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#Srry I've not been online much
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maplesyrupsainz · 5 months
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˖⁺。˚⋆˙just screeching tyres & true love | MV1˖⁺。˚⋆˙
pairing: max verstappen x fem reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au
warnings: mentions of sexual assault (pretty brief)
summary: in which an attempt to sabotage your relationship works in your favour
a/n: i love long specific requests like this tbh 🙏
request!!!: Max finds out about OC’s bad past when jealous fans leak private information online after news of them dating breaks out. However it backfires when OC bravely tackles it unashamedly because Max ends up respecting her even more after that.
fc: various brunette girls from pinterest
my masterlist
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yourusername been a while gang 🫡
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user1 cute
user2 aww her & max holding hands
user3 is it just me or does she give anyone else the ick
user4 no, same
user5 me too something about her isnt right
user6 just say u hate women and go
user7 they wont last
user8 grow up
user9 not her pretending she actually has friends outside of max 😂
maxverstappen1 💙💙
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yourbff go off
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maxverstappen1 i love you babe
yourusername ❤️ i love u
user18 🙄🙄🙄
user19 get emmmm
user20 salty much
danielricciardo you tryna prove something?
yourusername noooo hahahhhh 😇
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yourusername 🥹🥹🥹
maxverstappen1 see you soon❤️
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yourbff thank god
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user22 flying to y/n to dump her i hope 😮‍💨
user23 urmmm going where
user24 the silence abt y/n says a lot....
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yourbff weekend vibes
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user31 max & y/n how interesting
user32 lol not y/bff/n setting the record straight
user33 HE FLEW HOME TO HER GUYS
user34 i never doubted it 🙄
maxverstappen1 😊😊
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user36 hope y/n is ok:( anyone with a fully functioning brain loves her!
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user37 i love maxyn
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yourusername thought long and hard about what to say to you all and came up blank every time.. what happened in the past is exactly that; in the past 🕰️ i don't wish to drag it back up and discuss it in a public forum for millions of strangers to see. thanks to my friends, family and anybody else for all the support i've been given it means the world, and i hope this is the end of this 😮‍💨🩵✨
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yourbff so proud of my girl
danielricciardo ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
landonorris go girl
charles_leclerc ❤️
user38 omg all the support in the comments from drivers 🥹
user39 ily y/n
user40 the fact so many drivers love & support her says so much
lewishamilton sending you both so much love!
carlossainz55 🫶🫶
francisca.cgomes gorgeous person inside and out
lilymhe love you so much
user41 THE WAGS TOO
maxverstappen1 not a day goes by where i dont love you
yourusername i love you so much 🩵
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user42 someone's plot to break them up really worked in their favour huh 💀
user43 best couple on the grid srry to everyone else
yourbff 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
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yourusername i love you thank u so much for everything
maxverstappen1 i love you so much more my angel
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molzysketch · 1 month
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Hey, srry! . I don't know if you're uncomfortable with this but I really want to ask, I've been your fan for about a month now and I'm sorry if you've already clarified this but if I'm part of wss could I continue to follow you? I don't want to break your boundaries and that jeje
I wanted to answer this ask because I’ve had a lot to say on this topic for quite some time and I feel it’s important for me to clarify. This answer I’m about to give is not directed specifically towards you, anonymous, but rather a general PSA.
In short, (and I’d like to express this in the politest way possible) I do not care.
With the DMs and comments I get, I feel there’s been rumor that I despise supporters or something. In truth, it’s not my business to tell you what and what not you should support. It’s the internet.
I personally no longer support or wish have Wilbur Soot on my feed at all anymore. This means that accounts I’ve blocked, especially on Twitter, are usually users that are heavily advertising their appearance and likeness online with his face or support hashtag. Please consider how off-putting it can appear seeing someone advertise their online identity with “I’m apart of — support squad!” as if it’s a club or these are fictional characters. It’s a strange way to present yourself to others, to say the least.
Look, these are serious accusations to real people. You and I are strangers on the internet to these people and will remain an audience disconnected from their personal lives. Even with my art involvement for Lovejoy Anvil Cards and Sorry Boys merch, you must understand that I am still very much a disconnected individual to these people.
Please also understand and consider that creators/artists previously involved with these people do not owe explanations to their audience. You are welcome to stick around, but I ask that WS and his work remains disconnected from me and my work moving forward.
I hope this answered your question at least a little. Thank you for reading. Best wishes to you.
