#Sometimes I just hate it ya know?
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Can't believe I spent the entire day replying to hatemail *and there's still one in inbox*
#Lord#I hate today so much#Even though I just got a baby cousin this morning#bhoi being bitchy#Sometimes I just hate it ya know?#So much hate#What did I do to deserve this other than not subscribong to your ideology
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TWD - The making of 4x11
#sometimes i just like to deal good simple trash ya know#Andrew Lincoln#*#andygifs#many thots....i mean thoughts#....i don't tho#belly (◡‿◡✿)#renaissance sculptors hate this man#Michelangelo gonna just throw David in the river and give up#hey nice rack#anyone got a quarter we can bounce off him#form an orderly line to cosplay as his duty belt
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my toxic trait is i get really annoyed when ppl make atsushi and akutagawa's relationship about dazai
#like damn let them be their own individuals#not to say we should deny dazai's influence on them especially on how akutagawa's resentment/dislike towards atsushi is stemmed from him#but like does every post about sskk have to be like “and then dazai-”#and i hate the trope that implies that dazai manipulated sskk to have romantic feelings for each other#in general i dont like how ppl sometimes make dazai all knowing other than viewing him and his plans with any nuance but ya know#i'll say “atsushi and akutagawa love each other becuz-” and someone will be like “and then dazai-” like no get him out of here#also im really into the idea of aku letting dazai go at least to some extent and i dont like when ppl like have him hold on to dazai#like they never let him move on from dazai???#like u could be like “aku stops worrying about dazai becuz he realizes he has value” and someone will be like “and thats when dazai finally#acknowledges him and the years of pent up frustration adn the abuse aku went through are finally justified <333"#to add: i dont care if you do like this becuz i dont engage with fanwork that has a differing opinion from me with malice becuz i am not a#child#im just commenting my own opinion about it becuz its something i dont like#like u know i can say i dont like kiwis but that doesnt mean u have to dislike kiwis and r a horrible person for liking them#its like a minor annoyance at best
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Some people need to go touch fucking grass.
#sam rants#like if you don’t like my content or you don’t like that I’m expanding to other fandoms the unfollow button is right there bookie#keep it up I’ll switch up my kinktober Masterlist so fast#I’m sorry I usually try and keep my blog a really positive space#but sometimes it just gets to me you know?#I’m typically not the type to let the hate anons get to me but idk I’m only a person#and the amount of hate anons running around between myself and what I’m hearing from my mutuals is crazy#this content is free mind you if you don’t like it please the unfollow and block buttons are just as free#just go away pls thanks#givin me agita hiragi hook ya girl up with some pepto#shaking my damn head
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#feeling really lonely lately and idk why#i mean i guess this is what 5 years of complete isolation do to ya lol#but yeah... sometimes it hits me that i don't really have friends (my fault obvs) and i just sit here with no idea how to change that lol#cause i have the curse of being ok while i'm alone and feeling incredibly anxious when i'm with people#so i convince myself that i'm better alone#and i am for the most part#but then 5 years since the last time i met someone that wasn't my mom or my brother go by and i go ''hmm... i don't think this is healthy''#and i spiral into a pit of dispair#like i can't believe that my highschool years when i was an absolute emo ''i hate everybody and everybody hates me'' kind of dude#were healthier than now#because i had online friends whom i talked to for hours about just random shit#and i met incredible people in uni but i haven't talked to them in literally i'm gonna say 5 years?#and the fact that they live 3hs away doesn't help but still#and i fully know I'M the problem#cause i isolate myself and i don't text and i don't hang out when they arrange hang outs#(again being 3hs away. relying on public transport and not feeling comfortable going out at night don't help..)#but also i put waaaayyyy too much pressure on this so that doesn't help at all#and i'm waaaay to awkward and self depricating to even attempt to have a meaningful friendship with anyone...#so i'm left here (by my own actions) alone and sad lol#i might be getting my period btw so maybe that's why i want to die today#but yeah... it's been in my head for a while now and i wanted to get it out so i can move the fuck on#if only i could be a normal person... sigh#angel talks#personal
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My gender is weird, being genderfluid is weird, if I had a single say in this I would’ve picked something easier for me to wrap my head around
