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A lovers embrace.
This is my Charname and Dynaheir! Self indulgent art! We love to see it!!!
I am very proud of Dynaheir's stended hand, also ignore the sleeves they get a revamp in my next drawing lol
I'm hicking up the courage to fully draw Dynaheir, for now here's her arms, and in the next one her face! lololol
Inspiration under the cut!
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#Charname#Fanart#bg1#baldur's gate 1#I know she's barely there but I have to tag lol#Someone has to make content about her!#Dynaheir#Dynaheir bg1#M•Art
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Durgetash Resurrection AU
"Is that...? That's my body. I remember now. The Morphic Pool. The Elder Brain, it... I was dead. What did you do?" "I made a deal... with Lord Bane."
#durgetash#bg3#enver gortash#the dark urge#durgetash resurrection au#it's about time i made some durgetash content that isn't just shitposting lol#i promise i do plan to actually write this fic#god i know this looks like a happy reunion but i promise it will not be that simple#he's not exactly happy she's usurped him as bane's chosen#and the torture he experienced at bane's hand when he was dead does impact him significantly#but at the same time he's glad it's over so he's also grateful too#but also he spent so much time in hell as a child wishing someone would come save him until he learned he couldn't rely on anyone else#that now that someone actually has saved him he doesn't know how to process it#and yes bane doesn't insist on having just one chosen but he's not going to re-accept gortash easily#he'll have to prove himself all over again whereas durge is on top of the world right now#and he doesn't want her hand outs#and bane may say he's fine with them ruling together for now but you just know he's going to pit them against each other too#and durge is hardly soft herself. she saved him for her own reasons but she's not going to give up power for him. the netherbrain is HERS.#she betrayed her father for this. she became a new person for this. she's not here just for him but she wants him here with her.#he can share her throne but he better understand who's in charge here. she'll tadpole him too if she has to.#though she hopes he won't make her do that (not that she'll tell him she hopes that)#and he hates her for it but he also wouldn't respect her if she were any different#it's complicated#plus they have to deal with any interpersonal drama while also trying to take over the world 😂#because despite how the “control the netherbrain” ending makes it seem#the journals and plans in gortash's office make it clear that not everyone in baldur's gate is tadpoled. not even close.#(the brain doesn't produce nearly enough tadpoles for that)#so they have to deal with keeping the rest of the population in line & trying to militarize the city & get footholds in other cities#not to mention they have to counteract the fact that every god and other powerful being in the world is going to be working against them#not even just bhaal wanting revenge. myrkul. mystra. jergal. EVERYONE. it's them against the world.
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y'all ever think abt how it was julie having the affair and it is even said multiple times that she was the one who left him, yet wilson was still the one who left their home and moved in with house. like. he couldn't bear to stay in their home alone. he immediately ran to house and stayed on his couch for weeks. suffered through his pranks and his laziness and his manipulation. telling him he wants him gone while sabotaging his attempts to leave. and he only left once he got a girlfriend again.
#chyanne speaks#house md#hilson#hate crimes md#gregory house#james wilson#i think his inability to be alone is such an interesting quality of his that isnt touched on enough#like yes we all haha at his long string of unsuccessful relationships but we dont talk abt it all stemming from his inability to be alone#his first wife leaves him and then he remarried quickly#he cheats on the second wife and remarries quickly#the third wife cheats on him and leaves him and he immediately moves in with house#and then starts dating a patient and immediately moves in with her#but!!! then he moves into the hotel and is alone for like almost a year! and honestly he NEEDED IT#bc GROWTH happened in that year and he meets someone who doesn't fit his M.O. who breaks away from the mold#although he does immediately move in with her too but still. amber was different. she was the step in the right direction#and then she dies.#and then wilson throws himself into the left field. everything needs to change. he's spent so long fearing being alone.#so he tries to leave so he is completely and totally alone without house to fall back on#but house needs him. he needs him too much. they need each other too much.#and he falls back to house again. and he's content that way. he's always the most content when he's with house. always feels the least alone#and then sam comes back into his life and ruins e v e r y t h i n g#he falls right back onto those old patterns. kicks house out and moves her in. and then what happens??? of course??? she leaves him. again.#and then he's alone again and it hurts. he gets a cat that we only hear about twice and then never gets brought up again#but wilson has his kitty. he has house. he's not alone. he can be content.#and then house fucks everything up. he goes to prison. wilson is alone again.#im honestly SHOCKED that wilson didnt remarry in that year they were apart but he was rly trying to change!#he was working on himself and trying to make changed he thought would be good for him#and then house comes back. and house won't LET wilson be alone. he wont leave him alone.#and it's exactly what wilson has been yearning for since the day he drove that car into cuddys house#and in the end. as long as he had house that was all that mattered. as long as he had house he wasn't alone.