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v0idsp3rson · 3 months
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ALRIGHT IT DELETED MY DRAFT AND MY PHONE IS AT 15.92/16.00 STORAGE BUT IM DOING THIS ANYWAYS
IM COMING OUT(online of course too much of a coward to do so irl) AND I HAD A BETTER PARAGRAPH OF SOME SORT BUT IT DELETED MY DRAFT AND DIDN'T COPY ONE OF THE PARAGRAPHS AND DIDN'T TAKE THE SCREENSHOT SO IM FREESTYLEING NOW.
Idk if I put it in my bio or not I'll check after I post this, but here! :
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Im omnisexual and demi-girl! :3
That's what the braces thing was about but it didn't turn out very well because you can't see the whole thing from the front and it's too pastel for my liking.
Also when I was looking for the demi-girl flag I saw genderflux and it looks interesting. If it makes any sense, to me irl I feel more like a girl, or at least when anyone asks ig(I guess) but I feel kinda like a girl, but when im online I feel less gender, kinda like nonbinary but not really? Online I like the idea of going by all pronouns but still being a demi-girl. And after looking at the definition of genderflux I kinda feel like I'm that but also demi-girl. So kinda like, sometimes I'm a girl, other times I don't really care, and most of the time I'm like an in-between sort of? Idk I saw it and I'm focusing on the "varies in intensity" part lol.
Also for omnisexual I like all genders, but also just gonna put it out there that im also aroace! :D
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(also srry for not using the official flag I wanted to use this one)
I don't really feel romantic or sexual attraction but the idea of it is ok with me, and while I don't really have a preference I think that I'd like all genders just a little less on the male side, and I've also been omni for a long time and don't want to sepperate from my flag lol.
But ye, that's me! Have a nice day/afternoon/night!
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peekychu · 5 months
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hey I have absolutely NO idea how to say this so Im just gonna do my absolute best to speak from the heart (ahem ahem)
thank you so much, genuinely, for being silly online :3 I've been following ur blog for a bit now and its so inspirational seeing someone be the person I want to be in public: an mlp fan, a furry, someone who's kind to others no matter what, I could go on but Im gonna Try and keep this semi-short XD
anyway I s'pose thats all to say, Thank you Ray! keep being a weirdo on the internet, bc it really means a lot to me and loads of others I'm sure :3 (also if tumblr kills the quality, srry, I hope it doesn't look too chunky aoihef)
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QUHWTL4HRUEHTUHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!1!
THANK YOU FOR DRAWING STARFRUIT!!!
This is such a kind gift and i ADORE this style, their lil green tongue is such a cute detail! and those WIINGS YESSS
I cannot express how much this warmed my heart, keep being awesome Holy Moly
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4evasummer · 1 year
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" last online: 15/11/2011 " (itto)
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plot: you and itto were online friends back in the day where games like club penguin and wizard 101 were very popular, and always played and talked together online. however, one day you've never heard from him again.
notes: setting is modern au around 2009-2011 alongside present day. also i'm writing this at almost 3am help
content warning: angst, dialouge that screams early 2010s
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~ 23/4/2010 (3:35am)
xxTheOneAndOnixx: hey there! wanna play some club penguin? :3 angelofdarkness1995: sure! but before that i need to show you my new hairstyle xD!!!! hint: it's what we talked about last week!!
xxTheOneAndOnixx: lemme see lemme see!!!!!!!!!!111!!!!!!111!!!!1!1 *angelofdarkness1995 sent an image* xxTheOneAndOnixx: WOW. that cut is so dope!!!!!!111!!!1! 0_o HOW DID YOU DO THAT????
angelofdarkness1995: had my big sis help me out :p. it was messy but worth it ;)
~ 1/6/2010 (12:04 am) angelofdarkness1995: HAPPY BDAY BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
xxTheOneAndOnixx: thx!!!!!!!
angelofdarkness1995: i made you a lil shoutout video on youtube!! it has your favourite song in it!
xxTheOneAndOnIxx: now this is what i'm talking about!!! this video is fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!
angelofdarkness1995: omg tysm itto!!!! took me almost whole day to make it tho 0_o!
