#Calms the thought in my head
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I mean. Constant blaring noise is what they use in prison to brainwash you. You need some silence in order to think. Be an independent being.
#Talk radio#Shut up#I cant shut it up#I want to rest#But ppl are in every other room#I also need space to myself#I dont need a nap#But I want to read#I want to read more#I do loke tv#Calms the thought in my head#But I also like to think#Sometimes it'd too much#But its feelings that are worse.#College and 2020 taught me to break free and have my own thoughts not others'#Bc the outside ppl esp ones w their own agenda can steer you wronf#So you must have a strong moral foundation#I won't let that doundation be missed by ANYONE#More should do this instead of hyper partisanship#Be critical of your own side#Or we will go down the drain.#Think#Be a human#Be kind to others even those you don't agree with#I'm also tired of families breaking up and trearing apart
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Alright let's do this
At 10 notes i'll Say something Nice to a random mutual (Not posting the proof sorry y'all)
At 20 notes i'll say something very nice to all of my mutuals
At 50 notes i'll start studying what is a dual person and how it affects me
At 70 i'll clean up my office (gonna do it tomorrow cuz it's late as i write this)
At 120 notes i'll post a random pic from my phone
(early art for Geodo!)
At 150 notes i'll study some more for school (Fiiine i'll be more responsible, goddamn)
At 200 notes i'll read the picture of Dorian gray as much as possible in 2 hours (i read it 8 times)
At 300 notes i'll take one of those gender tests (it called me gay and i'm unsure what to think of it)
At 350 notes i'll post the very much unfinished alpha of my videogame (still cant find the fucking thing)
At 1k notes i'll tell my psychologist about Cassidy (IT WAS ALL FINE YIPEE!!)
At 5k notes i'll drink battery acid (Sour strips candies + monster)
#btw cassidy is uh the girl thingy idk what to call her who lives in my head#think about it like having a secind set of thoughts#but like she's never done anything wrong and if anything she calms me down#or tries to
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Two former military elites taking merc jobs perform absolutely hellish battle tactics together.
#ffxiv#digital art#zenos yae galvus#estinien wyrmblood#adventurer zenos#I will always adore this duo conceptually#because like- socially theyre that aragorn-geralt brooding in a corner of a tavern meme#but in combat they are absolutely terrifying#the azure dragoon and the super soldier legatus are here to fuck up a poachers day#aka zenos is about to crossmap someone's airship cause he knows estinien cant make himself jump that far#why have him try to jump when he can just Olympic-level javelin toss this man#also guys#my dudes#all this time I've been working on adven!zenos being a tank#I... have realized I just write him like a warrior who isnt carrying a weapon- sturdy unkillableness and countering and all#I am only a little bit of a dumbass but orogeny just seems to live in my head rent free#it also gave me the terrifying concept of- after spending time with the scions and after the ultimatum-#of him trying to learn more about dynamis- and zenos being zenos starts learning eventually how to harness it#local calm apathetic man can berserk on command because he's a lot angrier/more expressive inwardly than most people expect#depending on how I look into it- it might be how he fuels most of his shinryu transformations but I'll have to work on it more#but ANYWAYS#I love the thought of these two hunting and working together#and estinien being tossed being turned into a tactic#especially with proper form#this is something ive wanted to draw for a very long time and im very happy I actually have the skill to do so now
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No. I refuse to view these two as the same person.
#One and Murata you have chosen a different path from the webcomic you HAVE TO work through it#you can't go back to the same webcomic vibe it just doesn't fit#One is a warm. thoughtful sensei that has acknowledged genos’ strength (emotionally/physically) and effort and one is just…..#a cold arrogant @ss who couldn't see genos because he was too weak compared to him#excuse me bald head wym by 'something'??#did you even remember he was the only child survive in a massacre?#That he really wanted to save his family and his town but he. couldn't. because he was too weak?#my boy didn't work that hard and was almost dead AGAIN AND AGAIN for 'something' you arrogant idiot!#genos is NOT weak. he is not as strong as you but pls do not view him as a helpless 'something' he hated the most!#saigenos#opm webcomic#chap 140#opm manga cap#saitama#genos#opm#one punch man#kuseno was a saint in these panels#he calmed genos down#and calmed me down from smashing the table#you'll never know how much i wanted to punch saitama in this chapter#opm spoilers#webcomic spoilers#Rant#yusuke murata#One
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I thought a lot about Hob meeting Death for the first time and of course they’re hitting it off straight away … but what if instead of Dream it’s Hob who accompanies Death while she’s working? Just because he’s a curious brother-in-law and none of the Endless can say no to his pleading cow eyes.