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Sophie Oliveira-Shepard Alenko-Oliveira and Kaidan Alenko-Oliveira - ME3 (4/?) "So... that's why you actually invited me down here? Not biotic training? The pep talk of the century about how I can finally start fixing all of the shit I broke? The fight with Zaeed about leaving Earth? Dom getting injured because of me? The crappy way I'm still feeling?" "Maybe. It depends on whether or not it worked. But the last time I checked? 'Our shitty problems', right? That includes the way you're feeling. The way I'm still feeling. We solve it together, huh?" Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021) + Bonus
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#kaidan alenko#shenko#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#dailygaming#otp: you’re real enough for me#tw: violence#tw: blood#1-800-this set was purely self-indulgent content for me and soph to see kaidan's arms bc oh my fuck :)#soph goes down to the cargo hold and she's the meme of that guy falling down the stairs with his drink when she comes out of the elevator#sophie 'someone PLEASE get this man a salmon ladder' alenko-oliveira#he drops off the bar and rolls his neck and her brain makes the windows 98 boot up sound#if we're being honest her outfit was simply because i liked the idea of bringing back the iconic alenko hoodie she stole but also i am lazy#i did not want to put her tattoos on another outfit even though she would probably pull it off and be in like a sports bra thing for this#also there's a lot of references here and i know that but that fight shep has with james in the cargo hold after vancouver?#it's zaeed not wanting to leave earth instead of james since he took his place in the prologue :)#it stems from him refusing to leave regis in a combat zone and it escalates very awfully on just about every side from the three of them :)#and dom is also the one who gets injured on mars instead of the VS :) because i toss out bioware canon and make my own!#the mesh swaps are self-indulgent for more than one reason: my canon and also so soph gets to see kaidan's arms#same with that last gif. honestly that one was the most self-indulgent of them all. that little smirk is my favorite part of the spar#also ft: urz bc he walked through during part of this and it made me :)#i think that about covers the rant for this set. have a good day as always friend <3
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(this is going off of the s6b route in my head that goes from “save yourself” to “world game” (which I think is a pretty common path) but!!)
Do you ever think about how the first s6b companion DIES & how that sets the tone for the whole ‘season’……..like how Jamie is chosen maybe practically because he is allegedly “good at handling the rough stuff” or also somewhat selfishly because the Doctor knows it’s going to be so much more dangerous now……
and how that would explain why Zoe never crops up in s6b eu much until bigfinish steps in??? Like not just that she is so much safer than Jamie atp (on the wheel vs you know. a plantation or other consequences) but also bc s6b will lead to so much more danger and the Doctor knows this.
They actively know what they are roping Jamie into, and how that could go to show this sort of. “I love you enough to be WILLING to put you in danger” and this insane trust between them & the guilt the Doctor probably feels over all of it - but also the way they’re literally saving each other? Because Jamie was going to be unsafe either way, and in this the Doctor can, you know, be with him while experiencing different dangers. Working for the Time Lords of course won’t just be the odd visit here or there to save a planet but truly disgusting work that they care enough about to interfere with but are just ashamed enough to use the Doctor for it.
And all of this strikes you in the face and leaves you stinging because Serena died. Just like the Daleks’ Master Plan - which, like, outside of the show of course was the chaos of Doctor Who itself changing - starts off a very dark streak of companion deaths and chilling narratives through eu & tv canon until Steven’s eventual departure.
I wasn’t awfully attached to Serena, but it really shows Two how far the Time Lords will go & how little they care. The mysterious Players are never expanded upon but they don’t really need to be. This is a mission - approached as the Doctor’s first, I’m assuming was Terrance Dicks’ intention - where the Doctor’s assigned companion is another Time Lord. And yet she dies.
