#Spectralon

[tnyj-3]

SY_0 - S-R_0 - Remedy Of 2019 (2022): Full Tracklist Completed.

View the 2022 Life Mixtape Entry here: TNYJ-4 - SY_0 - S-R_0 - Remedy Of 2019 (2022) : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

[tnyj-4]

Video: SY_2 - S-R_2 - The 2nd Golden Year: 10 Years Challenge (2024). Track: Torchkas - The Rage (`The (Coronation Day OST - Hell).

This is the main track of SY_2 - S-R_2 - The 2nd Golden Year: 10 Years Challenge (2024) and the main overall track of TNYJ-4 - The Spectralon Remedy (2022 - 2024).

"And here's to a feast, to satiate a lust for the dawning of a new age, one of prosperity and freedom. Gone are the days of pain and suffering, as you yet again reinvent yourself in a better image, that of which was envisioned by the sole objective employed by The Remedy, as it is he who has entered adulthood that must find his own happiness by force and determination, vanquishing the demons of the past to a bearable extent, allowing himself to be a functional member of the society you once hated.

However...

…At the end of it all, you've come so far, only for that same journey to cost absolutely everything you hold near and dear…"

-- TNYJ

[bikingvibes]

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[eggxeggxegg]

How in my head I picture melkor and mairon in their default fair forms:

First off, they look very similar to elves: tall, long hair, slender in frame, and androgynous in appearance. But with a more supernatural element than them.

Melkor has straight, darker than jet black hair that spills to the floor. It has no shine; it absorbs all light. Think of vantablack. His skin is neon white, like spectralon. And his eyes burn like blue hyper giant stars. His face has very sharp features. He’s strikingly beautiful, but also absolutely frightening to look at straight on.

Mairon’s hair is the multidimensional white, yellow, orange, red of fire and molten metal. It flickers about him like flames, defying gravity. His skin is pale gold and his eyes glow like filaments in an Edison bulb. His facial features are delicate, intricate, ornate. He’s entrancingly beautiful; you are the moth and he is the flame. You’d look at him forever, even though you’re burning your retinas out.

[rideraddict]

Don’t forget to read about the @canyon Spectral:on💣🤤 link in bio 👆 #rideraddict #rideraround #rad #mycanyon#canyonbikes#spectralon#bikepark #gopro #bikeporn #rockshox #bike #dhbike #downhill #downhillrider #foxdh #endurobike #fiveten #downhillmtb #mtbporn #instamtb #dhmtb #mtblife #biking#ad

[workmoneyfun]

Guy Compares The World's Whitest Paint And The World's Whitest Material To See Which Is Actually The Whitest - Digg | Here's how White 2.0, the world's whitest paint, compare to spectralon, the world's whitest material.... https://digg.com/video/compare-whitest-paint-with-whitest-material

[shouucore]

via Bikerumor

[pi-slices]

Spectralon Surface - 140605

[tnyj-3]

Almost to the halfway point of the year.

A bizarre year for me. Two months until the celebration of 23/6/24.

- TNYJ

[tnyj-3]

SY_1 - S-R_1 - Achieving Salvation? - The Great Pendulum (2023): Complete.

View the Life Mixtape Entry here: https://archive.org/details/sy-1-s-r-1-achieving-salvation-the-great-pendulum-2023.

[tnyj-3]

In-depth review of Year Zero for the TNYJ-3 Remedy.

This year has been an extremely bizarre experience for me on a very personal level, due to multiple factors, the first of which being this sudden switch in my overall mindset and overall sense of absolute hope and willpower on December 30th, 2021, despite the mental devastation the year caused me. Throughout the course of this year, I have grown to attribute the sudden switch in both mindset and outlook to be the initial hope I had from very early 2020. The second reason for this is because of the very powerful drive and motivation I had during the first sixth of the year, from January to February. I was so driven to make progress that by March, I was burnt out on a physical level. Speaking of March, on March 7th, 2022, the first notable negative event occurred, where my great-grandmother, Margret Hurworth-Seal died in her sleep of sepsis at age 92. At first, I was neutral about it, until March 8th and 9th, when it really began to sink in. Due to this event, three songs were composed by each of the following aliases: Hades Vortexium, Vantablack and Spectralon. The first two composing two individual works in direct response, whilst Spectralon went on to participate in a collaborative piece between itself, Hades Vortexium and Vantablack. By late-March, things began to stagnate a little due to the massive burnout caused by overworking myself a month prior.