#sometimes I hate how femine I am#sometimes I hate how masculine I am#I mean- I’m sure part of it is that I just don’t like my appearance at all#is a non dysphoria way as well#but like- figuring o my gender was easy#it’s gender that isn’t easy#I wish I could pick one thing to dysphoric about#instead of a back and forth‘I love this about me no wait I hate it no wait it’s meh no wait it’s not [gender] enough no wait it’s-‘#ya know?#does this make any sense?#genderfluid#does the genderfluid tag do the pride flag thing?#it’d be cool if it does#edit: it does not :(
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Have you watched Jacob Gellers video "Every zelda is the darkest zelda"
no im not really into jacob gellers content personally, ngl
#lilith answers#i dont hate the guy or anything#or even have any “objective” reasons why#sometimes content is just not for me ya know
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Amy Rose, I love you. You're just like me. They could never make me hate you 🫶🫶
#sam's talky talks#She's the one of the many female characters I feel incredibly comfortable with being relatable to#Like. With how I feel sometimes kinda#She feels like a sorta representation of my feminine side and all the girly things I enjoy#And her emotions and things remind me of myself in some ways#And I've grown to admire her#That she is who she is. A kind person with so much passion and love#She's who I wanna be ya know#She's who I feel close to compared to all of the Sonic characters#She's always been one of my favorite characters. There was a period of time where I hated girly characters–#–but I always loved Amy in some ways or another pertaining to being my favorite character#There is so much to her character that I believe people forget and it upsets me#Anyways. I love Amy Rose she's always gonna be my favorite character#Nobody. And I mean nobody. Could make me hate her no matter how shit they write her#Just rambling in the tags don't mind meeeeee#amy rose
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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I mean this in the nicest way possible: I wish I was a better friend.
#delete later#I know I’m not a good friend#but i think it’s trauma related#and I know that’s not an excuse#but a reason#and I’m just… also tired of people leaving me#I don’t strike up conversations anymore cause I was the friend who always did so#I was always the one making the effort to be in other peoples lives#and it sucks. ya know.#and sometimes I say dumb things that then like….. makes people not want to be around me I fear#and like…. yeah…. that’s part of life#but I’m just so tired of being alone#I want friends. I want people to send post cards and letters too#and I wanna hang out with people#and I want them to tell me things I want them to tell me how they are feeling#like. online friends are great!!#don’t get me wrong!!#but I know I’m not a great online friend either.#and when I try to be I fear I come off as flirting. like sometimes I am. don’t get me wrong#but I wish I could just… go to a friends house and sit with them and hold their hand when they are having a bad day and have the same done#for me!!!#I am always giving…. I am always giving parts of myself to people who don’t give themselves back#I still know my ex-best friends favorite color but I doubt she knows what mine was when we where friends#if you read this far just…. ignore it oof.#it’s just a rant#sometimes I rant in a tumblr post cause reading rants back in old journals is. bad. for my mental health#my adhd just picks the emotions right back up and then I go through it again. so it’s best to tumblr rant#I’ve also been having complicated gender emotions again#I don’t hate the idea of being a woman/girl as much as I used to. and it’s throwing me off a bit#I mean it’s right on time really… I have a gender crisis almost every four years…
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So I started watching she ra (finally) and I'm on season 3 and I actually really like it! The animation can be a bit funky at times but it adds to the charm and I really like the little blushies across the cheeks of every character (I kind of want to try that out now)
Anyway I love Entrapta and Hordak and I ship them so hard
#ill keep this in the tags but rn Catra really gets on my nerves#right now thats the point#and i know she gets redeemed and ends up with Adora#but i hope her redemption arc is good#because most of the stuff that she says#i cant help but roll my eyes at#most of the voice acting is really good#and then sometimes a new character is introduced#and im like#LOL???? THATS THEIR VOICE????#and the action scenes can be a bit stunted#they lack a certain OOMPH behind a lot of what they do#BUT overall i like the show#however#i hate the intro song#but thats just personal opinion#what can ya do
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Your boobs are actual fucking perfect and I hope they never change.
