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The Dragon's Fire
Smaug, the Dragon Dread, the Terror of the Lonely Mountain, furled his wings and chuckled slightly as the last of the smoke rose from his muzzle.
That, he was sure, was one wizard who was not going to be sniffing around here again. Gold was scattered all across the floor to the sides of his mighty hoard, coins and artworks that he had piled up to serve as his bed and that had been cast aside when he had burst from the gold, but the surprise had been either total or as near as made no difference at all.
Leaning down, Smaug examined the scorch mark, which was glowing faintly as the stonework cooled and which had a drift of ash around it… unfortunately, his experience with the clothing of mortals was not sufficient to actually work out in any detail what he was dealing with here.
Clothes, perhaps? In the moment’s glance at the wizard, as his intense flames reached out, he had seen… robes, a hat, and a staff that glowed with light and might and power.
Perhaps it was the staff that was part of it?
Regardless, either the wizard was dead or he had received a clear warning to never return. The light was dim, here in the depths of Erebor, and there was smoke aplenty, but the glow from the scorch mark was sufficient that Smaug could identify two of the burning cinders as parts of a snapped wooden staff.
But there was something else odd, as well, and Smaug leaned more closely.
The glow of his scales, sign of the flames that burned within him, flared a little lighter. It illuminated the stonework, and Smaug’s paw picked up the metal circlet.
In the dim light, it looked… quite pleasant, really. Understated, a golden band with a red ruby set in a housing. Perhaps it was some sort of diadem, if wizards were prone to wearing such things… and, more than that, it was a trophy of his victory.
Toying with it, Smaug realized after a few seconds that it was of a size to fit onto his foreclaw, and slid it into place. It fit quite snugly, and he chuckled.
If wizards were going to bring him such trophies, he could almost look forward to the next visit.
-Smaug awoke with a jolt.
His paws clenched into claws, and he growled, then shook his head.
There had been something he was dreaming about – something that had woken him up.
But what had it been?
He tried to remember, turning his mighty mind to the task, but it was a struggle… for all that he tried, it seemed that the details attempted to slip away regardless of how much effort he put into holding onto them.
It had involved… flying, Smaug was sure. Soaring above the earth below, with clouds all around him, such as he had not done since he had first burned his Devastation many years ago. Flying, wings caressing the air, carrying his immense but light form in sweeps through the clouds.
And there had been… other dragons, as well. Drakes of different sizes and colours, winged cold-drakes and fire-drakes alike, soaring between the mountains that ringed the Withered Heath…
...but as he tried, the last elusive details slipped through his claws, and Smaug’s paw smote the gold of his hoard. Gold coins and halves of gold coins flew everywhere, and there was a minor avalanche, but Smaug cared little.
There was an ache in his heart, and it took him a long moment to work out what it was.
Loneliness.
He growled, and thrashed his tail against the wall.
He was a mighty fire-drake, greatest of the dragons. He should not be feeling this pain over loneliness!
Smaug needed nobody else.
Smaug had nobody else.
And that had never bothered him before.
The faint light filtering into the hall told Smaug that it was during the day. The dwarven hall was well designed, and it allowed shafts of light in so that the burning torches that would have thrown light were an adjunct, rather than truly necessary. They would have needed them by night, but not while the sun was in the sky or even when the clouds veiled it.
And Smaug rested his great bulk up on one of the high places, a mezzanine thirty feet and more above the main hall which was filled with his hoard, and he glowered down at it.
As if it had offended him.
As if it posed an impossible challenge.
Because… in the final analysis, what was he going to do with it?
He was a mighty dragon, that much was obvious. The greatest of the dragons that yet lived upon Middle-Earth. He had won this hoard, mighty gold and treasures almost beyond counting, himself.
It was his.
And yet… since winning it, all he had done was sleep in it.
“This is foolishness,” he growled, then almost winced at the echoing sound of his own voice – so long had it been since he had had cause to speak.
But it was foolishness.
He had everything a dragon could ever desire! As a young drake in the Withered Heath, he had dreamed of wealth, and the hoard of the Lonely Mountain was greater even than he had dared to dream.
And all he had done was sleep on it, sleeping away a hundred years and more. He wasn’t even sure of the exact number, just that… he had dreamed his dragon dreams submerged within the wealth that had been his goal, and it no longer brought him the least pleasure.
It might as well have been a pile of rocks.
After a moment’s thought, Smaug shook his head, for – no, it was not the case! Gold was gold, and rock was rock, and no dragon would ever sleep on a pile of rocks!
Except… all the others.
If there were others.
His thoughts were going around in circles, and he growled, then looked down at the hoard again.
What was he going to do with it?
Sleep here, buried in gold that would never again do anything, until he was too large to fit through the door? Or until the ages of Middle-Earth had turned again, and again, and the Lonely Mountain itself wore away and there was nothing left? Never gaining anything from the gold beyond a sleep that was troubled by unquiet dreams anyway?
Or go elsewhere, use the gold to do something?
The idea felt like a sore tooth.
Anything else he tried to do with it would mean giving it up, surrendering it, letting it slip out of his control. It was… a sickening thought, one that made his stomach roil.
What else could a dragon value but his hoard?
But… in what way could a dragon value his hoard?
It was a bed.
A bed.
Smaug yawned, wings half-flaring, and clambered down from the mezzanine.
He was tired, and sleep might bring him more insight. Or a solution to his conundrum.
Though it would… probably not. He had had these thoughts too often, lately.
The feeling that something was missing. And that what he had was… nothing.
Sunlight slashed into the main entrance of Erebor’s dwarf hold, and Smaug held a fine coat of silvery mail in the light. It was tiny, to him, a mere trinket.
But he knew what it meant.
He knew, roughly, how it would have been made.
Every one of the links was made of mithril, a metal that was difficult to find and difficult to smelt. First it would need to be mined, the ore taken from the ground, by miners who tunnelled through the rock with pickaxe and hammer and chisel, and that would give them rocks.
To smelt the metal would have required… charcoal, or coal, cut and burned once to make it into truly black material that could be used in a forge, and then burned again to fuel the forge. Turning the ore into a bloom of the metal, then shaping the metal into wire, then turning the wire into links of tiny metal.
The links of this particular coat were so fine that Smaug could barely see them, even when he looked his closest, and there were a lot of them.
Then they would all have to be fit together, tens of thousands of rings, all assembled and held together with tens of thousands of rivets.
And it was just one item. One part of his hoard.
The artisans of Erebor had been able to make so many things, with their skills at working wood and metal and stone. Beautiful things. So many things that were so beautiful, not merely mining out gold but then shaping it into the things that were far more appealing.
He would not have been so pleased with a bed of lumps of solid metal. It was that they had been turned into coins, or finer things, that gave them much of their value.
And… he had killed so many of those dwarves. Struck them down with flame and tail and claw, and driven out the rest.
For what?
For his hoard, of course, which was his by right. But… Smaug could not help but look at this tiny, exquisite suit of mail.
And wonder what they could have made for a dragon.
Wonder if something that had been made for him, at his direction… would have closed the ache inside him.
Wonder why he had never even considered it, before.
“Are you sure that this is a good plan, exactly?” Bilbo wondered, looking up at Thorin.
Thorin grumbled.
Bilbo supposed that, really, that was all he could hope for.
The original plan had been for each of them to get an enormous part of the share of a dragon’s hoard, and Bilbo’s role had been… well, to put it simply, to be a thief.
But they had been captured by Elves, and one thing had led to another, and after a rather significant amount of negotiation and a rather more significant amount of arguing between Thorin and Balin and Gloin, with Bilbo’s assistance, the way it had all worked out was that now the shares they were going to get of the dragon’s treasure were somewhat less enormous – but still sounding like quite a large amount of gold, all things considered.
The Elves would be getting some, for their own help – a fine way of saying that they would release the Company from captivity and accompany them to Erebor, while keeping them safe from spiders and goblins alike in the dangerous Mirkwood – but they would not be getting the Arkenstone that Thorin so valued and they would not be getting the mountain itself, either.
Bilbo still remembered the decisive question that had turned the trick – which was when Balin had asked Thorin what he would give to restore Erebor to its old glory.
And Thorin had admitted… he would give much. Even, when pressed, half the treasure from the dragon’s hoard… a deal which Thranduil had rejected, as too generous to the Elves.
Bilbo didn’t quite like Thranduil, because he could only compare the Elven king unfairly to Lord Elrond of Rivendell who was rather more like the sort of Elf that Bilbo liked. But he was rather taking a shine to the Prince.
Not least because Legolas seemed willing to actually tell him things.
“Is it a good plan?” he asked, then, looking back at the noble Elf.
“Perhaps,” Legolas replied, with a slight shrug. “A lot depends on if there is a dragon there.”
“Do you think that likely?” Fili asked.
“It hasn’t appeared in over a century,” Dori noted.
“I think it more likely that goblins have moved in,” Legolas suggested. “And if they have, we will be glad of our outriders.”
He looked up. “...though it seems trouble may be on our way.”
“Why do you say that?” Thorin asked, roused out of his general sullen mood.
“Hoofbeats, moving fast,” Legolas explained, then looked around. “There’s a ridge – there. We should get a good look.”
He scrambled up the rock with a grace that was enviable for anyone, and especially enviable when the one doing the envying was a Hobbit, and Bilbo did his best to follow.
Then Dori picked him up, and did his best to follow, which worked a little better.
By the time they reached the top of the ridge, though, Legolas was already scanning the northern horizon in worry.
“There,” he said, pointing, and Bilbo squinted.
There was a sort of smudge, he thought.
Thorin’s expression was stormy.
“A goblin host,” he said.
“Yes,” Legolas agreed. “I make it eight or nine thousand.”
Bilbo looked back at the Elven army, which was significantly weaker – maybe sixteen hundred, all told. They were better armed and equipped, he knew, but a difference of this size was going to be a large problem.
“We should find a place to deploy,” Balin said. “Set up where they can’t-"
“They’re closer to the Mountain than us,” Thorin pointed out. “If they’re going for it, we need to try and head them off.”
“They have wargs and warg riders,” Legolas warned. “We have scarcely a hundred horse, we don’t want to fight in the open plain.”
He pointed. “Our outriders are coming in. Father will be asking them…”
His voice trailed off.
“What is it?” Thorin asked. “Out with it.”
“Dust, on the horizon,” Legolas said, nodding to the northwest. “There’s another army coming this way – I doubt they’re friendly to us.”
“It’s the wrong direction for the Iron Hills, that much is true,” Balin said.
