#THEY MAKE ME ILL SAVE ME
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You ever get so obsessed with the fanfic you're writing that you need to make art for it or you would explode and die? Yeah me neither!! Anyway read my fic <3
(ignore how I forgot the red embroidery on his hood we don't talk about that)
#I'm being so brave for this#killugon#hxh#gon#killua#cobaart#hello hi#THEY MAKE ME ILL SAVE ME#viccy writes#viccy draws
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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renaissance dogys
characters belong to @canisalbus
#i love i loveeee ludovica sm shes so cute. ive only known her for 5 min but i fell in love with her design and i love her friendship#with vasco ^_^ i think them having each other makes hiding their sexualities a little less lonely so thats sweet#ik in modern au shes considered an old friend of vascos but i originally assumed she and vasco fake dated in college or smth#to get their parents off their backs until they came out properly and continued to stay in touch as friends after LMAO#im not very familiar with period fashion so i had to look at renaissance costumes as reference. but i have to admit i love the#high waistlines used in some of their dresses.. i have a minidress with a similar high waistline pressed against the chest and sleeves#also if u squint machete is holding a little paper bag in the 2nd photo which is supposed to be his lunch courtesy of vasco <3#idk what ludovica would wear in modern au but i thought poet shirts might suit her because theyre like somewhere evenly between#masc and femme. to me anyway.. based on observation lesbians seem to love poet shirts and i think she looks good in one#these are all shitposts.. ill draw serious art of them one of these days i promise#i listened to fools rush in and it reminds me of them.. especially when it goes 'though i see the danger there / if theres a chance#for me then i dont care' like its so poignant and bittersweet.. a little indulgent when u think of those small moments they have togethr#save me gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries... gay catholic furries save me#my art#myart#doodles#fanart#others ocs#canisalbus#fur#furry art#machete#vasco#vaschete#ludovica#sfw fur#furry#anthro
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The sillies tehehe~
Another Bunnydoll collection 🥺💕
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc ragatha#tadc jax#ragatha#jax#bunnydoll#guys I think about them daily#they make me ill#bunnydoll save me bunnydoll save me bunnydoll save me bunnydoll save me bunnydoll save me bunnydoll save mebunnydoll save me
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Hi pookies heres the long awaited Oscar drawing :3333
If you've seen my last post, i said there I assigned John, Arthur & Oscar as the sun moon and star
I wish ive been more creative with how i incorporate the star symbols on my Oscar's design but it's okay I can always do another redesign :3
Stars symbolize hope, destiny and guidance. Which SCREAMS Oscar doesn't it? Oscar being Arthur's hope?? Guidance?? Im so ill
I can't decide whether I want to assign the daffodil or blue iris to oscar bc both flowers is so him!!!! For now he gets blue irises. I'll draw him with daffodils next time ofc
You may have noticed the ring he's wearing. well apparently a ring on the middle finger symbolizes life purpose!! I drew Oscar with a ring with the moon symbol...im sure by now you know which character that symbol represents (its arthur)
My Oscar is definently going to have a redesign soon as im not fully content with this design. Im thinking maybe embroided star symbols on his garb... Can this kind of garb have embroidery? Bc i literally have not seen it have any sort of pattern /genq
#ohh im going to collapse symbolism make me ill#hi Ash i stole your cross design. that one with the star in the center aha i hope you dont mind#stained glass background save me#oscar malevolent#malevolent#malevolent podcast#fanart#assigning flowers to malevolent characters#mxpaisleysart
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So i had this idea for NPC SY with a braid and it got out of hand...
Sadly u guys will never know cuz i cant write lol
#luo binghe#shen yuan#svsss#svsss fanart#mxtx#npc!sy#that fan killed me#i am never drawing a fan ever again#also i has this whole idea where sy tells binghe hes gana lose the jade thing#and binghe is like well u then u keep it save for me!#and then binghe can also identefy sy when they grow up#maybe ill make a comic with that scene#but like i never realy done a comic befor#and perspectiv is scary
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so idk if we’re getting a bard’s lament this season, but regardless of if we are or not i NEED to talk about my most favorite dynamic ever so i can get this convo back out into the universe before a bard’s lament happens because it makes me unwell.
vex and scanlan are, in many ways, the same. they’re deeply insecure, sad people that put on masks to hide it. they’re good liars. so that’s what they do. they stand in front of each other and they lie. and it’s not hard for them to know the other is lying. i mean vex LITERALLY SEES THROUGH HIS DISGUISE EVENTUALLY LIKE ARE YOU KIDDING?
