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bimobuddy · 10 months ago

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Cut the Cat-itude

sfw Hazbin TK fic

Lee!Husk, Ler!Alastor

CW: feet, kinda? It's more 'bean' related since they're paws

Summary: Husk is grumpy and doesn't think Alastor's jokes are funny, but the Radio Demon is determined to get a chuckle out of him.

Husk groaned and let his head thump against the bar counter. Alastor must have been in some sort of mood that day, he hadn't stopped telling awful jokes all morning. First most people were laughing with him, then it was just Charlie and Nifty, and now even Charlie was trying to excuse herself because "Oh you know, Hotel Stuff, ahaha.."

Husk looked over at Nifty who was still giggling away at everything the boss said, but then again he didn't know what went on her feral little head. He reached for his drink again only to have it yoinked away by a familiar looking shadow.

"Hey!" He sat up, reaching for it back, but Alastor's shadow just grinned and stretched upward, holding it out of reach. Husk grumbled. He knew this game. "I ain't flyin' for you, give it back." The shadow wiggled it over his head, taunting.

"Alastor, put this damn thing on a leash. Only you would somehow manage to lose control over your own shadow." He muttered the last part.

"Oh Husker, I didn't 'lose control' over him, he's free range." The host grinned, looking at Husk a bit longer than usual. Husk didn't know why he was staring at him until it suddenly clicked and he sighed. "Was that supposed to be another joke? Al, that wasn't even a real joke."

"Oh you're right, that was a total cat-astrophe!" A laugh track played off his cane, followed by Nifty who enjoyed the joke a little too much, "Ahahahahaha! Becahause he's a cahat!" She laughed. Husk folded his ears back and groaned.

"Oh relax, old friend, I'm just kitten around!" He grinned at Husk, who frowned in response. Alastor strutted up to the bar and leaned against it. The Shadow disappeared, taking the bottle with him, only making Husk grumpier.

"Clearly those weren't funny enough for you.. maybe I ought to put my thinking-cat on and come up with some more!" He let out a laugh, followed by the classic laugh track again. "Or maybe you just don't have a sense of humor. I mean just look at darling little Nifty, she's hiss-terical!" Of course this was followed up by Nifty losing her absolute mind.

Husk only sighed and rolled his eyes. "You done yet?"

"Not yet. What's a cat's favorite book? The Great Cats-by! Oh, why did the cats ask for a piano? To make mew-sic, of course!" He laughed and looked back at Husk, who somehow looked even grumpier than he did five minutes ago.

Well this wouldnt do.

"Why don't you cut the cat-itude, dear friend?" He snapped his fingers and two shadowy tentacles rose up from the floor behind Husk. Before he could react, the wrapped around his upper arms, hoisting him up about a foot off the floor, and proceeded to wiggle the tips into his underarms.

Husk had started to kick, biting his lip, cheeks puffed out, as he didn't want to give Alastor the reaction he wanted. The Radio Demon didn't seem to mind though.

"What's a cat's favorite cereal? Mice Crispies!" The tentacles wiggled down his ribcage, starting to get little huffs and muffled noises.

"If cats taught schools, what do you think they'd be called? Purr-fessors!" The tentacles traced and wiggled down his sides, causing him to hold his breath, his face and ears going red from how hard he was fighting back his laughter.

"What do you call a cat that likes to bowl? An alley cat!" Finally the tentacles found their way to his tummy and he couldn't take it anymore. Husk tossed his head back and laughed, reflexively flapping his wings to try an get away, much to the delight of the Shadow, which had been trying to make him fly earlier.

"Ahahahahahaha! Ahahalast- Alastohor!" He tried to growl to cancel out the laughter but it came out as more of a panicked, choked giggle.

"See, I knew you'd come around!" Alastor said cheerfully. "Now, why dont cats shop online? They prefer cat-alogues!" Husk's laughter kicked up a notch when one of the tentacles started to wiggle into his lower belly, where there was a bit more pudge. His tail whipped around trying to smack it away but it was no use.

Husk suddenly made the mistake of trying to kick out at Alastor, across the counter. A third tendril rose up and caught his ankle before he made contact, as Alastor leaned back just a bit. He stepped to the side a little to make eye contact. "Now, Husker, is that any way to thank someone who's only trying to make you smile?" He chuckled.

The third tendril started to wiggle into the heart shaped pad at the bottom of his paw. Husk, a little startled, let out a high pitched, squeaky giggle that did not sound like himself at all.

Even Alastor was caught off guard enough for the tendrils to disappear and let him go, letting him drop with a soft thud. Husk groaned as he hit the floor and panted. "Damn you, Alastor.." He grumbled, sitting up.

"Too late, we're already in Hell!" Alastor laughed. Husk chuckled a little then quickly stopped himself. But of course the radio host heard it. "Oh? Did I finally get a genuine laugh out of you?" He asked, leaning on his can to be eye level with the bartender.

Husk sighed, folding his ears down. "Shut up... I gotta get back to work." He muttered, starting to wipe down the counter.

As Alastor turned to walk away, Husk called out again. "Slapstick Comedy. Just for future reference, so you don't have to tickle me next time, I tend to like Slapstick Comedy."

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Author Note

Aahhhhh I couldn't figure out how to end this naturally I'm sorrryyyy!!!

Though I do already have another idea for a Lee!Husk fic that I'm gonna start writing immediately after posting this one, so I MIGHT post it tonight, but it might wait until tomorrow, we'll see :)

#sfw tickling community #tickle community #tickle fic #hazbin hotel tickle #hazbin tickles #lee!husk #ler!alastor

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ugly-pickle · 11 months ago

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Good morning, Pickle.

Please kindly consider this Ayato request: Your spoilt and pampered sister who has always destroyed every marriage prospect you have isn't happy that Ayato chose to marry you instead of her. So, on your wedding day, she has her servants destroy your wedding kimono as a fit of petty jealousy.

Please also kindly take as long as you need with this request; I have no qualms in waiting. Furthermore, by no means feel obligated to prioritize this request over your other requests.

lovely ☆ ayato

CHARACTERS: ayato x f!reader

SYNOPSIS: your sister seems to be upset when she finds out that you and ayato are engaged, so she casually ruins your wedding

GENRE: fluff 💿

W/C: 1.4k

C/W: cussing, betrayal, scissors, and physical touch (let me know if ive missed anything!)

A/N: OMG MY FIRST REQUEST AHRGHDSHH im currently working on your other request @sailorstar9 so just hold on tight! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡

your sister is your everything, from the moment of her birth, when you held her in your arms you just knew you had to protect her until the sun and the moon collided, no, even after that you have to protect her. you thought all of the compassion youve shown your sister would help her bloom to be an elegant young lady, but has instead grown into a carrion flower.

your sister is certainly a bitch from time to time, but maybe it's because she doesnt have any suitors that truly love her, on the other hand you do. only an imbecile wouldnt want to be your lover, youre charming, funny, loving, intelligent, and beautiful. it could be out of jealousy that your sister had ruined your relationships with men who want your hand in marrige.

one day, you were having a fancy dinner with ayato, his family (plus thoma), you, and your family, when he suddenly got down on one knee and held out a ring with a fat diamond to you. you obviously accepted his proposal, and everyone in the room applauded for the two of you, except your sister.

for the next couple of months of your engagement with ayato, youve noticed that your little sister has become, well, bitter. her state worsens more and more the closer that the date of your wedding day approaches.

the week of your wedding day has finally arrived. the first gift youve received is from ayaka; you open the gift, you laid your eyes on the most beautiful kimono that has ever been made. the embroidery is truly one of a kind, the floral patterns was simply gorgeous, and the hair ornament looks so delicate that even the softest gush of wind could shatter it into pieces.

“oh my— ayaka this is beautiful…” youre at a loss of words, “im glad it’s to your liking,” ayaka responds with a sweet smile gracing her lips. “i will make sure that this kimono will never know what a blemish is,” you tell her solemnly, she giggles, “i wish i could talk to you longer, but im afraid that i have unavoidable duties to attend too,”

you bid ayaka farewell. you close the door behind you, you place the kimono back into its box and store it safely away. oh how you cannot wait to tells your friends and family about this gift, especially your sister.

when she heard about the news of your kimono that descended from celestia she threw an entire fit, one more immature than a toddler’s, but she does have her manners and did it once you had left the estate. her servants were comforting by her and calming her down, until one suggested to, perhaps, ruin the kimono?…

now that this idea has been implemented into your sister’s brain, nothing could lure it out. during the days leading up to your big day your sister has been ordering scissors so sharp that it could leave a scratch on the geo archon’s shield. your sister had selected her most loyal servants fit for the task to to shred your beloved wedding kimono to pieces.

your big wedding day is finally here! your bridesmaids are helping you get ready, they took you to the bath first, leaving your bedroom unattended.

the servants took this opportunity to sneak into your sleeping chambers and rummage through your things, looking for your kimono. after some time, one had found it; calling the others over, they started to get to work.

the embroidery now looks like the handwriting that belongs to a toddler, the floral designs had certainly seen better days, and the ornament is now smashed into pieces. the kimono now looks like the ghost from the ring would wear. your sister’s servants, pleased with their artwork, placed the kimono back into the box and storing it where they first found it.

you hear something scurry away, you open the door to see nothing. you shrug it off, “ladies, would you please bring my kimono? it’s in that box over there,” your bridesmaids nod there head, one of them grabs the box and places it on your bed. you open the box to find your kimono in a strange state.

your eyes widened in horror, you wanted to cry but you were in too much shock to do so. your bridesmaids were just as terrified as you are. the maid of honor instantly sent out two ladies, trying to order another kimono in such short notice. the ceremony is soon, you want someone to comfort you, but not the ladies with you. your sister? not a good idea, ayato? yes. but, hes busy.

you tell everyone to get out of the room, not wanting to shed tears infront of them, "but y/n, the wedding is soon, we cant afford to waste time, especially now." you acknowledge this for a moment, but with no dress you cant have the perfect wedding youve always dreamt of; besides the ladies cant get another kimono in time. "out. i already told you, get out," they cant do anything but put their heads down and listen to you, they exit the room one by one.

after the last one shuts the door, the tears fall down your face, you cant help it, you really cant. who did this? who would be so cruel, so jealous, so petty to do this? not even the tsaritsa would be this evil. the only person you know of who would do this is,

your sister?

how can she be so cruel?… but, jumping to conclusions is never good for anyone, and even if she did do this, it couldve been out of jealously.

.....

oh FUCK THAT SHIT, she just ruined your wedding for archons sake. you look at the clock. oh archons. the ceremony had started, but who cares, even a trash bag looks better than your wedding kimono.

tears are continuously rolling down your face, like a river that will never stop flowing. your sniffles are quiet, but it is the only rolling that can be heard in this room.

…

ayato is standing there at the alter, waiting for the love of his life, but she never shows up. worry suddenly floods his mind, what if something happened? he excuses himself and rushes to find you.

your sister sees him dashing towards her. have the archons finally answered her prayers? “oh ayato! i knew you would come to your senses sooner or later!” she exclaims. ayato, a bit disgusted, brushes her off and says politely, “i love y/n dearly and im currently searching for her, do you have any idea where she might be?”

one of your bridesmaids is running towards ayato, “over there ayato! quickly!” she shouts and points from across the room, unable to catch her breath. ayato nods, running towards where you are.

he slams the door open, “y/n—“ he cuts himself off when he sees your glossy eyes, tears falling down your face, your sniffles and breath trembling. “oh ayato,” you walk to your not-so-soon-to-be-husband and embrace him. the wet stain on his shoulder slowly growing.

for the first time in a while, ayato is genuinely shocked, hes seeing his lover upset, crying, and he cant do anything about it. “my love, whats wrong? what happened?”

you point to your bed, ayato takes a look and sees why— he and ayaka spent hours searching for a dress thats one of a kind and meant for you. his eyes widen a bit then relax again. he places his hand on the small on your back and rubs it in small circles.

he comforts you by saying, “i am beyond lucky to have you as my bride, even the most expensive jewels cannot be compared to your beauty because you outshine all, so please dont be too upset about this matter. i will find a dress made in celestia just to please my wonderful my darling.” he kisses your temple and pulls say, his face looks a bit more eerie now.

