#Sometimes it'd too much
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I mean. Constant blaring noise is what they use in prison to brainwash you. You need some silence in order to think. Be an independent being.
#Talk radio#Shut up#I cant shut it up#I want to rest#But ppl are in every other room#I also need space to myself#I dont need a nap#But I want to read#I want to read more#I do loke tv#Calms the thought in my head#But I also like to think#Sometimes it'd too much#But its feelings that are worse.#College and 2020 taught me to break free and have my own thoughts not others'#Bc the outside ppl esp ones w their own agenda can steer you wronf#So you must have a strong moral foundation#I won't let that doundation be missed by ANYONE#More should do this instead of hyper partisanship#Be critical of your own side#Or we will go down the drain.#Think#Be a human#Be kind to others even those you don't agree with#I'm also tired of families breaking up and trearing apart
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[ID: A limited palette of green and pink, Vashwood comic. The first page serves as a prologue. The first panel shows Vash speaking to someone off screen while Wolfwood is lingering behind him. A black arrow is drawn pointing at him. In the second panel, Vash is buying donuts in the distance while Wolfwood is once again in view, lingering. and the black arrow is drawn pointing at him. In the third panel, Vash is leaving a cubicle and turning towards his right with a slightly peeved expression. He sees Wolfwood, leaning against the cubicle, waiting for him, and with the black arrow drawn, pointing at him, implicating the consistent hovering of Wolfwood’s presence during Vash’s everyday. At the bottom of the page, they’re drawn out of panel with Vash turning to Wolfwood and saying with an irritated expression, “You’re really following me everywhere, huh?” Wolfwood responds, “What, you got a problem?” Vash responds without hesitation, “Yeah, kinda...”
The second page starts with a new day. In the first panel, Vash is seen alone, weighing apples in his hands at a mart, with crowds passing behind him. In the second panel, he turns to his right and starts to say, “Hey, Wolfwood...” In the third panel, he’s startled from seeing a stranger, whom he’d accidentally called out to when he was expecting to see Wolfwood. He says, “Oh, you’re not him. Sorry!” In the fourth panel, the stranger walks off and Vash muses, “Right, he said he had something to do today...”
The third page begins with a close up of Vash's miffed expression, the continuation of Vash's thoughts, "Now that he's not here, this is just like how I used to be, but... It feels lonely somehow. Oh well, I'll see him again tonight, like always." In the second panel, it shows Vash walking through the marketplace crowd, alone. In the third panel, the door panel is a close up of the door opening with a peek of Vash's head. He says, "Wolfwood!" In the fourth panel, Vash is holding a bag of food with a bright smile and says, "Are you hungry? I got you something to eat today!"
The fourth page begins with a shot of the room, two beds being highlighted, one of them being made properly with the blanket draped over the bed and the other with the blanket folded and pillow sitting on top of it. There's no sign of Wolfwood. The second panel shows Vash with a disappointed look as he thinks, "He's still not here?" The third panel shows Vash putting the bag of food on the table. Stapled to the paper bag is the receipt with a written note "For Wolfwood." Vash's thoughts continue "He does like to stay out so, I guess there's no reason to worry..." The fourth panel shows Vash sitting his bed somberly with his thoughts continued, "It's not any of my business anyway..."
The fifth page starts with a close up his blank expression as he looks downwards, thinking, "Even if he left completely... That'd be understandable and better for him. I'll just travel alone again... like before... Huh?" The next panel shows Vash's composure break, tears welling up in his eyes suddenly, as he didn't expect to cry. He starts to sob, putting his hands to his face to quiet himself and wipe at his tears, as he says, "Ugh... Dammit... I miss h..." The last panel shows Vash leaning over into his hands, still crying, and in the back, the door swings wide open with a bam as Wolfwood walks through with the punisher swung behind him. He shouts, "SPIKEY! You in here?!"
The sixth page starts with Wolfwood confused, looking at Vash and Vash looks back, just as confused, with tears in his eyes and snot out of his nose. Wolfwood starts saying, "Ah? You..." No longer in panels, at the bottom of the page, Wolfwood takes the Punisher off of himself and starts to walk towards Vash, continuing with slight concern, "What's wrong with you? Did something happen?" Vash, hurriedly begins to wipe at his tears, denying immediately, "No! No, I'm fine! Nothing happened!"