In April, not much worth of note occurred, other than the fact that I wanted to document my entire life in musical form. The things I did in April, if I can actually recall, were several shop runs, helping out around the house every now-and-then and that’s basically it. The succeeding month, however, May, was a completely different story. Possibly the most bizarre month of this year, in terms of the earlier side.

In May, I started cataloguing the songs and sounds for my own Life Mixtapes and separated my entire life lived thus far, into five distinct phases, dubbing them “TNYJ-0”, “TNYJ-1”, “TNYJ-2”, “TNYJ-3” and “TNYJ-4” respectively. All five phases (also named “stages”) spanning all of my years lived so far. The cataloguing specifically began on May 20th, 2022 and is ongoing to this day. May was also a bizarre month for the fact that I revisited Gram’s house for the first time in over 15 years and the weirder fact that the entire place, despite the renovations taking place at the time of the revisit, it felt very familiar. The revisit was specifically on May 22nd, merely 48 hours after the initial Life Mixtape cataloguing, which also proved my now weird and bizarre depth of memory. Then on the final day of the month, May 31st, I visited my Nana’s house on my own and in the complete absence of my parents for the first time in about 16 years.

In June, nothing much happened aside from the fact that my more ““known”” Hypertone career turned 2 years old and the commitment of doing shop runs along with the occasional housework.

July was a weird month, akin to May. It was the final month at the college and the first month of having short hair for the first time in about a year. Outside of that, July was the first time I ever hung out with a close friend outside of school in over five years. At home, I (mostly) sat in my room, occasionally spending time with family and doing housework.

In August, my final ever Hypertone song as “Vortex Reaper” hit 2K views on YouTube, thanks to some kid named “DJ Jayden” sampling it in an FnF song for a mod. As a celebration of the anniversary, I did a remix EP for it and it was released on August 26th, 2022.

In September, school picked up again, and thus started “18th year - Salvation - Stage 5: Academic Continuation”. However, the one (good) thing about September is that the debut EP from my duo band project “TeaL” was completed after almost two entire months. As well as the implementation of “Phantom Vibrations”, an alias that focuses on Infinitesimal Slow Music (ISM). Then the most bizarre event of this decade so far (since the outbreak of COVID-19) happened: Her Majesty, Queen Elizabeth II, died. It will probably be the weirdest notable event of mine and everyone else’s (who lived to *witness it (hear about it, at least)) life.

Then, in the advent of this (current) month, the anniversary of my descent into madness is coming up. Because of what has occurred in my country (and around the world at large, for that matter), which have all been negative events, back-to-back. This has resulted in an internal battle between my two primary thought processes and outlooks on life and reality: Nihilistic pessimism from last year and hopeful optimism from this year. Resulting in very sudden switches between the two, of which are fighting for control. So far, this month has been great, with the implementation of Herja Sonus, on October 1st, the alias focusing on unnerving music and compositions. At home (so far), I have been doing housework, unfortunately not spending time with family too much (as I should be doing). This aspect is harder to fix than one might realise, since we are in a post-COVID-19 age, where the lockdowns from 2020 and early-mid 2021 outright killed in-person interactions from within the homes of countless families due to the self-isolation policies enforced by the governments and health agencies. However, despite this truth, I will continue the attempts to remedy this, because I want to be an infinitely better person than I was during TNYJ-3.

Another thing (of utmost importance) that I forgot to note is the growing independence I have acquired. In late August, I cooked myself dinner completely independently. That is, to date, the absolute pinnacle of this year, in terms of practical function.

- TNYJ.

- YEAR ZERO

- 18th year - Salvation.

