#So tired... Why did i do this again?
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Good evening. Good night.
Me and my buttons have been thinking a lot about undertale AUs (and the game's world and themes by proxy) in those past months. And not the normal way, since it's becoming increasingly harder to not pour out those thoughts.
So, i am making this post. And maybe others so i don't just explode. (Got even my own AU taking precious space in my frontal lobe, but not exactly confident enough to post it...)
Anyways. To the point.
I have been in the UT fandom for quite some time. Not actively, but i did begin observing its growth around 2016, and with that time i have come to notice just how odd the fandom is, specifically the AU portion.
And i do not mean it in a bad light. (I'm not here to point out the rot.) What I'm refering to here is just how... Independent? The fandom's work is.
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• Maybe not the right word.
Undertale in itself is a solid game, a charming and simple one, who holds a place in the hearts of many. Mine included. And, naturally, it shares that charm with many of its fan works.
But, in a way, the fan work, the AUs in specific, instead of feeling like a continuation, exploration or expansion of the game's narrative and themes, feels more like its own thing.
Like its own tale. Or better, a collection of them.
The fluffy part of my brain wants to compare this to mythology, but that ain't it.
It's more like Undertale is the engine (or system) in which the AUs run on.
The more the creation of AUs expanded, the more the original story begins to feel more like a skeleton (get it?). A box full of archetypes of use, with variations (like classes in an rpg game) depending on specific sides of said archetypes the creator was most interested in.
Let me elaborate.
This is Sans. And Sans. And their human.
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This also Sans. But the murdery type.
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And this is also Sans but the murdery type. He's just more of a silly than the last guy.
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And this was Sans but with a crippling addiction to memes and Japanese cartoons. • May he rest in crusty peace.
But, really, none of them are truly Sans.
Does that make sense? (probably not.)
What i am trying to say is that the undertale AU community's multiverse is pretty unique and incredibly fun to explore. Both as a story of its own and a unique happening in a fandom space.
And if one day a crazy bunch just decided to free the whole collection of tales from this underground they were kept in, they would still have a solid narrative and solid characters. Maybe in the need of some added spice to substitute the few pillars we had been relying on, but interesting nonetheless.
In conclusion. I may appreciate a bunch of copies of the same funny skele guy a bit too much.
#P.D.M. - Papo da Madrugada#ut aus#UTMV#Undertale#Thoughts#Rambling#I am tired#So tired... Why did i do this again?#If anyone wants to add anything to this; then you're free to do so
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dinosaur in a lab coat - would you trust her with operating the centrifuge
#my art#oc#mockley#anthro#furry#dinosaur#i like the headshot especially so i'm including it too#unintentional redraw of the mockley ref from back in may. this is the natural mockley pose i guess - this is her official render#so i included the symbolism thing again with some slight edits#grhaggh i love her i'm ripping her to pieces with my mind.....my doddery old bint#okay i've got a lot to do tonight. why i did this today of all days i don't know but for people who want art from me#keep yer eyes peeled#also i'm gonna also use this for oc-tober. lol#for the monster prompt. mockley's a monster...literally to us and more metaphorically in her universe#also for ages i was trying to make mockley's species a dinosaur but like evolved. different and weirder#now i'm like embracing full dinosaur i'm too tired to make up a new species i can't....i surrender
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Waiting... Waiting...
So... This was inspired by listening to EPIC (FREAKING LOVE ALL THE ALBUMS, SO GOOD) and by @noxcheshire post of Tim being Odysseus reincarnated and Danny (maybe also reincarnated) being his Penelope (Here) so I had to turn it into a Dead Tired idea.
The song The Challenge is the main one here. (Cause I LOVE that song... along with Would You Fall In Love With Me Again)
So WHAT IF Danny IS the reincarnated Penelope, after becoming the Ghost King Danny's memories of his past life as Penelope returns and remembers how before dying/ or being reincarnated both Penelope and Odysseus promised to find each other in their new lives, no matter who they are, what new form they take, they will find each other.