Then a flash of movement caught Bilbo’s eye, and he turned to look – and his jaw dropped.
A massive creature with red-golden scales was emerging from the mountain, huge wings flaring, rising into the air like a hawk taking flight, and it had to be well over a hundred feet in length though Bilbo didn’t have a great sense of scale. It circled once, then swooped down towards the goblin army, and Thorin made a grim sound.
“We will have to sell our lives dearly,” he said. “Elvish prince – can you or your elves put an arrow through the scales of a dragon?”
“It’s not something I’ve tried yet,” Legolas admitted, as the dragon – as Smaug – hovered over the goblins, presumably having some sort of fell conversation. “But I’m sure I can find my mark.”
He reached for his bow, then paused.
“Look!” he said.
Bilbo followed Legolas’s gaze, and a jet of green and scarlet flame flashed down from the enormous dragon… and doused the goblin army in flame.
“They were loosing arrows at it,” Legolas said. “At him. Then he just… destroyed them.”
Bilbo could only see smoke, now, hovering over the ruin of what had once been a mighty force of goblins. Then Smaug’s wings cut the air, sweeping away the smoke in coils, and he approached them at speed.
It had to be at least two or three minutes that the dragon took, to reach them, but to Bilbo it felt like an onrushing avalanche. Then the massive creature landed on the far side of the slope, wings flaring before they furled like those of a bat, and Bilbo found himself regarded by a head that rivalled for size the largest entire creatures he had seen.
“Greetings,” Smaug said. “Hmm… two Elves, thirteen Dwarves, and a creature I know not. And an army, besides… what brings you to the Lonely Mountain?”
“Revenge,” Thorin replied.
“Revenge, is it?” Smaug asked, sounding quite amused. “Revenge, on me, I’d assume? Well, I’ll admit that I assaulted your mountain, and slew many Dwarves – and Men, as well – but I don’t recall killing any Elves, and nor do I know what that other fellow’s race is at all. So what brings hither the Elves, and their army, terrible with banners?”
Thranduil had ascended the hill, as well, and Bilbo realized that Legolas must have informed his father about the… battle… that had its smoking ruins in the distance.
“We are here in alliance with the Dwarves,” the King of the Mirkwood Elves declared, and Smaug nodded.
“A reasonable thing to do,” he said. “If, that is, you were planning to fight goblins. But one of the goblin armies here has been destroyed, for they made the mistake of attacking me – and that is something I will not abide.”
His eyes flashed. “Of course, I could leave you to fight the other goblin army yourself, if you wished. They seem at least twice as strong as the one I destroyed, and I do not think you would have brought so few to fight so many… so let us dispense with the subtleties. You are here to reclaim the Lonely Mountain, and to take from me the hoard that I took from the Dwarves of Erebor so many years ago. Am I wrong?”
“Revenge is not the least of our motives,” Thorin said, displaying a lack of concern for his own safety (and the safety of everyone else who was in flaming range) which quite worried Bilbo, but Smaug raised a paw to his chin.
“But not the most of it, either, I think,” he replied. “As you would have brought far more if you wished to fight me.”
Incongruously, Bilbo noticed something on Smaug’s forepaw.
It was a ruby ring, which caught his eye, though he knew not why.
“So consider this,” Smaug went on. “What makes me different from someone else, who came in with fire and the sword to conquer a land and make it their own? The Men and Elves and Dwarves did the same, as did the Orcs and the Goblins – history is a long tale of battles fought and agreements made.”
“Do not try to bewitch us with your words, worm,” Thorin said, and Bilbo noticed that several of the other Dwarves were edging away from him.
“Would you prefer we argue?” Smaug replied. “But, very well, then… the mountain is yours, and the contents.”
It was such a sudden shift that Bilbo practically fell over.
“...what?” Thranduil asked, completely baffled, and not the only one.
“However,” Smaug continued. “I will be offering protection, in return for which I would appreciate tribute. Not acres of gold, but… fine things, few in number and wrought with a purpose.”
“You give us back our ancestral home, and then ask for some of our wealth back?” Fili asked. “I’m – don’t get me wrong, I’d rather not be set on fire, I’m just very confused.”
“What is a kingdom?” Smaug asked, his voice stern. “An empire? Any state, or monarchy? It is, at the core, farmers who grow food, and an organization which takes the surplus food from them, in the form of tax. Surplus Men and Elves and Dwarves, to work its armies. And it uses that food to support those who do not farm, for a purpose… and that is how art is made, and how you all can enjoy yourselves, and march to war wearing weapons and armour and clothes that would take you all years or decades to make yourselves… if you can. You offer protection, and you take tax, and sons, and horses, and that is how your kingdoms work.”
He stretched his wings.
“I am proposing the same thing… but I will not demand sons. All else, all the specifics, are negotiation.”
Thorin still did not look happy.
But… Bilbo had seen that expression before.
It was quite possible that the Dwarf could be… brought around.
The peak of the Lonely Mountain was just the right size, and – after decades – there was now a ridge around it, in just about the right place. It was perfect for a dragon to rest on, and to curl around, and that was exactly what was happening.
King Smaug the First, Smaug the Golden, King Over Mountain and Dale and Lake, was looking out over the Long Lake, at the spot about halfway from the nearer end to the further.
Water splashed and fire spurted, and though it was far too far for him to hear, he could imagine the shouts of laughter and growls of protest rippling across the smooth waters of the lake.
Two of the six young dragons down there, he was fairly sure, were his children. His journeys to the Withered Heath had resulted in a few dalliances, and a few recruits only, but… the example was slowly taking hold.
The amount of gold and treasure a dragon got from the new arrangement was far less than it would have been under the old. But he now bore a chain of electrum and gold around his neck, and a mail coat of his own, and they were really quite precious to him.
The other four young drakes down there… cold-drake or fire-drake, they were young, and they were interested. And, right now, they were playing.
Smaug lay his muzzle on his paw, feeling fond, and lounged in the evening sunlight… then his head twitched, as he heard the sound of someone ascending the stairs.
A white-robed figure, white-bearded and carrying a slender white staff with a latticed shape at the top, came into view, and halted some steps below the top of the mountain.
“Greetings, King Smaug,” he said, sounding pleasant enough. “I must ask you the same as I asked King Thorin – have emissaries of the Dark Lord come this way?”
Smaug considered, then nodded slightly.
“They did,” he confirmed. “I bade they leave immediately.”
Smoke leaked from his nostrils. “Then they offered me one of the remaining Dwarven Rings, and I set them on fire.”
The white stranger nodded.
“I see,” he said. “Thank you for your answer.”
Smaug tilted his head, slightly.
“You are Gandalf, aren’t you?” he asked. “At first I thought you Saruman, but the staff is wrong…”
“Quite,” Gandalf confirmed, pleasantly enough. “I also wished to ask you if you were willing to help with the defence of the Free Peoples, beyond the Mountain, Dale and Lake. There is a war coming, and it is not known where the Enemy will strike.”
Smaug frowned.
“I will think on it,” he said. “I have a responsibility here.”
Then something occurred to him, and he raised his paw – showing the ruby ring.
“Do you want it back?” he asked. “I… suspect that this is yours… originally, at least.”
Gandalf smiled.
“I don’t think I do,” he said. “You have been gaining quite the benefit yourself, and I would not wish to punish you for becoming who you always could have been…”
#Lord of the Rings#The Hobbit#Smaug#Narya#Bilbo#Bilbo Baggins#erebor#thorins company#legolas#uncorruption#Gandalf#dragons
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The babysitter • bodyguard!Rafe Cameron x reader
Summary: Victor Dimitri has had enough of his daughter and her wild streak. When she crosses a boundary even she knows she shouldn’t have, he hires her a personal bodyguard or in her words, A babysitter. When he comes into her life she’s defiant won’t listen to a word he says but Rafe is used to a challenge
Warnings: Mention of violence, Dark themes, murder, Kidnapping, drug trafficking and Abuse, Neglectful parents, sexual themes, eventual Smut- MDI
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Y/N woke the next morning to the sunlight streaming through her curtains. Her head was still a mess from the whirlwind of emotions and the events of the previous day. Rubbing her eyes, she sat up, sighing. As much as she wanted to stay in bed and hide from everything, life didn’t work that way—especially with Rafe back in the picture.
When she finally pulled herself together and stepped out of her room, she wasn’t surprised to find him standing outside her door, arms crossed, his ever-watchful gaze immediately locking onto her.
“Morning,” Rafe said evenly, his voice calm but firm.
She didn’t respond. She didn’t even look at him. Instead, she brushed past him with a deliberate coldness, her shoulder nearly bumping his as she walked away.
Rafe let out a sigh but didn’t say anything else as he followed her downstairs.
At the breakfast table, her mother greeted her with her usual warmth. “Good morning, my sweet girl,” her mom said, smiling as she sipped her tea.
“Morning, Mom,” Y/N replied, her tone far more pleasant than it had been with Rafe.
“What are your plans for the day?” her mom asked, clearly trying to keep things light.
“Sash and I are going shopping,” Y/N said, grabbing a piece of toast from the platter in the center of the table.
“Oh, that’s nice, hun. Do you need my card?”
Y/N shook her head, offering her mom a faint smile. “Got mine, thank you though, Mommy.”
Her mother beamed. “Okay, well, have fun. Don’t buy too many shoes.”
Y/N finished her toast and headed upstairs to get ready.
By the time Sasha pulled up in her shiny convertible, Y/N was dressed and ready to go. She practically bounced down the stairs, her excitement for some time out with her best friend briefly overriding the tension of the morning.
But Rafe was waiting by the front door, leaning against the frame with that ever-present look of authority.
“I’ll drive,” he said, moving to open the door for her.
Y/N frowned, already annoyed. “Sash is a good driver. Chill.”
Rafe’s eyes narrowed, his jaw tightening. “I’m not having this conversation. Get in the car, or turn your ass back around and go back inside.
She glared at him, her frustration boiling over. “You’re so—ugh!” With an exaggerated roll of her eyes, she stormed past him, flinging open the car door
As soon as Y/N slammed the car door shut, the tension inside the vehicle was palpable. Rafe adjusted the rearview mirror with a tight expression, starting the engine without saying a word. Sasha slid into the back seat, her eyebrows raised at the obvious hostility between the two of them.
“You didn’t have to slam the door,” Rafe muttered under his breath as he pulled out of the driveway.
“Oh, I’m sorry, is your precious car door okay?” Y/N snapped, crossing her arms and glaring out the window.