He witnesses how calm and peaceful it can be to leave the living world behind with someone as gentle as Dreams sister to guide someone’s soul.
It scares Dream; what if Hob decides he wants to end his life after all?
But in reality it heals a part of Hob that he never was able to piece back together before.
Eleanor. Robyn. The baby that never got the chance to take its first breath. His memories are still painful, still make him tear up.
But seeing Death do her job makes him feel … grateful. Knowing that she was with them at the end of their days, smiling at them, taking their hands, holding them in her arms.
It also makes him appreciate life even more and he promises to enjoy every single day as much as humanly possible.
#the sandman#dreamling#hob gadling#dream of the endless#death of the endless#I just loved that episode so much#I’m so damn scared of death#not of dying but death itself#like what’s going to happen? I can’t just fucking disappear into nothingness?!#but that episode calmed me sooo much#the idea of someone so gentle greeting you at the end of your life#that episode was just gold and it helped me so much#my mom died early of cancer and the thought that she wasn’t alone played over and over in my head#thought that maybe hob felt the same when he thought about the ones he lost#anyway I’m rambling#kirby howell baptiste
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SOME AWFUL BLINKIES FOR YOU. AS A TREAT.
Idk how big the market for drawfee reference blinkies is but the chance of me making more is high. Free to use, no credit needed :3
#the jon image is from pixelsea (very rad site)#neocities resources#blinkies#drawfee#jon arbuckle#drawfee blinkies#neocities blinkies#this quote has lived in my head since that episode came out lmao (from the lizard calm ep)#can also just be used to share your thoughts on jon arbuckle if you aren't into drawfee lmao#can't believe this is the first blinkie i made#mine
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I know this isn’t a particularly common characterization of them (at least not what I’ve seen) but I personally think of the two;
Shanks rarely gets restless, he’s the one more content to just bask in a moment, it may not be in silence but he’s comfortable just doing nothing with his crew. As long as there’s alcohol, a hammock and the people he loves, Shanks is straight.
Contrary to that Mihawk is always itching to do something, entertain himself in some way. If he’s not dueling/training, he’s gardening if it’s not that then he’s cooking or he’s reading and if nothing else will do then he naps. but he’s always trying to occupy his time with something.
I think a lot of people don’t notice it because it’s not the jittery hyperactivity that people associate with it. But Mihawk is restless, endlessly so. He’s in a never ending fight with his boredom but it’s all internal.(except when he decides to make it someone else’s problem ala Don Krieg)
Mihawk’s the type of dude to implode instead of explode so it makes sense that things like restlessness don’t really show themselves in an outwardly physical way. Instead it’s more of an internal pressure and incessant need to stave off boredom. But because of his preference for being alone and the fact that the activities he chooses aren’t ones usually associated with restlessness. It goes unnoticed.
Except by Shanks who’s always going out of his way to make the life of a pretty little birdie a litte more interesting.
