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# Qᴜɪᴇᴛʀᴇꜱɪꜱᴛᴀɴᴄᴇ : an independent + private portrayal of 𝙺𝙰𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙽𝙴 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙸𝚂 , an original journalist character inspired by female war correspondents across history. multiverse + multifandom. written by 𝙺𝙸𝚃𝚃𝚈 ⁽ ²⁵⁺ ᶜˢᵗ ˢʰᵉ / ʰᵉʳ ⁾. established ᴏᴄᴛᴏʙᴇʀ ᴛᴡᴇɴᴛʏ-ꜱɪxᴛᴇᴇɴ.
ㅤ ㅤ ㅤ[ ��𝙽𝙵𝙾𝚁𝙼𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 ] [ 𝙼𝚄𝚂𝙸𝙲 ] [ 𝙷𝙴𝙰𝙳𝙲𝙰𝙽𝙾𝙽𝚂 ] [ 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶 𝚁𝙾𝙻𝙻 ]
ㅤㅤa study in . . . ─── military legacies , quiet determination , breaking barriers , keeping a cool head under fire , picking up the shattered pieces of oneself , true courtesy , dignity in femininity , + depending on faith.
[ 𝟶𝟶𝟷 ] welcome! this roleplaying blog is inspired by the courage and ingenuity of contemporary and historical female war correspondents and investigative journalists who reported on some of the most shattering news of their generations. darker themes will be present on this blog, including war, violence, blood, criminal activity, and more. common, including nsfw content, and mutuals' triggers are tagged with 'trigger tw', and i don't have triggers.
[ 𝟶𝟶𝟸 ] this is a mutuals only roleplaying blog which means i will only interact in character with blogs i follow in return. if you are a non-roleplaying blog, please don't reblog my original content or those of fellow roleplaying blogs. however, anyone is welcome to message me or send me questions.
[ 𝟶𝟶𝟹 ] i know a wide range of fandoms and, unsurprisingly, time periods, so i'm always willing to write in your muse's world or an au, whether or not you see it in my verses. obviously, oc are loved here! while i like unplotted starters and asks and welcome off the cuff interactions, deep and continuous plotting is my deepest joy. activity here may be sporadic as i have work, other blogs, and unfortunately, chronic illness, but unless i say otherwise, i'll always return, and i always reply to what i have when i do. feel free to ask for my discord if we're mutuals. i place most ic content in the queue.
[ 𝟶𝟶𝟺 ] i love romantic shipping, and always welcome asking, but it all depends on chemistry. however, if you think they have chemistry, i probably do too and am too shy to ask. platonic relationships are just as, if not more so, important to me and katherine's story. enemies and friends are all welcome!
[ 𝟶𝟶𝟻 ] i am almost entirely anti-callout, the exception being substantiated evidence of criminal behavior (including harassment). i will not reblog them nor do i want to see them frequently on the dash. however, please tell me if someone has treated you badly in private. i do not abide bullies.
[ 𝟶𝟶𝟼 ] i don't practice mains or exclusives due to being burned too many times, but i do have affiliates for friends i've built a lot with. i highly recommend you follow them!
[ 𝟶𝟶𝟽 ] i've created all the graphics, psds, headcanons, and icons unless stated otherwise in the post, it's reblogged, or it's listed below. please do not steal, but i'm usually happy to share if asked!
[ 𝟶𝟶𝟾 ] finally, hi, hej, i'm kitty! glad to have you! i'm a historian and historical seamstress/tailor living in the united states, but i grew up internationally. you might catch a glimpse of my work in ooc posts here and there. if you or anyone else you know on this site are having a bad day, know at any time you can send in 'positivity please' anon or not (just make sure to include the url), i'll pull together some kind words to try to brighten that day.
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Something about bsd abilities and trauma and also literature as escapism to face reality better. Something about Atsushi's fantasy being all about strength and self healing and a rampaging "beast beneath the moonlight" when reality forces him to rely on others to heal and emphasizes his empathy and "weakness." Something about Dazai's escapist fantasy and character trope as something "no longer human" when he actually is very much human. Something about Yosano's fantasy being a world where "thou shalt not die" when reality keeps making her face death. Something about Kunikida's desires to be a "lone poet" against the world with just him and his ideals realised when reality is full of people he can't abandon. Or Kenji escaping into a world where he is "undefeated by the rain" and putting his entire soul into living that dream out. Or Akutagawa being (philosophically) consumed by his "rashoumon" when reality shows he doesn't always have to devour and overtake....