“Yeah, it’s fine. Thanks for asking,” Rafe shot back, his tone dripping with sarcasm.
Sasha let out an awkward laugh from the back seat, trying to ease the tension. “So, uh…shopping! Fun, right?”
Neither of them answered, and Sasha sighed, sinking into the seat.
As they drove, Rafe’s protective instincts kicked in at every turn. He hit the brakes harder than necessary whenever another car got too close, muttering curses under his breath.
“Do you have to drive like a ninety-year-old grandma?” Y/N asked, rolling her eyes.
“Do you have to act like a reckless teenager?” Rafe retorted, his grip on the wheel tightening.
Sasha leaned forward, her chin resting on the back of Y/N’s seat. “You know, I’m no expert, but you two bicker like an old married couple. It’s kind of adorable.”
Y/N whipped her head around to glare at Sasha. “Adorable? Are you serious right now?”
“I’m just saying,” Sasha teased, holding up her hands in mock surrender.
“Nothing about this is adorable,” Y/N snapped, waving her hand between herself and Rafe. “He’s bossy, annoying, and completely insufferable.”
“And you’re stubborn, reckless, and a nightmare to deal with,” Rafe shot back without missing a beat.
Y/N huffed and turned back to the window, muttering, “Asshole.”
“Brat,” Rafe muttered in return.
Sasha just grinned and shook her head, amused despite the tension.
When they finally arrived at the mall, Y/N wasted no time pulling Sasha into the first store she saw, leaving Rafe trailing behind them. His presence loomed over every moment, even when he wasn’t saying anything.
As Y/N grabbed a handful of dresses off a rack, she muttered under her breath, “Is he really going to follow us into every store?”
“It’s kind of his job,” Sasha pointed out, smirking.
“Yeah, well, he can do his job from ten feet away,” Y/N grumbled, heading toward the dressing rooms.
Rafe stood just outside, arms crossed, his eyes scanning the store like a hawk. Sasha followed Y/N inside, plopping down on the little bench in the corner of the dressing room while Y/N tried on the first dress.
As Y/N tugged the zipper up, Sasha leaned in conspiratorially. “You know, I can feel it in my bones. You and Rafe are totally going to fall for each other.”
Y/N nearly choked on her laugh, spinning around to face Sasha. “What? Are you insane?”
“I’m serious!” Sasha said, her grin widening. “The way you two argue—it’s like foreplay.”
“That’s disgusting,” Y/N deadpanned, yanking the curtain open just enough to throw the first dress into Sasha’s lap.
“I’m telling you,” Sasha said, holding up her hands in mock surrender. “The sexual tension is off the charts.”
“There is no sexual tension,” Y/N hissed, pulling the second dress over her head. “What there is, is pure hatred. He’s controlling, bossy, and thinks he knows everything. There is no way—no way—I’d ever fall for someone like him.”
“You sound awfully defensive,” Sasha teased, raising an eyebrow.
Y/N groaned, rolling her eyes as she yanked the curtain closed. “You’re ridiculous. Let’s just drop it, okay?”
Sasha smirked but said nothing, deciding to let her friend stew in her denial.
Outside the dressing rooms, Rafe leaned against the wall, ignoring the curious stares of other shoppers. His phone buzzed in his pocket, but he ignored it, his attention never straying far from the entrance.
When Y/N and Sasha finally emerged, Y/N made a point of avoiding his gaze. “We’re going to another store,” she
said, not waiting for a response before walking off.
“You’re welcome to let me know when you change plans,” Rafe said, following her.
“And you’re welcome to stay outside,” Y/N snapped over her shoulder.
Sasha whispered something to Y/N that made her laugh, but Rafe caught the way Sasha glanced back at him, her expression mischievous. Whatever they were talking about, he had a feeling he wouldn’t like it.
The rest of the shopping trip was more of the same—snappy comments, eye rolls, and a palpable tension that Sasha found endlessly entertaining.
When it was finally time to leave, Sasha glanced at her phone and frowned. “Hey, I just realized I have Amy. You okay getting back without me?”
Y/N waved her off. “Yeah, of course. I’ll see you later.”
Sasha gave her a quick hug before walking off.
Just as Y/N turned toward the car, she heard someone calling her name. She looked up to see Isaac jogging over, his smile wide as he approached.
“Y/N!” His face broke into a grin, and before she could say a word, he scooped her up and spun her around in a playful hug.
She squealed, laughing. “Isaac! Put me down!”
He chuckled, setting her back on her feet. “Couldn’t help it. It’s been forever!”
Rafe, who had been loading the shopping bags into the car, froze mid-motion. His eyes locked on the scene, his posture stiffening as he watched Isaac with a suspicious glare.
“And who the hell is this?” Rafe asked, stepping forward with a scowl.
Isaac glanced at him briefly, raising a brow before looking back at Y/N.
“Who’s the guy with the attitude?”
“He’s my…bodyguard,” Y/N said, her tone clipped. “Isaac, this is Rafe. Rafe, this is Isaac. He’s an old friend from school.”
“Friend,” Rafe echoed, his voice laced with skepticism.
“Yeah, friend,” Y/N snapped, glaring at him.
Isaac smirked, clearly unbothered by the tension. “Anyway, we should catch up sometime. How about lunch tomorrow? My treat.”
“Sure,” Y/N said, smiling. “Text me.”
As Isaac walked away, Rafe’s jaw was tight, his eyes narrowing as he turned to her. “You’re not going to lunch with him.”
Y/N rounded on him, her anger bubbling over. “You don’t get to tell me what I can and can’t do, Rafe!”
“He’s trouble,” Rafe said firmly, his voice low and steady. “I can feel it.”
“You don’t even know him!”
“I don’t have to. My job is to protect you, and I say you’re not going anywhere with him.”
Fuming, Y/N stormed past him and climbed into the car, slamming the door. When they got back to the house, she didn’t say a word, heading straight to her room attempting to shut him out but her caught the door before she could.
“You’re not going,” Rafe said firmly, his piercing blue eyes locked on hers.
“And why the fuck not?
“Because I said so,” Rafe bit out, his jaw tight.
Y/N let out a sharp laugh, disbelief and anger bubbling over. “You’ve been here for two days and already think you can dictate my life? Newsflash, Rafe, you don’t get a say in who I see or where I go. You’re here to keep me safe, not control me.”
“I’m here to protect you,” Rafe countered, his voice low and measured. “And letting you hang out with some random guy isn’t protecting you.”
“He’s not random!” she shot back, her voice rising. “He’s my friend!”
“Friends don’t pick you up and spin you around like that,” Rafe muttered under his breath, earning a fiery glare from Y/N.
“You’re such an asshole,” she spat, jabbing a finger at his chest. “You’re controlling
“Yeah and you’re a pain in my ass.”
“Then quit!” She yelled
“I’m not a quitter.” Rafe turned on his heels and headed to his own room, running a hand through his hair in frustration. Grabbing his phone, he called his best friend, Jake, who picked up on the third ring.
“Rafe, you know you can’t call me while I’m at work. If my boss finds out, he’ll—”
“I know I know, the girl I’m assigned to been hanging around some guy named Isaac. I need you to run a background check on him.”
There was a pause, then a curse. “Shit, okay. What’s his full name?”
Rafe gave him the details, pacing the room as he waited.
A few minutes later, Jake let out a low whistle. “This guy’s bad news, Rafe. Assault charges, theft, even a few drug charges. What the hell’s your girl doing with him?”
“M’assuming She doesn’t know,” Rafe muttered, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“Or maybe she likes em rough round the edges, maybe you’ve a shot.” Jake teased
“Jake,” Rafe warned.
“I’m just saying,” Jake teased. “You’ve always liked the mouthy ones.”
Rafe sighed, ignoring the jab. “Thanks for the info. Keep this between us, okay?”
“Yeah, yeah,” Jake said. “Good luck with her. Sounds like you’re gonna need it.”
Rafe hung up, his mind racing. There was no way he was letting Isaac anywhere near Y/N again. Not if he had anything to say about it.
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Stranger part 14
Reader is Telemachus' friend, and when he leaves for his "diplomatic mission" he asks her to watch over his mother. Later, once the king has returned, she stumbles upon an injured Poseidon.
Previous / series masterlist / character sheet / next
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Content specs: she/her pronouns used, afab reader, Platonic! Telemachus x reader, Epic!Poseidon x reader, possible OOC!Poseidon, Polites’ daughter! Reader, unrequited love, blood, fighting, nudity, illusion, possibly more?, trying to avoid using y/n, slowburn, suggestive themes, English is not my first language, sorry if it's too much exposition, it's my first fic.
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The next three days went by without anything special happening. The weekly ritual had gone by without issue, the man continued healing, Ónoma helped out around the village, and the relationship between her and Perikles had blossomed into something of a friendship.
The fourth day had brought them something interesting, however. A formal invite to the palace for both of them. To celebrate the return of Odysseus the entirety of Ithaca had been invited to the palace for an evening of festivities on the following day. Perikles had visibly paled at the information and had been able to play it off as nerves.
Of all the islands he could’ve ended up, it had to have been Ithaca. He should’ve asked about it sooner, that way he could have left to heal elsewhere, but now he had an invite. He may have been a God, but turning it down would be rude, and he did not want to deal with his brother, the God of hospitality, right now.
Ónoma’s gut told her to not believe Perikles’ excuse of nerves, but she found no reason not to trust him, either. If he was that nervous about it, he should be glad that he did not receive the other invitation as well.
Word of the king’s return had spread throughout the islands. The man’s war buddies had also insisted on a celebration, this one consisting of royals and nobility from all over Greece, and Ónoma. The second invitation had had her visibly paling. She had no place among royalty, had no knowledge of proper etiquette, and had no interest in going. Not that she had a choice. She would also be of marrying age at the time of these festivities, something she was less than looking forward to. She’d also be celebrating her birthday in the palace tomorrow, which she would usually spend on her own, wallowing in self-pity.
It was the one day a year where she’d allow herself to do so. Just sit and sulk on her own, though, she supposed she’d done so not that long ago, the day of Hermes’ message. Sure, she’d not been alone that day, but she sulked, so it counted.
“We’ll have to alter some clothes to fit you better.” Peach broke the tension. “My brother’s old clothes are fine, here, but not in public. I’d take you to the seamstress, but she’s probably cursing at the king for giving the town such short notice. She might need some reinforcement today, best get to work on you now, then.”