So Danny/Penelope, just like before waits for their Odysseus to return to them, but also tries to find him in their new life (CW is laughing whenever Danny asks for hints and gets a 'In due time, just wait' answer, ugh Danny wants to smack CW for that)
However just like in his previous life with being in a high position of power, Danny is being pressured to marry/take a spouse (now its not just men/males though so its a huge headache, I head canon Ghosts don't care much for gender preference) mostly by the dang eyeballs that Danny is still trying to find a way to get rid of without upsetting the Infinite Realms delicate (but slowly healing) balance even if Danny wanted nothing more than to punch all of the suitors out.
So Danny decides to play the long game again.
And waits for their Odysseus return.
Danny's wait is over when they suddenly feel the Realms shift one day, as if welcoming someone familiar home, and the same feeling Danny had when he had been Penelope and saw the storm that was sign of Odysseus coming home, Danny decides its time to bring out The Challenge once again. (CW gifted Danny a few things from his past as Penelope as a coronation gift, like Odysseus's bow (now enchanted to be unbreakable), a painting of when he was Penelope, with Telemchus, and Odysseus, and the Marriage Bed/Olive Tree, AND the Palace Odysseus made that Danny takes to being in over being at Pariah's Keep)
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Meanwhile
Tim Drake, aka Red Robin, always had strange dreams as a child.
War, Death, Monsters, Gods, Goddesses.
His dreams were more like nightmares, haunting him and he sometimes woke up in cold sweat.
He hated storms. Hated being in the water for to long. Hated how he felt both tense but also at home when around Greek heroes, as if he was afraid to 'disrespect' them (Cassie was the only one he didn't feel that way around, mostly cause they had been somewhat friends before their heroing since their parents knew each other) but also knew how to appease them should he insult them. He also had a strange hatred for the CoO with a burning passion because he felt like they were mocking real Owls.
The worst part of nightmares that always pop up are of what feels like should be his home is being invaded by unwanted guests (they aren't guests), how they are angry over trying to string a bow and shot an arrow through axes, of the terrible terrible things he hear them saying they were going to do to his loved ones (two names that keep getting muted out).
How it ends in bloodshed with echoing of begging, pleading, mercy, and screams.
However in those nightmares at the end. He also finds himself looking for something in them.
Or rather he always found someone waiting for him at the end of the nightmares. Calling him by the wrong name but it sounds just right coming from them.
The dream always ends with the person asking 'How long has it been?' and before he can answer he wakes up.
So yeah Tim has horrifying nightmares/dreams he could never explain.
And the urge to find someone. To go home to them.
It isn't until he and his friends from Young Justice are hit by a spell from Klarion (who may or may not had a visit from a certain chaos encouraging Time Keeper) and sent to a place called the Infinite Realms in the middle of their fight, that Tim is hit hard with déjà vu when he spots a certain Palace in the distance and overhears some of the 'people?' (they glow and float and some don't even look human?! where are they?) talk about how the 'King' has issued a new 'Challenge' for his 'suitors'.
A Challenge involving a bow, and axes.
And Tim, feels like he knows this all too well and needs to do it.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#crossover#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#dead tired#Danny is Penelope reincarnated#Tim is Odysseus reincarnated#Danny regains memories after being crowned#but gets 'courted' by 'suitors' again by the eyeballs#Tim is feeling a bit murderous when he hears the gossip#he doesn't know why yet#the urge to go to the familiar looking palace hits Tim hard#He frames it to his friends that maybe this King can help them though#Am I feral for this idea#YES#also wouldn't it be funny if like Dani is Telemchus reincarnated if we go with Dani being more like Danny's child?#Just tossing more ideas out#Most likely going to be my last DPxDC 2024 prompt lol#Tim once he decides to do the Challenge is going to be VERY murderous towards the eyeballs/suitors to LEAVE#Also Danny totally does the 'Can you move the wedding bed?' question just to make sure Tim is Odysseus#And Tim is so taken aback that he answers the same way he did the first time and doesn't realize it. It comes out like second nature.#Rants about it#And Danny just smiles at the answers
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#*#ive been thinking about this since i made it and i saw that tweet yesterday pslkjhgfhj like why is he doing the exact same pose#also i had to redo this bc i really thought phil was 38#like....i fr thought he was 38 and was shockedd he was 37#and i dont use snapchat bc im an adult so i used ig to make this#phan#silly philly#okay so theres a#so i can find this again sfdghjnhfdfgfh#also it's fun talking in the tags#i worked today and im soo tired#like this year has been really tough mentally#and while i did do some of the things i set out to do#i need to prioritize my mental health next year#like i actually need to get help and deal with my issues and start going to therapy#i had way too many of what i can only describe as ptsd episodes this year#like......idk dude i recognize that i need help and yet i dont take the steps to do it#and next year i need to like i HAVE to#but yeah....2024 was great in some regards and in others i hit rock bottom which sucks#but i want to get better#i just need to actually take the steps to do it#i have so much unprocessed trauma that ive just been holding in