#Mishanks#It’s less flitting from project to project and more this burning need to be entertained#throwing thoughts to the void#it’s something I identify heavily with because by appearances I’m just lying in bed at peace#but restlessness and boredorm are a Pressing heat in my head that’s hard to get rid off#so maybe that’s why I identify with him that way#but I’m interested to hear other peoples opinions on this#I know alot of people characterize Shanks as hyperactive but he’s always felt more bubbly calm to me#like he’s sunny and loud but in a lazy way but that might just be his age showing#I’m not shitting on the take just thought I’d give my perspective#Shanks being the only one to truly see how lonely Mihawk is is something I hold dear to my heart#and something I’ll probably one day post about#dracule mihawk#akagami no shanks#hawkeye mihawk#one piece#op#red hair shanks#a character who has Mihawk’s general disposition but not his restlessness#is Zoro who much like Shanks is just chill to be lazing away in the sun in the presence of his crew#and sure he trains a lot but it never feels like it’s because he’s just looking for something to do
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preview of my latest comic ... ive been reading too many 3rd year tddk fanfics lately -////-
#i was reading a fic where todo said like 'thank god izuku calmed down with the all might merch' so i thought hmmm how... would That happen#tododeku#izuku midoriya#shouto todoroki#shoto todoroki#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#bnha fanart#mha fanart#mha#bnha#tbh this is already in the queue But i may wait to post this bc i wanna post another one first so i can keep them in chronological order :/#we'll see if i finish that before saturday tho... tbh this one is pretty much way outta the timeline of my other comics#im going in canon order and this would probably be in their third (2nd if u wanna push it) yr at ua so... idk#the version of bnha that lives in my head#olly art
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Okay so this is possibly the most celia post of all time but i actually haven’t looked at any pictures of jenny calendar in quite a few months and i just saw one and actually yeah. Yeah. I understand now why eight years of my life went to that woman. If they put her in red lipstick every episode it would have been eighteen
#musings#honest to god the first thought in my head was I Am Swearing Fealty#girl you already did that calm down
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when the eye is double or something (lost aura points drawing this)
#this is absolutely SHITTTT but ignore that because the#doubleeye#tag needs more fanart methinks#bro had ONE 5 second interview with him ..calm down#wander over yonder#commander peepers#andy the watchdog#my art#doodle#doobles#I MADE THEIR HEADS TO SMALL IN ANDY’S THOUGHT BUBBLE IGNORE THAT
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// personal practice thoughts incoming !!
maybe it’s silly to compare the personality of a god with that of another, but I find it really interesting how quiet Hades seems to be compared to Zeus.
Zeus, when I worshipped him, was always very talkative. it often felt like the moment I tuned in, he was there, and always had something to say or remark, or had some advice to give. and I loved it!
but Hades feels like the opposite, almost. I haven’t sensed him around that much so far, but when I do, he feels safe and secure. he doesn’t seem to have anything to tell me, or to say, all while I do feel guided by him through calm and steady encouragement.
with Hades, it’s just comfortable quiet in which we both acknowledge each other with warmth, and exist together in our shared space for a short while before he leaves.
and I’m liking it a lot. 💌
#zeus would always linger around for a very long time#he’d make me feel energetic and giddy and yappy#hades makes me feel calm and grounded. safe and stable.#also just to point out—when I talk about ‘talking’ with gods: I sense their energies which then translate to words in my mind#I don’t hear a different voice in my head but I notice that the thoughts and energies are not coming from me#with hades I haven’t yet sensed anything but soft nudges and head nods#eli jabbers#hades#zeus#hades worship#hellenic polytheist#hellenism#hellenic
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#my post#overcaffeinated#calm the fuck down#Breathe Be and Be OK#buzzy head#wheeeeeee#cutting myself off#beware the tumblr rabbithole#my thoughts#catalisst
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I'm having a lot of thoughts and idk if I've fully thought it all out, but I needed to get it down and try to work out how I feel about it all..
I genuinely don't think this whole "discourse" is what's happening. I'm sure they just really wanted to do the whole bit with the strings and that's all.
Nothing to do with Alex and Miles being less close than they once were. Nothing to do with their relationship being less profound than it has always been. They're super important people in each other's lives and there comes a point when you've been that for someone for so long that it no longer requires constant reconfirmation. Their friendship is so solid, so deeply rooted within them both, that they don't need to perform together to assure themselves that they're good. There's no question. They're friends, and they always will be, no matter how much time passes, they'll always be there for each other. I have no doubt about that.