and like, vex is snippy and she can be a bit of a shit and she says scanlan is just some guy without his magic. but he’s also the person she looks up to. she literally travels across the whole continent by herself to make sure his daughter can get to him and she sends kaylie back to him even though she’s distraught and terrified and alone. she’s the one person who actually gets through to him during a bard’s lament and she gets through to him by telling him to stop viewing his daughter as a sacred object. to fix his relationship with her. AND HE LISTENS. like again she is the ONLY person in that room who gets through to him and it’s because she implores him to fix his relationship with his daughter after he cruelly remarks that they went to the fey realm to “fix her daddy issues.”
and scanlan! he teases her and he deflects his seriousness around her with humor as much as he does to anyone. but he teaches vex how to use the broom and he gives her the hat to wear. and he ensures her success when he turns her into a dragon and directly tells a god that she’s mean and greedy and the most perfect one of all of them.
scanlan is a father with a fractured relationship with his daughter and vex is a daughter desperate for her father’s approval.
scanlan is not vex’s father. but when scanlan comes back she does everything she can to try and make sure he won’t leave again despite the way he hurt her.
vex is not scanlan’s daughter. but he walks her down the aisle and makes sure she can see her brother at her wedding and he’s happy to be like her father for a day.
scanlan is NOT vex’s father and vex is NOT scanlan’s daughter but really, aren’t they made of the same stuff?
#critical role#campaign 1#cr1#scanlan shorthalt#vex'ahlia#vex’ahlia de rolo#platonic soulmates#in the most pure sense of the word#i actually can’t express how ill they make me#i will literally never recover#they are the duo of all time#save me weird kinda paternal but deeply emo relatonship#vox machina#the legend of vox machina#tlovm season 3
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i think i'm hilarious -- aka i made blood blossom danny au memes
all of these come from my DpxDC prompt "i am pushing the batdad agenda--" and it's corresponding additions in the reblogs ksdjlf.
i am. rotating them in my head. forever and always. personally i think there should be more batdad aus in dpxdc, their dynamic could be neat. :)
#THAT FIRST ONE TOOK ME A HOT MINUTE TO MAKE. i have never been more careful with a trackpad. imgflip doesnt have an undo button#i think its fucking hilarious#its a batdad au#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc crossover#dp x dc#dc x dp#mmm i need to come up with a name for this au#found family ftw WHOOOO. i could just do a generic 'blood blossom au' tag but i want a specific one because i like being unique#eldest batkid danny au#chronically ill danny au#danny: im grateful he's helping me but im still kinda apprehensive...#battinson: vaults over a car to escape reporters. likes rock music. isn't fucking evil. punched a cop. actively looking for a cure#danny: ...huh. okay.#furiously pushing the batdad agenda for my own gain. just look at them guys. they're funny little guys.#unofficial witness protection to adoption pipeline.#bruce wayne accidental teen acquisition. save a teenager gain a son#its about the adventure of them going from strangers to friends to family :)#im bored of the bruce slander guys in the words of hermes from hadestown:#“[its] about someone who *tries”*#danny saw a funny man in a funny costume eat the side of a dumpster and has never related more with someone on a spiritual level#“brother eugh i feel that. oh heY WAIT HERO BUDDY?? SAME HAT??? SAME HAT?”#danny's been the only hero he's known since he was 13. on god he is leaping at this opportunity. like YES. PLEASE BE ANOTHER HERO#HELP ME GET AWAY FROM CERTIFIED CRAZY MAN. HELP. YOU'RE SCARY AND HIDING IN THE DARK. EVEN BETTER. HELP A BROTHER OUT HERE#blood blossom au#for the time being thats the name
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i just wanted to draw the ave mujica outfits .
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#nenekasa#<- i like them.#sorry i like mygo + avemuji but cant make fanart of anything im not Fucking Crazy about normally#had to touch it up digitally because i tried coloring a Pen Drawing in with Watercolor. in earnest.#Everything think the announcements gonna be a new unit. I think that would be hilarious and the worst possible timing#Given where everyone else's arcs are but the miku design looked cute so if its jsut a new game that would cheese me#My tag blabbering... what else ... im artfight slacking. my wrist hurts. course selection is next week. SCREAMS#please pray to God i do not have any 8am classes. PLEASE. my college commute takes over an hour. If i have to wake up at 6am i will k#Oh my God i have to go to the dentist tomorrow too please fucking helpme THEYRE GONAN FIDN AMILLION CAVITIES AND KILL ME. AAAAAHG.#Every time theres another proseka broadcast announced i get scared cause i have so many song covers i want in the game but.#I want to draw them first. So that if they Do get added to the game i cna go HEH... >:)....#Thats whyi did skeleton orchestra emnn and scissorhands rks. I want scissorhands in the game reallybad i love that song#3DMV EVEN PLEEEASE but also nothing can too miumes choreography from like a decade ago i wanna do a cosplay performanc eof it someday...#i ❤️ waacking.#actually the one i Really want to draw is ALSO nenekasa. record red save me. ILL DRAW IT OK
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lunch break - professor!simon riley x professor!reader
"Hey, stop—" You stab at Simon's fork as he tries to steal another piece of food from you, huffing. "I'm already barely eating anything."
