days. besides a couple things and people. hurt and love havent really. made me feel much of anything#like being cared for by actual ppl even online. yeah. it still does but#even my fantasies don’t entertain me anymore#oh god am i becoming lopt. save me fuck#UNLESS this means i get mason as my bf. then hell fucking yeah (kidding kidding kIDDINGG i dont wanna be lopt. please.)#but srsly. usually i can envoke some sorta reaction from myself if its brutal enough#but. nothing.#id assume that im over doing it usually. but i havent in a good while#maybe this is some what where my art/writers block is coming from#whatever this hell is.#time to go on a spiral of mildly depressing and somewhat cryptic posts (cryptic if i didnt info dump in the tags that is)#why is it so hard to confront issues when you dont even know what the issue is?#i just. wanna be able to make myself feel something.#not in a “i have no one but myself” way for once. just. i dont wanna have to rely on others for my emotions#i want to feel a pang of hurt. yet it feels so empty. i dont want to harm myself. i just want to feel it.#anyways ig.#ig im gonna just sleep#which tbh im growing to hate bc like. i feel all i do is sleep. i sleep to avoid how much my own body hurts. i sleep to ignore my issues#i sleep to ignore the fact i keep forgetting to respond to people even though ik i have to at some point. i sleep to avoid the dread of not#getting anything done. i sleep just because im bored.#and im tired of sleeping.#but. it feels worse awake. my body hurts. my mind hurts. it all just hurts.
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like katara from atla is one of my biggest litmus tests for whether or not I consider someone's opinions on media to be worth listening to in fandom spaces. like. she's not your favorite? okay yeah that's fine. atla has a lot of really cool characters! but if you HATE HER? oh that's a red flag babey, I do not trust your opinions
#katara#atla#like. things people use as 'evidence' of her being bad is just#1. stuff other characters do but worse#2. her being a teenage girl with ptsd#3. stuff that makes me wonder if we watched the same goddamn show#like u mean to tell me a traumatized 14 year old didn't make the exact perfect decisions 100% of the time? shocking
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When I saw Jimmy and Jay’s “relationship” would be less like adopting an abandoned animal off the streets and slowly letting it come to trust you with love and kindness and more like taking in a feral because you want to be the one to “fix” it, and constantly forcing that animal into situations it’s uncomfortable with, only to be shocked when it lashes out and hurts you, leading to you punishing it HARDER in some sick, twisted feedback loop, you know what I mean, right?
#mouthwashing#awful hospital#text post#headcanon#NO I’m not VICTIM BLAMING Jimmy for trying to help#I’m saying Jimmy never really wanted to help or even saw it as being about Jay#he saw Jay as someTHING broken he had to save a THING he could feel good about helping#it was never about helping him because there never was a HIM to Jimmy just an IT a PROBLEM a PROJECT#jay is horrible but he’s still a person and that’s what Jimmy couldn’t understand#meanwhile jay KNOWS he’s smarter than this person he knows this MONSTER is PATHETIC but SOME PART OF HIM is still TERRIFIED#terrified because he knows no one would care if Jimmy hurt him hurt him in a way that would be worse than any#murder he could ever commit#that if he killed him Jimmy still WON by making him scared for his safety and paranoid#and that Jimmy knows that Jay ISN’T heartless and IS capable of loving someone and that that someone was HIM#that no matter what he says jay DID love him and that’s something he can never take back or deny#when curly asks Jay if he’s okay after he and Jimmy get in really bad fight Jay starts to lash out but then just… BAWLS HIS EYES OUT#then when curly still doesn’t do shit Jay is angry and upset but not like he is with jimmy because he doesn’t actually#HATE curly he still cares about him even if he won’t admit it and he’s fucking HURT that he let himself be vulnerable to someone and they#did nothing but he’s not shocked because he knew who curly was the whole time so he also blames himself a little bit
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it's hard to have a good day like, mentally and emotionally but a bad day physically.
it's REALLY hard to do that twice in a row but we're going to try.
#i'm not doing the bit this time sorry#the POTS has been POTSing all over the place and i had to take a shower#so what *wasn't* THAT bad before is now VERY BAD and i'm like...#i'm nauseous i don't want to eat anything i can feel the pain starting so i do need to eat SOMETHING so i can take meds#but the concept of both making AND eating food is daunting and also gross feeling simultaneously#my heart is just constantly pounding and i haven't had any caffeine yet today#so my concerns that it was the monster making my shower reactions worse is absolutely not the case#because i'm fucking sitting here shaking like i just survived a car crash all due to having#*checks notes*#woken up made my bed and taken a shower. that's IT. that is ALL i have done so far#and i am trembling and shaking and weak and nauseous like i'm in shock or something this is BULLSHIT#i think i'm hungry too is the other problme i don't know for sure due ot the aforementioned other factors#so i bet eating would help a lot here#god i hate this so much right now i'm so mad#i had to dream about my family and being ignored and there were WILD swings between feeling horrible and feeling like things were improving#and i wouldn't be shocked if the symptoms i was having in my dream were happening in real time in my actual body too#i hate htis i hate htis i hate this#water salt compression socks WHAT ABOUT WHEN THAT'S NOT ENOUGH HUH? WHAT THEN??? DO I JUST GOTTA LIVE LIKE THIS?????#*fuck* i'm so angry rn. and sad. i think i'm going to let myself cry and see what happens
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