And they asked Miles to come along, they knew they could count on him to make it and do an amazing show, even on short notice. And Miles was there watching, having fun, riding the high of his own show, and I bet it doesn't hurt him the slightest bit not playing 505 with them. And neither does Alex not joining him for a tlsp track. And it's just very fun to watch Miles do such a great job on such a massive stage and to watch Alex (maybe) send some inside jokes his way, and definitely acknowledge his presence more than he has for any other opening act.
Miles has enjoyed playing a couple of the more Miles centric tlsp tunes during the last year at his own shows, and he probably just took them off the setlist when they figured out they wouldn't have the time/energy to rehearse and work it all out. And to not lead anyone on and create false hope that Alex might show up. It's been a long time since they've done it. And Alex is the sort of guy who has probably forgotten his own lyrics, and would require more time and brain capacity to practice to get it in order. Or something else that is perfectly reasonable.
Like, I'm all for delusions but I guess I'm just saying that I don't think it's that deep. They're friends. Close friends. Very important to each other. (Maybe more if that's how you choose to view it). And I bet they don't even think about the shows in the same terms as we do, every little thing doesn't matter as much to them as it does to us. Not everything is a "sign" and there are so many pragmatic and logistical reasons that play into a tour like this that we know nothing about.
I bet Alex is exhausted, excited for the tour to be over and to get to go home and rest, I know I would be! Even if he has loved every bit of it, I would be completely worn out and just ready to go home. But I bet they were also so excited to have the strings and they wanted to really have them shine during the set. It was their show. The Monkey's show, and they finally had the chance to let the vision they had for the album come to life. What an amazing end of the tour.
I won't get too much into why they haven't utilized the strings sooner, because they obviously could've and I don't get why they didn't, and maybe they could've skipped the strings on 505 and had Miles up for it instead. It would've been incredible. So much potential. A lot of fans would've been pleased bout that, and I know they'd enjoy it and have fun playing together too.
But they didn't, and even if I would love to know the actual reason, I'm choosing to let it go and assume there is a very logical and reasonable explanation, and not some big dramatic fallout going on. I can be disappointed about not seeing them, but I don't think it "means" anything in the grander scheme of things.
Miles could've played with them (assuming he doesn't for the last one either), and I won't get into that discussion too much either, because ofc they could have done it together, but so many things had to work out and maybe Miles just wanted to do his own thing. Maybe they never got around to having the conversation, maybe something entirely different happened. We don't know.
And yes ofc I'm disappointed that we didn't get to see them together, I won't deny it. I would've loved it, both as a fan of their music and performances and as a tiny little happy milex lover, my shipper and fic writer heart would've been so so pleased about it. But we didn't get it this time around, and that doesn't mean that their friendship is over or that they hate each other or that they're not close anymore or that they don't love each other anymore. And it doesn't mean that we won't ever see them play together again.
I think they would love to perform together again, but I would assume they also have so many other things they love to do too. So many other things that require their energy. Even together, but also just their personal dreams and wants in life.
They're both into the idea of tlsp being back someday, but as it has always been with them, tlsp will return when the time is right, when it happens naturally. That's the beauty of it. It's something that just happens and that's why they both love and enjoy it so much, I think. It's about freedom and spontaneity, it's without boundaries, it can't be planned or controlled, it's a beautiful chaos between two close friends who love to make music together, and who are incredibly talented at it. But they're also artists who have other ambitions. Other projects they love.
And their friendship doesn't depend on tlsp releasing new music. It is a product of their beautiful friendship, but the friendship came first. Them not writing together right now actually says absolutely nothing about the current state of their friendship. Which we have seen signs of being as healthy and strong as ever, if a bit more private than it used to be. And that's fine. They're super private people, and honestly I would have much more reason to worry for their friendship if they suddenly started posting about it all the time and parading each other around. They're not like that and they never will be and that's fine.
Anyway, back to the topic at hand.