“your sister, right?” ayato asks you. “i think so—” ayato cuts you off, “i’ll cut off that bitches head as soon as possible, dont worry y/n.”

A/N: this was VERY rushed but i hope you still enjoyed it ૮ ⸝⸝o̴̶̷᷄ ·̭ o̴̶̷̥᷅⸝⸝ ྀིა

imagine a plot twist where the sister is in love with you lol (i dont write incest)

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leviackermanscleaningbuddy · 2 years ago

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Ok what is the softest pack!lino has ever been? Like has he cuddled with the reader when she was cramping during her period? Did he help Jisung with a dance rourine and even when he was getting frustrated, he took the time to compliment what he got right? HAS HE KISSED CHAN ON THE FOREHEAD WHEN HE WAS ASLEEP AT HIS DESK AND GENTLY GUIDE HIM TO BED SO HE WOULDNT HURT IN THE MORNING AND DENY IT WHEN HE WOKE UP AND SAID IT WAS FELIX??? Sorry that got out of hand, anyway. Soft pack!lino but also tsundere soft pack!lino

Hey, remember when Tumblr had an ask character limit? Yeah, me neither.

"Oh my god." Hyunjin rubs his hands together gleefully. "We get to talk about all of hyung's sappy moments? This is the best day of my life."

"Hwang Hyunjin." Minho fixes the omega with a long stare. "Think this through carefully."

Hyunjin balks a little bit, but straightens up quickly. "You can't do anything to me for spilling your secrets, hyung. Not this time. Not when it's for the sake of the readers and their questions."

Jisung whistles. "Damn. He's right."

Minho looks murderous, but he doesn't say anything else, letting the omega continue.

"I wanna go first, can I go first?" Jeongin exclaims excitedly, bouncing on the couch next to Felix now that he knows Minho can't do anything in retaliation.

Minho sighs. "God, I hate this."

"We know." You grin at him, and he flips you off. You blow him a kiss in response.

"Okay, one time-" Jeongin is practically giddy, not able to hold still as he talks. "-Minho-hyung found a stray kitten outside the dance department. And it was cold and wet, but we couldn't have pets in the dorms, obviously, so he snuck it inside, and spent all night getting it warmed up and calling people he knew who could possibly give it a home."

"God, I really hate this." Minho groans, and Jeongin gives him a bright, affectionate grin.

"His eomma ended up driving down the next day to the take the kitten to live with her at hyung's childhood home. Said since he was an only child, it would be like having him home again."

"I totally remember that." Felix giggles, glancing fondly at Minho, who is stoically not looking at them. "I came over to see the kitten, and hyung had her wrapped up like a baby-burrito style-in a soft pink blanket. He wouldn't put her down for the rest of the night."

"Once, I had a really bad stomach flu and couldn't get out of bed." Changbin starts, glancing at Minho, who rolls his eyes, though the tips of his ears are pink, giving him away. "Couldn't keep anything down, not even water. And hyung insisted on coming over and making me all sorts of soups and broths and teas, until he finally found something I could manage to keep in my stomach." Changbin offers him a smile, arching a brow. "I was worried you would get sick too, but you didn't even listen to my protests. Just told me 'Seo Changbin, I'm coming over whether you like it or not. So either unlock your door or I'll break it down.'"

"God, you really are nothing but a big sap." Jisung says, entirely too fond, and Minho promptly fixes him with another venomous glare.

"Take that back."

"Never."

"I don't sleep well." Chan admits, rubbing at the back of his neck awkwardly, as he makes eye contact with Minho, before he looks away, neither of them good with direct feelings. He clears his throat. "Everybody here already knows that, but on nights where I can't sleep, when the insomnia is particularly bad, I usually stay up in the living room to work on my current compositions. Eventually, I'll fall asleep on the couch, with my headphones on and my laptop open."

Chan meets Minho's gaze once more, and this time his lips curve into the start of a soft smile.

"I usually wake up in the morning with a blanket tucked around me and my laptop and headphones neatly put away, a pillow slid beneath my head. He'd never admit it, but he cares an incredible amount, it's just usually shown in the quietest, smallest ways, which are actually huge to those of us who love and know him."

"Okay, you being sappy is literally the worst thing that could happen to me." Minho remarks with despair, his brow furrowed in disgust. "What happened to stoicism, Christopher? Tsunderes for life?"

"Hyung knows I like how he smells. A lot." Felix goes next, cuddling in against Minho and grinning up at him, even as said alpha makes a show of pushing him off of him. "So he always wears a hoodie 24/7 on the weekends, and when the week rolls around again, somehow, that exact hoodie always ends up folded neatly on the edge of my bed, ready for my nest."

"Weird." Minho mumbles, ignoring the omega and partially failing as Felix attaches to his side again. "Wonder how that happens, because it definitely isn't me."

"Okay, hyung." Felix giggles, burying his nose into the sleeve of the alpha's sweatshirt.

"One time, he knew I was struggling with a painting." Hyunjin remarks, not glancing at Minho, staring at Jisung's hand in his lap, dutifully playing with his fingers. "It was for an end of year art display on campus and I just couldn't seem to get it right. I kept adding things and taking them away, and I never felt like it was finished, or even worth finishing."

Minho has gone quiet, staring at the head omega intently, his expression unreadable.

Finally, Hyunjin meets his eyes, his lips parted softly, his voice gentle, his usually sharp, intense gaze fuzzy with fondness around the edges.

"Minho-hyung sat me down and told me that my painting was good, great even, and that I didn't need to worry. Told me that I was more talented than I knew and if I was worried about making you all proud, that I shouldn't be, because you were proud of me just for existing, just for being me."

"I also told you if you ever repeated that, I'd immediately kill you." Minho states, but there's a slight mist to his gaze, and he swallows hard after the threatening statement.

Hyunjin shrugs. "It had to be done."

"I'm anxious." Jisung admits softly, chewing on his bottom lip, a nervous habit he's always had. "A lot of the time, actually. It's bad, and sometimes, when I feel out of control, or like I'm going to panic, hyung notices and calms me down."

Hyunjin silently reaches out and swipes his thumb across Jisung's mouth, freeing the beta's lip from between his teeth. Jisung gives him a small, grateful smile.

"Especially in social situations. Sometimes I get overwhelmed, and I feel like I can't breathe, and like the walls are closing in and there's too many people I don't know in my space. Once, when we went to an end of year party for my department, I started to feel anxious, and Minho-hyung noticed the way I was scratching at my pants while sitting down, and he pulled me into the hall and did breathing exercises with me until I felt like I could function again."

Minho's gaze softens slightly as he regards the beta.

"Breathing exercises aren't that big of a deal, Jisungie."

"They are to me." Jisung looks him dead in the eye and holds his gaze seriously, sitting up straighter now. "The ways you manage my anxiety? That's huge to me, hyung."

Hyunjin reaches over and takes the beta's hand, and Jisung squeezes it with a soft smile.

"Hyung's never soft with me." Seungmin deadpans, his expression blank, and Minho fixes him with a dagger like stare.

"That's right. And don't you forget it."

"Lies. All of it." Jisung scoffs, and Seungmin turns to him with glaring betrayal. "You two are literally the softest duo ever, even if neither of you will admit it."

"Like artisan bread-" Felix grins and wiggles his eyebrows playfully at Seungmin. "-hard and crusty on the outside, soft and gooey on the inside."

"Fine." Seungmin sighs with exasperation. "I guess Minho-hyung came to my end of semester presentation and award ceremony when the rest of you couldn't make it because you were out of town, but that was one time."

"Ahh." Jeongin coos, patting Minho on the thigh with a gleefully wicked look. "What a good dad."

"Yang Jeongin. I will murder you."

Seungmin settles back into the couch and tries to ignore Jisung's triumphant grin from beside him.

"Shortly after we all got together, I had to have surgery." You say, taking in a deep breath, as everyone turns their eyes on you, Minho included. You smile ruefully, kicking your toe along the carpet. "I'm sure everyone remembers, it wasn't like a big deal or anything, just my appendix getting taken out, but I was flat on my back for the first couple of days of recovery."

"I couldn't get up to shower or take care of myself, so when the dressing finally came off on the third day, I was determined to get myself cleaned up." You shake your head slightly. "I'm stubborn, so I didn't ask for help, and I literally got to the side of the bed before it hurt so bad I stopped."

"I resigned myself to being disgusting and hairy and greasy forever, and that's when Min showed up." You glance fondly at the other alpha. "I don't know how you knew."

"Please." Minho rolls his eyes. "I have a radar for my packmates doing stupid, stubborn things they shouldn't be. It's a necessity when living with all of you."

"Anyway." You grin and continue. "He showed up, didn't say a word, just helped me up out of the bed, to the bathroom, and ran me a bath. He sat beside the tub and helped me scrub my hair and my skin and then he shaved my legs for me, taking time to let me adjust to more comfortable positions when it pulled my incision a little too much."

"All of this without a word, because he knew I'd feel stupid and embarrassed. And then he helped me dry off and get dressed and get back to bed."

"Ahhh." Jisung coos, looking at the alpha with literal heart eyes now. "Hyung, you never told me that."

"Because if I did, I'd have to kill you." Minho replies dangerously.

The tips of his ears are now more than a little pink, giving him away.

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georgette-mademoiselle · 5 months ago

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Georgette and aizetsu part 1

based on the canon that georgette first clone to get along with was aizetsu and still hadnt bonded with sekido as she does now.

The rain

The rain poured throughout the household the garden of roses absorbing its life source thanks to mother nature. Georgette watched through the window sighing as she leaned in to watch. Today had been lonely for her everyone else was in there rooms bored while letting the storm pass meanwhile bieng alone in her room for to long only lingered in somberness and isolation though the more she watched the roses and how alive they must have felt in this stormy weather she thought to herself why not bask in mother natures tears to feel alive as the flowers itself? And so she did just that.

She walked out barefooted in the wet soil the smell of petrichor immediately soothed her malady a bit. She walked foward raindrops trickling down her skin and dress her hair crimson as a trail of blood as the water dropped down her tips. Closing her eyes she took a deep breathe and raised her arms shutting her mind of from the background noises and only meditating in the sound of nature.

"i am alive...im alive...i am still here" these words echoed through her mind until suddenly a hand placed on her shoulder turning it was aizetsu with a calm look in his face.

" its one of those days for you i see..." Georgette knew what he ment and nodded "rainy days like these make me feel sad when im only watching on the inside...

But when im outside, its as if it brings my life together and the sadness goes away..."

Aizetsu absorbed her words and he couldn't agree more with that " its true that the weather can change ones mood thou for me it does the opposite...*lifts a hand letting the rain hit on his palm* it makes me feel peace within myself..."

She smiles " looks like we both have something in common in appreciating natures tears" he looks at her " when i think about it more, how sad it is that mother nature crys for us to shed her compassion to us...

Even to us demons..." Georgette loved to listen to his ramblings of anything that intrested him it was rather eandering to see such demon be vulnerable and empathetic at the same time " she crys even to those who have been converted like us perhaps she wished our lives would have been different but alas whats done is done..."

He looks down "would you have wished your life to turn out differently than it is now?"

She didnt say anything at first but the more she thought about it she answered " demonhood has been hell... especially with the kind that converted me, despite that...perhaps i am satisfied with this lifestyle compared to the one prior...so no i think i wouldnt want it any different."

He looked curious " if i may ask...whos your master? Because from the way you talk about him he isnt like the one where with.."

Oh dear should she even talk about him? Perhaps its best not to talk about to much of him yet "lets just say he isnt a demon influenced by the blue spider lily plant more so...he was once something humans would find comfort until he no longer wasnt..."

"oh? Well he certainly sounds fascinating...how sad that he is no longer something humans would appreciate anymore..."

She looks down with a face a little more depressed than earlier in her room " indeed...perhaps one day maybe ill talk about him more but for now" raises her arms to the sky yet again inhaling the wet earth. "Lets just enjoy this moment together before its finally put to an end dont you think so morning dew?"

