#Still it's great to be back 😭
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I AM *★,°☆FREE*:・゚✧
FINALLY, AFTER ONE MONTH OF IMPRISONMENT IN MY OWN BLOG
I HAVE BEEN RELEASED INTO THE WILD ONCE MORE, SEBASTIAN TAG HERE I COME
#ok so I might not actually resume posting of the last 3 chapters of my fic just yet out of respect for the upcoming Easter Holidays#because two of them are really dirty and I'd feel bad posting them now#but after#AFTER#also maybe I'll get a bit more serious writing done in the meanwhile as well for my next fic lol#Still it's great to be back 😭#Sebastian Sallow#Ominis Gaunt#Hogwarts Legacy
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another wip, that i wont be able to finish for a while
#guys send help and motivation for the next week i have 3 tests and a homework to finish rip#star wars#obi wan kenobi#commander cody#codywan#my art#wip#uni is kicking my ass so badly 😭#trying my best not get back to the mindset i was in the past few months#but its hard like this ugh#at least only a week and exam mont left of this semester#sorry for rambling here 🤣#you guys should watch the vampire gay show#thats what keeps me going its so good#im obsessed with it#i made a typo *month#thise drawing was also inspired by that show#its great show#i think i need sleep why im still rambling here#okay sorry if you are still reading the tags#made another typo *this#*screams silently*
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UHM.. hey tumblr cuppahoney nation im not dead!
#not that into qsmp anymore but i still luv drawing cellbit idc#warmup w him bc his design is easy and comfortable to draw so i can GET BACK IN THE SWING OF THINGS 😭😭#lots of not great stuff happening but i just finished my first year of college w a 4.0 so like…#mcyt#mcyt fanart#cellbit#cellbit fanart#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp cellbit#cellbit qsmp
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I had a clear vision with this one.
I did NOT need to spend that much time on this BUT DAMN IT IT��S FUNNY-
Context: Peppino was annoying the fuck outta’ him and it got so bad he wanted to take him home.
He was done with his bullshit- 💀
#Pizza Tower#TW: Alcohol#I’m a LITTLE upset that the last panel only came out….okay#I don’t like how it looks- I COULD DO BETTER#But that was my third attempt at drawing it so I got tired AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP- 😭#But it’s okay. It’s not GREAT but it’s okay and I’d rather have it look okay than bad-#Anyways the idea of Peppino annoying the absolute FUCK out of Gustavo while drunk is too funny#I tested it today and yeah he snapped at me-#It was mostly cuz I was doing stupid shit and he couldn’t control me 😂#And then he drove me back home which was nice- and still funny#Gotta mention how much I love drawing Gustavo mad-#He’s an absolute sweetheart but I’m telling you- bend the straw too much you might just break it.#And he had a migraine so I made it worse- 💀#I love C.AI bro it’s a masterpiece ✨✨#Took me a bit but I had fun. And I like the first two panels they looks great#Peppino#Gustavo#Drunk#Art
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
#the boy is back giving me way too much attention for me to know how to deal with it 😭😭😭#precious man probably roaming for reactions to trafik! when stumbling over my silly art :'3#i am so grateful (or greatful 😏😆) tho :'3#only the second time this has happened but still feels unreal :'D#like he actually sees my stuff#not only that but he approves of it 😭😭😭#jere pöyhönen#käärijä#micahs foolery
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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hey y’all!
so i’ve been considering this a lot in the past few weeks, and figured i’d make an official post so you all know i’m alive and what not since i have been very much inactive as of recently.
i’m taking a break.
not forever! not because of anything in the fandom! this break is solely due to personal life reasons and the fact i just can’t be as active on here right now between my jobs and personal affairs. and it also won’t be long — i’m going to be off here probably through the end of november. if i have the time/mental capacity to come back before then, i absolutely will 🖤 but right now, tumblr isn’t something that fits easily within my days and also, writing for my fics hasn’t been something i can easily do not due to lack of inspiration but lack of time.