- 38D

- 18th Year - Salvation. - Day 282 - Week 40 - Day 6 - Month 10 - Week 1 - Day 2

Next update: 31/10/22 or 11/22.

[tnyj-4]

SY_1 - S-R_1 - Achieving Salvation? - The Great Pendulum (2023) (Link In Description).

Release: 29/12/23.

Year: 2023.

Period: TNYJ-4.

Age: TNYJ(18) - TNYJ(19).

Genres: Drone, Harsh Noise, Supertone, Infinitesimal Slow Music, Suizidcore, Field Recording, Glitch, Soundtrack, Smashsynth, Kellersynth, Raw Black Metal, Witch House, Noise, Speedcore, Terrorcore, Industrial, Experimental, Splittercore, Extratone, Hypertone, Vocal Drone, Ambient, Breakcore, Techno, Drone, Dark Ambient, Vaporwave, Depressive Doomcore, Depressive Speedcore, Depressive Slowcore, Schranz, Doomcore, Slowcore, Powernoise, Terrorcore, Drycore, Electronic, Extradrone, Dance, Gabber, Chaos Drone, Dark Drone, Metal, Depressive, Industrial Metal, Pop, Trance, Dark Rave, Sad Glitch, Raw Data, Dark Extratone, Rock, Rap, Industrial Hardcore, Drum and Bass, Jungle, Vocal Glitch, Inframbient, Depressive Drone, Synthwave, Chillout, Piano, Strokeline, Extreme Hypertone.

Tracklist:

0: Spectralon - First Year.

1: Spectralon - First Year (Hades Vortexium Remix).

2: Darkblack XIII - Ansia (Act VII) (Omega Buio).

3: Phantom Vibrations - The Speed Of Xenon-124 (1.8037769768673402063092834121964e-100 BPM).

4: Darkblack XIII - Ansia 666.

5: Datasmr - ReCorrupted 2(023).

6: Missie 1/2 - Passion.

7: Exp_23:25 - Secret Intelligence.

8: Exp_23:25 ft. Blvck Hypertone - Speed Of Virus.

9: ###0### - A.

10: 𝔉𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡𝔥𝔬𝔣 - ℑ 𝔞𝔪 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔎𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔬𝔣 𝔪𝔶 𝔬𝔴𝔫 ℭ𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔩𝔢.

11: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - 𝔇𝔢𝔫 𝔚𝔞𝔩𝔡 𝔰𝔠𝔥𝔲𝔢𝔱𝔷𝔢𝔫𝔡, 𝔱𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔢𝔱 𝔢𝔰 𝔍𝔢𝔡𝔢𝔫...-

12: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - ℜ𝔢𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔫 𝔱𝔬 ℭ𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔩𝔢 𝔗𝔢𝔲𝔣𝔢𝔩𝔰𝔟𝔲𝔯𝔤.

13: BLVCK CEILING - Close.

14: Nihil Fist - Path Of Escalation.

15: KGBKid - Junglist Duality (Hard Version).

16: 𝔏𝔢𝔦𝔠𝔥𝔫𝔞𝔪, 𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔊𝔢𝔰𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔱𝔢 - 𝔏𝔢𝔦𝔠𝔥𝔫𝔞𝔪 𝔖𝔱𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔞

17: ℜ𝔲𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔥𝔱 ♘ 𝟒𝟓𝟎𝟎 - ♤𝔅𝔬𝔩𝔱𝔷𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔤𝔢𝔥𝔶𝔯𝔫♧.

18: Bullenhuser Damm - Fighting The Monster Inside Ourselves.

19: Bullenhuser Damm - Always Keep Me (EgOi X DF).

20: Bullenhuser Damm - George Harvey's Roses (EgOi X Darkblack XIII).

21: Melondruie - Padded Room (Disquiet0473).

22: Ray_Cobley - Subdermal Layers (Disquiet0473).

23: Xryxix - Winter Is All Over You (Dark Ambient Mix by Noiziatrics).

24: Noiziatrics - Screams From The Factory.

25: Casio Brothers - Wonderground (D1stD3vil's Remix).

