#Stupid insomnia

[senjutsunade]

I need sleep! I really really want to SLEEP!

@minaa-munch & @konohagakurekakashi

[katyobsesses]

Uhg it's 3 am and I have a video call in 10 hours and 10 hours is my usual sleeping length

[bridget-malfoy-stilinski-hale]

My whole body is aching. Heated blanket isn't helping, took meds and they aren't helping. I just want to go to sleep!

[sweets-system]

I am SO tired

[fleetwoodmess]

I feel like I’m been put through an e-z bake oven 😭

[inlove-with-me-myself-and-i]

Okay, someone talk to me please!? Dying of boredom.

[eiraeths]

soap: stupid- fucking

ghost: coffee machine broke again?

soap: i’m going to kill someone

ghost: have you tried sucking it sloppy style?

soap: do you know how to fix it?

ghost: i might

soap: i’ll suck you sloppy style for a fixed coffee machine

ghost: wait-

[iheartmothz]

neo warmup doodles from twitter

[3leafstem]

Thinking about what kind of tech Jason has in his helmet.

Ignoring the og bomb. For sure he's got voice modulator, which implies some sound proofing so the voice is mostly filtered through the mic, which also implies mics/speakers to pick up sound outside the helmet and filter it in, unless there's much less proofing around the ears, but it would still be muffled.

There's gotta be air filtration. If a toxin is released, he's not gonna take it off to exchange for a gas mask. But I can't recall any canon times he's been seen around a toxin with his helmet (granted I haven't looked), so just gotta assume. This also means the helmet is air tight, some type of latching devices around base.

Comms are a question of are they built into the helmet or separate. If he lost his helmet, it would mean losing his comms too, so I like to think that even if there's comms built in, he has an earpiece at least as a backup just in case.

Then there's the lenses/eyes. They've gotta be lenses rather than holes for the air tight thing, unless it's air tight only around the bottom half of his face. There may be a part inside that juts in to fit snugly over his nose and cheek bones, but that seems unlikely, unnecessary, and uncomfortable.

From here, it's all just speculations and head canons. Are they just lenses? Do they have night vision? Are they opaque on the outside? What other kind of tech could you fit in there? WayneTech, what can you do? I'm sure he'd have more leeway in his helmet than the other bats' lenses do, because he has room for proper wiring, whereas you're working with very limited microtech for dominos.

Speaking of, is he wearing two layers of lenses because of his domino? Can they flick up the lenses, or like slide them up in the dominos if they wanted? I feel like they would have to be malleable for that. Otherwise it's just an all or nothing deal.

Back to Jason, is there a coloured film on the world? Is he seeing the world just extra pale/white because of having two white lenses?

How the hell do one way glass/mirrors work? Can that apply to this situation? Can they be super thin?

I'm so sleep deprived.

[clodyghost]

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[italiantea]

sayonara end roll easter eggs etc.

1- 'end roll' refers to the roll of credits at the end of a film

2- this mv is set 9 months after the events of insomnia (march 28th). the graffiti on his door reads 'shibuya shooter' and 'get out'

3+4- mr creepy pasta appearances

5+6- they actually made fuchi's twitter account irl. it has a few posts talking about a cat he saw at 'the facility' and him struggling to put in contacts. the tweet from december 23rd simply reads 'tomorrow'

7- mariyasu made the cake in the mv herself

[lonecapybara]

TW/ child abuse, Suicide attempt

Creepypasta character analysis

Before starting I want to say that since there is not much direct information, most of what I'm saying are my own assumptions and theories that I thought would be cool to share since I don't see many people theorize on creepypasta. Also Tumblr has a limit of 10 images in a thread, so I had to choose only the images that were really important to what I was talking 😞

Creepypasta is one of the most mysterious characters from eve, he is full of dubious actions and contradictions. Because of this I wanted to try to understand him, how he affects Fuchi and his intentions with Fuchi, Tobi and Ryuuko

First let's start with the insomnia MV. In the mv we learn that fuchi has been suffering with the balloon disease ( where he sees people's faces as balloons) and even goes to the doctor to try to diagnostic it, with no success.

But from what we know from the fight song character information, creepypasta has mental abilities . So I think it's safe to assume that creepypasta is the one causing the balloon disease that Fuchi suffers throughout the insomnia MV.

However, that raises a huge question: why would he manipulate Fuchi into seeing people's faces as balloons? In the mv it's shown that creepypasta has been by fuchi's side since he was a little kid and cared a lot about him and fuchi seemed to also love him, usually drawing him and creepypasta together as family. However when Fuchi was hurt by his abusive father he got so upset that he got to the point of murdering his abusive father and faking his suicide in order to keep Fuchi safe.

With this in mind I believe that with the decline of fuchi's mental health, creepypasta became more and more protective of him, drastically changing their relationship with Fuchi, going to the point of manipulating his view of reality to "protect" him from the world.

Since fuchi had low self-esteem he took his ability of seeing other people's expressions so they wouldn't affect him negatively . Since he was depressed, creepypasta made him sleepwalk as brat fuchi, to help him escape from reality, where he could be the happy and confident kid he always wished he could be. ( I think that brat fuchi was creation of Fuchi's mind, but the sleepwalking is part of creepypasta manipulation)

The problem was that everything he did on his "Dreamworld" actually happened so fuchi's destructive thoughts were reflected on his dreams and became reality . I think that's what caused the street incident where creepypasta was helping brat Fuchi cause chaos ( that's the only explanation that I can give for creepypasta stealing a truck and causing all those accidents lol), but Fuchi was actually causing that whole destruction in the real world, which he later realizes and ends up fighting against brat fuchi, finally accepting his trauma and freeing himself from creepypasta's manipulation.