"'M hungry."
"You have snacks in the desk."
"That's not food, luvie." He mumbles.
"Yeah, but I gotta eat."
"The rice roll in your fridge begs a notice."
"It's not even a rice roll. I finished that last week. Yeah, don't we have food in my fridge?!"
"You want to walk back to our shared office and make me late to class?"
You bring the food to your lips, rummaging through your bag as you hand him another sandwich. "There you go. Can you stop stealing mine?"
"Luv ya."
"You literally stole my afternoon snack. I don't know what else you want from me." You finish the rest of your rice, biting on the tip of the utensil as you close your lunchbox. "You owe me coffee."
"It's the start of the semester. That's when the bribes come in." He hums. "Though, I know you won't like the mooncakes."
"No thanks. We still have all of the homemade ones in the fridge. I wish John would've taken more." You sigh.
"I can send more his way."
"Nah. It's fine. I'll hand it to my students." You mumble. "My office hours are in person for once."
"You don't get lonely?"
"Of course I do. I'm a professor." You deadpan, turning to stare at a couple of students. "They yours?"
Simon turns to stare, brow raised as the group scrambles. "Sure are."
"Can't wait to see what you end up seeing in the gossip section of your class discord."
"I'm not on it."
You grin at him. He doesn't want to know how you got the link.
"You got rice on your stubble. Again." You reach over, fingers gentle on his skin as you scrape at it. "Tsk tsk."
"Oh, so y'a don't even want me anymore?"
"Oh, Simon." You mumble, getting the last of the white off his chin. "Haven't shaved lately?"
"Hectic week. Also, you said ya liked it."
"I do." Your thumb brushes at the stubble, humming at the texture. "Feels lovely."
"You're better, luv."
"You really ought to stop reading my publications."
"You love it."
The grimace on your face makes him chuckle, leaning against your hand.
"Can't wait to check your class discord."
"Luv, can we drop it."
You only grin.
#☾.professor ghost#☾.blurbs#simon riley x reader#one per day scheduled or smth idk... idk man... idk#they make me SO ill ough somebody save me ugHGHGHGHGHHHH#oh btw reader finds a pic of Simon looking at reader all stupid while she cleans the rice off of him in the discord. don't ask
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oh, Nightmare...
[please reblog my stuff lmao]
made a playlist for him btw !!!!
wee hoohoo and the cover is made by me too ^^
#sillydoodles#utmv#nightmare sans#passive nightmare#dreamtale#Spotify#yes i will be making you listen to a 9 minutes long goth song#and it's hatsune miku version bc its just as good as the og#btwbtw the og is on the “nightmare” hyperlink and the miku version is on the “.” hyperlink#save me bauhaus#also if you somehow like my playlist and want more u can totally request me to make a character playlist#(note that ill only b making playlists for characters i know lol)#yaaaaay first fully rendered drawing of the year wohooo
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Target Practice.
(+ Alt version below)
#how is this the first time iv drawn them???#lads guess what I rewatched recently-#save me toxic gays…toxic gays…toxic gays save me#they make me ill#I have a lot of thoughts about them and a lot of ideas for artwork so we’ll see if I end up making more saf art#none of them are happy btw :)#anyway here’s my obligatory flat colour artwork after posting a fully rendered piece#spies are forever#saf#saf fanart#owen carvour#agent curt mega#curt mega#curtwen#spies are forever fanart#tin can bros fanart#tcb fanart#tin can bros#tin can brothers#tcb#fanart#my art
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School days
#pregame naezono save me#they make me violently ill#sayaka maizono#makoto naegi#danganronpa#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#trigger happy havoc#naezono#my art
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I have been thinking about the blackening (as one does)…
…and it’s so interesting to me, the penalty Shen Qingqiu is faced with should he not decide to yeet his disciple into hell.