#i wanted to do it for golden demon demon snow and light snow but had the feeling the og japanese would probably give them all more...#...nuance#i think aku's as well probably has nuance in the og language that i probably missed#anyway yeah#literature being a way to escape reality and trauma response against it or something....#later (reading back on this): yeah okay i can queue this#not sure how i agree with my past self but i think its an interesting concept#their abilities being a manifestation of defiance against their reality or something#(it makes sigma very tragic and funny. guy who can know anything but he cant know what he really wants to know)#bsd#bsd musings#bsd theories#i think?#bsd abilities#too lazy to tag all the characters
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Just saw Look Back in the theater. It's a perfect manga to film adaptation: integrity to both mediums, an actual reason to be adapted, and intentional and loving filmmaking as a celebration of human collaboration are all here. The music, voice acting, visual composition, backgrounds, and animation are amazing.
Even if you've already read the original, please, if you can, go see this. It's incredible.
#josie muses#look back#would be SHOCKED if this doesn't get a physical release. if you can't go to a theater get it and watch it SOMEWHERE.#great pacing. inventive and intentional shots. not just a straight panel-by-panel copy translation.#I've read the og too but this was a different experience enhanced in the specific ways animation can do it#I know it's partially because fujimoto is so. cinematic. but this team took his work and laterally moved it to film perfectly.#the emotions. the character acting. the ebb and flow of the comedy and tragedy.#dare I say... kino... a bitch be crying in the theater. makima crying in theater dot png but actually for real in earnest.#this shit is so peak#unironically will primarily call this a 'film' instead of an 'anime movie' when I talk with people about it.
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okay but what if i add harley quinn but set in a boys verse? and by what if, i mean i totally am.
#i. out of character : 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭.#( i talked about her with della )#( it's happening )#( my og muse coming back in a different way )#( harley quinn was my first rp muse )
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not it just NOW HITTING ME - that steve has two children named charlie ... in two separate universes, two different genders - but it just now hit me -
#( a pathological people pleaser // ooc )#(like there's his og baby girl from his single dad au - charlie)#(but there is ALSO charlie hunter-harrington (charlie gardner) in the bmw au w noelle)#(i also have like three muses named charlie bc of this bc both of his kids are my muses plus i have an oc named charlie-)#(this takes me back to when i was younger & was convinced charlie was the most basic name in the world bc i knew so many-)#(ANYWAYS IM GONNA FINISH THESE PHOTO MEMES SO I CAN GO TO BED- but yeah just needed to point this out)
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You know I'm sad about Nightbringer but you know what else I'm sad about?
I have big comics in mind I want to do so which but I don't know which to do or if I should even try to do them given time now. Here they're:
1. My MC's adventure through OM - It'll be Season 1's Adventure and just doing it with Mara even though OG is being discarded (My MC actually has other things going on aside from the main OG story so it's touching on that to flesh her out)
2. Reverse Nightbringer - Idea I'm tinkering with ( Feel free if you're a fanfic author to use it just tag me cause I wanna read it ) but I imagine something happened in MC's past to make them so blasé about demons so the brothers go back in time to when MC is a kid - teenager to figure out what it is and save MC from an event that makes them so uncaring about their safety now they literally have to blend in to the human world and adapt to it to find younger MC and figure out what happened ( For my MC Mara it'll go over her trauma and distaste for Demons and figuring out who made her so Aloof to them )
3. A big comic following My MC's adventure in Nightbringer's story. Just yknow her reaction to stuff now idk.
Also if you have any other thoughts let me know I just want to figure out which big comic I should work on since I'm feeling down and lost about how to get my drawing spark back.
#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me musing#obey me musings#These ideas arent complete yet but I want to know which to focus on...#Would it be weird to do the S1 story when OG Obey Me is being discarded right now?#See for the one where the brothers go back in time I imagine they have to look/use more human/common Names and track MC#Like a reversed au where MC is hostile instead
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The Original Doll -- Caretaker Series ICARUS.
A species of a man-made greed, lust and wrath. Frederick created something he shouldn't have, but it didn't stop his desires of science from reaching its pinnacle. Those with the darkest secrets, the vilest of taboos - fed his research, gave him endless credits and money to pursue his curiosities of the human body, the power of science and overall, depravity. It probably doesn't sound like such a vile thing to get a Doll for care taking - however it wasn't just a butler made of synthetic materials and data in its smooth brain. It was a creation of monsters without ethics. A being born into this world under microscopes and in tubes filled with concoctions that would rattle the world.