Thanks anon 🥺
#its just one of those things that im insecure about#like i dont hate them or anything but sometimes i feel like im not good enough#ya know#thanks for the ask#asks
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Pride love or something

#Made this image edit of my Nendoroid Akechi during pride month this year.#I don’t know pan love or something#made me happy making it#I honestly kinda hate being pan like it’s so confusing sometimes it makes me anxious#and I feel weird about thinking of explaining it to anyone it’s just aghhh so frustrating#But whatever no one I rather be than me ya know!#But anyways Pan love! Pride Love! Love yourself!#persona 5#persona 5 royal#persona 5 fanart#goro akechi#or something art#Goro Akechi Nendoroid#goro akechi fanart#Pride#pansexual pride#pride month
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i've been going into the liam tag from time to time the last year where both his fans and people who hated him were Weird about him well before there were any allegations so i would get curious, i don't even remember what started it (maybe it was merely looking for photos that update accounts wouldn't post), but i normally try to avoid going into anything but edit tags for people i enjoy bc there are so many nonsense takes
and of course happening to go through today before the news broke bc i wanted to see what was being said about the abuse as i've only gotten bits on twitter and of course there were many posts rightfully calling it out and all but there's that weird mentality which i was getting a lot more of from twitter but some on here where they're like??? celebrating it and girlboss-ing and i'm just like. okay it's great that you're believing a victim but you're making light of it by talking about it like it's just another stan thing, i have seen that time and time again when this kind of stuff comes out and if people already thought that person was annoying or whatever they're just like "oh yes! i knew it! their career is ruined haha!" and it's like. you clearly don't actually care about the horrible things this person has done and just want to brag that you somehow ~knew~ a stranger's vibes were off and it's so beyond gross like you could use that energy to support a person's victims and instead you'll just try to prove you stan the right people and never the wrong ones or whatever
#and then there were. weird ones#some apparent larrie who didn't seem to like either louis or harry#literally the post that popped up was talking about louis knowing he can't stand on his own bc he can't sing like#has he not very much proven he can stand on his own#he's not as famous post 1d as say harry but i doubt he wants to be lol even harry doesn't want to be#he stays off social media and just gets papped sometimes like both clearly thrive on stage just in different ways ya know#so that was just unnecessary and a block#and then someone else not defending liam or anything but talking about how they're probably all horrible to women#and niall and harry apparently cheating on gfs (never heard anything about that not that i think harry's relationships have been real#and it took me a while to realize when talking about niall having songs written about him they probs meant hailee but#idec what those songs are and if they reference cheating so whatever i think i'm out of the loop on rumors and stuff#where i used to always know what was going on with 1d like i wouldn't have even known about liam if not for the fyp on twitter#bc truly i just don't follow people who post about their personal lives anymore not a choice or anything just that the og 1d blogs are gone#but i was like okay even if any of THAT is true why on earth would you put that on par with abuse. why.#cheating is sooooooooo fucking shitty and i truly hate it but like not the same???#oh and saying niall is a bad person for taking a selfie with him even though none of us know what he knew esp at that point like#most of this seemed to be coming out right after the concert like come on#there's just sooooooo much all around of people pretending they know these people personally#both to defend and criticize and it's just like please i love 1d so much i always will#but man like believe victims always but also don't blindly believe every other random rumor you hear#or that you know exactly what's going on behind the scenes bc you don't and you never will#oh and ofc someone wondering about his other exes like tbf we don't know how much addiction and whatnot came into play#so yeah it might not all be recent developments but are you really gonna ask about danielle who as an adult dated 17 year old liam
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being perceived by too many people
#ijust realized how many mutuals i have and how many people know about me (scared#sorry LOL i dont hate anyone promise its just overwhelming and scary like omg people know who i am. wow#everyone has their own perception of me. terrifying#i hate being real sometimes and i dont mean that in a depressing way or anything like that i just wish i could disappear for a day#with nobody to worry about me#and then continue on like normal after#ya know#i love talking to people but bc of this i never have time for myself LOL if im gone for like an hour people will be concerned.#this is just how it is for me#ok this is more than i wanted to say. this only makes sense to me
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Not to be gay or anything I’d feel very honoured to be able to see the depressed side of Stampede Vash, like…to feel like a safe space enough for him to just drop the act completely.
Like yea let’s sit in silence together. I’ll listen to all the unspoken words you share with me.
#I just remembered stampede Vash most likely hates himself#and probably breaks down when he’s alone#more often than not#not like cry break down#but like a sensory shut down#I just wanna sit with him ya know#I’m experiencing Vash fever lately#he’s just so me coded sometimes
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