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“Is there anything you can’t do?” The God asked, omitting the fact that he’d given her some, divine assistance. Her work was great, but he wanted to look his best, should he be unable to avoid the king.
“I’m a bit surprised myself, I’m decent at alterations, but this is a bit… outside of my skillset. Six, by the way.” She was becoming increasingly suspicious of certain things, and this only made it more so.
One: how had he been able to catch that many fish, but unable to properly filet or cook them. Two: this man was healing at a rate she’d never seen before. Three: how had he survived his wounds in the first place? Four: was Perikles actually his name? When he first introduced himself as such, he seemed hesitant, and when she used the name he reacted oddly.
For now, she would have to let it go, as she had her own robes to work on. Not for tomorrow, she had a chiton formal enough for that, but for the other party. It was time to alter her mother’s blue dress. It was the one piece of clothing that she’d yet to alter, but this occasion seemed like the right moment. She’d accessorize it with her mother’s and her own jewellery. She rarely wore it, preferring to be practical, but once again, this situation seemed to call for it.
When she was finished, she wished she’d had a mirror in her home, but she would have to make do with the reflection of the water. Sadly, her bathtub did not offer her a proper view. As she stepped out of the bathroom, fully dressed up, Perikles turned to look at her.
“Wow.” Was all he was able to say. She’d looked beautiful before, but now, with her hair pinned up, adorned in luxurious fabric and gold, she looked other worldly. Dare he say, like a Goddess.
“What do you think?” She asked, giving him a little spin. “I wanted to see for myself, but I don’t think I’ll be able to.”
“You look… exquisite, love. How about we check in the water, outside?”
“I won’t see much with all the waves.” She mumbled.
“It’s worth a try.” He stated, steering her by the waist. She blushed at the contact, but let him guide her. As they stood in front of the sea, the water was uncharacteristically calm. “Still six, by the way.” She felt his breath on her neck as he stood behind her, his hand still on her waist. As she looked at herself, she saw her mother as well.
And as he looked at her, he knew he would keep the oceans still for eternity, if she wished him too.
He moved to stand next to her, the shift in the reflection caused her to look at him. “What’s one more day?” He asked her, shifting his gaze from her eyes to her lips.
“Nothing.” She whispered, as she leaned in. The hand on her waist pulled her against him, the other cradled her face. She closed her eyes at the touch, and finally felt his lips on hers.
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I was gonna leave this in the tags but it was going to be too long for that, so here we go on a reblog.
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Ah, okay. Yes! To start, your post is a great assessment of the ecology of Thedas! The griffons will definitely help balance things going forward.
They have the most anathema for beings twisted or made wrong by magic but I could see griffons getting annoyed by dragons settling in and being gluttonous when they shouldn't (plus the Taash and Bellara dialog during the Fangscorcher quest may be planting a lore seed that at least some dragons may be attracted to or have some effect on wild magic in an area, which by extension would make griffons more keen to keep an eye on them)
And I agree with you that there has to be more across the ocean.
I just don't think the writers would let the only griffons in the world become horribly inbred in the next generation after they'd returned from extinction. They invested enough resources of studio time and money to put out a book about their rediscovery and the history of how they actually went extinct. There's no way they just let that clutch of feathery children grow up and commit such a genetic sin. I shudder at the thought for many reasons but the genetic bottleneck that would create really gets to me.
Thankfully, the griffons are still kids and have several years left before they're grown. So hopefully the next game (and I'm refusing to give into doomerism about that right now, thank you) will be set at a time when they're not yet horned up for their siblings and we get to find other griffons across the ocean for them to become smitten with in time.
But, even if they are adults next time we see them, it's been established that the griffons are very smart. Hopefully that means they'll know it's Not A Good Idea to look at their siblings that way and one of the main quests will be to investigate rumors of other griffons or something, after we're on those distant shores.
(An aside here, but how much you wanna bet that the next game has us, with the help of Bellara, use the Vi'Revas to connect to a very far flung eluvian to make contact with that other continent, thus bypassing the whole "leaving by boat is a death sentence in one form or another" thing?)
I wonder if the griffons returning signifies the beginning of the end of the Dragon Age.
This largely speculative on my part so bear with me. Thanks to @racoonmaster88 and @uchidachi for helping me coalesce this thought.
So one thing about the griffons is they seem to have a mongoose to cobra relationship with the dragons. Which means the dragons as they currently are have been unchecked. Even when the griffons were alive they were tapped to serve the Grey Wardens, probably dying in far greater numbers than they ever would have otherwise. So when dragons returned to Thedas, their natural competition was gone.
Thedas’ ecology is wildly out of whack. Dragons are a super apex predator. They are undoubtedly consuming far more food than can be reasonable for sustainability. Between the dragons and the darkspawn, the biodiversity of the continent has to be suffering.
I also just don’t believe Assan and his siblings are the only griffons out there. I’ve talked before about how the devs were purposely ducking the question during the AMA. My other piece of evidence here is the Qunari are not from Thedas which means there has to be more dragons across the sea (going off the theory the Qunari have dragon blood in their origin story) which very likely means there’s more griffons if my theory holds water.
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Pretend Date
Pairing: Peter Parker x reader
Warning: slight reader insecurity
Summary: Peter likes MJ. You really like Peter. When Peter asks you to pretend to be his date to a party to make MJ jealous, at first you're hesitant. You end up giving in and agreeing. After all, how bad could it really be?
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I should’ve known something was up the second Peter Parker sat down next to me at lunch, his face scrunched in the same way it did whenever he was overthinking—eyebrows furrowed, lips pressed together, and one of his hands fidgeting with the sleeve of his sweater. He looked nervous, which wasn’t uncommon. Peter was always nervous.
But Peter was nervous around me, which wasn’t normal.
"Hey, uh, can I ask you something?" he said, pushing his food around his tray. His brown eyes flickered up to meet mine, then darted away just as fast.
I swallowed my bite of sandwich. "That depends. Is it about physics? Because if so, I’d like to remind you that I barely passed the last test, and I am not the study partner you want."
His lips quirked up for a second before he shook his head. "No, it’s, um, something else. It’s kind of a favor?"
Peter Parker, my best friend, the boy I had been quietly in love with since freshman year, was asking me for a favor. That was dangerous. Because if he asked me for anything—literally anything—I would probably do it, no questions asked.
"Okay…" I said slowly, setting my food down and shifting to face him fully. "What’s up?"
His fingers drummed against the table, and I could practically hear his heartbeat speeding up. Finally, he sucked in a sharp breath and blurted out, "Would you be my date to Flash’s party?"
I blinked. "Your what now?"
"My, uh—my date. To Flash’s party. This weekend. As in, like, we go together. You and me." His words tumbled over each other like he was trying to outrun his own embarrassment.
My brain short-circuited. I had spent so many years pining after this boy, replaying every moment he smiled at me, convincing myself that was all it would ever be. And now he wanted to go to a party together? As a couple?
It was too good to be true.
And, as always, it was.
"Peter," I said carefully, already feeling my stomach twist in warning. "Why?"
His head snapped up, eyes widening like a deer caught in headlights. "What—why? I mean—why not?"
I sighed. "Peter."
He groaned, running a hand through his already-messy curls. "Okay, okay. Look, it’s—it’s stupid, okay? But MJ’s going."
There it was. The punch to the gut.
MJ.
I forced my face to stay neutral, even as my heart dropped into my stomach.
"You want to make MJ jealous," I said flatly.
"No!" he said quickly, then winced. "Well, maybe? I don’t know. I just—she and Brad are kinda, y’know, a thing now, and I—look, I just need her to see me as… something else. Like, maybe if she sees me with you, she’ll—I don’t know. Notice me?"
Ouch.
I let out a short, humorless laugh, glancing down at my hands. My nails were chipped, and I had bitten them too much again.
"Peter," I started, my voice quieter now. "You don’t have to prove anything to MJ."
"I know," he groaned, slumping forward against the table. "But—ugh, I’m such an idiot."
Yes, he was. But not for the reason he thought.
Because he was blind.
Blind to the way I looked at him. Blind to the way my heart ached every time he talked about MJ like she was the sun and stars, when I would’ve set the whole galaxy on fire just to make him smile.
I wasn’t MJ. I wasn’t small or effortlessly cool or mysterious. I was… just me. Too much in some ways, never enough in others.
And yet, as I stared at Peter, his face full of hope—hope that I could give him something—I caved.
Because I always would.
"Okay," I said finally.
He perked up. "Wait—really?"
I smiled, even though it hurt. "Yeah. Let’s go be disgustingly in love at Flash’s party."
Peter beamed. "You’re the best."
Right.
The best.
But never enough.
It turned out that playing Peter Parker’s fake girlfriend was harder than I thought.
First of all, I wasn’t exactly comfortable at parties. Flash’s house was massive, filled with way too many people, all of them effortlessly cool in a way that made my insecurities bubble up like a shaken soda.
Second, pretending to be Peter’s girlfriend was… dangerous.
Because Peter, being the absolute menace that he was, was really committing to the act.
His arm stayed wrapped around my waist. He whispered jokes in my ear that made me laugh so hard I had to lean into him. And every time we locked eyes, I swore my heart tried to escape my ribcage.
To everyone else, it must’ve looked so real.
To me, it was torture.
"Hey," Peter murmured, tugging me a little closer as we stood in the kitchen. "You doing okay?"
I nodded, even though the lump in my throat begged to differ. "Yeah, just… parties aren’t really my thing."
He smiled, eyes soft. "Yeah, same."
Liar. He wasn’t miserable. He had a goal.
I could feel it, the moment MJ and Brad walked into the room.
Peter tensed. His fingers twitched against my waist.
And then, before I could react, his hand slid up to cup my face—gently, carefully, like I was something fragile.
"Pete—"
He kissed me.
It wasn’t long. It wasn’t dramatic.
But it broke me.
Because it was soft and warm, and his lips pressed against mine like he meant it. And for those few, fleeting seconds, I let myself believe it was real.
The moment Peter pulled away, I knew I was in trouble.
Because I wasn’t breathing.
I couldn’t breathe.
His lips were gone, but the ghost of his touch lingered, the warmth of his palm still cupping my cheek like I was something precious. Like I was his.
But I wasn’t.
Because the moment his eyes flicked over to MJ—just a quick glance, barely a second—I felt the floor beneath me crack.
Of course.
The kiss wasn’t for me.
It was for her.
And yet, despite the hurricane of emotions storming inside me, I still smiled like it was nothing. Like my heart wasn’t currently bleeding out on Flash’s ridiculously expensive marble floors.
