#So it's weird to notice the changes?
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Being in a young body is weird.
#It's not... Bad?#Not as bad as it was.#I'm starting to look like a young adult.#Instead of a kid.#But I don't know.#I never really got to grow up. Not like other people did.#So it's weird to notice the changes?#If that makes sense?#And sometimes it's hard to tell if things are just due to hormones or genuine.#Are my mood swings just hormonal changes? Who knows.#It's weird.#It almost feels like I'm watching someone else grow. Someone that isn't me.#But this is me.#I am me.#...All of this because I was admiring myself in an apron. Jesus christ.#I still don't know whether it's okay to find myself attractive either...?#My consciousness is so much older. But this is me. My body.#Ugh. I don't know.#Tua rp#Tua rp blog#Five's Identity Crisis
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This was meant to be the first picture in a series but ummm idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Rising from the dead to doodle my favourite boy from @shepherds-of-haven
#shepherds of haven#trouble alder#shoh#the first frame in a series if I can conquer procreate#spoilers but she’s found the EXTREMELY targeted anti-fraternisation poster#riel is done he’s sick of them both - blade is done too#who do you think they’re talking about??? probably not us lmao#it helps that neither of them are particularly rule abiding anyway#helps them I mean#everyone else has to suffer#halle beren#btw you may notice I’ve changed his hair again#I don’t have any excuses except that im Australian and mullets are peak male beauty for me#it’s my CULTURE#no real background bc I’m meant to be animating lol#first crack at the official uniforms I have never drawn either of them in black so this was weird actually#NO HOUND ON THE FRONT BC IM A COWARD LOL#WIP#if game
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I got so insanely mad while drawing this
+ closeup and normalness
#alek art#zane julien#previous master of ice#ninjago#lego ninjago#2024#aka the scene i wish we got in snake jaguar ...#zane is like 30 here#im mostly thinking about dr juliens perspective on this night. we have very little to go off of but he was very weirded out#random very sick old man shows up at your door and takes an “interest” in your son. he isnt even over for an entire day. with him comes col#he was striken with winter and something about him felt off. he leaves without a word. after his arrival your son begins acting weird.#then another old man arrives. asking for your son. wonder what happened there#for anything about passing on powers or losing them its always some big event... hm#i think the previous master really did need shetler. we know he was old and died shortly after the power giving. i dont know what about#zane caught his eye. i do think its very interesting that this man of few words was so obviously fascinated that dr julien noticed.#dr julien isnt the most socially aware and in the little bit he said about the previous master... he sounded concerned#imagine weirding out the weirdest man alive#i think zane caught on too. he felt eyes on him the entire night. they ate dinner with the man.. gave him shelter... but he felt he wanted#more. sometime that day he gave zane the power of ice. which effectively changed the course of his entire life. zane and dr julien hadnt a#clue what happened. 'yesterday a man arrived' so not even within a day did he see zane and decide that he was the one#thinking about how zane acting like his self now is 'strange' and was out of the ordinary. what was he like before? how do you even pass a#power down. we see people get their powers stolen and its always a spectacle and its so exhausting and so on. how did dr julien not see#anything. there was no questions? he just noticed the previous master found his son interesting and then he left ?#goddddd im insane i wanna write a fic about zane pre series
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Confession attempt n°1 dearly beloved (scene under the cut)
#whoever said that thing about charles being like 'i'm so happy for you and your ugly boyfriend' was very right#charles when monty is revealed to be a traitor “you could've told me you liked him i don't mind 🥰🥰”#why would i just gif this scene u ask surely there must be a reason#there isn't#except that examining their expressions is very interesting#i need subtitles for charles' expressions istg and he's changing faces every two secs in this scene#charles pulling a 🥰😐😄😐#idk if it's very visible but edwin does a little eyebrow raise when he says 'i've been realizing that i-'#night nurse interrupting 😔 can't people come out in peace in this godforsaken town#if there's an analysis about this pls do tell bc this scene makes me insane and idk why#dead boy detectives#charles rowland#edwin payne#payneland#paynland#just noticed the subtitles are doing weird shit? sorry for that
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It's my 18th birthday today!!! :DDDDDD
#I feel my brain fully growing... im so smart and intelligent trust#I haven't drawn my sona in foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#I think it's really funny that my new pfp and my medkit pfp have the exact same expression LOL#no one will really notice but I darkened his skin tone a little and roughened up his hair#it makes me a little giddy that he looks slightly more like me now#he's different but still the same character at the end of the day. something something metaphore for growth#he was also just straight up fucking pastel yellow before#vecart#oc artwork#oc art#I never really expected to be here it feels so weird#I think I've learnt to be okay with whatever happens. I don't have to be happy all the time. Just gotta move forwards#Going around changing my age to 18 on everything is SCARY OH GOD PLEASE IM JUST A LITTLE GUY
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The Housecat Philosophy - Ep 44
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#the housecat philosophy#artists on tumblr#original art#original comic#webcomic#my sketches#oh i'm just now noticing i wrote the wrong number on the one from last week#haha...........#btw great week i just had both my laptop AND my phone left me on the same day#i could replace the phone right away but the laptop was impossible so i went fuck it and fixed it by changing os altogether#do i know how to use this new os not at all but we'll manage#meanwhile it means i had to change the program i use for resizing and trimming so if anything looks weird i know i'm working on it !!!#............this is more of a problem on webtoon than it is on tumblr tbh#ah well