Aizetsu blinked in confusion "morning dew? Are you talking about me?" Georgette giggles and nods "yes indeed, your a morning dew as you are saddness so when you shed a tear you resemble a morning dew once your tears stops it means the old is dead and now a new comes in your life you will have something positive come into your life now aizetsu...maybe not now but soon it will.." *holding both his hands*

He blushed from her words and actions he couldnt believe she just complimented him in such a way no one had done before " o-oh.." he pulls back turning way as he scratched his head.

"your to cute..."

"perhaps one day ill be able to bond with the others soon though i have my doubts on the angry one..."

Aizetsu speaks as his bashfulness fades away " sekido? Hes difficult for sure...but i promise you that hes more than a serious leader looking after us..."

More than just a serious leader? " You mean theres a side i have yet to see then? Oh dear i hope someday ill be able to see that instead of annoying him that hell blast me!"

Aizetsu couldn't help but chuckle in that last comment " how sad to think perhaps he will...maybe talk to him when hes alone or when his mood isnt as bad i cant promise you that hell want to bond but it dosent hurt to try you know?"

Its true, if she just sulks in fear avoiding him she will get knowhere with him infact for all she knows showing such weakness only irritates him more

"as scary as that is your right i need to try harder than just hide. I-ill do it! Tomarrow though...i need this rain for good luck now"

And so georgette stood there know poured entirely that she was soaking "alright then but may i recommend using a towel before you get in? I wouldn't want you to cry when sekido yells at you for leaving mudprints...."

She opened one eye "true...fetch me one please!" Aizetsu nodded and went inside before he to stood with her for another hour until the rain finally stopped and went inside.

Dividers by @/elryisia

Part 2 in the rain with sekido this time

#Georgette mademoiselle #georgette and aizetsu #aizetsu #kny aizetsu #aizetsu kny #sekido #kny sekido #sekido kny #oc lore #original demon oc #kny fic #kny #demon slayer #kimitsu no yaiba #oc x canon fic #oc x canon

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quodekash · 2 years ago

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good morning, friends! im exhausted and only got like four hours of sleep, but at least im (kind of) mentally prepared to revisit the episode, so (you probably know the drill by now), here’s all my commentary and thoughts and stuff from the episode!

i feel like its important for everyone to know that i made myself an ice tea at 11:30pm because i knew i wouldnt be able to survive the episode alone

(and dont suggest that the ice tea is the cause of the lack of sleep, if anything it’s the only reason i got to sleep)

i was very nervous in the beginning cos i was pretty sure photjanee wouldnt be homophobic but also what if she is

props to her for not asking tinn cos he was visibly nervous/afraid

and gun told gim and she didnt even say anything at first. she just looked so freaking proud, then hugged him and said “whoever you love, i love” and i love her so much she’s a freaking perfect mother

PHOTJANEE’S NEURODIVERGENT AND AWESOME HUSBAND who is still nameless IS SITTING NEXT TO HER SO HE’S GONNA SAY SOME HELPFUL AND SUPPORTIVE WORDS

“were you afraid to hear the answer” im sensing a recurring themeeee (if youve forgotten and somehow havent rewatched the show over and over again, in episode 6 gun kept saying he was afraid to hear the answer of who tinn liked)

“i think if he’s ready, he’ll tell you himself. give it time. time for tinn and yourself.” I LOVE THIS MAN

also side note: she’s really pretty

i smell a sponsorship

a canon printer sponsorship

theyre so subtle with their sponsorships

“by the way, this printer is so convenient, it can be used with any operating system, right?” NICE ONE GEM, REAL SUBTLE, NO ONE WILL KNOW

TIWPOR TINNGUN DOUBLE DATE STUDY DATE ONCE AGAIN

AND SOUNDWIN BEHIND THEM (and also yo and pat i guess)

tinngun are always reminiscent of patpran, but so much throughout this episode it literally felt like i was watching bad buddy

GUN FINALLY KNOWS THAT TIW KNOWS AND GUN IS LIKE ‘wait did you tell him’ AND TIW JUST GOES

“do you think this nerd would succeed in getting your love without my help”

AND HE’S SO ICONIC AND HE’S SO RIGHT AND I LOVE HIM SO MUCH OH MY GOSH

also rip four and tinn’s homosecuality, they have to pretend to date for this music video

also also WE GET TO SEE FOUR AND HER GIRLFRIEND AGAIN OMG I LOVE THEM

THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY

LOOK AT THEM AND THEIR IN-LOVE-NESS

cant wait for the homophobia this episode /sarc

“we just have to wait until the dinosaurs are extinct and humans rule the world” TIW LITERALLY JUST SAID WE HAVE TO WAIT FOR ALL THE BOOMERS TO DIE OUT AND THEN GAYS CAN RULE THE WORLD THIS IS FREAKING HILARIOUS

I CANT EXPLAIN IT, THEIR FACES ARE SO REMINISCENT OF PATPRAN AND MORE SO THAN USUAL

does- does this count as a first kiss

that was so sudden

help???

theyre so cute tho i love them

PROM DAY (looking back, how does so much happen in this one day)

✨gotta love being outed✨

GUN JUST TOLD THE BROSKIS

and por is, naturally, very excited

but also somehow very oblivious

i had a feeling yo knew already

apparently sound told win ages ago (when? idk man)

pat having a suspicion about it is actually very surprising

“you and you, what’s going on? you’ve been weird”

FINALLY THE SCENE OF THEM HOLDING HANDS AND SHOWING THE GUYS IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR WAY TOO FREAKING LONG

AND THEY BOTH LOOK SO FREAKING HAPPY

IM DYING

i need to ingrain every soundwin scene from this episode into my brain cos there’s so much of it and i want to see it all forever please

tis raining and theyre under an umbrella and soundwin did it first

okay so. it sucks that they were outed. and people shouldnt take photos of other people and then post it on social media because they can, cos thats an invasion of privacy and is not cool.

on the other hand, everyone seems thrilled by it and tinngun aren’t hurt by it happening so i guess its okay

in general tho people should not do this cos it could go very badly

but this is a bl drama not real life so its fine

I SPY WITH MY LITTLE EYE A NEUROSPICY GUY

they did the happy arms

and theyre sitting cross-legged on top of a table

i love you random side character

PAT AND POR BEING ALL HAPPY AND EXCITED IS HILARIOUS I LOVE THEM

“no one cares about people’s sexual orientation these days. its a new world. right, pumpkin??” GUI4HERIH4IIGU (note to past me: it gets worse. you’re gonna progressively die even more)

EW PEOPLE ARE MESSAGING PHOTJANEE SAYING TINN’S GONNA RUIN THE SCHOOL’S REPUTATION AND STUFF

...what series was it

did- did you watch bad buddy, photjanee

did tinn’s parents watch bad buddy

ive decided they watched bad buddy until proven otherwise

‘its down to us whether we’re as kind to our son as those in the series’ THIS MAN HAS THE WISEST KINDEST WORDS AND I WANT TO GIVE HIM A BIG HUG

tiw and tinn are actually really sad about kajorn leaving the student council which is slightly confusing (not cos i hate him, im finding it increasingly difficult to hate him, i just didn’t think tiw and tinn actually liked kajorn)

‘people are arguing whether it’s guntinn or tinngun’

...

im gonna say it

i have to say it

you cant stop me from saying it

soundwin did it first

(technically it was satangwinny vs winnysatang but thats not the point)

there i said it

hah

babes she’s known for months

(but yes absolutely if you’re comfortable telling her and you think you should, go right ahead :] )

i hate this teacher

i would like to punch him please

luckily i know, thanks to the preview last episode, that he does, in fact, get punched, so it’s all good

KAJORN IS IN THE ROOM WHILE GUN IS DISTRESSED

I REPEAT, JORN IS THERE

yay tinn is there with gun while he cries

thank you tinn for existing

GO AWAY TEACHER

DON’T ENTER THE ROOM

"im sorry, i was just joking around with my friend, i didnt mean to insult you" yeah, okay, well thats only part of the problem. other problems are: a. the fact that you had to say such a horrible thing in order to joke around with your friend. if that's the kind of humour your friend has, that person should not be your friend, unless it's also your humour, in whcih case, that isnt a sincere apology. b. it's not just that you insulted gun. you also insulted an entire community of people, of students, of human beings, who just want to exist and live as people doing what they want to do. you cant say something homophobic and then only apologise because it hurt one person close to you. you say something homophobic, and then you apologise - in a way that you GENUINELY MEAN - and say you had no intention of hurting so many people, including gun. or, alternatively, dont say the homophobic thing in the first place. c) you’re a freaking TEACHER. a TEACHER is there to SUPPORT and CARE for ALL of their students. a TEACHER should not be saying terrible things where ANYONE could overhear. if a TEACHER cannot be supportive for ALL STUDENTS, then they should not be a teacher. (im a huge defender of teachers cos theyre human beings with lives and families and hobbies and theyre more than just the adult human that tells you 2 plus 2 is 4. but i am also a huge defender of students cos theyre human beings and also children and theyre still developing. and i am especially a defender of students and an offender of teachers when the teacher clearly hates children or isnt a good teacher or should not at all be a teacher. so this isnt me hating all teachers, i love teachers, i could talk about how unappreciated they are for hours. but i cannot stand it when a teacher behaves the way this teacher did. i hate it so freaking much.)

THE TEACHER WAS “SHOCKED” COS GUN IS A “ROCKSTAR” SO THE TEACHER “THOUGHT YOU WERE MANLY”

THATS NOT AN EXPLANATION NOR IS THAT AN APOLOGY

GENDER AND SEXUAL IDENTITY ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FREAKING THINGS

AND EVEN THEN, GENDER AND GENDER EXPRESSION ARE COMPLETELY DIFFERENT FREAKING THINGS

LIKING MEN DOESNT MAKE SOMEONE ANY LESS ‘MANLY’ SO STFU AND GET FIRED ALREADY

FREAKING YES

GOOD

HELL YES

KAJORN PUNCHED THE TEACHER BEFORE TINN COULD

THIS IS EVERYTHING I COULDVE ASKED FOR OR NEEDED

I LOVE IT SO MUCH

I LOVE KAJORN SO MUCH

IM FINALLY ALLOWED TO NOT HATE HIM AND IM VERY GLAD ABOUT IT

DAMN SOUND

I MEAN I AGREE BUT WOW I WASNT EXPECTING THAT

‘i HoPe YoU giVe A fAiR jUdGeMeNt oN tHiS cAsE’ bro its not court

and absolutely she’ll give fair judgement

shes freaking awesome and i love her

also what does probation mean

“don’t use violence to solve problems. do you understand?” okay, yes, im 100% on board with you, i completely agree, but, hear me out here: homophobia.