I forced myself to speak, but my voice came out thin. "Did it work?"
Peter turned back to me, blinking like he’d forgotten I was there. "What?"
I swallowed the lump in my throat and jerked my head toward where MJ and Brad were standing by the counter. "Did it work? Is she looking?"
Peter hesitated, then glanced over again.
MJ’s expression was unreadable, her lips pursed as she sipped from her red solo cup. Brad was saying something to her, but she wasn’t listening. She was watching us.
Peter let out a breath. "Yeah," he murmured, a strange sort of relief washing over his face. "I think so."
And that was my cue.
I stepped back, untangling myself from Peter’s grip. His arm, once snug around my waist, fell away like a rope being cut. The absence of his touch left a hollowness behind, and I hated myself for missing it.
"I need some air," I mumbled, already turning away before I could see his reaction.
I pushed through the crowd, weaving past drunk classmates and the pounding bass of some overplayed pop song. The front door was too far, so I ducked out onto the balcony instead.
The night air was cold against my overheated skin, but I welcomed it. It was better than the suffocating weight of pretending.
I leaned against the railing, gripping the cool metal with both hands as I tried to steady my breathing.
I was so stupid.
Of course Peter didn’t mean it. Of course it wasn’t real.
I was just a stand-in. A prop in his mission to win over MJ.
And the worst part?
I let him do it.
I let myself hope.
The sound of the door creaking open behind me made me tense.
Then—
"Hey."
Peter.
Of course.
I clenched my jaw, schooling my expression before turning to face him. "Hey."
He hesitated in the doorway, hands stuffed into the pockets of his hoodie. His hair was messier than usual, like he’d run his fingers through it one too many times.
"You okay?" he asked.
I forced a laugh. "Yeah. Why wouldn’t I be?"
Peter stepped closer, his brows knitting together. "I don’t know. You just… ran out of there pretty fast."
I shrugged, looking away. "Just needed some air."
A beat of silence. Then—
"Was it the kiss?"
My stomach dropped.
I looked at him sharply, my heart thudding in my ears. "What?"
He rubbed the back of his neck, shifting on his feet. "I mean, I—I didn’t think it would freak you out or anything, but if it did—"
"Freak me out?" I repeated, a bitter laugh bubbling up before I could stop it. "No, Peter, it didn’t freak me out. I just—" I exhaled sharply, running a hand over my face. "God, you really don’t get it, do you?"
Peter blinked. "Get what?"
My hands curled into fists at my sides. The words were clawing up my throat, demanding to be said, but if I let them out—if I told him—then everything would change.
And I wasn’t sure I was ready for that.
But wasn’t I already suffering?
Wasn’t I already breaking my own heart every time I watched him look at MJ like she was the only girl in the world?
At least this way, it would be over.
I inhaled deeply, steeling myself.
"Peter," I said, my voice quieter now. "You better than anyone should know what it feels like to be in love with someone who doesn't feel the same."
His lips parted slightly, confusion flickering across his face. "What—"
"What you're going through with MJ, I'm going through with you!"
The air between us went still.
Peter’s face slackened, his brown eyes searching mine. "What?"
My heart was hammering. My fingers dug into the railing, my breath unsteady.
"I like you, Peter," I said, the confession cracking in my chest like thunder. "I have for years. And you—you kissed me, and for a second, I let myself believe that maybe—maybe it meant something. But it didn’t, did it?" I swallowed, my throat burning. "It was just for her."
Peter’s eyes widened. "No—"
"It’s fine," I cut in, forcing a tight smile even as my vision blurred. "Really. I knew what this was. I just—I guess I didn’t realize how much it would hurt." Panic rises in my chest. I just messed this up. What if he doesn't want to be friends anymore? " We just need to forget about this. I'm sorry for making this so fucking awkward. We-we can just pretend this didn't happen, alright? You go back to liking MJ and I'll be the supportive friend." I try to patch the situation.
Peter was staring at me, his mouth opening and closing like he wanted to say something—anything—but nothing came out.
I push myself away from the railing. "I should go."
I turned toward the door, but before I could take a single step-
"Wait."
His hand caught mine.
I froze.
"Don’t," he said, his voice strained. "Please, just—don’t go. We need to talk about this."
I hesitated, my pulse pounding beneath his fingertips. Slowly, I turned back to him.
Peter’s expression was wrecked. His eyes were wide and desperate, his grip on my hand tightening.
"I’m an idiot," he breathed, shaking his head. "God, I’m an idiot."
I frowned. "Peter—"
"I didn’t kiss you for MJ."
The words knocked the breath from my lungs. "What?"
Peter’s fingers curled around mine, like he was afraid I’d disappear if he let go. His eyes were so earnest, so real, and I was terrified.
"I kissed you because I wanted to," he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. "Because I—God, I don’t even know when it happened, but somewhere along the way, it stopped being about MJ. It stopped being about anyone else." He exhaled shakily, squeezing my hand. "It’s just you."
I couldn’t move. I couldn’t breathe.
"You," Peter repeated, softer now. "It’s always been you."
My heart stuttered.
Then, before I could second-guess it—before I could run—I surged forward, crashing my lips into his.
And this time, it was real.
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Firstly can I just say how much I genuinely enjoy your stories! They are so amazing and I love getting to read them and look forward to when you post new ones.
I'm usually pretty shy with requests but I do have one for your recent Yandere Klaus ask you posted.
It's a MDLB relationship dynamic but reader is not the yandere, Klaus is. Reader is apart of the scooby gang or in general is associated in some way against Klaus. She however treats him with kindness, maybe gives him hugs after finding him upset about something or calming him down. He doesn't quite know that he's a little at first but he knows that she makes him feel safe so he begins to get possessive over her. He eventually finds out she's a MD and its like a switch goes off in his head, She can't see her friends or family because she needs to take care of him type of vibes. He starts acting smaller towards her and acting out any time she tries to leave (more in a hey I'll be gone for a few hours not a I'm trying to run away from you). She's able to calm him down and reprimand him for brattiness. Smutty stuff eventually ensues after some time in her role as his MD.
The rest can be up to you :)
P.S. I hope you're feeling better!! I know you were sick a few weeks ago and hope your recovery and new year have been good.
Discovering his Little Side -Klaus M.
I think it goes without saying that this is an Md/Lb fic. Klaus is Little and OC is his Mommy that he is very possessive of.
Warning: Md/Lb Relationship, Klaus is a Little, Yandere Behavior, Smut, Oral-Fem Receiving, Mentions of Punishment, Teasing/Masturbation
This is an Age Regression fic
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Also, Thank You for your concern and asking after me (from everyone). I got so many messages asking how I’ve been doing and hoping I feel better and I absolutely am, thank you all for thinking of me like that! I don’t have any friends in my real life, honestly I just have my mom and that’s it (as sad and pathetic as that sounds) so to have so many people hoping I feel better was beyond heart warming and I love and appreciate you all so much!💕💕🥰😘
He didn’t know at first what the feeling really was, all he knew was that she felt good.
After everything that had happened with Mikael she stayed, it surprised him but what surprised him more was her sitting before him on the front step and hugging him. Klaus had never really been one for hugging but this felt good, it felt wonderful actually and he didn’t want it to stop. He couldn’t tell you when he had leaned down and buried his face into her belly with his arms around her but he did, and he held on tight.
Klaus had held onto her for the rest of the night, or at least most of it as she was gone from his bed that she’d moved him to when he’d gotten a chill-which he’d found sweet, he was 1000 year old Hybrid and she was taking care of him…and he liked it.
He needed to control himself, Y/n wasn’t his, he had no right or reason to be feeling this possessive energy but he does and now it was unmistakable.
He got close to her when he could, buying her drinks at the bar and pulling her into conversation, even sending her flowers once which she thanked him for the next day with a soft kiss to his nose that made him feel smaller than he thinks he ever had in his undead life.
He couldn’t pinpoint what it was until seeing something that made his blood boil like never before.
As Klaus walked into the Grille he saw Y/n rolling her eyes as she wiped Damon’s mouth with a napkin which made the young vampire groan and insist she “stop ‘Mommying’ him”. All at once it hit Klaus what this was, what it had all been, how she had been making him feel so small and why he and especially his wolf had been so possessive.
He knew of age regression of course, it wasn’t a new thing, though it was more common now. Y/n is a MommyDom and she had comforted him when she saw how much he needed it like any good Mommy would. It was at that moment that it was decided, she would be his and he would never let her out of his sight again.
He stayed at the Grille with her that night, drinking and talking, allowing himself to relax with her in the booth they had taken over in the back, even allowing her to run her fingers through his hair sweetly. Klaus brought her back to his home that night and leant her a shirt to sleep in, snuggling up to her body with his head on her belly and her fingers, once again, in his hair.
Klaus awoke the next morning with a smile on his face. That is until he realized what was happening, Y/n was looking for her clothes which Klaus had put into his hamper so she wouldn’t find them right away.
‘Leaving so soon?’ He asked, her head popping up in surprise and Klaus had to admit that even he was a bit shocked by how small he sounded in that moment.
‘Yeah, I figured me leaving before your siblings saw me might be easier. Don’t need Kol and Rebekah asking a million questions and making you dagger them again.’ She teased, bending over to glance under the bed and giving Klaus an eyeful of her perfect ass in only her lace panties as his shirt rode up on her. He shoved the blankets over his crotch as his cock hardened unbelievably fast but he couldn’t help his whimper which seemed to catch her attention as she looked up at him questioningly. ‘Are you alright?’ He nodded quickly and she smiled softly, going back to looking for her clothes. Y/n knew you couldn’t force someone into their headspace, it could be dangerous and painful, especially for someone like Klaus who is a sweet little boy but doesn’t seem to even know it at all.
‘Don’t leave?’ He spoke, not wanting it to sound pleading but it really did.
‘Okay, and then what? You and I hide out up here all day together? Don’t be silly, I’m sure you have things to do today and I promised Damon I would binge some horror movies with him since Elena ditched him for Stefan again.’
At the meer mention of Damon’s name a rage unlike normal built in his belly and he growled. ‘Stay!’ He demanded, not realizing how incredibly childish he sounded but making Y/n giggle which just made him more mad.
‘Klaus. Calm down. We can hang out again if you want-‘
‘Mommy Stays!’ He snapped and her head popped up over the footboard where she had been searching for her clothes, eyes wide in shock.
‘W-What did you just say?’ She asked cautiously, not wanting someone as dangerous and volatile as Klaus to freak out if he felt cornered or teased.