The seventh page, Vash points towards the table, with a hand still wiping at his tears and he smiles as he says, "I uh got you food. On the table." Wolfwood looks towards to the table and responds, "Oh. I was getting hungry, thanks." He turns his head back to Vash immediately after with an uncertain expression, knowing the other wasn't responding to his concern, and says, "But, I know you're an idiot with this stuff, so I'm reminding you again. Don't brush it off if it's an issue, alright?"
The eight page, Vash's tears have dried and he looks to Wolfwood with a soft smile and responds, "Yeah. It's okay though..." A panel at the center shows a side view of Vash approaching Wolfwood. At the bottom of the page, with no panel, is a close up shot of Vash's hand, holding onto the edge of Wolfwood's jacket sleeve, as he says, "Because you're here now. Wolfwood."
The final page is a back shot of both of them standing next to each other, Wolfwood's head tilted slightly to the left, not fully believing Vash as he says, "That doesn't answer anything, Spikey." Vash responds, "There's no need to talk about it! You should enjoy your food. Let's have a drink too?" Wolfwood responds, "Tsk, tsk. Fine, yeah. I could use one." END ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#but onto this comic... i think and talk a LOT about vash's loneliness bc trigun is just. kind of central on that for a good while! esp in#the original manga he was alone for a good portion of it and he tends to keep others away like how he ran away from meryl and milly when#they tried to tag along. and he was kind of bothered when he realized ww was following him around Too. at the core even though he loves#humans and he loves deeply the people he does know -- he isnt really much of a people person and i think thats been the case since he was#young considering his initial doubts towards humans... with the exception of kids bc kids dont give him moral conflicts. so suddenly#here comes wolfwood!!! his guide. someone TRULY affixed to him until he has to get to knives. someone who isnt budging and someone whos#really good at following him around and even seems like he goes like 5 steps ahead to make sure vash doesnt run on him#in one way its - i don't want you to follow me bc i don't want to burden you and i don't want you to kill the people i want to save.#in another way its - i like this companionship. i like waking up to you and i like ending the way with you. i like talking to someone who#knows my world. i like being in your space and sometimes i enjoy talking about our day#theyre just living together. like. roadtrip buddies or theyre also under the same roof because they're going everywhere together.#trimax they mainly spend their mornings together and if they had personal business attend the other person would usually know and itd only#be during the midday. anyway bc of this kind of companionship i figure that vash eventually grew accustom to it and he really. cant go back#to the kind of loneliness from before. it's harder to imagine and it'd be harder to withstand. esp after 2 years with lina and her grandma.#ruporas art
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ford and stan as catdog
You unlocked memories I didn't know I had
#damn. I had forgotten about that cartoon#I used a duller orange because I thought it'd fit them since they're old. also it looked a bit more like the earlier seasons#sometimes the answer isn't if you can it's if you should#am I abusing my power as an artist?#ask#anonymous#gravity falls#stan pines#stanley pines#stanford pines#ford pines#catdog#animal au#not sure if it's a crossover or a fusion#crossover#???#fusion#?????#art#fanart#traditional art#watercolor#stan would make himself (and ford by extension) an attraction for the shack. he wouldn't have the shack tho...#anyway let's not think too much about this
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no way in hell alphonse would pick out something as gaudy as Ed's coat. so it simply was not his choice. oUGHH EDIT I wrote a silly fic of this. teehee prances away
aha. yeagh
#spenxer lou art#lou is an artist#fma roleswap#fma au#fma#fmab#fma brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#alphonse elric#edward elric#elric swap au#I'm coining this term. for these types of au bc I was CORRECT I AM NOT ORIGINAL. elric swap au. understand.#btwI totally used a panel of Laios as reference for Ed's face. heehoo#also I might start writing fics of this au.might be neat#I'm not much of a writer but I do decent enough so I don't think it'd be too bad#anyways. remind me to do an actual drawing of this au sometime instead of just bullshit
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Daniel Ricciardo | Saturday at the 2024 Dutch GP | 📸
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#I don't post every photo I find on insta bc some are kinda not-so-HQ and I don't think it'd be of interest and he is kinda out-of-frame here#but his small smile 🥺❤️#and kinda surprised expression#kinda shocked how absolutely bustling the paddock is as a newer fan like it is photo city in there#I love as a fan seeing so much content on racedays but wow it must be 😵💫 hella stressful sometimes too#also are insta stories broken for anyone else bc I have to visit a profile twice for the reels to load and I'm like 😤#mercury!!!!!!!!!! hehe jk but it is in Virgo rn MY sign#Carlos and I are actually born only a few days apart in 94 🥹🥳💕#anyways off topic hehe but part of the fun of my own posts is it is yapping central in here for me 🫡❤️
