#TW Abuse Implied

[the-beastlands-craze]

i mourn the person i never got to be

[she-posts-nerdy-stuff]

Hello I’m drunk and thinking about six of crows agaiiiiin (why is this a recurring phenomena???? Ah well can’t complain this has happened like twice now?? That’s not too bad tbf)

I’ve had a lot of Soc related dreams in my time fun fact

Anyway

Do you guys ever think about the fact that Wylan had precious few memories of his mother?? Even though he lost her at a similar age to Jesper, who remembers his mother clearly?? To Kaz losing his Da, who he’s implied to remember well?? (I have more thoughts on Kaz’s active choice to bury those memories and his freaking constant parallels to Matthias but that’s no relevant right this second)

Do you ever think about that in conjunction to Wylan being taken abroad and “everywhere” with his father all the time?? Bc sometimes I imagine Marya standing up to Van Eck in attempts to defend Wylan and I don’t imagine that was the only time she stood up to him (her defending Wylan is probably part of why he sent her away) and I wonder whether since we know she was probably not safe in her marriage (and probably didn’t chose it based on what we know of Alys and how the Kerch patriarchal system works) and I wonder whether to some degree Van Eck separated her from Wylan as some kind of effed up punishment for standing up to him because Wylan had very clear memories of going away w his father and is implied to have some kind of photographic/eidetic memory like Kaz in the whole card counting thingy so why would he have so few memories of his mother if not because he was actively kept away from her during those periods that he still has clear memories of?? Idk but ultimately van eck is a skiv and I wouldn’t put it past him to punish Marya by separating her from Wylan and like he wouldn’t out rightly state it but they both knew that was what he was doing yk??? Anyway that’s just a theory I have

I need to go to sleep

[wolftails-funkin-arts]

(TW: Depictions of a physical and verbally abusive relationship)

What if I say that I see them as exes-

This was before the horror mode happened, btw

[jjdogasaur]

I would like to thank @endlessvoiq for giving me these ideas but I think they and I are genuinely the only people in this fandom who notice the mildly fucked up implications that can be gotten from Green and Purple's dialogue about how their relationship is? The main point I'm bringing up is how Green never directly mentions her if you defeat her, while Purple directly mentions Green if you defeat him first.

Now this could mean absolutely nothing, but with how little Purple talks like at all, it could have you wondering if Purple is by chance also being treated horribly...

[r1poutmygvtz]

daydreaming about cussing out my dad and beating the shit out of him worse than he did to me instead of going back to therapy 😻🤞

[lucrezianoin]

new ascended astarion kiss but with cazador

I HATE THIS KISS THE MOST, even more than the kneeling one

free cam mod so TW FLASHES. There WILL BE FLASHES. be careful

[saltyfoxes-art]

OC lore

[weirdplutoprince]

Acchan 79: I'm going to die

[gravitywasneveranoption]

thingy ( @peteytheparrot for inspo lol)

[golden--goofball]

tpc reality au art under the cut (iris' ref sheet)

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[ghxst-system]

i think itd be nice if i actually felt safe talking to someone about the way theyve hurt me

but i cant

because if i tell them, im back to being 6 years old and getting screamed at for not liking it

[ominousblob]

Guard dog

[forget-meabh-not]

VENT ART

tw/cw: human (?) heart, eyestrain , body horror <? Maybe ?

“ You said that you didn’t have a heart and that you’d need mine ” -Sad Boys, Dazey and the Scouts

Some good old vent art from school since we had to be in a class with our abuser and cope :P

(no we are not ok :P/semi lh)

-???

[transmogrified-in-the-void]

A comic on medication, weight loss, and trauma. Also my first comic/vent piece pls be nice to me (we are going to ignore i got the sides of my tattoos mixed up lmaooo)

please tell me if i need to fix my id

[image id/ an 18 panel comic with no color, just sketches and written text.

panel 1. a sketch of a scale that reads 145. The text above it says 'I've lost 12 pounds in 70 days.'

panel 2. a sketch of a two door fridge with very few magnets. The text above it says 'It's not on purpose'

panel 3. a sketch of a person at a gas station check out. there is a card reader, a wrapped piece of food, and a person with a name tag who has an X over their face. the text below it says 'I don't like eating until later in the day'

panel 4. a sketch of a phone with alarms for 4 am, 5 am, 5:30 am 6 am, 7 am, and 10 am. the 5, 5:30, and 6 am alarms are turned on. the text around it says 'and work starts early'

panel 5. a sketch of a lanyard with a photo id on it. the lanyard has multiple pins on it. the text around it says 'and I don't remember to bring anything' with anything in all caps

panel 6. a sketch of two people. one has hair that goes past their shoulders, and glasses, and the other has no hair and glasses. the text between them says 'And I've only told two people'

panel 7. a sketch of a person sitting on a bed found in a general medical practice office, facing away. the text around them says 'They're more concerned than I am. They think I'm sick'

panel 8. a sketch of a door with a vent above it. the vent is missing the inside covering. the text around it says 'I am. Just not the way they think'

panel 9. a sketch of a road leading to some buildings in front of a mountain range with the sun just rising over it. the text around it says 'Everything slips away so easily in my head'

panel 10. a sketch of a person who is only half in the panel with a speech bubble coming from their mouth. both their face and their speech bubble have a big X over them. the text below it says 'Memories'

panel 11. a sketch of a person with messy short hair with their eyes closed and a frustrated expression. the text below them says 'Thoughts'

panel 12. a sketch of unintelligible words, with some replaced by boxes with an X inside. the text below it says 'Words'

panel 13. a sketch of three basic math equations. x plus y, x times y, and x divided by y. the answer to all of these is a bunch of scribbles. the text below it says 'Numbers'

panel 14. a sketch of a menu. the text below it says 'Hunger'

panel 15. a similar sketch of the scale in panel 1, except it's messier, and it now reads 143. the text above and around it says 'I look at the scale and think'

panel 16. text in all caps filling the entire panel. 'he'd be happy'

panel 17. a sketch of a person standing on a scale. they have two tattoos on their wrist. the text around them reads 'I'm not happy' in all caps.

panel 18. a sketch of a person lying on their back. one leg is bent up while the other lays flat, and one arm is raised. they have no eyes, fluffy hair, and a blank expression. there are three tattoos, one on their right shoulder, one on their left wrist, and one on their left ribs. the words above them read 'I'm 12 pounds lighter than before'

/end id]

[accidentallyatekneecaps]

I feel like saiki's mental state is warped

Like he will go from being like "I am a God, how dare you disrespect me in such a way" to being very scared of himself and self loathing wishing to be more human

And the sad thing in this is he is really human, he's very compassionate for his friends and family, he will protect them no mater what and humans a nurturing just like him

He's just forgotten what it's like to be treated as human

Which is why he's so uncomfortable having friends, it takes him out of his own isolated self loathing

They care about him in ways his parents never did, they worry on if he's hurt or someone will try to harm him

He thinks he doesn't need that but having so much pressure put on a kid to be able to protect himself 24/7 when he can't even feel protected enough at home is wrong

It's wrong all together the way his family treats him

I remember in the episode where they go to the carnival saiki's grandfather protected him instead of himself when both of their lives were at risk, he never had a male role model who would do such a thing for him

Anyways that's all I'm typing I went off on a whole ass tangent idek if this makes any kind of sense

[r1poutmygvtz]

yk i never deserved what he did to me, maybe that's why my brain blocks the memories off, keeps them locked from me, i cant be hurt by something i don't know about, but i also can't get better until i remember, i can't help with something i know nothing about, the memories are all foggy, and blurry, and idk if they're even real or if i just made it up half the time