xxTheOneAndOnixx: hey, hey! there's no need!! let'z go play some moviestarplanet!!! i need to show off my new wardrobe to you ^^ angelofdarkness: YESH LET'S GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
~ 12/9/2010 (3:30 pm)
xxTheOneAndOnixx: srry i've been inactive for a while :<. i had to move to a new town and i ended up breaking my computer in the process ;; angelofdarkness1995: is okay! a ton of stuff has happened lately! have you heard that the shogun just created a myspace account? :0
xxTheOneAndOnixx: REALLY??????!!?!?!?!!?!? THAT'S NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
looking at older messages gives me comfort, despite the second hand embarassment. but the real thing is...why does time have to change? i looked at the last post itto sent in that forum we posted in everyday. it was a blingee of an anime girl dressed in emo clothing, captioned, "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I GOT SCAMMED IN CLUB PENGUIN FOR THE 7TH TIME THIS YEAR :((((((((!!!11!!!! SOME1 HELP ME :((((((" many users responded to his post, asking him how it happened and offered solutions to rectify the issue. others made fun of him for his gullibility.
the cursor on the screen seemed to lead itself to the chatrooms, and clicked the chatroom between myself and itto. i read the latest messages we exchanged. ~15/11/2011 (9:00pm) xxTheOneAndOnixx: wow that mario kart sesh was hella dope 0_0! how do you have such insane drifting skillz???
angelofdarkness: it was blood, sweat and tears lol?\. xxTheOneAndOnixx: welp grandma is calling me down for dinner. see ya later alligator :3 angelofdarkness: see ya! :p last online: 15/11/2011 "i wonder where he is now" i ask myself as i open twitter and create a thread regarding itto's whereabouts.
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welp that was my first tumblr fanfic ever. if you read this thanks so much and consider reblogging, liking and following! it's very appreciated :3!
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c00kietin · 6 months
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*CRASHES THE DOOR DOWN*
SURE I'LL ASK!!!!!!!
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ahem ahem
17-name 3 things that make you happy
19/20- fabe thing about Day/Night
28- Do you collect anything?
30- what's 1 of the things that never fails to make u happy?
38- fave song?
27- nickname? (Srry idk ur nickname(s) 😭)
18- Do u believe in THE BOO(ghost) or the UEUEUUE(Ailen) or yhe BOOOEUEUEUEUEU (both) or MMM.(none)
26/25- fave color/season and why
(sorry if im weird dude- 😭)
THANK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUU YOU AREN'T WEIRD <<333
17 - listening to music, drawing something I like, and being in my bedroom <3
19/20 - Daytime, it feels safer for some reason and in the morning I have loads of time to myself- as for nighttime, I personally hate because it's when I'm most anxious and paranoid. It's just torture hours for me <3
28 - I collect snow globes and Funko Pops!
30 - probably my cat Pebbles- being with her and patting her comforts me a lot.
38 - my favourite song at the moment is either Bobby Sox by Green Day or Physical by Olivia Newton-John :D
27 - online I'm known as Cookie (of course) and in real life I've been nicknamed Pat the Cat by my parents, one time Spare Parts by sister (jokingly), Cranky Old Man by my friends, and my English teacher has also called me a fountain of knowledge :D
Although, I used to be nicknamed Floofsta by my friends, but we don't talk about that/j
18 - For both, kinda? For aliens, I think it's likely there's some form of living organism on some far off planet. Ghosts, not so much, but when I was younger I was told I could see ghosts from how much I stared :>
26/25 - Don't really have a favourite season, but I mainly like spring and summer because of school breaks/holidays :')
I love teals, blues, turquoise, yellows and generally the rainbow!! I just think they're neat!
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hetheyshe-remade · 11 months
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i realize i havent actually explained much about my in-progress webcomic project yet so ummm some info under the cut. i can get a little wordy when talking about this stuff so srry about that
so the current name of this project is The Umbra Saga! it's a fantasy comic with it's own magic system, mythos, and political history! in the umbra saga, the main continent of Staterra is split in two by two kingdoms: the Kingdom of Noctius, taking up the northern portion of the land, and the Kingdom of Auroria, the south of the land.
The comic takes place a decade after the Capital of the Kingdom of Noctius was seized by the Kingdom of Auroria, by their new queen, Queen Lucielle. There, King Lune was slain, and Kingdom Auroria looked to rid of the king's only child: Prince Umbrian. However, the Prince and his Knight had been able to escape the kingdom that day and have remained in hiding up to the beginning of the story.