I was going straight to sayonara end roll, but before that I wanted to talk a bit about fight song since creepypasta makes an appearance there too.

On fight song, creepypasta is part of the Mafia that are the main villains of the MV ( Don't ask me what the heck he's doing there cause I have no clue lol), and he was there when adult Ryuuko was alive, and watched her get beheaded. So this guy is just hanging out with Fuchi, Tobi and Ryuuko knowing damn well that he participated (or at least witnessed )to her execution and he's just acting like nothing happened, what's wrong with him 😭

However there's something interesting that happens in the fight of Tobi against gazu. Like said in the creepypasta characters information he was supposed to fight tobi in case gazu was defeated, and he is defeated because of Ryuuko's intervention, but creepypasta doesn't do anything, he just stays at the table and in the end he seems to be untouched like he didn't fight at all. You could say that he just didn't expect Ryuuko to be in the fight and decided to not do anything, but she actually only stays in her dragon form for a few seconds. So if he really wanted to he probably could deal with Tobi by himself ( since they were already sure gazu was going to defeat tobi,and they were right about it, they probably were also right about creepypasta being able to defeat him). So this could mean that creepypasta isn't that loyal to the Akamaku and might have his own reasons to be part of the mafia, or maybe Fuchi and Tobi had already met so he decided to not attack him since he's Fuchi's friend.

Now let's finally get to sayonara end roll. Even though he doesn't appear much( he appears in like one frame lol), I think it's extremely important for his character. In this MV Fuchi attempts to kill himself drowning at the beach, however before drowning Tobi saves his life. When the MV ended my first question was how did tobi know fuchi was at the beach? But we had our answer in one post from eve official on twitter.

The translator: https://x.com/aakaeve/status/1875076813589975301?t=uTW6Mgbx193HWLdZA3mGNQ&s=19

Because of this we discover that Fuchi has no memory of sending his location on twitter at all, so creepypasta probably controlled Fuchi and made him tweet his location. Without that tobi would never have found fuchi and he would have died at that beach. I think that with this we can assume that creepypasta not only didn't have anything to do with Fuchi's suicide attempt, but he was also doing what he could to save fuchi's life.

That made me question how many times did creepypasta saved Fuchi from himself? Because we know this is not his first suicide attempt, since we saw him trying to hang himself on insomnia MV(which I doubt was his first attempt).

Even though there is still a lot of information missing about creepypasta, and the fact that we never see things from his own perspective I think it's possible to make a summary of his character.

First it's important to note that creepypasta is not a human, and he probably doesn't have a good understanding of human emotions or morals, also a zingai is their host shadow, so they are heavily impacted by their host mental health, so while fuchi's mental health was getting worse creepypasta was getting worse too.

Therefore I believe that he does love Fuchi, however with time this love was corrupted. Because of everything he saw Fuchi suffer he started to become extremely overprotective of him, until instead of protecting him he started to manipulate and control him.

Even though Fuchi would probably be dead without creepypasta either by his father's actions or by himself, it's a fact that he caused a lot of pain on fuchi, even if he had good intentions, by making the balloon disease he basically took fuchi's ability to communicate with people and create ties with others and by making him sleepwalk Fuchi committed crimes against his will, making him go to jail , which was one of the reasons for his last suicide attempt.

Nonetheless, I think that creepypasta could be getting a bit better, one thing that could show this is that on sayonara end roll it was the first time that we saw creepypasta trusting another person to save Fuchi. By sending his location on twitter he was probably hoping that tobi would see it and rescue him.

[derrygirlstrash]

Clare is mischaracterized a lot lowkey because I think people love Clare for being an anxious lesbian so much that they instinctively craft a more palatable version of that trait onto her and it’s a shame because Clare is a fascinating little beastie. She is childhood friends with the likes of Erin and Michelle for a reason after all. She is arguably just as selfish as Erin /affectionate and just as impulsive as Michelle /affectionate it just is formed around the insane molten hot anxiety disorder inside her little lesbian brain. She thinks she’s better than them when in reality she is just as bad.

I’d argue she stays selfish /affectionate longer than Erin does. Until the final two episodes I fully believe Clare would have sold any of them up the river for a corn chip if that corn chip would save her skin. It’s often said that Clare and James hold the single brain cell but I think the truth is likely that Orla holds it and they just forgot to use it or hand it to someone cause they were going ham on a bag of sweets.

If you hate Erin for her selfish traits and just kinda forget that Clare is just as bad then idk what to tell you they’re birds of a feather.

[smile-files]

my 5-course meal

the skin around my nails

3 ibuprofens

2 prozacs

cereal i'm already tired of

lukewarm milk

[emmg]

Gonna drop this overly long, unnecessarily wordy first part of this…. thing…. sometime tomorrow (or, well, I guess technically today)

It’s just a dumb little AU I’ve been screwing around with. Think Marnie but without the bits that make Marnie, you know, uh, wildly problematic

Basically, Rook decides robbing the Grand Necropolis is a great fucking idea (spoiler: it’s not), obviously fails, and Emmrich, being the human-shaped savior complex that he is, swoops in to “help.”

Love myself some dramatic imagery. I’m married to purple prose

Emmrich has big feelings ok

I mean idk she’s a thief

Love me a devoted man being very unhealthy in his devotion rofl