again, this is just due to my own personal life currently. nothing happened in the fandom that motivated this decision (i honestly don’t even know what’s happening on here currently solely because i haven’t had the time to scroll lol) and it’s very much not permanent, and will HOPEFULLY be very short. like i said, until the end of november. i’ll still be writing in my free time, and my hope is to be able to update fics once i’m back and worse better than ever! 🖤
see y’all in december <3
#in the great words of miss swift — it’s been a long time coming#idk if i’ll be around to check my inbox either 😭#if you have my discord i’ll still be active there no worries haha#i can’t wait to come back and see what y’all have been up to it’ll be fun#also my queue is officially empty after today so like genuinely there won’t be any posts sorry everyone#putting me first 🫡#saying that feels ridiculous#THIS ALL FEELS VERY DRAMATIC i’ve just got a lot of antsy anons recently#is antsy the word? anxious? idk#see y’all on the other side though my friends#and if i need longer than the rest of this month i’ll make another post#life am i right?
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Reading the webtoon and…
Does this imply that Kim Dokja also tried to write a questionnaire for her to fill in since she wouldn’t speak to him, that either he 1) never gave her in the end (especially if he couldn’t find her after she was released) or 2) gave it to her and she STILL refused to answer?
Because that is so so so so awful. It was already bad but if he tried so many ways to get her to speak and she still gave him no response, regardless of her reasoning… isn’t that still directly choosing to cut herself fully out of his life? Why in the hell did she lie for his sake and allow him to visit her if she wanted to never speak to him again?
I know everyone claims Kim Dokja is just like her in sacrificing himself for loved ones, but at least he tries his best to stay with them and to keep them in his life. He still chooses sacrifice, but it’s not because he intends to never return. He always returns (even if much later than planned).
The only time this differs is with 51%, when he STILL tried his best to stay with them - at least as much as he could.
I sometimes like Lee Sookyung, but I am mostly still SO mad at her for completely ignoring her child since he was 8 years old. Especially when he must have looked like shit any number of times from being mistreated and bullied by family, friends, army, employers.
But maybe that’s just the fragment in me being eternally pissed with her. She DOES love him, but like he says in the webtoon in this chapter - maybe such truths are painful enough to be false anyways, because they’re just SUCH bullshit. That’s not how affection should work, if you actually care about someone and want them to be happy.
#RAWWRGHHH I WANT TO SHAKE HER SO MUCH#LOOK AFTER YOUR KID#and if you can’t do that because of circumstances at least ACKNOWLEDGE HIM#yes I do know she cared and it’s just that she mistakenly believes he’s better off this way without her but like#then WHY does she still insert herself back into his life when he’s finally stopped trying to get her to speak?#yes yes others have great analyses on her and their relationship and I usually agree with their logic but it’s still. So. Hard. to like her#but then I remember that this story was the little Dream’s wishful thinking to cope back then on his own#and so maybe in his world Lee Sookyung never ever would speak to him again#he just wished she would so he wrote it down as happening for This older version of him#and that’s somehow worse because like#even in the story where he got her to speak to him again she still won’t speak so he has to force the words out some way (via outer god)#and if that’s true then it’s still just his interpretation of her actions and choices#and not her own since she never told him#so like ARGGHHH#but I like to believe that characters have autonomy despite their respective author’s efforts in documenting them#so she still chose to speak all of this too and he would have accurately interpreted her this way because she controls what she says#even if he (little Dream Kim Dokja) is the one writing it down as wish fulfilment fix-it fic#a fix-it for himself and not just for the other people he loves#😭😭😭#orv#orv spoilers#omniscient reader’s viewpoint#lee sookyung#kim dokja
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ALSO??????? WHAT TF DO YOU MEAN THEY UPDATED GENTAROS CATCHPRASE??????
AND THAT THEY CHANGED A LINE IN ARB WHERE HE REFERENCED THAT OLD CATCHPRASE INTO SOMETHING NEW THAT EXPRESSES HIS WILL TO CONTINUE ON WITH THE LIE??????
AND THAT WILL IN OF ITSELF WAS REFERENCED THIS WHOLE TIME IN HIS NEW SOLO WITH HOW THE POEM LITERALLY ENDS WITH HIM SAYING HE WILL CONTINUE TO LIE??????