After years in hiding, Umbrian and his Knight, Sacha, come upon a familiar face: the former Princess of the Kingdom of Auroria, Vividi. After meeting with Vividi, she posits the idea of forming a rebellion against Queen Lucielle and reclaiming the Kingdom of Noctius from her hands. As the two consider this idea, the location of their home becomes compromised by a bounty hunter, and their adventure starts off at a running start!
it's a story i've been working on over the last several years. initally planned as a comic, then a book trilogy, then once again a comic
as of right now i don't have anywhere for anyone to pre-follow updates or anything other than my blog :') but i'll keep a tag about it and if i made a dedicated post or smth i'll add links to it once i get closer to actually posting it.
right now i'm pretty much done the writing/planning portion and just need to get drawings out. once i finish doing the rough draft for the first arc, i want to get the first few chapters finished before i actually share it so there's a nice backlog for positing online.
hope this piques some curiousity! always feel free to send me asks about it. i'll reblog this with the main characters later i think just to talk about them / give an idea of what they're about yknow? once i finish some nice art i'll make some better posts with those
oh! here's a logo thing preview. it's a work in progress but i think it gets the idea across
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TW: REFERENCE TO SH AND RELAPSE OF SH AND SUICIDE ATTEMPT
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Ok so ik ive been inactive for a *WHILE* and im srry for that but like i have a buncha things that happened these past 3 months that I NEED To share SOOOO....
First things first, the one im most excited abt: I DID MY FIRST PERFORMANCE!!! My school was doing little mermaid jr and I got Scuttle! I was really happy to get my first role and getting at least one solo, and Im just happy overall on how it went! I think I did really good on my first try! Only bad thing was that now im kinda going through my lil mermaid hyperfixation and have been looking up fics where Sebastian and Ariel kinda have a Father/Parental Figure-Daughter or Older Brother-Younger (stupid but ultimately well meaning) Sister dynamic and have started to write a fic on that bc no ones done it before apparently😒(im going cray cray, bonkers mayhaps)
Might've gotten my eye infected(I live in the east of the us, new york to be more specific and woke up the day after the "live vintage (BLAME CANADA/j) filter" with my right eyes nerves slightly more irritated and haven't gotten that checked out so thats fun)
FINALLY finished that one drawing ive been making for 3 MONTHS.(well, technically....)
Almost done writing my passion project, AKA the one I originally wanted to make into an animated series but have settled for a book just in case that can't happen! I still need to work out some kinks, design more outfits, get all their personalities in check, make sure the world and magic is fully fleshed out, ect.
I also do band, and while I originally thought that I would have a problem bc of both band and theatres close scheduling(i originally had dress rehearsal on june 2nd, AND my band concert on June 2nd) but it all worked out in the end! My band concert went great, and while the dress rehearsal was a mess, we at least got through it! :)
Unintentionally quit SH! I was originally only meant to stop until AFTER performances, but ive been bettering myself and learned that if I ever want to forgive myself or at least move on I gotta stop feeling sorry for myself and not forget nor forgive, but remember, i just can't let it haunt me. I know I'll relapse, I always do eventually, but I want to enjoy these few moments of mental "clarity" while I can. I've also learned that for some reason i tend to become a more terrible person and despicable person the more time I spend at home with my mother, so that's fun. God, I hate America's education system, its messed me up BAD. AND the foster care system. I just tried to kms 2 times today, and she didn't even notice, or care. How sad is that?
On a lighter note, yes, as the rest of yt and TikTok, I got a minor lil hyperfixation on the Lorax and really think ppl should make more [PLATONIC] Lorax and Onceler dynamics, mainly the type where they're like some really annoying pair of bickering siblings or a father whos sick of his adopted child's shit, like there is so much on the table for platonic fluff and angst and most of what I've seen is romantic smut and fluff like CHANGE IT UP A LIL
Also, Ive been going to karaoke centers on Tuesdays and have become a lot more confident to performing in front of ppl! So far, I've performed "All You Wanna Do", "The Ballad of Jane Doe", "Heart of Stone", and am gonna do "What the World Needs" the next upcoming Tuesday, where I'm gonna try interacting with the audience while singing!!