I LOVE PHOTJANEE SO MUCH

COLD AS ICE SHE GOES “if you’re not satisfied with my judgement, write a complaint. but dont forget to add every detail truthfully”

SHE’S SO ICONIC

TRULY A SLAY

“LET GO OF MY SON. as principal, all i can do is submit a report regarding your behavior to those in authority. but as a mom, MY SON CAN LIKE WHOEVER HE LIKES. STAY OUT OF IT. if i hear anything filthy from you again, your penalty will go far beyond this” I FELT HER ANGER

I LOVE HER WITH ALL MY SOUL

SHES FREAKING AWESOME

and kajorn looks so happy and content

i love him

PROM TIME AND THE STIMS ARE STIMMING REAL HARD RN

WHY AM I CRYING WHILE LISTENING TO YOU’VE GOT MA BACK? THIS ISN’T A SAD SONG

C O M E C L O S E R

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH POR

OOOOO NEW SONG

SOUNDWIN CHEEK KISS

IM LITERALLY CRYING THEYRE SO CUTE

(note to past me: it’s gonna get worse)

aww gun’s in the audience singing directly to tinn this is so cute

GRBRHKBGRIUBJROBUR

I WOULDVE BEEN CONTENT WITH JUST SOUND KISSING WIN BUT IM NOT COMPLAINING

I AM THE OPPOSITE OF COMPLAINING

GIREBVIRUB

TINN AND GUN ARE GOING ON THE STAGE TOGETHER HAND IN HAND

HOW IS THIS SO FREAKING PERFECT

AND SOUND’S GOT A GUITAR SOLO COS HE’S AWESOME LIKE THAT

HAPPINESS

BIG HAPPIES

MUCH OF THE VERY HAPPINESS

their hugs always look so comfy

someone in the audience asked if theyre real and gun said nothing but hashtag #MySchoolPresident and it’s still so funny to me

its like theyre telling us the watchers

like USE TEH HASHTAG, PLEASE

and we’re like WEVE ALREADY BEEN DOING THAT, CALM DOWN

ew old teachers

shut up with your judgy faces

no one cares

YAY FOR YOUNG PROGRESSIVE TEACHERS WHO DONT CARE WHAT THE BOOMERS THINK

cos, as tiw said, the boomers will die out soon and then gays can rule the world

can the episode just end here

i dont want to go through the emotional turmoil of whats coming

cos i know its coming

there’s gonna be a graduation scene

and im very scared

my mentally ill butt can never be okay for graduation scenes

and yet my mentally ill butt keeps consuming media set in the senior year of high school

DAMN THIS ENDING IS GONNA BE LONG

31:48 MINUTES

STRAP IN YOUR SEATBELTS COS WE’RE GONNA BE IN FOR ONE EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER

WAIT NO LET THERE BE MORE

JUST ONE MORE

OR TWO

OR AN ENDLESS AMOUNT

DON’T LET IT BE OVER

PLEASE

“its the last day of our high school lives.” ACK SHOOT FREAK FRENCH GUSTAV AND SHOELACES AND TURTLES AND FREAKING SHOOT NOODLES WHAT THE FLIP

AH SHOOT I FORGOT ABOUT KAJORN BEING A YEAR YOUNGER THAN THEM

HE HAS TO CARRY ON THEIR LEGACY WITHOUT THEM

HES FREAKING ALONE

IDEK IF HE HAS ANY FRIENDS

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ooo we’re gonna get another pool scene soon

NO STOP IT WITH THE SIGNED SHIRTS I CANT TAKE IT

‘no one ever asks if i can sign their shirts :[’ ‘sign my shirt’

‘ILL WRITE DOWN WHAT I FEEL THAT IM TOO AFRAID TO SAY’ I FREAKING LOVE THEM

WAIT

SHOOT

I KNOW I ASKED FOR IT BUT I DIDNT EXPECT THEM TO ACTUALLY DO IT

IM IN SHOCK

LITERALLY CRYING

WHAT THE FLIP

HOLY FREAK

NO WAY

THIS IS THE END

THAT’S IT

IM DEAD

GONE

DECEASED

THEY FREAKING KISSED

RIGHT THEN AND THERE

PROPERLY KISSING

BEFORE TINNGUN

WHAT

IS THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENING

OW I PINCHED MYSELF

I LITERALLY CANT BELIEVE IT

“i wont let you kiss first you barstool” HOW ARE THEY SO- GJRBGIKRB

BUT ONCE ISNT ENOUGH

OH NO, THEY HAVE TO KISS AGAIN

JUST TO MAKE SURE IM DEAD

THEY ALREADY STABBED ME A COUPLE TIMES

THEN THEY KISSED AND THEY SLICED ME IN HALF WITH A REALLY COOL SWORD

AND NOW THEYRE SLICING MY HEAD OFF JUST TO MAKE SURE IM DEAD

‘STOP TRYING TO LOOK HANDSOME IDIOT BECAUSE ITS MAKING MY HEART SO WEAK’ I CANT WITH THESE TWO

I LITERALLY CANT EVEN PROCESS THAT THAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED

SURELY IM DREAMING RIGHT NOW

THERES NO WAY THEY ACTUALLY FREAKING KISSED

AND TIWPOR RIGHT AFTER??? IT’S TOO MUCH POWER

AWWWWWW NOOK AND YOOOO

BUT POOR PAT IS COMPLETELY LONELY

PLS LET PAT NOT BE LONELY FOREVER

THEY BETTER GIVE PAT SOME HAPPINESS

NO?? THEYRE JUST GONNA CHANGE THE SCENE LIKE THAT??? OKAY THEN????????

no but why wasnt tiwporpat an option

they couldve gone down the polyamory route

as much as i love poking fun at pat being lonely, i want him to be happy, and tiwporpat makes sense

(i must also say that patjorn also makes sense and i wouldnt have been mad if they went down the tiwporpat route or the patjorn route. theyre both amazing. but no, they went with pat is lonely forever and its really freaking sad. thanks guys.)

OH TINNGUN POOL SCENE

POOL SCENE NUMBER... IDEK AT THIS POINT

they should kiss btw

GUN WROTE #MYSCHOOLPRESIDENT ON TINN’S SHIRT AND TINN WROTE ‘APPROVED BY THE SCHOOL PRESIDENT’ ON GUN’S SHIRT AND ITS SO FREAKING PERFECT

IT COMES FULL CIRCLE SO BEAUTIFULLY

THEY LITERALLY COULDNT HAVE WRITTEN ANYTHING GREATER

I FREAKING LOVE THIS SHOW

tinngun still have not kissed

NO PLS I CANT TAKE IT WITH THE HEARTFELT SPEECHES

HOW DO YOU CRY SILENTLY

NO THEYRE PLAYING ONE LAST SONG TOGETHER

STUFF YOU

I LITERALLY DONT KNOW IF IVE EVER CRIED HARDER THAN I DID WHILE WATCHING THAT FREAKING FINAL SONG

tinn’s father is so neurodivergent i love him

OMG GUN IS ACTUALLY SITTING AT THEIR TABLE AND HAVING A MEAL WITH THEM

IT’S NOT IMAGINARY GUN

IT’S REAL GUN

THIS IS CRAZY

PFFFFFFT TINN’S DAD HELPED HIM WRITE THE SONG FOR GUN

THAT’S FREAKING HILARIOUS

OH MY GOSH THEYRE ABOUT TO KISS-

darn you gun and your bloody hand in the way

too many times

this has happened far too many times

just kiss

please

YES

GOOD

EXCELLENT

but also soundwin did it first

ANYWAY THAT WAS PERFECT

OH MY GOSH

IM NOT OKAY

(the funniest thing about me constantly saying ‘im dying’ or ‘im dead’ is that my fitbit hasnt been able to pick up on my heartrate for literally hours. like, since i started watching the episode. it just stopped working. and if your heart isnt beating, you’re quite literally dead.)

final thoughts / main takeaways from that episode (and therefore the whole show)

tinngun are very cute

tinngun are patpran variants (we already knew this but still)

tiwpor havent been dating the whole time but there was definite crushing for a very long time

pat is sad and lonely and pls let there be tiwporpat or patjorn at some point in the future

we need a sequel please and thank you

soundwin are freaking perfect

this show is perfection

im mentally ill

that teacher sucks

tinn’s dad is neurodivergent and i love him

photjanee is amazing and awesome and i love her

gim is the greatest mother and i love her

i love all of these characters way too much and, last but not least,

soundwin did it first.

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taintedenigma · 10 months ago

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Right now I’m sitting next to my grandmas in the hospital after buying her some bananas, mangoes and tropical juice. Life has been hard since I came from Sierra Leone. Sierra Leone had its high and lows as I was sad about my grandmas decline but was able to rest a lot, eat alot and party without weed lol. It was a good time and also go to the building site of my grandmas house which we are rebuilding. However as I have come back I’ve seen her struggle from her bed to the commode, to use a dimmer frame to the front door and not even able to stand up by herself. Her birthday was sad for me her 82nd just a week and a day ago where I saw her frailer then I have in a long time. She wasn’t able to do what she used to do we always go to a restaurant but she couldn’t this year. On Tuesday she bleed about 5 cups of blood with her stools. Lucky I was. Working from home when the carer called me and a&e came. I was strong until we got into the ambulance and small tears came down. When we got to the hospital it as heavy tears for me I was a mess. She kept saying the end has come and we have to part. She told me I’m very brave and strong. As well as she loves me very much. It was bittersweet as during our time in the emergency room I got a call from the scandalous bastard tenancy officer confirming they have updates the database and transferred the tenancy to my name. My grandma was pleased for me as she wanted me to have the house. My mum had work and I pled for her to finish as it was only to 2pm. It was sad seeing my grandma ask every doctor whether she was going to die that night. I believed she wouldnt but she was in strong doubt. But I knew the God i believed in have other plans because he is merciful loving and great. They did many tests and that night gave her 3 bags of blood sadly she bled again on Wednesday so the gave her another bag that evening. I had difficult conversations with the doctor regarding where she would want to die at home or in the hospital as well as if she can go to a nursing home temporary whilst they possibly set up stuff at home if she was able to go back there. The consultant doctor was lovely, honest and understanding reassuring me that we wouldn’t have to pay more than we already are as my grandma was already paying for extra care hours as well as the nasty adult health and social care team being reluctant to provide a new bed as she was now sleeping in the living from when returning from my mums house after Christmas. The bed was incredibly low even I would’ve strained. Being blessed she has become stable but of course extremely tired today as yesterday she was not able to eat for 24 hours due to not knowing if they needed to do further scans or surgery which really wasn’t an option to be done. I came in early this morning after returning my equipment to my job that I hated and hated more as the refused to put me in garden leave and only heave me the last two days of my notice of due to see how puffy my eyes were on Wednesday from Tuesday. On Wednesday I had to attend an eye test and do a zoom intro for my data analyst course and today I did my eyelashes due to not being able to visit till mid afternoon. My mum has been so strong and still putting the fun in dysfunctional saying jokes which no one laughs at but trying to lighten the mood. She was strong on Tuesday but cried heavy but for a short time on Wednesday when I told her the discussions with the doctor upon her arrival. She remembered first going to my grandmas house when I was a baby and when my grandma and great grandma arrived at the hospital. Then my grandma was recently released from mental hospital and my great grandma adamant my mum should t let my grandma hold me. But my grandma may have schizophrenia she’s never been senseless or careless with other and carried me carefully even with her shakes. My family is not perfect but they’re guilt of so much love, light and kindness that is never échange they have made me the gracious person I am today.