But - the mattered not. It wasn't like it was human.
It wasn't a real child. It wasn't a real teenager. It wasn't a real adult. It was a thing.
And nothing but a thing to be used, abused and exploited to their owner's consent.
After all, when one has a dirty secret, keeping it locked behind closed doors is the best method of keeping the pupil away from it. Crime rates in the streets lowered by 80% Crime rates in general lowered by 40%
He was named ICARUS. A warning for the Scientists under Frederick's order to never get too close to the sun. Icarus remembers little and vague pieces of his life the moment his brainstem was placed into his body - he remembers the warmth of a bosom and the blinding lights of a sterile room. He never remembers anything else after closing his eyes. Another time was when he was standing on his own two feet, and said feet as impaled with pins and needles scattered on the floor. He doesn't remember much else besides staring into a pool of his own neon blue blood. It was pretty. Dreams like this happened over and over, memories of a fragmented growth period, but it never really stuck out to him as memories. More like vague dreams that he occasionally thinks back on when a moments silence allows him such.
The only memory he holds onto though, was meeting her, for the first time. She, like him - wasn't a human. They could tell each other apart easily… It was a strange existence, and they befriended each other very quickly. Hand in hand, much to the humans dislike, but it was research nonetheless. Even the banter Icarus learned, the conversational elements of his life, the violence of throwing punches and tackling bigger beings to the ground after classes. It was always a vivid memory with her, for her.
Then she fell ill, collapsing and clutching at her broken heart. Defective. Useless. A waste of time. A failure.
He never liked those words for Her, she never gave up and in turn - the time and love he held for her like he's read so many times in a book, he stood and turned to his caretakers, offering his heart as a replacement. He was big and strong, his pumped heavily and without pain. Unbroken and with their growing smiles, they allowed him to rest besides her in those sterile rooms, to have his heart removed and replaced with her defected one. Broken it was, but his body monitoring kept it alive. It was mended and fixed - a healthy heart but still too large for his body. After all, he hadn't grown as fast as she did, if anything - he never did grow.
Another blankness in his memory --- the last time he remembers a vivid memory of his life.
He grew to her age now, his body stiff and new, but her heart beats with every breath with him and for him. He holds a piece of her that can never be given to anyone else. For her, with her, laid his own.
Though he was sold and used, thrown aside and returned for years on end. She was always there to pick him back up, to mend his skin and tears, to break his bones for that fix of pleasure - to mend him back to new when it was time for another owner for his throat. The last memory he held after that night was whispering a goodbye - watching her leave with another group and within the year, he was granted his wish of being decommissioned.
So he slept.
In that time, he did not know his fellow Dolls grew vast and strong, devouring their masters and slaughtering their abusers. He did not know his creator was slaughtered by the devoted lunatic Yomi - a doll of his own series and self but with a mind ten times more demented after the loss of his One and Only Master.
He did not know Yomi, in his obsession took over Frederick's company - made it crash and burn once, but picked it right back up. Making it better, faster, newer and five times more successful. Frederick was never known for his connections on his own terms, always a recommended dirty secret - but Yomi didn't allow that to stay.
That reputation was ruined, his creator's name smeared into the dirt like trod on dog shit. Yomi, fought for them - in his own insanity to remake his Human as one of their own, but it was never possible. After all, he was a perfectionist, nothing would ever be as clean and beautiful as his memories.
So, that when in the depression of never being able to make his one and only return to him, he sent out a message. And in return, Sailor was once more on his doorstep. Then in their hands, did they hold the brain of one of their closet and oldest friends. . .
ICARUS 2.0.
Reborn, remade, recalibrated and rejoiced --- floating in a sea of bath bomb glitter, chemicals and fluids that would render any creature to death from suffocation, only filled his chosen organs. A heart held in its highest order, Sailor's old heart. His skin blended in their choices, his eyes and teeth - his tongue, nails and toes. Every part of him was refurbished. Every hour, every month, every year that passed - did they take their time for Icarus to be remade.
So, when his eyes opened for the first time since three years ago - - - Icarus, could only add to his memories - the face of his Sailor and newest family member, Yomi.
Now it was time to try and be a Doll once again.