His face was bright red as his eyes widened but Klaus knew it was now or never and he didn’t want to lose her, especially not to Damon and his whiney ass. ‘I-I said…M-Mommy stays…please? Stay with me Mommy?’ His face had softened and he looked too precious for Y/n to say “No” even if she wanted to which she didn’t.
‘Is that what you really want? You want me to be your Mommy? This isn’t a game Niklaus, and I will not be played with like a pawn-‘ he shook his head rapidly, crawling across the bed to grab the shirt she wore and pull her back in and against his chest where he nuzzled her hair.
‘No…only fun games with my Mommy…snuggle me-Please?’ He begged and she took his cheeks between her hands, pecking his lips softly.
‘Of course baby boy, my boy gets all the snuggles he wants. Always.’ Y/n pulled him with her to lay down on the bed, pressing his head to lay on her breasts as she ran her fingers through his blond locks. The Hybrid allowed himself to relax against her and close his eyes, feeling safe in someone’s arms for what felt like the first time in his existence.
That was the beginning of their relationship.
Y/n was his Mommy and to her surprise, he was never embarrassed to call her that, not correcting himself in front of his siblings in any way. None of them said anything (probably not wanting to get daggered if they upset or offended him), Elijah even calling her whenever Klaus’ anger took hold of him once again to get her to gain control of the situation and saving both Rebekah and Kol more than once.
Klaus quickly learned that his Mommy would not tolerate his attitude and he calmed himself around her as often as he could to keep from getting punished again.
He hated punishments.
Y/n never once struck him, never smacking or spanking him in any way as she knew how badly her baby boy had been abused in his human life. She refused to make him feel like he was that scared child again, though she did insist on punishments that didn’t cause him physical pain but instead pure frustration. She started off giving him punishments where he had to stand in a corner and stare at the wall for 20 minutes. However as their relationship became more serious and they began exploring sexual intimacy (which she did not allow until almost 2 weeks after he first asked her to stay with him as she insisted he become completely comfortable in his Little headspace first) she would instead force him to watch her touch herself and refuse to let him help or touch himself in any way. Klaus hated this punishment more than any other, loving to see his Mommy in his bed completely bare but loathing not being able to touch her or make her feel good.
Klaus had always been greedy when it came to sex, not that he didn’t know how to make a women feel good but in 1000 years of one night stands (and only 2 real relationships) he didn’t usually care about the pleasure of women that were going to be his meal later that evening. With his Mommy though, it was completely different.
He loved making his Mommy feel good. He would eat her pussy for hours if she would let him, fuck her all night and never get tired of seeing the look on her face as she came apart for him. Nothing made Klaus happier than feeling and seeing his Mommy cum on his cock before telling him what a “good boy” he is, it was his favorite thing in the world to know that she was pleased with him, that he had made her feel good where all other men had failed.
The knowledge that the 2 other men his Mommy had been in a relationship with both had no clue how to make her feel good brought him immense joy. Though it also let him know that she had been deprived of pleasure for so many years and now he needed to make up for lost time. It was a belief he held that she told him “wasn’t necessary” but he knew different, his Mommy deserved to be taken care of and given orgasms all day every day. He wished she would allow it of him but she didn’t, she insisted she take care of him first…which he loved (though he would never admit it). More than anything Klaus just wanted to be with his Mommy at all times, however, for whatever reason, she didn’t allow it of him and that more than anything was why he ended up being punished just like right now.
‘Can I come out now, Mommy?’ Klaus asked softly, keeping his voice light, wanting her to feel sorry and shorten his punishment.
‘Are you finished behaving like a brat?’ She asked and he nodded his head quickly, needing her to forgive him more than anything. ‘Alright, you can come out baby.’
Klaus was beside her not even a second later, nuzzling his face into her neck with his arms wrapped tightly around her waist. ‘Don’t leave me, Mommy? Please? I’m sorry I didn’t listen but-‘
‘Nikky! Hey, stop that. You broke a rule and you were punished, now that punishment is over which means you are forgiven. Do you understand? You get punished and then you are forgiven, Mommy doesn’t hold grudges against her baby. Alright?’ Klaus looked up from her chest and loved the sincerity that she held in her eyes. Her eyes were always so expressive that he could tell how she was feeling all the time. She truly meant it, his Mommy had never once held onto her anger, once he was punished it was over and he was truly forgiven.
‘Yes Mommy, but-‘
‘Baby, this is not a punishment. I made these plans with Damon months ago, it has nothing to do with you, I’ve been waiting to see this show for years.’ Klaus opened his mouth to speak but Y/n placed her hand over his mouth to keep him from speaking again. ‘I’m not upset with you, I’m not doing this to hurt you, Damon is my friend and as my friend he got us tickets to see tonight’s show. I will be home around midnight, I will text you-‘
‘No. Come back here after the play, I want my Mommy in my bed with me…I will wait for you.’ He swore and Y/n sighed, shaking her head.
‘No you will not little one. My baby boy will be in his bed asleep. However, if it means that much to you then I will have Damon drop me off here instead of home tonight. Does that make you feel better?’ It didn’t. Klaus has absolutely no intention of allowing her to go out with Damon tonight, but she doesn’t need to know that it is him that’s going to ensure his Mommy gets stood up tonight. He doesn’t like the idea of his Mommy being stood up in any capacity, however he will be right here to comfort her and so he will keep her from being too upset.
‘Yes Mommy…I just don’t like you going out with an asshole like Damon. I don’t want him to hurt you-‘
‘He’s not going to hurt me. We’ve been friends since long before you and I met. You had better watch your language as well, I don’t want to have to punish you twice in one night.’ She teased, though he could also see her serious undertone.
‘Yes Mommy, I’m sorry. I’ll wait on the porch with you.’ He quickly insisted, jumping up from the bed and moving to pull his boots on before she could argue.
Klaus helped her get her jacket on and handed her the bag he knew she was taking before walking out to the porch with her. He made a show of bouncing slightly on the balls of his feet which made Y/n giggle. ‘What’s wrong?’
‘Nothing…just gotta pee…’ he mumbled making her laugh even more.
‘Go to the bathroom, silly boy. You don’t need to wait with me-‘
‘I’ll be right back!’ He insisted, kissing her cheek and running inside. He quickly ran out the back door and made his way to the boarding house as quickly as possible where he found Damon pulling on his jacket.
‘What the hell are you doing here? Isn’t it bad enough that I have to pick her up from your house?’ Damon complained but Klaus just rolled his eyes before pinning Damon to the wall and locking their eyes to compel him.
‘You will compel yourself another date when you get to the play, you want nothing to do with Y/n anymore now that she is with me. You will not answer your phone for her tonight and you’ll block her number after she calls you but you will post a picture of you at the show with your date. In the future, when she asks you what’s going on and why you stood her up you’ll tell her that she chose to be with me and you won’t be friends with Klaus’ girlfriend. You will not remember any of this, or me compelling you.’ Klaus could see Damon’s eyes dilate and he knew the compulsion had worked as he looked dazed before walking to his car.
Klaus made his way home quickly and went back to the porch where he found Y/n sitting on the swing, grabbing a blanket and wrapping it around her as he sat down. ‘Thank you sweet boy. You’re always so thoughtful.’ She smiled making him blush.
‘Don’t want my Mommy getting sick.’ He told her as he moved to lay with his head on her lap, knowing she would play with his hair which he always loved. ‘What time is the play?’ He mumbled in question after about 20 minutes.
‘It starts in 10 minutes. He should have been here 15 minutes ago…it’s not like Damon to be late.’ She said as she thought deeply.
‘Maybe he forgot it was tonight. Try calling him.’ He prompted, rolling over to lay with his face in her tummy. ‘Not that I mind him being late, I’m quite comfortable here.’ He hummed, smiling up at her and making her snort, brushing her fingers through his hair while her other hand called Damon.
‘It’s not like him not to answer…I’ll try Stefan.’ She said, calling his brother instead and Klaus heard him answer on the second ring. ‘Hey Stefan, is Damon there? He’s not answering his phone and he’s really late.’
‘Oh, he left already…like 20 minutes ago. Sorry…try calling him again.’ Stefan responded and Klaus watched her face fall.
‘Yeah…yeah, I’ll try that. Thanks.’ She mumbled, hanging up. ‘Did he stand me up?’ She asked, more to herself than to him Klaus assumed but he answered anyway.
‘If he did then he’s the biggest idiot I’ve ever met, and that’s saying something. I’ve been alive a long time, I’ve met a lot of idiots.’ He teased and got a little giggle through her tears while she called his number again.
‘He…he blocked my number…asshole!’ She cursed, throwing her phone angrily and they both watched it smash into a hundred pieces against the wall.
‘Would you like me to take you? I can compel us in.’ She shook her head promptly, sighing heavily.
‘Thank you baby but no, I think I’m just going to go home-‘
‘No. You are not going to be alone right now, please stay? Let your baby make you feel all better…’ Klaus didn’t wait for an answer before swinging her up into his arms and carrying her upstairs to his bed. ‘Damon is the one who fucked up. He could’ve spent the entire night staring at you in this dress. God, you’re beautiful!’ He flirted making Y/n blush heavily as he peeled the dress from her body followed by her bra and panties. ‘I lucked out that he’s such an idiot…’ Klaus smirked as he kissed his lips down her body, spreading her legs apart and lifting her thighs to his shoulders before burying his face into her pussy, his tongue fucking into her hole rapidly. He licked up her slit and had just started sucking on her clit when her hips rose up and jumped against his mouth.
‘Oh God! Such a sweet boy you are baby…oh fuck!’
‘Want you to use me.’ He mumbled as he leaned his head against her thigh. ‘Want my Mommy to use my body to feel good!’ He insisted.
‘You don’t need to do that baby, Mommy doesn’t want to ruin your safe space-‘
‘Please Mommy? Please? Use me like your little play thing!’ Klaus pleaded, Y/n sitting up and taking his face into her hands to look at him.
‘Are you sure that’s what you want, my love?’ He nodded quickly, pulling his shirt off over his head. ‘What’s your safeword?’
‘Red.’ He stated, reaching down to unbuckle his pants when his hands were grabbed and he was quickly turned over underneath her.
‘My boy is so sweet to me, letting his Mommy use his body however I want.’ She straddled his waist, running her nails up his chest and making him whimper. ‘Such a beautiful body too…’ she teased, moving to pull his pants and boxer briefs down his legs and toss them away, revealing his thick, painfully hard cock. ‘Such a pretty little cock, all for me, hmm?’ His cock definitely wasn’t “little” but it made him feel smaller every time she said it and so she did despite how long and thick his werewolf cock actually was.