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Erina’s Graduation day… she fancied herself up for school for once…
#osoart#erina#osoeri#erina kept her interest in gyaru and fashion outside of school bc she felt weird about changing her bland image at school#so getting her hair dyed and showing it on her last day felt like a big deal to her… and she hoped maybe people would notice….#never does talk to Osomatsu that day and not again for many years#I think it’s also fun detail that erina tells Osomatsu apart from the others from how he wears his uniform#small crush on a classmate.. goes forgotten for many years until they reconnect and actually get to know each other
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2024 reads / storygraph
The Maid and The Crocodile
standalone YA high fantasy romance, set in the world of Raybearer (10 years later)
a girl ages out of her orphanage and searches for a job as a maid - but before she’s hired, she accidentally gets bound to the Crocodile - a god thought to steal girls through his shrines throughout the cities
she wants nothing to do with him or his curse, and gets herself a job as a Curse Eater at an inn, consuming the spiritual residue of their past mistakes and regrets
but her past and her connection to the Crocodile won’t go away, and she gets caught up in his revolutionary ambitions
disabled MC (vitiligo, cane user)
#The Maid and The Crocodile#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#I loved this a lot!#The story has so much personality and is charming and simple but with a lot of complexity in the background and worldbuilding.#Sade is such a fantastic protagonist; I love her genuine enjoyment of being a maid and how it's an important and legitimate job.#The romance is very sweet actually; and I enjoyed their bickering (’don’t come’ ‘don’t tell me what to do’ 😭)#Very obvious inspiration and comp to Howl’s Moving Castle - moreso the movie but both tbh. It didn’t feel derivative though.#howell if his passion was revolution#It’s also a standalone but definitely pretty directly dealing with some of the aftermath of the Raybearer Duology.#I really like how it explores some of the results of abolishing the monarchy and some of the societal changes because of that#- especially regarding average people#I loved all the side characters - the amenities; and the side lesbians. Also the ending!#Really great narration - the accents and the singing! (though at 2x the singing sounds very weird; I still appreciate it conceptually)#‘the children yearn for the mines’ yeah i noticed that reference#good book
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doodles
edgar vargas and squee by johnen vasquez
scriabin by zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#scriabin vargas#zarla s#scriabin#doodles#YOU THOUGHT YOU'D SEEN THE LAST OF ME . . . . !!!!#well HELLO !!!! I'M BACK !!!!!!!!#got a new brush . what do you think of it do you like it#okay i want to ramble about these wait a second#the first one looks a bit different to the rest because i was just trying new stuff .#if i spend a long time without drawing i'll forget how to draw and well it happened#i've changed my art style like 3 times now but i still draw side profiles the same . looks weird ugh#the mug says “ JESUS loves me BECAUSE no one else will ” btw . meta gave me the idea actually . thanks meta .#about the second one . finished that one like ten minutes ago . missed drawing todd aw#i just find their whole relationship so amusing .#like yes i went crazy for like a month and now i have a brother-husband and a kid ?!#they complement each other so well though . i love them#THE UNO ONE omg i've had that idea for like A YEAR NOW and i just drew it lol#i wonder how long it would take scriabin to notice though .#when i showed this to meta she said : “ oh wow !! edgar's finally winning at something !! ” and it's SO TRUE#wonder how he does it !#and the last one . i got the idea when i was looking through zarla's account searching for fan art .#love it so much though they look like their lives aren't a living hell#anyways i'll probably make more of these . who knows#going back to school on monday . and of course i had to get inspiration four days before going back .#please PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL . PL#okay byeee enjoy these . eat my starved followers . EAT !!!!!
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various spencer stickers/transparent pngs from made from editing and transparentifying askblog drawings
#sorry for the lack of new art! im working on school lately >.<#in the meantime have these and do as you wish with them#well. idk dont use my art for anything . morally reprehensible#but i think i can trust you guys... right?#btw most of these were edited minimally but you might notice the bottom middle one looks a lot different from the original image#because i hated the way it looked but really liked the idea of the expression and pose with spencer. works well as a sticker#so i gave it another try and changed some stuff on his face#if you're curious i'll spare you the spot the difference game. i slimmed his face shape and redrew the eyebrows. and gave him a normal mout#instead of kitty#also i know the fullbody one look weird the way tumblr crops it theres just no escaping that.#i either post it next to a shorter image or i post it in its own row and it makes the post really long and awkward like that one stingy pos#anyways.#venturiantale#taleblr#spencer acachalla#images that are horrid to see and look at#mspaint#venturiantale fanart#fanart
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Colin I am a gentleman Bridgerton I love you so much like you have no idea, the carriage scene is the same as when modern men just crawl or unannounced climbed and get into the girl’s bedroom but Colin asked pen to let him in and he wasn’t gonna get inside until she said yes and he even said PLEASE and that’s why Colin will forever be the most beautiful perfect male character in media history and you can’t change my mind about it!