(Also, before I end this....I may have ADHD??? my teacher who has ADHD says some of my behavior is "similar to hers"(i feel like thats just her way of saying i reek of neurodivergency) and I also did some research and I display similar/exact behaviors listed, have taken online tests from doctorate confirmed sites and basically all of them said to go get a diagnosis. I also found I do a few behaviors similar to stimming! Also also, I kinda suspect a lil more bc my mom has Autism and apparently sometimes neurodivergency is biological (i forgor the word) but my mom is kinda in denial abt my Depression diagnosis and thinks I got anxiety "biologically", so if I tell her I wanna get tested for ADHD shes just kinda gonna gaslight me into not believing that and i already told the school therapist and basically she just told me that I'm probably just imagining things or copying behaviors from my mother and that "kids like to give themselves all these titles nowadays" so I just did what I always do which is to keep it shut and act until they think you fell in line)
So yeah, thats all! Thanks for reading, now that my schedule is clear again ima start posting more frequently again, so be aware :) <3333
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2d0rn0t2d · 2 years
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hey everyone. long boring text incoming to tell you about where i've been lol (tl;dr ver. : college, stress, mental health, art block.) as for the long version
srry for the long period of silence. i don't try to talk about shit or vent online bc i don't like looking like a gloomy sack of ass but i guess it's better than going about my usual unhealthy cycle of going online for a little bit and make things look ok then just out of nowhere vanish out of the scene and make shit look more suspicious. i feel upset that i make people believe that they bother me or don't interest me or that i'm ignoring art just because, in reality i actually haven't been able to gather the motivation to draw for the entire duration i was off.
i'm also tired of focusing on college and studying just so i can feel like i'm not inferior to the other students getting good grades when in reality i'm just fucking failing all together in a lot of tests and shit which sucks. i've put off so many passion projects, hobbies, and all just so i can try and focus on "building myself a future/not get distracted by the wrong things". i'm really frustrated of living this unfulfilling life that depresses me when art and other forms of hobbies are the only thing i have rn to distract me from being so fucking burnt out and upset.
in general my mental health has also been acting up but i'm also working on myself and i'm really happy i've finally started to basically focus on myself and my happiness instead of basically living for the expectations of other people and doing whatever i can to not disappoint those i know (especially my parents). i guess a step to also do that is let you guys actually know whats up (at least the more general shit of whats going on) i'm not sure if i did it correctly or if it just sounds like i'm talking out of my ass.
thank you if you've read this text, i genuinely appreciate it and i appreciate all the comments, likes, reblogs and all the love you've been giving to my art. you guys have no idea how happy and motivated its made me and the confidence i have for my art has risen so much. thank you once again and i hope all of you have a great day.
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seongminiz · 4 months
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yes i’m a slut for overstimulation kink hehe it’s so fun!!! also think enemies to lovers but with a bet of like.. see how long we can touch each other/fuck without like moaning/openly enjoying it would also be sooo😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 and for me that goes crazy with like half tbz members plsssss
omg🤭🤭 lowkey was using ur info post as inspo i was getting frustrated cuz i barely know how to use tumblr though like for making posts and such 😭😭 i would appreciate the help :( i think like u said though i might just make an info post with like the information and worry about making it pretty later.. and just start writing stuff and posting that in the meantime. i also have like 20+ groups i would want to write for but :(( i might focus on groups that are less popular that i wanna write for bc there are so many i like that i don’t see a single writer for on here :(
- 🧁 anon
tbh same ,, n omg i love that so much n ik u said tbz but i can see that with wonjin so much idk why (or maybe jungmo but thats bc i have a one-sided parasocial love-hate relationship with him :P) srry im having a very cravity brained moment rn BUT tbh in tbz i immediately thought of hyunjae when i read this ask
lmaooo dw my intro post was ugly asf when i first started out too 😭 especially bc i've been chronically online for like 10yrs but was never rlly on tumblr until 2yrs ago so i had no idea how anything worked 😭😭 so yeah i'd just say start out with an 'ugly' one n u can always go back n edit it later
pls i get the thing abt writing for less popular groups like .. its lowkey depressing going in the smut tags of my ult group n finding almost nothing recent </33
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mintyvoid · 1 year
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so i bought and have now recived my anti planner, and while i imagine a bunch of the tools wont do anything- im hoping something helps. And ill try to speak up if anything does.
For some context i suppose if you dont regularly read my depressed rants, i was diagnosised autistic in 2020 but had been in therapy on and off since 2010 for anxiety and depression. I found a majority of resources not helpful or treading over ground ive already done years into- when I started researching 'okay so im autistic what the fuck do i do now, how do i get better'.