But it’s not just kicking off this era with a death that hits, it’s everything she represented - the narrow minded typical Time Lord who meets the Doctor & is so changed and enchanted by them that they begin to understand and unlearn their own programming. The hope that the Doctor might feel when they begin working for Gallifrey - maybe it will be alright after all, maybe they can make a difference, maybe being home doesn’t have to be so different from, say, their past family of Jamie & Zoe, because they too unlearned their own programming by traveling in the TARDIS. And then Serena dies. And while it isn’t entirely gloomy or haunting -

The way this ends is so….of course it’s intended to lead into the Two Doctors but it really says something to draw a reference to the dead companion who represented so much of the shape of s6b right next to Jamie….not to mention how quickly the Doctor uses her death to bargain for Jamie….god I really can’t say anything coherent about this. I just think Serena should get more of a highlight not just as a Time Lord “swayed” by the Doctor’s,,,eccentricities but as someone who affected them so much and their ensuing, new-ish relationship with Jamie. Again I think this can also sort of explain the general lack of Zoe in s6b even though it feels like wasted potential (I’m working on a Zoe s6b fic and,,it’s rough. I love her post-TWG eu so it’s a Time…) - not just because the Doctor is only allowed one companion, but because of this darker tone, for the plot and season as a whole as well as the Doctor and the foundations their reunion with Jamie is built on.
I’m not saying this is like my main headcanon for s6b of course, but it’s an interesting thing to entertain imo
#I’m trying to think about this more clearly bc it’s just a Vague Feeling I Got when I was talking to someone about the weird lack of#zoe s6b content. not to say she doesn’t appear on like. ao3 s6b haha#although even there she’s rare it’s just. it’s so hard to find eu that is obviously implicitly s6b AND includes zoe. it’s like such a#hallmark of s6b is That it’s Jamie & Two alone which I don’t. mind or anything. but it’s odd how that mindset has grown so much#and then I was thinking about like non-Jamie s6b like lares domestici or save yourself or. World Game#and Serena just…I never really gave her proper thought aside from being the obvious surrogate for like a time lord audience or smth#as someone who is very much indoctrinated & beings to see the world through the doctor’s eyes over the course of the novel#before abruptly dying#<- and you could def transgender that like with Sara kingdom having this insane arc in a few episodes of overcoming her brainwashing…#but I don’t like how it ends in death it doesn’t leave a good. Taste. so I didn’t trans beam Serena. anyway it was such a choice to make#her instantly die since the book was written in like ?? 2019? so nuwho regen is pretty established. and her death had to have significance#beyond Two using it as blackmail/using it to secure Jamie. and while Mr Terrance did not want this I don’t think#it’s fun to think about#so yeah.#doctor who#jamie mccrimmon#second doctor#s6b#lady Serena#world game#rambles#twojamie#I guess#Zoe heriot#I read doccy#Sara kingdom#<- sorry🥺#i yap a lot
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We are supposed to believe, Armand, capable of controlling a theatre of +100 people without breaking a sweat or any visible strain, stopping time, mind wiping other vamps, able to withstand sunlight, wasn't capable of stopping Santiago, who is removing what Armand's perceives as his one obstacle to Louis, Claudia, and Madeline, a vampire Armand did not want made? But Lestat, who goes off script to align himself with the accused and speak in the defendants favor and who cannot control a dozen inebriated soldiers without bursting blood vessels and bleeding from the ears and not being able to stand upright after and is +2 centuries younger/less powerful than their leader had the more active role in the orchestrating/controlling the lynch mob- trial? There is an obvious difference in power here that belies the narrative being spun as well as onscreen actions being taken by each of them, that Lestat showed up for vengeance and Armand “could not prevent it” 🙄, as well as a disparity in what we know these characters motivations are. Both of these people have an obvious pattern of taking fairly extreme measures when they perceive Louis as spurning them for someone/thing else or being more taken with another. Only one of them has ever forcibly forbade Claudia from leaving Louis and the other had control of the coven that killed her.