It’s been an emotional rollercoaster I cried endlessly on Tuesday a little on Wednesday and not at all yet on Thursday but it’s only 18:04 as I write this. I’m literally like superwoman sometimes I feel immortal because I keep going even when I fall down. Because I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Period

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sonny-whorezik · 11 months ago

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what really sucks is i wanted to hold out . i understood the situation and i knew they were struggling and i tried to let them know i was here as best i could long distance with minimal contact . but it had felt so Bad just getting maybe Maybe 15 - 20 texts a day it seemed with hours in between the majority while all i know here in colorado are couples who live together and call every day . i would just keep taking myself on errands , to coffee shops , bookstores , parks , ive felt like ive been dating myself towards the end because they just did not have the time for me and i understand why and i was willing to wait for it to pass and just be there for them if they needed me . but it has been hard . i even wrote in my list notebook that by jan 10 if it keeps going on to say something and if the behavior stays the same january 20th then i would be the one to break up for the sake of both of us . i was willing to do this another month and keep giving it a chance

typing all this out does help a bit , just moments ago i was sobbing in my car ; i still have 45 minutes of my break and when this post is over i will likely sob again . i just . idk . i feel like i tried all i could but i keep thinking i couldve somehow done more . like move back to where they live , or create things for them , mail letters again , say good morning instead of replying to last night's message and not hearing back until almost 4pm when my day is halfway over and theirs is just beginning . i wish i told them i love them more

they got nervous when i didnt acknowledge they were excited to see me in february because i was distracted christmas day dealing with my bank i should have told them how much i look forward to it , how it is what keeps me trying to be productive : seeing them in the future . i just had to hold out til february until i felt i couldnt , then it became january 20th as a last resort because i didnt know what to do anymore . i didnt know who they wanted me to be for them, how to be engaged when all they talked about was how hard it all is and how tired they are while i couldnt do a single thing it seemed but text , what could i do almost a thousand miles away ? im sorry i keep posting these i dont know what to do with these feelings and thoughts but purge them and have them acknowledged , whether or not someone reaches out which i dont really want , i think i just want to be heard . i cant tell my roommates due to our unorthodox situation i dont want to hear anything bad said about them from their ex , i dont care what he feels towards them or how he's never been supportive but still has been in my life knowing how involved they have been for my entire adult life . theyre not a bad person , ive never thought of them as abusive or toxic or bad or selfish or all these things people have told me to think when i just wanted to vent and be heard , not hear that they think we're incompatible . and i guess we are incompatible or else this wouldnt be happening . ive told myself this is just a situational issue and not The Relationship but maybe i have been wrong

i dont want that to be the truth . i swear it was just circumstantial , that it just got a little extra hard for a little while but we could get through it and they would know throughout this i would be there for them . i wanted to get them a promise ring while theyve been going through recovery just to give them something to remind them im there for them until the end , however that looks . i will never get the chance to do that for them now , it's too late and i am left just in horror it feels like . im so scared . im So , so scared of everything but ive always had them , now i do not and i know im capable of living without them , but why ? why do i have to do that now ? what could i have done different ? i just feel so , so sorry i couldnt be a better partner and i know they said its not my fault it's just where they are in life , but they didnt seem as sure as i feel about reuniting down the road after we work on ourselves. i just want to throw up but i havent eaten in 24 hours i dont feel hunger or anything but absence and anxiety . cant even listen to tmbg anymore everything i love reminds me of them and theyre not here anymore

#story

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in-decisivo · 2 years ago

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sparks fly

we said sparks fly back in 2016, my memory will never falter what i feel that night in megamall with arielle and janina even when you heavily teased me to a point i needed to pinch you so hard i love doing karaoke w u, makes me woner why we never do it alone

i think of all the times i was gushing about you, remembering your face and just smile because i cant help it; you to me is my safe space when i think of you it felt like home, it feels like breathing and im reminded that everything is going to be alright

i really adore u so much u dont even know it

but how fast sparks fly, can sparks can stay a bit longer so we retain this familiar and light atmosphere between us? how did u know my sparks went off? (honestly asking u)

to me; & this is im certain is that night of 2020 in october when i actually have to convince myself that youre not actually drifting away from me; when i have to also convince myself repeatedly that it will be alright if i show myself to u and it will not hurt and it does until this day, to change parts of me bcause you wouldnt like it - admittedly there r but it was a big leap

honestly i cant remember all the little things we fought about but i know from what i felt u pull back every single time and parts of me needed to be scratched or bruised to mend what happened; a its sad to be reminded everytime of what every little thing i ever did to you everytime -

learning about your online nuances on Twitter i think thats when things shifted for me, trust / trust issues could only be the thing thats making my walls standing - i was in a place where i felt so insecure about the way you present yourself to people you just knew, and it was never clear to me- your words could simply mean nothing but your actions takes a lot of space in my head during those time;

i dont trust the rest of the world but you

only you will make or break it

maybe I didnt trust you enough

but trust is actually a big thing for me

youve seen me hurt before youve seen me struggle all these years even were just friends at school even before then being friends with me needed to have a solid foundation on trust alone

somehow thats slowly creeping away i second guess myself now i doubt myself most of the time i lean into you bcos my confidence is not so great anymore

in times of uncertainty you were the one i run too and in time i dont know how to actually trust myself on most things

because of u

u stopped acting on our nuances so i never forget how you:

*make a video greeting messages every new year; you did this for two years only

*stopped making round trips at cubao manhattan area bcos you said you were tired

*you wake up so late you dont even greet me good morning for so long but i understand youre not a morning person but there are so many days you just dont even bother

*my hyper fixation to Starbucks could be a bad thing to you and has brought it up so many times and drove me off to actually disliking it

*the things we do are not relatively inclined but when I learned how to be a homebody you suddenly resist the idea why i haven't asked u out for so long - while I thought it was a nice feeling just spending my days with u

*everytime you want to go with that group of friends u somehow conceal half of everything then leave me wondering who are these people u r going out with

*you stopped flirting with me in public; stopped holding my hands; stopped doing sneaky kisses; you stopped clinging to me like the way it was

*it feels bad when i feel like you are just obliged to do the things to make me happy when in fact u r not a fan of the things i do

cont…

maybe that's how my sparks went off

#personal #mj

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gfmima · 2 years ago

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ex bf!kuni but this time u take him back

ex bf!kuni who barely considered asking u for a second chance since he knew there was no way in hell u would want to get back together again. it wasnt until ajax gave him a short intervention did he open his eyes and realize the situation

he spent the following nights, mulling over what he told him endlessly. he felt an uncomfortable pressure sit on his chest when thoughts of u moving on and finding someone new bombarded his mind. tears began to collect in his waterline; if he didnt make a move, he could lose u forever.

although humiliating to admit, ajax was right. next morning, he woke up a new man ready to face the day.

ex bf!kuni who got weak in the knees the first time he saw u after the break-up. he didnt know what to do or what to say! while he was happier than ever, his heart aches at the bitter reality that u wont greet him like u used to in the past. he didnt like it. at all. he hated the way u acted like strangers instead of past lovers

it was difficult to sit across u and pretend everything in his life was fine. it wasnt, of course. u most likely knew he was lying based on his unkempt appearance and deep eyebags and whatnot but chose to stay quiet.

he was thankful.

ex bf!kuni who almost cried tears of joy when u said u missed him too. it was embarrassing to say but it was the truth! he was seconds away from turning into stone after u decided to reach over and hold his hand.

fuck it.

the urge to save face disappeared, he was silently crying in his seat now.

ex bf!kuni who wouldve gotten a restraining order or a complaint if it weren’t for his good looks and the sheer desperation he exuded. he wanted to prove he was a different man, that he was worthy of earning a second chance. he was willing to do anything for u! all u had to do was ask and he’ll do it

if ur co-workers and colleagues didnt know him then, they do now. he wakes up early in the morning to make u breakfast AND prepare ur lunch (it sometimes has a sweet sticky note attached). need to run an errand but dont have the time? he’s on it.

a special occasion or good news comes? hes immediately sending u flowers. craving coffee or milk tea? hes sending one in your location as we speak. when he isnt busy, he’ll wait at ur office lobby to offer u a ride home. u could even ask him to kneel and he’ll do it in a heartbeat

ex bf!kuni who’ll take whatever u give him. u can greet or approach him first, or start the conversation and he WILL stare at u wide-eyed. ever since ur reconciliation with him, hes been making the first move, so this was a pleasant surprise

he found himself smiling widely as u rambled about ur day it almost felt like old times. he didnt want to interrupt u, he loved the sound of ur voice. he looked adorable listening to u with his head on his hands and a longing haze in his eyes

ex bf!kuni who goes on a massive cleaning spree after u say want to get back together and live in the shared apartment

the apartment mimics himself �� it was in pure shambles. it wasn’t super, duper messy, however, it was untidy enough for his friends to offer to clean up for him. the one room that managed to stay neat was the bedroom, he made the effort to make it look the way it would when u were around

ex bf!kuni who walks on eggshells for a couple days. hes very cautious, he doesnt wanna mess things up and make the foolish mistake that causes u to leave

it was endearing to see him behave and not snarky or mean for once, though, it grew strange right away. you needed to remind him that it was fine to act how he usually did before the break up, that u wouldnt leave him because of it

ex bf!kuni who has to earn the respect of ur friends all over again (he never did in the first place), which ISNT an easy feat considering they hated his gut in the very first place

itll take months, maybe a year until they decide to welcome him with open arms… ish? theyd glare at him whenever they visited u or made snide comments under their breath

it was annoying but it wasnt the worst part.

the latter arrived when they (unintentionally) brought up his insecurities. unlike him, they mentioned, u would have no issue finding someone new. in fact, they even scared him by joking that if he goofs up again, they already have a number for u to call

ex bf!kuni who u need to reassure u wont leave him for someone else. please be patient with him, he needs to take a lot of time to realize the worst is FINALLY over n ur here to stay for the long run

ex bf!kuni whos way too paranoid for his own good… if he doesnt feel u next to him, hes immediately standing up to find u. if u have a frown on ur face, hes asking u a ton of questions. if u stay too quiet, hes spiraling

ex bf!kuni mini hcs bc he wont leave me alone </3

ex bf!kuni who tells his friends he moved on but keeps all ur pics in his photo album n the items u left when u moved out in the same areas u would place them when u still lived with him

(he secretly wears the promise ring he gave u as a necklace under his shirt. he nearly trashed the whole apartment after he misplaced it by mistake… it was on his bedside table the entire time)

ex bf!kuni who continues to buy ur favorite laundry soap, so all of his clothes and bedsheets smell like u. he won’t admit it but the familiar scent comforts him on a bad day. he even hugs ur pillow at night when he has trouble sleeping

the first night post break-up was difficult for him. he was so used to having ur body rest beside him, it didnt feel right to sleep without u. he forced himself to get used to the sudden change bc he didnt know when u will come back to him and if u event wanted to :(

ex bf!kuni who returns home after a long, tiring day at work and forgets you arent there to greet him anymore. his face wears a deep frown once he noticed how eerily quiet it was without u around. it was strange to yell “i’m back” and not hear ur voice reply w a cheery “i missed u!”

one time, he woke up and called out (whined) ur name, only to be met w absolute silence. needless to say, he laid in bed uncomfortable w ur absence

ex bf!kuni who acts like he doesnt care about u but goes “!” when he overhears a friend mention ur name or talks about ur latest ventures. he leaves the room after they move onto the topic of ur love life

ajax was the first person to catch onto his strange behavior, however, chalked it up to him seeing things. that was… until it happened again and again and again and again

he begged kuni to call u and get closure. ur ex would rather die than humiliate himself by listening to his friend

ex bf!kuni who looks through the photos u took as a couple whenever he misses u :( he changed his lock-screen but his wallpaper is still u

the neighborhood’s aunty caught a glimpse of it and teased him for being such a lovesick sap. she told him he was lucky to find his person at a young age and scolded him to treat u right and never let u go

sigh, if only she knew…

ex bf!kuni who convinces everyone he moved on from u and was doing well despite the end of your long relationship. his attitude didnt change, giving off the impression that he was unaffected by the break up and led many to believe he didnt love u as much as they thought

it was (hilariously) far from the truth—if anyone were to pay close attention to him, theyd spy his weary eyes and mellow demeanor and understand he was lying to save face

ex bf!kuni who goes undercover and visits the restaurants, cafes, and places u frequent in general, hoping to see u or accidentally bump into u

he stopped after it dawned on him how creepy it was of him to do this. he also didnt want to take his chances and see u w someone new. honestly, he didnt know what to do when the day comes and he spots u happy & well w another man holding ur hand

ex bf!kuni who didnt know what to say when nahida asked him why she doesnt see u anymore, why u dont visit her :(

instead of telling her the truth, he told her u were busy bc of work and that shed see u once ur schedule allows it. he was sent some knowing glances by his relatives because of his response. he knew hed be questioned about the status of ur relationship sooner or later and he wasnt ready

#☆

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mars-writes-yandere · 2 years ago

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Sweets

warnings: stalking, kidnapping, use of chloroform

Dabi hated sweets. The only chocolate he would eat is 90% dark chocolate. He refused to eat anything else. So why was he finding himself wandering to your store door late at night? Maybe it was the neon pink open sign that burned into his eyes at 2 in the morning. Maybe it was that you could be seen behind the counter stocking the fridge and display case for your early customers.

Dabi didn't know you. He doesn't really know anyone; he doesn't care about getting to know people so why did he want to get to know you? Why did he want to be behind you in the crook of your neck, his chest to your back, swaying the both of you as you bake?

His body moves on its own, walking him into your shop. The scent of vanilla hit his nose as soft classical music plays in the background. Your humming was subtle but he could hear it. The bell above the door dings, making you look up. You smile the most beautiful smile dabi has ever seen on someone at him and wave with your flour covered hands.