Yes, they're being dumbasses - both the band and our dear milex boys, throughout the whole tour - with not utilizing the strings earlier on the tour, not playing more of The Car on the setlist, not skipping more of AM, not taking advantage of ALL THAT POTENTIAL. They could've done the strings for Glastonbury, it would've been perfect. They could've easily included Miles in a few more gigs (it was sooooo lovely when they did), these last ones in particular, and it would've been so beautiful and meaningful and they would've had so much fun with it - they could've made so many better decisions than they did. The whole tour came with some question marks. We can all agree on that. They're being stupid and they seem to not always think very far ahead, and sometimes forget to use their brains, and I assume that's why they end up not having time to rehearse and work things out sooner, and that is honestly just so dumb of them. They could be doing so much more and I hope some things will improve next time.
But either way - the tour is over and I've loved every second of it.
The new album is super gorgeous and it finally got the string section it deserved. What an amazing finish to the tour. I sincerely hope they will be bringing a lot of The Car back next time around.
Deeply in my own heart I wish we would see Alex and Miles on stage together again soon, but at the same time, I wish Miles the very best with his own work, he truly deserves all the success in the world. And I hope Alex will get some well-earned rest and time off. I hope he will go free of paparazzi and find peace and quiet after this insanely taxing year, and I hope he finds bunches and bunches of inspiration for new songs. I hope tlsp will be back sooner rather than later and I hope they're happy.
I've loved getting to follow the tour, I've loved being on here freaking out with you guys, and I will miss getting to see their little faces everyday. Truly.
But I think it's so well deserved for them to take a break and I hope they will be back soon.
#this is so rambly and maybe ill backtrack later if my thoughts and feelings change#but i feel like its good to try and be reasonable about it all#and try to see it from their perspective#just to keep our own hearts calm too#assuming he doesn't join for the last show either#judt trying to clear my own head#arctic monkeys
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Whumpee's who don't know how to give up. They just keep fighting, they keep talking back. They scream that they'll never be broken.
Why? Because they have nothing to lose. They've lost everything already, home, family, friends. All they have is the fight. It's a type of control. They fight because it is all they know how to do. The gentle words and touches from Caretaker isn't enough to stop them from fighting even them. They kick and scream and snarl. Caretaker tries to convince them they don't have to fight anymore.
The only response is a plate being thrown at their head.
#whump scenario#whumpblr#sunshine writes whump#feral whumpee#caretaker#just a thought I've had floating around in my head#been trying to do more small dribbles and stuff#I like the idea of whumpee having to really WANT to learn that they can be calm and trust people
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i always feel like there's such an underappreciated aspect of lumpus being the one to have feelings for slinkman (over the years) which is that there's something so Hilarious about him wanting to dump his head in a vat of acid because he's thinking stupid mushy shit, or Worse, about this Thing again
who also does not pick up on this at all and just thinks he's being weird again
#camp lazlo#talk#shipping stuff#scoutmaster lumpus#slinkman#slinkman.jpg is always there for us#you love your silly little slug don't you scoutmaster lumpus...#''an underappreciated aspect'' there's only like 3 people in the world who've ever written in-depth thoughts about them in general syd#it's just so easy for me because i also see slinkman doing anything and i'm like (holding my head in my hands) wtf#My Beloved Slinkman Calms Me Down#i think about it a lot though because before i started joining in over here#slinkman being the one with the crush is what i would see like 99% of the time#but i Literally had to actually go and plot things out for lumpus to get better before i could see slinkman liking him back#and that's also why i have this Entire larger picture here#where in the grand scheme of things i'm not even really imposing on canon in that way...#i'm not really planning for tension to be at the forefront there#its some other weird shit going on. y'know. until other stuff gets revealed in the past and the future#the whole process here is like a 30-year journey we're taking the advanced course and still not ending with anything labelled#so i do get it especially with lumpus being preoccupied with jane#and yet still not for a moment have i subscribed to slinkman having feelings first ☝️
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actually i’m still not over the fact that spamton’s voice becomes normal after defeating him. like why. it’s not as if he became “free.” and it’s not as if he’s not insane anymore, either. so like ????
#spamton#deltarune#this thought pops in my head all the time and so i’m throwing it here#i guess i always assumed maybe it’s because he’s calmed down or whatever but#that would mean he’s NEVER been in a calm state before which like ???
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