(I just keep ranting how shit doesnt seem to want to work for me below)
Most likely cause of all the years ive done work on myself, i am very self aware and quite good at communicating how im feeling. But found that none of the tools I learned helped long term or even enough to better my quality of life(now knowing this was because all those tools help people without a neuro disability, they simply were never going to work).
I've also found that a lot of the resources out there, include this book, are catered towards those with adhd, which while having a lot of simularities to autism- they are not the same. And though I had previously thought i was adhd, im like pretty sure this isnt the case(like in terms of a duo adhd n autism diag). So a lot of the stuff i end up finding /also/ doesn't work.
Though i cant reaally tell if its due to the autism or depression. A good example is the 'trick your brain' angle i see abundantly. To do things like 'set a timer to create a deadline or force panic' or similar time constrainted things simply dont work. I can feel incredible stress to complete something from a deadline or disappointed friend or angry manager and it do little to nothing to motivate me to do the actual thing. If i dont want to do something(or even if i want to do something but my brain for whatever reason doesnt let me), it doesnt happen- concequnce be damned.
I can break tasks into smaller chunks for days, but if i cant get up or move my arm to start said small task then it doesnt really matter does it? The one thing i can do is organize lol, but its the one thing that i see the most as advice- which is totally understandable as its not something taught so a majority would lack the skill. I was really lucky to seek help when i did and to then get actually good advice. It's probs been the only moment where help and support did actually help my quality of life.
Most likely I wont see any improvement in my life till I either go back therapy(actually find someone who can help someone like me, probs needs to be on meds again too) or can afford to create an environment thats supportive of my needs...or more than likely a combo of the two lol. Neither of which i see happening as both need money and i cant work nor get much from my disability program and cant work enough on online stuff to make that my income.
As an aside, i do know that many if not most, have it worse than i do. And i often feel that i simply cant complain about my own situation because im have a loving family that supports me as much as they can, im no where near homelessness, im not bipoc or a trans person, i could technically work but i would only be able to just work(aka id have to give up doing what i ant for a living and went to school for and actually am passionate about, and honestly typical work stresses and sucks so much energy out of me ugh id probs just burn out again n quit). I dont feel i can ask for money or support when there are others i feel need it way more than i do.
And i absolutely hate that what i have isnt enough, and that fact is also why i feel i cant vent. Srry this kinda went off the deep end.
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proteuus · 4 years
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classical economists are dumb get off my blog.. keynesians only 
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joostruck · 5 years
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hey guys !! ;o)
#srry i jus disappeared ;')#after my bday we went right into moving nd then i had finals + grad preparations#nd theres just been a lot happening ??#a lot of good things actually !!#i've been in the same bad environment since i was a kid#nd i'm moving out (again) next week to live in a much better place#nd i've got my first job waiting for me there !!#and my best friend of 7 years who i havent seen in 3 years bc of distance issues is moving to the same place !!!#actually things have been going so well im like; 'what's the catch satan' but its nothing but good things lately#nd im gnna use these good vibes to remind ppl that#if you're in a bad environment nd u feel like u aren't ever getting out of it; you will !!#and things get better !!#i had rlly bad mental issues bc of the situation ive been in nd i jus hope everyone else who's going through that hangs in there !!#things will be alright nd for all the misfortunes you've been dealt you will eventually be happy; you will heal and good things will happen#for u !!#alslo !! i'm not sure if i'll be online right away when i move bc the wifi at the place im moving never seems to work right on my laptop#but hopefully we'll get that fixed bc i'll need it for my new job too#nd im srry i didnt make a post abt this b4 i just havent rlly been on tungle much bc of everything going on#anyways i hope ur all doing well !!#nd i saw mx on we bare bears nd i legitimately started yodelionf#so many good things are happening for them too lately !! im so proud ;')))#michi.txt
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dr4kenlvr · 2 years
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crush culture <3
feat. mikey sano, draken, baji keisuke, takemitchi hanagaki, chifuyu matsuno, mitsuya takashi
genre/wc: fluff (0.6k+)
a/n: this is basically me just assigning things i've experienced with my crushes to the tkr boys haha </3 not proofread im about to pass out srry ily
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MIKEY lets you lean onto his shoulder and fall asleep; the lunch hour was passing by like a decade, and your head felt overwhelemd from all the stress you've been enduring these past few weeks. mikey notices your sleepy expression, dozing in anf out of consiousness. quietly, he snakes an arm in front to gently pull your head onto his shoulder. before you could protest, you felt the familiar comfort of his skin just layers away from yours. so, you melted against him and spent the last 15 minutes of lunch napping. mikey spent those 15 minutes holding your hand shyly.