“ Welcome in!! How may I help you?” You say energetically despite it being 2 am.

“Hey doll, I'm looking for something bitter. Got anything like that?” Dabi said smoothly despite his palms sweating in his jacket.

You nodded your hair and glided to the back of the store,disappearing behind the swinging door.

Dabi didn't want any sweets. He was on his way to the liquor store when he saw you through the window.

“I have a dark chocolate bar, handmade! Or I have a dark chocolate cupcake! But other than that I have nothing I'm afraid.” You say still sporting that angelic smile on your face.

“ That handmade dark chocolate bar sounds good. You make it yourself doll?” He asks. He was more inclined to pay for it if it was made by you.

“ Mhm!!1 Everything here is handmade by me! I work here alone.”

Dabi nods his head and pulls out a 20 from his wallet. He puts it in your hand, exchanging it for the chocolate bar. You stare at the 20 in shock as dabi walks out the door.

He couldnt get enough of you. Everyday around the same time dabi would stop by your shop and just watch you. Sometimes he would buy something, sometimes he would just watch. He learned that you lived on top of your shop and dont communicate with people outside of your customers. You have a phone but you barely use it.

For the past month dabi has been figuring out his feelings. He didnt know why he felt so strongly about you. It was more than just a simple crush. He wanted to keep you away from everyone, carve his namde into you, keep you with him at all times; these thoughts consumed his head 24/7 and he knew they wouldnt stop until he had you

October 31,2022 2:30 am Dabis phone read. He was outside of your shop, standing in the darkness. You had decided to go to bed early and get up early to bake instead of staying up late. You wanted to make little treat bags for the kids that would come to your bakery door.

Going around the back of the building, dabi located the fire escape. Climbing up slowly he opened the window, climbing into your bedroom. You slept quietly on your bed, bunny stuffed animal wrapped up in your arms.

Taking a cloth out of his pocket, dabi took a little bottle out of his pocket and poured the bottle onto the cloth. Putting it over your mouth and nose he used his other arm to hold you down as you struggled. Once you fell limp dabi put you in his arms and out the way he came.

“This morning a little bakery was found broken into, the owner missing and gone. The police have no leads on who they think could have done this. What a spooky way to wake up on Halloween morning.”

Dabi turned off the tv as soon as your picture flashed on screen. He didnt want the first thing you seen when you wake up is your face on the tv screen. Your head was in dabi’s lap. Your arms are wrapped around his waist as his finger comb through your hair. Dabi hated sweet things. Youre an acception.

#yandere #yandere dabi #yandere mha #mha #yandere my hero academia #dabi x you #dabi x reader

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chrollosdoll · 3 years ago

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Princess

SUMMARY: After breaking up with your cheating ex, you decide to give your co worker and friend Nanami a chance.

FORMAT: Fanfiction.

CW: !!NSFW!!, pillowprincess!reader x servicedom!Nanami, Cunnilingus!, Oral sex! Receiving, Body Worship, Dacryphillia, MINORS DNI!!

TW: None.

NOTES: I haven’t written a fanfic in nearly a year and this was rushed for a friend so, please ignore the mistakes.

WC: 3.4k

After working another long 10 hour shift, you wanted to do nothing more than kick your feet up and relax. Yet, something about the atmosphere of your apartment felt off. Your doors were unlocked, and you saw someone else’s heels on the floor.

You tried to come up with excuses.

‘Maybe he bought them for me’ or ‘Maybe someone asked him to hold it for them’, but even you knew how ridiculous you sounded.

You couldn’t bring yourself to actually venture into your bedroom, because you already knew what was going on. You mentally prepare yourself for the event that's about to unfold and you creak open your door.

The room reeked of sweat and sex, and you saw work clothes and lingerie that weren’t yours sprawled across your floor. And to top it all off you see your boyfriend’s “co-worker” having sex with him. He freezes like a deer caught in headlights when he notices your presence, and swiftly shoves the girl off of him.

“I didn’t think you were-” You cut him off and point towards the door.

“Leave.” You tell him sternly.

He hurriedly puts his boxer on and ushers the girl to get dressed as well. Once she’s dressed he kicks her out and lingers back to talk to you.

“I thought I already told you to leave” You tell him.

“I am but, for the record you did this to yourself. You work 6 out of 7 days of the week, from morning to night, and I’m here everyday all alone. Do you know how hard that is for me, to not even see my own girlfriend. I have needs, you know.”

“Needs? Are you kidding me? You really just sat up here and cheated on me in my own home and you want to tell me it’s my fault? You're so much of a deadbeat that you couldn't even cheat on me in your own home. Why? Because you got evicted. I only work this much so that I can provide for us, because you aren’t man enough to pitch in. Do you think that bitch would still fuck you if she knew how fucking broke you were?”

He grabs his stuff and heads for the door and slams it on his way out.

‘Does that prick really think he has the right to be upset with me?’ You think to yourself.

You throw out the bed sheets, trash all of his stuff, throw away any gifts he gave you, and remove every trace of him from your home. Anything to distract yourself from what just happened.

You thought that maybe if you were occupied you wouldnt feel it. You wouldn’t feel the pain of what your lover of 3 years had just done to you. How he stabbed you in your back. Embarrassed you. Humiliated you.

You look down at the trash bag in your hand and pull out your anniversary picture from 2 years ago. Everything that had just happened came rushing back to you. You throw the picture frame at your all and watch it shatter to pieces as you fall to the ground and cry.

‘Why Satorou. Why’ You thought to yourself.

Throughout your relationship you had never done anything wrong. You always did your best to please him, whether it was dinner, dates, or even sex. You felt like it was you job to keep him satisfied, or else he’d leave if he wasn’t.

And that’s exactly what he did.

You text your boss that you won't be able to come into the office tomorrow, then you put your phone on silent, and grab a blanket before moving to the couch. You waddle in your self despair as you fall into a deep sleep.

Several days have passed and each day when you think it's better, it gets worse.

He won’t stop calling and texting you. He gets a new number every time you block him. He’s shown up to your house unannounced several times, begging and pleading for you to forgive him. Until he just stopped. Which hurt you even worse.

‘He’s giving up on me this early? It hasn’t even been a week.’

During another one of your pity parties, you can’t stand being sad any longer. You try to think of things that would perhaps take your mind off of your cheating ex. And then you remember what the new manager at the office had asked you a few weeks ago.

“I’d like to know if you would want to grab a drink with me.”

“Sorry, I have a boyfriend” You told him with a guilty look on your face.

“Ah. I’m sorry, I didn’t know’ The man said before walking away embarrassed.

‘What was his name?’ You think to yourself, desperately trying to remember.

Oh! Nanami.

You quickly pull out your phone and search his number in your contacts, it was saved since he was a member of your work team and having his number was convenient.

You press the call button and wait for him to pick up.

He answers after the second or third ring.

“Hello?”

“Hey Nanami, I know this is weird but, do you think I could take up your drink offer?”

“Oh sure, when would you like to go out?” He answers almost cheerfully.

“Uh, is right now a bad time?” You ask, hoping it isn’t.

“Now’s not bad at all, I’ll pick you up in an hour?”

“Yeah that sounds good” You tell him.

You hang up and text him your address, as you start to get ready.

You were thinking of something subtle but you remembered a certain dress you had. A certain that you saved for Satorou, but it’s too late now. It's a short and tight black dress that hugs your body in the best way possible. You also decide to wear lingerie, just in case.

After freshening up you take a look in the mirror. You’re reminded of him again and you almost cry, but you decide to hold it in, so you don’t mess up your makeup.

‘No, stop it. I look to god damn pretty to cry right now’ You think to yourself.

Nanami rings the doorbell, and you head over to open the door and open it.

He looks way different than he does at work. His hair is down rather than slicked back, he's wearing a black button, leaving the first few buttons undid, along with some black pants. He's also wearing a gold chain, small diamond stud earrings, and a few rings. But, the biggest difference you noticed was that he opted out his glasses.

You never noticed how pretty his eyes were till now.

“You look gorgeous.” He tells you, snapping you out of your thoughts.

Your eyes meet his and a slight blush comes to your cheeks.

“Uh, thank you. You look gorgeous too.” You say back.

He laughs.

“I look gorgeous?” He asks you whilst smiling.

“Yes, as a matter of fact you do, more gorgeous than any man I’ve ever seen.”

“Then you’re more gorgeous than any woman I’ve ever seen.” He says back.

He holds his hand out for you to take it. And as you do, you can’t help but love the feeling his large hand feels around your smaller one.

After 15 minutes of driving and conversing, you two make it to the bar as he holds open the door for you.

You thank him and find two seats for the both of you.

The bartender asks what you guys would like to drink and Nanami answers first.

“I’d like a Gin please, and for the lady…” He looks at you awaiting your answer.

“I’d like a Singani please,” You tell the bartender as he walks away to make your drinks.

“Wow, I’m surprised.”

“Why? Because I prefer hard liquor over sweet cocktails?” You ask him agonisingly.

“No, because not many people know about that drink.”

He was right, it’s not very popular among drinkers, but it’s been your favourite since you were 21.

“I guess I just have unique taste” He laughed, amused at my answer.

“I guess you do” He replied.

You talk to him the whole night, and the more you interact with him, the harder it is for you to resist his charm. So much that you can’t even remember your cheating boyfriend. And after a while you started to gain a little liquid courage.

“Y’know Nanami, I never expected this from you” You say out of the blue.

He smirks slightly and turns to you.

“Expected what?” He mused back.

“You to be so laid back. I thought you were a pretty uptight dude”

He laughed at your words, which surprised you since whenever you would try to joke about Satoru, he always took it to heart.

“What else did you think about me?”

“Well…I always thought you were nice, and very-”

You’re cut off when you notice him staring at you. He’s focusing on every word you’re saying and giving you his full attention.

“Very what?” He asked you.

“Handsome” You blurt out.

The tips of his ear burned a slight pink after you said that, and he paused for a second.

“I always thought you were beautiful too.” He said shortly after the silence.

“Thank you” And then it was your turn to get flustered.

It was odd to you. You know you should be focused on being with Nanami right here and right now. But, you can’t help but compare every feeling he gives you to how you felt with your ex. And at one point you started to realise that even after years of dating, Satoru had never made you feel this way. He had never flustered you, made you laugh genuinely, nor had you ever felt this comfortable around him. You always remember everything feeling forced and unnatural, and you start to ask yourself…

‘Did I ever even love him?’

“Huh?” Nanami asked you.

“Oh! Nothing, I’m just….thinking out loud” You quickly answer back.

A few moments pass by and Nanami turns towards you and asks,

“Why did you change your mind?”

“About what?”

“About coming here with me. I thought you were in a relationship” He admits, not looking you in the eye.

“I thought I was in one too” You laugh before downing the rest of your drink.

He looks at you waiting for you to elaborate.

“Caught him in the act a few weeks ago, after coming home from a long ass shift”

He stops for a few moments before downing the rest of his drink also.

“My ex-wife did the same thing to me a few years ago, we had been together since middle school and decided to marry the second we finished highschool. One day after coming home, I found her in bed with her ‘co-worker’ and she sweared it wasn’t what it looked like”

You stop for a second and burst into a laughing fit which startles him.

“No fucking way, it was the co-worker for me to”

He starts laughing along with you.

You take a look at your phone and notice it’s 1 am. And right before you’re about to ask if he’s ready to go, rain starts falling down heavy,

“Awl shit, it’s starting to look like a category 3” The manager of the bar says.

He starts to warn everyone to try and not stay too long on the roads, before going back into his office.

“Damnit, my house is 30 minutes away from here, uhh there’s a motel down the street if you could drop me-“

“Are you sure you don’t want to just stay the night? My house is only 10 minutes from here”

Your face turns red.

“I don’t want to invade your privacy or anything”

“I’m offering you to stay, why would you be invading?” He asks whilst chuckling.

“But you don’t have to if you’re uncomfortable” He adds on.

“That would be fine if you don’t mind”

He tells you to wait inside while he goes to get the car and bring it to the front so you won’t get wet. After he pulls up to the front you hop in and he starts driving to his house.