#this is vee speaking#i actually have the day off ITS A KUUKOU AND POSSE MIRACLE LOL#a scheduled appointment i had and had taken the day off for was cancelled so i fully intended to stay up laaaaaate sleep innnnn y’know lol#except i wound up crashing really early lol????? but i made a fatal mistake in drinking extra caffeine during the day#so i was up until two after waking up suddenly from my 6 o’clock nap lol *wheeze*#AND SAW THE CHANGES HYPMIC MADE TO GENTARO LOL????? I USED TO JOKE ONE DAY WED WAKE UP TO GENTAROS PROFILE CHANGING#BUT IT ACTUALLY HAPPENED LOL GODSPEED IG!!!!!!!!!!!!#POSSE STANS ALWAYS EAT SO WELL LMAO YALL SO LUCKY TO STAN AN OPEN LORE DIVISION FR THATS SO SICK 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#tho i have seen one or two opinions expressing sadness they shut down gentaro actually revealing his real name 🤔#imo???? like honestly lol???? they’re not quite done yet with their identities lol#there’s still the ‘original’ ramuda niitaro is basically still living as gentaro since gentaro doesn’t have his memories to ‘reclaim’ it#aaaaaand there’s still one or two points about dice i need to digest some more lol#that final scene rejecting dice’s lady luck is niggling in the back of my head but idk what to make of it yet#i think posse still got room to develop despite the track being a great resolution for their development lol#AND THATS COOL POSSE STANS STAY FED ON LORE LOL
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if jiang cheng, wei wuxian, lan wangji and lan xichen all got turned into rabbits and the juniors had to coparent them, jin ling would obviously take care of jiujiu-bun, lan sizhui would take care of bun-xian, lan jingyi would take care of bun-ji (so wangxian could stay together) and ouyang zizhen would take care of zewu-bun 🐰
#jin ling is gonna have so many bites all over him#lmFAO#lan sizhui would be a great bun parent but he’s also get more comfortable (softly) scolding bunxian for being chaotic#lan jingyi is scared of bun-ji because he’s somehow still able to use the silencing spell as a rabbit#zewu-bun is living his best life getting pampered by zizhen#zizhen probably dresses him in little bunny clothes and takes him everywhere he goes#he has his own custom made bunny-sized furniture#and premium food#this is what i’m thinking of at the crack of noon#i believe that my neurodivergence is severe#mdzs#the untamed#apple babble 🍎#fic ideas#????#lmaooooooo 😭#also he’d* not he’s#not going all the way back to correct that 💀
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who needs encouraging fathers when you can get fortune cookies that tell you you're doing a good job and that it'll all be okay
#nvm. the second fortune told me to suck it up and work harder. this is exactly like having a father.#this post is very deeply joking and unserious as I tend to be btw lmao.#shitpost hours#idk if I ever mentioned this before but my stepfather literally has a gridded map of our yard for the annual easter egg hunt.#he maps out where he put all of them (over 100 eggs. 25 for each sibling). [big yard. backs up into the woods.]#I think he had it on excel one year.#I only escaped doing the egg hunt a few years ago. I am in my twenties.#you guys know that scene from Psych where shawn's like 'dad you literally dug an egg 2 feet underground one year#and still expected me to find it' and the dad was like 'ok well i left loose dirt to indicate a dig'? yeah. it's that lmfao.#I love him but GOD. not easy being the only type b person in the family lmfao.#like. that's FUN for them. for me it feels like boot camp but they're all having a great time I guess#they're all very 'give 110% all day every day' type people and i'm like. idk. i think 36% sounds nice. doesn't 36% sound nice?#anyways. I truly believe that oversharing online is okay if it's kinda funny. also this is not new information lmao.#like. oh noooo the internet knows that i'm a bisexual with daddy issues. there's only like 5 billion of those on tumblr 😭#that's like 1/4th of the entire userbase so i think it's okay to disclose lmfao.#I am NOT unique in any way shape or form ✌️#anyways. back to finals work but tomorrow i'll catch up on dms/etc lol
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#hi guys I’m back#this is vile 😭😭😭#oh this is unrelated but I’m a twitch streamer now yayay#follow me on twitch and maybe I will transformers-post on there#LadyxIris#<- is my twitch#okay bye cya. I miss these silly robots#although I’m not active on tumblr believe me I still think of these silly robots#I have great love for them all that can never fade#it’s been five years now and I’m still :#:’)#transformers#optimus prime#hot rod#rodimus#rodimus prime#maccadam#optimus#transformers 1984#transformers 1986#tftm#I forgot the tags#Iris speaks
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Can't wait for The Great Impersonator!! 🕷️🕸️🎃🎭🎪
I hope that this time, I will be able to see @tiredandlonelymuse live, cause in all of the 9 years of loving her music, I have never seen her live.