Account termination. Instant death. Sent directly home to his already-long-dead body, and that’s it for the villain of the piece who outright refuses his villainy. The protagonist needs a blackening for the story to continue, and Shen Qingqiu is going to provide it or get written out of the narrative. Either way, Luo Binghe is going to lose him. Either way, this is a turning point.
I wouldn’t claim that this is the intent of the penalty, but it fascinates me that the System has, potentially, backed the plotline into a corner - because Binghe still stands to be blackened even if Shen Qingqiu took the other choice.
Think about what that would look like, to him. He’s at the Immortal Alliance Conference, and everything is going wrong. He’s been outed as a demon, and not just a demon - the top tier of demon, as bad as it gets from the perspective of a righteous cultivator. His beloved teacher, the person who has been kindest to him and opened his home and heart to him, is standing there with his sword in hand, deciding what he’s going to do about what must look, to him, like a horrific betrayal. Binghe is apologizing. Binghe is begging for his life.
Shen Qingqiu hears him. Maybe it shows on his face, or in his voice, that he already knew; maybe there’s no hint at all, but Shen Qingqiu is suddenly talking quickly with an abrupt sense of urgency that Luo Binghe is having a hard time keeping up with. Telling him he’ll be wonderful - telling him he’s the best. Telling him the world will be his, with emotions cracking through that aloof mask that Binghe has never seen on Shizun’s face before, and it’s terrifying for reasons that Binghe cannot identify.
(He will, later. When he has time to think, he’ll realize it sounded like a goodbye.)
And then Shen Qingqiu is bleeding. And then Shen Qingqiu is on the ground. And then Shen Qingqiu is dead. There’s no countdown for Binghe - there’s no System, there’s no warning, there’s no answers.
Luo Binghe is a heavenly demon in the middle of a conference sabotaged by demons. Luo Binghe is alone. His fellow competing disciples are scattered, some dead or injured. The Peak Lord of Qing Jing Peak, the second in command of Cang Qiong Mountain Sect, maybe the only person he loved and who loved him back, is dead at his feet. No one will believe him if he says it isn’t his fault.
(He can’t believe it isn’t his fault.)
What choice does he have but to run? The last heavenly demon the cultivation world went up against has been sealed under a mountain for years, and one of the people responsible for that is probably looking for Shen Qingqiu already. They’ll be looking for him, too. There isn’t anywhere to hide; there isn’t any time to mourn.
There isn’t even enough time to ask why. Why again.
There is no closure waiting for him, because there is nothing to explain what happened. It just is.
It would be a different kind of blackening, certainly - less intense, probably, less of a warping, desperate thing. But how many times can one person have all the love and safety in their world torn out from under them before it starts to show? Before they just don’t allow things like love and safety to touch them, because that’s the better option?
Interesting to consider that, simply by offering the choices it did, the System rigged the story to guarantee that Luo Binghe would end up in hell (deliberate or not).
Interesting to consider that, even if Shen Qingqiu made what might have seemed like a kinder choice, there was every chance it wouldn’t have been.
#scum villian self saving system#svsss#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#I have been thinking about Alternative Blackening Methods#(for reasons)#(don’t worry about it)#and while I don’t think it would be on the same level as the endless abyss#I think suddenly losing his Shizun would fuck Binghe up#especially like that with no explanation right in front of him??#like#he is not gonna be okay#and then he’s stuck in a realm filled to the BRIM with cultivators after his blood#maybe it’s not THE blackening but it is A blackening#and it gives me feelings#because even if sqq was willing to make that sacrifice I’m not convinced that would have… helped Binghe#(also au where sqq somehow has the mushroom body ready to go before the conference)#(and Binghe unexpectedly encounters his Shizun in the wild)#(and they run away together in the most ill-conceived escape plan known to man)
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what are friends for if not to smash ocs together and play dolls with them. I am apparently not immune to vampire x vampire hunter yuri
#artists on tumblr#oc art#ocs#project moon oc#project moon#I needed this out of my system#fang hunt office Percy x la manchaland barber Emília save me#they make me ill I think I have the plagw#oc#fixer oc#character art#limbus company#lcb#lcb oc
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show of admiration for the most handsome man in penacony~
#they make me so ILL#soft sunturine... save me...#i feel like sunday has a weak spot for hand/knuckle kisses#jus generally a hand oriented guy#holding hands? hell yeah#placing soft kisses on his s/o hands?? even better etc#i love biohazard yaoi but i need them to be soft and happy#sunday hsr#hsr#honkai star rail#star rail#hsr sunday#penacony#aventurine honkai star rail#honkai star rail fanart#sunday honkai star rail#sunturine#sunven#avenday#aventurine#aventurine hsr#hsr aventurine
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