You two arrive at his home and you’re caught off guard by the sheer luxury of his home. It's a condo with dark grey painted walls, black countertops, and a few gold accents. It's very minimalistic, yet gorgeous at the same time, it almost reminds you of Nanami himself.

“You’re home is very beautiful Nanami”

“Thank you, I tried my best with the design”

“You did a great job, it’s beautiful” You say while walking around looking at the small decorations and vases.

He tells you to make yourself comfortable and do what you like. And when you start to feel a little thirsty you head over to the kitchen to pour yourself a glass of water.

You stand up on your tiptoes to grab a glass from the cabinet and you feel his presence behind you. He places one hand on the counter in front of you and the other on the glass.

Your face burns and you step down to the balls of your feet and freeze.

“Are you alright?” He asks you, concerned.

His intentions were pure and innocent yet here you were thinking like a bitch in heat. You take a moment to compose yourself and turn around to face him.

Your faces are close. Very close. The tips of your noses almost touching. He places the glass down next to you and places his hand on your waist. You let out a small gasp and he asks you a question.

“Is it okay if I kiss you?”

You nod your head.

He closes the gap between yalls faces, only to stop right at your lips

“Use your words”

“Yes Nanami”

And he connects you and his lips together and presses his body into yours. Not long after he softly swipes his tongue against your bottom lip asking you to let him into your mouth. You oblige and part your lips and his tongue sweeps all throughout your mouth leaving no place untouched. You moan into his mouth and he presses his body into yours further and you feel his dick pressed onto your stomach through his pants.

He pulls away, giving you time to breathe before looking at you again.

“Are you sure you want to continue, we can always stop”

Rather than answering his question you wrap your arms around his neck and unbutton a few buttons of his shirt. You then run your hands down his torso and start to press kisses on his collarbone. Which soon turns into you covering his neck in dark hickies.

Nanami groans and tightens his grip on your waist.

“Fuck” He mumbles under his breathe.

Before you can unbutton the rest, he places his hands under your ass and lifts you up before walking you over to his bedroom.

“Y’know, you're really not as innocent as you look” He says before dropping you on the bed.

He stands at the edge and lifts his shirt over his head. And you place your hand on his abdomen and start to trail kisses at his chest before reaching the top of his belt buckle. Your hands move to undo it but he quickly grabs it and pins you to the bed.

“What's the rush princess, we have all night, just sit back and let me please you” He says before getting on his knees in front of you at the edge of the bed.

You take off your necklace and earrings and he starts to unzip your dress, before he pushes you back down and wraps his arms under your upper thigh.

You look down to see his face right at your crotch before putting your hands at your face, which you already know is super red. You clench your thighs as he forces them back open.

“Don’t run away from me, i’m not gonna hurt you” He laughs as you feel the hot air from his mouth go straight through the lacy thin panties you wore.

“Tell me, did you wear this for me?” He asks before starting to plant kisses onto your pussy.

You whimper and bite your lip before giving him a small mhm.

“I can't hear you princess”

“Yes, I did” You say, squeezing your eyes shut in desperation.

He smiles and slowly licks a stripe from the top to the bottom of your pussy, through your panties.

“Good girl” He says into you.

“Nanami please” You beg him.

“Please what, tell me what you want”

“I want you to touch me, please”

He pulls your panties down and lets them fall to the floor before licking you again. Except faster and harder than before.

You moan again, but much louder and you lip your lip to contain your moans before he stops completely and moves his face leaving you cold. He looks up and pills your lip from your mouth.

“Let me hear you” Is all he says before going back down on you. He then brings his right hand up to your clit and starts to gently rub it in small circles.

You shout his name out in pleasure before your hands grab his hair yanking on it.

This goes on only for a few more seconds before you come on his face.

Panicking you grabbed your dress off the bed and wiped his face off.

“What's wrong?” He asks you, stopping your hands.

“I-it’s all over your face”

“I know” He chuckles.

“Don’t you find it…gross?”

He looks at you for a moment before taking two fingers to wipe your come off his cheek, and licking it off.

“I don’t find anything about you gross, princess” He says before swallowing it.

You looked at him in shock as you remembered your ex boyfriend rushing to wash his hands and face after going down on you for less than a minute.

“Stop letting your mind wander, focus on me” He looks at you before unbuckling his belt.

“I'm gonna ask you one last time before-“

“Yes, I-I want to go all the way with you, Nanami” You cut him off,m eagerly.

He pulls down his pants and boxers before hovering over you naked.

Jesus fucking christ, hes like a greek god almost. Toned yet lean torso, hair messy and sticking to his forehead from all the sweat, and no to mention his dick.

Is huge.

“C'mere princess, don’t get all shy on me”

He brings his lips to yours and kisses and he pushes himself inch by inch.

“Fuck, Nanami” You moan into his mouth as tears prick the corner of your eyes. He pulls away and lisses the tears off your face as you cry harder once he’s all the way in. Your nails scraped and scratched as you clawed his back.

He stroked deep into you, tantalizingly slow, almost as if he wants you to ask him to go faster.

He looks at your face intently with every stroke he does, watching your reaction when he jerks hard at you, slows down, speeds up.

But you did notice one thing about him. He gains pleasure from seeing you cry, something about it satisfies him. Seeing your eyes all watery and your hair all disheveled makes him feel like he's doing a good job. Like he's ruining you in the best way possible.

He starts to pick up his pace once you adjust to him, and begins to rut into faster than before.

“Nanamiii” You drag out his name as he moans into your chest.

“Kento” He says into your breast.

“My name is Kento” He repeats again before wrapping his mouth around your boob, making you cry his name again.

“Kento, please. I’m close”

“Come for me, princess” He says as you come undone seconds before him.

Your body flops under him as you fall asleep. He grabs a rag to wipe you and himself down before picking you up and putting you in the guest bed, while he washes the sheets right before climbing in with you and falling asleep as well.

#jujutsu kaisen nanami #nanami x you #jujutsu nanami #nanami smut #nanami simp #nanami kento #kento smut #kento nanami #kento x reader #kento x you #kento x y/n #nanami x reader #nanami x y/n

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strangecowplant · 4 months ago

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UPDATE

sorry once again for the very late update, teddy has been requiring quite literally every second of my time right now but i can write when hes napping

teddy is home again, and he's really messed up on his meds. he's now also taking lorazepam on top of his antibiotics and gabapentin, coupled with another bout of sedation he's extremely high right now. i was not told taking these two would increase side effects like dizziness, drowsiness, confusion ect he's completely fucked up right now. they also didnt tell me the side effects of this new med, one being vocalization which is horrible to hear esp when you dont know why its happening, the only way to stop him meowing sometimes is to hold him like a baby and sing as i walk up and down the hall. i had to literally google all these side effects and interactions myself

he is drinking lots, eating lots but he has not peed yet again. im trying to stay so positive right now, maybe its because he's so fucked up on meds, maybe he just needs some time, i have no idea. hes trying, not straining, but nothings coming out yet, he did poop however so in theory he does have control over his muscles enough back there which should mean he can pee, and yet...

im so exhausted, but im also EXTREMELY pissed off now. i am done with this vet, i never even got a call today for reassurance until late, i had to call three times to ask about him and was only able to get small updates from the other staff bc the vet was in surgeries, understandable of course surgeries are top priority, but he or one of the staff could've at least called in the am like i was expecting. i didn't receive a call until 4:30 as i was walking out the door to go there

they removed the catheter before calling me, i said i would've liked to keep it in for as long as possible yesterday but it was in for less than 24 hours again (first time it was in for less than 12) and they didn't check if he could go on his own afterwards afaik. it seemed like they were just shrugging me off, i had to ask all the questions that really should've been explained by them first I had to be the one to even ask if this new medication could even be TAKEN with his other ones. i had to ask if he was given his meds this morning (he wasnt last night because 'he was still very groggy from the anaesthesia' which im sure is code for 'place is closed time to go home' i hope his pain medication stayed in his system enough to last overnight) something didnt feel right yesterday when i stood my ground to them, it really feels like the vet wants to wipe his hands clean and move on like he knew i wouldnt be giving them more money for surprise additions (which mind you, the new medication was a surprise and never spoken about. his first dose of it was at 9am, they had ample time to call me beforehand and explain he would be taking it)

when the vet finally called he also mentioned randomly that he has a minor heart murmur likely from birth, except i know for a fact he's never had one he's been checked over multiple times since birth and has always had a super clean bill of health. i asked if it could be caused by the blockage but he said its unrelated and then said he wanted to xray or ultrasound to check right then and it would be 850-900+$ with adding on a bunch of words as if to scare me. of course i dont want my boy to be ill but all this happening and knowing that im already struggling to pay just feels like a way to milk more money from me. of course a check would need to be done but i would've appreciated an 'in the future we will want to check this' and not 'he can collapse' when im already dealing with teddy being on deaths door. not to mention having him be sedated again i can't imagine being good at all for him. the way it was gone about feels wrong and i was a wreck until i talked to my mom about it and she reassured me. scouring studies i did in fact find its relatively common for murmurs to happen with acute urinary blockage in cats, so saying it was absolutely unrelated further adds to my mistrust. to add on even more, i also know for a fact ultrasounds for cats are nowhere NEAR 900 dollars

i don't know how teddy is going to hold up tonight, he's not all there from the drugs and hes not peeing. im so broken im numb, but im angry now. im going to do the absolute best i can for him, im calling around other vets tomorrow to see what can be done, im going to get second opinions and ask if what this vet did was as wrong as i think it is. i am preparing for the worst but working hard for the best and i am never going back to that place, they've taken thousands of dollars from us in the last two years with most of it from just this weekend and for what? just to be pushed aside?

please everyone keep teddy in your thoughts and hope he can somehow recover from this, hope he can make it through the night and finally pee, he can pee on whatever he wants i dont even care i just want him back to normal

please help me pay my kitties emergency vet bill!

ive never done this before but one of my cats just had to get an extremely sudden emergency procedure and i don't know what to do, my vet and i have reached out to a couple incredible programs here to help with the bill but one is less than half and the other hasn't replied back yet, i've already declined the blood work (CA$356) to lower the bill at the risk of possible underlying liver and kidney issues not being found but its still a monumental amount for us right now. i just feel so helpless

we had enough to pay the minimum deposit to get the procedure started in time thankfully, but we were already scraping by as it is and now we're in desperate need of funds to eat/pay rent/pay off any remainder of the bill. i am disabled without aid and have been unable to work/haven't worked since 2015 but am on track to hopefully start working pt this fall. i live with my mom who has 3-4 jobs including one seasonal job which needless to say is stressful and wearing her down. we unfortunately are stuck in the most expensive place to live in canada with the inability to save up to flee so the cycle is never ending.

this is Teddy, my typically very silly vocal happy boy who's not quite 2 yet, my comfort king, my little muffin who acts like a weighted blanket for me at night and eases my anxiety, his favourite toy is his pink unicorn poof, he loves car rides and he can shake paw!

he got a sudden urinary blockage last night with no straight answer as to why and progressively got worse as the night went on, i didnt sleep at all, i was panicking and bawling, naturally, and raced to the vet to get in as soon as the door opened. i assumed it was a uti which wouldn't have been as costly, but it turned out to be much more severe and life threatening. i never expected my usually extremely healthy boy to suddenly be at risk of that and im still trying to just process whats been happening

he needed to be sedated and given a catheter and some medication, the total bill came to CA$985.62, of which we were barely able to pay 500 of, and one program was able to donate 300 leaving a total of CA$185.62 for the bill. this, of course, leaves us scrambling for food and rent as well

i know there are a lot of fundraisers out there needing donations right now, and i really hate letting myself be so open and raw like this but even a dollar would help tremendously and i would be forever grateful for any help whatsoever, even a rb to signal boost is greatly appreciated <3

TLDR; my cat had a sudden life threatening issue and now we can't pay the full vet bill or pay for food/rent

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lockleysfav · 2 years ago

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My Amour Pt. 2

Moonknight boys x female reader

Warnings: Um..Alot of angst (im so sorry guys), Suicidal Steven, Marc and Jake have to stay strong for you and Steven :/ happy ending!