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I want to send a cringe ask to a mutual but I think I've already annoyed them too much this month 🗿
I live in agony
#I wanted to be like “omg I'm such a big fan ur an artist?? can u draw me???”#cringe stuff artists hear a lot lol#I just thought it'd be funny#but I talked to them a lot and idk when people want to talk to me or not#I talk too much a lot and when I barely get answers I panic and think they hate me#even though 100% of the time they're busy#idk tho lol#Sometimes idk when I'm close enough to people for jokes like that
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What can you do when you hate every word that comes out of your mouth with a burning passion? When nothing you say ever feels right? When all of your words feel like lies, even though they’re not?
Because they’re not, right? …right?
#hello anon hope you like this one#now that i wrote it i'm not so sure if this was a prompt or you were asking for advice#i got the poem part of it covered#instead of advice i'll just tell you some simple stuff that works for me sometimes#talk to someone. it makes you feel awful at the beginning but d it. talk talk talk#if talking is too much reach out to any of your loved ones#and just be in their presence#if that's also not an option. take a nap. cry if you think it'd help#don't forget to eat and drink water#just in case it wasn't a prompt#i hope everything turns out well for you anon <3#my writing#prose poetry#words#love#writeblr#prose#tw dissociation#overthinking
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But HOW does he spell it like that
Nova belongs to @fluo-skeletons
#comic#random comic#papirate#nova#outertale#undercurrent#papyrus#undertale au#Papirate really hates space#idk why#you'd think it'd be like sailing a ship with the water#rocking it back and forth#but perhaps the lack of that motion is what bothers him#the lack of air and wind and noise#listen I don't know if I made up his hate for space#maybe he can hear too much when it's too quiet#sometimes these things just happen#Yes this character hates space now that's his whole personality
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why is so much of sewing just tracing and cutting and tracing again q_q i see why people get projectors and use adobe illustrator now
#drawing up a design that i can easily pattern from my sloper: 😊#actually having to make the pattern by tracing and cutting ad infinitum: 😰#piecing together printer paper to get a big enough sheet of paper and doing this ten million times: 🥲😭#not to mention the IRONING.... prewashing the fabric and having to iron 8 yards of fabric???? excuse me????#and then distorting it as i iron bc it has a slight stretch and i got so tired i stopped being careful 2 yards in#and the way that you're supposed to press every seam... excuse me... am i just supposed to have my iron heated and on standby at all times#AND THE STEAM??? i just got stay tape the other day and thought it'd be a neat alternative to stay stitching#BUT IT NEEDS STEAM TO ACTIVATE (which okay makes sense) BUT long story short i'm too afraid to use the steam function#on my iron because none of us are sure if water should go back into a tank that's been in disuse for 30+ years#so instead i get this water spray pen and delicately spray down the length of each piece of stay tape#before i cover it with a piece of gauze and iron it. and then i have to iron it extra so all the water actually evaporates#oh and the spray pen holds as much water as half a pen so i have to walk to the kitchen every 10 sprays to refill it#and i have to do this for every curved edge on my pattern pieces#i mean the alternative is just stay stitching but then i would have to calibrate my settings for a single layer of fabric instead of double#which means i have to switch my needle out more and i'm still new enough that sometimes i install a needles wrong despite going through#all the same exact motions that i usually would. i'm LITERALLY suffering out here. anyway can't wait to sew or whatever#oh and did i mention i went to a sewing meetup recently? yeah...#everyone there bought like $30-$100/yard fabric and i was there awkwardly knowing i only buy like $12/yard fabric#honestly though i have the opposite problem people usually joke about. i find it So hard to find fabric i actually like#it needs to be the right fiber + right color + right pattern/texture + right weight + i have to know exactly what i'm going to make with it
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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people talking about edgeworth helping phoenix during his seven year stint and supporting him through his depression as if we all don't know that the only person from that family who'd be able to get phoenix to do shit is franziska. smh.