#armand#original content#lestant de lioncourt#perhaps this is just the lestat defender in me but armand had literally done this before.#like. its his M.O.. He did this with nicky#to a lesser extent daniel#whenever he percieves the object of his affections(obsession) choosing another or more taken with someone else he does something demented#lestat shows this pattern too but hes never tried to separate lou and claudia bc he understands louis needs her#i think he has some attachment her but he did derail a train so louis would not be w/out her#despite the very obvious inconvenience it posed to him to have a person that wanted him dead living w him#i dont like defending lestat stop making me defend him. hes so horrible but theres very little cognizance of the fact he made claudia#shes just as much his creation as louis#he dressed her. taught her how to hunt. made her.#badly.#but made her.#when lou is waxing about the vampire bond you need to realize that claudia had the same one with lestat#this is the source of the deep seatedness of her resentment of him#he had an obligation to her and failed her miserably and claudia perceives intentionality to these failings of his as her maker#and shes right to be mad!!!#he couldve been so much better#claudia iwtv#iwtv spoilers#louis de pointe du lac#armand iwtv
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rebecca can't make pearl bi because that's erasure! wah!!!
Ah yes. The lesbians will suffer so horribly without Pearl. Surely there are no other feminine characters in this show with a cast primarily comprised of alien women that could have the potential to be attracted to each other
Oh wait. Garnet. The one who sang a musical number so proudly gay another fandom stole it and made a shitty rip off. The one who is so gay the two faggots she's made of can coexist within each other indefinitely. Y'know, the one who was so overtly and unapologetically gay with her gay wedding that it got the show ended early??
Anyway pearl x greg semi-canon send tweet
#I just KNOW that comment Becky made about being sad when people assume sexualites was about Pearl#there is no fucking what that wasnt what was happening lol#Also that's her character??? she can do what she wants????#like i cannot imagine strolling up to someone online and telling them what they can and can't do with their own OC lmao#SU has too many faggots in it's roster to be bitching and moaning like this anyway#steven universe#su pearl#su garnet#su greg#nugget rambles#for people confused on wtf i'm on raven dropped pearl/greg content rebecca had made back when that was intended to be endgame#i freaked about it on twitter already several days ago#i will not post the images publicly tho cause a) it's spicy art and b) it's paywalled#me personally im a polycule lover. shipping wars are dead make them all kiss
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Was anyone going to tell me that fyolai made it to top100 ships of the year on ao3 or was I just supposed to find out through a youtube video
#shoutout to coley#I love her content#coley if you ever need anyone to explain the plot hit me up#but seriously two things#one it's hysterical that atsushi is so underrated in his show that coley thought he was a secondary character#I don't blame her but yeah atsushi has been underhyped for a really long time#and the second thing is I spent the past year feeling terrified of writing a fyolai fic due to the number of readers increasing but I was#telling myself that I'm probably overreacting and I was actually right??#like they entered the chart at number 80 that's actually wild for someone who remembers the time before nikolai was even animated#I'm definitely really happy about them getting popular and all the new readers and writers are welcomed#am I gonna go back to writing fics? probably not but it makes me happy to see so many people enjoying the ship#and now I'm gonna disappear again until the new chapter drops#bsd original
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Irina jelavic the woman that you are <3333
I love her dearly, and as a man who wants to marry her husband thats saying something.
She is so cringe fail and yet a scary woman who could kill me. and she's always simultaneously reaching for a real connection and pushing people away. and she's a master manipulator without a single genuine social skill. and she's so unfailingly confident in her physicality but so deeply insecure. and she's so damaged and she's so strong and she learns about herself and she comes to care for the kids and she opens up enough to genuinely fall in love and she never loses that bright spark of ✨bitch✨ but still becomes more genuine.
And also she has really great tits <3
#original content? wow!#rambling sorry but someone asked me why i like her and now im just thinking about her <3#short answer to why i like her is that im a raging bisexual#irina jelavic#assassination classroom#i need to rewatch assclass to get screenshots of her#but i first need to rewatch fmab because the first woman to join my phone backgrounds HAS to be riza i dont make the rules#but first i need to finish my pokevi replay for clavell screenshots...#I'll get around to things eventually#but yeah no sorry i ramble too much#irina i love yoooooouuuu#karasuma has two hands. i have two hands. you have two hands. we can all make out- HOLD HANDS
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How do you feel about the increase in really weird NSFW ads on here (advertising panels that look like sexual encounters, and AI art apps that pride themselves on porn) but will take down NSFW posts from their users, even if it isn't technically sexual.