26: Tony Igy - Astronomia (D1stD3vil's Remix).

27: ID - Depersonalisation.

28: Origin Of Styx - Creeping.

29: ::: - Sparkad.

30: Hecatonchires - Condemned.

31: ###0### - Congoglitch.

32: TNYJ, Vortex Reaper and Vantablack - The Darkness Intensifies.

33: Hades Vortexium - I Can See Right Through You And Your Facade, You Lying, Deceitful Fucking Pretender!

34: Jazzwave - Manic.

35: Dreamcorp - Sleep.

36: LSD Dream Emulator Music: Bright Moon Cottage - Ambient A.

37: Satin Sheets - Summer Storm Romance.

38: Darkblack XIII - A Beautiful Nightmare.

39: Satin Sheets - Air 98.

40: Hyperchaos - The Wider World.

41: Hyperchaos - He Who Carries The World's Weight On His Shoulders.

42: REM - The Third Echo From Childhood.

43: Parnax - Small Parts Of A Great Whole.

44: Pardonax - Sedative.

45: Pardonax - Heart Beats.

46: Pardonax - The Memory Remains.

47: Hades Vortexium - The Endgame (Act 0).

48: Vantablack - The Endgame (Act 1).

49: Vantablack, Herja Sonus and Tristitia - The Endgame (Act 2).

50: Herja Sonus - The Endgame (Act 3).

51: REM & Herja Sonus - TNYJ-2 - TNYJ-3 Reminiscence.

52: REM & Herja Sonus - The Old Traumas.

53: REM - The Fifth Echo From Childhood.

54: REM - Dissociation Via Watching TV Programmes (The Sixth Echo From Childhood).

55: REM - The Eighth Echo From Childhood.

56: REM - The Conscious Desire For Innocence (The Tenth Echo From Childhood).

57: REM & Herja Sonus - The Old Traumas (Part 2).

58: REM & Herja Sonus - The Old Traumas (Part 3).

59: Vito - Polozhenie (Metal Remix) (Slowed).

60: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - 𝔖���𝔢𝔩𝔩𝔠𝔞𝔰𝔱𝔢𝔯'𝔰 𝔍𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔢𝔶.

61: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - 𝔐𝔞𝔤𝔦𝔠𝔨𝔞𝔩 𝔙𝔦𝔠𝔱𝔬𝔯𝔶.

62: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - 𝔊𝔦𝔣𝔱𝔰𝔱𝔲𝔫𝔨.

63: CKNOWN - No Break = No Beat.

64: CKNOWN - Maybe I'm Dreaming.

65: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - 𝔖𝔱𝔯𝔢𝔶𝔱𝔱 (𝔅𝔲𝔯𝔷𝔲𝔪 "𝔚𝔞𝔯" ℭ𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯).

66: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - 𝔙𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔤𝔢𝔟𝔢𝔶𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔰 𝔎𝔯𝔦𝔳𝔷𝔢.

67: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - 𝔙𝔢𝔯𝔭𝔬ͤ𝔫𝔱𝔢 ℌ𝔢𝔵𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔶.

68: 𝔊𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡 - 𝔐𝔢𝔦𝔫 𝔊𝔬𝔱𝔱 𝔦𝔪 ℌ𝔶𝔪𝔪𝔢𝔩.

69: 𝐑𝐮𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐭 𝟒𝟓𝟎𝟎 - 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐞𝐮𝐳𝐞 𝐳𝐢𝐞𝐡𝐭 𝐦𝐢𝐜𝐡...

70: 𝔉𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡𝔥𝔬𝔣 - 𝔘𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔢𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔤𝔩𝔢𝔦𝔠𝔥𝔢𝔫: 𝔊𝔯𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔉𝔦𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔢.

71: ✠𝔉𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡𝔥𝔬𝔣✠ - ☽ 𝔏𝔲𝔷𝔦𝔣𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔖𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔷 𝔞𝔲𝔣 𝔡𝔦𝔢 𝔈𝔯𝔡𝔢 ☾ 【ℜ𝔢𝔩𝔬𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔡】.