#she'd barge into his home and be like 'phoenix wright get the fuck up'#scribbles in the margins#this post is pretty much all a joke but also not really. i do think edgeworth is too awkward to really help emotionally while franziska is#just. immune. he could get properly angry and she'd just pull out the condescension card until his spite won over and made him do shit#i also say from this family because i know maya could get him out of it. it'd take longer because for all their banter she is actually#quite gentle with him when it comes to serious things like this like in jfa. i do think she feels the age difference between them sometimes#but franziska would barrel through unperturbed and that's what you need sometimes.#also dont think that phoenix really did need much help since he's so 'work now feel later' but you know. if the depression slump is the#narrative we're going with.#him and franziska are just really important to me actually. i like their weird friendship so much
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doodles and some lore. I'm tired.
#Jay does this thing on second dates where he tests the other person#he wants to make sure they'd like all of him. every part of him that may throw others off or realize he's insane#Matt and Jay were friends during high school. dated in college and broke up just before finding out Jay was pregnant#they decided to co-parent Mona and just view one another as friends#Mona really likes Don and Tk. loves Peter. though dislikes Lucy quite a bit because of how much she hears Jay complain about her with Matt#Mona is very close with Jay despite living with Matt and only coming over to Jay during the holidays/some weekends#Jay moved into the complex about a year prior to meeting Peter. he's had 5 roommates since moving in#Lucy has been the worst compared to the rest but is the only one Jay tolerates (since she's young and reminds him of himself. pretransition#Jay and Don hated each other in the beginning. only really bonded over talking shit about a neighbor#and Jay saying “anyway I gotta finish watching the game.” Don saying how he wanted to too but his tv is fucked so they watch together#Tk does have feelings for Jay but Jay just can't take the hint. he simply just thinks he's making jokes and is very kind#Jay really cares about Lucy. he often checks up on her when she's out and buys her dinner if he didn't make anything for them#and she ofc tries to make his life easier by cleaning the apartment making him coffee in the mornings etc etc#also Jay and Don sometimes just talk about marriage. how both of theirs didn't work out (I headcanon that for Don)#how it'd go - Don: I just wish I showed her how much I cared... Jay: I chased mine down with a knife. didn't kill her though. I promise.#Jay also calls Don's kid (the cop) Don Jr. he doesn't mind it that much. it's mainly cause Jay never remembers his name#my art#yb peter#Yb don#Void#Jay#Yb tk#Yb lucy#none of them die btw. Peter kills some guy who treated Jay poorly#the entirety of Jay and Peter's relationship before the abduction takes place over June#I say so cause it was a bit alarming to Tk. Don and Matt how fast Jay was rushing into the relationship and such#anyway uhh idk what else to say
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I'm just saying Undertale did a good job with the loveless character by accident so please if lovelessness comes up again in Deltarune do that again, by accident
#it'd be so awesome if the antagonist. gaster or knight or the game itself idk...#they had the opposite 'problem' and the love TOO much and it causes problems#one of my favorite tropes. love destroys sometimes#deltaruneundertale
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Trying so hard to not be Cringe and Annoying but I do miss the 2021 era dsmp. I do a lot. Frequently. I miss the way it felt, I miss the content, I miss the vibes, I miss the music, I miss the cosplayers and fanfics and the fandom despite all the conflicts. I miss TommyInnit being the funniest motherfucker I'd ever had the pleasure of watching (he still is but I don't watch his stuff as much) and I miss the cbeeduo lore and I miss just beginning to leave quarantine at home and watching Twitter and Tumblr for stuff relating to the beeduo meetup and the latest Tommy mod videos and actually watching MCC. I miss binge reading Passerine and crying enough that I emptied one of those giant jugs of water meant to last the day. I miss the annoying and cringey memes and being able to talk about lore with my friends and making friends in the VCs of Ranboo or Wilbur's discord server. Sorry. The nostalgia got me.
