#Sometimes I just hate it ya know?
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Can't believe I spent the entire day replying to hatemail *and there's still one in inbox*
#Lord#I hate today so much#Even though I just got a baby cousin this morning#bhoi being bitchy#Sometimes I just hate it ya know?#So much hate#What did I do to deserve this other than not subscribong to your ideology
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I’m returning to my roots as a smajor girly
been seeing a bunch of negativity and hate recently, and it makes me feel real icky, and you know what, screw that, let’s have some gosh darn positivity in this fandom!!!
Rahhhh we love you Scott Smajor both c and cc you are absolutely fabulous and deserving of love and appreciation rahhhh!
Also I’ve never seen anyone draw him with long hair and I think that’s a shame cause you know he would take such good care of it. /silly
#scott smajor#smajor1995#smajor fanart#smajor mcyt#scott smajor fanart#dangthatsalongname#dangthatsalongname fanart#smajor#smajor95#scott major#wild life smp#<- I’m tagging wl because y’all have been so mean to Scott because of who he’s teaming acting like cc Scott is somehow in the wrong#I like getting deep into the lore as much of the next guy but sometimes you need to remember that these are bunch of friends just mcing-#Together and having fun who are also real people with real feelings and it’s obviously not illegal to not like the character Scott but#a) why are getting on this app and thinking “ya know I think I really need to talk shit about someone’s favorite thing today”#b) if you do still feel the need to rain on the parade at least preface every thing with c! because hating on the actual ccs for how they -#Play Minecraft in hardcore is just not okay
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TWD - The making of 4x11
#sometimes i just like to deal good simple trash ya know#Andrew Lincoln#*#andygifs#many thots....i mean thoughts#....i don't tho#belly (◡‿���✿)#renaissance sculptors hate this man#Michelangelo gonna just throw David in the river and give up#hey nice rack#anyone got a quarter we can bounce off him#form an orderly line to cosplay as his duty belt
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my toxic trait is i get really annoyed when ppl make atsushi and akutagawa's relationship about dazai
#like damn let them be their own individuals#not to say we should deny dazai's influence on them especially on how akutagawa's resentment/dislike towards atsushi is stemmed from him#but like does every post about sskk have to be like “and then dazai-”#and i hate the trope that implies that dazai manipulated sskk to have romantic feelings for each other#in general i dont like how ppl sometimes make dazai all knowing other than viewing him and his plans with any nuance but ya know#i'll say “atsushi and akutagawa love each other becuz-” and someone will be like “and then dazai-” like no get him out of here#also im really into the idea of aku letting dazai go at least to some extent and i dont like when ppl like have him hold on to dazai#like they never let him move on from dazai???#like u could be like “aku stops worrying about dazai becuz he realizes he has value” and someone will be like “and thats when dazai finally#acknowledges him and the years of pent up frustration adn the abuse aku went through are finally justified <333"#to add: i dont care if you do like this becuz i dont engage with fanwork that has a differing opinion from me with malice becuz i am not a#child#im just commenting my own opinion about it becuz its something i dont like#like u know i can say i dont like kiwis but that doesnt mean u have to dislike kiwis and r a horrible person for liking them#its like a minor annoyance at best
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Some people need to go touch fucking grass.
#sam rants#like if you don’t like my content or you don’t like that I’m expanding to other fandoms the unfollow button is right there bookie#keep it up I’ll switch up my kinktober Masterlist so fast#I’m sorry I usually try and keep my blog a really positive space#but sometimes it just gets to me you know?#I’m typically not the type to let the hate anons get to me but idk I’m only a person#and the amount of hate anons running around between myself and what I’m hearing from my mutuals is crazy#this content is free mind you if you don’t like it please the unfollow and block buttons are just as free#just go away pls thanks#givin me agita hiragi hook ya girl up with some pepto#shaking my damn head
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My gender is weird, being genderfluid is weird, if I had a single say in this I would’ve picked something easier for me to wrap my head around
#sometimes I hate how femine I am#sometimes I hate how masculine I am#I mean- I’m sure part of it is that I just don’t like my appearance at all#is a non dysphoria way as well#but like- figuring o my gender was easy#it’s gender that isn’t easy#I wish I could pick one thing to dysphoric about#instead of a back and forth‘I love this about me no wait I hate it no wait it’s meh no wait it’s not [gender] enough no wait it’s-‘#ya know?#does this make any sense?#genderfluid#does the genderfluid tag do the pride flag thing?#it’d be cool if it does#edit: it does not :(
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Have you watched Jacob Gellers video "Every zelda is the darkest zelda"
no im not really into jacob gellers content personally, ngl
#lilith answers#i dont hate the guy or anything#or even have any “objective” reasons why#sometimes content is just not for me ya know