Part One

It had been 11 hours and there was no update of your well-being. Steven had been gripping at his hair, picking at his lips and had about 3 breakdowns in the Male toilets. Jake tried his best to stay calm for you and Steven, he had to hold Steven at one point to let him sleep but it only lasted for 30 minutes before he shot up in a panic again. And as for Marc, well after the first hour and no update he went insane. He blamed anything and anyone he possibly could, his first victim was Frankie, Marc was too blinded by rage. ‘Maybe Frankie being an asshole caused you so much stress that you passed out and you’re not waking up’ Marc thought to himself as he easily found his address. Jake tried to tell him to calm down but Marc had his ears blocked out, he walked to your hospital room window and stared at your body covered in tubes, at first his eyes started to water but then the sight of Frankie flashed in his eyes and again, he was filled with rage. He did was he thought was necessary.

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3 more hours passed by and Jake could sense Steven becoming agitated, almost angry at everything and everyone. A nurse had walked past him and he jumped up grabbing her “FOR FUCKS SAKE TELL ME IF SHES OKAY!” he shouted but Jake had to grab him, pulling him away and telling him you wouldnt want this. The thought of you being disappointed in Steven made him give up, dropping down and crying into Jakes jacket “Shh, it’s okay hermano” Jake soothed, stroking Stevens hair until he ran out of tears to cry. He let Steven stay in his arms until he fell asleep, causing Jake to lift his little brother up and walk to the car, laying him down in the backseats that still smelt like you.

Jake sighed when he shut the door, staring through the blacked out windows at Stevens fragile body, curled up into your old jean jacket with sore eyes, he locked the door, there was no way of getting out from the inside and deep down Jake knew it was so wrong but he couldnt bare to watch Steven crumble so easily. He couldnt lose Marc, Steven and you, he would have quite literally nothing to live for. You guys were the reason he enjoyed waking up in the mornings.

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Marc had finished with Frankie, soaking his furniture in gasoline and putting his house in flames with Frankies body in it. His clothes were covered in blood, he couldnt think straight. It felt as if he was drunk but on murder. He seethed as he made his way back to the hospital getting either weird or scared looks from civilians but its not like Marc actually cares, he could snap their neck in a blink of an eye if he wanted to. As he got to the entrance he froze when he saw Steven in the limo through the windshield.

what the fuck is he doing in there he thought to himself before walking to the passenger door and and attempting to open it only to find out its locked. Immediately he turned to the entrance and stormed through, pushing past anyone who got in his way.

“Hey! are you okay? do you need help sir” A nurse came rushing to aid Marc but he held a hand up “Don’t…Do not touch me i’m not hurt” he carried on walking and soon met eyes with Jake who stood up, eyeing his brothers red clothes “What did you do hermano” Jake asked in an angry tone but Marc grabbed hold of him, shoving him into the wall “Why the fuck is Steven locked in the car? What is he a fucking PRISONER!” Jake sighed, hanging his head while Marc continued to shout “THATS HIS GIRLFRIEND IN THERE JAKE!….Our world Jake” he loosened his grip on the eldest brother “You cant keep him away from her thats not fair..imagine one of us were in her position and she locked you away” Jake straightened up at that, he would fucking freak out. He’d break through even if it meant shattering the bones in his knuckles.

Of course, Jake went to the car and unlocked it, pulling steven out gently causing the youngest to stir “j-jake” he stuttered, leaning into him as he pulled him to his feet. Marc helped Jake walk Steven into the hospital, sitting him down on a couch in the waiting room “You’re okay hermano” he stroked Stevens back but he suddenly pushed Jakes hand away, standing up but Marc was quick to restrain him to the couch, pinning his arms down “Dont do this okay? Dont.” he whispered but Steven felt he was going mad without you, not knowing if you’re gonna wake up or not made him ill. He kicked at Marc making him stumble back, the nurses came running over but Steven slipped through, running to your room and attempting to open your doors, obviously being tackled by a security guard. Marc summoned his suit the moment the man laid hands on Steven but Jake had to grab Marc “No Marc!” he yelled at him, pulling him into a cleaning closet but Marc had already enough built up anger so when the much taller and bigger man grabbed their youngest brother he kicked open the closet door, kicking the man to the ground so Steven could get up.

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Steven was escorted out but Marc and Jake stayed to keep an eye on you. Marc insisted to keep an eye on him but Steven almost screamed at him to stay with you, he felt his heart break at Stevens begging, and the moment he left he had a sinking feeling in his gut that something bad was going to happen.

Steven wandered the empty streets, mumbling things to himself “my fault” “I shouldn’t of been so pushy, i should’ve done better” he felt himself stopping, his knees giving in as he dropped to all fours on the wet concrete. It was raining and it was almost relieving when his tears mixed in with the cold droplets of rain “pleasepleasepleaseplease i cant-“ he sobbed, clutching his shirt “i cant lose her” crying, his body slumped to the floor, curling in on itself from not only having the feeling of his heart being crushed but the cold weather engulfing him.

After a while he slowly got up, angry with himself. He clenched his jaw and walked straight ahead of him ignoring the worried looks he got, his legs took him to the large bridge that hovered over deep water, knowing if he was to jump, the water would immediately knock him out.

it’s your fault

Steven choked on a sob, slapping himself “Stop it” he gritted but the voice kept going.

You should’ve taken care of her

“I did” he replied, his hands shaking

Wasn’t enough, now look where she is! This is your fault Steven, if it wasnt for you she’d be okay!

His heart was hammering, his legs urging him foward towards the ledge.

You’re a coward. You cant even face her in that hospital bed because you know it is YOUR FAULT!

Steven broke, his hand hitting against his head repeatedly “STOP IT! STOP IT!” the tip of his shoes dangling off the edge.

If you had just left her alone that rainy night, she’d still be able to have that smile on her face.

He froze. Looking up, ahead of him was an endless ocean. Maybe it was right, what if he just left. What if he just made things better for you.

When he was about to take the step he heard a yell “STEVEN!” his head whipped around to see both Marc and Jake, tears in their eyes.

Marc was the one to speak “Steven buddy, this is not what you want to do okay? it’s not trust me i-” he gulped, his hands staying held up to show Steven he wasnt going to try anything “I’ve been down this path..in the temple remember? i know i know how tempting it is but if you fucking do this i wont be able to live with myself. I cant lose you, we cant lose you” Stevens lips pressed together as more tears continued to stream down his face.

Jake took a step forward “Y/n can’t lose you Steven.” he shook his head at that “Yes she can” he replied shakily, looking to Jake “If i had just left her alone-” Marc cut him off quickly “Dont even think about blaming yourself, this is not your fault it is not..your fault” he forced back his tears but when Steven stumbled a little forward he couldn’t help but yell out to him “STEVEN pleaseplease just come here” Steven faced the water “What if she doesnt wake up” he asked plainly, Jake responded “she will” “but what if she doesnt” “SHE WILL!” Jake screamed back “Do you even see how strong that woman is? she is fighting, she is fighting for us for you Steven so don’t you dare do the opposite and give up on her so easily!” there was a silence. Steven realised what he was truly about to do when he looked down at the crashing waves of water underneath him, Marc called his name gently one more time and he turned around, moving away from the ledge. Marc and Jake made no hesitation to run to him, pulling him into their embrace kissing his forehead “Dont ever leave us hermano” Jake whispered softly to him, Marc pushed the wet strands of hair from Stevens face “You’re our baby brother, without you we are nothing do you understand? we are only truly alive when we are together.”

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Steven built the courage to apologise to the staff of the hospital and they reluctantly allowed him back in, but what he saw made him weak.

You.

A nurse was arm in arm with you helping you walk and all three of them ran to you “Y/n!” Steven whimpered, reaching you and picking you up in his arms “Oh baby oh my god” you tensed when be first held you but you relaxed after realising it was Steven, The nurse backed away, smiling at the reunion. When he placed you back down his hands immediately cupped your cheeks “love-” he managed to say before tears broke out again, you frowned “Hey..baby come here” you pulled him against you, “i’m okay i’m here” you continue stroking the back of his hair and kissing against his ear. Marc and Jake couldnt get rid of their proud smiles.

Of course, you gave Marc and Jake deep hugs after Steven, kissing them both on the cheek. The nurse was against you going home so early but the boys insisted they had the accessories to help you if it happened again, in which they did. They had a Moon God of course.

But you weren’t so aware of that.

Nonetheless, when you all got home , not once did they leave you alone.

You were safe

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This ending may be a little disappointing if you guys expected more im so sorry :/

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toutallyahoe · 3 years ago

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Dear, you need to stop exposing yourself. How am I supposed to friendly bully you if you keep doing it to yourself? =P

jk, love you. Anyway, cause I have actually seen a RE2 playthrough and remember like maybe 5% of it, please do give me your nsfw thoughts on Leon.

pairing(s): leon kennedy x male reader

warnings: cursing, nsfw content ahead

a/n: cn, daeling, i literally am trying but unfortunately i have half a braincell and asdagjsjdkfjdjdfafa *sobs* 😭😭😭

but anyways, i think someone asked for my hcs on leon's kinks awhile ago but imma just compile it here like i did with ethan's as well 😌😌😌

also, i still havent finished re2 yet so adsgjskdkdksldkjfksjdjf

leon is affection starve (whether he admits it or not)

and that he has a bit of an abandonment issues

but anyways—

leon is affection starve. period.

he didnt knew it at first until you came along and made him feel love and adored for the first time in his life

this leads to him wanting more physical contact while having sex

as well as him having a praise kink

call him handsome, pretty boy or your baby boy and this man will go soft

just praise him please

or have your hands roam and touch his entire body while whispering praises on his skin

but back to the physical thing

leon needs to have your hands either hold his hips in place when you pound into him

press yourself close to him and remind him that you are right beside him please

leon adores getting praises as he gets fucked

mate pressing is definitely his favorite position btw

he just wants you close

leon is also very much into biting, not from zombies or anything, but he wants to be marked by yours

mark him as yours that when he wakes up in the morning and see the hickeys and bites you left on his skin

it makes leon smile and reminded what happened with the both of you the night before

leon loves you so much and will sacrifice everything for you

which is very sweet of him really

but anyways, more nsfw!!!

welcome home sex is a must due to leon not liking on leaving you alone

especially if leon comes home from a very long job and just wants to forget everything in the world besides you and fucking him hard

you both also mostly have sex either into the living room wall or floor because neither of you couldnt even wait to go to the bedroom

welcome home sex is much more desperate and passionate sex than the usual soft ones you guys do and it mostly a bit more kinkier as well

when you do managed to get into the bedroom though, its really just the same as you fuck him to the floor but at least its soft to slam him there lmao

anyways, teasing leon is fine

he is a bit into foreplay but just dont make it too long or else he'll go power bottom on you even if he is tired af and his body is begging for him to rest

but teasing, yes

teasing and commenting on leon for probably touching himself while he was away with the thought of you fucking him isnt really anything new to you both

leon wouldnt actually masturbate on a mission but he sometimes thinks about it and really tempted since he gets hot and bothered by thinking about you being there and help him blow off some steam

unfortunately for leon, you arent so reasons why the welcome sex is a must

you gotta make up for being too damn sexy to almost make him touch himself in a life or death mission you know!

also just edge leon's pretty ass that has him begging for you to let him cum and fill him up to the brim and make him reminded that he got fucked good please

leon wants to be filled by you and fuck him good that he'll remember it until he goes back for another mission

youre his fuel basically lmao

also, choking

just choking yall

leon gets off to you choking when you both get kinky

which isnt that rare tbh since most soft vanilla you guys do almost always ends with some nice spice added in the mix

anyways, leon loves the way your hands wrapped around his neck and occasionally squeeze to let him know youre in control

he just loves being breathless by you fucking him basically makes him turn on more

he is really into that

god, please choke him while praising how much of a good boy he is

in the end really, leon is just very happy to come back every mission with you welcoming him lovingly with a smile on your lips

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