i hate all social media and it's consistent prioritising the advertisers over the users and the internet simply was a better place before capitalism sunk its hooks into it
#i could write essays about how capitalism ruined the internet.#i was actually talking to someone earlier today about how youtube was kind of effectively ruined by monetisation.#and they were raised in the soviet union and we had a bit of a talk about how art was better because it wasn't for profit.#the people who made art made it because they wanted to do it and because they loved it.#she said that communism was terrible for every aspect of life for her. people's lives under communism wasn't pretty.#but the art was better. and i feel like it's true for the internet – it was better when it was a free-for-all.#the companies didn't know how to exploit it yet and turn it into a neverending profit-driven hellscape.#people created content because they wanted to. because they wanted to make something silly to make people laugh.#not for profit. not for gain. not for numbers. not to further their career.#i miss the days of newgrounds and youtube before monetisation.#capitalism has soiled everything that's joyful and good in this world.#people should be able to share whatever they want.#people should be able to tell any story they want without the fear of being silenced by advertisers.#that's what made the internet so beautiful before. anyone could do anything and we all had equal footing.#but now we're victims of the algorithm. and it makes me sick.#i'm quitting my job in social media. i'm quitting it. it makes me too depressed. i have an existential crisis every freaking day.#every day i wake up and say "ah. this is the fucking hell we live in#i'm so sorry i feel so passionate about this.#social media is a black hole and it is actively destroying humanity. forget ai. social media is what's doing it.#i miss how beautiful the internet used to be. it should've been a tool for good. but it's corrupt and evil now.#sci speaks
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happy birthday shin! aka a very spontaneous, domestic webweave on the promise of cooking and food.
soracities / amnesia memories / amnesia june bride Q&A - shin and toma / cupboard love: my biggest romances always begin in the kitchen / amnesia later / amnesia crowd / czeslaw milosz - new and collected poems
#❛ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍 ⧽ — musings.#ADGFFHDSJ SURPRISE???? i wanted to find a topic about shin i havent brought up in SO LONG and honestly this came to mind#i think a lot about shin and his dining table and the kitchen and how much that bleeds into his love#shin and food is smth tht plays in a lot of the bonus content in the games but i like the fact shin is a provider. not just someone who#would hunt but someone who likes providing for those he loves#even tho tbh ... he doesnt do as great for himself ( mr i put salt in my coffee and am now too stubborn to admit it )#finding that article was a gold mine bc honestly#it was in the kitchen i knew for sure i loved her completely SET ME ALIGHT#this makes me feel warm and comfroted i hope it does for you guys too#im a very big shin is a lover truther so like. if you disagree thats cool but ill die on this hill ...#he has a heart full of gold and that will never not be the truth#long post /
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You know I've had a lot of posts on my dash about Lizzie including 3 fics... And all of them are about how she is ignored for the men.
I've not seen any of the content they're complaining about, and I've not seen any of the content they're asking for...
You know you can just... make content about Lizzie. Instead of content about the lack of content. You can just draw her or write about her or make headcanons and essays about her, instead of about how there isn't any.
We get it, nobody is talking about her. So, please just actually talk about her?
#id certainly love to see it but no ody is actually talking about her in favour of complaining that nobody is talking about her#its a really weird typw of irony#seriously the first thing i saw about lizzie on my dash like an hour after episode started dropping was someone already complaining#about it being made about jimmy before id even seen any posts about jimmy#secret life spoilers#traffic spoilers#but yeah just... make stuff? instead of souring the whole thing?#im also sick of hearing about the men lizzie is ignored for... and its these exact posts that are doing it and spreading it around#instead of being upset fans of jimmy are happy his 3 year 5 season long plot has concluded#posts ill def regret when i wake up but its 4 am and im so tired of not having any positive lizzie OR jimmy content on my dash#cause people are either complaining or too scared to be percieved as Part Of The Problem to make things for the characters they care about
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obsessed w the tags on ur last reblog
Omgg, thank you haha, it was a quality post so I just had to appreciate it in full force 😂❤️
Can‘t believe someone would actually enjoy my yapping :,D