72: 𝔉𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡𝔥𝔬𝔣 - 𝔏𝔲𝔷𝔦𝔣𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔖𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔷 𝔞𝔲𝔣 𝔡𝔦𝔢 𝔈𝔯𝔡𝔢 𝟑: 𝔇𝔢𝔯 𝔘𝔯𝔨𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔩.

73: 𝔉𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡𝔥𝔬𝔣 - 𝔑𝔬𝔰𝔣𝔢𝔯𝔞𝔱𝔲 𝔗𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔫𝔱.

74: 𝔅𝔢𝔯𝔤𝔢̈𝔫𝔬𝔱 - 𝔗𝔞̈𝔫𝔷𝔢𝔩𝔫𝔡 𝔡𝔲𝔯𝔠𝔥 𝔡𝔢𝔫 𝔚𝔞𝔩𝔡 𝔡𝔢𝔰 𝔐𝔞𝔩𝔷𝔟𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔢𝔰.

75: 𝔉𝔯𝔦𝔢𝔡𝔥𝔬𝔣 - 𝔙𝔦𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔪 𝔬𝔣 ℑ𝔩𝔩𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔬𝔫.

76: ℜ𝔲𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔥𝔱 𝟒𝟓𝟎𝟎 - 𝔅𝔩𝔲𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔲𝔰𝔠𝔥

77: ℜ𝔲𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔥𝔱 𝟒𝟓𝟎𝟎 - 𝔗𝔬𝔱𝔞𝔩 𝔄𝔠𝔦𝔡 𝔗𝔯𝔦𝔲𝔪𝔭𝔥 𝟐: 𝔙𝔞𝔩𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔢´𝔰 𝔎𝔦𝔰𝔰.

78: ℜ𝔲𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔠𝔥𝔱 𝟒𝟓𝟎𝟎 - 𝔡𝔢𝔯 𝔲𝔩𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔗𝔯𝔦𝔭.

79: 𝔖𝔠𝔥𝔞̈𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔪𝔬𝔫𝔡 - 𝔗𝔬𝔠𝔠𝔞𝔱𝔞 𝔲𝔫𝔡 𝔉𝔲𝔤𝔲𝔢【𝔅𝔞𝔠𝔥 ℭ𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯】.

80: TNYJ, Vortex Reaper and Herja Sonus - Free Reign.

81: TNYJ and Spectralon - Finding Myself.

82: ::: - Sick of digit.world;(

83: TNYJ & Vortex Reaper - The Last Goodbye (Of 13 Years) (Ft. Hades Vortexium, Herja Sonus, Cruciatus and Datasmr).

84: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act II).

85: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act VIII).

86: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act X).

87: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act XXII).

88: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act XXIII).

89: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act XXIV).

90: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act XXV).

91: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act XXVII).

92: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act XXVII) (X2 Edit).

93: Q-Hate - Misunderstood Worldwide.

94: Q-Hate - The Modern World.

95: M83 - My Tears Are Becoming A Sea.

96: Vortex Reaper, Vantablack and Tristitia - Degradation (Act 2).

97: Datasmr and Tristitia - The Realities Of Life (Sad Glitch Piece).

98: Herja Sonus - The Death Of Innocence Due To Overexposure To Reality.

99: Cruciatus - Death Of FAW (2009 - 2019 Mix).

100: REM - Post-FAW (Act 1).

101: Tristitia - Post-FAW (Act 7).

102: Datasmr - Suction Machine 3 (2011).

103: Datasmr - Suction Machine 4 (2014)

104: My Chemical Romance - The Kids From Yesterday.

105: Tears For Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World.

106: Froggy Fresh - The Fight (Chorus Looped).

107: Darkblack XIII - Fragmented Ego.

108: Morgue - Unseen.

109: Inaccessible - Alone. (Act VI - The Last Remaining Few).

110: Q-Hate - The Modern World.

111: Whitewoods - When Cameron Was In Egypt Land.

112: Akira Yamaoka - Blank Fairy.

113: Inaccessible - Alone. (Act VI - The Last Remaining Few).