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#why am i doing this again#myart#fanart#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#spoilers#Loop#video#m so tired#how did adrienne do so many#powerful
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Every time I finally start feeling some sort of blissful about the Eddsworld fandom and how cool it is Hargreaves starts hating on the fandom again
#genuinely why. like genuinely#what does he gain from this ???#why is he so concerned about headcanons. my brother you control the canon ???#it just seems so. tiring.#like. that's his whole personality now#hating on fandom#doesn't he hate that that's all anyone knows him as now ??? i don't get it#i just don't get it#sorry for bringing Eddsworld discourse on my blog again. i don't like doing it but i have so many thoughts about a lot of things#i think I'll post a little screenshot headcanon redraw i did some months ago just for funsies#eddsworld#ew#jay talk
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i've compiled all the data from the past three years into one slideshow for easier access! a full spreadsheet can also be found below :]
full slideshow: [link]
full spreadsheet: [link]
#icarus speaks#species survey#now. those of you who have been here for a while#might recognize that that was Not the color i used for 2023#and you'd be correct. and is also the reason why this has taken me a few days#because i did. in fact. go through and have to re-add every 2023 chart#as well as every 2022 chart. because the text was black and at that point did Not match with the other two#the things i fucking do to myself 😭#anyways. u guys will likely not see me again for the rest of today �� again .#i am. so tired.#<- guy who did this to itself
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Aw man...
#Vent incoming wee woo wee woo#Goooood man I feel so. Stressed and anxious cuz of my job#I hate it. I hate trying not to cry every 5 minutes#I hate the feeling in my chest. It's like someone is poking really hard into it#It's almost suffocating#I feel awful. Every little thing makes me angry. I don't want to be angry at ppl who did nothing wrong. I don't want to be like this#I really wish I wasn't like this. Why can't I be more calm and normal#I feel like I need a good cry. But I don't have anywhere to go for that#When I'm at home I don't feel like crying cuz I purposefully distract myself from stress#But I do feel like crying at work#But ofc I can't cry at work#And even at the end of the Day when going home I'm too tired to cry. Plus it would look weird for other ppl walking by...#I hate this. I get all stressed durring work but then I can't let it out#I have work rn. And tomorrow#I'm just gonna have to feel awful until my Days off come#God. I really hate venting. I don't like ppl seeing me like this but. I don't have anything else left to relieve the pain#I just don't know what to do anymore#Where to go#Whatever. This feeling will go away eventually#It will come back ofc#I just wish there was a better way to ease the pain. But again. I don't have a place for that#So I'll just have to seat w these feelings until they go away#I'll try to keep myself distracted. Which will be hard cuz I. Am at work. The place which makes me feel these things in the first place#But whatever! I'll try anyways#I'll look at art. Or I'll think about characters that I like...#Save me fictional characters. Save me!!#Anyways. Vent over 🎉
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🍷<3
#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad#and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything#i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing#but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT#and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing#and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over#and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop#and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me#and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it#again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that#so I felt guilty throughout#anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely#and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods#heres to healing ❤️🩹
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Jimmy: looking for a thumbnail artist :D
Me: omg cant wait to see the result
It's Cherri again
#sorry I am such a hater#sorry cherri's work is evidently beautiful and they deserve success but I am so tired of seeing them on like every other mc youtube video#why is Doc the only goated CC with his fanart thumbnails Im so sad#Seeing different styles and artists like in the TCG for example is SO much fun. so exciting. so many opportunities for different artists#I just want to see more artists be given these opportunities do you know how many artists would kill for this man#for even a fraction of this#this isnt like. Cherri's “fault” or anything. Again they deserve success but ughhh#can CCs find other artists too please Im begging. Dont do this to me Jimmy not you too. Hire the person who did your channel avatar or sum#blabber
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Have we ever seen this old man being affectionate with drivers or other juniors? Or just Yuki? I don't even think I've seen him this close to Max and Seb (off the podium at least)
Brother.