#guys help is it time for a rebranding?? am I just gonna post about f1 now??#I still can’t believe this has all started because bestie and I were watching Ted Lasso (because I’ve been obsessed with that show for a#while now too) and I paused the episode to talk about how I really like the way Jamie interacts with kids (I’m sorry people being good with#and nice to kids is one of my weaknesses I work with kids now and have been invested in treating kids well forever)#so me saying that apparently reminded her of max and she showed me a video of him with p and yeah it was very effective in making me like#him and then we left the episode on pause and she told me a lot about f1 and max specifically cause I was interested now lmao (funny thing#is that she also got roped into it by our other friends I swear it’s speeding lmao#she also compared him to Jamie from Ted lasso (if you know you know) and showed me some heart wrenching Taylor swift edits (i haven’t#emotionally recovered yet) and yeah that’s how I started consuming way too much f1 content on YouTube and got into this whole mess lmao#oh yeah our friends also made me and another friend make a Tier list for all the drivers based on vibes alone (cause I only knew a bit about#max at that time and the other one knew nothing really) which was very funny too#especially looking back at it (we did some of them so dirty lmao 😂)#I’ve also come to the conclusion that tumblr is still one of the least annoying platforms to engage with other people (still)#YouTube is full of hate comments about drivers and stuff it’s so annoying actually#not to mention Twitter but I don’t go there and probably never will 😂#I personally don’t enjoy fics and scenarios and shipping of real people cause it makes me a bit uncomfy (not judging people who do#you do you as long as it doesn’t negatively affect anyone#but yeah I’d much rather just scroll by those here than have to look away from all the mindless hate and which driver is better discussions#everywhere else like I’m not one to engage with stuff like that but it does upset me to some#degree so yeah tumblr making memes and being rather positive about their drivers (most of what I’ve seen here of course there are gonna be#annoying people everywhere) is much more tolerable and a lot more enjoyable for me#whoops this post got away from me again oh dear#I’ve had the idea for a meme stuck in my head for days now: Max verstappen but make it if you don’t love me at my *swearing on team radio#giving spicy replies and attitude to the media maxplaining and complaining going for risky overtakes* you don’t deserve me at my *precious#interactions with p talking about his cats being a goofball with other drivers and especially danny defending other drivers driving#beautifully in the rain* it’s a package deal you can’t just pick and choose and personally I don’t even get why people complain about some#of the other stuff I appreciate someone who’s passionate and honest and genuinely kind where it matters 🤷🏻♀️#I think I’ve seen someone else say that but the more people complain about and criticize max the more I feel the need to defend him#god forbid women have hobbies for real (can’t believe I’ve yapped so much I can’t put more tags 💀)#also shoutout to Oscar Piastri and Danny Ric (I was so happy Oscar won even tho McLaren where being very silly in a not so funny way)
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i wonder if part of the seeming-illiteracy i complain about when it comes to how fans understand many warriors characters is a product of how the series is compartmentalized?
people form an opinion on a character's actions in one arc, then they form an opinion of how they behave in another arc, and then they try to combine these two opinions -- and so if in the first arc, the fan's opinion is negative, then in the second, the character makes amends and grows, and the fan forms a positive opinion, the result isn't "this character did bad things and then grew as a person" it's "this character has done some good things and some bad things and should continue to be held accountable for all of the bad things"
a great deal of it is also the mindset that "sin"/any mistakes fudamentally stains you as a person, so no matter how much you repent or change, you are still a bad person -- and also that "bad thoughts" are, if not as condemnable as "bad actions", still something the character must be persecuted for and atone over. notice how these are both christian frameworks of wrongdoing.
maybe because we go back and forth so often in the timeline, we end up with this character-development-soup where any action a character took in the 4th arc is still just as relevant to who they are as the action they took in the 6th arc. it's hard to discuss "ivypool" when i don't even know if the people i'm talking to have read avos, tigerheart's shadow, the broken code, AND the Thunder excerpt, or if we're arguing over OOTS ivypool and one post they read on tumblr
an example of this timeline-soup fallibility in my own analysis is how i think about Blossomfall's age in comparison to Thornclaw's. i think of OOTS as "my era" because it's the series that was coming out when i got into the books as a kid. So, Blossomfall in my imagination is almost always OOTS Blossomfall.