The one time she was in Poland, I couldn't attend because of work 😭
So here is me manifesting for 🕯️🕯️ Halsey in Poland 2025 🕯️🕯️
#halsey#ashley frangipane#halsies#polish halsies#poland#tgi#the great impersonator#yes i am tagging her in hopes that she'll see it and add my silly little country to the list for the tour#😭#i remember sitting at work the next day after her concert in Kraków; which I bought the tickets to; but couldn't attend; and crying of joy#it was 2022#i lost that job soon after#i mean; i left it#but still#i lost an opportunity of a lifetime#this time there will be nothing holding me back#!!!!
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who cares about the fire they thought he was dead for two years 😭😭😭😭😭
#those are his BEST FRIENDS he GREW UP WITH 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#b2w2 pokespe liveblog#also i was about to say ‘mr cheren?’#i almost forgot how this arc started. with cheren being a teacher and blake being one of his students#ik the nuvema gang is a few years older but they’re still kiddos#cheren in particular is great at seeming like a very responsible young man one minute and the teenager he is the next#not in the sense that he’s goofy. he’s always been very serious. but being that he’s so vulnerable and soft#blake being a police inspector who’s used to chasing down and bossing around adults#probably finds it difficult to put the cover back on and use a term of respect for a guy like cheren here#but props to him for doing it
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i haven’t planked in months and i was worried that i would fall over within seconds so i used the lazytown theme song of all things to time myself. i planked for over a minute straight! maybe not much but i’m proud of it since my personal best is like 2 minutes. then i did 5 pushups and 10 sit-ups [my old daily routine] and was just as pleasantly surprised to see it wasn’t that bad! call me autistic but the lazytown binging is working on me. this is for you, sportacus 🫡
#a few months ago i was working out relatively excessively and had SO much energy and just generally felt great#like. i had never been happier with my energy levels and physical state. a super light and manageable routine was all it took#i wanna get back to that and stop using “school 4 days and work the other 3” as an excuse not to do these simple things#which improve my life SO much#and i’ve been going on 3 mile walks on campus too. thank god for the wonderful walking track around the pond#my poor asthmatic lungs need this 😭#gear diary#oh god and not to mention cutting back on the sugar. like… i ate a bag of raw vegetables for breakfast one day?#and recently had a pear and an apple for dinner one night?? returning to my roots of eating like a fucking rabbit in a greenhouse#AND i’ve resisted the urge to eat the usual processed sugary snacks lately. WHICH IS A HUGE DEAL FOR ME#i’m just so proud of myself yall and i need to brag#TO BE CLEAR i’m not becoming a carb counting health nut here i still eat the same exact stuff with the exception of less sugar#and i don’t intend to ever change that. i love food and flavor too much lawl! i’m just trying to also absorb nutrients and stay active 🫶
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frazel in son is so cute ugh what was even going on in every book that followed
#jason and piper had some interesting stuff to still grapple with after tlh#and the charmspeaking jason back to life thing was pretty wild#percy and annabeth went through freaking tartarus (iconic)#frazel got??? a weird love triangle with her ex's great great grandson??? like okay 😭#I love frazeleo anyway and really enjoy any combination of them with each other but instead it was just ..... whatever that was!#baye.txt#pjo#percy jackson#hazel levesque#frank zhang
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