114: Hades Vortexium - Hate Yourself.

115: Cruciatus - A New Kind Of Pain.

116: Herja Sonus - Fourth Bout Of Paranoia.

117: Herja Sonus - 16/10 & 23/11.

118: Herja Sonus - Darkness VII.

119: Herja Sonus and Memorable Mistakes - Resurfacing Demons, Irrational Thinking.

120: Vortex Reaper - Longing For A Simpler Time.

121: Spectralon - You'll Be Okay.

122: George Clanton - Bleed.

123: George Clanton - Bleed (The Great Pendulum Edit By Vortex Reaper).

124: Vantablack and Tristitia - Eternal Failings (Nobody Likes You, Ever).

125: HOME - Decay.

126: HOME - Signals.

127: HOME - Phantom.

128: Chumbawamba - Tubthumping.

129: Whitewoods - ¿What Did You Say?

130: Carlos Esmeralda Jalapeño - μajesbeedle.

131: Akira Yamaoka - Promise (Reprise).

132: Herja Sonus - Incomplete (Act I).

133: Hades Vortexium - The Journey To Rediscover The Root?

134: Phantom Vibrations - TNYJ(0) - TNYJ(19).

135: Infinity Frequencies - Destiny.

136: Infinity Frequencies - Breeze.

137: Infinity Frequencies - Fracture.

138:Infinity Frequencies - Unearthed Statue.

139: Infinity Frequencies - Promises.

140: Infinity Frequencies - The Mind As A Territory.

141: Infinity Frequencies - The Room With No Door.

142: Infinity Frequencies - Closer Than Ever.

143: Infinity Frequencies - A Storm Is Coming.

144: Infinity Frequencies - Collapse.

145: Infinity Frequencies - A Vanishing Figure.

146: Infinity Frequencies - Never Forget.

147: Infinity Frequencies - Remember.

148: Infinity Frequencies - Void.

149: Infinity Frequencies - Forever.

150: Infinity Frequencies - Following.

151: Infinity Frequencies - Safety.

152: Infinity Frequencies - Entrance.

153: Hades Vortexium - %.

154: Tristitia - It All Fades Away (First Part).

155: Tristitia - It All Fades Away (Final Part).

156: Herja Sonus - Who Can I Trust?

157: Datasmr - Estrangement.

158: Herja Sonus - Being Misunderstood Again.

159: Cruciatus - And You Threw It All Away.

160: Hades Vortexium - You Failed Me, A Long Time Ago.

161: Vortex Reaper - Gone.

162: Vortex Reaper - Gone (Strokeline Mix).

163: REM - A Surreal Coincidence.

164: Vortex Reaper - Being Wholly Understood?

165: Spectralon - The Plausibility Of Coming Across A "Soulmate".

166: Deep End - You Caused This.

167: Unobtainium - The Last Quarter (Until Doomsday).

168: Infinity Frequencies - Nothing But Yourself Here.

169: Infinity Frequencies - Paths Moving Forward.

170: Infinity Frequencies - Visage.

171: Tristitia - I Never Wanted To Watch The Bridge Burn.

172: Cruciatus - Now You Can't Look Back.

173: Herja Sonus - Anxiety 3(30)3.

174: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act XXXI).

175: Herja Sonus - Anxiety (Act XXXII).

176: Herja Sonus - Anxiety 33333333333(...)/Anxie-3.

177: TNYJ - The Light Is Here, Yet The Uncertainty Remains.

178: Vortex Reaper - Transitioning Into Another Strange Period.

179: Vortex Reaper and Herja Sonus - It's Ending Soon, But What Remains Of The Future?

180: REM - 2023 Is But Another Weird Dream.

181: Blood Stain Child - C.E.0079.

182: Memorable Mistakes - 15/12/23.

183: Herja Sonus - Darkness VIII.

184: Unobtainium - There Isn't Much Time Left.

185: Vantablack - Time's End (Ft. Herja Sonus) (Low Quality Version)

186: Vortex Reaper - 20 Years Soon.

187: TNYJ - Times Are Changing.