#« ( Icarus ) » IC.#« ( Icarus ) » HC.#« ( Icarus ) » Musing.#« ( Icarus ) » Answers.#[ new ocs ]#/points/ this ones for u guts#also for the og's if they remember way back when kek
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The only piece of Neon Genesis media I've ever seen is the meme video of Asuka giving a tutorial on how to cook meth but this little fucker is adorable I'm pirating this movie immediately.
watch the series first watch the series first-
i have not watched the end of evangelion in a While but it probably will not make as much sense without the series. and that is saying something bc end of evangelion doesn’t make a lot of sense in the first place
#muse talk#lemonberry-conda#he’s just a little guy!!!#i recommend the series -> end of -> THEN the rebuilds#the rebuilds r. not as good. as they often miss a lot of nge’s original points#(ex. nge was a criticsm/parody of sexualization of women/girls in anime#(however the rebuilds fell into a weird self-fulfilling prophecy and looped back around to being the very thing the og critiqued)#but it has some good parts too. so it’s very 50/50 to me
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not me thinking of a baby Minthara being introduced to Yvonnel for the first time.
#[ 🕷️ ] —— musings#[ its almost 6am I should go back to bed! be back to write more my loves! ]#[ no but she would have been Matron still at least when she was born.. me entertaining the thought that her mother is matron by the time#she leaves because of the 'my mother would rule over the ashes' line ]#[ no but I have a thing about just the mental image of baby minth being shifted into yvonnel's arms for the first time - and the stare#she does before dropping baby head into her ]#[ THAT MENTAL IMAGE JUS GETS ME ]#[ next gen meeting the OG gen- MUAH cHEF KISS ]
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i'm reviving christine ziggy berman & adding her here bc i mISS HER OKAY
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@enterpainment (Yuto)
Shun's distance had taken its toll on Ruri. It was evident to everyone who interacted with her these days, even if she did her best to try and hide it. There was nothing wrong with her brother needing space or his alone time. Everyone needed that, but...it was like Shun was avoiding her, avoiding for her reasons she doesn't fully understand.
Being a soldier and a brother...was that really so impossible? Everyone she's met here seems to be capable of having their professional self and their personal self. She's seen that with how Lady Crescent's demeanor shifts when she's alone with the young girl verses when she's working. So, such a thing is possible for the people here...except for Shun apparently.
And it's that very thing Ruri thinks is the root of her and her brother's problems. She's been trying to reach out to him as a family member, not like the heiress she never asked to be, and yet...he keeps pushing her away, acting cold to her like she was just any other person. The number of times his words have replayed in her mind over the past few days has been astronomical, especially when she's seen glances of him in the many hallways of the palace.
Things have reached a point where she doesn't know what else to do. Ruri has, in her mind, done everything she could think to do in a situation like this. That's why she needed to start turning to other's for help, and the very person who was filling in her brother's shoes was a good place to start.
"Please, wait."
She was about to say her goodnights to him for the evening before he moved to stand guard outside her door when she slowly reaches for his hands. Her soft touch is done intentionally as to not startle him or make him uncomfortable. It was just the best way to make sure he wouldn't go anywhere until she says what she needs to.
"Yuto...You're a soldier, trained in the military, just like my brother. That means that you...have a job to look after me and fight for this place. I know that and understand that, but...you and I..."
She gently moves both arms up until the interlocking hands are near their chest areas. Ruri stared right into those soft grey hues of his with a look that spoke volumes for the desperation she was feeling. Her heart was racing not for the contact with the rather handsome and kind young man, but rather for the fear of what he might say.
"We're also friends...yes? You're a soldier tasked to protect me...but you're also my friend. At least...that's how I view our relationship."
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#enterpainment (yuto)#💎 Lyrilusc Treasure (Ruri Kurosaki)#💎 Lyrilusc's Wings That She Never Knew (Ruri Winged Paradise AU)#(SO I FEEL LIKE WE LOWKEY FORGOT ABOUT WINGED PARADISE A BIT WITH ALL OUR OTHER AU SHENANGINS AND THOUGHT ID BRING IT BACK WITH SOME CUTIES#(BECAUSE WE NEVER ACTUALLY WROTE RURI AND YUTO IN THE OG AU TOGETHER SINCE YOU DIDNT MUSE YUTO AT THE TIME#(BUT NOW WE CAN!#(SHE LOWKEY KINDA JUST FRIEND ZONED HIM BUT SHES HONESTLY TOO WORRIED ABOUT SHUN RN TO THINK ABOUT THAT#(I BET BY THE END OF THIS CONVERSATION THEY'LL BOTH BE BLUSHING LOL
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#┊ ⋆ looks back through me { musings }#snort this is hilarious to me for some reason#not mine dont reblog the og poster has their wm on the video
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v much a pain trying 2 go thru LL blogs tht dont separate the series in2 diff tags. or they do but they also hav the general LL tag n thus the 1st season technically doesnt hav 1 bc it gets lumped in w all the other girls from every series.