‘Y-Yes Mommy…all yours.’
‘All mine? That’s good, it’s so pretty I don’t think I would want to share it with anyone.’ She smirked, wrapping her hand around his thick cock and caressing him softly earning a soft moan. ‘Pretty all over, aren’t you baby?’ Y/n asked, moving up his body and pressing his cock to her wet pussy, earning her an uncontrollable yelp.
‘Such a loud little boy, aren’t you? My god, so noisy…it’s a good thing you have such a pretty mouth too…Mommy wants that mouth to make her feel good, yes?’ He nodded frantically, his cock twitching as he was already desperate to cum. He loved it when his Mommy took control of him. ‘I want to ride this fucking tongue!’ She demanded as she straddled his mouth, settling her pussy right on his lips. He kissed her pussy several times before licking up her slit and suckling on her clit softly. ‘You can do better than that baby boy!’ She hissed, grinding her pussy down against his mouth and he moaned, sticking his tongue into her hole and tasting her sweetness. His Mommy knew that licking her cunt was his favorite thing to do. He reached up, grabbing onto her hips as he continued to shove his tongue into her, his nose grinding against her clit and prompting her moan. ‘Fuck yes baby! Right there! Oh don’t stop…fuck…fuckfuckfuck!’ She cried out, humping her hips against his mouth as she grabbed ahold of his hair and pulled him even closer. ‘Good boy.’ She praised, lifting herself up only to have him pull her back down to continue licking over her dripping hole. ‘Fucking greedy boy too, aren’t you?’
‘Mmhmm!’ He gunned, holding her waist another moment before she pried his fingers off and moved back down his body. He watched as she slid her pussy down his belly to his throbbing cock which she quickly straddled, his hard cock resting against her slit.
‘Look at this pretty little cock, so needy, aren’t you?’ Klaus nodded quickly, his cock twitching as she trailed her finger down the side of it and precum dribbled from his tip onto his belly. ‘God, you are a needy little boy, aren’t you? You’re just dripping all over yourself you’re so needy!’
‘Y-Yes Mommy…please? Please Mommy, I need you?’ He pleaded and he could see how much she loved it as she moved back and leaned down to lick up the little mess he had made on himself. ‘Oh fuck!’ He whined, unable to control his cock as it dribbled more cum.
‘Such a messy boy…do you want Mommy to suck on your little cock?’ She asked softly but he shook his head quickly, needing more than that right now. ‘No? Well, what do you want then?’
‘P-Please?’ He whined, desperate and needy, knowing how little it was going to take for him to finish and so did she.
‘Please what?’
‘Pussy! Mommy’s Pussy Please?!’ He cried, hips jumping unintentionally.
‘You want Mommy’s pussy? Is that it? You want to put your little cock in your Mommy’s pussy?’ He nodded frantically, completely desperate in a way that no one but his Mommy could make him feel.
Y/n lifted her hips and took hold of his cock, pushing down on him and just as she settled herself against him, his cock as deep in her cunt as he could get, his eyes rolled back in his head and he shot his stream of cum as deep into her body as he could. ‘Ah! Fuck M-Mommy-‘
‘Shh, there’s my good boy. I know, Mommy got you all worked up, didn’t she? It’s okay. Such a good boy, filling Mommy up so good…’ As soon as he finished cumming Y/n lifted her hips and dropped back down on him.
‘Ah!’
‘Such a good boy for Mommy, still nice and hard for me.’ She praised, Klaus reaching out and taking hold of her hips as she continued to ride him. ‘Oh Fuck! So good for me, so fucking good!’ Y/n kept riding his cock until she felt her orgasm take over her body, clamping down on his hard cock and he growled, clenching his teeth as he came once again, filling her cunt up even more with his cum.
Y/n dropped down against Klaus’ chest and he pulled the blanket up over the both of them, nuzzling into his Mommy’s neck where he settled for the rest of the night.
And just like that Klaus’ Mommy was all his once again. He didn’t care how many people he would have to compel for the rest of their lives together, he would do it every single time because she was all his and no one would ever take his Mommy away from him.
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Thank you for the tag babes! 🤎 @peggyao3
Favourite colour: I always say red which is one of them but it’s actually all the beautiful shades of green (also blues and blacks) 😅😅
Last Movie: literally on tv now pirates of the Caribbean dead man’s chest
Last TV show: the last days of ptolemy grey such a beautiful watch
Sweet/spicy/savory: sweet and savory mostly
Relationship: single as a dollar bill. I am not a big relationship person I adore my solitude and family time so unless it’s Austin or one of my fictional men stay away yea? 😂
Current Obsession: Feyd-Rautha, Gale, Benny and I’m sure soon Hank lol (honestly Austin 😂) and legos (will hopefully have time to work on a new floral one next weekend)
Last thing I googled: how many immigrants traveled through Ellis Island while it was operating
Looking forward to: life in general, accomplishing my goals set for this year, Valentine’s Day and my birthday in April, all the spontaneity of life, but today sleep lol
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10 People To Know Better
Thank you for the tag, @trekkiehood 🥰
Favourite colour: blue 💙
Last Movie: I'm making my way through audrey hepburn movies again so it was Charade (1963)
Last TV show: I'm on the last few episodes of Jamestown
Sweet/spicy/savory: honestly depends on my mood but I do have a sweet tooth 🧁
Relationship: oh man so I'm happily single but was recently seeing someone before it went unbelievably tits up (and not in a fun way 😫)
Current Obsession: mota/austin butler 🫶
Last thing I googled: something for my lab work ahaha I needed to remind myself what the bands on a gel electrophoresis ladder corresponded to lol
Looking forward to: honestly just doing more in the lab again. Like I'm really getting my teeth into my PhD project and I'm looking forward to doing more and more of that
No pressure tagging of 10 people: @peggyao3 @slowsweetlove @blood-suits-and-tears @amiserableseriesofevents @saturnwisteria @hesbuckcompton-baby @unmistakablyunknown @haroldhearsawho @manspreadercallumturner @urcowboyboyfriend
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THIS TOOK WAYYY TOO LONG! Several ideas kept floating in my head of various Video Games x Splatoon crossovers and I decided to draw one that I thought would be fun. :]
I had, unfortunately, failed to consider how long this would take! I love Guilty Gear but dear God are their designs so dang complex to draw.
#my art#fanart#digital art#guilty gear#ggst#guilty gear strive#bridget guilty gear#may guilty gear#a.b.a guilty gear#paracelsus guilty gear#testament guilty gear#splatoon#splatoon fanart#Side note: I saw the Guilty Gear Strive: Dual Rulers teaser trailer#and it looks so good#So many things to look forward to next year#:]
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my year in art, including two pieces from @semifinaldraw. thank you guys for being here and talking to me and looking at my art. it's a joy every day <3
#yia*#a#so once more with feeling:#still working as a doctor still at the same workplace still overworked and bad at many things - but getting better at others#still struggling to finish my thesis but making progress i think#fell back into football big time (hi teo) and so happy for it. the euros were great and i booked tickets for a weuro match next year with#my mom so that's something i'm looking forward to in 2025 already#if you're even slightly interested in football pspspsps come to me i have yaoi to sell you#had an amazing vacation in sweden with my family. take me back to walks through the forest with just my pocket knife a bowl for#collecting berries and my mp3 player (that was in august so august was weakest art-wise haha)#bought a new mattress and yes in the life i lead that's a highlight (for real)#here's to 2025 and sharing it with you :)
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✨ 2024 in gifs ✨
rules: post your favourite and most popular post from each month this year (it’s okay to skip months)
Tagged by @evan-buck, thank you so much Lauren!! An absolute delight looking over all your incredible work and taking some time to reflect on my own gifs too 💖
January: •fav: Tied between Loki saying Mobius' name and an inspired Lokius set to test out new effects for the new year 🎇 •most popular: Lokius in S2 February: •fav: Only man in the world Mobius M. Mobius appreciation •most popular: Staged // BAFTAs March: •fav: Still waiting for that drink 😔 •most popular: DT as everyone's favorite chaotic car salesman April: •fav: Lokius x Fall Out Boy and TenSimm always being famous •most popular: A little suit appreciation for David's birthday May: •fav: A rather flawless entry back into the Lokius incorrect quote series if I do say so myself 🤣💕 •most popular: Owen and Tom discussing Loki (pleased to say my most popular set of the entire year!) June: •fav: Mobius falling for Loki in S1 •most popular: Loki yearning for Mobius in S2 July: •fav: Mobius + comfort and Dan Craig x Loewe the gift that keeps on giving •most popular: Loki S01E01 // PaleyFest August: •fav: History repeating itself with Midnight in Paris // Loki •most popular: Some Ten appreciation for the bestie 🎈🎉 September: •fav: This Lokius "Falling in love with a God" blended set, very possibly the best thing I've ever made 🥰 •most popular: Logan Howlett my beloved October: •fav: My Lokius in S1 summary came together perfectly and Queer (2024) had such stunning shots •most popular: David in Rivals S01E01 November: •fav: Tied between tearing myself apart over the Loki S2 finale anniversary and the range of Owen's birthday set •most popular: Loki S02E05 anniversary (shoutout to the romcom of all time 😘) December: •fav and most popular: Closing out the year the only way I know how, same as it started with Lokius down as bad as two people can get ✌️🙏
Tagging @too-funky, @dilfmobius, @lokimobius, @safedistancefrombeingsmart, @crowleybrekkers, @meep-meep-richie, and @crowlixcx as well as anyone else who wants to join!! So here to celebrate all the incredible creations throughout the year 💖💖
#ty again for the tag lovely this is SUCH an wonderful thing to do#2024 took me out at just about every turn so i'm not only shocked to have been able to gif every month#but also create so many sets i genuinely love#what a year it was!!#looking forward to the next and hope you have a wonderful one in store! all the love your way as always 😊💖#tagged
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🎅✨🌟 Wishing you all the joy and magic of the season! You make this community feel like home, and I’m so grateful for you. Merry Christmas! 🌟✨🎅
✨🎄To all my beautiful friends @perolesims @estah @simvanie @thebramblewood @changingplumbob @simscici @igglemouse @simmora @oasivy @matchalovertrait @caramellles @simplypxels @sharona-sims @evenifitshandcuffed @jessicastinks and to all my lovely mutuals and followers, thank you so much for making 2024 such an enjoyable year for me! I wish you all the very best for Christmas and I hope you have a good rest during the holidays 🎄✨
#sorry it took a while to respond!! tysm for sending this to me <3#i am a bit busy again during this time of the year but im looking forward to the next few days break with my family#if you dont hear from me merry christmas and happy new year ❤️#(also ive got so many exciting things planned when posts resume! ill finish off 3 tomarang posts then its 👀👀👀)
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erm…..posting about an OC via a rushed shitpost was not on my 2025 bingo card!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂get it??? 😂😂😂because his name is bingo??(GETS SHOT)
these are all things he has done or has attempted to do so consider this the full intro post for that freak for now. he’s still too undercooked to fully introduce but damn I love him
