#TEXT IS PAIN
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By Christ, this is so annoying. I cannot imagine being more dull than this. Training yourself to manage difficult texts can be a hard exercise, this much is true. There is a pride moment when your eyes cross and you're tired but, by Batman you are going to figure out your latest struggle and unlock your next level of comprehension. It's not meant to be punishment, tho.
Maybe, instead of torturing yourself, you should stop and think, as one of my favorite thinkers recommended, "If this isn't nice, I don't know what is." Maybe the sun is warm, maybe your blankets are soft, maybe the washing machine a room over is making a soothing hum, perhaps a wayward spider has set up shop in the corner and you have enjoyed witnessing her work. Read the text again and think of yourself in the place where you are and how important this text you love is, how beautiful it might look from a distance. Then realize how much more beautiful it looks from your rare angle. Only after this reverie is complete should you return to the text, eyes fresh.
I despise the rise of exclusively video and audio content, I can barely stand it. All I wish for is nicely written pieces I might digest in the method I have become accustomed to (writing with maybe some captioned pictures). The world is so loud. But to say to people who enjoy videos, "STOP BEING LOUD AND FAST AND AUTOPLAY AND DOING THINGS YOU ARE ACCUSTOMED TO! READ BOOK!" is just as wrong as all the well meaning folk who desire for me to watch a video about an article I could have read in literally a 10th of the time. If I want to enjoy audio or video content I have to teach myself to think, "If this isn't nice, I don't know what is." I can relax and appreciate it as a unique medium that provides things print cannot. (That being said? If you send me a 10 minute video of an article that I could have read myself in 3 minutes? You're dead.)
i dont see why i cant start a trend, so here goes. lets try to build back our attention spans. lets try to focus on just one thing for as long as possible. lets not watch those "asmr for people with adhd" videos where they fuck up adhd folks even worse. lets resist the urge to reach for our phones when watching a movie. lets read the articles we reblog, even when theyre boring. i know its hard, i have adhd too, but its worth it. i also know that this hard work doesnt always seem super impressive to other people, so id love for yall to tell me in the tags or replies if youve done something, no matter how small, for your attention span. you deserve to feel like youve taken back some of what social media has ripped from you
#maybe my personal autism#but i do loathe this sentiment#no one ever gets fans or friends by telling people they're stupid and making them miserable#i'm not even advocating for more text here#just let me like what i like#it is hard#people should be rewarded for trying#but trying itself should feel good#not like walking a thousand miles on hot broken glass#it's okay to fail#just try now and again#THIS IS BORING AND YOU HAVE TO HAVE BORING#TEXT IS PAIN#LOVE THE PAIN KNIFE OR YOU SUCK#THIS BEAUTIFUL PAIN IS BEAUTIFUL#LOOK AWAY FROM YOUR COMFORT AND JOY ONLY IN THE PAIN KNIFE#this is my problem with this concept#when i was a child i was locked outside with no books#i read books too much#it wasn't punishment#it was just i liked books#so i had to do other stuff#i hid books outside in ammo boxes#very few people bow to punishment#fewer when it means robbing them of their beloveds
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I need to say something and I need y'all to be calm
if it isn't actively bad or harmful, no representation should be called "too simple" or "too surface level"
I have a whole argument for this about the barbie movie but today I wanna talk about a show called "the babysitters club" on Netflix
(obligatory disclaimer that I watched only two episodes of this show so if it's super problematic I'm sorry) (yes. I know it's based on a book, this is about the show)
this is a silly 8+ show that my 9 year old sister is watching and it manages to tackle so many complex topics in such an easy way. basic premise is these 13 year old girls have a babysitting agency.
in one episode, a girl babysits this transfem kid. the approach is super simple, with the kid saying stuff like "oh no, those are my old boy clothes, these are my girl clothes". they have to go to the doctor and everyone is calling the kid by her dead name and using he/him and this 13 year old snaps at like a group of doctors and they all listen to her. it's pure fantasy and any person versed in trans theory would point out a bunch of mistakes.
but after watching this episode, my little sister started switching to my name instead of my dead name and intercalating he/him pronouns when talking about me.
one of the 13 years old is a diabetic and sometimes her whole personality is taken over by that. but she has this episode where she pushes herself to her limit and passes out and talks about being in a coma for a while because of not recognizing the limits of her disability.
and this allowed my 9 year old sister to understand me better when I say "I really want to play with you but right now my body physically can't do that" (I'm disabled). she has even asked me why I'm pushing myself, why I'm not using my crutches when I complain about pain.
my mom is 50 years old and watching this show with my sister. she said the episode about the diabetic girl helped her understand me and my disability better. she grew up disabled as well, but she was taught to shut up and power through.
yes, silly simple representation can annoy you if you've read thousands of pages about queer liberation or disability radical thought, but sometimes things are not for you.