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#and i SADDLE UP MY PONYTA AND I RIDE INTO THE SIT-TAY#I MAKE A LODDA NOISE CUZ THE GURLS THEY R SO PRETAY#RIDIN' UP N DOWN BROADWAY ON MY OLD STUD LEROY AND THE GIRLS SAY:#SAVE A RAPIDASH RIDE A MEOWBOY!!!#JOHN WAYNE AINT GOT NUTHIN ON MY FRINGE GAME HELL NO!!!!#well stranger don't ya know i'd like to be yer friend... IF I HAD THE TIME TO STAAAAAAY.#BUT I'M A BRAMBLIN A BLOWIN IN THE WIND. I'VE GOT TO CATCH ANOTHER STAAAAAAAAGE.#I STRAP ON MY GUITAR JUST LIKE A FORTY FIVE. I PRAY EACH NIGHT MY AIM IS TRUUUUEEEE#and ACQUAINTANCES TURN TO FRIENDS I HOPE THOSE FRIENDS THEY REMEMBER ME#HOLD THE NIGHT FOR RANSOM AS WE KIDNAP THE MEMORIES#NOT SURE THERES A WAY TO EXPRESS WHAT U MEANT TO ME#SOMETIMES I GET TO THINKIN BOUT SETTLIN' DOWN. FADE OFF INTO A MEMORY.#BUT EVERY NIGHT THAT I STEP OUT TO FACE THE CROWD?#I KNOW THIS IS THE LIFE FOR MEEEEEEE#pokemon#meowth#ok context. to whomever it may concern. which is no one but idc i have a lot to say and no one to say it to#first off heres my like bi-annual post bc i 1. only draw f*rdekyl* and fucking detest f*re *emblem fans with a burning passion#so i hate sharing my 'art' . so heres a rare non-fk thing. bc i also hate social media as a whole it makes me sue of side all#but like 2. i have deliberately avoided scar/vio bc its a BAD GAME. and its not made well. also i know 'open world' formats#trigger my ocd. which it did exactly. but thats mostly irrelevant. but in anycase. i bit the bullet bc i was in a pkmn mood#esp after my long beloved n*te and dook*ie gave me a hankering for a pkmn game again#and my lil bro accidentally bought 2 copies years ago so i was like fck it ill give it a shot its Free#and yes the game is dogshit. however. everytime i see a meowth in the wild i lose my mind.#his jaunty little yee-haw walk kills me every time. i adore him. thus this was inspired.#alright imma head out i fucking hate this website as well as every other social media . maybe ill draw something non-fk in like a year#see ya in like a year maybe if i live that long. which i wouldnt count on bc tbh this year has been BAD in terms of my pain. im on the#EXTREME decline and can BARELY draw anymore. i want to die. i got nothin left. it just keeps getting worse so adios!#:(
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#feeling really lonely lately and idk why#i mean i guess this is what 5 years of complete isolation do to ya lol#but yeah... sometimes it hits me that i don't really have friends (my fault obvs) and i just sit here with no idea how to change that lol#cause i have the curse of being ok while i'm alone and feeling incredibly anxious when i'm with people#so i convince myself that i'm better alone#and i am for the most part#but then 5 years since the last time i met someone that wasn't my mom or my brother go by and i go ''hmm... i don't think this is healthy''#and i spiral into a pit of dispair#like i can't believe that my highschool years when i was an absolute emo ''i hate everybody and everybody hates me'' kind of dude#were healthier than now#because i had online friends whom i talked to for hours about just random shit#and i met incredible people in uni but i haven't talked to them in literally i'm gonna say 5 years?#and the fact that they live 3hs away doesn't help but still#and i fully know I'M the problem#cause i isolate myself and i don't text and i don't hang out when they arrange hang outs#(again being 3hs away. relying on public transport and not feeling comfortable going out at night don't help..)#but also i put waaaayyyy too much pressure on this so that doesn't help at all#and i'm waaaay to awkward and self depricating to even attempt to have a meaningful friendship with anyone...#so i'm left here (by my own actions) alone and sad lol#i might be getting my period btw so maybe that's why i want to die today#but yeah... it's been in my head for a while now and i wanted to get it out so i can move the fuck on#if only i could be a normal person... sigh#angel talks#personal
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Me: *makes a Tav to explore other romance options* Also me: *immediately fixated on the hot sex she'd have with Gortash*
#who would win#an intricately detailed personal Durge lore#or 1 (one) hot tiefling#just kidding I love lyra and durgetash but I guess this is a tavtash run now#durgetash is like the ultimate tragic story#and to me tavtash is Hatefuck Central#and sometimes you just want some good hate sex ya know?#tav#enver gortash#tavtash#nsft
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not to reblog that one jo post but i am special hihi
#also you cant have deep friendships without being hurt sometimes#bc you are still connecting to other people(not yourself)and you will care for each other and need each other differently at times#bc you still live different lives and those thing then affect you differently#and you just won't meet each others needs all of the time#and its that feeling of love and hurt but as long as that hurt isnt like caused on purpose#or on sheer lack of care for you as a person#i dont know#my best friendships were the ones that made me feel all the range of my emotions#and i never regret coming back to them#and that is also why i never regretted (okay lies there was this one time but still mostly) cutting them off if i felt the need#and i dont think they ever regretted coming back to me when i wasnt the perfect friend#(which btw i hate ya novels so much for this bc id see friendships and always be jealous of how good friends some people were#and how they always knew to say the right thing and how i would want to be that kind of friend even tho those were written planned people)#but anyways i was gloating this is my gloating post lol#0 notes to me#this is so silly also pls dont take my friendship experience too seriously like i am not a looking up to person haha