Main Track: 10:42:14/10:43:25.

Info: The ninth Life Mixtape.

Yet another surreal year of a surreal life. This year, a lot of positive progress has been made. I have started Cognitive Behavioural Therapy to remedy the constant self-criticism and berating, I am more outgoing and more approachable than I ever was before.

The first notably bizarre event of the year was the rediscovery of my SD Cards and recovery of their contents, which were lost in late November 2021. This all happened in late March 2023. 

The second surreal event came on July 21st and 22nd respectively. In which I left a school I had been attending for over 13 years (September 2009 - July 2023), prompting an album.

This year also had its negatives, in which the chaos from October 2022 still persisted until only recently. Another notable event of the year was a betrayal I suffered at the hands of a former close friend of mine, whom denounced the fact that I had endured abuse for most of my life at the hands of my father, calling me a "liar.". Whilst, simultaneously, I build a stronger and closer friendship with an entirely different person, which spawned its own uniquely titled album. 

Another thing I'd like to point out, on the topic of my former supposed "friend" calling me a "liar" is this: For years, I thought it was normal to be in an abusive home. Being berated, dehumanised and insulted to my face and behind my back by a supposed "father figure". It was normal, however, since the chaos from last year has well-beyond settled, I now can rationalise my feelings and realisations. Since I realised the fact that I was abused and traumatised, I began to feel a deep sense of resentment, anger and pain. As well as hatred and bitterness towards my father. These feelings have not gone away and will persist for a long while. I have a haunted past that affects me even today and it will take a while before I am strong enough to face it. That is, by seeing my father.

As such, this delightfully surreal year has got a unique name all to its own: "Achieving Salvation? - The Great Pendulum", since it has its fair share of positive and negative experiences. Since this year is a continuance of 2022, there's a reason the word "Salvation" appears here, as that's what the mission was and currently is, for this ongoing period of my life. The words "Great" and "Pendulum" also appear here, because of how quickly my mental state would switch from being in a positive frame of mind, to a negative and depressive state, which has persisted irregularly throughout this whole entire year.

Link: SY_1 - S-R_1 - Achieving Salvation? - The Great Pendulum (2023) : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

-- TNYJ

[tnyj-4]

Composed on 6/4/24.

The title refers to the succeeding period of TNYJ-4 - The Spectralon Remedy (2022 - 2024): TNYJ-5 - Post-Remedy (2025 - 20XX).

-- TNYJ

[tnyj-4]

Commencement.

This year will be another weird experience, as I turn 20 years old and I will have had the tracheostomy out for exactly a decade, come June 23rd.

This year is the final year of the “Spectralon Remedy” Period, thus, this year’s Life Mixtape Entry will be the longest. As it has an immensely greater importance than the introductory year.

- TNYJ

[tnyj-3]

19th Year - Continuance. - Day 0. - Week 0.

This year will have more willpower and drive than the previous year, because I am determined to make myself a better person, especially since the New Years has commenced.

This year is a continuation of 2022. Hence its name, especially in regard to the intended purpose.

This is the second year of the “TNYJ-3 Remedy” and second “Spectralon Year”.

As such, an entirely new Life Mixtape will commence.

- 19th Year - Continuance.

- Day 0.

- TNYJ

[tnyj-3]

Closing.

In-depth review of Year Zero for the TNYJ-3 Remedy. - Addendum_2 - Final.

This year has been an extremely bizarre experience for me on a very personal level, due to multiple factors, the first of which being this sudden switch in my overall mindset and overall sense of absolute hope and willpower on December 30th, 2021, despite the mental devastation the year caused me. Throughout the course of this year, I have grown to attribute the sudden switch in both mindset and outlook to be the initial hope I had from very early 2020. The second reason for this is because of the very powerful drive and motivation I had during the first sixth of the year, from January to February. I was so driven to make progress that by March, I was burnt out on a physical level. Speaking of March, on March 7th, 2022, the first notable negative event occurred, where my great-grandmother, Margret Hurworth-Seal died in her sleep of sepsis at age 92. At first, I was neutral about it, until March 8th and 9th, when it really began to sink in. Due to this event, three songs were composed by each of the following aliases: Hades Vortexium, Vantablack and Spectralon. The first two composing two individual works in direct response, whilst Spectralon went on to participate in a collaborative piece between itself, Hades Vortexium and Vantablack. By late-March, things began to stagnate a little due to the massive burnout caused by overworking myself a month prior.