Therefore, when I try to reconcile "blossomfall and thornclaw are a couple" with the OOTS Blossomfall that lives in my brain, alarm bells go off. It's hard to factor in the timeskip between OOTS and AVOS because i'm still subconsciously living in OOTS.
anyway, it's just something to think about
#wc meta#this is like. Meta meta. i'm thinking about How we think about the characters as a fanbase#and how the way the series is organized might contribute to that#i think there are a lot of other factors too but i feel like not all arcs are created equal#some hold more weight in your imagination#so the events and characters kinda override other arcs' contents#blossomthorn's age gap still makes me uncomfortable because she's barely older than his grandnieces#she's also completely a grown up by AVOS so there's nothing actually on-paper Wrong with them getting together#it's just a sticky gray area of getting together with someone who has been well into adulthood before you were even born#nevermind that he's old enough to be her dad. he's old enough to be her grandfather#he's a few months younger than her father and she's closer in age to her kits than she is to him#etc etc etc#it doesn't make it de facto unhealthy or inappropriate. it's just. a bit uncomfortable
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hate how im now at a point where im legit like kicking my legs and grinning like an idiot over fictional characters SEND HELP
#take One Guess who im talking about. YES ITS KOI BOI#hes so prettyyyyy and cute and lovely and i love looking at him i wanna hear him speak and laugh and sing just AAAAAAAAAAAA#(turns to my own brain) BITCH WE ARE MEANT TO BE AROACE WHY ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH TWO FICTIONAL CRIMINALS WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?????#my brain: (that fuckin anime girl gif from evangelion (i think??))#like fuuuuuck man is it self shipping if u use a proxy? like. hes an oc but he's a stand in for me. he is me and i am him but we also arent#he is his own person and i am my own our lives are very very different but i use him to express love for Mad Dog and Koi Boy#cause they could actually love him if i were in their world i wouldnt stand a chance but my boy has one so he loves them for me#its far easier to imagine him kissing them than it is for me to imagine myself kissing them but that might be because im wired weird#idk it *feels* like it counts yknow. my dumbass out here gettin jealous when i see a Certain Ship cause like i disagree with it on#a Fundamental Level. and on TOP of that half the time the art is so CUTE and im like 'motherfucker that should be ME' or i guess my lad but#STILL am i making sense?? doesnt help that i worry im like. misreading what content i have but also fuck you i can do what i want and also#i get him more than yall kgyugkhjhk (jk jk. Unless) basically when i call them my boyfriends i fuckin mean it#look its Real Missing Nishiki Hours i love him i wanna kiss his perfect face someone shoulda shown him love i could save him and he could#make me worse <3 I Want Him#and do not get me wrong i may be focused on him but Majima is still my wifey too!!! hes mine you cant have her <3#i just have koi boy brainrot i very much desire them Both (YES THAT MIGHT BE WHY I SHIP THEM TOO LOOK I ALSO THINK THEYD WORK WELL TOGETHER#OR AT LEAST HAVE A FUN DYNAMIC TO EXPLORE I SHOULD DATE THEM AND THEY SHOULD DATE EACH OTHER WE ALL HAVE 2 HANDS)#might delete this in the mornin who knows but im feelin silly i wanna talk about them i wanna talk about my boy but idk if ppl would really#GET IT yknow i can think of maybe Two People and that INCLUDES bestie but just aaaa point is i love my koi boy so much hes so lovely <3 <3
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If I had the proper equipment for that I would 100% make a career out of sorting stuff on video. It's like one of my favorite activities ever but I rarely have the opportunity to do that. It's like a special treat for special occasions. I love doing it and if I could I'd milk that forever <- is currently sorting a whole jar of plastic gems for fun
#in the last year me and my cousin accidentally formed this silly lil routine where whenever i visit her she gives me some stuff to sort#it started a year ago on her birthday#she was making cupcakes and couldnt buy pink sprinkles so she bought rainbow sprinkles and asked me to separate the pink ones#and she was like you dont actually have to do that i need only a lil bit of those sprinkles you dont have to get all of them#but i was like. sure sure but actually is it okay if i sort the entire package#and i did#i sorted the entire whole package of sprinkles#she let me sort markers or beads or stickers#its amazing i love her#and she always has stuff to sort bc she likes to collect stickers and beads but doesnt really care about their placement#i love doing that so bad its insane#and ive looked for sorting videos on youtube but they rarely scratch my specific itch#theyre like overproduced or not caring enough or focusing too much on asmr and not on the actual sorting#which you know isnt a bad thing i love asmr#but like i need specifically content where someone takes a collection of something and sorts it entirely into specific categories#i suppose its just that different categories are important for different people#i wish i had a camera and like a set for that#like id genuinely love to record that for fun#and also yknow. views and money#i dont like how we kinda have to turn every passion into a career but this is something that id be willing to turn into a job if i could#maybe someday#bee buzz
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