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#after a bus to a plane to a train to the underground to the room im staying in...im back in london#my calves are in their own personal layer of hell and my feet hate me but I HAD SO MUCH FUCKING FUNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also??? the guys i shared a hostel with???? were so fucking hot oh my god. there were 3 guys and me which i wasn't. expecting. BUT.#the one in the bunk above me was australian and he was nice enough to give me a usb port thing for my phone and i think#i think i fell in love with him he was so prettyyyyyyyyyyyy#never got his name. but ill remember him and his charger fondly#he even let me keep it which was super sweet#but my birthday is in 2 days and then next week is edinburgh and my TATTOO!!!!!!!!#cannot express how much is happening and how happy i am i genuinely dont think ive been this excited about life in. at least a decade.#i dont want this trip to end and i know i still have like 2 weeks but i dont want to GOOOOOO#but also i DOOOOO bc then i have BRASIL with my grandparents and im just FGBHJK<JHBGVBHNJ#sometimes i cannot believe this is my life but like then i remember the shell of a human being i was just a year ago and im like.#no ya know what i deserve this.#anyway yes im alive and now i need to go pass the fuck out. miss you all im sorry to everyone i still need to reply to. i havent forgotten.#and i will do it!!!!!!!!! but time is hard. for obvious reasons. hope you are all well and im sending everyone kisses ilyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!#personal
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Amy Rose, I love you. You're just like me. They could never make me hate you 🫶🫶
#sam's talky talks#She's the one of the many female characters I feel incredibly comfortable with being relatable to#Like. With how I feel sometimes kinda#She feels like a sorta representation of my feminine side and all the girly things I enjoy#And her emotions and things remind me of myself in some ways#And I've grown to admire her#That she is who she is. A kind person with so much passion and love#She's who I wanna be ya know#She's who I feel close to compared to all of the Sonic characters#She's always been one of my favorite characters. There was a period of time where I hated girly characters–#–but I always loved Amy in some ways or another pertaining to being my favorite character#There is so much to her character that I believe people forget and it upsets me#Anyways. I love Amy Rose she's always gonna be my favorite character#Nobody. And I mean nobody. Could make me hate her no matter how shit they write her#Just rambling in the tags don't mind meeeeee#amy rose
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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I mean this in the nicest way possible: I wish I was a better friend.
#delete later#I know I’m not a good friend#but i think it’s trauma related#and I know that’s not an excuse#but a reason#and I’m just… also tired of people leaving me#I don’t strike up conversations anymore cause I was the friend who always did so#I was always the one making the effort to be in other peoples lives#and it sucks. ya know.#and sometimes I say dumb things that then like….. makes people not want to be around me I fear#and like…. yeah…. that’s part of life#but I’m just so tired of being alone#I want friends. I want people to send post cards and letters too#and I wanna hang out with people#and I want them to tell me things I want them to tell me how they are feeling#like. online friends are great!!#don’t get me wrong!!#but I know I’m not a great online friend either.#and when I try to be I fear I come off as flirting. like sometimes I am. don’t get me wrong#but I wish I could just… go to a friends house and sit with them and hold their hand when they are having a bad day and have the same done#for me!!!#I am always giving…. I am always giving parts of myself to people who don’t give themselves back#I still know my ex-best friends favorite color but I doubt she knows what mine was when we where friends#if you read this far just…. ignore it oof.#it’s just a rant#sometimes I rant in a tumblr post cause reading rants back in old journals is. bad. for my mental health#my adhd just picks the emotions right back up and then I go through it again. so it’s best to tumblr rant#I’ve also been having complicated gender emotions again#I don’t hate the idea of being a woman/girl as much as I used to. and it’s throwing me off a bit#I mean it’s right on time really… I have a gender crisis almost every four years…
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So I started watching she ra (finally) and I'm on season 3 and I actually really like it! The animation can be a bit funky at times but it adds to the charm and I really like the little blushies across the cheeks of every character (I kind of want to try that out now)
Anyway I love Entrapta and Hordak and I ship them so hard
#ill keep this in the tags but rn Catra really gets on my nerves#right now thats the point#and i know she gets redeemed and ends up with Adora#but i hope her redemption arc is good#because most of the stuff that she says#i cant help but roll my eyes at#most of the voice acting is really good#and then sometimes a new character is introduced#and im like#LOL???? THATS THEIR VOICE????#and the action scenes can be a bit stunted#they lack a certain OOMPH behind a lot of what they do#BUT overall i like the show#however#i hate the intro song#but thats just personal opinion#what can ya do
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