#pdbc#I love him. he’s the sole descendant of a royal family and. if you’ll pardon the pun. is royally fucking things up for himself#he could do so much in life and instead decides to be the next Gordon Ramsay……..such wasted potential#did. did I ever mention that part of him. his clan is called the Ramsay clan after all#he wants to be Gordon Ramsay sooooo fucking bad…….#big theater kid gone wrong energy from him#so many of my posts this year have been pdbc related. it Will happen again.#< (in my defense I’m working on other non-pdbc stuff !! but pdbc stuff is easy to make because I don’t have to think about it)#once I’m not so burnt out I’m really excited to design bingo….not even going to attempt to rn#I hate designing outfits but I’m actually looking forward to his bc he has a horrid mix of royal garments and astereotypical butcher outfit#speaking of butchers. butcher vanity? great song absolutely fits him. cannot stop listening to it#surprisingly him being like. a literal cannibal isn’t even all he does. that’s just a…little quirk of his#like ya’d think him eating people would be more important but nah. he’s a POET and a MAGICIAN 😤😤#I’d say he’s one of the most evil characters but…..kinda all of my characters are#sure bingo tries to eat people and bomb people’s homes but there are side characters who put acid in the water supply and aren’t punished#so bingo’s just par for the course honestly#the best thing he’s ever done is install an air conditioning unit. there wasn’t one before bc Mole (his mom) didn’t like them—#—which resulted in people keeling over from heat exhaustion a lot so. good job for fixing that bingo#it’s the bare minimum but that’s pretty good for him so he can have a round of applause for that#I think I might have mentioned Gerbombs in passing but I love them sm#they’re gerbils genetically engineered to blow up when pressure is placed on them#they’re adorable. thankfully they have no concept of death so they’re just chilling with no worries in the world#before you get sad. Sushi rescued most of the Gerbombs and now cares for them so happy ending#no Gerbombs shall die under her watch. I don’t think I could deal with it if too many Gerbombs died#although they’re called Gerbombs they’re actually more physically close to jerboas#they’re so cute. I should draw a Gerbomb sometime#(I should also probably rename them jerbombs considering they’re not gerbils but ehhhhhhhhhhhhh)
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People like this have made me terrified that I am mischaracterizing my favorite character by playing into his strengths and emphasizing them so much... That I'm making things "too anime", "too over-the-top", and by doing that straying away from the groundedness that made the character compelling in the first place... But I think it's better to be a fan who loves someone so much they're willing to step into goofy over-the-top showcases of strength and morals out of love than being a fake fan who only ever rags on what they proclaim is so dear to them. I dunno. I don't think I'm wrong in saying that. I'm hella insecure when it comes to my own writing, especially with this guy because I want to do him as much justice as I possibly can as a writer. But I have to convince myself that it's not too much.
#logs#it doesn't help that i've been exposed to a lot of bad writing and cynical critique in general‚ so i'm even more fearful...#but i think the cure for that is to just... read more‚ and read with an honest heart#i don't know... i feel like i have a lot of growth to do as a person‚ as a reader and writer before i can execute this to the level where it#can truly be considered a masterpiece. grounded‚ yet not so. over-the-top in every way while also providing meaningful critique and#commentary on the nature of humanity. gutwrenching dialogue packed neatly with the most insane displays of asskicking. commentary on how war#is cruel and bad and only sows misery contrasted with the coolest battle scenes you have ever seen. these are the essence of the things i#love‚ and i want to be able to channel that through my own writing as well. it's the only way to do justice to the source material‚ the only#way to truly pay a tribute to the things that i love.#now that i am free‚ i can finally become more cultured... read more books‚ watch more films‚ inhale old mecha anime... it's what i've always#dreamed of doing#i just need to undo the mental shackles of ''i cannot do this right now''... i can. i finally can. i just need to let my mind catch up to#that. give it a little push along the way#once that's done... the journey begins.#i anguish a lot over the fact that my writing is locked in a tomb for the next decade... but sometimes‚ like now‚ i think‚ hey‚ maybe that#isn't so bad. imagine how many movies you can watch in those ten years... good movies‚ bad ones‚ exceptional ones... i'll have grown so much#as a writer by that point in time because i'll have learned the ''how'' part of what i want to write. i have the ''what'' already‚ and a#general idea of ''how''‚ but... ten years from now‚ i'll be able to write everything in a way that truly makes my eyes shine#a rare moment of me being hopeful for the future... i cherish it as those don't last very long in my life. i more often tend to despair#(cursed be the chemical disbalance!)#but yeah. there is a lot to look forward to despite the hardships. sure it would've been nice to just... have it all here‚ but... that's not#the world i live in. and maybe this one isn't so bad‚ either.#i have my box of scraps. now i just need to make it out of the cave.#the deadliest type of man is one with motivation and a purpose. right?
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so i've been rewatching season 4 of the next step for the first time in years and hoooo boy do i have a lot to say t
#i wasn't looking forward to watching s4 because in my previous rewatches i either straight up skipped the whole season#or i just skipped the scenes with the plots that i really didn't like........... which ended up being most of the season lmao#however for this rewatch i decided to sit through every single thing and watch it all with a fresh perspective#and yes i have many many thoughts#bear in mind i've only just finished 4x17#i have a lot to say.......... especially in regards to the jiley/ralfie bs and how riley is being treated as a character#and nomanda and the latroy love triangle and the 0% club and the og boys in london etc.#plus whatever tf they were doing with michelle's character#btw earlier this year i also rewatched s1-3#i still *adore* them like tns s1-3 is pure comfort and fun and silliness and all the characters are so iconic#i had lots of thoughts on those seasons as well but my mental health has been so bad that i didn't bother writing down my thoughts rip#but yeah#would anyone be interested in some of my thoughts on tns 4?? ik it's probably the most controversial and least liked tns season for fans#the next step#tns season 4#the next step season 4#the next step fandom#tns fandom#tns series 4#tns s4#the next step series 4#the next step s4#tns#the next step tv#tv show tag#tv shows#cbbc#family channel
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hate going for christian weddings sometimes because i always see the prettiest women with the ugliest men, the sermon is always some shit about wives being slaves (but not like bad slavery, mutual slavery except the husband is a benevolent master which makes it okay) and making babies for their husband, the music is always lame, the mc is always weird and obnoxious, and older women keep fucking asking me when it's gonna be my turn and never take no for an answer.
#mine#personal#brief storytime in the tags#one of my family friends got married and i was happy she was happy#her parents are like an aunt and uncle to me#i was happy to share that moment with them#we cried and laughed together#and my friends#their other daughters were on the line and looked gorgeous#it was just beautiful watching us all grow up in a way and move on to “the next” together#BUT#im a pastor's kid#and my dad loves weddings#he drinks them in whenever he can now especially because they make him happy and he's had to attend a lot more funerals this year#he's been burdened a lot by how many people he's had to bury and how many hospital visits he's had to do#so i was happy to see him happy too#it just all felt so bittersweet to me#because i know how badly my parents want this for me and for themselves#there was a daddy-daughters dance at some point and i could feel my dad beaming beside me watching that#and i was a little sad about it because i was like im never gonna give you that#this could be the best thing i could ever give you and i will never give you this#i can never kneel at an altar in front of a pastor and swallow that sermon#i would never marry a man in my generation#if i married a woman you and almost the entire tent filled with people that watched me grow up would not attend#my happiest day would be another funeral for you#it was worse because im kind of a small celebrity in this community because of my parents and their siblings who are politicians#so people i barely knew kept coming up and asking me when it would be my turn and how they so looked forward to the day#and i was like i love that we're a community here and i missed the pestering of aunts since i left church#but at the same time i was glad to remember why i left#there is no freedom to be myself at all with them because all they do is project their beliefs and ideas on me because that's what children
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#Alright I got tragically interrupted while watching it but I'm finally finished watching the episode!!#It's really really good both the animation and drawings are very detailed compared to the rest of the anime but...#The pace is so off :((( Like it's not the end of the world but ugh. It's unfortunate...#So many things just don't hit off as deeply because everything is moving so fast all the time and there's no time to process anything.#They won't allow you one second for the last line of a scene to sink in that the next scene's ost is already playing.#And like it's not even the worst crime an anime can commit I guess but still...#I wish they didn't. Like rather than make a 13 episodes season and squeeze the Sky Casino arc in merely two episodes it would have been–#a lot better to finish the season at the previous episode and make 12 episodes out of everything (so that everything could be better paced)#Like yeah maybe it's not the best season ending that there can be but... It's not terrible either‚ you have Atsushi saying the line–#“there's still hope” and the season ending there‚ that's pretty cool#I don't know why everyone feels like they have to rush all the time.#Guys do I have to be the one to remind you you make more money if more season come out.#Like how can the knowledge of Sigma being made by the book have any kind of impact when we've only known him for ten minutes.#Teruko's looking mad AND looking cutesy AND blowing up the landing zone didn't have the same comedic effect they did in the manga because..#It just happened all together! There's no time to process anything. Or maybe I'm just slow idk but I mean YOU GOTTA–#MAKE TIME FOR THE OPENING AND ENDING IN THE EPISODE c'mon man#Sorry I'm complaining it's actually good. I really really love Teruko & Tachihara. Jouno too!!!#I liked the Tahihara spotlight this episode... It's so cute to see what he's like when he's not acting– well‚ not completely I guess#Mmmmhhh.#Yesterday I read an interesting post on how a lot of early dc/mk wouldn't work today because the technology of the world has changed SO muc#I think a similar reflection can be made for the doa terrorist plot. Countries are pushing towards a complete digital money transition.#In 50 years or so coins may not be circulating anymore and today already the impact of this terrorist plot would be a lot smaller–#compared to when the chapters were coming out. I think#Well. Nice episode! Forward to next week! If tomorrow's manga chapter hasn't killed me before that#random rambles
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