#he says some senile shit every now & then but hes literally & unfortunately yuki's biggest fan 💀#im not posting this with hope for the 2nd seat idgaf anymore (lol. lying) im just flabbergasted at how much he visited him 💀#thats why i feel betrayed hes siding w lawson lol cause ive never seen them together 😭#LIKE when liam outscored yuki at sg last yr all he said was#“good job. that's pretty much it” LMFAO? helmut was pissed 😭#tbf hes been backing yuki for YEARSS i think hes just tired now 💀 at least w lawson he can agree w horner ab & he can have a pawn somewhere#but i dont see how sharing liam w horner can help marko 😭 liam will be loyal to him for sure but the bias is so clear 💀#liam would easily jump ship to horner 💀#i 100% blame helmut for the pointless team trapping of yuki like he DEF did it. i dont think he wants to let him go LOL. but im mad ab it😭#once again i dont speak with a source you're 🫵 in my delirious mind palace and you're hostage in it 😁#he'd rather have yuki careerless post 2026 than not have him at red bull 💀 should be funny but im PISSED#ITS SO EASY JUST FRAUD HIM INTO A TOP SEAT 😭#ppl calling yuki a honda merchant when hes a helmut merchant 😭 theyre literally his parents who are divorcing LOL#rmb when yuki said he didnt read thru the contract? im convinced its cuz helmut made it so he just said yes 💀#apparently honda wanted to keep him 1 more yr @ f3 but marko promoted him to f2 anyway 💀 & hes the one who dropped him into europe 💀#ah helmut. yuki's double edged sword#dropped him to europe & cant empathise with him struggling there alone 💀 typical racist grandpa#this opens a tough question tho: did the therapy he forced yuki to do actually help? cause if it was someone else he wouldnt even have care#he handled it so awfully but his concern for yuki was... is real.#i was thinking that i need yuki to have someone who favors him just as how ron dennis did for mika then i realized that's literally helmut💀#hes still alive cause hes not going until he sees yuki as wdc 😭#helmut marko#yuki tsunoda#yt22#f1txt
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Idk i was bored and did these. I'm going to actually start work on the Si'ha Nova Bejeweled concept, i should also mention that i may have started shipping her with Mothigan. Take this to mean i might do a concept for Better than revenge in the future as well.
#just dance#fanart#just dance fanart#theres like one headcanon here#This started because i wanted to draw mothigan again#but i also didn't want to do a full fanart of her because i was tired#so then i did talia in the speak now tv dress#then Si'ha dressing her guard up as her son#then Kapyy midnights pose#The Kapyy autism creature i did alongside Mothigan#Why all in one canvas?#just felt like it
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i realized they had the same birthday (dec 21st) so i was like "yoooo i should draw them together"
silly bonus:
#my art lol#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#utau#utauloid fanart#utau fanart#根音ネネ#nene nene#nene nene utau#oliver vocaloid#oliver vocatone#oliver maghni ai#i guess??? because that's his maghni ai design? chose it for fun and for color/composition purposes ig (slightly more yellow? and details)#don't know how to tag this... and since yuki only appears in the bonus doodle idk if i should really tag her#i don't actually know if oliver would be scared of nene or not aksjhgk that little guy doesnt seem scared by most things#but i just thought it would make for a funny side doodle so thats why its there lol#potential successor to the kagamines/iku doodle? in a way maybe... i should find more vsynths that share bdays and draw them together#fun fun fun... ofc its not the exact same day and year like tho iku and the kagamines tho (which is crazy); nene came out in 2009#but ya. showing penance in some way because i was too depressed to draw anything for oliver's bday last year lmao 😭 im sorry my boy#i mean i did do that shitty short meme video which i almost completely forgot abt but that doesnt counttt im talking art piece#this piece was gonna look way more different originally but i couldn't get it to look right so i went for something simpler#cause i was running out of time... and also experimented a little since this one's weird in that i did the colors first rather than lines#then did lines based on the colors and cleaned up the coloring after. and i was gonna add some more stuff to bg but got tired rip#so yeah maybe its a bit simple for my liking but im too tired to redo this again. i had to resize it bc i accidentally made og file huge#and it just wouldnt upload to tumblr lmaoo so apologies if the quality got crunched#IVE BEEN WAITING ALL FUCKING DAY TO POST THIS AND THE OTHER SHIT HAHAHAHEH... i couldve scheduled them but NOOo... oliver day