#bridgerton#colin bridgerton#polin#penelope featherington#personally I always found it creepy bc how long was they standing there watching them change?#Not Paxton tho bc he actually knocked unlike the rest who was already inside before her or was watching her sleep#most of them just getting in without the girls even noticing without letting her know or even knocking on the window just nasty always was#how did they make anyone think it was romantic a man walking into your bedroom unannounced and just watching you sleep or watching you dres#they really had y’all believe a man climbing into your bedroom window was romantic cute sexy? without knocking and you don’t know how long#he was watching you change or get dressed it was just so creepy to me like why couldn’t they use the damn door or at least knock first when#got there or knock to let the girl know he’s there instead of just waiting and going in without her noticing or allowing it just very weird
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I really hope nobody notices that after I post something I will very often go back and edit the post within the first few minutes of posting
#mole talks#if you ever notice somehting that sounds weird in a post ive made#thats probably because i went through ten different ways of phrasing it while actually making the post#and then right after posting i realised i picked the worst possible way to phrase the sentence so i go back and change it#and also after i post art i sometimes notice small mistakes that are not visible to anybody apart from myself#so i go back onto firealpaca and fix the mistakes as quickly as possible#im glad im a tumblr user and not a twitter user because i don't think you can edit posts on there or something..?#tumblr post editing has saved my life many times#edit: i just changed the wording of this post slightly
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happy pride !! <3
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#queer#pride#the flags are biromantic ace and lesbian :D#[boogies like crazy]#//this is my second pride so ! !!#//look at my gals. aren't they just [sparkles shoot from my eyes]? hhfbhs :33#fun fact i can't hear any love songs now without envisioning these two. they're. they. th. thhhhh. you get what i mean hghbfhs#//this pose also changed like 3 times As i was drawing it lmao#which is like. okay so what? but it happened and i didn't even notice until i was cleaning up the inks hghfhsh#/oh and i kind of love drawing kira's hair lol :3 :D#cuz she has this weird layer thing going on it's a lot of fun hfhs :DD#/also if you use an overlay glitch effect + put it Over your inks you can take a pink or red airbrush to the og inks and get the pink/red i#the glitch to pop real nice :D i just think that's neat hfhs#//okay now i'm going to skedaddle. skedoodle even. skoobdle#toodles :3
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people will always be like "i lost 3 followers over this post..." and it's like. how do you know that?? do you guys check your followers, and track when they go down when you post certain stuff??? i don't pay jack shit attention to my followers list i just occasionally click through the recent people who have followed me to block bots and underage people. also i notice and get really excited when i see i have become mutuals with a blog i like. anyway take my poll.
*I can see this being the case for small blogs, like if you always have had ten followers and then one day you see you have eight, it makes sense you might draw a correlation to a specific post.
#to be clear im not some huge blog#i have like 300ish followers#which is not that many#but like. i don't notice when people unfollow me???#probably so many people have#because this blog has changed fandoms many times over the years#but unless its a known mutual i remember having#i do not really notice#is this weird of ME#am i the weird one?#fandom#tumblr polls#a poll a day#random polls#star wars#x men#doctor who#the old guard#ALSO bottom of the tags but#so sad that i am trapped in sideblog hell#you will never know we are mutuals......#how many mutuals do i have and i don't even know it....#queue
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Got some pictures of the Stargazer jacket too! Had some neat little details (the free cowboy pin + Buck’s initial sewn into the cuff were especially cool). Even the tag makes a reference to POTU, which given Dale Frandor’s appearance on the Void flyer, might mean we’re getting more soon 👀
#ignore the weird colors for some reason the iPhone keeps changing the lighting and saturation so I had to edit it to make it look normal#it’s a nice dark green trust me#lord huron#dani speaks#only this band would put lore into the tag of a jacket#took me an embarrassing long time to realize it was Buck’s initials btw someone had to point that out for me to notice
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I couldn’t settle on one colour so this guy gets all of them
#sorry. it’s another robot in weird formal wear.#sorry it’s fucking blue and white again#i promise I can design things outside of this but I am!!!! stuck rn#art tag#oc tag#ned dex and this guy all wear shirt and ties#ned has more of a generic work attire whereas dex has whatever he has going on#an undershirt with. long sleeves that are also fingerless gloves. his shirt. his tie and then a cropped hoodie#then twenty ALSO wears a shirt. but his is under a regular hoodie that goes under a trench coat#naro and zero don’t wear formal wear#zero’s outfit doesn’t really need to be logical so idk what’s going on there#Naro’s outfit vaguely just looks like pjs#they’re not but I don’t know how else to describe that#and this guy wears a whole ass suit#anyway!!#his colour changing isn’t a voluntary thing#if he focuses REALLY hard he can change his colours#but usually it changes depending on a task he’s doing and he does it without notice#it IS also sometimes an emotional thing#but if it’s an intense emotion like sadness or anger they’ll just go grey more than anything
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