In April, not much worth of note occurred, other than the fact that I wanted to document my entire life in musical form.

In May, I started cataloguing the songs and sounds for my own Life Mixtapes and separated my entire life lived thus far, into five distinct phases, dubbing them “TNYJ-0”, “TNYJ-1”, “TNYJ-2”, “TNYJ-3” and “TNYJ-4” respectively. All five phases (also named “stages”) spanning all of my years lived so far. The cataloguing specifically began on May 20th, 2022 and is ongoing to this day. May was also a bizarre month for the fact that I revisited Gram’s house for the first time in over 15 years and the weirder fact that the entire place, despite the renovations taking place at the time of the revisit, it felt very familiar. The revisit was specifically on May 22nd, merely 48 hours after the initial Life Mixtape cataloguing, which also proved my now weird and bizarre depth of memory. Then on the final day of the month, May 31st, I visited my Nana’s house on my own and in the complete absence of my parents for the first time in about 16 years.

In June, nothing much happened aside from the fact that my more ““known”” Hypertone career turned 2 years old and the commitment of doing shop runs along with the occasional housework.

July was a weird month, akin to May. It was the final month at the college and the first month of having short hair for the first time in about a year. Outside of that, July was the first time I ever hung out with a close friend outside of school in over five years. At home, I (mostly) sat in my room, occasionally spending time with family and doing housework.

In August, my final ever Hypertone song as “Vortex Reaper” hit 2K views on YouTube, thanks to some kid named “DJ Jayden” sampling it in an FnF song for a mod. As a celebration of the anniversary, I did a remix EP for it and it was released on August 26th, 2022.

In September, school picked up again, and thus started “18th year - Salvation - Stage 5: Academic Continuation”. However, the one (good) thing about September is that the debut EP from my duo band project “TeaL” was completed after almost two entire months. As well as the implementation of “Phantom Vibrations”, an alias that focuses on Infinitesimal Slow Music (ISM). Then the most bizarre event of this decade so far (since the outbreak of COVID-19) happened: Her Majesty, Queen Elizabeth II, died. It will probably be the weirdest notable event of mine and everyone else’s (who lived to *witness it (hear about it, at least)) life.

During October, the month was rather average, akin to September, until the 16th. On 16/10/22, I have experienced the biggest and most deepest blow to my mental health, mindset, motivation and my immediate family, caused by my parents separating as a result of another argument that they had in the evening of 15/10/22. Since then, I have been battling internally moreso than I ever have during this entire year. On Halloween, I went ghost hunting with my father, videoing a 6-part series to document the most memorable Halloween in quite a long while.

In November, I had the most memorable birthday in a long, long time, I got a PC, Gaming Keyboard and Mouse and TWS i12 Bluetooth earphones. I went to the pub with both my parents, having a great time! Other than my birthday, nothing much of note occurred.

This month, however, has been more eventful than the previous. By a large sum. My PC got inspected for damage after not booting up, I got it back exactly on Christmas Day, with it being both setup and reset, I started making music on it straight away. Starting the final large-scale project of my career pertaining to albums: a 404-track LP album, titled “Absence Of God”, which is still in development. Due to my PC’s lack of internet connectivity, the tracks will be released at a later date, however, they’ll still be released very early-on in the new year.

This year has been a success in regard to the intended mission heading into it, given that it was meant to be “Mission Progress” and a “Test” for the remedy’s initiation.

Next year will be better because I intend to put more work and drive into it.

- YEAR ZERO

- 18th Year - Salvation. - Day 365. - Week 52 - Day 0. - Month 12 - Week 4 - Day 3.

- CONCLUDING.

- TNYJ