#I want to rest

[monarchberrysblog]

Update:

Hello everyone! I've been super busy in school unfortunately as I am studying biology with a minor in chemistry. I’ll be back. Trust when I say I have something for you guys 🩷

[xyverly]

Hello everyone! Sorry for not posting, I get really rough time rn. So while I'm trying to get proper rest I want to ask you to write ideas for arts :3

[carb0n-m0n0xide]

Uah

[bibibitchery]

i’ve literally been awake for 20 hours and i have taken the meds the famously knock you the fuck out. why the fuck am i still awake?

[eatingfireflies]

I twisted my knee a bit this morning while reaching out for tissues (yay allergies) and fuck does my knee hurt

I made sure the whole household (my brother and my cat) knew and my bro was like 'Is it serious? 🥺'

Unfortunately my knees have been shitty and brittle since I was 16 so no. It's happened before I just need to not do anything wild with them

[toshi-forgetten]

Vaya, magma

[dedfly]

Fffuck I think I have an art block

Just in case someone would wonder why i don't post this much

[choppun-kun]

I wish I could do nothing for a day. Just one day without either: going to work, job searching, or watching a little kid. I just want to rot in bed and feel rested.

[devine-acension-831]

I crave a gentle life.

I know what hell looks like already.

More harsh lessons aren’t necessary.

Give me soft evenings, sweet as chocolate.

Nights worn like wool.

Let’s laugh till we’re in tears,

alongside those who make loving us look easy.

I want to breathe in the air of everywhere I once dreamt of making memories.

Though my hardships have shaped me,

in beautiful and painful ways that I will forever be grateful for,

I want my days to be full and affectionate.

I want to be formless,

someone who flows and moves without worry.

Some days I’m water.

Others, I’m lava.

Both are real.

Both are me.

All versions of me are honest and necessary.

Who I am is safe when respected.

I’d rather be a great friend to a few

than an acquaintance to many.

I’d rather be widely accepting

than widely accepted.

I want to be the one that others know it’s safe to turn to.

I want to be the person who I needed all those years ago.

There’s a softness within me that wasn’t always there.

It grew from heinous places.

Cold, callous, remorseful places.

My softness is my greatest strength.

To not be hardened by the very things meant to break you,

that’s what I’m most proud of.

Now, everyone near me gets my light.

This way we all shine.

[sleep-deprived-luka]

friend beloved, release me from this wretched vc

[antoineshere]

Why do I want to get married if I already see and almost experienced first hand of what having a shit partner looks like ? I was the second parent for my siblings since I was 10 years old because my own mother was grieving her sorrows by abandoning us, and now that she’s remarried, she acts like she was the one all along, I was 13 and had to clean the kitchen infested by rats, I can’t blame my siblings not remembering my sacrifices for them, they were children, but my mother has since dismissed all traumatic things she has inflicted on me, and kept on gaslighting me for the things I know happened,

Oh god please let me out of this house 😭

[raspberrybesitos]

just turned on my alarms for work tomorrow i’m-

[freepassbound]

This Monday simply won't stop Mondaying.

[onemorebeforeigo]

Everything overwhelms me so much I can hardly talk to my friends or family anymore…

[youdontloveme-yet]

I'm so incredibly tired. Exhausted. Every morning I wake up to the sound of my own paranoia and the sinking feeling that everything is burning. Cannot even cry anymore. Cannot feel myself. It's just so exhausting. And I keep losing weight with each day. My entire body hurts all the time. I cannot enjoy the sun nor the beautiful autumn weather. I feel so lost and helpless and angry and sad and there's this constant feeling of dread and I just don't know anymore. I'm just so tired.

[kennysscooter]

𝙄𝙉𝙏𝙍𝙊𝘿𝙐𝘾𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉

HI!!

About me:

|| I like South Park, Hello Kitty, and etc. !! <3 ||

im new to tumblr so I'm still kind of getting the hang of this stuff.

What I will write:

Fluff, SFW, mostly anything that doesnt involve porn <3.

What I wont write:

Porn, Kinks (for example, mommy, daddy, or any others that are 18+), smut, incest, smut, anything that falls under those categories.

Anyways I will possibly post more if I'm even noticed.

Bye!!! q(��▽≦q)