DRAKEN always pats your head whenever you're around; it was a silly habit that started off as something draken would only do sometimes. whenever you were around, he had the sudden need to place a big palm atop your head and pat. it evoked a cute reaction from you; ears tinting pink while you stare up at him in mild shock. now that he does it so often, he gets a bright smile in return. once you even placed your own hand on top his, and draken felt his knees grow weak. imagine the sight of a 6'0 man with wobbly knees? yeah, that's draken at you.
BAJI sits with you on the bus; he sat with you at the bus stop to wait, saying he didn't mind the cold winds that whisked against you two. time passes and with a tap of his and your cards, the two of you board the bus quickly. you plop down towards the back, and baji sits himself all nuzzled beside you. his nose is slightly red and his breath is somehow still visible so you make an effort to warm him up. you lean into his side and smile to yourself when he melts against you. "i could stay like this forever."
TAKEMITCHI bought you a necklace with your name on it; it was a birthday gift that he had nervously purchased from an online store. it was personally made just for you and takemitchi marvelled at the way the charm with your carven name adorned your neck. although bright against your skin, takemitchi couldn't help but find your smile so much greater. he was sure now, that the way you stared at him with utmost happiness and appreciation, beat the nervous sweat of his palms against his pants tenfold.
CHIFUYU smiles at you when you walk into class; the bell rang a few minutes ago, and you were pacing yourself up the stairs to your next class. moving through the busy crowd, you found yourself getting annoyed at those blocking your way. 'what a great way to start fourth period,' you thought, finally making it to your room. upon entering, chifuyu who sits behind you immediately catches your eye. he smiles cheerfully and waves at you, his spirit clearly lifted upon seeing you. and you could say the same for yourself—with the way your cheeks feel all warm and tingly. maybe fourth period won't be so bad after all.
MITSUYA shares his earphones with only you; many people had asked him: hakkai, baji, and even draken, but he had only agreed to share with you. since he already sits next to you in class, he'd figure that he would share with you (although the constant fidget of his foot under the table told him otherwise). you placed an earbud into your ear, and hummed quietly to the music as did mitsuya. however, your wire kept falling out, and with a sorry grin you shift yourself closer to him. in that short instance, your leg brushed up against his. mitsuya didn't know how he managed to stay still. so there he was, listening to music with his crush, who's leg was pressed to his.
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dorkshadows · 3 years
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srry if this is out of left field but a while back i remember you reccing a pigsy x wukong fanfic to someone, saying it was the fic everyone that shipped the two in the chinese fandom has read? i cant find the link to the fic or your post now and i was wondering if you still have it on hand. thx!
Hi anon! Sorry it took me so long to come online. You know, I've been trying to stay off tumblr more and more often nowadays (with the exception of chatting with close mutuals), and one time, I did consider saying goodbye to blogging.
Then I saw this ask. And you single-handedly reminded me that I can't do that yet. I am NEEDED. So not a left field question at all! This is the kind of thing I'm here to help with.
I actually didn't have it on hand, so I tried googling adsfasdf and anon, I was literally searching for that fic for a grand total of like, 3 hours. The original fic was part of a large collection of individual stories. But it was pretty "famous" in the chinese jttw fandom, even for people who don't usually ship Wukong/Bajie. The fic was called 呆子 (Idiot) and was basically a 2-chapter story from Bajie's 1st person pov. He was in love with Wukong, who was in love with Sanzang, and the story was an AU take on the White Bone Demon arc. And it has an open-ending where maybe Wukong reciprocates.
It's quite angsty, but very memorable because it's extremely in-character (Zhu Bajie is nicer than his original self of course). The author didn't base it on any adaptation, nor did they "beautify" the main characters (so Wukong and Bajie are very much a monkey and pig lol). Anyway, the fic really stuck out to me the first time I read it. It's just one of those beautifully written rarepair things that sticks to your mind.
ANYWAY, google yielded a lot of people asking for the fic or reccing it, but with no links LMAO. But I knew you were counting on me anon, so I switched gears and went to Baidu. Again, I went through like 5 pages of dead links and questionable sites- until finally, I found a site with the mobile txt book (the entire collection, including Idiot).
So if you're here anon, I do hope you read it :'D
Here's the link.
Enjoy the read!
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