#dsmp#im still a fan of the creators i liked back then but they've changed so much and thats wonderful bc i have too#im not 14 anymore#but i do miss it sometimes. a lot.#i long to be a part of something like it as a creator one day. although it'd be nice if it was something like it with not as much bad shit.#a girl can dream
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so sorry another oc post
greetings miki andou from a hit ocgram project called linagram. your main motivation as a character is to save your younger sibling from The Horrors and you do not care about what happens to you at all. honestly, if there was a way for you to sacrifice yourself for marito/asahi you most likely would. even though you really do have good intentions, your actions almost always have the worst consequences you can imagine, and even if you forgive people and choose to ignore their flaws, you only end up making them or the lives of other people worse. you're obsessed with saving everyone, guiding them, protecting them, controlling them, you will force other guards to forgive the prisoners you want to be saved if needed and maybe abusing the power you have really is the only way to save people sometimes. at least that's what you believe. prisoners either love you or hate you, some of them see you as their savior, some of them see you as extremely manipulative. you can be called "the goddess of milgram" even, honestly, you probably could become one, if it wasn't for the fact that milgram's real goddess is watching you right now.
now, may i ask you which character from a certain gacha game you kin. to be more specific, that gacha game has a turn-based combat system. to be even more specific, that game has the word "rail" in its title
#yall don't understand i was going through her quotes on linagram wiki and i. needed a moment#“haha that sounds like something [ ] would say- MY FUCKING GOD”#literally almost fell on the floor head in hands. took so much damage from that realization#.. does that mean i should draw miki in his outfit.... probably not...#sometimes i think about how miki wasn't even supposed to exist at first and she was one of the last linagram characters to be added#bc i wanted to “balance things out” with eiji's beta version and i felt like if we had that eiji as the only guard#it'd be too cruel and tasteless. and also i thought the concept of two guards was fun#and how miki was simply based on the concept of the innocent verdict at first#now i literally can't imagine linagram without her. very excited for the ending bc she'll get to go absolutely feral#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]#[ 💜 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚'𝐬 𝐨𝐜𝐬 ]
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Sakshi's 500 followers celebration
AJSHKAJAKDJSFK I can't believe this. Looveeee<3 thank y'all so much for following me. The experience of being here on Tumblr has been so ecstatic, fun and lovingly comfort giving(sometimes anxious). There are so many wonderful people on this hellsite (affectionate). The little people in my phone that are absolutely amazing and thanks for existing.🧡 Every little things on Tumblr i revere: people spamming each other, reblog, appreciate, spread learning posts, talk about the dumbest things(the 7 post, wiggle, and so many), put out the best edits and just enjoy this company:) So, for the celebration of my 500 followers is gonna start from today itself. I'm going to do a weekly moodboard series and would love if you guys send requests! If you're my mutual/follow my blog and i missed you tagging, send in a ask pretty please! 🌻
Tagging: @sparklingstarr-tv , @honeyed-sunflowers , @1989tv , @akidev @just-laufeyson ,@doctorcheeseburst , @sparklezfallsinlovewithbooks , @mayangelsleadyouin ,@firstnightthatyousawme @wholeplaceshimmerr , @giggleatyourfuneral , @stars-alinged , @starsbythe , @stood-onthecliffside , @kadalakari , @ithinkhobiknows , @fierreth-who , @im-the-problem-itsme , @ad15124
Thank you,
Sakshi.
#i initially wanted to do knitting and Matty art but it'd take too much time so I discarded that idea(idk knitting but I'd learn sometime)#blorbos#i'm also trying to make gifs according to the tutorials by sarah(thatwasthenightthingschanged) and I have so many ideas of a few drawings#tumblr is glitching and showing 719 followers#a few days ago it was 500#Stel's 500 followers celebration 🎉🎉
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