#long post#long text#disability#chronically ill#chronic pain#cripple punk#cripplepunk#chronic illness#disability activism#trans#transgender#queer theory#queer punk
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the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot
#like literally every time ive hesitated sending a text or complimenting someone or stuff ive thought of it#like youre right. what if i played it a little risky what do i have to lose in doing a nice thing!!!!!! ur so right!!!!!!!!#but its forever lost cos i cant search it with any words cause its an image#misery and pain. you know how it is#my post
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why is it so hard for able bodied people to believe that doctors are sometimes just incompetent? you realize doctors are people, right? people that can be bad at their job. that happens sometimes. they don't know everything because there's a piece of paper on their wall that says they're smart, actually. they can sometimes be wrong, actually. they can sometimes cut corners and take the easy way out, actually. they can sometimes hate their job and make that their patients problem, actually. doctors aren't all saints who do everything right the first time. please stop invalidating disabled people when they complain about their terrible treatment at the hands of medical professionals. please stop putting the feelings of doctors over the lives of their patients.
#cripplepunk#invisible disability#disability#disabled#chronically ill#chronic disability#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#medical trauma#medical abuse#text post
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#dead boy detectives#dbda#text post meme#edwin payne#edwin paine#charles rowland#the cat king#catwin#painland#dbda memes#text post memes
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#jimmy solidarity#mcyt#mcyt fanart#buggbox art#solidarity gaming fanart#grian#text art#text message#grian mc#hehe#I actually rlly like this#it was painful to make thou#the sillys
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#dead boy detectives#edwin paine#edwin payne#charles rowland#crystal palace#niko sasaki#the cat king#cat king#painland#text post meme#text posts#humor#memes
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Happy July, happy disability pride month
#jay and art#comic#spoonie#disabled#disability#invisible disability#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue#disability pride#disability pride month#alt text
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Why'd they have to drop him fifteen times 😭
#they're like cats playing with a bug#if I had more patience and less hand pain I would have drawn him in the family guy death pose#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd memes#bsd 113#bsd chapter 113#bsd spoilers#bsd manga#bsd manga spoilers#bsd sigma#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#my edits#original post#id in alt text
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genuinely i think it's important for adults, especially in the plague times, to play pretend in our day-to-day lives. when i rub my back down with tiger balm so i can sleep without pain, i imagine i am a valiant knight tending to an old injury i received from a dragon. when i go to the store to pick up eggs and milk, i am a lone cowboy riding into town on a mission. when i turn my collar up against the wind i am a femme fatale who's killed 4 husbands and is scoping out a 5th. when i stomp around in the snow i am a doomed polar explorer. if being a little bit silly about my walk to the pharmacy helps me remember that life can be full of joy and whimsy, then so be it.
#this is a pointless text post#my most embarrassing version of this is that whenever it was foggy at the lighthouse i imagined i was emily bronte#or that i was taking a walk in the fog with my good friend emily bronte :^)#so much of this is also tied into the fact that my body hurts all the goddamn time#i am trying to make my pain something i can live with#is this gonna be how i learn that normal people don't daydream about being In The Past#anyway do u guys imagine these sort of scenarios too or am i just a freak#greatest (s)hits
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#dead boy detectives#dbda#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin x charles#charles dead boy detectives#charles x edwin#edwin dead boy detectives#save dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#long live dead boys#text post#payneland#paineland#charles and edwin#edwin paine
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Bocchi’s VA Yoshino Aoyama doing her glitch scream
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this show rules sorry
#I’m thinking about the other caps I posted where a lesbian entraps a partner into a relationship by donating her liver. great stuff.#I don’t have the chops for it but someone could say some really interesting things about how the show plays with genre awareness / the tug#and flow relationship between love and pain / religion and playing god as a healer / sexuality and love framed by corporate settings#and some good old surgery as sex metaphors#text#house md#liverisms tag
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In the comics, Edwin's bones are originally hidden in a chest in the attic he was killed in. He stays in the attic. He returns to it from Hell.
In the show, he returns to the attic from Hell and meets Charles. He reads to him as he dies, sitting on what appears to be a chest?
I don't wanna get really morbid, but. . . uh. . . do you think. . .?!!
#text post#dead boy detectives dcu#dead boy detectives netflix#dbda#dead boy detectives#dead boy detectives agency#charles rowland#charles roland#edwin paine#edwin payne#headcanon#theories#parallels
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#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#edwin paine#charles rowland#niko sasaki#the cat king#dbda memes#text post memes
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imagine learning percy got the curse of achilles. and knowing it's sole purpose it making the bearer invincible. and this man. who's skin you already couldn't lay a finger on. now not even a scythe could pierce his flesh. and then one random tuesday hearing him shriek in pain. and doing a fucking double take at that. before realizing he's has a subtle blush growing on his face. and his girlfriend is standing next to him with a smug smile.
#can y'all imagine the wiplash anytime you hear him express pain#him sharply inhaling or hissing at the pain he feelsv#and each time it happens#his girlfriend is right there#because of course she knows his only weakspot#she might as well be his weakspot#(they don't know how spot on their assumptions are)#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo text post#pjo#pjo headcanon#percy jackson#annabeth chase#percabeth#percabeth headcanon
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