#ive only seen LL n LL/S n LL/SS (didnt rly care abt SS tho. was there 4 the OGs then came back on a whim briefly)#im an old schooler!!! muse 4 life those r my girls!!! yet i must wade thru seas of girls tht i dont kno. tragic rly.#delete later
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//Definitely wanna use my girl, so if anybody wants to interact with a human-turned-mutant lizard, please let me know.
#ooc#muse: mona lisa#//you know how fucking hyped i am to see her again?#//fell in love with this character pretty much immediately back in 2010#//when i first became aware of her existence#//and while she's been adapted into other continuities a couple times since#//seeing the OG mona lisa finally return in the comics and games has been amazing to see
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It's been a long time since something had me genuinely stressed then watching the Dark Tournament arc for the first time. Keiko's monologue near the end sums it up so much, like what are they (young kids) doing here, let's go home - as she's watching her childhood best friend (WHO ALREADY DIED ONCE) get slaughtered in the ring in a tournament of demons. The way I appreciate the 'normal human / non fighter' characters who actually have sense and react like a normal child about horrible things. You forget how young yusuke and kuwabara are, and even with kurama and hiei being demons it's still hard to watch - especially kurama jesus christ the way he is always covered in his own blood by the end of the matches. Hiei is the only one kinda vibing, in his element, feral gremlin.
#༊*·˚ mun speaks. ◞ ― ooc tag *ೃ༄#(oh. oh the actual way I have brainrot for this show)#(the one thing I can talk about without fail)#(the amount of content I have consumed for this show. that isn't just quick interest and then leaves my brain)#(not this one BABY)#(guess I have to add muses haha .. aha-)#(I miss the smol rpc I was in for yyh a long time back)#(keiko was my OG girl)
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The girl I have been in love with for 4 years has a girlfriend. But that's ok. I am not worthless. I will find love one day. I will keep loving myself until I have to marry someone, and then continue to put myself first. Others finding love early is not a sign of failure on my side. I just need to keep waiting. I will have to get married anyway to make my parents happy even though I won't actually be attracted to him. But that's fine, I will still learn to be happy with what I get.
Not everyone has a "puppy love", high school romance or college relationship. The movies show unrealistic standards of what young love should be. But I must not get brainwashed into thinking that's the only way. If I have to get married to someone I don't like, who am I to complain? I just need to suck it up and not whine. Making my parents happy is more important than my needs. They raised me after all so it makes sense that I just trust them and tolerate whoever I'm supposed to be with. Their decisions, plans and visions for me are more important and take much higher priority. If I just stick to whatever my parents decide things might be better. Whatever happens, I just need to be happy with myself.
Young love is overrated anyway. There's a lot of immaturity, cheating, emotional distress and confusion involved. Not experiencing things for the first time till 30 or even later is not a bad thing. My first time will also be my last time and only time, with no obligation to explore my wants and needs, how fun!!!!! In fact, not having that experience at all is also fine. Not everyone is attractive, that is normal
Romance isn't everything. Friendship, trust and love are not real. Relationships are much too high maintenance. Sex is gross, scary and has countless health risks.
In the end, we are all born alone and we die alone. We must all look out for ourselves because we are the only ones loyal to ourselves; it's impossible to cheat on yourself. Why bother feeling sad and lonely when that's what we'll all be once our time on earth is up?
In conclusion, being satisfied with whatever life throws at me is key to not feeling depressed, unaccomplished and/or miserable. I must simply watch everyone live their best lives, smile and applaud, and keep moving. Keep calm and carry on ✨
#og post#my mind and its musings#positivity#positive thinking#positive mindset#happy with what I have#happy on my own#i love my own company#i love myself#self love#I am my own type#looking out for myself#everything is fine#I am okay#I am not a failure#I am not late#one step at a time#one day at a time#keep going#satisfied with my life#i am my own biggest cheerleader#grateful for my current life#I am my own best friend#i've got my own back#i am my own romantic partner#everything will turn out good#good vibes only#positive vibes only#no negative thoughts#no sad thoughts
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