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this post had a theme but i dropped it . anyways im listening to a bunch of childhood songs Good morning and goodnigghttt i wake up at teiiilightt
the warrior cat is meant to be scout. you cant tell. sorry hes a bengal i was just too lazy to color him. i was too lazy to finish the three cheers thing too cuz i didnt like it. sorry
#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 engineer#tf2 soldier#tf2 scout#sniperspy#helmet party#why did heathers come up on my tags I AM NIT GOING BACK!!!#great musical though!!! would reccomend#the medic thing has context hence why my old pyro is there#guys can you tell i really like drawing rawcoon. can you tell i really like rawcoon#cinfession hwen inwas like 9 i thought scout was a fnaf character#and i thought he was a canon night guard. because he was in all the sfms#anyways my parents r yelling apparently because there is a reptile? in or around our home?#they do not knownif it is a snake or a lizard?#there is just a mysterious reptile? roaming around?.. our home????#update: it is apparently a lizard#update again: i went outside to check. my dad says its a lizard. it looks like a fucking worm#not even like a snake. like a worm. it looks like a fucking worm#so a worm shaped lizard was in our home#anyways is it bad that when i get tired i start thinking soldier is a baddie#liek i knew engineer was but soldier... damn#anyways tired as always ok goodnight
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Okay so we're at 623/1025 Pokemon done right now that's 60.78%, and did you know that each 1 (one) new unique crochet brings us .09% (NOT EVEN A /TENTH/ OF A PERCENT) closer to 100%. That's 402 more Pokemon to go (currently) (not including ones that have different variants/forms). That's so many. Whoa. Wow.
#text#mind boggled again about the numbers#because like. literally if there is one thing i want to do in my lifetime that i am one HUNDRED percent SURE of. it is this project#and i know that i can do it. it is a feasible task. gargantuan. monumental. long. tedious. but doable.#and also what the FUCK i have made over#SIX. HUNDRED??? OF THESE??#AGAIN NOT EVEN INCLUDING DIFFERENT FORMS#at some point i will make an extended sheet with the different forms counted out too#but i don't think i want to do that just now or on my own because oof that's gonna be an even biiiiigger number#but oh my god i am so in disbelief of my own self. how did i do this. how do i do this. how will i do this. what. what.#i know some of yall get tired of seeing these moments but just like. this is insane. im insane.#if i had just a single dollar for every one pokemon i have done. that would be over 600 dollars. i could get a nice treat with that.#i wish this was like in school where people would pledge a penny or something for every mile you walked/ran. except for my crochets.#why cant this literally be how i make a living. why cant the universe hook me up with that. universe do you hear me?? manifesting
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forgot how annoying people can be in the tags. "the set is almost perfect except..." "op you forgot this" how about you make 20+ gifs and you'll include everything?? yeah i forgot some movies because i don't think about them, they're not relevant to me, and what about it???
#it's about the sweaters post#the banshees of inisherin omission is legitimately upsetting even to me but the rest of the suggestions....#but i was tired of thinking about the sweaters and i just wanted to be done with the set#i first got the idea in 2021 and decided to let it go#then it came back to haunt me in january#so i just wanted it to be over tbh#but also you don't have to reblog the post just to complain in the tags#'why did you put it in there?' bc i wanted to#'you didn't include this? op you don't know what you're talking about' and you do???#shouldn't have made that set tbh#gonna finish the ones i have started and then never touch a compilation set again
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